#this made me weirdly emotional

[dkakapizzaboy]

#dokyeom #DK #seventeen #DK mindset #svt #lee seokmin #this made me weirdly emotional #Youtube

[rox-of-iu]

ayo guys guess what time it is again :)) 💜💜

spoiler warning for cultivate ch 41-46

hehe finally scrambled brain enough to be able to catch up and cultivate makes me go 🥰🥰😌🤗😊😊

cultivate of course by @neonghostcat beloved

#cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #liushen #mu qingfang #anyway congrats to the newlyweds #no longer has to shake SY like a bug wow hjskdh #also if ur wondering why i formatted it so stupidly and the SY club bit gets cut off so weirdly in the preview #its because i find it inherently funny how YQY gets cut out of the frame sorry hes my favouritest wet rag of a man to bully fjdsfhk #i know poor guy has it rough but not my fault hes so bulliable #anywaqyy OUGH THE PLOT IS THICKENINGG THIS IS SO EXCITING #also mqf my bby beloved ohhhhh i care him so much #yes to everyone who forgor monthly mandatory reminder that i love mqf #anyway i feel like i had lot more to say but head empty. hopefullůy the doodles are conveying my excitement properly when words cant xD #OH YEAH FORGOT TO MENTION #i borrowed the Mu Yue design for the gossip girls club from that one piece from fistfuloflightning #sorry if youre not cool with that i just love that piece so much it made me so emotional the first time i saw it i love it dearly #so i yoinked your mu yue for the background sorry aha

[ganondoodle]

i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo

#ganondoodles talks #also probably sounds like self pity #but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist #i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think #but the internet never gets to see that much of me #i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere #so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing #i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out #i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with #i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong #im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh #it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again #sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with- #-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it #doesnt sound like a good excuse #... i want to thank those that do stick with me #even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise #there are little things that still make me angry at myself #like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing #and i got two #and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop #i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late #i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom #no matter how much i enjoy the ask #and i love getting asks!!! #im sorry :((

[human-wof-designs]

🐣🐣 prophet dragonets or just Sunny

Small .

#when i was drawing this i thought of dune braiding her hair #it made me weirdly emotional #anyway #sunny #wings of fire #wof #ask game #askbox #art #human

[jkpng]

day 135/547 of missing jungkook

#jk #jungkook #buny #said i would yap abt this live and here it is #ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter #but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE #and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional #like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy #and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting #and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently #like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭 #like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled #and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK……. #and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened #and got talkative again #and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh…… #and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever

[starheirxero]

The conversation between Monty and Moon has me so dang Intrigued-

Old Moon is dead, and yet he is not. His memory is all but a corrupted file in the body of another. A part of him is still there, in a sort of vegetative state, dead yet alive, alive yet dead, never to come back, but still reachable.

This is such a cool concept!!

-Stardust

RIGHT???? THAT REVEAL ACTUALLY CAUGHT ME TOTALLY OFF GUARD IF I'M BEING HONEST BUT IM SO FASCINATED?????? LIKE OMS.

There's a certain vibe to it now that rings less like "New Moon is a walking grave for Old Moon" and more like "New Moon has been (unknowingly) keeping the last known piece of Old Moon alive simply by existing" and thats SUPER INTRIGUING????

I'm SUPER fascinated where they intend to go with this. I hope it crushes me emotionally in a way I never knew I could be emotionally crushed before <3

#asks #anon #stardust anon #also monty and moon solo interactions that aren't just business..... kinda forgot i missed those aoaughh #them cheering to staying alive was so real and made me weirdly emotional idk why HEHAAHGS #BUT YES. VERY COOL TURN CAN'T WAIT 2 SEE WHERE IT GOES !!! #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams spoilers #tsams spoilers

[gotchibam]

Just wanna say I finally updated the trello queue for the ko-fi doodle requests! Sorry it took so long but also thank you sm for being patient w/ me ;_;

#weirdly enough I was expecting more for some reason @_@ #might be bc i've gotten around 70+ reqs before..... #for those who don't know i've gotten so much reqs before too & finished all of em in a span of several months #longest doodle(s) to be finished & sent took around 7 months i think (im very sorry for those ppl ;_;) #said i'd never do it again but well... here I am again #it's not gonna take as long (I hope) don't worry but yeah it may take a few months for some (i'm sorry in advance) #thank u all sm for the support & kind messages! and to that kind & generous supporter thank you so so much as well (I cried reading ur msg) #I really appreciated that & it made me emotional ;_; but it makes me happy that my art has somehow helped you even just in a small way too #bam blabs

