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#I am in l o v e with her voice
cherryjuicegf · 9 months
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there's this specific flavor of insanity that possesses me every time her sweet kiss comes up on shuffle
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mistydeyes · 11 months
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𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽!
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click me for asks + requests :)
2k celebration! submit an au/prompt from the list now until halloween :)
requests: open! i am in uni tho so it takes me about 1-2 weeks to answer!
pairings status: closed atm!
rules for requests - i love when you send things 💌
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I usually post on mondays, wednesdays, and fridays
izzie's fic recommendations - updated daily!
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some things about me :)
the basics: 21, she/her, from the us :)
i'm a second year pharmacy student! also minoring in justice, law, and society
along with writing, i also intern at a perfume company and work at as a pharmacy intern
so naturally my pharmacist series is my absolute favorite to write and research!
𝓶𝔀𝓲𝓲 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓽 - the full masterlist
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don't know where to start? here's a few readers' favorites :) ❤️ - izzie’s favorites
💌 if you want to peek at all of my writings
S E R I E S
"your prescription is ready for pick-up" - 141 x pharmacist!reader
all of my works and our pharmacist reader
a panacea❤️ - 141 meets the cure to all their ailments
sick day visit - you prided yourself on never getting sick but the day has finally come. as you’re resting in your quarters, a certain group pays you a visit :)
fake hypochondriac ghost x reader (sequel to “a panacea”) - ghost goes to extreme lengths to see his favorite pharmacist
pain-killer fueled thoughts price x reader (sequel to “a panacea”) - price landed himself in the medic tent and his pain killers are making him tell the pharmacist his feelings.
keep your weapons hot and bodies hotter (18+) - stripper!141 x fem!reader (codename: Phoenix)❤️
hunk-o-mania 141 edition - feast your eyes on Delilah's Den's newest male dancers
playboy bunny phoenix edition - an unforeseen guest complicates the mission, now you have to get ready to act as the distraction on stage
the joys of civilian life - 141 x civilian!fem!reader
opposite occupations - while on leave, the boys each meet a civilian that makes their time deployed and defending their country worth it
family moments - 141 x fem!reader
little moments and little voices - precious moments you spend in your home with your husband and children :)
oh, darling, don’t you ever grow up - your husband leaves this world too early and now you have to pick up the pieces with your children
secrets and pointed fingers (requested!)❤️ - simon "ghost" riley
behind locked doors - when the 141 thinks you're the mole, they make sure to extract the information in whatever way possible
empty apologies and avoiding glances - when you return back to base, everything is far from normal
half empty glasses and unchanging perspectives - you try to run away from the trauma at the pub but with a glass in hand, simon finds you
O N E - S H O T S
odd hobbies - 141 x reader everyone has their own hobbies, yours are just unique to 141’s perspective
butterfly effect - 141 x fem!reader they say "a butterfly flaps its wings in the amazonian jungle, and subsequently a storm ravages half of europe." what once was a silly quote now has implications as one action leads to your death.
opposite of a meet cute❤️ - 141 x civilian!reader most people have a cute story as to how they met their significant other but yours is a little more eccentric
V I S U A L S + R A N D O M
random things in pockets and bags❤️ SERIES - what does the 141 carry on them when they’re on leave?
pt i- kyle “gaz” garrick
pt ii - simon "ghost" riley
pt iii - johnny "soap" mactavish
pt iv - john price
E X P L A I N S my series of explaining the various timeline's of the games and characters
simon "ghost" riley's backstory
which modern warfare game should i play first?
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some writings from the inbox
medication mixup - the medic unknowingly prescribing you a penicillin has disastrous results due to your allergy
141’s dossier - see what the dossiers laswell gets at the end of mw 2019 looks like! + template
ghost’s doppelgänger - how does the 141 and los vaqueros react to you joining the team? their reactions are even better when you share an uncanny resemblance with ghost
running mascara - 141 x fem!reader harsh words are said and you try your best to run away from the cause. however, everyone needs to face the issue eventually and now the 141 is left to pick up the pieces. initially part of my 1k celebration but i added a sequel as it was highly requested! PART I and PART II
mw2 x reader - my ongoing series of pairing y'all up and writing a short lil blurb about how you met and your relationship
izzie’s 1K celebration! - closed now :) but feel free to look and see some of the prompts + how i answered them
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𝓪𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓴𝓼
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romancefranaticstay · 2 months
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·.¸¸.·♩♪♫ ꧁✴ 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉? ✴ ꧂ ♫♪♩·.¸¸.· PART 2
Part 1: here
••¤(`×[¤ 𝕮𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖌𝖔𝖗𝖞: angsty, fluff, smut ¤]×´)¤••
••.•´¯•.•• WARNING: SMUT ••.•´¯•.••
╰┈➤ ❝ [A⋆b⋆o⋆u⋆t] ❞:
You are secretly in love with a popular boy at your school. His name is Lee Know. He is your crush for about 2 years. This year you wanted to make a move, every fairytale has a happy ending, will yours to?
••¤(`×[¤ A/N ¤]×´)¤•• <I made this v▪e▪r▪y angsty>
!!!THIS IS A FANFICTION!!!
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Part 1 ---> here
You were still in the bathroom. You locked yourself up again in the stall. You were sitting there looking at the letter which was ripped apart. All that work, all that love you put in it. Ripped apart infront of you. Tears rolling from your cheek.
'Y/N?'
you heard from a distance someone calling your name.
'Y/N!'
You heard the door from the restroom open.
'Y/N? Are you in there?'
no answer.
'Y/N, is everything okay?' it was Amaray's voice.
You slide the letter and popsicle under the door.
'Oww, Y/N.' she says silently.
'Y/N, did he hurt your feelings?'
You open the door. Amaray saw your red eyes and all the tears that rolled down your cheek.
'Y/N. Come here.' she opened her arms and you hugged her.
'I d-don't understand.'
'Shhh, you want to talk about it?'
you just hugged her tighly.
'What happend here?' Lisa stormed in.
'Oh no, Y/N. Did that bastard hurt you?'
you nod.
Lisa ran and hugged you also.
'We were looking for you.'
'T-thanks.' you smile softly.
'I know its the wrong timing but math is going to start... But we always can skip school.'
'No-o you guys, you should go.'
'We aren't leaving you alone. We aren't going to use math anyway.'
'Lets just some slush, and let you calm down, okay?'
you nod.
'Wait.' Lisa took a tissue and wiped your tears away.
'I hate to see you like this, but we will try to make you smile.'
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(′︿‵。) S♥l♥u♥s♥h (|||❛︵❛.)
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You three were walking around with your slush.
They asked you what happend and you told them everything. It helped you a bit to let the steam go.
'I am not going to school tommorow.'
'Will that help?'
'I-i, i don't know.'
'Look just do what you think will help you.'
'Yeah, we will come over and if you need something give use a call.'
'Thank you , you guys.'
'As long as your happy, Y/N.'
'But just to ask, can we tell the others?'
'The others?'
'Yeah you know, Han and I.N.'
'I.N, but not Han, please.'
'Okay, we promise we won't tell Han.'
'I am going home.'
'We will bring you there.'
'Yeah, like girlie, everyone would want to kidnap you!'
you giggle a bit.
'Omg you just saw that Amaray?!'
'I did.' she smirked.
'You giggled! Aww, there is that smile of yours.'
They pinched your cheek.
'Stop-ahhh, stop it.'
'Stob it.'
you all laughed.
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'Thank you guys. Bye you two.'
'If you need something call use immediatly!'
'Yeah, and if you need someone to get destroyed, call use.'
'I will surely do.'
They both left.
You told your parents you weren't feeling well. They believed you because you were looking pale and your eyes were very red.
Ofcourse they didn't know it was because of all the crying...
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You were sleeping the hole day long. Sometime's your mom brought you soup or some fresh water. You looked at your phone and some messages from your friends showed up.
<Call use everytime you need use.>
<Lee Know is a bad guy.>
<You deserve much better.>
You did deserve better, but you wanted to deserve Lee Know. You don't know why you still thought about him. You don't know...
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You were feeling a little bit better, a tiny tiny bit bitter. You had tissue's everywhere from all the 'sickness'. Ofcourse you cried everytime you could.
You started to mentally prepare yourself for school, how to act. Because everybody knew about it. Lee Know was popular, so every situations were he has a role, has been spread.
You had some plans in mind.
Focusing on styding and ignoring them.
Hiding in the bathroom during break.
Ignoring everyone and become a loner.
Changing schools.
This seems a bit dramatic ofcourse, but they don't understand how it felt that day.
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•°¯`•• °°°·.°·..·°¯°·..· 🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓎 𝟥 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓇❀𝓊𝓃𝒹 🎀 ·..·°¯°·..·°.·°°° ••´¯°•
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You got a bit active. Your parents went off to work, so you decided to wander around a park.
The park was kinda old, so nobody really went there. You never understood why, it was so beautifull.
The pink trees, with their beautifull flowers. The prettiest things never get regonized. Its so weird to think about it.
You decided to sit under a tree. You had your book with you.
Suddenly you heard some movements. You ignored the footsteps.
You heard many notifications from your phone.
<Gurll-, drama at school>
<GURLL PICK UP THE DAM PHONE>
<Y/N, i've got some tea to spill>
<Lee Know broke up with his girl>
What did it matter he broke with his girlfriend? He would problaby hook up with another chick.
<COME TO SCHOOL>
You were bothered by these messages, so you turned your phone off.
You saw a person from a distance. You couldn't regonize the person.
You decided to leave, you took your stuff with you. You started to walk around the lake. You turned your face around to look behind you.
