#tw schizophrenia

[pricklymuffinzzzzz]

Jokes I don’t think are funny,

Jokes about when mixed ppl don’t look mixed

Jokes about how “borderline” or manic someone is acting

Jokes about “the voices”

When someone jokes about how they haven’t eaten all day, like okay??

When someone jokes about another persons mental illness when they haven’t gotten permission.

When someone jokes about wanting to go to a mental hospital, saying “I need the vacation” “silly people vacation” etc, treating it like it’s not severely traumatic. Stop joking about that shit.

Oh and stop fucking joking about having ptsd, it’s not fucking funny, shut the fuck up

I can’t stop anyone from making these jokes but can y’all shut the fuck up sometimes? Like unless you’ve experienced it, when you have the trauma it’s funny. But when you just say that shit for fun it’s so fucking annoying.

#tw vent post #tw vent #tw schizophrenia #tw bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd problems #tw bpd #actually ocd #did vent #actually did #bpd vent #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #bpd #bpd safe #schizophrenia #actually schizophrenic #tw discrimination #mixed race #vent post #personal vent #vent #tw eating issues #tw ed descussion #tw ed implied #tw mental illness #tw mental hospital #tw medical #tw medical trauma

[ikamigami]

IMPORTANT

To all of those people who say that Sun can drink alcohol, I'm here to tell you one thing:

With such serious mental disorder as Sun has, he shouldn't drink alcohol.

Before someone tell me that he's robot so it doesn't matter, he sounded intoxicated when Moon and Solar went to check on him which implies it has an effect on him. So it matters.

And I'm very ashamed of all adults in this fandom who act like it's all fine.

No one who suffers from disorders with psychotic features or schizophrenia or shizoaffective disorders should drink alcohol.

Also you shouldn't drink daily to relax because it can lead to a development of alcohol addiction.

And no one should drink a bottle of wine a day because it's great risk to your health. Both physical and mental.

Another thing to note is that it seems that some people forgot that show implied that Sun most definitely has some sort of psychosis. And people who think that Sun can't have any other disorder alongside GAD are completely wrong.

Please, people educate yourselves on mental health first before you start talking nonsense.

It's important to look on more information on this topic other than your own experiences. Yes, your experiences are valid but they're limited only to you.

#sun and moon show #sams #sams sun #sun and moon show sun #tw mental health #tw alcoholism #tw psychosis #tw anxiety #tw schizophrenia #tw depression #tw depressive psychosis

[mossy-headstones]

I was recently diagnosed with schizophrenia (again) and I was hoping to find someone who I could talk about this stuff with just someone who relates and can talk openly about hallucinations

About me: I’m 18 and a man ,,,,, I love to write poetry, watch videos and learn about psychology ,,,,,,, I am non judgmental and looking for someone who is the same

My main schizophrenia symptom is hallucinations and I would love to talk about it with someone who understands

#mental ill meme #seriously schizophrenic #tw schizophrenia #schizo spectrum #schizophrenic spectrum #schizoposting #actually schizophrenic #schizophrenia #schizospec #schizoaffective #tw psychosis #actually psychotic #psychosis #bpd tag

[rowiewritesstuff]

TW: SENSITIVE SU*C*DE TOPICS

Read at your own discretion.

So another idea I've had is there is a psychic/seer reader who can't handle that they have schizophrenia. Whenever they touch something or someone they may see glimpses of odd things, and they try to ignore it because, well, it's all in their head according to their doctor (including seeing curses).

One day they are on a bridge about to jump when Gojo stops them. Gojo all but kidnaps them to his house since they were kicked out by their parents for being "crazy" and after becoming an adult they couldnt get work

Gojo convinces reader to tell him about it ans Gojo explains it's a cursed technique (or so he thinks).

Reader joins Jujutsu High (As a staff member for cooking or cleaning) and learns about their power- catching the attention of many. Being a psychic is a powerful tool- if only they could get their hands on you.

