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iris0-0 · 4 days
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ELLIE IS A NERD AND WOULD HAVE THIS PHONECASE.
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PHONECASE: London Fog Dinosaurology from pelacase
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iris0-0 · 27 days
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Matthew 28:6
“He is not here, for he has risen, as he said. Come, see the place where he lay.”
Δεν είναι εδώ, γιατί έχει αναστηθεί, όπως είπε. Έλα να δεις το μέρος που ξάπλωσε.
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iris0-0 · 1 month
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I promise I’m here.
Mom!Tess Servopoulos x sh!daughter reader
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Synopsis: Tess, your mother has always given you tough love. Trying to raise you to be respectful and grateful. Though when hard times fall upon you, you cannot seem to tell your mother as you feel she will see you as weak and pathetic.
Warnings: Tess being soft, reader is referred to in more female pronouns, blood, mentions of depression, mentions and descriptions of self harm, I do not encourage this behavior and am here for anyone <3 this is definitely not personal
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Familiar sounding music invaded the current deep sleep you were in. Eyes fluttering open, before quickly closing them due to the early morning light invading through the blinds.
The door opens and you feel a harsh pat on your back, “Cmon kid, gotta catch the bus.” Tess says, making sure you’re awake before leaving the room.
Getting up you looked at the old digital clock on the nightstand that read 6:40 a.m. Fuck. If you didn’t pick up the pace there would be another tardy slip with your name on it, and with that a scold from your mother.
Grabbing whatever pants were on the desk chair and a shirt you grab the same black zip-up jacket you took everyday…to hide the scars. Thankfully your mother Tess wasn’t very noisy as long as you didn’t give any “teenage attitude” was what she liked to call it. So she never really picked up on your habits
Self-harm wasn’t something you were proud of. It started 3 years ago when you were 13. Middle school was an absolute bitch, not to mention the other struggles that have happened in the meantime. You tried to get clean….but it never lasted long, it was a tough battle.
Slipping on the jacket and grabbing your book bag you go down the stairs to grab a banana or some shit to say you ate breakfast. Tess was brewing a cup of coffee before she herself was off to work. She eyed you up and down a bit before smirking to herself. Annoyed you give her a look that basically said ‘what?’.
“When’s the last time you washed that jacket?” She asked. “You were it practically everyday.” Walking towards you she tried to get closer to at least make sure it smelled clean, as teenagers could be lazy or dirty sometimes.
Not wanting her to move the jacket in case of any risk of exposing what was below you responded in a bantering manner to try and keep up your cool act. “Mom! Stop it! I washed it this week.” You smile dodging her grasp and walking to the door to catch the bus.
“If you say so.” She shrugs. “Go learn and shit.”
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School. Highschool sophomore to be specific. Grades weren’t that much of a problem, you were told you were ‘a smart kid’. Having average level classes and a work ethic (sometimes) helped. It wasn’t the work, it was the people.
Once again for English there was a project. Why do English teachers have a project nobody likes every week? Everyone got up and looked around to choose partners…nobody chose you. Shocker. ‘Okay, who cares? I’ll do it myself as usual.’ You thought.
But of course it wasn’t okay. Depression shuffled your mind again replaying old scenarios and listing reasons why none of the other kids wanted to work with you.
Putting headphones on and shuffling random shit, mainly tv girl you got to work and try to forget but to no avail. Taking a break in the middle to go to the bathroom.
Always keeping a blade handy you sit in the bathroom stall. ‘Why am I doing this again? Don’t really know don’t really care.’ You think.
Taking the jacket off halfway the view of the old and fresh marks come into place. It was never enough. Addicted was the word, but it’s perfectly fine isn’t it?
‘Doing what I do best.’ Sliding the blade like it was a damn hobby. Did it sting? Maybe a little but the relief was too strong, it overpowered any pain. That was, until you zoned out. Going deeper, was it intentional? Who knows.
Hitting a vein blood trickled down, quicker than the cuts before that would stop bleeding soon. There was too much. And of course depression comes with anxiety. How come you were fine mutilating yourself but the moment you got dizzy all hell broke loose. I need to get out.
Quickly thinking of an excuse out of habit you called the only person you had, your mom. Were you dying of blood loss? Hell no. But you were on the verge of passing out and eating shit on the schools bathroom floor.
The phone rang a few times.
“Please..please..please.” You mutter.
T: “Hello? Im in a meeting did you butt dial me again?” Your mom Tess says, a bit confused.
“I need you to pick me up, please.”
T: “Kid, I’m in the middle of a meeting.” She sighs, though she hears the panic in your voice. “If it means that much to ya I’ll getchu right after, in maybe half an hour?”
