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#But what would have happened if Johnny had stayed after the choking? came back the next day to Kreese who was like a bitey dog with its tai

mlmxreader · 1 year

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Little Talks | Tyler Durden x m!reader

Anonymous asked: Hello I'm back, i absolutely love the previous Tyler Durden fics so I'm requesting some more <3

Could you write one whit the prompt "Woah, calm down, it's only me" whit the reader having Tyler over at his apartment for the first time after they hook up and going to get himself a glass of water in the middle of the night, getting startled by Tyler who followed him and almost knocking him out?

Thank you ':3

-🐊

summary: Tyler always gets what he wants, one way or another.

tws: swearing, choking, smoking

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It had been a long night, a really fucking long night, and although you would never say it was a bad night, the hours had still rendered you absolutely exhausted; you had finally decided to give Tyler a chance after he had nagged you into it, and you were far from regretting it. Finally hooking up with him for the first time was a goddamn blessing, if you were honest, even if you were certain that he would leave by the time that you had fallen asleep.

You were surprised though, as when you had woken up in the middle of the night, such an unholy hour that you couldn't shake the feeling that maybe something was wrong, he was still clinging onto you; one arm thrown across you, a leg between yours as he slept soundly. You resisted the urge to gently rake through his hair as you slowly and cautiously pulled yourself from his grasp.

Your mouth felt something awful, like your mouth was somehow too wet and too dry at the same time, so you decided that, while you were up, you would grab a drink and a quick smoke before you went back to sleep; you made sure that the kitchen speaker was playing ever so quietly when you turned it on, the sound of 'Ring of Fire' by Johnny Cash made you yearn to hum and sing along as you filled your glass.

Had you been alone, there was no doubt that you would have, but you supposed that Tyler wouldn't appreciate being woken up at such an hour, so you kept your mouth shut as you slowly knocked back the drink. You didn't want to fuck up, you knew that Tyler had more than a handful of admirers, you knew that he could easily move on to someone else if you displeased him; you didn't want to fuck up.

You knew there would be no sweet goodbye in the morning. You knew that the chance to sit alone and watch the sky would never happen. Things that any other guy would do with his boyfriend were never going to happen; Tyler wouldn't even call you his boyfriend, you were sure of that... but it was all too easy to fall for him. A slow and old country song started to play, and you couldn't resist swaying from side to side slightly as you finished your drink and left the glass in the sink, about to get yourself a cigarette when you felt a hand on your hip.

You whirled around, throwing a punch, but he caught your wrist before you could properly hit him, and a dark chuckle came from the back of his throat.

"Woah, calm down, it's only me, baby."

You huffed, wrenching your wrist from his grasp as you rubbed your eyes. "Tyler... fucking Hell, you nearly gave me a heart attack!"

"You're cute when you're startled," he teased, backing you up against the nearest counter, his hands bracing the marble as he left enough room for you to move yourself if you wanted to. "You left me cold."

You bit at the inside of your lip for a moment. "Sorry... I was thirsty."

Tyler looked you up and down, studying your features in the dark as a pleased and excited look came to his eyes; he didn't even have the decency to borrow your dressing gown, stood there in just his boxers as they hung slightly too low. Slowly, he brought his hand up, gently tracing your bottom lip as he nodded in approval.

"You gonna come back?"

"Yeah," you breathed out, transfixed by him. "Yeah, I'll, I'll be back once I've had something to smoke."

"Stay there," Tyler commanded, coaxing you up onto the counter and grinning to himself as he helped himself to two cigarettes. He lit them both and came to stand between your legs as he handed one to you.

Of course Tyler knew that he would always get his own way when it came to you, or any other guy for that matter; he was charming and handsome, pretty and cunning. He just had to press the right buttons, and when it came to you, he knew exactly which ones to slam his hand down on and when.

"I didn't expect you'd still be here."

He cocked a brow. "Really?"

"Yeah," you shrugged. "I know your reputation, Tyler. You... you leave people as soon as you're bored, and usually that happens in the middle of the night."

"Oh, baby," Tyler shook his head as he laughed. "Did you forget?"

"Forget what?"

He laid his hand on your throat, a puff of grey leaving his lips as he chuckled softly. "Whatever I want, I take it. That includes you."

"Tyler," you didn't want to admit you liked the way that his hand felt against your throat. "What the fuck are you talking about?"

"Why the fuck do you think I kept asking you to give me a chance?" He asked. "If I just wanted to break a bed, I'd have found someone else who would've said yes the second I asked. It's not just about that."

You scoffed. "Oh, really?"

He applied a little pressure to your throat, and you grinned at him. "Really. I want you, want you to be only mine."

Your breath hitched as you bit back a soft whimper, overwhelmed by him as always and needing to feel his lips on yours. But Tyler wouldn't give you what you wanted so easily, you knew that. "But we're not dating?"

"Oh, we are," he dropped his hand from your throat, placing it at the small of your back so that he could pull you in real close. "You're mine."

You shivered at the way he said it. "What about your friends? Y'know, the ones from... business dealings."

"They won't touch you," Tyler said lowly. "If they do, I'll make sure they never lay a hand on you again. Never so much as look at you."

"I want to be yours," you admitted. "But... I have a request."

"Say it."

"I want you to stay the night," you told him. "And come back this evening."

For a moment, he thought about it; he could easily still attend Fight Club, could easily still sort the pressing matter of Project Mayhem, and make it back in time for tea, too. He didn't see why not.

"Anything you want," Tyler shrugged. "It's yours."

"I just have to take it," you raised your brows. "Right?"

#mlem writes #tyler durden x reader #tyler durden #tyler durden imagine #fight club #fight club imagine #fight club x reader #fight club fanfic #fight club 1999 #brad pitt fanfic #brad pitt imagine #brad pitt x reader #brad pitt

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msfbgraves · 2 months

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Knowing I am anything but normal about Terry Silver and therefore biased as anything:

I've always felt there was a disconnect between how Terry Silver was depicted in Cobra Kai before Thomas came back on board and how TIG plays him. Even in S5, when they've had a whole season of TIG to work with, the Twig they wrote in flashbacks and whatever Thomas Ian Griffith plays have almost no similarities to me. Yes, the transition from The Karate Kid III to Cobra Kai is seamless, but who is this person Nick Marini's Twig is written to be? A nervous, submissive, fearful follower of the heroic, decent friend John Kreese. A bit of a weirdo in his karate obsession, a poser with his hair and his ascot, "I'll go where you lead, Johnny..."

Is this the same guy who, some five years after John Kreese turns down his plans for the Sekai Taikai, tells him to: "Snap out of it! Every business goes through a slump once in a while. You're going to Tahiti. Now."

I would believe a glowup between 1968 and 1988, but Nick Marini doesn't get to show us that at all, staying the sidekick in John's story, sidelined for new pupil Johnny Lawrence.

A John Kreese who is sweet to little girls and only wants the best for Johnny, the teenage boy he would have choked to death for coming in second in the All Valley.

(Yeah how did that happen? Because it apparently wasn't 'Nam!)

Those are not the same person at all -

But to John Kreese they are. In his mind, he is the sweet decent friend, Terry is his sidekick whom he can pull rank on.

Twig likely never was that person, but it is who Kreese sees him as, and what Terry tries to be for his sake. And it doesn't fit him at all, but if that is what John needs to think about himself, Terry feels obligated to give it to him. You see Terry in TKK3 holding himself back for John's sake, too, in the fight against Miyagi - a fight he cuts a much better figure at than Kreese. The All Valley in the third film is only supposedly about John, yet Terry is the one taking the stage, Terry is the one instructing Mike Barnes, cutting business deals on the side. Was Twig ever afraid to defy his father and go for Cobra Kai? Or was the point that he needed more business experience and being a full time sensei was a waste of time?

Was the fact that John Kreese risked his life for Twig partly because of Twig's machinations, too? Was Twig really the weakling John saw him as or was that a way to let John Kreese take more risks on the battlefield, playing on John's need for a protégé? I mean, look at Nick Marini's Twig, we've hardly seen him pull a trick once. Yet trickery is what Terry breathes - even to his own detriment. I have no doubt that John Kreese earned Terry's loyalty, but the fact that he is so surprised that he can't control Terry? It's obvious to anyone that Terry is putting on an act there. Even Kreese seems to slowly become aware that his memories of Terry and the man he's dealing with do not act the same way. He's shocked at Terry demolishing Johnny, but why? Is that anything young Terry Silver wouldn't have done in the third film? No, but it demonstrably doesn't fit Kreese's perception of him. Even though we know that Terry was lying to John before they ever fell out - promising the dojos to Mike and John both.

Nah. Both Nice!Young Kreese and Sidekick! Twig are John Kreese's delusions. He literally imagines the guy half a foot shorter than he is 😆

#terry silver #Twig #john kreese #cobra kai

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vox-monstera · 1 year

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💔 🎥 💑 for Leo & 💲 🎀 😳 for Vox <33

I can't find the full prompt list so I can't link it, sorry!

Also sorry it took me almost a month to answer!!!

Thank you so much for the ask! 😘

Leonora Vice

💔 What was my muse's first heartbreak?

Jonas Redfield, who Leonora hates to this day!

He's a fellow socialite, though his family is not nearly as wealthy or famous as the Vices. Leo began a relationship with him (something she thought would never happen) when she was seventeen after years of pining after him. He was always aloof about the situation, which lead to Leo doubting his intentions. Turns out that he was... gently pushed by his family into asking her out for social climbing purposes.

She promptly embarrassed him in front of their entire school, dumped him, and then was secretly hurt about it for years after.

Never, ever invite her to an event if he's going to be there... 👀

👩🏻‍❤️‍👨🏻 What are my muse's requirements for a potential partner?

Leo has a strict list of requirements for sexual partners and an even more intensive one for romantic partners.

She is, firstly, very much a "don't date below your class" type of person. Intelligence and charm are important, and so is respect. She tends to lean towards people who are good at what they do with humility; she believes praise comes from those around you, not yourself. Leo also values her independence a lot, so she demands her partner do the same (no clingers, please). This sounds silly, but Leo prefers dating people without families? Leo herself finds family a drag and kind of unimportant (except for her mom!), and would rather not have to deal with all of that.

As far as looks go, she doesn't really have a "type"; for Leo, it's mostly about personality.

🎥 Who is my muse's celebrity crush?

Babe... is Anthony Bourdain a celebrity in CP2077? Cause it's Anthony Bourdain. She's read all of his books and editorials, watched all of his shows, and owns every piece of media he's been a part of.

If not, I wouldn't know what to tell you. My girl's PICKY.

Vox Monstera

💲- (couldn't find the prompt list but I think this was like... would my muse ever sleep with someone for money?)

Oh, absolutely not. She barely gets the courage to sleep with people she does like, so I don't think she'd ever accept money to sleep with anyone.

🎀 Who would my muse sleep with if no one had to know?

Saul Bright!

Vox has... conflicting feelings on Saul. On the one hand, she admires his strong-handed leadership and no-nonsense manner of handling business, but she also finds his stubbornness and inflexibility infuriating. It's definitely a mixture of attraction and detestation, which would lend itself to a very interesting dynamic between them.

If they were to pursue any sort of relationship it would definitely stay sexual in nature, and Vox (and I'm sure Saul) would really want to keep it on the down low. My hc is that Saul is very much a rough top, and while Vox is a bottom-leaning switch, Saul would definitely bring out the brat in her. There would be a lot of spanking, hair-pulling, and choking involved, with a sprinkle of degradation as a garnish.

😳 What was my muse's worst romantic/sexual relationship?

Vox was in a really nasty relationship while living out East. One of the reasons she came back to Night City was to escape the memory of this person.

I haven't worked out all of the details yet, but the long and short of it is that she fell in love with and began a relationship an Atlantis corpo (against her better judgement) who she later found out was an international sex trafficker. Vox may or may not have killed him (she's actually not sure) before absconding to Atlanta, and then back to NC.

She doesn't like to talk about that time in her life, so for a long time the only person who knew about that relationship was Johnny, since he knew all of her memories.

I hope the flesh this out a lot more and maybe write about their relationship a bit.

#such interesting questions!#I need to explore these more #oc: vox #oc: leonora #about vox #about leonora #cyberpunk 2077 ask #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk2077 #cyberpunk 2077 oc #cyberpunk 2077 v

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strawberrynamedmaria · 10 months

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my so called bestfriend

“Luna, am I going to die?” That was the last thing I said to Luna. I'm getting a little ahead of myself. Let me start at the beginning shall we. Hi my name is Sage, and I am from a world that might not seem so ordinary. Is what i want to tell you but that's not the truth. I actually live in a small town on the poor side of town. From a poor family that has a drunk mother and a drug addict as a father. I have a sister jane. She spends her days going to parties and sleeping with random guys. But that has always been my life i guess day in and day out, if I died my death would mean nothing to them.

But let's get on to the story and stop with the background. “Sage” yelled my mother angrily while stomping towards my room. “Yes” i Squealed out before she got to the door frame. She walked into my room before I knew she had figured out where I was hiding and proceeded to go straight to my closet. She snatched the door open just as I was exhaling the cigarette smoke. She smacked me across the face and she made me choke on the cigarette smoke that I was exhaling. She then stole the cigarette out of my hand and took a long drag of the cigarette before she leaned down enough for me to smell her rancid whiskey smelling breath. ” If I catch you smoking another cigarette I will do more than just smack you. Do you understand” I shake my head wildly yes. “ speak when spoken too“ she shouted ``yes” i stuttered out before she shoved me back in the closet where i was hidden , then she went to leave. Before she left the room she turned around and said “ I wish you would just die, maybe then I will be able to live happily”. She left but not before she slammed the door shut.

All i could do was cry, even though I had 15 years of her abuse,

all i ever do is cry. I wiped away the tears as a came, i began to get up and get ready for the next to come after my dad gets back from the bar, that was my plan at least but instead i ran to my window and climbed out where i fell on to an old worn down mattress that i put under my window to soften the fall, when i landed i took off running to my best friend Luna’s house. Which is just two blocks south from my house. I sprinted all the way there, when I reached the door I didn't even knock. I just ran up the stairs to her room where I found her smoking a cigarette by the window. She quickly tries to hide the cigarette before she realizes it's only me. She can tell i have been crying so she reaches under her bed and pulls out a box where she keeps her pack of cigarettes and pulls out a cigarette, she proceeds to light the cigarette then asks

” Do you want it ?” I took the cigarette from her hand and took a few drags.

After a few calming seconds of silence Luna asked “what happened”, while she got up to go get a bag of frozen vegetables. I follow her to the kitchen where I sit on the counter while she hands the bag of peas. I looked at her for a second before i answer” it was my mom she hit for smoking cigarettes. I bet Jane told her it was because I wouldn't let her just take my pack from me so she can smoke some.” Luna shakes her head “ your sister is a bitch. You do know that right?” I look at her and sigh “ yeah, i know but what can i do about it, it's not like i can just wish her away.” Luna chuckled “ that would make life easier if you could though, but enough with the wishful thinking.

Do you want to go get a pizza with me? My mom and dad are out of town this week so you can stay with me this week if you want .” she offered. I definitely didn't want to go back home so I agreed. “ Can we get a meat lover's pizza?” I asked. Luna laughed , “ Of course, what other kind of pizza will we get.” I smiled back at her where we walked in complete comfortable silence, until we got to the pizza shop.

“ Hey Sage, Luna what can i get y'all this time.'' Johnny the cashier asked. “ Oh just the regular, a large meat lover's pizza with extra cheese and ranch on the side” says Luna in a playful voice “ yes ma’am ” Johnny says with a playful bow before he runs off to make the pizza.

Luna and I went to sit in our normal booth while we waited for a pizza, when luna whispers to me “ do you think johnny is into cause i wouldn’t mind if johnny bends me over the tab-” “ orders ready Sage and Luna ” shouts johnny from the counter. “ ok hold a second “ I yelled. “ I don't know, maybe you should shoot your shot,” I told her. Luna then got up and walked towards the counter and when Johnny gave her the pizza.

Johnny said “ hey i'm having a party tomorrow do you guys want to come?” Luna looked over like she wanted to know if it was ok. I shook my head yes. “Sure “ said Luna looking back at Johnny. “ great its at my house” johnny said while writing down his address and phone number.`` If y’all need a ride i can come pick you guys up if you like. Just call tomorrow if you need a ride.” Johnny told us while handing Luna the paper, while leaning real close to her ear whispering something that only she could. Luna let out a giggle, then waved goodbye. Johnny said “ see you tomorrow night then.” “see you then” said Luna

When we made it out the door I asked “ what did he say?” luna looked at me with the biggest blush on her face then said '' he said i can’t wait to see you there wear something sexy.” I smirked back, “ well I guess we know the answer, he is definitely into you.” I said while watching Luna skip. I couldn’t lie, Luna was a very beautiful girl. She had raven black hair that ran all the way down her back loosely braided, she was a pale-ish color with freckles on her face. Luna has the most angelic color of blue eyes , Johnny would be a fool to not have Luna.

When we got to the street that Luna's house is on I could hear my parents faintly yelling. I started to panic so I grabbed Luna's arm and turned down the alley that was on our right, thank god it was there or they would have seen. The alley was dark , moist and full of missing bricks from the road underneath our feet. But it was a perfect spot to hear what my parents were saying. “Yes, Bob I know what Jane told me and then I caught Sage in the closet smoking so it’s true. Can you just bust down the door or something? '' said my mother. “ No Lydia, we can't just break the door that breaks in entering and I can't go back to prison.” said my father angrly

Luna and I just stood there until we finally came up with an idea,” can’t we just call the cops and say they are unwelcome at your house or even on your property,” I said. “ It's not a lie my dad did say that your parents aren’t welcome after that family dinner we had and they came in drunk and high out of their minds.” Luna said knowly. “Do you have a phone we can call on?” I asked . Luna shook her head. “ but there is a gas station up the road that we can call on.” Luna responded. I agreed, we started walking to the gas station.

By the time we got to the gas station our pizza was cold and with Luna not having a microwave we ended up throwing it away.” I’m sorry that we are in this mess because of me ``I said shamefully. Luna looked at me in utter shock “ hey it's not your fault that you were born into a family like that, so don’t apologies. ``Luna said softly. I asked the front counter worker if we could use her phone. Which she agreed to. Luna was the one to call the cops. I stood outside so that I wasn't a distraction. After Luna made the call she came outside “ they said they would be there in twenty minutes tops, do you want to start heading back so that we can be there when they are?” ask Luna `` yeah we probably should just so that my parents don’t talk their way out of leaving. But I ‘m going to just stay in the alley until they leave if that's okay?” I answered back. Luna thought for a little bit then decided that was the best option

When we got back to the alley, Luna kept walking to her house while I stayed in the alley way. I could hear them perfectly clear from where I was standing. I pulled my cigarette pack out my back jeans pocket and lit one. I took a long deep drag when suddenly I heard my mother start screaming at what i'm asume is Luna. “ You slut of a bitch , dare keep us from our daughter. She is needed at home. Screamed my mother “ I'm sure where Sage is but I will tell you that if you guys were my parents I wouldn't come home either.” Luna said calmly. “You can’t talk that way, tell she can’t talk to us that way Bob.” my mother whined. Officer Downey then spoke if you two don’t get off this young girl's property then I will have to arrest both of you. Bob, aren't you on probation? If I arrest you it will be going against your probation, I will have to call your probation officer up and you will probably end up back in prison.

I’m not sure what was said after that, it went quiet, when all of a sudden Luna pops around the corner shouting boo, scaring me which causes me to drop the cigarette from my mouth into a puddle. “ Luna,” I whined. She just laughed while giving another cigarette but not before she lit it herself and took a drag. I thanked “ Come on, I ordered a pizza that should be delivered five minutes from now, and it will probably be better to be behind closed doors than outside . Luna said reasonably. “ Yeah, did you order a meat lover’s extra cheese?” I said jokingly, “ You know it, “ Luna said while swinging her arm over my shoulder .

I opened the door to Luna’s house where “ hey can you set the table i'm going to feed the ruffy.” asked Luna while going up the stairs to go feed her gecko. “ Sure, glass plates or plastic plates?” I shouted back. “ Paper” Luna says while coming down the stairs “so i don’t have a mess to clean up.” she said before helping me get the table prepared.

After a couple minutes there was a knock on the door. I went over to the door to open it, soon after I opened the door Johnny was revealed from behind the door. Johnny teasingly said “ I thought y’all bought a pizza already?” Luna then appeared right beside me, answering before I had a chance to talk. ``I just wanted to see you again, that's all.” while taking the pizza and handing Johnny the money to pay the cost and extra for him to have a good tip. “ oh really, i didn’t know you missed me so much.’’ Johnny flirty said back I was sure if it really was directed to Luna though. Luna giggled at his response. “ Hey, I'm going to find a channel on the television.''I said to Luna while taking the pizza from her hands. “ Yeah, I gotta go. I have more pizza to make and deliver, but I will see y'all tomorrow night .” Johnny said while weaving goodbye as he walked away.

Next morning, I woke up around ten thirty. I was the first to wake up so I went downstairs to see what I could have for breakfast. I decided on just a bowl of cheerios and a little bit of sugar. When I went to grab the milk there was a sudden knock on the door. I looked through the window to see it was. Standing at the stood my crush for tens years. “Luna, I know you're in there. Open up its cold. '' I opened the door so he could come. “Hey Oscar, I thought you weren't going to come back until your parents came home. I ask suspiciously. '' I was but I couldn't stay away from you, my little herb. Said Oscar with a smirk. I blushed softly. He always knew what to say, to make me blush. “ Why are you actually here?” I followed him up the stairs. I was not behaving the way I was supposed to behave. I didn’t know i wasn’t able to smoke on the train.” he said annoyed i nodded “ where is my sister anyway?” Oscar asked . “ Oh she's still sleeping.” told him. Oscar started to walk in the direction of Luna’s room. Oscar quietly opened the door, crept up to her bed and pounced on Luna, he immediately started tickling her. “ Stop” screamed Luna trying her best not to laugh. “When did you come home from military school”? Ask luna after ocsar stopped with his torturing.

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tyongxnct · 3 years

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𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐀 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 - 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧

pairing: Jung Jaehyun x fem!reader

special guests: Johnny, Mark, Doyoung, Taeil, Yuta, Jungwoo

summary: Your relationship with Jaehyun starts with hate and ends with love. A rollercoaster of emotions and suffering. You hated each other the second you met and with time, hate became love. Everything was perfect until your relationship ended after you told him you were pregnant. Living under the same roof was a big challenge, especially when your mother came to visit and you had to fake your relationship with Jaehyun and you had to go through so much more until you were finally happy again.

genre: enemies-to-lovers-to-enemies-to-lovers!au (lmao), roommates!au, fakedating!au, pregnancy!au, angst, smut, fluff

warnings: talks of abortion, unplanned pregnancy, puking, gender reveal party (lol), jaehyun is an asshole but he kind of has a reason, smut, swearing, alcohol consumption, abusive past, childhood trauma, rollercoaster of emotions, protected and unprotected sex, choking, (pls tell me if I forgot anything)

wc: 25k (wtf)

NOTE: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 1000 FOLLOWERS, I AM ABSOLUTELY THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING, this is my 1k follower special and I’m so sorry it took me so long to finish. Thank you.This is inspired by the movie ‘Salaam Namaste’. I planned this story since last september and I’m finally done. Jaehyun says some mean and hurtful things, but don’t hate him too much. If you DON’T like gender reveal parties, PLEASE skip that part or don’t read this fic. I HOPE YOU ENJOY. I am not a gynecologist and I was never pregnant. I used google for help lmao I hope I described y/n’s pregnancy correctly. song rec: everything happens for a reason by Madison Beer

taglist: @chitaphrrrr, @bitchenderyy, @aesthetichrj, @skrtbabe

this is fiction!

“We’re moving back to Busan.”

Your eyes widened. “What? I’m sorry what did you just say?”

“You heard us. Your mother and I want to move back to Busan. We have enough of Seoul and besides that, your grandparents are much older now, they need us there.” Your dad said casually.

“What? Mom?! I don’t wanna move back! I love Seoul, my friends are here, my Job is here-“

“You’re a waitress.” Your mother reminded you.

“And? I love working there. I love my job and my friends. We can’t move back! We can visit them, they’re not that old.”

“It’s been almost five years since you saw your grandparents.” Your dad shook his head, “They need our help-“

You thought for a second. There was absolutely no reason for you to move back. Yeah, you loved your grandparents, but nothing would change if you moved back. Your life was in Seoul und you weren’t ready to give that up. The idea of staying alone in Seoul popped in your head and you got so excited, you could show your parents that you were capable of living alone.

“Alright. You can go, but I’ll stay here. I’m old enough to live on my own, I’m responsible and I have a stable job-“

“As a waitress.” Your mother interrupted you.

“Like I said, I have a stable job. My life is here, I can’t just move away and start new.”

Your dad thought about it for a second but your mother was against it. “There’s no way I’ll leave you here all alone. You don’t even know how to use an oven or how to clean.”

“Mom! That’s not true and you know it. Look, it’s about time I move out and learn to live by myself. Am I wrong dad?” you looked at your dad with a pout. You’re his favorite –and only- child. How could he say no to you?

“Honey, maybe she’s right. I trust my little daughter. And we still have Doyoung who can spy on her for us.”

“Who can do what now?”

He ignored you.

“But, but she’s still a little girl-“

“You were married my age and pregnant, mom.” You squinted your eyes and looked at her. “So what? You want to marry and get pregnant?” she said back.

“What? No, of course not. I want to live on my own and finally be an adult and learn how to be fully responsible.”

You discussed with your parents for almost an hour and in the end, your mother gave in and allowed you to stay in Seoul. You’re absolutely excited and your promised them to take care of everything. So the first thing you did was looking for a cheap, but cute apartment. If you only knew how hard apartment hunting was.

“So you’re going to stay in Seoul? Alone? Without your parents?” Doyoung asked you in disbelief.

“Yes. Isn’t that exciting?! We can have sleepovers every night and hang out and I don’t have a curfew and can stay outside for as long as I want!” you squealed like a little girl. “You are sure you’re old enough to live alone?” Doyoung joked, well half joked.

“I can feel it in my bones. It’s going to be epic.”

Moving out was the best decision you’ve ever made. But moving out without having a place to live? You’ve been apartment hunting for weeks now, even before your parents left but they had to leave earlier than expected, your grandpa wasn’t feeling well. Now, you’re in Seoul without a place to sleep. Well, technically you have a place to sleep, but you couldn’t stay at your best friend’s apartment forever.

“Yeah mom, don’t worry I found an apartment. Tell them I love them too and I’ll visit soon! What? I can’t hear you anymore!” you faked at the end.

“I said, show me your apartment!” she yelled but you hung up before your ear exploded.

“She still doesn’t know?” Haein said as she sat down next to you with a bowl of popcorn.

“Of course not. Do you know how hard it is to find a cute but cheap apartment in Seoul?” you said and stuffed your mouth with a handful popcorn. “Yeah, you have no idea how much I fought to get this apartment. To be honest, I slept with the landlord.” She said casually. “You did what?” your jaw dropped.

“Yeah, no biggie. His name’s Taeil and he’s just a couple years older. He’s rich or something, don’t know and don’t care. But we do fuck from time to time. I should call him again, it’s been so long since we did it.”

“I hope not on this couch.” You joked but your smile faded as soon as you saw her serious face. “Come on!” you jumped up, “I really need to find a place.” You sighed.

And you did.

Even though you were going to have a roommate, but still, a place you could show your parents and they didn’t need to know that there was someone you’re sharing this apartment with. You never met your roommate, she was never home when you visited the apartment. The apartment was perfect. Your room was perfect, the kitchen was really big and the bathroom too. It was way better than you imagined and you couldn’t wait to move in. You were also glad that your roommate was clean and neat. Your lease expanded in two years, and you couldn’t wait to fill those two years with great memories.

“Now please sign here and here.” You signed with a big smile on your face and you were so proud of yourself. For the first time in forever, you did something on your own and everything was going perfectly and you didn’t have to lie to your parents anymore, or sleep at Haein’s. You could move in tomorrow and you slept like a baby that night.

“You’re literally moving in with someone you’ve never met. What if she’s a murderer? A psychopath?”

“Don’t worry, I won’t replace you.”

“I’m serious you idiot.”

“We’ll meet her now, my landlord told me that my spare key was at the apartment. You can check her out, but don’t scare her away. Maybe we’ll make a new friend.”

You parked the truck in front of your new home.

“I have to admit, it looks pretty nice here.”

“I know right!” you said excited, “Now, let’s meet our Mrs. secret identity.”

You softly rang the ball with Haein as nervous as you were next to you. You put on your nicest smile and you tried to stay calm and don’t scare her away.

The door was opened by a guy. A pretty hot guy with a sleeveless shirt, showing his toned arms and the look on his face said, don’t bother me and leave me alone. Well, seems like your roommate has a boyfriend.

“What?” he said annoyed.

“Uhm, Hi! I’m Y/n. I’m moving in today. You must be her boyfriend! Nice to meet you.” You said politely but he just furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “Who’s boyfriend?” he asked.

“My roommates. I didn’t meet her before and I also don’t remember her name. Something like Jaeeun? Minjae? I’m sorry, the landlord said her name but I was too excited about this apartment that I forgot her name-“

“Jaehyun.”

Haein looked at you and back at him and understood what was actually happening, but you still didn’t get it. “What? Is that your name? Oh, are you her brother, you have similar names.”

Jaehyun looked at Haein and she just shrugged her shoulders in amusement. Jaehyun didn’t feel like laughing or playing around, so he pushed your keys in your hand and turned around.

“What was that about?” you asked Haein.

“You’re so dumb, honey. He. He is your roommate. Jaehyun.”

And then it clicked. “Oh shit, are you serious?! Oh my god, he must be thinking I’m dense and stupid.”

“Well, that’s the truth though.”

Haein helped you carry your stuff inside your new bedroom. It took you almost three hours and you weren’t even done. You still had to put your bookshelf together, but you could do that another day. Jaehyun, your roommate, left his room just once and that was just to tell you to keep it down with the music coming from your room, he didn’t even ask If you needed help, which you clearly did. It wasn’t even that loud. Haein didn’t like him and you also didn’t like him.

“That’s enough for today, come on let me treat you for some Pizza.” You pulled out your phone, but Haein stopped you. “Can’t. I have a dick appointment in two hours, have to go home and get ready for Mr. Moon.”

“Who is Mr. Moon?” you asked confused.

“Oh right. It’s Taeil. It turns him on when I call him Mr. Moon.”

