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Love Points
๐๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐ . . .
หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ genre and tags: fluff. basketball au. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ warnings: none. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ pairing: eunwoo x fem!reader. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ wc: 1.1k.
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The squeak of Eunwooโ€™s shoes on the court and the thump of the basketball as he dribbled it across the court were sounds you had become very accustomed to. After starting to date the schoolโ€™s jock, you changed your scenery from the quietness of the library to the bustling atmosphere of the school gymnasium.ย 
You didnโ€™t mind it that much. You would spread your work out over the bleachers, working on your many projects whilst watching Eunwoo practice. Making friends with students on the sports teams was good for you as well. You needed to โ€œbranch outโ€, as your mom often told you, and you were finally doing it.ย 
You had stuck to your nerdy, studious, straight-a students friend group since 2nd grade, but you were halfway through highschool now. You had taken the push yourself to show up to one of the school events but ended up spending most of it sitting by yourself and eating snacks. Eunwoo must have caught sight of you from the other side of the room, because he had joined you at your table.
One thing led to another and before you knew it you had Eunwoo falling head first for you. You werenโ€™t quite sure how you did it, or what special charms you possessed, but he was completely in love with you.ย 
You caught yourself staring at your boyfriend as you thought about this. Your chemistry homework laid out next to you, but it was being completely neglected. You couldnโ€™t get yourself to look away from him, watching the slight sheen of sweat on his skin making his face look like it was glowing.
You watched his lips grow into a slight smirk and you knew you had been caught. You looked back at your work, pretending like you had been looking at it the whole time and hoping he wouldnโ€™t tease you about it.ย 
But he would never give up the opportunity to tease you.
โ€œI know Iโ€™m handsome, babe. You donโ€™t have to remind me of that fact.โ€ He said, still shooting baskets with ease.
โ€œDonโ€™t know what youโ€™re talking aboutโ€ฆโ€ You mumbled back with a scoff. He stopped shooting, holding the ball between his side and arm.
โ€œYouโ€™ve been studying ever since classes endedโ€ฆโ€ He started with a pout and you had your guesses as to where this was going.ย 
โ€œSo? Finals are coming up soon anyway.โ€ You muttered, clicking your mechanical pencil for more lead. You looked back at your boyfriend and then back down. You held your breath and counted in your head, closing your eyes as you completely expected what would happen next. You were sure he was going to ask you to go out on a date in 3โ€ฆ 2โ€ฆ 1.
โ€œWant to try shooting a hoop?โ€
โ€œSure- What?โ€ You looked up with wide eyes. Those were not the words you expected to come out of Eunwooโ€™s mouth. โ€œI thought you would ask to go on a date. Thatโ€™s what you always ask.โ€
Eunwoo grinned and shook his head, knowing he had tricked you into saying yes when you otherwise wouldโ€™ve said no. He motioned you to come over to him, sly glint in his eyes making you nervous.
โ€œWhat do I get out of this? I have chem homework.โ€ You complained as Eunwoo grabbed your wrist and walked you over a little bit closer than a 3-pointer range to make it easier for you.
โ€œCome on, we both know you were not studying. And for every point you get, Iโ€™ll give you a kiss, okay?โ€
โ€œHmmโ€ฆ convincing offer. You wonโ€™t cheat me out, right?โ€ You gave him a serious stare, studying his face to see if he was in an extra teasing mood today or would actually deliver on his promise. You couldnโ€™t quite tell because he put on an innocent look, pursing his lips and avoiding eye contact slightly.
โ€œFine, Iโ€™ll do it. 1 kiss for every basketball in the hoop.โ€ You grabbed the ball from Eunwooโ€™s hands, shaking your head slightly at his celebratory smile.
โ€œHold the ball like this,โ€ Eunwoo instructed, coming up behind you and guiding your hands, โ€œAnd then flick your wrist as you aim to shoot.โ€ He whispered in your ear, sending shivers down your spine and making the tips of your ears tint red.
You nervously jumped as you tried to aim the ball in a way that would go in, but you missed horribly. Eunwoo didnโ€™t tease you, though. He caught the ball as it was bouncing back, doing some fancy dribbling before throwing it towards you to catch.
โ€œDonโ€™t try to impress me with your fancy techniques. It wonโ€™t work.โ€ You told him, eyeing the net to try to find a better angle.
โ€œNo, it will,โ€ Eunwoo commented, โ€œIt already has judging by the way youโ€™re blushing.โ€ He reached out his hand, brushing his fingers against your pink cheek softly.
โ€œWhatโ€ฆ are you doing?โ€ You whispered, voice caught in your throat.
Eunwoo leaned in, and your eyes shut on instinct, getting up on your tiptoes to reach his lips. But instead of the soft kiss you were expecting, you heard Eunwooโ€™s giggles.
You opened your eyes, cheeks burning from more than just shyness now. You glared at your boyfriend and the kiss that he had taken from you.
โ€œWhat? You havenโ€™t scored yet. 1 kiss for 1 point, remember?โ€ He raised his eyebrow.
You groaned, โ€œIโ€™ve never had to work so hard for a kiss in my life.โ€ You shot the basketball again. It almost made it into the hoop, only to teeter off the edge at the last moment. You picked it up immediately, shooting again, and then again after that since you kept missing.
โ€œYou're very determined to get that kiss, huh?โ€
โ€œShh, youโ€™ll break my concentration.โ€ You tried one more time, hitting the board, but the ball seemed to refuse to go in the net.
โ€œLet me help you.โ€ Eunwoo stepped behind you, hands on yours to guide you. You let him aim and shoot, letting go of your pride to do it all on your own. You just wanted to get that kiss by any means.
This time, the ball went in smoothly, and you were sure it was all Eunwooโ€™s doing. You didnโ€™t give him enough time to make an excuse as you spinned around and pressed your lips to his. He kissed back without hesitating, even going so far to pick you up and spin you around once before setting you back down on your feet and breaking the kiss.
โ€œYou did well.โ€ Eunwoo said, smiling at you lovingly.
โ€œThat chem homework is never gonna get done, but who cares?โ€ You grinned, clasping Eunwooโ€™s hand in yours and pulling him across the gym floor.
