#vent thingy i think

[mu5a]

i was debating adding different options but people tend to use more than one social media platform lol

#winx club #winx #but anyway i do lurk on the winx reddit page thingy and it’s a lot of the same recycled stuff. like how much they hate s4 #etc etc or about how toxic riven is or how much they hate bloom #i do understand that they are rewatching the show probably for the first time #i feel that everyone characterizes the characters different on different platforms #i think on twitter i saw someone describe musa as being one of the more levelheaded characters but imo musa is one of the most emotionally #driven characters!! but i do think being levelheaded is the persona musa wants to project to hide how vulnerable she is yk #anyway i feel that on tumblr people tend to be more forgiving and are more willing to analyze riven’s character #imo sky hate is pretty universal on all platforms #but i do feel that i am more bothered by this stuff cus ive been hyper fixated on winx for years #anyway just wanted an excuse to vent

[theshalesky]

I'm the one next to the shy girl. You know the story - Tale as old as time: "I don't want friends." "I don't need friends." You can't escape fate, darling, This story is about you. She sits there, brooding, In the middle of the frame. Alone, but her world doesn't feel the lack Like mine does. I'm sorry, i'm not supposed to talk about myself. No vast empty space Like a pit in your stomach Or if it's there, it will soon Be filled. In this story, every Jack has a Jill. They come up to her laughing, talking, smiling. "You're new, right?" "Wanna come sit with us during lunch?" Or maybe "We're in this group project together, right?" They're interested In her. She's interesting. What has she done to be interesting? She is just sitting there!! And yet "We live in the same street, right?" "Did you do that math homework?" "Are you coming on the field trip?" So many questions! They're asking Questions. They want to get to know her although SHE IS JUST SITTING THERE. I'm sitting there too. Right next to her, actually. But no one notices because The camera will never focus on me. This girl found her family and will be happy - Oh, it's so nice that the shy girl found friends. Everyone nods: That's how the world works. And i wonder: Are you all living in stories? Because there's one thing i can say for sure. I am not in a story. I'm the one watching it. And although i'm close So close to the shy girl that you might think i'm like her I will never Be seen by any camera. I have to claw my way to a place half as comfortable as hers. Because the fate in my world Doesn't hand out friends Like an author does.

#oops another personal poem thingy #needed to vent #the webtoon “school bus graveyard” made me write this #it's good but it made me so angry because - #is this how the world works for all of you?? #is it my fault? #is there something wrong with me? #writers and poets #vent #personal #vent poetry #poetry #writeblr #vent poem #original poem #spilled ink #spilled poetry #spilled words #modern poetry #or whatever you call this messy spilling-your-guts style #possibly autistic #social anxiety #making friends is hard #found family #...is such a cool trope but also makes me sad because why is everyone finding their families except me huh? #(that's what the “found her family” thing is referring too - it sounds weird if you don't get that i think)

[jmrothwell]

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#I think I stressed myself sick. . . #I still have like 3 more weeks of this class left #it's probably not even worth getting this stressed over #god I hate anxiety amplifying shit like this. . . #maybe I should post some sort of super simple basic prompt thingy to help reduce it? #we'll see #vent concluded have a cookie 🍪

[dysonbradleyreblogs]

I think I just lost 2 good friends

#not a reblog #personal #vent #we were all part of this group thingy and we were doing a project and #I was kinda ultimately useless because of my inexperience and I felt uncomfortable because we were supporting someone who harassed me #and like I sent a message saying I quit basically but #what if it was too whiny? #what if I was super manipulative without even realizing it? #it's just like Gallus all over again #I had these really cool friends and ended up pushing them away because some responsibility scared me #have I really not changed at all? #they haven't messaged me since and I don't think they ever will again #I just kinda wish they'd yell at me or something so I'd know that they don't want to talk to me anymore #but now they're just. gone #I know this is my own doing #I know I screwed up #I just don't know why I haven't changed a single bit since Gallus left me #you'd think someone significant leaving you because you were a manipulative asshole would #idk #like #stop you from being a manipulative asshole? #they're such cool people too I feel so awful that they had to put up with me #especially after they helped me through tough times like how could I treat them like that? #and for what? some butthurt feelings and a grudge? #I can't keep a friendship to save my life

[thethingything]

I would love to know why we keep feeling so sick and getting really bad abdominal cramps within like an hour or so of eating even if we have stuff that's normally a safe food for us

