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greetingsfromuranus · 8 months
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Girlmoding double dee based off She's So Kawaii by LeetStreet Boys! Took me a while to come up with a good hat design (it needs to have bunny ears cuz of the song) but eventually remembered those hats with the long paw glove thingys from when I was a kid and realized they would be PERFECT for this (and historically accurate!)
I have a whole story for this in my head I'll put it down below :3
[Copied and pasted from when I described the idea to my buddies]
I should made a double dee x eddy animation to cosplay girlfriend or she's so kawaii where double dee is girlmoding out in public somewhere & nerding it up and eddy finds her and is like "damn this is the hottest chick I've ever seen" without realizing who it is and starts flirting her up HARDCORE and double dee is like "fuck fuck fuck what do I do" and just goes along with it because she's had a crush on eddy for years, and as the song goes on you see eddy getting to know her girl self and online persona (he asks for her blog and she gives it to him) and double Dee's really enjoying her time with eddy, but internally panicking whenever she gets home, at about 1 and a half or 2 minutes in (where the song gets to that quieter part) she tries to kinda isolate because she's scared that eddy would be mad if he found out who it really is, and near the end it shows a scene where eddy reaches out even harder and tells her he's really into her, then double dee snaps and comes clean + confesses everything she feels (it'll be a mildly humorous scene where she shows herself without any makeup and without her hair done up, but eddy still doesn't recognize her, so she puts on the hat and eddy instantly gets it all (its like a perry the platypus type deal it'll be really funny)), then eddy looks at her for a moment, pulls her somewhere a bit more secluded (maybe shes standing at his front door and he pulls her inside), then pulls her in and gives her the biggest most romantic smooch on the mouth and it ends with double dee smiling and laughing+crying (good crying). Cutest shit you'll ever see
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rebellum · 9 months
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Okay I didn't wanna bother op by putting this in the tags of that last post I reblogged, the bitch daughter/bastard son post
But that is SO confrontational that it's FASCINATING for me
Like I can't imagine anyone in my family calling someone else a bitch. Even on my dad's side of the family, which is relatively mean, where my dad DEFINITELY things my aunt is a massive bitch.
I wanna put that op's mom under a michael scope and study her. What could possibly inspire you to call your child a bitch. Over PANTS. Like over anything is wild. But over PANTS.!.????? I am fascinated.
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britneyshakespeare · 1 year
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i am like. unreasonably mad right now.
#oh like SO much madder than i need to be#tales from diana#i uninvited this guy i don't personally like very much from smth last week#i told him something TRUE tho which is that my friend who was going through a mental health crisis might not be expecting a lot#of ppl there and i was trying to keep the crowd small for his sake. FOR HIS SAKE. that was half of my anxiety tbh.#i probably would've suffered through trying to be nice and agreeable if i weren't looking out for him. he's been through the wringer lately#but it gave me a valid excuse to tell this guy i already have some problems being around that i didn't want him to show up.#but i told my OTHER friend. who WAS going. not the one going through the mental health shit.#i wasn't gonna throw the first guy under the bus so i told him hey friend 2 i uninvited that guy bc i kinda have reservations about him.#i didn't think it necessary to share my first friend's crisis (when i told the guy i dislike abt it i didnt say who it was)#(that was another reason i felt like i shouldnt invite him. bc i didnt want him to know who it was. i didnt wanna share his business)#so im telling friend 2 about the reasons i have reservations about this guy right? and friend 2 is like 'oh wow i didnt know that'#and he starts feeling differently abt him. reflecting on some stuff. it's not easy to find out someone isn't who you thought they were.#he ends up 'uninviting' him (the guy i told him i dislike) from smth we were gonna do sunday. he didn't give a reason like i did#he just said 'actually something's come up and i couldnt do that' but later that day he ends up going to the HOSPITAL right#friend 2 does. he tells the disliked guy that's why he didn't see him on sunday. but now he doesn't believe either of us uninvited him#for sincere reasons. i mean i guess friend 2 didnt. but he's doubting friend 2's health in the first place#and he fucking doubted my friend going through a MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS who i was just trying to be accommodating for.#im so mad. im so mad!!! not everything's about you dude.#i had to get that off my chest. there's more but im just so mad. im kind of fuming honestly#ive been pissed off abut this for over an hour now i can't be reasonable about it. just fucking fuck allllllll the way off.
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tonberry-yoda · 1 year
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Hello there! 🖤 here for the Kars Brainrot we were talking about! Could I please request Kars with a S/O that just loves being protected by him? Or in general when he gets protective? Bc that's honestly both cute and hot asf, thank you sm sm, words can't thank you enough for what you do for us, your writing def makes people day's better! 🖤
Kars with an s/o who loves to be protected by him
notes - omg hi!! you are such a sweetheart, you don't understand how happy i get when i see you in my askbox! i love getting requests from you so so much. and yes omg kars is just SO FINE AND FOR WHAT?!?! I want a big man to scoop me up like he can omfg. i hope you don't mind that I made these into headcanons! i just thought i could fit a lot more in there!! have an amazing week and stay super hydrated <3 sending lots of love!!
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fr tho he does not need to be this stunning omfg
okay so this happened to you once
you were just walking around outside while the pillar men were just conversing about something important. you didnt want to be annoying or in the way, so you stepped out for a bit. well, that's when something went to attack you. you thought you were all alone, so you panicked a bit. you ducked your head and buried it in your hands. and then when you peeked, you found kars was standing above you and absolutely obliterated whatever it was that wanted to attack you. you couldnt help but blush because omfg wow. he's a big handsome man and is towering over you to protect you, how can you not be madly in love???
but after that, you loved when he would protect you
you wouldnt purposely get in the way of danger, but you could admit, when it did happen, you would get all blushy when you would find that kars is just above you and willing to protect you
and since you're so small compared to him, he loves just like carrying you around
it's faster that way, he says
you just find yourself in his arms a lot and you cant help but love it lmaooo
sometimes he'll call you a dumb human or something after you have a dangerous interaction, but he's always checking to see if you got any scratches or injuries and ends the checkup with a kiss on the forehead
if you scare him too much though, he will lecture you and then tell him that you have to stay by his side at all times
he will grab your hand and never let go
but always expect kisses when he gets nervous that you were going to get hurt
omg i cant this was just perfect, literally i wanna be y/n so bad rn omfggggg
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radvelvetcakez · 2 months
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Hazbin Swap AU (PT2 ig???)
ok i need to share my ideas right now. Chaggie is real. Chaggie will always be real. - During an extermination, Charlie got injured attempting to protect a sinner, only being spared when the exorcist clocked her as the princess - Vaggie, an exorcist, found her hiding and caring for her wounds, she didn't recognise her as the literal princess, but she couldnt help but feel guilty and chose to help her. She was never caught by the other angels, meaning she was blessed enough to keep her eye and wings!!!! She stayed in hell tho cause love at first sight and lalallala yeah. Sapphics guys !!!! Husk, Niffty, & Angel take the place of the Vee's - they're that overlord trio. They're probably a bit more.. Merciful (except for Niffty she's deranged) but yk. Still inherently bad people n stuff Vox is the first hotel resident - except he & Alastor still have beef. He only showed up so he could do the exact opposite of proving the hotel to work as a big fuck you. Alastor does NOT want him there but he's their only guest so he kind of has to just accept it - he acts all friendly because he knows it pisses Vox off OVERLORD VAGGIE !!!! Charlie & Vaggie basically co-own souls - when Charlie says they share EVERYTHING she means EVERYTHING. Charlie already owned a lot of souls before meeting Vaggie, because, you know, she actually better embodies the whole "princess of hell" in this, and when they got together she was IMMEDIATELY LIKE "Vaggie I have a GENIUS idea. Since we're like girlfriends and stuff we should totes share like EVERYTHING so do you want to like - co-own all the souls I have?" And so Vaggie rose to power fairly quickly. Dating the princess of hell does wonders man Obviously. Alastor is the one starting the hotel, and Rosie is like. His Vaggie basically, she's there for moral support. - Also, unlike canon.. Rosie would be the one who doesn't know who Charlie is (where Angel didn't know about Alastor) Alastor: "Rosie! The... Princess of Hell is at the dooor..." Rosie: "Who?" Vox: "WHAT?" Charlie shows up cause her dad sends her a call about having to go see heaven in a weeks time and she REALLLYYY doesn't wanna go because ouhhh last time she talked to Adam he was an ASSHOLE and she would rather kill herself than talk to him again - so when she finds out about the hotel her immediate reaction is to head there and see if they'd rather take on the burden of seeing heaven. Cause you know, surely they'd love to get heaven behind their whole redemption shit, right???? They arent. Alastor is not at all interested in talking to heaven but Charlie really isn't having it and girl is BEGGING him to just take the offer because she PROMISES they'll be on it - the few silent threats she added are nobodies business chat.. Adam lowkey fucks w the idea of sinners being redeemed but he's also just too stubborn and prideful to agree and hes also mad he didn't come up w it first so he tells Al to FUCK OFF bc his idea is so stupid :// (Its genius and he refuses to admit it.) I need to include all the Vee's for the sake of my mental health so. - Valentino works for Angel Dust (wow. shocker so original /s) & when the little group finds out that THE princess of hell is helping some nobody overlord like Alastor they are just ??? and sent Val in to see what the FUCK is wrong with the girl. And what theyre getting up to - Charlie drags Velvette & Pentious in by the hair to work at the hotel - She met Pentious when he was in a bad situation and offered to help him in exchange for his soul - despite this, she didn't really use her ownership of his soul to her advantage and they became friends :3 He's happy to help - Velvette sold her soul to Vaggie for protection from the princess's very own guardian angel because she kept getting into shit with overlords and needed to save her ass. & again, Chaggie co-own souls
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justcallmesakira · 3 months
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“Can I have prompt 1 with dazai please 💕 thank youuu”
Fluff please sorry I forgot to put that I got excited 😭
"How he asks you out (hcs+scenario!)''
