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potato-lord-but-not · 2 years
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GUYS ITS HERE!!
PotatoLord’s Persona Creator
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The picrew is FINALLY FINISHED!!! tag ur girlfriends and ur dads and ur pathetic guy friends!!
Also suggestions are welcomed!!! Idk when I’ll get to em but I’ll take em all into consideration!
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e-dollly · 1 year
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Love omg guess what! I was kiiiinda flirting with w/ RJs bsf today 😏
He’s not bad looking imo and most of my friends outside of the team say he’s the hottest on the team
So we were in the same lane today and we were talking a bunch and I was being kinda flirty with him (partially cuz I kinda maybe like him a little bit??? Like Idrk but he’s a good option but also to make RJ jealous! He seemed kinda angrier than usual like his energy kinda changed you know~ his face was kinda angrier than usual, that kinda thing) BUT HE WAS MATCHING MY ENERGY SO I KINDA FREAKED OUT AND JUST DIDNT TALK TO HIM THE REST OF PRACTICE!!! So whoops 🤷‍♀️😎 oh well I don’t have a crush on him (too obsessed w Wednesday rn tbh💀)
Also my friend Alejandro said Lukas (my first ex) would get back together with me??? Like Alej & Lucy (they’re dating) and I were all talking at break today and Lucy said I should get back together with Lukas! I said “no!” And alej said that Lukas would get back together with me! I said yeah if he’s that desperate.
TW: MENTIONS OF CONSIDERING SUICIDE (not me tho, Lukas)
Basically my good friend Fin (idk if u remember her but I mentioned her a while ago) friendzoned Lukas and he’s pretty much liked her since the beginning of last year. He got so upset that he drank half a bottle of vodka and called my friend Abbi’s bf (who is also his bsf) and held a shotgun to his head! He was drunk off his ass, eyes rolling around in his head, completely gone. Abbi’s bf had to talk him out of shooting himself. Honestly, I feel pretty bad for him now. Like he has it pretty awful honestly. His parents are divorced, his dads a drunk (who also works at the school and he just icks me and my friend out) and his moms abusive and always bringing her boyfriends around. He’s still pretty nice too- like he’s not a complete and total and actual legit a-hole. He just makes a bunch of jokes and can be *mildly* offensive sometimes but he’s always joking. I kinda wanna reach out to him, but I’m not sure how and what I would even say.
Anyways doll that’s the tea from today, what’s going on with you??
Lmao you're flirting with 15 people at the same time pls 😭 making boys jealous is the reason I'm alive
Please we don't have the same love life at all I swear ! Yours is soooo messy I'd say. Also, pleaseee tell me both of your exes still like you cause omg the drama.
You see, I thought Lukas a little weird but with his parents ? Honey, it's crazy he didn't already tried to take his life ! He should try to talk to someone, and his mom is abusive right ? Like she hits him? But anyway, maybe you and his friends should convince him to call the number for kids in abusive household. And yeah, I think it would help him to feel slightly better if he had friends to tell things when they get too bad..
Me ? Don't have any real tea honestly my life has been pretty plain lately. You know I got accepted to pass the first test, I *sort of* sexted Jules *again* and huh that's pretty much it I think ( no for real I started writing down things I needed to tell you except I lost my paper soooo when I find it I'm gonna send an ask )
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manjiroro · 3 years
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I saw that your request were opened. and I want to ask you this. Your crossover characters fics make me smile so much ❤️
Can I request a Itadori Yuji reader x Baji, chifuyu, Mikey, Hakkai, draken, and Pehyan (sorry if it too much but I love them all)
The reader is a sorcerer and has Sukuna inside of them.
And make sukuna popping out and them questioning “WTF is that”
s/o who is like itadori yuji
characters: baji, chifuyu, mikey, hakkai, draken, pehyan
content: fluff, gender neutral, cursing, crack
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hii thank you for requesting!! im so glad that you like them i was worried that people might not like them jfhancf also omg?? i love this a lot too with sukuna and everything jSJDFH
i apologise for any mistakes and i hope you enjoy~~
b a j i
your golden retriever personality makes baji smile so much
like you never fail to make him smile
baji is also gonna be super excited about the fact that you're a sorcerer and that you can see curses
pleaseee he wants to fight them too
but because you're too nice and can't resist him, you can't find it in your heart to tell him that it doesn't work that way
"Babe babe babe. If you see a curse, could you tell me? I wanna fight them too"
"Kesuke, you can't even see where you're punching??"
"Yeah but if I start punching everywhere, I might hit them."
"..Sure! I'll let you know okay?"
but of course, when you go out on missions, there will be a possibility that you'll die
so baji is gonna worry about you
but he believes you’ll come back safe because he knows you’re strong
you're also very outgoing and easily excited
which baji loves because he'll bring you anywhere and you'll manage to make the date much more fun than it originally is
he also admires you for your morals and how hard you'll work towards it
like how you would put your life on the line to save others
as much as he's worried for you, he can't help but to be in awe at you as well
that's what he loves most about you after all
when you'd come home from your mission and after being tended to by other sorcerers
you'd be exhausted
so baji would come over to pamper you by getting you gifts and giving all his attention to you
it's his way of showing his love towards you
when he first found out about sukuna he was super confused
sukuna popped out one day when you were about to leave for a mission and baji was asking if he could come along
and sukuna is just
"Yes y/n, bring him along, I want to see him perish."
you've never slapped your cheek so fast and hard before, turning to baji, he just has this :0 face
he was confused out of his mind, he was so sure he was dreaming
"The fuck? Am I.. dreaming?"
