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Uhm...hi?

Yeah I'm still alive.

I don't even know if anyone is reading this, or if anyone still cares about this account. But, here i am.

There's this idea for a fic that popped into my head at work. Sooo, I'll just have to write it and then you'll have new content from. me ✌🏻

I'm still gonna post very irregular, i barely have time on my hands with work and stuff but my boyfriend convinced me to do this again.

Writing really helps me escape from reality, just like music, and i hope that i can pick this hobby up again. I love it way to much to let it go completely.

See you soon! 👋🏻

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I’ll never smile again - B.B.

Bucky Barnes x reader

Summary: Whenever a persons Soulmate would sing a song, they would have that song, sung by the original artist, stuck in their head. You were always confused about your soulmates choices. Who would assume that he was an 100 year old man?

Word count: 3,971

Warnings: None, pure fluff

A/N: Sorry I talk around the topic a lot, I just keep wanting to add more details and stuff lmao anyways enjoy!

You moved around the kitchen, preparing dinner for yourself and your best friend/roommate Hayley. You two lived in a small apartment in the middle of New York. You both still haven’t met your soulmate but that was alright. You had each other, and soon enough you would hopefully meet them. Hayley always made jokes about how hard it would be for your soulmate since you were a singer. Not a professional one, you sometimes sang at weddings or in bars. When you didn’t have any performances, you worked as a barista in the coffee shop down the street, just like Hayley.

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#just wanted to bring up the fic I'm most proud of #idk why i just really like it #self reblog

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I'm not dead! 🎉

I'm actually getting around to write some stuff, which means I'm gonna be back soon!

Stay tuned 💞

#whoop whoop #personal

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This is an appreciation post for the fanfic authors who aren’t included on rec lists

For the fanfic authors who don’t get art of their fics

For the fanfic authors who can’t get to 1000/500/100 hits

For the fanfic authors who don’t get comments/reviews

For the fanfic authors who write for small fandoms

For the fanfic authors who write rarepairs or gen fics

For the fanfic authors who get hate for the ships/characters/fandoms they write

For the fanfic authors who write in English despite it not being their first language

For the fanfic authors who don’t write in English

For the fanfic authors who don’t think anyone reads or likes their work

For the fanfic authors who aren’t big name fans

For the fanfic authors who don’t get requests in their inboxes

For the fanfic authors who can’t write stories that are more than a thousand words

For the fanfic authors who only write one ship

For the fanfic authors who are just starting

For the fanfic authors who have been writing fic for years

For the fanfic authors who use fanfic to practice writing

For the fanfic authors who write self-insert fics

For the fanfic authors who write about their OCs

For the fanfic authors who write to vent or cope

For the fanfic authors who are just waiting for their big break

Keep creating, I love you ❤️

#yeah I'm still alive #and i want ro start writing again real bad

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If you didn't notice: I'm on a hiatus

Life is pretty stressful rn, i have work and tons of other stuff to do currently. It's been weeks since I've slept as long as I'd like to.

I've also lost motivation since my recent works haven't been getting a lot of notes. I know it's dumb but idk, that's just how i am.

Don't worry, i will be back as soon as i have time. and motivation to write again!

Love y'all 💖

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More - S.S

Youngblood Series

Sebastian Stan x Reader

’And all the things that we dream about, they don’t mean what they did before. I just wanna get back to us ‘cause we used to have more.’

Word Count: 2,017

Genre: Angst, Fluff

“I’m going out.” Sebastian said as he walked past the couch you were currently sitting on with your friend Claire, his gaze not even lifting from his phone as he approached the front door. “Alright.” You simply answered, keeping your eyes on the laptop screen infront of you. The front door opened and closed again as you kept focusing on the words infront of you, until you felt a pair of eyes boring into you. You looked up from your laptop, only to find the concerned look of your friend. “What?” You asked, confused as why she didn’t concentrate on her work anymore. “What’s up with you two?” Your jaw clenched at her words, your eyes dropping back to the screen. “Don’t know what you’re talking about.” You shrugged. “Are you serious? He’s going out without a proper goodbye and without you asking him where he’s going? What if something happens?” She pointed out, closing her laptop. You rolled your eyes at her. “He’s a grown man. He can handle himself.” You grumbled. “Can we now please finish this? Dawson is gonna kill us if we don’t have this finished by tomorrow.” You heard her sigh, but she opened her laptop again to finish the project the two of you were working on for hours now.

