#things I may redo

[radiotrophicfungi]

by the way, are there any disability-specific blinkies anyone would particularly like to see? my inbox is probably going to remain closed for the sake of my own sanity, but you can always drop a reply down below. :-)

#text #been working on redoing my old ones hehe #but i'd love to rep any of my disabled siblings out there no matter how obscure a diagnosis or symptom may be. ^_^ #i also apologize for the inconsistency in some colors where only some get their representative colors and some are random! #i sometimes pick colors depending on people dear to me. or sometimes just cause i mentally associate a lot of things with specific colors #i keep making MS green because its my mom's favorite color next to blue for example. but im always happy to recolor any blinkies i make!

[spooksier]

some sketches for a piece im doing for class :-) i <3 freaks

#art zone #body horror cw #suicide ment #not tagging this as tma bc there's no real piece in this its just some sketchies #but it is still tma #i think i may have convinced every person in my class to listen to magnus lmao #they had so many questions about the designs and what their problems were #good thing i love talking about em! #actual art coming soon i just gotta do it lmao #my prof loved just the faces so much that he wants me to redo the entire composition so its focused on their faces head in hands

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

I think there should’ve been a group of humans in MCD who worshipped Shad.

Like not Shadow Knights, actual humans.

Because there is no way that there would not be humans who believed in him. It just isn’t possible. Because people are assholes and if they can use religion to justify murder they will.

Plus it would be interesting to see how characters like Laurence deal with knowing people worship the man who tortured him willingly.

#this may or may not be a thing for when I redo Amaranth #aphmau #aphverse #rewrite #aphblr #minecraft diaries #mcd #amaranth

[intotheelliwoods]

Thought of the day: If either Future or Present Leo had lost a lot of blood and was in dire need of a blood transfusion, the other Leo would be the perfect donator for that since they have the same blood and all

IDK I just dont think I have ever seen this in any fics or anything?? But it has potential so im throwing the thought to the world

#NO THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NEXT UPDATE #<- before everyone starts SCREAMING AT ME #but actually #if I were to redo/touch up the scenes where future leo first showed up in 2al #PERFECT OPPRITUNITY #theres a lot of things I wish I could add onto or redo about future leos first moments in the present #and a blood transfusion to little leo may so be one of those things I want to add #but ough its so many characters and things to draw.... #something probably better in fic form where its wayyy easier to jumble around with all the characters and actions #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #future leonardo #rise leo #totally not saying this because im at the doctor

[curioussubjects]

you'll be with me like a handprint on my heart

#destiel #deancas #destieledit #supernatural #spn #when i tell yall i've had this in my head since october #which may or may not have been the first time i watched wicked shh shh #this is corny i know but i also dont care bc it's deancas and they are corny dads #can yall believe it's not pilots amazing ik ik #my edits #i may redo this one someday #as is it feels more like a concept than A Thing if that makes sense #but anyhoot enjoy

[mihai-florescu]

They made nagisa dragon canon for this...

#everyone and their mom is getting dragon cards except wataru #nagisa's ??? angel cat dragon Thing outfit was better tho. i may be biased since i have that card tho #and this one is coming at such an inconvenient time. theyre redoing izumi limited too and then this DURING ss finals? #as if i dont also have school now. tsk. how mean of them

[raiiny-bay]

scrapping this edit & starting over so here are some outtakes/wips

#i took a lil break from this edit bc it was annoying me but #i am ready to give it another try #i think my best bet is to just. redo the whole thing #i miiiiight still use the first shot but idk #i'm gonna mess around in blender for a bit & see what happens #i spent like. a solid hour yesterday journaling about dusty's childhood. it was kind of nice #definitely came to a better/deeper understanding of why he is... Like That #i may have to start doing that more often tbh #rainyrambles

[inkwingart]

Taking a short break from the Vietwardian lookbook to revamp some old work. I can’t believe the first iteration of this piece was from 2020. I keep surprising myself with how much I’ve improved every time I look back at my old work.