You got a mini-heartattack for a second. That person was walking behind you. Close enough to be scared, far enough to wonder.
You started to walk faster.
The person behind you started to walk faster to.
You had enough from it, so you started to run. You ran towards the big flower field. You looked around and saw that the person was running towards you. You were wearing a dress, so it was very hard to run in it.
What should i do?
What if its a murderer?
You felt a pair of hands on your waist. You tried to ran, but the person was very strong.
Suddenly you both fell into the flowers and the person turned you around.
It was .... Lee Know
'What the hell are you doing?'
He took one of your hands and start kissing it.
'Let go off me!' you slapped him across the face.
'I wanted to see you.'
'Why?'
'Because you didn't came to school.'
'How you know i was there?'
'No questions.'
'No questions?! How you know i was there.'
'Because i always knew.'
'How?'
'Because i always saw you there.'
'Let me go, i don't want to see you.'
'I broke up, for you.'
'You think that will make everything alright?!'
'I just, i just thought, that..'
'You thought wrong. Thats what it is.'
'You don't even love me don't you.'
'Who said that.'
'Nobody, i just know.'
'You know Lee Know, better than i know?'
'Exactly.'
'I can show you how much i love love.'
'W-what.'
'You don't want to?'
'I-i mean... not that i say no... but like..'
he cutted you of by kissing you full with passion.
You putted your arms around his neck to deepener the kiss.
You two kissed untill you were out of breath. He rested his forehead against yours. The way he stared straight into your eyes, made you a bit dizzy.
He softly touched your cheek which was burning.
You undid the buttons of his shirt.
Dam, he has some abs. you thought
He zipped your dress open, and he unclipped your bra. You started to undo his belt and pull his pants off.
Everything went quite fast because you two were hella horny.
He kissed your collarbone and your naked shoulder.
His hand went into your panties and started to rub your wet clit.
You tried to hold in your moans.
'Let me hear your music, kitten.'
He started to rub faster, so you couldn't hold any longer. You started to moan loudly.
'Oh -my, fu- knowie.'
You started to go also in his pants. You took his lenght and start rubbing him up and down.
He groaned loudly.
'You like that don't you.' you smirked.
'Fuck y/n.' he moaned.
Suddenly he pinned you down the flowers.
Your panties were alreaddy down and your entrance was alreaddy wet.
He placed himself against your entrance and snapped into you.
You letted out a moan, your hands still interwined together. His eyes never looking away.
His pace got faster and faster. It felt like your heart could stop any moment, because of this heat your feeling.
You throw your head back in the flowers.
'I-, cum.'
He smirked at you. Your hands wandering in his hair. His pace stopped for a second.
He grabbed your chin and kissed you wildly. His tongue exploring the inside of your mouth. Your tongues interwining with eachother.
He picked up his pace again.
This is going to be the end of you.
You couldn't hold it any longer.
'I n-nee-d to cum.'
you both came on the same moment. His forehead rested on yours. His arms holding you tight into the flowers.
'I love you so much, kitten.'
'As much as all these flowers?'
'More, baby. Much more.'
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luvrbug · 1 year
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Ugh, Harley, I am IN L O V E with how you write characters. It made me feel all fluffy inside and squeal and roll around in my bed while kicking my feel in sheer happiness. If it's alright with you, can I please request for Katakuri? I feel like he doesn't get enough love these days. Maybe some headcanons about him having an SO who's really soft and is just all loving towards him kinda like an acts of service kinda person who likes to do stuff for him like make him food and give massages, like when she/he/they/it bandages him up, the touches are feather light and her/his/their/its face is scrunched up in worry for him, and her/his/their/its voice is just soft and quiet but when she/he/they/it gets mad, it's very intimidating. An SO who's he finds just too kind and innocent for the world they live in. Donut man deserves all the love.
YOU ACTUALLY MADE ME KINDA TEAR UP IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY WRITING!!!!! it makes me really happy when people like what i put my heart + soul into :]
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Katakuri
▸ He would looove a s/o like this. You're just.. so soft. and sweet. Like an angel that was sent just for him.
▸ Katakuri sees himself as a monster, but you change his views, even just a little bit. He feels so wanted, so loved in your presence. Its like heaven.
▸ His family, specifically his mother, have never been the.. gold standard of love and affection. He knows they love him, and he returns it full force, but he can't recall a time that anyone has gazed so sweetly at him.
▸ After his fight with Luffy youre there, at his side, taking such.. care to not disturb his wounds more than nessicary. His expression softens as he watches your tiny, skilled hands work the salves and bandages over his wounds.
▸ Any act of service is absolutely CHERISHED by the mochi man. He gives and gives and GIVES !!! + to finally see it returned even in the smallest degree makes his heart swell with fondness.
▸ He is SO protective of you. Someone out in this cruel, cold world is going to take advantage of your sweet nature, and Katakuri just won't have it. Anyone, and i mean anyone who even attemps to harm you wont live to see another day.
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salemontrial · 10 months
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My (probably unfinished) official list of everything I love about the trailer💫
- "How's it going :))-" SWERVED. ALEXANDER CLAREMONT-DIAZ GOT FUCKING S W E R V E D-
- Nora looks like she's going to stab Alex with her high heel. Also she's so pretty. Xjakcjd
- "you've done some pretty stupid things in your life, but this-" "Takes the cake? :DD-"
- The way Henry looks at them when they're lying on the floor covered in cake. It's like he's restraining himself from strangling Alex with his own suit jacket for the sole purpose of not worsening the scandal.
- "HENRY. SHOVED. ME.😡🥺" "An urge I currently share."
- Ellen in her pantsuit.. hey Ellen👉👈
- Alex is looking for ways to escape the room when she says the words "damage control" he fucking knows-
- THEY. GOT. LIL NAS X. ON THE FUCKING SOUND TRACK. Oh I p r a y they got the rights to Get Low I p r a y.
- ALEX'S FACE WHILE ZAHRA IS BRIEFING HIM HES SO DRAMATIC
- Im sorry guys henry is so fine alexander isnt going to be the only one thirsting over henry for the entire 2 hours/jjj
- That FUCKING handshake in the park. I can see the veins in their hands they are g r i p p i n g-
- these faces this is a point.
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- "My NDA is bigger than yours, I want you to know that." "You're wearing Lifts. I know that too, sweetheart." -H e a d t u r n--- HES SO FLOORED FJSNF-
- HENRY'S LITTLE MOUTH QUIRK AFTER HE SAYS THAT
- I CAN SEE THE KEY NECKLACE. I CAN S E E IT BLESS THE COSTUME DEPARTMENT SHOVING HIM IN A LOWCUT SHIRT-
- "You better act like the sun shines out of his ass and you have a vitamin D deficiency" ZAHRA HAS THE BEST LINES AND ITS WHAT SHE DESERVES.
- Alex faffing about with his hair via his phone camera before the interview thats my b O Y-
- Henry slides over the box of cornettos so hard like thats the only hostile act hes allowed to parttake in
- To the person who theorized in the comments of one of my posts that Alex was going to do a little shoulder punch in the interview scene i am going to draw you a little firstprince fanart-/hj
- Because that was so funny and so fucking cute henrys fucking face through that whole interaction was just. He looks like he's actively trying to dissociate from the situation fjsjfj-
- The cancer ward🥺🥺
- Alex's u g l y ass suit at the new years gala... its such a gross jacket guys Im sorry this is what happens when you dont have jUNE TO MICROMANAGE HIS WARDROBE-
- Alex putting his arm around Henry and Henry smiling to himself because he's probably got the most insane case of butterflies
- I'm marrying the lighting director of this movie.
- GUYS GUYS SHUT UP ITS THE KISS.
- HENRY'S FACE BEFORE HE GIVES THE "Christ, you are as thick as it gets" LINE IS SO FUNNY. QUESTIONING WHY HE EVER WENT AND FELL IN LOVE WITH A DUMBASS
- THEY D O N T KISS LIKE THEYD RATHER GO DOWN A RAZOR WATERSLIDE🎉🎉🎉🎉💫💞💞🏳️‍🌈/GEN
- He does Henry's "Oh shit" face so w e l l-
- ALEX'S STETSON EVERYONE GET AWAY FROM ME
- KARAOKE SCENE KARAOKE SCENE I SEE HENRY AT THE MICROPHONE
- Guys hes g o i n g to do the thing he does with the bottle I just know it oh my god
- "Get O V E R yourself your majesty -p i l l o w-" "It's your royal HIGHNESS -p i l l o w-" "OHoho-"
- The polo match sjsjf. Same alwx-/J
- The little new voters goal thingy poster thats so cute actually-
- The pride flag in the back of the campaign office
- Henry texting while he's getting the royal preening sjcj
- never thought id cry just hearing henry say he misses alex out loud-
- THEYRE NOT SANITIZING IT TO MAKE IT PALATABLE/POS
- HENRY IN THE CLOSET I AM GOING TO SCREAM-
- "If anyone sees you leave this hotel I will brexit your head from your body....... Your royal highness." I LOVE HERRRRRR
- IF YOU FEEL FOREVER ABOUT HIM. AND THE AND THE PANNING TO THEM IN BED WITH THE SOFT LAMP LIGHT. AND THEYRE SO SOFT. AND AND AND AND. UEUE
- "Do you love him?" "What difference would it make if I did?"
- Bea's voice is so pretty sobs..
- It's always the blond autistic boys in the blue hoodies I swear to god/lh
- Theyre just chilling in their robes🥺🥺🥺
- DAVID!!!!!!!😭😭😭💞
- "Prince Henry belongs to Britain" and what if i sobbed.
- THEM HOLDING HANDS SOMEBODY SEDATE ME.
