#this is so gorgeous i actually teared up wtf
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Minju invites you inside her place to have sex. Would you rather watch her undress while following her to the bedroom or undress her yourself?
Undress Under duress
Male Reader x Kim Minju
Length: 2876 words
Tags: teasing, undressing, outfit change, dirty talk, clothed sex, touching and feeling yourself, watch don't touch torture, rough sex, quick sex, standing sex, from behind, hair pulling, self-indulgence, creampie, Minju is the hottest thing ever, literally the sun can't compare, cursing, teased!you
Inspiration: apart from ask, mostly just the outfits and Minju being so damn hot that I can't help myself
(A/N: Lol that was so easy to write wtf. Yes, I'm working on other stuff, especially the 69th idol story, but those take a lot longer than a quick Minju smut.)
“Hey~”
“Hi~”
Terrible flirtatious greetings often lead to rejection and a bit more tequila in your veins. But not tonight. Tonight it leads to horny giggles by you and the girl that just opened the door for you. The two of you met last night at the most cliche college party you have ever been to. A cliche party deserves some cliche pickup lines, you told yourself, and dropped one after the other until this gorgeous girl gave you her number.
“You look good, standing in this door frame,” you slowly hum, and reach for the top of said frame and lean on it with stretched arms, “but I bet you look better laying in bed.”
She giggles again, bright teeth shine through an even brighter smile. She is one hell of a catch. It’s incredible that she fell for lines like this, in all honesty, you didn’t even try, it just rolled off your tongue.
“You want to find out?” she asks and you scan her outfit one final time: the baby blue denim of tight jeans is a perfect tease to hide what you assume are amazing legs. Her fuzzy long-sleeve crop-top looks perfect to tear off of her torso and reveal her collarbone and breasts. The fact that she is not wearing shoes makes it even hotter somehow.
“You don’t have to ask twice.”
Enter the small apartment. It's really not that special, minimal decorations, the typical college student chaos of textbooks and papers, an old couch in the corner. The only thing that catches your attention is a large mirror opposite of said couch. It hides the entire wall, floor to ceiling, thus making the room appear much larger than it actually is.
“Sorry, I didn’t find time to clean properly,” the girl says, her back turned to you for a second. You immediately take this opportunity to hug her from behind, arms firmly wrapped around her small waist and wide hips.
“Don’t worry, Minju, I like dirty things~” you say and place a peck on her cheek. She brushes her hair to the side to give you easy access to her smooth neck, but before you can suck on the skin, she invites you into her mouth.
The taste of juicy mango on light pink lips is a welcome surprise, so you attack her mouth further with your tongue until you find a quick, thrilling rhythm in which your tongues swirl. Saliva is exchanged, heartbeat increased and your fingers already fiddle with the top button of her pale blue jeans.
“Ha, stop,” Minju moans and reaches for your invading hand. “Sit down. I want to give you a show.”
“Oh, wow, I did not expect this. Alright then.”
You take a seat on the couch opposite of the mirror. Luckily, you don’t have to look at your flushed, horny face for long, as Minju steps in front of it and starts to play with her hair. Her pointers twirl the chestnut colored strands. She pulls the curls that form, making her hair bounce, all the while smiling widely and narrowing her fuck-me eyes.
Suddenly, her hands jump to her collar. Minju makes sure you are attentive, that every ounce of your attention is filled with her every movement, before she gradually moves her hands downwards. They glide through the fuzzy fluff of her white crop top, moving slightly up to pass over her mounds, but they never halt.
Minju's insane lack of speed makes you shift forward in your seat. You want to, you need to jump up and grab that stupid white piece of clothing and tear it off. But the young woman just smiles seductively and shakes her head. Her hands continue their slow journey, over her toned abs, that beautiful navel until she finally tugs down her jeans a bit.
The first button pops free. That’s it. She doesn’t drag the denim down, doesn’t remove the prison of her legs. Only a slight tug and you see the hem of her what appears to be black lace panties. Your mind begins to melt. You grab the rest of the sofa, squeeze it, almost break it. It’s all right in front of you, but yet so far away.
“You like it~?” Minju teases with a husky whisper.
“Fuck, you’re such a tease,” you respond, eager to see what happens next.
You did not expect Minju to turn around. Sure, her back looks good, at least the parts you can see, but it’d look a lot better if you were railing her from behind, without the stupid crop top in the—
One pull and the crop top flies open. You couldn’t see how Minju did it, but by quickly adjusting your posture, you see in the mirror the reflection of her upper body. A black lace bra, very expensive and luxurious looking, covers her modest breasts. When she gets rid of the crop top all together, you drool at the sight of flawless skin on her collarbone, shoulder, arms.
“Minju, fuck.”
“You haven’t seen anything yet.”
With that said, Minju takes a step backwards, away from the mirror, towards you. Her rear end is still covered by the tight pants, but when you hear her zipper, a rush of hormones and adrenaline engulfs you. Both her hands are at her hips, slowly creeping into the jeans and guiding them down as she bends over. More and more of the hem of her panties is visible, yet she still keeps her ass hidden. God, so close, you want it so much, you are ready to fall on your knees and beg.
Minju catches your gaze through the mirror. She winks and puts out her tongue to taunt you, the deeply breathing, incredibly horny guy a meter away from her butt. Even though she could drag this torture out forever (and frankly, you would sit there and drool forever), she pulls back her tongue and bites her lip.
The firm skin of her cute ass comes into view. A black thong runs in between the well-formed cheeks. Minju lets the pants rest right underneath her butt and straightens her posture. A tiny shimmy, the cheeks begin to wiggle lightly. You are out of breath.
“I know it’s not the biggest, but it seems you like small butts,” she giggles and continues to let her pants fall in short hops. Her meaty, perfectly formed, round thighs make your heart flutter to an extreme you could not have dreamed of. For some reason, the finish was too fast. You can’t just jump up and fuck her now, but it’s exactly what you still desperately desire.
“You are such a slutty tease. I’ll fuck you so hard—”
“This was only part one,” Minju says. Her laughter rings through the apartment as she jogs out of the room.
Minju returns shortly after with a completely different outfit. A simple pink dress with tiny gems spread all over it in simple patterns. The marvelous, mouth watering width of her hips is accentuated perfectly and invokes a want in you, a want to cum inside her. Not only cum inside, but also hold her hips while doing it and feeling her womanhood suck you dry.
“What do you think of it?” she asks and turns around once.
“It’s good, good, but for fucks sake, I want it on the ground,” you grunt.
“Do you know why I like black thongs the most?” Minju asks, completely ignoring your response. Her eyes have this gleam of unbridled sex, as if nothing else mattered now, just raw, primal sex. But yet she still seems cool, unaffected, the lust is not overtaking her.
“No clue.”
“Because you can’t see how wet I am.”
With that said, she grabs the hem of the dress and gently lifts it up an inch. Your orbs widen and focus on her gap. Sure, she might show more of her delicious thighs, but you want to finally see her pussy. You expect her to pull up a bit more, but instead, she moves her fingers to the sides and sways the dress as if it were a skirt waving in the summer breeze. Her cute giggle would fill your heart if you weren’t so damn blinded by how much you hate her tease.
You hate the way your perfectly fitting pants become uncomfortable to wear. You despise the fact that your boxers are ruined by a stain of precum already. You can’t deal with her delighted mood, not at all innocent, but also not uncontrollably horny. Minju is in control, and for some reason, through all your hate, you fucking love it.
“Minju, please,” you squeeze out through gritted teeth.
“Please what~?”
“Please… pull the damn dress up.”
She laughs. “But only because you asked so nicely.”
The pink cotton moves up to reveal her midriff and crotch, the former bare, toned and beautiful, the latter only covered by a thin, ornate thong. It’s sexy beyond belief, but the black barrier still blocks your view of what you imagine is a shaved, wet pussy.
“Fuck,” you gasp.
“You want more?” Minju whispers, the bunched up dress firmly in her hands, ready to give you more—or is it just another tease?
“Yes!”
Minju raises an eyebrow at your lackluster answer. “Yes what?”
“Yes, please. Please, Minju!”
“There you go,” she bluntly says and easily pulls the dress over her head, then lets it fall out of her relaxing hand. Tension visibly leaves her entire body, she relishes in your gaze as it wanders up to her bare tits. They are a bit smaller than you assumed after seeing the bra, but your monkey brain wants to reach for them, pinch the hard nipples, and suck on them with reckless roughness. They are perfect, flawless, if you actually think about it.
“I can’t hold it anymore, I need you now.”
The words come from your mouth quickly. You stand up, hands already tearing open your pants, but Minju is a bit quicker. She places her hand on your heaving chest. In her deepest, most seductive tone yet she strikes you an offer that cracks the foundations of your imaginations.
“Before you go at me, hear me out. Either you can stay here, suck my tits the entire night and fuck me once with one of your stupid condoms.
“Or you can sit down again, watch the final show, and I’ll let you do anything to me. You can let all of your frustrations out, fuck me senseless with your hard cock. I don’t care if I can’t walk or talk anymore, I don’t care if I leak your fucking cum all over the apartment. Yes, you can even do it raw.”
You struggle to pull your pants back together. Your cock was almost free, now it’s not only getting blocked by clothes and the short distance between it and Minju’s cunt, but also Minju’s insane offer. Her hand is still on your chest, applying a small bit of pressure. You let yourself succumb to it rather than the spontaneous lust. Fall back into the couch and simply nod.
“I think I know the answer.”
Minju winks and sneaks out of the room slowly, her hips swaying to the point where your head just sways along with them. This time, she stays out for longer, but what even is the time you have to wait in light of what is to come afterwards? Even if she walks out wearing an entire hanbok, you’d wait for her to finish this torturous game, undressing each layer of the excessively large dress.
“What do you think of this~?” the brunette moans as she enters. Your jaw drops and your eyes become unfocused. Minju hit another spot.
“Fuck,” you repeat your new found mantra at the sight of Minju doing gradual body rolls in her final outfit, another crop top and hotpants, both come with a catch.
The crop top is black but slightly see through, to the point where you can make out that she is not wearing a bra. The gray hot pants are frayed at the edges, to the point where you doubt they cover her full. As Minju continues her little dance, you catch glimpses of what is below those pants. Nothing. No thong, no panties, just her juicy pussy lips.
She is skilled however. You can never get a satisfying look at her entrance. These milliseconds are just another way to tease you. The way her hips move, Minju makes sure to not give you enough, to make you more addicted to the drug that is her body. You’re about to burst, in more ways than one.
“You’re doing fantastic,” Minju says and makes her hands go down her waving body, over breasts, abs, thighs, you know the drill. “I’ll give you a look.”
This time, no button is popped open. Minju wiggles the tight gray denim down until it’s loose enough. She drops it to her knees in one motion. Her pussy is finally exposed, free of any teasing blockades. It’s even prettier than you imagined. Smooth, shaven skin around it, pink labia, cute hidden clit.
“Do you like it?”
Nod.
“Do you want it?”
Nod, nod, nod, a million times.
“Then what do you say?”
“Please~ oh my God, please, Minju!”
Your desperate, pleading shout makes Minju stick out her tongue as she gives tiny rubs to her more than wet clit.
“Come and get it.”
Jump up, pin Minju to the mirror. Your cock spring free on its own—nah, she was helping, but what’s the difference really? To her audible surprise, you don’t kiss Minju or remove her clothes. Instead, you pull her hot pants back up and tear them open. They are unusable in public now, but they are more than useful for what you’re going to do with her.
“Hey, those were my favorites!” Minju protests.
“I don’t care,” you growl and lift her left leg up.
