#ESPECIALLY when nobody else will

[jokingmaiden]

everyone but miles knew about the nature of the facility: don’t interfere with canon events, don’t mess with the timeline, contain anomalies. gwen and peter b convinced miguel to give miles a chance to come around before containing (and probably killing) him like he clearly wanted to, but bc of hobie’s history with authority and his current feelings on miguel, he knew it wouldn’t work. so, he tried to convince miles to back out, to run away, to not interact with him. bc there’s NO way hobie heard of a spider-man who’s breaking the universe and wasn’t going to meet him somehow.

hobie saw this boy and immediately went “oh fuck i gotta get him out of here” but every attempt was thwarted by miles’ eagerness to be a part of something

miles decided to pursue science instead of art for the sole purpose of getting back to his friends, his loved ones, the only people he could be himself with. he was willing to sacrifice his future just to see them again. and then he finds out peter b and gwen, two of the people he fought life and death with, could have seen him any time and just didn’t.

and then there’s hobie. hobie meets him once, probably hearing a lot about him from gwen but still only once, for less than a day. and instantly, he’s doing more for miles than peter or gwen were even thinking of doing. hobie is making him a backup plan, teaching him to be stronger, slowly implanting doubt and ideas, calling gwen out on her lies without being direct because he knows miles would never believe him if he said it. he’s working in the open shadows to help miles before they’re even really friends

when everything goes to shit, hobie gives gwen a second chance. he only made one extra watch, after all, as far as we know. he lets gwen choose to rebel, just like he didn’t force miles but encouraged him, and he joins the fight to help get miles to safety.

hobie is the best fucking character in this movie don’t chat to me

#jm jabbers #hobie brown #atsv #across the spiderverse #hobie took one look at miles and decided he would do anything for him #this can be interpreted as ship or not but oh my GOD hobie loves the people he’s close to so fiercely but so carefully #and he’s so fast to be a support #even when nobody else will #ESPECIALLY when nobody else will #atsv hobie #miles morales #gwen spiderverse #hobie spiderverse #miles spiderverse #peter b parker #spiderverse #spiderman: across the spiderverse #across the spider verse spoilers #across the spiderverse spoilers #across the spider verse

[bixels]

While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.

Bye.

#ask me #anon #once AGAIN. #I am not dropping anything #the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again #But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year #In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related #I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped #And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it #I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas. #Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop #Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas #But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now #But I didn't because I'm TIRED #I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired #what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen #drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter #it can really make you freak out #And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will #I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my #followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm #disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing #you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere #I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.

[average-hua-cheng-fan]

another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.

there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.

#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr #as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods #which. aughhhh #there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it #fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it #other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to #buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY #NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE #the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh #i speak #tgcf meta #tgcf #tgcf spoilers #i guess? #tian guan ci fu #tgcf books #heaven official's blessing #hob #xie lian #hua cheng #hualian #feng xin #mu qing #fengqing #xianle trio #xianle quartet

[greencarnation]

I'm so glad that they made Nikolai a hugger

#shadow and bone #he hugged everyone #especially alina like the platonic comfort they find in each other #the way they understand each other in a way nobody else can #it was actually through the portrayal of his relationship w alina that i came to like (show) nikolai #already adored book nikolai #but something about show nikolai when he pops up on screen is just like. hm #this man is so punchable #alina clearly agreed #but then he went from punchable (derogatory) to punchable (affectionate) #and it wasn't just w alina either #his scene where he hugged mal? #damn. #and he hugged tamar and tolya and shit too #i especially loved the scene where alina found out that mal was the firebird and immediately went to nikolai and just folded into his arms #bro that's them!!! that's my nikolai and alina!!! #nikolai lantsov #alina starvok #mine

[uncanny-tranny]

It's okay to want to pass or to bind or tuck or things like that, and it's insensitive to imply that trans people doing so is proof they are trying to "conform to cissexism". It is okay to want to transition "traditionally". It is okay to not want that, too. What isn't okay (and will never be okay) is to degrade other people for the choices they make or for the choices they have to make.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #as always: saw something that really missed the mark somewhere else #i've seen BOTH sides degrade peoples' choices and it's bad! no matter why you're doing it! #just stop! *the sound of my scream blasts everything away from me within a twenty mile radius like i'm todd howard* #do you honestly and truly know if somebody or some rando is trying to be cissexist by transitioning? #as somebody who does want to 'conventionally' transition in many ways - you don't know. you can't know #what's more important - degrading people or protecting them? #i'll tell you when you degrade people for no reason you will be alone. you don't want to be alone especially if you're a minority #a trans person who isolates themself because they degrade other trans people - for example - will be alone when they are targetted #that's what i mean. i've seen it a lot more than i care to. it's upsetting and tragic and i hate it. i want it to stop #transition (or lack thereof) is all about you. nobody else. it shouldn't BE solely for somebody else #absolutely there are cases where part of transition is for somebody else and that's fine. but if that doesn't apply that's cool #my transition is focused on me. because i do it for myself and my comfort and my safety and prosperity. because i want to Live and not live #big L live is different than little l live