- NO SHUT UP NO GO AWAY HENRY CRYING... I TRUST HIM WITH HENRY'S HEAVIER SCENES NOW
- THEYRE AT THE LAKEHOUSE😭😭😭
- "It's like there's a rope attached to my chest and it keeps pulling me towards you"
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- THE ASS GRAB. ALEXANDER GABRIEL CLAREMONT-DIAZ
- "The night is young, ma✨" <- said as if he isn't currently groping the prince of England's ass
- She sees right fucking through him sjcjsj
CONCLUSION: I will eat my hat. The movie looks really really really fucking good, it looks spectacular and I am so excited for it. I trust them. I'm only SLIGHTLY mad they barely had Nora in it and I'm only SLIGHTLY bitter at cutting June and Luna. But I am an optimist and I will focus on the good which is that they're doing the characters incredible justice, and if I see one person try to deny their chemistry I will A Clockwork Orange their ass to this trailer for days. Because That Is Alex and Henry. That's them in front of my eyes and I think they're in very good hands and this is the most coherent thing I can write I'm still crying-/srs
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enha-sua · 10 months
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(🔴) ... [ NOW PLAYING ] [ENGENE-MADE] A-Z WITH SUA !
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( a is for... ) at this point *tsk* i don't even know man , it's just at this point really
( b is for... ) boynextdoor *winks* listen to their song , it's a good song to skip down the street and disassociate from life.
( c is for... ) crab? jay i am allergic to crab , are you trying to take me out of this earth , what's your beef with me.
( d is for... ) don't you value the air , you like life right , then unhand my phone jake.
( e is for... ) *falls out of chair , gets up like nothing happened* "eh , i've had worse happened to me before."
( f is for... ) forget it , im getting the shoes , will deal with the consequences later.
( g is for... ) goddammit *looks at the staff* who said that *she's alone*
( h is for... ) have you seen my fake nail , im gonna try and glue it back on , i gotta get my moneys worth.
( i is for... ) i could've been a neurosurgeon had i not taken the idol role... think about that , i could've been holding a knife as a job *everyone is silently praying*
( j is for... ) *jungwon asking her to translate* jungwon my love , i am not the right person for this job , i can barely speak korean.
( k is for... ) karma is the best song on the album *check the comments* why are you guys booing me in the comments.
( l is for... ) love triangles bring me so much stress *literally sitting in between heeseung and sunghoon the biggest love triangle in kpop*
( m is for... ) maybe i am the problem... yeah it's definitely me.
( n is for... ) no , i simply don't want to do it , and you can't make.
( o is for... ) *randomly when it's quite* ooooh eeee like karma-a-a
( p is for... ) *screams at the top of her lungs* PARK SUNGHOON *sunghoon is scared* "can you get that"
( q is for... ) quite , im looking for my airpod and i can't think.
( r is for... ) *ni-ki talking while she's driving* ri-ki i will crash this car if i don't focus , calm down.
( s is for... ) so what you're saying is that you hate me , wow after all we've been through *all heeseung said was no*
( t is for... ) take my photo sunghoon *gets photo back* did you take it with a refrigerator, this is terrible.
( u is for... ) uhhh im not sure if i can answer that without legal liability.
( v is for... ) vote for me best enhypen member.
( w is for... ) what the hell *everyone is shock* what , i didn't say nothing
( x is for... ) xoxo <3 *thinks for a second* somi baby please come back i miss you
( y is for... ) *reads a mean comment* you hate my voice?? i mean you can turn off the live , im the one who has to live with it so.
( z is for... ) zero intellectual thoughts in there , just marbles and vibes.
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©️ENHA-SUA
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What is L-O-V-E? - Hangman
Pairing: Hangman / Bradshaw!Fem!OC (Lena) (Ex-Wife!OC)
Word Count: 4.2k
Warnings: Divorce and Separation; Angst; References to Child Custody Agreements; One Sided Feelings; Toxic/Conflictual Dynamics; References to Goose and Carole; Female Bradshaw OC and Named Son OC
This work, all of my works, and my entire blog is 18+ Only!
Summary: Lena Bradshaw (formerly Seresin) struggles once again to keep the peace between her ex-husband Jake and her older brother Bradley for her son's sake. And the uranium facility mission only seems to heighten the stakes of it all.
A.N. Everyone's a little toxic here. Just so we're clear.
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Lena Bradshaw was not the best when it came to dealing with conflict.
If she were to see a therapist, they probably would have blamed that on the fact that she was an orphan before she was even a teenager and didn’t remember her biological father. Childhood trauma and all that. But either way, she was horrible at dealing with conflict.
Especially in her personal life.
There was the fight between Bradley and Maverick over the Naval Academy. Then there were the fights between Bradley and her now ex-husband Jake. And then, of course, there was her divorce. She simultaneously was both too compromising and too difficult at the same time.
But regardless, Lena had one main priority in her life now. And that was her son, Nickie. Nicholas Jacob Seresin-Bradshaw. The ‘Bradshaw’ got added on after the divorce.
Nickie was on the cusp of turning four now and quickly growing more curious about the world around him. And that raised a lot of maternal anxiety in Lena. Especially when it came to Nickie’s fascination with aviation. Particularly naval aviation. She shouldn’t have been surprised. Every single important male figure in Nickie’s life was a naval aviator. But it still scared her.
“Look at all the planes, Mommy!” Nickie shouted, causing Lena to snap out of her thoughts.
“I know, there’s a lot of them,” she agreed softly.
Lena turned back to the road and changed lanes, heading for the San Diego International Airport to pick up her brother. Bradley called her yesterday to tell her that he was returning to Top Gun for some mission and Lena was sure that her blood pressure hadn’t returned to a normal level since then.
“Is Uncle Roos on one of those planes?” Nickie questioned excitedly, pressing his face to the window.
“He should have landed by now.”
Lena pulled out her phone and pressed on Bradley’s contact. Nickie peeled his face off of the window, leaving marks where his nose and forehead were leaned up against it.
“Are you calling him?”
“Yes, because your uncle never tells me where he is,” Lena replied dryly.
She was also waiting for a text or call from her ex-husband, but so far it was radio silence. That wasn’t necessarily odd, however. After one of Jake’s deployments got extended last minute and Nickie was inconsolable when Lena broke the news to him, Jake didn’t call her until he was actually standing on American soil.
But if Bradley got the call back to Top Gun for some big mission, Lena had to assume that Jake would also be returning to Miramar. Lena didn’t want to wade into the rivalry between her brother and her ex-husband, but Jake was the better pilot.
Don’t tell Bradley that she said that. Ever.
“Hello, this is your captain speaking,” Rooster answered the call in a mock-pilot voice. Lena rolled her eyes as Nickie giggled from the backseat.
“Where am I picking you up again?” she asked, glancing at the sidewalk.
“Aw, you’re no fun,” Rooster jokingly whined.
“Hi, Uncle Roos!” Nickie shouted from the backseat.
“Hey, buddy! How are you?” Bradley asked, reverting back to his normal voice.
“Good! There’s lots of planes here!”
“There are,” Rooster agreed.
“Look, if you want the free ride and meal that I promised, you do have to tell me where you are so that I can pick you up,” Lena sighed, driving slowly through the terminal.
“I’m down at the end. Right past the last set of speed bumps before you get to the next airline.”
“Okay, then we’ll see you in a few seconds.”
“No, no, Mommy, you’re supposed to say, ‘copy that’,” Nickie corrected her.
“You tell her, Nickie!”
“Goodbye,” Lena stressed, ending the call.
She plopped her phone into the cupholder and looked through the crowded mess on the sidewalk. Lena slowly rolled over the last set of speed bumps before Nickie began to eagerly bounce in his seat and press his hands against the window.
“There he is!”
“Still dressed like its 1986,” Lena mumbled under her breath.
Rooster waved comedically to Nickie as he followed Lena’s car, causing Nickie to laugh and wave back to him just as dramatically. Lena slowed the car down before putting it into park. Rooster walked around to the back, opened the trunk, and placed his duffel bag down.
“Uncle Roos!” Nickie called excitedly.
“Is that Nickie? Nah, you’re too big to be Nickie,” Rooster teased his nephew.
“It’s me!” Nickie huffed as Rooster walked around the car.
“Thanks for picking me up, Sis. You’re too kind,” Rooster joked, sliding into the passenger seat.
“I know, I am,” Lena replied with a small smile.
She leaned over and tugged her brother into a tight hug that Bradley happily returned. It had been a solid eight months since the Bradshaw siblings were in the same city. And even though Bradley called and emailed her whenever he could, it was nice to have her brother sitting beside her again.
“How was your flight?” Lena asked, turning to pull out of the airport.
“Not too bad. Long. But now I get to hang out with my favorite nephew all day!” Rooster replied, spinning around to face Nickie.
“I’m your only nephew!”
“Still counts!”
“Seatbelt,” Lena stated, smacking Rooster on the arm. “Even fighter pilots need to wear their seatbelts.”
“Yeah, Uncle Roos!”
Lena drove them away from the airport, chatting casually with Rooster about his most recent deployment and any other life updates. But Nickie quickly butted into the conversation and informed Uncle Rooster all about his life. Rooster listened along intently, adding commentary where necessary, and genuinely making Nickie feel heard.
After all, Nickie was Rooster’s godson. Jake was more than a little annoyed about it at the time, but Rooster was Nickie’s godfather. And Rooster absolutely adored Nickie. He hated the fact that Nickie’s dad was Jake, but he wouldn’t hesitate to spend any time with Nickie. Ever.
“And Daddy promised to take me to a football game soon!” Nickie yelled out excitedly, missing how Rooster’s expression changed.