"No foolish boy. This is reality."
you had to explain everything to baji and he's still confused
the fact he can't get over was you swallowing fingers but he's not gonna question much
baji wants to fight sukuna so bad
because sukuna keeps interrupting the both of you and saying snarky comments to piss your boyfriend off
"Babe, can you switch out with him? I’m going to kill him."
baji would ask one day when he's sick and tired of sukuna's shit
"Babe, you'll die and I don't want that. Besides, isn't beating him up the same as beating me up?"
and that's when the idea of fighting sukuna flies out the window, he doesn't want to hurt you
but there are times where baji would accidentally slap you because sukuna said something to piss him off
he'll regret it instantly and tries his best to make it up to you <3
c h i f u y u
chifuyu thinks you're literally perfect
like everything, from your personality to your humour
and he thinks that he's very lucky to have you like him back
he just loves being with you and spending time with you
because you never fail to make his day better
even when he found out about you being a sorcerer and able to see curses
he still loved you even if he was slightly terrified
because you basically just confirmed his superstitions
at first he's gonna be on edge and he'll ask you to make sure he's alright
"Babe, there's nothing behind me right? Please tell me there's nothing there."
"Nope, don't worry hun. If there are any curses, I'll protect you!"
that always reassures him
after a while, he's used to it and he knows that you'll always take care of the curses if there were any
but he can't just let you be the only one protecting him
so while you're in charge of protecting him from curses, he's in charge of protecting you from gang stuff
even if you can fight well
he finds it amusing whenever you tell him about your missions
the way you described your fight was so interesting to him
it was as if he was reading an action manga
but when you go out for missions, chifuyu is gonna be worried sick
because you could die and he doesn't want that to happen
so you make sure to call him immediately after your mission
he'll then come over to see you at the place you're being treated at because he cannot wait any longer
he'll get you tons of gifts to make you feel better
when you finally get to go home, he'll be waiting for you at your place to pamper you
but before that, he knows you're tired so he'll cuddle you until you fall asleep
he's well aware of you sacrificing yourself to save other people
he’s worried but he admires it
when you would come to him looking upset because you failed to save someone
he's gonna be there to comfort you and reassure you
when he found out about sukuna, he was terrified because a curse?? is?? in?? you?? the king of curses no less
it happened when the both of you were cuddling and sukuna stated his opinions
"The both of you disgust me."
it caught chifuyu off guard, so he hurriedly scooted away from you while you sigh
"Seriously Sukuna? Didn't we make an agreement that you'll never come out around Chifuyu?"
"I'm not one to keep promises, I'm sure you're aware. Also, I do not like being around your displays of affection."
"What.. y/n..?"
"Oh sorry Chifuyu, this is Sukuna."
it was an odd introduction to say the least
chifuyu was afraid to go anywhere near you for a few weeks after that
but you had to reassure him that you had a talk with sukuna and he wouldn't come out anymore... hopefully
but after a while chifuyu had gotten somewhat used to sukuna
and he mostly felt annoyed with him for interrupting
whenever sukuna interrupts something, chifuyu will groan and roll his eyes
but aside from sukuna, he still thinks you're perfect and he would never think of leaving you <3
m i k e y
mikey thinks being around you is comforting
and he really likes that 
because he’s constantly surrounded with the responsibilities of being a leader so being with you puts him at ease
because you’re so nice, you’ll bring him all sorts of snacks whenever you visit him
he’ll tell you about his day and what was bothering him and you’ll always manage to cheer him up at the end of the day
his favourite thing is when you pull him close to your chest as a way to comfort him
he really feels like he can properly enjoy himself without having to worry about anything when he’s with you
when you told him that you were a sorcerer, he was super excited and super curious about curses
“Is there anyway for me to see them? I wanna know how they look like.”
“Well.. there are special glasses for you-”
“CAN I HAVE THEM?”
he’ll ask you to tell him all about your missions
and he honestly thinks you’re so badass
especially when he sees you all beaten and bloody
of course he’s gonna be worried about you but the thought of him dating someone as badass as you is at the back of his mind
when you go off for missions, he’ll give you a tight hug before saying bye to you
he’ll sometimes whine for you to not go because 1. you might die and 2. he won’t be able to get any cuddles
but when you come home though, he’ll be ready with all sorts of gifts and tons of hugs and cuddles
because he misses you and is thankful that you survived another mission
he’s really appreciative of your goal to save everyone
because he has lost people in his life, so you saying you’ll protect people to prevent them from dying really makes him happy
he’s very interested with sukuna 
he’s just in awe like there’s a curse inside you?? that’s kinda cool
it all happened when sukuna decided to say something when you were stroking mikey’s hair while he laid on top of you
“Y/n, could you please stop putting me in this boy’s hair?”
mikey sits up immediately, he grabs onto your hand and was staring at sukuna’s eye and mouth
“Babe?????”
“No one’s telling you to stay on my hand, let alone come out, Sukuna.”
you explained everything about sukuna to mikey and he’s lost for words 
because it was the most bizarre thing he has ever heard
but he’s genuinely curious about sukuna and when he interrupts, mikey takes it as an opportunity to ask him questions
it happens too many times that sukuna got annoyed at him LMAO
“Babe, Y/n, can you switch out with him? I wanna see how that works.”
“Mikey... it’s too dangerous to do that. And also, he says no.”
but sukuna in your mind is just
“Switch with me Y/n, I’m going to kill the brat.”
mikey is thankful to have you in his life and he loves and appreciates you just as much as you do for him <3
h a k k a i
hakkai likes that he can be comfortable around you
at first, he was super shy around you
and you noticed this, so you would put in the effort to make him slowly open up to you
he’s appreciative of you being patient with him 
but oh my god was he worried when you told him you were a sorcerer
he’s worried for his and your well being and safety
his because he found out that there was such things called curses who cause harm to humans
and yours because it was your responsibility to deal with these dangerous creatures
you’re aware of his fear towards curses so you won’t talk about them to him
when you have to go off for missions, hakkai will be scared shitless for you
you did tell him of the possibility of you dying and he’s just even more worried for you
he’ll try to distract you so you wouldn’t go to your missions
but you always promise him that you’ll be back to put him at ease
he’s still gonna be worried sick while he waits for you 
when you’re done with your mission, you’ll text him immediately to tell him that you were alright
he’s sure to bring you flowers when he visits you at the place you’re getting treated at
he will ask you about the injuries you have to make sure that it wasn’t too fatal
he’ll be with you until you could go home
when you get home, he’ll make sure you’re comfortable by tucking you in bed with many pillows and soft toys surrounding you
although hakkai is gonna be worried for you, he really is thankful for you risking your life to help other people
so making sure that you’re comfortable is his way of showing his love and appreciation for you 
sukuna scares the shit out of him
the first time hakkai encountered sukuna was when you were passed out after a mission
and hakkai was staring at your sleeping form when a mouth and an eye appeared on your cheek
“I don’t understand you mortals. Boy, why are you doing this for this useless mortal?”