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #emetophobia tw #we're constantly hungry but everything we eat makes us feel really sick and pretty much nothing actually sounds appetising because of that #there are maybe one or two foods that haven't been doing this but they're like snack foods so they're not that filling #but also I think this maybe started after we started using the prescription toothpaste again #and I know when we first started using it we felt sick all the time and got really bad acid reflux #hence us not using it for a while but then we got anxious about our teeth potentially getting worse and started using it again #we nearly throw up every time we use it but that kind of just happens with any toothpaste we use #(I'm pretty sure this is going to be really bad for our mental health in the long run especially with having emetophobia) #the only way to brush our teeth without that happening is to use those little travel toothbrushes with the little toothpaste bead thingies #because they're not the same as normal toothpaste so they don't cause the same issues #but I don't think the toothpaste would cause the abdominal cramps we've got because I'm pretty sure we didn't get those last time #they feel like something half way between IBS cramps and the cramps we've had from food poisoning

[borkb]

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#tw sa and suicide mention #reading c3ll8it story hurt so much #i feel so so so sorry for him and i wish him the best #i cant even imagine how he must be feeling having to relive that awful moment in his life #everything hurt so much #he has all my support #…i related a lot to his story #ive dealt with almost the same stuff hes dealt with… #it pains my heart to know he had to go through all of that #it genuinely triggered me to read all of it #i didnt think it would but it did #i understand his pain to some degree #i hope he takes a break #i also hope he has fun with his friends on the awards thingy on LA #idk srry if i sound parasocial or something #i just connected to his experiences so much so yeah #vent #kinda #might delete later … ?

[scalemodelarbysreplica]

so fucking pissed rn

#my apartments ac broke and it was a choice between mine and my roommates bedrooms for the air filter thingy #and WITHOUT CONTACTING ME they put in mine bc my other roommate ✨didnt want it in her room✨ #and they put it in my art area and ripped the curtain down that i just fucking hung up yesterday #so now i have a massive fucking fan in my room thats loud as hell and taking up the spot where i do the majority of my work #and to top it off the fan is loud as fuck #and its in my room ✨until further notice✨ #i am so fucking angry why did NO ONE think to let me know abt this #they tried to sell it to me like oH bUt YoUr RoOm WiLL bE nIcE aNd CoLd like ???? #apologies for screaming im just rly fucking annoyed #vent post #<- just in case

[fgooooooo]

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WARNING!

A healthy Norton must have his axolotl stub or else he will overheat!!

A Norton may have gelled (jelled????) Or styled hair as a treat™ for several hours BUT must not go beyond 24 hours.

Having no stub means that he will overheat!!

The winter is getting colder now, remember to fluff up your Norton's and keep them warm!! Earmuffs! Gloves! Big fluffy jackets! Cute fuzzy socks!!!

[this is a joke, please don't take it seriously (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡]

#its like the anime hair vents but u know #the day i saw a post about axolotl norton i was hooked #i do think slicked back hair norton is VERY VERY GOOD #anything i hope you found it funny as much as i did #i dont know what to call the hair thingies on the side so i... made a name for it #sorry if there is a technical term. the god in the cupboard did not wish me to know at the time :( #my art #sketch #digital art #identity v #idv #idv art #norton campbell #idv norton #doodle #meme #idv meme

[inkydoc]

what am i supposed to do with all this now that it cannot be contained?

kind of a pair to an older drawing, a bottle of emotions

even though the bottle got bigger it still wasn't enough it seems... but also maybe that's a good thing? it is a bit brighter now that things are a little more free than before.

here is a version without the dark shards, i only put in those to mimic the original drawing... it really shows how much brighter the new one is, doesn't it?

could probably put back the lid, minimise the damage and bottle whatever can be bottled, and to a certain extent i am doing that... but maybe i shouldn't. honestly don't know...