#tw suicide #tw suicide attempt #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen gojo #jjk gojo #jjk #gojo satoru #tw mental illness #tw false diagnosis #tw schizophrenia #possible yandere #yandere implied

[caelxmontgomery]

His entire body was in turmoil. He was absolutely still and numb one moment, and his chest was heaving, body shaking the next. His cracked, red knuckles burned, his left-eye was pounding. He wasn't sure why, but rather than making his way to the park, where he usually frequented a park bench, he had made his way to the shelter instead. What would they have done at the sight of his swelling eye, which already began to turn colour, his cut lip, as well as the bloodied knuckles. Turned out he didn't need to think about that, as the shelter had closed its doors at midnight, leaving Cael stranded. He knew that he should hide, already having dodged several police cars that were undoubtedly looking for those responsible for a bar fight half an hour ago, but all Cael could do was slide down against the wall, hair damp and slowly getting wet from the drizzle that had graced the warm summer air. His knees dug into his chest, fingers tousling his hair as he sat there huddled up, rapid mumbling escaping his lips. Ravings of a troubled man, as passerby's would think, not knowing about the troubled discussion that was going on inside his head. He didn't look up when he heard a car stop somewhere nearby, simply continuing to stare at the line between his knees where the fabric of his jeans touched. He wouldn't do well in jail, the itching voice in his mind told him, softly falling from his lips. But he was tired, his own answered back. @viktorpierce

#( convo. ) #( convo. viktor pierce ) #oops #tw blood #tw schizophrenia

[aristotels]

me, going thru psychosis: im like...so normal haha im so normal and not weird at all im the most normal person in the world and if anyone found out about the thoughts in my mind id be burned at the stake but thats ok bc this world isnt real and its just made of nightmares-

someone: so how would you describe yourself?

me: oh me? Pretty down to earth

#tw psychosis #tw schizophrenia

[kissorkill15]

Who Taught The Onceler To Knit?: A Lorax Fanfic

By JJ

Summary: We're going to find out who taught the Onceler to knit.

This fanfic is for @hellcat5698 on Deviantart

Isabella was just sitting by the fireplace, knitting something, minding her own business. It was a secret that she loved to knit, almost as much as her son, Onceler. She liked to make little dolls for her children, and each time they asked her where she got the dolls, she'd say it was a little secret of hers that she'd like to keep.

She added a few stitches here and there, and then she was finally done. It was a little doll, a doll that looked similar to the Onceler. She sewed a few more finishing touches on it, and with those few finishing touches, he now looked like a puppet.

Yes, that's what she thought her son was. A puppet she liked to use for her bidding, something she liked to control. She already had him wrapped around her finger, so it would make a whole lot of sense that she considered him a puppet.

She walked to her small cabinet, filled with other unfinished dolls of the rest of her family, and hung him on the shiny silver hook in the middle. That's when she heard a voice.

"Mom?"

It was her son, Onceler. Standing in the doorway, wearing a white shirt, green-striped tie, black pants, black hat, and black dress shoes.

"Can I ask you something?"

Isabella closed the small cabinet, "Of course, Oncie. Come on in.", she spoke in an innocent voice. The Onceler walked in the room, his shadow nearly showing the puppet strings his mother sewed onto the similar doll.

"Alright, Oncie. What did you want to talk about?"

The Onceler shamefully looked at the floor, trying to come up with the right words to say. "Well, Mom. I love you very much, and I would hate to accuse you of doing anything bad, and I don't want to make it sound like I'm accusing you of doing anything bad. I'm not saying I am, it's just that-"

Isabella sighed, "Spit it out, Oncie. You know mama doesn't like to be kept waiting."

With all the courage he could muster up, he sucked in a deep breath and finally said "Mom, I feel like you're only in this whole Thneed business for the money. Before, you said I wouldn't ever amount to anything, and now that I'm making all of this money, you say that you were only trying to motivate me."

Isabella's eyes widened, as if someone had slapped her in the face. "Oncie, of course I'm not in this for the money. Who fed you a lie like that?"

The Onceler didn't want to tell his mother about the Lorax, there's no way she would believe him. And it's like the Lorax said...

Only those who have a deep connection with nature shall see the almighty Lorax.

And Isabella didn't have a connection with nature of any kind. But he wanted to get this off his chest, he wanted to be honest with her, he loved his mother too much to keep secrets from her.

"Mom, I know you're probably not going to believe me, but it's worth a shot."

The Onceler inhaled another long breath, mustering up all the courage he had.

