#sorry for the sad post

[doffyflamingo]

Miss you..

#drawing #fanart #trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #trimax #im sad #sorry for the sad post #i want to hug Vash tight

[pseudonemisis]

Love how in some awful twist of fate I feel equally broken for not wanting sex and for wanting a partner. Like, it feels strangely pathetic for me to crave affection and even worse that I refuse to pay for it in the way society usually deems necessary

#ace #sorry for the sad post #i realized that i have no one irl i can talk about being queer to and i also rarely directly voice it online #and it feels a bit like im suppressing it and i thought itd be nice to get some stuff off my chest #mine #the possum speaks #asexual

[theocddiaries]

Living with ocd is basically living your days without knowing which new or old obsession your brain is going to choose to ruin a good streak that felt too long to be true.

Living with ocd is basically talking in a foreign language that no one understands and is always misinterpreted for those who have claimed to know me better than myself and suffer because of my condition more than myself.

In my case, living with ocd is to suffer in silence, because there could be no one that could be struggling harder than my ''mother'', for calling her something. For her, it's always a battle and competition for the attention. And I'm sick of hiding my suffering and still feeling so guilty about having ocd, of not being able to overcome it overnight because, according to my ''''mother''' I'm not putting enough effort to get better, unlike her.

#i'm so tired #sorry for the sad post #bad days #ocd #ocd awar #ocdawareness #toxic parents #toxic family #toxic mother #gaslighting

[astbitesthedust]

It’s done, we haven’t spoken in months but I finally said my last goodbye to the best friend I have ever had and probably ever will have, after I made a mistake big enough to end a nearly decade long friendship I’ve thought about them every night and every day since, I hope sending that message which I know they will never read is enough to let me move on, thank you rose, and I’m sorry, and I hope you’re okay, and goodbye

#sad post #soul friends #if there was a such a thing as soul mates we would’ve been soul friends #in my entire life I have never met anyone who comes even close to what we had #sorry for the sad post #it’s been a rough three months since you left me alone in my room #I want to talk to somebody but I have never been able to talk to anybody about how I feel like I have with them #they just instantly understood how I felt always because they had felt like that in the exact same way #I loved them more than I love my own family #guess I’m just using the tags as a second post now #I’m glad I’ve met some good people since then but without your constant support if something goes wrong I’ll have no one #I don’t want that again #sorry for all the tags

[ramblesbiab]

I think one of the scariest feelings for me is staring at an assignment I’ve barely started and feeling a creeping voice in the back of my head quietly telling me that I should probably consider various types of medication that have been offered to me, primarily depression, anxiety, and ADHD. I’m so scared of the idea of being dependent on even more things, because I already feel anxious having to take estrogen and t-blockers due to it making me feel like I’m not a real woman, so adding even more, especially because depression ones might cause me to gain weight, my largest overwhelming insecurity, seems terrifying. Maybe I just need to be actually, fully honest with my therapist about how I feel on a daily basis and see if that changes the recommendation from light to stronger.

#vent #ramble #medication #sorry for the sad post

[bettygemma]

Long time mutuals might recall the occasional post about our beloved cat, who we adopted after a 'failed cat sitting arrangement' (we kept her).

She has been battling cancer for a number of years and we decided on Saturday that it was time to let her go.

Rip fluffy girl we miss you so much.

#sorry for the sad post #this might provide context for any imminent isaiah 11 blogging #Mopsy the cat #i used to put pics of her on here all the time #tw: animal death

[myvisionsblurryhelp]

i miss technoblade. more than i thought i would. it's been over a month and no matter how much i try to not think about him for a while, i just keep remembering. i've cried well over 10 times now. he was my everything. and now he's gone. i'll never get to watch a new upload. i'll never be able to meet him. i'll never be able to tell him how much he means to me. idk why i'm still so sad about this, it should've gotten easier by now, right? he didn't deserve to die like that. his family and friends didn't deserve that. it's so unfair. to take away such a young kind life. i really truly believed he would make it. i mean, my mom beat cancer, so why couldn't he? and yet he stayed positive and humble. he didn't wanna worry us. his fans. who he loved dearly, even though he didn't know us. i don't know when it will get easier. but i hope it's soon. i can't keep doing this. i wish i could've met him. gave him the biggest hug. told him he was the greatest person ever. gave him some gifts, just to see him smile. we've never seen him smile. we never got to match his voice to his face. it's been a while since he last spoke in front of a camera. 7 years. i know i'm rambling but i just miss him so much. i want to tell him he was so loved. and i don't have any of his merch for comfort. i don't have anything for comfort. except for his videos. that i've rewatched a million times. i need him back. i had a dream that he was still alive. and i want that feeling of having him back, back. i miss you, technoblade. i hope you know i'll never forget you.