#drawing #illustration #digital drawing #procreate #art #artists on tumblr #my art thingies #original thingies #hey look a drawing! been working on it for far too long considering i used to finish something like this in one afternoon/night #idk what i wanted from this honestly #mostly just to draw sparkly feelingsand kinda like dreamsand #the stuff got so crushed in the bottle it just became dust and now is flying everywhere #i think i'm better at expressing feelings #even if just a tiny bit #but am still masking a lot and that's not good hence the bottle still being there #oh well #i like the sparkle in this one a lot #vent art #it kinda is even though it's only half-sad and a bit tired

[autistic-katara]

u ever get mad at urself for getting overly upset abt smthn but then realise actually this is a pretty normal reaction to that information and ur just kinda desensitised to that kinda stuff

#idk if i wanna say on here what this is abt or not #if anyone asks (feel free to) i’ll dm u it but idk if i wanna say publicly #god i just miss them #i miss all of them #is this a vent? #idk #feel free to rb if u wanna #edit: actually please someone ask me about it i’m feeling actually sick just thinking abt it #(kinda overstating things there i think that part might actually just be my period hormones causing me to overreact) #(or just my regular ‘it’s either not a big deal or the world is ending and its all ur fault’ emotional thingy idk)

[theuwuafterhours]

I tried to go out by myself w/o my fam to the mall and I feel like some people are avoiding me like the plague lol, is it how I look or only bc I speak English..? Is it my hair? I mean tbf I look like a even a traffic cone or even walking orange lmao 🍊 🍊 🍊 🍊 🍊

#idk soz about my lil vent thingy #like normally some employees try to approach me for help or whatever which I normally hate and get anxious about #but today I think I look hella cuteeee and I’m even wearing a cute lil cow print bucket hat 🥺🥺🥺

[kitsuna21]

I was birthed today

#kit talks #yayyyy… #tw: vent #I think this is the first one I truly feel sad #like I don’t really want it to be my birthday because of what that entails and it’s gonna be a year since…things happened #and I don’t like the attention really and I just want to spend the day doing fuck all #maybe it’s the seasonal depression or the fact I’m still going through the weird identity crisis #or maybe the fact I’m not out and I’m constantly reminded of that #I just wanna hang out with my closest friends man #I feel bad for saying it but I don’t wanna spend it with my family??? like I know it sounds kinda dumb but yeah #but hoorayy I was birthed today #I will draw more little guys today and work on the animatic thingy me thinks

[jankwritten]

tw: vent post

tonight is one of those nights where every single thing feels negative and i don't know why. like everything feels like it's wrong and bad. i feel like i'm failing somehow when i'm literally not even doing anything. i love christmas so much but holy fucking shit does it destroy me mentally every fucking year.

#vent post #i don't know guys #i'm having such a fucking bad time tonight #m just gonna curl up in bed and watch hockey stuff i guess #it's partially because i just got news that we're getting a nasty blizzard thingy and we're gonna get like 2 feet of snow or something #by christmas #which basically means i won't be able to see mymom or brother on christmas #even though they live like 15 minutes away #feel like i'm failing at everything even though i know nobody really expects much from me #failed at making gifts for people on time #failing at looking for/thinking about getting a job #failing at getting myself in to see a doctor/therapist #failing at being able to see my fucking family for the holidays #mmmmm #m gonna be okay #i just fucking hate this part #doesn't help that i feel like i'm also failing at writing this chapter of hockey au #hockey au in general feels like i'm failing rn #man fuck. this was supposed to be my first xmas in 3 years where i wasn't working i wasn't in school i was just supposed to be stress free #able to see my family #and now my parents are fucking divorced there's a blizzard coming and all i have to show for it is a stack of shitty presents for my dad #fuck man #maybe the kraken will win the game i'm watching and i'll get a little spark of joy from that haha

[condomatsu]

VENT ABOUT HS ACT 6 (a little epilogues and HS2 too)

there's a lot of hate in this post, characters and ships aren't safe, you have been warned.

Everytime i think about what act 6 did to all the characters (ESPECIALLY dave and vriska), i get so much angry i seriously wanna scream.

I dont hate everything about act 6, but it was so GARBAGE. And also seeing that "davekat" moment in the near-end of the comic (after egbert changes the timeline with that juju), it makes me go PURE RAGE! Not just because i fucking hate that ship which really has NO REASON to be canon, but because kk, when hes with dave, acts SO DIFFERENT IN A BAD WAY AND I HATE IT I ABSOLUTELLY HATE IT!

And dont get me start with dave. Its like they wanted to develop his character, but they got lost half way through it. I despise whatever fucking cry-baby dave is in act 6.

Vriska was absolutelly ruined by the end. Her character was going so well!! And then BOOM! Sorry guys, you wanted a redeemed but coherent vriska? Lmao, get fucked. Instead we have this all-problem-solving-friendly vriska, who can solve everything! Even stuff she shouldnt be involved with, like, idk, rose drinking problems???