โ€œWhere are we going?โ€
โ€œOn a date.โ€ย 
โ€œWhy all of a sudden?โ€ Eunwoo laughed.
โ€œDonโ€™t question it.โ€
หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ astro taglist: @yeonjuns-bluehair,, @hannahsophie0103,, @justhyunhoer,, @ddeonudepressions
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The Fall
Pairing: Cha Eunwoo x female reader
Genre: demon x saint au / romance / fluff
Warnings: none
Authorโ€™s Note: once again, Iโ€™ve returned to the world of The Ledger of Hearts. This was a story many have waited for. I hope you enjoy it.
Word count: 669
The Ledger of Hearts | Peace and Chaos | The Fall
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You were falling. Alone.
Wheezing out a laugh, you were impressed that Eunwoo had lured you into this descent. You had always been one for a dare, and when he had suggested you both jump off the bridge that connected the portals to heaven and hell, you had only done it because he was at your side.
Clever saint.
It was hard to see where you were going exactly. Time was irrelevant, but you could tell that the longer you fell, the faster you went. You were burning through realms, bursting through one indistinguishable scenery into another, the briefest amount of pain shredding through you at each interval. It seemed as if you would keep falling forever.
A just punishment for a demon who wished for more than your stack.
And then, he was in front of you. Or beneath you. His warm eyes caught yours, wide and frightened, yes, but also full of determination after finding you again. You attempted to smile, and you were certain the tears in your eyes werenโ€™t just from the speed you were both descending at. Reaching out for him, you wrapped your arms around his broad shoulders, burying your head into his neck.
Eunwoo was panting, the strain on his body beneath yours evident. Still, you clung to him, legs wrapped around his waist and arms folded over the other. If you were to fall for eternity, at least you would be together.
An unfurling happened around you, and with a strength you shouldnโ€™t possess now, you pulled back a fraction to see shimmering white wings spread out wide, attempting to slow your fall. You gasped when you realised it was working, and yet, feathers were loosening and flying by your face in clumps.
โ€œYour wings!โ€ you cried in horror, Eunwooโ€™s jaw clamped tightly against the strain. You hadnโ€™t known that saints could have wings. Perhaps his position above had been more powerful than you had assumed.
Delving inside, you pushed out your remaining magic, not being sure why you hadnโ€™t thought to do something aside from fall at such a grand pace before. Curls of darkness caressed what remained of his almost bare wings, protecting them from further damage.
He smiled with relief, relaxing his jaw a little as his hand rose to meet the side of your face. โ€œYou were scared, little hellion.โ€
โ€œOf course. I couldnโ€™t see you.โ€
โ€œWe chose this together,โ€ he reminded, and you nodded, nuzzling his hand. You barely had a moment more before you crashed into the unknown, the very life being knocked out of you.
For uncounted moments, you considered your death had arrived. You could see nor hear anything, and Eunwooโ€™s warmth was gone from your embrace. Whilst you felt no pain, you assumed you must have broken entirely upon impact.
Blinking slowly, the haze of the world around you began to clear. You were in a mortal land, though you werenโ€™t sure where. Hesitantly lifting your hands to your face, you noticed your skin was no longer luminous, your fingernails now painted and round instead of claws. Pulling yourself up off the ground, you tried to understand what had happened.
โ€œAre you alright?โ€ a familiar voice asked, and when you turned around, you stared at the man before you.
Gone were the wings, the heavenly glow. The man before you was simply that. No longer a saint, for he had officially fallen from piety. And a demon such as you? Had you been given some level of grace?
Eunwoo shifted forward, uncaring of the people that stepped around you in this strange metropolitan. โ€œWe dared to dream for more than peace and chaos, my love. Are you happy with our choice?โ€
โ€œWeโ€™re now mortal.โ€
โ€œIt appears so.โ€
โ€œWe answer to no one but ourselves,โ€ you continued, and Eunwoo sighed, giving a slight look to the heavens above. You chuckled. โ€œI will not follow His lead.โ€
โ€œNo, but will you follow mine?โ€
Leaning in to kiss him, you smiled against his lips. โ€œAlways.โ€
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๐™ด๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š˜ ๐š’๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข | ๐™ด๐š™๐š’๐š•๐š˜๐š๐šž๐šŽ
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| ๐˜ˆ, (๐˜ด๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต) ๐˜ | ๐–ข๐—๐–บ๐—๐–ฟ๐—‚๐–ผ, ๐–ง๐—‚๐—€๐— ๐—Œ๐–ผ๐—๐—ˆ๐—ˆ๐—… / ๐–ข๐—ˆ๐—…๐—…๐–พ๐—€๐–พ ๐– ๐–ด, ๐—๐—๐—‚๐—Œ ๐—‚๐—Œ ๐—‹๐–พ๐–บ๐—…๐—…๐—’ ๐—ƒ๐—Ž๐—Œ๐— ๐–บ ๐—Œ๐—๐—ˆ๐—‹๐—’ ๐–ฟ๐—Ž๐—…๐—… ๐—ˆ๐–ฟ ๐–บ๐—‡๐—€๐—Œ๐—
| ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ช ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด | ย 
โ†ณ ย  ๐˜—๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ - ๐–ค๐—Ž๐—‡๐—๐—ˆ๐—ˆ ๐—‘ ๐–ฑ๐–พ๐–บ๐–ฝ๐–พ๐—‹
โ†ณ ๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜บ - ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ป๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ค, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ. ๐˜Š๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ด, ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ. ย 
๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜บ 2000๐˜ด, ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ˆ๐˜๐˜” ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ.
๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ /๐˜•'๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด. ๐˜๐˜ฆ'๐˜ด ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ.
๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜บ 2000๐˜ด, ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ˆ๐˜๐˜” ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ /๐˜• ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ย  ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ /๐˜•'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ /๐˜• ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅย  ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ-๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง-๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ?
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๐˜พ๐™๐™–๐™€๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ค ๐™๐™–๐™จ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™œ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ
Y/NDaze:
Howdy
ChaEunwoo:
Hey Y/N
Y/NDaze:
What's up?
