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clodiuspulcher · 2 years
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once again everyone thinking ‘past good’ is foolishly and arrogantly unable to image themselves as among the 50% of children who did not live into adulthood
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writing-with-emy · 1 year
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My prompt-list #1
All my prompt lists in one place: 🪽🪽
#1 - "Is it still murder if I give them a heads up?" ; "That's called a threat." ; "Damn."
#2 - "Do you trust her?" ; "No.. but I trust her anger."
#3 - "We're lost." ; "No we aren't!" ; "Yes we are!" ; "No we aren't!" ; "Fine then - Mr./Ms. Navigator, where are we?" ; "Errr... uh, we are right here."
#4 - "I won't let you die." ; "I don't think that's how it works." ; "I am death, honey. I decide how it works."
#5 - Where is the Idiot, anyway?" ; "I'm right here." ; "Suprisingly enough, I'm not talking about you this time."
#6 - "How dare you! I... I trusted you! ; "Sweet, naive little girl/boy. Trust is for children. You, my dear, are a soldier."
#7 - "Your arm is bleeding." ; "Oh really? I hadn't noticed that half of my goddamned blood was flowing out of my arm, but thanks for letting me know."
#8 - "Are you sober?" ; "I'm moderately functional." ; "I'll take that as a no."
#9 - "What's our exit strategy?" ; "Our What?" ; "Oh my god, we're all going to die."
#10 - "Watch your mouth kid. You are one sentence away from starting a war."
#11 - "I- I can't stop it. I'm sorry..." ; "It's okay, it's okay. Just breathe. You don't have to be sorry for anything. I've got you."
#12. - "Don't tell me you haven't noticed the way they watch you, how they whisper when you appear. They think you're going to save them."
#13 - "You give out pieces of yourself to people but you never let them see the whole picture. I've seen it. I know who you are."
#14 - "Did you really not see it? Or were you too afraid to look?"
#15 - "If you do that again, I'll throw you out that fucking window you- what are you doing?" ; "Checking how high the drop is, see if it's worth it."
#16 - "Why are you staring at me like that?" ; "I think I just... finally understood you."
#17 - "You know I'll win.' ; "And you know I'll fight."
#18 - "Hey! Watch it! You're scaring her!" ; "ME scaring HER!?"
#19 - "I don't like saying 'I told you so', but-" ; "The hell you don't, it's you favorite phrase."
#20 - "Just because you are speaking in a different language, doesn't mean that I don't know when you are cursing me out."
#21 - "Did you get my note?" ; "Of course I got it. You taped it to my forehead while I was sleeping."
#22 - "You say you were my family. But where were you when I was hurt, when I needed someone, when I needed you? You weren't here, but they were. Always."
#23 - "I think I actually hate you." ; "Yeah I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that."
#24 - "You look very nice tonight, I love your-" ; "What do you want?"
#25 - "There's no Happy Ending to this right?" ; "Not really, no."
#26 - "Let this be a dream, I can't take it if it's reality."
#27 - "How on earth do you open a girl's diary lock?" ; "Trust me I got this, I had sisters growing up."
#28 - "It's okay to cry." I held their face in my hands. "It's okay."
#29 - "It's a long Story' ; "You convinced me into thinking you were dead for eleven months. I have time."
#30 - "I feel like I'm being stabbed." ; "How do you even know what it feels like to be stabbed."
#31 - "You are the worst human being on the face of planet earth." ; "Aw, that's the nicest thing you've ever said to me."
#32 - "You are all remarkably well behaved tonight... What did you do?"
#33 - "You're not my favorite person today." ; "I'm not your favorite Person on any day."
#34 - "Just take a deep breath or something!" ; "TAKE A DEEP BREATH!? It feels like my insides are being RIPPED OUT!"
#35 - "What kind of noise was that?" ; "I sneezed." ; "That was NOT a sneeze."
#36 - "I hate you." ; "Why? I'm lovely."
#37 - "Bring them home. All of them." ; "But-" ; "All. Of. Them."
#38 - "Who are we to each other?" ; "You tell me."
#39 - "If you're going to break my heart, can we do it outside?" ; "But it's raining." ; "That way I can go all-in on my melodramatic movie moment."
#40 - "I don't want to look like a princess, I want to look like a formerly evil queen who reluctantly redeemed herself for the side of good." ; "You read too much." ; "Damn right I do."
#41 - "Why are you doing that?" ; "Doing what?" ; "Treating me like a person."
#42 - "I didn't think you were the type to lose your sanity for a girl." ; "I didn't either."
#43 - "I thought you said you knew how to get inside!?" ; "Yeah, well, that was a lie."
#44 - "Hold on, you died." ; "Yeah, well it didn't stick."
#45 - "You don't scare me. Your anger scares me."
#46 - "Hey! Those are mine!" ; "Not anymore!"
#47 - "Are you there?" ; "Physically, yes. Mentally is debatable."
#48 - "I mean, yeah, I didn't need my heart anyway. Who cares if it breaks."
#49 - "We can't just steal it!" ; "Of course not! We'll just borrow it for a little while... while they aren't looking."
#50 - "I'm really nervous." ; "Why's that." ; "...I've never danced before."
#51 - "You love her don't you?" ; "Was it that obvious?"
#52 - "Ten years of friendship and this is the treatment I get." ; "I met you yesterday!"
#53 - "Can I keep it?" ; "No." ; Pleeease!" ; "...fine."
#54 - "I was just kind of hoping that you'd, y'know... fall in love with me."
#55 - "What are you doing up at four in the morning?" ; "I might ask you the same thing."
#56 - "Don't get up, I'm comfortable like this."
#57 - "Why are your hands purple?" ; "That's a very good question."
#58 - "So what's your plan?" ; "My plan was to follow your plan!"
#59 - "This is the worst plan ever." ; "Why? Because I made it?" ; "Yes."
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aluvian · 1 year
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15 Questions, 15 Mutuals
Tagged by @novasforce! Thank you so much for tagging me. Mwah mwah mwah! 💙💙💙
1. Are you named after anyone?
No! My middle name, Elizabeth, is in honor of my beloved aunt. I am very attached to my middle name. I think my first name (Brittany) was the most popular girls name the year I was born. I was, however, almost named Leia. God, what a missed opportunity lmao.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Earlier this morning, thanks to this Trigun meme. I was laughing so hard I legitimately started crying, and a couple of my coworkers popped into my workspace to ask what was wrong hahahahaha. I literally haven't stopped thinking about it. Living in my head rent free!!!!!!!
3. Do you have kids?
Not unless you count all the baby goats I've delivered and raised for the last 9 years, lmao! But in all seriousness, I love children. I get along with them so well. I have no desire to have any of my own, though. I am far more suited to the role of Cool Aunt. 😎
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Sometimes. It depends on who I'm talking to.
5. What sports do you play/have played?
None. I am not an athletic person in the slightest. I was on the basketball cheerleading squad in middle school, but I don't know if that actually counts.
6. What's the first thing you notice about other people?
How they treat other people around them, especially people in any sort of service industry.
7. What's your eye color?
Blue. I have blue eyes that rival those of Trinity, Brienne, and Scully.
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
Happy endings. Life is such an enormous bummer these days. I need happiness wherever I can get it. But I do enjoy a good scare every once in a while. My favorite horror movie is Alien.
9. Any special talents?
Umm, not really? I'm extremely good at trivia. It's a guaranteed victory if I'm on your team. I'm extremely competitive and out for blood when I play.