You accompanied her to the door, “Well, I hope you have fun with your Mr. Moon. Oh shit wait, do you think Jaehyun brings a girl here every night? Like, he’s hot we don’t have to act like he’s not, do you think he’s a fuckboy? Oh shit, what if-“

“Calm the fuck down, he’s an ass, I doubt there are girls who want to fuck him. Even if he’s hot, he seems like he doesn’t even have friends to be honest. And also, I can’t wait for your housewarming party, I hope he’ll leave that day, he seems like a party pooper.”

Oh right, the housewarming party. You invited a couple friends over and you weren’t sure if you should ask Jaehyun if that was okay. Well, it should be, you’re living here too.

After Haein left, you sat down on the couch in the living room. Everything was connected to the living room. A corridor leads to the bedrooms, two rooms across from each other and a bathroom in between. You were thankful that your apartment has a beautiful, big balcony. You can imagine having nice barbecues with your friends there.

You were too exhausted to use the kitchen, so you simply ordered a pizza. You wanted to ask Jaehyun if he wanted anything, but you decided against it.

While you scrolled through Instagram, Jaehyun left his room, walked through the living room, not even glancing at you and then he just left the apartment. Not even a bye, or a I hope you like it here.

You used your Jaehyun free time to call your parents and show them the apartment. They were surprised that you found such a great apartment.

“And that was the kitchen.” After talking for almost an hour, your doorbell rang and you got super excited. “My pizza is here, I’ll call you tomorrow.”

“Pizza?! Honey, you have to learn to cook, you can’t just eat delivery or ramen.” Your mother scolded you. “I know mom, but I’m so exhausted to cook-“ You were actually just exhausted from setting up your room.

“Why? You’re too lazy to work out.”

You huffed, “First of all, that’s not true. And second, I, uhm, I had to work today.” You opened the door and took the Pizza after thanking the delivery man. “Have a nice evening.”

“Look how polite my daughter is.” Your dad said proudly.

“Thanks dad, can I eat my Pizza now?” you were too excited, your stomach growled and you just wanted to hang up and eat.

“Enjoy your meal, good night. You can call us anytime you want.”

After almost five minutes of saying goodbye to your parents, you hung up and turned on the tv and started eating your Pizza. Half an hour later, half of your Pizza was gone and the door was opened. Jaehyun entered the apartment and turned to you after closing the door.

You looked up to him from the couch and you sensed something already. You slowly finished the Pizza in your hand as he walked up to you. “What are you doing?” he asked.

You swallowed the Pizza in your mouth and answered, “Eating Pizza. You want some?”

He sighed, “I know that you’re eating Pizza. But why are you eating here? In the living room? We have a kitchen for that, you know that right?

“Yeah, of course I know that, but I wanted to watch some TV while-“ he interrupted you, “Yeah yeah, I don’t care. Look, I know it’s your first day here and that’s why I’m telling you this nicely. We have some rules here and we don’t eat in the living room. The whole apartment smells like Pizza now and I don’t like that.” Nicely? This was him talking to you nicely?

“Uhm, okay, sorry. I won’t do it again.”

“Great.” And with that, he left.

You cleaned up the living room and opened the balcony to let some fresh air in and let the smell of Pizza out. You fell asleep on the couch after scrolling through Instagram and YouTube and yes, you forgot about the balcony door completely.

“What is wrong with you?” you heard someone say, “You’re literally inviting the robbers in!” he yelled now. You slowly woke up and the first thing you saw was a shirtless Jaehyun closing the balcony door.

“What?” you mumbled, half asleep, half checking Jaehyun out.

“You let the balcony door open, do you want us to get robbed or what were you fucking thinking?” he growled angrily.

“I’m sorry, but I was here If anything happened I would wake up and-“

“And what? What could you possibly do If someone came in?” he mocked you. “You didn’t even lock the door.” He shook his head.

“You’re the last one who closed the door, you could’ve done it?” you muttered angrily. “You’re the last one in the living room, the last person in the living room checks the door and the windows.”

“Okay but-“

“No buts.” He interrupted you and went back to his room, slamming the door shut.

What the fuck? What was he thinking? How could you possibly know about all of his stupid rules? Is he going to yell at you and tell you about his dumb rules AFTER you break them? Make it make sense.

It was three in morning and you had to go to work in a couple hours. You tried your best to fall asleep, but you were mad at him for being an ass. It took you almost two hours until you fell asleep.

“Fuck I’m late!” you accidently overslept, you turned your phone off after the first ring and you slept twenty minutes longer than you should.

“Shit.” You left your room to enter the bathroom, but the door was locked.

“Can you please hurry up? I’m late!”

You heard the shower now and you knew that you heard him and that he just ignored you. “Fuck you.” You mumbled and went back to your room. You changed your clothes and waited until you heard the bathroom door open. “Fucking finally.”

“I’m going to be late because of you!” when you left your room as fast as you could, you collided into Jaehyun and you almost lost balance. As cliché as it sounds, he was standing right in front of you, just wrapped in a towel and showing you his perfect abs.

“Could you stop staring?” he said annoyed.

“Could you move so I can get ready? I’m late.” you bit back.

“It’s not my fault you’re unorganized.” He left you standing there and closed the door after him.

“Unorganized?! Me?!” you were so angry, but you tried to ignore that and get ready as fast you could. “Also I wasn’t staring.” You mumbled after leaving the bathroom.

“You’re late, Y/n. You’re never late.” Your friend/colleague Jungwoo said as you walked behind the counter and started making coffee.

“I know, my stupid new roommate decided to take a shower for ten hours. God, he annoys me so much. By the way, I hope you didn’t forget about my party this weekend.”

You took orders while you talked to Jungwoo.

“Of course I didn’t. I got you a present.”

“You didn’t have to!”

“I know your ass is broke. It’s also nothing big, something you should have in your own apartment. Also, is your roommate going to be there?” Jungwoo asked as he finished making a strawberry smoothie.

“I hope not. I won’t invite him. I don’t think he’s a party person and also, he’s an ass.”

Your day at the café went pretty fast, you had many customers and working with Jungwoo was always fun. When your shift was over, you went back home and changed your work clothes to your sweats.

Your housewarming party was in two days and you still had to go buy snacks and drinks and you knew exactly who to call and ask for help. Doyoung helped you with the groceries and he even promised you to bake some brownies for your party. A couple hours later, you had to go the restaurant at which you were also working. Yes, you had two jobs. You couldn’t just live with the money you earned from the café.

You worked your ass off that night. You had more customers than usual and when you were finally done, you went home. It was almost midnight when you unlocked the door and let out a heavy sigh. Finally some rest.

You decided to take a hot shower. You felt like a fucking zombie as you walked to the bathroom with your towel in one hand and your phone in the other. There was no sight of Jaehyun so you decided to take your time.

Today was the day. Your housewarming party.

Doyoung came earlier than the others to help you get the apartment ready. While you were busy with the drinks, he baked the brownies and Jaehyun left earlier and you hoped he wouldn’t come back tonight.

It was past ten and all of your friends arrived already. You didn’t invite many people, but it was more than you excepted. Everyone was having fun and dancing to the music. “I’m so glad your dumb roommate isn’t here.” Haein said as she hugged you tightly. Drunk Haein was a lot touchier than sober Haein.

“I’m so curious though. Haein said he’s hot. I want to see him. What if he got kidnapped?” Jungwoo said, drunk Jungwoo was a little, exaggerating of course.

“He’s a grown ass man, he can handle himself.” You shrugged your shoulders.

“I guess it’s time.” Yuta said seriously, “Time for beer pong.”

It was almost midnight and you were absolutely drunk. You lost every round of beer pong and you could get drunk easily. You were laughing your ass off as Minji told her fail date story. You had so much fun.

You lost track of time and you didn’t really care. Your friends were having fun, you were having fun. You told your friends that Jaehyun’s room was taboo of course and they respected that.

Haein was texting nonstop and when you saw ‘Mr. Moon’ on the screen, you wiggled your eyebrows. “I think I’m in love.” She said, “I think I should call him.” And with that she entered the balcony to call him. Some of your friends were still playing beer pong and others were still dancing.

“What the fuck is going on here?”

The beer pong was so intense, you were focused on the ball.

“I said what the fuck is going on here?” someone tapped your shoulder.

“Huh? What?” you turned to the left and saw Jaehyun looking as angry as ever. “Oh hi Jaehyun!” you said with a grin.

“Are you going to answer me or do I have to kick everyone out first?”

What was his problem? It wasn’t even that full. Yeah, okay, some of your friends invited their friends or their girl/boyfriends but it wasn’t that full. Or maybe you were just a little too drunk to notice.

“I’m having my housewarming party! You want a beer? You should loosen up a little.” You giggled.

“Are you kidding me? How can you just-“

“What? Speak louder I can’t hear you.”

Jaehyun softly grabbed your wrist and pulled you to his room.

“I’m glad nobody is fucking in my room.” He said as he turned to you.

“Glad? I think your room needs some action.” You laughed at your own joke. Jaehyun didn’t seem like the guy who brought girls over. “My room gets enough action. Send your friends home. It’s almost two in the morning and I want to sleep.”

“Oh come on, it’s just a little party. You can join If you-“

“I have better things to do then get drunk and be loud. You’re not living alone in this apartment. You should’ve talked about this with me. You’re so childish.” He was really annoyed but he annoyed you even more.

“Okay, I should’ve told you about this, I’m sorry. But can’t you get that stick out of your butt and let me enjoy my own party? And childish? You’re being childish!” you crossed your arms in front of you as you looked at him angrily.

“I’m not going to discuss with you now. Tell them to leave. I don’t want the police to come, it’s fucking loud here and I don’t think our neighbors are happy about it.” Jaehyun started unbuttoning his shirt as he turned away from you.

“What are you doing?” you asked him as you watched him.

“I want to sleep?” he took off his shirt and you hated the fact that he was this good looking. When his hands found his belt, you shyly turned away and gasped loudly. “Hello? I’m still here?”

“Yeah that’s exactly what I also thought. Go and tell them to leave. The Party is over.”

“Asshole.” You said loud enough for him to hear.

Guess what you did? You ignored his wish and enjoyed your night.

Everyone left after a while and Haein and Doyoung promised you to help you clean tomorrow. You entered your room, well you thought it was your room, and pulled the straps of your dress down. It was dark and you were too drunk to notice that you entered Jaehyun’s room.

You pulled down your dress and when you looked for the light switch but you couldn’t find it. “Where the fuck is this-“

Suddenly, Jaehyun switched his bedside table light on and he expected to see everything except for you only in your underwear. His eyes widened and he couldn’t move. What were you doing half naked in his room in the middle of the night?

“Found it.” You giggled as you squinted your eyes. The light was too bright and you still didn’t see Jaehyun on his bed.

“Y-Y/n.” his voice broke, he cleared his throat and looked away. “W-What are you doing?”

“Hm? What? Oh my god what are you doing in my room?!”

Jaehyun’s looked back at you, “Your room?! You’re in my room!” he looked away again.

“You’re room- oh my god.” You noticed that you were just in your underwear and your grabbed the nearest thing, which was Jaehyun’s shirt on his chair in his room.

Everything was so fast, you felt dizzy and you knew what was going to happen. “Jaehyun I think I have to puke.”

“Not in my room!” he yelled and got up.

You ran out of his room to the bathroom and started puking into the toilet.

Jaehyun was mad, but he was kind of worried so entered the bathroom to look after you. It was difficult for you to puke and hold your hair back, so Jaehyun took your hair and held it back for you.

“Oh my god, I hate this so much.”

“Why did you drink so much? You can’t even handle it.” He still scolded you.

After you were done puking, you washed your mouth and with Jaehyun’s help you brushed your teeth. He also helped you to bed and he told you to leave your door open in case you had to puke again or in case anything else happened.

“I’m sorry.” You mumbled before you fell asleep after he tucked you in your bed.

When you woke up the next morning, you wanted to fall back asleep, but your head hurt and it was impossible to fall asleep again. You checked your phone, 9 a.m. It was still early and it was a Sunday. You had nothing to do. You tried to remember yesterday’s events and when you realized that you embarrassed yourself in front of Jaehyun, you wanted to jump off a cliff.

You tiptoed to the bathroom and looked at yourself. You looked horrible. You were still wearing makeup and it looked so bad, your hair was also doing whatever it wanted. You looked like a witch.

You had to thank Jaehyun for last night and apologize for having a party without asking him. You washed your face and got rid of your make up. You felt your stomach growl and you noticed how hungry you actually were. So you decided to thank Jaehyun with a breakfast. You thought of using Jungwoo’s housewarming gift, ten packs of ramen, but that would be too simple.

You looked in the fridge but you closed it again. You remembered that you couldn’t even cook the simplest breakfast, so you decided to order some breakfast. While waiting for the breakfast, you started cleaning the kitchen. You threw away everything and it wasn’t even that much work. When you entered the living room, the doorbell rang and at the same time, Jaehyun left his room. You thanked the delivery man and turned to Jaehyun with a smile.

“Perfect timing Jaehyun! I ordered some breakfast, as an apology and a thank you for last night-“

“No thanks.” He mumbled and entered the bathroom without saying anything else.

What was that about?

You put the breakfast on the dining table in the kitchen and waited for him. When he entered, he just made himself a coffee.

“Oh I also bought some coffee. I hope iced americano is okay for you-“ he interrupted you again.

“What are you trying to do?”

“What?”

“I don’t want to have breakfast with you. I don’t want to have anything to do with you. I helped you last night because every decent human would do that. Now clean up the living room and don’t invite people over without asking me first.” He grabbed his mug filled with coffee, “Oh and wash my shirt before you give it back to me.” And with that, he left.

“What an asshole.” You mumbled as you took a bite of your waffle.

The following three months you tried to avoid him as much as you could and that wasn’t hard. He was doing the same. Whenever you were in the same room, you would fight. Just like right now.

“I told you to turn this shit off!” he yelled at you.

“It’s not shit, it’s music you idiot!”

Haein watched your fight in amusement. Why did she enjoy you and Jaehyun fighting this much?

“I knew that you had bad taste in clothes, but you also have bad taste in music.” He mocked you.

“Excuse me? What’s wrong about the way I dress.”

“Grandma.” He mumbled but you could hear him.

“What did you just say?” you got up.

“I said you dress like a grandma.” He stepped forward.

“And you act like a grandpa! At least I know how to have fun, do you even have friends? I don’t think so!”

“You don’t even know anything about me, now turn this shit off!”

“No!” and you turned the volume up.

“A child, that’s what you are.” He walked up to the TV and pressed the button to turn it off. “What did you just do?!” you walked to him and pressed the button to turn it back on.

“I have things to do, like an actual adult, so turn this off!”

“Oh my god you’re so annoying!”

“Y/n, let’s just go out.”

“Yeah, go out.” Jaehyun agreed.

“No! Why don’t you go out? Do your stupid ‘adult stuff’ somewhere else.” You wouldn’t let him win.

“You know what, maybe I will. I have better things to do than to discuss with a little girl.”

You were about to jump on him for calling you a little girl but before you could he left. You were so mad and you just wanted to have a ladies night with Haein but that stupid idiot had to ruin everything.

Before you could complain, Haein’s phone rang and her face lit up. “I’m with my friend. Yeah Y/n. Oh my god. You’re so dirty.” She giggled and you looked at her confused, “Alright. See you in an hour.”

“What do you mean see you in an hour?” you asked her.

“Taeil wants to meet. God, he asked me to meet him at his office, I can finally have office desk sex.” She said like it was her biggest dream, “Oh that reminds me. When did you last have sex? I feel like it’s been years.”

“Maybe because it’s been years? How am I supposed to have sex? I lived with my parents remember?”

“Yeah but you don’t anymore, so maybe you should get some dick to relief some stress you know.” She said as she put on her jacket.

“But I’m not stressed?”

“I feel like you are. You know all this bickering with Jaehyun. I think you’re a little sexually frustrated. Look how chill I am. It’s because Taeil fucks the stress out of me. And oh my god, his massages are the best.”

“I think we should discuss this another time. Have fun.”

After Haein left you went back to your room and you heard Jaehyun’s door open. He also left. You had the whole apartment for yourself. You decided to have some fun on your own. You still had some soju bottles left and you decided to drink soju while watching a great sitcom, it was Saturday night after all. That’s the best thing you could do. What if Haein was right and you were mad all this time because you’re sexually frustrated? It wasn’t that easy to have sex whenever you wanted. It’s been almost three years since your last relationship and he was your first and last.

You started drinking and the show you watched was even funnier now. Two hours later, you were so drunk you laughed at the unfunniest things and you didn’t even notice Jaehyun enter the apartment. But when you saw him come closer and look at you, you stopped laughing and looked back at him with an annoyed look on your face.

“Are you drunk?” you said at the same time.

“Are you blind or are those soju bottles invisible?” you said. Jaehyun was also drunk, you could see it in his red eyes and well, he also smelled like alcohol. He took the bottle with a little bit soju left and finished it in one go.

“Didn’t I tell you not to eat here?.” He said after slamming the bottle back on the coffee table. You looked in front of you. You had ordered Pizza and you didn’t care about his stupid don’t eat in the living room rule.

“I don’t care.” You challenged him.

“Shut up.”

“Make me.” You have no idea why you said that but before you could realize Jaehyun was on top of you pressing his lips on yours. You could taste the alcohol on his lips and he could too, but you didn’t mind. Jaehyun’s tongue entered your mouth and his hands were on your hips, pressing himself against you. You weren’t wearing anything except for a shirt (his shirt, you never gave it back) and pajama shorts.

Your wrapped your arms around his neck to pull him closer and when his cold hands found their way under your shirt, you let out a moan. Jaehyun’s tongue played with yours and you wanted to know how it would feel to have his tongue somewhere else.

Jaehyun’s dick hardened and you cupped his crotch to tease him. His lips travelled from your lips to your neck, he licked your soft skin and started sucking. He found the right spot to make you moan, and you just wanted more and more.

“T-Take off your shirt.” You told him, “Don’t tell me what to do.” He said against your skin, so before you could take off his shirt, he pulled yours up and threw it on the floor.

Jaehyun had perfect access to your breasts now. Your nipples already hard and without thinking twice, you took his hand and cupped your breast. Jaehyun attached his lips with your left nipple and sucked it, his other hand softly squeezing your right breast. He pinched your nipple and you closed your eyes.

Jaehyun played with your boobs a little longer sucking and pinching your nipples and leaving your breathless, but his cock needed to be free. He was painfully hard and you were dripping wet.

“Can you fuck me already?” you said annoyed that he teased you so much.

“Can you shut up?” he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled your panties and pajama shorts down. “So fucking wet? So desperate for some cock? You need your hole filled that bad?” he mocked you, but deep inside, he was so hard and turned on and could cum any second.

“I bet you can’t even make me cum, that’s why you’re taking so long.” You shot back.

“I think I need to fuck that bitchy attitude out of you.” And after taking off his jeans and boxers, your eyes widened but you wouldn’t let him see that. You cleared your throat and while he wrapped a condom around his cock, you touched yourself.

Jaehyun looked at you, this time his eyes widened, “Are you touching yourself?”

“Seems like I have to make myself cum, you’re taking too long.” You loved pushing his buttons.

That actually turned Jaehyun on and he told you to keep doing that as he hovered above you again and placed his cock at your entrance.

“I’ll make you cum so hard, you’ll never want another cock in your life.”

You wanted to say something back, but you just let out a fuck when he pushed his entire length inside of you. “Fucking shit.” You moaned.

Jaehyun fucked you hard and fast and you loved it. You loved how he rammed his cock inside of you, you couldn’t focus on playing with your clit anymore, you were seeing stars and Jaehyun took your wrists and pressed them down on each side of your face. “You’re so fucking tight, is that the reason you’re acting like a bitch?” You clenched around him. “You like that huh? You like being called a bitch?”

“F-Fuck you! Is that all you got?!”

Jaehyun wrapped his hand around your neck, he choked you and you loved it so much.

“Slut likes to be choked? Hmm?”

“Y-Yes, fuck.” You weren’t going to hold back anymore. You were going to show him how much he turned you on. “P-please make me cum- ah.”

“You want to cum? Do you deserve that? Huh?”

“P-Please, I’m so close.”

Jaehyun circled your clit with his fingers and then, “Cum.” And you did. You came and you came hard, clenching around Jaehyun and squeezing his biceps, a little too hard but he didn’t mind. He loved the way you looked as you came.

“We’re not done yet.” Jaehyun and before you could calm down from your intense orgasm, Jaehyun turned you around, ass up face down. The couch was big enough to fuck you in many different positions.

Jaehyun slammed his hips and you knew that he’d leave bruises on your hips with the way he held you and the thought made you moan. He gripped you so tightly to fuck you deep and nice, hitting the right spot and making you lose your mind.

“J-Jaehyun, fuck!”

Jaehyun wrapped his hand around your hair and pulled you up. The pull didn’t hurt, it was still manageable and when you felt his chest against your back, you let your head fall back on his shoulder.

His hand cupped your breast and pinched you nipple, his other hand found your clit and played with it, you could see the stars again and you were so close again. “J-Jaehyun I’m so close, fuck it feels so g-good.”

Jaehyun’s dick twitched inside of you and you knew, he was also close. You clenched around him and begged him to make you cum, he loved it so much.

“P-Please, let me c-cum, I want to cum so bad. Jaehyun- you fuck me so good.”

“Cum. Cum on my cock.” when he heard you moan his name, he exploded and filled the condom with his cum. Jaehyun’s moans were so pretty you, it was like music to your ears.

Jaehyun pulled out of you and threw the condom into the paper bag the pizza got delivered in. You put your trash inside of that anyways.

The two of you were still absolutely drunk and Jaehyun helped you wear your panties and shirt and he put on his boxers. You were too tired to talk about what just happened, so Jaehyun just layed down next to you on the couch.

The next morning you woke up with a heavy headache. You felt a heavy weigh on top of you and tried to push it away. You heard an angry groan, but you felt like you couldn’t breathe. “What the fuck is this?!” you pushed one more time and tried to turn around.

You were in between Jaehyun’s arms and legs. His leg was on top of your legs and his arm was wrapped around your waist. You looked at him and he looked at you, your eyes widened. Not only because Jaehyun was right in front of you, but also because Jaehyun’s morning wood pressed against your leg.

You closed you’re eyes, counted to three, opened them again but Jaehyun was still there.

Jaehyun got up slowly and tried to hide his erection. Did it even matter though? He was balls deep inside of you last night.

“W-What- I-I mean… W-Why?”

“I-I have to, uhm, take care of something, excuse me.” Jaehyun rushed to the bathroom to hide from you and get rid of his little problem.

“Go away! Go away, I’m not horny or turned on.” He told his dick as he tried to ignore the pictures of you under him.

You weren’t fucked like that before and all you could do was clean up the living room to delete everything that happened last night.

Jaehyun jerked off thinking about you while showering, he didn’t mean to, he tried to think of anything- anyone else, but last night was the best sex he has ever had. It didn’t take him long to cum. He came embarrassingly fast just thinking about you and your moans.

You wanted to take a shower so bad, why was he taking so long? You needed to shower last night off of you. What was going to happen now? You fucked, no big deal. You need to calm down.

After Jaehyun left the shower, you waited until you were sure that he wouldn’t get out of his room so you took your shower and rushed back inside of your room. You didn’t know what to do, you were so confused and you couldn’t think clearly because you minded drifted to last night every time.

Jaehyun wasn’t doing any better. He didn’t know what to do, should he knock on your door-

Before Jaehyun realized he was knocking on your door. Shit, he didn’t know what to say, when did he even leave his room?

You sat back and you didn’t know what to do with your hands or with your hair, so you just hid your face behind your hair.

“Y-Yes?” your voice was shaking.

Jaehyun entered and he looked everywhere but your eyes. “I, uhm, just wanted to say… that, d-do you want some dinner?” Jaehyun couldn’t talk about last night, when he looked at you he remembered the way you looked naked and moaning his name, he had to change the topic or he’d get hard again.

“Dinner?” you thought he was going to talk about last night.

“Y-Yes, I thought I could cook us some pasta?” He didn’t even know if you had pasta at home.

“S-Sure. I’d like some pasta.”

And that’s how it went for a couple weeks. You never mentioned that night, but none of you could stop thinking about it. Jaehyun always jerked off thinking about that night and you couldn’t stop yourself and told Haein about it.

“I knew that it was going to happen sooner or later. How was he? Please tell me the details.”

Jaehyun wasn’t home that night so you could talk to her without worrying about him.

“We did it on this couch.”

“Is that the revenge for last time? About the couch at my apartment Taeil fucked me on?” she gasped jokingly.

“Do you think I’d just fuck on a couch? We have two bedrooms we weren’t thinking about the place we just did it. And he was good. Fuck, it was so intense. He said he was going to fuck the bitchy attitude out of me and he fucking did it. Like we’ve been so nice to each other, we don’t fight and we say sorry every time for unnecessary reason?”

“Oh god, he said that? That’s so hot. Are you like, friends now?” she asked.

“I don’t think so, we’re like, friendly but not real friends. We didn’t even talk about that night.”

“Why?”

“It’s too awkward to talk about that. Like the things we said that night, it’s just, I get horny every time I think about it and everything is kinda good between us now. It’s better this way.”

“Are you telling me you’re horny right now?” she wiggled her eyebrows.

“That’s not the point! The point is, we get along and I’m not going to destroy that.”

You were left alone and you weren’t in the mood to watch TV anymore. You decided to go on the balcony and watch the sun go down. You were so into your thoughts that you accidently tripped on your way back to the living room.

“Ah shit!” you yelped in pain. At the exact time, Jaehyun came home.

It really hurt and you could feel the tears forming in the corner of your eyes. “Fuck fuck fuck.” You tried to get back up but moving your feet hurt like hell.

“What the fuck happened?” Jaehyun ran to you, “What are you doing on the floor?” he asked you.

“I tripped. Can you help me up?” you said in pain.

Jaehyun helped you up and carried you to the couch. “Show me your foot.”

He kneeled down and looked at your foot. “It’s not broken, but a little swollen. You just have to cool it down.”

For almost half a minute, it was silent.

“So?”

“So what?” he said as he got up.

“Can you bring me some ice? Please?” he got up and entered the kitchen and got some ice for you. “Where is your friend?” he asked you as he put the ice against the swollen area. You hissed in pain and he tried to be more careful. “S-She has a date.”

You didn’t notice the tears rolling down your cheeks. “Does it still hurt?” he asked you softly.

You just nodded to stop yourself from crying. You were embarrassed. You were crying like a little girl just because you tripped.

The tv was still on and something funny happened and you giggled. Jaehyun turned around to see why you were laughing now. He softly held your leg up to sit down next to you on the couch. He put your legs on his lap and still held the icepack against your foot.

You’ve been sitting there until it was almost two in the morning. Jaehyun was laughing the entire time while watching tv. You noticed that you’ve never seen him laugh or smile before. He was cute.

You forgot about your foot and enjoyed the peaceful moment between you and Jaehyun.

“I love this show.” You said at the same time. It was a little awkward to have fun with Jaehyun. But after a while you got used to it.

You were getting really sleepy and when you tried to move your foot, it still hurt. “Jaehyun?”

“Hm?” he said, still focused on the tv. “I’m a little sleepy. Uhm, can you help me to my room?”

He nodded softly and you thought he was going to put his arm around you to help you walk, but this guy just carried you to your room. “Y-You didn’t need to carry me.” You said softly.

“Thank you.” You said as he put you on your bed. “Jaehyun?” you asked.

“Yes?”

“Can you uhm, I need to change.” You pointed at your shelf and he opened the first drawer “ It’s in the second- NO! Not the first drawer!” but it was too late. Jaehyun opened you lingerie drawer and his eyes widened. You wear all of this under you clothes?

“Jaehyun the second drawer!” you said embarrassed.

“S-Sorry.” He gulped and closed the first drawer. He saw his shirt on top of your other pajamas. “You’re still wearing my shirt?”

“Oh, uh, yeah sorry- I’ll wash it and give it back-“

“No it’s okay you can keep it.”

Why were you so awkward? Not even hours ago, you fought like there was no tomorrow and now you were both so awkward and shy.

He gave you your, well his, shirt, “G-Good night then.”

“Good night.” You smiled awkwardly.

After changing your clothes and looking for a position to sleep without hurting your foot, you noticed that you had to pee.

“Shit. What now?” you asked yourself. You had to do it on your own. So you slowly tried to get out of you bed and walk to your door. You balanced yourself with the help of your shelf and bed but you almost fell again and a yelp left your mouth.

Your door was opened not even five seconds later and Jaehyun entered. “What happened?” he asked you.

You turned the lights on and he saw you standing on one foot. “I have to pee and I-I didn’t want to disturb you.”

“Let me help you.” Before you could protest, he carried you again. You were cursing yourself for not wearing anything under your shirt except for your panties. The skin he touched with his hands burned and you looked away shyly.

“I can manage the rest.” Oh god, this was so awkward.

He nodded as he left you alone in the bathroom. You could finish your business and wash your hands on your own, but you couldn’t walk back alone. You opened the bathroom door and almost fell in his arms.

Jaehyun put his arms around your legs and waist and carried you back to your room. Jaehyun tried to stay calm. Your skin was so soft and warm and he had to admit that you looked cute in his shirt.

He put you back in your bed and asked if you needed anything else. You thanked him and he switched off the lights and left.

Your foot still hurt the next day you woke up and it was a workday. You had to go to the café, but you couldn’t even move your foot. You heard the shower and you were glad that Jaehyun was awake. You felt bad for asking him for help, but you had to.

“Jaehyun!” you yelled after you heard him leave the bathroom. “Jaehyun!” you yelled again.

Jaehyun didn’t hear you but your yelled on top of your lungs now and then he heard you. He entered your room with just his towel around his hips. What a sight to see.

“Yeah? Are you alright?”

“I’m sorry I had to yell, I can’t move and I didn’t know how else to call you since I don’t even have your number.” You explained.

“Is that your way to ask for my number? You could’ve just said so.” He smirked.

“What? No, I don’t even want your number. I-I just-“

“You just what?” he smirked.

“C-Can you go with me to the hospital? I think my foot is getting worse.” You pushed your blanket away to show him your foot, you didn’t plan to show your entire legs. “Shit.” You whispered and tried to cover you private area.

Jaehyun, still smirking, looked at your foot. “Yeah it looks bad. Give me ten minutes. I’ll be right back.”

Jaehyun left to get changed and ready and you waited in your bed.

Not even ten minutes later he came back with black jeans and a simple black shirt, almost identical to his black shirt you were wearing. He styled his hair back and he smelled so good.

“Y/n?”

