#I’m just rambling at this point

[wind-rider]

The aroaspec experience of ‘Is this romantic attraction or just platonic. What even is attraction. Where is the line. Help.’ and then proceeding to question societal norms of attraction for a while without coming to any actual conclusion to your question.

#it’s just #it’s weird man #the line feels simultaneously very thin and blurry for close friends and like this massive leap #I wonder if it has something to do with the whole demiromantic thing #like #I haven’t romantically liked every person I’ve been close friends with #but every person I’ve romantically liked I’ve been close friends with #if that makes sense #I don’t really get crushes #it feels more like some line being jumped between close friend and More #but I cannot for the life of me figure out where that line is #and sometimes shuffle back and forth over it #there’s no real set of rules for what’s what when it comes to romantic-platonic I feel #because people go ‘cuddle your friends! kiss your friends! platonic love can still mean those things!’ #but when those things are also shown as indicators of romantic love #where the hell is that line #what’s the DIFFERENCE #idk man #I’m just rambling at this point #asexuality - at least my flavour of it - feels pretty clear cut #that’s easy #but the rest? especially when it’s not solid aro and it’s Demi or gray or whatever one might have? #the lines feel so very blurred #asexual #aromantic

[moonbreezes]

Does George genuinely have feelings for King James?

Nicholas: At first, their relationship is very transactional. I don’t think he develops feelings until a few months, perhaps years, into it, but there ends up being this very sincere love between the two of them. While there was definitely something for George to gain, the love was very much real.

I’m kind of relieved that they went this way with how the relationship between george and james kind of plays out. That being said, I’m not entirely enthusiastic about that true genuine love thing. Perhaps it’s the scepticism in me because george was george. (Perhaps someone wiser than me can correct me)

Anyway now I’m being to hope that it won’t be george that will poison the king (no poison at all???) or perhaps it will be Mary who does it. Or perhaps Charles?? with Mary????

#king james vi and i #george villiers #mary & george #i have questions #I’m hopeful because they beat the smelly not washing monarch James allegations #however #I’m just rambling at this point

[hillbroski]

So I bought fear and hunger and tried to play it and got very stressed out (I am a wimpy baby man) so I had my little brother sit next to me while he was playing geometry dash and I was playing fear and hunger and it was amazing how much the tension is reduced when you’ve got this ten year old child making random noises every minute or so. And also after dying several times you sort of accept it. I had fun.

#I’m just rambling at this point #fear and hunger #fear and hunger game #also he (being my brother) wasn’t watching me play #so he didn’t see anything

[currentlybradshaw]

you could definitely say these took my breath away when i saw them in my pinterest feed 😮‍💨🫢

#a little cheesy but for real #leave it to bradley bradshaw to pull me out of a looong tumblr hiatus #but the first photo idk i’m obsessed #these feel like they should be part of the your camera roll but you’re dating bradley bradshaw #why haven’t I ever seen these before? #i’m just rambling at this point #bradley bradshaw #bradley rooster bradshaw #rooster bradshaw #top gun #top gun movie #top gun maverick #miles teller

[its-been-rose]

Because I’m an absolute glutton for angst and sadness I can just imagine Marie having a dream the night before starting her little cross country road trip murder spree that’s George reaching out to her and begging her not to do it and to just find peace and move on but she’s unswayed

Y’Know shadow of the colossus style

#killer frequency #I’m just rambling at this point

[leejihoonownsmyheart]

Actuallly, one last personal life story this week kinda just to air it out? One of my coworkers who like graduates high school within the next month was serving with me on friday and he just out of nowhere looked me dead in the eyes with a like smile on his face but a kinda lost… helpless look in his eyes and said in a kinda scared desperate voice: “I think I might be depressed”

And like we aren’t really close? I’m his manager and he’s a team leader and he does talk to me a lot but just like over silly things like star wars and he asks me to watch movies and listen to music he likes sometimes, so my first thought was it’s a joke right?

But he’s not the kinda person to joke about that? And we were…. Kinda busy…? So i sort of just started asking him if school was almost over, cause he’s in a bunch of ap courses and had a lot of tests that week so i knew that was probably part of it

But then, i didn’t really… talk to him about it? And I didn’t close for once and forgot to circle back?