{Prompt 1, fluff}
Sypnosis: Ah! it almost valentines day! But dazai is still not sure how to ask you out, perhaps a double suicide or maybe a little date on top of a cafe?✧༺♥༻∞
Dazai x reader
Genre: fluff A/N: np it happens all the time tysm for requesting!!! now EATT DISSSSS. Also sorry its short! because my will to live rn is shorter!! :3
»𖦹⋆Strangers˚⋆« -Kenya Grace 𝟎:𝟑𝟒 〇────── 𝟎:𝟓𝟖 ⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻ ⋆˚。⋆
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Hcs:
He sucks at giving affection
OKAY OKAY JKJKJKJK (dont attack i am trying to be funny)
But seriously though this manwhore is so touchy with you everyone just goes "Arent the both of you already dating????😲😲"
My grammar is worse than dazais health and so are my jokes
Dazai is sort of dumb in giving affection, but still he will try to take you out on a date i think.
I am pretty sure he would make his problem on how to and what to and where to take you out EVERYONEs probelm at the agency
"DAZAI GO DO YOUR WORK INSTEAD OF PRETENDING TO BE SOME LOVESICK HIGHSCHOOL ANIME GIRL!!11!!!" -kunikida bcs he speaks in numbers :3
this man will definetly ask you out infront of everyone whether you two or dating or not- buttttt since tis is valentines so he simply asks you out with a playful smile if youd like to go out with him
Obv you thought he was joking since no way could he love you... Right?....
Hes so flirty with other girls but he actually seemed genuine so your face was like "😲->😳"
Dazai will try his best to buy you something though, maybe a bouquet of white and pink roses and tie a satin ribbon at the end and ask you out on a double suicide.
If anything the whole reason you and dazai are now sitting on top of a hill top of yokohama is because he asked you out on a double date-
wow totally normal!!!
so yeah yeah you two have some great time and yk bla bla romantic cheesy stuff.
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𝓢𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓸⍣ ೋ-
You were casually outside the cafe of the agency, You had finally finished your work and eaten your lunch so why not go for a quick walk.
Just as you were about to pick up your tote bag, a long pair of arms hugs you tight, enclosing you in its warm clothed chest. At first you couldnt tell who it was but by the long arms and smoot fabric of a certain sooty vest coat you could already tell who it was.
"`Samu??!!" you exclaimed in surprise as your head rushes its thoughts out and instead turn to Dazais grinning face
"Now, now belllllla!" the man spoke, you could smell a fresh smell from his mouth, a nice and minty smell.
"What if it was some other guy holding you tight? It can become very tipsy ya know!! You should seriously woo your thoughts away before some one else can woo you away!!"
Dazai exclaimed jokingly, now now who was he to speak about your dating life like that! He wasn`t your boyfriend or anything...just a friend.
But the real reason you didn`t back away because you knew that it was dazai. Dazai Osamu, your collegue and your babygir-- i mean partner.
His sand brown coat having an unnatural warmth, his sweet and soft smile you could sense even without your nerve system, His long arms filled with different scars which only you could feel with or without his "stinky" bandages.
"Well that`s because your my close friend and i trust you, d-dont make it dirty"
You say a faint pink brushing over your cheeks as dazai finally lets you go and takes your hand instead and drags you to the footpath.
"C`mon bella! Lets go for a walk!" "Huh? now?" "Yes!!now!!"
He didn`t hold the conversation for long but instead linked your fingers with his and cheerfully skipped alongside the sidewalk like a little child going back to his parents.
He seemed happy?yet...nervous?
You two walked for a long time until you reached a park and finally asked him to sit down since he has been chattering nonsense the whole walk.
He smiled and said he will come back in a few moments winking at you.
You kept sat, It was valentines day today so you had work off early. It was nice to be under the setting sun with its light gracing your exterior beauty afterall only dazai could sense you interior beauty.
Finally a figure walks towards you and your eyes lits up with shock when Dazai kneels infront of you.
"Care to join me in a lovely double suicide at yokohamas hill top with the stars gazing at us, sweetheart?"
The man kneeling infront of you spoke out loud with a soft smile on his charming face as he gives you a bouquet of light pink roses with a satin ribbon tied gently around the end of the stack of flowers.
The mixture of feelings you felt was unexplainable as a faint pink splayed across your cheeks because you knew very well that he had asked you out on a date in just one sentence.
"Operation valentines day is: SUCCESS!" doctor yosano exclaimed with naomi by her side "Yay! they can finally get together. We finally did it yosano-sensei!!" Naomi whispered in happiness as they stayed behind the bush watching the two lovebirds.
"Um yosano-sensei, naomi-chan may i know why I am here dressed up as detective with you two?-- i mean i am happy for dazai-san and y/n but---" atsushi tried speaking out before yosano shushs him "Shut it atsushi love is in the air! i will pair you up with that red haired girl later" she nonchalantly spits out as the trio lowers their head again.
"YOSANO-SENSEI!!! d-dont stay stuff like that!! We are just friends!" "Yeah those two were "just friends' and look where they ended.
Apparently both of them had teamed up to make this happen even going as far as giving dazai the bouquet.
Now the date has just begun!
Dazai stood on top of a grassy meadow, he wore a brand new dark blue haori on top of his kimono which had the ukiyo-e of a tsunami imprinted on it.
He truely looked like a refined man.
You made your entrance with your cherry blossom kimono gracefully shaping out your body, the obi was a soft shade of yellow and the decorative obi string was neatly tied into a flower shape with your hair tucked all up into a bun with a sakura kanazashi.
The cherry blossom tree`s lantern which was dangling from a branch finished your look entierly.
Dazais eyes lit up as he turns to you, a soft pink brushing over his light tanned skin.
"My gorgeous, you finally came haven`t you,,,come sit down" he says in a much lower and calmer voice.
"You seem genuine tonight, Dazai" you remark as you gently sit beside him
Usually lovers in japan wear fancy and modern clothes on valentines day but for a lovely spot like this with a freshly bloomed cherry blossom tree, some traditonal kimono suites better.
You both had a long conversation, so long the lantern which was the only source of light burns out as pretty pink and red firworks paint the night blue sky.
Dazai laughs.
"Oh what did i do to deserve something as ravishing as you.." "Hu--"
Before you could pronounce your words dazais lips meet yours, you could tell what this feeling was but it was so addicting so comforting that it made you melt onto the kiss like a chocolate.
You kissed back because you know he would pull this.
A new firework shoots up in the sky, this time a warm, golden and touching yellow colour perhaps a new beggining aswell.
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A/N: i enjoyed writing this alot hope u enjoy!!
tags!: @silverbladexyz @tojifile @biscuits-lovely-corner @kikosamus @riiwrites @atlasnessie @atsquie @heartsfourdazai @chuuyasboner @elizais @lanterndove @ruanais @darling--angst
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loverofgenya · 8 months
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Ⓣⓗⓞⓤⓖⓗⓣⓢ ⓞⓝ…..Ⓩⓔⓝⓘⓣⓢⓤ!
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Headcanons/Drabbles | Zenitsu Agatsuma x Gn!Reader | Romantic Fluff
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Zenitsu Agatsuma.....
Loves to hold your hand and rub his thumb over your knuckles.
No matter what hes doing or where you two are going, hes holding your hand and rubbing your knuckles. He loves when you do it to him as well, his cheeks heating up as he feels your thumb rub against his hands.
Whenever he gets nervous, scared, or worried, he tends to grip onto your hand softly. He reassures himself/calms himself down by rubbing circles on the back of your hand and knuckles. Plus, it tells you that hes worried, scared, or nervous about something. Which leads to you reassuring him and making him feel better.
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Zenitsu gripped your hand softly, trying not to freak out. You had just gotten a mission, one where you had to do it alone. He worried like always, he didnt want to have you go alone. He wanted to go with you.
Moving his thumb, he began to gently rub circles on the back of your hand--gaining a squeeze in response. You leaned your head aginst his, mumbling your next words.
"Everything will be fine, My Dear" You placed a kiss onto his reddened cheek. "I will be alright, I promise"
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Zenitsu Agatsuma.....
Sinks into your arms after a long day of demon slaying and dealing with Inosuke and Tanjiro.
Whenever he gets back from a mission or dealing with Inosuke and/or Tanjiro, he wants to just sink into your arms and be held. He wants to spend the rest of his days in your warm embrace, getting all of your attention and affection.
He barry his head into your neck and jsut lays there, basking in your love. He cant help it, it maclears his mind and loosens his mtense muscles. He just wants to bask in your love and affection forever.
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Zenitsu couldnt help but barry his face into your neck, taking in your scent to calm his brain. It worked like always, making his brain all mushy and empty with nothing but your love and affection. His hands gripping onto your hips, pulling you closer.
"Youre so warm" He mumbled, eys threatning to close at the pure warmth of your body.
He felt so safe in your arms, like no demon could get him. With a small kiss to his forehead, you mumbled.
"Get some rest, My Dear, you deserve it"
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Zenitsu Agatsuma.....
Collects and tcuks flowers behind your ear or ahir.
He cant help but do this, finding the most beautiful flowers he can while out on missions or at the butterfly estate and give them to you. Giving you something so beautiful to you is like him telling you how pretty you are.
He finds you goregeous, male, female, or something inbetween, he doesnt care. You are goregous. He often tells you how much you compliment the flower, making it even more beautiful than it already was. Cause youre just so pretty.
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Sliding the flower behind your ear, Zenitsu smiled softly. "Wow" He couldnt help but awe at hte pbeuty before him.
It made your cheeks heat up, a hand going up to rest on your face. You stared into his eyes, smiling back at him.
"Thank you, Lovely" You stated, leaning forward to place a kiss on the males cheek.
Kissing your cheek back, Zenitsu mumbled. "Of course, My Love"
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These are just som esimple headcanons I have for Zenitsue of what he does with his s/o <3 sorry if it seems more 'feminine', hoenstly its all just meant as gn.
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kessellluvr · 6 months
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NSFW- Lavender - softdom!Lottie x f!reader
just lottie comforting you and showing you how much she appreciates you..
"Are you feeling better yet?" lottie asked softly as she stepped into your room - you had recently joined her to help her out with camp green pine, youve known eachother since a few months. You nodded at her question "Yeah.. alot better." you told her, rubbing your eyes and looking up at her with that soft smile that always got her melting.