“You better don’t care. Use me like a fucking sex doll. No more hesitation.”
“You’re one to talk, teasing slut.”
Align your cock with her entrance. Hot and wet, like your tip already is.
“Fuck, I’ll probably cum immediately. Shit,” you curse and feel like hitting yourself for this lack of self-control.
“No problem,” Minju responds, needily, holding onto your nape, “I’ll make sure to keep your cock warm and clean it so you can repeatedly fuck me.
“Also, I’m going to cum too.”
Piston your entire dick into her with one thrust. She pulls you in at your nape, you pull at her back. The two of you let all of your emotions out in screams and growls, before grunting and moaning when you start to fuck her against the mirror. It rattles each time you force Minju’s butt against it with your pelvis.
You lose your mind to the pressure on your shaft. Minju’s pussy was loose, easy to penetrate at first, but now her walls grind all around your cock. Things get even better when the young woman cums with an erotic, feminine moan. Her cunt milks you, it’s ripple and hotness too much to handle. After mere seconds you burst.
Engage in a torrid make out session as you flood Minju’s tightness with your seed. The teasing session had the same effect as edging. You blast and blast and blast, huge, thick spurts of cum until Minju disconnects her lips to let both of you breathe.
“Fuck, keep it in me. I’ll keep it war—”
“Shut up, slut.”
Your blunt response is followed by an even blunter action. Pull out of Minju and spin her around. With a lewd squelching sound, a considerable amount of your baby batter falls onto the floor before you can plug the hole again. She gasps in shock as you pin her body between you and the cold mirror.
“You’re not going to give me commands,” you grunt into her ear and start to pump your spent, still hard cock into her leaking cunt. Eager to feel all of you, Minju presses her ass backwards until your pelvises meet. Get a handful of her hair while you take her from behind.
“Fuck, that’s the spirit,” Minju babbles through her drooling mouth. You firmly grab her hip to make the fucking easier. Your eyes go to the mirror. The reflection is not embarrassing to you anymore, you feel fucking feral at the sight of two bodies in their prime fucking.
Minju must think the same thing. She can’t stop gawking at her own image, feeling herself, her body getting plowed. This self-indulgence, this arrogance she possesses makes you livid. She only wants to be looked at, her moves, her teases. She acts like you’re not there—although your cock reaches her womb and hits her cervix again and again.
You increase the pace and press her stupidly gorgeous face against the mirror.
“You like your face, slut?”
“Hm~”
“Then make out with it.”
And as Minju closes her eyes and slobbers all over the hot image of herself, you don’t hesitate to slap her hourglass figure to make sure she remembers you. You are there, you were there—and you’re gonna stay for a bit longer, always cumming into Minju’s cunt.
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Wedding day 💕🎻
| Eren - Reiner - Levi - Jean - Erwin - Armin - Connie |
The day had finally arrived. The union of two souls to be forever entwined within the gracious loving bond of matrimony.
Eren 💕
You couldn’t actually believe Eren had proposed. Although he was down on one knee in front of your very eyes, your mind just wasn’t accepting it. Folks andd onlookers watched with bated breath, awaiting your answer. He sure kept this surprise hidden well…
Of course, you said yes and he picked you up by your waist in a spin, colliding his lips to yours.
And now here he was, watching you walk down the aisle, a lump in his throat and his heart racing.
You looked gorgeous, like something from a fairy tale.
And of course, he looked as handsome as ever. His suit was smart and his hair was up in its usual bun.
Armin is his best man, of course; who is standing and beaming with pride.
Eren holds back his chokes and tears as he reads his vows;
“Y/N… From the first time I ever laid eyes on you, all those years ago, I knew you would be in my life forever. Back then, I didn’t think it would be as my wife, but God I am so glad it is. I’m sorry for my stubbornness and irrational behaviour when we were young. But despite that you still loved, and stood by me and for that I’ll be eternally grateful. I vow to always stand beside you, whatever the world throws at us. I vow to hold you when you need support. I vow to remember how you always had my back no matter what. And I vow to always love you, with my heart and soul, until the day I die and after.”
The room erupts in cheers and tears when you seal your kiss.
The reception is wild.
Everyone is drunk (except Levi) and dancing. Reiner and Connie are dancing like weirdos, Reiners blazer removed and at one point Connie is on his shoulders.
Sasha has too much to drink and is spewing in the bathroom.
Mikasa can’t stop crying with happiness and pride.
He carries you to your room afterwards where you spend all night sealing a special bond that will never be broken.
Reiner 💕
Reiner wanted to marry you from the get go. He’s a passionate man and when he loves, he loves.
So when he pops the question, boy does he go extra.
Reiner took you to a secluded spot for a picnic on a cliffside. After you’d had eaten and chilled for a while he tells you to stand back. This crazy mf then pulls out a dagger and leaps off the cliff, transforming into his Titan form.
You feel a little scared. Not because you think he’d hurt you but A) wtf is he doing and B) It feels weird seeing a shifter transform when you don’t have your gear.
He steps up onto the cliff and gets on one knee in his Titan form. He gets out with his ring in hand and kneels in front of the empty casing of the armoured titan.
“All this power, yet you can still bring me to my knees. Y/N, I love you. Will you marry me?”
Cheesy, but that’s Reiner for you.
He kisses you desperately and tears form in his eyes when you accept.
Now he has tears streaming down his face, holding in sobs as he sees you walking towards him in your dress. The odd uncontrolled cry does escape his lips when you get closer. He palms the tears away and smiles with the biggest grin when you reach him.
He pulls it together a little for his vows but he does take sharp intakes of breath.
“I never believed in love at first sight, until I met you. No matter what doubts I had back in Cadets, they were always surpassed by my feelings for you. And when you told me you loved me too, it was incomprehensible that I would turn you away, given the circumstances. Y/N… You still loved me when I left. You loved me at my worst. You picked me up from the gutter, dusted me off and rose me up again. I vow to always love you with my entire being. I vow to protect you against any ill will towards you. Back then, I couldn’t dedicate my heart to the cause. But I vow to dedicate my heart to you.”
If Bertolt isn't alive in your universe, Jean is his best man and either way, they’re both pulling a tight face to stop themselves crying.
He carries you out of the venue after you kiss, confetti and cheers all around.
The reception is just like Eren's. Absolutely wild. Dancing. Drinking. Laughter and tears.
That night you seal your soul bound contract with hours and hours of mind-blowing love making.
Levi 💕
Levi had been thinking of proposing for a long time. In fact you thought the day would never come. He likes to be totally sure and take things slow. So when he got on one knee at a fancy restaurant you were blown away.
The only time he’s ever shown PDA was when you said yes and he kissed you with such passion, the other diners applauding in celebration.
He doesn’t cry when he sees you in your dress, Erwin stood by him as his best man. But his eyes do glisten and a smile tugs at the corner of his mouth.
“Y/N… I know I’m not the best at verbalising my feelings but please know if anything that I am completely devoting myself to you. I will always love you. I will always take care of you and protect you. I will always support your desires in life and walk this earth with you. This, I swear.”
Hange is sobbing so loud when you kiss.
The reception for you wedding with Levi is a little more classy. There’s fine foods and ballroom dancing. Speeches are refined and dignified and throughout the entire thing Levi can not keep his eyes off you.
You guys break the bed when you make love that night.
Jean 💕
Jean was a nervous wreck when he proposed to you. The entire time he was fumbling with the ring box in his pocket, his hands dampening with sweat.
You knew something was amiss but when you asked he shrugged it off. You were both on a walk when he suddenly took your hand and got down on one knee.
He choked back tears when you said yes.
He’s crying at the alter though regardless of how hard he tries not to. He’s so damn proud of you it’s overwhelming as you gorgeously glide down towards him, Connie his best man if Marco isn’t alive in your universe.
He’s a blubbering mess when it comes to the vows finding it hard to vocalise himself properly.
“Y/N, you make me the happiest man there ever was. I am so proud to have you by my side and to now call you my wife. You’re my everything and more. You love me when I’m not being the smartest man, or the most patient. And for that I give you my all. I vow to treat you the way you deserve. I vow to never take you for granted. I vow to always protect you and hold you when life is wearing you down. I love you, y/n and (unintelligible) forever…”
Jean tries to have a more dignified reception but with friends like these… Pretty impossible.
But he wouldn’t change it for the world as he sits back and watches the people he loves the most, together and happy.
He cries again at your first dance.
You seal your marriage with the steamiest and most passionate love making known to man.
Erwin 💕
Like Levi, Erwin has a taste for the finer things and takes you out for a meal at a really fancy restaurant. He won’t propose there though.
Like Reiner, this man likes to be extra.
After dinner you take a stroll and end up outside of the scout regiment HQ in Trost. While you’re walking through the courtyard of the barracks, you’re surprised to see well dressed people emerge from inside buildings playing the violins.
You turn to Erwin to see him down on one knee with the ring.
The entire barracks erupt in applause when you say yes and he picks you up into a kiss.
Erwin doesn’t cry at the alter but seeing you softens his gaze and a warm smile spreads across his face, Levi beside him as best man.
“Y/N, I am the luckiest man alive to have you as my own, and I will cherish every fleeting moment. You love and accept me for who I am and stand by decisions I’ve made, even when I doubt myself. I swear to forever treat you as the queen you are, by my side, in our kingdom. I swear my heart will always be loyal to you and you alone. You are the beam that holds this chin up high, and I will always be yours.”
Like Levi’s reception, yours with Erwin is extremely refined.
Top class champagne, the finest foods and beautiful classics music.
Your first dance with him has everyone in awe as he twirls you with such skill, a talent not many knew he had.
You will not be able to walk for days after you make love that night, having pulled out all the stops for you.
Armin 💕
Armin had been planning your proposal for months.
He went super extra and planned it all out meticulously down to the tiniest detail. It was a whole day event. Clues, gifts, leading up to a scavenger hunt where he was awaiting nervously with the ring.
He actually couldn’t believe his ears when you said yes.
Armin cries at the alter. It’s less of a sob like Reiner and Jean, more like silent tears streaming down his face.
Of course, Eren is his best man.
“I didn’t think I would ever be standing here today, uttering these words. I didn’t think that I, of all people, would be marrying someone as perfect as you, Y/N. You bring so much joy to my life, so much laughter and love I could never write down in words how much you mean to me. I, Armin Arlert, vow to always remain by your side through thick and thin. I vow to take care of you if you get sick and to encourage and support you in all of your life’s endeavours. For now and forever, this I swear.”
The reception is more chilled than the others. Laid back and easy going. No one gets too hammered but it’s still just an amazing night with your loved ones.
Your first dance is so sweet, his eyes are closed with a warm smile the entire time as he holds you close and sways to the music.
If you thought Armin was a dark horse before, you ain’t seen nothing til the wedding night.
Yes. He broke the bed.
Connie 💕
God bless his pure soul because Connie tried so hard to make it perfect. He managed to pull it off by some miracle, despite the snowballing nerves that consumed him.
He took you out to dinner and bought you your favourite flowers. The words “Will you marry me?” Were spread out on the table when you returned from the restroom, by petals.
He cried when you said yes.
And he is a sobbing mess at the alter. Jean is his best man, elbowing him and hissing to pull himself together.
But he just can’t believe how lucky he is to have you as a wife.
“Y/N, you can’t believe how happy you make me. Every stupid thing I’ve done, every dumb thing that comes out of my mouth and you’re still there, loving me. I can’t begin to explain how much that means to me. How much you mean to me. I promise I will always treat you like it’s our first date. I’ll forever hold your hand when you need me to. And I promise I’ll write down important dates so I never forget and swear I will not disappoint you, my love.”
