#(and stop being fucking idiots)

[uncanny-tranny]

The most infuriating form of sanism is this idea that mentally ill people/people with mental disorders are just too stupid or too unenlightened to know how to be a proper, well-adjusted person

So many therapists have ignored signs of my unwellness simply because they assumed I was just... being stupid, and I just needed educating about why I'm acting disordered (apparently, mental disorders stop disordering you once you are condescendingly told why you're just disordered and dumb, who knew (sarcasm)).

Like, I could tell them that I knew my behaviour wasn't "rational," wasn't "reasonable" to do or believe and I'd still be treated like I was so dumb I needed hand-holding and scolding about why I'm acting disordered.

I truly wish that people would be able to take the idea of guidance and stop twisting it into "I am superior and enlightened and the people I am trying to help are stupid and wrong and beneath me!"

#mental health #mental health advocacy #ableism #ableism tw #sanism #sanism tw #yes therapist i was aware that using 1/3 of a bottle of detergent for a medium-sized load of laundry isn't rational... #...and that it could wreck my clothes and my washer (which is why i brought it up in the first place. because i knew it wasn't right)... #...like that's an example and it's SO infuriating just how high of a horse some professionals (and even laypeople) put themselves on... #...like when you stop viewing patients as PEOPLE who need guidance and start viewing them as essentially helpless idiots you have a problem #and that problem should either be addressed or you should leave the practice utterly if you're a licensed professional #call me crazy but i don't think this attitude is conducive to the PATIENT'S well-being #the PATIENT is the person who matters. the PATIENT is the most important part of this ENTIRE interaction #the instance i was thinking about in this tag rant fucking *destroyed* my trust in that therapist #because it just told me that i wasn't being seen as a *person* but as an *issue* #and regardless of if that was their intention i still don't think it was appropriate #you can have the *best* intentions and still be ignorant and say/do ignorant things. even with the best intentions #having 'good intentions' does not absolve you of harm or absolve you of the capability TO harm #another reason i Do Not Like CBTherapy

[stillbreathing-aer]

"...I would go to the ends of the earth and back for you. I would die for you.

And now I don't know what it means. If it means anything."

#NOOOOOOOOO #IM SO UPSET #WE WERE SO HAPPY 6 EPISODES AGO #FIRST IT WAS LAURANCE BEING SO INSENSITIVE #NOW #NOW ITS THIS #woah aer talks? #aphmau #minecraft diaries #mcd #minecraft diaries aphmau #aphmau mcd #aphmau minecraft diaries #mcd aphmau #garroth ro'meave #mcd garroth #garroth mcd #laurance zvahl #mcd laurance #laurance mcd #AND IT WAS VOICE ACTED TOO. #IM STRESSED THE FUCK OUT. #OH MY GOD AND ON THE EPISODE CALLED ''Garroth'' #THIS IS SO UPSETTING #HIS VOICE CATCHING ON THAT FIRST ''for you'' #STOP #I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE #''I was such an idiot.'' NOOOOO YOU AREN'T PLEASE COME BACK #MY HEART PLEASE #aer's revisiting block game roleplays

[martyrbat]

for when dc releases a new comic that mischaracterizes him again AND the humiliating ordeal of telling ppl that arent your mutuals that bruce fucking wayne aka mr cashcow is your favorite character

#no one understands him like how me and my mutuals do.... #the bats need to stop being in other characters comic books because then the fans of that character hates it and so do i #they never characterize him right in them and because im aware of how invasive and annoying the batbitches are.... #like.. sorry about my stupid idiot blorbo ruining this characters comic. they ruined him in too if it helps. yea it fucking sucks... sorry. #anyways this was first made because i was talking to someone and said bruce was my fav and got sent ‘oh. okay.’ and the convo ended like. #yeah. i get it. hes still my favorite and for a reason but no i fully get it and understand sorry. #but also while i was getting it™ i thought about why and because god dc sucks and like. #this is just an average tuesday when a shitty comic drops and you have to suffer for being a fan of his :// #posts from the crypt

[murmel-malt]

something something Daenys interpreting her dream of the Doom as a warning to leave thus ensuring the survival of her family VS Aegon interpreting his dream of the Long Night as an instruction to stay and conquor thus ensuring his family's slow decay and eventual death.

