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fatuismooches · 8 months

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your recent post about reader carrying around wipes and tissues and extra pens for akademiya!dottore had me thinking — it happens far before you start dating, or even before you realize any feelings present between you two. you just notice it one day, how his hands are always stained with ink, how you keep finding the remnants of pens in the trash cans of the dorm. you think it's a cute habit, but it must be annoying to walk around staining everything with ink.

it happens again one day. he gets into a fervor and breaks a pen. you tsk and take his hands in yours, chiding softly as you wipe the ink stains. it's a strange feeling — the skin on skin contact. your hands are warm. he does not lean into the touch, but he does not pull back as well.

it happens again and again. sometimes he just breaks the pen on purpose so that you can roll your eyes, with faux annoyance and genuine affection, and wipe his hands again.

it's such an unfamiliar feeling, to be taken care of. to be the recipient of selfless — at least, he thinks it is — impulse. you don't have anything to gain doing this. you don't have anything to gain buying him pens from your own pocket when you could very well spend your mora on something else.

when you do it, it loosens his lips into a smile that's completely warm and full and utterly silly. not one of his maniacal grins or a sarcastic smirk — a real smile, conjured up from the depths of his heart.

"i can't believe it," you huff out. "you're actually smiling, or maybe you've eaten something bad. you aren't sick, are you? is the effort giving you indigestion?"

and he scoffs, exchanges cheek for cheek with you, but the smile doesn't leave him, no matter how much he wills it to.

dottore has always thought, before this, that he wasn't entirely human. he did not feel as deeply as his peers did. sometimes he did not feel at all. it didn't bother him. but then you slide your hands in his, and your fingers rub on the rough skin, smoothing the callouses, warmth seeping between the space of your skin. he thinks if he would ever know love, then it would have your shape.

genuinely don't know what overtook me i wrote this all in like ten minutes HAHA. hope you're having a lovely day <3

OH MY GOD... WHY DID YOU JUST DROP THIS MASTERPIECE ON ME SO CASUALLY??? I'm adoring EVERY part of this! Ahh,, I just love how you wrote reader's and Zandik's dynamic pre-relationship 🥺

I imagine when you first cleaned his hands, for the first few seconds he didn't know what to do. A large part of him wanted to shake you off but there was also a part that wanted you to continue, as you never touched him like this, much less so tenderly. So instead he opts for no reaction, choosing to gauge the situation and his feelings. All of it is very foreign to him... skin-to-skin contact that is soft and not harmful. The way his brain's first reaction isn't to immediately cast your hand away anymore.

And he finds out that without fail, you will somehow pull out a wipe out of nowhere to clean the mess up. How does he know? Well... he may or may not be abusing his pen-breaking habits to test you. Despite knowing every time how you'll react, he finds that for some reason, he looks forward to it every time. It's not unpredictable in any manner... yet it still excites him.

Zandik knows the store's owner knows you by face and name by now from how much you frequent the store for mere pens. Zandik knows that sometimes you leave the dorm only to buy those pens. Zandik knows that you place a ton of them in his drawers, different colors too, so he can use them whenever you're not there with him. So this is what "being cared for" is like. He hates it and yet he finds himself to love it too.

The first time you saw him smile like that, you were probably a little bit scared, confused, and enchanted at the same time. I mean, you didn't even know it was possible for him to smile like that. Considering the kind of person this sweet smile was coming from, it was a bit jarring, but it was a beautiful sight to see. And even with your little snide comment, it seems like even the madman himself, the one who values logic above frivolous things like emotions and humanity, couldn't stop his own from shining through. So when you intertwine your fingers with his own, he does not stop you, as he admits to himself he lost this time.

#smooches talks #dottore love notes <3 #UMM IN TEN MINUTES?? HOW?#IM CHEWING ON UR WRITING (lovingly)#tearing up fr...#reader has that image tattooed in their brain permanent #readers sass is the best part #we love when they put him in his place #I HOPE UR HAVING A LOVELY DAY TOO!! this fr made my day i love dottore fluff 😔😔💖

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suntails · 1 year

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#SHUT UP DONT FCKGN LOOK AT ME. I WILL NEVER EMOTIONALLY RECOVER FROM THIS SHTI #one pic for each char in sequential order :D :D :D progression :D :D :D sobbgin!!! :D :D :D im SVCRSAMING #sebek starting the ch so fcuking goofy like >:O HOW DARE U CALL WAKASAMA A NICKNAME!!! moving to lilia droppign a BOMG #build to my SON. SOBBIGN. my SON is CRYING. im in TEARS. then malleus like 'i can fix this :D' TO ME SCREAMING AT HOME #i pull a fnaf and u turn the brightness up and im sobbing in the corner. i didnt do that but i shouldve #ch 7 spoilers #chapter 7 spoilers #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #lilia vanrouge #cater diamond #leona kingscholar #twst silver #silver vanrouge #malleus draconia #suntails #fr i cannot explain the rapid speed i ran to draw this. ive never been more miserable at having to do a JOB during the day

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starstruckodysseys · 8 months

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the fix going all protector/dad(?) on conrad is making me sob. what do you mean “it’s time to unlearn that lesson” mr. green. i’m going to break down right now

#brennan’s just like me fr saying he almost wept #i genuinely teared up #dimension 20 #d20 #mentopolis #mentopolis spoilers #the fix #conrad schintz #hank green #reese watches mentopolis

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jackshiccup · 7 months

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if i could hold you for a minute darling, i'd go through it again

inspired by chapter 42 of OTNWAS by @jjackfrost

#of the northmost wind and skies #otnwas #hijack #frostcup #jack frost #jackson overland #hiccup haddock #jackshiccup art #my art #hozier lyrics and hijack YOOO TURN THIS SHIT UP !!!!!!!!#every1 pls listen to francesca it's literally so them it hurts #i've been having that song on repeat while i bite my fist and cry #like i gotta be honest besties i rly can't read this ch without wanting to burst out into tears every 7 minutes it stings fr #this is also inspired by the lobster movie posters they slap u guys should check it out #anyway been wanting to make fanart for this fic for ages ;; <3!!