So all weekend I’ve been worried about him cause he’s literally just this… kid who is super smart and leaving us for a great college in the fall but is starting to get depressed and he clearly trusts me??? Which is horrifying, like of all the people he chose me to confide in???

So my plan is to get him something. Like physical that he can hold that will remind him that people care about him and are rooting for him and like i know that’s not going to cure depression but like maybe it’ll make him feel a little better

#i wanna buy him a crystal that is specific to what i think his situation is #but he is NOT a crystal boy #but it’s the thought that counts right…? #it just needs to be physical and he can hold it a lot #a compass??? #like dumb follow your heart type shit??? #HOW DO I CIRCLE BACK TO HIM ON THIS #I’m gonna have to actually start watching his movie recs cause i honestly NEVER DO #but i jUST FORGET OKAY #I DIDNT KNOW THAT HE TRUSTED ME LIKE THAT? #I THOUGHT HE JUST LIKED ATTENTION (and I mean this in a really positive genuine manner) AND I GAVE HIM ATTENTION #i kinda hate that my love language is goft giving #like if I had MORE TIME IT WOULD BE BETTER BUT THIS IS KINDA URGENT BECAUSE I LOWKEY LEFT HIM HANGING ON FRIDAY??? #i feel so so so bad #And we don’t text because he’s a CHILD #so i couldn’t just text him??? #I’m fucking 23 #reaching out to an 18 year old? #i know it’s to check up on him but i feel like it’s kinda weird and awkward still #i’m just rambling at this point #if you made it this far sorry 🙇‍♀️ #but also if you have any advice on what to get him!!! #i’m all ears

[oreolesbian]

ok, no—i’m thinking about vader’s mask being cut open again.

obi-wan and ahsoka both, reasonably, react with fear, shock and sadness when they see anakin’s face under vader’s mask for the first time. it’s a revelation of something they already knew was true, but up to this point was most likely denying as hard as they could.

cause after all, how could the anakin they knew ever be this man? it is the ultimate form of betrayal. and seeing anakin’s face seals the deal.

but luke?!

all luke has ever wanted, as we know from anh, is to meet his father. he has this ideal of him in his head from very young, which is further exacerbated once he finds out he used to be a jedi knight.

this ideal is crippled after bespin. his father is not the hero he pictures him to be, and luke goes into this spiraling existential crisis about what that means for his future.

but then, when vader is dying and asks luke to remove his mask (instead of it broken open like in the two fights w/ obi and ahsoka), luke doesn’t have the same reaction. instead his face softens because—it’s his father! it’s him! the man he has wanted to meet forever!

obi-wan and ahsoka crack the surface but ultimately are too grief-stricken by the days where they knew anakin pre-vader.

luke knows vader, and yet still willfully accepts anakin in these last moments, taking his face in full. 😵‍💫

#i have…so many thoughts #i’m just rambling at this point #god fuck ahhhhhhhhh #how does one little moment just never leave my brain 😭 #sw #luke skywalker #ahsoka tano #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #darth vader #kenobi spoilers #kenobi series #rotj #swr

[zooofgod]

AND ANOTHER THING

Look at Chuuya’s face!! It really doesn’t look the same as his vampire expression, it has being really weird in this whole chapter so I do believe something happened with how he was affected by the ability.

Also this tired expression? An ability user that manipulates gravity shouldn’t have problems carrying two adults.

So my theory is that something (or someone) is nullifying both abilities in Chuuya’s body.

Finally given how Dazai’s defense mechanisms about feelings usually gets triggered when he knows the other person is hearing him makes me believe this 2 truly have been planning something or at least he knows Chuuya is conscious in some way.

But of course all this could be just my wishful thinking in the heat of the moment.

#Bsd spoilers #bungo stray dogs manga #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd ch 101 #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #soukoku #I’m just rambling at this point

[lynntbw]

This might get my queer card revoked but I’ve never been a fan of house music and I can’t think of any specific reason other than the sound just never clicked with me and I’m not much of a club person but I’ve sometimes wondered if that’s a bad thing given how prominent it is in queer history.

I first came to this realization after having listened to Renaissance by Beyoncé and despite her vocals being fire as usual there was only a couple songs(Cuff It, Alien Superstar, and America Has a Problem tho the Kendrick Lamar remix that came later is far superior) i really liked, then there was that Planet of the Bass song everyone was simping for last year that I just didn’t get what made it so special other then maybe nostalgia for the 90s.