[orangesand-lemons-234]

JoJo who just randomly starts to shiver sometimes. He doesn't even notice it himself, it just happens sometimes and scares the shite out of everybody else.

Henry walks around New York on one of the warmest days of the year, and he finds JoJo outside Medda's theatre shaking like a leaf.

Henry: Christ JoJo, is youse okay?

JoJo: What?

Henry: JoJo, youse is shiverin' like you was just dripped in the Brooklyn beaches!

JoJo: Ya point? Ise is still sellin' ain't I?

Henry: Well alright then, keep goin' I guess?

#they still dont know why he does this #is he sick? #is he cold? #nobody knows yet #the nuns believes that he must have a tremor of some sorts #however doctors are expensive #especially back then #so they just had him sit down when they notice it #just in case its something else and they just dont know it #but it straight up frightens the other newsies when he just starts shivering uncontrollably #and he just keeps going with whatever he was doing originally #jacks just staring at him from across the room like “okay thats happening again 😃” #newsies #uksies #newsies headcanons #jojo newsies #henry newsies

[elytrafemme]

hope that dsmp vol 2 flops so fucking hard & that a lot of the smaller CCs who got fucked over massively by dream and other large creators in dsmp vol 1 are able to enjoy other SMPs (i know aimsey is in area unknown iirc?) that r not tied directly to an incredibly shitty and disrespectful (at bare minimum bc u know i have a lot of fucking thoughts on dream) person. 

#ik people will probably still watch vol 2 albeit way less than before #but i hope that it collapses inward on itself #and all the shitty communication issues and weird dynamics existing in the dsmp 1 cause it to fail #and that wilbr + q w/ their fucking incredible lore . stay out of it <3 #not even bc i particularly care for those two above all else but #they clearly put their heart and fucking soul into doing their damn best to #(1) include as many other streamers as possible and (2) give us quality lore #like ik some streams were controversial especially w the former but #they were clearly thought out and coordinated and had passion behind them #versus whatever the fuck else happens when ppl like drm are given the baton to try and do lore #and it becomes a complete fucking disaster bc its clear that nobody corrdinated it nobody gave a shit #and they acted like the server only had 4 ppl and not yk like 30. like the fucking finale for instance. #discourse #whatever. i dont even care <- cares a little bit.

[grishaverse-chaos]

shit I remembered this too late to add to the post I was replying to, but: people (and by "people" I mean darkl!ng stans and nikolai antis) will call nikolai an example of the White Saviour trope, and they're kind of half right in that he is a SUBVERSION of the trope

so yes, he's initially presented as that archetype - a member of the majority group, who sympathises with the minority group and uses his institutional power to improve the lives of that group

(of course, this is subverted right off the bat because he is CONSTANTLY offering to share his institutional power with Grisha: proposing to Alina, creating the Triumvirate, even the Nolniki to an extent)

but the trope is FULLY subverted at the end of RoW, when he literally addresses the question of whether he is the right person to "save" Ravka, and decides to literally GIVE all his institutional power to a Suli Grisha woman (Zoya)

#LIKEEEEEE it's so obvious that he ISN'T an example of this trope #because he's surrounded by grisha who he is LEARNING FROM and taking advice from!! #he was born into a MONARCHY! of course he can make change in a way that nobody else can #but he makes opportunities to create change and have power for alina‚ genya‚ david‚ tamar and SO MANY OTHERS #and ESPECIALLY zoya who starts as a member of the triumvirate and then BECOMES QUEEN #like im sorry but you just CANNOT accuse nikolai of being a white saviour trope when he is literally AWARE of his position and privilege #and is CONSTANTLY debating the question of whether he needs to have so much power or whether others could use that power more effectively #and i cannot emphasise this enough - the conclusion to this arc is that he GIVES ALL HIS POWER AWAY to a multiply-marginalised woman #grishaverse #mayhem.txt #mayhem grishaverse originals #nikolai lantsov #shadow and bone #king of scars #rule of wolves