Idk this thought just struck me

#Daenys screaming from the afterlife: it is a warning you fucking idiot!!! get out of there!! #but Aegon is completely caught up in being the Chosen One™ #imagine if Daenys had had Aegon's ego and interpreted her dream as an instruction to stop the Doom #god she must be so pissed at him #great job dooming the family that I just saved buddy. thanks for that #asoiaf #house targaryen #daenys the dreamer #targ posting

[benevolenterrancy]

i'm only like 40 pages into Heaven Official's Blessing and know basically nothing about anyone or anything, but i am really vibing with this woman who seems to be heaven's exclusively overworked bureaucrat

#ling wen #xie lian #i could be completely misconstruing everything but so far the vibe is This Cheerful Idiot Just Made My Job Soooooo Much Harder But I'm The #Only One Being A Professional About It #meanwhile the other gods i've seen are doing the heavenly equivalent of fucking around in the chatrooms and gossiping #so like. i'm feeling convinced that she's the only one who does anything #she's the little chat notification popping up in his periphery desperately trying to stop him from pissing off every single god even more #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #my art

[beanghostprincess]

i've seen people say that "zoro would kill a crew member if luffy asked him to" and it's so fucking out of character it almost makes me scream and throw up. thank you very much. now shut the fuck up.

#did you not fucking watch water 7 my guys #or like any other arc tbh #zoro might be loyal and devoted to his captain but he's not a fucking idiot #if luffy says something stupid or irrational he's gonna say it loud and clear and stop him #because that's literally his work as first mate #i'm so sick of people reducing zoro's character to either being gay for luffy or being an edgy swordsman #he has a personality y'know #also people be saying this as if his loyalty towards luffy made him unable to love the rest of the crew #they're his family you fucking idiots he would never hurt them i am VIOLENT #stop the zoro mischaracterization PLEASE #roronoa zoro #monkey d luffy #zolu #one piece

[lupeloto]

"special privileges" ficlet

so i have this headcanon where ian is actually really bad at video games, so when he notices he's losing pretty badly, he'll get handsy with mickey to distract him...

"Oh, your ass is goin' down, Gallagher... again," Mickey teases through gritted teeth, his top row of teeth biting down hard on his bottom lip as his fingers punch down furiously on the game controller.

"Jesus, Mick, how the fuck do you-" Ian grunts, his hands clicking on his controller with a deeper intensity than his husband. He raises his left leg to kick Mickey's that are propped on the coffee table, his gaze never leaving the game on the TV, "Fuckin' stop shooting at me for five goddamn seconds!"

"No can do, Red. You ain't getting no special privileges," Mickey says complacently, smiling as he continues firing on Ian's player.

Ian realizes that he has let any chance of winning slip through his fingers, and that that would be the third time today that he would have to listen to Mickey's victory speech. He cringes at the thought, no matter how annoyingly fucking endearing his self-satisfied grin always is. His eyes shift to Mickey, taking in his profile, the curve of his nose, the way the top of his soft-pink lips slope upward with that perfect fucking cupid's bow, the freckles scattered across his jaw, as if each one was strategically placed to create this work of art. Ian knows it's corny, but that's what Mickey is to him...fucking art.

Who would it hurt if he pulled his strings a little, get him to let his guard down? It was his speciality…the ability to have Mickey a complete puddle in his hands within seconds.

Ian abandons his game controller, scootching closer to reach his hand under Mickey's ass, squeezing it's side. "Don't get special privileges, huh?"

Mickey squirms, Ian moving his hand to squeeze his thigh before he can respond, "Even if I do this?" Mickey bites his lip, desperately attempting to keep his focus on the game as Ian's hand travels up towards his waistband.

