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shallowseeker · 9 months
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Sam was specifically shown to be a wonderful father to Dean Jr. He took him to the park, played baseball with him, and helped him with his homework.
And yet when Sam is "dying," Dean II is shown to have an anti-possession tattoo. The fact that it's on his forearm is both a call-back to the Mark of Cain and a suggestion that Dean II got into hunting through a connection that is not Sam. (It's not in the classic Winchester position.)
That Sam is trying so hard to be a "normal, good father" is what makes it so delicious when he fails. I'm not saying that Sam is a bad person for it. I'm just saying that his tendency to "checklist" his emotional life and dissociate from his darkness to the point of hiding the truth, as he did with Jessica Moore, could be a recipe for disaster, SPN-style. :-)
Dean II in effect becomes an ironic inversion of Sam, while embodying the same complicated emotional interiority n' base personality. If Sam pushes Dean II into "normal," or worse, pressures him into "high achieving success," Dean II's Sam-coded rebellion is to get into hunting.
(And he, like Sam, becomes driven, mean, and overconfident about it.)
And hey, it's my daydream. You don't have to like it.
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segernatural · 2 years
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what was the first episode you saw
bestie i can't believe you've done this to me
it was 15x19 inherit the earth. live. i watched that trashfire live on a sketchy website link.
#there is a lot of missing context here but. yes. thats the first episode i watched of the show ever.#i knew what spn was im on tumblr of course i did.#and dont get me started on my weird parasocial relationship with s15 that i had while i had never even seen the show before#i heard that s15 would be the last one so i vowed to check in on the tag every time it was trending. as some sort of sign of respect#for trailblazing a lot of fandom stuff#so i literally knew a lot about the plot of s15. i was watching through the window so to speak#i wanted you folks to win. after everything. one last hurrah. i dont know if i believed it would happen.#but damn it kept *going there*. 15x02. 15x03. 15x09. like there was no way right#and then it didnt trend again for a bit so i forgot about it and assumed it ended. but covid was the problem#and then it was like oh its not done. and then. november 5th. tumblr ignited. destiel *real*. i lost my shit.#so i said i have to know how they handle this. & i found a way to watch 15x19 live. and then they *didnt* handle it at all.#this is only overshadowed by my second episode being the dumpster disaster of the 15x20 finale. also live.#which lead to me going. i have to know how we got here. bc the finale sucked ass even *i* could see that. with no other context of the show#and so i started my journey. and holyshit its been a wild ride.#it hurts a lot to watch certain episodes when you already know how it all ends but the episodes you watch are brand new to you#asked#answered#char speaks#spn#destiel
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hellertoni · 1 year
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Chappter 6: It’s time together that matters
If You Want Love
Rating: Mature
Categories: M/M, W/W, W/M
Chapter: 4/?
Part 2 of “The Happy Ending They (and we) Deserve
Read Part 1 “Hunter with a Shotgun” 
TW: possible talk about past childhood abuse and homophobia
Tags: Fix-It | Other Additional Tags to Be Added | Minor Angst | Happily Ever After | I'm Bad At Tagging| Spoilers | spoilers season 15  | denny is canon | Past Benny Lafitte |/Dean Winchester | Dadstiel | Domestiel | healing from trauma | mentions of past child abuse | Dean’s healing | Sammy’s Healing | Cas is healing | Ben is Deans son | Toddler Jack  |  everybody gets their happy ending
“Yeah, it’s hard to believe I almost became a lawyer. I mean I would have made a good one, but wearing a suit every day? No thank you.” Dean barked out a laugh.
“Yeah, that sounds like torture. And we would know.”
Sam laughed and shook his head. “on a more serious note, though, there is something I want to talk to you about; and idea that Eileen and I had.”
“Of course, Sam. What’s that?”
“Okay, so get this-”
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Our boys, they��re growing up. And they’re figuring out their own paths and following their own dreams. Those dreams may look different than when we met them, very different in fact; but it’s what I believe they were truly meant to do after 15 years of growth.
