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ladyaster · 1 year
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I’ve seen some people politely ask why there’s a lot of love for PermafrostShipping going around and like I dunno about the rest of you but I just saw a meme of them while I was delirious at 4 AM and at first I laughed but then I went “BUT WHAT IF-” and now I’m in too deep. Please send help.
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fallout-fucker · 24 days
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Random Sole x Hancock Headcanon - Emails.
Sole figures out how to get some sort of online connection up and running again purely so they can send emails to Hancock's terminal from their Pip-Boy whenever they're apart. Love sick idiots.
Cue Hancock blushing and kicking his feet whilst reading the emails. He invents the ;) emote. Sole, in turn, makes the ^-^ and :3 emotes.
They both invent selfies. Hancock's the first to send one when he realises he can send pictures. It's a fucking process but he barters for old parts here and there and gets help from Kent. Eventually he has a working camera for his terminal. The first selfie was him stood on his couch, high af and surrounded by an assortment of baked goods (Edibles) he made. The email said 'Look what I can do ;D'.
He regularly sends pictures of what he's baking or random selfies when he's high.
Sole then made a similar upgrade to their Pip-Boy the minute they could. They send him random pictures of cats and other creatures they see in their travels. Cool views or old, historic buildings and art they think he'd enjoy. A collection of Dogmeat being cute. They sent one of Danse falling over. They send him pictures of books they'll think he like. Usually literature, history, or STEM stuff. Sole also takes pictures with their shared friends and lets them email him too from their arm for a quick update.
They also show off their new builds and inventions. Gun mods, armour, ect.
They also share a 'Spotting Deacon In The Wild' collection. They have a running joke that every new disguise they spot is a 'Deacon Variant' or new Deacon 'Synth'. They add names for each 'character' and the email will say '[Insert Character Name] Deacon Unlocked!' Like, Butcher Deacon, or Diamond City Guard Deacon, etc.
On that note, they invent memes. Usually from pictures of other companions or each other.
Like when Nick was 'sleeping' one time (Wide eyed stare Synth style) and Sole sent a picture of him, captioned 'Me after the horrors'.
Or when Preston was stood looking out at the Sanctuary River after a long night. Coffee in his hand. His hat and one shoe missing. Expressionless as he stared at the sunrise.
Hancock replied 'Me fucking too, brother'.
Sole will update him on their whereabouts regularly so he stays sane.
Hancock will tell them about how Goodneighbour is doing. From Mayoral plans to general gossip. How Daisy is doing, how the local kids are, etc.
Sometimes Hancock sends the most cryptic chain spam looking things when he is stoned.
Sole can email him whenever they're nearby and plan on visiting.
Hancock sometimes requests items if he knows they’re on their way, but only if they happen to come across it or already have whatever it is.
Will email them questions that he doesn't actually mean for them to answer. Just questions to the void, really. He just uses them as an outlet for his thoughts a lot.
Or for help on a crossword puzzle.
Sole will email him when they can't sleep just in case he's also awake. Nights feel really lonely when everyone you knew died 200 years ago.
Sometimes they ask him for knowledge. Like 'Do you know if this plant is poisonous?' or things that most Commonwealthers know for survival, but Sole is still figuring out.
They ask him for leadership advise. Especially during big decisions.
They both tell each other things they've seen/heard through the grapevine that they think the other should know. 'I heard that guy you were looking for was seen in Bunker Hill' 'Some Gens 2s were spotted patrolling Medford Hospital' 'Hi :) Sorry for the late response, I was running for my life :( Tell your traders to stay away from the East Bridge- Gunners'
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prodbyblush · 1 year
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Kuina having a little sister? (around 19-15)
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• she may nag you a bit but hey she means well. all kuina wants is for you to study and eat well. it stems from her pure love and adoration for you. • the sweetest and loving big sister! • though you're almost at the brink of adulthood, she'll always see you as her little baby sister! • likes to raid your closet as if it's an extension of her closet. • "mom, look at older sister! she's wearing my top!" • "mom, look at older sister! she's wearing my top!" she'd mimic you, sticking her tongue out before running away as you try to catch her. • your problems are her problems too! • accidentally killed someone? she'd help you hide the body. someone's making fun of you? she'd chop their neck. • listens to all of your high school gossip and dramas. • "today, naomi got her ass dumped by her boyfriend!" • "as she should! she's a two faced bitch! no wonder even her own boyfriend can't stand her!" • "my english teacher is getting married!" • "no way! is it with your math teacher or history teacher?" • helping each other do nails and exploring which skincare works best on your skin! • has a whole album on her phone dedicated to your ugliest angles, candid pictures and your pics turned memes. • is basically your second mother! • "i tried to make a new pasta recipe. can you try and taste it?" • supportive of what you want to do in life. always makes sure that you are happy and safe. • worries a lot when you're still outside and it's night. • worried about your future? don't know what you're exactly doing? afraid of what's to come? she'll sit down with and have the deep conversation. even if you're lost in life, kuina believes you'll figure something out with what you want to do and she'll be cheering for you. • if she approves of the person you're dating, you'll notice how kuina talks to them casually. if not, she'll look at them as if she can see all the sins they've committed in the past. • her main goal, as your older sister, is for you to be happy and always know that she has your back.