Do not edit/remove my caption, crop, edit, or repost on any platform.

#fox and hemlock #my art #illustration #fox and flower #fox te’cedar #hemlock ni’yarrow #i redid this piece bc i’m thinking of including it in a tiny art zine thing maybe #it really is more of a revamp than a redo since so much of it is traced from the first version #but i made huge alterations and completely redid the coloring from scratch #and yes mai and tayali are going to receive the same treatment #and mayhaps remin and lilac will *finally* receive their installment in the series

[orbmanson7]

Not sure why I drew this, just take it

#may i present to you 4 (four) trans autistic gay scientists #newt geiszler #hermann gottlieb #dan cain #herbert west #pacific rim #reanimator #re animator #idk ship names so im not bothering to tag that #needles #orb cant draw #doodles #dan is so stupidly tall compared to everyone here wth #like in canon i mean but also geez #might redo this digitally so i can add some much needed color and fix some anatomy issues #hmm #ive never drawn anything pacific rim ever in my entire life and THIS is the first thing i manage to draw of it #in fucking 2023 of all times #christ

[ask-my-memoir]

???: "Something you want?"

A lone Zoroark seems to have been busy working away and has stopped for a quick break. It appears he has noticed you.

Why not inquire about his activities?

#pokemon #poke ask blog #pokeask #pokemon ask blog #pokemon oc #zoroark #??? Zoroark #ACT 1: These Old Bones #Arc 1: Athymy #Chapter 1: Ask No Questions and Hear No Lies #ask blog #ic #baby's first pokeask blog #hi hello i have finally joined the crew after like- 4 years LOL #so freeing having this up finally too #pay no mind to the change of the bg in the second panel vs the rest of them #i didnt plan out things at first and just decided to ditch the perfectionism in the end cuz #i was NOT redoing anything after spending collectively 40hrs between finalizing sketches and color + shading all ten panels #this post will be queued so it'll probably most likely go up while im at work #it'll be nice to read through any asks i may get on my break and when i get home :D #uhhh yeah i think thats it! #can't wait to see where this thing goes! #askbox is open so let's get this funky little story started! #intro post #pokemon ask #signal boosts are greatly appreciated #ask-my-memoir #vvq #Mr. Man

[chainzofhate]

WIP Nubbins piece I was working on for some time and took a break from

#leatherface #the texas chainsaw massacre #nubbins sawyer #ed neal #i ended up disliking the composition so i may redo the whole thing #tcm #acrylpainting #wip #my art

[m00ngbin]

RHAJDGJAHZ I FINISHED MY PROJECT MY HUGE PROJECT THAT IVE BEEN WORKING ON FOR LIKE EIGHT MONTHS AND FHAKSJHFKSND IM SO HAPPY IDK WHAT TO DO

#CLAWING AT THE GROIND GNAWING ON MY ARM TEARING UP THE UPHOLSTERY IM FUCKING DONE #THIS WAS A PROJECT #CENTERED AROUND ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD #AND ITS DONE AND IM SO HAPPY AND ITS STILL REALLY COLD OUTSIDE SO NOBODY GETS TO KNOW ABOUT IT UNTIL MAYBE MAY OR JUNE #AND NOBODY CARES ABOUT IT BUT ME #BUT WHAT FUCKING EVER I DONT CARE #BECAUSS I CARE ABOUT IT I CARE ABOUT IT A LOT #AJDHAKKSHFKA IM SHAKING THIS TOOK FOREVER BC I HAD TO KEEP REDOING THE BEADING #i hate beading

[codgod]

good news for zombie apocalypse au enjoyers, i’m working on the fic again

the bad news is i’m literally just rewriting the chapters i’ve already written

#.txt #the second good news is i think i’m just gonna post each chapter as i finish them #and let there be big gaps between updates #i think it’ll be a good motivator for me to write more that way anyway #the reason i’m doing this btw is because i’ve thought of a lot of much better ways #that i could’ve written some things #and there’s enough that i’m like. well i may as well just redo the whole thing yk #my writing is always better when i do it twice anyway #woah it’s almost like that’s why drafts are a thing

[violetlunette]

Canon EraserMic

Okay, so it’s gonna be interesting to see how people react to this, but with this being one of the most popular ships in BNHA, I decided to go back and look at the canon relationship between these two.