hakkai has never screamed so loud in his life
you woke up panicking
“BABE? WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING?”
but then sukuna started laughing and that’s when you understood
you had to tell him all about sukuna being in you and hakkai almost passed out
his poor heart, he was terrified for you and himself
he’ll avoid getting too intimate with you until you give him reassurance that sukuna wouldn’t pop up 
but from time to time, sukuna would come out or even switch with you just so he could scare hakkai
you feel really bad for sukuna scaring your boyfriend so you’ll always apologise and try to make it up to him
despite sukuna scaring hakkai, he still loves being around you and loves you for being apart of his life <3
d r a k e n
draken loves that you make the effort to understand him
i honestly feel like he is more used to giving than receiving
so with you, he was able to understand what it’s like to be pampered and loved
but draken isn’t one to be very vocal about his love towards you
and he’s thankful that you understand that and not pester him when he isn’t giving you much attention
when you guys hang out, he enjoys it a lot
mainly because he loves your humour
you can make anything fun and he really likes that about you
draken was super indifferent when you told him that you were a sorcerer
his reaction was “oh cool.”
you were expecting a much more shocked reaction by him 
but he thought you were joking with him 
when you tell him about your missions, he just thinks it’s the plot of a manga that you were reading
he really didn’t believe you
until he met sukuna LMAO
it was when you were walking with him when a gang came up to challenge draken 
to protect you, he beat all of them down while you stood behind him 
when your boyfriend was done, he came up to you
“Wow~ That was impressive Ken~!”
“That was not impressive at all. I can defeat them all faster than he can.”
you hurriedly slapped your cheek while staring at draken
the both of you just stared at each other in silence
“what.. the fuck.. was that?”
and you explained who sukuna was 
he was at lost for words, there was just too much information flowing into his mind right then 
but he definitely believed that curses are real and that you weren’t joking with him this entire time
i feel like draken wouldn't be affected by sukuna too much
because the both of you wouldn’t be intimate with each other often
and when you do, sukuna will pop up which will make draken maybe roll his eyes but that’s it
he’ll probably tell you how annoying sukuna is also
“Babe, can you tell him to stop interrupting us?”
“I did, but he doesn’t care.”
“Of course I don’t. But I can’t stand being around when the both of you start being intimate.”
but now draken believes that curses exist and when you go out on your missions, he’ll be there to root for you
before you leave, he’ll give you some form of encouragement 
he has complete faith in you, he knows that you’re strong and that you’ll come back safe
but he’s still gonna worry a little 
after your mission, he’ll visit you with gifts and he’ll listen to whatever happened during your mission
he still finds it bizarre that it’s all real but it’s interesting to hear you talk about it
draken knows about your morals and goals of protecting and saving people
but when you come to him, looking all gloomy because you failed
he’ll be there to give you all his attention
he’ll listen to you and help you feel better by cuddling with you 
draken hates seeing you upset, he thinks your smile is the prettiest thing in the world he’s ever seen <3
p e h y a n
peh yan loves you because you’re one of the few people who aren’t judgmental towards him
you were just so nice to him when the both of you were talking and he just caught feelings for you
he wasn’t expecting you to return the feelings 
he was over the moon when you said yes to getting together with him
peh yan loves it when you would list out the things you love about him 
he finds it comforting and reassuring 
when you told him you were a sorcerer however, he doesn’t believe you IHDAO
mainly because he’s in denial that curses exist
only when you managed to tell him specific details about your mission then he believed you
but he was still slightly skeptical about it 
when you come back from missions all beaten up, he though that you had gotten into a fight and was ready to beat them up for you
but you had to tell him it was from the curses
he’ll still think you had gotten into a fight but he’ll choose to trust your word 
he finally believes you when he saw sukuna
you were explaining to your boyfriend all about curses and he was doubting you
until sukuna decided to pop out to scare him
“I am in fact real you foolish mortal.”
“Sukuna! I told you not to come out around him!”
“I do not care. He was doubting that I even existed.”
peh yan just sat there, mouth agape, he had to blink multiple times 
he thought that his eyes were playing tricks on him but no matter the amount of times he blinked, sukuna was still there on your cheek
“I.. believe you now.”
sukuna would come out to annoy peh yan and your boyfriend was very irritated with him
so like baji, he’s gonna wanna fight sukuna too
but you had to tell him that he was gonna die and that punching him was the same as punching you 
only then did he change his mind
so now he’s aware that curses exist
and he understands how dangerous it is whenever you’re out on your missions
he will be worried for sure and he’ll ask if he could follow you to help you
“I’m sorry babe, you can’t come along.”
“But, what if you get hurt? I won’t be there to help you.”
“It’s okay hun, I’ll be alright and if I do get hurt, the other sorcerers can help me! You’re helping me enough by believing in me~!”
that always manages to reassure him and he’ll give you a hug and a quick peck before you leave
peh yan will get you any kind of gift you like when you get home
either favourite food, drink, that stuffie you’ve always wanted or anything that he thought you may like 
you’re kind of like a role model to him too
because he really looks up to your morals and he feels like he should follow them to become a better person
peh yan loves you for accepting the person that he is and he could never ask for a better person to be with <3
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bunny-xoxo · 3 years
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Pretty People Supremacy Playlist 🖤
for my angel @1010andneji , I hope you love it 🖤
disclaimers: fem!reader, because this a request for someone with she/her pronouns, I believe the reader is referred to as she/her a few times, Kenma is aged up and this is based in him attending University just to be clear‼️
warning: it gets a little saucy in the make out department ?
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a/n: ahhhhh!!! I’m sorry this took so long and I really hope you like it and you felt like it was worth the wait! Please let me know if you need me to change anything ‼️ i luv you bae 😔✊🏼 also thank you to my wife @ikigaitooru for helping me choose your matchup here! I was stuck between one other person but we ultimately decided on Kenma, we both believe he exhibits prime quiet himbo energy :) also I kind of went off and wrote a lot on this one 😶 sorry I think? Regardless, I hope you enjoy!!!
