#IM SO ANXIOUS

[s1xseasonsandamov1e]

if i don't answer your ask just know i've been staring at it for 3 hours absolutely fucking terrified

#im so anxious

[littlecutiexox]

I'm so stressy today

#I have one interview #2 calls to discuss the jobs with the managers #need to see friends i havent seen in years straight after work #one giant meeting to discuss my job at the moment for them to give us an update #because weve heard nothing about us #maintance is finally fixing the water damage and we have no idea when theyre coming #what if it overlaps with my interview #i ughh #im so anxious #sorry i havent gotten back to pals yet #i need today to be over so i can breathe a little

[renzireads]

Ice skating, one of the most popular dates around this time of year, and it seemed like he would be third wheeling it with some friends.

Daichi and Sugawara had invited him on their date after Kuroo complained about how he didn't have time to mingle and do fun things after work because he's usually oh so tired and no one interesting had come into his life recently.

He didn't complain often, but whenever he was calling with Daichi or Suga, he felt safe enough to do so. They'd understand, they always did.

So they invited him out on their date with the lame excuses of "maybe you'll meet someone" and "you're allowed to have fun!"

Kuroo was allowed to have fun, actually. That's something he often forgot now that he was working more often than not. His life turned serious way too quick.

Another thing Daichi and Sugawara seemed to understand all too well.

"Kuroo!" Suga yelled as he saw him, running up to him and enveloping him in a warm and crushing hug. "We missed you."

Kuroo gently put his hand on Suga's head, his silver hair poking out from underneath his beanie. "I missed you too."

Another pair of arms wrapped around him, Daichi hugging them both from behind. "It's been too long."

"Too long indeed." Kuroo smiled, a smile that quickly wavered. "Doesn't mean I don't feel guilty about interrupting your date."

"Don't!" Both Daichi and Sugawara exclaimed as they let go. A soft blush made its way onto Sugawara's face.

Kuroo blamed it on the cold.

"C'mon, before the ice melts." Daichi teased as they walked towards the ice skating rink.

As they approached, the atmosphere buzzed with the joyful sounds of laughter and the rhythmic scraping of blades against the ice.

Daichi, Sugawara, and Kuroo rented a trio of skates, each taking a moment to adjust them before gliding onto the glistening surface.

Almost immediately, Sugawara fell flat on his ass, getting a laugh out of both Daichi and Kuroo he had been aching to hear, or so his smile seemed to say.

But the occasional slip and slide only added to the amusement, especially when they tried to help the other up but they pulled them down.

The cold air bit at their cheeks, giving them all a red nose.

"Cute." Daichi remarked with a wink as Kuroo tried to rub his nose warm again.

"What?" Kuroo asked, trying to figure out if he misheard his friend.

"You heard me." Daichi smiled before skating away.

As they circled the rink, Daichi and Sugawara exchanged knowing glances, silently communicating their unspoken plan.

Sugawara skillfully maneuvered beside Kuroo, his gloved hand reaching out to entwine with Kuroo's.

Kuroo glanced at Sugawara, surprise and realization dawning in his eyes. He didn't pull away; instead, he tightened his grip on Sugawara's hand, squeezing it softly.

Yeah, okay, maybe he has had a crush on both Daichi and Suga for years. And yeah, okay, maybe he was jealous, but he made sure to never let it show.

Did they finally figure it out? They didn't seem to be mad, not in the slightest even.

Daichi, skating a step ahead, turned with a warm smile. "Kuroo, you're not interrupting anything. In fact, you're exactly where you're supposed to be."

Kuroo smiled at that, extending his hand towards Daichi, who grabbed it in a fluid motion as he started skating next to him.

They skated in silence for a while, just enjoying the company of each other.

After some time, they paused at the edge of the rink, breath visible in the crisp air.

Sugawara, breaking the silence, spoke with a gentle smile, "Kuroo, we've been thinking... how about making this a regular thing? You, us, dates, everything."

"We, well, we like you, romantically, both of us. And well, we have a feeling it's mutual. Is it mutual?" Daichi almost rambled. Kuroo couldn't help but wonder if he always got this nervous when asking questions like this.

"It is." Kuroo silently confessed, turning around to look at all the other people skating around. "Has been for years."

Sugawara and Daichi exchanged glances, a mixture of relief and excitement evident in their eyes. The cold air seemed to freeze time for a moment as they absorbed Kuroo's confession.

"Well then," Sugawara said with a mischievous glint, "how about we continue this date somewhere warmer? Maybe with hot chocolate and a bit more privacy."

Kuroo smirked, feeling a newfound lightness in his chest. "I'd like that very much."

#RÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ FIRST TIME POSTING A FIC DRABBLE #IM SO ANXIOUS #ANYWAY HOPE Y'ALL ENJOYED!! #haikyuu #kuroo tetsurou #kuroo drabble #kurodaisuga #kurodai #daisuga #kurosuga #sawamura daichi #sugawara koushi #haikyuu fluff #fluff #fanfiction #haikyuu fanfiction

[ellie-the-oracle]

The Bad Batch - Season 3, so far

Spoilers Ahead!

Hey you guys, I'm back! So before I hop into any discussion, just a quick debrief on what's going on for me in regards to tbb: I've been trying to control my excitement and hope for this final season, as I don't want to set myself up for anymore emotional damage (it'll happen anyways). That's not to say I'm not excited or hopeful, but I'm just very nervous and still healing from the heartbreak of you-know-what.