No images as I’ve heard they mess with mobile users, however, if my followers prefer it, let me know, and I'll add them in future posts.

So, summary first;

Aizawa and Hizashi met in school through their mutual friend Oboro. Mic—seeing the shy boy—decided it was his job to loosen him up. They became friends and ended up in a trio. They were all close enough that the three made plans to open an agency together one day. However, that dream fell apart when Oboro died during a villain attack in his school years. Despite Aizawa pulling away from everybody, Hizashi remained at his side loyally, even when all he could do was just be there. After graduation, Aizawa threw himself into work but kept close enough contact with Mic that the two were always kept to date on each other’s status.

Eventually, they came to work at U.A. together as teachers, where Hizashi continues to support Aizawa to the present.

So, where to begin?

At first glance, these two are opposites; Mic is energetic, wild, loud, and wants to add fun to all that he does. Aizawa is a man who tends to brood, sleep when he can, and keep to himself while pretending to be rational.

Despite that, it’s easy to see that these two are friends. Aside from the fact that they’re always together—90% of Mic’s scenes are with Aizawa, or concerning Aizawa—the two share a fun banter with one another, play pranks on each other, feel at ease in the other’s presence, and usually offers support whenever the other needs it (one more than the other, but I’ll get to that). And—believe it or not—the two do have a few things in common.

Both are trolls who like to tease others, though Mic does this more and louder. They’re both protective and supportive of the ones they love (Aizawa of his students and Hizashi of Aizawa). And they like cats.

They banter a lot and even argue, but it never comes off as malicious or cruel. It's more like an old married couple. They’ve known each other for years and it shows in even their smallest interactions.

It’s difficult to explain, but there’s a reason it’s one of the most popular pairings in BNHA, to the point where it’s the main background couple in fanfics when it’s not the main couple. So does that mean their friendship is perfect? Sorry, but no.

There are a few minor flaws, but nothing worth mentioning, and one big flaw;

Mainly that there’s a huge imbalance in the emotional labor. Namely, Aizawa does none of it.

Hizashi does all the work in their relationship, emotional and physical. HE’S the one always reaching out to Aizawa and made sure to keep contact, as otherwise, Aizawa would have completely pulled away. I mean it, so far in the main series, the vigilante spin-off, and school briefs, Aizawa has only reached out to Mic once in the entire series, ONCE. And that was when he said that if “Mic’s going, he will too.” That’s honestly all I could find. And even then that could be read as him doing it more for Oboro’s sake than Mic’s. Okay, if I want to stretch it, he did have the students carry Mic out of a doorway after they obliterated him, but my point stands.

Mic on the other hand—as I said—is always reaching out to Aizawa.

He invites him to hang out, keeps him updated on his life, takes an interest in Aizawa’s, and supports him non-stop. Even in small things, like when people criticize Aizawa for expelling students, Hizashi always takes Aizawa’s side.

But the biggest thing he does is all the emotional labor. Hizashi does everything he can to take care of Aizawa’s emotional needs, whether it’s having others give him space, just being there, or even sacrificing his own needs. We see this both times with Oboro.

The first is after Oboro’s death. Hizashi is so devastated that he can’t even speak, but then laser-eyes starts talking and completely misses the fact that THEIR FRIEND DIED. Laser eyes doesn’t mean anything and in fact, means well—something Hizashi can see—but he knows that’s not what he needs right now. So, he immediately locks his feelings away and focuses on Aizawa.