"There's this little furry orange thing, he goes by the Lorax, and he's an almighty guardian of the forest. He says that if you have a deep connection with nature, then you'll be able to see him, and I have this deep connection with nature I didn't know I even had. I was talking to him last night and he was saying that you were only in this whole Thneed business for the money, I didn't want to believe him, because I love you too much to believe anything bad about you. I thought he was bluffing, but then I decided that maybe I should ask you myself."

Isabella's face was blank for a moment, then she put on a condescending look.

"Oncie, have you been taking your pills like the doctor said?"

"Yes, Mom."

"Then why are you coming to me with nonsense like this?"

"Mom, it's not nonsense. I really-"

Isabella put a finger to her son's lips, shushing him. "Oncie, let me tell you what that little orange thing is. That's just the little voice in your head, trying to convince you that you're doing something wrong, but the truth is you're not doing anything wrong. The thing you call the Lorax is just in your head, either that, or your schizophrenia is acting up as always. Oncie, take my advice. If you ever see that thing ever again, just stay calm and take your pill."

The Onceler just nodded, believing his mother knew best. He wasn't doing anything wrong, he was just biggering, the Lorax didn't know what he was talking about, he was just a figment of his imagination. When he turned to leave, his mother said something else.

"Oncie, one more thing."

The Onceler turned around.

"I'm not in this for the money, I'm in this for you. I love you, Oncie, and I love your ideas. You're doing everything just great, so don't you worry your head. You've made me so proud."

The Onceler nodded and left the room completely.

It was true, Isabella really did love her son. But she also loved how easy he was to manipulate.

The Onceler kept repeating his mother's words in his head, how the Lorax was just a figment of his imagination, how he wasn't doing anything wrong. Once he got to his office, he filled a glass of water, put a pill in it, and chugged the whole thing down.

#the lorax #the onceler #mama-ler #isabella onceler #tw manipulation #tw schizophrenia

[old-man-gun]

Hi. Cinythe. Yes, I’m corrupted Circumsphere. No I’m not Circumcannon. Yes, this is a different corruption. No, I’m not good with kids. Please don’t be a nuisance, Cadenza will yell at me if I hang another one on electrical wire. Yes, that’s Cintagon’s name when corrupted. No, he’s not the same as Cintagram.

More info under read more!

Hello! This is a roleplay blog for Cinythe, who is Circumsphere if he was corrupted with a corruption variant from my au! Some basic info;

He’s 68 years old, so yes, he is old.

5’11”, normally 5’4”. Don’t call him short.

Dual wields machine guns, they’re almost always strapped to his hips

Part demon, part bat, and has severe anger issues. Please keep him calm-

Married to Cintagon (refers to him as Cadenza), and has 2 adoptive kids (Pentellow and Granite, Granite is owned by my friend)

Has an older sister named Pirene (refers to her as Phyllis)

Apathetic, doesn’t talk about how he’s feeling much

Hates comforting shapes, but is weirdly good at it

Hates being touched if you aren’t family or his husband

Hisses like a cat when upset

Will give you a death stare if you upset him, aka, you should run

Huge gun collection. HUGE gun collection.

Lost a leg in the war, now has a prosthetic

Has severe schizophrenia (I do not have schizophrenia, so if I’m writing it inaccurately, please let me know)

Will be updated in the future!

#tw schizophrenia

[erudan]

I find it super annoying that all of my paranormal encounters can be explained by my health issues, mental and otherwise.

Yeah, I just keep seeing these weird shadow-y figures out of the corner of my eye, spooky! Bro, you’re schizophrenic.

Every time I sit down to eat at the old dining room table, I get super cold! Like a ghost just passed through me! You literally have diabetes, your blood sugar dips before you eat.

At night while I try to sleep, I’m physically unable to settle down and I keep hearing whispering! How ghostly! My Brother In Christ, you’re an insomniac, and we’ve already talked about the schizophrenia.

Sometimes, I feel like the air has been snatched straight from my lungs and I feel like someone’s punching me in the heart! You’re having a panic attack. Take some lorazepam.

I feel like someone’s staring at me 24/7, but nobody’s there! I think I’m being haunted! No, you just have paranoid delusions. Please check yourself into the psych ward.

Is is too much to ask for a ghostly lover to satisfy my rampant spectrophila???