"Im glad.." lottie said softly, nervously picking at her lower lip with her teeth - you could tell something was on her mind. "Whats on your mind, lot?" you aksed her, tilting your head to the side questioningly. Lottie didnt give you an answer - she went to sit next to you on the bed, her soothing hand softly caressing your cheek before she carefully pulled you in for a kiss. Your eyes widened at first - not expecting that, but you quickly regained your posture and returned the kiss while closing your eyes. You could taste strawberries on her lips - most likely from her morning smoothie. Your nosetrils filled with the scent of her sweet lavender perfume, making you feel a little dizzy.
As Lottie pulled back to get some air, she couldnt help but grin slightly. "Wow.." you murmed with a chuckle, lottie`s hand was placed on your waist and you could feel her tugging your shirt out of your pants - raising your brow slightly your gaze flew down to her hand, which was now going behind to your back to reach out and undo your bra. "You dont mind, do you?" lottie asked - you shook your head and she continued, carefully lifting your shirt over your head and tossing it aside. She went to tug off the strands of your bra, having it follow your shirt to the floor.
"Youre so beautiful." lottie murmed into your ear, her lips brushing your neck before connecting - placing a hot kiss on there and adding a few more. As her mouth was busy with your neck, her hand went to cup one of your soft, perky breasts, slowly squeezing it and a soft moan slipped through your lips, causing her to grin. Lottie pushed you back onto the bed, straddling your hips and leaning down to have your lips connect with hers once more. Her hand tugged the waistband of your sweatpants and she pulled them down.
Lottie`s finger trailed over your panties, she bit her bottom lip. "Awh.. so wet for me." she teased your before slipping her hand into your panties - her finger meeting your swollen clit as she slowly trailed soft circles around it. As lottie teased you, you couldnt help but whimper, your legs twiching slightly. Lottie was still grinning down at you, she pulled her hand out and slid down your panties to your ankles, where they met your sweatpants. Lottie kneeled between your legs and lifted them over her shoulders, taking your clit between her lips and softly sucking it while pushing a finger into your dripping wet cunt, curling it upward and hitting just the right spots - causing you to writhe and moan.
"You gonna cum for me, baby?" lottie asked before continuing sucking your pulsing clit. You whimpered and moaned for her.. trying to form a sentence "Y-yes.." you managed to stutter out, you could feel her grin against your cunt and you exploded - feeling waves of pleausure crashing over you. Your legs were shaky, lottie eating you out throughout your orgasm.
After you had come down from your high, she pulled away from you - smirking as she brought her fingers to your lips. "Open up." she demanded - you complied, letting her fingers push into your mouth, making you taste your own cum. She grinned widely "Good girl." lottie praised before pulling them out and standing back up, straightening out her blue kaftan and walking towards the door. "Ill see you later tonight.. after our ritual."
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Authors Note: i trieddd!! its my first fic in like three years and im non-english so dont mind some typos.. anyway hope u enjoyed x
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safetycar-restart · 8 months
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What about helping Carlos through his subdrop?
Ooo really great question! I'm gonna set this in the d/s au because in that au he's a switch and we said that he is quite prone to subdrop when he does need to submit so I think it would be interesting to discuss it there. Though this is something that could absolutely be discussed in the house husband au or just normally as well so if you'd like that then just let me know :))
(Also wow this ended up being so much longer than I thought it would be oops)
Firstly, Carlos doesn't need to submit as much as Charles, not nearly as much and he has a very complicated relationship with submitting as a whole. For years he just ignored the submissive side of him, thought that he could just scene with submissive and ignore that he needed to submit himself.
With Ferrari's old team dominant, he would force himself to submit about once a month, and he would only ever enter a very light subspace. He pretended it was enough, even though if he was honest, he was absolutely experiencing some side effects of not submitting enough.
Then you come along and never try to force him to submit. Instead, you work hard to gain his trust, letting him dom Charles with you, even lying to the team and telling them that Carlos was submitting to you so that you didnt have to force him.
And slowly over time, Carlos starts to trust you enough to actually want to submit to you. His first scene with you is literally just kneeling and letting you play with his hair, the second scene with you is just letting him cook you dinner and then hand feeding him, so it's very slow going with him.
And what you also realise very quickly is how easily prone to subdrop Carlos is. Even as he kneels for you for the first time, he's apologising to you for taking your time, saying he shouldn't need to do this, trying to rush through it. You have to calm him down immediately, praising him and promising him that you love him submitting to you.
He goes into subdrop properly after the third scene with you.
He loved the scene, and it the first time in years that he had submitted properly and entered a deeper subspace. But the moment the scene was over, rather than just laying with you and enjoying slowly coming down, he panics almost immediately because he thinks that he's already taken so much of your time. He stays just long enough to get cleaned up and then insists on leaving. You try to get him to stay, but you can't exactly force him so you let him go.
Within two seconds of seeing him the next day, you know he's in subdrop. His eyes are glazed over, just staring into face as he sits in the hospitality, not even looking like he's listening to his manager. You call his name and when he looks at you, you can almost see his confusion at seeing you again.
You pull from all duties that day, taking him straight back to your hotel room. He kept on trying to insist he was fine, despite the fact that he couldnt stop shaking and actually whined out loud when you pulled him into a hug.
You have to order him to come with you and order him to cuddle with you. He won't do it if you just ask and as his dom, you have to do whatever you need to in order to look after him.
Eventually you manage to get him to talk to you, and he admits that he feels like both a and sub and a bad dom. He felt like a bad sub because he wasn't good enough, he needed attention and care afterwards, he fights submission, he can't do intense scenes. And he felt like a bad dom because a good dom wouldn't need to submit.
You tell him none of that was true of course, but it's not that simple to get him to understand that.
And ever since then, you have to be very careful with Carlos and watch him for subdrop after scenes.
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yourbpdgf · 2 years
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OOO WOULD A DATING JEFF X READER X EJ POLY HCs BE ALRIGHT?
yes yes yesssss! im gonna have fun w this one! these are just randoms hcs that came to my mind since you didnt specify what you wanted 🤷‍♀️. s/os can be interpreted as a pasta in this seeing as theyre friends with other pastas and are implied to live in slender mansion.
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poly jeff tk and eyeless jack hcs!
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• you guys whole dynamic is chaos ☠️.
• its literally ej and jeff on your top all the time and you messing w them 😭.
• jeffs not TOO bad hes just a little very jealous...
• like if you and ej even TRY to do something without him hes gonna be bothered. it could literally be something as small as grocery shopping.
• "you guys are going grocery shopping? without me? wow i thought this was a three person relationship, i guess you two dont care about me, huh?"
• he doesnt mean it, hes just really dramatic.
• dont even get me started on when you hang out with jane. hes so jealous. hell do his best to sabotage your day.
• hes ESPECIALLY pissed when ej goes to hang out with liu. hes scared jack will like his brother more than him.
• dw he gets over fast tho just give him a quick hug and kiss.
• now onto our beloved ej.
• jack just has the need to know exactly where the both of you are at all times. like he doesnt care if you do something just you and jeff, he couldnt care less, but what he does need to know is where you are.
• because what happens if someone kidnaps you? what happens if you get lost? what happens if what happened to him happens to you? what if-
• jacks never really been a relationship before so hes extremely paranoid. he just loves the both of you though he doesnt want jeff to know that so much and he cant stand the thought of losing you.
• when jeff doesnt remember to tell ej when hes going on a long mission or something he loses his shit.
• ej may be a sweetheart to you two but when hes mad? hes a fucking demon, literally.
• he does not care about anything. he goes to slenderman demanding to know where jeff is. he interrogates everyone at scalpel point until he finds out.
• and when he does find out? he goes to check and lovingly whoop jeffs ass.
• people get pissed at you and jeff for making them go through jacks wrath. jeff does it on purpose sometimes, just to fw them. you do too your just not as obvious as jeff.
• your a completely different story though.
•if you go somewhere and "forget" to tell ej he will still go bother everyone but when he finds you he doesnt do the same things he does to jeff.
• when ej finds you because he needs to confirm that people werent lying to him about where you are so he'll check everywhere until he finds you hell calm down. he might even be more clingy to make sure hes with you at all times to protect you.
• jeff and ej both are simps for you, too. anything you want them to do? its done. like anything you could ever want is yours.
• liu tries to use this to his advantage and hangs out with ej alot so jeff gets mad. jane does the same with you.
• liu and jane proudly say fuck jeff and that theyre team ej x y/n even though youre all together. they just want jeff to be mad.
• ben and tobi try to get things off of jeff and ej through you. ben'll be like, "heyy y/n! were friends, arent we? you should definetely get jeff to do the dishes for me <3."
• or tobi will say "y...y/n can you as...k jack to do this mi...mission for me?"
• ofc you say no. youre not trying to give your bfs extra work.
• but sometimes you hang out with jane, liu and ej without jeff to get him mad.
• and maybe sometimes youll go to the corner store without ej knowing every once in a while, so he can panic a little.
• overall jeff is kinda jealous, ejs protective and you like messing w them but you all love eachother <3.
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im so stuck w my other writings so i just decided to have a little fun and make this. here u go 🤲🏼
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hymn-of-muse · 11 months
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How Sweet.
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A Tristepin/Percedal x Evangelyne requested by @hewasanamericangirl !
[for a bit of explanation, i grew up with the original french dub so i'll be using "dally"'s french name and nickname. the "n" in "pin" is silent]
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"Eva!" Tristepin called over to the cra in his traveling party, a bright and cheery look on his face like he had another of his dumb ideas. A look Evangelyne was all too familiar with.
"Yes? what is it, Pin-Pin?" Evangelyne sighed as he confidently marched over to her, a hint of a playful tone as she called him by the nickname he claimed was "too childish".
"Clear your schedule for tonight, because we have plans!" He stated rather matter-of-factly, a smug and proud smile to match the proud pose he had with his hands on his hips. Clearly he thought he was being smooth, lucky for him she found his attitude amusing.
"We do? What are we doing tonight?" She asked, raising an eyebrow with her question and shifting her wait to lean on one side with a hand on her waist. "You arent planning to fight anyone are you? you better not have signed us up for some fighting tournament-" she started scolding.