10. Where were you born?
The horse country capital of Florida, Ocala.
11. What are your hobbies?
Cosplay, cooking, playing videogames, collecting comic books, Disney pin trading, reading, raising goats and emus
12. Do you have any pets?
Yes! I have the most wonderful little wizard, my dog Merlin. He's the cutest and bestest boy ever! If you follow me on Twitter, you've seen many pictures of him.
13. How tall are you?
5'10"
14. Favorite subject in school?
Any of the sciences. Science is the subject of all time for me. Marine biology, zoology, astronomy, and astrophysics are probably my most favorites. I also love history of all kinds and english/literature.
15. Dream job?
I have a few. Anything related to animal husbandry. I'd sell my soul to be able to work with elephants. Shark biologist. I would want to study either tiger sharks or greenland sharks. English teacher in Japan. I'm teaching myself the language and love it so much. It would be an honor to teach over there.
Tagging (there's no pressure!): @jewish-mulder @baronessblixen @moghraidhtrinity @genderqueer-klinger @ussfaramir @frogsmulder @swinging-stars-from-satellites @freckleslikestars @blackmelange @vienna-salvatori @viksworth @kriscynical
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llorando-en-el-cielo · 9 months
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doing the TC challenge bc i feel i haven’t really introduced my TC :))
1. describe your tc's physical appearance.
~ roughly 5’0, blonde hair with brown roots, wears glasses , has blue eyes and thin lips
2. what was the first thing you've ever said to your tc?
~ i was lost on the first day because i read my timetable wrong so she gave me directions
3. is your tc single or taken? or are you unsure? and are you single or taken?
~ married for 26 years but it’s okay i can fix her, i’m very single
4. is your tc more of the athletic type, the nerdy type or the artsy type?
~ mix of nerdy and artsy, very appreciative of culture, arts and literature, whilst also very interested in etymology and grammar.
5. if you and your to were in high school together, do you think you'd be friends?
~yesss we’re the only people at the school who like her subject so i think we’d have that in common, plus we have a very similar set of interests and want the same things in life sooo!!
6. name one song that reminds you of your tc and explain why that song reminds you of them.
~ Reel Around the Fountain - The Smiths
“It's time the tale were told, Of how you took a child, And you made him old”
“I dreamt about you last night, And I fell out of bed twice, You can pin and mount me like a butterfly. But, "Take me to the haven of your bed" Was something that you never said”
“Oh, people see no worth in you, Oh, but I do”
7. is your tc fashionable or are they more of the simple type? what is one outfit you'd love to see them wear?
~ very simple, just blazers and trousers with the occasional scarf (suits her so well tho, im weak in the knees fr), i’ve seen pictures of her in jeans tho and i’d sell my soul to see that irl
8. would you be willing to become a teacher and teach your tc's subject if it meant you two could be together?
literally what i want to do in the future
9 . does your tc drink or smoke?
~ she drinks but hates smoking and vaping
10. name one item that is always on your tc's desk.
~ idk man that thing is a mess, but she has like unnecessarily big post it notes that she loves sm??
11. has your to ever done anything that has either thrown you off, annoyed you, angered you or bothered you in any way? if so, what did they do?
~ deadnamed me 💀 but she apologised and now we’re bffs so it’s okay
12. does your tc have any past jobs that you know of, before becoming a teacher?
~ waitressing apparently?? but i think that’s just when she was at uni, she’s always been a teacher
13. does your tc have kids or siblings? if so, how many:
~ 3 siblings and 2 children
14. are you taking your tc's class next year?
~ thankfully yes, but it’s my last year with her im gonna be so sad :((
15. has your tc ever met your parents? if you were there, what was the meeting like?
~ yes several times, they’re all very kind to each other but sometimes i complain to her abt my parents so idk how she actually feels abt them lol
16. has your tc ever given you detention? if so, what was it like?
~ never i’m a child of god
17. has your tc ever failed you? if so, how did you react? if not, how would you react?
~ no , i revise her subject for hours a week so i’d be so pissed if i ever did
18. what are your tc's hobbies/interests? are they similar to yours?
~ we have similar interests bc we both like her subject and i’m pretty sure she enjoys photography. i think that she used to knit bc we always talk about that but idk if she still does
19. have you ever spoken on the phone with your tc? what did you talk about?
~ once but before i was attached to her, it was during lockdown and she wanted to tell me how much she liked my work
20. if you had your tc's class during quarantine, what were your zoom calls like? if not, have you spoken to your tc since quarantine?
~ i don’t really remember but i’d love to sit on call with her now LMAO
21. if you had the chance to go anywhere in the world with your tc, where would you go? what would you do?
~ i’d take her to the sagrada familia bc she loves it (and you can get married there)
22. does your tc have any nicknames for you?
~ no but she thoroughly enjoys seeing me in the corridor and just shouting HUMAN at me
23. have you ever cried in front of your tc? why? how did they react?
~ many times, but she’s very sweet and just lets me sit and process whatever is going on, or tries to distract me as much as possible, and it’s against guidelines to touch me but she said she wished she could give me a big hug sooo
24. have you ever walked/drove to/from school with your tc?
~ noo we live on opposite ends of our town :((
25. do you know which teachers your tc is friends with at school? if so, do you like those teachers?
~ i’ve never really spoken to them much but they all seem quite sweet and i can see why she gets along with them
26. why does your tc's voice sound like?
~ AREEGEJEHDHSJSJDJXJJSSJJS THE BEST NOISE EVER JFJDJHEHDKDJDJDDJ ASMR ISTG
27. do you like your tc as a teacher? are they a good teacher?
~ yes, very, a little disorganised but she has the spirit!!
28. does your tc prefer books, shows or movies?
~ she used to read a lot but idk if she still does, but i think she prefers movies to shows
29. is your tc stern or easy going, in class?
~ very strict, avid rule follower but she’s very sweet as long as you respect her wishes and it annoys me that people get so pissy with her about it?? just listen to her?????
30. how would you describe you and your tc's relationship?
~ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i hope she likes me and i do think she does and she always seems quite happy to talk to me?
31. do you address your tc by their first or last name?
~ last name, it feels weird to call her by her first name
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seldomscilence16 · 2 years
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Whumptober day 16: No Way Out
Fandom: Mickey (and friends/family)
Prompts;
Mind control
Paralytic drugs
Alt 8: Made to Watch
"No ones coming"
Alright, so I am way better at Donald Duck than Mickey, but I wanted to give it a try. I have not played the video games really (though I have wanted to), but I've done a little research. So forgive any oofs and oocs, thanks guys!
Alright so I wrote this whole thing out. And then my network failed as I pressed save and now its literally all gone and its 11pm and Im about to have like very strong feelings. So im making a bullet point of what I remember I wrote and maybe someday I'll expand but until then I'm just really mad. So i apologize.
1. Oswald, Goofy and Donald are running from a mind controled Mickey.
2. Minnie is in a bout of depression as she puts most of her energy into caring for the children of her friends. Shes tortured by what Mickey has become, tortured that she can do nothing.
3. Ortensia is basically running things at this point. With minnie Out of commision shes doing the duties of the Queen as well as running her and Oswalds lands. Felicity (Mickeys sister) is helping of course. And Daisy as well.
4. Mickey is trapped in his mind, forced to watch his body do ruthless acts against his kingdom and family, unable to break free of the hold or tell his friends how to save him. The Phantom comments on how no one will come for him, how no one can save him.