[sonknuxadow]

every time i see someone say they hate a female character for getting in the way of their ship and no other reason i start barking and growling like a wild animal

#also the way nobody ever says this about male characters Ever. hello #its especially annoying when the character theyre mad at is a character that nobody in their ship has any romantic interest in #so theyre not even getting in the way of anything. like when people go ''i hate amy because sonic should be with sally >:('' or whatever #and i hate so/namy a Lot but im not gonna take that out on amy herself. shes literally just standing there #i also once saw somebody say they hate julie su for getting in the way of k/nuxouge... #not even a huge julie su fan but julie su get behind me ill protect you #Actually back on the subject of the sonally vs s/onamy stuff #from what ive seen most sonally fans these days are pretty normal about amy and about people pairing sonic or sally with someone else #and while there are still some extremely annoying sally/sonally fans out there who still do that sort of thing #its mostly the s/onamy fans who start screaming and crying over sally and other pairings involving sonic existing #in my experience anyway

[quirkle2]

question!

i've been wanting to stray away from lu for a while now and do my own thing with wars n ledge and the rest of the links (mainly bc i feel restricted by jojo's rules/don't agree w her takes, and wanna pursuit my own stuff), but there's one big thing holding me back, and that's lack of views to put it bluntly

if i make my own au and don't tag its content as #lu, then it will most definitely get a fraction of the attention my lu content does. and i know it sounds self-centered of me to worry abt something like that, but i put months of work into the fics i post. i put days of work into each art piece i post. if i work on something for months and then 10 people on ao3 read it and an astounding 0 of them even leave a comment, that will be Devastating to my motivation And confidence

what im asking y'all is this: should i finally make my own au to separate myself from lu and risk the plunge in notes, or should i stay in the lu fandom and suffer?

#qktalks #i feel like my links are far enough apart from lu's canon to justify this #ESPECIALLY my wars #my wars is Nothing like lu wars; he's silly and goofy and not at all serious #not even accounting for the fact that he Looks completely different design-wise i think he's pretty far from canon lu now #my sky design is Nothing like lu sky's and i have my own characterizations of him despite not posting abt it much #to put it bluntly once again i wanna post stuff of them all cuddling and being a family without dipshit lu fans coming in and correcting me #so far it's only happened like Once but the fear and anxiety of being ridiculed is still very much apparent #im afraid to post stuff. i don't wanna be afraid to post stuff #i wanna have my own au where i have my Own rules #and i wanna be in a fandom that doesn't fuckin suck VGIEAYGV #but im terrified of switching over and out of the fandom bc then my stuff won't be viewed at all #and without reblogs of my art and comments on my fics i have a feeling i will simply stop producing anything altogether #i know the whole ''u should make art for yourself'' thing but . it's no fun if nobody else is gonna see it yaknow ? #i wanna show other people what makes me happy and maybe make them happy in the process #that's hard to do when u don't tag ur posts w a popular fandom tag that everybody searches through #idk . willing to hear anybody's takes on this

[bfdifan26]

what burner ships do you ship

spraykit

#that’s all you need really. you are not allowed to call any other ship the best one when spraykit exists and is real and is perfect #real answer though? a lot probably way more than i should #my 2nd favourite is limepill. forever those guys are awesome #they could never interact again and id be fine . that one scene in burner 2 set me for life #and then there’s tissues x erasey which is like ya the dynamic is fun but that one is more cool on a narrative point #like they both seem to have a higher understanding of what’s going on and higher abilities. they both know shit #i just feel like 2 characters who are like that especially when nobody else is like that. they must be important to eachother in SOME sense #also the way tissues just trusts erasey and is very interesting in what theyre doing is cute #and erasey cheering for the strangers being safe. you cant deny how cute they are #and im rambling and there can only be 30 tags so im just gonna list all the others #pilly x polaroid is really good. limey x playdoh is nice despite the fact that im a little embarrassed to like it. playdoh x donut is Great #burner

[basslinegrave]

have to send 2 packages today and pick one up and then i wanna draw... the sooner i get that done the better but i have to wait a while now before i can go. but im also getting a headache oughhhh whys the weather like it is