"no! no, no, no! Not a fight, Eva! i found a place to have dinner tonight!" he explained.
"oh, well thats a nice change." she smiled, dropping her scolding demeanor and casually crossing her arms over her chest.
"yes! I promise, it's a nice place in town, we'll go tonight, yeah?" he grinned, seemingly excited which was no surprise to anyone for him to be excited about food.
"okay" she shrugged, clearly not thinking too much of it but agreed and turned back to catch up with Amalia ahead of them.
"Evaaa, did i hear that right?" Amalia grinned at her friend rather mischievously.
"what...? why are you looking at me like that?" Evangelyne asked, quirking a brow at the princess' behaviour.
"did Tristepin ask you on a date and you just said yes? just like that?" the sadida giggled teasingly.
"w-what?? date? no, he was telling me about a place we could all eat tonight...wasnt he?" eva felt her face warm up as a slight blush appeared at the idea of a date.
"Evangelyne no! he asked you out!" Amalia insisted, slightly narrowing her eyes at the blonde as she spoke.
"oh boy, what have i gotten myself into?" Eva sighed and dragged a hand over her face as she did so in exasperation. She wasnt expecting this but did expect it to not go so well, the party did have a bit of a knack for getting into trouble and Tristepin did get himself into fights. he didnt exactly seem like the kind of guy that was very good with dates so you couldnt really blame her for expecting the night to not go so well.
Eventually the night did come, Amalia had insisted on helping Evangelyne get ready for her date, picking out a dress and doing her hair.
Eva stepped out of the inn the party had decided to stay at for the remaining time they would spend in the town, finding Tristepin waiting for her outside.
He had an arm behind his back and an amazed smile on his face as he looked at her. "Wow Eva! You look beautiful!" he complimented her, almost forgetting about the thing he hid behind himself. "oh-these are for you." he grinned, revealing a small bouquet and handing it over to her.
Evangelyne was a little taken aback by the surprise gift but smiled sweetly and took the bouquet from him with a small "Thank you."
Tristepin held out his arm for hers, his goofy prideful smile never faltering. "Shall we go then, my lady?"
Eva linked her arm with his, bouquet held close in the other hand, and nodded. "what's this place you had in mind then?"
As they walked down the street, Tristepin guiding their path, Evangelyne couldnt help but brace herself for whenever the moment would arrive that things finally went south. Little did she know, Tristepin was hoping desperately that this would work out, even asking Yugo and Ruel earlier for tips and advice.
Tristepin lead the two of them down the streets of the town, a short walk down to the little restaurant he'd spotted earlier that day. It was a quiet walk, the silence filled with a nervous and awkward tension.
When they arrived, Tristepin made sure to hold the door open for her, to pull her chair out and seat her himself. He had always referred to himself as a gentleman and tried showing it whenever he could, though normally his efforts were spoiled by his clumsiness or over eager attitude towards fighting, however tonight he expressed chivalry with ease.
Evangelyne found herself smiling fondly as they sat at the table together, once again thinking to herself "so far so good".
"So, Eva, what do you think? pretty nice place, eh?" Tristepin smiled brightly, though his demeanor gave away he was searching for conversation starters out of nervousness.
"Actually, yes, and very surprising too, coming from you." Eva admitted with a playful tone.
"yea-wait" Tristepin stopped himself from agreeing when he processed her words. "what do you mean 'coming from me'? is it really a surprise i picked out a nice place?" he tilted his head as he asked, confused, curious and ever so slightly offended by her remark, her teasing going over his head.
Eva only giggled at his reaction in response before a waiter came over to their table to take their order. After drinks and food were decided upon, the waiter wrote down their orders and left them to chat while they waited on their meals.
"so..." Tristepin spoke up, nervously glancing to the side and poking his fingers together. "what do you think so far?" he looked pretty cute when he got all shy like that.
"this is really nice. no fighting, just us enjoying a meal at a nice place, i like it." Evangelyne smiled honestly at Tristepin. it was a really nice change of pace from their adventures and it seemed to be going smoothly too, she was happy.
Tristepin smiled back brightly at her response, glad things were going so well for once and that she was enjoying herself.
Their food and drinks soon arrived and they chatted a bit amongst themselves while they ate, learning a little bit more about each other and sharing some experiences from their adventures.
Soon enough the night was ending and they were headed out back to the in. The bouquet from earlier still in her hand, Eva linked her arm with Tristepin's once again and they left the restaurant together, heading back down the street as lamplight lit the way and stars started filling the sky.
Eva found herself laughing at Tristepin's story as they made their way, he found himself smiling and a little flustered rather than upset at someone laughing.
Eventually they said goodnight to each other as they reached the hallway to their rooms in the inn.
"Pin-Pin, wait-" Evangelyne put a hand on his arm to stop him before they parted ways and planted a kiss on his cheek. "Thank you"
He stood there a minute with a red face before a huge lovestruck grin spread upon his face and he brought his fist into the air and back with a quiet little "Yes!"
Eva entered the room she shared with Amelia to find the princess standing in the middle of the room with a curious smile on her face. "Sooo?? how was your date, Eva?" She giggled before noticing the flowers Eva was holding.
"oh! he gave you flowers! oh how sweet!" Amelia smiled.
Evangelyne gave a shy smile in response, a light blush dusting her face. "Yeah...How Sweet."
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thank you for reading
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gale-gentlepenguin · 1 year
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Gale Reviews: ML Season 5 episode 10 Transmission (Kwami’s Choice Part 1)
(Spoilers below)
-Okay so Marinette is hella depressed. I think this is the morning after Elation
-Wow she sounds so done
-Honestly summed up Adrien never started, Luka couldnt have started, and Chat noir shouldnt have started.
-Girl quoted her theme song and dissed herself. Damn
-And before I see posts saying she shouldnt be so focused on her love life... She is 13 f*** off
-Alya’s message was ignored by Marinette because she really in the dumps. And tikki saw the second call from Adrien and was like “Yea... she wouldnt want that call right now”
-EVEN THE VOICE MAIL IS DEPRESSED!
-Well Bustier is really showing the baby bump now
-Nino helping alya wing woman. Now thats cute
-Adrien blames himself specifically chat noir for Marinette feeling bad. And Plagg is like “Yea pretty much”
-Adrien realizing the consequences of his actions
-She took down all the photos of adrien. Not to be that guy, but if the is was about all her failed love life, luka’s photos would be removed to. Just saying
-Adrien really going up there to try and cheer her up. Boy knows what she is going through (and is mainly at fault for it)
-Look this angst is absolutely delicious and I am eating it up...
-How can they not hear the kwami. Plagg literally yelled
-Marinette was about to tell him... but then the trashcan
-I mean... we know he has seen the photos but seeing them in the trash... baby boy no
-Adrien just confessed! Damn! That is an angry yet touching confession. Boy is pissed the girl he loves is hating on herself. Dude... I can relate. (Ah memories of teen angst)
-She turned him down. Ouch.
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-oh look its zoe. After all the angst she is ... certainly a person to see
-Did they seriously throw a party without them even there?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!
-Im sorry but no. I do not need to see this right now.
-Wow... Alya your brain cells are like negative right now. You should PROBABLY check before you think a party is a good idea.
-Zoe being the only one with a brain cell right now. The rest of the class I get... they sort of have horde mentality when the plot is involved.
-And Nora be calling. I wonder why
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-And now just rubbing salt in the wounds
-Boy be depressed.
-And now its monarch. Because only when he can exploit his son does he actually care
-Wait... oh he didnt. Well it isnt the first time he didnt do it. He only tries to akumatize adrien when he knows he is chat noir. So I guess not as big of a prick as you could have been Gabe
-Plagg is like “My boy is destroying himself over this. Fu was wrong to do this”
-Plagg suggesting they find new holders for themselves to save them.
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-Zoe continuing to show that she is the only one with a braincell.
-286 days since adrien came to school?
-Wait a f***ing minute. IT HASNT BEEN A YEAR? ITS ONLY BEEN 9 MONTHS. WHAT THE S*** ASTRUC
-Adrien is depressed and his mom is checking up on him. (I mean Nathalie)
-And now they realize that their party was a dumb idea
-Nathalie sees Gabriel and is already in Mama Bear mode
-Gabriel... what are you planning?
-Did he just come in here to give him an alliance ring?
-Lila heart ache rating? Gabriel... what the s***
-YOU PIECE HUMAN FECAL MATTER! THIS WAS ALL TO GIVE HIM AN ALLIANCE RING AND MAKE HIM A DEADLIER AKUMA. YOU INSUFFERABLE SAKE OF SHIT! I AM GLAD YOU ARE DYING AND I HOPE EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE EXISTS AS PURE AGONY FROM THE CATACLYSM.
-The Kwami! The kwami took back the miraculous. I mean i knew they would cause spoilers but... damn. This hurt more than expected
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-That mother f***er. YOU WOULD AKUMATIZE YOUR OWN SON!?
-Adrien realizes he has a chance now. Boy is going to try! And it ruined his father’s plans
-But now Marinette and Adrien arent feeling the crushing burden of their hero lives.
-Like I feel like they would still be depressed for a bit longer... But that is just me
-Guy is wearing 5 rings at once? Like why that many?
-He realized he forgot to give her the homework. And sees she is in better spirits. A good sign
-She cant say it. She is trying to say she loves him. But she struggling. I think it might be a mental block or something at this point
-The parents went to go check and they both realized what was happening and Immediately went back down. Now if it were me. That door stays open. I dont care if the boy is literal sunshine. No closed doors when boys are over. But enough about parenting. Back to the adorablw
-Okay the hand thing was cute. Also... was the music for this show ALWAYS this on point?
-THEY CANON! THEY KNOW! BREAK OUT THE CHAMPAGNE!!!!
-Party turned back into a strategy meeting
-Wait.... Is his name Boubi. What did Nora do?
-OMG THATS HILARIOUS!
-Tikki and Plagg shopping for holders
-DAMN IT! NOW WE WILL NEVER GET CAT NINO! I HATE THIS
-Okay while I am not crazy about Nino getting shafted. I do find it funny that Plagg sees a blond yell at people and is like “Yep, thats my next holder”
-HE JUST THREW THE RING AT HER!