“Okay.” You respond swallowing your tears.
T: “You cryin kid?” She asks suddenly concerned.
“No.” You deny, and you can hear her sigh from the other end.
T: “I’ll get you in a bit.” She said sternly.
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About a half an hour passed. The bleeding was under control but you were weak as hell. Loosing blood was no joke, dizzy and nauseating to say the least. ‘I think I just lost more blood than a period.’ You thought.
A text from your mom saying she’s here and you signed out at the front office, slightly swaying in your steps as you walk the short walk from the front of the school to the car.
Tess was sitting, hand on the steering wheel. The glint from the sun shining just over the scar under her eye. You couldn’t read her face. Was she pissed about picking you up two hours into the school day and about you interrupting her meeting. Regardless you opened the car door.
“Thank you.” Was the only thing spoken and Tess nodded to the action keeping her eyes forward as she drove the two of you home.
Walking in the house Tess put up her keys. You tried to sneak upstairs. “Nope. Come back.” Tess said sternly before pointing to the couch. “Sit.”
Annoyed but not trying to test your mother, you sat your ass back down. “Tell me why I picked you up.” She asked and you just shrugged looking at the floor.
“That’s not an answer and you know it. I love you and I’m trying not to be upset with you but kid, I need to know. You called me in the middle of a meeting you knew I was in crying.” Tess said, a bit stern.
“It doesn’t even matter.” You say a bit annoyed at the persistence and not having an answer to the question that you wanted to tell her.
“Look at me.” She says, as you look straight at the ground. “I just didn’t feel good.” You say looking her in the eye, it was hard. She had the type of eyes that made you spill everything.
Staring felt like forever her eyes narrowing, until your left eye twitched. “You’re lying.” She says crossing her arms over her chest. “No I’m not.” Your eye twitches again, betraying you.
“Yes you are! Your eye is twitching like Nemo’s fucking special fin.” Tess responded. “How the hell would you even know if I was lying? You’re always gone!”
“Language! I’m gone providing for you!” The two of you yelled back and forth for ages. Slowly but surely you were growing enraged. Having bipolar disorder and anger issues Tess knew you needed to calm down before you passed out.
“Okay come on you need to calm down.” She says strictly but assuringly. Even though she was upset with the argument as well she didn’t want it to get worse with you passing out for continuing to dig your nails into your arms.
She took ahold of your shoulders and began to guide you to your room. And shortly after being alone you’d calm down and she’d come back and the two of you would talk it out.
But…that did not happen this time. As she tried to move you, you resisted. “Hey stop. Calm down.” She said trying to grab your arms as you tried to get out her reach. With the fresh cuts and the excessive deep one a whine of pain was let out.
Tess paused momentarily and debated on backing off, but she didn’t. You had been acting different and were on the verge of a panic attack.
With harsh short breaths through go your nose you knew there was nothing else you could do to hide anymore, you were too weak. “What’s hurtin’ hm?” Tess states touching your hands, shoulders, and head gently.
But when she glides over your arms you bit your lip. Razor burn was hitting hard. “Okay let’s get this off..” she mumbles slowly taking the jacket off after she sat you down on the couch.
“Oh honey…” was all Tess could say, staring at the cuts, scars, deep, and shallow. She tries to comfort you but too shaked up and overstimulated. “Okay okay.” Tess backs off, leaving for a short moment to grab the random first aid crap in the bathroom.
She comes back and cleans very carefully, trying not to upset or overstimulate you. As well as to not hurt you. “Breath baby.” She holds your face softly trying to calm you down.
After awhile the cleaning and wrapping is done. It was safe to say Tess could understand why. You had bad bipolar disorder and meltdowns. “Why didn’t you tell me hm?” She asks sitting next to you.
“Cause I didn’t want to worry you and give you more trouble cause it started when dad left and-“ You couldn’t finish beginning to sob.
She pulls you into her tightly and holds you. Quietly shh’ing you, cradling you like a baby. “I’m here I’m not going anywhere. I’m not him.”
Tess holds onto you as you fall asleep. And she’ll always be there for you.
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THIS TOOK FOREVER OVER A WEEK I GOT STUCK. Anyways happy birthday to me <3 Love you stay safe.
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iris0-0 · 1 month
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HAZBIN HOTEL SPOILERS
Charlie: “If you see an angel…stab it.”
A few episodes later…
*Adam AN ANGEL gets stabbed?!?!*
Everyone: NIFTY?!?!
Nifty: Stab stab stab.
Yall have confidence she’s a quick learner.