#i was getting rly into the painting yesterday #and i cant wait to finish it #but i was doing it as like. cooldown after workin on the animatic cause that is just merging togethet for me #every frame looks the same and im getting the proportions all wrong so i had to do something else or else id explode #i got like 31 pages done and i counted 45 before but theres def not just 45 #now i have like 4 similar ones then 3 from a wider pov then at least 4 variants of one panel and then at least 3 more for part2 of that #and thats not even all theres a 3 frame part over some music and thats already over 45 and i havent even sketched out the actual final part #should have done it before this because now im just leaving it for the last but i dont know what to go for there. just gonna wing it #i could tie it to the previous chorus frames and make it similar or i could play with the variations from a couple lines back or work with #the 3 frame part which is gonna be in a different setting and stuff. nobody knows what im talking about and thats ok #i havent even listened to the song much now and i already had enough so when im gonna be editing it i will try to go strictly by timestamps #then have a couple final listens and then never touch it ever again #some frames i really like but the ones that are over the chorus i really dislike cause theyre closeups but not close enough like i wanted #hard to work with such simple characters on a bigger scale because theres no detail #also why i went with painting them. just under though i couldnt handle coloring over the lines even though it would help it greatly #whats blud waffling about #also ig its more of a storyboard animation but i just dont wanna call it either. i think animatic is an extremely broad term now #theres ones that are legit just storyboards and then theres ones that i wouldnt dare call animatic #like calling mona lisa a sketch. especially when its mostly animated #i cant do all that. mines gonna be just a powerpoint presentation #but its also not like a storyboard cause im fully painting the frames lol

[master-k0hga]

| K A D A N |

[ Category: Misc OCs ]

| So this is Kadan, he's like a young (like 17, turning 18 if I remember?? Idk..) lil lad who has a major crush on the neighbour's son who's like... Just turned 20 or something Idk I don't exactly remember, the kid's only young so he'll grow out of that weird phase... Unless it's actually full on obsession then no he might end up worse than that, he gets rather jealous easily and loves hanging out with the son (who I shall name another day when I make his ref cuz he actually used to be a sona of mine) so the possibility of him gettin' real obsessed and creepy seems very HIIiiigh...?

But oh well we'll see!! Other than that he's sweet, adorable and very active just in general! Loves playing and also being a menace to his own parents and street he lives at.... All the adults think it's adorable though so we'll see about that..

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INFO

Name: Kadan Species: Human General Personality: Jealous, caring, upbeat, silly, is a cry baby, creative, energetic Height: 4ft "3" Relationship Status: Single

Extra Info:

He's on very close terms with a lot of people in the neighbourhood, has loads of friends and overall; NOT popular, but just very tolerable and nice to call a friend

His obsession with the neighbour's kid was very unknown and very sudden, so even though his parents see it as just like innocent and adorable little fascination/idolization at the moment; It might start seeming weird if he were to still act like this in his adult years

Goes to a local cooking club with his friends and other locals where they would bake all kinds of sweet treats, pastries and so on; He tends to go for an hour or two after school unless he were to be sick; It's something he enjoys and thinks about opening up a bakery one day

He's very sensitive, so he will cry if someone raises their voice at him, it was only once in school but he got yelled at by a teacher for yelling too loud because of asshole older kids influencing him; Not to worry though, the kids got their fill after the teacher hears him out

Arts and crafts are his favourite, and the guy he likes also loves music; So he would enjoy working on covers and such to advertise one day. He only dreams in the meantime as the neighbour's son doesn't seem to wanna take it up as a profession yet

His nickname is literally "Kid", and that's what the son usually refers to him as when they hang out together; The relationship is like "super awesome babysitter" and "super clingy but adorable" kid. On the outer perspective anyways, not sure about what Kadan sees it as of course

Very much an attention seeker and loves getting all the attention from others, especially when it's from what he's made or baked by the other adults, even better when they either hang up the things he's crafted or tried AND enjoyed the baked goods he makes; Which is to be expected because A) His baking experience is not to be underestimated, and B) He takes massive pride in the things he does and manages to accomplish

Has quite the sweet tooth, so of course him enjoy baking will be something he does quite a lot

Doodles from time to time, mostly loves doodling and inking tattoo designs of what he would want to get one day. That is if his parents would allow him to of course is another question

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And that's it for this little bundle of sunshine and madness, there'll obviously be plenty more to post and hopefully I'll actually either finish or get on with... So if you are not of that (to which no shit sherlock) then unfollow me, I would like to post more fan art at some point but ngl I don't have much for that sort of art right now... Or maybe never tbh, all my FCs will be put into their own thing once I get to them, the fan art or AUs and ideas and stuff I had are being scrapped from now on... And overall I have no reason to be a fandom artist when that doesn't get anything along with my personal and OC works..

So I don't know, nor do I really care anymore.. This will all probably be like a month or so since I've posted anything.. Not like I have a schedule or a "need" to keep posting all the time anyways...

..

Whatever!