ChaEunwoo:ย 
Not much
How are you?
Y/NDaze:
Things could be better
ChaEunwoo:
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that
Y/NDaze:
How've you been?
ChaEunwoo:
Everything's been really good
Y/NDaze:
So what's new in your life?
ChaEunwoo:
Not a whole lot really
Just finishing up college
Oh, I don't know if you knew
Me and Minhae got back together
Y/NDaze:
Oh, good for you
ChaEunwoo:
Thanks
How's your friend Myungjun doing?
Y/NDaze:
Well
He started dating Mary, so now I barely see him
ChaEunwoo:
Oh, I'm sorry
Y/NDaze:
Yeah, well, it's whatever I guess
ChaEunwoo:
Well, college is almost over anyways
Y/NDaze:
Can you believe we're almost adults?
ChaEunwoo:
Nope
It definitely doesn't feel like it's been four years
Y/NDaze:
We had some good times in college
ChaEunwoo:
Yeah, kind of
I'd rather not think about the past though
Y/NDaze:
Oh, sure
ChaEunwoo:
I'm just tired of reliving memories
Y/NDaze:
So do you have plans for graduation?
ChaEunwoo:
Oh no, not really
I know my family's coming up and stuff
Y/NDaze:
Are you going to move back home?
ChaEunwoo:
Not immediately
I have this lease until August
Can we talk about things :Y/NDaze
Can we talk abo| :Y/NDaze
Can we| :Y/NDaze
Y/NDaze:
Do anything fun recently?
ChaEunwoo:
Not really, I've just been working
Can I see you this sum| :Y/NDaze
Can I see you| :Y/NDaze
Can I| :Y/NDaze
Y/NDaze:
Are you doing homework?
ChaEunwoo:
Yeah, just some stuff due tomorrow
Do you ever miss things between you| :Y/NDaze
Do you ever miss thing| :Y/NDaze
Do you ever| :Y/NDaze
Y/NDaze
How are classes?
ChaEunwoo:
They're good
Same old same old
Do you miss me| :Y/NDaze
Do you| :Y/NDaze
Do| :Y/NDaze
Y/NDaze:
Gone to any concerts lately?
ChaEunwoo:
Not really
I'm busy with school
Will we| :Y/NDaze
Y/NDaze:
What any good movies lately?
ChaEunwoo:
No, not really
Is this it| :Y/NDaze
Y/NDaze:
How's the weather been there?
ChaEunwoo:
It's been alright
Y/NDaze is typing. . .
Y/NDaze is deleting. . .
Y/NDaze is typing. . .
Y/NDaze:
Okay
I think I'm going to go
Goodbye, Dongmin
ChaEunwoo:
I though I said you canโ€”
Y/NDaze is away
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kpopjust4u ยท 1 year
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Kinkmas - Day 20: Vanilla Sex W/ Rocky
Post Date: 20th December 2022 Content: Smut - Astro Rocky x Reader WC: 1K TW?: Vanilla sex/ Body appriciation/ Hand holding/ Lovey dovey
Summary: 1st Christmas together, how else to celebrate that giving each other a little something to celebrate the holidays?
Masterlist ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  Kinkmas Masterlist ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  Prompt list
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"And the last one," Rocky announces holding out a small, flat package to you.
"What, an extra one? Rocky you know we agreed on having an equal amount, I feel bad now," You pout, bottom lip sticking out as you hold the package close to your chest.
"Trust me, it's okay, open it".
Guessing from the shape and size you could only think of it to be clothing. Taking it from his hands quickly and with the excitement of a small child you carefully tear the paper off to reveal a set of red lingerie. Your eyes widen and so does the grin on your face.
"It's so pretty, and red, your favourite colour," You beam, noticing how he starts to blush a little.
"Go try it on," He urges, patting your knee so you'd hurry up. You scurry to the bathroom, soft giggles trailing off the further away you got from Rocky.ย 
The set fits you like a glove and the colour really pops on you, taking another moment to look in the mirror you make sure everything is how it should be and you fix your hair to make yourself look a little more "presentable", not that Rocky would care either way.
"Are you ready?" You call from around the corner hiding away from him.
"I've been ready since I bought it," He laughs turning his attention towards the sound of your voice. Stepping out from around the corner you give him a twirl giving him a whole look.ย 
Scrambling to his feet, Rocky made his way over to you for a closer look, "Not to toot my own horn, but I have taste," You laugh slapping his arm lightly while rolling your eyes.
"I still feel bad I didn't get you an extra present".
"Oh baby, this is my extra present".
Within seconds, he's pressed up against you with his fingertips grazing over the seams of the new set that heโ€™s bought you, probably admiring you more in it than he couldโ€™ve ever possibly imagined.ย 
Noticing how heโ€™s admiring you, you couldnโ€™t help but get a little nervous, and shy. The attention youโ€™re getting is something you should be used to by now but you still canโ€™t wrap your head around that youโ€™re extremely attractive to him.ย 
Though gentle and romantic, his lips press against yours and your breath is taken away. The soft touches against your body make your body break out in goosebumps as youโ€™re directed to the bedroom.ย 
Never leaving your lips.ย 
With a hand on the back of your head and one around your waist, he carefully lays you down on the bed. How your heart aches with how considerate he was being, the sweetest. Making it more unbearable, you need him.ย 
Usually, youโ€™re anything but gentle with each other but tonight was different.
With this new set, he bought you, you look so delicate in it. His mind gives him no choice but to be gentle and careful with you. He wants to pour his entire love into this.ย 
From the soft kisses on your lips to your cheeks and down your neck to your collarbone, he locks his fingers with yours, thumb caressing the back of your hand as the kisses continue.ย 
โ€œI couldnโ€™t imagine anyone more perfect than you,โ€ Rocky whispers on your collarbone, the light breathing against it making you pant slightly, needing nothing more than for him to do something about this burning desire for him.ย 
Knowing your body signals, he smiles sweetly at you and lets go of your hands, kneeling back on his heels as he takes one good look at you before carefully teasing your panties down your thighs until they land on the floor.ย 
He gives your core the gentlest graze with his fingers, stopping at your clit to rub it a few times before slicking a few singers into you, curling them up just to stretch you out.ย 
He pouts as he watches your face become full of pleasure, your little whimpers being music to his ears as he slowly pulls them out to release his cock from his trousers.ย 
Carefully, he lines himself up to your hole, caressing your cheek with his free hand whilst placing the softest kisses on your lips.ย 
Then takes hold of your hand again before slowly easing himself into you, letting you adjust to him before rocking his hips into you lightly.