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gg-selvish · 1 year
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sapnap/unresolved georgenap in rules
someone on retrospring asked me for sapnap's perspective in rules because it's pretty underdevlopped in the fic so here's my answer so i have it saved because it was fun to talk about
ok i. ran out of time for sapnap in rules and i will be the first to admit that. sapnaps arc isnt very as satisfyingly resolved as dreams and thats because the dnf damage was just so intense and so fresh it took priority over longterm hurt but. theres a lot there that he went through thats implied and also in my personal headcanons of unwritten lore that implications stem from that i dont describe well or explore enough in the actual fic (sorry self burn booooooo)
rules is sapnap fell first george fell harder. 100%. its established in chapter 1 that sapnap had a crush on george since they were young and it was implied that george knew about it for most of the time of their friendship because it would be brought up casually/jokingly and while george thought it was lighthearted (and, once they got together, irrelevant) it was pure torture for sapnap.
loving both of your best friends is very difficult, if you could imagine. in my head dreamnap eased into each other better than georgenap did (emotionally) but... thats not really hard to do. dream and him established probably pretty similarly to treacherous in that it didnt take too long for them to realize their feelings for each other, but in rules george is more present so they get together faster because as we all know dreamnap are kind of scared of each other while george is the worlds biggest instigator. dnn complete each other yadda yadda im getting sidetracked
so they establish that they want each other and start this relationship but we're gonna math it out. sapnap isnt getting words of affirmation (outside of e-sex like praise no i love yous) or physical touch from george. he's getting words of affirmation from dream but limited physical touch due to The Rules (wooooooo). another thing thats quick in the fic is that dreamnap kinda lock away from each other because they Want to be together and theyre Not Allowed To so u can imagine the strain that would put on all of their dynamics. theyre so close but limited to compromise with someone who cant even say i love you or touch them like its Hard bro and theres resentment that comes from that piled atop the years of teasing for feelings that sapnap can never even be sure are reciprocated are u kidding????
so not only is there this prodding and underlying making fun of sapnaps feelings at regular interverals and overall memeing on him for YEARS theres george putting him in a painful position in the relationship too. more resentment. the piles getting pretty high, huh? and then they meet. theyre together. and its george but its also someone completely different. suddenly he's being worshipped and touched like gold with the kindest words whispered and he slips into subspace and feels so safe and he loves george so much why does it have to be so hard?
so he settles for when it's not hard.
he consents to cosigning the breaking of dreams heart and lets george sleep with him alone because for just a few minutes or hours he can pretend he means something to george. because he has doubts. maybe id go so far as to say theres times where he really doesnt believe him at all. but he does believe him when he's combing fingers through his hair and letting him taste love on his tongue
i think a lot about dreamnap in oklahoma. how sapnap felt to sleep in the same bed as dream and want to be with him alone the way they were when george was on call but he cant. all the while knowing if george was in his place he could do whatever he wants because hes on another wavelength
more resentment. george always wins, isn't that so unfair?
and when sapnap comes back different. that line is important and holds a lot of weight. thats when he got tired of george being unfair and dragging him through the mud and he wanted to be strong against someone who makes him weak so he tries so hard even though hes being torn in two and he's so tired, can you imagine? so he stops the unsafe scene. more resentment builds. he's done with george. he cant take this anymore. hes ruining everything and so he pulls away from him even more
and then he gets drunk and george crawls under his skin and he fails and can you imagine how much he was beating himself in the head for that? after being so strong and maybe he felt excluded a little because of it but he wasnt being weak and then george fucking makes him weak again and dream catches him and it all blows up because he was weak
and still. even with sapnap and him on the chopping block. george does not say i love you.
sapnap defends him in the fight. and george still doesnt say it.
it takes dream taking him apart and nearly forcing vulnerability. and sure sapnap is told first but was it because of him? do you think he'll always wonder if it was always going to be dream fixing george and never him? do you think he would feel resentful about that as well?
there's a lot of negativity in him. he's been really dragged through it and treated like shit and theres a part of me who has this perspective and sees rules!george apologists and wonders if theyre thinking about any of this. if any of it is even detectable in the tiny one liners i slipped in because i was going too fast
rules is about george at face value, but it's also kind of about dream, and it's definitely about sapnap.
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wingedcat13 · 2 years
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are we allowed to make ocs in the synovus universe?
I’ve had a few questions like this, or in similar veins. I’m going to try and explain my thought process here:
In terms of, can you make OCs and do FanFiction set in the Synoverse? Absolutely! I love that what I’ve written has motivated anyone enough to want to engage in it that way, from art to writing to memes. I believe in the freedom of FanFiction, and that extends even to smaller works like this.
However, what I feel is being asked less directly (and could very well be a matter of my own paranoia due to past experiences) is whether someone else can add to the Synovus ‘canon.’ And ultimately, I can’t stop anyone from doing so, or choosing to work from their own or someone else’s additions - but any work I do for Synovus and friends will be based purely on my own work, and I don’t plan on ‘endorsing’ anyone else’s contributions as ‘canon’ - even if I greatly enjoy them, and may even share them myself.
