#I AM AFRAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[flowersforvax]

vanilla extract might be my favorite new meme

#the wheezing laugh i let out every time i click on vanilla extract #so stupid lmao #shitpost #vanilla extract #tumblr polls #memes #my post highlights #captain's log one hour after posting: 600 notes i am. afraid. #250 #500 #1k #2k #5k #10k #20k

[maedictus]

Aragorn

#exploring his design finallyyy #i've been so afraid to draw him and mess it up #but i am getting there #let's say thank you to the 2008 movie jodhaa akbar and hrithik roshan for the inspiration #aragorn #lord of the rings #tolkien #lotr #my art #art #fantasy art #artists on tumblr #illustration #artwork

[i-wanna-hug]

fellas is it gay to um uhhh.. um.... uhh hhhhh ?????

#((in case you were wondering: yes it is <3)) #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #shadowheart #lae'zel #shadowzel #my art #((is this actually in line with shart's character or am i just projecting?)) #((actually don't answer that i'm afraid of the truth))

[librarianpirate]

#I've never been one to pirate #Despite my username #But nowadays #I am more tempted than ever #But I am afraid of viruses #Thank you dropout for being one of the few ethical streaming sites

[transmascissues]

it’s so funny to me that people used to try to warn me “if you go on t it won’t make you androgynous it’ll just make you look like a man” because 1) i do want to look like a man, that is famously a major part of being a trans man but also 2) t literally has made me androgynous?? like they were wrong on both counts. i got most of the looking-like-a-man changes that i wanted (deep voice, broader body, hair all over my body including my face) and i also give every single cis person in a five mile radius a stroke every time they try to figure out my gender. the assumption that trans men wouldn’t actually want to look like men and the assumption that cis people are good at correctly gendering us once we’re on t are both weird as hell.

#people said this to me all the fucking time pre t #to the point that it did almost make me too afraid to go on t bc ‘what if they’re right and i don’t really want to look like a man?’ #but it turns out that was bullshit on so many levels #i look ‘like a man’ now and love it and also am the most androgynous person most cis people i meet have ever seen #y’all just don’t know how t works at fucking all #transandrophobia #transandromisia #transmisandry #virilmisia #virilphobia #anti transmasculinity #transmascphobia #trans men #transmascs

[saltycryptid]

bro is NOT listening to Gale's dissertation on the mechanics of the underdark tunnel system

#Baldur's Gate 3 #Gale #Astarion #BloodWeave #Fanart #I would like to offer a sincere thank you to everyone involved in the process of me seeing Gale in this incredible fit on my tiktok fyp #I am captivated (by his double Ds) and I'm not afraid to admit it #you have born witness to a willing victim to propaganda #another in my ongoing saga of manic sketches yw <3 #Roach's Choice

[koobiie]

#feel free to rb for larger sample size #also if you have any crit on how this is set up feel free to lmk #i wasn't sure the best way to word it #if you're wondering my answer. the answer is i am pants shittingly afraid!!!!!!!!!!!!

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[panthermouthh]

I’ve seen this comment a few times on my art here and on insta and I’m genuinely curious— WHERE did people get the idea that the Creature “just had creepy eyes”?? That Victor only ran away because the Creature’s eyes freaked him out?

I’ve seen people say this repeatedly and it couldn’t be further from the truth like. He is explicitly described as an eight foot tall cobbled together corpse with skin that barely covers his veins, yes his eyes are creepy but that would probably be the last thing anyone would notice about the Creature tbh 😭

#the creature was intended to be beautiful yes but victor Sorely missed the mark and landed him right in Uncanny Valley #people are afraid of him because he’s a GIANT WALKING CORPSE #where did this come from I am so baffled #frankenstein #frankenposting

[hansoeii]

it’s okay, babygirl.

#who's gonna pay my therapy bills #this show ruins me over and over again every week why am i even doing this to myself #but ahhhh joel loves her so much!!!! #thats his kid!!!! #and he was so afraid of caring for her but he can't hide it any longer #UGH #the last of us #the last of us fanart #tlou hbo #tlou fanart #pedro pascal #bella ramsey #joel and ellie #my art

[sydneysageivashkov]

eleanor guthrie did not go from wearing cravats and vests to corsets and gowns just for people to say she always dressed like a femme. don't worry ms guthrie I saw you cut away pieces of yourself to achieve acceptability in rogers' eyes and be accepted back into the english upperclass and then die anyway the same way your mother did before you.

#black sails #also don't worry ms bonny I saw your if i'm not what i was when i was born and i'm not what i became instead the one time you wore a dress #I am afraid I made the critical mistake of looking in the notes of the queer media tournament.