Now, don’t think I’m blaming Aizawa for ANY of this, because I get it. Aizawa was traumatized after Oboro’s death. Pulling away was a defense mechanism to save himself more pain. And when Hizashi does try to reach out it’s never a good time as Aizawa has to take care of his students. (That and Aizawa just isn’t ready to confront his feeling.)

I’ll also say that it appears that Hizashi doesn’t need as much support as Aizawa as Hizashi seems perfectly fine. He’s always laughing, and smiling, and is easily able to balance three jobs. Therefore it’s reasonable to assume that Aizawa doesn’t realize Hizashi needs support at times as well. And to continue being fair, Hizashi doesn’t, not often anyway.

After Oboro died he had to force himself to keep himself together to take care of his best friend who all but fell apart. He didn’t have the luxury of falling apart or into depression, not if he wanted to keep his friend. He had to pull himself together emotionally, he had to move on and live his life without Oboro. He forced himself to heal, as I explained in depth here.

That’s probably why Mic is the most logical of the pair as he’s had to put aside his emotions for years to protect Aizawa.

A good thing though is that Hizashi’s work did pay off. Despite the snarky comments Aizawa makes, it is obvious that he has complete faith in Hizashi. We see this in how he trusted Hizashi to capture the doctor they needed to save Oboro. A smaller moment though is before that, on the way to see Kurogiri for the first time. Aizawa is emotionally wrecked and reaches out subtly for Hizashi to offer comfort.

There’s also the fact that Aizawa does genuinely feel relaxed in Hizashi’s presence. At Tartarus, Hizashi was able to calm Aizawa down, despite both being upset. There’s another scene in School Briefs where Aizawa—in his very Aizawa way—is shy and uncomfortable around All Might. (Not in a bad way, just a, “I don’t know what to do” way). The moment Hizashi shows up, however, Aizawa instantly relaxes and is put at ease. (Shame he’s already drunk by that point.)

In their school days, he seemed to admire Hizashi, who was Jack of trades. Even now, Aizawa respects Mic’s skills, though he spends most of his time reminding Hizashi to do his job right and not show favoritism. (Hypocrite.)

I will also say that his “rejection” of Hizashi is never cruel. He doesn’t like hanging in crowds like Hizashi does and doesn’t like the hangovers that come the next day, so it makes sense that he wouldn’t want to go out drinking. Because he works so much he’d rather spend his breaks sleeping. (Plus, his quirk tires his eyes out, something I sympathize with.) And I already stated why he can’t help Hizashi out emotionally.

So, while he doesn’t always show it or return the labor Hizashi puts in, it’s clear that Aizawa appreciates Hizashi and his efforts. And though he’s too much of tsundere to ever admit it, Shouta does care about Hizashi.

When thinking about the people he wants to protect, the ones Aizawa thinks of are Oboro AND Hizashi. Plus, Aizawa lets himself be dragged places by Hizashi. (The man brawls with villains larger than him daily, I think he could escape Hizashi if he wanted.) And even though Aizawa makes no secret he doesn’t want to be at gatherings, he doesn’t do anything to ruin anyone’s fun. He doesn't even try to leave, save a few feeble attempts. He’s not happy and finds hanging out a waste of time, but he participates to make Hizashi happy.

Conclusion;

Despite the definite slant in their relationship in canon, it is blatantly clear that these two are close, even though they’re polar opposites. I wish both sides were explored more, and we got to see Aizawa return the care Hizashi gives him, but all in all, I love them. In my opinion, their friendship is one of the better parts of BNHA.