[lee-sanghyeok]

the leader and the maknae at the basketball court on their free day

#this moment made me weirdly emotional #like they're really brothers #jaehyun ruffling his hair and then reaching for his hand??? goodbye. #jaehyun #woonhak #boynextdoor #camcordoor #bonedo #bnd #forbnd #eritual #useroro #userfoive #usermask

[hyunpic]

STRAY KIDS: all we need is enough love, to hold us where we are

#skz #video #hiii for all the one direction and stray kids enjoyers… #making this made me weirdly emotional idk 😣 #hope u like it i put my love in it so it makes it special 🤭 #i had to delete my tiny tower and all of my pixel residence there to give me space for this.. 🫠 now they are all homeless in the #trash can of the pixel universe. sacrifices had to be made

[gleeksfreaksandwannabes]

We’ve reached the end guys!

This is going to be a double update, so I’ll post the links to both chapters down the bottom, but oh my gosh I’m getting kind of emotional.

Thank you guys so much for engaging with this story and for reading it, I usually post these just for me because I am my own target audience, so my account really is just a little time capsule of things I love, but to see other people enjoying it too really makes my little nerd heart happy, so thank you!

Before I get too cheesy, here are the links for chapters 17 and 18 of The Man Out Of Time!

#ahh we made it #and i’m like weirdly emotional about it #i’m super proud of this little story and the fact that people actually enjoy it too just makes me so happy #also you know i had to give steve and bucky happy ending #after everything they deserve it #they deserve to be a happy married couple making a difference in the world on their terms #maybe raising a little white cat #my loves #steve rogers #captain america #bucky barnes #the winter soldier #stucky #marvel #my writing #laura’s writing

[ccbatman]

I once said that I thought Steph would make a great Black Canary, and I still think that's one of the realest takes I've ever had.

Like, this moment seared itself into my head and never faded:

{ Robin 80-Page Giant }

#stephanie brown #dinah lance #spoiler #black canary #me learning about how dinah lost her cry which was as much BULLSHIT as steph's death btw okay hold on i need to get this out of my system #because they had to nerf her SO HARD for that to make sense and it STILL DIDNT BECAUSE ?????? SHE'S THE BLACK CANARY???? THAT GUY WAS A #NOBODY WITH A KNIFE ARE YOU JOKING??? and then the story that follows isnt even really ABOUT dinah it's about ollie and im so. ohhhh my god #JUST like how steph's death was largely brished aside to deal with bruce and jason's angst like. yeah i wanted there to be angst but it #wouldve been nice if it had been about HER for more than five seconds. honestly im so mixed about her death and return tbh. the way they #went about her passing was so weirdly inconsistent through the issues that bruce managing to get her to leslie in time does make sense but #then they do that weird thing with leslie and it's like ???? wha???? i go back and forth on how i feel about steph's return. on one hand i #love how she comes back more focused and stronger largely by her own means but on the other i did want #... something. i wanted her to be angry a bit longer and to deal with the complicated emotions between her 'failing' and bruce's 'failing' #and what that meant for her now. idk i love her batgirl run but it wouldve been nice if she had a bit more space to grieve herself. #anyway later in this issue dinah agrees to mentor steph for a bit and her rules are pretty much the same as bruce's when he made her robin #and if dinah had mentored steph instead of bruce she never would've died ok send tweet #wjshshsk #i love the panels of them looking at each other. dinah looking into steph's eyes and recognising the look in them. #i love how she smiles at stephanie both times. it's so gentle and kind. ily black canary #love posting on blogs where no one follows me. i can just say shit

[hexiquin]

Me on the outside: I'm totally fine haha

Me on the inside thinking about yohaji and the fandom:

#I'm gonna be cringe in the tags just to let you know #This fandom has been the one that made me want to get back into being apart of one #I've been in so many fandoms over the years #Fandom after fandom filled with pointless drama between fans and staff #Fandoms filled with fans doing horrible thing to each other and themselves #Fandoms were I didn't feel welcome or weren't really there to begin with #But the yohaji fandom has shown me why I like being a fan and interacting with other fans #This is weirdly enough my little safe space on the internet were I can have fun and be goofy #and feel like life is ok even in these moments #Anyway enough of having these mushy emotions #yohaji #hexi posting

[cellsshapedlikestars]

Do you have any tips for starting to write fanfic? I would love to write Jonsa but I always feel like I don't have any ideas or that the ideas I have aren't original if that males sense?

Thank you for all your wonderful writing you share with us!

