#333 badass followers

[herequeerexitentialfear]

Cecio & his fathers family

Cecios' father is an old noble of Andoran, from a family who made the smart decision of backing the rebellion. Taking in his bastard son was a double edged move, on one hand, he's displaying the ideal that everyone is equal, while also displaying the pedigree & faith of their lineage by having an Aasimar son. 

His father mainly pulled this move because rumors were getting loud about how the family had not fully changed to the nation's new beliefs, and were merely paying lip service to them.

His family is made up of four, his father, the patriarch, a noble turned merchant, who does the bare minimum of lip service towards the current principles of Andoran. He's not particularly corrupt, and by the standards of the previous regime, would have been a gracious lord, but his lack of care towards what used to be the lower classes and particularly his bastard son is a stain on what would be an average merchant lord. 

The eldest son, a man who did his time in the eagle knights, and is now working his way up in the government, hoping to take over his fathers role as the one in council seat, a cold and distant man, one who failed to shed his noble air, and thus only has friends among the nobles, neutral or unpopular among most people.

The youngest son, a shirt chasing fool who is currently a squire for a suffering knight, but one can suppose that the coin makes up for it, he's completely unfit for command and will probably spend the rest of his life wasting his father's coin on cover ups and fine food and clothes

The deceased wife, Cecio's stepmother, a woman who was understandably uncomfortable with the proof of her husbands infidelity under her roof, but who took it out on the neglected child, orchestrating the stealing of his finances, leading to Celia needing to fund his training, all as his father neglected him.

The family enjoyed little change in conditions, as they used their power to gain a large share of the artifact and treasure seeking market, not to mention offering their troops to the eagle knights, meaning they have considerable power for a noble family. It seems the new family tradition is the eldest going into government, and the second eldest going into the eagle knights. 

It seems that Cecio will be the one in the eagle knights, as while all three have gone through knight training, the eldest has firmly gone into government, and the youngest is ill equipped to fight on a serious battlefield, let alone take command and rise to the position expected of him. 

So Cecio works his way up through the Eagle Knights, being sent with the knight he's a squire for to the World Wound, and Mendev. He quickly becomes a full knight, and is granted command over a small group of crusaders thanks to his diligent studying. 

He only enjoys command for a year or two, before he wakes up in Drezden on a stretcher. Only time will tell where he goes from there.

#cecio #gold & silver #<3 #his family are not corrupt nobles who are secretly trading slaves or black market goods #but they are just... Meh. #and then extremely neglectful #just personal assholes #which means rip celias dramatic execution to signal the rebellion #and her badass speech about one death to satisfy the blood lust and vengeance of the poor #instead of making the city streets flow rivers of blood #which also serves as a violent reminder of the alternative to the largely peaceful aftermath of the rebellion #and also gives people the leverage to make sure good shit actually gets passed in the fledgling democracy #bc 'be nice to us and we wont let this madwoman and her followers public execute you corrupt arseholes' #and she exchanges murdering cecios pos father for her calling of the more violent side of the rebellion & making them play nice #but i mean the threat is always there she publicly executed a guy and made a speech and these people still love her #so if the noble arnt playing nice she can always have a summer vacation back home<333 #so rip that but she still gets her girboss moment of offing Cecios father #if the family structure seems similar *no it doesnt* [i will write about his inspiration & how different he is but heyy just ignore it]

[venriliz]

📩 Simblr question of the day: Who's your biggest inspiration/s on Simblr? Mention them! Tell us why you like them!

okay this is going to be a veeery long post. i could probably name almost every single simblr i follow, but that would be impossible, so if you noticed me liking/reblogging your posts but not mentioning you - please don't think that you're not inspiring to me, because you are! <3

tbh i love the simblr community to bits and a LOT of people inspire me every day. :] i'll name some under the cut!

@aniraklova - she has such a unique sim style and has been nothing but a gift to the community by organizing events like edgewave last year or by being a badass person in general! love her! <3

@microscotch just one if not the coolest simblr imo :P keeps the love for sims 2 alive and doing some kickass renders in the process. simblr wouldn't be as much fun as it is without my Helenchen! <333

@vdshakh hands down the best simblr when it comes to renders. i can only dream of mine being that good. probably got me into doing some myself in the first place. i would reblog their renders every day...and maybe i should! <333

@puppycheesecake when it comes to cas related posts, i could stare at them all day and never get bored. the variety is insane! :] probably fundamentally inspired me to up my own cas game, so ty! <3

@strangetowntales you can probably tell that everything related to aliens/strangetown, basically that theme as a whole is already a plus in my book and i love their moodboards so fucking much!!

@beetlemp3 just their whole blog/aesthetic gives me tooth aches because it's so cute! when i need to treat my eyes to colorful screenshots/builds etc this is one of the blogs i think of first!

@birdietrait birdie makes some of the prettiest sims i've ever seen and is such a huge inspiration when i feel like i'm about to suffer from same-face-syndrom lmao. their sims just look like real people (if that makes any sense) also snoopy is life! :]

@squea there's just something special about squea's sims. can't even put my finger on it but i just love them (especially corn! he's a treat! <333) i also use her natural cas-lighting all the time and never found another one i like as much! :]

@fl0ptrait one of the coolest ppl i met here on tumblr! just all around so nice and also very talented when it comes to creating sims that leave me hot and bothered! °-°

@stellarfalls every time i see one of bree's posts i just feel incredibly humbled and honored by the talent and the love that must've been put into creating them. you deserve every single like and reblog and then some! ily :3

@cinamun not that long ago i already mentioned cin in a post regarding story simblrs i find inspiring, so i might repeat myself when i say that i'm in awe of the dedication she puts into her story. i can see it despite not actively following it and i love that! probably doesn't even get as much attention she should!

@alientown already love her for the name alone BUT (!) the sims she creates are really unique and have so much personality! just love looking at them and imagining what their stories could be! :]

@nigmos i could look at dee's sims all day and find more and more reasons why i find them to be so beautiful! every post of her on my dash just makes me really happy and gives me a lot of inspiration for my own sims! :]

@lilamausmaus she has probably one of the coolest sim styles (in my humble opinion) her game just looks like a comic and i love it so much! her nervous object stole my heart more than once T.T she's also one of the nicest ppl here for sure! i get so much inspiration from her posts! :]

@lucidicer honestly whenever olli posts an edit, my eyes just pop out of my skull in the best way possible and i'm not mad about that at all it's just fucking art! love him and his posts to bits (even though he didn't want to share his cheese sticks with me once... °-°)

@alelelesimz i always happy-cry in simlish when i see alelele's posts, especially recreations of sims from the franchise. I LOVE the urbz remakes so much, they're the absolute best and looking at them makes me want to replay this game over and over again T.T their blog is definitely a huge source of inspiration for me!

okay that was cheesy af but all of those simblrs are the first ones that came to mind when i read nonny's question, but by FAR not all of them. again, if you ever saw me like/comment/reblog your post, know that you're an inspiration to me too and that ily! <333

#venri replies #i'm probably going to cry later when i think of 1000 more blogs i could've mentioned T.T sorry in advance!