"You fuckin' cheat," he fails to halt the smile that tugs at the corners of his mouth, "You knew I was gonna have your ass," Mickey surrenders to his husband's advances, tossing his controller to the side and melting into his touch.

"Mmmh but it'd be so much better if I could have yours," Ian says slowly through soft kisses on Mickey's neck.

His head leans back at the contact, relishing in the feel of Ian's lips, his breathe on that spot on his neck, "Fuck, you always do this asshole," he huffs.

Ian moves to his ear, nibbling softly, "You're just so easy, how could I not?" Mickey feels that smug smile against his cheek.

"Eat me," Mickey replies plainly.

"Gladly," Ian shifts from his position on top of Mickey, standing up and yanking Mickey along with him, grabbing his hips and bringing him in closer, crashing their lips together in an rough, passionate kiss.

"Ya gonna keep talkin' about it or ya gonna take me upstairs?" Mickey pulls always, scanning Ian, the hunger prominent in his crystal blue eyes.

With that, Ian gives his ass a quick squeeze, "Mhm, show me those special privileges," he whispers close to his neck before practically dragging him up the stairs.

#gallavich #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher #gallavich fic #gallavich headcanons #shameless #i just love writing them being happy husbands #i know it's all i write but i can't stop im SORRY #gallavich ficlet #lupeloto ficlets #never not writing these two as just fucking idiots because they are and i love them

[bullagit]

standard edition captured and wounded/tortured stede whump fic but it remembers his pain tolerance, there’s just this whole like

hes off screen getting hurt, you got the screaming you got the shouting, ed spends the entire time in the brig or w/e losing his entire mind about it. and they dump stede back in there and he’s on the floor and ed is having a whole fucking crisis trying to provide some comfort and pet his hair and wake him up 

and then after thirty seconds stede just cracks an eye open and goes “im so sorry ed i didn’t have time to give u a secret improv fuckery signal, that must have been awful for u. although honestly i think i oversold that fifth plea for mercy, they really weren’t giving me anything to work with creatively :/�� 

and yeah he is for real hurt and needs tlc recovery time and maybe lets himself have a lil cathartic cry as a treat once they are safe and alone again bc there’s a fine line to tread between using pain for comedy and pain tolerance as nature vs something he had to learn, and his sort of horribly casual way of rolling w pain and damage to himself once it’s been done and all that 

but i do think that “well i didnt care for that and it ruined this shirt which is a real bummer” energy needs more rep in fanworks

#ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #edward teach #gentlebeard #idk man there's just an energy to the whole prospect for me i vibe with it a lot #we tortured the man but it turns out he's on some muppet shit #some real chill abt being pinned to a mast by a sword overnight shit #some 'i mean boarding school was way worse for me bc i never knew when to expect getting messed with this is at least straightforward' shit #izzy like u suck at getting tortured ur such a pissbaby about it we could hear u all the way down here #stede like yeah its called acting idiot now stop fucking talking to me im trying to nap on my husbands lap #local man mvp of the breakout bc their captors think hes a wet paper bag giving him the element of surprise

[oxydiane]

honestly people who are insufferable about “the prank” or whatever can eat my entire ass because everyone crucifies sirius for telling snape how to get past the whomping willow but i’ve never seen anybody acknowledge what a fucking idiot snape was for meddling and willingly following somebody he assumed to be a werewolf inside a tight passage under a tree that could murder you during a full moon. what was the little bitch even trying to achieve by following remus? we know from his flashback that he had a hunch about remus being a werewolf, then he was told from a guy he hated and who hated him back the way to get past the tree and actually did what sirius said during a full moon? i’m sorry but that’s just being fucking stupid. i’m like 97% sure sirius did not even expect snape to do what he said because why on earth would he do that and if he had actually died that would have been well deserved because god knows the amount of times harry almost got himself killed by doing dumb things in the books but nothing he ever tried was quite as idiotic as this