“Did you get that in writing?” Rooster asked Nickie dryly.
Lena immediately smacked Rooster on the arm, causing him to huff and rub the tender skin. Nickie was a little confused about the shift in the atmosphere, but he just laughed off the interaction between his mom and his uncle. Lena shot her brother a look before turning back to the road.
“Do not talk bad about J-A-K-E in front of Nickie,” she stated, leaving no room for argument.
The only time that Lena ever saw her brother turn purple with rage, minus the paper pulling situation, was when she told him about her and Jake. Rooster spouted off just about every bad word that he ever heard about Jake, told Lena that she was making the biggest mistake of her life, and swore up and down that Jake was just going to break her heart.
Rooster quieted down about his distaste for Jake around the time that Nickie was born and they both used Nickie as a buffer between them when they were forced to be around each other. But Lena just wished that they would just bury the hatchet already. And she definitely would not tolerate either of them talking bad about the other in front of Nickie.
Absolutely not.
“I’m just saying—”
“—And you’re going to stop saying whatever it is,” Lena interjected, shooting her brother a sharp glare. “He apologized for that and he made it up. So, drop it.”
“I’m just saying that he’s an A-S-S-H-O—”
“—Brad, I know, okay?” Lena huffed, getting a little aggravated with her brother. “I left him for a reason. But don’t talk bad about him in front of your nephew. He’s still part of our lives whether you like it or not. So, don’t talk about him like that. Got it?”
“Fine,” Rooster replied, dropping the discussion. He turned back to Nickie with a new and slightly forced smile. “We can toss a ball around in the backyard when we get to your house, Nickie.”
“Yay!”
Lena pulled up to her and Nickie’s home a few minutes later. The house that actually used to belong to Maverick and was the house that she and Bradley lived in after their mom passed. When Lena called Maverick crying about her divorce, he gifted her the house. Unprompted and despite the fact that Lena told him that it was too much.
Maverick called it a fresh start. And, so, Lena took it.
“I’ll race you inside,” Rooster told Nickie, who hurriedly tugged at his car seat.
“There’s a child lock on his door,” Lena sighed, causing Rooster to glance back at her.
“Well, then I’ll get you out and then we’ll race, Nickie.”
Rooster pulled Nickie out of his car seat and set him on the ground. But Nickie wasn’t going to wait for anyone and took off for the house. Rooster was right behind him, which caused Nickie to squeal. Lena smiled to herself and slid out of the car. Lena walked up after them and unlocked the door.
“The baseball stuff is in that closet. Do not trek dirt into my house, Bradley.”
“Copy that,” Rooster replied, barely listening, as Nickie ran over to his toy closet.
Nickie and Rooster headed outside to toss a baseball around while Lena started on lunch. She was in the middle of pulling out ingredients for sandwiches when her phone started to buzz. Noting the contact, Lena let out a sigh and answered the call.
“Hello?”
“Are you at work?” Jake asked as Lena moved around her kitchen.
“No, I took the day off. My brother is in town.”
“Did he get called back to Top Gun?” Jake immediately questioned, unable to hide his distaste.
“Yes, why?”
“I got called up too. And so did Javy.”
Lena paused for a moment, staring out the window. If the Navy already called in Jake, Bradley, and Javy, she had to assume that something big was happening. And by ‘big’ she meant dangerous. And Lena preferred to stay away from the danger zone. Very far away from the danger zone.
“So, are you coming to Miramar soon then?” Lena asked, refocusing on the phone call.
“I’m driving down from Lemoore now. It says that I’m about four hours away.” There was a beat of silence before Jake asked, “Am I allowed to come over since the chicken is there?”
“Jake,” Lena pleaded quietly, “he’s still Nickie’s uncle. We haven’t seen him in nearly a year.”
“Well, I’m Nickie’s dad.”
“I’m aware,” Lena sighed, leaning on the countertop. “And Nickie knows that too.” Lena glanced out the window before turning back to her call. “Bradley isn’t staying for dinner. He should be gone by the time that you get here.”
“Thank you.”
“Did you want me to tell Nickie that you’re coming here?”
“No, I’ll surprise him.”
“Okay. Text me when you get to Miramar.”
“I will. Bye.”
“Bye, Jake.”
Setting her phone down on the countertop, Lena held her head in her hands and took a breath.
She didn’t plan on getting divorced. She didn’t want to get divorced. She tried to make it work. She tried to get them into counseling, she tried to communicate how she was feeling and what she needed from their relationship, and she reminded herself over and over again about how miserable her mom was as a single mom.
But she wasn’t her mom. She wasn’t strong like her mom. She didn’t lose Jake like Carole lost Goose. She lost Jake while he was standing right there in front of her. The fantasy that she had in her head shattered and there were too many pieces to pick up and put back together.
And even though her ex-mother-in-law accused her of enjoying the divorce, Lena didn’t take any pleasure in it. But she tried and she failed. And she tried again and she failed. And there were only so many times that she could try before she lost it. So, she got divorced.
Turning back to the bread, Lena simply focused on making lunch. She eventually set the plates down on the table and walked over to the sliding door. Pushing it open, she stuck her head outside.
“Lunch is ready. But leave your dirty shoes on the steps,” she called, shooting a look at Rooster.
“Copy that, Mommy!” Nickie shouted happily.
They all sat around the table, enjoying lunch and catching up. Taking a sip from her drink, Lena turned to her brother.
“So, what time are you leaving?”
“Before dinner time. I should see who else got the call up. And they’ll all be at the Hard Deck.”
“Say ‘hi’ to Penny for me,” Lena replied, wiping at Nickie’s face.
“I will,” Rooster promised.
“I like Penny,” Nickie announced, pushing his vegetables around on his plate. “She gave me a pop-sickle. And let me ring the bell!”
“I’ve always wanted to ring the bell,” Rooster told Nickie, as if he were sharing top-secret government information. “What was it like?”
“Really loud! Mommy didn’t like it.”
Rooster laughed as Lena shook her head at the memory. She distinctly recalled dragging Nickie away from the bell because he wouldn’t let go. Luckily, it was just Penny, Jimmy, and Amelia in the bar at the time. But poor Theo the dog had to run for cover.
“Because you did it when I was standing right next to the bell, Nickie. And you wouldn’t let go,” Lena reminded her son, poking his cheek.
“‘Cause it was fun!”
“Mhmm,” Lena teased her son. Glancing down at his plate, she sighed and set down her utensils. “Nickie, can you try eating some of the vegetables?”
“I don’t want broccoli. It’s gross!”
“What about the carrots then?” Lena tried to negotiate. “If you eat two carrots, we’ll have some ice cream. How about that?”
“Ice cream?” Nickie repeated, perking up instantly.
“Now that sounds like an even trade to me,” Rooster agreed, earning a thankful nod from Lena.
“I think so. Here, we’ll all eat one together.”
Lena and Rooster picked up a carrot each and Nickie begrudgingly followed along. And even though he looked like he hated his life while he chewed on the carrots, Nickie still ate two of them without too much protest. Quickly hopping up when he was done, Nickie turned to his mom.
“Ice cream!”
Lena shot her son a look, earning a sheepish smile in return that definitely came from his dad’s side of the family.
“Please,” Nickie added on at the end.
After Nickie scarfed down a scoop of ice cream, they headed outside. Nickie happily ran around the driveway. Sometimes he would toss a ball to Rooster and sometimes he would shoot it at the small basketball hoop, but Nickie happily entertained himself while on his sugar high. And that left Lena and Rooster some space to catch up on topics that Lena didn’t want Nickie to hear.
“So, is he coming?” Rooster asked, causing Lena to sigh.
“Yes, he’s coming,” she confirmed quietly. “Don’t tell Nickie. He wants to surprise him.”
“Do you need me to leave?”
“No, I told him to come around dinner. He’ll text me when he’s close and ready,” Lena replied, fiddling with her necklace. “But please don’t antagonize him if you see him.”
“It’s usually the other way around.”
“Just please don’t try and make things worse,” Lena sighed, turning to her brother.
“I’m always on my best behavior.”
Lena let out an incredulous laugh that immediately had Rooster rolling his eyes. It was the godawful laugh that Lena always used when he was being an asshole to piss him off even more. He hated it. And he knew that Hangman hated it too. And Bradley guessed that their mom Carole and Maverick hated it as well because it always made them go ghost white when they heard it.
“Oh, you kill me, you really do,” Lena sighed, wiping fake tears away.
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Jake knew that as soon as Rooster started up the piano routine, he was going to leave.
He studied the competition, caught up with Javy, and had a nice cold beer for the first time in five months. So, when the chord to the jukebox was pulled, Jake left the Hard Deck.
Hell, if he had it his way, he would have already been with Lena and Nickie, but Jake didn’t get his way.
He didn’t get his way when he was served with divorce papers. He didn’t get his way when Lena moved with Nickie down to San Diego. He didn’t get his way when Lena was awarded primary custody by the courts because he was active-duty.
Jake Seresin just didn’t get his way when it came to Lena Bradshaw.
If Jake had it his way, he would still be married to Lena, living in Lemoore in the house that he handpicked for them, and the damn chicken would mind his fucking business. He would see Nickie every day that he was in the States. Maybe they would have even had a second or third kid by now.
But Jake didn’t get his way.
Pulling up to Lena’s house, Jake headed for the side door. It was unlocked and Jake let himself inside the house. he took a few steps until he saw Lena cooking dinner in the kitchen. She glanced up and smiled when she spotted him.
“Nickie, sweetie, can you come in here for me?” Lena called, wiping her hands on a dish towel.