5. We get a picture into the minds of Oswald, Goofy and Donald. How much they hurt at being unable to save Mickey. Donald cant stand to lose one of the few friends he has left, wants to take his pain for himself instead if only it would save mick. Goofy feels all the pain Mickey does, hates that he cant stop it. And Oswald blames himself, he just got his brother, and he was too slow to save him on the battlefield.
6. Felix has surrounded the stronghold that the Phantom resides in, stopping resources from entering, so they can lay seige to weakened forces
7. Donalds friend has given him the remedy for Mickeys mind control. A device at the base of his skull that needs to be pulled striaght out. Hope is renewed.
8. A battle takes place, Ortensia and Minnie join this time, and of course they win.
9. Oswald and Felix listen to a monolouge from Phantom who stands alone, sheilded by Mickey, his forces dead or POW.
10. Donald cuts him clean in half with a sword from the Gods, thats been spelled by a dear 'friend' (;)) to damn The Phantom to eternal suffering.
11. Goofy removes the device, and Donald catches a limp, Malnourished, and injured Mickey.
12. Oswald has an internal lament of pain as he thinks his brother dead. He doesnt know how any of them will go on without Mickey.
13. Mickey says a simple "guys..?" And thats how I ended it.
14. I added a note about how this AU would most likely involve Mickey adopting the Warner siblings, who were left orphaned after the Phantom seized their City. But how it did not fit for this prompt.
I was really proud of this au, I pulled it out of nowhere and felt the writing was actually decent. I cant bring myself to rewrite it all with the little time I have. So perhaps another day. Thank you all and I apologize again.
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introvertedfox · 10 months
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Sims get to know me
Thank you @minty-plumbob​ and @cantseemtohide​​ for the tag! 🧡
1. What’s your favourite sims death? Cowplant! But the bunny and chicken ones too. It’s too funny. xD
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? Maxis match. Always.
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? Ngl I used to. But now I avoid cheating sims appearance at all.
4. Do you use move objects? All the time!
5. Favorite mod? MC Command Center and UI Cheats.
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? Outdoor Retreat, and it’s still one of my favourites to this day.
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? I think aLIVE? LIVing sounds wrong to me for some reason.
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? I’m always choosing Abigail. But today I’ll say Aubrey, since she was my favourite in the nightmare legacy. Now...technically I didn't make her, she was born in my save. But I made one of her mothers, so I say it counts. xD
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9. Have you made a simself? Yes. Now...does she look exactly like me? It’s debatable. xD
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10. What sim traits do you give yourself? Creative, loner, animal enthusiast, and geek.
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? All the ginger ones.
12. Favorite EA hair? This one from Get Famous. Probably the only thing I really like from that pack. xD
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13. Favorite life stage? Probably young adults. I also like children and teens, especially now that they can do a lot more.
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? Mostly gameplay with the occasional building when I feel like it.
15. Are you a CC creator? I tried, really did. But it’s not for me, I don’t have the patience for it. xD
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? Yeah. Not a squad though. But I have a couple of friends. :)
17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) I'm gonna say 3 just because I have such good memories of it. But I love 4 just as much.
18. Do you have any sims merch? Does an old sims 3 poster from a random magazine counts?
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? No. I can barely keep up with my simblr as it is. xD
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I never used cc when I played sims 3, mostly because I didn't even know how to get it back then and couldn’t bother figuring it out. Then I started playing sims 4 and discovered the world of cc, so I used tons of it. And now I'm back to playing with very few cc. 
21. What’s your Origin ID? IntrovertedFox23. Had to add the 23 because IntrovertedFox was already taken. :’(
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? Currently don't have one. I don't download a lot of cc these days, and when I do is from completely random creators.
23. How long have you had a simblr? Since june 2017. God, has it been that long?! I was still in college... :O
24. How do you edit your pictures? I don't. xD The only editing I do is putting game notifications into screenshots sometimes.
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? Well, I was going to say a horse pack. But since that has been confirmed, I’ll say maybe something will small animals as we had in sims 3 pets, like birds and reptiles! Let my simself have all the birds!! That would be awesome! Or maybe bands. More instruments and a proper band or musician career, something like that would be cool too!!
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? Oh, I have a lot of them, don't make me choose! I’ll give my top five:
Cats and Dogs, Cottage Living, Realm of Magic, Werewolves, Outdoor Retreat (and most probably Horse Ranch will replace Outdoor Retreat) xD
As Always, I did this tag too late and seems like everyone has already done it.
So, I’ll tag everyone that wants to do this! Feel free to say I tagged you!! 🦊
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tinatribeca · 3 months
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Life Update 1/14/24
12:50am.
First and foremost I'd like to thank God. I made it into another year. I'm listening to a worship instrumental right now that has several quotes from the book of Psalms. I haven't been on here in a while, maybe I haven't been as inspired to sit down and talk about my life.
Maybe today is different.
One of my closest friends is moving to San Diego. I was hit with a sudden feeling of sadness. Loss. I nearly cried when I found out the news. I literally texted her the words "This is shit..." Followed by a bunch of turd emojis. I know our relationship will change... No more planned brunches or late nights out. I wish her happiness nonetheless. We have so many memories together. She was a great addition to my life but I know she'll be happier there. Permanently happier? I don't know.
My father had a brain biopsy for a tumor in his brain. Not cancerous but it's still scary. He's in recovery. I can't say he's the same man I remember which is scary. I'm afraid he'll disappear on me. I'm not ready to lose him but I'm afraid.
No one knows about his condition other than my mom and whomever he has decided to tell.
I wish we had more time. He's apologized many times for not being around when I was a kid, a delayed start to our relationship due to incarceration.
I'll always wish we had more time. I'll never have those moments on the swing, the walks to school, any of those moments most children have. Sometimes I wonder if he'll even be around for my future.
I hope he can be. It's hard to see him suffering, in pain, not himself... not the happier version of him.
I met my father for the first time when I was about 8 or 9 years old. I say that because he was placed in the prison system when I was a toddler and I was too young to remember him. But I remember the first time I saw him. I was living in the red hook projects. He walked in looking the size of a giant and I was the happiest I could be. In walks the man I had been wondering about for years.
I have many pictures of my childhood, some of them without him. I tossed the ones of me visiting him in jail. Straight to the garbage. He's so much more than his past. Those pictures are a reminder of all the times he wasn't around. All the times he was away.
I'll always wish we had more time.
I wonder sometimes if thats why I either fall too easily or not at all. Abandonment wounds that have healed but come back in different forms. To be left and returned to is a different type of pain. To rebuild and regain is a different type of healing.
I don't expect many to understand.
I adopted a kitten. Oliver.
He has been in my apartment for a few months now. He's spoiled rotten. I got his name from the movie Oliver and company. A movie about a homeless street cat. I like to believe he has the same edge.
I'm still single, not much has changed. I wonder sometimes if I'm the problem. If maybe the many months/years in therapy weren't enough to fix me. Maybe there's something about me that I'm just not aware of. Maybe I'm broken.
Maybe I'm a different type of lover and my person has some work to do before we cross paths...
I pray for love often. Truth is, I now understand the true meaning of loss. Loss of love and being grateful for those long term relationships when you have them. I realize now that when I did have love I should have probably held on a little tighter, fought a little harder, cherished a bit better... Although it may have not been meant to be it still should have been felt a little deeper because:
Who really knows when I will find romantic love again.