#i did not say he’s in the right do not start putting words in my mouth assholes #did sirius force him? no #like snape quite literally walked into that himself #i’m sorry some of y’all are just very fucking insufferable #snape apologists stay away from this post and my blog #the prank #or whatever #i’ll defend sirius with my life #stop blaming him for talking shit and start blaming snape for being a fucking idiot #harry potter #sirius black #remus lupin #anti snape #anti severus snape #marauders #marauders era #rant #ish #peter pettigrew #in defence of sirius black #pro sirius black #severus snape

[jaythelay]

"Why are all companies seemingly going insane?"

Remember how under Dump the rich got 54% richer and got like 50 trillion more dollars directly from us, the bottoms?

They got fuck you money. They can push Hypernormalization further with ease.

Unity? Companies want that shit. That was a pandora's box that will not shut. They raised the temp really fucking high so you'd not notice how high it is when lowered just barely. I guarantee most of the industry supports this idea, in an obviously less purposefully blatantly scummy, but still scummy, format.

The Strikes? They got fuck you money, they can actually wait til people go homeless and starve to death.

Like...This is something I really want people to notice more often.

How many times have you had bullshit raised at you, just for it to be "compromised" into being a little less shit.

We all rallied against Horse Armor in Oblivion...until Diablo came by and started selling Horse Armor again. for like. 20$.

It's not about now. It's about setting up shit for the future. Just like Overkill did with Payday, they tested the waters, waited til Payday 3, just like I told ya'll a decade ago now, and here we are, always online DRM, Addiction experts for microtransaction gambling, etc, etc, etc.

Companies are using that wealth to force us into worse conditions.

I do not know what to do. Because you idiots keep falling for it. Every fucking time. Like my god the gaming industry lags behind by like 4 years compared to literally every industry, and worse yet, they did it more blatantly, far more anti-consumer, and far more childishly-copying, like there was no grace, they just told you. Like, the guy behind unity who wanted you to pay to reload your guns in-game.

You could've been paying attention a LONG fucking time ago. But ya didn't.

Ya still buy triple a, ya still defend companies, you still refuse piracy.

I just don't know what to do. We're being hypernormalized into accepting shit and people are bafflingly clapping for it because it's too late already.

The smell of shit has become standard, we're now arguing to the degree the smell should stay.

#unity #WGA strikes #unions #hypernormalization #and I'm just an idiot #it concerns me nobody else is paying attention #like this isn't a conspiracy #this isn't crazy talk #you just like #observe???? #pay the fuck attention???? #Stop being a Pay Piggy Useful Idiot #???? #maybe??? #overkill #payday 3 #payday 2

[padfootastic]

if u ‘don’t really read wips’ then do fucking better.

#brought to you by: channel vent-space on the pf server #if u can’t deal w the written word being slightly unpredictable #then do something about that #no one should be in fandom w this kind of opinion #how tf do u think wips will ever be complete?? #definitely not by withholding engagement bc ur scared #the author will definitely give up if they see people not interacting #and ffs stop weaponising kudos like an idiot #and then some people have the audacity to complain ab not having enough fic to read #well of fucking course #u can’t turn this into a transaction and not uphold ur side of it. at the very least. #better yet. don’t turn it into a transaction. no one needs that #anyway back to point: READ WORKS IN PROGRESS #COMMENT ON WORKS ON PROGRESS #SUBSCRIBE TO WORKS IN PROGRESS #INTERACR INTERACT ONTERACT #esp if it’s not a big name author. #fandom turning into high school is such a weird pipeline but one that needs to *go* #pen’s whining

[anakinh]

genuinely do not understand how anyone could play crisis core and come out of it thinking that angeal possesses the brain cell between him, genesis, and sephiroth. there are no brain cells here.

