#*cough cough* experience

[intotheelliwoods]

no thoughts just the trend of future leo being a cowboy

#too much “wow hes so sexy” and not enough “idiot constantly falls off his horse” #this was. also an excuse to test out random shit autodesk had to offer #cough glow brush cough #I wanted to experiment with you #rottmnt #future leo

[weevmo]

Sneezing Dust Bunnies!

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it's been so long since I've done any pixel animation! So much fun - definitely going to try again -

#I did a lot of pixel animations for indie games during college #none ever came out #so sad #BUT #experience!! #and its fun #Aseprite is so much fun #corduroy stew #nimrod stew #he sneezes dust! #occasionally coughs up a dust bunny

[ceniwen]

average friend group

#dungeon meshi #my art #ive been loving standee charms lately #and i also dont wanna make enamel charms #because they turn yellow in time #ive wanted to make dunme merch for so long because i loved tha manga #but from my experience its just not worth it #and a waste of money to make merch #from a non anime series #cough bnha #laios #marcille #falin #senshi #chilchuck #izutsumi #i actually just wanted to draw chilchuk and marcille looking like that #and the rest are just filler

[sculkshrieking]

FOR THE DRAWING RECS

hoffman as a little angel 😊

i didn't want him to be lonely so i gave him a friend to play with <3

#you can't make an angel and not give them a demon to be insane about #saw #saw v #hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #mark hoffman #peter strahm #my art #askbox #anon #requests #i just kept making it more and more pink as i went #drawing this while coughing and wheezing like a sick old dog was a fun experience <33 i feel insane #that deliriousness u get from cold meds is unbeatable

[ryuubff]

Movie night eepy time

#sorry indont have the enerfy to turn it into a comic #i coughed this one out for you guys #i draw skrunkly #stardew sebastian #stardew farmer #stardew valley #stardew valley fanart #i give up on adding more tags it ruins the fun lol #whoeevr likes this. thsnk u #been experimenting with layers so this was fun #stardew valley sebastian #stardew valley farmer #jeut those two. LOL

[antianakin]

It's really interesting to go back and look at the Jedi Apprentice series and see just how well that series actually did at showcasing how Qui-Gon's trauma from Xanatos impacts him in a negative way. There's SO MUCH fear on Qui-Gon's end about causing another apprentice to go dark because he missed it the first time. He loved Xanatos so much and can't quite come to grips with how he MISSED all of the possible signs of Xanatos going dark which means it MUST have been his fault, he must have been the one who failed, because nothing else makes sense. And so he rejects all other apprentices, even one who desperately needs him, because he genuinely believes these children are better off without him as their guide.

And even when he chooses to take Obi-Wan on out of a sense of obligation and maybe a little bit of himself starting to return and listen to the will of the Force, he's distant. He doesn't know EXACTLY what went wrong with Xanatos, but he still blames himself, so he's just doing everything differently this time around. Instead of being warm and affectionate, he's more cold and aloof, withholding a lot of his praise and validation even when we can see that he's thinking it. And of course this has the effect of deeply hurting Obi-Wan who is already suffering from the insecurity over not having been chosen at all and a lack of understanding where Qui-Gon's behavior actually comes from. Obi-Wan, like Qui-Gon, can do nothing but blame himself in order to make sense of what's happening. This obviously isn't Qui-Gon's intention at all and he doesn't even realize he's doing it, but it is an undeniable effect of his behavior on Obi-Wan.

And then Melida/Daan happens and Obi-Wan leaves, but he also ultimately chose to STAND DOWN rather than actually fight Qui-Gon. He comes close, and then makes a DIFFERENT choice to Xanatos. And in the wake of leaving Obi-Wan behind, Qui-Gon is left to just think back over their brief relationship and see things differently. Because he DOES care about Obi-Wan, of course he does, his behavior was literally done specifically out of an effort to try to KEEP Obi-Wan from turning Dark the way he'd done to Xanatos. It was a massively misguided effort, obviously, but he did believe that this was the only way to avoid that particular outcome for Obi-Wan if he was stuck with Qui-Gon as a teacher.

