I think it's a bit of generalization no? To dismiss all those who salivate over crappy bls? Sure there is fetishism, and those who fetishize ( i mean look at how many fanboys salivate over the slave!leia costume). But I don't think they are as unaware...I used to think that. But the more I go through their personal blogs, I feel like I had projected whatever negative things I had heard on all of them.
I don't know who shits on kp or what is their reason, but many fans of bl have their own reasons for liking the " less polished" stories. We all come from different places all over the world. We all have different experiences and sometimes we will take any lgbtq media no matter how cringey it is. That's our only release. Yes perhaps most times it is just about watching two guys rubbing it off...maybe that's wrong, I don't know. But maybe it's also something personal? I don't know.
In what world is that scenario any better? That's just like saying that people who are aware of their racism is better for it because they know they're racist. Honestly, that's even worse. You know you're a bigot and you're okay with that? Wow! I've been fetishized for a number of reasons and I guarantee it does not feel good. You're not treated like a real person. You're treated like an animal in a zoo; you're not treated like a human being who's more than just this thing a bigot can use to Other you.
How about you confront your bigotry and unlearn it? Now, that's a novel idea. That's what I really want. I don't care if you're well aware of being racist or aware of the fact that you fetishize people, how about you unlearn it? How about you examine why people feel uncomfortable about the fact that you engage in this behavior to begin with? Listen to the people affected by it and learn something from it. There's a privilege in being able to fetishize the 'abnormal' and the 'exotic', isn't there? Fanboys fetishized and sexualized Slave!Leia, and Carrie Fisher coming out and emphasizing that Leia was forced to wear that costume and the character didn't choose to wear it; she was a prisoner. There's a privilege in seeing that costume as a sexual thing when the context of it has far more troubling consequences because everyone internalizes the media they consume.
If you're not an individual who is apart of the LGBT+ community, you must ask yourself why you find your 'freedom' in this community that you shunned and forced into the closet for centuries. Apo was essentially chased out of the country and the industry because they didn't think he was 'masculine' enough and you guys really don't believe this sightseeing expedition in the LGBT+ community has any negative real world consequences whatsoever. I'm not assuming anything about his sexuality or gender expression, but I am emphasizing how people treat individuals in the real world who don't fit the stereotypical role based on what society deems as 'normal.' The fetishization isn't doing anyone any favors if the privileged people engaging in it aren't using their privilege to change the way these people are being treated. Straight women who enjoy getting their rocks off to this type of thing while not using their privilege to change how these people are being treated in the real world will never fail to annoy me. You're having fun enjoying these attractive men simulate sex on TV but you're also laughing when your boyfriend refuses to leave these people alone in real life because he's too busy harassing them for who they are. Or worse, you don't say anything at all and he takes your silence as acceptance.
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[DE] musing abt the limits of superficial acab discourse and the way fandom deals with moral discomfort, I guess
“ACAB”, “the only happy ending should be leaving the RCM”, “you’re a terrible person if you draw/write these characters enjoying the sort of corrupt cop stuff that they canonically do in-game” discourse is killing meeee
God forbid you don’t performatively remind everyone that you do hate cops, actually; and god forbid that you don’t find that True Healing and Happiness for Disco Elysium’s characters can only be achieved by leaving the force.
Metas could be written about how Kim and Harry are actually deeply flawed people who enjoy wielding some form of authority in a way that they actually feel best working as cops
(is it healthy? no. is it Good™? no. Is it true to their character? this is where media interpretation comes in)
Metas could be written about how that doesn’t mean ACAB isn’t real, that just means they’re the kind of shitheads (that we, the players, still love) who enjoy being cops
Metas could be written questioning the amount they’d have to change to adapt to a life as civilians, how much and what kind of a push they’d need to go for it, if it’s change they could even manage, if they could financially survive it, if they could find fulfillment in any other career, at their age
But no. Why waste time on that instead of easy slogans. I mean, we like them, these characters, and we don’t want to feel guilty for liking them, because what does it say about us, then, that we like flawed cops?
(nothing it says nothing it says we played a good nuanced extremely well-written game that skillfully made us like the sort of character whose past actions include sequestering some woman and beating a dude into disability. that’s what it says. i’d even argue that discomfort is part of the point)
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I think as we grow up, we have to be really conscious of romanticizing the world we grew up in in order to scorn how the next generations are growing up.