#tw schizophrenia #all my fellow #spectrophilia #havers put you hands up #text post

[heckalecki]

i’ve said i’m fine but really what i wanna say is that i’m not great and i’m spending hours a day watching cars drive past and memorising licence plates and standing or sitting exclusively against the wall so no one can surprise me from behind. and keeping all the lights on all the time and refusing to look at stairs because they might let bad things in and looking away from every corner that something might be able to peak around because there’s constant movement in my peripheral just waiting for me to let my guard down before it strikes. and it’s tiring to be this scared all the time. friends, im sorry i’ve not been writing and i’m sorry if my messages are dry at the moment i’m really trying to keep everything together. i am safe. and i’ll say this to myself a million times over until i believe it. my doctors know how i’m feeling and i’m hoping things start to get better soon because i’d really like to rest and feel at ease. sorry for the rant i’m just too embarrassed to message friends and peeps personally and admit i’m getting ill again. so i’m just sort of firing it into the abyss. because that makes sense obv lol

#tw schizophrenia #cw schizophrenia #sorry for the ramble #but oddly i do feel a bit lighter now

[ikamigami]

The fact that schizophrenia, shizoaffective disorder, bipolar disorder or depressive psychosis have higher risk of attempting suicide and higher risk of suicide completion really make one think considering that Sun having one of those is pretty much canon.

And yet there are people who dare to say that Sun is fine and that he received help. Well, first, Sun isn't even close to fine and second he didn't receive the help he actually needs.

Also increase of anxiety in individuals who has disorder with psychotic features is one of signs that said individual may attempt suicide.

And we can see that Sun is most definitely more anxious as of recent.

Another thing is that many patients with depressive psychosis don't report having suicidal thoughts or suicide ideation but like I said they are at higher risk of attempting suicide or suicide completion.

And like I said there's a strong possibility that Sun has a depressive psychosis.

Another thing is that Sun most definitely had psychotic episode during the time when he went after Eclipse because when he was recalling a memory from this event he remember it incorrectly. He said that he tried to kill Eclipse with magic blast but we all saw that it didn't happen like that. Sun at that time was unable to control his magic outbursts. They just happened. Also we could see that he used it on self-defence after Eclipse threatened to kill him. He didn't use his magic to kill Eclipse.

Most of the time when people have manic or psychotic episode, they can't recall what exactly happened because it affects their memory greatly.

And now Sun also drinks alcohol which is an awful mix with having any mental disorder and especially in such amount.

Also I think that Sun purposefully changed the address of the package so Moon and Solar wouldn't be even more concerned that Sun is the one who bought that subscription.

Sun is most definitely not okay. :)

"I'm fine and stress free" says the guy who drinks a bottle of wine a day with 13-14% of alcohol.

#sun and moon show #sams #sams sun #sun and moon show sun #sams spoilers #tw depressive psychosis #tw schizophrenia #tw bipolar #tw suicide #tw suicide attempt #tw suicide ideation #tw alchoholism

[mossy-headstones]

Ramble

TW // hallucinations, mania mention

I have been feeling good. I feel good about staying sober and overall my mood has been great. I had so much fun with my friend today. I have been struggling with my hallucinations a lot, more than anything. Sometimes I feel like I am really embodying schizophrenia. It’s scary because I feel like people can tell I’m crazy. Do I mind? I guess so. I am very open with those around me. I sometimes wonder what it would be like to live without hallucinations. Sometimes the hallucinations are comforting to me. Can’t sleep tonight, hopefully not becoming manic.

#schizoposting #seriously schizophrenic #tw schizophrenia #hallucination tw #mania tw #schizo spectrum #actually schizophrenic #schizophrenic spectrum #schizospec #tw psychosis #psychosis #actually psychotic #psychotic spectrum

[henryisabigfatbitch]

Yk YouTubers should really censor potentially triggering stuff like self harm scars and creepy imagery. I don't know why any of them think it's okay to not censor that shit

"we should be able to post whatever we want!!1!!!1"

Yeah, unless what you're posting can hurt someone

Like for example

Despite me asking not to see any a similar content to The Boiled One, or whatever it's called I don't wanna think about it, YouTube recommended me 2 of the videos. I literally had an actual breakdown because of it. I can't fucking sleep. YouTube as far as I can understand, is an automated system that recommends stuff. It's not a person, but the people who make the videos are.

