1998honda-civic

[1998honda-civic]

Hey, sorry I haven’t been on much, been on discord and trying to avoid stuff on this site so I’m not on it much. Thank you guys and have a good month! :)

#november #thankful #black and white #favorite bands #ptv #Sleeping with sirens #Emo #scene girl

[1998honda-civic]

All I want is a reason.

All I want is someone to tell me why I should stick around.

I want to know why I should have social media or get phone numbers

I want to know why people want to be my friend.

I want to know why people hate me.

I just want one reason to stay when I have a million to leave. But I guess it’s too much to ask. I hate it, that nobody can tell me why any of these things matter. It’s why I push and pull, it’s why I try to keep things together. If you want me to go, give me a goddamn good reason, if you want me to stay, I need a good fucking reason. I’m done trying to do anything just to never be good enough for someone. I’m tired and I hate it.

#fuck my life #i need therapy #I need a hug #i need to stop #I need sleep #why do i keep doing this #why do i care #idk why #im sorry #fml tbh

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#Luminal space #isolation #setting for book #horror #romance #scary #spooktober #books #moving bookshelves

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#Sleeping with sirens #Emo #bands #ptv #vic fuentes #kellin quinn #kelvin sws #Band art

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#Drawings #dark art

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Vic my beloved

[1998honda-civic]

And every time you go, It's like a knife that cuts right to my soul.

Only love can hurt like this.

[1998honda-civic]

Some things I hate about myself:

I care about people thatve hurt me

I over love

I expect too much or not enough

I try when I shouldnt

I put too much effort or not enough in people

I can’t stand myself or my family

My heart still breaks when I see people

I can’t get over shit

I’m constantly hurting someone

I am too needy for attention

I can’t hate easily

And last; I don’t know how to change or love myself when I need to most because I’m me.

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Why is this dude so hot?? 😍🥵🥵

#Andrew Garfield #spiderman #peter parker #marvel #muscle daddy #sexy celebrities

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wild wolves.

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All the disposable nappies your parents used on you are still out there somewhere.

[1998honda-civic]

If I Could Have Another Chance -

If I could have another chance, I would have stepped back and look at the whole, And I wouldn’t be doing this wasteful dance, But that’s only if I hadn’t made the blade so dull.

If I could have another chance, I would have risked my cards more, I would have never given a hinting glance, I would have simply shown myself to the door.

If I could have another chance, I would be more kind, I would have been less in trance, But I have been very blind.

The past is always going to be in the past, Even though it will always haunt me, I know now that the pain doesn’t last. But still, I shouldn’t let my actions be.

If I could have another chance, I would let my wants go. I would stop the ‘I cant’s.’ But with any other, I would have it blown.

Maybe instead of dwelling in fear, I could have been careful, But I feel my eyes welling with tears, Leaving me dareful.

[1998honda-civic]

My love for you was bullet proof, but you’re the one who shot me.

-Pierce the Veil, Bullet Proof Love

#pierce the veil #pierce the vic #emo #sleeping with sirens

[1998honda-civic]

You know what we should do? Commit war crimes and fix this world. We should cause mutually assured destruction. Also? Period cramps need to not kill me in school. I want to function and not have the urge to commit murders or arson. Everyone on tumblr should start a militia and overthrow all the governments and watch nature take this earth back from us dumb people. TIME TO DO SOME WITCHY SHIT

#witchyvibes #from a book i'll never write #politics #menstrual #Murder #war crimes #food #cats #music #vibe #war vibes #imperial grace #lgbtqiia+ #punk #haters #straight #women #vintage men #band puns #favorite bands #fob #fall out boy #mcrmy #my dog

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#hopeless romantix #please help #im in agony #gotta love anxiety #Oh no I’m in love #oh lord #ohmnanon #uh oh #oh no

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The Dreamer

She falls asleep each night. All alone, and shivers for a while. But when she closes her eyes, she sees a new world. She has been all over and has seen many creatures, people, and sometimes has seen the dead. She loves her partner dearly, even though they don’t share a bed, but once she’s in her world, she can’t return til dawn. I should know. I’m her. 

Last night, I was in the forest, by my grandfathers cabin. There were cheetahs. two of them, and a lion, as well as a wolf. I couldn’t escape this. I was stuck in a two mile radius from my grandfathers cabin. I was trapped. There were soldiers who dragged my family away to someplace I don’t know. I was bound to something heavy and reached for tools, or tried to. I desperately try to escape. there was no use. I couldn’t be dragged away, but someone had a bloody nose. Hours later, my family returns home. I don’t know where they’ve been. They look beat, exhausted, and near death. There must be a way out of here.

#dreams #writers attention #adventure #war vibes #hostility

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Dump him or wait?

So what do you do if your boyfriend calls you white privileged and is kinda being a dick? Should I wait and see if he can pull his shit together? I really love him but I’m questioning his love for me...

#can i get advice #i need friends #I need him #??????? tumblr #need a homie