Nickie walked into Jake’s view from the family room, where he was probably playing with his toys or watching cartoons. Nickie held the coyote plushie—even though Jake was a hundred percent sure that it was actually a wolf—that Javy got him to his chest as he walked over to the kitchen, completely unaware of Jake’s presence.
“Hey, who’s that?” Lena asked Nickie, pointing in Jake’s direction.
Nickie turned around, following his mom’s finger. But when he spotted Jake, his dad who he hadn’t seen in nearly five months, Nickie let out a little delighted gasp and ran over. Jake bent down and caught Nickie as he flung himself forward.
“Daddy!” Nickie yelled out.
“Hey, little man,” Jake called, scooping Nickie up into a tight hug.
Jake held his son to his chest and pressed a kiss to the top of his head. Rocking his son back and forth, Jake tried to keep a lid on his own emotions.
“I missed you.”
“I missed you too, Daddy.”
“God, you’re getting so big,” Jake murmured, mostly to himself, as he brushed Nickie’s hair back.
“Bigger than you!” Nickie stated, sitting up straighter.
“Someday, maybe,” Jake agreed with a light chuckle. “Are you being a good boy for Mommy?”
Nickie nodded quickly with a small, mischievous grin. It was the grin that always popped up when Nickie got caught doing something that he wasn’t supposed to do. It also usually resulted in Lena turning to Jake with an exasperated ‘he gets that from your side of the family’ expression.
“Most of the time,” Lena joked, standing a few steps away.
Jake straightened up a bit more and nodded to his ex-wife with a small smile. He tried to not let his eyes linger on her bare left ring finger and turned to meet her gaze. And even though it had been about seven years since he met Lena Bradshaw—though she was still Lena Seresin in his mind—he still got that same warm feeling crawling up his neck whenever he saw her.
“Lena,” Jake greeted her softly.
“It’s good to see you, Jake,” she returned quietly. “We were just about to eat. Are you hungry?”
“I could definitely eat,” Jake agreed with a nod. “Thanks.”
“Of course.”
“Are you staying all night, Daddy?” Nickie called, redirecting Jake’s attention.
“I don’t think so, Nick,” Jake replied, fixing Nickie’s shirt for him.
“Aw,” Nickie complained, causing both Lena and Jake to wince. “Why not?”
“I’ve got training tomorrow morning. Super early,” Jake explained, not even completely lying.
“Can he stay another night, Mommy?” Nickie asked Lena, causing her to freeze for a moment.
“Yeah, he can stay another night,” she agreed, nodding along. “But let’s eat dinner first, okay?”
They sat around the table as a family. It was times like those that Jake sometimes forgot that they weren’t married anymore. This house wasn’t his home. It wasn’t their home. And well, Jake could never dwell on those feelings anyways. Not without whiskey on hand, anyways. Jake helped Nickie cut the bigger piece of chicken into little bits while Lena placed a scoop of vegetables on Nickie’s plate.
“How was the Hard Deck?” Lena asked, turning to her ex.
“It was fine. Scoped out the competition. Played a little pool. Made an early exit,” Jake replied, causing Lena to nod along. “Maverick got thrown out.”
Lena picked her head up sharply at the news and Nickie started to bounce in his seat at the mention of his great uncle. Though more often than not, Nickie called Maverick something along the lines of ‘Grandpa Mav’ because Maverick was the closest figure to a grandfather that Nickie had. Jake’s parents stopped visiting after the divorce, after all.
“Maverick is in town?” Lena asked Jake quietly.
“He didn’t tell you?” Jake returned, raising an eyebrow.
“No, he didn’t,” Lena stated, shaking her head. “And he got thrown out?”
“He left his phone on the bar and couldn’t pay his tab.”
“I told him not to go there,” Lena sighed, shaking her head.
“And your brother was there too,” Jake replied, causing Lena to reluctantly meet his gaze.
“How was that?” she asked quietly, glancing down at her plate.
“It was how it normally goes,” Jake muttered, causing Lena to wince.
“Daddy, can we watch a movie together? Please!” Nickie asked, grabbing Jake’s arm.
“Yeah, we can watch a movie, Nick. But we have to finish eating first, okay?”
“Okay!”
Jake asked Nickie about how things were going at daycare. Nickie happily told his dad everything that was going on in his life and held onto every single word that Jake spoke about aviation. Lena glanced between her son and Jake, easily picking out the similarities between them. After all, Nickie was quickly growing to look like his dad’s twin.
They eventually cleaned up and Jake settled on the couch with Nickie, who picked out a movie for them to watch. Lena gave them their space and went back to her office to catch up on some work. Lena poked her head out once to remind Jake about Nickie’s bedtime, but Jake was already giving Nickie a bath, so she just went back to work.
Jake came and knocked on the door to her office when it was time to put Nickie to bed. They walked into Nickie’s bedroom together like the divorce was just some bad dream that they already forgot about. Lena pulled back the blankets on Nickie’s bed and stepped aside for Jake.
“Alright, time for bed, Nickie.”
Jake laid Nickie down on his bed and pulled up Nickie’s blankets over him. Tucking Nickie into bed for the night, Jake handed Nickie his coyote plushie and ruffled Nickie’s still wet hair.
“Are you coming back, Daddy?” Nickie asked, causing Jake to nod quickly.
“Yeah, I’m coming back. I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?”
“Okay,” Nickie replied, immediately perking up.
“I love you, Nickie.”
“Love you too, Daddy.”
Nickie sat up and wrapped his little arms around Jake’s neck to hug him. Jake quickly hugged Nickie back and pressed a kiss to Nickie’s head. After holding onto Nickie for a bit longer, Jake reluctantly released his son and stepped aside. Lena walked over, pressed a kiss to Nickie’s head, and told him that she loved him before she and Jake headed out of Nickie’s bedroom.
Carefully shutting the door, Lena waited a moment before she turned to Jake.
“I’m working tomorrow, so if you get out before four, you can pick him up if you want. Just text me,” Lena offered as she and Jake walked towards the door.
“I will if we get out,” Jake replied immediately.
“Do you still have the car seat your truck?”
“Never took it out,” Jake assured her, grabbing his wallet and keys.
“Okay,” she agreed softly, nodding along. Wrapping her arms around herself, Lena nodded to him before stepping to the side. “Goodnight, Jake.”
“Night,” he whispered back, reaching for the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“See you tomorrow,” she returned quietly.
Jake nodded to her one last time before taking his leave and heading over to his car. Lena closed the door behind him and locked it for the night. Watching Jake’s truck drive off into the night, Lena sighed and leaned on the door, resting her head against the wood.
“Talk to me, Mom,” she murmured, glancing up at the ceiling with a conflicted expression. “What do I do?”
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jasmyluv · 1 year
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029. "Bee"-t my dust!
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You were nervous, to say the least. Yes, you've been in many competitions and won them, but that doesn't lessen your fear of losing.
"You ok?" A familiar voice asks you.
"Oh, hi, Heizou. I'm fine, just nervous, you know?" You say, fidgeting your fingers.
"Ah, a feeling I know all too well, heh." He says, sitting down beside you.
"Huh? Really? You seem so confident though." You state the obvious.
"It's a facade. Who wouldn't be nervous competing with a potential valedictorian?" He confesses, grinning innocently.
"Ah- You flatter me, Heizou. Thank you."
"All participants, please move to the stage to your respective podiums. Again, all participants, please move to the stage to your respective podiums. Thank you." You're cut off by P.A going off.
"Well, Heizou. Good luck." You both stand.
"You as well, [Name]." 
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"Hello and welcome to the annual spelling bee of the academic year 2022 to 2023! I am your game host, Kamisato Ayaka, and will be hosting tonight's game. I'm sure you all know how the spelling bee works, yes? Alright. Let us first meet the competitors, shall we?" Ayaka introduces herself to the audience and your fellow competitors.
"Ok, what's your name?" She asks.
"Arataki numero-uno Itto!!"
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"Xingqiu, delighted to meet your acquaintance."
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"Uh, Layla."
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"Shikanoin Heizou."
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"I am Astrologist Mona Megistus."
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"Albedo Kreindeprinz of the STEM branch."
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"Raiden Kunikuzushi or Scaramouche."
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"What's your name?"
"My name is [Name] [Last Name]." You speak into your mic, smiling to the crowd.
"Here are your eight competitors for this spelling bee. Get the most points to win the grand prize!"
Another voice comes into the scene, Keqing's. "Spell controversy."
*Ding!* 
Your podium lights up red.
"[Name]." She calls out your name.
"C-o-n-t-r-o-v-e-r-s-y." 
"Correct." The crowd cheers for you as your points go up 100 points.
"Yes!" 
"Ugh…" Scaramouche groans in annoyance. Is this a challenge of agility now?
"Don't groan, Scara. The competition's only starting."
"Yeah, yeah." 
"Next, spell the word uncopyrightable."
*Ding!* 
Scaramouche's podium lights up.
"Kunikuzushi."
"U-n-c-o-p-y-r-i-g-h-t-a-b-l-e." He says with very little hesitation in his voice.
"Correct." 
Ah, may the battle begin, Raiden.
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SYNOPSIS When you, a student who finds her best friend admits the terrors of high school. A best friend who’ve you’d hated ever since he left. Of all people, why was he the one to make you swoon, a person you swore to hate?
Fun facts!
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Kazuha's list is actually trusted sjhfj
your friend group and scara's friend group are in the audience
2000 dollars for the champion, 1500 dollars for 1st runner up, 1000 dollars for 2nd runner up
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through the hourglass 199. brb x oc
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a/n: god he's so cute. one year later and i still am in l o v e with you sir. (comments and reblogs are super welcome and encouraged!! they make my nights they really do<3)
pairing: plus size!oc x rooster
warnings: pregnancy, it's baby popping time ( part 2 the electric bugaloo )
goodness gracious (pls read this one to know more what this fic is about!!)