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-look at him!
-At least Tikki talked to alya first.
-Though in hindsight, Tikki is being  dumb. Marinette Knows that Alya was Scarabella. So she would know Alya was Ladybug. Would that be smart?
-Okay Alya, i will forgive your stupidity earlier in the episode
-Wait... is he giant now?!
-So he has rocket fists
-Okay so... yea I am still not sold on Cat!Zou’s look. I hate the lips stick. And How come SHE can have yellow eyes but Ladynoir couldnt have blue?
-Man, Imagine getting to be new heroes and your first bad guy has 5 miraculous powers plus his own giant size and rocket fists
-Wait... Did he resist CATACLYSM?! OHHHHH... He got the bull miraculous too
-Now he can multipy!
-Im confused... whats the plan?
-Ah yes, the firemen are the real heroes
-OH I GET IT. MAKE HIM BLIND SO HE BRINGS THE SHIELD DOWN. Clever
-Well played
-Wait... why does this guy look like a mix of Blingbling boy and Mr.T?
-Adrien and Marinette had a cute moment
-Oh no... Zoe and Alya had their Alliances on them. Well s***
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so for part one.
I will say I enjoyed every scene involving Marinette and Adrien in it. It was precious and now they canon!.
Outside of that it was... well mid.
Gabriel proved he deserves death
Alya’s mental capacity was questioned.
Zoe’s personality seems to be Only braincell in existence
And the cliff hanger was kind of expected but not in a bad way.
That being said
6.5/10
More pros then cons but it is probably the episode I had the least enjoyment of outside of the Adrinette
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energywarning · 2 years
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... Tell me about 3 and their scar please
Hyuuuu OK lets Gooooo
. Contrary to eight s scar. Three s scar heals Nasty. She goes afk for a while in a way where its like:
3 is immediately transfered to an hospital post oe
> doctors take a look at her face and go "what the fuck is that bro its FUCKING glowing???" And 3 is like "UHH a chemical yes."
> they do what they can. Which is like . Basic burn treatment+ bandage it up but 3 leaves the hospital the day shes allowed to move (like 4-5 days in)
> no real attempt at anything that could help like for the scar tissue or whatever the hell bc MONEYYY and she. Does not have money . She doesnt want to touch the scar because she still has her bandages on
> Just takes her prescribed painkillers. feels Out of it.. Enough to have callie come over and check on her. Wow! That is actually. A pretty strong prescription you got there 3. my bad 3 sorry. (Also 3 what are all these overdue balance letters- oh you paid them off. well if you say so.)
> 3 removes her bandages
> it is painful still. Air hurts it.
> "WELL it will heal. It has to. it has to heal. Please God let it heal."
> it heals...( she is scared of touching it (because it could get re infected. And the scar itself is scaring her)) ... but there is some nerve damage. In certain ways. Both painful and lack of feeling. Bad mix
> "ok its fine. fuck my entire life. But this is fine"
goes back to agent work fully at this point.
The scar is also a reminder of the Hijackiiiiing which
1. Messed her up good for a while . The not permanent damage: . The way i see it when the goo took control of her body it did not like. Have the inherent self restrict a human body does like "if i spend too much energy i will pass out or whatever" so her body was used to its "full capacity" kind of like. Taking a wood puppet and throwing it it at a wall again and again. but turns out that when you push yourself too far you break ! Because cephalopods aint machines. So at the end of the hijacked 3 fight she was p much just about to die of exhaustion or smth.
So she had to rest... a lot to properly recover (but she did not do so, for a while at least)
2. but the physical aspects that stayed permanenty are like. Level 10 Migraines and nosebleeds (not painful this one). And moments where it hurt when it shouldnt ( dare i say for the nosebleed, funny) actually so whatever.
Now the Brain problems like they say...
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For a while more than not 3 just looks out of it. It feels like its still on her head. No one picks up on whats going on tbh. They all just think shes tired or thinking or smth.
The hijacking was very parasitical to her, she was not in control of her body, she was not there but somehow she was watching because those were her eyes, but she could not think or react or do anything, but she was terrified, but couldnt have been because she wasnt there, but she was watching, but her eyes werent hers. Her hands werent hers- i think you get the idea.
The months following octo expansion were the most tough id say. Nightmares every nights for a while but she was sleeping alone so nobody saw this cringe, PHEW! thank God no one saw me suffer in my bed sweating and yet so cold. except for callie once or twice 3 thinks. Like a normal individual.
The other Big Issue was 8. 8 is a nice girl who is very kind. Whom they think of. A certain amounts . Of guilt only for sure [alarms in her head start blasting "DO NOT GET NEAR HER YOU ARE TOXIC TO LIFE ITSELF"] now of course they become friend. (Bc 3 found themself unable to keep up their insane social interaction rules i wrote abt in another ask. Tldr : 3 thinks they do not deserve to talk to people. Sort of)
But 3 is so scared of hurting her somehow. And 3 also becomes friend with 4. And 8 notices that 3 actually touches 4 physically like they will high five eachother or whatever. And 8 hugs 3 sometimes but its like hugging a wood log because they do not move? And 8 starts to wonder if 3 does not like her or if she did something wrong.
So one day she tries to like give 3 a normal pat on the shoulder and 3 immediately looks at her hand as it lays on them and thats where 8 kind of asks them if she did something wrong only to be met with a very erratic "no no no."
3 realises they have to give a reason but they dont know how to turn this around so they just tell her "im scared" hoping itll be vague enough but enough of an answer?
It kind of isnt because then 8 asks "oh... You are scared of me? I am so sorry-" and oh boyy they have to say why now dont they OOPS. "No no. No i am not scared of you. I am scared of myself. I am scared of myself!" And 8 kinds of not get it at the beginning because ????
But then 3 starts to try to talk about their fear of being put in another hijack goo situation as vaguely as possible bc they dont know if 8 wants/should hear about this and then 8 gets it, and hugs them
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And 3 lets themself hug her back. And its like this picture basically
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Id say another aspect of the scar that has affected 3's life is like. The fact that its on their face.
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they will probably never admit this but it stings a little when people look at them with a kind of freaked out look. And they see the person looking at them like this
Ok i think thats all i got for now...
Thanks for the ask ! ^_^
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nastudragneel · 1 year
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Mating Season and daily life
NSFW 18+ ONLY
Natsu x F!Reader
Please comment constructive comments
I'm only on 114 episodes so some things could be wrong.
You get captured by an evil guild. You have sexy time. Then Gajeel and Natsu fight for your hand.
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Rising up early you felt a hand that's not your hand. Looking over you see a pink haired cutie. You immediately think of what happened last night. But for the love of god you cant remember. Too much booze. Your fully clothed so nothing weird happened. Though mating season is coming right up quickly.
'He couldnt possible love me. Yea were just friends unfortunately' You take a shower change and get ready for your day. Natsu is rustling awake, yawns and stretches his arms.
"Morning sleepy head" you state and pet his head as he gets out of your bed.
"Could you light my burner please?"
"Sure no problem" as he yawns he flicks his finger and a tiny flame popped out while smiling. He inserted it into the hole and waited for the fire to rise.
'Finger? Hole? Give it a rest brain I know your in heat' you think to yourself. After making a huge breakfast mainly because he eats so much, you both and Happy merrily go down the road to the Fairy Tail Guild. Meeting up with Erza, Grey, Lucy, and Wendy, and Carla we all looked at the poster board and wanted to do different things. So you took a poster that said to slay A Chimera 120,000 jewels. You all part ways but agree to meet tonight and your off on your own down the road once you get to the location you were caught off guard
"Wh-" as you were knocked unconcious.
~A Full day later
"Wheres (n)? She didnt meet up with us last night, but I thought she was just tired." Natsu says concerned.
"It is strange how one hundred percent of the time she checks in and this once she didnt" Erza announces.
"Well let's go look for her" Grey says. Lucy, Wendy, Carla and Happy nod at this.
"All right let's check what quest she was gonna do ah there! Slay a Chimera 120000 jewels. Shes crazy, alone? Wow!" Lucy states dumbfounded. "Let's go!" Natsu yells as he runs out the guild doors saying he has to find her frantically.
~At The Spot
Natsu sniffs the air sniffs until he finds your scent until he finds your beaded bracelet that's been torn off.
-Natsus POV-
"This was hers she had it on this yesterday morning" I say as Grey opens his mouth.
"What are you sleeping around for pick one all ready" Grey punches my head. Suddenly a huge robot dragon emerges from the ground. Emblem is a dark guild.
"Now that I have your attention dragon slayers. Behold one of your own is about to be sacrificed" The evil guild master Vugo yells and laughs maniacally.
"But (n) isnt a dragon slayer let her go or I got a bone to pick!" I yell and tremble with anger.
"Actually she is a dragon slayer of gravity Natsu. She made me promise not to tell anyone but she is gonna die!" Lucy exclaims which makes me even more mad grunting clenched jaw.
'Why didnt she ever show me? Why didnt I know about this?' You think quietly to yourself.
"Shes behind dragon proof armor in my robot you idiot's. The timer had been set oh looky only three minutes left until she dies into dust." Vugo Yells down to the team.
"NATSU HELP!" I hear (n)s voice muffled from the robot.
'She must have been here all night while we were all at home. Poor (n) out here all alone with no one to help' I think quietly to myself.
-(n) POV-
"Well I'm sorry I wasnt here earlier you must have been scared and felt all alone well I'm here now!" I hear Natsu yell as he powers up. Everyone stands back. Lucy is the only one who knows you have a crush on Natsu. Well maybe Erza knows too or just suspects it but she never says anything.
"Hey Natsu the weak point is there!" Happy yells over to Natsu who's powered up. Everyone gets ready.
"Okay I'll work on the robot, you guys get the creep!" Natsu yelled as he jumped up with fire feet then double jumps towards my direction as your blacking out you hear glass break as your ripped out of the holder. You feel so warm against his skin as he holds your freezing body you can only make out the others dragging Vugo behind them as you look up to see Natsu you pass out in to his chest. You could have sworn he was blushing.
-One Day Later
Your eyes flutter open, you try to get up falling a couple times groaning.