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wisefoxluminary · 1 month
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So a literal earthquake has happened in New York today and I can't help but think that Buck coming out as bi was so powerful that it literally caused the world to implode. Same with Destiel, Dean is finally awakening from his slumber and taking out his jealousy fuelled rage on the network that slienced him over the years. He is screaming from the rooftops "SPN REVIVAL NEEDS TO HAPPEN WITH CANON DESTIEL NOW OR YOU WILL BURN IN SUPERHELL!!!!". Maybe I'm going mad or what if it's just the elopement of the angel and the hunter in Lebanon, Kansas that's causing these disasters, what then?!!!!
This will start a chain of events known as DEAN'S BISEXUAL REVENGE!!!!
Is it a bird, is it a plane no...it's a canon Destiel coming near you!
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spnsabrielbang2023 · 10 months
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SPN Sabriel Bang 2023 Masterlist
Thanks for accompanying us on this wild ride, all! Here's the masterlist for this year's submissions.
You can also fill out this form to get on the mailing list for next year!
1. broken dreams
Author: @gay-destiel Artist: @golby-moon
when gabriel is rescued from hell, his wings are torn. to heal them, they need ingredients, one of which is closely guarded by a prince of hell. belial. gabe grapples with trauma while sam does his best to protect him.
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2. The Look In Your Eyes
Author: @archangelgabriellives Artists: @sagee-stuffs, @i-love-you-but-in-spanish
A strange new painting finds its way to the Singer Art Museum, and Sam Winchester feels a strange connection to it. Who is the man in the painting with the golden eyes, and who else knows that its been found?
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Art by Sage
Art by Kitsy
3. Lucifer of the Opera
Author: @ladyknightskye Artists: @sagee-stuffs, @mellow-memuries
Annoyed with his brother, Gabriel asks God to help him weave a prank for his older brother. Lucifer must act out the story of The Phantom of the Opera in order to escape his prison in the basement of a theater. But when Sam and Dean show up - and Dean is caught up in the spell on Lucifer - Gabriel ends up enlisting Sam's help in trying to mitigate the disaster looming on the horizon.
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Art by Muri
Art by Sage
4. Lost in Translation
Author: @leatafandom Artist: @lucathepanman
When Sam’s churning soul was jammed back into his body after over a thousand years of being incorporeal, the wall of Death's design had never stood a chance against the changes Sam's soul had undergone to survive the Cage. Upon waking, Sam struggles with being able to cope with the drastic change from being ethereal to being part of the physical world and the strangers he is greeted with. His memories of the human world were absent upon waking within his body. Sam doesn't know how he had ever been part of the physical world, nor how to carve out a spot within it like the youngest archangel had managed to. His empowered soul was lost without the memories of his human life, and he was unsure who to turn to in a world full of strangers that tried to imprison him.
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5. Bound
Author: @aayo-whatt Artist: @dustghoul
Gabriel chuckles, genuinely smiling for the first time in an age, "Sam, the only thing you've done is make me fall head over heels for you. And I finally thought I should tell you how far I've fallen."
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6. Dante's Peak
Author: @cheerfulripley Artist: @rezal-art
Sam is a Volcanologist and Gabriel is the mayor of the town who's idyllic little home changes from heaven to hell overnight when the dormant Volcano next door wakes up!
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Author: @nonbinary-witch-sam Artist: @as-lost-as-sams-shoe
The moment the binds went loose, Sam was up, rushing to his lover's body. He was crying, begging Gabriel to wake up, for this all to be a nightmare or a trick. but, he didn't wake up. Gabriel was dead. Sam slowly lifted his head, looking at Lucifer with grief-stricken fury as the surviving archangel went to walk away. "I will kill you before I ever say yes." he vowed, "you will never fight Michael. you will never possess me. I will string up your lifeless body like a puppet and make an example out of you, Lucifer." Gabriel, the real Gabriel, stood quietly behind one of the walls, listening intently to his lover swearing revenge as he tucked his ring into his pocket with a solemn expression.  "I'm sorry, Sam." He whispered before vanishing.
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8. Atlas Shattered
Author: mukur0 Artist: @katfixation
After spending humanity's entire history stacking his own hand, Gabriel just can't win. Stuck between a rock and a hard place, too wounded to move faster than his own feet can carry him and too scared to start up where he and Sam had left off before that night at the Elysian Fields hotel, you'd think he'd welcome the chance to hide out in a gross motel room rather than face whatever might be stalking a downed archangel. Too bad for him, he'd almost prefer it over being caught in close quarters with a Winchester who just fucking wants to talk.