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When she was pregnant with Nikki, they were prepared. Things were done with around the sixth month, which was the plan for the twins as well, they’d get things ready by the sixth month and then worry forward…which when he checked his phone,  he noticed that right now, past midnight, she was already in the six months area.
But it was still early.
He inhales shakily while holding Nicole to his chest, eyes forward, face blank of any emotion as he tried to understand what just happened. The doctors,while surprised to hear about the labor, reassured Rooster that she’d be fine…except she’d be alone this time.
It’d be a c-section, its what they told him, and his eyes met Beatrice’s who just stared back up at him horrified, so scared and still feeling small. He reached for her hand, holding her fingers only for her touch to slip away from his when they rolled her into the room. He’d be able to get in there once it was safe.
He called everyone, the guys,Mav,Bea’s parents, her siblings…everyone was aware. Bea’s mother almost fainted over the phone and Maverick did end up breaking something, he heard it…and now he was in the room, with Nikki,waiting for Beatrice’s mother to come because he wasn’t allowed in the room with Bea.
It was an emergency c-section after all.
He looks up when he hears footsteps approaching, soon enough Maverick’s panting face appears on the door, “Rooster.” he breathes out, “Sorry,I came as fast as I could, how’s Bea?”
“She’s having the c-section now.”
He nods, looking to his nephew and grand-niece, “And you?”
Rooster looked away from Maverick, the weight of what was happening clinging on his shoulders, “...I’m fuckin’ terrified.” he whispers, “It’s too early,Mav.”
Maverick puts a comforting hand on Rooster's shoulder, understanding the fear and worry that must be consuming him. "I know, Rooster," he says softly, "But the doctors are doing everything they can to take care of Bea and the babies. She's in good hands."
Rooster nods, his grip on Nicole tightening slightly as he tries to keep himself together. "I know," he says, his voice trembling, "It's just...it's too early. I thought we had more time, you know?"
Maverick squeezes his shoulder reassuringly, "I know." he says, holding back the ‘so am I’ "It's a scary situation, but you have to trust the doctors. They know what they're doing, and they'll do everything they can to make sure Bea and the babies are safe."
"I know," Rooster repeats, taking a deep breath, "I just wish I could be in there with her." he looks at the door she’d roll in any second now, “...I know I have to stay with Nikki,” if his daughter could sense the uneasiness,she wasn’t showing it, too busy with her teething ring.
"I know you do," Maverick says, "But sometimes, all we can do is wait and trust that things will be okay. Bea is strong, and so are those babies. They'll get through this." he sighed, sitting down on the other chair in the room,clasping his hands together, “You called anyone else?”
“I called everyone.”
“Hm,alright…am I the first one here?” Rooster nods, “Alright.”
“I thought Penny was with you.” his nephew says, looking back at Maverick, “You two are living together after all.”
Maverick smiles while holding Nicole’s little hand, his eyes on her, “She was at the bar tonight.” he explains, making Rooster give him a confused look, “She thinks something is off, so she was checking the cameras with Jessie and Shells.”
“Oh,I see.” Rooster was glad they could have this conversation, he was glad he could ease his brain the best he could. He had no idea how long she’d be inside, they got in the hospital about ten minutes ago and since then it’s been radio silence. “...we didn’t even finish the nursery?”
“Hm?”
“The twins’ nursery.” he whispers, “She finished painting it, but…the cribs, everything, it’s still empty.”
Maverick reaches over to pat Rooster's shoulder, offering a comforting gesture once he lets go of Nicole’s hand. "Don't worry about that right now," he says gently, "The nursery can wait, and we'll all pitch in to help you get it ready when the time is right."
Rooster furrows his brows, “You don’t have to do that." he says, but his uncle just smirks, patting his shoulder again. Rooster,knowing he can’t win this, ends up taking a deep breath, "I just can't help but feel like I should have been more prepared."
"You are prepared," Maverick reassures him, "You and Bea have been preparing for this moment since you found out she was pregnant again. You've been taking great care of her and Nikki, and you'll do the same for the twins." he pauses, “So they came a bit early, that’s fine. They’d still be here, even now.”
“...do you know how big five month babies are?” Rooster asks, holding his hands apart while holding Nicole with the inside of his arm against his chest, “This big…hell they can be smaller than my hands.” he clenches his fists, then closes his eyes, burying his nose on Nicole’s hair, trying to find comfort with the little toddler, “I…”
“It’s okay,Rooster.”
He was going on a spiral. He was feeling guilty and angry with himself, and Nicole was noticing it. She was looking back at him, her tiny hands touching his face, “Dada?’ she calls, “Woops?” and that makes a smile appear on his face, even if his heart feels so immensely heavy.
“Dada is fine,” he kisses her tiny palm, then nuzzles her cheek, “Dada is worried about mama.” and he sighs into her hair, then arches his brows before muttering, “I need some coffee,can you hold her for a bit?” As if he needed to ask, his uncle immediately grabbed Nicole from his lap and walked around the room,showing the different things there enough to keep her distracted.
Rooster stands up and inhales. Deeply. He rolls his neck, then his shoulders as if to break the ‘ick’ that was on his body,digging his hands into his pockets as he walks out of the room to the hospital’s cafeteria. He sees a few patients coming in, a few other mothers and some couples, as he walks slowly on the hallway.
He feels heavy.
And every step echoes.
It’s like he’s moving in slow motion in a movie, but he knows he’s not. This was real life and his wife was undergoing an emergency c-section and he has no idea if she’s okay or not. When he reaches the cafeteria, which honestly felt like a blink of an eye, he looks around until he finds the coffee machine, tucked in the corner, almost hidden. He doesn’t know why, but hospital coffee was always delicious to him.
Whenever he came with his mother, he’d go through four cups of these while chewing on some biscuits. His mother’s treatment lasted a few minutes, so when he was done, he’d walk around the hospital and see the surroundings…it helped his mind and his heart. As he fills his cup, he wonders if that’s what he’s feeling right now: the shadow of a memory, the fear of entering the hospital and waiting for news.
Rooster takes a moment to collect himself, taking slow, deep breaths as he sips his coffee. He knows he needs to stay strong for Beatrice and their babies, but he can't help the overwhelming emotions that are swirling inside him. 
He glances at his phone, checking the time, “...only thirty minutes? Fuck.”. The wait feels excruciating, and he can't help but feel helpless at this moment. He wishes he could do more, but all he can do now is wait and hope for the best.
As he stands in the cafeteria, he recalls the words of Maverick, reminding him that he and Beatrice have been preparing for this moment. He knows they have a strong support system, and he takes some comfort in that thought. He knows they are not alone in this journey, and they have family and friends who care deeply about them.
With his coffee in hand, he takes a deep breath and starts walking back towards the recovery room. He shouldn’t be surprised when he hears the loud voices in the hallway, his smile widening because he knows that everyone else is there.
And indeed everyone was. Bea’s siblings and her parents, alongside the Dagger Squad, all of them sitting outside the room as he sees Maverick talking to them from the door. It was Evelyn who notices hims first, doing a double take then touching Jake’s shoulder to warn him, “Rooster–”
“Bradley!” Claudia walks through the group and meets him, wrapping him into a tight,motherly hug that only his mother in law could give. She cups the back of his head, he has to lower himself a bit so it’s comfortable for her to touch him, “Oh my bambino, is she okay? What happened?”
“I…honestly,Claudia I don’t know, they just…” he shrugged, “Wanted to come out?”
His mother in law eased out a gentle laugh, it was tense and he could see it in her eyes, but she smiled nonetheless. When she met his eyes, her eyebrows lowered and her hands cupped his cheeks, “Bambino, you know neither of you are at fault because of this,right?”
Rooster takes a moment to process Claudia's words, feeling the weight of her reassurance and support. He nods slowly, smiling at her  "I know," he says softly, "But it's just...hard not to feel guilty, you know? I keep thinking maybe I missed something, or I should have done something differently."
Claudia smiles warmly at him, her hands still holding his cheeks. "It's natural to feel that way," she says, "But you have been doing everything you can for Beatrice and the babies. Sometimes, things happen that are beyond our control. What's important now is that we support each other and stay strong as a family. Okay?"
Rooster's eyes welled up with tears as he looked into Claudia's caring gaze. "Thank you," he says, his voice choked with emotion, "I uh…she went into surgery thirty minutes ago."
“When we had Beatrice, it lasted a bit more than that.” Rafael’s deep voice says from behind Claudia and the Schiavoni patriarch hugs his son-in-law just like Claudia did, “She’ll be okay.” he says softly, shaking his shoulder with a small grin, “They’ll be fine,Bradley.”
“I…I know.” he says quietly, clearing his throat before looking behind his in-laws, “Did you all…come here together?”
“Sort of,” Phoenix replies, “Jake called all of us and we just rushed over…so yes?”
“We’ll be here for you guys.” Payback smiles, giving his friend a thumbs up, “Don’t worry about it,Rooster.
And for a brief second, the weight lifted completely.
-
She comes back an hour later, sleeping and quietly snoring as she’s rolled back into the room. Rooster stands up to look at the nurses, his mouth parting as he follow Beatrice with his eyes, “...is…are they all okay?”
The nurse smiles at Rooster, fixing Beatrice’s covers once she’s back into the room. "Yes, they're all doing well," she says, "The twins are in the neonatal intensive care unit, but they are stable and receiving the best care. Your wife did great during the surgery, and she's in recovery now."