Onto this season so far. A very strong start with the first three episodes (haven't watch ep 4 yet). They wasted no time getting right into it and I'm honestly surprised that Cross and Omega escaped as fast as they did. I'm glad they didn't waste too much time on their escape. I will say though, things are feeling sadder than ever, with so many characters out of the picture. Echo is with Rex, Tech is...well I'm not too sure, to be completely honest (more on this in a min), and Cid backstabbed the gang. All I can say is that I anticipate more sadness but I'm cautiously optimistic for a mostly happy/good ending.

okay, now onto the elephant in the room. my previous theory post of Tech being alive and having a Winter Soldier situation is looking to be more real by the day and that makes me deeply uncomfortable. It was just a theory (a game theory) I made up, albeit using my English degree to hyper analyze the story, but sometimes (most times) my big brain is a burden. I honestly don't know what's worse: Tech dying, or Tech surviving and becoming something horrible (probably the second). Which brings me to this random ah dude:

There is actually no logical reason for this dude to be shown 3 separate times in an episode for it to not be important later. He also stands with the sass of our beloved engineer, not to mention his helmet and outfit contains small stylistic callbacks to Tech's armour (maybe I'm just delusional though). Which makes me violently ill, to say the least.

Anyways, whatever happens, we're all in this together besties. God speed

#the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 3 spoilers #tbb #tbb s3 #tbb s3 spoilers #tbb omega #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb echo #tbb tech #big sadge #im so anxious

[heythereimb]

The Month I was Never Meant to See

Hey there I'm B. I have sarcoma. If you're reading this, it's December.

I know to most people that doesn't mean a whole lot beyond the holidays. This month for me is surreal in many ways.

Earlier this year, I learned that the cancer I had was misdiagnosed. I was given a new terminal diagnosis of stage 4 sarcoma. If I decided to stop treatment and go into hospice care, I wasn’t expected to see Christmas of the same year.

I chose to continue to persue treatment to, at the very least, hopefully prolong my life.

Staring down the barrel of this month is horrifying. Every day of it is one I wasn’t supposed to see. Then again every day of it feels like it could be the last. It's this sickening mix of pride and panic.

This is a time I didn’t expect to see. Even with treatment. Every day I wake up is a relief but also fills me with fear. Yes I woke up today but what about tomorrow?

With the way things are looking for me, this fear can be considered almost irrational. Yes I'm sick, yes I'm weak, but I'm also going through treatment. Treatment that has me on a trajectory for recovery.

So why am I still experiencing this fear?

The simple answer is trauma. I was given a time limit for how long I'll live. Once you've been told that, you can't unhear it. It’s impossible to forget the time you shouldn't be here to see. This time where you weren't expected to be alive. It's a sureal and hard to explain experience. I feel like I'm in the back of a store or wandered into a construction zone. It's a feeling of wrongness, of "I'm not supposed to be here". I'm out of place in my own life.

So here I am. In the month I was never meant to see. Crawling my way through it in disbelief. I won't be able to relax until I've made it out the other side.

Until next time

Cross-post from Reddit

#im so anxious #im giving myself stomach ulcers #existing is exhausting #cancer #cancer patient #cancer awareness #cancer patients #technoblade #technoblr #heythereimb #dsmp techno

[hatsunemikuisnotinnyourwifi]

EDS havers who use aids

How many of you use canes and do they help? I'm really anxious about the one I just bought since most my pain is in my hips and knees. I want input from the masses if at all possible

#hypermobile eds #eds #ehlers danlos syndrome #cane user #eds cane #im so anxious #cripple punk #chronic disability #chronic pain #chronically ill #miku does discourse

[scrollonso]

me bc lance cant seem to get past p12

#f1 #formula 1 #lance stroll #SCREAMING #aston martin #i love him though #but baby please overtake #LANCE PLEASE #im so anxious #bahrain gp 2024 #bahrain

[dehlicia]

barça x psg is today and i'm definitely not okay

#im so anxious #barça pls win today #barça #fcb #fc barcelona #barcelona #champions league

[can-i-give-up-now-please]

no one gets how debilitating anxiety disorders are, everyone thinks they can relate because they've felt anxious before...like no I literally want to die it's so bad

#mental illness #anxiety #anxiety disorders #im so anxious #suicidal ideation #selective mutism #social anxiety #generalized anxiety disorder #ptsd #trauma #mentally ill

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

happy bsd s4 ending eve 💕

#aaaa TOMORROW IS THE DAY #IM SO ANXIOUS #THE LAST BSD WEDNESDAY #AND THE IMPORTANT SIGMA DAY #AUGJ

[guzmapkmn-archive]

The only thing stopping me from bursting into tears in this waiting room is the thought of oswald sitting next to me with his hand on my leg and telling me it's ok and that he's proud of me,,

#cat.txt #im so anxious #all dressed to kill; oswald ☂️

[dosteovskys]

my first semester grades come out in 6 days and i feel sick over it already

#im so anxious #if i didn't do good then i might not be able to get a job for the summer #and if i dont get a job for the summer #itll affect whether or not i get a 2l summer internship #and if i dont get a 2l summer internship at a big firm then im fucked out of a job entirely

[braverytattoos]

I’m so nervous for Louis and I’m not even there or preforming or even remotely connected but still 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

#IM SO ANXIOUS #louis tomlinson #louis

[mkscatgirl]

I AHTE HAVING APPOINTMENTS

#im so anxious

[rivertigo]

BOYFRIEND IS FLOPPING

#sent me a text saying we need to talk. IN CLASS AND NOW I HAVE WORK AND I HAVE TO WAIT TILL AFTER WORK TO FIND OUT WHAT THAT MEANS #IM SO ANXIOUS

[ch-4-eri]

Any tips on stopping feeling anxious for no reason at all

#can’t do anything tbh #IM SO ANXIOUS