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iris0-0 · 1 month
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Okay so I’m a listener 100%
I love when people talk, ramble, etc about their favorite interests. I learn so much and half the time develop an interest for whatever was being talked about.
Nobody can tell you to be quiet, talk your shit twin <3
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iris0-0 · 1 month
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It’s winter in Jackson….
Dina: Yeah every winter in December you know Christmas, some families celebrate it and the kids wait up for Santa.
Ellie: The jolly fat man?
Dina: Yeah so tonight he comes down the chimney. *She says this laughing with air quotes but Ellie doesn’t pick that up*
*later that night*
Terrified Ellie sits on the couch holding a shot gun when Joel walks through the door.
J: Woah…what are you-
E: He’s gonna break in through the chimney.
J: Ellie, you know that’s not-
E: Shhh!
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iris0-0 · 1 month
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Lucifer: 😡😡🎻🎻
Charlie: “Dad what did I tell you?”
Lucifer: “….no more angry violin solos.”
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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Young!Ellie and Joel arguing in Jackson.
J: “Ellie go to bed you have your first patrol tomorrow and I don’t want to hear you complaining of tiredness.”
E: *She scoffs holding her guitar* “C’mon…one more song?”
J: *Stern and dead serious* “Eleanor Williams I am not kidding you go to bed…now.”
E: *confused* “I’m sorry- what did you call me?”
J: *visible confusión*
E: You know that’s not my real name right? I was kidding….
J: Damn it Ellie I put that name on your medical forms
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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Unneeded update!!
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So I haven’t been posted much cause tbh I don’t know what to post cause I don’t have any asks/submissions.
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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JJ APOLOGIST🤞🏼
Did he even do anything? no. But I would defend him so hard
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LOOK AT THAT CUTE FACE OH MY GOODNESS. Y’all I swear I see a snaggle tooth coming in such a cutie.
Do yall think JJ would be like a biter when his teeth started to grow in? Like he absolutely chomped Dina’s finger once which led to her stern voice (that prob made him cry) so now he just kinda gnaws on fingers gently, like sorry but he’s a chewer and a baby so it’s just fun for him.
Man chews on EVERYTHING. Toys, fingers, furniture, he’s a revenging teething monster tbh.
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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𝓡𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓫𝓸𝓪𝓻𝓭!!
and introduction:
Call me iris :)
Please send requests
I love different aesthetics such as Weirdcore and taking pictures of nature.
Pronouns in order of preference she/they/his
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hi!
What I will!!:
-Most things and fandoms such as: TLOU, OHSHC, AOT, Hunger games, Harry Potter, assassination classroom, anything even fucking Barbie.
-Dark topic comfort such as mental health, ed, sh.
-gxg gxm
-Specific religion reader
-just about anything
What I won’t: (~O~)
-any specific race as I feel I am not qualified to write about specific races. Though whenever I refer to a reader or a ‘y/n’ there is no specific race, religion, look unless religion or a look such as stretch marks or an eye color is requested. And if it ever seems worded as if the reader looks a specific way please let me know!
-mxm since I feel I’m not qualified for this as well as I identify under the feminine umbrella.
-illegal age gaps. Just no!🥰
-real live actors, they have their own life and are REAL PEOPLE with their own personalities. If they are a human playing a character that’s different, I will do the character since the character is its own fictional person.
-if you feel you aren’t sure if the request is appropriate feel free to send it and if it isn’t I will just ignore it no worries.
-Though I do not tolerate hate, inappropriate appropriation, misinformation, racism, homophobia etc. just be a decent human.
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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Imagine survivor!Joel
Warnings: sad but adorable, ‘dad and daughter’ moment, fake scenario, Jesse is still dead but JJ exists. Dina and Ellie live with JJ in the farmhouse.
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Survivor!Joel: Who didn’t die that snowy day, Jesse got mistaken for Joel. *Sorry Jesse fans for the sake of the scenario*
Survivor!Joel: That JJ was still named Jessie Joel after his dad of course and Joel due to his importance to Ellie.
Survivor!Joel: Who was with Dina when her water broke. He comforted and carried her to the clinic before Ellie’s and Jesse’s parents arrival thinking about when Sarah was born.
Survivor!Joel: Who both Dina and Ellie laugh at and call gramps when he held JJ for the first time. Little do they know it’ll catch on.
Survivor!Joel: That occasionally took care of JJ when the patrol schedule got hectic and he wasn’t busy.
Survivor!Joel: Who had to bring Ollie (the elephant) back to the farmhouse way too often from when it was left at his house.
Survivor!Joel: That was awoken one morning at about 1am to see both Ellie and JJ on his porch.