And no one talks about sollux and aradia, but really: sol finally escapes his responabilities with the game, he doesnt want to have NOTHING to do with it, at all. And of course everyone knows it. But aradia? No, she has to take him to vriska and get him involved again. And he basically cant escape, since he depends on her because hes blind and has to wait feferi and nepeta to get him the fuck out of there. Theres no way aa didnt know sol would have hate being there, but it is implied they havent talked about it until sollux decide to go away. Arent they, idk, fucking moirails?

And beta kids. Ive read again act 1 recently, and they are friends and so lovable with each other. It all get lost during act 6. Its not like they arent friends anymore or they hate each other or stuff like that, but DAMN they sure have changed and still not solved anything!!

And fucking kanaya? Even in the fandom, now she and rose are basically no one if not "the lesbians". Yes, i do ship them, i do love their relationship, but in act 6 they lost their character traits and where reduce just to "sappho lesbian" and "alcoholic lesbian" and thats it.

And the fuckin alpha trolls??? I hate every single one of them, i love only the version of them that i have IN MY MIND and the potential they had and it was compleatelly waste. I 100000% hate kankri and i hate mituna even more, beacuse i remember being intrigued by him: everyone was talking about his sacrifice and how a good person he is and all i saw was this stupid shitty ableist "representation".

And the alpha kids and their stupid fucking disney channel teenagers love problems that go fucking nowhere. Literally only roxy has a character development and a decent arc, the rest SUCK AS HELL.

And lord fucking english. Hes boring af, caliborn is annoying af, but still hes the "main villain"??? And also another -10000 point to dave: he was supposed to beat the shit out of lord english, cuz theyre both time-something, and it was a good way to make dave not a fucking pussy anymore but NOPE! Now hes even lower than he was before!!

And my friends ask me why i dont wanna read the epilogues or homestuck2??? Im fucking terrified here. What the fuck do you want me to read when i know some stuff that happends (because of non voluntary spoilers i found around in the fandom) and all of i know its disgusting??? My n.1 notp becomes canon, nonsense drama happens, rose cheating kanaya!? Jane and jake are together and jane is a cunt!?? Do you really want me to read some bullshit like this???

Fuck everything. Act 6 never happend, the epilogues and hs2 dont exist. Fuck evrything again.

#this was supposed to be just a lil thingy #it blew while i was writing it #all the rage just came out and im a little better now #homestuck #homestuck act 6 #vent #i use a little to much swear words i think idc #i still love hs btw #ihatethatsheep

[star-scrambled]

blaugghhhh i need better Tumblr tags and i need to figure out my themeeeeee

#my blog hasn’t felt like Me in a long while now so either I change back to the sonic mania one I had last year Or I do somethin else...... #doing the vics silly blank zone thingies was fun at first but I don’t think I need them for every year. Urgh #heck my indecisiveness with how I want to go about tags is Why I’ve never been a reblog-heavy account and it makes me Feel Bad!!! #because I want to support the artists I love and share banger posts!!! #so yknow. gotta set that time aside eventually and figure out how to clear the Tumblr Clutter #sorry for venting suddenly I just gotta verbalize why I’ve been so inactive lately #especially since my one year anniversary of being EXTREMELY active on here because of Sonic 2 has gone by...and I truly miss that era... #so Yeh #vics silly brain zone

[purring-tiefling]

not vent but vent. like. i think i would attribute anything negative to venting. anyways it's in the tags

#vent #i am THINKING rn. #my gf loves watching tik tok. i don't and i get a bit irritated and tired when i even hear the word #and she sends me tiktoks like every day or so #i already had to put a hard limit of 8 as the amount she can send to me in one day (yes. she was sending more) #but now that im working and i keep borrowing more and more energy from myself (im already in debt btw) #i really can't stand tiktoks. like i know it's stupid but i struggle to be normal about them #anyways. today she said something like 'ohh i have so many tiktoks for you today' (AS IF IT'S A GOOD THING) #so i just went 'mhmm' (i think it was the most peaceful decision on my part) #and we barely talked since. she didn't send me them either #ssssooooo #what im thinking about is. how she doesn't get that it's genuinely tiring for me when every time she sends me tiktoks i am NOT excited #and i let it show #like i prolly should have a talk with her and explain that it's mentally taxing for me (for the third time) but i guess im #amazed more than anything else #i do appreciate that she wants to share something with me. i just wish it wasn't tiktoks bc i have a very strange mental thingy about them #im like deathly tired. i dont understand humans. if someone wasn't excited about something i was sharing with them I'd stop doing that