The wildest wedding party known to man.
Everyone is off their face drunk. Wild dancing. Food fights. Galore.
There was even arm wrestling at one point.
He can not get over that he has you. This sweet man is quite possibly the happiest man on earth.
You guys didn’t just break the bed that night. The chair, the ottoman and somehow the f'ing wardrobe???
Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed. I am the friendliest person ever so don’t be shy to drop me a request or ask.
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Good Omens Fic Rec: dead nightingales still sing
A year after leaving earth behind, Aziraphale returns with another apocalypse close behind and finds Crowley in pieces. Together, with six millennia of ghosts between them, they find a way to save the world and each other.
They come out the other side alive and marked with soot and dying starlight, and he blinks through the smoke-burn in his eyes until the world comes into focus and the static prickling on his skin recedes.
It might not have worked out in a different timeline, one in which they never separated in the first place, yet in this one, the one defined by heartbreak and loss, they saved the world.
Length: 6,435 words
AO3 Rating: Teen and Up
Best for: Safe in Public, Best at Home, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Triggers: None
Read it here, fic by actualchangeling
*Minor Spoilers* Not even going to sugar coat it, this made me cry. Actual tears down my cheeks cry. I tear up at fics all the time, but there's maybe only been 5 total so far that I've cried to and this is one. I actually couldn't even focus on the next story I tried to read and had to take a break after this. I don't think I'm over hyping this fic, at least I hope I'm not. It just really is that good.
In this story the second Apocalypse has just been averted, things have been left unsaid, and an exhausted Crowley breaks down. I can't give a better review than you just let you read these two lines from this fic: "A simple phrase, one sentence, had been enough to kill all the Nightingales in London, and he had buried them alone with bare hands and broken nails, the accompanying silence his judge, jury, and executioner all at once," and, "There, on the bookshop’s floor, with an apocalypse painted onto their bodies, the nightingale’s song begins anew, weaved into their kiss and marking the first page of their new life." Like wtf!! This is gorgeous and devastating! You guys can't keep getting away with this!! Just read this one, please. It's going to hurt you, but read it anyway. And read it at home where you can let yourself feel all of this.
Read it here, fic by actualchangeling
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I MISS CMI SO BADLY CMI 11 IS A PRAYER CHANT I SAY EVERY NIGHT BEFORE I SLEEP
and for that.. cmi jungkook! If there’s a last thing you want to say to oc (lets say when they’re old and grey), what is it?
"there was a time when you took me here, so i could see the real stars. look how they haven't changed," you say, squinting, fighting the weak eyesight to inhale all of the night sky. "but we have, haven't we?"
"i don't think you'll ever change to me."
maybe he's right. since the twilight of your days, he's remained the same, too. as you sit on your bench on a delicate spring day, you think back to the sunsets you've seen with him so far.
at the beach. over wide fields. through the open window.
you've surely woven a masterpiece of a life together; it used to be far worse. but the two of you have indeed not changed. in fact, you don't even need to be here. the stars in his eyes are still the same, too.
a wrinkly hand reaches out to yours, enveloping your pale skin to lift it to his lips. there's a tenderness in his touch you never quite got used to. the words he uttered always carried the same beauty as stardust, drenched in understanding, affection and gentleness.
like now.
"sometimes i still don't understand," he whispers, "how a mind can be so constant. sometimes i see you eating the same favourite snack you loved so long ago, or talking about the stories to me that you wrote when i first fell for you. how are you so constant?"
"how are you?" you nudge his shoulder; he flashes the smirk you know, though weaker now. a thumb rubs the back of your hand – an old habit, too. "how do sad movies still make you cry?"
"i'm not a monster. and i only cry about movies." pause. "and you."
"me, yes?"
"you. out of sadness, out of joy."
he blinks slowly, his movements matching the pace. he gulps and licks his lips, producing saliva, and then looks into your eyes with a stare you know from years and years ago.
god. was it just yesterday that you fell in love? that you waded through heartbreak, found solace in each other, fought the universe and built a home not in your four walls, but in each other, too.
he still paints the same gorgeous lines on the canvas. still floods you with the same colours; you've left the grey world far, far behind.
"i wish we could stay here a bit longer, angel," he mutters, hiding your hand in both of his. "i want to see more sunrises with you. whatever the hell happens, i hope you're still there in a hundred years, okay? might sound very stupid, but. i'll make sure to find you again."
you're tearing up. you tear up all the time these days.
you understand what he meant when he said you were the salty liquid collecting in his waterline. out of sadness, out of joy. out of comfort.
"tae would be calling you cheesy. in fact, i do, too," you whisper, leaning in until your shoulders and knees touch. "then again, i'll be mad if you don't, kook. find me, i mean."
"munchkin, do i ever lie?" he beams, smile reaching wide. shit, he looks so young again. "thank you. for the life you gave, and keep giving me while i'm alive. just… one more thing, okay?"
you already know. so you guess, "you want me to stay with you?"
the nod is gentle. the sparkles in his pupils similar to the ones above. a lifetime echoes in them when he confirms–
"stay."
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a/n: ah lol, i'm actually crying? this took a while bc i kept sobbing wtf :') not the last thing he says to her, but one of the last for sure <3 i miss them so much too… doing my absolute best with the next part, love <3
#also my god.. i gave you a sweet but harmless scenario bc there's one roaming around on dc that's.. gut-wrenching#but i didn't want to hurt anyone too bad </3#notes for rid 🌹#anon#fic: colour me in#*amc#*amc: cmi
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DUDEEEEEE. She calls me baby youuuuu ate that harrrrrrrd. Like I had to go back in for seconds and thirds and fourths fr fr. Cause are we even surprised or are we just grateful that you give us mortals a second of your time and talent????
Babe you are so incredibly talented. The way you write is sooooooo amazing its like you just know how to manipulate your words into something that will and has had me in tears in like 2 seconds. Don't even get me started on how you write your characters. Like I don't know how I can fully and most genuinely express the astonishment you leave me in all the time.
I believe that you are one of a kind and a treasure to be cherished. I know that doubting is inevitable but I hope that you know that I'm always gonna be in the obsessed with addie corner no matter what. Like I meant it when I said that there won't be a time when you have no fans. Ever. You will forever be my favourite gorgeous goddess❤️❤️❤️.
-❤️
(I'm sorry I've been so absent school has been actually eating me alive)
(I think about you everyday though and it makes life just that much better)
(I hope you don't think I'm exaggerating😭😭😭😭All of this that I've been feeling without releasing had to be sent in a long ask my bad)
(I missed your little bonuses though, I hope you're doing okay)
(I'm always here for anything you may need, even if its literally just to tell you how amazing you are)
(love you ❤️)
#jealousclarissesupremacy
I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE I WAS SO WORRIED I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I GOT THIS ASK 🤭🤭
I CANT THAT WHOLE SECOND PARAGRAPH LIKE I CANT LIKE WOWWWW YOU THINK THAT???? ABOUT MEEE??!!!!??!?!?!?!!
TREASURE IS INSANE BTW 🤭 anyways omg. i’m so grateful wtf like i’m sorry i cant come up w something more poetic like you i just love these asks so much i get so happy and idk how to express that other than ilysm and i’m just so happy and so so grateful
also gorgeous goddess… i giggled 🤭🤭🤭
(ITS OKAYYYYY IM GLAD YOUR BACK SCHOOL HAS BEEN COOKING ME TOO 💔💔)
(EVERYDAY??!?!?!?! i think about you everyday too tho….. thinking about that one day you were so active and i got like 5 asks from you… BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEE) (also pls don’t take this as me pressuring you TRUST i am grateful for whatever you give me 🙏🙏)
(STOP. I. LOVE. LONG. ASKS. DONT ANNOY ME BY DOUBTING MY LOVE FOR YOU!!!!!!!)
(idk i’m okay i’ve just been really feeling pressured to write stuff bc the fandom is dying down (guys pls come back) and i am now firmly addicted to the praise and number of notifs i get…. lol. the bonuses have always been weird bc sometimes they come so easily to me like the first one i did was so it goes and i didn’t even have to think about it and then someone said they liked it so i went back and did it to my other fics and started doing it and idk yeah basically what i’m saying is sometimes they’re so easy and other times i have to force myself to come up w something which sucks but people like them so i’m happy to do it!!!!)
(tbh i’ll probably go back and add a bonus to she calls me baby bc i have just a little teeny bit of ocd and it will bother me but also i’m trying to let the little things go but idk we’ll see how strong i am 😭😭)
(sorry i will stop ranting now) (shoutout to anyone who actually reads that incoherent ramble)
(i need to be told how amazing i am 24/7 so that will be hard 😔) (BUT I APPRECIATE YOU SAYING THAT)
(LOVE YOU TOOOOO 💋💋💋)
#iagreesobad
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i feel like we're not helping you write the red Istari but these pairings are too fun to stop 🌝 any other combinations you'd care to share?
I always was too much of a multishipper to function 🤦
OKAY SO WE HAVE
The OG Idea Ship: Shisui x Faramir:
I love love love Faramir so much, and I absolutely do love him with Eowyn don't get me wrong, but my desire was to explore his time with the Rangers of Ithilien and becoming a brilliant Captain despite Denethor's....everything, and I wanted him to meet Shisui, who is this crazy glowing motherfucker, and be both awed and bemused lmao
The Obligatory Magical Girl Ship: Shisui x Legolas
Honestly this was born from both impatience and sadness for mortality because Faramir is gonna die, he's not going anywhere off Middle Earth, and there's a lot of time between the current chapters and when Shisui gets to meet him. Legolas however is kicking at this time, working on removing the stick from his ass courtesy of his father, and I loved the idea of them finding themselves through knowing each other. Also it's funny to imagine Aragorn trying to live undercover as a random soldier/Ranger BUT TRAILING BEHIND HIM ARE THE ELVEN PRINCE AND A SUSPICIOUSLY HARAD-LOOKING WIZARD 😂 Aragorn what have you got there? A smoothie?
The Bros Are My Hoes Ship: Shisui x Boromir
I have a previous Istari!Shisui fic with this pairing and, well, I never could leave anything alone. I love the idea of these two being sensitive but also slightly meathead-ish. The closest the Fellowship can get to having two all-star sportsmen eyefucking in the locker room. Hold my hand on the battlefield, my brother in arms. Handle my sword, as if it were your own. I'll be your shield, your armour. You look stunning in the dawn of victory; come, place your forehead to mine and we shall draw breath together. This idea will never leave me alone.
Protective Husbandry Ship: Shisui x Samwise
I don't need to preach to the choir about this glorious mix of protective instincts, plant care and good food. It really does speak for itself. Also I love the imagery of Shisui, who alternates wildly between deadly gorgeous and sunshine gorgeous depending on if you can see his dimples, and Sam, who is no doubt the Shire's Hottest Bachelor with a head of sunny curls and a kitchen/garden to drool over. A summer wedding under the Party Tree, please and thank you.