Like I said, this could simply be me being paranoid. Most of the arguments about what is canon and who can contribute that I’ve been through (as participant and arbiter) stem from Star Wars debates, which can get very… opinionated.
TL;dr - please feel free to create! Frolic! Play!
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kikis-writing-world · 2 years
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WIP Check-In
MiHello my dear followers! I know I’ve been MIA recently (aside from some random meme reblogs) but I’m hoping my life gets a little less crazy and I can make some room in my schedule for tumblr/reading/writing/etc. In anticipation for that, I’ve got a list and some info about some WIPs I have going. Please please please feel free to message about any that intrigue you - talking about them might help me get the gumption to write and/or we might come up with some new plot ideas!
Check under the cut and message me here :) Feel free to ask for more info or for sneak peeks at anything.
In no particular order:
Whiskey Straight (Jack Daniels x F!Reader) I promise I’m still working on this! My current plan is that I will rewrite what exists, finish the whole thing, and then remove what exists when I’m reading to repost. Once it’s done, it will be a weekly posting.
Untitled Professor Marcus Moreno smut Lord give me the motivation to finish this one. I’ve been working on it for so long and I think there are a lot of people on here who want to read about subby Marcus being such a good boy... It’s basically subby Professor Moreno getting his world rocked by his wife when she comes to visit him in his office. What more could you want?
Untitled Oberyn x F!OC x Ellaria, reincarnation multi-fic This story haunts me to the point where I’ve considered if I should create all original characters and try to publish it as an original story, but every time I’ve thought about taking Oberyn and Ellaria out of it, my brain just goes “nope, not happening then.” This could be considered a soulmate fic in some ways. The first half takes places in Dorne but then the second half is modern day reincarnations of the three characters, the universe bringing them back together again. The thoughts I’ve come up with for modern day Ellaria and Oberyn are just so much fun. (A fashion model who is starting to get recognized for her work, and her independently wealthy, untamable long-term fiance/agent.) It’s so self indulgent. It’s hurt/comfort, smut, angst, slow burn hopefully...
Attraction and Other Subjectivities 2 (Jonathan Levy x Reader) I’ve had ideas for a second installment of this fic since I wrote it. Mira gets involved, Jonathan gets pissy, reader gets hurt- it’s angsty for sure. Not sure yet if it gets a happy ending (or maybe a third part that has happiness? Hmm...)
Memories (Frankie x Ghost!Reader) I’ve been slowly working on this since last Halloween. I hope to have it ready for this year’s... Frankie loses his pilot license. Job hunting leads him to a graveyard shift - literally. He starts working as a night guard/groundskeeper for a cemetary. A young woman spooks him one night, and she disappears when he tells her no one should be inside... but she’s there again the next night, and the next- finally, he realizes she’s not “among us” and needs help to cross over.
Nose Art (Por Dameron x Reader) This is borderline crack fic, but it stems from the idea of the nose art/pin up girls that would be painted on old fighter planes. It essentially boils down to Reader posing for pin-up art and Poe being a big, big fan of it.
Catfished (Frankie x Miller!OC) Frankie meets Will and Benny’s little sister and they decide to mess with the older, overbearing brothers... but also, maybe it’s not just for the sake of her brothers? This is a meet-cute with the beginnings of feels more so than an actual romance.
Untitled Oberyn x Reader A/B/O Smut (possible Ellaria as well? Not sure yet...) This is smut. 100% pure A/B/O dynamics smut. Reader is mated with Oberyn and has her first Spring heat since the mating. I’ve always loved reading A/B/O but have never written it. I just know Oberyn would be a good alpha and would be able to keep up with whatever his omega needed. I’ve barely even started writing the smut of it, just the lead up, and I’m already loving the shit out of it!!!
There are more, but these are the ones I’m most excited about/been trying to work on lately. I’d love to chat with y’all about them!!
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tvrningout-archived · 2 years
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6 (kobashigawa sisters & kaigaku!)
a meme for muns | accepting!
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6. Name 3 things you love most about your muse/muses.
1. i love the misunderstanding between hyouka and satsuki bc i feel like it’s something very common between family members in general! we can’t understand each other’s pov because maybe our own circumstances stop us or you know, we make assumptions. satsuki assumes that bc hyouka is such a reckless and sometimes thoughtless individual, that her decision to be a slayer is purely selfish. on some level, it is -- hyouka doesn’t want to feel helpless or powerless anymore. but that desire doesn’t only stem from her survivor’s guilt but her desire to protect the family she has left, too. in the same vein, hyouka doesn’t understand that her actions put more stress on satsuki rather than alleviate some of the pressure bc now, hyouka’s safety is almost entirely out of her hands. and i love that at some point, i’m gonna get to write them finally having a proper conversation about it and understanding each other at last :’ ) 2. i love thinking about the similarities hyouka and satsuki share that they don’t realize, like how they both lean into their anger so they don’t have to feel sad, or how they both tend to shoulder extra responsibility so others don’t have to. though their personalities can differ a good bit, you can definitely tell they’re sisters :’ ) 3. even tho it makes me sad sometimes bc of the feelings involved, i really love how hyouka and satsuki look out for each other! and it isn’t in the softest way, either, so it’s kind of fun to write and think about :’ ) like satsuki scolding and forcing hyouka to rest when she’s being a dummy and trying to leave before she’s all healed up, or how hyouka will straight up tell satsuki she’s being dumb when she’s starting to distance herself from people again. they aren’t gentle with each other often, but they!!! care so much!!!! i wanna fight them and hold them at the same time!!!