Read on Ao3
Check out the art by Kat!
9. The Tales Grow Taller On Down The Line
Author: @ladylilithprime Artist: @alexiescherryslurpy
When Bobby Singer got the call from Dean Winchester - "This case is weird even for us and Sam's been compromised, we need help!" - he had expected the hunt to be unusual but still fairly straightforward. Being introduced to Loki, the Norse god of mischief and patron of tricksters, and being told the pagan was Sam's soulmate? Definitely not so straightforward!
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10. Carry On (Nothing Equals the Splendour)
Author: @hobbyistauthor Artist: @bakh-meliorism
The New God decides to be hands-on just one last time: there's a specific Winchester—still alive, always in grief—and one particular lost Archangel—whose graveyard didn't fight much to keep him dead—that could really use one of his miracles. To Sam, healing and hope looks like candy in every room of the Bunker and eyes like sunbeams-through-whiskey. To Gabriel, being Graceless yet still wanted gives him time to discover who he is, and who he wants to be.
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Bonus art by the author
11. The Trickster Fic
Author: @deadsuburbia Artist: @raaflingdraws
After being stabbed by his brother, Gabriel makes a last-ditch attempt to play a trick on Death itself. He reaches out to Sam Winchester, the only person who would ever look his way after his lifetime of trickery, and begs for help. Taking pity on the angel who played a God, Sam beams himself directly into Gabriel’s mind. The Trickster Fic retells the story of Gabriel from his own perspective: why he turned out the way that he did in his lifetime that spanned over a thousand years. In his very last moments, Gabriel is forced to come face-to-face with the consequences of his running, his cowardice, his own nihlism. Sam has to ask the question: can Gabriel be saved?
Read on Ao3!
Check out the art by Raafling!
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ranwing · 1 year
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Why The Wincesters is such a disaster and what can we learn from it.
As The Winchesters limps to its season (and possibly series) finale, I wanted to do something of a deep dive as to what went so colossally wrong. How was it that the first viable spinoff, and helmed by one of the leads of the original series, went so badly off the rails and is now one of the poorest viewed shows currently running on any network? There are lots of elements that played into this folly so let’s dive in.
1) The premise. This was an issue that many had pointed to from the very start but it’s important to understand why the very premise of TW was such a problem. A good spinoff will be able to stand on its own from the original series, even if there are elements linking them together. You should be able to watch the spinoff and be able to understand it without having seen the original series. Watching both would deepen the storyline and give elements that new viewers might miss, so it builds interest for both shows. A well-done spinoff can get viewers who never bothered to watch the original series interested. What happened instead was that viewers who never watched SPN would be hard pressed to understand who these characters were and why they are so important. It didn’t help that John and Mary are pretty polarizing figures in the SPN fandom which could have tempered excitement over the series with the fandom. Many, myself included, had argued that it would have been better to do a storyline that either focused on the distant ancestors of Sam and Dean, or to focus on completely original characters following the end of the SPN series. Revisiting the well-documented story of John and Mary wasn’t going to excite anyone.
2) Poor casting choices. This is not a slam on any of the actors who are clearly trying their best, but casting has been an issue from the start. Especially with the leads. I’m sure that Meg and Drake are lovely people, but they were poor choices to play younger versions of such well established characters. As an audience that already knows John and Mary very well and have clear images of their characters from how Jeffrey Dean Morgan and Samantha Smith played them, it makes the casting of Meg and Drake even more perplexing. Meg especially, as physically it’s impossible to see her maturing into the Mary that we know from SPN. Even if we were to completely divorce TW from SPN, the actors just don’t fit the characters they are supposed to play. Meg is too small and frail looking to be believable as someone raised in the hunter life from childhood, while Drake is too innocent looking to be convincing as a former Marine and Vietnam veteran. It didn’t help that Meg and Drake had little real chemistry between them, making it difficult to buy that they were supposed to an epic love story. Rather than seeing sparks even when their characters were not romantically linked, we often had to wonder why they were in the same room together.
