#Healthy reminder that they are everything to me

[winters-dream]

cw: suggestive

Soft silk wrapped around Hero's body, the beautiful fabric sliding gracefully across their skin as they secured the tie around their waist. They had just finished a bath Villain drew for them and Hero hated to admit it, but this was the most relaxed they've felt in months. Maybe even years.

Hero didn't know how they got here. One minute, they were fighting Villain, negotiating to find a compromise to prevent Villain from wreaking havoc on the city. Hero knew better than to compromise with Villain; they were sneaky and sly and always knew exactly what to say to get Hero to bend to their will.

And that's exactly what happened. Somehow Hero went from doing everything in their power to save the city to relaxing in a robe in one of the many rooms of Villain's home. Guilt wracked through them as they pondered over what the Villain could possibly be doing to the city whilst they sat here and did nothing.

The door to their room opened and  Villain poked their head through. Their eyes raked over Hero's body and a satisfied grin spread over their lips. They stepped fully inside the room and the weight of their gaze made Hero shiver. Though Hero wanted to believe it was the cold that sent goosebumps along their arms.

“What am I doing here?” Hero was the first to break the silence. “What are you planning?”

Villain sauntered forward, each step causing Hero to take a step back. Their legs hit the baseboard of the bed, causing them to stumble as they ended up sitting on the bed. Villain stopped a few feet away.

“Oh, Hero, you know the deal,” they said. “Your surrender for the safety of the city. I'll cease to destroy this city as long as you remain by my side.”

They reached out, their fingers brushing along the hero's jaw. Hero would be lying if they said they didn't want to lean into the touch. 

“You belong to me now.”

Villain smiled their signature sinister smile, one that usually sent a healthy jolt of fear through Hero's body. But Hero saw something else behind that smile. Something . . . softer? Their eyes bore into Hero, challenging them to argue back.

A pink flush colored Hero's cheeks, Villain no doubt could feel the heat radiating off them.

“This is humiliating,” Hero admitted. And Villain shushed them with a finger over their lips.

“Dolls aren't meant to talk, dear,” they chastised with a wag of their finger. Hero wanted to bite that finger off. Their face flushed a deeper red. 

“I'm not a doll,” they spoke louder, feigning confidence they didn't have. “And this was not part of the deal. I agreed to surrender. Not to become your  . . . pet.” 

They cringed at their own choice of words.

“Oh, but you are,” Villain insisted. Both hands came up this time, cupping the hero's face. Their hold was gentle, yet firm, a silent reminder of who was in charge. Who had the power here. 

“You are my most prized possession,” they mused. “And I would be a fool to let you go so easily.”

They leaned in. Hero found themself staring at Villain’s lips. Their soft, pink lips, mere inches away from Hero’s; they had fantasized about kissing those lips and becoming familiar with their taste far more often than Hero cared to admit. They wanted to kiss them now, their head dizzy with anticipation.

Villain backed away with a smirk, and something in Hero snapped. Like a spell has been broken, Hero was suddenly pulled back into reality. They blinked at Villain who studied Hero with a knowing smile. They knew all too well the effect they had on the hero. Hero was playing right into their hand.

“You're not going to get away with this,” Hero said as a final attempt at defiance. Villain shook their head with a chuckle. Hero knew they were toast. 

“Oh, darling. I already have.”

#my own #writing #fantasy #imagines #oneshot #writers of tumblr #female writers #hero #villain #hero x villain #villain x hero #villain prompt #hero and villain #heroes and villains #writing snippet #villain and hero #corruption #hostage

[oldhalloweentape]

🪨Venture (OW II) x (gn) reader headcanons⛏️

(Start of Romantic Relationship Pt. II Edition!)

(Not my picture!)

(Not much to say at the moment, hope you enjoy it nonetheless!!)

(Pt. I)

- Ok so, in comparison to the more common outdoor dates, indoor dates are just as eventful, especially movie dates.

- Alright so, I think out of the other genres, horror is their favorite out of the bunch, with an emphasis on the older and more dated ones. The ones with folklore and culture references being an all time favorite.