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More - S.S

Youngblood Series

Sebastian Stan x Reader

'And all the things that we dream about, they don't mean what they did before. I just wanna get back to us 'cause we used to have more.'

Word Count: 2,017

Genre: Angst, Fluff

"I'm going out." Sebastian said as he walked past the couch you were currently sitting on with your friend Claire, his gaze not even lifting from his phone as he approached the front door. "Alright." You simply answered, keeping your eyes on the laptop screen infront of you. The front door opened and closed again as you kept focusing on the words infront of you, until you felt a pair of eyes boring into you. You looked up from your laptop, only to find the concerned look of your friend. "What?" You asked, confused as why she didn't concentrate on her work anymore. "What's up with you two?" Your jaw clenched at her words, your eyes dropping back to the screen. "Don't know what you're talking about." You shrugged. "Are you serious? He's going out without a proper goodbye and without you asking him where he's going? What if something happens?" She pointed out, closing her laptop. You rolled your eyes at her. "He's a grown man. He can handle himself." You grumbled. "Can we now please finish this? Dawson is gonna kill us if we don't have this finished by tomorrow." You heard her sigh, but she opened her laptop again to finish the project the two of you were working on for hours now.

To be honest, you just wanted to avoid the topic of your relationship with Sebastian. You knew yourself that stuff was going downhill, you could barely hold a simple conversation, one of you always backing out as you felt like you didn't have to say anything. Your heart ached at the thoughts of how everything used to be, when you two were so in love.

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"Where are we going?" You asked, your brows furrowed as you looked at your boyfriend of 1 year. He simply smiled. "Just wait." You rolled your eyes before looking outside the window again.

A good 10 Minutes later, Sebastian finally pulled over, smiling at you as you eyed the apartment complex you were standing in front of. "What does this mean?" You asked, turning to him. Sebastian simply chuckled, getting out of his car to open the door for you. "Let me show you." He smiled, taking your hand.

"Oh my god, Sebastian this is beautiful!" You said, astonished by your new home. Sebastian simply smiled, hugging you from behind. "And it's ours." He whispered against your neck before softly kissing the skin, sending sparks across your skin. "Let me show you everything." He took your hand in his, leading you through the apartment. It wasn't gigantic, but not too small either. Simply perfect.

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You said goodbye to your friend after you finally finished your work, closing the door behind her. You sighed heavily as your eyes closed. It's been 2 years since you moved in here with Sebastian. And you loved this apartment. You loved him. At least you used to...

Sebastian wasn't the man you fell in love with anymore. He used to be so caring, treating you like you were the most important thing to him. But then, almost 3 years into your relationship, he started to get more distant every day. You couldn't remember the last time you two made love, the last time he properly kissed you, the last time he said he loved you. Hell, you couldn't remember the last time he simply touched you. All the loving gesture that used to be so naturally to both of you completely stopped. And you hated to think about how one of you had to break up. Whatever you two had, it wasn't a loving relationship.

Making your way back into the living room, your eyes fell on the closed door which led to your hiding space, the room you went to whenever you needed time to yourself. Your heart ached as you remembered how you discovered it.

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As you finished discovering all the essential rooms, only one closed door was left. "And what's in here?" You asked, pointing to the dark wood. Sebastian simply smiled brightly before opening the door. The room wasn't too big, but the big window on the side made it look more friendly than the other rooms as the slowly setting sun flooded it with an orange glow. What irritated you though was that it was the only room without any furniture in it. You gave Sebastian a confused look. "What is this supposed to be?" Sebastian shrugged. "You decide, it's yours. Maybe an office, maybe a small library for your books." He stopped as his eyes fell to the ground, a small smile on his lips as he seemed to consider something. "Maybe a child's room." Your eyes widened at his words. As you didn't answer, he started to panic. "I-I mean, if you want to. If you don't that's okay I-" You interrupted him by pulling him towards you, pressing your lips against his.