3) Poor production values and writing. I get that TW was being produced by a novice production company on a shoestring budget, but it shows. The early seasons of SPN also were filmed on very tight budgets, but they were able to make the most of what they had and used well staged practical effects to create an atmosphere of danger and tension and then used limited special effects for the big moments. In contrast, the effects on TW look worse than effects on a show from 15 years ago. It also doesn’t help that TW is something of a period piece and very little about the show really gives a feeling of the early 1970s. Period clothing looks like costumes rather than lived-in garments and hair and makeup were anachronistic much of the time. Meg’s eyebrows were especially distracting, as even counterculture women would have had thin, highly arched eyebrows during this period.
The storyline and motivation for the characters was all over the place at times and the dialogue was pretty laughable. John was supposed to be only 19 or 20, yet the audience was supposed to buy that he not only served multiple tours in Vietnam but had also been a POW. Nothing about his character arc made any sense. Nor did Mary’s. For someone who supposedly wanted out of the hunting life before she ever met John, she wasn’t exactly trying too hard to step away from it. The backgrounds for the supporting players in this cut-rate Scooby gang were unconvincing and uninteresting and the storyline as a while was a jumbled mess. There was a lot more tell than show and rather that streamlining the story so that it could be told naturally within the 13 episode season, we just had a lot of unnecessary baggage that prevented it from flowing in an organic manner.
4) The inability of TW to stand on its own. As I stated earlier, a good spinoff can be enjoyed in conjunction with the original series but it needs to be able to be viewed on its own. It’s one thing to have a few easter eggs sprinkled about those longtime fans might catch and enjoy (but don't distract or impact on the overall story), but it’s another to have the constant parade of supporting characters from SPN showing up as exposition fairies. Granted, these are supernatural beings so it would make sense for one of two to pop up as a surprise, but the show treated the appearance of characters like Loki/Gabriel, Rowena and Dean as major events for viewers to tune in for. They were announced and advertised in advance with the goal of trying to convince SPN fans who haven’t show interest in watching TW to give it a chance. Given the poor ratings thus far, the shoehorning of original SPN characters has not helped.
And Dean, acting as both narrator and McGuffin for the show has been problematic on multiple levels. Again, you have to be at least somewhat familiar with SPN to get why Dean is in any way important. And with him at the center of the myth arc for the season/series, you have a tie with SPN that cannot be broken. This crippled TW’s ability to hold its own as a series and it would always be the weaker spin off from SPN. There was no chance of it being able to survive on its own. This wasn’t a bug, but a feature that was built into the show from its very inception.
5) The retconning. For all the protestations that TW would honor SPN lore, it’s very clear that they have been playing fast and loose with the facts established in the series. John’s character especially suffered, as SPN established that he only began to learn about the supernatural world after his wife’s death (though he did have him memory wiped when Sam and Dean did some time traveling). But despite hiring the people behind SPNWiki to help with the lore, many contractions were made that only confused and annoyed the few longtime SPN fans that were watching. It showed a carelessness with the storytelling that they never got a handle on. While SPN often had issues with their own lore and continuity, the issues with TW were particularly glaring.
6) Jensen, Dannell and Prequal-Gate. It cannot be understated just how badly Jensen and Dannell handled the roll out of TW, or their planning of the show in general. Part of it can be chalked up to inexperience, as they had never produced a show before. But Jensen knew the SPN fanbase as well as anyone else and had to be aware that shutting out Jared and all but completely erasing any mention of Sam from the storyline was going to alienate a significant portion of the fandom. We can argue whether or not Jared’s initial response when the news broke was a good one, but it doesn’t change the fact that Jensen designed the show to showcase himself and Dean’s importance in the SPN lore (something never really disputed) and did so by erasing Sam. By apparently shutting Jared out of the show completely, he ensured that Jared’s fans would not give TW a fair shot. And that showed in the ratings. Even the premiere, which was the high point of TW viewership was markedly down from SPN’s low points in the last seasons. 1.23 million viewers watched the premiere of SPN’s final season and nearly half of them didn’t bother to watch TW. That hamstrung TW from the very start, and it was all downhill from there.
When we look at the promotion of TW from the start, it was about Jensen and Dean. He got the primary focus and not the young leads that he should have been featuring. Jensen and Dannell took most of the focus at NYCC, while Meg and Drake were almost afterthoughts. They did little to guide their inexperienced cast and it became obvious very quickly that the premise of the show as less about the John and Mary epic love story and more about how Dean plays into things. For newcomers who didn’t know who Dean was, this was confusing and for Jared’s fans, it was confirmation of their worst suspicions about Jensen’s motives. It hasn't been helped when so many of the remaining fans are all but admitting that the only reason that they are watching is for Jensen/Dean.