AS FOR K.AIGAKU.... MY BELOVED THUNDER BABY 1. i love love love that he and z.enitsu are two sides of the same coin. z.enitsu grows up similarly to k.aigaku -- he’s an orphan who feels inferior, never good enough for anyone, just like his grumpy counterpart. but k.aigaku is what happens when you allow that feeling of inferiority to fester into resentment, when you try so hard to convince yourself that you’re worth something that you become threatened by anyone who might threaten such a delicate belief. like it makes me sad, but i think it’s a very neat detail, and i wonder if everyone picks up on it considering how little we see k.aigaku. 2. i love k.aigaku’s potential! it’s my main focus when i write him on this blog bc he really has so much room to grow if he’s given the chance. the fact that he never encountered h.imejima again and got to have a gut-wrenching moment in which he’s forced to confront his own actions after so many years? or that he never got headbutted by t.aniro for being a lil jerk?? we were ROBBED, and i get why, BUT I’M NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT!! 3. i love that despite how canon portrayed him, k.aigaku isn’t a 100% bad person. yeah, he’s cowardly and mean and likely doesn’t get along super well with others, but that doesn’t mean he takes pleasure in being that way. he wants to be good, to be admired, to be valued. he just... doesn’t exactly know how to be that way, especially when his toxic traits like to take the steering wheel. but it’s something i like to think about and can’t wait to explore more bc believe it or not, this lil fella does not go around looking down on every single person he meets. is he judgmental? unfortunately yes, but he’s got his moments.
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queen-of-bel · 2 years
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For ask meme: naoya
My favorite thing about them: Oh man, if I had to choose one thing, it's how contradictory his character is. He's a cold, distant asshole by necessity, desperately wishing to partake in humanity, but knowing that he just cannot. All the loss he's experienced, all the pain he's endured-- his reslience throughout the millenia is seemingly fueled by personal vengeance and hatred towards YHVH, but if you look more closely, actually stems from a selfless love towards his brother. The man seems calm and unbothered, but is actually the pettiest bitch on this planet of Earth. He's seemingly desensitized to the concept of death, but then begs for law!Abel to kill him.
Thanks to his... predicament, every initial assumption the player has about him is simulateously correct and also so, so wrong.
My least favorite thing about them: There's actually nothing I dislike about his character, so I'm gonna cheat and say drawing his haori is the absolute worst.
My favorite canon relationship: I love the game's implication that Loki has been tormenting him for GOD knows how long now.
My favorite non-canon relationship: I really wish we got more information on Naoya's connection with Keisuke. The game doesn't really go into it, so I think it's safe to assume that this was part of the content that was scrapped when the devs realized they needed to cull some scenes. Anyway, we're reduced to broad speculation when it comes to Naoya and Keisuke's relationship. I have my own thoughts but that's for another post...
The sexuality I headcanon for them: Kind of a tricky one. I don't think Naoya would pursue anyone purely because his punishment means that he can't afford to get attached to anyone that isn't Abel. I guess if I had to answer, he's theoretically bi, but in reality? a fucking mess.
What I’d do if I could spend the day with them: I think I might be legitimately too intimidated to do anything. The guy is kind of a total freak. How are you supposed to have a conversation with someone who already knows what you're going to say and do? I guess maybe I'd ask for food recommendations since Japanese sweets are his favorite thing to eat but like. God I really have no clue what I would do LMFAO
Random fact about them I like: HMMM I really like how he opens up at the end of his route since he knows his punishment is coming to an end.
In the very beginning of the game, Naoya is implied to not have any sense of humor at all. Yuzu says that the Laplace email must be a joke, and Atsuro says that Naoya must have a sense of humor. But the way Atsuro says this means that Naoya hasn’t been shown to joke around, and Atsuro is just assuming that Naoya has a sense of humor because Naoya is human, too. But then at the end of Naoya’s no kill route, though, Naoya shows his lighthearted side by teasing Atsuro about his crush on Yuzu. Idk, I just found that really sweet.
Thank you for asking!!
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terubakudan · 3 years
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This may be an old article from 3 years ago, but these cultural aspects/observations still apply even today. And though this is strictly a Chinese perspective, a lot of these everyday life bits are observed in Overseas Chinese communities in countries such as The Philippines, Malaysia, Indonesia, etc. as well as countries heavily influenced by Chinese culture like Taiwan, Japan, and Korea.
I've always liked learning about other cultures and making comparisons between how things are done East vs West. Which probably stems from growing up with two cultures and Mom raising me on American movies xD
So the irony is if you asked me how many Chinese, Taiwanese, or Hong Kong actors I know, chances are I know as much as you do xD Like Jackie Chan, Andy Lau, and that's about it. But if you asked me about Western (specifically American and British) actors, then I have a useless brain dump of movie trivia and who was with who in what movie xD
Hmmm, both Taiwan and the Philippines are two distinct cultures but both look up to a certain country and are fascinated by that. In Taiwan's case, Japan and the US for the Philippines. In both cases, this is due to being under the rule of those countries in their history. Taiwan being under Japan for 50 years, and the Philippines being under Spain for 300+ years, followed by periods of American and Japanese rule. To put it simply though:
Taiwan is "mini-Japan with a very Chinese culture".