I'm not bashing the Creator at all, the Creator didn't do anything wrong by creating it, I think it's an amazing work of art. But something in my schizophrenic mind tells me it's in my room somewhere and I can't go 2 minutes without having to look around. And yes, I can recognize a delusion, that does NOT make it any less real to me. And I know it's not just me being a little paranoid, I know it's my schizophrenia, it's not just paranoia. Sorry if this is a hot take and sorry if I made any typos.

TLDR: Please censor sensitive topics in your YouTube videos.

#tw delusion #tw schizophrenia #actuallymentallyill #actually schizophrenic #tw the boiled one #analog horror isnt for me i guess #tw vent #vent tw #tw self harm mention

[mid-student-hannah]

look at the last two entries

#hannah studies mh #tw schizophrenia #<- idk what to tag this

[fuckinhornibastard]

I think the LoV should try capturing Endeavor and try babying him as a way of embarrassing him, and I think it should completely backfire. Like, they leave him already changed into littlespace gear, but he finds it very comfortable, so he doesn't demand to change out of it like they expect him to. He uses the chewables as stress relief, he's not really interested in the toys, but he is interested in the puzzles and puzzle books.

The whole time they're like, "Why isn't this fucker embarrassed and demanding we give him a more adult room?" Enji is just cuddling into the mound of blankets, weighted blankets, and pillows he's made.

It's actually helping him, and the LoV is SO confused! They eventually hire a therapist after witnessing what they're fairly certain is a meltdown, that Enji definitely tried to hide, and Enji finally gets diagnosed with like seven mental illnesses, one of which should've made it to where Enji couldn't be a Pro Hero.

Enji has Schizophrenia and is COMPLETELY UNAWARE that what he was experiencing wasn't normal. That he shouldn't be having visual and auditory hallucinations of dead people and creatures that can only be described as eldritch horrors.

Yeah, the negotiation of his release involves him getting proper psychiatric help, his hero license being taken from him, the Hero Commission still paying his wage to support him and his children, AND the Hero Commission issuing a public apology for both not removing Enji from his mother's care, and for covering up Enji's obvious mental and physical medical issues.

#autism #boku no hero acadamia #todoroki enji #endeavor #he's also autistic #and he has chronic pain #tw hero commission #hero commission bashing #league of villains #tw schizophrenia

[daedrabela]

what most people think schizophrenia is: THE VOICES!!! THEY WON'T STOP!! THEY'RE TELLING ME TO KILL YOU!!

what schizophrenia actually is:

- THAT TISSUE USED TO BE A PERSON!!!

- oh she looks kinda bad today OH GOD SOMEONE LAUGHED CAN THEY HEAR MY THOUGHTS???

- This juice I'm drinking is alcohol and my entire house is a delusion I am actually living in squalor in a rundown house and I'm a terrible person.

-THE UNIVERSE IS A SONG EVERY HEARTBEAT EVERY MOVEMENT OF THE ATOM PLAYS A NOTE IN A SYMPHONY NO ONE CAN HEAR!!! IT'S CALLED ANGEL MUSIC BECAUSE IT'S TOO FAST FOR US TO UNDERSTAND AND OUR PERCEPTION OF TIME IS ACTUALLY SUPER SLOW SO WE CAN EXIST.

- I can't eat this french toast it smells and tastes like shit. Yes it is obviously delicious food and not shit but what if it was actually poop and I'm delusional. I'm also going to cry uncontrollably about it and scare my mom because I don't want to hurt her feelings by saying it smells and tastes like poo.

- my bedsheets haven't been washed recently but they smell like the hospital and I can hear faint beeping and some kind of choir I must be delusional and dying in a hospital but it's not scary it's actually very peaceful.

- THERE'S AN INTRUDER IN THE HOUSE AND IT'S MY FATE TO BE MURDERED ON THE TOILET BUT I'M TOO SCARED TO GET UP AND the cat just assumed the aspect of death and tapped me on the shoulder so I have died my daily death and now I can wipe.

All of the above are real authentic schizo thoughts I have had and hallucinations I've experienced.

#tw psychosis #tw schizophrenia #tw hallucinations #tw unreality #actually mentally ill #actually schizophrenic