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baabaahosanna · 3 months
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I am a SEER
The human wisdom and the world tells us that the blind people only see words in the minds when they think and imagine. Research says they (blinds) don't see pictures. I saw a different vision. God gave me a vision…
Before I attended the conference, I already saw visions (a week ago) that the blind can see the world because they dreamed it. God has performed His supernatural miracle by activating it in their minds. Followingly, the lens shifted into in a perspective of a deaf-mute person akin to the blind as aforementioned. I was deaf-mute. In my mind, I have loud thoughts that I could hear them. I had my faith in Christ Jesus that I could hear them. I already claimed my healing because Jesus paid it in the cross. I dreamed in my dream. I was able to talk even though I was mute. On my great awakening as in that inner dream, I woke up and was able to talk.
What Bishop Samuel Patta preached confirmed what I saw. "GOD PAINTS PICTURES IN OUR MINDS." Bishop Samuel exhorted electrifying my soul.
All of us are born with complete spiritual senses—Spiritual eyes that SEE, spiritual ears that HEAR, spiritual mouths that PROPHESY, spiritual hands that HEALS and DELIVER, we must open them.
"The Bible is the Constitutional Law for Christians." Bishop Samuel commenced for his last sermon on January 13, 2023. Every state lead by a government has a law whcih are abided by its citizens. This also mirrors how Heaven functions. As Bishop Samuel elaborated that Christianity is changing citizenship, not [affiliation] conversion. "Jesus came to establish Kingdom [on earth] not religion." He preached.
I regard that religion divides people, the citizens. As Jesus is the Prince of Peace, He came to restore the earth and brought order and harmony. Jesus is the Way, the path for us to cross, and for us to reconcile; have RELATIONSHIP with the Father. Bishop Samuel quoted John 1:12—reminding us that we will have the RIGHT to become His children. This RIGHT is ensued when we live under Christ's abounding grace.
"Grace is NOT lawlessness." Bishop Samuel preached. For Christ is the end of the law (Rom. 10:4, Gal. 2:16). Jesus taught us that following the Law doesn't make us righteous (Rom. 3:20-24). Christ sanctifies us. PERIOD. However, God does not change, ESPECIALLY His morality and ethics—Bishop Samuel exhorted. He is a just God, who will judge (1 John 1:9). Bishop Samuel shared that we cannot misjudge which was clearly stated in Isaiah 55:13. God warns us not to delay or misjudge, for His ways are high.
"The entrance of the Word will give you light" Bishop Samuel preached. By meditating upon the language, the Constitution of the Heavens, we will manifest wisdom. We will change INSIDE-OUT. As God's citizens, we have the right, we are the BENEFICIARIES of His Supernatural manifestation. Power, miracles, deliverance, healing! We must follow His ways and thoughts. When we pray we must ask God to change the way we think and believe before we state our problems.
Bishop Samuel quoted Ephesians 3:20— Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Our imaginations in our thoughts are gifts from God. Yet, He is MAGNIFICENT—God can do beyond our thoughts that He is. "With God, all things our possible" Bishop Samuel excerpted Matthew 19:26.
Man is designed that when he/she reads, there is a concrete picture in his/her mind. If we believe, we enable our spiritual eyes that could SEE. Aside from our prayers, God answers the thoughts formed in our minds. Bishop Samuel beseeched that we should exercise us being the HEAD for we are not the tail (Deut. 28:13).
God led the Israelites to the wilderness for He knows that this is the transition they must go through for changing in their citizenship. "It really takes time" Bishop Samuel pointed out. This process includes consecration and sanctification. Detaching from the slave mentality recreates a mind that thinks like God. "We are recreated (i.e. born again) twice, imagination and reality."
Conviction then transpires. Bishop Samuel shared that conviction means "I believe and I perceive." What you cannot see, you cannot possess. "Faith is the name of the action produced by your conviction." Change your perception. "Truth (4th dimension) has the power to alter the fact (3rd dimension)!" Bishop exclaimed. This revealed to me like a strong wind blowing the clouds on my head. Bishop Samuel also added that not all revelations [prophecies] fall on one man; so, we must join one another. Be in constant fellowship. God already concluded what He had seen in the future; thus, we must unlock the supernatural to see it.
End note: In Genesis 8:21, After God judged the world in the flood, He said, “And the Lord smelled a soothing aroma. Then the Lord said in His heart, “I will never again curse the ground for man’s sake, although the imagination of man’s heart is evil from his youth; nor will I again destroy every living thing as I have done.
Engaging in practices like astrology, palm reading, and consulting psychics, which claim to reveal future knowledge, is considered illicit and can manipulate your destiny towards Satan's intended outcome. Satan employs false prophecy and prophets who seek future knowledge apart from aligning with God's plan, often leading to undesirable consequences, even death. These are the evil way. Therefore, We must submit our thoughts and imaginations to God. (Read 1 Kings 13)
Do not sin with your mind. Exercise caution when employing your imagination. Have a discerning spirit.
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LIGHT OF LIFE 423
John 1:4
UNDERSTANDING PROPHETIC MANDATES 57: FULFILLMENT OF PROPHECY 15
Amo 3:7 CERTAINLY, THE ALMIGHTY LORD DOESN'T DO ANYTHING UNLESS HE FIRST REVEALS HIS SECRET TO HIS SERVANTS THE PROPHETS. GW
Sarah’s Impatience and subsequent error was not unfounded really.
You’d notice that in all the Prophetic declarations that God made to Abraham before Gen 16, their was neither specific nor direct mention of Sarah by God.
It turns out that if you need to make someone wait patiently for something, that person must see his/her relevance or essence in the whole picture.
Gen 17:15-16 And God said unto Abraham, AS FOR SARAI THY WIFE, thou shalt not call her name Sarai, but Sarah shall her name be. And I will bless her, and give thee a son also of her: yea, I WILL BLESS HER, AND SHE SHALL BE A MOTHER OF NATIONS; KINGS OF PEOPLE SHALL BE OF HER. KJV
You now notice that after errors committed by the man and wife, God now BEGAN to mention SARAH in the COVENANT PROPHETIC MANDATE.
I don’t have the “liver” to say that this must have been an oversight by God.
Let’s just say that God was alleviating the oversight by Abraham; he should have been carrying his wife along all the way.
Gen 16:2-3 and Sarai said to Abram, "The LORD has not given me any children. Sleep with my slave, and if she has a child, it will be mine." ABRAM AGREED, AND SARAI GAVE HIM HAGAR TO BE HIS WIFE. This happened after Abram had lived in the land of Canaan for ten years. CEV
When Abraham should have been the one explaining to, and convincing Sarah, it is shocking how easily Sarah convinced him instead.
Does it not mean that despite his conviction in Gen 15:6, he lost faith again after waiting for a while?
Anyways, from Gen 17 onwards, God won’t stop mentioning Sarah in all His conversations.
It almost seemed now to be all about Sarah.
Gen 17:18-19,21 Abraham said to God, “O that Ishmael might live before you!” God said, “NO, SARAH YOUR WIFE is going to bear you a son, and you will name him Isaac. I will confirm my covenant with him as a perpetual covenant for his descendants after him… But I will establish my covenant with Isaac, WHOM SARAH WILL BEAR TO YOU at this set time next year.” NET
When God came to visit Abraham, it was Sarah He asked for before He started talking about the covenant seed.
Even God acknowledged the complexities of the woman and her emotions.
Well, He should, shouldn’t He?
He created us all and understands us better than we understand ourselves.