"So your finally awake I was getting worried(n)" Natsu says with a soft tone helping you sit up.
"What happened I feel like I've been hit by a truck. This must be what it feels like to be out of magic. Wait why are you here? Did you stay the whole night?"You question.
"Im here to make sure you woke up Wendy said you may go in to a coma but luckily we avoided that. We defeated the Vugo one of the dark guilds. Found out your the Gravity Dragon slayer. Found out that... you love me..." Natsu trialed off a bit at the end. You just look down.
"I'm sorry I never meant for you to find out that I love yo-" you were cut off by a warm hand tilting your head up to him to reveal your tears.
"I just didnt want... to break our friendship..." quietly tears streak down your face as he leans forward soft lips meet yours as relief washes over you.
'So does he feel the same or?' You think quietly. He deepens the kiss making your heart race and heart melt all at the same time.
"I've always noticed things youd do like make me lunch or dress up more, but I could never tell. (N) I was in love with you this whole time ever since we were kids"
"Now I know who I want to imprint on it's just if you'll let me or not what do ya say? Will you let me imprint on you, you seem fine now?" Natsu says finally finished with his speech. I just nod and say
"Yes I would love that. So you will be my boyfriend?" You question.
"Imprinting isnt just boyfriend and girlfriend, think more husband and wife forever though, you better think this through" Natsu explains. You ponder a moment then decide.
"Natsu I want to be together with you forever" you say as you lean over and passionately kiss him. He reciprocates wrapping his arms around you as you snake your way around his neck. Breaking for air.
"The answer is definitely yes forever" you squeel happily. Natsu give a big ass grin your assuming he didnt really think I liked him. Breaking for air he says
"Were going to have to talk about things but not right now let's do the imprinting now get it out of the way." Natsu says quietly.
"Haha yea it's too intimate for a wedding" you say jokingly.
"We could have one in the future if you want. Clasping your hands to your face. You pinch his cheeks
"My lovely salamander how I love you so!" I squeel again. Natsu blushes deep red so you kiss him then release.
"Okay what do I have to do?" I ask nervously.
"Well you'll have to take your top off since it goes on your back." He explained in a good manner. You didnt dare let him peek, not when you havent done the naughty yet. You turn around take your shirt off and lay on the bed. He starts by building up magic then pushing down hard on my back. I let out a squeak.
"I'm sorry but it has to be this hard almost done" he says then after a couple of minutes
"There now your my mate but you have to do the same to me now" he gloats. I grab my shirt and hold it on my boobs as I look in the full length mirror. A dragon's foot was slight glowing red and the imprint was shadowed.
"The imprint will become darker the more were around eachother and love eachother" Natsu fills me in.
"Ohhh that's why I couldnt figure it out. Okay now turn around." He obeys as you put on your shirt again.
"Okay you can look now"
"Now it's your turn Mr. Dragneel" I wave him and pat my bed. He follows and takes his shirt off to reveal his juicy abs. He flops like a fish onto the bed on his stomach and gives a thumbs up.
"I've never done this before please tell me if theres to much pressure." You say cutely. He gives you a thumbs up as you gather your magic finally you press on his back and release the magic kindave by nature knowing what to do. His imprint is purple glowing and the same shade as your imprint.
"There all done. I'm sorry I tried!" You squeel .
"Its perfect! What are you crying about come here"Natsu says. *tickle tickle*
"Bwahahahha! Stop please I'm gonna piss myself" you say as he releases you from his strong grasp. You layed on him face to face. Snuggling his cheek, then lick his neck.
"You taste so good.. Natsu" you say almost, almost moaning.
"Why taste me you could smell me too ya know?" Natsu says gently.
"In my teens I lost my sense of smell I always hid it very easily and hid my training. I wouldnt be able to find you anywhere without this imprint." You said as he looks shocked.
"That must be rough, no smell even though your a dragon slayer I'm sorry (n)but why didnt you ever tell me I was, am your best friend?" Natsu holds you close and snuggles with you.
"I was just that embarrassed."
You take tiny licks on his neck as he shivers, you could feel something rising down yander but ignored it. Then you start nipping as his neck the good side. He gives a small moan. So you decide to leave a hickey on him. Sucking as he moaned a little louder. Such a sweet sound.
"You know if you play with fire your bound to get burned (n)" Natsu warned as he readjusted himself laying parallel to you.
"What you cant handle a little teasing?" You whisper in his ear causing him to shiver again.
"Its just that everything is new to me since I'm still a virgin." Natsu says melancholy.
"Who said I wasnt pure I'm plenty a virgin too Natsu" he looks to me and smiles.
"Well I guess thats good for us then" he says happily. We both interlock mouths fighting for dominance flicking our tounges around. As you hold his hand and put it on your breast he opened his eyes for a second then rolled with it. He held your boob and gently squeezed it around while making out. So you held his hand and gently went under your shirt you felt him freeze up but for a second when you placed his hand on your bared skinned breast. He moaned a little just the softest moan ever.
"Do you want to or no?" You ask Natsu who was struggling.
"No but yes very much yes, but only if your okay with it." Natsu said affirmatively and man spread his legs.
"I'm okay with it if you are, just let your instincts take over" I say happily.
"Were both virgins" you say. He quickly got ontop of you un buttoning your shirt and quickly discarding it on the floor. While you take of his shirt throwing it on the floor.
"Hey I wont be able to see you over your scarf can I put it right next to us?" I ask unsure.
"Sure as long as it doesnt touch the ground" Natsu says happily. You place his scarf on a pillow. He grabbed your chin and turns your head so he can whisper in you ear.
"I want to hold you close, skin pressed against me tight, lie still, and close your eyes girl, so lovely it feels so right.
I want to hold you close, soft breasts, beating heart, as I whisper in your ear, I want to fucking tear you apart" Nastu hums in your ear as he takes off your skirt and panties. You rise with him as he takes off his pants and boxers off blushes profusely. You get off your bed and get on your knees.
"Relax its okay" you say as you lick the tip in circles causing him to spasm with pleasure. Next you gulped about half of his length then started going back and forth until you were deep throating him.
"(N) I'm ..I'm gonna cum. What should I do?" Natsu wonders as you stop leaving him wanting more.
"Oh yea? You need to please your woman first" you say as he pounces on you onto the bed.
"Tell me how to please a woman please?" He asks cutely.
"Well first I'd think I'd go down on her first or eating out"
"What are those" Natsu asks.
"You know what I did to you but in reverse stick your tounge down there and basically suck the juices." He complies and goes down on you, you forgetting his long dragon tounge. He grabs onto your thighs for support. Moaning loudly catching you off guard.
"You okay up there my little salamander?" Natsu asks.
"Ya your just naturally good at that I forgot our tounges are longer than humans" You bluntly say huffing.
"Well lucky me" Natsu says as he goes down again causing many moans and whimpers to come out of your throat. After around the same time you went down on him hes got you begging.
"Please Natsu make love with me I'm wet enough pleassee" You squirm huffing hard clearly in heat, he let's go of your thighs and crawls up ontop of you. Wiping his mouth first he bends down and kisses you while his hands explore your body. One hand you stroke through his surprisingly soft hair the other hand feels his arm and back as your legs intertwine then untwine.
'Hes big but not ginormous thank god hes still huge though will it fit?' You think as he places the tip at your entrance. Your whole body begging for him and only him.
"Please Natsu I need you" You say as he inserts his erect cock into you slowly until he hits something.
"What's that?" You hear him ask.
"Its my hymen proving I'm a virgin. All right this is probably really gonna hurt but shove it in" you finish saying. Natsu nods following what you said.
"Aghh!" You yell in pain. However your enveloped in warmth. Looking down you see Natsu bent down hugging you giving you small kisses everwhere.
"Itll be okay just wait" Natsu responds. After a couple minutes you nod.
"Its not so bad you can move" You say softly to Natsu as he slowly slides in and out of you. You both moan at the same time and giggle. After awhile of touches and kisses he picks up the pace until he definitely knows what hes doing. He keeps a steady pace as you push upward in sync. As he goes faster it makes you both huff and puff dripping with sweat.
"Natsu I'm I'm gonna cum"
"(N) I'm gonna cum what should I do?"
"Dont take it out or I'll kill you!" Huffing and moaning barley able to lift your hand.
"Fine with me!" Huffing as he shoves his cock in and out vigorously. After some couple minutes later
"Here I cum (n)"
"I'm cumming Natsu!" You say as you both embrace eachother riding out this high.
"Ahhh..." you both huff and sigh. Wrapping eachothers arms around eachother you embrace calming down.
"How was it really?" Natsu asked after untwining from eachother and cleaning up since there was a blood spot.
"It was fantastic Natsu I'm impressed by you to be honest now let's get cleaned up" as your legs shake trying to walk.
"Yea looks like I did do a good job" he says smiling. First the blankets then turn on the bath then pick up the clothes wash them real quick. You spy Natsu about to put on his scarf.
"Remember were gonna take a bath unless you want it to get wet?" You say loud enough so he'll hear.
"Okay my little salamander" Natsu exclaims.
"Um Natsu I'm a gravity Dragon Slayer not a salamander but I do like the sound of being your little salamander so I approve" you smile wide at him which makes him smile wide too and hug you. Once out of his grasp he watches you do things like finish drying our clothes.
"Ah the bath should be ready now let's go cutie" you grab his hand and walk into the bath he follows.
"Ah it feels so good after that um yea" you mutter the last part blushing hard.
"Hehe I'm that good to make you blush again and again? That reminds me how are you feeling down there?" He asks concerned.
"I'm okaish it hurts a little now but I'm sure itll heal." He reached out and cupped your cheek.
"I promise for the rest of my life I will protect you (n)" looking you in the eyes .
"And I promise for the rest of my life to protect you too" you cupped his cheek. After you both were dry you changed into clothes.
"Let's go to the guild salamander" you say perky.
"Oh just know, you have to hold me hand" you add. He tuns and looks at you.
"I'm sure will figure it out." He says and you nod. As you lock your door you spy
"Hey Natsu, (n)!" Happy yells.
"Hey there Happy were headed to the guild, did you check it out yet?" I asked politely.
