The concept of all the fnf mod Spookeez existing and interacting together in a single universe is a concept I am unearthing from where it’s rolling in its grave, dragging back to my concept and AU riddled brain, and bringing back to life with my love of things-that-have-collectible-alternates-and-multiverses running as its bloodstream
i feel like being a guy who loves fighting so much while living in a sugar plum soft world gets really boring (outside of the occassional intergalactic threat) if you feel the need to beat up a gorilla 30 fucking times. like what's the deal man? are you getting enough enrichment in your enclosure? do you wish you were in dark souls? could you maybe leave the local wildlife alone for a bit?
Do you have guilt in your heart for doing what you had to do?
digital painting, 17 hours - drawing video under the cut
after doing two more challenging/original effort/multiple references paintings, it was frankly a relief to just stick to the one reference on this one. best of the no thoughts head empty just draw
i love hamish linklater's face in midnight mass, so expressive. i knew i wanted to paint it at some point and wet and messy father paul jumped out at me
sighs. anyways i think chil is a sloppy drunk who gets very affectionate and talkative and laios likes to go out drinking with him but drinks a lot less so he can keep him out of trouble and make sure he gets home safe. u already know where this is going. chil struggles with being emotionally open but thats fine because hes already told laios how much he cares about him dozens of times before, he just doesnt remember <3
this is justin (he/they) a golden tiger guy who originally went to school to be a nurse but dropped out pretty quickly and now works in sex education and also as a pole dancing instructor (averis very fitting ideas for what vibe his character gave off). very friendly guy and really good at their job! hes 5'7, hes got a cobra tat on their arm, born in idaho but everyone thinks theyre from portland, and had sex with a model once (it was armani). i think like half his exes have been involved in pyramid schemes or MLMs and tried to rope him in too (armani fell for one btw) idk why i just think its like sometimes u attract a certain genre of person and u dont rly know why and it kind of haunts you sometimes. justin and armani knowing each other is rly funny to me bcuz justin is rly friendly and personable and armani is this kinda broody pretentious model who blue eyed stare memes people theitr autism kind of goes in dif directionsbut theyre sure both autisming
just a head's up: while I hesitate to call hiatus of any kind bc I want to give myself the freedom to write when I have the energy/focus/etc., I will just note that I'm gonna be even slower than usual around here for... idk, probably for a bit. I'm in the worst state mentally that I think I've ever actually been in and it's uhhhh. it's not great lmao. writing is my main escape & distraction so I don't want to step away from it but doing anything is hard as fuck rn so I'm really not interested in pressuring myself to get shit done when it comes to the hobby I'm supposed to be having fun with. I'll be slow, I'll be selective, and it's possible I'll be dropping a lot of drafts?? maybe?? OR at least like. temporarily removing a bunch from my drafts (to be added back later) just so the number is less big & overwhelming lmao.
thank u guys for ur patience w me & for writing w my glittery lil creature, I appreciate u all sm 💜