In the end, TW was doomed from the very start. There were so many mistakes and missteps and with a short, 13 episode season, the show never found its footing. With the bottom of the barrel viewership that it is receiving, the odds are that it never will. At best, TW was forgettable. At worse, an exercise in hubris that no one is coming out of looking better than when they entered and very possibly killed whatever chances their were of further storytelling in the SPN universe.
Feel free to add anything you think I might have missed here.
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fratricideknight · 1 year
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i'm sorry to rant about the angels in spn again (see original thread here - i'm tired of me, too, for the record) but i feel i made some concessions in that thread which i shouldn’t have, because people made some really good points and i kind of got side-tracked from my original point. once again, feel free to give me your thoughts, whether you agree or disagree. i finally learned how to add cuts, so click to read more :D
one of the reasons i love season 1 so much is because, in my opinion, it is the closest approximation to what spn was supposed to be. scrambled urban legends which our heroes have to untangle (e.g. Bloody Mary and the many myths around her) and uncertain folklore. take the episodes 'Phantom Traveler' and 'Skin', for example. in the former, demons are said to come in many different forms and this particular one to function like the initiator of a natural disaster which has adapted to the times. you're "wide open to demonic possession" if you're emotionally distressed, rather than just anyone being possessed. so cool!! the latter is a spin on the well-known idea of shapeshifters. the audience knows generally what to expect, but spn establishes its own unique, awesome lore. shapeshifters literally SHED THEIR SKIN, they don't just look like their target they become them, they need to keep their target alive for a psychic connection so they can download their thoughts and memories. so damn cool fr. even 'Bugs', a "bad" episode (spoiler alert: it's really not), had the super cool concept of curses tied to the land which the boys can't break, almost like the natural disasters of the supernatural world, which the two random guys we call our protagonists are not equipped to deal with. even by season 2, some of this has been lost. rather than establishing unique lore, the monster of the week episodes become more about using the same old lore in different and fun ways. e.g. sam and dean hunt a ghost while in prison, they investigate ghosts which are being controlled on a movie set. even when they introduce new monsters (djinn, zombies, the trickster, people infected with the croatoan virus, werewolves), they're used more for story purposes and we don't really learn all that much about them. the exception i guess would be the crossroads deals, which warranted explaining since john sold his soul for dean and dean would later do the same for sam. using lore in creative ways is very much a good thing, but these episodes rarely build much on the lore itself, just put the characters in unique situations; again, that's a good thing, but you can do both! more of season 2 goes towards plot episodes - and i'm not complaining, the plot is awesome! but i wish they kept the season 1 lore stuff up. it makes me think of that post which says "what is lore in supernatural if not just any book sam reads" and yeah. just yeah. bring back tulpas and friends!
now for how this ties into the angels: as per the original thread, they could have been super creepy! they were certainly not used to their full potential in the horror department. however, i will reiterate my opinion: they do not work with the original idea of spn. adding them turned it into a different show. even if they're made to be creepy and straight-up evil, there is baggage which will inevitably be dragged into the show with their inclusion. who in the world doesn't know at least a little about and have preconceived notions of angels? not many people, and most of those people would not be watching spn. the same could be said of ghosts and demons, but there is a religious baggage inherent to angels which cannot be avoided. even demons can be somewhat separated from their religious roots, especially if they turn out to not be demons at all (theory here). and, like i said, the show and its characters were not supposed to deal with religion beyond the spectre of it, sam having faith and dean not. their (lack of) faith informed their decisions, but neither of them were wrong or right in their beliefs, just at odds. the world should have felt claustrophobic while also being too intricate to fully understand and retaining a sense of mystery, and season 1 achieved this the best with some of the most complex and interesting lore in the show and the small stakes and small scale. get the cosmic beings out of my face, eric; no you cannot have angels if they just turn out to be dicks! i know better than you and i am gnawing on your bones.