Majestic Heart attack Ship: Shisui x Aragorn
I'm sorry but the inherent homoeroticism of a knight genuflecting to his chosen king. Like. A KING AND HIS WIZARD?! also Aragorn is the fav poetry, brooding, sweetheart and you're telling me you can't imagine Shisui sliding him a tender smile, sitting down beside him at the campfire and twisting their fingers together. The promise of what little happiness they can find now, knowing that 'later' could mean Aragorn sworn to a crown, with the ensuing duties, and Shisui, like a distant star, sailing away with the other Istari. Um. My eyes are glinting with unshed tears in the moonlight. Neither would ever leave the other but fate might not be so kind. Also Shisui wounded at some point and whisked away to be cared for by Gandalf and Radagast and then he gets to make his Arwen-Coronation entrance and declare that he will NOT sail 😭❤️
Sexual Tension and Gorgeous Hair Ship: Shisui x Eomer
Shisui is in Big Trouble because he's a feminist in a world where feminism is a 'weird and not really a thing' thing. Yes he expected Eowyn to be wielding that sword, why wouldn't she, and why are you getting all up in my face for encouraging her. This is different from Aragorn complimenting her desire to defend her people, this is Shisui helping Eowyn smuggle armour and showing her how to garotte an orc. Eomer wants to punch the red wizard so bad, from the moment he dared OUTRUN A HORSE (wtf) to the moment he dared flash that cheeky grin and JUMP ONTO A ROOF TO LEAVE A CONVERSATION. There is a lot of tension and unnecessary interactions, like if they actually hated each other they would avoid and ignore lmao. The very slow slide into allies and gruff trust. Shisui doesn't appreciate being stifled, thanks. Eomer is ramming his head into the wall until he gets a better idea and uses biting kisses to shut Shisui up. Everyone thinks these two need to be hospitalized. (Aragorn, with those healing hands on Shisui's forehead: I have never seen you behave this way?????)
The Holy Fuck My Eyes Ship: Shisui x Arwen
I cannot unsee this, I did this to myself in The Red Ally when I suggested that Elrond had hoped that Shisui could marry Arwen so they could all sail together. And then I went and described Arwen like a goddamned marble sculpture who stepped off her pillar into a pool of moonlight and she held Shisui's arm so gently and they were supposed to be friends but now I cannot UNSEE AND I NEED YOU ALL TO SUFFER WITH ME
#torship#torship talks#ask#anon#shisui#lotr#lotr shisui#shisui x samwise#samwise#the red istari#shisui x faramir#faramir#shisui x legolas#legolas#shisui x boromir#boromir#shisui x eomer#eomer#shisui x arwen#arwen#shisui x aragorn#aragorn
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every book i read in march ( all seven!! of them - a good reading month)
the lying life of adults by elena ferrante, 4* - ferrante sure does know the female psyche well. she pinpoints it just right every time. the way one small comment throws one teenage girls life into disarray was such a fun whirlwind to go down. a big fan of this one
the book of goose by yiyun lie, 2.5* - sigh. so much potential. the first 100 pages really did such phenomenal character development and i felt this book would have taken a very different route than it did. however in the end this felt choppy and as if li had chopped together two different novels into one
the mountain in the sea by ray nayler, 3* - another deep sigh from me on this one. so many interesting themes explored in this one, but only at the surface level. i think if nayler had stuck to the core story here, this would have been a really good novel. however the character jumps really made the book feel disjointed and the end felt very anti-climactic.
the covenant of water by abraham verghese, 4* - the first 500 pages of this was phenomenal. impeccable writing. gorgeous scene setting. quite, subdued, but wonderfully explored plot. and then due to spoiler i will not insert, the book loses its magic and its footing and from there you take a really weird turn. and the ending seemed to be there for shock factor and shock factor only. a real shame as this could have been a real steep contender for best books of the year if it hadn't of fallen apart in the last 200 pages.
cursed bread by sophie mackintosh, 3* - ummm what the fuck was that. no seriously. weird, sapphic love affair that is never actually a love affair. weird village happenings. questionable main characters. the recipe for a great book for me. mackintosh just really needed to hone in on those though and pick her scope better. left with far too many open ended questions at the end which made the book feel lazy. weird tho. interesting.
brother do you love me by manni coe and reuben coe, 5* - tears from the very beginning. oh this one will cut you deep. this one will make you question whether you are a good human or not. this was both devastating and heart-warming in so many ways. if you pick up one non-fiction this year i implore you to choose this one. especially if you live in the uk. it really challenges our care system and the way we treat those we deem to be different. i flew through this so quickly.
hurricane season by fernanda melchor. 2.5* - yeah im not even gunna try and explain this one. wtf.
#books#tell me what YOU read this month i'm looking for recs!!!!#(i'm really not my tbr shelf is overflowing) (but give me them anyway!)
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Hey? You want to know a little thing? Not only do I think that your dedication to Minthara rivals what you had and felt for our beloved Cersei; I sometimes actually think that your dedication for Minthara surpasses it entirely. But seeing this and your reactions to Larian's decisions now, I think this is absolute vehement truth of that. But, with that, I want to point out an extra not-so-little light that's tied to that realization: I don't think that any of us get sad, angry or emotionally invested in any way, if we don't harbor a whole lot of care, love and understanding for these characters that we choose to write. I don't think you'd be angry or bummed out if you didn't care a whole fucking ton for Minthara, Mel. And that's why I insist on seeing you write her just as much as you always have, if not more from hereon out. That character? Deserves every ounce of dedication that you feel for her on the daily. Every time that you send me anything pertaining to her, whether it's a silly meme, a headcanon, an elaboration of canon, a random TikTok (and you know I don't click those easily! But I do for you), or the most gorgeous fanart— I know you're sitting there with the biggest smile on your face, I can hear it clear as day every single time. And I need that to continue, I think she deserves that, and I know that you definitely do. Mel, it's my firm belief and reality that Minthara couldn't have possibly found a better mun to write her than you. An incredible fighter like her, deserves an even stronger fighter like you, to carry her torch throughout Tumblr and write her in every possible way any of us can ever imagine.
I'm sure that I speak for more than just myself when I say that your meta is golden. And I will read every single thing you post, with the biggest smile on my face, because seeing a passion like yours is what I'm here for. It was the first thing that drew me to your Cersei, and remains one of the things I adore most about you to this day.
DONT MIND ME PULLING OUT SOME OLD GIFS I MADE WITH OUR OLD URLS ON IT BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WORD AND POSSIBLY REACT TO THIS WITHOUT TEARING UP AND CRYING.
WTF sae how am I suppose to respond to this!! Without a whole slew of words to reflet how happy this made me to see and read. We have been legit friends since that first nutella ask in what, 2016? And I think honest to god a this point we know well enough that we are going to be friends for mANY many more years to come. We've been through each other's highs and lows, and even in real life grief. (I hope? You've helped me in mine, back when the unthinkable happened.) and we have a sort of understanding over one another that we literally know how to deal with each others brains and unconscious habits. I know I'm a bit snippy sometimes and I am forever sorry about that and do feel immense regret each time it happens because LOOK! AT THIS!! LOOK AT HOW GOOD YOU ARE TO ME!
I adore you my best friend, my sister across the ocean, my best friend of many years, and many more years to come. Okay. Thank you. THANK YOU. I appreciate this so much, and I'm going to make a saved tag so I can come back and read this Sae cause I'm still sittiing htere like WTF. THIS IS SO UNEXPECTEDLY SWEET!!! THANK YOU!! AAHHH! WHAT DO I EVEN PROPERLY SAY BESIDES?? A HUMBLING THANK YOU?? And yes, I do love Minthara. I love you my friend. A lot. And I'm going to be cheesy for a second and say, never change. (I know you won't, but LET me be sappy for a second.)
@yuelun made me cry earlier.
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vhs christmas carols: the coherent version
clark just casually sounding like an angel
meredith vibing on the bongos is so funny
i love the choreography godbless james tolbert
the box lids making the play button gagged me fr
janaya sounds so good ugh
and is also pretty wtf and i love della’s costume
i also love jim’s costume! maybe this will just be me raving over the costumes
jim making a heart with his hands as he leaves? i love him. he has such himbo energy
joey lauren and brian leaping onto stage is so funny
actually the three of them in general are so funny in this show
the new songs are so boppy, i know this is such a broad statement but i don’t know what else to say about them except that they’re all fucking spectacular and clark outdid himself
the model walking!!!! the dancing!!!! iconic
everything about the internal panic song is hilarious, a strong contender for my favourite of all of the new songs
“you’re more beautiful than ever” CRYING SCREAMING SOBBING WHAT THE FUCK WHY AM I FEELING THINGS
jim and della are so cute istg
“not combs that comb but combs you wear” fave lyric
this song is so heartfelt and janaya and curt do such a good job and sound so good
the matching combs in the hair 😭 i love them
the cold streets of the city probably is my favourite song
their voices are so funny, this is my favourite trio of all time
brian’s face when the match girl comes in is so funny
and lauren’s face when she gets offered a match ansjdhdjsksa
as i said, i will be raving about costumes, and the match girl costume is soooo good i’m so obsessed
scrooge bumping into della and now the match girl is so funny
meredith tearing up is so real i also feel like crying
idk what else i can say about grandma land except that man this story is genuinely so sad
and that jamie burns is gorgeous and also has the voice of an angel
i like how this final song of the act sets up scrooge and the christmas carol themes
“hi clark”
THE AUDIENCE IS SO REAL FOR CHEERING AS SOON AS BAH HUMBUG STARTS
meredith helping out with the bass line on the keyboard is sooo funny
AJ!SCROOGE IS SO GOOD
like i love dylan obvs but i adore aj’s version so much
going into this with the cast changes in mind i was a little more hesitant about brian as fred (just because i think corey is so good at it) but i love the way he plays him so much, he’s so funny
bob’s wave when he’s introduced is so cute
having meredith be in the band for most of it and then coming down as marley is genuinely so ingenious. his presence is constantly hanging over scrooge and the entire narrative even when scrooge doesn’t realise it,
“scrooge gives a shriek” *short high pitched scream* killed me
the ghosts wrapping the chains around scrooge is really cool
christmas past is always pretty unhinged but i need whatever jlb put into this performance because it’s OFF THE CHARTS she’s so iconic
the slo-mo dancing is so good thank you james tolbert
the contrast between jim & della and scrooge & belle KILLS ME!!! need whoever deduced to have them played by the same person to pay my therapy bills please /pos
curt does a really great job in this role
also JANAYA ma’am im already in love with you, you don’t have to keep driving the needle in
aj sounds so heartbroken holy shit he was such a good choice to take over for dylan he’s so so so so so good
james tolbert crushing it as always
the light up shoes and glasses is still iconic
every time tiny tim gets a little more pathetic and this is the correct choice for character
i also like that it’s developed from just emily being disgusted by tim in the last one to bob also being the same in this one
joey trying to drag brian to his feet is my favourite
also tim using the bear as a microphone
basically what i’m trying to say that every new character choice in regards to tim is absolutely perfect godbless
JIM AND DELLA BEING THE COUPLE THAT WERE IN DEBT IS SO CLEVER I LOVE HOW THEY TIE THE SHOWS TOGETHER
bob holding tim’s bear 😭
the choice to have the people that scrooge has wronged surrounding him and him begging to THEM that he’s changed is such a good directorial choice like!!! james tolbert i will never stop thanking you for this decision
THE MATCH GIRL INSTEAD OF THE TURKEY BOY
SCROOGE BUYING SOME MATCHES AAAAA FJDJDHEBDHDND HIS REDEMPTION IS LITERALLY SAVING LIVES ALREADY
clark audibly giggling as aj and lauren fumble around with the money is so precious
SCROOGE GIVING JIM THE WATCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
can’t believe i went from laughing at fred still partying with the glasses to crying at his expression at seeing scrooge trying to connect with him. brian holden i am suing you for emotional damage.
overall the show is still so good but honestly what was i expecting
the first act was a really great edition to the story and i love how they made them connect to christmas carol
and all of the cast changes in christmas carol were excellent and worked so well
this is still the best starkid show no i’m not taking criticism
and i hope they keep on performing it because i love it so much
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Nyx watches Daisy Jones and the Six
gonna be updated every week when I get the chance to watch that episode
Episode 1
oh boy
why am I starting this right after I finished crying
good lord
anyways
They look just how I imagined
especially Daisy
She's perfect
so pretty
OOOH TRACKS AS EPISODE NAMES???
so sad
GRAHAM
HELP
God those drums are so bad
I'm sorry
oh no
"I wasn't naive I was a baby"
crying
again
SHE WRITES HER A'S LIKE ME
WARREN
💀
god not the wedding
this is so sad
his father has no clue how much he messed up Billy
oh shit
GRAHAM
WTF
MARGARET???