And then Obi-Wan calls for aid. And Qui-Gon has to start to let go of that fear in order to answer that call. Xanatos would never call for help. Xanatos would never admit weakness or failure. With Xanatos, this would be a trap. But Qui-Gon never seems to even question whether Obi-Wan is being genuine, because he does recognize by this point that Obi-Wan is NOT Xanatos. Obi-Wan's reasons for leaving Qui-Gon on Melida/Daan are borne out of compassion for a people he connected to, not anger or hatred at Qui-Gon himself. So Qui-Gon sets everything aside and goes to help Obi-Wan and the people of Melida/Daan. He does his job. And even here, in the wreckage of their relationship, there seems to be a marked difference in how they interact. Qui-Gon is professional, but kind towards Obi-Wan in a way we haven't seen before. It seems like Qui-Gon might be seeing Obi-Wan for who he is for the first time.

And when it's done, Obi-Wan asks to rejoin the Jedi at Qui-Gon's side. Qui-Gon at this point recognizes the harm he's done to Obi-Wan and still believes Obi-Wan is better off without him, though perhaps for new reasons, but he also firmly believes Obi-Wan deserves to be a Jedi and agrees to bring him back to the Temple so he can make his case to the Council. He's not scared of Obi-Wan anymore, he's not scared that he'll turn Obi-Wan dark, he just isn't certain they're particularly well-matched or that the relationship can survive the damage he's already done to it. It's the beginning of mindfulness on Qui-Gon's end.

But when they return, things are a mess and it's not a good time for Obi-Wan to make that case of his to the Council. He tries, but the Council are understandably a little wary about Obi-Wan's motivations and commitment to the Order. Qui-Gon is preoccupied with Xanatos's attack on the Temple and cannot help Obi-Wan through this, but Obi-Wan sets his own issues aside to insist on helping Qui-Gon. He has nothing to lose, so he may as well do what he can. By the time Xanatos finally falls into that acid pit, Qui-Gon has let go. He's accepted Xanatos made his own choices and that nothing Qui-Gon could've said or done would have changed that. Xanatos is not Qui-Gon's failure. Xanatos struggled for reasons Qui-Gon never could've done anything about. He couldn't help Xanatos. But he CAN help Obi-Wan. He WILL fail Obi-Wan if he can't let go of his own fears and be the master Obi-Wan needs him to be.

And there's just such CLEAR changes in Qui-Gon over the course of just the first 7 books. From someone who just suffers under that weight of guilt to someone who cares really desperately about this child he's taken on and fears showing it to someone who is actually READY to take care of this child. He's not perfectly healed by any means, nor is their relationship, but the first steps have been taken. And the drastic changes in their relationship are there, they are clear. Qui-Gon is genuinely cold towards Obi-Wan more than once early on, so it's really easy to believe why Obi-Wan gets so caught up in the conflict on Melida/Daan and would choose to stay with them rather than go back to someone he believes doesn't truly want him. But because we can see through Qui-Gon's eyes, as well, we can see that Qui-Gon DOES care, he absolutely does, he's just TERRIFIED and covering it up with this distance he's put between himself and Obi-Wan. So when he starts coming around to Obi-Wan after Melida/Daan, it doesn't come out of nowhere. We KNOW why he's able to start changing his mind, we KNOW he cared before even if Obi-Wan does not. And he finally allows himself to begin to show it to Obi-Wan, in little ways at first, and then more as the relationship keeps developing into further books.

And it's just REALLY compelling as an arc because the series goes to great pains to show both sides of the conflict, the before and the after, and really emphasize what's going on inside these characters' heads so that the complexities of what's happening actually make sense and have a sense of direction. Qui-Gon is not a monster, but the hurt he causes Obi-Wan is still very real. Obi-Wan is not selfish, but his fears do cause him to make mistakes himself. They BOTH have to learn to let go of their fears and attachments before they can connect to each other in a meaningful way.

#star wars #jedi apprentice #obi-wan kenobi #qu-gon jinn #look this storyline CAN be done #someone who fears their own ability to train another person because of prior experience with someone who went dark #that fear causing them to fuck up what could be a good relationship #it's just sometimes it's done well and sometimes it's. well. not. #* cough * ahsoka and sabine * cough *

[eeveekitti]

day 7: crafting

quick gourmie make that spore puff!!