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deancaslover · 1 year
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The Winchesters has so much potential. It's sad that many fans don't see it. Yeah, no one really wanted to see more about J and M (I didn't either, not at first) but just the ones of us who have watched it know that it's not just about them. It has amazing characters and it's so full of possibilities. Jensen really wants to bring back characters that are meaningful to the whole story (like Castiel maybe????) and create others that couldn't even exist on SPN. He just needs to keep doing what is important to him, and heal from that disaster of a finale. He's the one who can do it right, and he's doing it. I do want to see a second season of The Winchesters.
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kissmycas2017 · 5 months
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I finally rewatched SPN 15x20 thinking "Let me give this a fair shake. It's been three years, it can't be as bad as I remember it." I was wrong. It is so much worse than I remember. It's like an episode of a show they were trying to spin off from the original with all new characters. For the love of all that is good, please fix this disaster Jensen Ross Ackles.
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I posted 248 times in 2022
27 posts created (11%)
221 posts reblogged (89%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@spneveryseason
@rilannon
@filmgifs
@mysteryofloveforevermore
@ruinedsam
I tagged 179 of my posts in 2022
Only 28% of my posts had no tags
#sam winchester - 27 posts
#supernatural - 20 posts
#sastiel - 15 posts
#dean winchester - 14 posts
#red dwarf - 12 posts
#samdean - 11 posts
#samcas - 11 posts
#james acaster - 11 posts
#classic spn - 10 posts
#midam - 9 posts
Longest Tag: 104 characters
#i am tired of finding fics that are not solely midam fics but insist having destiel in the storyline too
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
So who knew a teen TV show about two boys who go to the same school, become best friends and then realise they both like each other and wanna be boyfriends would be the reason I finally acknowledge my bi disaster self just like Nick does but instead I discover this when I'm 26 and in a fully and happily committed relationship with a man 😅😅
"Why are we like this?"
No, why am I like this?
12 notes - Posted September 2, 2022
#4
Can someone please write a Midam fic that doesn't involve Destiel.. like at all?? Kfanksbye
13 notes - Posted February 19, 2022
#3
Can you please reblog/like this post if you're still interested in reading more chapters of my Sastiel fanfic, Electric Indigo?
It's not a finished story yet and I wanna make sure that I'm not continuing it for no reason except for my own benefit. I mean, I wanna finish it but I also wanna make sure I still have readers!
Because let's face it - What's a story without the reader, eh?
If I have solid encouragement to continue it then that would be great because the smutty chapter I'm writing (chapter 14 the next one that is) is really hard to finish and well, I don't know if I'm any good at writing smut so you're going to need to tell me when it's finally completed! ;)
cheers guys,
Luna x
p.s the link to the fic is below:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27330559?view_full_work=true
19 notes - Posted January 9, 2022
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Necessary Warmth In Winter
A Midam fluffy and soft domestic life AU one-shot fanfic
Plot: Adam and Michael go on a little winter trip and stay at a cabin. Adam is desperate to keep warm and Michael decides that he's adamant that Adam will be comfortable no matter what it takes.
Rating: T
Additional tags: friends to lovers, fluff, au human, unrequited but not really unrequited love, winter, cuddles and snuggling, hot chocolate, first kiss
Link on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36340774
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24 notes - Posted January 10, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Hey guys so my first text post of 2022!
This is a bit later than I intended, but here we go...
So, 2021 while stressful due to obvious pandemic reasons, was also a weirdly decent year for me. It's a year that I discovered more of who I am and how good life could be now that I have finally begun to move on from past traumatic experiences and mental health problems, these problems I was still dealing with regardless of a pandemic or not. They had been lingering years before the worst shit happened to the whole world and I am grateful that I have worked them out, whether covid affected that or not. I can't say if it did to be honest. But anyway.
My point is that while yes, my mental health could always potentially get bad again, it seems that for the time being, I'm actually and honestly doing well. So there is that.
Life has also got pretty busy lately, so that would be why I don't use tumblr that often these days, but in spite of this, there have been some great peeps on here that I'm glad to have gotten to know in the last year or two on a semi regular basis, perhaps only spoken to a little or even just mutually followed.