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spacedlexi · 4 months

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"sounds nice... having a partner"

#the walking dead game #twdg #violentine #clementine twdg #violet twdg #MAANN when clem says this in s3 JUST WAIT BBY #people who say clemvi has no basis like ep2 isnt just them working as a team for 2 and a half hours regardless of player choice #like be fr #clem telling louis that violet patching up the back wall is ok because she needed something to keep herself busy. married behavior #vi asking clem to help check in on everyone while she deals with the wall. their shared smile when she comes back outside :)#and then they sit in the leadership spot together overlooking the yard and everything theyve planned together coming to fruition :)#sorry i just think their romance set up in eps 1 and 2 is obvious as FUCK and im tired of (Some) people pretending it isnt #'i havent seen her warm up to someone in a long time' brody literally tells clem that vi seems to like her after its been 24 hours #after shes been a block of ice for a whole year. and clem just melted those walls down immediately while they fought walkers together #violet is so devoted to clem post ep1 its embarrassing for her #'i saw she had you pinned and i- shit i got So crazy...' sorry if you dont think shes in love with clem idk what to tell you #'i'll tear that boat apart before we leave without you' i know you would girlie!!!#the animators went CRAAZAYAYAYAY the way they look at each other... their little smiles at each other....even before the belltower #the way clem looks at her while they dance.... the way she puts her head down on her shoulder so contentedly....#and then she keeps her head on violets shoulder as she pulls away so clems chin gets dragged with it like she doesnt want to let go #'so you never forget that night' 'i never will' they are DISGUSTINGLY in love with each other it makes me physically ill #its 2024 and im still hearing 'i just didnt see it :/'. lazerbeams you #spaced art 2024

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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 6 months

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"Was... a waste of your time...?"

Unbelievable how a crumb of Jay has me acting

#that pan up establishing shot had me frothing at the mouth #had me barking and jumping around fr #can't believe i used to not really like jay- during my first watchthrough of the show i could not have been less interested in him #look at me now- getting so excited i almost pass out at the sight of him #20 eps and he got a solid 18 seconds of screen time #devastating #cole's art #jay walker #lego ninjago #lego ninjago jay #lego ninjago dragons rising #lego ninjago dragons rising spoilers #dragons rising spoilers #he looked SO good in that suit- i'm actually tearing up looking at the reference pic #sassy jay my beloved <3

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heyitsspaceace · 4 months

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rivers speech about loving the doctor while 12 stands there without her knowing never fails to destroy me. she loves him so much and doesn’t believe he loves her back, imagine hearing “it's like loving the stars themselves. You don't expect a sunset to admire you back.” and knowing it’s about you, how do you not break into tears. his soft smile and the look on rivers face when she finally realizes who it is, the way they slip back into their easy banter, the way they’re both ready to sacrifice themselves for the other so readily? i love them dearly, they make me ill

#again my parents fr #river and the doctor fuck me up all the time #but this episode GOT me dude #i’m in tears #i adore them #dr who #doctor who #dw #the doctor #12th doctor #twelfth doctor #river song #the doctor x river song #dr river song #professor river song #doctor river song

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dandyleyen · 2 months

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Hyrule Twitter Shenanigans pt3

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Hyrule Twitter Shenanigans pt1

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<3 Art semi-inspired by tweet #5

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terminally-outsiders-obsessed · 3 months

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he’s so me core

#he a little bit fucked up #he jus like me fr #ponyboy curtis #the outsiders ponyboy #the outsiders #the outsiders book #the outsiders movie #him being always on the verge of tears is so me

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b0tster · 9 months

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Not so much an ask, but a statement:

I find you incredibly inspiring. You just ooze this level of confidence and swagger that I aspire to achieve one day. You’re legitimately one of the coolest people I’ve ever met on the internet. You’re smart, you’re pretty, you have KILLER style, and you’re sweet. You are an inspiration. I’m so glad you go to marches, and parades, and festivals, because seeing people like you makes the people like me who are still figuring themselves out shows us where we can go, and how much we can achieve. You lead a great example for me and others like me, and I just wanted to say…..

Thank you <3

AHH SORRY I TRY NOT TO SHARE ASK LIKE THIS CUZ IT JUST FEELS LIKE EGO BOOSTING BUT THIS IS SO SWEET AND LIKE IT GoES TO SHOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR PPL TO BE OUT AND PROUD AND 🥺🥺🥺

#lilith answers #god fr tho #i feel like it comes off as “look at this fanmail i got everyone arent i cool 😏#but sometimes they are so sweet i like tear up #and they have something else to aay on top of that #and i feel like its worth sharing #ig #iDK #OTS JUST SO SWERY AAAA

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octoling-wearing-gauges · 5 months

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