[animeomegas]

Imagine the omegas with like- civilian alphas

Sasuke’s heart going all a flutter over a bartender alpha who beat the shit out of a creep who was harassing him while he was out with Naruto and Sakura and proceeded to flawlessly report Sasuke his drink that spilled

Shikamaru’s obsession is just a desk clerk at shinobi headquarters; who always gives him files with a smile and is sure to be punctual and he just follows them throughout the building to continue their conversation

Neji desperately trying to court a trader who make an imported goods store in the village and gives him hefty discount of whatever he wants from the store as a means of flirting, who flirtily blows smoke from their cigarette at his direction whenever he walks into the store

Shino who frequently visits an alpha nurse at the hospital during their rounds to share fun science facts and make cheesy joke to to aleveate the strain of their job

Haku who finds a fellow forager/hunter on the outskirts of the leaf village who lives their life and solitude and rarely goes to town, and he’s immedietly enamored by their quiet and sturdy nature and their kind eyes

Just food for thought

I love this!!

Sasuke:

Honestly, I was about to say 'I don't think Sasuke would go for a civilian', but then I read it properly and I think I was wrong, because I love him with a super strong and badass (but still civilian) bartender. Sasuke loves someone strong, fearless and confident, but you're so right that that doesn't mean they have to be a shinobi.

Shikamaru:

Shikamaru really would come to appreciate the paperwork ninja as he got older, because they keep things organised and make his job so much easier. Like, he was so happy to see this alpha completing all this stressful paperwork, and they smiled so brightly at him, and it was over. His Obsession triggered right there lol. He would totally slip little coded notes in the paperwork for his obsession too. Nothing explicitly romantic because he's too embarrassed, but stuff about what they plan to do on the weekend, or asking what their favourite ice cream flavour is. He gets hot and flustered if this civilian manages to decode them.

Neji:

I can totally see Neji falling for an expensive goods trader, like luxury goods, because he's a sucker for good quality items lol. He has expensive taste in every sense of the word, and while he's suspicious at first about all the discounts, he gets a happy blush whenever the vendor says something flirty and offers a price cut. I don't think he'd be the type to find smoking sexy though. He's too much of a 'you know that's bad for you' kind of person.

Shino:

Yessssss!!! Shino with a medic s/o, I love that so much! They would take turns sharing biology facts about either people or bugs, and that would be flirting for them. Their dates would sound so weird if anyone were to eavesdrop. shgsjgfsa this is so cute, Shino needs a medic s/o pronto.

Haku:

Haku really would go for a sturdy, stoic, but deeply kind s/o. I don't know if you know anything about the Arcana game, but I feel like he could end up with someone like Muriel so easily. Haku really respects skill, but he's not the sort of person to look down on civilian skills. I imagine the civilian alpha being amazing at woodworking or something and making Haku little charms, that would be so sweet!!

Thanks for your ideas anon, I loved them! <333

#hcs #haku #shino #neji #shikamaru #sasuke #a/b/o #omegaverse #x reader

[wasyago]

episode 110 spoilers

just like, random thoughts and stuff, mostly bits that i remembered

i sat down to write this i forgot everything oh my god--

in chip's flashback. the black rose pirates following the king to the big sakura tree, and arlin holding baby chip's hand. this. the cutest shit ever, i think i almost cried at the image of this big badass group of pirates and this itty bitty child led gently by his hand. even if i didn't cry before i sure will right now, baby chip you're so dear to me...

QUEEN! they didn't remember anything aughhhhh 😭😭😭😭 and their and chip's little talk about how they're going to put the pieces together :( and their hug :(

whatever drey, finn and earl are doing on the ship... like, what? hello? glad they're having fun tho lol. also wait hold on a second. how did drey answer the call? i mean, probably with his leg or something, if i had to guess. or maybe finn held it up for him. not sure if finn is at it enough to be able to answer the shell by himself, so earl and drey are the only ones who can actually use it. and seing how earl is in a... predicament. hm.

jay saying that when she looks at gillion she sees family. AUGHHHHHHHHHH AUGH AUGH OUGH jay ferin i love you. and this is so important to me not only because like hell yes they're more than friends they're a family, but also for jay of all people, considering her relationship with her blood tied family and how complicated her relationship with this word is.

also girl please do something about your leg, im begging you. the bone is visible, this shit is not going to heal up by itself. i dont know how you're still limping around this must hurt so bad. i guess adrenalin maybe, but still. at least get some bandages or something, i don't know... what is it with jay and her legs actually. she fell off a roof in edison kingdom and landed on a piece of metal that fucked up her leg, and now this.

oh my god niklaus, how could i forget about my babygirl. i mean, what can i say i love this guy. i dont know how many times ive relistened to his intro song, but definitely more than i should've... um. there was a lot of big important lore that i don't have the brain capacity to process rn.... i want to say that niki is the nameless prince and/or the thing trapped in the hole in the sea. because he can only interact with one person at a time by inviting them to his pocket dimension (even with jay it was said that the time around her stopped while she was talking with niklaus), implying that niki is trapped somewhere and this is the only constricted way he can interact with the world. and to answer chip's questions he said he wants freedom more than anything, again implying that right now he doesn't have this freedom. which makes sense, right? but then, the big bad thing was supposedly trapped thousands of years ago (i think?), but niklaus was a world famous pirate lord not so long ago and not trapped anywhere, so.....? idk im probably missing something. can't for the life of me find the moment where they read the nameless prince book so like, whatever.

that moment where jay talked to chip about how she thinks its all her fault and she should've just gave up her arm and leg. and how chip reassures her....... them 🥺🤲 kind of inspired by that post abt chip and jay i reblogged earlier, but these two talking about their emotions and feelings is so dear to me. just, being human with each other and opening up. gill is great ofc, but i feel like for these two its much easier to talk to each other to feel understood and heard. i love them.....

chip is still very much dead and probably won't be resurrected any time soon, so... hooray new undead chip design! but also oh my god my poor boy... forever 19... (also charlie and condi being surprised that chip is only 19. yeah </3) my poor guy my poor baby, he sounds so beaten and depressed in the beginning of the episode, its just breaking my heart qwq...

star and zamia <333 hehe

chip trying to marry igneous. lol. darling chill out, you just got out of one unsuccessful marriage and it didn't teach you anything, you're dead, you're only 19, you've known this guy for like, 2 days? don't get me wrong, godspeed to chip, but cmon man take him out to dinner first or something

and uhhh. the end, that's all i got

#yagotalk #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi spoilers #riptide spoilers

[justafriendlystranger]

Mutual's ocs that I really need to see them interact with each other!!

- Casimir and Tsutsuji!

(Ah yes, the protecter of the visitor and the one who wants to bring them harm, their interaction would be really interesting!)

- Casimir and Assistant kun!

(both hopelessly devoted to their master, both have the exact attention of being obsessive and both dangerous.. might I say more?)

- Nxyin and Lunie!

(both edgy but still cares, both so done with everyone around them and both have a really strange "friend")

- Lin with either Trickster and Lunie!

(I feel like trickster would be REALLY interested with an unexplained being like him and would just follow him around everywhere to ask him questions! and as for lunie? not even fazed about the creature and just chill with him honestly hahah!)

- Winter and Luke!

(ack!! I just need these two pretty and cute bois interact with each other!! >w<)

- Mm! Talissa and Chaoxiang!

(ooh!! intense board games and sassy remarks for these dynamics!!)

- Kori and Kema!

(we have the pretty bois, now let's move on to the pretty gorls!! >w< <,333)

- Wynne and Salem!