So said peeps, I would like to give a special mention to. These peeps are just plain awesome and lovely (and I hope I don't forget anyone - sorry in advance if I did!!) are as follows:
@omnishambolichologram @posingasme @rodiniaorzetalthepenquin @jazzforthecaptain @postpunkphantomthief @ampelmensch @sastiel-daily @trippin-over-my-fandoms @rilannon @laurabeech @by-the-primes @purplepadawolf @sam-spirit-winchester @samwinchcster @hanabi-09 @avalonsilver @moonie-lunie @thequeenofsastiel @fyremagik @sastielsfandom @mygallimaufry @four-am-fanfiction @jtownraindancer @youcandalekmyballs @wendibird @awesomesusiebstuff @irishangelniall @purplecyphers @hxilstorm @loverofdemoncorns ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Basically, I just wanna wish you all an amazing and prosperous 2022. It's been a harrowing couple of years for us all but let's just go into it without much expectations. Let's just hope it's an easier one!
Also, if anyone that I tagged or anyone who follows me wants to reach out and send a DM for any particular reason, then I am happily open to that! Especially if you're struggling. I like to help where I can if at all possible. And I genuinely mean that. Mental health is important!
Anyway, see you guys on the flip side yo (i'm such a dork).
Cheers,
Luna x
32 notes - Posted January 3, 2022
Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →
This really goes to show that I have been using tumblr a lot less which I do deeply regret.
2022 has been a busier year than previous years and life got in the way from my creativity so I guess that's why!
Will try to come to this more often again because I have missed it
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hellertoni · 1 year
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If You Want Love
Rating: Mature
Categories: M/M, W/W, W/M
Chapter: 2/?
Part 2 of “The Happy Ending They (and we) Deserve
Read Part 1 “Hunter with a Shotgun” 
TW: possible talk about past childhood abuse and homophobia
Tags: Fix-It | Other Additional Tags to Be Added | Minor Angst | Happily Ever After | I'm Bad At Tagging| Spoilers | spoilers season 15  | denny is canon | Past Benny Lafitte |/Dean Winchester | Dadstiel | Domestiel | healing from trauma | mentions of past child abuse | Dean’s healing | Sammy’s Healing | Cas is healing | Ben is Deans son | Toddler Jack  |  everybody gets their happy ending
Castiel/Dean Winchester | Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester | Donna Hanscum/Jody Mills | Winchester | Jo/Charlie
“No more secrets. No secret deals, no secret plans, nothing. We tell each other everything, no matter how bad or hard it is. We’re in this together.”
“I’ll promise if you do.”
“Well then, I promise.”
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A short and fluffy chapter. Our boys have a lot of trauma and issues to work through, and this is where it starts. A new chapter will be posted this week, my goal is Wednesday. I'm going to try and post a new chapter each weekend, if it's a short one I'll post the next one a few days later.
 
KEEP READING ON AO3
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snffbeebee · 2 years
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What Are Your Thoughts?
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Alrighty Y'all, I know it's been a hot minute since I've actually posted on here, but I promise, I'm trying to put myself on a better posting schedule, now that I have my new computer..my last one shit the bed, and well I write better touching the actual keys on a keyboard then on my phone! So what I'm try to say is.....
I'M BACK BITCHES!!!!!!!!
Now I've already began the next chapter for Second Glance, and after that, I will have to switch my brain into dark mode, to finish what @ezilyamuzed has written for the next chapter of Blood Red.
What some of you guys don't know is that I keep my Fanfic writing on the down low. No one is my real life knows I do it, besides a few..And well throughout the time I've been away, I have been writing something that is not related to Supernatural. Mystery/ Thriller..It doesn't have a name yet... or even a full chapter written, because getting all of the back stories, and characters together takes a lot longer than you think..Where am I going with this you are probably asking...Well.. I just wanted to reach out to all of my Loves on here, and ask if I posted something that wasn't Supernatural or fandom related, would you read it??
I would love to share everything I write with you guys, so PLEASE tell me your thoughts!! Maybe if enough of you guys say yes...I'll post the first chapter when it's finished!
Okay, enough of the chit chatting, I'm finally able to post my tag list, so loves get ready for some spam!!
P.S. Thank you to everyone who has stayed with me through my absence and Welcome to all the new comers! We are a crazy bunch, but I wouldn't have it any other way!