Gen 18:9-10 Then the men said to Abraham, "Where is your wife Sarah?" Abraham said, "She is there, in the tent." Then one of them said, "I will come again in the spring. At that time your wife Sarah will have a son." Sarah was listening in the tent and heard these things. ERV
Lastly, God even took time to “play” with Sarah in the manner of directly familiarizing with her.
God saw that it was now important that Sarah will personally testify that: “God spoke to me too”.
Gen 18:12-13,15 So Sarah laughed to herself and said, "Now that I am old and worn out, can I still enjoy sex? And besides, my husband is old too." Then the LORD asked Abraham, "Why did Sarah laugh and say, 'Can I really have a child when I am so old?'…Because Sarah was afraid, she denied it. "I didn't laugh," she said. "Yes, you did," he replied. "You laughed." GNB
Would it surprise us, the possibility that God may actually have come down in the form of a man, all because of Sarah, and just to help her believe in Him easily?
Think about it beloved.
It’s important that a Couple should be single-minded in understanding of, and waiting for the Promise of the Father.
Many men of God commonly stand alone in pursuance of God’s purpose.
Isa 51:2 LOOK TO ABRAHAM YOUR FATHER, AND TO SARAH who bore you; FOR I CALLED HIM ALONE, AND BLESSED HIM, and increased him. MKJV
God called Abraham ALONE but the Two are ONE.
That’s why God said “Look” to Father, and then to Mother.
Both Father & Mother must be able to clearly hand down sound info about God’s plans and intents. Then they will both have the same temperament in waiting for God’s Time.
Gen 12:1 The LORD said to Abram: Leave your country, your family, and your relatives and go to the land that I will show you. CEV
The call of Abraham is automatically the call of Sarah because…
Mat 19:6 So that they are no longer two, but one flesh. Then let not that which has been joined by God be parted by man. BBE
Every Vision, prophetic or plain, that I receive from God, I always explain to my wife and even ask her thoughts of what it might mean.
As soon as something is fulfilled, even I sometimes forget the Vision; it is my wife that will remind me because she understands the meaning exactly.
May prophecies unite our Families and never cause divide, in concept or will, IN JESUS NAME.
Come back on Friday, for more of this insightful and enlightening Sub-Subtopic.
Keep Shinning!
Brother Prince
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Day Two
After a terrible sleep listening to thunder and lightning, I was ready to start doing some work and see what life here will look like. I spent my first day in the community library, which is exactly what you’d picture an African classroom to look like. It’s a small room with a bookshelf on one side, a blackboard at the front and a big desk in the middle with some chairs. The library is open for locals to take out books and for children to come and learn if they are not at school.
The library is open from 9:30-12 and 3-5, and I got a break in the middle which was so nice as it was very hot! In my break I decided to get myself a bit more settled in the kitchen which was grossing me out as everything was dirty. So, being my mother’s daughter, I cleaned the fridge and microwave, did some dishes and wiped down the benches. It was gross, but I felt much better afterwards. I hate a dirty kitchen, it makes me not want to use it! I’m still trying to sort out what to do for meals. At the moment it’s peanut butter on toast and an egg for breakfast, couscous, baked beans, a carrot and an apple for lunch, and a bit of everything for dinner. I’m trying to figure out what’s cheap yet nutritious and doesn’t need to be in the fridge... Tricky combo!
It can differ hugely how many kids turn up to the library in each session. You could get one or thirty! It’s so different to New Zealand where you have a plan for the group or each kid and goals. Here it’s like, "Hmmm let’s choose a random book to read, that’ll do. Okay sick of this, let’s get them to copy down some random words. Rice, beans, banana, fish. Cool, okay now let’s do some random times tables, nah that’s boring, back to reading." It’s hard to get my head around the fact there’s no plan, goals or purpose... Overall there is purpose of course, to be a safe place children can come and be educated, to learn about God, learn about safe touch, connect with safe adults, be loved...etc, but the teaching itself is wild. Lots of copying words and reading, not much comprehension or dialogue.
At night I was feeling down again, sitting all alone wondering what I’m doing here, crying... Classic Kimberly. All the thoughts were going through my head, mainly, What am I doing here? I don’t want to be here! I don’t know what God is trying to teach me or how He is going to use me. I got thinking about why I’m really here, like if I didn’t want to come, how did I get here? What were my motivations? Yes, obedience to God is part of it. But why? Am I afraid He won’t love me if I don’t obey Him? What did I think would happen? Do I believe I’m saved by works and not by faith alone? Am I trying to prove to God that I’m obedient? Like, "see God! I’m here! Obeying You!" which is partly true because I’m here, but also a load of crap because I’m here unwillingly and unjoyfully.
Is it pride? Do I want other people to think I’m some amazing Christian out here living for God? Is that it? Like if it was all too hard and I failed and came home early, would that really be so bad? No one would even care! I mean, people would care, but they’d get over it. It’s my life. So why would that be so challenging to give up? Is it an ego thing? That people might think I’m a failure? Well that’s a terrible reason to stay! I don’t feel brave at all. I don’t know what I feel like. A hypocrite, an imposter... It’s really cool that I’m inspiring people, but inspiring them to what?
Maybe I want God to prove something to me?I want to see more of Him, so maybe being here is a test..? Make it so I have to rely on Him and see if He shows up or not? If He’s real or not? Of course He’s real, but you know what I mean. I know God loves me regardless of what I do, like a parent loves a child regardless of what they do. But also I don’t know it, because my actions show that I don’t know it. I’m a doer, constantly proving myself to God. Why do I do that?
I get annoyed at myself for feeling this way. Ungrateful. I feel like I should be glad, honoured that God has chosen me for whatever His task is. That I should trust Him more. Why can’t I trust Him? Part of me does and part of me doesn’t. God feels so far away, yet so close at the same time. When I pray it feels like I’m speaking into thin air, like I’m talking to myself. Yet at other times He feels so present. I just want that intimacy and closeness with God always, where I don’t doubt it, that is so close and constant that it’s undeniable. 
I keep thinking about one of my best friends back home, how she would be so great at this. She is so genuinely curious, kind, compassionate, loving, she looks at everyone with a twinkle in her eye... She is so much like Jesus. She would be so great with these kids and all the people she would meet. But I just have no idea why I’m here... Part of me feels like I’m born to be a missionary because I have a terrible sense of smell, I don’t need a daily shower and I can eat crappy food, but another part of me is still thinking, "What the heck am I doing here? I don’t belong here!"
A good friend who knew I was struggling sent me an encouraging word around me being like Jonah. That I’m in the whale right now. Yes, I obeyed and got myself to The Gambia, but I’m still terrified and not here willingly. My friend said this: “God gave Jonah a specific task to do. God wanted that message to be delivered to those people and He chose Jonah to do it. He was reluctant but in the end, God made Him do it. God’s got a message He wants you to deliver Kimberly, He’s got a job for you to do and people for you to reach. Jonah had no love or compassion for the people he was sent to, but God had things He wanted Jonah to learn. He’ll have things He wants you to learn, that if you don’t learn now, you’re going to get swallowed up by a fish until you learn it! So unfortunately, as tough as it is, you have to walk through this, otherwise He’ll provide another situation for you to learn the same lesson. God has prepared you in your life for this situation and He wants to use you to help these people, to bless these people, to serve these people. And He will change you at the same time.”
