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mustlookinside · 1 year
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And just the other day someone that I wanna pursue call it quits as this person don't want our friendship to level up and turn into a committed relationship so I let this go too. No matter how effort and love you give to someone, if they don't wanna reciprocate into loving you more than what you wanted then they will back out.
But I don't regret a thing I did as I just expressed my feelings and that I wanna let that person know and feel special and I know that person felt it.
Maybe this person got scared that I was serious about what I feel and this person doesn't want to hurt me longer so this person just CUT IT OFF.
But it's a good thing to left nothing but sweet lying lips that set me free flying.
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mustlookinside · 1 year
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Last year I've had a no label relationship with someone who is already in a long distance relationship, we pursue our feelings but we ended up as strangers as that person chose the LDR over me 😅 It hurts but it's okay 'cause I won't settle for someone who will not choose me. But dang she gave me so much kissess amd hugs that will forever be in my memory... what a bittersweet memories... well I thank that person for that 'cause she let me experienced those things 🤭 But I don't wanna ruin their love so I just let her go. 🥺🙃🙂
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mustlookinside · 1 year
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Two years had passed and I've had flings and crushes and no label relationships. 😆 Maybe I haven't yet found my person but I will 😊
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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So yesterday, we had a lot of interaction 🤭
She posted her abstract paintings for sale (she messaged me to know about it through her instagram business account page)
I made laugh so hard about a joke I made (on bidding on her painting which I liked and grab from someone but I lost it huhu)
We had a conversation about her painting "LET THERE BE LIGHT"
Then I lost the bidding and told to her painting "Iisipin ko nalang na hanggang sa kahuli-hulihan ay hindi ko siya sinukuan at kung may pagkakataon pa ay pilit ko siyang i-paglalaban kaso wala na. 🥺 At sa taong nanalo nito, alam kong hindi mo to pababayaan. Maraming salamat! 💛" and she reacted ❤🥺🥺🥺 (I feel you right there!)
I posted her picture (painting) on my ig story, mentioned her business and personal accounts. I captioned it "light consumes darkness as darkness can"
She re-post my ig story to her business account saying "the " is so deep and so real!"
She re-post it again on her personal account this time captioned "super grateful for all beautiful souls who appreciates my art" as I told her "I won't ever forget about this painting. Deeply grateful for your art! 🥺💓"
LASTLY she responded "Awwwww so sweet and wholesome!!! Thank you so much!!!" And I reacted "💛"
I am now claiming that I will have more moments like this with her 💓
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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My mind's on cloud in thinking of you... of what could we be... of what could we not...
I wonder If you feel the same too. 🙄😔🤧🤭🤗
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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It's not who but what it brought you. I am so happy you liked it. Really. Truly. 💓 Thank you! 🤗
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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Seeing your smile being captured still in a photo is what matters. Thank you for allowing us to have that moment with you. 🤗💓
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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She thanked me for the photos which I photograph (of her) during her birthday celebratiom with the family. 😍 and she looks forward for another photoshoot 🤭🤗
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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So today is my last (hopefully) react to her ig and fb stories. Cause I can't take it anymore 😭 my heart is bursting! But I know it will not pursue so I better stop myself. 🤔🤐 right?
She no longer opens my stories too. So I'll just do the same. Right? 🤗
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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My idol mentioned me in her instagram 🤗🤗🤗
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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When I was about to give up, you gave me hope again 😭
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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So now she replied to one of my replies in her stories from ig... but she don't views my ig stories? Hmmmm.
She said "Hey. Thanks a lot. 🥰" 🤭🤭🤭
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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So yesterday she stopped seeing/reacting to my IG stories, I think she muted me. Sad. 🤧
But I'm head over heels for her so I still continue to view her ig and fb stories. Wth am I doing?! 🤧
Do you think It's too much?
What's worse is I still replies to her ig posts and even react. Huhuhu.
S E N D H E L P T . T
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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I'm struggling with healing.
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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And today she posted about ACCEPTING YOURSELF... MY GOSH MY HEART IS BURSTING... with these assumptions that i don't know if it's for me or she just shares what's on her mind. 🤧
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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And also she reacted "100%" to my post about loving yourself first before you can be happy with others. 😁
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mustlookinside · 3 years
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Yesterday she posted about having a platonic relationship with people who talks about random things. It's like she wants me to know what she wants in a human 😅
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