DID I MISS SOMETHING
CAMILA!!!!!!
this is so good so far
oh Chuck...
Don't tell me they changed his story
wtf
oh not this bitch
SIMONE
God I love the outfits
Love at first sight
god I cried more about them than anything else in that goddamn book
Karen is gorgeous
HER ACCENT????????
BRO
I'M IN LOVE WITH HER TOO
STOP I'M GONNA CRY
SAY THE QUOTE
COME ON
YEAH SAY THE QUOTE
WOOHOO!!!!
GO DAISY
I love this sm
HER VOICE
HOLY
I love Camile being a photographer
that's so cute
ok took me long enough
anyways
episode 2 baby
TEDDY
HELP ROD
KAREN
I love them
oh they-
slay!!
Don as in..Evelyn?? yes or no
I still need to finish reading that
DAISY
HER VOICEEEEEE
SHE JUST LEFT 💀
HIS RUN
he's so awkward
LOU ADLER????
HOLD ON I'M SO CONFUSED
WHICH ONE IS LIKE IN EVELYNS
whatever I'll find out when I actually read it
HIS CELEBRATION
I LOVE CAMI
sam's voice my lord
HELP I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC
oh more sex
THERE'S NO WAY
HELPPPP DAISY
Warren is actually the love of my life
oh Cami don't cry
oh god Billy is gonna start spiraling now
crying
oh she's so happy
and he
UGHHHH
breaks my heart
she deserves better
they have the cutest outfits
OH GOD
OH NO
NOOO
GO CAMI!!!!
what the what
bro
omg Billy
I'M GONNA CRY
literally tearing up rn
OH CAMI
Heartbroken
episode 3
going to rehab
as he NEEDS to
is that gonna be like a timeskip orrrr
maybe they'll talk about Daisy for this episode
oh it was a timeskip
OH BILLY
not upset over it my ass
eddie is such a salty whore
I love it
omg Billy looks like he's about to cry 24/7
SIMONE IS
OMG
SHE'S LIKE ME FR!!!!!!!!!!
OMG
I'M GONNA GO INSANE
ok so Daisy isn't her real name I see
GO DAISY!!!
omg my fav couple-
oh wait no
why so many old people
oh that's bad
VOCALS????
SIMONE MY LORD
ew men
such a cute baby
look at him
he literally likes her sm
eddie is in love with cami
OMG CHRISTMAS!!!!
HONEYCOMB
let's go baby
THE song
"the fuck is this Teddy" 💀
IT SOUNDS SO GOOD
IT JUST
AHHH
their voices
omg
just perfection
A NIGHTMARE 💀
OMG THE CONTRADICTION JUST LIKE THE BOOK
episode 4
SEVENEIGHTNINE BABY
THE WAY THEY'RE ALL SEEING IT
I LOVE THEM
HELP THEY'RE SO HIGH
I JUST CAN'T GET OVER THEIR VOICES
someone's mad
NO WAY THEY USED HER VOICE
oh no
Niccolo is gonna be here soon....
uh oh
I love this
just gonna leave it there?? bro karen 😭
their dynamic is too good
episode 5
THE WAKE-UP CALL
WHO IS THAT
THERE'S NO WAY SHE JUST DID THAT
WARREN 😭
SHE DIDN'T KNOW EDDIES NAME 💀
He's so in love with her (Graham)
GRAHAM IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE????
HER BREAKING IN 💀
look at them go!!!!
HA
SHE JUST JUMPS IN THE WATER
Them being friends??? I kinda like that
She IS pretty
pretty best friends
look at them go
she's so pretty
THEY'RE SO FUNNY
look at them getting along!
KAREN!!! GRAHAM!!!
FINALLY WOOHOO
look at them agreeing with each other
well nevermind
omg Billy
so slay
THE HUG
where are the twins
I just realized
well that might be where they are
episode 6
last one for now
this song is too good
KAREN AND GRAHAM
THE QUOTE
THE QUOTE
OMG
I don't like this photo man
DO THE OTHER QUOTE
oh you fuckers
not the Margaret thing again
AURORA!!!!!
uh oh
no Daisy
NOT THE POOL
I mean he's right
omg they're back on bad terms
AGAIN
STOP
NO
THEY KISSED
SCREAMING
BITCH
AHHH
FUCK YOU
YOU BITCH
AHHHHHHHHH
DON'T SHOW IT AGAIN
IS THAT MY FAVORITE SONG IN THE BACK??
YEP
oh no
the argument
THAT BITCH DAISY/hj
NOOOO DO THE QUOTE
slay democracy
SAY THE QUOTE NOW PLEASE
NO
omg
NO SHE LEFT
well gotta wait til next week now 😭
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These chapter was just *SCREAMING TO THE VOID*
It was so, so, so, so good, and it made me so emotional I teared up on some parts (and just straight up cried with others)
I will just make a list bc it was A LOT!!!
I am loving Camilla's proposal already. I had thought about that too but in all this clusterfuck I forgot how there are other people like Marcus with a wrong diagnosis
Gigi is so smart I might cry😭 My girl is the only one asking the right questions!! If someone can figure the answers to all this questions is her!!!
Roman did make her a dress!!! He remembered🥺 LOVEHOLLOW IS THE SUPERIOR SHIP DON'T @ ME
I needed Maryse to say all that beautiful things!!!
Damnit, Achilles is already dating someone! I mean I'm glad for him but I am also in love with him lol
Every interaction Alec has with David or Anjali>>>
God the wedding scene was fucking perfect 😭 THEY GOT MARRIED!! FINALLY!!! I feel like a proud parent🥺🥺 and a bi mess
“Maybe if you were a few centuries old,” Rafael chuckled. Alec touched his head. He felt dizzy for a second there. AHHHHHH
Rafael worshipping Anjali's feet just made my heart stop a little bit ok??!!! Where do I find a Rafael here???
MALEC OMFG I AM EXPERIENCING INEXPLICABLE LOVE TOWARDS THEM💙💙 I wanted to know his name but at the same time it makes me so happy we don't know bc Magnus is his name and I just-
It seemed that Mexico had more entrances to faeries than most places. idk why this makes me kinda proud😌 and it actually fits with a lot of believes and cultures here!!
“But the prince will fall when the king shall rise,” Achilles’s voice was feather soft. “The Crimson King will be his demise.” I knew it!! The Crimson King is suppose to kill the Dark Prince!!! I am worried but I can't help but be proud!!
How the fuck do people know about the Crimson King????
Holy shit Olivia😍😍😍 SHE IS SO GORGEOUS WTF!!! HERONSTAIRS FINALLY COMMUNICATING AND MOVING IN TOGETHER??? IS THIS A DREAM??
Don't get me started on David's POV bc I don't have words. It was so many feeling in so little and so many info and I might pass out
Dear Max, he wrote on the piece of paper with trembling fingers. I will never forget- WHEN I TELL YOU MY HEART STOPPED!!!
I am so confused about the whole time travel thing (and I did watch back to the future, mind you)
The dots are connecting!! David is smarter than me bc I would have been confused af
If someone would have told me a year ago I would be crying right now on my room in the middle of the night bc Other Max took David to see Little Max and Little David, I would have found that impossible, but here we are
When David called him mong ange, and when he said I love you, and when he kissed him- I hope you know you have me crying in my bed at 3 am!!!
THEY WILL DIE TOGETHER SOMEONE FUCKING HOLD ME😭😭
He found a way to spend infinity with David. In a way to keep David mortality and his powers. This man is something from another world 🥺
“He is a demon. Not a cheesecake.” Cheesecakes are so delicious tho...
Mavid can't just say I love you, they take it to the next level "If you want infinity with me, then take it.” ??? Fucking iconic “I just want this one life. The one I have with you. Over and over again. For infinity.”??? perfection itself “I want every version of you that I can have.” ??? breathtaking,never seen before-
They are so obsessed with each other and I honestly same. THEIR LOVE IS JUST ON A WHOLE NEW DIMENSION 🥺💙💙💙
Ok, this turned into a long ass list, but it's your fault for writing such wonder!!
💙.💙.💙.
Thank you 🥺💙🥺💙🥺💙🥺
This is malec with Rafe and max
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do you have any favourite sns artist from tumblr or twitter? or if not artists, any favourite sns fanarts?
yes. i was actually thinking of making a list of sns art that live in my mind rent free, so i guess now it’s the time. on tumblr my faves are cubur, emmmeralddd, nawohh (who deactivated but i have all of their works tagged so)… honourable mention to noranb, who doesn’t draw sns anymore. on twitter it’s _rzklh (they also have a tumblr plus they have a lot of nsfw on twitter so don’t visit their page if you don’t wanna see this type of content or if you’re a minor, i mean it, they don’t want minors interacting with their acc) and p3st_e.
now the arts that live in my mind rent free
take me so breathless (idc they are wearing the jounin uniform here because it’s so pretty i don’t even notice)
once upon a dream (the hands touching oh god)
naruto uchiha? sasuke uzumaki? (i just find the comics really cute even though i think they both should keep their last names)
forgiveness is warm like a tear on a cheek (no words.)
noranb my beloved (sasuke’s look here. soft.)
i caught you today sasuke 🥰 (this is so…)
punk boyfriends (they look so hot)
putting kage bunshin to good use (mild nsfw)
pretty and pretty (fr…)
this reincarnation au?????? (yes that one you know already)
wedding (we love to see)
what if we kissed under a starry sky and we were both boys (nawohh my beloved)
i love them crazy
i also love them lovey dovey
wedding 2 (we still love to see)
pino to ameri (this one makes me bark)
gay people be like 🥰 hands 🥰 (and they are right)
necklaces (because they are that kind of couple)
i love naruto’s face here (his eyes…)
sun and moon (the sky texture on them holy fuck)
this is just so soft wtf
with their smol selves (it’s funny)
with their smol selves 2 (still funny)
defection (insane. fr.)
is this your victory? (the hug here omg)
screaming crying shaking throwing up barking
smol (how can you portray longing just with HANDS)
flowers (two things i love: smol sns and flowers)
sun and moon 2 (they look gorgeous)
kissing (everything looks so good here, love their mouths)
astronauts (emmmralddd my beloved)
because op’s style is !!!!!!!!!