Well shiiiiiiiiiiiiit. That made me cry so hard. I hope my friend doesn’t mind me sharing that, but it was so so so impactful to me, it had to be included in the blog for my own sake. Hearing that, I felt all the feels! It’s hard to explain, everyone thinks I have culture shock, and maybe I do, but I’ve been to a lot of cultures. It’s just my insides that hurt and I have fear that’s never ending. I don’t know what He’s going to teach me or how He’s going to use me, and I hate the advice my friend gave because it’s so true. I don’t want to be here reluctantly, I don’t want to miss out on what God is doing, because He’s chosen me, to be here now. I read all the verses about being strong and not fearful, and I’m like, "Why can’t I do it?! Why am I always so afraid?" I’m waiting for the big reveal of why I’m here, but what if there is no big reveal?
I don’t want to run away or be someone who gives up. I’m not saying I’m coming home, but these thoughts do go through my mind. I don’t know how I got here physically, or how I’m going to survive mentally and physically. Probably lots of crying... On the daily... I wonder if I'll have any tears left by the end of this... It feels like I’m in the Christchurch earthquake again and thinking, "I’m think I’m going to die! I hope I don’t die!" And my whole life flashes before my eyes, all the people I love, all the things I'd do if I make it out alive... Five minutes feels like five hours in an earthquake. And this feels like that, really really drawn out, and I’m only in day two! And I know it’s not ending anytime soon... You don’t usually know when an earthquake is coming, but I know the metaphorical, emotional earthquake is coming, it’s already here, I flew straight into it!
Welcome to my honest, raw, inside thoughts.
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god-whispers · 2 years
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jul 21
all of creation groans
"for the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God.  for the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected it in hope; because the creation itself also will be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God.  for we know that the whole creation groans and labors with birth pangs together until now." rom 8:19-22
i think we are in the middle of what the world would call a "perfect storm."  the world would define it as a disaster or serious difficulty produced by a chance combination of factors.  but we know different.  "for God has put it into their hearts to fulfill His purpose, to be of one mind, and to give their kingdom to the beast, until the words of God are fulfilled." rev 17:17
have you ever such such talk of war and rumors of wars?  the media would try to hide all the difficult things happening around the world, but they are there to be found out by anyone willing to investigate.
it's getting more difficult to hide the threat of famine as it becomes more obvious.  crops are not just failing, they don't know if more will even be planted.  scarcity is driving inflation and, as usual, it will be the poor who suffer worst - in the beginning at least.  these is just one in this "perfect storm."
water sources around the world are drying up.  several times i have mentioned how the river euphrates is drying up to make way for the kings from the east as prophesied in revelation 9:14  even as many sources are drying up in places, torrential rains flood and devastate other areas.
yes, we have always had earthquakes, but anyone paying attention will know their number has been increasing dramatically, as have all other "natural disasters."  hurricanes are more severe, volcanoes are beginning to erupt, plagues are becoming the accepted norm.  even little things, seldom mentioned, are working together to contribute to the big picture.
and all these things are happening now, strangely coincidental to the return of the jewish people to the promised land.  (is it just strangely coincidental that this small tract of the world gets so much attention or is it as God has said: "in that day I will make Jerusalem a very heavy stone for all peoples; all who would heave it away will surely be cut in pieces. zech 12:3)  even now the president of america is trying to divide that "God ordained" land again.  i cannot go over here how bad things have happened in every attempt to do so before.  what will this new attempt bring?  like it or not, israel is God's clock of what will happen in the world.
so, are are the "doomsayers" accurate?  is there really climate change?  yes, there is climate change but there is nothing we can do about it.  what has been phophesied will come to pass.  that which will be will be.  trust God for you and yours.
these are the birth pangs that Jesus forewarned about.  they will continue until we are living in the days of noah again.  "then the Lord saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every intent of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually." gen 6:5
well did the apostle paul describe this generation in 2 timothy.  "but know this, that in the last days perilous times will come" for men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having a form of godliness but denying its power." 2 tim 3:1-5  confusion lies within their hearts and deception is rampant.
so yes, we are not the only ones groaning.  it is all of creation that groans with us; the earth itself.  whatever shall we do?  "look to the rock from which you were hewn, and to the hole of the pit from which you were dug." isa 51:1
we are all created beings in His image.  we are also the ones "upon whom the ends of the ages have come." 1 cor 10:11  it is not "perchance" we are here.  it is God's purpose.  i strongly suggest we all live it purposefully, as we all have free will to decide for ourselves.
choose truth over lies.  choose good over evil.  choose life over death.  choose God over self.  maranatha!
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Media personality Japheth Omjuwa has reacted to the "Jesus" trend started by gospel singer, Nathaniel Bassey. The gospel singer had taken to his social media accounts to ask Christians to make "Jesus with red marker on white background" their profile photo. Bassey wrote; “Can we make this our profile picture at 12 noon on all your social media handles? (WAT) in a few minutes Time. And also share as a post on your timeline and as your story. And for the rest of the day ??? And also declare that name into the atmosphere ! JESUS! Let the world ask what is going on. And we’ll tell them - JESUS IS GOING ON ! Can we do this? Tag others ! “9 Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: 10 That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; 11 And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” Phil 2:9-11 Let’s release this fragrance over our land and nation. And the nations of the earth. #whatisgoingon #Jesusisgoingon” Reacting to the trend, Omojuwa asked what it would achieve. He also stated that "religious fanaticism is hardly moderated by exposure or education." The media personality further pointed out that he has seen educated and exposed people do very funny things in the name of religion. He wrote; “Even if you educate people, religious fanaticism is hardly moderated by exposure or education. What is this Jesus with red marker on white background meant to achieve exactly? I really would love to know. I have seen well educated and exposed people refuse their children marriage to the lover on account of religion. At times, even of the same religion but different sect. I have seen educated and exposed people do very funny things in the name of religion.” #jesus #jjomojuwa #mycelebrityandi https://www.instagram.com/p/CegmV1MIrme/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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❛The Affair❜ pt. 2
pairing: bts!jin x reader ; nct127!johnny seo x reader
genre: fluff, a lil angst, smut
warnings: sex, married life, children, swearing, cheating
wc: 2.2k
part 1
SUMMARY: your picture perfect marriage begins to crumble behind the scenes as you meet johnny seo, a member of another well-known group, NCT-127.
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Ari’s light snores fill into your right ear as you utilize your left hand to bid farewell to Johnny and a disheveled Han. The air finally cools down as the moon rises into the sky. The kids were able to play all day and your newfound friendship with Johnny kept you distracted from the small void within your heart. You turn and walk briskly towards your car in the vast parking lot, not wanting to wake Ari up as you finally are able to place her in the carseat.
As you drive into the night, a small smile creeps onto your face as you reflect on the day you’ve had. Johnny and you had exchanged numbers earlier after you both witnessed how well your children got along. It was as if they were brother and sister. You also found out Johnny was apart of another group, NCT 127. You were like some sort of magnet for these group members. 
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After arriving home, you sigh as there is no sign of Jin’s return. You place Ari in her bed, as you had already eaten at the theme park. After the leftovers you had obtained from your feast while out are put into the fridge, you plop down onto the loveseat, finally able to charge your deceased phone. A number of notifications pop onto the screen, capturing your attention,
Jinny bear [8:13]: How are my two lovely girls doing?
Johnny [8:47]: It was nice being able to meet you! Han is worn out lol, he had so much fun today with Ari.
Jinny bear [9:00]: I’ll be home tomorrow baby, I get out of practice at 1 tonight & then I’m going for some street tteokbokki with Jimin
Jinny bear [now]: How about we spend some time together when I get back?