J: “What the hell…”
Ellie who’s really panicked and almost in tears: “Dina’s on patrol and he wouldn’t stop crying and he won’t eat and if I set him down he cries again so I came all the way here and I don’t want what to do-“
Survivor!Joel: Ushers Ellie into the house and takes JJ from her to try and rock and settle him. All while reassuring Ellie at the same time that it was okay and sometimes babies just cry.
Survivor!Joel: Who whispered to JJ and held him close like he used to do with Sarah when she was upset. It worked like a charm for both Sarah and now JJ.
Survivor!Joel: Convinces Ellie to go to bed which she does on his couch and he continues to calm JJ.
Survivor!Joel: That stays up all night if he has to in order to comfort a fussy JJ.
Survivor!Joel: Who was telling stories to JJ about Jesse while they were sitting on the porch rocking in the chair as JJ had one of Joel’s fingers in his mouth. Joel didn’t mind, it comforted JJ.
Survivor!Joel: That got bit in the middle of a story he was telling.
J:”Shit!”
Survivor!Joel: That now realizes JJ was so fussy because he was teething. He goes inside to wash his hands before setting JJ steady on the counter and gently lifting his lip.
J:”Well I’ll be damned. You got some teeth now huh?” He says and then looks back at his finger that was bit earlier.
Survivor!Joel: Let a rag soak in ice cold water before giving it to JJ to put in his mouth to soothe the pain since teethers weren’t a very common find.
Survivor!Joel: Who Ellie finds holding JJ on his hip while making breakfast for him and Ellie. She’s in awe and begs him to teach her.
Survivor!Joel: Who Dina always trusts with JJ. She was overjoyed when JJ’s little teeth started to grow.
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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Imagine Bad Ending Ellie….
Warnings: death, blood?, angst, I’m sad.
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Imagine!Ellie: Who despite injured after her final battle with Abby started her journey home. Wanting only her potato and Dina.
Imagine!Ellie: Picturing the farmhouse, *her home* the only one she’s ever had besides Joel. She’s trying so hard to get home.
Imagine!Ellie: Who’s weak, frail, injured and bleeding using all her strength to get to Dina and JJ.
Imagine!Ellie:Who knows how injured she is but won’t take a break despite being that.
Imagine!Ellie: Gets confronted by a group of hunters who try and steal from her. They take her food, she’s too weak. She hates that she’s too weak.
Imagine!Ellie: The hunters aren’t done there. They try to take the trinkets Ellie saved for Dina and JJ. But she won’t let them.
“Please don’t take them”. She’s too weak. Shes resorted to pleading. On the forest ground turning the leaves crimson as she tries to fight against them but to no avail.
They hold her down take her shit despite her pleas. They punch, kick, and stab before leaving her there unconscious.
Imagine!Ellie: Who wakes up, dizzy and foggy. The only thing in her mind is Dina and JJ. She needs to get to the farmhouse.
Imagine!Ellie: knows her injuries will kill her. Slowing bleeding out she crawls to the farmhouse, tears falling but she can’t even tell at this point.
Imagine!Ellie: Who was scared that when she left she would never see Dina and JJ again, so she has to get back.
Imagine!Ellie: Barely arrives at the farmhouse alive, almost smiling at the thought she made it to them, except she’s too tired l.
Imagine!Ellie:Who’s body drops after she opens the door, only to find nobody’s home.
Imagine!Ellie:Screaming in agony. Why did she leave in the first place.
Imagine!Ellie: Dying alone, bleeding out in. The farmhouse, her last moments longing for Dina and JJ.
Imagine!Dina: who hears the news and goes back to the farmhouse and sobs by Ellie’s dead body. Barely recognize-able as all Ellie’s strength was used to get back home. Why did she leave in the first place?
Inspired by:
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iris0-0 · 2 months
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High!Dina headcanons
Warnings: drugs and getting high obv. Uhh delirium, me thinking I’m funny.
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High!Dina: who only took one edible😭
High!Dina: “This edible ain’t shit.”
*Knocks tf out*
Would wake up on Ellie or Jesse’s couch.
High!Dina: That laughed when a kid fell.
“Oh shit!” -She’s hysterical
*Ellie turns her head in surprise to tell Dina off since it’s normally the other way around, Ellie would be laughing at the child*
High!Dina: Who tries to inhale as much as she can w/o coughing.
High!Dina: That would totally order food, a whole buffet if you will.
High!Dina: that pretends to be your mother and forced you to bed at 7pm.
High!Dina: Who forgot JJ was hers after a night out. *Jesses parents were babysitting dw*
“That’s not mine.”
High!Dina: Who talks to absolutely everyone.
High!Dina: That eats airheads sour belts while half of it is hanging out of her mouth.