The other hand is being held too.
His hands never unlock from yours with his lips permanently on yours.
Miniature whimpers and moans come from both of you, both getting enough pleasure and purely enjoying it, enjoying making love. It was pure and you couldnโ€™t have felt closer to each other, even if you tried.ย 
โ€œI love you so much, baby,โ€ He grunts lightly against your lips, making you smile as a whimper parts your lips, trying to reply to him the best that you could.
โ€œI love you too,โ€ You eventually get out, head embedded into the pillow as your legs wrap around his waist, pulling him in closer and deeper into you which makes you cry a little louder.ย 
Breaking from the kiss, his head nudges into the crook of your neck and then places more kisses up and down it, making you whimper and moan a lot more.
His thrusts start to speed up, only slightly but oh god, were you loving every second of it? Wanting this to last forever.ย 
โ€œThis is the best christmas present ever, you in this set and getting you all to myself,โ€ He breathes on your neck, making your head deepen into the pillow in the process.
All you could do was look at him with pure admiration and love as he lifts his head up to look at you too, also with the same gaze. The gaze that you never want to see less off. The both of you are addicted to love and to be like this? You were never going to want anything else.ย 
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violetmarkings ยท 2 years
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jaeskitty ยท 1 year
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This is a situation that i didn't imagine even in my scariest thoughts. Our Moonbinnie was a star and he became a star. What hurts me more is to think about how much burden he must have had in his heart to be able to do this. It's scary how much a smile can hide.I hope it doesn't hurt anymore. I hope he's safe now. To all my fellow Arohas,Please be strong and send prayers to our baby's family and colleagues. And let's be here for each other. We're a family mourning a family member. Let's send prayers for our little starboy<33
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goldenuwuswriting ยท 1 year
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The Great Escape Preview
**Flashing Lights In GIf**
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TW: Mental Health and memory loss!
Read at your own risk!!
โ€œPatient suffers from memory loss and schizophrenia which causes them to have delusions or hallucinations. The most common of these includes โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ At this point you were completely zoned out, the doctor was telling the orderly who took care of you. The only thing that you could give them was your name. Everything in your memories was hazy. The hospital, if you could call it that, found the rest of your information in about a week.ย 
The whole experience so far has been very dehumanizing. The rain drops streaking down the window pane was more interesting than this moment. The only thing keeping you sane were your friends.ย 
Jinwoo, the leader of your friend group, was always at the beach. The ocean sunrise and sunset made you feel breathless whenever you sat in the sand, watching them with your head on Jinwooโ€™s shoulder. There was a cooler full of orange soda bottles on the ground on his right side. โ€œJinJin, could you please hand me one of the sodas?โ€ โ€œSure, Y/n.โ€ย 
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kpopwritingbingo ยท 1 year
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de-drums ยท 1 year
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: ASTRO (Band) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kim Myungjun | MJ/Park Minhyuk | Rocky Characters: Park Minhyuk | Rocky, Kim Myungjun | MJ Additional Tags: Slice of Life, Established Relationship, Birthday, Birthday Fluff, Surprises Summary:
When Myungjun does show up on his birthday, Minhyuk starts to believe that, maybe, sending prayers to the universe while blowing candles on a cake is not such an ungrounded tradition.
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rose-likesto-write ยท 7 months
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Serial Killer x innocent fem reader romance fanfic, anyone?
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slytherinshua ยท 1 year
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And I'd also like to request #1 and #18 from fluff, #16 from action for Moonbin please <3
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๐๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐ . . .
หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ genre and tags: fluff. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ warnings: kissing. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ pairing: moonbin x fem!reader. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ wc: 511. หšโ‚Šยท อŸอŸอžอžโžณโฅ a/n: hannah!! sorry this req got trapped in my hiatus, but i didn't forget abt it! i hope you don't mind that it's a bit late, and i hope you enjoy <33
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You were only supposed to stay over until 9 pm, but the fact that it was now 1 am and your head was resting comfortably on Binโ€™s shoulder wasnโ€™t something you were going to rush to change. You were quite content to stay just like this, in fact.
Bin was falling asleep, you could tell. Your intertwined hands rested on his lap on top of the blanket that you were sharing. The bowl of snacks was empty and the movie volume had been turned all the way down even though it was still playing. He only added small hums to the conversation to tell you that he was still listening to what you were saying. But soon he was completely silent as he couldnโ€™t fight back the sleep anymore.
You glanced up at his face with a smile. He looked so contended where he was, falling asleep cuddled up to you. You joined him soon, dozing off for the next couple hours until you stirred again sometime in the early wakings of the morning. The sun was just barely peeking behind the horizon light, and a small orange glow was the only light source that reached through the window.
You turned to Bin again, โ€œYou still sleeping?โ€ You asked in a whisper to make sure you didnโ€™t wake him up if he was. But he shook his head slightly and hummed, keeping his eyes closed.
โ€œWhat time is it?โ€
โ€œ4 am.โ€ Bin mumbled.
โ€œShit- you have work in a couple hours!โ€ You panicked, starting to move to get up, but he caught your wrist to stop you.
โ€œDonโ€™t leave! Youโ€™re warmโ€ฆโ€ He wrapped his arms around you firmly, making sure there was no way you would be able to escape his grasp.
โ€œBut you have workโ€ฆโ€ย 
โ€œShh-โ€ Bin placed a finger over your mouth to stop you from protesting any longer. He paused for a second before replacing his finger with his lips softly. He kissed you for a long time, his hands cupping your cheeks to bring you closer. When he pulled out, he was smiling widely and you were blushing.