#rain world #rw art month #rw gourmand #gourmand rw #based on the very real experience i had trying to kill a red centi in pipeyard for the food quest #you see. i had a spore puff but threw it in the WRONG DIRECTION #so i had to hide out on the other side of the pipe from The Beast #and just hope to the void below i coughed up a mushroom #i did and killed it we won

[daily-basil]

💠 He's a fine gentleman

#mod tost #hihiiiii not a request but have this boy #i've been kindaaaa fixating on an au of an au COUGH COUGH 18th century Arsenic au so #i wanted to experiment on basil a little bit #i need to get used to draw these types of clothing #details are driving me crazy and these kind of clothes are just PACKED with details #thankfully this one was easy enough #art #daily basil #drawing #omori #omori basil #digital #basil #basil omori #not a request #ms paint art #ms paint

[emece-sp]

Come on guess who my favorite SCP doctor (and author) is, Bonus

Tiny bug

#its clef- who would have known #scp foundation #scp fanart #scp fandom #scp #alto clef #dr clef #dr alto clef #mcarts #fanart #i've drawn him like 4905940 millions times this year #am i going to upload any of the rest? probably not iM SCARED #Uhh the guy with the net is my d-class #oc #triple #Oh yeah there's the beetlejuice reference too #cough #don't ask #Edit: my friends are bullying me over this because i got so nervous my tummy started to hurt #if author sees this 1- im sorry 2- i will launch myself to the sun like one of those experiments to kill 682 lmao

[gayofthefae]

"X is the biggest Byler proof" - me all the time about everything

But it's this. It's this. Because this is what converted me. This is what made me go "there is heterosexual explanation for this" without even realizing it until I had a homosexual one. It's this shit.

#byler fight #stranger things #s3 fight? he was defending el and it came out wrong #everything else? they're just...um...very close #emotional intimacy doesn't have to be romantic yaknow! #but...wtf was this bullshit #you sound like nancy it's just that murray isn't there #(yet) #*cough* 'sexually experiment' murray quote *cough* #byler #as i like to say #this only has two explanations #homo(phobic) or homo(sexual) #i only came up with first because of mental block but threw it out immediately because duh to just be confused #until of course #homo(sexual)

[archrries]

What if Vox never confessed to Alastor?? Like we all know that man has a crush on him. Or had a crush on him. Either way. But we all assume he told Alastor? What if he was planning to, what if he thought they had something? What if that fight where he 'almost beat Vox that time' was some tiff they got into because Vox was so frustrated about his own emotions that he couldn't control his anger? We've seen how he gets. He puts on a show but still can't keep his heavy emotions under control. He literally threw a fit live for all of hell to see. I mean, how would you feel if you got into a fight with your crush, wanted to make amends and confess, and then he vanishes for 7 years without a single notice? Vox is heartbroken and hates Alastor for just up and leaving like that. I'm sure it just built up over the years. The less you talk to someone after a fight, the more the anger festers. Especially when you loved someone that much.

#op knows from experience #cough cough #radiostatic #radio silence #one sided radiostatic #vox hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor

[whos-hotter-jjba]

matchup between all the bruno gang stands? sorry if youve done this already i kinda cant remember

I haven't done that one yet!

Bucci Gang: Stand Edition

#thanks for the submission!! #this is truly a combination of hidrogen bombs vs coughing babies #the two coolest prettiest most sexy stands versus like. an airplane and 6 pathetic little guys #(the sexiest stands imo are gold experience and moody blues obvs) #sticky fingers and spice girl are cute too #but i hate purple haze's vibe #let's see though i know there's at least one or two purple haze fuckers out there #but i'll be surprised if aerosmith gets a vote (immediately summons the troll votes) #gold experience #sticky fingers #moody blues #spice girl #jjba spice girl #sex pistols #jjba sex pistols #aerosmith #jjba aerosmith #purple haze #vento aureo #golden wind #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba #who's hotter jjba

[doom-dreaming]

for the prompts: will you just sit still?

“I need to make sure the kids are okay—” she pants, doing her best to shove aside the pain that spikes through her body as she tries, for the third time, to look over her shoulder.

Also for the third time, Fred sighs. “They’re fine,” he assures, threads of exasperation weaving in at the fringes of his voice. “I can see them. Will you just sit still?”

“Ash took a direct hit from the—”

“Veta.” Huge hands—hastily stripped of their armor and now stained crimson—clamp firmly, but gently, against either side of her face, keeping her anchored. “The kids are fine,” he repeats. Slower. Softer. “Trust me, they’ve been through a lot worse. You can check on them after I get this shrapnel out of you. Stop moving.” A slow second crawls by. She’s reminded—again—how much Fred’s eyes look like the ocean. “...please.”

Her instinct to nod is overridden by the heat radiating from his hands, still pressed tight right below her cheekbones. If this were anyone else, she’d feel threatened. Cornered. She doesn’t.

She breaks the settled silence a few moments after he’s finally released her and resumed his first-aid. “...you called me Veta.”

He doesn’t look up. “Trying to get your attention.”