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A loud noise woke you up from your sleep. You went to bed shortly after your friend left, no desire in waiting for your boyfriend to come home. Usually, Sebastian would come home quietly, but apparently not today. You grumbled and reached for your phone, the screen showing that it was past 3am, before you stood up to make your way to the living room where the noise had come from.

"Sebastian?" You mumbled as you approached, rubbing the sleep from your eyes. Sebastian was kneeling on the floor beside the couch, picking up pieces of porcelain while cursing under his breath. The faint light of the small table lamp beside him showed that he was swaying lightly, signaling how drunk he was.

"What happened?" You asked, arms crossed. "Go back to sleep." He simply grumbled as he kept picking up the broken pieces. Than you realized what he had broken. Your arms fell back to your sides as you stared at the pieces. "Don't tell me that's what i think it is." Your voice was barely louder than a whisper. "It was an accident." He simply shrugged, as if it was nothing. As if he hadn't just broken your grandmothers favorite vase she handed down to you as she died because she knew how beautiful you always thought it was.

"Are you fucking serious?" You snapped at him, anger flooding your veins as you stared at him. His lack of reaction just made you even more furious. "You know how much that meant to me! And you don't even care enough to apologize?!" You were shouting now, your hands in tight fists. Sebastian stayed calm as he slowly stood up, laying the shards of the ways down on the table the lamp was standing on. "It was just a Vase, Y/N." He rolled his eyes, stumbling past you towards the bedroom as you stared at the broken pieces in disbelief. "Just a Vase!?" You shouted, storming after him. Sebastian just groaned in annoyance. "Can you just fucking let me sleep? I had a tough night." He slipped out of his shirt, ready to go to sleep. "No I will not! When did you become such an ass?!" He just shrugged, getting rid of his pants before laying down, turning his back to you. You stared at him as your heart ached, tears forming in your eyes. He didn't care about you or your feelings anymore. You closed you eyes, taking a deep breath. "Alright."

With that you turned around, leaving the bedroom to get a big backpack. Returning, you sat the bag down before opening your drawer to get some clothes. "What are you doing?" Sebastian grumbled, turning around to watch as you stuffed your back. "Leaving." You simply answered, walking in the bathroom to get your things there. "You serious?" Sebastian yelled after you. Your jaw clenched as more tears left your eyes. "I am." You said as you got back in the bedroom, slipping into some sweatpants. "You don't have to to." Sebastian murmured, making you look at him. A sigh left your lips. "I do have to. Whatever we have," You waved your finger between the two of you "it's not love anymore." With that you grabbed your back, not looking back as you left the apartment.

Thankfully, Claire was home and welcoming as you knocked on her door. You told her everything, how your love with Sebastian was going to waste and how you forced yourself to stay with him. How you wanted things to be like they used to. She listened to you, hugged you as you cried into her shoulder. It took a full on hour for you to calm down and be ready to go to sleep. Claire gave you a couple of pillows and a blanket for the couch. You knew this would be one of the hardest nights you would ever have.

After only 3 hours of sleep, you were awoken by a loud knocking on the door. Grumbling, you sat up, slowly realizing where you were. As the knocking wouldn't stop and Claire was still asleep, you walked up to to the door to open it yourself. Much to your surprise, you were greeted with a tired looking Sebastian. You just stared at him, ready to punch him every second. Then, a soft "I'm so sorry." left his lips. Now you were completely caught off guard. "Can I come in?" He asked as you didn't respond to his apology. You nodded, stepping inside to let him in.

The two of you sat down on the couch, your nervousness obvious. "I'm sorry." Sebastian repeated. "I know how much I hurt you last night. I know how much that Vase meant to you and still acted like a complete asshole." He ran a hand through his hair as you kept listening. "I know our relationship hasn't been the best lately, but I never really realized it until you left last night." He took a breath, his gaze on you as you kept yours on the floor. "I don't want to loose what we have. I don't want to loose you." You sighed at his words. "You lost me months ago, Sebastian. Neither of us was just to stubborn to leave."