High!Dina: Who takes your water
High!Dina: Runs into things
High!Dina: Started screaming and evacuating everyone when the oven timer went off thinking it was the fire alarm.
“Go go go! We trained for this people!”
High!Dina: Switches in between multiple accents, mainly English and southern. She has conversations with herself in the accents.
“D’you want some tea?”
“No thank you ma’am. I gots to get goin to the barn.”
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iris0-0 · 3 months
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That one Hunger Games: Catching Fire scene
*Finnick, Katniss, Peeta, and Mags just got into the jungle.*
*Canon booms*
Finnick: *Laughs* “Guess they aren’t holding hands anymore.”
Katniss: *annoyed* “What you think that’s funny?”
Finnick (probably at some point) yes.
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iris0-0 · 3 months
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Mom!Tess Servopoulos headcanons
Since Tess doesn’t get enough love in tlou fandom <3
Warnings??: Coffee talk by a barista (me), coming out, mentions of illness.
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Mom!Tess: Who’s daughter was afraid to come out to her and when she did Tess comforted her to no end.
“It’s okay I’m here, you’re safe. It’s okay to like girls, you’re still my beautiful girl. You’re still loved”
Mom!Tess: That risked food ration opportunities when you were sick to take care of you and make sure you weren’t lonely.
Mom!Tess: Always told her kids to “Stay out the damn creek!” at the edge of the QZ, they never listened but she still patched them up every time.
Mom!Tess: Who cussed out a parent on the other sports team for being obnoxious. (They had it coming).
Mom!Tess: That your friends love due to her loving nature.
Mom!Tess: Who would hold you after your first heartbreak, even if it meant staying with you the entire night.
Mom!Tess: Sits at the front of any and every event her child has. One time she was late due to work and apologized profusely and cussed herself out.
Mom!Tess: Who’s face gets so confused at your complicated coffee orders you text her but she still does her best.
Mom!Tess: Who pronounced macchiato as mah-chi-ata.
Mom!Tess: Would be the type of mom to light a cigarette and say ‘kids don’t you ever smoke’.
Mom!Tess: Who thought you weren’t sick but you convinced her to check your temperature one morning. “Shit.”
Mom!Tess: That always can tell when something’s wrong.
“Look I know something’s wrong. We can sit here all day but in the end your hard headed ass is gonna tell me what’s wrong.”
“Wonder who I got it from.”
Safe to say there was discipline.
Mom!Tess: “I don’t want to be in another one of your damn toks tik whatever the hell it’s called.”
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iris0-0 · 3 months
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Farmer!Ellie headcanons
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Warnings???: Reader is referred to as ‘you’. Mentions of having a dad and brother. Uhhh horses? nsfw if you squint. I know nothing about owning and maintaining a farm.
Farmer!Ellie: who your dad hired after your brother left to persue his own farm and family with his wife and he was soon to be a father.
Farmer!Ellie: Came around the corner as you were stacking hay bales, your dad showing her around and introduced herself.
Farmer!Ellie: Who’s hand lingered in yours after you shook hands, her grip firm.
Farmer!Ellie: Who was in charge of the large cattle by the end of the first month.
Farmer!Ellie: Who loves to critique you on your own jobs.
E: “You know that’s not how you do it right?”
“I’ve worked here my whole life you’ve been here a month calm it.”
E: “Don’t blame me when your dad gets mad.”
“Focus on your shit. Literally.” You say as she’s cleaning the horse stables. She just rolls her eyes.
Farmer!Ellie: Who takes note of your daily routine and worries if you don’t show up.
Farmer!Ellie:Who accidentally spooked a horse causing it to knock you over. (Thankfully you didn’t get trampled)
E:”Shit!” Once she calmed the horse down she came over to you sitting trying to dust yourself off. “Are you okay?”
“No.”
E: “Okay let’s get you inside.” She would carry you on her back even if you resisted.
Physically you were just pretty banged up mainly bruised, though mentally you were as spooked as the horse. Cause though you’ve helped your dad out with the farm since you were little there was a reason you weren’t a fan of the larger animals.
Over the next few days both Ellie and your dad did not let you work, you were stiff and sore.
“Here let me help.” You groaned getting up.
E and your dad: “No!” “Sit your ass down.”
“Okay okay. I’ll sit here rotting.”
Farmer!Ellie: That annoys you and distracts you during chores but you definitely don’t like that shes talking to you…right?
Farmer!Ellie: That stays late and watches the sunset with you.
Farmer!Ellie: That lays in the hayloft with you on breaks.
Farmer!Ellie: Who hid in your bathroom when your dad came in one morning after she had stayed over.
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