"Yea I did everyones there waiting for you both let's go" Happy retorts. After walking hand in hand through town gaining some remarks like good for ya boy, and ous and awes you all finally reach Fairy Tail. Letting go of your hands you all are about to go in.
'Maybe I shouldnt have worn a clear back crop top. Oh well everyone will soon find out. Natsu and Happy go in but you locked eyes with Gajeel. He walks up to you.
"Let's go by this side wall" he says and grabs your hand and drags you around.
"I wont drag it out. Its mating season and I want you to be my mate." Gajeel
"I'm sorry but I just contracted my mate and we've completed the whole ritual" I turn around to reveal Natsus imprint.
"It smells like Natsus" he says bluntly.
"It is hehe" I say then feel Natsus presence coming around the building.
"There you are! You just dissapeare-"
"Gajeel." Natsu says an guard.
"What are you doing with (n)?" He says offended. You turn to him and responds
"Gajeel was just asking about mates" you say quietly. Natsu walks up to us and asks Gajeel
"Yea what about them. I wanna know just what exactly were you asking her" Natsu says aggressively. You walk over to Natsu and stay by his side. By now a crowds gathered.
"I was asking her to be my mate but shes taken. But if I win, shes mine" Gajeel says roughly.
"Thems fighting words let's go!" Natsu yells. Now in front of the guild everyones watching you Natsu and Gajeel.
"Why are they fighting? Do you know?" Lucy asks who was right by Erza, Grey, Wendy and Carla.
"Gajeel wants to be my mate he wont take no for an answer but I'm allready mated with Natsu and we've completed the ritual I dont know what happens if a dragon slayer is imprinted on twice." I say to them.
"From what I know they die, there can only be one life long mate to one" Grey says.
"So that means if Natsu fails she will die too!" Happy yells.
"Has everyone forgotten I'm a dragon slayer too?! I can take him no problem im just letting Natsu go first" You exclaim to the world, everyone shocked by your unusual loudness. You turn your attention back to the fight and there going as all out as they can but to protect the guild. Gajeel made a beam but Natsu dodged it with ease and ran up to punch him. At the last second Gajeel turned around and punched Natsu hard making him fly about 40 feet. Natsu was clearly struggling to breath. Gajeel made a beam that was going to hit a allready downed Natsu a dirty trick. You ran in front of Natsu feeling his eyes on you.
"No this is my battle dont interfere" Natsu coughs up standing up. As he sees the beam you punch it straight on crumbling Gajeels beam. After that you step behind Natsu.
"Thanks for the save" Natsu said greatfuly. Everyone in the crowd goes ouuu.
"Here eat up my little salamander" you say as you throw him a fire crystal that's flaming. As hes eating the entire flames out of it I decide to speak to Gajeel.
"Why do you want me so bad? Go mate with someone else! I'll die if I get imprinted twice!" You yell at him, while he makes a shocked face.
"Now I have to save face!" Gajeel yells over. You feel Natsus hand in yours looking over to him
"Dont worry I got this. I told you I'd always protect you" Natsu says sweetly.
"Now I'm fired up!" Natsu yelled as he flame foot quickly to Gajeels face rampaging fists of fire furry. He wouldnt let up he just kept punching.
"No dont do it hes not calm!" Erza yelled but you ran up to Natsu and put a hand on his shoulder. He stopped punching Gajeel. He looked over his shoulder and growled.
"Its time to calm down my salamander" you ruffled his hair. He just growled but knew it was you. Eventually he calmed down. Gajeel was koed.
"Woah he was koed that's amazing!" Cana says in the crowd.
"Someone get a medic!" Someone in the crowd yelled. Most people in the crowd were cheering though. You grab Natsus hand he turns to you then you hug him close. He hugs you back. You pull your head back and kiss him in front of everyone then break apart. There were lots of whistles and yeas! You and Natsu holding hands and everyone in the group met up at the door.
"Shouldnt we, I dont know maybe tell the master?" Happy asks.
"Yes that would be the next course of action" Erza says then goes inside.
I follow Erza and Natsu follows me by being hooked together. Which makes everyone follow. We all arrive on the second floor and hear Erza talking then we see them as we all come up the stairs.
"Oh dammit you kids just fix everything up send Gajeel to the med ward there" the master says as Erza, Grey, Wendy and Carla walk off.
"And now you two"
"I've heard that you imprinted on eachother that's a whole nuther matter"
"Do you know what I'm talking about kids?" The old man asks. I look over to Natsu who looks at you we both shrug then turn back to the master.
"You two are even more dangerous now! The more your imprints turn black the more dangerous you both are. Because imagine one of you gets hurt. You could destroy a town. How far are you through the ritual?" Master asks.
Natsu and I look at eachother with an O fuck face then turn back.
"Well funny you should ask" Natsu chuckles. Both of us blushing.
"We completed it this morning sir" you say the rest for Natsus sake. Master facepalms.
"You idiots! You allready completed it.
"It was spur of the moment we weren't thinking straight obviously since its mateing season sir" you apologize for both of you. You squeeze Natsus hand and he squeezes back.
"Well it cant ever be undone. It will get you to S class quicker and you can protect the guild better. I'll approve it " master finally says. You sigh in relief.
"What would have happened if you didnt approve?" You ask innocently.
"Oh you would be banned from Fairy Tail forever" The old man says.
"Natsu you dumbass you didnt tell me that!" You yell and squeeze his hand really hard then let go and cross your arms.
"(N) everything's fine" Happy says.
"Have a good rest of your day kiddos try to not destroy anything. I'll have a talk with Gajeel" The old man says. You all nod then walk down the stairs.
"Sorry about squeezing your hand hard" you admit.
"Its fine I barley felt it" Natsu shines a bright smile and a thumbs up at you.
"Hey congrats on the new power couple"
"Salamander totally took Gajeel down hard"
"That's what some people will do for love"
you both turn to see and hear people from the crowd pouring into the guild.
"Let's grab some food and drinks while we wait for the others to get back" Natsu nods in agreement. As usual he got basically one of everything off the menu and you just had a slice of cake and beverage. While Wendy and Carla came over and sat down.
"What is mating?" Wendy asks as you and Natsu spit out your drinks.
"Umm your not really ready for it but come by my I mean our house sometime and I'll explain it just in the daylight hours only though please Wendy" I say with a huff. Natsu just thumbs up me.
"That's my little salamander always thinking" Natsu says cutely. Finally Erza, Grey, and Lucy show up.
"I need a rain check" Erza says to everyone.
"That's okay me too" Lucy says followed by Grey. Wendy and Carla decide to take the day off too. After they all left and you payed the tab it was just you Natsu and Happy.
"So what should we do now?" You question them.
"Hmm well we just did the Chimera quest so how about we stay inside today?" Natsu says happily.
"Okays well we should get groceries first" I say cutely. We walk to the market hand in hand and get giggles from women and atta boy from men. You picked some potatoes, tomatoes, and a lot of meat oh carrots, rice and lots of fish.
"Thanks for carrying everything cutie" you gave him a kiss on the cheek. He got heart eyes and hearts coming out of him.
"Your very welcome cutie" he said cutely. You open your door and yell
"If theres anyone in there I'll kill you!" Silence...
"Okay give me some of the stuff so I can hel-"
"No way. I know how to treat a lady" Natsu says as he painfully goes up the stairs. You facepalm and Happy just flies in.you just go in and lock the door. When you get up to the kitchen Natsu has all the bags nice and neat. Looking around you get heart eyes and glomp hug him.
"Thank you so much" You cry out.
"Well I do what I can for the people I love" Natsu says with pride and him smiling. You smile back.
"So do you think maybe you could light the burner please?" I ask softly. He perks up and says
"All you gotta do is ask" he says as he lights the burner.
"Thanks love I'll get cooking" half an hour passes one hour passes. Natsu shuffles into the kitchen and he immediately perked up seeing all the food on the table.
"Wow you made all of this?!" He yells with sparkly eyes and a bit of drool.
"Start eating I'll be done in a minute save me some food" You say but then notice Natsu is waiting for you.
"Awee are you waiting for lil o me? How gentlemanly" you say but hear his stomach rumble.
"It took you so long to prepare everything, waiting a couple more minutes doesnt matter" as he gets up walks over to you, you getting ready to finish. He gently kisses the back of your neck which makes you shiver. After a couple minutes he stopped teasing you and sat down.
"And with this! I present the last dish!" You yell happily and sit down.
"Thank you for the food" Natsu and happy yell before digging in.
"Natsu I'd like to try at least one of everything my bites are small I promise" he gulps down some beer to clear his throat then says
"Of course you made it after all" Natsu says while eating. You reach over to grab something off his plate but then you see him glow bright red. You look down and see your well endowed and he seems to like it. Booping his nose with your other hand you continue grab the food then sit down and this is how it goes until all the dishes are devoured. Sitting in Natsus chair facing the stove and sink you watch him clean and put away everything that you used.
"Awee your soo sweet how is it that you havent found someone earlier?" He stopped dead cold.
"I used to have this small thing with a girl named Lisanna, but she died." He said stone cold. In shock I say
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry to bring up bad memories! Please forgive me." He started washing and drying again. You knew he could feel what your feeling that your feelings ran true because he turned around when done with a bright smile while your over here silently crying. He looked not very shocked due to him feeling what you feel. He goes over asks you to stand and hugs you crying finally letting it out. You just hug him close and rub his back telling him it's okay things are the way they are.He calms down after and hour finally out of tears, but he holds you close so close it almost hurts. Once he calmed down you pet his head and give him a head massage. After he surprises you
"Let's um have a drinking contest" Natsu says sniffling up the last amount of sadness he had.
"Um okay but drinking wont solve this but your lucky I'm stocked all. The. Time." You say without mercy. You pour some wine into two glasses.
"I'll show you no mercy Dragneel Natsu"
"Okay by me and hey thank you for before noones ever done that for me before" sipping your wine.
"Well I'm glad I could help any... you seem to have been very in love with her shes lucky.." you chug your wine and begin again while Natsu chugs his you refill his glass.
"It wasnt meant to be. My heart was just looking for you this entire time (n)" Salamander says in a matter o fact tone. Which makes you blush very red.