storm (i still haven’t reblogged this one but i will and it will be tagged as fav)
my soul recognises your soul (same of the above)
if you want more, you can find it in my fav tag
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it took me way too long to get to it but finally watching 911 lone star 4x07
(I enjoyed it more than any other this season tbh)
spoilers under the cut
ngl the last couple of episodes I was so bored, and then the og came out with one of the most exciting episodes, and I just couldn't be bothered to watch this one 😂😂 I genuinely thought about just dropping it ngl 😂 but this episode might've turned it around for me, it was great haha
so, here are my thoughts as I was watching:
oooh, we're getting a Paul storyline?? 👀 is that the girl from two episodes ago? 👀 Asha? right? I'm so excited - pls can we focus on Paul for many many episodes now please 😂 I've been begging for this since s1
honestly, I'm here for Owen helping with wedding planning, it's gonna be fun (once again, any comedic moments from Owen are gold, they should only keep him as comedic relief lmao)
Paul is blushing and flustered and he liiiikes her 🤗😂😂
a lady who dies if she's not upside down - that's a new one and it's lowkey hilarious - and the way they're transporting her my god 😂😂😂
damn Gina Torres is so gorgeous 😩🔥 I'm in love
I'm so happy for Tommy tbh, she deserves some happiness, and wtf is Melody's problem lol I guess that's gonna be the drama in this storyline huh
idk, it's okay I guess 😂 nothing overly exciting but it's gonna be fun seeing how they navigate that haha
also, I think I haven't mentioned it in a while but I love Grace's accent so much, I could listen to her talk for hours haha
is it unpopular opinion if I say that Tommy and Grace's friendship (or even Tommy, Grace and Judd) is possibly my fave friendship in this show? 😂 I just love them (okay, there's also Marjan and Paul, and their friendship is the best but like, we don't see them enough sns)
oooh, something's definitely brewing for Paul and Asha and I can't fucking wait
Paul is so flustered and adorable, this is amazing 😍😍 pls gimme more
"I'm giving you permission"
"you can do that? "
"Well, I just did" I fucking love Grace so fucking much ❤️😂😂😂
ending of that call was so wholesome, I hope Lance and Valerie are happy together haha
but oh my fucking god what is happening, you can't just show this smokeshow without a warning, fucking Gina Torres 🥵🥵🥵🥵
(jfc I think now I'm flustered 😂😂)
I'm sorry, how I'm supposed to focus on the plot here while she looks like that 🔥🥵
this whole thing with Paul and Asha seems like a beginning to a very interesting storyline and I'm so excited, and I hope it's not gonna fizzle out like next episode or smth
oh, Tommy, that was petty and I loved it 😂
but Melody is good oh my god😂 okay, I'm getting excited about this storyline, it's fun (Melody is a little annoying ngl but I'm loving this side of Tommy)
Paul is making me tear up, and I'm loving his storyline, I hope we explore it more later on (and I still hope he and Asha can work through it and will get together, he seemed so excited and happy before she pulled out the yearbook, and he deserves some happiness)
I know Grace is right about this whole situation with Melody but damn if it's not enterianing to see Tommy feud with a kid 😂
but their moment after Melody got her period was sweet, I liked that
okay, I love Owen being there for the team - Marjan in 4x05 and now for Paul, it's just so nice to see him actually have good relationships with them, and interact with them aside from emergencies (bc a lot of the time his storylines involve him alone and it's annoying lol)
this was a sweet episode and the ending was wholesome, and it might've been the first episode this season when I wasn't bored for even a second haha
it was fun, and I'm starting to like the storylines, it's getting interesting again, they're pulling me back in 😂😂
and next episode looks good too and Marjan is gonna be back!!! and for the first time this season I can genuinely say I'm excited and can't wait for the next episode 😂😂
#911 ls spoilers#911 lone star spoilers#911 ls#911 ls season 4#911 lone star#911 ls s4#911 ls 4x07#thoughts while watching#episode commentary
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The Car Album ranking/review:
10) Big Ideas - this was beautiful I just don't see myself listening a lot but the lyrics is what stands out to me the most as it is very catchy, even now I am literally saying to myself "and I cannot for the life of me remember how it goes" it's really good, I feel bad putting it down here...
09) Mr Schwartz - again don't see myself listening to it a lot, but not bad at all this is a bit more of my style that I like to listen to and I'm surprised it's not any higher, but it would be a crime to put these other ones any lower as well. However, I fear I may become obsessed with it soon, idk... I have a feeling...
08) There'd Better Be a Mirrorball - again, I feel so bad that I have to put this so low because I love the intro, and this was published in August and I love this, but they topped this on every single aspect with the other songs. This was such a good song. Definitely will be listening to this again. And DEFINITELY recommend.
07) Sculptures Of Anything Goes - Wow, just wow. Again, a beautiful intro to the song. I have no words. This is definitely a song that is more of a song that I would like. However, I'm surprised that it took me a few listens to rank it this high... (Mind you, I've listened to this whole album 5 times)
06) Hello You - This song is really catchy and overall so good. I have no words, my mouth was open when it started playing. This is a typical song of Artic Monkeys that goes very well with the general public, and I hope this song gets the recognition it deserves, because it is actually really good. Definitely will be coming back to this song in literal tears.
05) Jet Skis On The Moat - wtf. This was gorgeous. This made me feel so nostalgic from the very beginning of this song I felt really nostalgic for no reason. It nearly made me cry for some reason. Idk why, this song makes me feel a lot of emotions in one whole go and most songs can't do that so I really appreciate this song for doing that, which is genuinely really impressive.
04) I Ain't Quite Where I Think I Am - Yet another song that was published a little earlier in October but immediately I fell in love this song, it reminded of songs such as Snap Out Of It, some people may say that it sounds outdated, but I love this, genuinely love this song so much. I think people that like more of their more famous songs would like this song.
03) Perfect Sense - such a beautiful way to finish this extraordinary album, it's really nice to listen to. It really did make "perfect sense" to put it in the end, it left me nostalgic and kinda sad, but in a good way, yk, also another thing about this song is that only in the moment it ended did I realise how much I missed them.
02) Body Paint - Again this song was published in September and I have more time to love this song, but it is such a good song. It makes me feel sentimental, I loved the ending, the outro is so good and should be made iconic ong.
01) The Car - reminded me of songs such as Do Me A Favour (my comfort song) again, a song that makes me feel so nostalgic. A solemn yet beautiful intro and the way that builds up its tension is spectacular, it reminded me a bit of Abba and sad indie rock music put together, this song is so much better than I expected. The solo guitar on the end made the song 100x better and the way it ends abruptly for some reason makes sense. By far my favourite in this album if you couldn't tell through this ranking.
Overall, this album was amazing and I'm so happy that they are back. This album was a nostalgic, sentimental, definitely making you want to rip your hair out from tears kinda album. And I loved that about it.
#new account#the car#the car album#album review#song#song review#song recs#song recommendation#album recommendation#album cover#album release#album#albums#the car arctic monkeys#arctic monkeys#arctic monkeys the car#arctic monkeys song#Spotify
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Can i pls request some wedding night smut headcanons or a scenario for karma x fem reader? Thank you 💕
of course! sorry it took so long, but i had a lil fun with it ;)
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Wedding Night [ Karma Akabane x Fem!Reader ]
Pairings: Karma Akabane, Implied Female Reader
Description: The wedding is over, and now it's time for the after party. All strings attached.
TW: 18+ content, riding, missionary, body worship, dom Karma, switch reader, touch of edging, he does get a little sadistic but not enough to talk about really, no condom (don't do that unless you're married, kids), Karma can actually be sensitive wtf
Slow, sensual touches were the only things on his mind that night. Who could blame him? There was nothing to rush, he had his wife under him, now. You were his to take care of, his other half- his other person.
"Take your time, y/n... We have all night.. Well, I guess our whole lives if you'd like."
His teasing was a bit much, as per usual, but he was much slower than his usual merciless pace. You didn't mind it, though.
Not to mention for the first time in your life he let you ride him, the control switching over for just a little while.
"Just like that..." He muttered through parted lips as you slowly guided his erect cock into your tiny hole. It was difficult to fit as per usual, but it seemed smoother without the barrier of a condom between. "My own wife- gorgeous."
His view was what some would consider heavenly. Your figure was illuminated by moonlight drifting though an open window, every curve glowing and your skin smoother than the silky sheets laid out beneath you.
It stayed like that for some time, until Karma gripped your hips tight and switched positions. Your walls felt every part of his dick slipping in and out just barely enough to bring the heat in your stomach closer and closer to release
"Baby..." You mutter. "B-Baby you're gonna have to go a bit f...faster-"
And that's how you learned the rule of never telling your husband to speed up.
He went faster, alright. Tearing the orgasm from you while he was at it, too. It only took a matter of moments before you were spasming from the intensity, gripping onto the sheets under you like a lifeline.
It was the first time he'd cum in you, and you'd never wish to go back. The full feeling you got when he filled you with his warm load was breathtaking to say the least.
Both of you laid there for a moment or two after he plopped down next to you, breathing heavily as if you'd never done this before.
At first he pulled himself off of the bed, arms holding his toned abdomen up before standing up next to you. You hadn't fallen asleep yet, though, hand tentatively reaching for his and begging him to lay back down.
"Don't... leave yet..." It was barely audible, your eyelids barely letting room to see what was happening. It was the cutest thing for him.
To hell with it, he thought. We really do have the rest of our lives now.
And with one last sigh, his strong arms enveloped you. Head against the large chest of your lover- no, husband- a dreamless slumber was the only thing left.
© i really don't know where the pics came from unless it is the actual manga and i'm a damn idiot.
#karma akabane#karma thirst#karma hcs#f me i guess#smut#assassination classroom#ass class#assclass#wedding au#tw dark content#tw smut#fem reader#female reader#x reader#karma x reader#karma x reader smut#karma smut#karma imagine
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Crime ; Rafe Cameron
masterlist
Part #1
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x reader
Summary: Reader would do anything for the boy she loves from a summer ago.
Warnings: Story takes place at the start of season 2 (and some flashbacks from season 1), swearing, angst, death penalty, gaslighting, reader just needing help
A/N: i don’t think this is my best work at all :( but i’ll post the part 2 straight away!! didn’t know tumblr has a word limit now wtf
p.s; tell me what do you think of this fic!!
(Y/N) had begged for somewhere else to spend the Summer. She couldn’t go back to that place, not when there were too many memories that awaited her. No one seemed to listen to her, and her father continued to check something online.
“Rafe Cameron.”
“(Y/N),” she had smiled, and she thought about how gorgeous a boy could be. This man before her; with his hair messily parted and that goddamn blue eyes had her holding her breath, and she wasn’t in her usual demeanour.
“You come down here often?” Rafe asked, raising his eyebrows. (Y/N) watched as he chugged on his beer, and gave her another sly smile again.
“Um, not really. This is my first summer here.”
“That’s nice,” he shrugged, “Welcome to Obx.”
“Thanks,” she nodded, liking how Obx already is. She made a mental note to tell her friends back home about this island, and most importantly; Rafe Cameron.
“Do you wanna take a walk?”
(Y/N) never really accepted any boy’s invitation for a walk, because all the boys in the city never had good intentions with her. She never dated anyone, never bothered to do so.
“Sure,” she smiled, and walked alongside the dirty-blonde boy to the far end of the beach. He sucked in a breath, glancing at her from the corners of his eyes, and laughed.
“You look nervous.”
“You could be a mass murderer.”
“Isn’t that just the perfect person to spend the summer with?”
(Y/N) looked up at him, the moonlight from the sky illuminating his features. God, he really is beautiful. “I guess.”
“So would that be a problem if I killed someone before?”
(Y/N) laughed easily at the joke, bumping her arms against his. She felt a jolt from the touch, and swallowed her saliva. “No.”
Rafe chuckled, “Yeah. That’s more like it.”
(Y/N) had thought of that moment as nothing but a joke. A playful joke, meaning to flirt with her. The next few weeks were spent with only them two, sometimes in his house or (Y/N)’s stay. They were inseparable; always attached by the hips morning and night, and (Y/N) knew about all of his problems.
“Try it.”
“What? Coke?” She asked, bewildered. She looked down to the table, her hands fidgeting, and she quickly tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. She looked up to Rafe again, “I don’t know how.”
“Come on, I’ll show you,” he smiled, pulling her by her wrist and seated her beside him. She felt the jolt again, but she had gotten better at ignoring it.