Rooster lets out a sigh of relief, feeling a weight lifted off his shoulders. "Thank you," he says, "Thank you for taking care of them."
The nurse nods, "Of course, it's our job. And we'll make sure to keep you updated on their progress."
Rooster looks over at Beatrice, sleeping soundly, and then back at the nurse. "Thank you,I…I’ll be with her a bit but can I see them after?” she smiles more, nodding at him and cooing at Nicole when she followed the nurse with her eyes, saying ‘bye bye’ once she was out of the room.
And Rooster dropped on the chair after a few seconds trying to remain upright, with his left hand covering his eyes. He allowed the silence to take over, his family and friends had to leave since it was already late - not after Claudia got him a change of clothes, of course and taking Nicole to stay with her and Rafael for the time being - and Beatrice’s quiet breathing was the only thing he could hear.
He didn’t know if he wanted to cry or he wanted to laugh…or both. His body was still tense from everything, his shoulder muscles hurt immensely, like when you sleep in a bad position for hours and wake up feeling like you were run over by a car. Except he didn’t sleep.
Rooster takes a deep, shuddering breath, trying to release some of the tension in his body. He knows he needs to stay strong for Beatrice and the twins, but it's hard to keep his emotions in check after such an intense and emotional day.
He feels a mix of exhaustion, fear, and overwhelming love for his family. He reaches out and gently takes Beatrice's hand in his, giving it a light squeeze, rubbing her knuckles. "I love you,gorgeous." he whispers softly, though he knows she can't hear him.
He stays by her side, keeping a watchful eye on her as she rests, waiting for any news from the medical staff about their twins. The minutes feel like hours, and he finds himself drifting in and out of anxious thoughts, that and the obvious need to sleep.
After what seems like an eternity, a nurse comes into the room to check on Beatrice. She smiles warmly at Rooster, giving him a reassuring pat on the shoulder. "Did she wake up?” he shakes his head negatively, “Ah,it’s alright, it was a long surgery, she needs the rest.” and she leans over to check her vitals, all the while Rooster watches from a few inches away, crossing his arms over his chest since he doesn’t know what to do with his hands.
The nurse finishes her check-up and nods approvingly. "Her vitals look good," she says, "She's just in a deep sleep right now, which is completely normal after surgery. She'll wake up when her body is ready."
Rooster nods, chewing his lower lip as his hand comes up to rub his neck. He knows Beatrice needs her rest, but he can't help but worry about her and the twins. “That’s good…that’s good.”
The nurse smiles at the tender moment and gives Rooster a reassuring pat on the back. "You're doing great," she says, "Both of you are. The twins are receiving excellent care in the NICU and let me tell you, your little girl? I think she’s the spunky one of the bunch."
"Oh," Rooster says softly, his voice choked with emotion, "Really?"
The nurse chuckles softly, "Oh yes, she's got quite the personality already. I had the pleasure of checking on both of them earlier, and she’s a little wriggly worm. Your little boy is a bit quieter, but he’s still moving."
Rooster can't help but smile at the image the nurse paints of his babies. His heart feels so much lighter. They are moving, god they are moving already. "And…they are okay? Healthy wise,I mean.”
“Well,” she fixes Beatrice’s gown before looking back at him, “They are preemies, which means we need to keep an eye on them until they can leave. Five month preemies are rare, but not uncommon.” she smiles, “Honestly, your twins are the most active ones I’ve seen in a while and I’ve worked here for over twenty years now.”
“Oh,huh,that’s.” a fucking relief, “That’s great. So nothing out of the ordinary?”
“Nothing we could see,” she says while sliding her hands into her scrubs’ pants, “They are asleep now, so they are mimicking their mama.” she smiles back at Beatrice, then turns her head to Rooster, “Would you like to see them?”
He opens his mouth to say yes, he wants to say yes, but his eyes slowly drop to Beatrice. If she wakes up and he’s not there, he’s scared she might not be okay with it…plus,he’d want to see the twins with her, if he was able to do so. 
"Thank you for offering," Rooster says to the nurse, "But I want to wait until Beatrice wakes up. It's important for both of us to see them together."
The nurse smiled understandingly, "Of course, that's completely understandable. Take your time, and when you're both ready, I'll be happy to take you to the NICU to see them."
Rooster nods again, giving the nurse a thankful little grin as he watches as she leaves the room. Rooster, once alone again, falls back on the chair and holds his head on his hands, breathing into his palms, “...they are okay.” he mumbles, rubbing the bridge of his nose, “They are okay,god, they are okay.” Beatrice makes a little noise in her throat and turns her head towards him, her fingers twitching and he could swear he heard her soft whisper of ‘Brad…’
“Are you awake?” He questions but he gets no reply, only seeing her chest move up and down, eyelids fluttering as she dreams. No, she’s still fast asleep. He reaches out and gently brushes a strand of hair away from her face, his touch light and tender.
He leans in closer, speaking softly to her, "I'm right here, Bea," he murmurs, "You did great, and the twins are doing well too. I love you so much." He places a gentle kiss on her forehead, the little smile on her face - even in her sleep - was the confirmation she heard him. He sighs, now he was the one feeling sleep take over him, he knows he has to sleep so he could be there for Bea when she wakes up…so he pulls the chair closer to the bed, lets his eyes flutter shut and holds her hand as he, much like Bea, fall on a deep slumber.
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plutosmoonchild · 2 years
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astro notes III
come say hi on instagram! 💓
🐬 leo placements can l o v e hosting, especially leo moons. they could have a more reserved sun sign, like scorpio, but throw a leo moon in there and they really enjoy having people over.
🐬 this could also be true for anyone with jupiter in the 4th house. jupiter enlarges, the 4th house is related to your home so jupiter in the 4th folks may often have lots of people there - wether they like it or not. I once had a friend with a 4th house jupiter and her roommates always had friends over. she hated it, tho.
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🐬 jupiter in virgo may be the types to question their own beliefs a lot, especially spiritual ones. jupiter doesn't sit too well in the sign which likes to (over-)analyze every little detail. jupiter thinks b i g. so abstract subjects which can't really be proven (for they fall into the domain of beliefs) like astrology or religion might be questioned a lot by jupiter in virgo folks. even if those beliefs are their own. a virgo jupiter might be a practicing astrologer yet there still might be this nagging voice in their head asking them if this stuff is even real lol. this can help with the progression of the subject at hand, though. by asking lots of questions, never being one hundred percent sure, new things and perspectives are being found and developed.
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🐬 mercury synastry is seriously overlooked! communication is such an important part of any relationship: if you constantly have to "fight" to get your point across or struggle to be understood by your partner/friend/parent/co-worker/whatever then this really takes its toll on a relationship. even worse if you struggle to communicate well to begin with. when checking synastry always check your mercury placements and the aspects between mercury and the other planets.
🐬 for example my ex bf had a pisces mercury, mine is in leo (I know, I know). we had so many misunderstandings, seriously. I often said things jokingly, exaggerating etc. and he would be so offended but not even telling me? later, when we had fights about totally different things, he would bring those things up, saying how I am such a brat lol.
🐬 this doesn't mean those mercury combos can't work, though - they absolutely can! it just maybe needs a bit more effort and deliberation. this is why I say check your mercuries. it can help you understand the challenges as well as the potential! e.g. I actually l o v e talking to other fire mercuries: my dad has an aries mercury, we talk a lot and often dicuss many topics for hours haha. a close friend of mine has a sag mercury and we talk about the most random stuff, sending us memes etc. it's so easy to talk to her, the conversation just flows, I never think about wether it might be cringy to add an extra emoji - you can just let loose haha.
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terra-wisp · 1 year
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Day 10: "In Between" || 462 Words || Fleurmione (Beauty and the Beast AU - But not in the way you think) @sapphicmicrofics
“Hermione! I do not know where all this dust comes from, but I do not appreciate all this extra work you give me!” 
Fleur’s voice echoed throughout the vast room that was the Master’s library. Normally, the monstrous prince and his initially unwilling guest were frequent visitors, but today it was just Fleur and Hermione.
A singular feather duster flipped onto the shelving dedicated to Herbal Remedies, almost as if an unseen hand held it as it cleaned yet another layer of unending dust. The wand worked diligently, with the grace of a dancer. All the while, Fleur’s voice continued to chat to her silent audience. 
Eventually, the tool of lacquered wood and feathers stopped, and in a surprisingly human motion two of its feathers separated from the rest to pantomime putting one’s hands on their hips. It was then that the face along the handle was properly seen and it did not look amused. 
“Well? What do you have to say for yourself?” The feather duster, now revealed to be the lone chatty speaker within the vast room, called out. 
There wasn’t a verbal answer. Fleur hadn’t expected one, though it would’ve been nice. Instead, she spotted various tomes push themselves so they stuck out within their brethren. 
“Years within Colors” By Saint Sinclaire
“Overtures of the Last Century” By Poppy Earkat
“Universal Remedies for an Ailing Heart” By Holga Von Lipst
“Linseed Oil and its Many Uses” As contributed by the Sosh Valley Winery
The feather duster bounced from title to title as they each popped out, but she paid no attention to the books themselves and their content — simply the first letter. By the time the final title had revealed itself, Fleur was as close to breathless as a cursed inanimate object could be. 
But she got the message.
Y-O-U-L-O-V-E-M-E-A-N-Y-W-A-Y
The once proud head maid of the former Prince’s staff let out a shuddering sigh. 
“I love you too, mon lionne.” She tentatively placed a single feather against the red oak of the shelf she rested on. It had been so many years since the curse had stolen their bodies away. And while Fleur had retained some autonomy, the steward of the library had not been so lucky.