Your eyes met his, and you could see the pain in his expression as you said these words. "So you want to break up?" He asked, tears gathering in his eyes. It broke your heart, but he had broken yours as well. "It's not breaking up. We're not like a couple. At least to me." "Do you still love me?" His question caught you off guard. You bit your lip, shrugging. "I-I'm not sure. I love the Sebastian that cared for me and not took me for granted." You murmured. "I can become that again, I promise. Everything can be like how it used to be." He blurted, a pleading look on his face. "Sebastian, I really don't know I-" "Please? I'm begging you, one chance. If it ends like this again, you're allowed to end everything. But not right now, please. I don't want to loose you." He was full on crying by now as he pleaded you to stay with him. "Can you, in any way, prove that you mean it?" You asked carefully as you looked at him. You were scared to have your heart broken again.

He seemed to think for a second before he nodded. Without another word he leaned over to you, covering your lips with his. Your eyes closed almost immediately; You haven't felt his lips on yours in ages. And now they were finally moving against yours again, letting goosebumps errupt on your skin. He sighed into the kiss as one of his hands found your waist, the other one took your hand in his to squeeze it gently.

"I really mean it." He said after pulling away, honesty in his eyes as he looked at you. "I love you." To hear the three words leaving his lips again after such a long time made tears well in your eyes. "And I won't hurt you again. I promise."

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Me? Loosing Motivation as my newer fics barely get recognition?

More likely than you think

#personal #*sighs*

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Writing Advice: it doesn’t matter if an idea has been done before. It’s never been done by you. So long as you do it well, and in your own way, it’s a wonderful contribution.

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New Theme 🍃

Since autumn arrived and Sebastian fucked me up with that Photoshoot, it was time for a change 💞

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Yes please!!!

trope writing prompts

best friends –> lovers

“what, you’ve never thought about us?”

“why is your hand sweating so much?”

“stop looking at me like that.”

“you deserve better. it doesn’t have to be me, but you deserve better.”

“you can’t be that oblivious.”

“you were in my dream last night.”

“what do they have that i don’t?”

“so, we’re just going to ignore the fact that you drunk-dialed me to tell me you love me?”

“we’re… just friends.” 

“friends don’t do this kind of shit!”

“just friends? bullshit!”

“i wish i could just see you as the friend you see me as.”

“i’m sorry.. did i make this weird?”

“say it again.”

fake dating

“stop squeezing my hand so tight!”

“really, a fake date? you’re so cliche.”

“no one’s going to believe us…”

“mistletoe in july? your family must really like us together.”

“they’re coming, hurry up and kiss me!”

“i hate dressing up.”

“try to remember, we’re not actually dating… we’re undercover.”

“if i have to hear another ‘y tu novio?’ at a family function, i’ll lose my mind.”

“i just don’t want to go on another blind date.”

“please just hold my hand, that person’s basically undressing me with their eyes.”

“my mom keeps setting me up, so i need you to pretend to be my boyfriend.”

“i almost thought this was a real date.”

“we’re best friends… this shouldn’t be that hard, right?”

“pretending to be your boyfriend is the easiest thing i’ve ever had to do.”

enemies –> lovers

“you wish i wanted you.”

“you’re not as bad as i thought you were.” “wish i could say the same about you.”

“you’re such a pain in my ass, it actually hurts to fucking love you.”

“i’d rather blow a chainsaw.”

“i swear to god, if you weren’t so hot, you would have been dead already.”

“i will never understand how you get as many lays as you do.”

“do you ever get tired of listening to yourself?”

“this is why we couldn’t be together… i can’t imagine being around you for more than twenty minutes… if you even last that long.”

“i only kissed you because you were talking too much.”

“i don’t know… maybe i’ve always loved you.”

“i wish i could have just loved you from the beginning.”

“i know i’m an asshole, but my life really is better with you in it.”

“stop. fucking. touching. me.”

“you’re so annoying… just kiss me, already.”

#promts

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Tension - B.B.