“Oh yeah, right. What did you say?”

“I asked you if you want to wear something under the shirt.”

“Y-Yes of course uhm, I have shorts in my THIRD drawer.”

Jaehyun remembered your lingerie and grinned to himself. He’d love to see you wear-

“Jaehyun?”

“Hm?”

“You’ve been starring at my shelf for almost a minute. What are you waiting for?” you asked him confused.

“Just thought about something, sorry.”

He gave you your pink shorts, “No, they’re too pink.”

And then he gave you your blue shorts, “No Jaehyun, they’re uncomfortable.”

Two shorts later, he got mad, “God, they’re just shorts! We’re going to the hospital, not a fashion show! Just wear this.” He threw black shorts to you and closed your drawer.

“Can you help me to the bathroom?”

He carried you to the bathroom and then he carried you to the living room to help you wear your shoes. Ge also got dressed and you reminded him to get your bag.

“But they don’t match-“

Jaehyun looked at you angrily.

“Sorry.” You mumbled and waited for him.

He helped you to the elevator and you could feel the pain go through your whole body.

“How are we going? Do you want me to call a taxi?” you asked him. “I have a car.”

You just nodded and when you arrived at garage of your building, he carried you again. “You don’t have to carry me every time.”

“It’s faster this way.”

He was driving a simple car but it was as clean and neat as he was. The ride to the hospital didn’t take long and on your way you called Jungwoo to tell him that you weren’t able to work today.

You had to wait almost four hours until you were finally done. You were right, your sprained your ankle and the doctor told you to rest for two weeks, maybe longer. You gave you some medicine and you were on your way back home again.

“I’m sorry that you lost four hours of your life because of me.” You said to Jaehyun as he carried you to the couch.

“I wasn’t busy anyways. Give me your phone.”

You were confused but you still gave him your phone. Locked.

Jaehyun sighed, “Unlock it.”

You unlocked it and he put his number in. “Call me if anything happens or if you need help. I’ll be in my room.”

“Okay, thanks.”

You called the restaurant to inform them about your absence for the next two weeks. You were so bored already. How could you just stay at home? You missed work even though you hated it sometimes.

Your stomach growled and you needed something to eat. You couldn’t cook, so you just had two options. One, Jaehyun cooks or two you order something.

You decided to text Jaehyun. As simple ‘dinner?’ And he left his room not a minute later. “You’re hungry?” you nodded. “Let’s just order something. Is that okay?” he asked you and you nodded again. “What do you-“ you interrupted him before he could answer, “Chicken and beer?” you asked him with a bright smile. “Fine.”

Jaehyun ordered the chicken with some beer and he stayed with you as you waited for the food to arrive. You watched tv again and laughed. It seemed like you and Jaehyun have the same sense of humor. “This is my favorite episode!” you said happily.

“Yeah that’s really good one.”

You almost cried, you laughed so hard and seeing Jaehyun laugh as hard as you made you even laugh more. You were interrupted by the doorbell and Jaehyun carried the chicken to the living room and placed on the coffee table.

“What are you doing?” you asked him.

“What do you mean?” he unpacked the chicken.

“We’re in the living room. Let’s go to the kitchen.”

“Oh, it’s alright. Let’s just eat here and watch tv. I don’t want to miss anything. I don’t remember this episode.” Jaehyun said casually and took a bite of his chicken.

And that is how your following two weeks went. You hung out with Jaehyun in the living room on the couch, binge watching sitcoms and movies. He cared for you and still helped you go to bed or the bathroom. Jaehyun always reminded you to take your medicine and you forgot that you actually didn’t like him.

Haein and Doyoung visited you and bought you something to eat or just hung out with you and Jaehyun left you always alone with your friends. You almost wanted to kick them out just so you could keep watching tv with Jaehyun. Your foot was healing, but you still struggled a little.

Tonight was one of those nights you loved. You’ve been spending the whole day with Jaehyun. He cooked dinner for you and you got used to eating dinner with him in the living room and watching something. That was almost like a ritual now.

“Jaehyun?” you asked after a while.

“Hm?”

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“What do you mean? Watching tv?”

“No I mean like, what is your job? I don’t even know how old you are.” You were curious about him, you were almost friends, you’d say.

“Oh, I’m 25 and I’m an author.” He told you. So he’s just a year older than you.

Your eyes widened, “You’re an author? How cool! Do I know any of your works?”

“I don’t think so.” Jaehyun didn’t like talking about his books or his job.

“Are you working on something right now?” Jaehyun just nodded, “What’s it about?”

“Can we talk about something else?” he said annoyed that you didn’t stop asking him about his job. “S-Sure. About what?”

“I don’t know. What’s your favorite color?”

“Purple and yours?”

“Black.”

“Why did I see that coming.” You giggled.

That night, you learned more about Jaehyun. You learned that he didn’t finish college (he didn’t tell you why), and that he has no siblings. He didn’t talk about his parents and you didn’t want to cross any lines, so you didn’t ask about them. He told you about his favorite things and about his roommate before you moved in. A guy named Sicheng. He was actually from China so he had to leave after a while, but Jaehyun was still in contact with him. Jaehyun worked mostly from home but he also had a couple meetings with his publisher, that’s why he was home most of the time. He had to focus on writing, so he kind of locked himself in his room.

Jaehyun also asked you some questions, and you answered all of them. You told him the reason you moved out and about your two jobs. You talked all night long until you two fell asleep on the couch.

Living with Jaehyun wasn’t as bad as you thought it was.

It’s been a couple weeks since your feet healed and you started working again. You couldn’t spend that much time with Jaehyun anymore since you worked day and night. You also noticed while you were home that he rarely left. He was probably writing in his room, you thought.

After an exhausting week, you were finally able to rest. You loved weekends.

“Hey.” You said as you entered the kitchen. Jaehyun was preparing dinner for you two.

“How was your day?” he asked you with a soft smile. “Exhausting. Sometimes I think about hurting my other foot so we can just hang out all day and all night long again.”

Jaehyun smiled, he wouldn’t admit that, but missed it too.

“We can binge that new show on Netflix tonight?” he asked.

“Sounds good to me. You need help there?” you asked him as he cut some tomatoes. “No I’m good, just relax a little, I don’t want you to fall asleep in the middle of the show.”

“That happened just once!”

Your phone interrupted you from defending yourself.

“Yeah what’s up? That was tonight?! But- Hae- okay fine.”

“What’s wrong.”

“Please don’t be mad, but I totally forgot that I promised to go to that one club with Haein. She wanted to introduce me to her new boyfriend.”

“It’s okay. We still have tomorrow.”

“Yes or no?” you asked him.

“What do you mean?” he asked confused.

“Just say yes or no.”

“Y-Yes?” he answered, not sure if that was the right decision. “So you’ll go with me to that club? Please.” You whined.

“You tricked me.” He said and put the spoon with a little sauce against your lips. You tasted it and it was absolutely delicious. “I didn’t trick you. I gave you a choice and you said yes. Tastes amazing by the way.”

“Okay I’ll go with you. But we’ll leave whenever I want.”

“I promise.”

Jaehyun smiled at how cute you were without realizing it.

You and Jaehyun got ready after having dinner together. Jaehyun hated crowded placed and he didn’t even know why he agreed to go to a club with you. You were done before Jaehyun and you mocked him. “And they say girls need longer.”

He was still styling his hair and the door to the bathroom was open so you entered. Jaehyun looked at you through the mirror and he looked away. You were going to wear that? To the club? Jaehyun tried to focus on your face and not on your boobs.

“Wait let me help you.” You turned him to you and Jaehyun was much bigger than you. You pushed his face down, to reach his hair and now it was impossible for him not to stare at your boobs. You basically shoved his face into your boobs. You helped him style his hair unaware that he stared at you boobs.

“Perfect. Can we leave now?”

“Y-Yeah.” Jaehyun cleared his throat as he looked at how short your dress was as you turned around and made your way to the living room. The short black dress with thin straps you were wearing reminded him of that one night you had your housewarming party. When you were standing half naked in front of him. Jaehyun shook his head and tried to think of something else.

You arrived at the club after 25 minutes. You dress rode up and you tried to pull it back down but then your boobs were shown. You struggled a little with that dress and Jaehyun seemed to notice. You made eye contact as you pulled a up again. Maybe you were imagining things, but there was a rosy blush on Jaehyun’s cheeks.

Haein and Taeil were already there when you arrived. She also invited Doyoung and Yuta. Jungwoo couldn’t come, he was meeting his girlfriend’s parents tonight.

You greeted everyone and they, except for Taeil, looked at you confused with an eyebrow up. “You remember Jaehyun? My roommate?” you looked at Doyoung and Yuta. They nodded, still not sure how to react.

Jaehyun greeted your friends awkwardly but thanks to Haein, who hated awkward moments, the awkwardness was gone within minutes. Taeil ordered three rounds of shots and a whole vodka bottle, and not even an hour later, Haein and you were drunk. The boys talked about finances and sports, basically boring stuff, so Haein pecked Taeil’s lips and took your hand to go to the washroom. You’ve been sitting next to Jaehyun the whole time and he didn’t want you to leave his side, but Haein was faster.

“And?! What do you think?!” Haein asked you, you could see how much she liked Taeil.

“He’s super nice, he doesn’t seem like he’s rich.”

“Yeah, he’s also super nice in bed.” She wiggled her eyebrows. “Didn’t need to know that.”

“Maybe, we can get some dick for you tonight too.” She winked at you, “I’m here with Jaehyun, that would be rude.”

“You’re right, then go and get Jaehyun’s dick. I don’t know if you noticed this, but he’s staring at you non-stop.”

“Shut up, he’s my roommate-“

“And? It’s not like it would be the first time.”

“We don’t talk about that night Haein! Fuck, but yeah I’d love him to fuck me again. But no, everything’s going perfectly between us, I don’t want to destroy that.”

“What if he feels the same way, I mean, You’ll never know if you don’t make a move.” She told you and you thought about it for a second. You never talked about that night and maybe Jaehyun thought about it as much as you did.

You left the washroom and noticed a girl next to Jaehyun. Haein looked at you and then back at Jaehyun. You didn’t know what to do or what to feel. What is this feeling, this ugly feeling deep inside of you? Why do you want to push her away and take Jaehyun away from her?

“Seems like he isn’t interested.” You mumbled and you decided to go to the bar and get yourself something to drink. “I’ll be right back.”

You and Jaehyun are just friends, there was no need to feel whatever you were feeling right now. He can flirt with as many girls as he wants and you could do the same. You leaned against the counter and ordered your drink. Your friends were on your left side and you tried your best to look everywhere but there, but when this guy also leaned against the counter on your left side, a little too close to you, you looked to your left and your eyes travelled from the guy next to you to Jaehyun and that girl he was still talking to.

“Hey.” The guy said, “Watcha doing here all alone?”

“Who says I’m alone?” you bit back.

“I don’t see anyone. What is your name?”

“Y/n. And also I’m not alone here, I just wanted to get myself a drink.” You looked back at Jaehyun and your eyes met. The girl next to him was still talking to him, but it seemed like he didn’t listen to her.

You turned back to the bartender and sighed.

“Penny for your thoughts?”

The guy wasn’t that bad, you thought. If Jaehyun can flirt around, you could too right?

“Nothing important. Just a little stressed.” You smiled softly.

“Whatever stresses you, it’ll be over soon, trust me.”

“I don’t even know you, why should I trust you.” But deep inside you knew that he was right.

“I’m-“ he was interrupted before he could tell you his name.

“You said we can go home whenever I want. I want to go home now.” Suddenly Jaehyun came to your view as he softly pulled you away from that guy. “Sorry dude, didn’t know she has a boyfriend.”

You were about to tell him that Jaehyun wasn’t your boyfriend, but as soon as Jaehyun said “Now you know” you shut up.

Jaehyun locked your hands as you walked out of the club, none of you saying anything. His hand was warm, soft, and so much bigger than yours. You tried to hide your smile, your heartbeat increased and you looked on the floor shyly. The taxi came not even five minutes later and now you were sitting next to Jaehyun on your way back home.

It wasn’t awkward, but there was something in the air but the two of you were too shy and scared to say anything. Jaehyun couldn’t take the silence anymore so he just talked. “I told your friends that we’re going home. I’m sorry that you couldn’t say goodbye.”

“It’s okay.” You looked at each other and you smiled softly.

“D-Did you at least get her number?” you almost jumped out of the car. Why would you ask him that? “Whose number?” he asked confused. “The girl you were talking to.” You just noticed that you were still holding hands. You looked down to your hands and then back up. Why did it feel so good to hold his hand? “Oh, I wasn’t interested… but your friend Yuta got her number.” His thumb softly caressed your hand.

You can’t take this anymore, whatever this feeling inside you was you were going to explode.

When you arrived at home, he was still holding your hand, but unfortunately he had to let go to unlock the door.

“You still want to watch something or do you want to go to bed?” he asked you. You looked at your watch. It was just one in the morning so you agreed to hang out. Why were you so nervous? It’s not like you didn’t hang out with Jaehyun before.

You were standing in front of your bedrooms, to go and change to something comfortable. “I’ll see you in a couple minutes then.” You said shyly. “Yeah, see you in a couple minutes.” He smiled at you.

You entered your rooms and let out a heavy sigh. What was going on? Jaehyun was never this nervous around a girl. It was also the first time that he felt something inside he never felt before when he saw you talking to that guy. He blushed as he remembered that he called you his girlfriend. Did you even hear that? What were you thinking now?

You sat on your bed and thought about unknown feeling you felt in your belly. You even googled, and the only definition for feeling something in the belly if a guy did things like Jaehyun did meant butterflies.

Your thoughts were interrupted when Jaehyun knocked on your door. When you opened the door you saw that he was still wearing his clothes from earlier and you were also still in your dress.

“Tell me to stop if you don’t want this.”

Before you could register his words, Jaehyun clashed his lips against yours. He kissed you so softly, so passionate. Jaehyun cupped your cheeks and you felt so fragile in his hands. You kissed him back without thinking twice because you realized that the feeling you felt all this time, was the desire to kiss Jaehyun, to be close to Jaehyun and just to be with Jaehyun. You were jealous when he talked to this girl. You felt happy that he stopped talking to her to stop the guy from talking to you.

Jaehyun carried you with his strong arms to your bed and softly pushed you down with him on top of you.

Jaehyun kissed you like he was afraid you’d break. He was so gentle and his tongue played slowly with yours. He could kiss you forever, he could kiss you until he couldn’t breathe anymore, he didn’t care he just wanted you.

You slowly unbuttoned his dress shirt. This time you were going to take your time to feel him and not to rush like last time. Not that him fucking you hard and fast was a bad thing, hell no, you loved it so much, but this the two of you wanted to taste every inch, feel every inch, and just take your time to show how much this means to you.

Jaehyun’s lips travelled to your neck down to your breasts which were hardly covered. Your nipples were already hard just from kissing and you could feel Jaehyun hardening too. He was between your legs and your dress was barely covering.

“I love this dress on you, but we should take it off right?” he whispered softly and you could only nod.

Jaehyun pushed you up a little to get to the zipper. He pulled the straps of your dress down and pressed wet kisses on your exposed skin. Not even seconds later, your dress was gone and you were just in your black panties.

You could almost hear your heartbeat. Jaehyun was so gentle and sweet and the two of you were doing this sober. You wanted him, you needed him and he needed you.

Jaehyun got rid of his dress shirt and unbuttoned his jeans, his eyes never leaving yours. His jeans landed on the ground and he got down on his knees. One hand on each of your leg, he spread them wide and pulled you closer. His face right in front of your clothed pussy.

Jaehyun left open mouthed kisses on your legs as he reached the hem of your panties. He slowly pulled your panties down, leaving your exposed and completely naked. You grabbed the blanket under you tightly, you looked up to the ceiling, avoiding Jaehyun’s eyes. You were so nervous and excited.

Jaehyun put your legs on his shoulders and you could feel his breath against you pussy lips. He put one finger against your folds and spread your wetness, you were almost dripping. You closed your eyes tightly as you felt him kiss your pussy. He spread your folds with his fingers licked a long strap. You let out a breathy moan and Jaehyun continues licking you, slowly.

He was teasing you, he wanted to hear that you wanted more. He played with your clit, so slowly and it was almost torture. “J-Jaehyun… please.” You whined.

“Please what baby?” he said against your pussy and then he kept toying with your clit.

“Please don’t t-tease me. Please, make me cum.”

And then he ate you out and you saw the stars. He ate you out like a starved man, finding the right spot to make you lose your mind. Sucking on your clit until you cried out and your grip around the sheets tightened. You were so wet that he could push two fingers inside of your cunt without hurting you. His fingers pumped in and out of you and he never stopped sucking your clit and eating you out.

“Jaehyun, oh god- fuck, it feels so good.” You were so close, and Jaehyun fastened his pace, “S-So close.”

You came not long after, clenching around his fingers and almost squeezing his head with your legs. He didn’t stop pumping his fingers and playing with your cum, you were so sensitive that you couldn’t stay still, but Jaehyun didn’t mind and you came a second time. You almost passed out, you were so sensitive and overstimulated but you loved every second of it.

Jaehyun looked up at you. His chin glistening with your cum and the look on his face told you that he wanted to fuck the hell out of you. “Did you like it?”

“Are you seriously asking me that after making me cum twice?”

Jaehyun grinned at you. He crawled back on top of you while softly pushing you to the middle of your bed and kissed you. You could taste yourself on his lips and tongue. Jaehyun’s hard cock poked you and you wanted to make him feel good. Your hand travelled inside his briefs to wrap your hand around his cock. Jaehyun moaned in your mouth as you pulled his cock out of his briefs. You used his precum to coat his cock and jerk him off.

Jaehyun’s face fell into the crook of your neck and you were glad he was enjoying it. He pressed kisses on your neck and sucked to leave hickies. You didn’t really know what you were doing but as long as he was enjoying it, you kept jerking him off.

“W-Wait.” He wrapped his hands around your wrist, “I don’t wanna cum yet.”

“Can I ride you?” you asked bluntly. Jaehyun’s eyes sparked up, he would love to see you on top of him, riding him.

Jaehyun nodded excitingly and turned the two of you around. His back rested against the bedrest, his briefs long gone. “Condom?” you asked shyly.

“My wallet, in my jeans.”

Jaehyun was painfully hard and just couldn’t wait anymore. After finally finding a condom, you asked him if you could do it. Jaehyun nodded and smiled softly at you. He watched you slowly wrap the condom around his hard cock. You positioned yourself above his cock and with Jaehyun’s help you slowly sunk down. “F-Fuck.” Jaehyun moaned as he grabbed your hips.

You rode him slowly at first, then you fastened your pace as you got used to his size. He stretched you perfectly and every time he was fully inside of you, you moaned. “J-Jaehyun… it feels so good.”

Jaehyun loved the look on your face, he loved seeing how his cock disappeared inside of you. You wrapped your arms around Jaehyun’s neck for support, you also pulled him closer to press you lips against his. The kiss was so passionate, so intense. Your bodies were connected and so were your lips, this time you didn’t fuck like you were horny teenagers.

Jaehyun’s grip on your hips tightened and he helped you bounce on his cock. You unlocked your lips and closed your eyes as you felt Jaehyun fuck up into you. Jaehyun was so deep inside of you, hitting the right spot with every thrust.

“J-Jaehyun, Jaehyun fuck, I’m gonna cum again.” You cried out, you were still a little sensitive after coming two times, but that didn’t stop Jaehyun from fucking you until you were crying.

“Cum baby, fucking cum on my cock.” Jaehyun felt you clench around him and when you whispered in his ear, “Please cum, I want you to cum Jaehyun.” And locked your lips again, he twitched inside of you and you came at the same time. Your dug your nails in his shoulder and he held you tightly between his arms as you ride out your orgasms. Jaehyun filled the condom with so much cum and you just wanted to stay in his arms like this, but his cock softened inside of you and you had to throw the condom away.

With one sweet kiss on your lips, he slowly lifted you up. He threw the condom in your trash bin and you were heavily breathing right next to him on your bed. Jaehyun threw his briefs back on while you went to pee and clean yourself up in the bathroom, and when you came back he helped you wear a fresh pair of panties and his shirt. He layed down next to you, intertwined your hands and tried to calm his beating heart down.

You looked to your left and when your eyes met his, he came closer and pecked your lips. “I can’t stop kissing you.” He whispered against you lips. “Then don’t.” and that night, you fell asleep between Jaehyun’s strong arms. His body hot against yours under the sheets, hands intertwined and lips locked.

You woke up with a big smile on your face. Jaehyun’s arm was around your waist, hugging you tightly and his face so close to your neck, you could feel his breath and you were so happy that he was still there when you woke up.

You turned around slowly, you didn’t want to wake him, but when you turned around his eyes were already open. He smiled softly at you as your eyes locked, a smile on both of your faces.

“Hi.” You said.

“Hi.” He said back and softly caressed your cheek with his thumb.

You probably looked like a mess whereas Jaehyun still looked stunning. You turned around immediately and hid your face under your blanket.

“What’s wrong?” Jaehyun asked you.

“I look like a mess when I wake up. Don’t look at me.”

Jaehyun laughed at your cuteness, “You don’t look like a mess. You look beautiful. Don’t hide from me.”

You peeked at him, only showing him your eyes. Jaehyun pressed a sweet kiss on your forehead and smiled at you. His hand slowly found his way under your shirt, goosebumps formed all over your body. “I said don’t hide from me.”

You slowly showed him your face again and within a second his lips were on yours. Kissing you so tenderly and slowly. Jaehyun pulled back slowly and looked at you. His hand caressed your cheek and he looked at you like you were his world. He put a strand of your hair behind you ear and all you could do was stare at him.

“Do you want to shower with me?” he asked you.

You nodded shyly, “But I also want to stay like this with you.”

“We can shower and then we can lay in bed all day long? How does that sound?”

“Sounds perfect.”

And that’s what you did. You showered together, but it took you longer than you thought it would. Your little shower session became a make each other cum session. After sucking his dick, he fingered you and then you finished showering and changed to comfy clothes. Jaehyun prepared some breakfast as you dried your hair.

After a fast breakfast you found yourself under your sheets with Jaehyun again. You cuddled and kissed and it was perfect. It wasn’t awkward or weird at all, it was magical. Jaehyun pecked your lips because he couldn’t get enough of you and you didn’t complain, why would you? You loved it.

“Do you still think I dress like a grandma?” you asked him after a while.

Jaehyun let out a laugh, “A sexy grandma.”

You softly punched his arm and turned around to face the wall. “I’m just joking. Come back.” He kissed your shoulder. “You look amazing whatever you’re wearing. With or without clothes, you look pretty.”

You turned back to him, “I know. You couldn’t take your eyes away from me yesterday. Or last week when I wore a skirt. Or-“

“Okay, I get it, I’m obvious, but I can’t help it, you just look too good to not stare.”

You giggled, “You’re cute.”

You spent the whole day with him in your bed, talking about random stuff and just enjoying each other’s company. That was how your relationship full of anger, hate, and fights bloomed into a relationship full of love, happiness, and passion. You fell for each other every passing day more and more, you couldn’t imagine a day without each other. You can’t remember the last time you slept without Jaehyun by your side and you loved to fall asleep with him so close to you. You loved having passionate sex with him and you loved when he fucked you dumb. Jaehyun was sweet and tender but he was also a fucking beast when he fucked you.

It didn’t take you long to finally be official. You never thought you could fall for you annoying roommate, but here you were, head over heels for the guy who told you not to eat in the living room. You learned so many things about each other, secrets you never told anyone before and the dreams you had. Jaehyun told you about his writers block, that he didn’t publish a book in almost a year, he was struggling with his ideas, he didn’t know how to focus and write, but with you on his side, he let his ideas free and created beautiful stories.

It’s been already a year since you started dating and it was the best year you ever had. Today was your one-year anniversary and you spent the day at the amusement park. You teased Jaehyun for being so cliché but you loved it. There was a photobooth and you almost gave in when Jaehyun tried to finger you inside of the photobooth. “Then let’s go home.” He whined.

“You’re so impatient, baby. We still need to go on the Ferris wheel.” You pouted.

“Fine, but then we’re going home to,” he came closer to your ear, “fuck.” He whispered since there were so many kids around you.

“Yes, sir.”

“Don’t call me that in public.” He whined.

You loved teasing him.

When you were finally on top of the Ferris wheel, your eyes widened. You had a beautiful view and a beautiful man next to you.

“Please take a selfie with me.” You asked him with a pout. Jaehyun hated taking selfies but every time you looked at him with a pout, he couldn’t resist and gave in.

After taking about ten selfies, he had enough and just kissed you. You kissed him back and put your phone back to your pocket. Jaehyun’s tongue played with yours as your hand found his crotch. “Happy one year anniversary.” You whispered against his lips, “Happy one year anniversary.” He said back, closing his eyes and hiding his face in the crook of your neck.

You stroked his slowly hardening cock and you weren’t going to jerk him off, you just wanted to tease him. When you stopped abruptly Jaehyun looked at you with a pout. “Why did you stop?” he whined. “I don’t want you to cum in your pants. I want you to cum inside of me, fill me up with every drop of your cum.” You whispered teasingly.

“Fuck, are you fucking serious. You’re going to let me fuck you raw?” Jaehyun’s eyes widened and his cock twitched. He wanted to fuck you raw for months now, but you weren’t sure If you wanted to take birth control, but you also wanted to feel him so you wanted to surprise him for your anniversary.

“I love you.” He said and every time you heard him say that you wanted to cry because you loved him too, so much. “I love you too.”

Jaehyun was so excited, he almost came just thinking about his cum dripping out of you. “Please, can we go home now? I want you so badly.”

And he didn’t waste a second after you arrived home. He pressed you against the door, stopping you from unlocking it and entering your apartment. His hands all over your body. “J-Jaehyun, let’s get inside first.” You turned to the door to unlock it, you felt him press his cock against your butt. Your hands were shaking in excitement and as soon as you unlocked the door. You turned back to him to kiss him.

Jaehyun closed the door with his foot and undressed you on your way to the bedroom. He was so excited, he didn’t care about his surroundings, his focus was on your and only you. Your clothes were all over the ground in the living room and when he finally found your room he threw you on the bed and undressed himself. You were still in your panties and bra. You unclasped your bra and threw it with your panties on the floor. You spread your legs and smirked at Jaehyun.

“Fuck I want to be inside of you.” His dick was painfully hard.

But Jaehyun had to prepare you for his cock first. Even though you were dripping already, he started pumping two fingers in and out of you. The sound of your wetness turning him on. He leaned down to take your nipple in his mouth. Softly sucking and playing with it. You moaned out whenever he hit that one spot, you were so close.

He flicked your other nipple with his free hand and you clenched around his fingers, you loved it when he played with your boobs. You could feel your orgasm coming, “J-Jaehyun-“ but before you could cum, he pulled his fingers out.

“Why?” you whined, “I was about to cum- oh holy shit!”

Jaehyun wanted you to cum on his cock, not on his fingers and when he pushed his entire length inside of you, you arched your back and moaned loudly.

“Fuck you’re so fucking tight, so perfect.” He watched his cock disappear inside of you, fucking you raw made him loose his mind. He pinned your wrist on each side of your face to hold you still.

“Ah- This feels so fucking good- please don’t stop!”

Your eyes rolled back, Jaehyun’s moans were so beautiful and you could feel your orgasm coming. “Gonna cum J-Jae- oh god.”

You came hard on his cock, “Gonna fill your pretty pussy up.” And with that, he came to and painted your walls white. Jaehyun was still rock hard even after filling you up, that was the best feeling ever. He pulled out and pushed two fingers in to stop the cum from dripping out of you.

Jaehyun was not done with you.

He turned your around on all fours. He exchanged his fingers with his cock, fucking into you again. He was going to fill you up again and watch his cum drip out of you. Jaehyun placed his hands on your hips to fuck you nice and deep. With every thrust, you clenched around him. You supported yourself on your arms, holding the sheets tightly. “Jaehyun- fuck! Oh my god, fuck me harder!” and he did. His hand found your neck to press you into the bed and to fuck you harder. Your legs almost gave up and with Jaehyun’s other hand circling your clit, you came again.

Jaehyun came not long after you, shooting his cum deep inside of you and moaning out loudly. He pulled out softly and watched his cum drip out of you.

“That is so hot fuck.”

Jaehyun got hard again and you knew that it was going to be a long night.

You stopped fucking with a condom after your anniversary, you always took birth control and you were glad you did because Jaehyun fucking you raw was mind blowing. Two weeks after your anniversary, you celebrated Haein’s birthday with all of your friends. You organized a surprise party in your apartment with Jaehyun’s help. Even though he was not a big fan of parties and crowded rooms, he helped you as much as he could.

You were really busy that day, you decorated your apartment, baked a cake with Doyoung and Jaehyun and tried to distract Haein. Haein thought that all of her friends, except for you, forgot about her birthday, but after you opened the door to your apartment, she almost broke out in tears. She hugged you tightly, and she jumped in Taeil’s arms as soon as she saw him.

“Oh god I love you guys so much.”

The surprise party was a success and you were happy to see your best friend happy.

You thanked Jaehyun a thousand times for helping you and when everyone left and you were all alone with your boyfriend, he wanted to have sex as a reward. You were a little exhausted, but you wanted to make him feel good. “What about I suck you off?”

Jaehyun thought about it, “Hmm, but I want you to feel good too.” He pouted.

“Okay, just because I love you and If you give me a massage after that.” You must admit, after drinking alcohol you got horny easily. Just feeling Jaehyun’s hand on your boob made you wet.

“Deal.” He said happily.

After having sex, you were glad you did it. Jaehyun made you feel so good and the massage after that was a bonus. But if you only knew what consequences that night would bring, you ask yourself what would’ve happened if you just sucked him off or just went to sleep.

It was a warm summer night, you and Jaehyun cuddled on the couch, the balcony door wide open to let the warm breeze in, lights out and the movie you were watching long forgotten. Jaehyun softly played with your hair, your head on his chest and arm around his waist. It’s been a couple weeks since Haein’s birthday and you had a weird feeling inside of you.

Jaehyun was worried and never left you side. “Are you getting your period soon?” he asked you.

“I should, but it’s a different feeling. I feel like I-“ you stopped midsentence. You pushed yourself up and ran to the bathroom. You leaned over the toilette to puke. Jaehyun rushed after you to hold your hair back. He softly caressed your back.

“I’m sorry.” You said after washing your mouth and flushing the toilette. “Don’t be sorry baby. Are you feeling better now?”

You shook your head. “I think I ate something wrong.”