She hums; a neutral non-answer. His hands had left echoes of warmth behind her jaw—smears of her own blood, too, but amidst the sting of injuries and biofoam, it’s doing her more good to focus on the former. “......you called them kids.”

#coughs this up like an owl pellet #i thought experimenting with a new-ish character combo would break me out of the slump #but i've been staring at this for like a week trying to make it sound good #jesus. anyway. some day i'll answer all the prompts in my inbox #my writing #halo #halo fanfic #fred 104 #veta lopis #freta #i've discovered why i like their dynamic. they're rhyiona-coded #they've got that 'i hate you but we have to work together' to 'maybe you're not a horrible person' swag that's so intoxicating to me

[smile-files]

there's something interesting to be said about how nickel's female friends have to constantly school him on how horrible he is but animationepic won't say it

#melonposting #spoof #<- kinda #ii neg #<- also kinda #i hate nickel. i need to kin balloon just so i can experience dropping nickel into that stupid cereal box pit #also y'know what to those people who think nickel loves clover... you're right he is kinda obsessed with her #in that he hates her so much for something that he wants (being a likable/good/happy person) <- according to my interpretation anyway #of course he doesn't want/know how to put in the effort to have it #suitcase screamed at him (as she should've) and that didn't go through his thick skull #only clover in her infinite gentleness and grace could let him know that perhaps he should say sorry for harassing someone all their life : #and even then it isn't sincere #like please don't tell me any of you took his 5-second bizarrely emotionally intelligent notes app apology seriously. good god #like i dunno it was just like clover said to apologize and he said 'on it boss' #or what are we just gonna believe that ae was like. y'know what? this guy just needs to say he's sorry #once #out of nowhere #and we won't have to worry about the horrible things he's done to people (cough cough suitcase) #like heck even if balloon accepts this bs it doesn't do jack for her (not like he should anyway) #this idiot's just so far in the socioemotional gutter that after doing a series of horrible things (which he's been made well aware of) #he'll only so much as acknowledge that he did them if it means he gets friendship points from ae's princess celestia #good god man you're not the leader of a stupid team anymore. get over yourself #the funny thing is that the only excuse for his writing lately is basically a headcanon on my end #i'm just reading into this nonsense. as far as i know he's just being written horribly haha #he's interesting to think about in the lens of 'guy who wants to be happy/good/likeable but does not actually care about anyone' #but if i'm being honest with myself to ae he's just 'jerk who's actually nice now. no he isn't. yes he is for real this time (believe us)' #whatever i need to go to bed

[critdeeznuts]

i LOVE how every fanartist and creative person in the dndads fandom looked at the designs for the teens on the cover art and was like "Yeah no thanks. Except you, Taylor, you're perfect."

#like sure scary is often very similar but i love how everyone was like #yeah. thats taylor all right #tbf it is PERFECT for him #AND THIS ISNT A RAG ON THE ARTIST #I LOVE THE COVER DESIGNS TBH. i just. love. other ones. #but i love how people experiment w making link n normal differebt #(and more like their descriptions.. cough cough... normal) #taylor swift dndads #lincoln li wilson #normal oak #scary marlowe #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 #dndads quest

[tartigglez]

nsfw, sub!gojo, choking, praise

imagine gojo looking up at you as you straddle his lap, azure eyes suddenly so innocent and curious as he wonders what you're going to do to him next. will you grind your hips down on him? or will you wrap your fingers around his neck, squeezing a little harder each time he makes a sound?

"you like that, my prince?" you whisper into his ear, kissing his cheek before letting your weight back down on to his hips. short, choppy whimpers leave his lips as his eyes shut tightly.

you release your grip on his neck and lift yourself again, resting your thumb on his bottom lip as your index finger curls beneath his chin. "nuh uh~ open those pretty eyes, hm? look at me when i do this to you" you laugh, he really is a puppet under your command.

he slowly opens his eyes, lost puppy expression meeting you, as you push his bottom lip down a little with your thumb.

"you're cute, y’know? adorable, really"

he smiles a little at this, awaiting you to grind against him again, and you do, moving your hand to his neck once more.

"you like it sweetie? tell me how much you like it, won't you?"

"love... it s'much princess," he chokes out, you can feel his voice vibrating through your fingers "love it"

"there ya go, good boy~"

nsfw masterlist

#cael simps for gojo #jjk #gojo smut #satoru gojo #gojo x reader #satoru gojo smut #ok this one hit a little close to home cuz #this is a real experience that i have had i just #*cough* rewrote it about someone a little nicer