Nostalgia isn't inherently bad, but especially in political spaces, be very wary of this idea that there is an Ideal Past we must Harken Back To.
It sucks to feel left behind, but such is the human condition. It isn't bad to feel nostalgic, but that doesn't mean that these new generations are inherently "lost" and "need to be saved (by you)", and I think that is very important to remember and try to be conscious of.
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I find it amusing that the only time Aziraphale or Crowley are shown paying for anything is during the ice cream scene at the end of season one and the magic shop in season two.
The rest of the time, it’s all like “Hey, ya. I’m taking your coffee and alcohol and meals at the Ritz and random dinnerware and you won’t notice. Ever.”
I really want that super(natural) power.
We mere humans just get arrested.
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truly exhausted of “”feminist”” films that don’t even really say anything revolutionary or even explore basic issues in depth and instead rely on 2013 tumblr esque dialogue to make a movie that feels hollow and removed from any subtlety or nuance because it’s too busy throwing basic statements at you like a hand grenade and almost play into these ideas of strawmen and make characters feel less like people and more like caricatures. but then because the film is so heavily based on this idea of being “”feminist”” any criticism is written off as just “hating women” because apparently film criticism dies whenever the movie is supposedly some feminist piece of art. a movie being by women and about women doesn’t inherently make it good and if all you’re doing is providing a more sanitised version of a movie that was made ten, twenty, fifty years ago then your stories are not only bland but also unoriginal.
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it's so wild to me that there's really people out there who make up this hypothetical trans man in their heads that swans through life completely stealth. before t youre just seen as a regular woman or young boy and after t youre immediately a big strong man that 100% fits the rigid conformity men have to hit in order to be considered truly "men". fuck gnc people. fuck poc. fuck disabled men. fuck the dudes who just dont pass and never will.
but the REASON this made up trans man is so wild to me is because... i am a trans man that's been harassed about my gender! in public! by complete strangers! i am not on t. and i do not mean i was mistaken for a butch lesbian. i mean i have been clocked by several people, hurling abuse at me specifically because im a trans man. i mean i have been called faggot, tranny, asked incessantly what my gender is, backed into corners, shoved, spat at, had shit thrown at me, again, not because these people thought i was a lesbian or trans woman, but because they knew i was a trans man.
so it's insane to me youve made up this dude in your head that represents all trans men and then just... plug your ears and go LALALALALA when literally everybody in this fucking community tells you that that's not what it's like. but oh, im sorry, i forgot you watched a youtube interview with middle class passing trans male influencers and they said they get paid more, no you're right, they're just like me fr.
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Imagine being one of the most well known trans streamers (at least that I've ever heard), being allowed to afford for pretty much whatever affirming care you want, and then making fun of another trans women for.... Being a trans woman. And then you throw a hissy fit when people say you're shitty for that. Like damn you have so many people going to bat for you for being a piece of shit to someone else in your own community, you can afford to do this, and then you just say you're not 'quirky' enough to fit in with us. You're just being an asshole. Trying to say 'normal' trans women don't exist is pretty fucking disgusting.
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does anyone else ever think how crazy it was when that “privilege quiz” thing was making the rounds on here like almost a decade ago now and people were genuinely up in arms that they werent as victimized as they presumed instead of recognizing and feeling immense gratitude that they have a place in life where they can actually help themselves and others
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Some of yall deeply underestimate how much some cis men are threatened by trans men and our masculinity. How theres so many cis dudes out there that want to rape us, thinking that will make us detransition. How many incels out there are mad at us for betraying womanhood and not sucking their dick. How much they want to force us to detransition, how much they want to kill us and force us into hiding which, to me, minus well be killing us since theyre smothering who we are for the sake of a status quo. We shake their fundamental understanding of the world. Its one thing for a GIRL to be a tomboy to them. They think its cute, like a baby pretending to be an adult. Its a whole other thing for someone percieved as a woman to try to actually be a man to them. They think thw fact we have the gal to assume we can escape their grasp, to escape the kitchen or whatever tf, means we're disrespecting them and trying to "destroy" them, rather than what it really is, us trying to be independent. We're the exact thing these types of cis men hate. Sometimes they tolerate (emphasis here bc im not saying they accept yall. Dont twist my words)trans women bc they fetishize them but they want to completely eradicate us becayse we threaten the patriarchy by virtue of deciding we dont need a man to take care of us, we want to be the man that takes care of ourselves.
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