Jaehyun carried you to the bed and tucked you in. “I’ll make you a tea. I’ll be right back.”

After finishing your tea, you fell asleep in Jaehyun’s arms. Jaehyun slept next to you ever since you fucked the first time in your room. He used his room to change his clothes and write.

The next day, Jaehyun had a meeting with his publisher, he told you he’d take you to the hospital as soon as he came back, but when you woke up, you felt sick again. You called Haein, you didn’t want to disturb Jaehyun during his meeting, you told her about the nausea you felt. Haein came as soon as she could.

“So you’ve been feeling bad for a couple weeks now?”

You nodded.

“Honey, when was the last time you had your period?” she asked slowly, it didn’t take her long to understand what was happening to you.

“I don’t k-know. Over a month ago? My period i-is late. I’ve been waiting for over a week now.”

“D-Did you have sex without a condom?” she asked you straightforward. You nodded, “B-But I’m on birth control.”

Haein pulled something out of her bag. “W-What’s that?” you asked her, even though you knew exactly what it was.

“Just try it. It’s going to be okay.” She encouraged you.

Without saying anything, you took the pregnancy test and entered the bathroom. You looked at it for a minute. Could it really be? But you were careful, right? It’s impossible. You peed on the stick and left it in the bathroom. Haein held you in her arms and told you that everything’s going to be alright.

A couple minutes later, you asked her to look at the result.

“It’s positive.” She whispered, staring at the result.

“You’re lying.”

She handed you the test, “This can’t be true. I-It’s just one test.” You mumbled.

“I bought another one, just in case.” Haein said.

You tried the second test and it was again, positive.

You didn’t know what to feel. You couldn’t stop crying. Happy tears? Sad tears? You didn’t know. What was Jaehyun going to say? Your family? What were you going to do now? Are you even ready to be a mom? Is Jaehyun going to leave you? What about-

“Look at me.” Haein interrupted your thoughts, “Everything is going to be alright, do you hear me? Y/n, I’m with you, Jaehyun is with you, no matter what’s going to happen next. I’m always here for you. I know you’re scared, but I promise you everything’s going to be alright.”

You hugged her tightly and cried your heart out.

“Baby? I’m back home!” Jaehyun announced his arrival. You wiped your tears away and tried to breathe calmly.

“Do you want me to stay with you?” Haein asked.

“N-No it’s okay, thank you for everything.”

You held the pregnancy tests tightly and walked Haein to the door.

“Oh hey Haein, thank you for staying with her. Are you feeling better baby?” he greeted Haein and pecked your lips.

“No problem, I’m always there. If anything happens, I’m just a call away.” She assured you and you smiled softly at her.

After Haein left, Jaehyun wrapped his arms around you and sat down on the couch, placing you on his lap. Jaehyun noticed you holding something, “What’s that baby?”

You breathed in and out and slowly showed him the tests. Jaehyun gulped, this isn’t what he think it is, right? His grip on your hips tightened, without him noticing.

“You’re pranking me right? It’s not funny y/n.” the look on Jaehyun’s face was a look you’ve never seen before.

“They are both positive and I’m n-not pranking you.” Your lower lip trembled and your hands were shaking, “I-I’m pregnant.” You whispered the last part.

“I said this is not funny y/n.” he pushed you off of his lap to the couch, standing up abruptly, ignoring the look on your face. Jaehyun entered the kitchen to drink some water. His grip around the glass was tight and he gulped the water down in one go. You followed him slowly. “J-Jaehyun I’m n-not joking. I would never j-joke about that.”

Jaehyun’s grip tightened. He looked at the sink, not sure what to do.

“P-Please say something.” You walked up to him and placed your hand on his shoulder. “Tests are never 100% safe-“

“I did two test Jae and my period is late-“

“I don’t fucking care! You were on birth control, you can’t be pre- it can’t be positive!” Jaehyun yelled at you and you stepped back.

“Birth control is not 100% s-safe and I-I know we didn’t p-plan this but-“

“There are no buts, y/n. Just go and get rid of it before it’s too late.”

Your eyes widened at his words. “W-What?” you felt the tears form at the corner of your eyes.

“You heard me. I don’t want to be a father, not now, not ever. How can you be so irresponsible?!” he yelled now.

What did he just say?

“Irresponsible? Jaehyun you’re a part of this! It takes two to make a baby!” you yelled back. You were heartbroken.

“It was your idea to fuck raw! It’s not my fault that you don’t know how to use fucking birth control!”

“Are you blaming me for this? I can’t believe you.” You broke out in tears.

“Don’t fucking talk to me until you get rid of it.” And with that, Jaehyun left you alone in the apartment.

You couldn’t stop crying, everything was too much for you. You never thought that Jaehyun could be such a heartless monster. You locked yourself in your bedroom, you hid under your blankets and you prayed that this was just a bad dream you would wake up from.

Jaehyun didn’t even try to talk to you that night, you heard his door open and close. For the first time in a year, he slept in his room again.

You thought about the pros and cons of an abortion, maybe he was right. A maybe you weren’t ready for a baby. You don’t have a stable job, you’re not even married, your mother would kill you if she found out you got pregnant before marriage.

Your parents loved Jaehyun though, he had met them almost half a year ago, you video called them to show them your perfect boyfriend who treated you like a queen. Your dad was happy that there was a man who looked after you besides Doyoung, but your mother didn’t like the thought of you living with a man you weren’t married to. But they accepted him and welcomed him to the family. Jaehyun never talked or introduced you to his parents, and that was okay.

Jaehyun didn’t sleep at all that night, whenever he closed his eyes, his past haunted him. The past he never talked about, and he never wanted to talk about. The reason why he never wanted to have a child.

The next morning, you tiptoed your way out of the apartment without waking Jaehyun up, he was awake already and heard the front door close.

You’re appointment made you nervous. Your mind was foggy and your eyes hurt. You cried non-stop, your heart hurt and you felt lonelier than ever. The second the doctor called out your name, your heart stopped beating. You were really going to do it, but the second you entered the room, you stopped in your tracks.

When you entered the apartment, Jaehyun was waiting on the couch, his leg bouncing up and down due the nervousness. You didn’t look at him, you couldn’t. Jaehyun stood up as soon as he saw you. “How did it go?” he asked you, stepping closer to you. He wanted to apologize for being so harsh to you, but as soon as the following word left your lips, he stepped back.

“I didn’t do it.” You said calmly.

“What do you mean you didn’t do it?”

“I’m going to keep my baby.” You looked up now.

“This isn’t a decision you can make on your own.” He said through gritted teeth.

“You deciding I get an abortion is also a decision you made on your own. I never said I wanted to get an abortion.”

“It’s the only logical way-“

“Why?! Why is it the only logical way?!” you yelled angrily. He was driving you crazy.

“How are you going to raise a child?! You work at a café and a restaurant, you can’t even take care of yourself, how are you going to take care of a baby? You’re not ready to be a mother and I never wanted to have kids! I can’t even afford shit for myself, how are we supposed to buy shit a baby needs? This isn’t a pet you just feed and take out for a walk!”

“How would you know if I’m ready to be a mother?! I can find a stable job, I can provide for us-“

“You can’t do fucking shit! You can’t even take birth control. You fucking destroyed everything,” he pointed with his finger at you, “You messed everything up!”

“I don’t need you to raise my child… I can raise my baby on my own, you disgust me, Jaehyun. I never thought you’d be this heartless. I can’t believe you blame me. I can’t believe you a-act like this. My baby doesn’t deserve a father like you.” You were crying and you didn’t care about anything anymore. You just wanted to be alone.

You left Jaehyun standing all alone in the living, you ran to the bathroom to let everything out, you morning sickness was kicking your ass, but you didn’t mind. Jaehyun couldn’t take it anymore and left the apartment once again. That’s how your relationship fell apart.

You called Haein. She came over and held you in her arms. You cried like there was no tomorrow. “Baby you need to stop crying. You don’t need him. You have to stay strong for your baby.” She caressed your belly.

“D-Do you think it’s the right decision to keep my baby?” you asked between sobs.

“I can’t tell you that, you’re the only one who can tell that. It’s your decision, but I’ll support you no matter how you decided.”

“H-he hates me. He looked at m-me like I was a disease. He doesn’t want my baby.” You cried out. Your heart hurt and you were in pain. Jaehyun broke your heart with his words and every time you closed your eyes, you saw his angry face telling you that it was your fault and that you destroyed everything. You almost believed him.

“I’m here, I’ll go with you through this.”

You wished it was Jaehyun saying those things.

“Thank you for everything.” You hugged your best friend tightly and fell asleep.

It took you awhile to decide what was going to happen next. You didn’t see Jaehyun since that morning, it’s been three days. You’re lease expired in seven months and even though you didn’t want to be at the same place as Jaehyun, you weren’t going to move out. If he wants to go then he should, but you had to find a new, stable job first before you could move out again.

When you saw Jaehyun in the kitchen, you decided to tell him about your plan. “When are you moving out?” you asked him. Jaehyun turned around, a bottle apple juice in his hand.

“Excuse me?” he said.

“You’re not going to stay here or am I wrong?”

“I’m not going anywhere. You’re the one who’s going to move out.” he huffed.

“My lease expires in seven months. I’m going to stay until my lease is over, I have more important things to do, so it’s you who’s going.”

“I’m doing no such thing.”

You let out an angry sigh, “Fine. I’m also not going. Let’s not cross each other’s path, I don’t want to be reminded that you live here too.” Jaehyun just nodded, looking away from you.

“That’s it then.”

“That’s it.”

You glanced at each with anger and suddenly the smell of eggs hit your nose. You scrunched your face and held your hand against your mouth. You rushed to the bathroom to puke. Jaehyun almost ran after you but he stopped in his tracks.

You had an appointment at you gynecologist tomorrow and you were so excited, you couldn’t sleep. Haein promised to go to all of your appointments with you and you were glad you had her in your life.

“Everything looks perfect. You’re six weeks pregnant. Congratulations.” Your doctor told you and you could feel the tears form in the corner of your eyes. You looked to Haein who was already crying, “I can’t wait to be an aunt.”

Your doctor gave you another appointment and you were so excited already, you could make this, you didn’t need Jaehyun.

The following weeks you told your friends about your pregnancy. Jungwoo started crying and Yuta was about to beat the shit out of Jaehyun. Doyoung was shocked and didn’t know what to do, but they all promised to be there for you. Your friends helped you quit your two jobs and with Taeil’s help, you got a job in his company. Luck was on your side, the position got free at the perfect time for you, you even were allowed to work from home. You and Jaehyun tried your best to avoid each other and it worked, except for times you had to puke and he was under the shower. It was a habit to leave the door unlocked after Jaehyun started dating you, he always waited for you to join, but after your breakup he forgot to lock it.

You rushed to the bathroom, ignoring Jaehyun’s yells and puked, once again. Fuck, you had enough of the morning sickness.

“What the fuck are you doing?!”

“Do you want me to puke in the kitchen instead?!” you yelled back as you washed your mouth. You left before he could say anything.

It was hard to get used to sleeping alone. You missed the warmth around you, so you asked Haein to sleep over. “This isn’t working.” You said as you turned to her. “I don’t even feel your presence.”

“You need to sleep, we’re going to the gynecologist tomorrow.” She mumbled, eyes closed.

“I’m thirsty.”

“There’s a water bottle next to you.”

“But I don’t want water. I want apple juice. I think we still have some left. I’ll be right back.”

It was three in the morning and you didn’t think you’d meet Jaehyun, eating a bowl of cereal in the kitchen. You looked at each other for a second and then ignored each other’s presence again. You poured yourself a glass apple juice. You ignored each other like you always did.

The following weeks were like hell, you puked almost every morning and you breasts hurt and your mood swings were horrible. You watched a movie with Haein in the living room and you cried like never before and you never cried like this while watching a movie. Then, you were absolutely mad at Jaehyun for making a mess out of the kitchen and going back to his room.

You knocked harshly on his door. Jaehyun opened angrily door, “What?!”

“Clean up after you! The kitchen is a mess!”

“Don’t tell me what to do.” He fired back.

“Jaehyun, don’t make me angrier than I am, clean the fucking kitchen!”

“If it bothers you this much, clean up yourself!” he slammed the door shut and you tried to calm down. You couldn’t let the kitchen like that so you cleaned up.

You ordered a pizza and did what Jaehyun hated the most. You ate in the living room.

You hoped Jaehyun would leave his room and see that you were going against his stupid rules and he did. “Eat in the kitchen.”

“Don’t tell me what to do.”

“You know I hate it when the apartment smells like food.” He said through gritted teeth.

“I can remember you eating here too.”

“That was different.”

“Can you go? I don’t want to see your stupid face.” You said bluntly.

“You think I want to see your stupid face?”

You ignored him and turned up the volume. “I’m talking to you.” He said and you kept ignoring him. “So fucking immature.” He mumbled, loud enough so you could hear him.

“Fuck you.”

Jaehyun slammed his door shut, there was no point in fighting with you, you wouldn’t listen to him. The second he left, you broke out in tears but laughed whenever something funny happened in the show you were watching.

You’re four months pregnant now and you’ve been feeling much better. You’re morning sickness was completely gone and you didn’t have mood swings, not that bad at least.

You were thinking of ways to tell your parents that you were pregnant, you couldn’t lie to them forever, one way or another they would find out that you were pregnant.

“Your grandma is going to kill me.” You loved talking to your baby, “But your grandpa is going to cry and then he is going to kill Jaehyun. You don’t need to know who Jaehyun is, but your grandpa is going to kill him.” You sighed.

You were interrupted by the doorbell. Who could it be?

It was Doyoung.

“What do you say to burgers and fries?” he held two bags of food up and you smiled happily.

You hung out with Doyoung the whole evening, Jaehyun not leaving his room once. He rarely left his room or the apartment nowadays, but you didn’t care.

“I can’t wait anymore.” Doyoung softly caressed your belly, Jaehyun left his room at the same time to go to the kitchen. He looked at Doyoung hand on your belly and he looked away as fast as he could. He didn’t even greet Doyoung, he doubted that they were still friends.

Jaehyun was making some pasta, but he couldn’t help but listen to your conversation.

“I was thinking about some names, what do you say to Bumblebee?”

Jaehyun almost laughed out loud.

“Are you crazy? You’re not going to name the baby after a Transformer.” Doyoung scolded you.

“I was just joking. I’ll think of names in a couple months.”

Doyoung let out a sigh.

“Doyoung do you think I’ll find a boyfriend ever again? I’ll be a fat and ugly mother, nobody’s going to want to date me.” You’ve been thinking about that the past couple days.

“Are you stupid? You’re beautiful no matter what and a guy who doesn’t love you because you are a single mother, is not the right one.”

Jaehyun’s chest tightened. Were you over him already? Were you ready to move on and date someone else?

“I’ll just stay single forever, I don’t think I’ll be able to love again.”

Jaehyun felt like crying. He had to distract himself.

“Men are trash.” Doyoung sight.

“You are a man.”

“I’m special.”

A couple days later, you called your parents to tell them about your pregnancy. They still didn’t know about your breakup though. Whenever you tried to call them, you never mentioned anything, but today you would tell them, you had to tell them.

“Hey honey.” Your dad said.

“Y/n, did you gain weight?” your mom asked you without even saying hello.

“A little bit, but there’s a reason why, a good reason.”

Your parents looked at you.

“You’re going to be grandparents.”

Your parents didn’t move and you almost hung up but then you saw the tears in their eyes.

“A-Are you mad?”

“N-no, just shocked.” Your dad admitted.

“I have to book the next flight to Seoul.” Your mother said, still in shock.

“Mom, you don’t have to come all the way here-“

“My only daughter is pregnant, what do you want me to do? Worry to death? I’m coming and that’s final.”

“Where is Jaehyun? I have to have a serious talk with him.” Your father looked serious. “I hope he makes you happy, y/n. I know how men are, if he doesn’t treat you like a queen you’re coming to Busan and I’ll break his legs.”

“J-Jaehyun treats me like a queen dad. D-don’t worry. He’s been nothing but good to me.”

“Oh my god, we’re going to be grandparents.” Your dad cried and your mother, surprisingly, also cried. After having a serious talk about things to do and not to do, you hung up. You were fucked. You couldn’t tell your parents that you broke up and that Jaehyun broke your heart.

You didn’t know what to do and they you got a text from your mother. Her flight was tomorrow evening. Well, that was fast, you thought.

What were you going to do now?

You slowly made your way to Jaehyun’s room. You softly knocked and not a second later, Jaehyun opened his door.

“What?” he said and you almost passed out due to nervousness.

“I know we don’t get along, I know that I said I don’t need you and that you don’t have to take responsibility of this, but-“

“But?” he raised an eyebrow.

“My… my mother is coming tomorrow. I just told them about… about my pregnancy and they still think that we… that we are together and my father is going to kill you if he finds out, not that I have a problem with that, but my parents are against having babies before marriage and I told them t-that we were serious so… so I think they’re not that mad at me because they think we’ll get married anyways and, and if I tell them we’re not together, I’ll have to go to Busan and I know my mother, she would force me to marry the next man she’d find on the street as long as I have… a man by myside. It’s sick, I know, but I need you to act like we’re still together until my mother leaves. I’ll figure something out after she leaves, p-please I need your help.” You rambled.

Jaehyun didn’t know what to do, your plan was stupid, plain stupid, but he didn’t want your dad to kill him, or perhaps he didn’t want you to marry someone you didn’t know. Jaehyun didn’t know the reason he said yes to your plan.

“Okay, what do I have to do?” he asked.

“Just like, act like you love me.”

Saying that out loud broke both of your hearts.

“Okay.”

“Since you’re helping me, I’ll try to leave earlier than planned, but I’ll still pay my part until my lease expires. I don’t want to be in your way and disturb you anymore.” You looked down to the floor and played nervously with your fingers. How could you be still in love with him? After everything that he said, you still loved him.

“Okay.” Jaehyun didn’t know what else to say.

“Okay. Good night.”

You entered your room, closed your door, and let out the breath you were holding. Even with Jaehyun’s help, you were fucked.

“So this is the apartment you live in?” was the first thing your mother said after entering your apartment. You and Jaehyun picked her up from the airport, when you wanted to help her with her suitcase she scolded you.

“Yes, it’s really comfy and we have a big kitchen-“

“You should let some fresh air in.” she interrupted you, “Where is my room?” she asked then.

“Your room?” you asked confused. Jaehyun understood what your mother meant.

“Yeah, the room I’m sleeping in.”

“Oh yeah right, this is your room.” You showed her your room and you realized, you had to sleep somewhere else.

“I bet you’re hungry, I’ll cook us some dinner.” You said.

“No, you’re pregnant. Jaehyun, can you cook?”

“Yes ma’am.” He answered truthfully. “Great, I want to rest a little bit, y/n, you should also rest. Wake me when dinner is ready.” You mother said strictly. Jaehyun and you nodded and left her alone in your room.

“S-sorry.” You said.

“It’s okay. I like to cook.”

But you weren’t just sorry for that.

You sat down in the kitchen and watched Jaehyun cook his special pasta dish.

“Jaehyun?”

“Mhm?” he said as he cut some tomatoes.

“W-Where am I going to sleep?”

Jaehyun stopped cutting and stared at the tomato. “Uh, with me I guess?”

“A-Are you okay with that?”

“I said I was going to help you, didn’t I?”

“Okay.”

After dinner, your mother decided to have a long talk with you and Jaehyun.

“So, when are you going to get married? I’d say before the baby is born, but It’s still up to you.” She sipped on her tea.

“Mom, we didn’t really talk about that yet, we wanted to wait until the baby is born.” Every time you lied to your mother, you felt a sting in your heart.

“Okay, but you should get her a ring Jaehyun. People should know that she’s in a relationship.”

Jaehyun just nodded, he didn’t know what else to say. He couldn’t even look your mother in the eyes.

“Okay, we’ll talk about this tomorrow. It’s late and you should rest.”

You were all alone with Jaehyun in his room. You waited until your mother wouldn’t leave the room anymore so you could go to the bathroom and change to your pajamas. Jaehyun on the other hand changed while you were in the room.

“I can sleep on the floor, If you don’t feel comfortable.” You voice cracked. Jaehyun’s eyes widened, “No, just sleep next to me, the bed is big enough.” Yes, he was heartless, but he wouldn’t let you sleep on the floor, especially not pregnant.

It was hard to fall asleep with Jaehyun next to you. You tried your best to make yourself as small as possible, you were scared to even touch his arm. Jaehyun wasn’t doing any better, he also tried to give you space.

“G-Good night.” You mumbled.

“Night.”

The next morning you woke up between Jaehyun’s arms. This didn’t mean anything, this was just his habit, you told yourself. You slowly got out of his grip and entered the bathroom to freshen up. Your mother was already awake and breakfast was ready when you entered the kitchen.

“Perfect timing, go wake Jaehyun up. My son in law should taste his mother in laws famous breakfast.”

You begged your mother to stop calling him that in your head.

You slowly entered Jaehyun’s room, he was still sleeping.

“Jaehyun.” You slowly shook him. “Mhmm.”

“Wake up, breakfast is ready. My mother is going to kill you if you don’t eat her famous breakfast.”

“Fine.” He rubbed his eyes.

Breakfast went smoothly. Jaehyun really enjoyed your mothers cooking, they talked about dishes you’ve never heard before. You were deep in thoughts when you heard the doorbell.

“I’ll get it.”

As soon as you saw Haein’s face, you realized that you have an appointment today. “Fuck.”

“Hello to you too.”

“My mother is here and she thinks that Jaehyun and I are still together, we’re acting as if we were because she’ll kill me if she finds out and I was so stressed, I forgot about the appointment but I have to go with Jaehyun.” You blurred everything out and Haein looked at you in confusion.

“You’re fucked.”

“I know.”

“Y/n? who is it?” your mother yelled from the kitchen.

“It’s Haein. Just say that you came to check on me or something.” You whispered the last part. “Haein?” Your mother walked out the kitchen, “It’s been so long. How’s your mother?”

“She’s good how are you?” she distracted your mother as you rushed to Jaehyun.

“Jaehyun,” you whispered, “We need to go to the gynecologist together. I have an appointment in an hour.”

Jaehyun sighed, “Y/n-“

“I know, I’m sorry, okay? I know I’m asking for too much, but I can’t risk anything. Please go with me.”

“Fine.”

You told your mother about your appointment and you asked her if she wanted to go with you and Jaehyun. Her eyes lit up in excitement, “Of course I’d love to go with you.”

And that’s how you found yourself at your gynecologist.

“Who did you bring with you?” she asked you politely.

“This is my mom and my b-boyfriend. My baby’s dad.”

Jaehyun felt weird watching the gynecologist do her job. “Oh, it’s nice to finally meet you.”

Your mother raised her eyebrow, “What do you mean finally? Did you always go alone on your checkup’s?”

“No, mom. I was with H-Haein. Jaehyun was busy with work.” You lied.

Jaehyun felt like he was being suffocated.

Suddenly the babies heartbeat could be heard. “You can see your baby here.” She pointed at the screen and you felt the tears form again. “So tiny.” You giggled. Jaehyun’s hand found yours. He still had to act like your boyfriend right? He gave you a soft squeeze and your mother teared up. “You’re going to be such a beautiful family.”

“We should find the babies gender out next time, but for now everything looks perfect.”

After your checkup, Jaehyun’s hand was still holding you, you reminded yourself that he was just acting. “What a beautiful day,” your mother said with a smile, “Are you planning on moving out or do you want to keep living in that apartment? Maybe you should move to a child friendlier neighborhood. You also should start looking for schools.” Your mother talked non-stop.

“Mom, it’s still too early to think about that.”

“You’re right, I’m just so excited. My only daughter is going to be a mother, oh god I’m getting old.”

Your mother decided to cook dinner, you wanted to help but she insisted for you to rest. Jaehyun excused himself to go and work in his room. You fell asleep on the couch after a while. Your mother called your dad and told him about the appointment. Your dad took care after your grandparents and couldn’t come but he would as soon as the baby was born. Your mother teared up as she told your dad about you and Jaehyun and how proud she actually was.

“Honey, dinner is ready.” She gently woke you. “Go get Jaehyun.”

Dinner was okay, you didn’t feel like eating much. Your mind drifted to Jaehyun and your appointment and the fact that he held your hand. It could’ve been like that, but some things aren’t meant to be.

After dinner you excused yourself to go to sleep early. You felt a heavy weigh on your shoulders and you were sleep, your breasts hurt and you just wanted to sleep.

You were laying on top of the sheets, you lifted your shirt a little to look at your tiny belly. You caressed your belly and talked to your baby. “I don’t know what to do anymore.” You told your baby about your worries and your fear.

You fell asleep with your hand on your belly, your body over the sheets. Jaehyun entered the room and saw you sleeping like that. His eyes travelled to your little belly. It was slowly growing, but it was still small.

“Y/n. Come on, get under the sheets. You’re going to freeze.” He gently woke you up.

“My body aches, I don’t wanna move.” You mumbled half asleep.

Jaehyun thought about what he could do and he decided to wrap you with the half of his blanket, leaving him without. He fell asleep next to you, face and body turned to you.

You woke up in the middle of the night because you had to pee. You saw Jaehyun curled up and he looked like he was freezing. You noticed that he wrapped you up with his half of the blanket and you smiled softly. You pulled the blanket until he was under it and after you went to pee you also got under the blankets.

“Are you alright?” he asked, still sleepy. “Y-yes I just had to pee.”

“Okay. Good night.”

“Good night.”

The following days were… pretty normal. For the time your mother visited, you didn’t work. Your belly was slowly growing and you were currently fighting against your jeans.

“Come on y/n.” you mother wanted to go for a walk, she didn’t want you to lay around lazily and she also didn’t want you to do things like cooking.

“Mom, I’m trying but it won’t fit!” you were at the verge of crying, “I don’t f-fit my jeans anymore.” You were so emotional all of a sudden. Jaehyun and your mother entered your room, your mother looked at Jaehyun and Jaehyun looked at her.

“She’s your girlfriend, go comfort her.” Your mother pushed Jaehyun to you.

Jaehyun didn’t know how to handle the situation. What was he supposed to say? His body functioned before his mind could, so he wrapped his arms around you and softly caressed your hair. “It’s okay, let’s just buy you new clothes.”

“N-No you don’t get it, I’m getting bigger and bigger and… and I’ll be so big and r-round.” You cried out. “You’re beautiful no matter what. There’s a life inside of you growing, you’re perfect.”

Oh how you wished that Jaehyun wasn’t acting but telling you the truth. You cried even harder thinking about that. Jaehyun was just acting, he didn’t mean what he said. He doesn’t care about you or the life inside of you.

That night, after so many years, Jaehyun cried, hoping the shower muffled his whimpers.

Two days later, your mother decided to go back to Busan, it was hard for her to leave her daughter, but you and Jaehyun assured that everything would be alright. The nights you spent next to Jaehyun were over and everything went back to how it was before your mother came. You and Jaehyun avoided each other again, only talking if it was really necessary.

Haein accompanied you to your appointments, Doyoung spent his free time with you whenever he could and Jungwoo and Yuta were also never leaving your side.

Today you decided to spend some time alone with your baby, you ordered a Pizza and watched your favorite movie. You didn’t know where Jaehyun was, but you used the opportunity to eat on the couch.

Your movie was interrupted by the doorbell. Who could it be? Haein was with Taeil and your other friends were also busy. You walked up to the door and opened it, a stranger standing there with a cake in his hand.

“Hey! I’m Johnny, I’m your new neighbor. I thought I could introduce myself and I also have a cake.” The guy was big, you had to look up to meet his eyes, Jaehyun was almost as big as he was but you shoved that thought away. He looked your age and maybe you could make a new friend.

“Hi, welcome, I’m Y/n. Thank you for the cake, I was actually craving some blueberry cake. You can come in if you want.” You smiled and moved to the side. Johnny entered with a smile and thanked you. “Sorry, I ordered some pizza, do you want some? Or anything else? Water? Coffee?”

“No thanks. But I wouldn’t say no to a coffee.”

You hung out with Johnny in the kitchen. You got to know a little bit more about him, he has a roommate, Mark, but he’s busy with his assignments, so he’d introduce himself another time. Johnny was done with college, he knew Mark since high school and they decided to move in together.

“I still need to buy some groceries but Mark’s too busy-“

Suddenly Jaehyun entered the kitchen, his eyes on you and then on Johnny.

“That’s the roommate I was talking about.” You said.

“Hey dude. I’m Johnny, just moved in.” Johnny introduced himself and reached his hand out for a handshake. Jaehyun looked at his hand and then back at Johnny. He shook his hand slowly, “I’m Jaehyun.”

Jaehyun glanced at you one more time before he left the kitchen, leaving you and Johnny alone. “Wow, that was weird.”

“Don’t mind him, he doesn’t like socializing. But I can go grocery shopping with you, I also need to buy some things.”

You spend almost the whole day with Johnny. It was really refreshing to meet someone new, someone as nice as Johnny. You were also curious about Mark and invited the two for dinner the next day.

“Wow that tastes amazing.” You said, Johnny helped you cook the sauce.

“I know right. That’s my mom’s special pasta sauce.”

“Here I am inviting you guys over but you did all the cooking, I’m so sorry.” You laughed shyly. “Don’t worry about it. So y/n. I heard you have a roommate.” Mark said. “Yeah, but he’s not really the best in socializing.” You got to learn more about Mark, their friendship and jobs and Mark’s major.

“I bought this wine, I hope you like it.” You handed them a wine bottle as a welcome present. “Mark’s not really a wine lover but I am, so thanks for that. Let’s drink it together.”

“Oh no, sorry I can’t drink alcohol.” You said smiling softly, your hand finding your belly.

“Really? Why?” Mark asked, taking a sip of his water. “I’m pregnant.”

Mark chocked on his water and Johnny’s eyes widened. “B-But you don’t look pregnant.”

“That’s because I’m wearing oversized clothes,” you pushed your hoodie up, showing them your little, but round belly. “Oh my god, congratulations. I love babies.” Johnny said with a big smile.

You spent the next couple weeks almost every day with Johnny. Mark was also hanging out with you from time to time but he was most of the time busy with college. You became really good friends and Jaehyun tried to ignore the fact that his apartment was loud and nosy or too quiet because you were over at Johnny’s apartment.

Today you’d find out your babies gender, Haein was so excited, even more than you. She also promised to organize you a gender reveal party, so you told your gynecologist to write down your babies gender on a piece of paper.

All of your closest friends, Doyoung, Johnny, Mark, Haein, Taeil, Jungwoo and Yuta were there, enjoying the cake and muffins Doyoung baked. Everyone was there, except for the father of your child. Jaehyun left the apartment early that day, you didn’t even know where he was and you didn’t have the chance to tell him about the little party.