Bucky Barnes x Reader

For @gaybybirth ’s 10k writing challenge 🌹 (Congrats again Molly, you deserve all the love 💞)

Promt: 26: “Are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”

Word count: 2,969

Genre: Fluff, Smut! 18+ only! [Oral (m receiving), riding]

Ever since you started working as an assassin for SHIELD, it was your dream to become a Part of the Avengers. And when only 6 month in, Fury introduced you to the one and only Tony Stark, it didn’t took much time for you to convince him to add you to the team.

It would be more than an understatement to say you were excited when you moved into the Avengers tower and met everyone else. They were all really nice to you, even though you practically stuttered through you first day because of how nervous you were. You still managed to make friends with everyone, and now, a year later, they’ve basically became your family. You loved every single one of them, but one Person especially caught your attention. And that would be the metal-armed soldier.

In the back of your head, you always felt something for him. In the beginning, you believed it would just be admiration. He was an extremely attractive, polite guy. Who wouldn’t feel at least a little attracted to him?

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Tension - B.B.

Bucky Barnes x Reader

For @gaybybirth 's 10k writing challenge 🌹 (Congrats again Molly, you deserve all the love 💞)

Promt: 26: “Are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”

Word count: 2,969

Genre: Fluff, Smut! 18+ only! [Oral (m receiving), riding]

Ever since you started working as an assassin for SHIELD, it was your dream to become a Part of the Avengers. And when only 6 month in, Fury introduced you to the one and only Tony Stark, it didn't took much time for you to convince him to add you to the team.

It would be more than an understatement to say you were excited when you moved into the Avengers tower and met everyone else. They were all really nice to you, even though you practically stuttered through you first day because of how nervous you were. You still managed to make friends with everyone, and now, a year later, they've basically became your family. You loved every single one of them, but one Person especially caught your attention. And that would be the metal-armed soldier.

In the back of your head, you always felt something for him. In the beginning, you believed it would just be admiration. He was an extremely attractive, polite guy. Who wouldn't feel at least a little attracted to him?

But then you spend a day at the gym with him. It wasn't the first time, but you usually had earplugs with music in to concentrate on your workout. You forgot them that day, thinking it would be alright. But then you heard Buckys deep groaning and heavy breaths, making you almost loose balance on your exercise bike. You felt heat rush trough you with every stressed moan that left his lips in such a sinful way that made even more sweat break out on your forehead.

Since then, you noticed even the smallest sexual things he did. Just his groans as he stretched while his shirt lifted slightly, making his prominent V-lines and the small patch of hair disappearing into his pants visible, it was enough to leave you clench your thighs together. You felt bad, he was your work partner. It was bad to think of him in the ways you did.

But then things changed completely. It started with you noticing Buckys stare while you were eating a Banana, in a completely non-sexual manner. As he realized you noticed his staring, he quickly looked away. A soft pink covered his cheeks while he shifted uncomfortably. A knowing grin spread on your face. You turned him on just as much as he turned you on.

After that, it became kind of like a battle between you two. He must have realized how thirsty you were over him as well as he made sure his work out noises were louder and more erotic like before; he was full on moaning and whimpering whenever you were around. But two could play this game. You stopped counting the times you bend down infront of his face or when you 'accidentally' pressed your butt in his crotch. The rest of the team was oblivious to this as you always acted like you always did around each other. None of you dared to actually talk to the other one about what was going on. But after months of him almost cumming in his pants from staring at you whenever you ate a phallus-shaped food, you've had enough.

It was the night of a charity event Tony hosted ever so often. You still couldn't believe how some people in the media could actually call him selfish, he was a really genuine person. You wouldn't be here without him.

You knew Bucky wasn't a big fan of these parties, but Tony always insisted that the whole team would show up. Thankfully, you thought, as you finally wanted to make a move on Bucky. You had bought a dress especially for this occasion. A black one, backless and not too long, with such a low neckline that left little to the imagination.

Finishing up your make up and hair, you took a look in the mirror. Your legs looked amazing with the complimenting heels, and the dark red lipstick made your lips look even more pouty than before. You smiled at yourself, confidence filling your nerves. You looked amazing.