The Philippines is "former colony of Spain with lots of American influences".
But unlike the author, I've never set foot in any Western country, so my understandings are strictly what I've observed in media, which while it can be accurate, doesn't compare to actually experiencing the culture.
Some further elaboration on most points:
#1 We quite literally use chopsticks for everything. We use it to pick rice, viands, vegetables, fruit, smaller desserts, almost all the food you can think of.
But where do you put your chopsticks when you're not using them? Just put them on top of your bowl or flat on your plate. But do not ever stick them vertically. It's taboo, since it looks like incense sticks, which we use to pray for those who have passed, like our ancestors or during funerary services.
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#3 The majority of Asia is obsessed with fair/white skin. In my time at the Philippines, I grew up watching all these Dove Whitening commercials and my classmates often commented on how fair my skin was, how they envied it etc. In Taiwan, girls often say they don't want to 變黑 (biàn hēi) 'become dark'. Japan and Korea too are not innocent of this either (if their beauty/skin products weren't a dead giveaway).
People here at Taiwan often mistake me for being from Hong Kong or Japan (as long as I don't speak Mandarin with my heavy accent xD). A Taiwanese classmate of mine joked that she often gets mistaken for being from Southeast Asia due to having a darker complexion. And while I laughed it off with her at that time, looking back, I now realize she was lowkey being racist. xD
And believe me Filipinas have mentioned literally being told 'your skin is so dark' here in Taiwan, or being given backhanded compliments like 'you're pretty despite having dark skin' and...*facepalms*
My point is, beauty is not exclusive to skin color. People who still think that are assholes.
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#5 Not to say we don't have salt and pepper, but yes soy sauce and vinegar are the classic condiments you see on the table, be it at home or at a restaurant.
And if I may add, Taiwanese love their pepper. xD If you ever get to eat at a night market or a smaller "Mom n' Pop-style" restaurant here, some dishes/soups tend to add quite an excessive amount of pepper. Not like anthills, but quite liberally and way more than average. Enough that you see traces of pepper at the bottom of the food paper bag or swirling in your soup. xD
#6 I know this all too well from personal experience. In my years of studying at Taiwan, I always had roommates. 3 in my first school (I graduated high school in the Philippines pre K-12 so I had to make up 2 years of Senior High), followed by 2 in college, with the exception of 1 in freshman year.
My college did offer single person dorms but at around 9000 NTD ($324) per month compared to around 6000 NTD ($216) per semester. Because I wanted to save, the choice was obvious for me xD. But ah, this doesn't mean I don't value personal space, in fact I love having the room to myself, and since both my roomies would go home to their families every weekend, weekends were bliss for me xD
And you don't have to be friends with your roommates (that's an added bonus however), you just have to get along with them. I was quite lucky to have really great roommates all throughout my schooling years.
#9 In the Philippines, we do. Owing mostly to American influences and maybe being predominantly Catholic? xD
#10 *sigh* Chinese parents and parents from similar Asian cultures tend to put too much emphasis on grades, so much that kids could get sent to cram school as early as elementary. This is because what school you get into could literally affect your future job opportunities, and while that's not exclusive to any particular country/culture, I feel it's especially pronounced here in Asia. I'm really lucky my own parents weren't that strict about it. However, if your parents don't point the mistakes out to you, chances are you'll do it yourself, if you're an Asian kid like me anyway. xD It just becomes a habit.
#11 My family is an exception to this. xD We do say 'I love you' directly, but complete with the 'ah eat well ok?', 'don't scrimp on food', 'sleep well' and similar indirect words/actions of affection. We were doing 'Conceal, Don't Feel' before it became popular. xD
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#13 I'm kind of confused about this but this has sort have changed over the years in which eye-contact is now more encouraged. But don't stare, especially at elders and authority figures. Sometimes it's just shyness though. xD And I've observed this with my own Taiwanese friend, especially when I'm complaining or ranting to her about something. xD I'm a person who likes to express my opinions strongly, which tends to scare/alienate some of the locals here, as doing so is kind of frowned upon. Thankfully, she does listen and offers her take on things.
#14 Ah this. xD In the Philippines, this is a common greeting known as beso-beso, and I freaked out too when an auntie did that to me. xD Needless to say, Mom lectured me later on what that was. ^^"
#16 Along with #3 another crazy beauty standard. In my view, people always look better with a little meat on them and when they're not horribly thin. Asia still has a loonng way to go with accepting different types of bodies if you ask me. This combined with modern beauty standards has made the pressure for women especially to 'look beautiful' higher than ever.
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I know many people love them but please, starving yourself or glorifying eating disorders is never OK just to get this kind of 'ideal' body. I'm not part of the Kpop fandom, but even I think when idols get bullied just for gaining the least bit of weight among other insensitive comments, that's really going too far.