#me.txt #i play final fantasy #popular #ish #the only smart person in cc is cissnei #there's also that picture of angeal wrangling genesis and sephiroth #i'd believe it before cc. not *during* #he did nothing of the sort during #i say this with some level of fondness: angeal was a fucking idiot during crisis core #i mean lots of people were but #[unveils angel wings] i'm a monster! #shut up angeal #edward cullen vibes #angeal is a very interesting character because he makes no sense #you have to wonder how someone so focused on being Good and Honourable can be so high up in shinra #is he deluded? is he lying to himself? is he filled with propaganda? does he believe he can fix it from within? #he's obviously stopped once shinra's bad shit started affecting him personally #what does 'dreams and honor' even mean lmao #i like his dad jokes though

[year2000electronics]

really weird that im even saying this sentence but some people straight up do not have media literacy about trolls 3 the movie... if you demonize branch's big brothers unfairly do not FUCKING interact!!!!!

#its always the crazy branch fans for some reason #i mean i know the reason. the reason is they like branch too much to see the other perspective #but i will always write theses on how brozone being flawed is good for the movie + their characters #and also how even though theyre flawed that doesnt make them bad people #bitch. #i saw a post that was like 'jd and bruce PESTERED branch to let them back into his life and then EVILLY laughed at him for being upset late #THEY WERE ASSEMBLING TO STOP THEIR BROTHER FROM FUCKING DYINGGGGGG #YOU IDIOT!!!! #trolls

[horrorknife]

i cannot wait until we get more character information for other twf characters and they turn out not being the 100% innocent perfect cinnamon rolls everyone thinks they are. sorry but i DO think its weird that the ONLY widely demonized character is the one suffering from addiction and the addiction is treated like a willynilly irresponsible decision rather than a psychological and physical disability + dependency.

#like sorry but you guys are so boring #it feels like ppl think theyre gonna get yelled at for liking felix so they have to be like I THINK HE SHOULD KILL HIMSELF BTW!!!!! #youre not being cute youre a fucking idiot #also stop being so fucking misogynistic about rose and reducing her down to a 1 dimensional Pretty Woman character #jack gets treated like a saint too and i am so fucking sure he isnt as perfect a dude as we think he is #AND I WANT THAT!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT IT TO BE FUCKING INTERESTING!!!!!!!!!!! #jonah.txt

[jankwritten]

yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

#this is also because i grew up in a racist area and in that culture and my own ignorance i also Was Kinda Racist #but like in that way where you don't realize it's racism until you're out of it and now feel so ashamed that you forcefully block all #those memories just so you don't ever have to associate yourself with them ever again? #(mind you I was like. 15-16 and closeted and scared scared scared all the time so I acted like the Crowd and that was awful of me to do) #BUT NOW that i've grown and am learning and have taken classes on anthropology and all kinds of stuff I just feel like I notice my own shit #like TENFOLD now #it's my anxiety overthinking thing plus if anybody ever knows I could have done anything SLIGHTLY problematic the world will explode #plus my constant paranoia that someone is always watching me and just Knows that I'm Secretly a Bad Person (even though I don't think I am? #also I feel like I need to clarify that the kind of racism in my town wasn't like. klan shit. it was like very hidden racism? #it was like. kids casually doing black accents and making jokes with racist undertones. the kind of racism where race was always #the butt of the joke instead of an outright HATED thing. and I think that's why it was so hard to unlearn #it's like that thing where in order to stop wanting to kill yourself you have to stop joking about wanting to kill yourself #this has become a vent post accidentally i'm so sorry #this is just. one of my Major anxieties that engulfs me every day because of 1) anxiety 2) potential OCD 3) being a bad person in my past #this is another reason I fucking hate florida #because I just know if I had grown up in my home town in MI I would not have been raised in that environment #and it's my own fucking fault for falling into the crowd like that. #all this to say i traumatized myself and likely some people around me by being A Fucking Idiot when I was a kid #and now adult me is doing everything in their power to not ever be that person ever fucking again #tw vent post #tw racism #tw past racism #but im better now and I know my mistakes and I refuse to make them again #fuck florida for every fucking reason under the sun