"Are you ready in there?" Wanda called from outside your door, stepping inside. You grinned at her as her jaw almost hit the floor. "Damn! Where does all the Sexyness come from? I mean you always looked great but wow!" You rolled your eyes at her compliments, smiling. "You wanna impress someone with that?" She asked, a knowing grin on her face. You shrugged. "Maybe. We'll see how i goes." With that you linked your arms with hers, making your way to the elevator to join the party 2 floors below.

As soon as you entered the room, Wanda left your side as she spotted Vision. You took a breath, your eyes wandering across the room to find your friends. "Y/N!" A voice suddenly called, Sam walking towards you. "You look amazing, girl!" He grinned, his eyes shamelessly raking over your body. You chose to ignore his compliments; he was flirting with almost every girl he saw, it was his way of expressing kindness. "Where's the Rest?" You asked him, your eyes still searching through the crowd. Sam pointed into one direction before helping you squeeze trough the crowds of formally dressed people. As you finally spotted your friends, you were relieved to see Bucky was also there. "There she is!" Natascha called as soon as she saw you, pulling you in for a hug. "You look great!" "Thanks, you too!" You complimented her back before you turned to Bucky. A grin spread on your face as you saw his reaction. His eyes were wide open, his jaw a little slack as he eyed you up and down. As his gaze found yours you bit your lip, smiling. He blinked a couple times before gulping, turning away to take a sip of his Scotch.

Got him.

The rest of the evening consisted of him almost constantly staring at you from his spot by the bar while you walked around the room and talked to different people. It annoyed you that he didn't say anything. So you'd have to do that yourself as well.

As your current conversation ended, you turned to look at Bucky across the room. He quickly looked away, pretending like he hadn't been staring at you the whole time. He kept his gaze away as you approached him, taking the spot beside him before ordering a Martini. Neither you nor Bucky said anything for a while as you just nipped on your drinks. You were tired of your games. So you turned to him, noticing his cheeks immediately flushing, his glass between his lips. "So, are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?" Your sudden boldness made him almost choke on his drink before he turned to you, a horrified look on his face. "What?" "Don't play dumb on me, Barnes. Our little game was fun and all, but it's getting on my nerves. I know you want me just as much as I want you." You kept a serious expression as his face went completely red. "I-I don't know what you're-what you mean, I-" You rolled your eyes and huffed out a laugh.

"You're seriously gonna play this card? Right after you were practically undressing me with your eyes since the second you first saw me in this dress?" He wouldn't meet your gaze as he kept his eyes on the glass in his hands, his jaw clenching. At least he wasn't denying it anymore. Your lips curled into a small smile as you leaned over to him, steadying yourself on his thigh. You felt his muscles stiffen under your palm as you lent to his ear. "If you actually want to get me out of this dress and fuck me, I'll be in my room." You left him without another word, heading towards the elevator. You told Tony you weren't feeling well on your way, needing a reason to leave the party.

Back in your room, you got rid of your earrings and bracelets. They would just be in the way, you thought to yourself. You sat down against the soft cushions, excited about what was about to happen. But that excitement sank with every passing minute Bucky hasn't joined you. Panic began to risen: Didn't he feel the way you thought? Did you make a complete fool of yourself?

Ready to leave the room to die in embarrassment, you suddenly heard a soft knock on the door before Bucky stepped in. His breath was heavy, his eyes dark. You smiled at him. "What took you so long?" He got rid of his tie and jacket, laying them over your small armchair. "Couldn't stand up for a solid 3 minutes after you said that to me." His hand gestured to the very obvious tent in his jeans. You bit your lip as you stared at his crotch. That you actually could work him up so much with simple words excited you. "So you're finally gonna take what you want?" You asked teasingly, looking up at him as innocent as possible. He growled at that, stepping closer as he took your chin between his fingers, tilting it up to meet your gaze. "I sure am, doll." He grinned devilish.

It only took a second for him to be on top of you, his lips pressed against yours in a heated kiss. He groaned as you tugged on his long locks carefully, his eyes closing. "Fuck, I've wanted this for so long." He confessed before biting his lip, looking down at you hungrily. A smirk formed on your face. "So? Stop talking and do something." You swear you could see his pupils dilate as he growled, head dipping down to nip on the sensitive skin of your neck. Your eyes closed as a sigh left your lips, turning into a moan as you felt his flesh hand move up your thigh, under your dress. He gently squeezed your ass, causing you to rub yourself up against his bulge. Shaky moans left both your mouths as he pressed against you, moving you against him.