[strawhbrrries]

i need josh hutcherson in a way that sets back womens right

#maddies rambles #i am afraid to admit rhis #mike schmidt smut #josh hutcherson x reader #josh hutcherson smut #josh hutcherson

[egophiliac]

starting off with an amuse-bouche of some of my initial favorite bits! y'all, this update was WILD.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #we really got it all in this update huh #we got flashbacks! backstory! shocking twists! cgs?! #we got the silver breakdown to end all silver breakdowns #the boy does not emote for 6 episodes straight and now it's POURING out and i am shoving my face directly into it #not to mention my favorite: action scenes represented by intensely wiggling the sprites around #and OF COURSE meleanor my beloved. your highness. ma'am. holy shit. #i guess it's mel instead of mal? hey she can spell her name however she wants #meleanor can do whatever she wants about anything. who is going to stop her. #meleanor: hold on baby. mommy wants to make a point. (yeets malleus' egg across the room into liia's face) #man though i am so afraid that crowley really might turn out to have been revaan this whole time #because this means we live in a world where dire fucking crowley managed to pull BOTH meleanor and lilia and i cannot accept that #briar valley are you okay. is it something in the water. #mrs. zigvolt took all the good taste and left none for anyone else

[crystallizsch]

sigh i had an epiphany

book 4 is just a whole ass scooby doo episode huh

#there’s even FIVE of them #no i am unable to elaborate further #im afraid if i do i cant go back #so this is for the ones who’ll get it maybe ;;; #also i’m never gonna be over the fact that jamil MIGHT have gotten away with it if he left the prefect alone #jamil my beloved you got too overzealous #[— #twst #twisted wonderland #twst art #jamil viper #azul ashengrotto #jade leech #floyd leech #twst grim #twst yuu #★'-my-art #(💜) yuusha #—]

[ivysoul]

ellie being high and just wanting to make u cum <333

the bong sat idle on the table in front of you two for a fair bit of time after you’d scolded ellie for how much of your weed she was using up. maybe you should’ve done it sooner, because all the weed had gotten to her head and she was far too touchy for her own good.

“god, y’just feel so good around me.” she breathed, her eyes glancing between your face and where your gushing cunt wrapped around her fingers.

you were a mewling, begging mess. you always were for ellie. but something about her being so determined to make you cum tonight, a stark contrast to her usually teasing ways, really made you lose your mind.

she leaned in and placed a wet kiss to the side of your neck, sucking lightly but in the way she knows makes you melt. you let out a high pitched moan, and she laughs at your demeanour.

“y’like being touched like this? hm? like havin’ my fingers in your wet little pussy?” you tried to respond but all that came out of you was a whine as your hips involuntarily rocked back and forth on her hand. “shh, shh. ‘s okay, i’ve got you, mama.”

ellie gently pressed her thumb against your swollen clit. she noticed how you jolted at the featherlight touch. and how you whimpered when she rolled soft circles on the bud.

she kissed your lips for the millionth time that night, loving but needy in their nature. “y’gonna cum for me? gonna show me how good i’m makin’ you feel? c’mon, baby. let me see how pretty you are when you let go.”

#it’s about time i write for women #it was either gonna be ellie or abby #do not think i won’t write for abby tho #that is my wife. #this is gonna flop tho i can just feel it #i am in my flop era i’m afraid #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x fem!reader #ellie williams smut #ellie williams #the last of us #the last of us part 2 #tlou #tlou2

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Reasons to play In Stars and Time: Canon Pronoun Warfare.

#in stars and time #ISAT #Siffrin #Loop #Context: early on you meet a character who tries to get you to use the royal We pronoun for them and you shut them down. It's great. #The gender swag and non-binary rep in this game is lovely. #I sketched this out when I was in Act 2 - and as of posting this I have not yet finished the game so *please* no spoilers. #It is rare for me to get into something spoiler free and I have been getting my shit rocked by this game in the best way. #Yes I *am* taking another detour to talk about a video game I love again. I will have some fun crossovers. Trust the process. #I will also do my best to pitch this game as spoiler free as possible. Because you *should* play this game: #ISAT is a very lovingly crafted RPG with very fun and emotional writing. #The characters are great and the mysteries you slowly uncover are intriguing! #The way the gameplay ties into the player's own emotional state is nearly always in sync with the protagonist. You *will* feel things. #And it is not afraid to let those things be hard emotions! Do mind the content warnings and know your limits though. #As someone who sucks at video games I also appreciate that it is so generous with your time and keeps things fun. #Not to mention it is honestly underpriced for the amount of content in it. Buy this game. I need to spread the brainworms.