Rafe lowered his hand, a finger placed on his left nostril, and snorted the line of white powder. He grunted, throwing his head back, and after a few seconds, he gave her a smirk.
“Your turn.”
(Y/N) smiled back, reaching for the rolled up bill before lowering his head to the last line. She took a deep breath, still so shaky, and snorted the powder before she could change her mind.
Her heartbeat quickened, and her mind was all over the place. She could feel her forehead getting clammy, and before she could do anything, Rafe cupped her face in his large hands.
“Hey, hey, you’re okay,” he expressed, looking straight into her eyes. (Y/N) didn’t realise she was starting to cry, and stared back into his eyes.
“You’re so pretty,” he said suddenly, rubbing comforting circles on her temples. (Y/N) relaxed under his touch, “Such a pretty girl.”
“I thought you’re friends with that Cameron boy,” her father suddenly said, shaking her out of her memories. (Y/N) closed her eyes, trying to push away the thoughts, and gave her father a grimace.
“So? I don’t want to see him.”
“What happened between you two? You used to ask me to move to Obx,” her father laughed, still clicking on the mouse to the laptop.
“People change, dad,” she muttered, and made her way back to her bedroom to be alone with her thoughts.
“Rafe! You don’t have to do this,” (Y/N) gasped, her hands around her mouth. She looked around the gazebo by the lake, her eyes brightening against the beautiful fairy lights and veins decorating the railings.
“It’s your last week here,” he shrugged, helping her to her seat before sitting for himself. He pointed to the food displayed before then, “Steak. Your favourite.”
“You are amazing,” she expressed, her eyes suddenly glassy. The lake never looked so calming, and (Y/N) wished she could capture this exact moment in her head.
“Just thought you should see the other side of Rafe Cameron,” he shrugged, his lips forming into a smile. “I’m glad you came down here to Obx.”
“Me too,” she breathed, and went for the food. “I’m so glad to have met you.”
“Yeah?” He chuckled, cutting his steak into small pieces before biting into one. “Didn’t you called me a mass murderer the first time we met?”
“It was a joke,” she rolled her eyes, “But I’ll still like you even if you are.”
She didn’t know the truth behind her words.
“You will?” He looked up to her, grinning. “And just like?”
“Just like. What are you playing at, Rafe?” She faked groan, putting her cutleries down and clasping her hand together. “What? You’re going to propose to me or something?”
Everything happened so fast; Rafe chuckled, awkwardly running his fingers through his fair, messing with his slicked back hair. She liked this messy hair better, but she liked anything about Rafe Cameron, messy hair or not.
“No.”
Rafe held out the tiny velvet box in his hands, and (Y/N) never saw a prettier smile than his.
“No,” she repeated, her breathing heavy. She was too shocked by this, only meaning the proposal part of her speech as a joke, and looked into his sincere eyes again.
“I’m not proposing to you,” he laughed, getting down to one knee and opening the box to a beautiful diamond ring. (Y/N) sucked in a breath, mesmerised. “I will though, in the future.”
“Oh my god, Rafe, I can’t accept this,” she gasped, watching as the diamond glinted under the bright light. “You’re too much.”
“It’s a promise ring,” he smiled, “And a proposal to ask you to become my girlfriend.”
He sucked in a breath, and (Y/N) swore her heart stopped. She never thought of herself worthy as these kind of moments, but here she was; all teary eyed, her hand against her heart to calm her crazy heartbeat.
“Will you be my girlfriend, (Y/N)?”
She laughed, wiping the tears that had rolled down to her cheeks, and cupped his face into her hands. “You’re so fucking dumb. Of course I will, asshole, without this whole dinner thing. You could ask me while we’re in the swimming pool and I’ll say yes.”
Rafe laughed, melting into her hands, before taking out the ring he had saved up for (by not buying anymore coke) and asking for her permission to slide it over her ring finger.
(Y/N) nodded, holding her breath, and the diamond ring slid to her finger, and she gasped at how pretty it looked. She wondered about how much it had cost Rafe to buy the ring for her, but pushed the thought away when Rafe tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.
“We haven’t even kissed yet.”
(Y/N) laughed, “I told you you’re too fast, Rafe.”
Rafe smiled, inching closer to her, and (Y/N) just instantly stopped thinking. He was so beautiful, so angelic, and she wished she could stay at Obx forever.
“I love you, (Y/L/N).”
“Rafe,” she expressed, placing her forehead against his, “I love you too, okay?”
(Y/N) groaned, deepening her face against the soft pillow. She felt like screaming, but she didn’t have the energy to do so.
She would do anything for Rafe, and the next few days after that proposal went too fast that she felt like God was being unfair to her. He made her feel so good, and no one had made her feel the way he made her feel.
She felt like she was in heaven.
Until that one, certain Friday; the day before she went back to New York.
“Rafe, please,” she cried, pulling him by shirt as he pointed the gun at the sheriff, his eyes flaring up in anger. “Rafe, it doesn’t have to be this way.”
She looked at Ward, who looked afraid as well, and sucked in a breath. “You told me-”
“Shut up!” He grunted, his own fingers trembling on the trigger. “Fuck! Shut up.”
She didn’t know what to do. Sarah was looking at her for help, but she had tried her best to console him. She tried to reach for him again, to which he quickly pushed her away.
“Do that again, and I’ll kill you next.”
“Rafe-”
“Shut up!” He yelled again, and before she could do anything the pulled on the trigger, and the sheriff fell to the ground with widened eyes.
“Hey.”
(Y/N) jolted from her position at the knock, and groaned when her mother came in. She scooted away, giving her some space on the bed, and laid with her face planted against the pillow again.
“You never told us about what happened with you and Rafe,” she sighed, running her fingers through her hair. “Are you okay?”
“Fine.”
“Okay, so why don’t you want to go to Obx for the summer?”
“I want new boyfriends.”
Her mother laughed, “Okay. Then find new boyfriends in Obx. The blonde boy who helped us carry our bags the first time we arrived there can be one.”
“JJ?”
“He’s always around the island too, helping people for money,” she shrugged, “That’s a good kid. Doing honest work for honest money.”
“I’m not actually looking for a boyfriend, mom,” she rolled her eyes. “It was a figure of speech.”
“Well,” she stood up, “You better be looking for one. We’re spending the summer in Obx, and that’s final.”
. . .
(Y/N) rubbed her eyes against the glowing sunlight of North Carolina, her body screaming with pain from hours of sitting in the same position. She heard the pilot said something, her mind still woozy from only being caffeinated, and placed her head against the seat again.
“It’s a bright day, like it’s waiting for us,” her mother exclaimed, fixing her sunglasses before walking down the stairs to the road. (Y/N) groaned, still so tired, and she wished for nothing but to stay in her room with Netflix to watch.
“Hey, Mr (Y/L/N),” JJ smiled, and (Y/N) noticed the fake exterior he was trying to portray. “Come down here for another summer again?”
Her mother, who admired JJ’s ‘honest work’ gushed out to beside him, asking about his school and his works. (Y/N) rolled her eyes, not interested in making any new conversation, and she looked back at the area where the incident took place.
JJ caught her looking, and when her parents and the little brother had entered the car, he went to her to help her with her bags.
He crouched down, wrapping his fingers around the handle, and quickly whispered. “You saw, right?”
“Huh?”
“What Rafe did.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she muttered, and went into the car before he could say anything else.
God. Just how she expected her first moments after arriving in Obx.
“Hey! Welcome back!”
“You called the Camerons?” She groaned, looking at her father for some kind of useless explanation. After the brief conversation with JJ, she wanted nothing that could remind her of Rafe and hoped she could stay in her room for the whole 2 months.
“(Y/N), wait-”
She barged into her room for 2 months, noticing the old posters she had put up the year before, and thought about how happy she was at that time. She felt nothing now, and she couldn’t wait until the end of summer.
“Fuck!” She yelled, her head feeling so light, and placed herself before the naked bed. She sighed, trying to calm herself down, and thought of the ways to ignore the certain boy a few miles away.
Maybe he’s in college.
Maybe he’s going to leave her alone.
Maybe he has found someone new.
She felt a tug at the thought of the last sentence, and she couldn’t explain why she would even be devastated over him finding a new girl. That’s good, she guessed, at least she doesn’t have to think about staying away from him again.
Maybe she should spend her time with the pogues; JJ’s friends. They looked fun to hang with.
“Hey, (Y/N).”
“I’m not in the mood,” she grunted, shielding her eyes from the sunlight. “What do you want?”
“Can we go to the beach?”
“The beach?” She huffed, “We just arrived. Shouldn’t you clean your room or something?”
“Okay. But can you bring me to the beach after I’m done?”
“I’ll think about it,” she expressed, but after a few hours of sweeping and mopping the dusty room, placing the new bedsheet over the mattress and taking down her old posters, all she wanted to do was get out for some fresh air. She had slept most of her time in the plane so she wasn’t feeling like taking a nap at all, and she guessed it would be appropriate to bring her little brother to the beach.
She walked to her room, her hands around her waist. “Hey, you’re- where the fuck did you get that?”
“What?” He asked, raising the frame with his sister’s arms around Rafe, smiling happily at the camera. “This? Isn’t he your boyfriend?”
“Throw that away!” she yelled, “I said throw that away!”
“Okay, okay,” he groaned, throwing the frame into the big plastic bag before dusting the dust off of him. “Can we go to the beach now?”
“You’re an asshole, do you know that?” She huffed, watching as he changed into his swimming shorts, “And we’ve been cleaning for 3 hours. You’re not half done yet.”
“Whatever,” he said, and closed the door. “Just wait for me downstairs.”
The ride to the beach didn’t take long, and (Y/N) actually felt peaceful riding the bicycle and letting the breeze hit her square on the face. She had laughed at a stupid joke by her little brother, and she thought about how she could do this for the next 2 months.
“I wanna learn how to surf,” he said, letting the water soaked his feet and dumped his feet into the sand. “Do you?”
“You’ll forget how to when we’re back in New York,” she mumbled, gazing at the sky, “Also your body’s too weak to fight the waves.”
“No, it’s not,” he argued, “What are you going to do for the summer, (Y/N)? Are you going to be with that-”
“No,” she quickly said, curling her toes at the feeling of the water soaking her feet. “I’m not going to be with anyone.”
“Isn’t that your friend?”
“Ha-ha, nice joke,” she laughed falsely, still closing her eyes against the bright sky. “Who’s the friend? Is it Rafe?”
“Hey.”
(Y/N) sat up straight, her heart beating wildly, and what greeted her sight sent shivers down to her spine, and she quickly clutched onto her little brother’s wrist before pulling him away.
“Ow! What are you doing? (Y/N), let me go!” Lucas groaned, looking back at the boy who wanted nothing but to talk to his sister. “Rafe, help!”
“Shut up, you bitch,” she groaned, still pulling on his wrist. She knew about the possibility of leaving a claw mark on his skin, but she wanted nothing to do with the boy.
“Help me, Rafe! She’s going to kill me!”
“I said shut up!” She yelled, her chest heaving now, and she didn’t care about her hair that was hanging loosely from her hairclaw.
She didn’t know if Rafe was chasing after her, and she didn’t dare to look back.
“Ride your bike home,” she fumbled with the handle, “Now. Please, now!”
“Okay,” Lucas groaned, “What’s wrong with you? It’s just Rafe.”
“Go!” She yelled, already set to cycle back home, with her clothes all wet and sticking against her skin. She couldn’t breathe, and she hated the sight of him. She cycled back home hurriedly, tears streaming down her face, and she wished she had stayed home.