"Bucky." You moaned softly, hearing him groan against your neck where he was still leaving small hickeys. "Buck, come on. I'm sick of the teasing." That caused him chuckle. "Really that desperate, doll?" He kept rolling his hips down against yours, watching in amusement as you grew impatient. Quickly, you swung your leg around him and pushed your weight against him. That took him by suprise as he was now beneath you with you directly on his crotch. Now it was your turn to grin down at him as you moved your hips in circles. You watched as his head fell back, his hands falling to your hips as his eyes closed.

They quickly shot open as you raised your dress over your head, a groan leaving Bucky at your exposed breasts. "You're so beautiful." He spoke, making you blush slightly. You quickly popped the buttons of his dress shirt open, helping him shed it off. Your lips found his exposed torso, leaving kisses on his impressive muscles and the scars where metal met skin.

Slowly, you made your way down his body. Kissing your way down his abs and his happy trail, stopping at the top of his pants to look up at him. His breathing was heavy, his gaze not leaving you. You bit your lip before popping his pants open, sliding them down his legs. Your eyes fell to the impressive bulge in his tight, black underwear. You pulled the last remaining piece of clothing off him, immediately taking him into your mouth. You've waited long enough for this.

Buckys eyes immediately rolled into the back of his head, his back lifting itself slightly off the sheets as a deep groan left him. "Jesus Y/N, warn a guy." He chuckled, quickly turning into a moan as you sucked on his sensitive tip. "Jesus Christ." He whimpered, eyes shut tightly as pleasure filled his veins. You kept concentrating on the head of his cock, your hand slowly pumping the rest of it as you watched him fall apart. The wetness between your legs grew by the second. Seeing him in this state was even better than your imagination.

"Babygirl, you gotta stop. I really don't want to cum like this." Bucky said, voice broken as he tried to pull you off him gently. You let go off him with a pop, crawling back up his body. Your lips found his again, your tongues immediately battling for dominance. As he tried to get you beneath him, you pushed against him to keep him down. "You're not the one in charge right now, Buck." You teased, keeping him from protesting as you leaned off him to take your panties off. His eyes immediately fell to the Glistening between your legs as he swallowed thickly. He was sure he has never been this turned on before; his mind was clouded with pleasure while his body practically screamed for you.

Since you didn't want to wait anymore, you reached inside your bedside drawer to fish a Condom out. Bucky simply watched as you ripped it open, still in disbelief that this was really happening. That the girl he has been dreaming of is there, naked infront of him, about to have sex with him. He was brought back to reality as you rolled the condom onto him, a shaky sigh leaving his lips.

"Hey, you sure about this?" You asked him, caressing his thigh carefully. You noticed that his thoughts were a little off, and you wanted to make sure he was still on board. He quickly nodded. "Still can't believe this is really happening, that's all." He added honestly, making you smile.

You swung your leg back over his hips, reaching behind you to take his dick into your hand and guide it between your folds. A content sigh left his lips as he felt your wetness. Slowly, you sunk down on him, groaning as he stretched you in the most perfect way. "Fuck, you feel amazing." Bucky moaned, eyes closed as his hands gripped your hips. Once he bottomed out, you waited a second to adjust to him. You felt his fingers caress your skin and you smiled at the gesture. Slowly, you lifted yourself up and dropped down again as you both moaned in unison. You circled your hips and moved up and down, falling into a quick rythm. His hands were tight at your side as he tried to meet your thrust, quiet moans and groans leaving his lips as you rode him. "Shit, wait a second." He suddenly said, making you stop your movements immediately. "Did i do something wrong?" You asked, concerned. He shook his head. "You're going too fast. I've been dreaming about this, i want this to last." He slightly nudged your hip, and this time you let him roll the two of you over.