#17 'If you want to make friends, go eat.' <- I couldn't agree more. In the Philippines we have a greeting: 'Kumain ka na ba?' (Have you eaten?) . Similarly in Taiwan, we have 吃飯了沒? (chī fàn le méi), both of these can mean that in the literal sense but are often used as greetings instead. By then which invitation to having lunch/dinner together may or may not follow. Food really is a way for us to socialize and to catch up with what's going on in each other's lives. Not to say we don't have regular outings like going out to the mall, going shopping, etc. but eating together is a huge part of our culture, be it with family or friends.
And while I'm at it, some memes that are way too accurate good to pass up xD
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Parents, uncles, aunties alike will fight over the bill xD
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You just space out until your name is called xD
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My parents are guilty of the last one. Logic how? xD
#18 True. xD I like giving compliments out to people but I have a hard time accepting them myself, though I've learnt how to accept them much more now than before. We're kind of raised to constantly downplay ourselves so we often say things like 'ah no no' or 'I'm really not that good'. The downside of this of course is that it can come off as somewhat fake. xD
Again from personal experience, that same classmate who made the lowkey racist remark, she was good, she was on the debate team, was a honor student, knew how to mingle with people, but she downplayed herself way too much, while praising me but I honestly thought that she never really meant it from how she treated me. She wanted to keep me around her yet make backhanded compliments at me and she didn't want me socializing with my other classmate who is now my friend. *sigh* It was only after discussing this with one of my roomies did I realize how this 'excessive downplaying' might come off to people like me who more or less grew up with a more 'Westernized' mindset. I'm not saying brag about your achievements but don't be overly humble about them either, which can also be a turn off.
#20 We do tend to be a lot more realistic on how we view things, neither entirely optimistic nor pessimistic. We try to think of things practically and often analyze things on pure logic. A downside of this however, is that Chinese people can be overly practical. Taiwanese for instance don't like to 'find inconveniences' and generally keep to themselves, meaning, they won't help you in your hour of need even when they do have the capabilities. Sounds really harsh I know, but in my 6 years of living in Taiwan, while this doesn't apply to all the people, a lot of them really do only find/talk to you when they need something.
So for some people saying Taiwanese are 'friendly', that's BS xD If you ask me, Filipinos are infinitely more friendly, and again while not all, generally make more of an effort to help you when you need it. I really felt more of a real sense of community during my years growing up in the Philippines compared to Taiwan.
#21 Children do tend to stay with their parents well into college and adulthood, since Chinese families are indeed very family-oriented, in a lot of cases, grandparents often live under the same roof as us as well! And it really does save a lot of money. I see there's a real stigma in the US when it comes to "living with your parents", but that's starting to change especially because of Covid and having more and more people move back in with their parents.
Housing unfortunately is pretty much hella expensive no matter where you go, and Taiwan is no exception. Steep housing prices and the very high cost of raising a child (schooling + buxiban fees, etc.) contribute to a very low birth rate and thus an aging population like Japan. It's not uncommon to see both parents working in Taiwan.
#23 I'm an overthinker myself, but I totally agree with the author that the best is to strike a good balance between these two. Which I guess is why I love drawing or any other related creative attempts, it helps me be more spontaneous or well, creative! I like to remain intellectually or artistically inspired.
#24 Is French high school really like that? xD My friend did watch SKAM France and more or less got a culture shock from what was depicted on the show. I can confirm however that most high schools both in the Philippines and Taiwan require students to wear a uniform, only in college is everybody free to wear casual/civilian clothes.
#26 Ah this is part of our Asian gift-giving etiquette xD We always open gifts later after the event/meeting and in private. Never open them in front of the person who gave it to you or in front of others. This is to prevent any 'shame/embarrassment' that may result both to yourself and to the gift giver. I know this may come off as something weird since some people may want a more honest response or immediate feedback when it comes to gift-giving, but that's just how it is in our culture. You're always free to ask us though (in private) if we liked the gift or not ^^"
#28 I want to say the same goes to drinking, partying, and drugs however xD Those are things which are still frowned upon in our culture. And to be honest, whenever I see those in movies, it does kind of turn me off xD It doesn't mean that we're "uncool" or "boring", we just think that there are much better or healthier ways of "having fun".
#31 Is this true in France?! Man I would kind of prefer that instead of people being on their phones all the time xD This kind of goes with #20 in that Chinese are overly practical or logical, and don't read fiction as much as nonfiction. My Taiwanese friend is an exception though, she's a bibliophile who loves the feel of paper books compared to e-books, and it's a trait of her that I like a lot. Both the Philippines and Taiwan however have a huge fanbase when it comes to manga and anime though.
I'm all for reading outside of "designated reading" at schools especially. Reading fiction improves your vocabulary too, and can be quite fun! It helps you imagine and really invest in a world/story, and if you ask me something that I feel Westerners are better at, they're more in touch with their emotions and creativity, and are thus much more able to write compelling or original stories. Believe me, I've seen a fair amount of Chinese movies that rip off Western movie plotlines xD
#33 Nothing much to add on here..except that since I'm a "weird" person, Mom often jokes that she got the wrong baby from the hospital. xD
#35 True. While I agree with the care and concern that your fellow community can give you, the downside of this is we tend to only hang out with our own people, e.g Chinese with Chinese, Taiwanese with Taiwanese, etc. I've seen too that it's especially hard to make friends in Japan and Korea as a foreigner. Not only is there the language barrier, but the differences in culture too. In a way, Asians can be pretty close-minded on getting to know other cultures or actually making friends with people from other countries. I know this all too well being half-Taiwanese/half-Filipino, being neither "Filipino" enough nor "Taiwanese" enough. xD It's more of people here being too used to what they're comfortable with.