- After all, folklore is a kind of history that can give a person insight into the life and tribulations people from different periods and eras had to deal with.

- Anyway, I believe Sloane loves to just overanalyze these kinds of movies, having to restrain themselves from doing so while you two are still watching the movie.

- Has an obvious love for the Mummy movies, you’d have to pry that from my cold, dead, and mummified hands.

- As much as they love it, they still get a bit miffed about inaccuracies that seem so obvious to them. You have to remind them that movie people don’t exactly care for such things as passionately as they do.

- It doesn’t stop at folklore themed movies, or even the horror genre, I mean movies in general are parts of history solidified in amber to them, and they reasonably like indulging in them.

- They especially love to be doing it with you, an arm wrapped around your shoulders, teaching circles onto the skin of your arm as they shove popcorn into their mouth.

- Avid popcorn lover, eats up most of it the second they get their mitts on the bowl. Make sure they get their own bowl because they can and will try to gobble it all up.

- Thinks they’re slick with it too, like goes and kisses your head as they take a healthy handful from your bowl, shoveling it into their mouth hastily, and proceeds to laugh with a full mouth as you smack them on the chest when you realize what they did.

- Besides that, there are also other activities, for example, Lego dates, specifically making things like Lego bouquets.

- Considering you both might not have the time to tend to actual plants if you’re both either in Overwatch or as archeologists, legos are a nice stand-in.

- The overall idea of them never wilting or needing to be thrown away is plus as well!

- They may get distracted more than once, lose a couple pieces, but the end product is generally sound and looks mostly like the image on the box. They’re so proud of themselves about it too.

- Yet another thing they’re proud of, a vase they made at a pottery class date you guys decided to do just because.

- It’s another way for them to talk about the history of pottery and the use of clay, getting too caught up with what they were saying more than once.

- In the end they were able to produce a vase, a bit misshapen but nice and sturdy.

- It becomes the vase you guys use for the Lego bouquet. Yet another way to remember those moments between the two of you.

- They’re used to doing things that take physical exertion, but will always have a great time while dating you, being able to share anything and everything that loosely reminds them of that particular situation.

- In a nutshell, every date can be extremely fun for the two of you, which only solidifies the connection between the two of you and the desire to have you as a permanent staple in their life.

(Hope I'll be able to conjure something else for the first kiss and beginning relationship pt. III!)

#Spotify #overwatch 2 #overwatch x reader #venture overwatch #venture x reader #venture ow2

[gojosbf]

no one would've had to suffer if Gojo Satoru knew how to fucking move on

#my man if only you had a healthy coping mechanisms the next two generations of kids wouldn't be here fighting for their lives #and everything wouldn't remind me of you and your boyfriend none of you leave my mind ever IT'S CONCERNING #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk spoilers #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satosugu #stsg #jjk manga #jjk leaks

[the-crimson]

(All talk about the characters not the ccs)

I’m finally watching bbh’s June 19th stream (day after Father’s Day) and he’s talking about removing everyone’s access to his base. I’ve seen people talking about how this could cause problems and lose him Forever and Bagerah’s trust but I think people - including Forever and Bagerah - are forgetting a crucial fact

Bbh is a single parent and has been from the start.

He has to be incredibly paranoid to keep Dapper safe. His paranoia is the only reason Dapper -and many of the other eggs - are still alive.

He can’t rely on other people to keep Dapper safe. He can’t tell Dapper to go live with another parent if his house is compromised. That’s why he has five different houses and keeps building more when too many people gain access.

I don’t think Forever or Bagerah have a right to complain about this considering they have 3/4 other parents/houses to keep their egg safe. They have a family structure that allows them a sense of safety that bbh has NEVER had.

Like yea, I understand why they would feel betrayed but from an objective pov, they have zero ground to stand on to protest because they have NO idea what bbh has gone through raising dapper alone, how could they? They have always had 3/4 other parents at their beck and call.

Trust doesn’t mean letting someone run rampantly through your house/safe space just because they feel entitled to it. Trust means having faith that if bbh is closing off his/Dapper’s house to you, he has a legitimate reason that doesn’t have anything to do with you personally.