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ao3feed-destiel-02 · 6 months
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126 days and then some
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/9NPk3YZ by drunkblushed It’s all they ever wanted. Solemn finality, certainty at the heart of their cosmic mission accomplished. The silence echoing off the bunker walls coincides into a conclusion rippling deeply inside Dean.   “Finally free.”   * [semi-regular updates! yet another post-15x19 fix it fic. if you’re in dire need of dean winchester working through more than four decades of of traumatic repression one strenuous thought at a time, consider this your free therapy. after slip’n’sliding into the spn rabbit hole very late and through to the finale with absolutely no warning of the bombshells awaiting me, it sure as hell is mine. the goal here is to not only correct the absolute disaster of a canon ending, but also to build an spn-like follow up plot and introduce new original characters and arcs—mainly to live out my delusional little fantasy of having less inconsistencies, more authentic character growth and better lgbtq+ representation than the writers of the show were ever willing to supply. destiel-focused, but we burn slowly in this house. enjoy! 🧡] Words: 5240, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s), Jack Kline, Apocalypseverse Charlie Bradbury, Apocalypseverse Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Claire Novak, Sister Jo (Supernatural), Max (Supernatural: Lebanon) Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Episode Fix-It: s15e19 Inherit the Earth (Supernatural), Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On (Supernatural), POV Dean Winchester, and by that we mean HEAVY dean pov, Canon-Typical Violence, Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues, this contains at least 10+ chapters of dean winchester slowly unlearning his, Internalized Homophobia, Dean Winchester Learns About Queer Culture (in later chapters), Angst, Everybody Lives, Cas comes back eventually, Slow Burn, introduction of new original characters that i THINK you're gonna love, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Explicit Language, Destiel Becoming Canon On 5 November 2020 (Supernatural) read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/9NPk3YZ
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ao3feeddestiel · 6 months
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126 days and then some
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/DuU5sGJ by drunkblushed It’s all they ever wanted. Solemn finality, certainty at the heart of their cosmic mission accomplished. The silence echoing off the bunker walls coincides into a conclusion rippling deeply inside Dean.   “Finally free.”   * [semi-regular updates! yet another post-15x19 fix it fic. if you’re in dire need of dean winchester working through more than four decades of of traumatic repression one strenuous thought at a time, consider this your free therapy. after slip’n’sliding into the spn rabbit hole very late and through to the finale with absolutely no warning of the bombshells awaiting me, it sure as hell is mine. the goal here is to not only correct the absolute disaster of a canon ending, but also to build an spn-like follow up plot and introduce new original characters and arcs—mainly to live out my delusional little fantasy of having less inconsistencies, more authentic character growth and better lgbtq+ representation than the writers of the show were ever willing to supply. destiel-focused, but we burn slowly in this house. enjoy! 🧡] Words: 5240, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s), Jack Kline, Apocalypseverse Charlie Bradbury, Apocalypseverse Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Claire Novak, Sister Jo (Supernatural), Max (Supernatural: Lebanon) Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Episode Fix-It: s15e19 Inherit the Earth (Supernatural), Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On (Supernatural), POV Dean Winchester, and by that we mean HEAVY dean pov, Canon-Typical Violence, Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues, this contains at least 10+ chapters of dean winchester slowly unlearning his, Internalized Homophobia, Dean Winchester Learns About Queer Culture (in later chapters), Angst, Everybody Lives, Cas comes back eventually, Slow Burn, introduction of new original characters that i THINK you're gonna love, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Explicit Language, Destiel Becoming Canon On 5 November 2020 (Supernatural) read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/DuU5sGJ
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srijellyfishtempura · 2 years
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It's 12:08 AM
I just watched the finale of glee
I'm thinking about spn
This week is such a fucking disaster for gay jellyfish that he legitimately considered texting his crush on Instagram saying "Hey I know you never told me about this account I found it because I wanted to ask you to meet me at the Botanic gardens tomorrow" like that's a fucking feral thing to say
And now I'm going to watch dances moving again so I'll see you all in 20 minutes and I'll be crying
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destielette · 3 years
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Here we are.
These are 9 of the dozens of reviews that were unfairly deleted by IMDb.
These are excellent reviews, some of these were on the site for days/weeks and then got deleted with no valid reason.
Just so you know that no I’m not being paranoid, yes they want to silence us.
There will be more
#Imdb reviews
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