Relationship Headcannons
Ok so ultimately, I paired you together NOT just cause you thinks he’s pretty but I think you guys would be so good together!! Like you would be so good for him
You guys would balance each other out socially and just be the best pair to hang out with pleaseee
He knows he can be stupid and chaotic with you and you know you can let yourself wind down with him!!
Kenma CAN be blunt sometimes so I’m sure he’d have to catch onto your sensitivity at first, but he’d be so sincere if he ever accidentally said or did anything that made you feel some type of way
And once he is aware of your sensitivity he’s constantly reassuring you in little ways, not only that he understands and is trying to comfort you but just to reassure you he loves you, for example :
HAND SQUEEZES
I know some people have mentioned that he wouldn’t be into PDA but I disagree! It’s just not in the conventional let me be all over you types of PDA
I feel like it’s just not a big deal to him cause he’s like 🤨 what do I have to be embarrassed for?? This my mf baby and I’m gonna hold her hand if I want to ??
Like, I see him as a big hand holder frfr
He would just see it as such an easy way to be physically close to you and even if that’s just holding pinky’s he’s down!
It would also help him if he’s feeling anxious!
Like he’d fiddle with your hands and fingers if he’s feeling particularly antsy or nervous
OH
You guys are out and he wants to go in a different direction? He’s definitely bringing your hand to his lips to give a quick peck and pull you along
“C’mon, let’s look over here”
AND HES SO NONCHALANT ABOUT IT TOO LIKE HE JUST DOESNT QUITE REALIZE THE EFFECT HE HAS ON YOU WHEN HE DOES THAT (he totally does but he likes to be slick and act like he doesn’t 🙄)
He would also DEFINITELY let you play with his hands if you’re nervous or bored or whatever reason honestly, he’d find it soothing and knows it occupies you or fills a need (and you get to look at pretty Kenma hands c’mon now)
ANYWAYS there are other little ways he’d reassure you too besides hand squeezes and holding
Definitely the type to leave you little notes in places for you to find them and they’d always say such simple things like “hi- kenma <3” LMAOOOO PLS HES TRYING HIS BEST
I think the final biggest way he’d love to reassure you would be words of affirmation (this is definitely a private thing)
I think he’d still deliver them in a blunt manner but that’s how you know he’s sincere!
You two would just be chilling at his place and you’d do something simple like, ask how much water he’s drank today or play with his hair and tell him he shouldn’t overwork himself and he’d just look at you so seriously and be like, “I really appreciate you, you know that?”
And it’d be sort of deadpan but like !!!
And he’d just kiss your hand after - always the palm - and then he’d just press his cheek into your hand before kissing it one more time and moving on like that literally just didn’t happen KENMA KING OF HAND KISSES
Okok moving on before I get stuck on his hands again anskdkdksiaj
So we don’t talk about himbo Kenma enough!!!! Like ok
He’s NOT big and ripped like ya know Bokuto and he seems super smart but I’m telling you this man is a quiet clueless himbo ‼️
You can’t tell me you’d be talking on and on about biology or something and he’d just have this little lost look in his eye while he’s nodding along and smiling softly listening to you talk and you’re like ,,??
“Wait, do you even understand what I’m saying?”
And he’d really just be like no :)
“but your eyes are really pretty and I like watching your lips move while you talk :) (this man is also a king of innocent flirting and you can’t tell me otherwise!!!)
OMG and if you’re even the slightest bit flustered by his comment he WILL notice and he’ll do his best to hide his sly little smile and just grab one of your hands and squeeze it and be like, “keep going, I’m listening”
KENMA HIMBO NATION RISE
Ok ALSO you two would literally just be such a pretty couple? Just like so pleasing to look at????? Like you’re both so pretty it’s unfair! And your style OMG
Like you’re just so soft like the epitome of 🦋✨👼☁️☺️ girl and 🎮🎱🖤👾🌙 boy ykwim???
and his long hair PLS Kenma man bun supremacy 🙌🏼
I can’t stress enough how pretty you two would be it would just make sense seeing you two together ugh
UGH you dying Kenmas hair for him?? And he’d just sit cross legged in a chair while you do it and he keeps leaning and moving to wherever you are around him cause your hands are in his hair and it’s so soothing!! What’s he supposed to do??
“Kenma, stay still you’re gonna bet bleach on my shirt!”
“But didn’t you wear that in case bleach did get on it?”
“Kenma-“
“I’m just saying if that’s the case then I don’t understand why I can’t hug you while you bleach my hair? 🤨”
“😐”
“Ok so-“
“Kenma.”
“😒”
Yeah queue pouty Kenma acting indifferent 🙄✋🏼
Just give him a kiss on his nose and he’ll get over it even though he’ll feign his grumpiness to get treated like a baby a little bit longer
UGH PLS I GOTTA STOP I COULD GO ON FOREVER
Bottom line, Kenma’s your quiet little himbo and you’re his loud soft girlfriend, and it’s one of the most adorable things ever
Ok, so we’re finally to what you came for LMAO, your playlist!
OKOK so similar to the first one I made, there’s no theme besides music taste so I tried to make this like a soundtrack of your guys relationship if that makes sense?
I really hope you enjoy and please let me know if you need any changes or would like to be paired up with someone else 🖤‼️ Without further ado, your songs and explanations!