โ€œYouโ€™re so pretty.โ€ He whispered, his hand tucking some of your hair behind your ear.
โ€œYou think Iโ€™m pretty even like this?โ€ You asked, referencing your messy hair, pyjamas, bare face and tired eyes. But Bin just nodded, eyes so full of admiration that you could feel your heart race in your chest.
You kissed him again, saying a small thank you against his lips. If you could stay like this in his arms everyday, you would in a heartbeat. You would never get tired of cuddling with him, and you were sure he felt the same way.
You didnโ€™t go back to sleep, but you closed your eyes again. You snuggled closer to your boyfriend, your hand wandering over to find his with your eyes closed. You gently laced your fingers with his and gave his hand a small squeeze. He squeezed back.
โ€œI love you.โ€ You said, a smile growing on your face.
โ€œI love you too.โ€
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kpoptrashlord-007 ยท 2 years
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Jacket;; KMJ
Word Count;; .9k
Genre;; Fluff
Pairing;;ย Myungjun x Reader
Summary;;
Whatโ€™s meant to be a fun city tour soon turns into a scramble to escape a sudden downpour of rain. Thankfully your boyfriend is right beside you, warm and comforting against the chilling winds.
Request;;ย 
@littlewaterfalโ€‹ askedย โ€œAstro MJโ€ฆย Please write something cozy fluff..โ€
Warnings;;
None! <3
Notes;;
You say cozy, I say cold and dreary! Why am I so bad at sticking to prompts?
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ย  ย Your laugh trails off while Myungjunโ€™s own vibrant hiccups of joy persist, a reprieve amidst the encroaching gloom. Closing the transit app, you slip your phone into your pocket just before the clouds break. Thick droplets of water patter against your head and shoulders. Frowning at the endless grey overhead, you weigh your options. While you could wait out the storm in a nearby restaurant, youโ€™d miss your bus and therefore have to delay your city tour.
ย  ย A droplet splashes onto the tip of your boyfriendโ€™s nose, prompting an indignant shout. Expecting him to take off running you grab the edge of his jacket, but he simply returns to your prior conversation while maintaining a consistent walking pace. His voice is energised, even when the light shower turns into a heavy pour and puddles form underfoot.
ย  ย Cursing the news (and, on a subconscious level, yourself) for its lack of foresight, you grab his hand and take off in a jog. Not one to let silence prevail no matter the circumstance, his words are lost to the howling wind. Looking over your shoulder youโ€™re greeted with an enthusiastic grin. Thereโ€™s no room for pessimism around Myungjun. The storm fades to ambient sound, replaced by your shared laughter.
ย  ย Entwining his fingers with yours, his touch shrouds you in a blanket of warmth. It builds between the gaps of your palms like a small fire. Itโ€™s a welcome distraction from the wetness seeping into your shoes. Squishing and sloshing around within their tight confines, your toes grow numb. Goosebumps explode across your arms each time you shudder.
ย  ย The bus stop isnโ€™t much further ahead and with the streets emptying, thereโ€™s a clear path straight to it. Not even the birds are willing to wait it out, flying up and away to dryer pastures. All that remains on the once bustling street is a scattering of litter and an elderly gentleman. He has a black umbrella, a moustache filled with years of knowledge, and a leer he wears like a badge of honour. His disdain fades into the storage banks of your memory; he'll make a great talking point should you ever find somewhere dry to rest.
ย  ย Dull yellow lights flicker within the stores you pass, each packed with customers eager to escape the sudden downpour. Someone beckons you, offering their cafe as a place to rest, but you power on. This is, after all, just another aspect of this city you adore โ€“ spontaneity is the spice of life.
ย  ย A boisterous buzz floats across the threshold of a small bar. There isnโ€™t a single seat available and yet more people cram inside, jumping ship from the convenience store next door. In your haste the people inside mould into a kaleidoscope of smiles and mirth. Each face is indiscernible from one stall to the next, a mere blur within your peripheral.
ย  ย Up ahead is lacklustre metal and smudged glass; an oasis in the form of the bus stop. Myungjun squeezes your hand in acknowledgement while humming a familiar tune. Thereโ€™s too much interference from the storm to figure out just what it is yet your pounding heart finds respite in the melody.
ย  ย By the time you reach the small tin can of a shelter youโ€™re freezing. Water trickles down your cheeks. Soaked through, the thin fabric of your shirt clings to your body with every pant. You bounce on the spot, rubbing your arms to create friction. Given how hard the rain is coming down, the bus will be delayed. It's not reliable at the best of times, let alone during a freak storm.
ย  ย Opposite you and watching you with a playful smile is your unbothered boyfriend. Like a puppy, he shakes off some of the water weighing him down before leaning back into the abhorrent weather. A rush of cold air whips against the glass panes and rattles within the cracks of the shoddy roof. It tousles his hair and leaves several strands sticking to his face.
ย  ย Myungjun whistles, mirth entwining with every word as he says, โ€œItโ€™s really pouring!โ€
ย  ย โ€œI swear the weather app said nothing about this,โ€ you grumble, sidling closer to steal his warmth. He takes notice and soon youโ€™re wrapped up within his arms. โ€œWe might be stuck here awhile.โ€
ย  ย โ€œItโ€™s a good thing weโ€™re in good company then.โ€ He laughs. When you inform him the company isnโ€™t just good, itโ€™s the best, it intensifies. Unrestrained and free, he fills the space with pure jubilance.
ย  ย No matter how alike the sun he is, however, youโ€™re still chilled to the bone. Your teeth chatter as you check your phone. The bus is two minutes late so far. Sighing to an exaggerated degree, you plop your head against Myungjunโ€™s shoulder, nestling into his neck. With any luck youโ€™ll manage to syphon some of his heat. He has plenty โ€“ his skin is burning, at least in comparison to your own.
ย  ย Ever attentive to your needs, he shrugs off his jacket and places it around your shoulders. The inside is dry, warm, and carries the scent of his cologne. Outside of the bus stop the world is dreary, but thereโ€™s comfort within Myungjunโ€™s embrace. Even when stray droplets fall onto your neck from his hair youโ€™re unbothered. You snuggle deeper into his jacket until the world falls away, leaving just the steady rhythmic beating of your hearts.
