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for the last few weeks i've been trapped in a cycle of self-destruction. i handed in one of my final essays late, another essay due on frieday that haven't started and 2 exams i haven't studied for.

for the last few weeks i've wanted nothing more than to fade into obscurity and no longer deal with my problems, but alas i am stuck where i am. i want nothing more than to indulge in my interests, to write novels and poetry to my hearts' content and ignore all responsibilities. i want to be free of all societal expectations. i want to live peacefully. i want something that is so far out of reach that it has been reduced to nothing but a mere fantasy. a foolish fantasy that has fuelled me thus far but i fear my flame has been extinguished and i no longer desire to light it once more.

tldr: i'm tired of uni

#educating ayo #writing with ayo #studyblr #study motivation #academia #student life #study aesthetic #study inspiration #studyspo #burnout #studying #uni student #uni life #university #writing blog #writers #writing #finals week #when i tell you i'm TIRED? #writeblr #poetry #studystudystudy #student #university aesthetic #uni studyblr #idk what i'm doing with my life anymore #i just want to sleep for a very long time #i want to drop out but i can't😭

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i've just been focusing on myself and writing poetry. but that also meant i procrastinated the entire easter holiday and the deadlines are DEADLINING.

book: ariel by sylvia plath (look up trigger warnings before reading)

#educating ayo #studyblr #study motivation #studyspo #academia #student life #study aesthetic #university #uni student #university aesthetic #student #study inspiration

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REMINDER THAT APRIL 15TH IS A GLOBAL STRIKE DAY FOR GAZA

Don't stimulate the economy and participate on local action, the site below contains more info about the strike.

The strike is mostly in the US, but you can help regardless of country, you can also share info, boost posts in social media and put posters in your city about Gaza.

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that’s a lot of clicks!!

I’d like to ask that if you want to boop me, you could also click for palestine, please! Please don’t forget that Bisan has called for a strike for April 1st!

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This isn't the first time. Last year, the IDF would leave behind explosives disguised to look like toys (they did this in Lebanon as well)

#free palestine #gaza genocide #yemen #jerusalem #palestine #gaza #free gaza #palestine news #war on gaza #fuck the idf #forced starvation #genocide

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Every single one of the 13,000+ children murdered by Israel was robbed of their futures

#genocide in gaza #gaza genocide #gaza strip #free gaza #free palestine #yemen #jerusalem #tel aviv #gaza #palestine #news on gaza #news update #war on gaza

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this week has been A LOT emotionally. just basically working through the fact i have no purpose in life rn, and just general loneliness ✌🏾

song rec: 🎧 oleander — hannah bahng

#educating ayo #writing with ayo #studyblr #studyspo #study motivation #academia #study #student life #study inspiration #studying #study aesthetic #study notes #study blog #university #uni student #uni studyblr #academia aesthetic #classic academia #academic validation #a

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trying to keep up with readings and all these deadlines is killing me 😭 i just wanna sleep, and lie in bed and go out with my friends. if i have to write another essay (i have 3 left) i'm gonna cry.

anyways read persepolis by marjane satrapi, it's soooo good.

song rec: 🎧 luxurious - gwen stefani

#educating ayo #studyblr #studyspo #study motivation #academia #study #student life #study inspiration #study aesthetic #studying #academia aesthetic #academic validation #light academia #student #study blog #study notes #studystudystudy

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Wanted to let you guys know that Let’s Talk Palestine has just launched fundsforgaza, an initiative created for the purpose of spotlighting families in urgent need of emergency funds. This list highlights families who’re trying to evacuate Gaza, but which aren’t getting enough attention. Please donate if you can—and whether or not you can, spread this to as many people as possible. The delay between this second and the next could make a difference in whether a family gets to live or not.

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i did start watching the live action atla.........and i don't have particularly positive thoughts about it. also, don't judge me for watching jojo during a lecture, i was way too tired to function, but i still needed the attendance mark.

i have nothing to say about uni itself, I'm just tired all the time

song rec: 🎧 frown - mxmtoon

#educating ayo #studyblr #studyspo #study motivation #academia #student life #study #study inspiration #studying #study aesthetic #college life #study notes #study blog

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finally got back into the swing of things, and it's very overwhelming 😔 i wanna cry. anyhow, i had a messy night a couple of nights ago and i'm still experiencing the consequences of my actions 🤢. learn from my mistakes.

song rec: 🎧 glue song – beabadoobee

#educating ayo #studyblr #study motivation #studyspo #academia #student life #study #study inspiration #studying #study aesthetic #study blog #student #academia aesthetic #studyspiration

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wayyyyyy too many of yall are forgetting that forced relocation is a form of ethnic cleansing

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"Bisan flying a kite today ♥️ The Palestinian smile is resistance to the colonizers and their inhumane occupation. Palestine will be free."

from Wear The Peace, 19/Feb/2024:

#free palestine #free gaza #save palestine #palestine #genocide in gaza #gaza strip

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9.2.2024

it snowed recently, and i'm not too happy about it. i like the snow, but i hate how it comes hand in hand with below freezing temperatures.

song rec: 🎧 legroom – adan diaz

#educating ayo #study aesthetic #study inspiration #student life #study motivation #studyspo #studyblr #academia #studying #study #university #uni life #student #study notes #study blog #college life #uk weather

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#writers on tumblr #poetry #writing

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Palestinians are no longer asking us to help stop the bombing.

They are asking ( I would normally say begging, but proud as they are, Allah save them. After 106 days, they never begged for anything) for food.

They fear dying out of hunger more than being shredded to pieces by bombs

The messages they send.... How can I tell it's worse.. I can't put it into words, but it's worse

#palestine #free palestine #gaza #free gaza #social justice #genocide in gaza #save palestine

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none of us expected much from the icj and all of us know israel would never abide by international law even if the ruling was more decisive anyway but really it's so fucking aggravating that these motherfuckers just said "we can't say it's a genocide, but israel has committed several acts that fall under article 2 of the genocide convention, with overwhelming evidence of genocidal intent which we have READ ALOUD IN THIS RULING but yeah let's wait a month from now and see what israel's report is like hopefully they've stopped slaughtering people to extinction or exile by then🤗🥰" and if they don't, which they definitely won't? would it be considered a genocide a month from now, after israel prove to us for the millionth time how little of consequence international law is to them? will you finally say it's a genocide when another couple thousand palestinian children starve to death or get obliterated by airstrikes? if so, what gives? what changed? the genocidal acts, the genocidal intent was there from the beginning and you said it with your own tongues