Your eyes roll so far back that they could practically pop out of your head. God you hated this shit. A barely audible ‘fuck’ escapes your mouth. It was draining at times, but you loved him, right?
You [9:12]: of course, I can’t wait to see you & tell you about the fun time we had at the park
Jinny bear [9:13]: alright I love you infinitely
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The TV echoes within the living room as you contemplate what to text Johnny. Out of all things to watch, your interest piqued at the new show Love Alarm. This was the first time in a long time where you truly had butterflies within your stomach at the sight of a text message.
You [9:24]: Of course! And Ari is wiped out for the night, I don’t think she’ll be up any time soon.
Johnny [9:27]: Same for Han. If you both are free tomorrow we can grab lunch?
Your heart lurched. Jin had wanted to spend time tomorrow when he comes back. Johnny and you both hadn’t really discussed your current love lives. Johnny briefly mentioned Han’s mom wasn’t in the picture and you simply mentioned that your husband was constantly busy.
You [9:35]: How about next Saturday? Jin comes back tomorrow.
Read 9:37. 
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God. I can’t believe I didn’t think sooner she had a husband. Y/n is a head-turner though so no surprise there. What do I say back? I want to be respectful of her marriage.
Of course too, her husband happens to be apart of one of the top bands known worldwide. Regardless, it would be nice having another friend.
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Johnny [9:43]: Of course :) Have a great night.
Read 10:00.
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Truth was, Jin wasn’t okay. He didn’t know if he could keep up with this lifestyle anymore. Constantly leaving his family home in Seoul was not something he wanted to do, as he grew up in an extremely family oriented home. 
“I know you feel bad but let’s enjoy the night! Just me and you, like the old days.” Jimin cheers as he raises the glass of Soju to his friend. The glasses clink against each other before the boys take a hue swig.
Jimin and Jin had a relatively close bond with one another, only becoming stronger once Ari was born. Jimin was appointed as her godfather, something both you and Jin had wanted.
“I feel awful for not being able to see her tonight though.”
“Don’t worry about it, y/n is one of the most understanding people. You seem more concerned than you usually are though. Did something happen between you both?” Jimin raises an eyebrow at the buzzed man sitting across from him.
“She seemed so disappointed earlier when I had to go for practice. It was my fault as I had completely forgotten and I promised them a family day today.”
“Oh man, yeah Jin, you need to talk to her. It can be hard maintaining a career like this along with a damn marriage!” His friend exclaims, throwing his arms up in the air. The boys continue eating their dish and drinking, further into the night.
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Days eventually turned into weeks as you and Johnny’s friendship continued to blossom. Jin had kept his word-finally- and he spent time with you and Ari, as promised. The family day you all had was lovely to say the least. It made you appreciate how hands-on your husband was with your daughter as she splashed in the water. Beach days were always your favorite. The smell of the ocean spreading within your lungs as sand sticks to your toes.
Jin learned of Johnny through Ari’s constant babbling about Han, her new pal. He desperately wanted to meet Johnny but his schedule was already rigorous enough. He was glad his two girls were happy and made some new friends. Oh how much he will regret that happiness.
The intrusive thoughts that once plagued your mind about Johnny had eventually dissipated as Jin became more focused on you and Ari, that was, until though, he had to go back on tour. For 4 months. 4 fucking months.
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Johnny [6:50]: Are you and Ari free today? Han misses his buddy and I miss having my buddy around too
You grin to yourself and a small laugh escapes from your lips upon receiving the text. Jin had left the previous day for tour, bidding you and Ari a solid farewell. 
You [7:00]: Of course, it’s getting close to Ari’s bedtime so maybe a sleepover will suffice?
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Excitement bubbled within Johnny, along with Han, as they headed towards the address you sent. A few stars twinkled amongst the light pollution engulfing the city. 
The steps to your walkway seemed long as Johnny’s long legs accompanied him. Han’s sleeping bag in one hand and his phone in the other, Johnny watches as Han beat him to the door. The brunette 6 year old ringing the bell at a ridiculous rate. Instantly it opens, revealing your radiant smile & a very excited Ari.
“Ari!” Han yells as he engulfs the smaller girl with a hug, before they both run inside of course.
“He isn’t the only one that missed his friend.” Johnny says as he embraces you into a warm hug. Your flowery scent dances in his nostrils. 
“How about we have a few drinks while the kids play?” Your voice was enticing to say the least. The way the night breeze blew your hair into your face was nearly breathtaking. Johnny sends a smile in response. 
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You opt for the kids to bake a cake with you. Your attentiveness and radiant personality sticks out to Johnny, as if it were a sore thumb. You definitely were a teacher. Your patience with kids was like no other, and it made Johnny happy to see his son practically glowing.
Laughter fills throughout the kitchen as Ari tips over the flour, coating her in the white dust. The island was now covered in the sugary powder as you grab a towel to wipe it off, Johnny aiding you in getting the mess cleaned up as the kids stay attentive to whisking the batter.
“Daddy, I want to eat some batter.” Han pouts, crossing his arms.
“You’ll get salmonella, no Han.” Johnny says a bit firmly as Ari scoops her finger and stuffs her mouth with the vanilla-flavored mixture. After his response, Han smirks. What is this child up to? Before you knew it, batter flies in the air and lands on Johnny’s shirt. Your hand instantly flies up to your mouth, stifling a laugh as Ari giggles.
“Mr. Johnny the cake man!” Ari screams in a sing-song like tune. Next thing you knew, a war of batter ensues. Screams of playfulness are heard throughout the kitchen as you duck behind the island, avoiding the imminent danger of being hit. 
This is something you could get used to. 
This is how it’s supposed to be with you and Jin. 
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The kids burst of energy dissipated and it was finally their bedtime. You could finally share some drinks with Johnny while cleaning the disaster that was called your kitchen. Light snores fill the hallway, leaving you and Johnny elated.
The TV volume lowly plays the sounds of Keeping up with the Kardashians as you and Johnny chatter.
“Kim, there’s people that are dying.” Kourtney yells at her frantic sister.
“Y/n, I’m sorry to say this but, what the fuck are we watching?” Johnny bursts into laughter, and soon you join in. You weren’t sure if it was the alcohol talking, but warmth engulfs your body. You’re on cloud 9.
“The Kardashians of course!” You smack his arm playfully before taking another swig of the Soju in your glass cup. As the alcohol goes down your throat, your demeanor changes. Johnny senses it. “Johnny, how do you find so much time for Han? I know you’re in a band as well but how do you manage to make it work?” 
Your fingers play with the glass as the Soju swishes around inside of it. 
“Because I love him. He’s my son. I’d never let my career interfere with that. His mom leaving put that into perspective for me.” He responds, giving you a smile of pity. You and Jin’s situation was talked about sometimes in your conversation with Johnny, which gave him a selfish glimmer of hope. 
A glimmer of hope that maybe you both could be more than just friends. No, you’re still married. That’s ridiculous.
The sound of Kim cheering for finding her earrings interrupts the gloomy conversation. You felt the couch sink in as Johnny scoots closer towards you. How many drinks did you two have? Too many to even keep count. You knew what you were about to do, was sinful in its own way. 
Your lips press against Johnny’s, taking him off guard.
“Y/n. You’re fucking married!” Johnny protests, “We can’t be doing this.” His tall and built physique hastily stands from the couch, staring down at you with widened eyes.