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| ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ช ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด | ย 
โ†ณ ย  ๐˜—๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ - ๐–ค๐—Ž๐—‡๐—๐—ˆ๐—ˆ ๐—‘ ๐–ฑ๐–พ๐–บ๐–ฝ๐–พ๐—‹
โ†ณ ๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜บ - ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ป๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ค, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ. ๐˜Š๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ด, ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ. ย 
๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜บ 2000๐˜ด, ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ˆ๐˜๐˜” ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ.
๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ /๐˜•'๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด. ๐˜๐˜ฆ'๐˜ด ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ.
๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜บ 2000๐˜ด, ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ˆ๐˜๐˜” ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ /๐˜• ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ย  ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ /๐˜•'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ /๐˜• ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅย  ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ-๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง-๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ?
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๐™Ž๐™˜๐™ง๐™š๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™š -ย ๐™”/๐™‰๐˜ฟ๐™–๐™ฏ๐™š
๐™๐™ž๐™ง๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™š -ย ๐™”/๐™‰
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๐˜พ๐™๐™–๐™€๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ค ๐™๐™–๐™จ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™œ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ
Y/NDaze:
Dongmin! Hey
ChaEunwoo:
Hi! And I told you to call me Eunwoo
Y/NDaze:
Trying to get used to it lol
ChaEunwoo:
That's okay
Though the most important thing is thatย we're seniors!ย 
So what's up?
Y/NDaze:
Nothing much
What are you up to?
ChaEunwoo:
Nothing, just listening to some music :)
Do you like Coldplay?
Y/NDaze:
Yeah, totally!
Their last album was really good
ChaEunwoo:
It really was!
I'm so glad you like them, they're my favorite
Their lyrics are in my info
Oh! By the way
Are you going to Rocky's party tonight?
Y/NDaze is typing. . .
Y/NDaze:
Maybe, I haven't decided
ChaEunwoo:
You should go! It'd be no fun without you
It's crazy that we're already having end of school parties
Y/NDaze:
Yeah, it really is crazy
The time flew by this year, and college is close by
ChaEunwoo:
I know!
I'm excited to be done with this school if being honest
between you and me
Remember Minhae from our math class?
Y/NDaze:
Yeah, why?
ChaEunwoo:
She won't stop messaging me right now
Y/NDaze:
What is she saying?
ChaEunwoo:
That she wants to talk or something?
I'm not really playing attention. . .
ChaEunwoo is typing. . .
ChaEunwoo is deleting. . .
ChaEunwoo is typing. . .
ChaEunwoo:
Just one more month to graduate
Why does it feel like we're so old?
Y/NDaze:
Haha, I guess it is kind of weird
Did you pick a school yet?
ChaEunwoo:
Eh, I didn't get accepted to my reach
school, so I'm just going to one of the others
But that's okay! Anything's better than high school
Where are you going?
Y/NDaze:
Oh, I got accepted to an art school!
Not sure what type of art, but I've been reallyย 
interested in animation lately
I'm sure I'll figure it out when I get there
ChaEunwoo:
That's awesome!ย 
You've always been really talented
I'm sure whatever you end up, you'll be great
ChaEunwoo is typing. . .
ChaEunwoo is deleting. . .
ChaEunwoo is typing. . .
ChaEunwoo:
Hey. . .
Even though we're going to different schools,
do you promise you'll be there for me?
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Y/N looked at the message with wide eyes. Her heartbeat was going faster than normal. She placed her hand on her chest to try and calm it down while thinking of what to say. Her bottom lip unconsciously tucked under her teeth and her hands went on top of the keyboard.
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Y/NDaze:
Absolutely!
Nothing could ever keep me from talking to you
You're one of my best friends
ChaEunwoo:
And you're one of mine too!
You always will be Y/N :)
Oh wow, it's getting late!
I hope JinJin gets here soon so we can head
to the party
Y/NDaze:
Oh. . .leaving so soon?
ChaEunwoo:
Yeah, as soon as JinJin gets here
Then we're both heading to Rocky's party
If you're coming too, you should probably
leave soon
Will I see you there?
Y/NDaze is typing. . .
Y/NDaze:
Yeah, I will
ChaEunwoo:
Awesome!
I'm going to go get ready and wait
for JinJin
Hopefully Minhae stops messaging me once
I put up my away message :p
See you soon!
Y/NDaze:
See ya
ChaEunwoo is away
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plutosmainhoe ยท 11 months
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Camila Reinherz - Part II
Today, we will be going through Camila's second house.
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2H Sagittarius
The second house controls finances, income, material possessions and concept of value.
Mila is going to struggle HARDCORE with throwing her money at people like it's no fucking problem.
With Sagittarius ruled by Jupiter, Camila will likely be very generous with her funds. In her eyes, she only needs enough to get by, why not spend it on or give to people who need it more?
She won't be afraid to invest in something risky, willing to take chances if it means making more money. If the risk fails, this won't bother her too much, already looking at her next investment deal.
Camila will think long-term for her finances, having great control on her expenditures. Though generous with her money, she is will always have an understanding on where her finances are at.
Because the second house controls finance, and in particular, income, the sign of the house can indicate what careers could be beneficial for finances.
With Sagittarius over the second house, Mila could find herself gaining income by focusing on tourism, education (teaching), writing, public speaking or foreign affairs.
Where is Jupiter?
Jupiter is in the 9H. Why do we need to know this?
Each house has a Lord, depending the sign that is over the house. It doesn't matter if there are any planets within the house, the house Lord essentially communicates from the house they are in and brings energy across from their house.
Therefore, big boi Jupiter is the Lord of the second, as it is the ruler of Sagittarius, however, is in the 9H. So what does this mean?
The second house control finances, and Jupiter being the planet of abundance and growth sits with the ninth house of travel, higher education, philosophy and wisdom.
This is a very, very fortunate position. The natural ruler of the ninth house is Sagittarius and Jupiter. Jupiter is communicating to its sign from their natural house with ease, manifesting its energies in the area it loves most.