“Can we please pop the balloon now.” Haein whined. “Okay okay, everyone, get ready.”

You were wearing a cute dress, showing your round belly. Everyone was standing around you on the balcony, they were as excited as you were. The second you took the pin between your fingers, Jaehyun entered the apartment. He saw everyone on the balcony and got curious. Did he miss you birthday? No he didn’t. What was going on then?

His gaze met yours and you popped the balloon. All you could see was pink and Jaehyun staring at you. Haein laughed in excitement, “It’s a girl! You’re having a little girl!”

You didn’t even realize what was happening, Haein hugged you tightly and you felt yourself tear up. Jaehyun kept looking at you, his eyes also teary. Or perhaps you were imagining things, you were emotional and your eyes were teary. Why would Jaehyun tear up? He entered his room and once again, Jaehyun broke out in tears.

After your little party, everyone left and you found yourself on the balcony, looking at the moon and the stars. Life was cruel, but you had your little daughter and that was enough. You called your parents to tell them about your babies gender.

“Yes, it’s a little girl.” You smiled softly.

“I can’t wait to hold her in my arms.” You didn’t need to see your dad to tell that he was crying. “Me too.” You were tearing up again.

“How does Jaehyun feel? It’s not easy to be a girl’s dad.” Your dad laughed.

Jaehyun knew it was wrong to eavesdrop, but he heard you talking on his way to the kitchen and listened to your conversation.

“J-Jaehyun… he is happy. So happy. I-I’ve never seen him happier.” You closed your eyes for a second and tried to stay calm, “He’s really excited.”

Jaehyun was numb. He didn’t feel the tears rolling down his cheeks. Jaehyun cried listening to your conversation, the pain in your voice breaking him. Jaehyun never stopped loving you, thousand tiny needles stabbed his heart. You were lying to your parents about your relationship, a relationship that was long over.

“You should go and buy stuff for her room now, and also clothes, oh my god, I can’t wait to see her tiny feet in tiny socks and shoes.” Your mother said in excitement.

“For her room?”

“Yes honey, or do you want her to sleep with you and Jaehyun forever?”

“N-no, Jaehyun and I are still thinking of moving, it’ll take us a little until we’re settled, then we’ll look for furniture for her.”

Your time was ticking, Jaehyun knew that. Your lease was almost over and you were going soon. He was going to lose you soon.

“Okay honey, go to sleep now, it’s late and you should rest.”

As soon as you hung up, you broke out in tears. This was all too much for you, the pressure you felt, the heartbreak, the helplessness. You sobbed and you didn’t even care if Jaehyun heard you or not, it was unfair, he wasn’t in your position. He didn’t have this big weigh on his shoulders.

“I’m so sorry,” You stroked your belly, “Mommy loves you so much, and I promise to never leave you. You’re the best thing that happened to me, I l-love you more than anything. Please forgive me If I make m-mistakes, please forgive me if I’m not good enough. I’ll try my best.”

Jaehyun hated himself. He hated his family for making him such a disgusting monster. A monster who hurts his own child’s mother. The memories came back every time he saw your belly, every time he was reminded of the word father. Jaehyun watched you cry and talk to your baby, his daughter. You were so strong, so inspiring but every time Jaehyun tried to take a step forwards, he took five steps back. How was Jaehyun supposed to tell you about his past, if he was scared that it would make everything even worse. How was Jaehyun supposed to tell you about his abusive relationship with his own father?

You’ve been hanging out with Johnny the whole day, you went shopping for your little baby, just a couple clothes and toys. When you finally arrived home, you hung out on the couch and watched your favorite show, the show you watched with Jaehyun when you had injured your foot. Suddenly you felt something in your belly and got scared for a second.

“What was that?” you said in confusion. “What do you mean?”

“Oh my god!” you yelled, now in excitement. “What? What is going on don’t scare me!”

“She just kicked! She kicked me!”

Jaehyun heard you yelling and got scared, he left his room immediately.

“Look Johnny! Can you feel it?” you took his hand and placed it on the part of your belly you felt the kick. Jaehyun watched your interaction with so much jealousy blooming inside of him. He tried to look away, his eyes landing on the tv, the show was your thing, your thing with Jaehyun and now you were watching it with another guy?

“Oh my god, I can feel it, does it hurt?” he asked you in concern. You shook your head, “Not really it just felt so weird, she’s awake, come on talk to her!”

“Hey baby, Uncle Johnny can’t wait to see you.”

Jaehyun turned around and slammed the door shut, scaring you. Jaehyun was mad, he was furious. Who was Johnny to feel your belly and talk to his baby? Who was he to be concerned about you? Who was he to watch that with you?

After Johnny left you entered the kitchen to get yourself something to drink. Soon after Jaehyun entered. “I know what you are trying to do.” He said.

You looked at him, brows furrowed in confusion, “What?”

“You think he’s going to accept the fact that you’re pregnant from another guy? Do you think you can replace me with him?! How dare you watch that with him?! That was our thing!” Jaehyun suddenly yelled.

“What the fuck are you talking about?!” you yelled back angrily.

“You’re trying to replace me with Johnny, aren’t you? But let me tell you this, she’s my daughter. That is my child growing in your belly, not his.” Jaehyun pointed at your belly, “I am her father, not Johnny!”

Your eyes widened in shock. You didn’t know how to respond, you didn’t know what he was trying to say.

“What is wrong with you?! Now you care?! Now she is your daughter?! After everything you said, your claiming yourself as her father?! I’m not looking for someone to fill the role of her father, Johnny is my friend, he’s by my side and he cares for me and my daughter, unlike you who told me to get fucking rid of her!” you were mad. You were furious, every word that left Jaehyun’s lips made your blood boil.

Jaehyun clenched his fists, his nail dug into his skin, he tried to distract the pain in his heart with the pain in his hand. Jaehyun knew that you were right, he knew that he was the worst, that everything was his fault and that he has no right to yell at you.

“I-“

“You what Jaehyun? What do you still want from me? Didn’t you take enough from me, didn’t you break my heart enough? I-I can’t take this anymore, I’m not strong enough, Jaehyun. P-Please just stop hurting m-me.” You wiped your tears away and looked him in the eyes one last time, “I’m not going to wait until my lease is over, I’ll move out as soon as I can.”

Jaehyun’s lower lip trembled, he felt too ashamed to look you in the eyes. He lowered his head and you walked away from him, slamming the door to the apartment shut as you left. Jaehyun broke out in tears, hiding his face with his hands. He sobbed out loud, breathing became harder and his cries became louder. He fell on his knees, screaming out in anger, frustration, and pain.

“D-Doyoung I need a place t-to stay.” You sobbed into the phone. Doyoung shot up from his bed immediately and entered his car.

The second Doyoung saw you waiting at the entrance of your apartment building, he took of his hoodie and helped you wear it. “What are you doing outside, it’s so cold.”

“Please just take me away from here.”

It’s been almost two weeks since you left. Jaehyun was like a dead man walking. He forgot to eat, he didn’t write, he was stuck in a stupid, endless, cycle. A never-ending cycle of pain. He lost his appetite and his inspiration to write, telling his publisher that he had to take a break from writing. Jaehyun didn’t publish a thing for months, he had no inspiration or motivation.

Jaehyun slept in your bed ever since you left, he thought, maybe you’d come back and he could beg for forgiveness, apologize, and start all over again, but you never came.

One day, Johnny knocked on his door. That day, Jaehyun cried and apologized for all the mistakes he did.

“I’m so sorry, I love her. I always loved her and our daughter, I- I don’t know what to do anymore.” He cried out. Johnny sighed, he knew that Jaehyun was the father the second he found out you were pregnant and from that day on, he decided to make you happy and support you, you didn’t need Jaehyun, Johnny would be there for you and he was. Just like your other friends.

“Why did you even do it, Jaehyun? Why do you want to be a part of her life now, after everything you did?” Johnny asked him.

“I promised myself that I’d never have kids, I’d be the last one of my family, I should be the last generation of my fucked-up family. Nobody deserved to be a part of my family, this disgusting and horrible family. I promised myself that I’d never become like him and the answer was to never have kids. I can’t risk being like him, I can’t risk hurting my own flesh and blood b-but what if I can show him that I’m not like him, what if I can be a good father. I’m not like him, I’m better than him.”

Johnny didn’t understand who Jaehyun was talking about. He also didn’t understand what exactly happened to make him fear become a father.

“She still loves you.”

“She shouldn’t I’m not good for her.”

“I’m actually here to get some of her things. She moved in with Doyoung, she’s still looking for an apartment but she’s scared alone.” Johnny sighed, “I hate what you did to her, but I know that she needs you and wants you back. Maybe there’s still a chance for you.”

Jaehyun doubted that, but when you came back a couple days after his conversation with Johnny, he knew it was time to tell you the reason he acted like that.

You sat on your bed, you can’t remember leaving it like this, it looked used but you didn’t know why. You didn’t know that Jaehyun slept there. Your back faced the door, and you could feel his presence.

“My mother got pregnant with me at the age of seventeen. My father was twenty-one at that time. My mother left school and my father still went to college, both of them were kicked out of their own homes, I never met my grandparents and my parents never really talked about them. It didn’t take long for my father to quit college. He didn’t give a fuck about his education at that time, he worked day and night, to bring food home, to pay the bills and simply just to survive. After I was born, my mother also worked, leaving me with the neighbor, a grandma who didn’t have any family. She watched me until I was four, she died and left me. My father started gambling, he’d spend night at the casino trying to win money, but in reality he lost all of our money. My mother kicked him out, but it didn’t take them long to get back together. My father became an alcoholic, my mother lost her job and I was old enough to go to school. My father didn’t allow me to go to school, he said he had to give up his education, it would be unfair If I could go to school. My mother didn’t care. My father forced my mother to- he forced her to make dirty things with men in our home and every time t-they left, my father beat her up. H-He called her names and one time I tried to stop him. I woke up with a broken nose.”

Jaehyun cried and so did you. Your heart hurt and your hand found your belly, feeling the warmth of your baby.

“He stopped beating my mother and focused on beating me every time. He told me it was my fault their lives turned upside down. If I weren’t born, they wouldn’t have that life. It was all my fault, I-It’s my fault my parents had this miserable life. I-if I weren’t born all of that would never happen. They’d be happy and y-you’d be happy. Y-You deserve so much better Y/n and out daughter too. I-I was and I still am scared to be like him. I-I promised myself I’d never have kids. I don’t want to be a monster like h-him but I was and I hate myself.”

Jaehyun closed his eyes and took a deep breathe, “I always loved you and our daughter, there was not a single day I hated myself for the things I said, not a single day regretting my choice. I-I know you hate me, I know you don’t want me to be a part of your lives, but f-fuck, I love you!”

You turned to Jaehyun, his eyes as red as fire and tears painting his beautiful face. You weren’t doing any better. Jaehyun always avoided the topic of his family and his childhood, and now you knew why. It broke your heart to hear what he went through, it made you angry to hear what his father did.

“I didn’t act when you mother was here, I realized how happy I was. I kept the ultrasound picture of our baby in my wallet, I-I wanted to be by your side but I didn’t have the fucking balls to talk to you and win you back. I-I’m still scared of being a father, b-but you make me a better person, you help me grow and be good. Yes, I was jealous of all of your friends, even Haein. I should be the one to walk this road with you. I-I should be the one holding you hand, feeling your belly when our baby kicks you. I should be the one next to you and I’m so sorry for taking so long to finally realize. I’m so sorry that I had to lose you first to realized that I can’t live without you. I’m so sorry for the things I said, I’m so sorry y/n.”

“J-Jaehyun… I-I’m so sorry. I-“ you didn’t find the right words, “I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I can’t believe they did this to y-you, I’m so sorry.” You cried out.

“I-I don’t want to be like h-him.” Jaehyun shook his head and closed his eyes. Jaehyun didn’t except you to wrap your arms around him. “Y-You’re not like him, Jaehyun. He did horrible and disgusting things to you. You’re so much better than him, you’re not like him. B-But you should’ve t-told me, you should’ve talked to me, I’d be there for you. I don’t want you to think that you’re like him. I promise you you’re not.”

“I’m so scared, I-I’m a fucking author, I didn’t write anything in the past months, I don’t have any money. I didn’t want you and our daughter to suffer b-because of me. I’m doing everything wrong, I fuck everything up.” Jaehyun was scared of the future, what if he loses his mind just like his father?

“Jaehyun, I just need you by my side. We don’t need to be rich, you’re following your dreams, I know how much writing means to you. The past months were… difficult, not only for me but also for you, I know that now. But we could fight all of that together.”

“C-Can you give me a second chance to make everything right again? I’ll do anything to gain your trust again, anything to be with you and our baby.”

“We can’t jump right back to a relationship. I’m still hurt. I understand you now, but I need to process everything. I love you. I always will, but we have to take it slow. Is that okay?” you cupped his cheek softly.

Jaehyun nodded with a pout, “It’s more than I deserve. I love you so much. You and our little baby. I’m so sorry for everything.”

You spent the following month slowly getting back together with Jaehyun. You were still sleeping in separated rooms, but you went on cute little dates and spent almost every second of your day together. With time, your belly grew and grew and Jaehyun was even more careful and overprotective. He never left you side, he helped you whenever you needed him, no matter if it was helping you go to the bathroom or cook for you or massage your swollen feet.

“Are you hungry?”

“Nope.”

“Do you want to take a hot shower?”

“No, I don’t wanna move.”

“Are you comfortable? Do you want me to go?”

“Jaehyun can you please shut up and sleep.”

It was the first night sleeping together. Jaehyun was so nervous, he asked you thousand questions and you almost kicked him of the bed. You tried to hide the smile that formed on your lips. It was so cute to see him so nervous and careful.

“One last question; is this okay?” he wrapped his arm around you, softly placing his hand on your belly. “More than okay.” You smiled as you put your hand on his.

Jaehyun placed soft kisses on your neck as he hugged you from behind. Feeling Jaehyun so close after months, reminded you that you missed him more than you thought. His breath on you neck made you so nervous, and you slowly pushed his hand up from your belly, over to your boobs.

“O-Oh my god.” Jaehyun cocked out.

You had to admit, you were absolutely horny and your pussy needed to be filled, the months without Jaehyun inside of you were horrible, your pussy needed release.

“What?” you whispered shyly.

“Your b-boobs- so huge.” Jaehyun felt his cock twitch in his briefs.

“Can you play with them?” you asked him suddenly. You turned to your back and looked at him. “I’m horny.”

Jaehyun didn’t need to think twice and pressed his lips on yours. His hand was softly kneading your boob, you nipples hardening slowly. He pulled your shirt up, exposing your beautiful belly and your boobs. Jaehyun’s lips found your nipple, sucking softly and flicking it with his tongue. You closed your eyes and enjoyed the moment.

“You like that?”

“Mhmm.” You moaned.

Jaehyun gave his attention your other nipple, sucking and nibbling softly. He sucked around your nipple and left a couple hickies, you looked so sexy to him right now, he could cum then and there.

“J-Jae I need you.” You half whispered half moaned.

“B-But you’re pregnant, I don’t want to hurt you.” He was conflicted, he wanted to fuck you so bad, but he was still worried.

“You won’t hurt me, it’s okay, trust me.”

“Okay.”

Jaehyun pulled down your shorts and panties, leaving you completely naked. You were shy at first, but you didn’t care, you just wanted to cum.

“Fuck me from behind, please I can’t wait anymore.”

You were on all fours when you felt Jaehyun’s cock at you entrance. He slowly spreading your wetness between your folds. He slowly pushed in, your eyes rolling to the back of your head. “Oh fuck.”

Jaehyun held you in place with his hands on your hips, he slowly pushed his cock until he was fully inside. “Are you alright?”

“Yes, yes fuck me please.” You begged.

Jaehyun thrusted inside of you, slow but deep. You moaned out loudly every time he hit your special spot, leaving your breathless. Whenever you clenched around Jaehyun, he tried to stop himself from coming. You felt his finger on your clit, circling and playing with it.

“You feel so good, I missed you, I love you so much.” He moaned, he was so close.

After two powerful thrusts, you came on his cock and not a second later, Jaehyun came inside of you. He was losing his mind, he filled you up to the brim.

“I love you too.”

Jaehyun slowly pulled his cock out, watching his cum drip out of you, he loved to see this. “Are you alright? Did I hurt you?”

You smiled softly, “I’m perfectly fine. Thank you.”

That night, Jaehyun and you sat in the bathtub, you were laying against his chest and he was massaging your shoulders and neck. You were so relaxed and happy, the last month you had spent with Jaehyun were amazing.

Three months later, you welcomed your beautiful daughter to the world. Jaehyun cried nonstop and he was so scared to hold her. It took him a week to hold her in his arms, he was so careful and protective of this tiny human.

It was hard to sleep after you gave birth, the first couple months were filled with sleepless nights for you and Jaehyun, but you didn’t complain. How could you? You’d give up everything for your daughter.

Jaehyun found inspiration in his family, you, and your daughter. He started writing again and sold books after books, everything was perfect and you couldn’t be happier. You were so thankful to have Jaehyun by your side, you were so thankful to have your friends and parents. You were so thankful to have this tiny little human who was nothing but perfect.

Jaehyun changed her diapers as you cooked some dinner.

“My daughter is so pretty. Maybe a little too pretty. I’m telling you, no dates until you are fifty. No, don’t look at me like that. Fine, you can have dates when you’re thirty.”

You listened to Jaehyun talk to you baby and whenever he did that, your heart exploded. It was just so adorable to watch them together. Jaehyun held her in his hands and looked her deep in the eyes.

“Please forgive me for the things I said. You’re my life, my everything. You and your mother are my family. I’ll be the best dad, I’ll do anything for you and your mommy. Forgive me for the words that left my mouth when I found out about you. Forgive me for being so mean to your mommy, I’ll spent the rest of my days treating her like how she deserves to be treated.”

Jaehyun heard you sniffle behind him, he turned to you and smiled softly. “Come here.” He said and you hugged him tightly, your baby watching you confused. “I love you and thank you for being my daughters mother.”

“I love you.”

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『 ‎ ‎لąҽհվմղ / ᎠҽӀմʂìօղ 』

warnings: mental illness implied, hallucinations, meds, aggressive jaehyun, implied sexual relations.

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loveholic masterlist.

Lies.

That's what Jaehyun hated the most in the world, lies.

He hated the way you'd smile at him during class, only to pretend he wasn't even there as soon as you exited the room. It wasn't fair. He wanted to confront you, wanted to ask for an explanation for your uninterested attitude, but anytime he'd try, words got stuck in his throat, choking him uncomfortably.

Jaehyun wasn't sure when his interest in you began growing. He was never one to have secret crushes, so then, why you? What made you special enough for him to like you?

The answer came one lucky day when the professor paired you up together for a project. While people usually whined when being put in the same team with someone other than their friends, you seemed all but annoyed, smiling with your white, pearly teeth and waving at him as if he were your very best friend.

“Guess you’re stuck with me.” It was his first time speaking to you, beads of sweat collecting on his upper lip. “Jaehyun, right?”

He hated small talk almost as much as lies. Almost. But when it came to you, he could do it all day long if it meant listening to your delightful voice. All of his pent-up frustrations scattered as you started planning your schedule to work on the project. He’d only hum in approval, still too shy to speak to you.

“So tomorrow's okay with you?” Your head was tilted to the side, the tender skin of your neck looking awfully tempting. He pictured himself kissing it, having you struggle under his weight while he kissed it for hours on end. “Jae?” He was pulled out of the scenario his mind was working through by a gentle hand on his wrist.

There were no mirrors nearby, but the tips of his ears were surely tinted red by now. But most importantly, his pants were becoming uncomfortably tight in his crotch area. A touch from you was all his body needed to go insane.

“Sure.” You smiled, removing your hand from its previous spot. His skin itched for more contact, but he was too shy to initiate anything. “I need to go to the restroom.”

He rushed out of the classroom with his hands in the pockets of his jeans, pushing the fabric forward to conceal his growing boner. He relieved himself inside the small cubicle, his own heavy breathing muffled under the sound of a couple doing less than appropriate things inside the following stall. Would that be you and him one day? Probably, but not quite yet.

Your kindness had no limits. That's what Jaehyun thought when you sat down to have lunch with him, the guy who no one ever liked enough to hang out with.

“Why?” He asked on the second occasion you sit with him.

“Because I like you.”

You started hanging out more often not long after that. Even after you handed in your work, you were keen on staying by his side, and he had nothing to complain about. It was as if the universe was finally smiling at him, all the times you'd ignored him after class now long forgotten. He was happier, brighter than usual. He told his roommate, the closest friend he had, about you. He was happy for Jaehyun, of course, but a feeling in his gut told him something was off.

The night before your spring break started, you invited him to a frat party. He’d never been to one, he didn't like them. But you were so insisting that he had no other choice but to oblige. The entire house smelled like sweat, alcohol, and drugs, disgusting, he thought. However, it was all worth it when he finally got to see you, tucked inside a tight dress that showed the figure you'd so thoroughly hide in baggy shirts. He approached you, wanting to greet you, but one of your friends dragged you away. He didn't mind it, the night was still young and he'd have plenty of time to be with you.

Not even five minutes later, you reappeared by his side, giving him one of your signature eye smiles.

“Having fun, pretty boy?” A light blush crept up his face, settling at the tip of his ears. “Let’s dance.”

His hands were firmly gripping your hips as you rubbed your body on his, causing a more than an obvious problem in his pants. Before his brain could register the current events happening, your lips were on his. It all felt too sudden, yet, he enjoyed the way you'd nip at his lower lip. It sent him to frenzy.

“I’m so wet, Jae.” You mumbled seductively against his fleshy pillows. “Want you to make me feel good.”

You dragged him to the closest room, increasing under his adoring gaze. You were so beautiful, and all his. The promise of your union was sealed that night, as you fell asleep between his arms after three intense rounds of pure bliss.

“Jaehyun?” He felt someone shaking his shoulder, it was a male voice. His arms instinctively closed tighter around your naked body to hide it from whoever was calling him, only to realize it wasn't you who was between them, but a mere pillow. “Dude, get up.” It was his roommate Johnny, picking him up after he got a call from one of the frat members. “You got so wasted yesterday, let's go, I'll take you for food.”

Wasted? He hadn't drunk anything the previous night. Nonetheless, he left the house after dressing up. He tried calling you as they waited for their waffles to no avail.

“Jaehyun, I saw your pills today in the trash bin. Have you stopped taking them?” Johnny seemed truly concerned.

“I’m better now, John. For real.” The sincerity in his words put his roommate’s heart at ease. “I found someone, I like her a lot and it seems like she does as well.”

“Dude, that's awesome. We should hang out soon, I'll invite my girlfriend.” A double date, it felt like you and Jaehyun were finally official. But the question remained, why had you left the house early in the morning?

“Sure.”

Because you wouldn't pick up any of his calls, he had to wait until Monday to confront you. During breakfast, Johnny had crushed some of his pills and sneaked them into his eggs, you can never be too safe, he thought. And, oh boy was he right.

You were picking up your belongings from your locker, getting ready to go back home during the break.

“Hey.” He leaned against the closest wall, flashing you a dimpled smile.

“Oh, hey...Jay, right?” Was that a joke?

“Sure, whatever you want. So, my roommate wants to meet you, just let me know whenever you have time and I'll tell him. By the way...” He leaned in, lips brushing against the shell of your ears. Some curious eyes were looking at you, eager to know what was happening. “I really enjoyed that night, but it would've been better if I'd woken up with you between my arms.”

“Excuse me?” You backed away abruptly, escaping his proximity. “I think you're taking me for someone else.”

“What do you mean?”

Realization hit him like a truck. You were ignoring him yet again, but he wasn't gonna take it this time. He hated lies.

“Come with me.” He gripped your forearm, easily dragging you all the way to the janitor's closet. “You don't get to play dumb with me anymore. Stop fucking lying.” You looked like a scared little mouse about to be eaten by a cat.

“I-I’m sorry, but I'm not lying, the only time I've spoken to you was when we worked together. We haven't been in touch ever since.” Even in a situation like this, you still pretended to be kind.

“Lies.” His hands closed against your neck, slightly choking you. “I don't like them, so you better be good and tell me the truth before I do something we'll both regret.” Your eyes welled with tears as you begged for your life, his grip getting tighter with every second. “Come on, angel.”

“I’m sorry, I'm a liar!” Your air supply was running short and your only option was to say what he wanted to hear, even if it was just a lie. “Please!”

“That’s a good doll.” He let go of your bruised neck, letting you fall on your knees as you coughed. “Now, you better stop lying for your own good, are we clear?”

“Yes!” You choked out, unsure of what was happening at the moment.

“I’ll call you later, have your phone by your side.”

You had walked into a trap without even knowing it.

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nctsjiho · 3 years

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Resolve [Part 2 of ‘Explode’]

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warnings: none, it’s just a bit longer and the angst of part 1 continues so...

❀ Taeyong decides it’s time for Dream and JiHo to make an end to their fight

JiHo had spent the night over at WayV’s dorm. The chance of seeing Haechan after practise had ended wasn’t one she was willing to take. Johnny had sent Haechan over to the Dream dorm since he wanted the boys to reflect on what they had done and find a way to fix it. He was also slightly agitated and didn’t want to risk yelling at Haechan if he started whining.

A bit after JiHo had left the practise room, the dance instructor came back and had asked where the girl was and why everyone was looking so down. Doyoung had to explain the whole situation which brought the mood down even more. The rest of practise was a nightmare. It felt like it was never going to end. It also made some of the boys realise how JiHo not being there didn’t make much of a difference visually. Realising how JiHo literally wasn’t in any of the unit groups besides the OT24 group dance and some B-tracks which were never going to be performed live. But not having her there did still hurt, it just didn’t feel right.

Mark had checked up on Dream before heading back to his dorm. They all seemed to be coping with the aftermath differently. The unit’s leader wanted to help, but he also knew the boys were old enough to figure it out by themselves. This wasn’t just a small fight and he didn’t want to get too involved.

At WayV’s dorm things weren’t much better. JiHo had found her place in Ten’s bed, the older boy coming to check on her every so often. She didn’t really talk and at a glance she looked like she was going to be just fine, but the next morning she looked horrible. She didn’t get a wink of sleep and Ten knew, but whenever he tried talking to her she just shrugged him off.

They had breakfast together, Lucas and Yangyang trying to cheer her up with some jokes and when she finally smiled for a second the taller one didn’t hesitate to attack her with a hug. “JiHo please talk to us.” He whined burying his head in the crook of her neck. The girl just sighed and continued playing with the food Kun had prepared for her. “Lucas, let her be for a second.” The oldest said patting Lucas on the shoulder. “Please eat something okay? You haven’t touched any of your food yet.” He tried to coax her into eating and she just nodded before taking her first bite.

There were two options: One, have Dream and JiHo fix their problems on their own accord and suffering the possibility that the fight would not be resolved for months. Which would in turn take a toll on their practise and sabotage their comebacks, team work and a lot more for the whole group. Or two, do like they always have. Involve themselves in their problems to try and fix it as a whole group.

As all of NCT gathered in the practise room, Taeyong had made the choice by himself. Mark had noticed someone wasn’t there yet. “Where’s the choreographer?” He asked and everyone started to notice as well. “He’s coming in 2 hours.” Taeyong said walking to the middle of the room. “Why are we here then? I could’ve gotten at least another hour of sleep.” Lucas whined which earned him a slap to the arm from Kun. “Sit down kids, we have some work to do.”

Everyone had gathered around Taeyong in a circle, all clearly confused. He then looked at the Dream members who all looked like they either had been crying for hours last night or if they just rolled out of bed after a horrible night of sleep. He motioned for them to sit in the middle of the circle with a finger. They all hesitantly moved over to where Taeyong pointed. The leader’s gaze than settled on JiHo, who surprisingly looked a lot less dead. Taeyong however knew she wasn’t doing so hot because of the updates he received from WayV ever since she decided to sleep over at their dorm.

Without having to say anything she sat down facing the Dream members, her eyes holding no emotion. “Isn’t this a bit unfair? 6 against 1?” She chuckled sarcastically. Taeyong rolled his eyes. “I think what’s unfair is that the fight between the seven of you is bringing down the whole team. Don’t you agree?” JiHo wasn’t one to raise her voice but the leader’s words just didn’t sit right with her. “Excuse me? You act like I did something wrong. I’m the one who got accused for something I didn’t do! I’m the one who had 6 people screaming at me, acting like I’m the bad guy here! And I saw it in your guys’ eyes yesterday that you were starting to think it was true! I-” She stopped herself when she noticed what she was doing. JiHo had stood up and was yelling at their leader, everyone shocked at the sudden (but not surprising) outburst. “I’m sorry.” She gritted her teeth before sitting down again.

Taeyong had to admit that it was wrong of him to act the way he did. JiHo clearly didn’t do anything wrong, but just because this was now a known fact and the misunderstanding had been cleared up, didn’t mean that the conflict was solved. There was still a lot of tension between the two parties and it wasn’t going to get better if they didn’t address it.

“JiHo we’re sorry-” Renjun started, but Haechan quickly interjected. “It’s all my fault. I just heard you talk to Johnny and heard Jisung’s name and then you started talking about a maknae and I just jumped to conclusions, I shouldn’t have. I should’ve asked, but I was too mad...” JiHo couldn’t make eye contact with any of the boys. Jisung spoke up. “I do trust you JiHo, it’s just that-” “How could you say that if you just believed Haechan anyway? You should’ve asked me first.” It was the first time JiHo’s voice had given in. She sounded so hurt and it made all the members feel horrible. “I know... I didn’t believe Haechan at first, but he also wouldn’t lie to me so I felt conflicted.” It was silent for a bit.

“I just felt like no one was on my side. At least you guys have each other...” The older boys couldn’t watch this anymore, it was such a stupid thing to fight about but the implications were so much more serious. The lack of trust, feeling lonely even while having so many people around. “JiHo, you know I knew the truth.” Johnny spoke up. She didn’t dare to look at him. “We didn’t know that you felt that way.” Jaemin added. “But you just got mad at me without telling me why. Starting to ignore me and look at me like you hated me, and no one said anything. And I know it was so obvious that there was something going on but no one tried bringing it up. You all just waited for someone to explode and for us to start fighting.” JiHo was now talking to the older members. “I- I don’t know, I just felt like I wasn’t part of NCT anymore-” With that Haechan, Jisung and Renjun started bawling their eyes out. The damage they did was even worse than they initially thought. “Don’t say that.” Renjun’s voice hitched. He inhaled deeply after each word as if he forgot how to breath.