Today I was reminded of this feeling yet again after listening to yes, and by Ariana Grande and just not vibing with it at all so i have rather conflicted feelings about all this shit like I’m not gonna force myself to enjoy something if I genuinely have no interest in it but at the same time I don’t want people thinking I’m disrespecting queer history or something like that so idk.

#music #lgbtq #house music #i’m just rambling at this point

[swirly-lemonade]

Maybe the comment they said really got to me

They actually said ‘this is why you have no friends’- like dude… Anyways im going back to studying

#drawing #art #my art #doodles #i don’t get it #I mean I understand they are just looking out for me but damn #it hurts to hear #I really like talking to them #they are nicer to talk to then my other brother #all I will say is that they are family #maybe that’s why it hurts to much #vent art? #idk #i feel like a kid again #but in the worst way possible #they understand I’m autistic so i don’t understand why they would say that #i’m just rambling at this point #vent? #I’m not sure how this works

[catloverwhovian]

the thing is that they’re both RLY SMART i swear they are!! they also just both dumb and gay and when you combine 2 people who both have those traits they both get exponentially dumber and gayer!

this is just how it is with gay besties ok, your big brain moments are compounded but so are your dumb gay moments, and if you and your bestie are gay for EACH OTHER, there’s gonna be a lot more dumb gay moments

i’m not saying shit that hasn’t already been said much more eloquently but i’m not WRONG either

#good omens s2 #i’m just rambling at this point #reading all the analysis has my brain fuckin wired and i gotta talk it out so i can get on with my day #ineffable husbands

[kudzucataclysm]

lowkey feels weird to call those three kids at dez’s school his “friends” when they’re all very bad at it

#talking and blathering #all three are more friends with each other than dez #they leave him out of so much shit and don’t really treat him as ‘one of them’ #they’re kinda just. there #he sits at lunch with them and share classes but wnv he tries to get closer #or get to know them better they just. ignore him #which i think is why in part 2 + 3 when these actions reverse- #them wanting to finally be friends with him and he just. doesn’t want to anymore #plus along with other events by that point dez is just DONE. with everything #they play a part in that major shift in his character…in a way #am i making sense. no #i’m just rambling at this point #if you’ve made it this far. hello 🧍🏽 #whatcha doin

[kaarnalaiva]

updated my throne wishlist a lil bit 🫶🏻 emphasis on the word little cause idk, been so uninspired lately with the way I dress.. I just want to look effortless and cute!!! But idk what colours to wear and there’s no stores that sell clothes for my body type and I want well fitting clothes!! Ugh

#personal #I’m just rambling at this point #but go look my wishlist <3 #have a lovely day cuties

[sunflower-butch]

Cryptid Chrissy Cunningham has such a hold on me dude. I’m going to have so much fun writing her in the sapphic senate monster hunter au. I don’t think even she knows what she is. Some eldritch being probably. She turned into a werewolf on one full moon but never again. She’s been spotted raising the dead. She told someone else she was a banshee, and then two seconds later confessed to being a vampire to someone else.

#I’m just rambling at this point #because I don’t want to go to class #sapphic senate monster hunter au #chrissy cunningham

[slimesleep]

i know everyone’s already talking about this but i really feel like a stageplay would be the best way to adapt the dsmp into a different media. obviously the live aspect carries over very well, with the possibility of the actors breaking character but also the elevated feeling of connection with the audience. in the streams they can see everyone’s reactions in chat, while on stage they can see their reactions on their faces. as well as the character designs probably being a lot more interesting on a stage setting rather than in other media, but still leaving room for interpretation like we have now.

#i’m just rambling at this point #just. UGH #it would be so so good #slime speaks

[science-lings]

I love the portrayal of of the fierce deity being a total dad, which is why in both of my AUs, that’s exactly how he/it is. The vibes of a massive war god with a big magic sword being really good with kids is immaculate.

#my priestess AU FD sees a little blonde girl with a middle part and she kinda reminds him of someone… #HSFR FD just sticks with Hero and only urges him to put on his mask during battle but also when one of the others is displaying dadless- #-behavior #I ran out of characters :( #I love the war god also being a dad god #I’m just rambling at this point #I wanna write him with priestesses AU aryll so badly…