Bbh has done so much for team friendship and taken down so many of his walls and boundaries for them that the fact THEY don’t have faith in him makes me sad. I trust team friendship and the q-ommunication smp to work everything out but I just hope Bagerah and Forever come to respect bbh’s boundaries a bit more :D

#qsmp #crimson speaks #team friendship #constantly having to prove to people they can trust you #by letting them stomp all over ur boundaries #is not healthy or sustainable #bbh has given forever and Bagerah sooooo much trust #they need to have trust and faith in him too #give him is space #please XD #when ever they demand and guilt him into giving out the waystone and door access in previous streams #it makes me super uncomfy XD #I know it’s not intentional and they all have trust issues to a degree #it just reminds of of irl ‘friends’ that demanded things of me to prove my friendship #a huge part of healthy relationships is allowing people to keep parts of themselves secret #bearing your entire soul because someone asks you to prove your friendship is very toxic #friendship is about trust and trust means having faith #that everything they choose to disclose or not is done so with reason #idk maybe I’m just jaded XD #I know they’ll all work it out tho #I have faith #XD

[donutdrawsthings]

*grabs you by the arms, and by you I also mean me*

Listen to me. You have to allow yourself to indulge in things that are currently popular. You have to allow yourself to make and wear things that are going to age with time and mark a certain point in your life. You are not losing your individuality by watching a popular movie or show. There will never be anyone quite like you, and all you're doing is allowing yourself to live in the moment and have some fun.

Never stop questioning things, though. Never JUST go with the flow because that's what others like and you can tolerate it at best. You know what you like better than anyone else, and you should never let external factors pressure you into doing anything! Just don't lose yourself in the isolating corners of "uniqueness". It can be such a lonely place to be in... Even long term as you look back on memories. Having something be dated is fun and something to laugh about.

You're not just another grain of sand for enjoying yourself

#a reminder for myself... because i have a knack for being isolated and lonely on levels beyond my own comprehension #and the way i've been viewing 'individuality' as of late is just... not healthy. and overly judgemental. #I do still wish people were more driven by their own interests regardless of external expectations or... whatever sells better #but judging someone else's fun just isn't right i think. and i really need to focus more on fun and love again #rather than everything that irks me. #talkies #live a little. so you don't have to be scared anymore for when it ends #ramble #long post #i guess

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

#my art #artists on tumblr #I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already #I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that #exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together #not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know #and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again #I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly #instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her #feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time #well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system #and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her #and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result #but it felt like to commemorate her in some way. #so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind #which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever #never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor #but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself #she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret #there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end #even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again #I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing #it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day #she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much #when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was #well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed #I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home #and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me #spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure #and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes

[detectivechandler]

why write chandler if you hate his canon relationship?

canon relationship - ? i ... buddy, timon and pumba are more canon than fucking joe and kent

#would i really write a character if i didn't disagree with the majority of the fandom's really fucking awful ideas? #no. #but sure i can list the reasons for the hate #1) it is offensive to argue that IMITATING someone's mental illness is a healthy supportive gesture #imitation does not mean understanding. #if my partner tried to 'understand' and 'support' my mental illness by pretending to fucking have it in an effort to be like 'me too babe' #i would simply fucking lose it #2) NOT EVERYTHING IS GAY. just bc youre a woman that wants two men to be uwu in love .. doesnt mean that they are. #even if you are also a gay man (hi buddy. i love u) ... remind urself that not everything has to be gay. we should want GOOD representation #3) i'm sorry did no one watch the show? kent is literally so unlikable. he is the walking pole that holds up the giant red flag #4) the argument that the actors supported it is completely invalid bc rupert said in EVERY INTERVIEW that joe was absolutely not aware #5) the ending scene is not joe agreeing to go with kent. hes agreeing to go to the pub with the TEAM and im sorry but you are cheapening #that boy and his arc and his struggle through the entirety of series 4 not to mention the whole show by making it about kent. #6) yall just gonna sweep morgan under the rug and leave her laying there huh? thats fine thats fine.

[sakura-nyah]

You and your romantic/platonic/familial F/O(s).

Thats it! That's the post!