The other boys had to do everything they could to hold themselves back from going to comfort the younger members, they still had to talk everything through. Some of them even started crying themselves, wondering how it had gotten so far that one of their members didn’t feel like part of the group anymore.

“It’s almost obvious SM doesn’t want me to be in the group anymore. But I couldn’t help but feel like you guys didn’t want me either after what happened yesterday.” The girl had yet to cry even though she sounded so close to breaking down. She had never cried in front of everyone before, always showing her strongest side.

A quivering call of her name left Jisung’s lips. He called out for his precious noona, asking what he could do to make her forgive him. The room stayed quiet for a while, everyone anticipating JiHo’s answer, but it never came. Haechan looked at her with hopeful eyes, moving closer cautiously before resting his hand on hers situated in her lap. Her breath hitched and her body jerked slightly at the sudden touch, causing everyone else to jump a little as well. “I’m sorry you couldn’t trust me-” She choked on her own mixture of words and tears. Haechan immediately pulled the girl into his chest, stroking the girl’s hair as he desperately rambled to her. “It’s not your fault”, “I’m sorry”, “I should’ve talked to you”, “Please don’t leave us”. The sentences became a jumbled mess between his painful cries.

It had become too much for everyone. They were either fighting back tears or openly crying, excusing themselves from the room. Taeyong looked down at the mess he had made, but when he saw all the Dream members surround JiHo and Haechan to apologise and tell her how she was in fact a member of NCT and nothing was going to change that, that’s when the leader realised it might not have been so bad after all. The girl had finally opened up and though just this moment alone wasn’t going to solve everything, at least they knew how she felt and it was a great starting point.

Jisung had taken JiHo’s hands in his holding them tightly as he apologised through tears. She gulped at seeing the younger boy like this and pried one of her hands out of his grip. This caused Jisung to let out a sob as he looked at the girl with a shocked expression, mind racing again with the thought she was still mad at him. She quickly placed her hand on top of his own, her thumb caressing the top of his wrist. “It’s okay Jisung-ah. I would never talk bad about you okay?” She looked at him with red cheeks and teary eyes, still trying to stay strong. He nodded quickly just staring back at her, still apologising.

An hour had passed with the younger members talking things out a bit more, JiHo still felt hurt by their actions the day prior, but she also understood where they were coming from. Dream really cared for each other so it was nice to see them have each other's backs. Jisung had now glued himself to the girl, following her closely everywhere she went until Taeyong had called her to talk for a second. He had to clarify to the youngest that he meant talking to JiHo in private, which caused him to hesitantly walk away.

“I’m sorry JiHo, I didn’t mean to make it look like you caused the fight. I also didn’t mean things to become so messy and most importantly make you feel like you weren’t part of NCT. I did a horrible job as a leader-” The girl interrupted him with a hug, knocking the air out of his lungs. “I know you didn’t mean it. I should’ve told you how I felt earlier. But everything is going to be fine now. Okay?” Her whisper made him feel so much more calm. “Okay.” He answered placing his arms over her shoulders and pulling her closer.

#jiho.writings #nct 24th member #nct addition #nct angst #nct dream angst #nct imagines #nct scenarios #nct dream imagines #nct dream scenarios #nct female member #nct extra member #nct additional member #nct reactions #nct dream reactions #kpop!addition #kpop!oc

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authenticmiya · 3 years

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Nobody’s Fault - Johnny Lawrence x Reader

Summary - Part three to Lose My Job. After a traumatising month of slow recovery, reader is finally discharged from the hospital. However, the drama doesn’t just stop not that’s she’s on the mend. (Part 1 here) (Part 2 here)

Words - 1.4k

Warnings - fluff/angst

A/N - Would you guys wanna see a part four to this? Don’t hesitate to request and message me! Thankyou for your support!

"Good evening Miss Y/L/N, we're local police officers who are working together about the case at the school." One of them said to you.

"We understand right now probably isn't the best of times to have this conversation with you, but in order for this whole investigation to move forward, we need to confirm something." The other one said.

"And what exactly would that be?" You questioned.

"Considering you were pushed off of the balcony-" They began and you were very quick to stop them from talking.

"I don't know what kind of police officers you are but if I was purposely pushed off of that damn balcony, don't you think you would've sent the kids to Juvie by now?" The officers looked at each-other with defeated faces.

"That's what were here for Miss. It is your decision to send the two responsible for you injuries, to Juvie." You couldn't quite believe what you were hearing.

"I'm not pressing charges and the kid's aren't going anywhere. I chose to get involved, I tried to handle it and it didn't work, that's nobody's fault." You told them.

"Thank-you for your time, it looks like you two are off the hook for now. I can't say the same about those Karate Dojo's that are in competition with each-other." They told Miguel and Robby before they left.

"Now let me see my students, well try and see." You joked.

It had now been a total of a month in the hospital, and you'd now found yourself without a brace and able to sit up.

"I'm sorry Y/N." Johnny apologized suddenly. You looked over at him confused.

"What are you apologizing for?"

"That argument we had before all of this happened. If I had just said things differently, maybe you wouldn't have ended up in this place." Johnny sighed and you reached over to grab his hand.

"I pray you haven't been blaming that stupid bicker for everything that's happened. It's done with. I'm sorry to, I ruined the walls when I threw your beer." You chuckled.

"Don't worry, your handyman eventually got around to fixing it." He smirked and you rolled your eyes.

"What's going on in that head of yours Johnny? What happened to every hour being spent in the Dojo?" Johnny let out a sigh, knowing he was probably going to get an earful.

"I gave up Cobra Kai Y/N, Kreese took over." If it was possible for eyes to naturally fall out of your eyes, they would've been on the floor by now.

"You did what?" You gasped.

"You're getting discharged today, I will spare you the details until we are home." Johnny told you.

"No we won't sweet-heart, what the hell has he done to you now?" You pushed the conversation.

"If I told you he was the the main reason that the school fight happened, would that be enough questioning me until later?" He asked you.

"That slimy asshole just couldn't leave you alone, could he? After everything he'd done to you back in high-school, I ought to smack the shit out of him." You snapped. Johnny couldn't hide the smile that came to his face. Nobody he'd ever been with, had cared about him as much as you did.

"We'll save that for another time." Johnny chuckled, even-though it hurt him to think of the bad memories he had with his old sensei.

As the time went by, the doctors had finally given you the all clear to return home. That was of course before they had told you, you had to be in a wheel-chair, as well as have crutches to help with walking again.

"I feel like I haven't been home in a lifetime." You admitted to Johnny as he wheeled you in the direction of your apartment.

"Well I'm glad I can finally have you back." Johnny opened the front door and there was a huge Welcome Home sign in the living room.

"You are the best, didn't really think you were into doing cute things." You sassed and he bent down, wrapping his arms around your shoulders.

"Don't go ruining my badass reputation babe. Welcome home." He kissed your cheek, making you smile.

"I've got to say, it's not as messy as what I was expecting." You joked and he rolled his eyes playfully at you.

"Only the best for you." He chuckled.

"Welcome home Y/N." Robby suddenly appeared, exiting from the bathroom door.

"How long was he in there?" You looked at Johnny with concerned eyes.

"Probably the best part of half an hour." Johnny admitted, making you and Robby laugh.

"It's good to see you here Robby." He reached down and hugged you, but that still didn't stop the look of confusion on your face.

"Do you not want me here? Is it too much for someone who has just come out of the hospital?" Robby panicked.

"Be quiet Rob, I'm just really happy that you're here. What exactly have you two been planning huh?" They both smiled at each-other, and your heart literally exploded.

"When you were first in the hospital, I took everything out on him. You told Robby that you wanted us to get a long, so we tried. But, it took us some time to realise, that we shouldn't just be doing this because it would make you feel happy, but we should be doing this for our own good." Johnny told you, and you felt the urge to cry.

"There's no way Johnny fucking Lawrence just openly said that to me." You couldn't even hide how stoked you were.

"Why are you so shocked about me being the good guy in situations?" Johnny teased.

"Maybe this is what we needed all a long. That doesn't mean you never have to speak to your mom again okay Robby? I get she made a load of mistakes however, she's still your mom, and I know her and I haven't had the best of relationships, but I guess I'm willing to work on that as well." This was for sure going to be a family moment you were never going to forget.

The three of you eventually ordered take-out, spending a peaceful evening together for once.

"So Robby, tell me, what teacher has replaced me for the time being?" You asked, sipping on an ice-cold Coors Banquet. Robby frowned and Johnny let out a sigh.

"Y/N, they might have permanently given your job over." Johnny told you and you nearly choked on your drink.

"Well they might also see me in the reception area tomorrow morning, demanding an explanation." The annoyance in your voice was obvious.

"They said something about you not being able to come in for a long time while you recover and that by the time you could've come back, we would have nearly finished school for the year." Robby told you, but he should've known all to well that you weren't giving up that easily.

"I know it's been a month, but I'm not giving up on my kids that easily." You told him.

"I think you should take it easy Y/N." Johnny put a reassuring hand on your shoulder.

"I swore I'd never give up on them. I didn't train for all of these years, to be in the position that I am in now, to just lose it over one school fight. Not happening." Robby smiled at you. He was so appreciative and grateful that his dad had actually found someone who was determined. Someone who made the right life choices, but clarified when they had made a mistake.

"It's Linda." Robby told you and your mouth fell agape as Johnny laughed.

"She has no qualifications in teaching, she's the receptionist." You groaned, and both Robby and Johnny knew, there was no way you were giving up that easily.

The night slowly drew to a close, and Robby was reassured that he could stay in the guest room.

"I have missed this bed so much." You grinned as Johnny gracefully lifted you onto it.

"It's been awfully cold without you." Johnny got in beside you and draped an arm over your waist. Placing a long awaited kiss to your lips, you finally felt like you were home.

"I'm going to do everything I can to get you walking again." He thought, looking at how you still stayed beautiful, even after all of the trauma. He promised he was going to help you, and that's exactly what he was going to do.

#johnny lawrence imagine #cobra kai imagine #cobra Kai #Johnny Lawrence x reader #the karate kid #the karate kid imagine

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nakamoto-aesthetics · 3 years

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Guardian Angel | Johnny

synopsis: on the way from a friends house you bump into a man who was trying to harm you but luckily a guy named johnny saves you before you were taken. from there you get to know him a bit and things get… interesting. (the synopsis makes the story sound boing but i promise it’s not :)

pairing: johnny suh x fem!reader

genre: angst, fluff, a lil smut

warning: something similar to human trafficking in the beginning (if you’re sensitive to that topic please don’t read this fic), heavy make out shesh, not proofread!, other than that there’s nothing i can think of

a/n: also remember that this is a FIC and not real life, please don’t welcome strangers into your home :))

word count: 4.1k

“where do you think you’re going in that cute little dress baby?” an unfamiliar voice is heard as you walk down the fairly dark street. you don’t say anything and continue to walk not paying any attention to the voice. there was no one else really around, barely any cars passing by, let alone people.

“I asked you a question, I expect an answer” the tone was firm, his footsteps getting faster and so do yours. you hurriedly pull out your phone, quickly forming a plan that involved some of your friends but that all crashed and burned once you saw the dead battery flashing on the screen. your heart sink and tears instantly pooled in your eyes, threatening to fall from your eyes. that was your only escape, what were you gonna do now?

you were just trying to get home that was all. maybe you should’ve let your friend drive you home but you didn’t because you didn’t want to cause your friend an inconvenience. you were beginning to regret that decision, all because of that small reason. at least you would’ve been home safe and sound but no, you decided to be the unselfish and independent person you are, and look where it got you.

“hey!” a hand grips your shoulder from behind and swings you around. “I asked you a question when I ask a question I expect an answer” the guy wasn’t a foreigner, he was most definitely korean. he seemed to be in his mid-30s, the age definitely showed. there were creases and wrinkles in some areas of his face and his clothes were all black including his shoes. you try to pull away from the grip but he only grips your shoulder harder, hurting you more than you would like to admit.

“maybe I need to refresh your short memory,” the guy chuckles lowly, his finger shifting your head up to meet his eyes. “where are you going in that cute little dress?” his eyes looked you up and down, his free hand gliding down your waist, slowly traveling to your ass. your face stayed straight the entire time even while tears fell down your face. you knew who had the upper hand power in the situation, you knew there was little you could do even if you didn’t dare say it aloud.

“still not talking? well maybe I should force it out of you huh?” he tilts his head. no, because the whole time you were creating a plan b in your head since plan a failed. there was no way you were going to allow yourself to be trafficked.

“well then, you made this choice for yourself. i’m sorry to do this sweetheart” his hands grope your ass and that's when you strike. you move your leg up to kick him in the balls but he’s faster than you, grabbing ahold of your leg before it collided with his area.

“is that what you were doing this whole time, creating that wack-ass plan? you didn’t think i’d see it coming that’s so cute,” he fake coos. “i’ve been doing this longer than you, i’m smarter and faster than you love” he throws down your leg and in the blink of an eye, you are turned around in his grip with an arm around your neck. your hand flies to his arm and you pull on it, not wanting to be choked to death.

“is there a problem over here miss?” another unfamiliar voice calls, making both you and the guy look over to where it came from. it was a tall guy with light brown hair. he had tan skin and different pieces of clothing put together that oddly worked. his eyes were a soft brown, not too harsh. he was… kinda cute if you were being honest. he was also In the process of taking his headphones out of his ears, for what reason? you didn’t know.

“there’s no problem here, keep on walking buddy” the male answered for you.

“I asked the lady not you” the new stranger spoke harshly to the trafficker and look at you once again. “are you okay?” he knitted his eyebrows. your eyes caught his, filling with tears, threatening to spill from your eyes. he nodded softly understanding how you were feeling through your eyes. he then looked at the male behind you.

“let her go, I don’t wanna hurt you” he said firmly.

“oh yeah, what can you do?” he looks him up and down and laughs at the guy, walking back to his original place, which was a block or two away.

“Im can do a lot” the stranger walks in front of you and the guy, making you both stop once again.

“listen man, this is my girlfriend. we’re just having a little disagreement aren’t we honey?” the guy tightens his hold around your neck. you open your mouth trying to suck in more air but his hold gets tighter. you tap on his arm in hopes that he’ll release you but he doesn’t. there was no way you were gonna agree with him.

the stranger doesn’t think furthermore and before either of you knew it, your head was being moved out the way carefully and a punch was thrown at the guy's face. you heard a crack of a bone and quickly moved away from the area, running out the man's hold.

it was like an action movie, the man was the villain and the stranger was the hero, and you were the one in need of help. the fight ended with the stranger still standing and the man now on the floor. he wasn’t moving but his chest was still rising and falling. he wasn’t dead although you weren’t sure what was gonna happen in the next few minutes but you weren’t gonna find out either.

“are you okay?” the stranger rushes over to you, sliding off his jacket and handing it to you.

“that won’t be necessary” you chuckle and wave your hand at his jacket.

“please, I insist” he places the jacket around you, not wanted to make you feel uncomfortable by touching you.

“thank you” you look down and smile softly.

“it’s no problem, I could never just walk by if I saw something like that” he smiles gently. “do you want me to walk you home? you know, to make sure you get there safe?”

“uhh… why not” you smile and begin to walk in the direction, he comes up beside you and walks along with you.

you pulled his jacket closer to your body for warmth as you kept your eyes glued to the sidewalk, scarred by what had just happened. you’ve never experienced something that traumatic before. you could’ve been snatched up a while ago if it hadn’t been for the guy walking beside you right now.

“thank you” your voice was quiet in a way it had never been before.

“anytime” he glances over to you, seeing your small frame wrapped in his jacket.

“I really do mean it, if you wouldn’t have been there I don’t know what I would've done”

“yeah, i’m glad I was there too. it hurts me to see things like that happen” he shakes his head. “I wish I could protect everyone around the world,” he breathily laughs. “that’s probably why I want to be a police officer” your ears perked up when you heard that. you looked up at him with surprised eyes and he looked at you nodding his head.

“it’s always been a dream of mine ever since I was a kid. when I read my first comic book I loved everything about it, I knew I wanted to be some kind of hero after that. I wanted my parents to buy me every single superhero costume so then I could feel like that character, with all the powers and stuff.” you breathily laugh at that, he notices and laughs with you. “anyways that’s enough about me, I wanna know about you” he looks attentively to you.

the conversation continues until you got home. you learned that his name was johnny and that he was 25. he grew up in his hometown chicago but his parents are both korean, and he moved to seoul for better job opportunities. you gotta admit, the guy was interesting and you wanted to know more about him, you thought he was pretty cool.

“so… this is it?” johnny stuffs his hands in his pockets and looks up at the house.

“yep” you look at the house and back to him. it got quiet for a few seconds, neither of you wanted to say bye to each other. johnny wanted to get to know you more and you wanted to know him more also.

“listen, I don’t know if the feeling is mutual but I wanna talk to you some more so how about this, I give my number and you get to choose if you want to text me” he offers and you instantly take it up. he smiles softly and enters his number in your phone. once you receive it back you see the name option blank.

“you’re not gonna name yourself?” you cock your eyebrow at him and he lightheartedly chuckles.

“I want you to have free will and set it as whatever you want. I want you to always feel like you have a choice when you're with me y/n” a smile was blatant on his face, allowing the corners of your mouth to pull up also.

“well thank you very much johnny,” you say, staring into his eyes, which seemed to catch the light from the streetlights in a way you’d never seen before. would it be weird to say that you wanted to get to know the sweet guy in front of you more?

“um.. i guess i should get going, it was nice meeting you y/n” his hypnotizing but kind eyes still staring into your soul. you never wanted to part away from them, from him. johnny was captivating, too captivating to let slip through your fingers.

“it was nice meeting you too. see you later johnny” you dismiss him yet his feet don’t move, they stay in place and so does he, looking at you with eyes of fondness. this continues for about a minute before you break the silence/slight sexual tension.

“uh- actually, do you wanna come in? i’m not going to sleep right away, honestly might have some trouble falling asleep” you shake your head, looking down and pretend to find your nails interesting.

“a-are you sure? i wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable-” he seems caught off guard by your words, obviously snapping him out of whatever trance he was in.

“not at all, now come on. i’ll put on a movie and get some food and drinks. it’ll be good” you smile brightly, grabbing his hand without thinking and taking him up to your front door. you unlock it quickly and turn on the lights, stepping into your clean house.

“this is a very nice environment you have y/n” he looks around staying still in his place, nodding his head, seeming genuinely impressed with it.

“thank you, it took a bit of work to get to this point” you chuckle, taking off your shoes and then his jacket. “oh, here you go” you hold the piece of heavy fabric out to him. he utters a ‘thanks’ once he sees it and takes it.

“you can put your shoes there” you point to the shoe rack beside to door. “and your jacket can go there” you point to the coat racket right next to the shoe rack. he doesn’t say anything and does as you say.

“now make yourself comfortable i’ll be right back” you point to the couch and then walk away but not before you caught his eyes. damn those eyes..

“now why did she do that? i swear horror movie characters are so fucking dumb” you roll your eyes and johnny laughs, agreeing with you.

“i mean what would you do in her position” you look at him. the light from the tv illuminating him perfectly. it was dark everywhere else so the only light you had was from the tv.

“i would’ve saved the friend and then booked it not stand there like an idiot waiting for someone to kill me” he looked at you right back, giving you that same look from earlier but his eyes were a bit brighter, filled with joy.

“exactly! so why can’t she do the same?” you sigh.

“y/n it’s just a movie” he chuckles.

“i know, i know but they really irritate me yk? like why stand there knowing damn well a killer is in the house with you i mean it’s-“

“alright it’s time to turn this off” he backs out of the movie, returning to the netflix screen where you started.

“hey!” you look at him with confused eyes.

“you were way too into it, it‘s not good for your blood pressure.” he says and looks at the tv, going through the comedy section.

you kept your eyes on him watching the way his eyes watch the screen attentively. you nibble on your lip, beginning to get lost in your thoughts. he could be your friend, best friend, boyfriend... husband- too far y/n, too far. you just met the guy but you felt like you’ve known him for a long time. you could see him being a potential boyfriend honestly. it’s been a while since you’ve had a boyfriend, really only focused on work. it wouldn’t be a bad idea. johnny seemed nice and he was interesting in a way nobody has been before, you could stay up talking to him and it wouldn’t get boring ever. what if you guys-

“y/n?” his head turns toward you and he catches you staring back at him with your lip between your teeth. he smiles softly and that’s when you are dragged out of your thoughts.

“here” you say out of nowhere making johnny laugh harder than before, his head is thrown back and his eyes are closed, filling the atmosphere with his beautiful laughs. meanwhile, you sat there a little confused and startled, blinking multiple times.

“huh?” you furrow your eyebrows.

“nothing” he waves his hands continuing to laugh.

“yah!” you hit his arm playfully. “i was lost in my thoughts im sorry” you look down feeling your cheeks heat up.

“while staring at me? what were you thinking about?” he says after his laughter dies down.

“uh.. nothing important, what did you pick?” you look at the tv trying to change the subject and you’re thankful that it works.

“that was a great movie, what’d you think?” johnny looks over to you and you nod tiredly, letting out a yawn. “oh somebody’s tired” he says and you don’t know if it was because you were tired but you thought it was cute.

“i enjoyed it and yes i am tired” you lazily chuckle and rub your face.

“alright, i’ll leave-“ he goes to stand up.

“no-“ you say abruptly and grab his wrist and his eyes shift down to your hold on him. “i mean… no you don’t have to, it’s late and i don’t want you going home at this time of night” you checked your phone with your free hand, completely forgetting about your grip on his wrist.

‘4:08 am’

“damn it’s four already?” your eyes bulge out your head and look up at him, his eyes still watching the way your skin was touching his. “you mister aren’t going anywhere, wouldn’t want anything to happen to you” you move closer to him and he notices this. you take your hand off his wrist and interlock your arms, resting your head on his shoulder. maybe it was the sleepiness that put you in this position but you didn’t mind it one bit, too tired to care.

he seemed surprised tensing up almost immediately but relaxing once he realized what was really happening. you were like the little bear that found comfort in the big bear. johnny brushed the extra pieces of hair out the way, how was it that he’d just met you but he felt so connected to you as if you were a lifelong friend he hadn’t seen in a long time. he didn’t under but at the same time, he didn’t want to understand it. he’d rather just let whatever this was flow at its own pace.

“do you think we’re moving too fast?” you say out of nowhere, pulling him out of his thoughts.

“i was just thinking about that and i think we should just let it happen naturally. whatever happens, happens” he says in a sweet voice and caresses your arm gently with his free hand. “if it feels right then act on it right? anyways, that’s the motto”

you move your head to look up at him and nod, intending to catch his eyes and you do. you’re only inches away from each other’s faces, eyes shifting from his eyes to his lips and so do his before either of you knew it your lips collided. johnny holding your jaw between his index and thumb. you wrap your hands around his neck and sit up slowly shifting onto his lap. your heart began to race as you kissed him deeper, johnny too, feeling his heart pumping with adrenaline, moving his hands down to your waist and gripping it. you moan softly against his lips as his hands travel inside your shirt. he felt like pure ecstasy against you. his touch, his lips, his words, everything him felt so good with you.

his hands then slid down to your hips and he gripped them, continuing to kiss you like no tomorrow. he pulls away from your lips, you following his lips for more, and he chuckles; before you knew it his lips were on your neck, pressing soft kisses to it making you moan softly. when his lips found your sweet spot he attacked it, leaving a dark red hickey in that place. you began to move your hips against his, hungry for some type of stimulation down there. his hands fly to your hips and he rests his head in the crook of your neck, letting out soft grunts.

you bite your lip and pull him up to kiss his neck, one of his hands rest on your shoulder. once you find his sweet spot you do as he did and leave a dark red hickey. you pull back and look at it proudly.

“an eye for an eye” you wink at him.

“yeah, yeah” he smiles and pulls your face closer, kissing you again, this time using a bit of tongue. you moan instantly, letting him win and he explores your mouth as your hands glide down his chest, you could feel all of the contours and lines of his muscles and abs, letting you know he was fit. which only made him sexier. your hands slip under his shirt and you explore the area. he was too hot for you to handle, you could pounce on him again even though you kind of already pounced on him. he’s just too hot.

you pulled away abruptly and he looked at you with a confused expression. you smirked and stood up, him still looking at you, obviously confused. he reached for your wrist but you pulled it away and before he could say anything, with the help of his thighs you got on your knees. his confused expression was now gone as he watched the scene unfold, his jeans were so tight against him and you knew that. his hard-on wasn’t small either, it was actually pretty big, you could still see his print though it was dark and you wanted to help him out so you teased him by gliding your fingers up his thighs and then teased his dick by running your finger up and down his hard-on.

“stop t-teasing” he breathily moans, watching your every move.

you smirked, looking up at him and unzipped his jeans.

did you guys fuck? no. just oral sex, that was all you guys agreed to. johnny thought it would be a bad idea to have sex during the initial meet. he said it would be best to give it at least a few weeks. he truly did wanna get to know you some more as did you and that’s why you were okay with not going that far.

you slept in your room after you guys were done giving each other head. you’d given him a blanket to sleep with and a comfortable pillow instead of making him use one of the uncomfortable decor ones on your couch.

“thank you johnny,” you said as he grabbed his coat. you let him stay for breakfast, that you and him cooked together. (he wasn’t going to let you cook it by yourself)

“for what? i should be thanking you. i had fun” he says as he puts his coat on.

“because i had fun too. the most i’ve had in a long time so thank you for that”

“it’s nothing really, i’m glad i could reflect some light on” he laughs and slips his shoes on.

“i hope we could do that again” you hint your fondness toward him.

“of course we can you just gotta let me know. i’m always free” he looks at you with that look once again and you can’t help but let it slip out.

“why do you keep looking at me like that, you’ve been giving me the same look since you met me” you say softly so then it doesn’t one out harsh and you know it doesn’t when he responds.

“because...” he moves closer to you which makes your heart skip a beat. “i actually like you y/n, and i mean it. you’re so different from other girls i’ve met. i’m not just another handsome guy to you. you take an interest in the things i say and the stories i tell you, not many girls do and i thank you for that alone. thank you for listening to me.” he moves even closer to you, grabbing your hands which makes your heart begin to race. “so when i look at you like this, i’m thanking you.” he doesn’t say anything after that continuing to stare deeply into your eyes.

you felt so drunk in the moment, hypnotized by his eyes and soft words. you could already feel how head over heels you were gonna be for this guy, that's if you guys kept it up, which you think you will. the chemistry was way too strong for either of you to let go of.

“thank you” you whisper and he nods gently not breaking eye contact. “you should get going, i wouldn’t want you to be late for work. you still gotta get home in time to change out of these clothes... do you need a ride or?”

“kind of... only if it’s not too much trouble” he answers.

“of course it’s not, come on” you quickly get your stuff on and take him home.

“this is it” he says and you stop the car once you’re in front of the house.

“okay, i’ll see you later” you look over to him and he’s already looking at you. nothing happens for a few seconds but then johnny leans over to you and kisses you. you sigh into the kiss and grab ahold of his neck and kiss him back as his hand rests on your neck, he kisses you just as deep as last night but before anything serious happens he pulls away and lets a ‘text me’ roll of his tongue before he exits the vehicle and walks to his front door, unlocking it and walking inside. all without looking back.

you however, were in complete awe. he kissed you like that and then left. damn was he a good kisser, you could still feel the sensation of his lips on yours even after he was gone. you touched your lips and then smiled, pulling off.

bonus: later that day; the evening

you decide to pick up your phone and do exactly what he said earlier.

you: what was that all about earlier? - y/n

johnny🥰😫: so you decided to finally text me😊

johnny🥰😫: and what was what about👀

you: you know what i talking about. the kiss in the car

johnny🥰😫: you know, it was just a see you later kiss

you: mhm, okay mr. suh

johnny🥰😫: what?😂

you: imma give your ass a ‘see you later’ kiss and then walk away. see how it makes you feel

johnny🥰😫: bring it on then sexy, let’s see what you got

you: oh i’ll show you what i got👀

johnny🥰😫: are we still talking about kissing?😳

you: maybe, maybe not🤷‍♀️👀

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You can say that you're leading me on but it's just what I want you to do. Don't you notice how hopelessly I'm lost? That's why I'm following you. — “Misty,” Johnny Mathis (1959)

It Keeps Right On a-Hurtin’ #13 - 188 Trading Post

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Notes:

This is one of my favorite issues I’ve scripted because it’s just Agnes and Cass kind of hanging out, a type of issue I don’t really have a lot of room for in a series that moves forward as deliberately and intentionally as IKROAH does. A year into this pandemic I’m also really, REALLY missing diners, so it was natural for me to interpret the 188 Trading Post as such.

Also, the next issue, #14, is the final issue of Volume One. It feels like I’ve been working towards it forever, but also that it’s sneaked up on me so fast. Anyway, it’ll be out two weeks from today on March 27th. Readers, I’ll see you in Boulder City then.

Also also, it seems like @worthlesssix is just destined to do the inks and colors on all of the scripts that I love the most, because she really painted this one in a lush, warm, lovely style that just took my breath away. The desert sun, all the intimate little details of the 188, the mauvish and cracking overpass...just an absolute privilege to work with such a wonderful artist and friend a second time on this project.

Also also also, the traveler in the gas mask chatting up Veronica is Charlie, who belongs to @jepsxyhn / @comrade-shrimp. It was so much fun to draw them in! There’s tragically not a lot of good crowd scenes in IKROAH for cameos like this, or else I’d do them more.

Also also also ALSO...that butterfly on the Forecaster’s finger is a desert black swallowtail, a native to the Mojave! Just a fun detail, in case you were curious.

Original Pencils (click for full size):

Six’s inks and colors on this issue are so incredible and stylish that I almost forget that the she drew it over the skeleton of my own pencils. But yes! Every line, every detail, every tough perspective shot was real lead on real paper first, and to be honest, folks, I’m really proud of these ones, especially the deep shot of the Forecaster and Gun Runners on the third page. Note the extremely intense Frankensteining that went into the first and second page. The reason there’s two floating mugs in the pencils for the first page was because I originally intended for there to be three panels, not two, with one of the panels being Cass taking a sip, and the other panel being her saying it was too bitter. And then...I just fucked up the pencils, haha. But the layout was definiely better for it, it would have been too cramped otherwise. I also decided against “switching” the top two panels like I originally must have intended.

Transcript:

EXT. 188 TRADING POST.