1. Siren - Kailee Morgue: ok I think this one still kind of fits the vibe you’re looking for but you can’t tell me Kenma didn’t see you as some bewitching vixen who’s caught his attention LMAO like he’s just like 👁👄👁 she’s so pretty and entrancing help me! and he’d try to be like haha I’m cool I’m cool I’m fine 😎🥴😎 but it’s so obvious he likes you too (you’d kind of be able to tell with the way he looks at you and how it took so long for the blush to leave his neck and ears whenever he’d talk to you) but he just really decides he has no choice in the matter, he wants you so bad LMAO
2. Juice - iyla: more off the first one, the way you just appeared into Kenmas life LMAO like he saw you and just 😳🥴😍‼️ and once he started to feel real feelings he’d be so 🏃‍♂️💨 WHERE THE FUCK DID SHE COME FROM??? But he wants you so BAD he can’t do anything about it, and now not only does he just want you 😳 but he wants you and he wants to be yours , pls he has it hard
3. See You Again (feat. Kali Uchis) - Tyler, The Creator: ok this is like THE song to your guys relationship just UGH I know you two would have such pining. Kenma would DEFINITELY be nervous to even talk to you at first cause he’s definitely like 🥴 she’s prettt hhng and he’s so shy and you just have such HEART EYES over him and you don’t even hide it that well LMAO (“it’s them rose colored cheeks yeah it’s them dirt colored eyes 😔😩”- u @ him) and it just makes him so NERVOUS!! But you two would definitely dance around it for a bit like you’d just be so 😍‼️ He’s pretty and shy hehe I like him gimme gimme 😍 and he’d be so flustered by it at first until you guys FINALLY get over yourselves (when kenma stops being a baby LMAO) like you guys jus wanna kiss so bad and literally everyone’s like JUST FUCKING DO IT, SHIT it’s adorable really
4. Doves In The Wind (feat. Kendrick Lamar) - SZA: ok I know this song is kinda saucy an idk if it’s overplayed but listen YOU CANT TELL ME THIS ISNT KENMAS FUCKING ANTHEM!! like he jus absolutely jams to this song definitely a sza stan and loves playing vibey music like hers during his gaming sessions but like the way he would worship the ground you walk on and be like mf im HERS do not get it twisted, in no way does she belong to me buT THE WAY I BELONG TO HER WHEW ‼️
5. Moment - Victoria Monét: ok why do I feel like most of the songs I added on here are vaguely steamy LMAO but ok this song? Yeah whew 💨 this is definitely one of those songs that play while you two would be lazily making out with those little led lights on (you just know kenma has those) and you two would just be laying there and know this is one of those moments you guys are never gonna forget. Your hands are just roaming and caressing each other while your lips are locked and you guys are so breathless and it’s just wow, you guys must have manifested each other cause this moment is so perfect between you two. And even though it’s a little sloppy it’s so intimate and you both feel like you’re living in a dream. messy hair flushed Kenma whos breathing heavy? Yeah I think so
6. Deep Cuts - Healy: Kenma is always trying his hardest to be the best he can when he loves something. We know this we’ve all seen him and Tora when it comes to volleyball and the way he gets with Hinata. And this wouldn’t change when it comes to your guys relationship, he is constantly going to be putting in his best effort to get to know you better, be the best boyfriend he can be to you and make you feel as loved as he can. He’s memorized everything there is to know about you and sometimes he gets lost in that and it makes him insecure about himself from his overthinking (you can’t tell me he’s not a chronic overthinker) and he’d forget to just enjoy himself sometimes. Like Kenma stop stressing, you can relax when you hold her hand. But he’d reach this point with you when he’d probably be being a bit difficult and you’d just make him feel so loved. He had been overworking himself again, which you HATED. You could tell from the bags under his eyes and the way his hair was messily pulled back into a low bun and the way the neckline of his hoodie showed he wasn’t even wearing a shirt underneath. But it was date night!! So what if he was tired and overworked quality time is important to you!!! I mean, that’s what he’s thinking. But you would just pull him into a hug and kiss his forehead and start to undress into comfy clothes and he’d be so confused like ?? Uhm, date night?? And you’d just pull him to your shared bed by his sleeve and under the covers and into your arms while you just kissed the top of his head. You’d take his hair out of his bun and run your fingers through it getting rid of some of the tangles and just be so CARING to him. “Let’s just stay in, you’re tired and I’d rather lay with you while you get some sleep, we can always go out another time.” Yeah he’s in love that’s it ‼️ you make him feel like he’s exactly enough for you as he is and that’s all he wants pls tbis is so long and for what??? Like this could be a Drabble in itself??? Anyways
7. Easy - DaniLeigh: you guys are definitely an exclusive couple but you really show Kenma what it means to just take it slow and relax! After the date night (deep cuts) he knows it’s ok to just relax into your guys love and he doesn’t have to force or rush anything cause it all comes naturally. Secondly , the WAY THIS BOY MAKES YOU FEEL - he just always looks at you with these deep eyes that hold so much love and it makes you feel so exposed every time cause he just loves you so much and it’s so intense l. It makes your face heat up cause he so clearly thinks your perfect. Also, this just gives total late night ride vibes. Kenma would definitely be driving on the freeway and this song comes on and he just places his hand on your thigh while he’s driving and he’s humming along to this song and he can feel you staring at him so he just casts you a quick side glance and goes “hmmm?” And you’re like 👁👄👁 nothing (Kenma is the king of late night car ride music fr)
8. CPR - Summer Walker: ok I don’t even need to explain myself with this one, the song is so self explanatory! You just make each other feel so at home. Point blank ‼️ like Kenma will just think back like 😇 where would I be without this bitch the thought makes him truly sad and he likes to avoid it at all costs
9. Rain - Lucy Park: pls this song is so soft (I hope it fits the vibe ahhh!!) but this is just more of kenma being an absolute softy for you LMAO. He’s not very good at taking care of himself sometimes and you’re always there to be like 😡‼️ NO‼️ and it makes him so soft he can’t help it, it’s not that he does it on purpose cause that’s insane but the fact you know his limits when even he doesn’t sometimes blows his mind and he’s never felt more loved than in those moments (let’s bring up Deep Cuts again 🙄✋🏼 pls this boy just needs someone soft to put him in his place LOL)
10. moonlight - dhruv: ok but when Kenma knows he’s in love with you, he has to tell you. And what better way to tell you than, well, tell you. He’d definitely try to plan it in his head to be perfect like ok what’s her favorite place? Where’d we first meet? Should I tell her there? Should our song be playing in the background? Kenma, your himbo and over thinker tendencies are showing, just tell her already! It’d be early in the morning, and you two are making breakfast together while he’s listening to you ramble on about the recent events of your favorite show and he’s just smiling and nodding, doing his best to recall the other plot points that have happened. And you, distracted with your ranting, go to take a bite of your freshly made breakfast- which is still scalding hot. You IMMEDIATELY start panting and drop your fork, running over to the faucet and shoving your head under it doing your best to soothe your mouth with the cold water. And Kenma feels awful, but this is fucking hilarious. So sure he’s holding your hair back so you can really get that water but he’s dying in the process. Almost keeled over and gripping at his stomach type laughter and you’re swatting at him to no avail and he just can’t help himself, “oh, fuck I love you.” He said it between his gasps of air from laughing and didn’t even realize it. Not until you stood up fully with water still dripping off your chin just looking at him. This idiot immediately started apologizing like omg this isn’t how I wanted to say it ahhhh but you assure him this was perfect, and that you love him too (pls love this man he can’t help but love you too)
11. Easily - Bruno Major: does this count as angst? ok call back to Kenma being an overthinker who overworks himself and probably overlooks his own needs at times, there’s bound to be some tension between you two at times. You’re concerned about his health and he insists he’s fine but you know he’s not, and while I don’t ever see him blowing up on you I could see little arguments about his self-care habits. Sometimes he stays up too late, or he’s stressing himself over something that doesn’t need that much thought! Regardless, he knows you just love him and he does the same thing for you and he just needs to get better at not being so stubborn when it comes to taking care of himself. And he just hopes that you know he loves you and appreciates what you do for him even though it doesn’t seem like it all the time, and that hopefully you won’t give up on him.