. Kadan, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .

#MASTER-K0HGA #Ary / Kohga Chronicles #Ary / Kohga OCs and Works #Kadan #OC #Male #Fandomless #Misc OCs #My OC #My Art #My Character #Original Character #Re-post #My art re-posted #Not much else to tag for these anymore tbh.. #I'mean the basics are all there #The OC cateogry.. The basic about them.. The usual rambling about said OC or whateveer #Like what else is there to talk about in the tags? They're not of fandoms they're all my own things #.... #So it's pointless really in the end #Especially when most seem to just look up to the ref and either #Like the post and that's it or see it's an OC ref and ignore/look over it #Especially if I posted some fan art after or before the ref... #Well... #If the fan art actually gets notes.. #Nobody is ever interested to talk about or wanna get to know more about my OCs and ideas #Even if they say they do. Idk why people just lie to me all the time #Like just say you don't actually like what I draw and post then unfollow/block me #Randos do it all the time even if I haven't done anything- Rather just be told nobody wants me around #Than have people follow me out of pity and/ or just to stalk me cuz of personal beef or whatever

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

wait interview with the vampire lives in a world with corona?

#feel like that really dates when it was written (complimentary) #feels strange now in 2022 to watch this when it feels like the so many people have moved on #doesnt it #yesterday i watched some news satire videos from 2020 #WEIRD #STRANGE #the other day went to get a booster and the nurse said i was the youngest person she'd seen yet for this booster #nobody thinks it exists anymore #i cant really tell whether it still exists tbh #i mean it exists but like. i cant tell whether im being overly cautious still wearing a mask #or whether thats just reasonable #cant assess the risk AT ALL #but neither can anyone else so #better to err on the side of caution especially when caution for me in this situation costs very little #anyway back to the point it kinda bums me out the vampires get those pale contacts

[no1ryomafan]

My tradition for when I start a new obscure anime is to always go on ao3 to see if there’s a tag and the reaction from me is always one of three things:

“Oh wow this tag actually has surprisingly decent amount of stuff even if it hasn’t been updated much as of late. Still not 100 fics or anything but good to see about 20 that aren’t crossovers.”

“Oh there’s like- one fic in this tag huh. And it was years ago… And everything else is crossovers for some god foresaken reason. I’m gonna have to write something for this eventually.”

“Why the FUCK does this not have a tag do I really have to do this myself?!”

And the only reason I’m not writing more fics for everything I watch since they tend to fall under the second and third option or even if they don’t I end up liking what I watched a lot is because a red robot looms in my mind preventing me to write anything else- Also I’d get really exhausted from carrying so many fandoms when getter already drags me oml.

#meg text #fanfic rambles #fanfic struggles #ao3 #niche fandom #I’m glad for a lot of these it’s been the first option but the second two are the more common #also with the first one it’s usually just one person writing all the fics which AHAAHAH (relates to the pain too well) #also I say fanfic/fanart is always the true measure of how obscure something is over actual post discussing it #discussion is great but if something hardly has fanart or fanfics that’s when you truly know NOBODY knows wtf this is #of course with anime especially older ones it really depends on what language circles your around #because Japan has mecha engrained into their culture unlike here sadly so they’ll know more things #but also they had their fair share of flops and oh boy has that happened to me a lot! #I still can’t get over- how bad shin jeeg did- and how there wasn’t a fucking tag for it #am I truly the carry of the getter fandom when I made the first jeeg fic ever? Think about that #also Kikaider also has NOTHING or at least not for the anime somehow and I need to fix that #I just haven’t because AGAIN I’m stuck to one series and it’s hard to write anything else #even if I feel bad for it sometimes but autism be damned I have the most ideas

[kingdom-dance]

So I got a job offer but I. Have been putting off calling back HR because they won’t move forward with letting me look over the contract or anything until I give a verbal commitment and honestly it’s so fucked I’ve never been more upset to get a job offer

#my passion for this career has taken such a nosedive i got that call and felt sick when I should have been thanking my lucky stars #especially since nobody has been getting back to me and the only communication I’ve received is rejection letters #they were really nice in the interview it honestly doesn’t seem like a bad place to work but I’ve been bamboozled before #being locked into a year contract and facing the threat of them taking my certification if I leave mid year is like a real possibility #where I was last year did that when I alluded to wanting out #I just feel very trapped and wish I could get into something else but #my education is in something a little niche that doesn’t offer much room for alternatives and I have to revamp my application and cv #I’m honestly probably overly emotional because I think I’m about to start my period skdjjd but this is hard and I hate it here 🙃