AGNES SANDS and CASS are seated at the small, sheltered bar of the 188, having a late breakfast and coffee. A few other travelers stand around or sit, with MICHELLE KERR manning the counter. The RADIO behind the bar is playing, and CASS takes a thoughtful sip of her coffee as MR. NEW VEGAS introduces a song:

RADIO: You know, sometimes the journey beats the destination. Especially when your spurs go "jingle, jangle, jingle," and you meet some nice gals along the way. We'll be back with some news, after this.

CASS: That's not bad. Smoky. A bit too bitter.

AGNES: A bit too bitter?

CASS: I guess I'm not one for strong flavors.

AGNES: Not one for...? Cass, when I first met you, you were deep in six bottles of whiskey.

CASS: And I was deep in another six last night trying to forget what Searchlight smelled like. Sorry to disappoint, but maybe I've just burned my taste buds off by now.

(NOTE: *IKROAH #11—Lou.)

CASS bites into her sandwich with a CRONCH, then looks askance at AGNES.

CASS: I didn't do anything embarrassing last night, did I? I don't remember much.

AGNES: Not that I know of. When I went up to our room, you were still talking to that sniper. I was asleep already before you came back.

CASS: Uh-huh.

Beat. AGNES takes a bite of her omelette, CASS has some more coffee.

AGNES: Wait a minute. You were already out when I woke up, too. You did come back to our room, right?

CASS: OHHHH MY GOD, now I remember.

CASS’ head hits the bar with a miserable THUD.

AGNES: How bad?

CASS: You ever try to come onto a guy who's grieving his dead wife?

AGNES (sipping coffee): No, I don't come onto men in general.

CASS: Ha ha. Funny. Good for you that you don't have this problem. Ugh.

MICHELLE swings by the two, a pot of coffee in her hand.

MICHELLE: More coffee, ladies?

CASS, head still down, gestures her mug affirmatively.

CASS: Please. My head’s still killing me.

RADIO: ...aaaaand we're back, folks. It's midday in the Mojave, and boy, is it a hot one out there...or is it just me?

RADIO: Our top story today...the stand-off at Boulder City between the NCR and a splinter group of Great Khans has entered its third straight day of tensions.

AGNES (flash of recognition): Huh.

RADIO: The Khans refuse to yield their hostages, but they can't stay holed up much longer, according to an NCR spokesperson. Folks...let's just hope they don't blow it up again, am I right?

AGNES: Cass, do you hear this? Those might be the Khans who shot me.

CASS: I thought you said some guy in a checkered suit shot you.

AGNES: He hired two Khans as help.

CASS: Alright, so the accomplices to your attempted murder might be in Boulder City, and you want to...do what, exactly?

AGNES: I...I, uh...

CASS: Just saying, if you rush in guns blazing, all you're gonna do is get yourself killed. For real this time.

CASS: I'm not saying don't go...if all this had happened to me, I'd make all these fuckers choke on the end of my shotgun. But we're really going to need a plan, is all.

AGNES: We? So you don't mind squaring up against Khans?

CASS: I'm a red-blooded Californian, ain't I? Fuck the Khans. Speaking of, it's not like the NCR and them are having a tea social together. How do you suggest we interrupt a standoff?

AGNES stands up, throwing some caps onto the counter with a jingling of light, metallic KLINKA-KLINK sounds.

AGNES: We'll just...think of something when we get there. We should probably go now, too, if we want to get to Boulder City before nightfall.

AGNES starts to leave as CASS gets halfway out of her own stool, hurriedly finishing her coffee.

AGNES: Come on.

RADIO: ...you know, they say no news is good news, but I think my program would be awfully dull if that were the case.

RADIO: You’re gonna love this next song. I guarantee it.

#fallout new vegas #fallout #courier six #rose of sharon cassidy #veronica santangelo #michelle kerr #the forecaster #mr new vegas #188 trading post #volume 01 #13 #ikroah archive

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BACK 2 U | jung jaehyun

genre + idol → hanahaki au, angst, smut, babydaddy!jaehyun (ft. johnny suh)

word count → 4.9k

warnings → tiniest bit of cursing, protected sex

summary → you and jaehyun have been together for years now and have just had your first child. you couldn’t be happier to be with the man you love, but what happens when jaehyun starts staying late at work, you start coughing up flowers, and you’re left alone with the baby? even worse, what happens when jaehyun comes crawling back years later but you can no longer love him again?

“I’m sorry I couldn’t make you stay. I promise I will tell Jieun good things about you, Yoonoh.”

“Don’t apologize, it’s my fault. I hurt you.”

a/n → have fun with this one, i’m not sure how to feel about the ending but sigh this one really hurt to write..... also please don’t ask me for a part two because i will not write one lol i love y’all but not every story needs a part two

For many people, their worst fears are being buried alive, spiders, something along those lines. But your worst fear had always been falling out of love. Whether you are the one falling out of love with someone, or the other way around, just the thought made you stressed. On one hand, if you fall out of love someone, you cause them irreparable pain, flowers growing in their lungs until they can’t breathe. And on the other hand, if someone falls out of love with you, you’re the one suffering. There’s no winning.

But for the first time in your life, this fear is thrown out of the window. The first time Jaehyun tells you “I love you, I want to be with you forever” you feel the fear leave your body. A weight is lifted off your chest, you can finally breathe again. He sounds so sincere when he says it, it must be true.

And as the years pass, and you spend more and more of your life with him, you know that you never want to love anyone else in this, or any lifetime. He is who you are meant to spend your life with. You and Jaehyun are meant to have children together, grow old together, and be in love for the rest of your life.

One day, Jaehyun stomps into your shared home with his eyebrows furrowed and lips in a pout. You rush to meet him at the door, quickly taking his face in your hands and kissing the pout off his lips.

“Long day?” You ask.

He nods. “You have absolutely no idea. Happy to see your pretty face, though.”

“Could say the same to you, handsome. Go lay down, I’ll make you dinner. I have something to tell you after we eat.”

You skip over to the kitchen, quickly taking ingredients out of the fridge and cabinet to make dinner for you and Jaehyun. The last few weeks, Jaehyun had been leaving in the early morning for work, leaving you alone for most of the day. You’d been waking up with terrible morning sickness, and after going to the doctor earlier in the day, found out you were pregnant. Jaehyun hadn’t asked to marry you yet, and he still had years ahead of him in his career, but you knew this is something you both wanted.

Jaehyun watches as you cook from the kitchen table, feeling his heart inflate with how much love he has for you.

“I can’t wait for the day I get to marry you.”

“Well, we could be planning a wedding right now but you haven’t asked me to marry you yet.” You drop the last few things into the pot, setting the lid on it before crawling into Jaehyun’s lap and wrapping your arms around him.

“I don’t want to have to plan a wedding and go to the courthouse or anything. I just want you to be my wife.”

“Then ask me to be your wife.”

“Y/N,” Jaehyun says, hands gripping onto your hips tightly, eyes flickering from your eyes, to your lips, then back up to your eyes. “Will you— Wait. Wait here.” He pushes you off him and you sit on the chair as you wait for him. He comes back a few moments later, fist closed tightly around something. He gets down on his knees in front of you, grabbing both of your hands with one of his and smiles. “Y/N, will you be my wife?” He opens his palm, revealing the diamond ring you had pointed out over a month ago when you went searching for couple rings.

You nod, and he slips the ring onto your ring finger. He kisses your hand before placing it back down on your lap, admiring the way the ring looks on your finger.

“Alright, I have something for you now.”

“Don’t know if whatever you have planned could be better than you finally becoming my wife.”

“I’m pregnant.”

“Oh- I- Oh. Oh, that’s definitely better.”

Jaehyun is incredible throughout your pregnancy. He takes time off of work to stay home with you, builds and decorates the nursery, even packs your hospital bag as the days inch closer to your due date. But in the last month of your pregnancy, Jaehyun is quickly pulled back to work and you’re left alone with a swollen belly and complete nursery. You can’t even nest because Jaehyun already did it for you — he didn’t want you to lift a finger until the baby came. The last three weeks have been lonely. Jaehyun comes home in the middle of the night, he spends the weekends away on business trips, is always hunched over his computer in the living room when he is home, and you feel like he’s slipping through your fingertips. You want him home, in bed with you, with your baby, before your attention is completely on her.

The longer Jaehyun is away from you, the more nervous you get. Every time he leaves overnight you’re worried he won’t make it back in time for the baby’s birth. And when he calls you from his trips, and you hear a woman’s voice in the background, your throat begins hurting and your irrational fear of falling out of love resurfaces. You feel something stir in your stomach and you panic.

“Come home, baby. Please,” you say quietly.

“Honey, I’m working, I can’t just—”

“— Please, Yoonoh. I don’t want to have this baby alone.”

You feel selfish. Maybe nothing is actually wrong, but the pain in your throat and the feeling in your stomach is too much to ignore. He rushes home, and within hours is in bed with you, thin fingers placed on the highest point of your belly, fingertips tapping and waiting for the baby to react and kick.

“Do you think there’s a reason she’s not kicking?”

“She’s sleeping. Enjoying her last moment’s in mama’s belly before she’s brought out into the real world. Don’t bother her.”

“You’re funny,” he says. “I have always loved that about you.”

The first few weeks of coughing flowers are uncomfortable, but bearable. Jaehyun isn’t around to see you suffer — staying extra late at work, continuing to go on business trips, attending meetings — and you wonder what his new infatuation is like as you breastfeed your newborn daughter and suppress a cough. She must be one hell of a woman if she can tear a man away from his wife and newborn child. You sit in the nursery Jaehyun insisted on decorating himself, illuminated only by the string lights hanging across the room. Once your daughter is done feeding, you sit her up and begin burping her. You pat her back, listening to her slight hiccups and feel your chest tighten.

She spits up after a few more moments and you clean her up, before setting her back in the crib where she quickly falls asleep. You stare at her sleeping figure and finally let out the cough you’d been holding in, plucking the red petals from your lips and tearing it apart with your fingers. It falls on the floor, and then you hear the front door open and Jaehyun’s footsteps heading into the nursery.

“I just put her down,” you say when he gets to the door. “Let’s go to bed.”

You get into bed quickly, with Jaehyun following shortly behind. Once in bed, you turn your back to him and sink into the sheets. He crawls into bed next to you, wrapping an arm around your waist and pressing a kiss to your shoulder.

“Missed you today, baby,” he mumbles against your skin.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Sure.”

“Did you really think you would be able to get away with it?”

Jaehyun tenses for a second, but then relaxes again. “What are you talking about?”

“Jaehyun… We live in a cruel, cruel world,” you whisper. “I can’t even feed my own daughter without feeling like I’m going to choke on the flowers growing inside of me. Did you really think you’d be able to get away with it?”

The room is uncomfortably silent. The baby monitor on the bedside table is on, and you can hear your daughter in the other room making noises as she sleeps. Tears begin to fall down your face and you suppress the sob that is bubbling in your chest.

“I don’t know what to say,” Jaehyun responds.

“When I wake up in the morning, I want you out of my house,” you pick up the baby monitor and reach behind your back, letting it fall between your bodies. “If the baby cries in the night, you tend to her. Enjoy your last moments with her.” His grip on your body tightens.

“Y/N—” Jaehyun starts, but you push him off you and get out of bed.

“I’m going to go sleep on the couch,” you say, grabbing a pillow and a blanket from your closet. Once you get to the door, you stop and look at him laying in your bed. “Goodnight, Jaehyun. I really do love you. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough.”

You lay on the couch, staring at the ceiling and listening to the noises of your house. The refrigerator running, the fan running in your bedroom, Jaehyun’s footsteps as he walks around your shared bedroom.

In the bedroom, Jaehyun paces around the room trying to figure out what to do. Surely he loves you, as the mother of his child, but that wasn’t enough. What if I ask her to start over? he thinks. But that could kill her. If we start from the beginning again, try to fall in love again, try to put back together our already broken relationship and it didn’t work, the flowers would fill her lungs and kill her. And if she got the surgery, she would never love me again.

As he’s packing his things, the baby begins crying and it takes him several moments to process what is happening. By the time he realizes the baby is crying and he heads to the nursery, you’re already in there, holding the baby in your arms and sitting in the rocking chair in the corner.

He watches you with the baby and his chest begins to feel heavy. You look so beautiful holding the baby, rocking back and forth in the chair with your eyes closed. Jaehyun wishes so badly he could continue loving you the way you love him. You clear your throat and bring him out of his trance.

“Jieun-ah,” you whisper quietly, tears falling down your face. “i’m sorry I couldn’t get your appa to continue loving me for you. I promise I will only tell you good things about him when you’re older.”

He lets out a sigh before returning back to the bedroom. He packs all of his things up in his suitcases and watches the sun rise from the balcony of your bedroom. A chill runs down his spine as he watches the sun go higher and higher. After one last check throughout the room to make sure all of his things are packed, he sneaks into the nursery to look at your daughter.

He’s surprised to see you in there, inside the crib, lying in the fetal position next to your daughter. He checks the time on his phone, it’s 7:34 a.m. and he realizes any moment now the baby will wake up and want to eat. He heads into the kitchen, heating up a bottle and as soon as he steps back into the nursery, the baby wakes up and lets out a loud cry. You stir, ready to take her and feed her, but as your eyes open, you see Jaehyun in the rocking chair holding her and leading the bottle into her mouth.

“Sleep,” he says. “I’ll leave after this, I promise. Just want to feed my daughter before I go.”

“You know, you never told me why you wanted to name her Jieun,” you say, pulling the blanket over your body and laying back down.

Jaehyun stares down at your daughter eating, memorizing every inch of her face as if it is the last time he will ever see her. She has his eyes but your nose, your ears but his lips. She’s so perfect he could almost cry. He blinks away the tears that surface.

“My father’s name is Jihoon, and my mother’s name is Eunha. So I took one syllable from each of their names for hers. Ji means purpose, and Eun means kindness. I wanted to give her a name that meant something,” he says. “My parents named me Jaehyun for no reason, so I had to change it to Yoonoh when I was older but no one ever calls me that. I wanted different for my kids.”

“I see… I left your ring for you on the coffee table,” you sit back up and watch as she finishes the last of her bottle. “I can burp her if you want.”

Jaehyun shakes his head no, placing her in his lap and holding her upright. He burps her quickly, cleaning her up and placing her back in the crib next to you. He pulls you into a hug and you break down, sobbing into his chest.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t make you stay,” you say, trying not to wake the baby who just knocked back out. “I promise I will tell Jieun good things about you, Yoonoh.”

“Don’t apologize, it’s my fault. I hurt you,” he responds. He pulls back, placing a kiss on your forehead, walking out of the nursery and closing the door behind him.

And with that, Jaehyun walks out of your life.

It’s 3 a.m. on a Tuesday, and you hear the baby begin to cry from the nursery. It’s been 4 months since Jaehyun has left, but you still stir in bed and call out for him.

“Jaehyun — the baby,” you mumble, sinking further into the sheets. She cries harder and you groan. “Yah, Jung Jaehyun, your baby is calling for you.” You sit up in bed annoyed, looking over to the other side of the bed and realize Jaehyun isn’t there. He hasn’t been for months.

“Fuck, I need to stop doing that,” you say, running your hands through your hair, putting your slippers on and running over to the nursery.

You place Jieun into the baby carrier strapped onto your body, slipping a mask on before grabbing your keys and heading towards the door. As you open the door, you’re met with Johnny’s tall body and his hand in mid-air.

“Johnny— oh. I was just about to go on a walk. What’s up?”

“I just wanted to come check on you… Jaehyun doesn’t know I’m here.”

Johnny accompanies you on your walk, offering to take the baby and give you a break.

“How old is she now?”

“Ten months. Every day she looks more and more like Jaehyun and it kills me.”

“She’s getting so big. You ever think of getting a step-dad for her?”

“Surely you didn’t come all the way across town to hit on me, Mr. Suh. I’m still working on trying to get her real dad to come around and see her, haven’t even thought about a step-dad.”

“I’m kidding, you know that,” Johnny stops in his tracks in front of the first coffee shop you see. “Do you want coffee?”

“I’m still breastfeeding, I don’t want to drink any caffeine. But I’ll wait while you get something.”

Johnny enters the shop quickly, coming out in a few minutes with a drink in hand. “Does Jaehyun really not come around?”

You shake your head no. “I called him the other day and he got mad at me for calling.”

You think back to a couple of weeks ago when you called Jaehyun. You were sitting on the living room floor, Jieun in the baby swing as you cooed and tried to get her to talk back to you. Before then, all she had done was babble incoherently and you felt less than the other mothers in your classes whose babies have already said at least a couple of words.

“C’mon, sweet girl, just say mama. Just once, I won’t tell anyone I promise,” you said quietly, finger on her chin and moving her lips.

And before you could even process, the word mama left her lips and you gasped. “Did you just say that? Oh my god, I need to call your dad.”

You grabbed your phone from the couch, dialed Jaehyun’s number and he picked up almost instantly.

“What do you want?” He snarled from the other side of the phone.

You rolled your eyes. “God, I hate you.”

“If you hate me, then why’d you even call?”

“Well, for your information, your daughter just said her first word. I thought you’d want to know.”

“What’d she say?”

“Mama.”

“That’s nice, Y/N. Look, I have to go, I’m working,” He said quickly, hanging up the phone and you groaned.

“I don’t even know why I try with him anymore. You would think he would actually want to hear about his daughter’s milestones at the very least, you know, make sure she’s still alive. But he doesn’t care. I’ll get over it, eventually.”

“I’m sorry, Y/N. You don’t deserve this. How did you, y’know, deal with the flowers?”

“Oh, I got the surgery a few days after he left. I left Jieun with my mom for a weekend and got it done. I wasn’t going to wait around for Jaehyun to maybe come back and start loving me again. I don’t have that kind of time, I have a baby now.”

“Damn. You’re stone-cold, Y/N. Seriously, if you ever want a new daddy, I will gladly help you out.”

“Why do I feel like you aren’t talking about Jieun? Don’t start that kinda talk around my baby, sir.”

“If sir is what you’re into, I can do that too,” He says with a wink.

“Ha-ha, very funny. I’m going to let you spend a weekend with her then you can decide if you want to be her new dad.”

“Oh you’re on, Y/N. Hear that, Jieun-ah?” Johnny says, jumping lightly, Jieun’s body moving with him, a loud fit of giggles leaving her lips. “Johnny’s gonna get a chance to be your new papa.”

You flick him on the forehead and he laughs. “You’re ridiculous. C’mon, walk us home.”

“Mama, wake up,” Jieun says quietly, crawling into your bed and on top of you. She places a flurry of kisses on your face and it stirs you awake. “Mama, come on, Papa is gonna be here soon.”

You wrap your arms around her and let out a sigh before pressing a kiss to her forehead. “Who are you calling Papa? Johnny? Did he put you up to this?”

She nods quickly and lets out a giggle. “He said you would laugh.”

“You two are quite the comedians. Alright, go pick out some clothes and I’ll go make breakfast for you before Johnny gets here.”

Johnny isn’t your boyfriend, by any means, but he has stepped up and helped you with Jieun whenever you needed. And now she’s turning six in a few days, and Johnny has offered to take her for a weekend so you can have some time off. In the middle of cooking breakfast, you hear the keypad slide open and moments later, Johnny is walking through the door. He heads into the kitchen and pulls you into a side-hug, kissing you on the forehead and smiling.

“You know, she called you Papa this morning.”

He laughs. “Really? Holy shit, I didn’t think she would actually do it.”

“Dude, you can’t tell her to do that. She’ll get all confused and I don’t want to have that conversation with her.”

“Y/N, when will you finally give up and realize that we’re good for each other? And that I’m worthy of being her dad?”

You sigh. “Johnny—”

“— I’m serious! If you didn’t feel something for me, I would be dead by now. It’s been 5 years.”

“Good luck on your test run as Papa, Mr. Suh,” you say, plating the food for Jieun. “Go tell your daughter to come eat and then pack her bags.”

“Yes ma’am.”

“It’s mama to you, sir.”

The house is eerily quiet without Jieun and Johnny. Their infectious laughter normally fills the house along with the sound of toys clonking and falling, and you’re unsure of what to do to fill the time. What else is there to do with your life if you aren’t fawning over Johnny with your daughter? She might look like Jaehyun, but she’s all Johnny. She’s taken so much of his personality over the years that you barely see yourself in her some days. There’s a knock on the door and you’re quickly taken out of your thoughts — you head over to the door, saying a quick prayer that Johnny and Jieun are behind the door because they missed you, but when you open it, you’re met with Jaehyun.

“What are you doing here?”

“Okay, hello to you too?” He responds, walking past you and into the house. He takes his shoes off, walking into Jieun’s bedroom and walking out moments later, confused. “Where is she?”

“She’s with Johnny for the weekend.”

“Her birthday’s tomorrow, why is she with him?”

You can feel your blood boiling. In the last six years, Jaehyun hasn’t tried once to be a father to her and all of a sudden, he wants to try to be in her life. Having to be a mother, and watch another man have to step up to be her father, hurts beyond belief. You know you shouldn’t want Jaehyun to hurt too, but the words leave your mouth before you can stop yourself from saying them. “She insisted on spending her birthday weekend with her Papa.”

“P-papa? She thinks he’s her dad? You can’t be serious.”

“She knows he isn’t her dad. I promised to her before you even left that I would tell her the good things about you, and I did. I never told her to call him that, she did it on her own. If she feels like Johnny is her papa, what’s it to you?”

Your eyes begin to water and you turn to look anywhere else in the room except at Jaehyun and he lets out a shaky breath. He gets down on his knees in front of you, grabbing your hands and letting his head hang low.

“Y/N, I’m sorry,” he says. “I know I fucked up beyond belief, but we can’t live like this forever. I want a chance to be the father that I haven’t been for the last six years, to be that man for both you and Jieun.”

The tears stream freely down your face. “Jaehyun, get up.”

He gets up frantically, holding your face in his hands and forcing you to look at him. His face is red, tears staining his cheeks, and — call it a moment of weakness, but — his lips look so inviting. You feel like you’re in a trance, it’s been so long since you’ve even seen Jaehyun, especially this close up, and you’re immediately pulled into the time you had your first kiss. It was much too similar to this — you and Jaehyun standing in your living room, his hands on your face, his lips moving in a confession of love. His lips are moving, but you can’t hear any of what he’s saying, and before you know it, you’re leaning forward and pressing your lips onto his.

Neither of you waste any time — in an instant, Jaehyun’s hands travel down your body to the small of your back, and you bury your hands in his hair. His tongue peeks out of his mouth, licking at your lips and you open them for him. He places his hands on your thighs, and you instantly jump into his arms, wrapping your legs around his body. He walks towards your bedroom, his lips never leaving yours, and delicately places you on the bed. Jaehyun pulls away for a second, pulling his shirt over his head and you can feel your panties sticking to you the minute you see his bare torso. He reaches out to you, slipping your shirt over your head and throwing it onto the ground.

You’re not wearing a bra underneath, and in an instant Jaehyun’s lips wrap around one of your nipples, his hand slipping into your leggings and rubbing at your clit through your panties. You let out a content sigh, hand reaching forward to grip his now fully hardened crotch through his pants. He groans, letting go of your nipple and pulling the other one into his mouth.

“Jaehyun, I can’t wait,” you whine.

He pulls back and lets out a laugh. “Still as impatient as ever, I see.”

You roll your eyes, pushing your pants and underwear off, spread your legs, as Jaehyun steps onto the floor to quickly take his pants off.

“Are you on birth control?” He asks.

You shake your head no. “I haven’t gotten back on it.”

“What if Johnny had—”

“What if Johnny had what? Gotten me pregnant? That wouldn’t have been any of your business,” you snap. His eyes widen slightly and you sigh. “There’s condoms in my top drawer.”

He opens the drawer, sees the loose condoms, opens one and rolls it onto himself before getting back on the bed. He pushes your legs open further, balancing his weight on his arms as his tip pokes at your entrance. He looks into your eyes for any sign of regret, and for a second he thinks he sees some, but you nod quickly and he enters in one swift thrust. You gasp as soon as he’s in, clenching around him a few times to get used to the feeling and he groans.

“You feel so good, baby,” Jaehyun says, and for a second it feels like nothing his changed. He still feels the same inside of you, he still looks the same, he’s talking to you just as he always has.

“Move, please.”

He nods and begins thrusting into you slowly, pulling all the way out and slamming back in. You wrap your arms around his neck and he drops his head in the crook of your neck, pressing kisses into your skin as his thrusts pick up speed. Your mouth hangs open, letting out low moans and he groans every time he feels you clench around him. The world around you begins to fade as you feel Jaehyun’s body pressed close to yours, and you close your eyes to memorize the feeling before it’s ripped away from you.

“Say my name,” he says, angling his hips to hit that secret spot inside of you.

“J-jaehyun.”

“My real name.”

He’s thrusting into you at an absolutely inhumane pace, balancing all of his weight on one arm as his other travels to where your bodies meet, fingers pressing into your clit and your hips come up off the bed, chasing your oncoming high.

“Yoonoh, please, I wanna cum.”

Jaehyun’s chest convulses, and you can tell he’s crying into your neck. Tears brim at your eyes, and you can’t tell if it’s from the pleasure you’re receiving or the feeling of Jaehyun’s hot tears hitting your skin.

“Tell me you love me, please,” Jaehyun says quietly. “Lie to me.”

Your hands dig into the sheets, gripping tightly as you’re on the edge of your orgasm. Jaehyun pinches your clit between your fingers and successfully pushes you over the edge. You cum around him, back arching off the bed, and letting out a quiet “Yoonoh, I love you.” At the feeling of you spasming around him, and you telling him you love him, even if it is a lie, Jaehyun finishes into the condom and drops his body on top of you.

Your arms are spread on the bed, not wanting to touch Jaehyun as the guilt begins to consume you. Johnny isn’t your boyfriend yet, but he’s the father to your daughter that Jaehyun never was, and you almost feel like you’ve just cheated on him.

“Hold me,” Jaehyun whispers into your chest.

“Get up, Jaehyun,” you respond, lightly pushing him off your body. He sits up, head hanging low, and you wince at the feeling of him slipping out of you. He slips the condom off, tying it and throwing it into the trash can in your bathroom. When he comes back out into your bedroom, you’ve already redressed.

“This was a mistake, you should go home.”

“Y/N, I was serious earlier. I want to be that man for both you and Jieun.”

“It’s too late now,” you respond, watching as he redresses. As soon as his last article of clothing is back on, you’re pushing him out of the bedroom and towards the front door. You push him out the front door, throwing his shoes out after him. “This never happened.”

“Y/N, can we just talk about this?”

“There’s nothing to talk about, Yoonoh. We have someone new in our life and he’s going to be the husband and father that you never were. Please don’t love me anymore, Jaehyun. It’ll kill you.”

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rahleeyah · 3 years

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Did somebody ask for Nick Amaro punching Elliot Stabler in the face?

It's nice to be back in New York. He wishes it was under different circumstances - Christ does he wish - but he missed the city. LA isn't the same. Zara's there, and Gil's in San Diego, and they have both grown so much in the last five years and he wouldn't have missed that for anything, but he does wish, sometimes, that they could have stayed at home. In New York.

He's come to bury his mother and clean out her apartment. Before that gets started, though, he's got some faces he wants to see. He doesn't know for sure if they'll still be there, doesn't know what he'll find, but he knows he has to look, and in his heart he believes that as long as Liv is still alive and in possession of two good legs, she'll be at SVU. That place, it's more than just a job, to her. It's a calling. She's a goddamn crusader.

For a minute he stands looking up at the station, weighing whether or not he wants to go in. Whether or not he wants to know what's happened to Barba, and Carisi, and Fin, and Rollins. Shit. Rollins. No way is she still there, he thinks.

He could have called. Should have called. Friends for life, he and Liv had promised each other, and they are, and they will be, but not the kind of friends who call each other and gab on the phone on Saturday afternoons. The kind of friends who'll take a bullet for each other, who'll drop everything and fly to the other side of the country after five years of no contact, if that's what they need. But not Facebook friends. It's just not in their DNA. They're bound by blood now; they don't need a phone call.

So he takes a deep breath and walks into the station, gets on the elevator behind some asshole in a flashy suit like the kind Barba used to wear, and the guy is talking on his phone but he's pressed the button for SVU so Nick can't escape him, just has to stand there and listen.

"I'm not asking, I'm telling," the guy says. "why? 'Cause I'm your father, that's why."

The guy's tone and the words coming out of his mouth remind Nick forcefully of his own father, and that makes him hate this man he doesn't even know. The door slides open and Nick goes to step out but the guy must not have registered he's there; the guy almost steps on him on his way out of the elevator and doesn't even apologize, just hangs up his phone and goes heading towards SVU and Nick is once again following him. His knee never healed right and Nick isn't as quick as he used to be, and the guy gets further and further ahead of him.

"She here?" The guy calls to a young female detective sitting at one of the desks. The squad room looks completely different, now, and for a second Nick feels like all the breath has just been knocked out of him. The girl says yeah, go on back, and the suit heads for Liv's office. Must be the ADA, Nick thinks. And shit, this is weird. It's like walking into his childhood home and seeing another family living there. It's like finding out there's no such thing as home, really. Like whatever home is, one day you stop belonging there.

"Help you?" The girl calls to him.

"Yeah," he says. It's too late to pretend he's not here. There's no sign of Rollins, or Fin, or Liv, but he's gonna do what he came here to do.

"Is Benson around?"

The girl gives him an appraising look.

"Who's asking?"

Before he can answer, a voice is calling out behind him.

"Nick?"

He turns, and there she is. Amanda Rollins. Still blonde, still beautiful, and shit, Carisi is standing right beside her.

"Amanda," he says, and in the next second she's running at him, flinging her arms around him. They hit so hard he could have picked her clean up and spun her around, if it weren't for his bad knee. As it is he nearly goes flying, but he catches himself, and holds on to her tight. He's missed her, more than he wants to admit.

"Oh, my God," she says as she pulls back. "It's so good to see you. You look good."

"Yeah," he says. "So do you."

And she does, and he wishes that didn't hurt.

"Carisi," he says next, and holds his hand out for a shake. Carisi’s hair has gone grey, and his suit is too flash for a cop, but he’s still Carisi, and he bats Nick’s hand away, and pulls him in for a hug.

“If we’d known you were coming we’d have gotten a cake or something,” Carisi says as they part.

“I wasn’t sure you guys would even still be here,” Nick tells them. “Kinda wanted it to be a surprise. Is Liv around?”

As if in answer to his question the door to the Captain’s office opens behind them, and she comes walking out, with the suit hot on her heels.