12. Streets - Doja Cat: ok I added this one mainly for the vibes but like you can’t tell me Kenma isn’t pined over in university LMAO. Like he’s pretty and polite but also indifferent, mentally ill bitches eat that shit UP; and there’s PLENTY of those in university LMAO. And like you aren’t a toxic possessive person don’t worry but MAN he’s fighting these girls off with a stick at this point LMAO and he just doesn’t get it pls, like he’d definitely be the partner in an assignment who just comes prepared and is kind of quiet to a fault but is so nice and just gets his shit done. Would also offer a pencil if you forgot one and maybe I’m just a whore but that gets me everytime 😌
13. Kiss U Right Now - Duckwrth: ok mainly for the vibes but !!! You and Kenma in the kitchen cooking and this song comes on and he comes up behind you and turns you around and your faces are all close and he keeps singing “I think I wanna kiss u” and smirking but he’s just ghosting his lips over yours instead and moving his head back every time you try to kiss him and giggling before doing it all over again! giggly Kenma supremacy
14. Butterfly - UMI: ok we been talking about how much Kenma would be devoted to you, but like you wouldn’t be the same!!!! Kenma means so much to you and you do your best to show your care and all you wanna do is see him happy as much as he wants the same for you, omg you guys are so in love it’s gross 🤢
15. Pick Up Your Phone - Hojean: what more can I say!!! You guys just love each other and love spending as much time together as you can!! (I like ending these playlists with a really happy mood :) )
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Here it is! Thank you for being so patient and I really hope you like this! I always get nervous posting for my baby’s 🖤 love you cutie!
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akatsvmu · 3 years
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ok hot take — but also because I’m genuinely curious — I’ve seen a lot of discussion about the anti - Asian racism in shadow and bone and how it was unnecessary + obvious that the writers were white, etc.
*this ended up being long so I put the rest under the cut*
before I begin I just want to say that im just putting this out here to hear what others have to say !! I’m open to whatever u have to say legit I just want to talk to others about this hahah. I don’t want to make anyone feel uncomfortable, but if I do then I apologize and if you feel like it, to let me know why exactly so I can be more aware next timee
okk so, reading what everyone else had to say after finishing the season made me question myself BIG TIMEEEE because tbh ..... I didn’t really see what the problem was as I was watching the show 😭
I didnt watch any trailers or promo vids before the show bc I didnt want to expect anything. so the first time I heard about Alina being half - shu was when she said it in the show — and TBHHH I was actually so happy (since I’m South East Asian) it was a pleasant surprise, I was like “omg I can relate to uu !! <33” kind of thing ya know.
After i watched it, I read the discussions on how they handled it and everything and I was worried bc I was still having such a hard time seeing what was so wrong about it,, I genuinely felt really bad at this point bc I was thinking like ... am I racist ?? Or am I actually contributing to racism and all that ?? soo I wanted to just share some of my thoughts here and if you actually finish reading this maybe like share some of your thoughts too ??
okok so hear we go — Alina being changed into half - shu didnt bother me at all, as I said earlier it was a nice surprise since it allowed me to relate to her more, i remember i even texted my friend bc i was so happy lmaooo (plus I thought it fit well since Jessie is actually half chinese).
About how the racism was ‘unnecessary’ since it’s a fictional world and all >> I get how they technically didn’t need to add it in — BUT... I kind of liked that they did add it ?? since it showed me that, oh you know she went through all of that, was discriminated against, etc. but was still able to do all the things she did and she didn’t let any of that stop her (I've finished the trilogy so I know how her story ends, assuming they stick to the books in later seasons lmao).
I mean tbh I even felt kinda better ? Hopeful even ?? My line of thinking was like “even the sun summoner faced some racism yet she was able to push through her journey !!” and all that ++ plus how she didn’t let it affect her — she even said, “don’t change my eyes” in that one scene which made me feel really proud for some reason.
about how they only centered the racism around Alina >> like how Jesper or Inej didn't really have to face any racism ++ and how it was all anti shu ..... again that didn’t rly bother me bc like ..... she’s kind of the main character ????? Not to say that the other characters stories don’t matter (lmao im not done w crooked kingdom yet but I already prefer their duology over the trilogy 😭🤚🏼) but given the fact that this particular adaptation of the story (or even season) is about Alina and Her experiences,, it’s kind of a given that the story will literally revolve around her and the challenges she faces ?????
the books obviously talked about what inej and the others went through + but that was because they had two books and individual chapters to flesh out their characters, plus we learned about their origins through a flashback type thing, it wasn’t a linear storyline.