Bucky lifted your legs around his waist, his metal hand staying on your thigh as he thrusted into you at a slow pace. Shaky moans left both your lips before he leaned down, his mouth finding yours. In this moment you realized this wasn't meaningless fucking; it was making love.

Bucky kept his slow but pleasing pace, shifting his hips every now and then to graze against your g-spot. The room was filled with quiet moans, heavy breaths and kissing noises. You knew you could spend the rest of your life like this, with the man of your dreams, slowly thrusting himself into you in the most loving way.

The knot in your stomach built slowly, almost sneakily. You felt Buckys thrusts get a little faster as he slowly lost control, searching his release. "Shit, James." You sighed in pleasure. His name on your lips made him completely loose it as his hips snapped against yours. You cried out as his metal hand found your clit, rubbing tight circles against it. "I'm so close Buck, fuck." You warned, head thrown back as you felt yourself clench around him. "Cum for me, babygirl, come on." He spoke between gritted teeth, dangerously close to his release.

Your orgasm rushed over you as you bit his right shoulder, silencing your screams as your walls contracted around Bucky. He followed quickly after, his lower lip between his teeth, silencing his moans as he spilled into the condom. After a couple more thrusts, he let his weight drop onto you. The both of you were breathing heavily, sweat covering your bodies.

"Wow." Bucky said after a couple seconds of silence in which you tried to catch your breaths. You let out a chuckle, agreeing. "Better than i could've ever imagine." You added, feeling Bucky smile against your neck. He slowly lifted himself back up, pecking your lips before sliding out of you to drop down beside you. He got rid of the condom, tying it before throwing it away. He pulled you to him, making you cuddle up to his side before he reached for the duvet to cover the both of you. For a couple minutes, you just enjoyed the silence between the two of you. You could hear his heart beating against your ear, making you smile against his skin.

"So...what now?" Bucky suddenly asked. You lifted your head to look at him, confused. "What do you mean?" "With us. I mean-I don't want this to be one time thing." He spoke, nervous about your reaction. But his expression softened again as he saw the soft smile on your face. "I don't want that either. I've wanted this for far too long." He grinned down at you, nodding in agreement. This was only the beginning.

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Happy Bi Visibility Day 🎉🌈

I want to use this day as my official coming out

I’ve been questioning my sexuality for quite some time, and after years of forcing myself to be straight i can finally say: I’m a proud bisexual girl! ❤️💜💙

Love is love 💖

#personal #🌈🌈

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Fanfic writer: And publish! Finally got this story out now I can sleep. Hmm, maybe I should wait for a review.

Fanfic writer: *refreshes 2000 times.“

*20 minutes later*

Reviews: *1+ review*- Good story

Fanfic Writer: DEAR WHAT’S YOUR FACE YOU ARE THE GREATEST PERSON TO EVER BE BORN. I PERSONALLY THANK YOUR MOTHER FOR GIVING BIRTH FOR YOU. YOU ARE THE ONLY THING THAT GIVES ME LIFE.

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Woke up in Japan - S.S.

Youngblood Series

Sebastian Stan x Reader

’It’s enough to let the night let go of me. A few steps into the open doorway. Heart pounding, there’s a noise complaint from room 304.’

Word Count: 2,008

Warnings: Mentions of smut (nothing too descriptive), swearing

Sebastian shifted on the soft sheets, groaning as the sun was shining directly onto his face. He rubbed his eyes and sat up slowly. His head was pounding, pain shooting across his spine. “What the f-” His own groan of pain interrupted him. Did he really had that much last night?

Leaning his back against the headboard of the hotel bed, he took a deep breath. As he shifted slightly, he only realized that he wasn’t, in fact, wearing any clothes. That was new. When he was drunk, he either still managed to at least get rid of his pants and jacket, or he would just pass out in his suit. He never had the energy to get completely naked. Grabbing the water bottle from his bedside table, he tried to remember the events of last night.

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Not a question, just wanted to say that your blog is great, I mean come one, you write for bucky, sebstan and 5sos, how haven't i found you before?? Just read some of your stuff, and you have some serious talent, please please keep it up. Hope you have a lovely weekend!! xxx

Oh my god that's so sweet 🙈 Thank you so much!! 💖💖