(now imagine this... a badass goth queen dealing with a psychopath that's also a leader of a cult! XDD)

~~~

Casimir, Lunie, Trickster, Luke, Choaxiang and Salem belongs to @boiling-potato !

Kema umi and Assistant kun belongs to @alcohol1maid, Tsutsuji belongs to @n0vatsu, Talissa belongs to @gachaclubideas, Nxyin belongs to @sealedchasm, Lin belongs to @screwzara, Winter belongs to @mystique-flowers-and-sibling-duo, Kori belongs to @bednbunfast and Wynne belongs to @hanawrites404 !

#oc #ocs #not my oc #not my ocs!! #mutuals #for mutuals #oc and oc interactions!

[local-writer]

Just a post about what I think on totk and what I like to do

Spoilers for totk ahead

Whenever I see Zelda in the sky I can't help but take the time to go and visit her and put her favorite flowers in her hair <3 I wanna make a flower crown for her, but it's probably gonna take a lot of patience

But it's worth it for my Queen <333

I also like to visit Sonia's grave sometimes and drop a few sun flowers to pay my respects. I felt so bad for taking her flowers after finding out it was her grave 😭 left way more then I should have lol. She and Rauru simply did not get enough screen time in my opinion 😔 and the fact that there won't be a dlc with extra memories makes me sad :')

Also, can we talk about how Zelda follows link around hyrule? I noticed throughout my time playing that she'll hover over the next region you have to visit, and once you've visited all of the locations she'll just follow you wherever you go <3 I find it sweet because I feel like she's watching over link, even if she isn't aware of it. It just proves that her love for link is strong, so strong that even without her memories as a dragon, her heart remembers. And her sheer will to protect him and her people amazes me, and it shines bright during the final boss fight when she comes to aid link. Omg I'm gonna cry just talking about it help-

It still disappoints me that we didn't get a hug at the end though 😔 I feel like we got so cheated in the English version of the game, because in the Japanese version, Link's personality shows more I feel like because in the quest log, it's written in his pov, and he even writes his thoughts down too.

I headcanon that zelda and link live together, and no, I don't take criticism.

I really believe that link loves zelda the way she loves him, and sure, I'll probably get shit from nonshippers (or toxic shippers, whichever sees this post first lmfao) for saying this bc according to them, all zelink shippers think this way just because we ship them. But I really feel like their relationship is so much more then what Nintendo shows us, and I wish they wouldn't overlook the idea of giving us just a little look at that relationship.

I hoping that some day, we'll get some zelink content out of them. Whether it's a hug or a peck on the cheek, or even just a simple 'I love you', I'll take it. Also, I'd like a game where we can play as zelda too.

Before totk came out people were spreading a rumor that we'd get to play as zelda too. I didn't believe this ofc, but I still had a bit of hope that Nintendo would consider it. The game would have been so much more badass if we could have played as zelda and explored the past a bit as her. I was a little disappointed, but wasn't surprised after I beat the game that we didn't get to play as her.

Something that ticks me off is that they practically erased all of the shiekah tech from botw. Why didn't the keep a few ruined shrines or towers? Why didn't they leave the divine beasts? I think the divine beasts should have been left alone. At the very least, they could have given an explanation as to where they went and why they're gone. Maybe they did, I could have missed it somewhere, but if I did someone please let me know. Oh, and let's not forget how some of the NPCs in the game don't even remember link. The disappointment I felt when Hudson didn't recognize link was big. I'm not sure if it's because I didn't beat botw again before I played totk, but if that's the case then I'll be happy. I'll have to speed run the rest of botw so everyone remembers link in totk lol

Okay I'm done, sorry about the long post lol. I talk a lot sometimes when it comes to something I love

#totk #botw #zelda #link #zelink #loz #loz botw #loz totk #zelda talk

[concernedbrownbread]

Hi!

Just wanted to say that I absolutely love “Lilly white, poppy red”. It’s a unique take on the Azula Azula role swap Au and I am enjoying it immensely!

I am also looking forward to the eventual Zuko time travel Au. I am especially looking forward to the “general Azula badassery” and to “Azula and Katara’s devastating new rivalry, that threatens to end the world before Ozai does”. Rivals Azula/Katara is a fun dynamic to read.

Speaking of Azula/Katara though…

I hope you’d don’t mind if I headcanon that they get together following the conclusion of both stories? Is it weird to have a headcanon of a fanfic that in no way actually influences said fic? Definitely. Am I still going to do so? Also yes. And in regards with the time travel Au, I am a sucker for Azutara rivals to lovers.

Hello! Thanks for the ask!!

I'm so glad you like my fic, writing Azula has been a blast. I can't wait to write more ... especially of Azula and Katara, they somehow wrote themselves out to be one of the best dynamics. So, I have a friend who beta reads my fic, and they randomly commented on a scene that was smth like "really going for the Azula/Katara huh?" and I was SHOOK. I never intended it but damn ... I can see it. So even though I'm not going to write romance, you are so valid in your hc. Also the fact that you're hcanoning at all??? Omg so honoured.

I actually started this fic thinking of MaiTyZula, cause I really like that trio (and I'm very meh on ships and just wanna write fun character dynamics). But while Mai and Ty Lee are probably girlfriends in the background, Azula is ... very into blue after all :D

Tldr: Azula is badass and also gay af. Love is love, do what you want, and also you're amazing thanks for reading <333

#lily white poppy red #thanks for the ask #azutara

[calico-heart]

10 fandoms, 10 characters, 10 tags

Basic rules: choose 10 fandoms that you are part of/support, and choose a favorite character from each of those. Then, tag ten folks!

Thanks for the tag @briar-ffxiv :3 idk how i'm supposed to pick a single favorite out of all these tho cries. Obvious fandoms are up top, but some (maybe. a little.) less common ones show up further down!

FFXIV // Alisaie Leveilluer

I think she's one of the most dynamic characters in the series, and I love love love seeing her come out of her shell as the expansions go on. Her personal arc focuses so heavily on surviving grief and learning to keep an open heart even when faced with loss over and over again, and I appreciate how well that ties into the main storyline, too.

Fallout 4 // Piper Wright

My wife <333 Piper's reckless go-gettem attitude and propensity for ruffling feathers on her quest to out the baddies really endeared me to her. Finding her soft heart under all the bravado and banter is really rewarding, and I love how committed she is to standing for her ideals, even if it means standing alone. Fo4 has such a cool setting to get immersed in overall, and I really do enjoy all the 50s/60s US tropes thrown into the mix with it.

Reth // Palia

The epitome of making objectively horrible choices for arguably noble reasons. I love this walking disaster. He made me soup. I like how most of the Palia characters have more to them than meets the eye at first meeting, and how many ways they can surprise you as you build relationships with them. But gaining the disgraced pariah Reth's trust? Becoming someone he's brave enough to ask for help from? I treasure it above all the others LOL

Gale Dekarios // Baldur's Gate 3

I'm NOT going to essay I'm NOT going to essay I'm not -- But seriously I do adore this guy's arc. I like how messy it is, even if in more subtle ways than, say, Astarion (ilu too boo.) Gale has so many "gifted kid" trademarks and strikes me as someone who's entire self worth has been based on how useful or interesting he is to others. It's hard to fault him for his ambition, when his magical prowess was the only avenue he had to make meaningful bonds up until the whole tadpole nonsense. BG3 exceeded my wildest expectations out of an RPG and continues to do so every time I pick it up.