This season had 8 episodes, so I really didn’t expect them to focus on their backstories since it's established that they’ve been working together for a while (the three crows, not Nina and Matthias). In the show, Alina has just discovered her powers = meaning her arc has just started.
lastly, about how it was unnecessary that Zoya was racist to Alina >> This one confused me a lot im ngl, because in the first book zoya does act like a lil bitch to Alina and everyone in the little palace — Marie and Nadia constantly talked shit abt her behind her back — bro even Genya didn’t like her lol — ALSO she even admitted to this in the second or third book right ?? So considering where her arc goes — I thought that this was obvious ?? she was meant to be disliked at first bc she literally has a redemption arc (AHHH don’t get me wrong here I loved zoya in the end pls shes so snarky ahidhshshs she a lil bitch but she owns it 😌😌 as she should)
I know she wasn’t outright racist to Alina in the books — but she was mean to her — *if I’m not wrong doesn’t she also whisper to Alina in front of the king about how she was an orphan peasant?* given the changes in the show, I thought it was understandable for her to treat her that way (not that it’s ok for anyone to be treated that way but you get the point right...) also idk if this counts but she does correct that one lady saying that Inej was suli and not whatever she originally said.
okk that’s all I can think of now, if you made it this far I wanna say thank uuu so much ily 🥰 ,, I know this was long I didnt think I had this much to say.
if you want then pleaseee share some of your thoughts 🤲🏼🤲🏼 i don’t want to subconsciously be a racist apologist or anything 😭😭 so I’m open to hearing what u have to say ++ also I’m really just wondering why I saw this so differently compared to everyone else ahshsjhdhs.
edit: ive only read the trilogy and six of crows so far. i havent had the time to start crooked kingdom or nikolai's books bc school :/ soo if youre gonna comment, please dont mention anything about crooked kingdom and anything after that !! huhu shhshshsa
SECOND EDIT: someone commented on this but i posted it accidentally and deleted the old one and didnt see their comment im gonna cry aaaaaa
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darlinvandijk · 4 years
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Obvious
Concept: a request where being the opener for ruel leads to some pretty obvious crushes for two oblivious singers, who need a little help from the fans to make the ship happen, since they seem to be the only ones to notice how obvious the feelings are between the two (p.s. it’s long like all my other ones, sorry about that). Dm me and whatnot for any requests and I’ll be happy to comply! Hope you enjoy :)
I walk around my hotel room frantically looking for my shoes that I planned on wearing tonight, but obviously with my luck they were nowhere to be found. I’m laying on my stomach, halfway under the bed, when I hear my hotel room door open, and feet making there way over to me.
“So I have two questions, why’re you under the bed and are you ready to go do soundcheck?” Is all I hear from Ruel before I smack my head trying to get out from under the bed.
“Ow fuck, uhm I am ready for soundcheck but I lost my shoes and was looking for them, have you seen them?” I ask him with pleading eyes, knowing that he hasn’t seen them, but hoping it’ll lead him to offer up some help to search for them, also trying to hide the fact that I was embarrassed from doing that in front of him.
“Guess it’s time to start looking” he grumbles with a dramatic eye roll as he rubs the spot where I smacked my head before giving it a small kiss and walking away to start to make his way around my room, looking through bags and drawers for my shoes.
Within minutes he’s tossing my shoes at me and ushering me out the door, with one hand planted firmly on my lower back, so we can make it to soundcheck only a few minutes late. We get in and do a few warmups, before doing our usual soundcheck and messing around a bit before we start heading back to the hotel to hangout before the show starts.
“Wanna do a live with me? The fans have been relentlessly telling me to do one and said that if I don’t have you make an appearance they’ll deem Coco the better Van Dijk” he mumbles while awkwardly standing in front of his hotel room, which just so happens to be right across from mine. I laugh as I look at the defeated look on his face, he should already know that Coco is indeed better than him.
“Yeah, let me change first though” I tell him while opening my door with my key card. He nods his head and goes into his room to set everything up.
I take off my pants and replace them with a pair of shorts, while also grabbing the hoodie I borrowed from Ruel the other day and putting it on. I proceed to make my way across the hall and into his room, since he left the door partially open so I could enter. I walk in just as he starts the live and starts saying hi to the fans.
“Okay so I have a surprise for you guys, since all of you won’t stop harassing me, welcome our special guest” Ruel exclaims while grabbing me and pulling me against him so that I fit into the frame. He pulls a bit harder than expected, so my body falls on top of him, making us land on the bed face to face, with him gripping my waist, pressing me against him even more if possible.
“Rueloff you big oaf, look what you’ve done” I shriek while laughing, trying to hide the fact that this postition was making me very flustered, he comes out of his daze as slightly blushes before he helps me move into a position where we are sitting side by side in front of the camera and can both see the comments from the fans.
“Hi my loves, how are you all?” I ask leaning forward a bit so that I can read all the comments pouring in, ignoring the hand that Ruel put on my leg out of the cameras frame, since I know he means nothing by it. I laugh when I see how crazy the fans are about us finally doing a live together.
cocoisbetterthanu: is my ship fucking SAILING rueloff_2: he is literally so flustered how can this bitch not tell he wants her??? 2tall4u: did y’all SEE that mf position they were in roolthefool: oh god mom and dad are my goals and that’s on that bitch rueloff_2: HOLD UP ISNT THAT RUELS HOODIE OR AM I DUMB loco4coco: nO way that’s his fucking hoodie omg y’all we called it
“Slow down with the comments guys, I can’t read that fast” Ruel whines trying to read them, I throw my head back laughing while slightly leaning on him to not lose balance and fall off the bed. He looks over at me and gives me a soft smile, just for a second forgetting about the thousands of viewers watching them, and focusing on the one girl he loves, but is too afraid to tell.
“Okay so let’s answer some of these. First of all sailing? Do I look like a boat to you? I also am not only not a boat, but I am not a mother and pleaseee this is my hoodie” I sassily say while dramatically flipping my hair over my shoulder. Ruel laughs and gives me a light shove before glancing at the hoodie and rolling his eyes.