“Johnny wait,” You grab his hand, standing with him. “Please. Don’t leave.. I’m so sorry, I-I don’t know what came over me.” The desperation and frantic state in your tone causes the devil on his shoulder to urge for Johnny to continue with this. His lips abruptly crash in to yours, the smell and taste of alcohol noticeable between the two of you.
-
You both sit right back down on the couch. Kisses turning sloppy as Johnny moves his hand under your dress, towards your heat. His fingers coat with your juices as he slides a singular finger into your wet folds, rubbing your pulsating clit in the process. What the fuck are you doing? You have a husband for fucks sake. 
The angel on your shoulder practically is booming into your ear right about now. STOP BEFORE IT GOES FURTHER YOU DUMBASS. THIS IS A DRUNKEN MISTAKE.
God you should have listened, but it felt so good doing whatever you damned please. Your lips break apart, hair askew as Johnny pulls his slick fingers out of your wet pussy, before cupping and massages your breast. Your nipple pulstates as it sends waves of pleasure throughout your body. A breathy moan escapes your lips as your hand reaches down towards Johnny’s pants.
“You’re so fucking beautiful.” Johnny growls, chocolate eyes filled with lust. You smile as he unzips his pants. His large bulge fills your vision as you instinctively lean your head down. Your hands softly pull down Johnny’s pants along with his boxers. 
His hard cock twitches and springs up, surprising you a bit. You giggle lightly before taking his erect member into your mouth, his hand grabbing a good amount of your hair in the process.
“Don’t fucking stop,” He moans as you bob your head furiously, gagging a bit as spit falls out of your mouth onto his aching cock. Before he could reach his climax, you pull back. “You’re gonna regret that.” He was right. You were. But for multiple reasons, including the fact that you are married to a loyal fucking husband. 
He immediately flips you over, laying back on the couch as he lines his cock with your entrance. You examine the precut leaking out as he enters into you. 
“Fuck!” You cover your mouth, stifling the yelp.
“I’m going to fuck the shit out of you.”
-
Your phone vibrates on top of the kitchen counter as moans fill the living room.
Jinny bear [now]: 2 missed calls
Jinny bear [now]: I miss you both. You probably forgot about our FaceTime call tonight but I’m sure we can call tomorrow. I love you to the moon & back baby.
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Pro-Heroes Headcanons
(Because they’re all complete disasters)
1) Hawks is the one that randomly crashes on everyone’s couches. They’re starting to think he has a schedule he follows that just says “who’s life am I going to invade today?”
2) they all have a group chat that Mirko made and she has Endeavor’s nickname set to “Endevowo” and he HATES it but can’t figure out how to change it. (No one is telling him and they have a bet to see how long it’ll take before his daughter takes pity on him)
3) Best Jeanist is the dad friend and whenever they get together he’s usually the designated driver for the rest of them.
4) Edgeshot has multiple fan accounts that document his chivalrous acts to the general population. These acts include, but are not limited to: posing for pictures, helping old people cross the street, helping cats out of trees, replacing children’s ice cream, giving out autographs, and letting children try on his scarf.
5) Endeavor, Kamui Woods, and Best Jeanist have a vow to keep Mt. Lady, Mirko, and Hawks apart at ALL COST. The chaos would be too much for the old men ( Enji and Jeanist) and the old man at heart (Kamui) to take.
6) Best Jeanist has a hairless cat named Cashmere and he LOVES that cat. He dresses her up in sweaters and has an Instagram account dedicated to her. His fans find it endearing that he loves his pet so much. Say something bad about Cashmere? Get ready to throw hands because Best Jeanist protects his baby.
7) Ryuku has a pet bearded dragon she named “Akuma” despite his name, Akuma is a sweetheart and will often be found on her shoulder when she is doing office work.
8) Mirko throws Hawks a birthday party every year and gets all the other pros (including her Underground Hero and Vigilante buddies) involved. Past years have included capture the flag with Tokyo as their playground and paintball. Aizawa got drug along by Hizashi and proceeded to get sniped in paintball by a cackling Mirko and Hawks. He had pink paint in his hair for a week.
9) On Holidays, the pros all get together to read their fan mail and open the gifts together. Mirko films it a lot and she will never forget the time that Edgeshot got a pink thong sent to him in the mail. His disgusted and puzzled face will live on in her camera for years to come.
Edgeshot: *holds up the pink thong* (quietly whispers, barely able to be heard) what the fuck?
Midnight: *cackling like a witch*
Edgeshot: oh god I hope they haven’t been worn-
Midnight: *more hysterical cackling*
10) One time, a fan got too obsessed and followed Hawks home. He called Best Jeanist because this woman was screaming in front of his apartment that she was going to marry him. Best Jeanist snuck in through the balcony and stayed with him in case the woman tried to break in. It was that moment that Best Jeanist had the realization “oh yeah. Hawks is only TWENTY THREE”. Hawks was scared to be alone for a month because of this woman. She went away one day and he has no idea why or how.
11) Ryuuku, Mirko, Midnight, and the other female pros have a get together once a month at a spa to catch up and bitch about how stupid their male colleagues can be.
Mirko: seriously! This bitch forgot his fucking phone, got caught in a fence, and somehow lost his shoe in a span of an HOUR!
Ryuuku, Ragdoll, and Midnight: hhmmm.
The rest: *concerned nodding*
12) Endeavor’s receptionist has an office cat named Brutus. It has three legs and maybe 1 brain cell but it doesn’t effect his receptionist’s productivity so he just lets it stay. Brutus, to Enji’s dismay, LOVES Enji and this man cannot get the damn thing to leave him alone. He’s not a cat person, he’s not an ANIMAL person. But Brutus loves him and the receptionist would cry if he made him get rid of Brutus.
So Brutus stays.
13) Fatgum invites everyone to his agency for a Christmas meal every year. Hawks always ends up spiking the punch but it’s fun to see a drunk Kamui Woods trying to corral a even drunker Mt. Lady into their car so it’s worth it.
Drunk Mt. Lady: RYU!! I HAVE YOUR SHOES!!!!! (Holds up pair of slip on flats)
Drunk Ruyku, waving a pair of heels: I HAVE YOURS!!!
(They switched shoes somewhere during the night)
14) During Pride Month, the pros often place their flags somewhere on their official hero outfits so their fans know that they have someone like them to look up to. The media went wild when a group of about twenty pros were at the Pride Parade with their flags draped over their shoulders.
15) they all troll the media and it’s hilarious. They’ve all sought to make the reporter’s lives living hell and it’s hilarious.
Some random ass reporter: Edgeshot-san!! Is it true that you’re asexual?! Following your recent updates on Instagram-
Edgeshot, just trying to enjoy his day: I’m not asexual. I’m Japanese.
16) Are kind of divided into the “older pros” (the older ones who have done it for a while) and the “younger pros” (the ones who are just starting out or are under the age of 35). They’re all a really tight-knit community though and if you mess with one of them you get all of them.
17) They all kind of shunned Endeavor for a while when the shit with his family came to light, but Hawks is the one who made them realize that he was trying to change for the better.
18) you don’t mess with kids. At all. ESPECIALLY with Hawks or Edgeshot. They are the protective big brothers of the pro-hero network and they WILL punt anyone who hurts a child on their watch to the sun. No questions asked.
19) People are surprised to see how much “fight me” energy Mirko actually has. Her and Hawks have a tradition where they just beat the shit out of each other whenever they see each other after a long time.
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