With this in mind, Camila will likely be tenacious in her pursuit for higher education and philosophy. She will be deeply interested in foreign culture and travel, as well as higher knowledge/spirituality.
If Mila focuses on these areas, this can be greatly beneficial for her finances and material possessions.
Placements
2H Neptune Rx
This is where things take a turn.
Having a free-spirited Sagittarius over the second house and the second house ruler in the ninth, its preferred house, sounds terrific... Right?
Neptune is the mystical planet. The land of dreams, divinity, and delusion. With it hanging out in the second house, finances can be viewed through a mist.
While finances are controlled by organised Sagittarius, Neptune will throw a spanner in the works. Camila may find herself being too generous with her money, giving money away and not expecting anything back in return.
The second house needs a practical planet to function well. Neptune is a dysfunctional planet with passive energy. Mila may believe that money is a necessary evil and could expect money to just gravitate towards her with little to no effort.
Neptune is also emotion based. Camila may find that she spends money based on emotion rather than logic. This can lead to irrational and impulsive spending, no control over her finances and in a worst case scenario - debt.
However, not all is bad. If Mila works hard and becomes self-aware regarding her finances, she can get her Neptune to work in harmony with the Sagittarius energy. She can make her ideals and illusions a reality and succeed in growing income through her creativity.
Neptune at 22ยฐ
Within astrology, there is a belief that 18ยฐ and 22ยฐ are the 'evil' degrees. To kill, or to be killed? That is the question.
Though there is so much yelling about how bad the 22ยฐ is, it is not all bad. It can be hard to learn about this degree, most of it is negative.
The twenty second degree can indicate the loss of loved ones with life-long grief, this is seen in Prince Harry's natal chart with his Virgo Sun at 22ยฐ. It is also noted that is degree is present in multiple celebrity death transit charts.
But it does not inherently mean you will be killed or that you will kill.
How I read this degree, is that Camila is likely to have a loved one pass away when she is young, which will affect her greatly throughout her life. Within the second house, she may gain inheritance through this death. With Neptune sitting at this degree, under a fire sign, I can see her dreams and visions being vicious and loud. Her imagination won't be quiet and she may struggle with depression as a result.
Neptune in Retrograde (Rx)
When a planet goes into retrograde, the energies of the planet are expressed inwardly rather than externally.
This is unfortunate. Mila may have repressed thoughts of not feeling connected to the divine or worthy of unconditional love. She may have the tendency to make someone her 'saviour' and place her belief in them, rather than herself. Aspects will heavily play a part in this.
As Neptune is sitting in Sagittarius, Camila may latch herself on to someone who is interested in travel and high-education. Someone that can direct her in discovering her self-worth and higher self.
She could struggle with addictions and insecurities, being in the second house, I'm getting shopaholic vibes. But with Neptune, she could fall into the tap of drugs and alcohol and may struggle to pull herself out with outside help.
Next post, we go through the barren third house ๐ŸŒต
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Reaction to thigh riding - Rocky (Astro)
Rocky:
Slightly startled at the beginning, a quick blush covering his face as he's surprised by your daring action. Soon the shy blush fades away only to be replaced with hooded eyes, focused smile and sweet words of praise and encouragement falling down his lips, whispering. He's likely to hold himself from helping you to create traction, placing his palms on your shoulders and then gently caressing your arms. At certain point he becomes as horny as you are and suggests to finish it up properly and he will moan when you say no. He starts to beg and probably now uses his arms to help you finish yourself on his thigh, hoping afterwards you're allowing him to release his tension.
Bonus:
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metal-bubble ยท 1 year
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Untitled, 2022 (unfinished)
1599 words, written by me lol metal.bubble
PG rated: cursing only, non romantic, astro canon compliant..
Jinjin POV - about MyungBin
Set as they prepared for/filmed for AstroScope concert/movie
Wanted to share bc these feeling were eating me alive. Hope other arohas may understand...
SUMMARY: Jinjin has to find and diffuse an irrationally angry moonbin just days before they're set to do their stargazer: AstroScope concert. why does he feel like this wouldn't br happening if MJ was still here..?
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"Fuck this.."
Jinwoo sighed as he shoved a forgotten stage prop back into its place.
Exasperated, he pushed his long fringe out of his eyes and off his forehead. Where the fuck was Bin...
Jinwoo power walked through one dark backstage hallway after another, opening doors, and snooping in dark corners. Where the fuck did that lunatic sneak away to? This venue was only so big, but the leader wasn't picking up any sort of trail.
Moments ago, Jinwoo was rehearsing his solo stage for their first concert without Myungjun. Things were going great. They were practically running ahead of schedule. Jinwoo was so confident in his solo stage rehearsals too. He was riding cloud 9, and didnt have time for Bin to be a fucking buzzkill like this.
Jinwoo hadnt been off the mainstage for 20 seconds before he got a text from one of the stage managers that read:
"Binsan emergency, assistant required in the practice room :("
Shit.. that could mean only one thing: Bin had pushed Sanha too hard. Again... Why the fuck couldnt Bin control his whack-ass behavior? Was it really too much to ask??
Yes. Yes it definitely was. And Jinwoo knew it too. Bin had never had to go this long without his emotional support blanket of their oldest member: Myungjun.
Their eldest member served as a magnet that pulled Bin out of his natural path of introvertedness. Its like Myungjun had some sort of legit spell over the kid. If Myungjun laughed, Bin would laugh. If Myungjun saw Bin starting to clam up or get angry, he somehow always knew exactly how to pull Bin out of it. Jinwoo felt guilty now for relying on the older boy so much when it came to Bin and Bin's emotions.
Myungjun had only been gone a few days before Jinwoo began to notice Bin changing. It started with some mild self isolation. Bin would stay way past the time they were scheduled to leave practice sessions. Saying he just wanted to keep his mind busy. Myungjun was usually the one who forces Bin to come back with them to the dorm. Myungjun just seemed to cast a spell on Bin, and Bin would listen.
The recent sleepless nights had turned into Bin developing an anxiety-driven aggression towards the other members. Practices had started to regularly derail as Bin kept stopping to harass Sanha and Dongmin over every single misstep they made.