Hermione was here, and Fleur knew that they were amongst the lucky ones to not be separated from their significant other but it had been so long since she had heard her lover’s posh London accent.
“I am selfish, but I miss hearing your voice.” 
The books shuddered as another phrase was spelled out.
O-N-E-D-A-Y
The books were quick to straighten themselves out, likely because of the voices of their Master and the woman that the castle had put their hopes in. 
Fleur only hoped that it wouldn’t be too late. [A/N: Walked in on some people talking about Fleur as a feather duster in Beauty and the Beast, and I had a "huh" moment. This goes to you dorks. Also, if you spot my attempts at being clever...] [A/N 2: This is NOT part 3 of my random 3 part micro fic trilogy. I got waylaid.]
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jellysuli · 2 years
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a-z.
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masterlist
[a is for . . .] “apple pies?”
[b is for . . .] “before you judge you should at least try it first”
[c is for . . .] “can i marry you? should you ask my father for permission first?”
[d is for . . .] “do not enter…you don’t have to tell me twice!”
[e is for . . .] “everyone should vote me for president”
[f is for . . .] “falling in love? I don’t think I’m allow to talk about this on here….”
[g is for . . .] “give me a kiss please” sana: “we can’t do this on camera gaeun..” “you did it yesterday when we-“
[h is for . . .] “hello! im gaeun! twice’s soft voice”
[i is for . . .] “i have no idea what to do either so…”
[j is for . . .] “justin seagulls ? i don’t understand…what are you talking?”
[k is for . . .] “kiss me more~”
[l is for . . .] “love me before I’m gone…you’ll regret it later..”
[m is for . . .] “my heart goes out to wonwoo oppa, he’s the best of the best! and let’s be friends!”
[n is for . . .] “no no no….i can do it myself” *tries to do a cartwheel down the hall and hits her head on the wall* jeongyeon sighs at her*
[o is for . . .] “oh i am very attractive?”
[p is for . . .] “pretty please?”
[q is for . . .] “quit spamming ‘2 baddies no license’ I know I can’t drive and I already listen to oppa’s song”
[r is for . . .] “really?” “REALLY REALLY?!”
[s is for . . .] “shushhh! sana is talking!”
[t is for . . .] “tzuyu and i are planning to take a shower together~” *tzuyu in the bg* “UNNIE! YOU CANT STAY THAT ON CAMERA!”
[u is for . . .] “the only letter missing from the alphabet is u?…I think you need to go back to school…”
[v is for . . .] “very nice by seventeen gives my heart a lot of energy”
[w is for . . .] “weed? huh?”
[x is for . . .] “xiaojun? oh! I love his voice! he’s very kind!”
[y is for . . .] “you are the one for me and the only one for me..” *gaeun says this to a box of cake*
[z is for . . .] *hearing strange around her while inside a horror house* I GOT THE POWER OF TWICE WITH ME! COME OUT ZOMBIE!
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lets-win-it · 4 months
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Rotom we need you to tell us what's happening with Win, we're worried about her
[connection between @/lets-win-it and rotomblr have been severed]
<I-I have-e bzzt been do-oing that>
<I conn-nected the v-oices throu-ugh>
<try-ying to show bzzt wh-ats happen-ing>
<I- am worri-ied too but-t she is- safe-e for now bzzt>
<I will-l bzzt keep update-ing the sit-tuation>
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I have been doing that
I connected the voices through
Trying to know whats happening
I am worried too but she is safe for now
I will keep updatibg the situation
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Let's do this!
Rules: Spell out your url with your favorite songs.
Bonus: Add your favorite lyrics of that song.
I found out the hard way that there's a limit to the songs you can add to a post. So here we go with links instead
T There's A Place (Roo Panes)
if you've known love, then maybe you've known pain
H Here's Looking At You, Kid (The Gaslight Anthem)
boys will be boys and girls have those eyes that will cut you to ribbons sometime
E Eat Your Young (Hozier)
let me wrap my teeth around the world
L Land Of The Living (Roo Panes) yes another Roo Panes song cos he's bae
I hear the voices of my childhood singing it's the world beyond those doorways where we used to play
E Everybody Hurts (R.E.M.) the whole lyrics actually
everybody hurts sometimes
A Achilles Come Down (Gang of Youths)
see how the most dangerous thing is to love
S Spiracle (Flower Face)
I want the parts of your handgrenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear
T The Funeral (Bands of Horses)
at every occasion I'll be ready for the funeral
F Früher war ich meistens traurig (Herrenmagazin) yes, it's German
inzwischen bin ich ziemlich müde
A Above the Earth (If These Trees Could Talk)
no lyrics
V Video Games (Lana Del Rey) Lana had to be in this list
kissing in the blue dark, playing pool and wild darts
O Oates In The Water (Ben Howard)
there'll be things you never asked her oh how they tear at you now
R Running Up That Hill (Placebo) this cover >>>> fight me
there's so much hate for the ones we love
I I Will Follow You Into The Dark (Death Cab For Cutie)
when your soul embarks then I follow you into the dark
T This Year (The Mountain Goats) this was my anthem for 2020 lol
I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me
E Exit Music (For A Film) (Radiohead)
we hope your rules and wisdom choke you
DAUGHTER not a song but the band
setting fire to our insides for fun
Thanks to @wrnglr for tagging me (and thinking I have great taste in music lol)
Tagging @inkedstuff and @fausthieb and everyone cos I'm curious about what music y'all listen to
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My Mario movie trailer (2) takeaway that no one asked for but I'm sharing anyway~
-LUIGILUIGILUIGILUIGI
-oh my gosh jack black and charlie day are just  *little happy fanboy smile.. Great job guys (silent fan squeel)
-ALSO AS EVERYONE KNEW CHARLIE DAYS VOICE JUST WORKS FOR LUIGI IT JUST FITS SO WELL SOMEHOW I LOVE HIM
-im convinced that Chriss Pratt isng getting paid- he's paying them 
-it could be worse I guess but I quite frankly don't understand the people that are still saying “lets give him a chance”
-i guess I could hear that he was trying a Brooklyn accent? But like my guy the vibes need to be exaggerated and cartoony and energetic
-honestly tho won't ruin the experience because (I may or may not be planning something) and its kinda absolutely fucking hilarious
-felt some Mario slander going on lowkey, one one hand “stop, please,  my boy, let my boy be” but Chris pratts noises of distress as a terrible attempt at voice acting is somewhat therapeutic
-LUIGI LUIGI LUIGI
-i am definitely less partial to the origin story kind of plot because I feel I just prefer it when the Mario bros background is ambiguous and contradicts itself
-THE FUCKING COLORS THIOOO THE FUCKING COLORS ARE GODDAMN GORGEOUS
-on the same note PEACH PRETTY SHE PREBBY PRETTY HAIR PRETTYYYY
-i would prefer a higher pitched voice and made her more like, cheerful but calm and polite rather than like, sassy, but like, its not bad at all, and I can appreciate it
-from the snippet we got, I do think the brothers interactions will be good and feel in character and genuine 
-ALSO LUIGILUGIGICHARLIEDAYLUIGILUIGILUIGI
-while toad’s voice specefically from the super show is drilled into my head, I actually do really like the new one its nice and happy and cheerful
-i really hope they address Mario and Luigi as twins at some point, like with going back to older backgrounds with the isekai please let them still be twins dnjshc
-LUIGLUIGILUIGILUIGIMY B E L O V E D
-the collared shirts are growing on me
-i love the lace on peaches dress collar
-the animation is looking incredibly!!!! Like just very aesthetically pleasing and energetic and lively 
-i love the scenery design as well
-WEEEEEEGEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Alright thanks for reading guys~
GOSH I LOVE LUIGI SO MUCH KUIIIGIGLUIGIISOHMYGODAHHSMYNBABBBYYYYAMNCDMSCSKJXNCKJ
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ellrond · 11 months
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Sadly I have no obscure Tolkien ships because I am Basic™ but god I would l o v e to hear more about Celebrian/Celebrimbor that is such a good idea and it somehow never crossed my mind before if you're willing to I'd love to hear your thoughts?
im so sorry for this being so lateeeeeeee with this but omg thank you for asking!!
my verison of Celebrimbor/Celebrian relies heavily on the comment in the Unfinished Tales that Celebrimbor is in love with Galadriel "you know I love you, although you have chosen Celeborn of the Trees" which is part of the reason that he made her the Elessar 2.0. It also includes a lot of how I interpret Celebrian with her parents!
Celebrimbor is in love with Galadriel. Galadriel is aware and loves him but in a familial way, not romantic. He is content with this for the most part
Celebrian is in love with Celebrimbor. He is aware, and takes full advantage of this, although he always feels immensely guilty about it after acting on it time and time again (I love a messed up dynamic)
When they're physically intimate, he imagines Galadriel in her place almost every single time. Celebrian is aware, and turns a blind eye because she is so besotted with him. Having him in any kind of way is better than no way
Galadriel and Celeborn are unaware of the relationship
Celebrimbor and Celeborn do NOT get on (as hinted at in Unfinished Tales too where Celeborn is "disregarded" by Celebrimbor in Eregion) although from Celebrimbor's point of view it's more of a light-hearted incompatibility
Celebrian takes after her father in a lot of ways, including how her voice sounds and the way she speaks which is both a discomfort and an amusement to Celebrimbor
It's unhealthy, it's obsessive, it's fun and gentle, it's dark and intense, and Celebrian knows well that much of the reason for this is the hubris of the line of Feanor.
It does not lead to resentment from Celebrian's point of view towards Galadriel but only because she is aware when it begins to fester in her and she fights every day to not let it take over <3
I would love to hear how you might imagine them, though!
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