#I was going to do a comparison of canon and fanon erasermic #however as fanon has decided that Erasermic must always have Shinsou and Eri #and I avoid any erasermic with the two I don't have the proper knowledge #to do so #I really do love the pair #so much that I wish we got to see more #sadly this isn't their story so here we are #canon erasermic #erasermic #hizashi yamada #yamada hizashi #aizawa shouta #shouta aizawa #I wish I could have said more but it's one of those things you have to see why they're so good #when I get more time I may redo this post #as is I have a tone of stufff on the backburner and little energy #Present mic #eraserhead #bnha meta #mha #bnha #maizawa

[merakiui]

you dreamt scara kissed you 😳😳😳 uuuu that's so sweet...

once I had a dream that azul gave me his credit card to use for some reason and I bought something really small (like worth 8 bucks or so) and ended up calling him on my phone and being super adamant that I would pay him back and how I really didn't want to spend anything in the first place. I remember he sounded really distracted and kind of hushed, so I asked if I called at a bad time or if he was busy to which he replied "....no, of course not. I'm completely free" turns out he was most definitely not free, and I called him while he was in a business meeting. and being the simp he is, he picked it up right away in front of everyone before leaving the room lmao

I wish I had more blorbo dreams esp romantic ones like you had with scara but my brain would rather it show me getting chased endlessly instead 👉👈

Holding that dream close to my heart!! <3 it was so sweet, too. We were holding eye contact for the longest time and he whispered, "Can I kiss you?" with the most sincere, softest expression ever and omg!!! It was a romantic film moment! >0<

Aaaa that's so cute!!!! Azul will always be a simp no matter where he is. (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) How generous of him to lend his credit card!!!! He is a sweetheart when he truly cares hehe!! I like that he will always choose you even when he's in a business meeting. Business is not nearly as important as answering a phone call from his crush. >:D

I wish I could have more romantic dreams as well! Although speaking of being chased, I do remember I had a dream where Floyd kept chasing me down and confessing over and over. I'm pretty sure that dream ended with lots of kisses lol. I am not immune to the love language of eels. There was also a vivid dream I had in which I pulled Halloween Jade back when I was fighting for my life trying to summon him, and when I logged into twst that morning (fully expecting to see Halloween Jade) I was disheartened to realize it had only happened in the dream. T_T

#twisted chit chat #dubioussupernova #i think i may have to write more fluff with scara after having that cute dream :D #he will definitely need it after the agony i will put him through in the upcoming mouchey fic #although i'm very tempted to write a plot in which a god (nahida) gives scaramouche a second chance after taking pity on him #so she allows him to redo his entire life #and he accepts her offer (though he scoffs at her sympathy) #but in his attempt to right wrongs and get proper successful revenge he loses the only one who truly cared for him (his darling) #and so now he has to go through this new version of his life in search of you #all while clinging to the hope that you'll recognize him and love him all over again #each time he finds himself unsuccessful nahida allows him to restart but things only get more obscure with every reset #and scara learns that revenge isn't worth it if he can't have love #it sounds more like angst than fluff but if i ever write it the ending will definitely be fluffy #scara deserves it <3 #aaaaa i'm rambling please excuse it orz

[soft-spooks]

i havent drawn anything since moving into my new place and im feeling soft and giddy so send me a pic of your s/i or f/o in my inbox and i will give u a little doodle of them !!!! also feel free to reblog this !! I'll keep reblogs turned on until i get too many requests, so if the option is still available I'm still taking them!!

(examples of my doodle style if u wanna see :] x x x x)

#self ship #self shipping #selfship community #warning i dont have a whole whole lot of free time anymore so these may be slow/i wont do a whole lot of them #but i wanna give back 2 the community for being so nice lately #also i dont have a lot of selfship mutuals and i want to reach out more !!!!!! #gush in my inbox!!!! tell me all ur headcanon!!!! i want to know everything i want to root for you !!!!!! #i should also. redo my pinned post huh. does somebody want to teach me how to make a carrd hsgdhdhsjs #f/o community #ask game #selfship ask game #putting this in a lot of main tags bc i wanna draw stuff for people !!!!!!!!!!!! #this goes extra for my friends. pointing @ u . i know ur following me. gimme pics i want to draw u things. 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 #(<< the knife emoji in this case being used as a silly threat and not in fact my main f/o tag. hehe)