#F/O #F/Os #Fictional Other Community #Fictional Others Community #Fictional Other #Fictional Others #Self Ship #Self Shipping #Self Ship Community #Self Shipping Community #If youre not loving yourself and taking care of yourself and making sure youre happy then I will remind you that not only me but many #others want you safe and everything #happy and smiling and healthy #You have people who care for you #You are your own reason to live

[seariii]

Huh... /pos

#i think that was intp me... because it was very analyzing the situation and giving an answer... #not much through feelings but more about how everything works and how I've seen him act before... #... and then that fact that i got reminded of at the end that helped me close with broche de oro #his reaction through out the conversation seemed uneasy but that last fact seemed to make everything click for him #infp almost poped out when i started talking about our experience... but managed to continue with it as a story and example #still couldn't see their faces for most of that but by his body language and the moments i saw his face it did hit him too #... sigh... well... its on stuff like this that im reminded that intp me does work nicely... and she is very needed... #maybe she isnt as warm as infp me but she cares and is worried too... and to some she still feels warm.... #mom isnt good with words and she is very bad at knowing how to tackle the problems... she is too logical and doesnt have much empathy #intp me seems to still have empathy... she just fails misserably a lot of time... then again the last week was hell JAJAJAJJAJAJA #i was emptionally in shambles and couldnt take no more so i probably just tried to turn that off and went full intp #instead of the healthy balance that is needed... especially when helping people.... in any case we are slowly getting back on track #i am slowly regaining energy now that im back home... #seari talks

[tianleash]

usually all of the fandoms i’ve been in have been pretty chill and cool, but lately i really can’t stand the lost in the cloud fandom on twitter, it’s like full of people that haven’t touched grass in years

#it may be bc it’s twitter? and that rrss it’s kind of toxic on its own? #but it’s like full of moralist people #like everything has to be pure and healthy and no character can act like an actual human #it reminds me when people were saying that if you liked the villain you were condoning their doings hdhdhdhs #like girl it’s fiction #just consume it critically #they are so burdened by guilt they look like catholics #anyway #19 days fandoms stays the best #lost in the cloud #yeon skylar #baek cirrus

[arthur-r]

so close to finally buying a folding cane can i have some words of encouragement maybe?

#right now i am literally fucking. stranded on the fourth floor of a random university building cause i can’t walk home #but i still feel guilty for making accomodations for myself. and i’m scared to spend the money #i have everything pulled up i just need to put in my debit card information and it’ll arrive next week #just need to remind myself that this is something i actually need #cause every time i have a good day i say man i never needed that to begin with. and when i have a bad day it’s excruciating #but i can’t help but think what if i am actually entirely healthy forever starting tomorrow???? #idk. spending money is also just terrifying. $20 is actually kind of a lot #idk. im not feeling well im gonna try and lay down a little better here. not an acceptable place for floor time though #i’ll post what i’m looking at in a second #me. my post. mine. #delete later #ask to tag

[craycraybluejay]

The fact that I'm not tall enough makes me actually want to self die. Like idc what other people say in terms of why I deserve or don't deserve to die but. If I was 6'0" I'd feel a lot less constantly depressed.

#tw dysphoria #look i like a good majority of my appearance people find me hot and i find me hot #but every time im reminded of my height i want to kill everything within a 10 mile radius including myself #tw sui ideation #microwave background of i hate society i hate not feeling man enough i hate not feeling on the same page with my body #not only do you have the most painful of problems you also arent large?? what the hell dude #whats wrong with you #stop having so many problems #turn back time be a kid again turn to a life of crime and get the hormones u need b4 its too late #manage your disability with underground docs b4 medicine is irreperablt ruined to you #be a kid again be stronger be smarter get out get out save yourself #its not FAIR #its not right #stretch me on a rack till im long enough to seem near inhuman #break my bones and put me back together until i feel like a person #work me till im sicker than before make me a killing machine make me numb to pain and limits #make me a future where i can be me even if its in a program even if im dead #i dont want to be healthy i just want to be me enough to give a fuck #i want to be free #i look around at the things i care about and i feel weary and numb. what does it matter i ask myself #if i cant experience it all as me but simply as too flawed a flesh mech to connect to. idc if people like me. i just want to be me #a constant fight for identity where everyone not helping me is my enemy. and im so ENVIOUS it makes me sick #envious of things people could never imagine being envious about. i want to leave my body forever #vent #my fight for myself takes no prisoners i will bite every bad hand and use people and be outright cruel bc that is who i am. that is how you #survive. in a world that eats you every day you require the drive and ruthlessness to eat everything and everyone else. #sometimes survival means drowning the part of you that apologizes and pleases. putting yourself first no matter what. #a hundred times id rather be selfish and brutal than give even an inch of my chance at an even okay life #if science isnt enough ill change science. if people arent enough ill change people. if nothings enough ill break all of it #i dont believe in compromise. not when it comes to me.