Anders // Dragon Age II

I feel obligated to say I don't really consider myself part of the DA fandom because every time I've poked my head in I've found it to be a wretched hive of scum and villainy with the most inane batshit discourse I've ever seen in my life. But the game itself? Love the game. Love the characters. Anders broke my heart. I really enjoyed his internal turmoil and the very literal ideological battle between justice and vengeance he faced throughout the game. I'll eat that up.

Obi-Wan Kenobi // Star Wars

He's baby.

I definitely pick and choose which installations of the behemoth that is the Star Wars franchise to consider canon, and like Dragon Age I try not to actually get involved in fandom spaces. Ever. But I love Obi-Wan's story in the prequels especially, and if you've followed me very long I'm sure you know how much I like my hurt/comfort and angst, which he has in spades.

Halo 1-3, ODST, & Reach // The Arbiter

I grew up on Halo and even have a little poseable model of this guy decorating my bookshelf. Halo's a shooter game first, of course, and I spent a good chunk of my childhood rerunning levels, and playing ninjanaut with friends on splitscreen. But its lore also fell into that sort of early TES space for me, where you had enough of an idea of the world for it to capture your imagination and inspire you, without being overwhelming to keep track of. The angst. The mystique. The badass alien with a glowing sword. 10/10. My Spartan OC is called Artemis and my brother has one named Ares and yes we did slay in PvP as teenagers.

Firefly // Simon Tam

Choosing Firefly is predictable af but thats ok. It still makes me ache wishing we got to know more about the world, the characters - and maybe that unfinished homesick feeling is part of the appeal. I loved watching Simon be so out of his depth in the frontier of space, but willing to giving up everything for someone he cared about and learning to make a new place for himself with Firefly's motley crew.

Mizu // Blue Eye Samurai

I was not prepared for this show to WRECK me like it did. I thought it was going to be a run of the mill cheesy samurai anime and GOD. The thoughtful, clever storytelling and dynamic characters knocked me on my ass. I couldn't stop watching. The cast is incredible, the art style is gorgeous. Every single aspect of this show ties into this theme of being caught between two worlds, and Mizu's story is one I am not going to forget any time soon. If you haven't watched this, you're missing out.

Mal // The Dog Master

I'm not sure there's even really a FANDOM for this book. I haven't ever met anyone else who'd even heard of it, let alone read it. But a fandom can just be me, occasionally pitching it desperately to friends, right? XD The story follows several tribes, but the "main" character is Mal, who was kicked out of his tribe and survives partly by befriending a wolf and raising it. It's pretty cleverly written, with several timelines converging at unexpected moments to offer up plot twists and tie-ins that really wouldn't have been possible if it was written another way. I'm a little geeky about it just for the structural approach. But there's honestly not enough good caveman books out there, and this one has a wide cast of unique and interesting characters who feel very human.

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I will tag @ronqueesha @bogglebabbles-main @sayonaramidnight @traveleorzea @orime-stories @silentletterwords @ellastara @rinka-fortemps @eriyu @jameswrites

And anyone else who wants to! I'd love to see your lists! But no pressure ofc <3

#not checking it for typos sorry if something cuts off hahahaha #tag game #10 fandoms #long post

[afaramir]

LOLL i was gonna start like ‘hey there im denethor anon’ but u beat me to it. SIMILAR MINDS. Haha i read one of ur fics, was immediately smitten & was like i MUST follow them. (I’m glad i did, love the vibe of ur blog and the Flavour of ur opinions.. TASTY) so im a more recent follower but i’m gathering younger you weren’t a fan of denethor, huh? Can’t say i blame you. PJ certainly made some Decisions. he was like how do i convert a complex character into The most loathsome creature ever. He really did our fav gondorians sooo dirty. I literally watch through those scenes SEETHING in rage.

So I’ve been Thinking about denethor and faramir and nothing else for two days. like i am a denethor girlie. in my mind. spiritually. haven’t posted much abt him on tumblr. but nowww. you’re exactly right, ‘denethor Is a good leader…[insert ur paragraph here]’ yes yes yes you get it. listen denethor was a prideful, angry, resentful man but he was also valiant, resilient and noble. He guarded his city, alone (which takes GUTS, again, he was a badass!!), so well, for literal YEARS that Sauron was fearful/wary of him. i wish people were more understanding of him. he’s such an interesting character there’s so much to explore there. as you said the duty-vs-love, the weapon-first-person-next of it all. the layers. denethor as a weapon. denethor as a symbol of both sword/shield. AAHHH

BUT i think some people dismiss him hate him bc he is the mirror (the ugly side? if that makes sense) of humanity, of us. we ought to show him some compassion tho ‘cause havent u ever been taken under the darkness of life? felt the world slipping away & struggle to keep up w it? dont u ever feel hopeless? that things will never change, no matter what u do? DO YOU HAVE FEARS HAVE YOU FACED THE MONSTERS? WERE YOU ALONE, SCARED AND HOPELESS? AND HAVENT YOU MADE MISTAKES IN YOUR GRIEF AND PUSHED PEOPLE AWAY?? THAT’S what denethor experienced. He was described as a leader & a learned one at that for christ sake. He knew that evil was awaiting him and his kin and his people! he saw his future. yet. yet he soldiered on until. war declared. his sons killed (or so he believed). that’s when hope abandoned him. what was the point of staying alive now anyway? Evil was upon them, they would surely be tortured w a fate worse than death, so why should he not end the pain and kill himself? he fought the war against Time, Evil and The Dark Enemy himself and WON. he was a brave man indeed, to have fought these dark forces so much stronger than him. but he finally lost the war against Despair (and Grief), the cruelest of them all. imma cry 😭😭😭 no no no u don’t understand he didnt give up hope, hope abandoned him he- [GUNSHOT] (i don’t know how much of this even made sense lmao) anyway,

Faramir <333. do i even have to say anything about faramir? he’s the specialest little guy i love himm 🥰. On god i am one step away from rereading lotr just for him (plsss dont tempt me finals are in less than a fortnight) his and denethor’s relationship like u described my godddd XDD. fucked up familial relationships MY BELOVED. i am feral about this trope. the resentment… the jealousy… the mirror image of each other… the you’re-the-same-like-me-and-i-hate-that… mmmhm. hey do u ever think about 12 year old faramir admiring his father much the same way he did boromir and wishing he would grow up to be just like him? and do you ever think about 28 year old faramir knowing that he’s more like his father than anyone else and hating that? hating him? i do.

I’ll stop now lol im afraid my coherency has diminished by now. also sorry sorry for replying so late i am preparing for my exams. but rest assured i WILL be Rotating faramir around in my brain :3

hiiii denethor anon LOL this is the greatest ask ive ever received. every day i endeavour to provide only THE juiciest of opinions. aka this is my diary and you all are subjected to it. anyway im so glad you liked my fic i would love to know which one you read! i got into lotr via the films when i was super young so my past opinions were def coloured by The Choices. i have learned and grown since then<3 i was watching the book-to-film analysis vids on the extended edition dvds a couple weeks back and it made me so mad that i had to get up and turn off the tv. did you know there are other character options besides 'paragon of virtue' and 'one dimensional villain'...truly kind of a "nice dichotomy idiot! now what lies outside of it" situation. A Waste Of Your John Noble, To Be Honest. idk i still hold the films very close to my heart but the choices...i will simply respectfully disagree. and dont even get me started on faramir we WILL be here all night. another time. i have denethor thorongil situationship-fic to write. (i am serious about that) (i was simultaneously playing it 100% straight serious AND kind of joking about them. i shouldve known better. well.........we are so in it.)