"Oh yea what are ya thinkin my lil salamander" he chuckles.
"Oh man you guys are so screwed tomorrow goodnight" Happy says interjecting.
"Okay Happy" we both say.
"Uh-h its just I'm so happy that I'm at the center of your heart. I've been alone my whole life I can relate to you alot. All I've ever wanted was love. Instead I got pain." You finish saying. Natsu reaches over and pets your hair calming you down.
"Let's drink to us" you say but then Natsu raises a glass
"Lets drink to love" he says and I nod and cheers with him. Eventually you both finish six bottles of wine and curl up with Natsu as Happy curls up by the fire place. You and Natsu wrap your arms around eachother you deliriously kiss him all over as he passes out you fall asleep as well.
-The Next Day
Rising up early you felt a hand that's not your hand. Looking down you see a pink haired cutie. You immediately think of what happened last night. But for the love of god you cant remember. Too much booze. Your fully clothed so nothing happened.
'Wait this is deja vu' you think. You look at Natsus resting peaceful face. You bend down and kiss his lips.
"Mnnm (n)" he mutters out.
"Natsu..." you gently kiss him awake.
He rustles around and opens his eyes. Looking into eachothers eyes he says
"Goodmorning my lil salamander"
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Well… that was… *something*
Law & order premier event thoughts…
Okay, here we go!
(Fuck i just realized i never did a “what i hope/wish to see this season! I’ll do it after)
oh. Okay. We’re diving *right* into things with Ukraine? 😳 jfc
Cosgrove(?)’s daughter & all this talk about gunshots is terribly foreboding
SNIPED BY DADDY BENSON JEEESUS
I just do not like Cosgrove….
Oh GOD & NOW he’s fighting with Stabler?! We couldnt have gotten through this ep without a “whos dick is bigger” contest, could we? 🙄🙄 like i was *just* gonna say how frank’s acting like stabler & then stabler shows up… ugh. Bring daddy benson back pls
Ayannaaaaaaa lookin like a SNACK as per usual!😍
This “crossover” really is more like a 3hr movie. First 30mins moved pretty slow like the OG l&o vibes… now we’re into the OC feels. Where are my svu babies? Bring them in pls.
I cant decide whether this CI is a complete idiot or a genius.
Why are we being forced to deal with so many low neck, chest exposed outfits for stabler 🥴
Oh so we’re putting Amanda in oversized blazers this year?
Watching them do raids on l&o after watching so much Chicago pd is just pathetic. Like, they’d lose so many cops with how bad it is.
I’m sorry. But if i was going to raid a house of a very dangerous criminal… i’d put my hair up to make sure i could SEE what i was doing…
Loving this style update for Jet😍
Did ANYONE think the CI was gonna make it through the ep?? Like cmon that was obvious
There was 3:44min left on the timer & that was WAY less than that….
Are velasco & fin just like, kickin it back at the precinct watching tv or something rn?!
Yessssssss Sam is here now! 😍😍
But also hate the other ada
Wait… this perp (in pt3) has DEFINITELY been on svu before… he sold liv & elliot a baby… right?!
Sir… you are sitting like a lesbian…
WOW we just jumped two months!!
Where TF is carisi??
AMANDA ROLLINS IS ANTI TAYLOR SWIFT??!! I *NEVER* WOULD HAVE THOUGHT! Like she would be the number 1 swiftie…
FUCK.
Okay like i KNEW something like this was probable because dw wanted her killed off BUT COULD WE GET THROUGH A SEASON OPENER WITH**OUT** SOMEONE IMPORTANT GETTING SHOT??!!
Carisi’s gonna show up now, right??
UGGGHH PEEEETTEERR YOUR ACTING!!??? GOOD GOD. JUST SO SCARED & worried & 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭
Wtf is this jacket olivia has on? I cant tell whether its leather or denim or leather posing as denim??!
Liv did what was right. Putting nicole out of harms way was way better than making her testify when she’s already almost been killed multiple times.
Oh fuck you mccoy
How is NO ONE from the da’s office even TALKING about/worried about rollins?!
THANK YOU SAM!!! I KNEW I LIKED YOU BETTER THAN ANYONE ON THIS DAMN SHOW (also she’s looked *bomb* in every outfit so far..)
I feel like we might be starting to learn more about Sam’s history/childhood thanks to this ep? Or like, this might be hinting at some future character arc?
UCK. I literally just said “at least elliot’s gone” and WOW he feels the need to come back…
There are TEN mins left & we still havent gotten an update on amanda??!! Come ON
Yo, dick wolf, tell me you hate amanda rollins without telling me you hate amanda rollins 😒😒😒
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! The crap scenes we GOT instead of:
a panicked emotional carisi at the hospital, a sympathetic & just as worried liv who’s trying to hide it to be the bigger supporter, a worried fin who’s watched her take a bullet already!! The REUNION & relief when they’re told she’s out of surgery & going to be totally fine. The CONVERSATION between amanda & sonny, the heartfelt confessions of how scared they were to lose each other, how carisi was internally freaking out about the girls and legally who would take care of them if amanda died, and how it should be him over anyone from her family. How the only thing aside from the girls amanda could think of was that she wished she had told sonny she wanted to be with him forever, be the dad to her girls, how life is short & they’d wasted enough time already. Followed by an untraditional proposal, one that neither of them expected & sonny doesnt even have the ring, but they agree to marriage anyways. FOLLOWED by liv, fin, velasco, jessie & billie coming into the room in a big happy found family wrap up…
Brb… just wrote a one shot that was better than the wrap of this damn episode.
Ugh 🙄🙄🙄
@bookpillows here ya go
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again exposing my aromantic love people as they are acts of creation agenda again
i used to think that i was just having a bi panic when i saw people because i would literally freak out and freeze when i saw certain people because wow. youre really pretty. it wasnt until much later when my friends were like !!! you should ask them out. you clearly like them. if you like them you should say something! that i started to feel uncomfortable. i felt peerpressured into saying something and i felt peer pressured into a sexuality and romantic orientation. 
i just wanted to look at people. they were just so incredibly beautiful. i like collecting facts about other people, and i often wondered if other people did that for myself. there was this guy that i briefly dated (that is a WHOLE other story) who was so incredibly beautiful. the reason i finally accepted my “attraction” to him after ? a year of dating (i was too scared to say no when he asked me out because i didnt want to hurt his feelings, and i thought i could learn to love him) was because he looked like a ballerina. He looked. Like a ballerina. he was incredibly graceful with hands made for piano, and he had dark hair and the smoothest widows peak i had ever seen in my life. i could wax poetic about his widows peak. he had crooked teeth that were so cute when he smiled and hazel eyes. i used to write poetry about him and i drew him all the fricken time. i could barely speak around him because i was so uncomfortable in the promise of a relationship. he had little freckles on his ears. i often wondered if he even knew they were there. i wanted to be his friend so badly--i would have dreams after we broke up of us rekindling and becoming best friends and pen pals and i would always awake horribly disappointed. i didnt get to experience his existence like most of the people we knew did--all i had was an awkward silence and the fact that he kissed someone else while on vacation.
then came my start in my realization of queerness--this was around the time that i was still dating the guy above. i was having some level of feelings for this person i knew and was close with but i didnt know what they were. looking back on it, i still dont know. i definately had an aesthetic appreciation for this person, possibly bordering on cupioromantic feelings for them. they had a crush on me, and i actually helped them realize they liked girls (and boys). i didnt let their confession stop our friendship and it didnt make me uncomfortable. they werent expecting anything from me--they just wanted to tell me. i often think about that difference. i used to think because it didnt bother me, that i must have liked them back. but now i realize it was more that they just wanted to be honest with me, let me know how they felt. they told me before hand that they werent trying to mess with my relationship with the first person, they just wanted some closure for themselves and i respected that. in every other situation, i have never felt listened to by the confessing party. there were even times where i borderline begged them to wait and let the person of their affections (i wasnt supposed to know it was me) to make their feelings clear before they confessed. they ignored me. anyway, back to this person. i didnt understand what i was feeling for them. i wanted to be close to them, and i loved when they played with my hair. they had big brown eyes and a sharp personality with pretty hands and the softest freckles i had ever seen. they made me a bracelet made out of paper, once. we almost kissed like twice, once on a sunny spring day and another at their house. i couldnt get a solid answer from myself--did i like them? what was wrong with me, that i coudlnt find an answer? i cried and cried and cried over it, trying to talk with my mothe about it. she stopped me, not even wanting to think of the possibility that i could like someone who wasnt a man. she took me to dennys to make me stop crying and i had a milkshake. 
soon after came my first time being in the presence of a butch lesbian. she was so fucking beautiful. the gay guy who sat behind me thought so as well and went up to flirt with her before she told him that she was in fact a lesbian. i saw the lesbian twink encounter with my own eyes folks. it does happen. she was so handsome, she looked like someone off of a magazine--i didnt get to go up close to her because--well, why? i just thought she was handsome in her sweater. she looked like an english professor and had short cut slicked back hair and thick arms. i was so shy and preferred just watching people from afar. (to any masc aligned people reading this--yall cute as hell. remember that.)
then there was this girl who i ran into while in the restroom--i was awkward and the sinks were broken and i heard someone start to come in so i didnt want it to seem like i didnt wash my hands so i ran back into the stalls and waited a few minutes and flushed the toilets and came back out. she giggled the most beautiful laugh i had ever heard when she realized that the sinks werent working. and then i turned and looked at her, and i panicked. she was tall like--super tall. like mega height. and she was fat (nothing wrong with that word babes!) with a round face with the longest eyelashes known to man. her hair was wavy and brown with gold highlights and was very long. she had the biggest smile and i choked at how beautiful she was. i sputtered something probably inchoherent and ran out of the bathroom to go find another sink. all my friends thought, this is it! this is you realizing you like women! but i felt uncomfortable in their notions. she was pretty, yes. she was so beautiful that ive drawn her a million times in my sketchbook, all vauge figures turning to be her. but did i like her?
i would talk about my first girlfriend, but i know for a fact that she knows my tumblr and im not taking that chance in case she sees this. lmao
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