[fmab]

insane personal rambling below in the tags. hm. sorry !

#venus.txt #feeling like. okay but a little unstable and like maybe it has to do w how ive been thinking a lot about how #i went thru 2022 only having contact with redacted only twice #and thats good. thats good. but even with only having 2 exchanges that entire year that only lasted a message or 2 is like.. #idk how do you go from being with someone for 5/6 years and being so close. closer than what was healthy #to not knowing them at all anymore #and how are just supposed to not think about it. #i am doing so good and i feel like i never think abt it anymore. or at least i dont dwell on it #but then i think abt it and its like. was there really a single day that has gone by that i havent thought about him #some days it really really really grips me and some days thinking abt the situation is just in passing #but like how do you move on and how do you stop thinking about someone you thought about every day for 6 years straight #ive moved on but i wish i could really really move on #because everything reminds me of it all #i have all these associations and i wish i didnt and some of those have been undone but some are as strong as ever

[iridescent-x-pixie]

Tw bodycheks

Found this pic n omg

Was only a few month bk 😭💀

This was the last good pic I took of my body. I look like actual trash rn. lmao I gen look like a sad potato atm.

Can feel myself regressing bk to old habits n ngl I rly wanna go with it. I can't stand my body atm it looks soooo different

I feel like I look like a middle aged woman n I'm not even in my 30s yet

( i know it seems funny lol but when you've spent the majority of ur adult life small enough tht ppl still mistake u as a teen n u get used to tht s normal; it shakes u up when u look like an average human it's sooo fking weird my dude)

#a pic from april when id last been light started eating like an absolute pig basically #i think i’m hilarious #i rly tried being healthy n lately it just been impossible to maintain #i kept gaining lately but ive already been fasting again n all my restrict habits are coming bk #but yh i have to remind ms i looked gd at a healthy weight here #i love the dress in this pic but i cant wear it rn i litterally look all bloaty n pregnant (im not im just fat) #i feel so much shame n been letting myself stop caring about everything tht i usually do n its made ne aimless #i miss my pre recovered body sm even tho i looked all crackheady it was me n idk whos body im in rn but it doesnt feel like my own anymore #i look so different rn

[whimsyprinx]

one of the things that hurts the most is that if i pretended nothing wrong was and went back to how I was prior to things getting Unbearable that people probably still wouldn’t nothing, things would go back to being the same, unfortunately I don’t want that

#whimsy whispers #I don’t want to return to trying so hard #I don’t want to go back to having to seek reassurance and ask people if they actually like talking to me because it feels like they don’t #I don’t want to have to acknowledge tnat when I stop reaching out first that other people won’t reach out to me #I wasn’t any happier then than I am now #i was just as insecure and just as upset but I still tried and tried and tried to believe people wanted me and tried to force my way into #peoples lives #or like maybe things can never go back to how they use to be #maybe it’s ruined beyond repair #regardless I wouldn’t want that #I want a happy healthy relationship with people where everyone feels wanted and cared about #like again I have to remind that despite everything i care so much about people and idk if I should stop caring or not but i can’t #I love my friends be it past or present or whatever we are it just doesn’t feel like they love me #and I know I shouldn’t expect peoples love like no one owes me their love #but if we’re friends I’d like to actually feel like it #relationships are so hard and sometimes i don’t feel like I’m cut out for it