you are so real for this. i have ALSO been Thinking about denethor and faramir and nothing else for days. weeks, even. sorry to everyone coming to the faramir goes to rivendell au for faramir and the fellowship the first 10k is literally just Keeping Up With The Stewards. we'll get there. i Will blame you for the impetus for my recent denethorposting on main but also encourage you to also do this. do whatever you want forever<3 nooo but straight up...guy who has so much strength and will that The Lord Of All Evil wouldnt contend directly against him and had to bring out the big palantir guns to bring him down. and if he'd not lost both of his sons i mean...who knows what would've happened. sometimes your sons ARE the only thing keeping you from killing yourself Do It For Them-style and lets be real that is a valid coping method. (i don't have an answer for that one and boy oh boy do i wish i did. it is going to become a massive thorn in my side in, oh, 70k or so when i hit rotk. well...i will blow up that bridge when i get to it.)

im actually putting a read more in this time bc this post broke a thousand words. continue at your own risk. there IS also faramirposting at the end here i promise.

just imagining denethor leading the siege of minas tirith. um. now stay with me here...riding out with imrahil's sortie. STAY WITH ME HERE. what do you think the livery of a steward going to war looks like. jesus christ i need to go lay down. yes i purposefully placed the read more before i decided to go momentarily horny on main. its also lowkey very vague au spoilers. sorry everyone but denethor IS canonically hot and we need to acknowledge it. Anyway.

denethor as a weapon denethor as both a sword and a shield...i am chewing glass for real. you GET IT. god i love person-as-weapon metaphor soooo much. When The Iconography Is Getting A Little Too Real. denethor as gondor, as her vanguard and standard-bearer and. i am straight up frothing at the mouth. all he ever wanted was to be a gentle lord in a time of peace.....and death was his reward...Sorry For Stealing The Fingon Death Quotation But I'm Right. so much of his behaviour and the strain on his relationships with his sons and all that is sooo...informed by the fact that to cope with having to be lord of a country at war he had to be so so unbending. he couldn't allow himself to waver, ever, not even for love, not even to save his sons.

did you know he was 21 when sauron returned. pov you are 21 years young and you have been alone all your life you are the steward's only son you are his strange numenorean heir and no one else has the LITERAL PSYCHIC POWERS AND VISIONS that you do and you have had to contend with that, alone. master your own mind, alone. learn how the shape of politics and lordship and life bends around you. and the dark lord the enemy who brought down your forebears has now set his eye on your lands again. Jesus Christ. How Would You Fucking Deal. sorry i would have a nervous breakdown and go and live in the desert. Man. TWENTY ONE? LIKE ME? most days i feel like a teletubby with a job and a credit card. if you scale it to account for numenorean lifespan inflation i mean i don't know how the math works but like. i bet it comes out to being like. 17. HELLO? basically everyone i know was barely a person at 17. the dark lord of all evil and he's MY problem to deal with?

i mean exactly. haven't we all been prideful and angry and resentful. haven't we all been there. once again [pippin voice] let's all understand poor denethor a little better. havent you ever been taken under the darkness of life [your paragraph here] yeah exactly what you said. the idea that he fucking won the war against the darkness and only lost to despair is..........so much! goodbye i have to go cry!

faramir, me AND fate's most special precious little guy....oh captain my captain....exactly. Exactly. i cant morally endorse a reread right this second but like. After. make it through finals and then it is Faramir Time. (and good luck! you got this!) tactical smartass little bitch master of both man and beast wizard's pupil (complimentary) star and hope and jewel of minas tirith knight in shining armour...my beloved. the idea that like faramir as presented, as the diplomat, as the scholar, as the numenorean, was supposed to be the one to go to rivendell...it haunts me. where is denethor sends the right son to do the right job.txt. he is gondor's no. 1 horse girl he is better suited to the wild than the battlefield he has read every sindarin text in the library he KNOWS the story of elrond and elros. he is literally telepathic and psychic and prophetic. thinking about him interacting with elrond and galadriel (and every other elf. but them in particular) makes me feel deranged. its very...self taught dnd wizard meets guy who went to wizard school energy. he's insane.

YEAH ITS CRAZY THAT THEYRE THE SAME GUY. it's. boromir gets to be boromir but faramir has to be denethor.txt. gracious and lordly as a king of old...now who is consistently referred to as noble and kingly...that a younger faramir would've looked up to...yeah. the perpetuation of denethor's second-best complex. i have a whole nother post in the drafts about that i CANT get into it here but jesus christ men who are NOT breaking the cycle. they even look the same. i mean 37 year old faramir as steward is 100% the spitting image of his father and that makes me....genuinely fucking insane actually. i mean like older councillors are doing double takes every time he walks by. i mean like sometimes people call him by the wrong fucking name. WOW where did that come from. the complex that that would give him...hello? turning this over inside my brain at WARP speed.

you are not late at all lol we are leaving little letters in each other's mailboxes to read when we have the time. i hope your exams go well!!! there will be more Faramir And Denethor Hours soon<33

#from the inbox #Anonymous #denethor anon #Another 1000+ Word Denethor Post From Yours Truly (both of us). Sorry To The Dash. #by the way the idea of ONE GUY bearing both sides of the sword/shield dichotomy made me feel like i was gonna black out in the coffee shop #that was crazy shit LOL #btw if u want me to talk about the denethor thorongil situationship I Fucking Will. idk if u were here before my faramir february url chang #but what has happened to me with them is soooooo typical abby rarepairnation behaviour. Hey Wouldn't That Be Funny. now hold on a second. #long post #denethorposting

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

ahhhh you like six of crows??? i love that series so muchhhh

who’s your fav character?????

(also yesss an elumax shipper?!?!!)

hello? do i LIKE six of crows? I LOVE SIX OF CROWS. SIX OF CROWS IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANT TO BE I COULD CONSUME THAT BOOK SERIES I WOULD TAKE A KNIFE INEJ STYLE FOR THAT BOOK SERIES. KAZ MIGHT WANT TO BOTTLE INEJS LAUGH BUT I WANT TO BOTTLE ALL OF LEIGH BARDUGOS WORDS AND HOLD THEM CLOSE TO MY CHEST AND FEED THEM CHEESE AND-

yes sorry i do like six of crows :) very much! and that means i now love YOU fellow six of crows stan!!!!!

except now i hate u bc WHY WOULD U MAKE ME PICK A FAV. I REFUSE. I WILL NEVER. (inej followed by wesper) so inSTEAD i will list each character and why i love them :))

inej - do i even have to say anything. inej is literally my hero my fav my bestie my everything. i want to give her all the hugs i want to give everything to make her dreams come true kaz-style. her narration is just. EVERYTHING. like so beautiful?? lyrical??? she’s a poet an artist a literatureist??? and the way she sees hope in literally everything and always stays true to herself and her friends and JEBDJEBHEJEJEJDN I LOVE HER (also i read her when i was younger so i was like. 17?? thats so old?? and now that IM 17 im like theres no way shes 17 shes def in her 20s given the way she talks and how wise she is so i still perceive her as i did when i was younger like she raised me i love her) plus she’s literally????? cool af???? like she’s exactly the type of character my 12 yr old self dreamed of being (all spy and quiet feet and knives and cool outfits and long braided hair and minus the trauma 💀) but really besides being badass af she’s just. kind. and funny (her and nina <3 her and jesper <333 like u don’t understand how much i love their dynamics they breathe life into my soul). she’s just such a beautiful character and i could go on to explain every single quote in every scene of her that i love but we’ll save that for another day