“I know I said you could borrow it, but I didn’t think you’d actually keep it and just never give it back to me” he says playfully glaring at me causing me to snort and turn back to the phone to look at more comments. This time just seeing comments about how I’m so blind for not noticing the obvious, like what’s obvious?
“That’s a you problem bubs, buuut rueloff_2 you’re correct, this is actually his hoodie, that I now proclaim as mine” I say laughing, only to turn and see Ruel blushing as he reads the comments. Before I can even question him on what everyone means when they say ‘it’s obvious’ he starts talking.
“Guys she’s always called me bubs, it’s not anything new, stoppp embarrassing me” He whines as he sees all of them calling him bubs. I lean my head on his arm and smile up at him, as he looks down at me and smiles before turning back to the live and answering more questions.
“Ooh Ruel there’s a question for you, got a crush on anyone?” I ask him with a small smirk, trying to hide the fact that I’m beyond nervous to hear his reply. He tenses up and turns red, causing my heart to shatter, but I cover it up with a laugh and a slight nudge to his arm.
“Uhm like celebrity crush?” He asks while trying to avoid answering the question. I roll my eyes before giving him a deadpan look.
“Obviously not, they mean a real girl that you actually have a chance with, not like Beyoncé or something” I say with a grin, even though I’m literally sweating buckets because of the question and not wanting to know what beautiful girl he’s gonna say.
“I mean uhm yeah, I guess so. I don’t have a chance with her, she just sees me as a best friend, but you can’t help who you have feelings for” He says with a small smile as I nod and face the live to focus on more comments, trying to ignore the feeling of heartbreak, whilst being completely oblivious to the tall boy watching me with a soft smile and affection clouding his eyes.
As I’m looking at the comments, I see a particular one that catches my eye, but I knew it was too fast for Ruel to see.
loco4coco: y’all are killing me with this whole oblivious not seeing what’s in front of u thing 2tall4u: sing a song to describe your crush, both of you roolthefool: do IT cocoisbetterthanu: u must do it or I’ll die
“Oh I’ve been dazed and confused, from the day I met you” I sing with a small smirk, wondering if the fans will catch on to me answering their question. Giving them a sad smile when I see the comments start flying in ranging from “oh my god” to “that couldn’t have been more obvious”, knowing that he’d never feel the same.
“Woah she sings one line from my song and you guys go crazy, but I sing all the time on here and you guys ignore me and just ask to see Coco” he mumbles with a glare towards the camera before shaking his head with a small smile, coming out of the trance he was in while she sang. Which didn’t go unnoticed by fans, as they watched him stare at her with a complete look of awe on his face. We talk to the fans for a little bit longer before my phone starts getting messages from Nate about getting off live.
“Aww sorry guys we have to go now, Nate just texted that it’s time to head over for the show, love you all” I say blowing a kiss to the camera, with Ruel smiling and wrapping his arm around me and giving a wave before ending the live. We both decide to get ready in his room, listening to music and joking around with each other the whole time, before finally leaving to go start the concert.
We get to the venue and I go out and do my set, seeing Ruel singing to all my songs on the side of the stage, before thanking the fans and telling them to get ready for Ruel. I jog off stage with a wave, grabbing the water bottle Ruel was holding and taking a drink from it.
“You killed it bubs” he mumbles, pressing a kiss to my forehead. I smile against his chest before giving him a small hug and telling him to go kill it on stage. While he’s up there, I get a phone call, telling Nate to record however much I miss, before jogging to a quiet part of the back area. While I’m taking a call, I miss a fan yelling out to Ruel to “man up and make my ship happen already”, causing him to roll his eyes at them before replying with a comment that makes the fans go crazy.
“I will, you guys know I did read a lot of those comments today, but if you’re wrong and make me embarrass myself, I’m quitting this tour” he laughs causing the fans to scream and laugh. He then glances over to Nate, who gives him a thumbs up to signal that I’m still gone, before Ruel keeps talking and comes up with a quick plan with the crowd, before resuming to his set list.
I come back and listen to the rest of his set and as he is about to play one very last song, since the crowd begged him, when they start chanting for me to go on stage with him. He motions for me to come join him out there, leading to me shyly joining him on stage, knowing that most of these fans probably watched the live. Once I’m within reach, he pulls me over and wraps his arm around my waist, causing the fans to erupt in screams, and my face to grow hot.
“Do you guys mind if I do a special song as my encore?” Ruel asks the crowd, causing them to all scream out in excitement. He lets out a laugh and nods his head, turning to the band and giving them a thumbs up to start the track. I give Ruel a confused look, considering the song was starting and I didn’t have a microphone or even know what the plan was. He gives me a soft smile before grabbing my hand and turning me to completely face him.
“Oh I’ve been dazed and confused, from the day I met you” Ruel belts out with a smirk on his face as he watches my expression turn from confused to absolutely mortified.
Before I can even do anything, he grabs my waist and pulls me in close, pressing his forehead into mine, both of us ignoring the screaming and everything happening behind us. He moves one hand slowly up from my waist to the side of my neck, slowly tilting my head up. I breathe in deeply staring into his green eyes, watching as he cracks a small smile at me.
“You’ve been a little oblivious to my feelings for you, but we’re gonna change that” He mutters leaving no room for argument, his breath fanning across my lips, right as he smirks and leans down, completely pressing his lips to mine, causing the crowd to lose their minds.
“Fucking finally!! We’ve known about his crush for like 8 months now!” A fan screams causing Ruel to pull back with a laugh and me to look at him in awe. He turns back to me and gives me another small peck, causing the fans to go wild.
Later that night, I’m in my hotel room with Ruel as he lays with his head in the crook of my neck letting out soft even breaths while I lightly play with his hair, thinking about the fact that if it wasn’t for the fans we wouldn’t even be together right now. While I softly smile at the fact that we were so dumb to never notice one another’s feelings, I don’t even notice the shift of his head, as his green eyes stare up at me and watch me with nothing but pure love in them, a true love that’ll never go away.
Who knew that we could both be so obvious about our feelings, yet oblivious to each other’s feelings. Guess we’ve quite literally been Dazed and Confused with each other, or as our fans said “plain fucking stupid”.
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