She stops dead in her tracks when she sees him, and shit, he just about stops breathing. That woman; she’s like a sister to him. Better than a sister; he trusts her more than his own blood. A thousand memories flash through his mind. The angry Liv he’d first met, calling him Serpico and looking at him like she was certain he wouldn’t last a week. Remember when you asked me about my father, and I told you it was a long story? It’s not that long. Standing beside her on the porch at the beach house, her clothes ripped and burned, her body bruised, her eyes wild. Liv’s eyes in the rearview mirror, Lewis’s blood sprayed across her face. Liv’s hands on him, while the EMTs wheeled him away after Johnny D shot him. Friends for life, Nick Amaro.

Her hair is longer, and her face is more lined, but she’s still so goddamn gorgeous. She covers her heart with her hand, and he grins, and they both start to move, then, not running, but walking straight towards each other, determined, no one else in the world but them, in that moment, and the next thing he knows he’s got his arms wrapped around her, and she’s holding him so tight it almost hurts.

“Nick,” she whispers his name shakily, and he laughs, because he can tell she’s about to cry and shit he is, too.

“Good to see ya, Liv,” he manages to choke out, and when he pulls back she reaches up and touches his face, her dark eyes searching his. She doesn’t have to say it; he knows she’s wondering if he’s ok, and he hopes she finds the answer in his face. Truth is, he’s doing better now than he was five years ago. Better than ten years ago. He’s settled. He’s happy. He hopes she is, too.

“You gonna introduce me to your friend?”

This from the suit. The sound of his voice shatters the moment, and Liv pulls away, and Nick is thinking he really, really hates this guy. This guy with his easy arrogance, this guy whose voice, whose posture, whose belligerent expression reveals a possessiveness towards Liv that Nick doesn’t like, not one bit. Liv laughs and steps back from him but Nick keeps his hand resting at the small of her back. There’s a petulant part of his heart that wants this guy, whoever he is, to see Nick touching her. To know that he’s allowed to, that she’ll let him, that whatever problem the suit may have Liv cares about Nick.

“Yeah,” Liv says, and a little bit of Nick’s anger fades, because she sounds happy.

“This is Nick Amaro, my old partner.” He can hear the grin in her voice. “Nick, this is Elliot Stabler.”

It’s not something he can control. It comes over him so suddenly, so viciously; he always thought that when people talking about seeing red they were just exaggerating. He always thought people had more control over themselves than that. But Liv says that name, and damn if he doesn’t see red.

“Elliot Stabler?” he says.

“Yeah,” Stabler answers, taking a step forward, and maybe he’s about to ask Nick if he’s got a problem with that, but he never gets the chance.

Stabler. The one who left her. The one who was the reason she was so standoffish, with Nick. The reason she was so angry all the damn time, walking around nursing a broken heart and letting it get her into trouble. The one with the anger issues and the dinged up service record that nearly derailed her whole career. The one with the wife at home, while Liv was half in love with him - Nick isn’t supposed to know that part, but he does. And anybody who could do that to Liv, who could hurt her so bad, treat her like she was second class, disposable, anybody who could stand there and act like he had a right to be by her side after all the shit he put her through, anybody like that, they’re gonna get what’s coming to them, courtesy of Nick Amaro. It’s been ten years since Stabler walked out on her, but however he came back, whatever the reason is for him standing here right now, Nick doesn’t give a single shit. He knows Liv and he knows she would never tell this guy just how bad he hurt her, just how much she lost when he left, knows she’s got a good heart and she’ll forgive the people she loves. She won’t hold this asshole accountable.

Nick, on the other hand, has no qualms about it.

“Ok,” Nick says, and then before anyone can so much as take a breath, he hauls off and punches that smug son of a bitch right in the mouth, as hard as he can. And shit, but it feels good.

#e.o #e.o thoughts #NICK!!!!#my disaster son

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STRANDED IN TIME (M. F.) 2/?

Matthew Fairchild x Lost Herondale! Reader

Y/N Herondale gets her just deserts when snooping in Cirenworth's attic sends her back over 100 years.

An indeterminate amount of time passed as you drifted in and out of consciousness. You recalled a silent brother standing over you, buts of hushed and worried conversation, and one occasion when you woke to Tessa sitting by your side, a cold cloth on your forehead and her mixing a tincture by your bedside.

You couldn't bring yourself to speak in your current state, but remembered vaguely that Tessa excelled in healing magic. You tried to reach out to her, but found you lost consciousness again before you could.

When you finally did wake without horrible pain, you found yourself in a narrow bed, in a cotton nightgown you'd never seen, but unmistakably in the London Institute's infirmary, the painted ceiling distinct.

What happened? Did Tessa and Jem take you here because you had been sick? Was Kit okay? Where was everyone? These questions pounded in your head as you stood from the bed, and cautiously padded to the double doors leading to the hallway. You opened the door to look out, but found Tessa and two people you didn't know - one being the man who had carried you - talking outside the door. They all looked to you, pausing, and then Tessa exclaimed, "Oh goodness, you're awake at last."

"I- what happened? Where's Kit? Why are we in London?" You asked, looking rapidly from person to person.

"You should have a seat, if you're able." said the other person - a petite woman of perhaps 40 or 50.

"What's going on?" you asked again, increasingly alarmed. "Is Kit okay? Where's my brother? I want to see him!"

"I'm sure we can help you find your brother as soon as we know who you are." The taller man assured you.

You looked again to Tessa, exasperated. "Tessa, what's going on? You know me, I- Kit and I live with you and Jem and Mina in Devonshire." Your voice started to wobble as panic set in.

"I- I'm sorry, I don't think that we've ever met before now." Tessa said, her face earnestly confused.

Tears spilled over your cheeks as you looked desperately to the other two adults.

"I'm Y/N Herondale." You choked out. "My little brother is Kit, you took us in after our dad was killed. We used to live in Los Angeles but we moved here after the Cohort - Tessa, please, you have to remember me."

At the name Herondale, all parties looked shocked and concerned. You cried earnestly now, shocked and panicked and feeling like you were living in a waking nightmare. You didn't pay much mind as they sheparded you into a chair in the infirmary, and the man called for tea from the kitchen. A blanket was draped around your shoulders, lest you go into shock, and when tea was pressed into your hands you finally ceased crying.

"Now," Tessa said softly, seated beside you and across from the others, "Why don't you tell us from the beginning what you remember, Y/N."

With a shuddering breath, you began. "My name is Y/N Herondale. My dad was Johnny Rook, and my mother was Rosemary Herondale. My mom died before I can remember, and only a bit after my brother Kit was born. We grew up with mundanes were always told we just had the true sight and to be quiet about it, until the day demons attacked my dad at our house, and Kit and I barely escaped with Jem Carstairs and -" you looked to Tessa, "You. We lived in the Los Angeles Institute for a bit, but eventually we decided to go to England with you and Jem when you offered - you said it was because we were the lost Herondale siblings, and that you owed a debt to the Herondales."

You looked to the man and woman across from you, silently imploring if you should continue. The man, who's black hair was flecked with gray and who's blue eyes mirrored your own, cleared his throat.

"Y/N, my name is William Herondale, and this is my wife, Tessa Herondale. And next to me is Charlotte Fairchild, the consul. We don't know how you happened to get here, but rest assured, you will not be turned away."

You could have cried again for relief, but you steeled yourself when the consul nodded to you. "Do you remember what happened before you were discovered outside?"

You nodded slowly. "I was at Cirenworth Hall. Tessa - my Tessa, I guess - gave me a book to read and it inspired me to look around in the attic, and I found something in a box. I - I can't remember what it was, but I remember feeling sick suddenly, and then I was lying in the grass with Jessamine over me."

"You could see Jessamine?" Charlotte asked, and you nodded.

"Yeah, my brother and I could both see ghosts after we got our voyance marks. Some that other people can't see, too." You said.

Tessa and Will exchanged a glance, and Will spoke. "That would give credence to your claim of being a Herondale. The issue is, however, that the only living Herondales are myself, my family here, and my sister, now Cecily Lightwood. Our father had a brother, but he and his wife both died before they had any children."

"But his name was Tobias, right?" You asked, gears beginning to turn in your head.

"Yes, actually." Will said, raising an eyebrow. "How would you know that?"

"Because Tobias Herondale was my ancestor. He had a son no one knew about, and that son married a faerie woman..." you trailed off. "And eventually, I happened."

"That raises another question, then." Charlotte said, her expression speculative. "If you are a Herondale, and you bear marks, how is the clave unaware of you?"

"I think," you began, bracing yourself to be called crazy. "That maybe I'm not from this time, or this dimension. I think something I did in the attic sent me here, wherever here is."

"London." Tessa supplied, "July, 1903."

You stood up in shock. "1903? You can't be serious! I - how? I wasn't even born until 1997 - oh my god, Kit, I can't -"

"Y/N!" Tessa exclaimed, placing her hands on your shoulders to push you back in your seat. "Please, calm down, I'm afraid you'll make yourself sick."

You let her push you back into your seat, but stared blankly at the floor as your jaw worked.

"Is such a thing possible?" Will asked quietly to Charlotte.

"To have travelled through time? Not as I know it, but perhaps it could be a cruel faerie trick? It's known that time moves differently in the faerie realms." She replied, still cautious in her tone.

You brought your arms around yourself and hugged your sides as the gravity of your situation set in. Kit - oh god, was he looking for you? Would they know to look in the attic? What would happen to your little makeshift family? You heaved a sob, and the attention of the adults turned back to you.

Tessa - motherly Tessa - let propriety slip and pulled you to her side, and you clung to her for dear life. The consul came closer and passed a comforting hand over your hair.

"No matter how you came to be here," she said softly, "You are a nephilim, and you are displaced and distressed, and so you will always be supported at this Institute. We will do all we can to discern this situation, but you will be in good hands with Tessa and Will."

You hiccuped and met her eyes, seeing genuine compassion in them. She offered you a hesitant smile, and turned to Tessa.

"She will remain here until we are able to reverse this. I will confer with the Silent Brothers on this matter, and see if they know of any case like this. Until then, perhaps she will be treated as a ward of the Institute?"

Tessa nodded, her hold on you still firm. "Of course. We'll see to it."

Will went to see the consul out, and Tessa stayed behind, with you still holding onto her. "Y/N?" she asked, all gentleness and care in her voice. You wanted to believe this was your Tessa, the one who had become like a mother to you, but this Tessa knew nothing of you at all.

"Yes?" you said, your voice hoarse from crying.

"I don't know how you've come here, but I want you to know - I trust what you say. I have seen many impossible things, but still I am met with surprises. I also know that since I am a warlock - I am fated to live many, many years. If you truly were not born until 90 years from now, it's possible you know me in your time. I am sorry that I don't know you, but know that you are safe here."

You squeezed her, and managed to say, "Thank you. You've always been so kind to me. I - I'm glad I crash landed somewhere with you here."

#the last hours #cassandra clare #the infernal devices #the shadowhunter chronicles #the dark artifices #the mortal instruments #the last hours imagine #matthew fairchild x reader #matthew fairchild imagine #mathew fairchild

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kaepop-trash · 3 years

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Going for one of those touchless car wash drive thrus and betting with johnny who can make the other cum faster 🙈

I’m hitting that area again where I hate everything I write. But my new year’s resolution was to not be stagnated by my need for perfection. So I am posting this. I hope you like it.

"Between this ice cream and my coffee," She snorted, the melting ice cream making her gurgle. "I'm going to be so jittery by the time we get home." She lifted her head to stop any ice cream from coming out of her mouth while she spoke.

Johnny laughed, resisting the urge to turn to look at her while he took a turn at an intersection. "Why did you get both?" He questioned. There was a pause, and the slowly moving traffic gave him the opportunity to turn to look at her. Ice cream on one corner of the mouth, she stared out of the windshield with deep contemplation.

"You know." She turned to look at Johnny, "I'm not so sure." She confessed.

Johnny bit back a smile.

"I just." She clicked her tongue, "The sign outside the ice cream store said labour weekend cherry, blueberry ice cream and you know how much I love cherries." Johnny gave her a nod that made her grin.

"But then you also got the piping hot coffee from the store beside it that is now getting cold." He looked towards the untouched cup that sat beside his half finished one in the cup holder.

She stared at the cup for a second, grinding her teeth. Then she shook her head, "It's fine." She reassured with an affirmative nod, taking a spoonful of her ice cream. "I can indulge in both." She mumbled with the spoon in her mouth. “If the coffee gets a little cold, it is what it is.” She shrugged.

Johnny gave her a soft chuckle, warmth spreading in his chest from the content smile on her face.

When they stopped at another light, a touch of cold against his lips made Johnny push back with a jerk. He turned to find her sticking her ice cream spoon close to his lips.

"Have some." She offered. She stuck the spoon closer, the cold ice cream rubbing off on his lip. She bit back a smile.

He parted his lips and licked the little bit off his lip before wrapping them around the spoon. When her exhale came out sharper than either of them anticipated, he turned to lock his eyes with her, smirking against the spoon. She dragged the spoon out, his bottom lip tugging against it.

"It's nice." Johnny mumbled. “I’ll just get the car washed and we’ll go home okay?” Johnny asked when he remembered the task he had set for today.

She turned back to her cup and hummed, the sound voicing her distraction clearly. Johnny grinned to himself.

"Another spoon?" She questioned and Johnny hummed, not looking away from the road.

"Last one though." He tilted his head towards her a little as she reached out with a spoonful of ice cream. "We have to go to that office barbecue tonight and I don't want to get too comfortable. Once this long weekend is over, it's back to the gym." He sighed, taking a bite of the ice cream and humming pleasantly.

She chuckled, "It's good right?" Johnny nodded, a grin forming on his lips. "Don't worry about exercising now.” She groaned, “I'm the only one who sees you naked anyway." She scoffed, "I hope." She added the jab.

Johnny grinned at the road, "There's also the physician who does my annual physical. Need to keep her impressed." He teased. They finally drove into the carwash after making their way through the holiday traffic.

"Why? Did your firm stop giving you healthcare?" She raised a brow.

Johnny laughed with raw delight, his eyes turning into upturned commas. "You know I always aim to please." He turned to her and winked.

She scoffed with disbelief, "Where was this attitude when Haechan stayed over a few weeks back and you literally wouldn't let him sleep." She clicked her tongue.

Johnny opened his mouth in shock, trying to hold back a smile. "You're the one who can't keep quiet!" He protested. “I pleased you just fine.” He reminded her, "The poor guy had to go live with Mark because of just how pleased you were. Something Mark wasn't happy about I assure you." He said the words like he was talking about the weather, with conversational ease.

She gasped loudly, "I am not loud! You knew exactly what you were doing, Johnny Suh.” Johnny laughed as if to confirm her accusations.

“I don’t know what you mean.” He shrugged, reaching for his cup.

“No?” She narrowed her eyes. “Am I not with a man who enjoys being a whore with the possibility of spectators?”

Johnny choked on his coffee, making her laugh. She also reached out to rub his back, with a wince and a mumbled apology when he kept coughing. He gave her a look that was somewhere between humour and defeat.

“Are you okay?” She tried to swallow her giggles unsuccessfully. “You know I’m right.” She added with a softer voice.

Johnny took a deep breath after his coughs subsided, letting out a short laugh. “You’re going to kill me, (Y/N).” He smiled, resting his head against his seat.

The car in front of theirs finally moved inside for its wash to begin.

“I can’t believe you called me a whore.” Johnny chuckled.

“I believe you’ve called me worse.” She reminded him.

Johnny shrugged, “That’s fair. And I guess I am your whore, so it’s not untrue.” He smirked.

She hummed, “Good boy.” The look he gave her made her curl her lips and her toes together.

She turned away from his sudden charged gaze, “This is going to take forever, Johnny. I want to go home and take a nap.” She whined.

“Your nap can wait.” He responded, his brows creasing when he realised something, “You woke up at noon, why do you want a nap?” He sat back in his seat and raised a brow at her.

“Do I?” She rubbed her cheeks against palm.

She shrugged, finally finishing her ice cream and reaching for her coffee. “Why not?” She made a face at the cup, the now room temperature coffee tasting borderline unpleasant. “Your office parties always go on too long and your boss always refuses to let you leave. I’m using this week to catch up on sleep so don’t question it.” She grumbled, a soft pout forming on her face. She stretched in her seat like the conversation reminded her that she was tired, yawning softly. The action illiciting affection in him.

Johnny gave her a tender stare, “We always leave any social gathering the moment your battery runs out.” He reminded her, reaching out to stroke her hair. “You even have a signal.” He smiled when she nuzzled into his touch.

Johnny hummed and nodded, “You tug on my sleeve and sit against me.” He laughed softly, remembering all the times it happened. “It’s very cute.”

She gave him a cheeky grin, “I am adorable, yes.”

Johnny laughed. When their car finally moved towards the wash she let out a sigh of relief.

“I’m hungry.” She mumbled, reaching up to tug at his fingers and play with them mindlessly as she turned to frown at the slowly proceeding queue.

“You’re a lot of things today, it seems.” Johnny pestered.

She turned to him with another pout, “Don’t sass me.” She scolded him with a finger pointed at his chest. She let go of his hand, making him pout this time from disappointment. She sat up in her seat with new-found energy, “You know that fish we had last month? With lemon preserve I think?” Johnny nodded, remembering the anniversary dinner well, every part of it. “I’m craving it so bad!” She whined again.

Johnny bit his lips as the spray of soap covered the car in spuds.

“I’ll make you a deal.” He whispered slowly, the low rumble of his voice making heat pool in her stomach— a conditioned response.

“What?” Her voice dropped in its volume too, turning to his indulgent smirk.

“Come here.” He spread his legs wider on the seat.

She groaned, the sound one of defeat. Sitting up, she gingerly moved across to do what he asked. “Whore.” She mumbled.

“Johnny.” She wanted her voice to sound like a warning, but the breathless hush that came out instead did everything but mediate the tension building in the car.

It was truly hard to resist him.

Johnny hummed, “The one who cums first buys lunch alright? If you win we can get the fish. If I win, I'm craving a good burger.” She nodded, eyes fluttering shut as he ran his fingers through his hair. “We have to be fast though, princess.” A soft laugh left him as she nodded dutifully, reaching out to undo his pants. “They might ban me from getting my car washed here if we get caught and the other place ruined the car’s paint the one time I went there.” Johnny’s head fell back when she grabbed his shaft, a groan dissolving the last of his words.

“Stop talking about your car.” She huffed, “I thought you were in a hurry.” She tilted his head back with her other hand in his hair, reaching down to kiss his jaw.

“Take off your shorts.” He tugged on the band with a finger.

She smiled against his neck, “This is a competition, baby.” She cooed. “What makes you think I’m going to make this easier for you? Work with what you have, Johnny.”

“Such a wretched girl,” Johnny huffed. “Fine.” Johnny groaned, dragging his finger to the buttons of her shorts and flicking it open, “I’m perfectly capable of doing this with a hand.” It was a challenge, his eyes oozed it as he kept them focused on her eyes and put two fingers into his mouth. He licked them with precision, the other on her back pulled her closer.

She bit down on her lip, clenching around nothing. “I would have done that for you.” She licked her lips. Johnny smiled, popping the fingers out of his mouth.

He was, without a shadow of a doubt, right about his single hand being very capable; but she wasn’t in the mood to lose. She gripped him tight and Johnny winced, bucking up from the seat. In retaliation, Johnny took the liberty of plunging two fingers deep inside her. Her legs twitched, a loud groan leaving her lips. She increased her pace immediately, the car filling with sounds that made her blush.

“Shit.” Johnny breathed out. “Look at how you’re clenching around me, (Y/N). Reminds me of the first time I fucked you with my fingers.” He hummed against her forehead. She mewled at the memory, clenching tighter around his fingers. “I was already whipped for you then.” He sighed when she rubbed circles on his tip.

“Fuck.” She breathed out, his words seemingly more effective than his masterful fingers. She did remember that time, almost too well. The memory of the humid car and the tropical heat making her hips buck. Johnny let out a victorious chuckle.

She bit down on his ear, making him twitch in her hand as she expected. “Come one, Johnny.” She urged with a delicate whisper, “Don’t hold back.” She winced when he curled his fingers inside her as punishment for her coaxing. She kept up her persistence anyway, “You’re the one who loves this don’t you? Knowing someone can catch us like this any moment.” She poked her tongue out, leaving a kitten lick on the shell of his ear. Johnny groaned in response, the sound vibrating in her chest and making her certain that she would either lose the bet or go insane trying to win.

“Yes.” Johnny confessed. She shivered at the ease he did it with.

“What is it about it?” She questioned. The car moved forward to get washed down— the last step of the process. The sudden jerk forward made her chest slam into his. His fingers pushed further in at the jerk, making her moan loudly.

She took a deep breath, “Do you want people to watch? Want them to see what you do to me?” She hummed, the words forced through her teeth.

Johnny put his head against the seat, a sigh leaving his lips. Moment’s later she felt his release coat her fingers, looking down with a victorious smile.

“If you cum now, I’ll let you fuck me tonight."

"Shit." Johnny groaned at her words.

"Surely make a party with finance people more fun, huh?” She giggled. She was pumping him so fast now that his own fingers faltered inside her, something she would have complained about if she wasn’t so focused on winning the bet this time.

“That was cheating.” He groaned, she looked back up at his devastatingly handsome face, laced in the aftermath of her work. He took shallow breaths, lips parted and one eye looking at her.

“That was negotiating.” She leaned forward to peck his lips, pulling back to take in the fucked out look on his face. He pulled his fingers out with a wet pop, a soft mewl leaving her lips from the sudden emptiness.

“You don’t deserve to cum for being conniving.” He was still panting, pulling her closer to kiss her. She whined against his lips at the punishment, smacking his chest when she pushed back. “We’re also out of time.” He whispered against her lips. On cue the loud buzz sounded, signalling the end of the wash.

“Fine.” She sighed, pulling off his body and sitting back on the passenger’s seat. She turned to look at him, making sure his eyes were on her, then she licked her fingers clean of his release with lazy precision.

“Fuck.” The word stuttered out of his lips as he tucked himself back into his jeans.

“I told you I was hungry.” She hummed against her fingers.

“You’re making it real tough to think about lunch when you do that.” He mumbled.

“Good.” She gave him an innocent smile, “Let’s go, we’re done.” She pointed at the now visible street at the end of the wash. “I earned that fish.”

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Sex Tape

Pairings: Johnny Depp x Reader

Request: “ If you take requests, would you consider doing johnny reaction to like theirs sex tape getting leaked? Reader may also be a celebrity or not. Whatever you prefer “ - @fanficshitandother

Warnings: Mentions of sex but no actual smut

Word Count: 1800

A/N: Sorry this one is so short. I was having a harder time writing it than I thought I would. I hope you enjoy!

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Shit.

You knew this was a bad idea when he suggested it but no. He just had to have this video “for when he was away filming.” It always ended like this, though, right? It always started out as fun and games until bam! Celebrity sex tape leaked!

The gossip talk show video that your best friend had sent you was still playing on your phone and you watched in silent horror as the red haired woman talked about your sex life to her male counterpart as if she had any actual right to have an opinion. In the top corner was a picture of you and Johnny at the red carpet for the premier of the Crimes of Grindelwald, his arm around your waist and both of you smiling for the paparazzi pictures. “Okay, guys. You are going to want to hear this,” She started, clasping her absurdly long acrylic-clad fingers together and holding onto her knees, “So there has been yet another sex tape leaked and I want you to guess who’s it is.” She looked over to her co-host. He had a push broom mustache that was bleached blonde to match his hair.

The man hummed before waving his hand, which also donned long yellow acrylics, “I swear, Laurel, if this is another Kardashian or Paris Hilton tape, I’m gonna scream. That’s such old news.”

“Actually, it’s someone that I certainly didn’t expect. Johnny Depp and his wife, Y/N L/N.” She dropped the news and the co-star’s mouth dropped.

“Are you serious? Like Jack Sparrow, Sweeney Todd, Willy Wonka, Johnny Depp?” He asked in total shock, “I didn’t expect that either! But you know what? I feel like he’d be really good in bed.”

He and Laurel both laughed, “You’re so bad!” She squealed, hitting him with the paper notes in her hand, “But, between you and me,” She leaned in, as if she was telling an actual secret that wasn’t being broadcast on the internet, “I did see it.”

“And?”

“It was pretty hot, I can’t lie. That Y/N is a very lucky girl indeed.” The pair giggled like a pair of school girls.

You were absolutely mortified. How did this happen? How many people had seen it? Who had seen it? Oh God… all you could imagine was your family stumbling across the video or, debatably worse, Johnny’s kids. This had to be one of the worst moments of your life.

You turned off the video and quickly dialed your husband. “Hello, love.” He greeted cheerily on the other end. The faint sound of cars passing in the background told you he was probably driving home from the meeting he had been at.

“Did you see it? Did you hear it?” You asked frantically.

“What?” He asked, confused.

“The video! The video got leaked!” You ran your fingers through your hair messily, sliding down the wall to sit on the floor.

“What video?” He questioned, not sounding like he fully understood what had happened, but then you could almost feel the weight of realization falling on him, “Wait, our video?”

“Yes! Our video!” You were yelling at this point, not at him but at the situation and thankfully he understood that.

“Okay, okay. We’ll- Hang on my manager is calling. Probably to tell me about it. I’ll be home in five minutes. I love you.” He signed off your call quickly before hanging up without giving you the chance to respond.

While you waited for him to get there, you spiraled down the rabbit hole that was the tabloids and social media. Your phone buzzed off the charts as everyone from your sister to Helena Bonham Carter called you to ask if you were okay. Of course, you weren’t. But it was one phone call from a former college roommate, Sheila, had really gotten your blood boiling.

“It’s okay! If anything, this is just going to make you more famous! Look at all the other celebs who’ve had their sex tapes leaked. They’re like, super famous.” Sheila sounded more excited than she should have, which certainly made you question her motives behind calling you in the first place. Since marrying Johnny, you’d had the unfortunate displeasure of having to cut a few people off from your past who had randomly called you up after years of little to no contact, asking more favors in the movie industry, money, or even just for the clout of saying they knew you. There really was such a downside to this whole marrying famous person thing that nobody ever really talked about - not that you would take it back, though, of course. You loved Johnny more than anything.

Still, when the words left her mouth, you felt a flash of anger swell up, “Contrary to what a lot of people might believe, being famous actually kind of sucks,” You spat angrily, “And call me crazy, but I don’t exactly feel thrilled at knowing the whole world as access to a video of my naked ass!”

“At least it’s a good naked ass, though! Your boobs are looking pretty good too. Did you get them done?” She asked bluntly, still not a care to be heard in her voice. You swore you could almost detect a fake valley girl accent too.

Your mouth dropped open in disbelief at the words coming from her voice, “I can’t believe you.” Without giving her a chance to respond, you clicked the off button before flipping her off through the screen, though you knew she couldn’t see it. The audacity of some people.

The front door swung open, drawing your attention as Johnny hurried into the house, setting his bag down by the front door. “How bad is it?” You asked, knowing his manager must have told him the full extent.

“Do you want the truth?” Johnny saw as panic and humiliation swept across your face, knowing that perhaps that wasn’t the best way to break it to you that it was pretty bad. He stepped forward and wrapped you in his arms, “I told Harrison to take ‘em down. Whenever he found one, he said he’d get it deleted.

You sighed defeatedly, “That doesn’t stop the fact that a bunch of people already saw it.” Your arms wrapped around Johnny’s torso and you allowed your head to fall against his chest, trying to calm yourself with his scent- exotic spicy cologne and old books.

His large hand came to stroke through your hair, “That is true,” He conceded with a heavy breath, “But, it also means that fewer and fewer people will continue to see it.” There was a pause in which neither of you said anything, only took a few minutes to hold onto each other while you thought about the future now, “Y’know, I can’t help but feel like this is partly my fault. I shouldn’t have asked to make the video. I’m sorry, Y/N.”

You shook your head in disagreement, “I agreed to do it too. It’s on both of us. In retrospect, we should have put it on an actual VHS tape or something that would be more difficult to get into the tabloid’s hands.”

You were tired of this - of this constant running from the vultures that prayed off your every misstep just to turn them against you and create headlining stories. You felt like you couldn’t even breathe without a scandal unless the media allowed it. You were just grateful that you happened to marry one of the most private actors in Hollywood, knowing that whatever pressure you felt, more public figures like Angelina Jolie had it much worse. Still, something inside you stirred, a decision that you’d stop living in fear.

Johnny pulled back and gave you that infamous cocked eyebrow look of wonder, one that you’d mostly seen him use as Jack Sparrow. Little did everyone know, it was a gesture he’d picked up on doing in real life as well. “Do we even have a VHS player anymore?”

You chuckled and buried your head back into his white shirt, “I don’t even know. I feel like there must be one laying around somewhere. And if not, I’ll go down to a pawn shop and pick one up just for you to use while filming.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean,” You leaned back, pulling on his shirt to bring him down closer to your level, “That if we’re going to be making you another one of these videos, it’s gonna be on something that stays only between us.”

Your husband nearly choked on air, “Another one? After what just happened?”

“Only if you want to and only if it stays on something physical like a CD or VHS that we can mutually agree to burn and destroy if anything happens.” You giggled and Johnny joined in with a low chuckle as well, “But… the video was leaked. We knew that was a risk when we made it. But, y’know what? I’m tired of living in fear of the paparazzi and public. They’ve already seen us fuck. There’s not much else we’ve got to lose.”

His dark eyes flashed with mischief before he took off in a light jog down the hall without a word. You followed him, “Where are you going?” You giggled, turning the corner to find him digging through your little Harry Potter closet under the stairs.

When he stood up, he shook his long hair out of his eyes messily and held up an old tape recorder that had to be at least twenty years old. Johnny swayed towards you, jokingly flirtatious as he spoke, “Well, Mrs. Depp, it would seem that you’re in luck because your husband likes to hoard old shit.”

The grey and black machine seemed to stare at you and some hesitation set in again but then you remembered what you’d said: I’m tired of living in fear… there’s not much else we’ve got to lose.

Johnny flicked open the side compartment and his eyes opened in surprise to find a tape still in there. He lifted it from the slide and looked it over, shocked to see that it appeared to be an unused blank tape, “Well, well, looks like we’re in luck.”

Biting your lip, you looked up at him with those eyes before grabbing his hand and running upstairs to your bedroom, dragging him along. “The world thinks they’ve seen us fuck. They only got a preview.”

“Only a preview? I thought we went pretty hard last time?” He countered with a low challenging laugh.

You turned around at the top of the stairs, one hand on the banister as you turned to face him. His body collided with yours, his hand reaching around the small of your back to steady the two of you and you arched your body into his, being sure to brush your body against his groin, “Oh, Johnny… we’re both throwing our backs out tonight.”

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