jesper - ah. literally going to cry. AH. jesper is such a relatable character in that i ofc absolutley adore his comedic slayness he literally never fails to make me smile no matter what BUT ALSO leigh actually gave him so much depth???? and so even from an outside perspective (esp someone as empathetic and amazing and detail oriented as inej) you can tell he’s using humor to mask his absolute overthinking low self esteem anxious adhd ass (affectionate) and once you get into his internal narration? god. literally every word i just want to HUG him 😭😭 and tell him he’s worth so much 😭😭😭 literally his whole backstory and just the way he tells it and the way he narrates his interactions with people and the way you can hear the unspoken self hatred dripping from every word and joke and DNBEJEBDBR SOBBING. but it’s okay!!! bc he now has found family and wylan and 😭😭😭😭 besides trauma though he’s also so fun i love his abilities i love his quips i love his fashion his vibe his energy his constant flirting his genuine care for everyone around him his relationships with each of the crew members AND he had an oh. oh. moment. so jesper solos for sure

wylan - WYLAN. MY BABY MY BLORBO MY FAV MY DNDBNENEHJDDJ he’s literally adorable but also so capable and incredible and smart and witty and smart aleck-y and flustered and incredibly up for anything and adaptable way more than i would have been if i was in his position AND same with jesper i NEED to give him a hug and tell him colm-style that he IS enough and he IS worthy of love and he IS incredibly smart and talented and his dad is a FJSDLKFJALJFWFO ASSHOLE AND I WILL BEAT HIS FACE IN OMSKL no but wylans internal monologue like. hits. somewhere deep inside me. and. yk whats thats. thats fine. im fine we're all fine. anyways. hes also SO FUNNY like i can see why he was adopted into the crows so quickly he literally fits right in my lil merchling i love him

kaz - omg his whole work-obsession relatable oop and ofc he is an absolute genius and i love all his silly lil plot reveals that he saves for the last minute for dramatic effect (which are always SO COOL) <3 also i feel like kaz’s humor is super overlooked hes FUCKING HILARIOUS BRO the way he cultivates his whole aesthetic ironically to make fun of rich people who hate him???? cOMEDIC GOLD. and all his lil quips and shit like pls hes dramatic af the WHOLE time ALL the time he NEVER lets up HES SO FUNNY. also do need to give him a. socially distanced hug. am constantly sending hug vibes to him if you will. uGH kaz. love his brain love his lines . also. he's a simp for inej which like. me too bro,,,,, kanej >>>>>> literally can i steal leigh bardugos brain pls

nina - NINA ZENIK EVERYONE. can i just say i LIVE. i live and BREATH and DIE for her and inej's dynamic. like it feels like fandom content it gives what the fandoms want for pipabeth but ITS FUCKING CANONA ADLJIVASDLJVALSDJV also shes so funny shes SUCH a badass shes so NUANCED i literally adore her my fav bisexual queen lets pls go out for waffles sometime thank u. plus her arc like with the whole !?!!?? parem and like!?!?!? damn taht was some cool shit and also her whole like relationship with her powers and herself and her loyalty but also having to question that and like abkjlskdjvgklsjfldsj. AND shes funny like. your honor. i love her.

matthias - literally. shut up. crying. sobbing. leigh bardugo is so fucking cool all her characters are so nuanced and have such real and raw and changing relationships and dynamics with each other and MATTHIAS bro. also he has a woLF bro like rep for wolf girls everywhere amiright. and he's such a simp. sometimes im like. bro calm down like why u so dramatic poetic only kanej is allowed to do that. but yk he mostly chill

aaaaaand honorary mention: kuwei - BECAUSE HES SO FUNNY. like listen. listen. first time around reading when ur trying deperately to keep up with the plot twists and ur rooting for wesper ur like. KUWEI STFU GET OUTTA HERE. but when u reread (which honestly i think is the best way to consume soc its an INFINITELY better reread if that was even POSSIBLE) hes literally hilarious like. i love him. hes so jvsaldkjvl chaotic all the time like. pretending he doesn't know kerch? love. flirting shamelessly all the time with jesper even though its clear he has no chance? BJLAK we love to see it top tier comedy. just the way he throws off the whole dynamic of the group bc theyre all likie. ooh. trauma. plans. scheming. dangerous shit. and then kuweis just sitting there like "but I WANNA get on the boat to ravka 🥺🥺" and kaz is like "jesus chrIST" and ninas like "yes i support!" and kuweis just. silently causing chaos all the time just by existing and i LIVE for it hes so funny just. as a character. we appreciate the energy

ok i think i learned that inej and wesper are my favs. anyways. (also maybe kuwei why tf did i write so much. sorry i got tired halfway through just. emotionally exhausted from wesper and inej. and then i just wrote kuwei rn bc ive procrastinated on this post sm. so.)

aND YOU LOVE ELUMAX???? BESTIE MARRY ME RN OMG <33 sorry i used this ask to literally write a novel about six of crows and so it literally took forever lmaooo literally sending you all the hugs and wonderful vibes ily u person with amazing taste

#so much in this post i want to say but that will take WAY too long and be 10x more incomprehensible so. #six of crows #inej ghafa #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #nina zenik #kaz brekker #matthias helvar #kiris bootiful moots <3

[airenyah]

so i was tagged by @lurkingteapot to list my 9 favorite tv shows. i find it difficult to define "favorite" so i'm just gonna list a whole bunch of current faves, past faves, and other series that stuck with me or have a special place in my heart for whatever reason.

tagging @magsimags @newyearknwwme @swabianhotpocket @killiru @gaym3bo1 @ranchthoughts @gillianthecat @feralmuskyscentedhoepran @telomeke – feel free to ignore this if you've been tagged already or if you don't feel like participating <3

here are mine in alphabetical order (bc i really CAN'T do a ranking):

(details under the cut)

bad buddy series:

you've seen the state of my blog for the past 1.5 years. i'm not even gonna elaborate

galavant:

I MISS GALAVANT EVERY SINGLE DAY. it was gone too soon, even if the renewal for a second season was a huge surprise (forever sad we couldn't get a 3rd season).

please this series is so funny and entertaining and just iconic. the dialogue is SOOOO quotable and the songs are so funny and amazing!!!!!!!!!! (i mean hello it's alan menken!!!!!)

it's got badass ladies, a pathetic little meow meow king, A DRAGON (i super believe in tad cooper <333), an army of gays, pirates who are the lords of the sea (except for the part with the sea), a knight in shinging armour who is some over-muscled chauvinistic self-indulgent egotistic stingy prissy narcisissy jackass in a caaaaaaan, and so much more

PLEASE IF YOU LOVE DISNEY MOVIES AND MUSICALS AND FOURTH WALL BREAKS DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND GO WATCH THIS LITTLE GEM OF A SERIES. PLEASE. it's my favorite thing ever <333333333

fun fact: the title of my blog which goes "oh poop, i got gravy on my tummy flowers!" is a quote from this series

moonlight chicken:

this is one of the 3 series that i've rated as a 10/10 on mydramalist, so i HAD to include it and well. it's just. i don't know how to put it into words

this series and the characters just feel so real. i like how every single character has their own baggage to carry and how they all come together and influence each other. and i really like that this isn't your standard fluffy romance story. actually, one of my favorite things in this series is how the break-up between alan and wen is a major plot line. and i like how messy it all is, how long it takes them to actually draw the line. again, it just feels so real.

not to mention there's a deaf character!!!! please heart and li ming were just so wholesome 🥺🥺🥺 and li ming's relationship with his uncle was just so endearing

once again i am begging gmmtv:

FIRSTMIX MAIN COUPLE SERIES WHEN????

can we please, PLEASE, have another series with earth and fourth as an uncle/nephew duo?? fuck romantic actor pairs, give me familial ones!! you've already let fourth keep the same mother* two series in a row, let him keep the uncle too!!!! *(on that note: i ADORE lookwa. i don't fuck but she's a milf)

orphan black:

i'm not sure i ever actually finished this series (i think i'm still missing the final season??) but i just HAD to include it bc tatiana maslany, okay. tatiana maslany. that's it, that's all i'm gonna say

skam (norsk):

you had to be there

supernatural:

og followers will remember when this was still a spn blog. yes, this show makes the list. once a spn blog, always a spn blog*. free me.

*fun fact: this started as a spn blog and that's something that's actually still visible in my tagging system. spn is the only show where i don't tag episodes as #series abbreviation 1.01 but i tag the ep by the number itself without specifying the series

the brightest star in the sky:

during the pandemic my mom came to me and said "you need to watch this series. the male lead reminds me so much of your brother". i watched it with her. she was right. the male lead is exactly like my little brother. to the point where there was this one scene where the male lead was criticizing the female lead's outfit and my mom and i laughed and went "[brother] would totally say this too" and only a few days later my brother and i had a conversation about clothing over lunch and my brother said almost exactly the same thing as the male lead in that one scene and i looked at my mom in surprise and went "did you tell him about that scene????" as my mom was cracking up and shaking her head that no, she had not.

although, when i say the male lead is exactly like my brother, that's a lie. in fact, he's a mix of both my brother and an old friend of ours who was always like a second little brother to me (the two of them actually had similar personalities when they were teens)

and the female lead reminds me of a female friend that was also in the friend group with us (and who is one of my brother's best friends)

in fact, the dynamic between the male lead and the female lead reminds me very much of the dynamic between my brother and said female friend

all in all, the main characters are just very familiar to me and remind me of people i adore and that's why this series has a special place in my heart. (even if i constantly want to punch zheng boxu. sibling love <3)

theory of love:

ok i know this is kind of a controversial one, bc people seem to either love it or hate it BUT. just know that this series and especially the khaithird plot was made for me, and me personally <3

this series came to me at exactly the right time. it was like a mirror to my own life at the time and brought a lot of catharthis. i was going through a "break-up" with my own personal irl-khai back then and this series helped me deal with that, helped me get over him, and reconfirmed to me over and over again that i had taken the right decisions.

theory of love is also the thai drama that i've seen the most amount of times (i've watched the khaithird plot 27x that i've counted as of july 2nd, 2023) (though by now bbs is a close second with 22 full watches that i've counted as of july 2nd, 2023 and it might surpass theory of love at some point now that my personal irl-khai is no longer relevant in my life in any way. you know what that is!! growth!!!! the day bbs surpasses tol is the day i really, truly AM well and over my irl-khai)

you're beautiful:

ok. ok. hear me out. this is a kdrama from 2009, right?? but i didn't watch it until november 2021 where i'd had quite a day and in the evening was super exhausted and just wanted a zero-braincell show to watch and this happened to be on netflix and looked like the perfect thing for my state

little did i know it was gonna be a million-braincell show for me.

basically, i ended up being really entertained by it, saw that there were remakes, decided to check those out too and well. it got my little actor brain going. i started analyzing the acting (comparing esp the og korean version with the taiwanese remake) and it turned into this whole thing where i wrote pages and pages of notes in a google doc. i learned a lot through that and luckily we had camera acting classes at drama school during that period, so it was perfect timing. i suddenly understood so many things and what an effect it can have on the viewer if you do (or don't do) something a certain way

(oh and then a year later i inflicted this series on a uni friend of mine and it turned into this whole acting analysis project after i'd mentioned about something about acting and went "wait, i have THE perfect example for what i mean where you can see it first-hand." we had a great time and then binged the entire series during semester break. i'm planning on getting her into thai ql too, but unfortunately we're both super busy and don't really have time to watch series together)

honorary mentions:

ever night: i watched only the first season, though. and it's been a while since i saw it (3 years ago during lockdown) and so i don't remember the plot very well but... beautiful cinematography. loveable characters. fantastic acting. also the special effects when the main character did those "spells" (forgot what it was called) looked so cool??????

why r u: that was my first thai bl. the one that pulled me into the world of thai drama. considering how i'm mostly a thai drama blog now and the rebranding started with this series i couldn't not mention it, could i

my school president: it has to make the list just for episode 6 alone (gun desperately wanting to know which person from the music club tinn likes but being terrified ask and deep down knowing the answer already anyway but not feeling ready to hear it???? ooooooof that's so me-coded). anyway, all in all it's just a very sweet and wholesome drama and i'm still listening to a bunch of the songs a lot

the fosters: i was obsessed with this back in 2015. i stopped watching it shortly before the jonnor break-up bc i was busy at the time and when i saw the spoilers about the break-up i couldn't be bothered to catch up. but yeah, i was really into it for a while as well

andi mack: i've made multiple gifsets of that show. i don't gif a lot so yeah. considering that i bothered to sit down and make gifs for this, i think andi mack deserves an honorary mention. i wasn't suuper obsessed with it but i did quite like watching it

merlin (bbc): it's just very entertaining ok and the characters are fun to watch and have fun dynamics

#i can't believe i actually managed to NOT have all 9 of them be thai dramas???? wow #in fact only 1/3 of them are thai dramas #also i love how 2/3 of those thai dramas are p'aof dramas dfkjgkdfg like on brand for me isn't it #tag game

[scattered-winter]

WINTER. i need to you know that you talk about the things you love with such joy and enthusiasm and excitement that it makes me want to be excited about them too, even though i know literally nothing about them. anyway congrats on the michael-bay-less transformers movie <333

LMAO I'M GLAD IT BRINGS YOU JOY <3333333333

the truth is I have ,,, sooo many mixed feelings about transformers. like. it's part of a much bigger universe filled with lore and it's like. star wars or dc comics-sized. and I simply do not have room in my brain for ANOTHER comics-sized media because that would be. too much. so I just forced myself through the worst movie franchise in history to cherry-pick things that I liked from it and made up everything else. <3

but like. first of all my inner 8 year old goes absolutely buckwild for transformers. they're GIANT ROBOT SUPERHEROES!!! that can TURN INTO CARS!!!!!!! and sometimes they have SWORDDSSSS!!!!!!!!! and as much as I can't stand the movies, the cgi with the transformations is soooooo <3333333333333333 and the transformer designs are all soooo cool too !!!!!!!