Anon!!!!

My advice is - WHO CARES!!

Is your idea unoriginal? WHO CARES! The thing is, the fic WILL be original because it's YOU writing it and not someone else (obviously as long as you're not fully plagiarizing lmao, I mean in general). I am not kidding when I say I can read the same "idea" a million times if it's my jam. Salty teens? Sign me tf up. Fake dating? YES PLEASE. Arranged marriage? Love it. I have written all of these things and yet I would gladly read more that anyone else writes. And there are plenty of other genres I will read no matter what.

And I bet if you ask any person that reads fanfic, they will tell you the same. They have certain tropes that they will read over and over and over and over...

If you need more convincing - take the fic I'm currently writing. Is it that original? No, not really. Is it deep? Nope. I'm writing it because I needed something super light after mongrel heart and it's fun for ME.

That's advice I've given before - write what you want to read. It will be obvious if YOU are having fun (and not, say, writing something because you think it will be a hit with an audience).

And now, what may actually be my biggest piece of advice - write something, without the expectation that you will post it and others will read it.

The first fic I ever wrote for this fandom (after 10 years of not writing at all) sat around in my head for about a month before one night, unable to sleep because of a really bad anxiety spiral, I sat there in the dark, for hours, just writing out thousands of words of this story idea. It was only when I was about 3/4 done that I went, ok, maybe I will actually post this, just because it's already written and why not, and I created my ao3 account.

The lovely thing about fic writing is that you do not need to be original, you don't even need to be great. Just have fun, and others will have fun with you!

I really hope you do write, anon, if only for yourself, though I'm sure people would love if you did post it.

#cellsshapedlikeasks #i cannot stress enough how much fandom is supposed to be FUN #and I say this as someone who sometimes loses sight of that #who gets bogged down in numbers #or if I'm good enough #but i always find my way back #also i don't know why but this ask made me weirdly emotional about fandom #and i want to hug you anon #and any other writer who is too afraid to write or who doesn't think they're good enough or who doubts themselves #my ask box & messages are always open

[bluesadansey]

I think Bonnie’s expression arc would be so much better to me if Shane was played by a woman…

#like the concept of expression is interesting (as someone who is good with fantasy worlds playing fast and lose with rules if the result has #emotional/character stakes that work) and there are moments where it’s emphasized as being an arc about transference when Bonnie grieving #Sheila comes up and that moment where Shane uses her guilt over Sheila suffering on the other side because of choices Bonnie has made with #magic. So I think for the story to be compelling overall you need to have Bonnie acting opposite/transferring and having this warped #mentor ship dynamic with… basically we needed a Marina Andrieski for her to have this story with #Also reminds me weirdly of Emily Fields s3 arc with Nate: also a transference story in theory that would work better if Nate was played by #woman. for other reasons #bonnie bennett #tvd #s speaks #s rewatches tvd #might come back to this post later #I also think it would be better if Shane was played by a different male actor who was more compelling but. yeah I think ideally-

[carpisuns]

i love your art! it always brings a smile to my face <3

oh this is so kind 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much!!

#this was so nice bc I have been really struggling with my art lately #and it’s been hard to make things turn out the way I want and I keep getting frustrated and not liking it #so yeah this is just nice to hear<3 #also it’s just. idk when people say this to me I’m like ??? really ?? 🥺 #cause there are so many really cool art styles/artists out there and my stuff to me is not very standout #I mean I have a good time making things and I’m glad other people like the things I make #I just assume it’s like ‘oh yay my blorbo!!’ rather than like my style specifically haha #which is fine!! like obviously I love my blorbos and I get excited seeing them djdjdj #and I don’t necessarily feel *bad* about having an art style that is less flavorful than others #I like my style (usually haha) #but still it just makes me like !! when someone like my art specifically idk! #it feels special to me #like if the style is nothing to write home about and some people still write home about it djjdd im jusf<3 Aw thanks for including me. #thanks for thinking of me #it’s meaningful to me to know I hold space in people’s thoughts #anyway I’m glad I could make u smile anon 🥺 this made ME smile #and sorry for the uncomfortable tag rambling I’ve been weirdly emotional the past few days most like due to shark week #werewolf time if you will #lmao #anon #ask #nice things

[deathclassic]

i have to say i’m so impressed and grateful that you drew something every day for appreciation week!! you’re amazing thank you for taking part in our little event 💕

thanks for holding the event! it was a lot of fun and definitely kickstarted my love for drawing dan and phil again :')

#made me weirdly emotional doing it fr