The night after the day on the beach she didn’t bother to come down for dinner, only staying in her room and browsing through Netflix. She didn’t feel like doing anything, and she hated how quick her mood was ruined.
She didn’t think about seeing him that quickly, especially after just arriving on the island that morning. This was exactly the problem; she couldn’t face him, not after what he did, but she couldn’t bring herself to turn him to the authorities. She was pushing him away, but at the same time protecting him.
The next morning, she felt shittier than ever. Being in the small island, where everywhere she goes could remind her back to Rafe, she decided to stay in bed and browse through more movies, only going downstairs for a glass of water before going back to her room. She was glad Lucas and her parents were enjoying most of their time here in Obx, and she would do the same if it weren’t for what happened last year.
She was scared. She was mad at herself too, because she couldn’t bring herself to tell anyone about what she saw. As much as she hated him now, a part of her still loved him.
“(Y/N)! Wait!”
“Get the fuck away from me!” She yelled, her eyes red and her cheeks wet. “You’re a fucking psycho.”
“No, no, baby, please-”
“Don’t call me baby, I swear to fucking god!” She yelled again, getting into the car and watched as Rafe desperately banged against the car window, pleading for her to hear him.
“It’s not what you think-”
(Y/N) cried, her head painful, and slowly slid the diamond ring from her finger before lowering the window by a slit and throwing it outside. Rafe watched the ring roll away but didn’t care to fetch it, only trying to speak to her through the tiny slit.
“I had to do it, please,” he begged, “Please. Baby. I can’t do this-”
“Go to hell,” she hissed, and sped away.
That was the last time she had ever seen Rafe, and she knew he tried to contact her with different phone numbers every day, but she had blocked every single number. The trouble stopped after a while, and (Y/N) realised how much she had been missing him.
Who could she confront about this?
Who could she tell?
She couldn’t. She loved him too much.
A week after settling in their summer home, (Y/N) was tired of all the screaming and nudging by her mother for her to get out of the house, and ‘get a life’. She didn’t feel like having a whole summer of just hanging out at the beach, not when the last time she had went there and bumped onto Rafe, so she decided to keep her distance off Figure 8 and made her way to the other side of the island.
She had only been there twice with Rafe before, to pick up something at Barry’s (he told her not to worry about it), so she never really quite get used to the road around here.
She stopped the jeep by the side of the road, glancing at the signboard and the road behind her. Did she go too far? Or was this just the wrong way?
She rested her back against the car door, already tired, and decided to just wait until she was good enough to drive home.
It was half an hour later when she heard the roaring of a motorcycle, and she quickly got to her feet, her chest suddenly heaving.
“Yo? You’re okay?”
“Huh?” She fixed her hair, “Um- yeah. Just resting.”
JJ nodded, “You should turn off your engine. You don’t want to-”
Just right on cue, the engine stopped completely and (Y/N) groaned, getting into the car to turn the engine again. It made some noise, until silence fell between them.
“That’s what I’m saying,” JJ said, “Where are you heading to?”
“Oh, nowhere in particular,” she sighed, getting out of the jeep and shutting the door angrily. Good. Just like how she wanted her day to be.
“Let me send you back home,” he offered, pointing to the black ride behind the jeep. She shook her head, her mouth forming into a tight smile.
“That’s alright, I can-”
“Walk back home? Come on, you’re far from Figure 8, and you’re 50 minutes away from The Cut on foot.”
She didn’t exactly wish for this, but it would help.
“Thanks,” she mumbled, helping her up to the motorcycle and placing her hands on his shoulders for some balance.
“You’ve never ridden a bike before?” JJ asked, half-amused. “No, no, because you look nervous.”
“I’ve just never ridden a bike with you driving,” she said, rolling her eyes. “Can you send me to the taxi stop or anything?”
“Really? Why can’t I just drive you home?”
She groaned, “Just send me to the taxi port, Maybank.”
He laughed, putting his helmet on, and (Y/N) placed her hands against her ears at the loud sound of the engine.
(Y/N) hate to admit it; but the ride to The Cut was the most thrilling thing that she had ever felt in months. She felt a smile slowly forming onto her face, and JJ swore he could see it too from the side mirror, and when they finally stopped at the taxi port, she was so happy she felt like buying a bike for herself.
“Thanks for the ride,” she said. “Minus one point for no helmet.”
“I didn’t know I would see you laying by the side of the road,” he rolled his eyes, a hint of teasing in his tone. “But where’s the fun when you’re all safe?”
She hummed in response, “I’ll see you around then.”
“So you’re just going to get an expensive ride back to Figure 8? Why wouldn’t you let me send you off?”
She knew exactly why, but she didn’t want to admit it. She was scared of Rafe seeing her on JJ’s bike, knowing that he’s not on good terms with the pogues, and the last thing she had ever wanted was to make him feel like he was being replaced.
“Don’t trouble yourself too much, JJ,” she sighed. “Besides, you can see me for the next 2 months everyday if that’s what you want.”
He grinned, “Good offer. Will think about that soon.”
(Y/N) laughed, tilting her head to one side before making a move to reach for her phone. JJ watched as she filled in her passcode, went straight to Contacts, and handed him the phone.
“What’s this?”
“Oh god, you’re annoying,” she rolled her eyes. “Put in your McDonald’s order.”
JJ laughed again, his fingers sliding over her phone screen easily to fill in his number, and he handed her the phone back after saving his name as ‘Handsome pogue’.
“I’ll see you around, (Y/L/N).”
(Y/N) smiled, this time sincerely, and she thought about the possibility of spending her summer in The Cut with JJ where she knew there would be no troubles awaiting her.
It was safe to say that JJ and (Y/N) were inseparable after spending so much time together the next few weeks. Everywhere JJ goes, (Y/N) would be there with him, either by helping him with his work in the restaurant or running for groceries to deliver with him. She liked it with him; he took her mind off Rafe, and that was everything that she needed.
JJ knew about the girl’s relationship with Rafe last year, but he was careful not to cross the invisible line. He was gentle with her, always studying her reactions at certain places (he was sure Rafe had taken her to those places before) and in return, she knew everything about him.
“I’m sorry about your dad,” she bit her lips, letting the water soaked her jeans as they laid on the sand, gazing at the view. She felt sorry for the blonde boy after knowing the truth about his father, and wished she could help him in any way.
“That’s okay,” he replied. “Hey, I’m bringing you to meet my friends. Would you like that?”
“Your friends?” She raised her brows, “Like Kiera and Pope?”
“Yeah,” he smiled, “Would you like to meet them?”
(Y/N) thoughts went back to the many times Rafe had told her about the pogues, but she always saw them as a tight group of friends who always had each other’s backs. She never had that kind of friendship before, especially living in New York where almost everyone is fake, and sometimes wished she could have something like that.
“Okay, yeah,” she nodded, “Would they like me?”
“You’re kidding? You’re amazing!” JJ gushed out, throwing his arms onto the air before slapping the water, resulting in a splash across her face.
She gasped, “Fuck, you’re fucking dead.”
“No, no, I don’t mean it-”
The conversation turned into a water fight, their screams filling the air and attracting everyone’s attention, but (Y/N) didn’t care. She was enjoying the moment, with JJ, and she wished she could do this forever.
“Stop it!” JJ laughed, pushing her down to the sand before pinning her arms on top of her head. He watched as her chest heaved, a smile playing on her lips.
He pulled away, clearing his throat. “I’m sorry, I didn’t-”
(Y/N) pulled him into a kiss, her fingers wrapping themselves around his jawline and allowing the water to completely wet their whole body. JJ softened into the kiss, still so shocked, but he never felt better than ever.
(Y/N) pulled away, giggling. “You’re red in the face, JJ.”
“Huh?” He smiled, and quickly pulled her up with him. “Let’s go to the Chateau. Get you cleaned up.”
“I’m not meeting your friends looking like this, J,” she rolled her eyes, pushing him away slightly. He pulled her close, placing a soft kiss against her forehead that left her all breathless.
“Why not? You’re still pretty.”
She made a face, but let her body be pulled away by JJ to his bike. She was nervous, of course, to see his friends, but she decided it was time anyways.
If she was to date JJ, then she would have to meet his friends and talk to them eventually.
When (Y/N) first entered the chateau, she didn’t know what to expect. Pope and Kiera were friendly to her, but she could feel the strange vibe between her and Kie, but they were both trying to be polite not to mention anything.
(Y/N) knew there was somebody missing from the group, but she didn’t dare mention it to anyone. JJ had hinted about this to her before, something about John B getting convicted, but she had tried her best to stray away from the topic.
“Let’s play truth or dare,” Kie smiled, clasping her hands together and laying her back against the chair. She watched as JJ whispered something to (Y/N), feeling her heart tightened when she laughed, and shook her head. Kie would never let anyone like her trouble her.
“JJ, truth or dare,” Kie said, crossing her arms. Her question was directed to JJ, but she watching (Y/N) intently.
“Dare.”
“Come on, we’re short of one person who could think of the best dares,” she said, and (Y/N) realised the piercing tone and attention towards her. She sucked in a breath, not sure if she was just stating or directing the statement to her in a satirical manner.
“Okay, truth,” JJ rolled his eyes.
“Do you miss John B?”
“Kie-” Pope groaned, “Not the time.”
(Y/N) watched as he glanced at her, but quickly pulled away when he realised she was staring at him too.
“Okay, since you guys wanna be such assholes,” Kie sat up straighter. “(Y/N), truth or dare?”
“I’m not playing.”
“Of course you’re playing,” Kie laughed, “You’re fucking with JJ now right? You gotta show-”
“Shit, Kie, what’s your problem?” JJ sighed, throwing his arms up into the air. “She’s a friend of mine.”
“She’s not your friend!” She suddenly exclaimed, “She fucking saw Rafe shot Sheriff Peterkin but decided to keep her stupid mouth shut because-”
“Stop it!” JJ yelled, pushing her against the seat. “Kie! Not right now!”
“What do you mean not right now?” (Y/N) asked, disbelief lacing in her tone. What was even happening? She was having the best time of her life a few hours ago at the beach, and now this?
“Oh, did your boyfriend not tell you?” Kie laughed. “It’s all an act for you to confess to him that you saw Rafe kill Sheriff Peterkin. Don’t fucking act dumb with me, (Y/N), you saw, and you didn’t tell anyone.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she gritted her teeth, “I never saw him kill anyone.”
“Bullshit!”
“Kie!” JJ yelled, using all of his power to hold off the struggling girl. He motioned for Pope to take over and tried to reach (Y/N), only for her to walk straight towards the exit.
“Wait, wait, I don’t mean it-” he sighed, wrapping his fingers around her wrist before pulling her close. “I don’t-”
“You betrayed me,” she said. “Are you that stupid? So you planned about helping me to the taxi stop so that I can confess whatever it is about Rafe? Is that your fucking plan?”
“No, oh my god, I didn’t mean-”
“Fuck! I know I can never trust you guys,” she hissed, pulling her hand away before walking towards the door. She groaned again when she realised the lack of a vehicle to drive home, but she rather walk back home than be in the same distance as JJ or Kie or anyone else.
She walked alone all the way to the main part of town so that she could hire a cab, and just to make her day any better; the rain suddenly decided it was time to cool the island, and (Y/N) was left to soak.
She put her arms around her, shivering slightly, looking back at her previous way and wondering how much time she had spent walking from the Chateau. If only she had driven all the way from Figure 8 to The Cut, she wouldn’t have had to waste her time walking mindlessly.
A few minutes after, she saw a car pulling up beside her. She decided to ignore the black vehicle in hope for whoever it is to finally give up.
“Get in, (Y/N).”
Part #2
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