#36 Oh this is something I feel that Chinese students and other students from similar cultures should really improve on. xD How will people respect you if you don't speak your mind?
I felt bad especially for my Spanish teacher in college, granted it was an introductory course (Spanish I and II) but the amount of times that our teacher had to prompt a student to recite/speak even with clear hints already made her (and me too) extremely frustrated. The thing is, these are college students, I personally feel they don't have any reason to be so shy of speaking and technically by not doing so they're slowing the pace of the class too much and a lot of time is wasted.
Unfortunately you can't always be very vocal with your thoughts and opinions in most Asian cultures. I would say strive for that, but at the same time, play your cards well, especially if you're in a workplace setting.
If you made it to the end, thank you for reading and here's a cookie! 🍪 I'm not perfect and there's bound to be something I missed so please let me know if you spotted anything wrong. Feedback/questions are very much welcome and please feel free to share about your country/culture's differences or similarities!
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Worried | Corpse Husband
Requested? Nope 
Warnings? Mentions of a toxic household, struggling mental health
Summary: After visiting your family for a bit, you isolate yourself out of old habits. However, after days of not hearing from you, Corpse comes to check up on you 
Word Count: 1,701
You were beyond shocked when Corpse showed up on your doorstep in the middle of the night a few days after you returned to the west coast. 
You had headed home to the east coast for a bit to visit your family and catch up after living on the west coast and not coming home for a few years. You didn’t mean to intentionally stay away from your family, but after building up your savings and getting yourself settled, you didn’t realize how long it had been since you had seen your family. 
So, you decided to fly back for a week and finally catch up with them. You missed them a bit but you were aware of how happy you’ve become since moving to the west coast and following your passions. You were finally able to escape your small town and be able to spread your wings.
Growing up you had always struggled with your mental health and your hometown mixed with family issues never helped it. It was part of the reason you felt trapped when you were growing up in your tiny hometown. You didn’t get as much help as you should have and the support you needed wasn’t there. 
You made it through thankfully, but when you got to the west coast you felt like you could breathe. The weight of everyone knowing everyone was lifted and you had more access to help than ever before. You felt motivated to work on yourself and with new friends who were more like family you felt better. 
Going home sent you back probably ten steps. Your mom had commented on your looks. Your dad claimed you weren’t doing well out west and shouldn’t try anymore. Your brother gloated about his new promotion all week. You felt torn down the whole week through subtle hints and tiny jabs and you couldn’t wait to get home. 
You had texted your west coast friends practically the entire time you were gone telling them how everything was going and how you couldn’t wait to see them when you got back. You and Corpse had texted every day and he was the reason you made it through the painful dinners and conversations with your family. He either sent you memes or inside jokes during the dinners and called you every night when you got back or had a moment alone to check-in. 
He was simply there for you when you needed someone to make you smile. He understood what you were going through and didn’t want you to go through it alone. You hoped you could repay the favor one day. 
On the flight back you were excited to get back home but you felt yourself falling back into spiraling thoughts. This always happened with your family, making you feel like you’re not good enough and that you’d end up failing. You ended up getting so into your head and falling back into a depression when you came home. 
You ignored pretty much all of your friends’ calls, texts, and even tweets about where you were and what was going on. It happened pretty much every time you got into your head about your family’s comments. You kept to yourself and didn’t let anyone in on what you were feeling. 
So you should have understood when Corpse was worried sick. He had been texting and calling you all week and when you come back that’s when you ghost him? He was worried he did or said something, overbearing with his messages, or didn’t help enough. He was wracking his brain for days after you had gotten home and couldn’t come up with anything. 
It also stemmed from the fact that he liked you. He’s liked you since your first among us game when you teamed up as the ultimate impostors together and you had the same mind as he did. You two played off each other’s energy and he knew immediately he wanted to know you. He knew you were someone special. 
So, when his best friend and the girl he likes dips, he’s concerned and that’s most of the reason why he ended up on your doorstep unable to sleep. 
You found it hardest to not respond to Corpse. The man’s electric personality, stunning laugh, and caring heart hooked you from the start. You had fallen hard for him and the fact that he was there for you even thousands of miles away while you were with family meant everything to you. But your brain betrays you and you wish you could tell him everything. 
It was a few days after you had gotten home and you found yourself plagued with insomnia. It had to be at least 2 am when you got up from bed to make a cup of tea and read a bit more of the book you had started recently. Whenever you couldn’t sleep, most of the time you gave up, not caring if you went back to bed or not knowing you could always drink more coffee the next day if you were too tired. 
Just as you sat down, a knock on your door sounds and for half a second your heart stops. You try to convince yourself it was something falling over outside but when you hear it again, sharp and clear, you nervously set down your mug and head to your front door. 
You pop up on your tiptoes and peek through the peephole to see the one person who hasn’t left your mind the entire time you had gone dark since you’ve come back home. 