and the thing that really gets me about the transformers movies is that they have SO MUCH POTENTIAL to not only make inner 8 year old me the happiest guy on the planet but to also tell a very compelling story!!!! the autobots were forced from their home planet and most of their race was killed by the war that tore their planet apart!!!! all that's left of this once powerful race of incredibly powerful beings is a small handful of exhausted soldiers who are hiding out on earth because they're being hunted all over the galaxy!!!! and even after losing everything, they all still decide to fight for earth and protect humanity from the same fate that took their families, their people, and their entire planet away from them!!!!!!! I'm literally biting !!!!! and after setting up that premise michael bay just. didn't follow through. and the movies are filled with utter bullshit storylines and every autobot's personality gets completely rewritten every single movie because the entire plot revolves around michael's bland self insert characters. the movies are soooooooooo bad but they could be sooooo good and that's my entire mental illness about transformers summed up in a single sentence.

but anyway. I don't know anything about the director of the new movie or if they're any good, but the only way they could be worse than bay is if they let a toddler keysmash on a typewriter <3 I'd even argue that'd be a BETTER alternative than michael bay's directing <33 but anyway. I don't like how optimus looks in the trailer because like I said, the transformer designs in the bay movies are, unfortunately, really really cool. and the new movie seems to have taken optimus' original design like in the toys and old cartoons, which is FINE but also ,,, I miss catboy optimus :(

like. say what you will about the og movies but they sure could design an autobot !!!!!!!! optimus just looks so ,, boxy in the trailer. and I definitely prefer his other design. but honestly I'd rather have a shittier-looking optimus without bay than a badass-looking optimus with him. so.

I'm overall very very happy with how bumblebee looks though <3333 but to be fair he's my silly little guy skrunkle gal pal so whatever he does will always have me giggling and twirling my hair <333 he has never done anything wrong in his life <33333333

#i didn't mean to make this so long but they're my BLORBS. my FUNKY ROBOT BABYGIRLS. #and i feel so so so so so strongly about them <3333333 #also as a rule whenever i say ''transformers movies'' the bumblebee movie is automatically exempt. #its the only transformers movie to exist <33333 #and again. see above. bumblebee is My Little Dude. so that might play a heavy factor. #i truly do not know. i see bumblebee onscreen and i get hearts in my eyes and start giggling and kicking my legs like a schoolgirl #he's my blorbo #my sweet cheese soldier boy. #SO ANYWAY. I'M GONNA BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS (lie) #honestly its probably a good thing i dont have a big enough attention span to actually get into the Deeper Lore of transformers #because i would be sooooo insufferable <333 #its best for everyone that i remain on the outskirts ignoring most of the movies and making up my own canon <333 #i hope y'all are having fun w the transformers shows and comics. could not be me <3333 #leo 🌻 #i'm very glad you like seeing me get excited about things !!!! #i have . soooo many special interests that are sleeper agents just Waiting to be activated. #and at the slightest provocation i Can And Will be as obnoxious as possible about them <33 #transformers

[nulltune]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on and send this to ten of your followers who makes you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. if you get one back, even better! ♡♡♡♡♡♡

OOOO I'VE SEEN THIS FLOATIN AROUND!!! i don't do chainmail stuff tho so sadly this particular one will die with me </3 BUT AA TYSM FOR THIS CHERRY!!! 😭😭🥺💖💖 listen i just adore u and methinks badass women who can kill me with one glance are simply ur brand 💖 <- your makima is def onf of your muses that i have in mind as i say this but your miko is sooo iconic too 😳😳 tbh even before we first become mutuals on your honkai multi, i've seen your blog for her from time to time and i always though she was real neat 😳 I'M NOT GONNA EXPOSE MYSELF ANY MORE THAN THIS BUT YEAH basically i think you're hella cool 🥺 and hella fun to talk to too!! i appreciate u and this lil ask sm,, THANK U AGAIN ILYY <333

#&&. out of #mikouji #I RECEIVED SEVERAL OF THESE WHICH I APPRECIATE SO FRIKKIN MUCH WAHHH 😭😭💞💞 #urs was first (1st) tho cherry!!! SO CONSIDER THIS #me throwing a bunch of cherry blossom petals at u or sth 🥺 #as a show of my gratitude!! 💖💖

[borahaerhy]

Ch 5 of dealer

Still so so good. Definetly worth the wait.

I really loved the action and the pace of the chapter. I feel like it was over before I even started.

I am curious to know if jimin will join the guys. I have a feeling he will, but I don't know how you are going to make it happen. I'm sure whatever follows it will be just as amazing as the rest.

Also I am living for the idea of yn to become a badass. Like learning how to fight and shoot a gun and shit. So that she isn't afraid anymore because she knows she can kick ass. And yoongi teaching her all those things to defend herself and stuff. That would be so fun.

I really love this series and you are so talented.

Thanks so much for the update, have a great day. Oh and happy new year!

Lots of love from your number one fan ( this is my spot, don't you take it from me🤨) 😘😘💜

Ah, Roxy, my love, it's good to be back

I will never got tired of these reviews you leave after every chapter, still the thing I most look forward to with every post :)

Jimin joining the guys does seem like it would be a fun move... we'll have to see about that ;)

And Y/n a badass? Yes please, I'm currently developing the shit out of her character and we're getting places. Slowly, but you know, she needs to have an arch, she's still baby atm, but dw, badass Y/n is on the way ! (and Yoongi definitely helps...)

Thank you so much for reading the update, I hope it was as worth the wait as I'd hoped, though I know next chapter will definitely be better when it comes to that! Much more exciting and maybe a backstory or two.

I hope you had a great holiday season, and a Happy new year to you too!

(no one will ever take that spot from you, i'll make sure of it)

<333

#fic: dealer #rhy responds #ily

[dnofsunshine]

25, 26, 31, 39 :3

[I do it right is this how I'm supposed to send asks for this kind of thing I don't know I've never done this before?]

nononono fren it's ok!! you're doing amazing <333 tysm for the ask!! for the weird questions for writers ask game:

25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?

hahaha, well, idk if this detail is canon, it's prbly not, but i headcanon takeru as lefthanded XD also yamato could prbly apply eyeliner perfectly on a bus. and so could mimi. i could do all of the chosen al;skdfjalsk

26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?

it's pretty easy for me to get into a character's head cos usually i write for the characters i relate to the most and then project?? lol.

i... don't get out. i get lost in it for days. and yes i regret it. deeply. i feel too much haha.

31. Write a short love letter to your readers.

dear readers,

you're so precious and amazing and it blows me away that you read my fics, like, little old me, you're taking the time to scroll thru my profile to read my writing a;lskdfjalsk;djf

much love. keep being badass. keep being amazing. if u comment on my fics i will die for u

39. What keeps you writing when you feel like giving up?

gotta be that delicious feedback. i know that it's not about how much kudos i get, or favs/follows, or comments, etc. but it does keep me going. i've deleted my blog. i've deleted fics. i've tossed so many drafts into the trash.

but i've met amazing ppl who have built my confidence in ways i didn't know possible <333 i don't know how to thank the ppl who read my fics. sometimes it's overwhelming.

i'm total garbage at replying to comments lately cos i just graduated from the hell that is college, but i promise i read all of them. sometimes i write fics and i'm like "i wonder what [x] person would think of this" and it makes me want to write more, cos i want to share it.

and when i don't write, i miss it. i grieve it. so i gotta do it! and i gotta share the fic cos i'm like a little first-grader looking for praise lol. a dog waiting for belly rubs and head pats. XD

thank you again for the ask!! <3333

#dnofsunshine #chikerunotenshi #sheye's rambles #weird writer ask game #digimon #takeru #my fics #my writing #reader appreciation #ask meme #gosh i talked a lot again oops #if you read all of this bless u #chosen children #mimi #yamato