Dongmin had been handling it the best. It took an army to actually set off the prince of tranquility's anger. And Dongmin could clearly see that Bins behavior wasnt normal, so he managed to put up with it. But Sanha.. Sanha on the other hand had begun to crack.
At first the maknae had been willing to fix anything Bin pointed out, as he usually respected and trusted anything Bin said to him regarding performances. But Jinwoo watched as confusion and anger began to build in Sanha's eyes with every angry/anoxioustghtdhhth in we vbe hg insult Bin threw at him. Bin had never critiqued Sanha to the point of belittling him so harshly. Jinwoo had deescalated many tense moments as Sanha began to push back at Bin's needless over critiquing and micromanaging.
Unfourtunalty, just a week prior, the two had gotten inches away from an all out fist fight.
Jinwoo had tried talking to Bin. But Bin's anxiety got the best of him.
**Bout a week ago**
"Why did you bring ME out here hyung?? That SHITHEAD is the reason im so angry! We ALL see him fucking up nearly every choreo!! I know im not crazy.. im not just seeing things!! Right?? Tell me you see it too?
"No one said you are crazy. But Bin, you gott-.."
"NO! If i dont FIX all these FUCKUPS before the filming day, we're ALL gonna look like SHIT. You guys are NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH! Especially fucking Sanha. That.. that fucking talentless... Godddd"
Bin punched the hallway wall closest to him and kicked an unlucky, stray chair that happened to be in the hallway at the wrong time. It loudly flew half way down the hall. Bin looked like he was about to hyperventilate.
"Bin.. Bin... Bin look at me! Fuck, please breath and stop insulting Sanha. You are NOT helping anything by bitching like this and getting so angry. Do you understand me??"
"Why are YOU not as angry as i am?
Bin voice started to shake.
Your the LEADER GODDAMMIT.. i.. i-"
Jinwoo could see the breaking point closing in. He had to calm this mother fucker down.. and he hadda do it now.
"Bin.. please. Lets do those breathing practices we used to do, remember? The slow ones?"
Jinwoo grabbed Bins hands in his and held as tightly as he could. Bins hands were shaking too. His emotions were completely out of control.
Bin started to take a massively slow and unstable deep breath.
"Yes Bin, thats right. Push all the air out before breathing in. Come on, get it all out. Close your eyes"
Bin submitted and forced his eyes shut, as tears began to leak from the corners.
"Ok, now lets slowly start to let that air back in. Dont rush it, its not going anywhere. Slowly.. thats good. Ok now keep going till you fill those lungs entirely."
Jinwoo watched Bins chest slowly inflate with mild hitching and shaking.
"Thank you Bin. You're doing so well. Do you wanna keep going?"
Bin took two more shaky deep breaths.
"No. I think im fine now. But..."
Bin opened his eyes and looked down the hall at the chair.
"I think i need to go home for today. I cant go back in there. It'll happen again. I dont know why i cant turn off how horrible i feel and how nervous i am. And... I hate that im doing this. But when the anger comes, its impossible to stop."
Jinwoo pulled Bin into a hug. Bin let out a small sob as he leaned down to bury his face into the leaders shoulder.
"Its ok Bin, you can go home and try to relax. We have many more days to practice."
"Im sorry hyung. Im so sorry."
"Thank you for calming down Bin. I wish i was as good as Myungjun at cheering you up, but im trying my best"
Jinwoo let out a small chuckle.
Bin released their hug and faced the older boy
"What?"
Jinwoo then realized he said that out loud. Fuck... He definitely had never actually said anything about that theory to Bin before this moment. Mega foot in ass move there.
"Oh... Sorry. I just.. have noticed over the years that Myungjun seems to be able to.. idk, um.. he's just better at.. like..."
Bin looked so legitimately confused.
"Better at what hyung?"
Jinwoo rolled his eyes and shrugged.
"Goddamn, you know! He just tells you to do something and you do it, but its all good things that make you seem happier. Like i never noticed how much he keeps you from isolating urself untill he wasnt here. Or how he seems to be able to instantly reverse you when you get mad or sad. And i feel stupid for never seeing it before. But i mean.. think about it. When did you start to feel so anxious and angry all the time? Cuz it seems like it started after Myungjun left."
"The fuck..?"
Bin paused and looked deep in thought for a moment. Jinwoo saw the lights going on in Bins head. Bins cheeks even began to flush a bit.
"Damn hyung.. ur right! I started to feel really shitty after he left. Goddammit.."
"I mean.. hey - don't get embarrassed, its only something I've thought recently."
"Do you think... Does everyone know??"
"Bin.. no, literally i just thought this and haven't even said it out loud till right now. So no, i dont think everyone thinks that. And besides.. its not like it's a bad thing."
"But hyung.. like.. why? Why am i doing this? Why cant i get it.. why cant i fucking NOT get angry without HIM??"
Jinwoo could sense Bin working himself up again.
"Bin. Its normal to have new and different feelings when someones routine is drastically changed. Not having Myungjun is a big change. We all are having to adjust to him not being here. He is a huge presence."
Jinwoo put his hand on Bin's shoulder.
"Why don't you head home and.. idk.. text him? I think it might make you feel a little better, right?"
Bin flushed harder and looked down.
"Ok hyung... Ur right. I'll.."
Bin let out a heavy sigh.
"... I'll try to text him"
**Back to present**
Jinwoo wondered if Bin followed thru with that now. He'd have to ask whenever he found him.
He continued to run through the venue hallways, looking for Bin.
He had arrived too late to the practice room braul to stop the fight Bin and Sanha had moments ago. Only the stage mamager and backup dancers were left when he slid in. Sanha was taken care of nearby with Minhyuk, but Bin had fled the scene entirely. And now Jinwoo was tasked with finding him.
Aparently, it was the same old same old. Bin flipping out on the younger for not living up to some irrational standard set by Bin's anxiety. And it had escalated to the two throwing water bottles and other objects at each other and any poor soul around them.
He felt sweat on his forehead... Damn. This was entirely too much
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