#technoblade #i miss technoblade #rip technoblade #i miss you #minecraft #techno #i know he made the milestone vid 5 years ago but it wasnt showing his face when he talked #i want to hug him so bad #i need him #i love you technoblade #sorry for the sad post

[plavigmaz]

Could anyone give me a hug? I've been feeling down...

#i'm sorry for the inactivity #i'm sorry for not being a good person at times #all aspects of life have been stressing me out #i can't be the best version of myself currently #i hope people can wait for me #hopefully things should get better next month. fingers crossed #i miss my mom #i miss kiko #i miss my true self #post #personal #sorry for the sad post

[personinthepalace]

I have a feeling that mbs disney season 2 isn't going to start off with reynie going to kate's farm and that honestly makes me so sad

#there are already so little reynie and kate scenes in season 1 #so unless they are going to fix that in season 2 #I bet they will get rid of this scene as well and replace it as well #the bond btwn kate and reynie is one of my favorite things in the books and the show literally cut them all out ahhhhhh #sorry for the sad post #I just had this thought and it made me sad #kaynie #mbs disney #mbs disney season 2 #kate wetherall #reynie muldoon #JUST GIVE ME SOME OF THEIR FRIENDSHIP DISNEY #I WANT TO SEE IT #the mysterious benedict society #mysterious benedict society #rambles in the palace

[caught-in-time]

Never noticed how well this song fits with tc sadness; Welcome to everything you’ve ever wanted, now say goodbye :[

This song sounds like the way it feels to have beautiful memories slipping further and further away into the past, all out of your control.

“You’re the thoughts that can’t be tamed, and I’m trying to be sane”

#sorry for the sad post #happy friday i guess #please don’t think too hard about this one #tcc blog #tc crush #tcc #tc #male tc #tc blog #tc community

[terra-dira]

today is my 23rd birthday and i feel probably the most sad that i’ve ever felt on any birthday so far. i’m not sad at the reality of aging… in fact, i think aging is a privilege, especially given the horrors of our world today.

i guess i just feel more alone than i ever have. i don’t really have too many friends at this point (which is my fault since i haven’t found a way or even really attempted to manage my anxiety). the two friends i am close to probably don’t even remember that it is my birthday, which is fair i guess.

i just find so little value in my life right now. my own insecurities and negative view of myself coupled with anxiety have made it to where i cannot connect with anyone. i want to be able to find my people and to feel like i belong in this world, and right now my life is the opposite of that. i feel like i could disappear today and it wouldn’t mean much to anyone.

i don’t know how to get past any of this. my life feels like it’s nearly over, or might as well be, even though i’m still in my early 20s.

i hope more than anything that this feeling eases one day and that i can find where i belong/a group of people that i fit in with. i want to at least feel some purpose for waking up each day.

#personal #sorry for the sad post #it’s my birthday #and i’m in my feelings because of it i guess #i didn’t think like would be so lonely at 23 #but it’s my fault

[camilleflyingrotten]

#sorry for the rambling yesterday #I’m kind of sad I contributed to ruin some people experience of fandom with my nonsensical sht #tho I’m trying to not post everythg here lmfao #now back to posting #good omens #aziracrow #aziraphale #crowley #Twitter #procreate #digitalart #my art

[theocddiaries]

The battle not to do a compulsion is so ineffable... The anxiety is horrible, the embarrassment when you do it is so big. It's like: I did it, I can breathe now.... But at the same time you can't because you feel so guilty that you did it.

I want to be kind to myself, but I see myself so weak for giving in.

#ocd #mental health #sorry for the sad post

[gothic-goon]

I feel like I'm always lusted after and never loved... When is it going to be my turn?

#sorry for the sad post #it's been on my mind for a bit now

[isnt-delicate]

We're you obsessed with "Change," "The Climb," and "Long Live" as a child or did your family love you?

#sorry for the sad post #fucked in the head #taylurking #yea the climb is the miley cyrus one

[p0sitivez0mbie]

I really want the courage to kill myself

#my thoughts #my feelings #spilled ink #sorry for the sad post #thinking #unalive #my dear melancoly #death #i wanna kms #kms #i'm so tired #broken