“Corpse?” you ask when you swing open the door. The older boy scans you up and down before stepping forward and instantly wrapping you up into his arms. 
You react immediately lifting your hands to grab the fabric of his sweatshirt and pull him close. He pushes his face into your neck and it’s like every bit of stress is being relieved slowly by his touch. 
“I’m sorry,” he whispers still holding you tight. “I was just worried.” 
You pull back at this, raising a hand to his cheek which he instinctively leans into. Your thumb rubs soothing circles across his cheekbone and you feel the flutter of a sigh leave his lips. 
“I’m sorry,” you whisper back and he shakes his head. 
You dive back into his arms, his hands now resting securely around your shoulders and you press your face into his chest. You stay like that until you know he’s not going anywhere. 
He presses a kiss to your head before pulling away and slipping his hands from your shoulders to your hands. His left-hand slides down the inside of your forearm, his fingers dancing across your skin delicately until they meet your palm. 
You try not to seem too eager as his fingers slide perfectly into yours and you practically come alive as soon as your palms meet and you’re whole again. 
Your eyes finally meet his once again and he offers a tiny smile before tugging on your hand lightly to pull you into your bedroom. You follow him feeling a million times better than you did when you woke up this morning or any morning for the past few days. 
He leads you to your bed and you fall down onto it with him crawling into it next to you. You sit criss cross with him sitting in front of you, a curious look on his face. 
“What’s wrong princess?” he asks quietly, reaching out to place a comforting hand on your knee. 
“My family has spent most of my life telling me I’m not good enough. Not supporting me. Going home felt like I was 16 again and trying to show them I’m good enough,” you say as tears start to fall down your face. 
Corpse moves at this sight, carefully placing himself next to you and placing both hands on the back of your thighs to pull you closer to him. His left-hand cups your cheek and wipes away the falling tears. You take a deep breath, looking into his gorgeous eyes and feeling calm wash over you once more. 
“I just don’t feel good enough. I feel like no one wants me and I’ve always struggled with how to talk to people about it so I shut down.”
“You don’t have to tell anyone, anything love. Talk when you’re ready but know I’m here no matter what. I want to hear about your biggest victories and your worst days. Your passions and your nightmares. But if you’re not ready that’s okay.” 
You’re almost sobbing at this point because you’re not sure if anyone has ever loved and supported you this purely. You had learned to do the heavy lifting of loving and supporting yourself but always dreamed of someone supporting you on your bad days and you were so grateful for Corpse to be that someone. 
“Thank you,” you whisper. 
Corpse nods and you give him a small smile. Your eyes search his for a moment when you notice his eyes flicker from yours to your lips. It strikes you how close the two of you are and your heart drops to your stomach and rolls around a bit out of nerves. 
His hand is still on your cheek and he pulls you forward and just as you’re an inch away your eyes flutter shut. Your lips meet his and it’s like time stops. It’s breathtaking like you’re certain you’re not breathing but you never want the moment to end. You sink straight into the feeling in case it never happens again. 
As you break apart you stay close together, resting your foreheads on each other as your eyes search the others. And then he smiles that rare, room brightening smile and you’re lit up at the sight of it. 
“C’mere,” he whispers and you fall carefully into his embrace. 
He wraps you up in his arms, one wrapped securely around your waist while the other comes over your side to hold your hand. His face is pressed into your neck and you know for certain this is going to be the best night’s sleep you’ll get in a while.
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hey,,,your thoughts and headcanons on indchuran college au 😳😳😳😳😳(i am very predictable as per usual)
o-o o-o college aus have my heart so thank you for the ask! These turned out as platonic/general hcs but I hope you like them nonetheless! (also this isn’t really associated with any set AU and is separate from the indchuran bros for life AU)
notes: this is based on the little I know about how US colleges/universities work ahahah sorry for any inaccuracies lol
— They’re all in the same year, and China and India got put in a dorm together with Iran next door (oh my god they were roommates ;) )
— They meet when Roshan heard Aditya’s got a copy of a book they wanted, went over to borrow it, and found Aditya trolling Yao with meme songs while the latter was wearing headphones and trying to study (this is kinda half assed and I don’t think it’s funny enough so if you’ve got another meeting scenario please do tell 👀)
— Yao’s fashion is a hot mess, per usual. It’s half lazy college student wear and half blinding eye-strain. Sometimes he still goes edgelord mode and does dark colors and goth attire when he’s particularly annoyed or grumpy (in addition to threatening to evict Aditya/steal all his possessions if he’s bugging Yao); Aditya and Roshan just coo at this. 
— Roshan dresses very eccentrically. I think it’s called the art hoe aesthetic? They dress like an art student but pick even more outlandish outfits. But it’s elegant in an eye-catching way, and it makes them stand out a lot. They like it and also love the attention it gets them :) also Roshan would be an amazing person to ask for clothing opinions, except that they might criticize your current outfits too much hksdfsdf
— As for Aditya, I don’t really have a set image for him really? lol I'd give anything to see him dressed in some kind of academia aesthetic (glasses are a bonus), but I feel like his style is more casual and comfy? just average person casual shirts and hoodies. Still knows how to pick good outfits though, but makes awful decisions when in the wrong headspace (like being Severely sleep deprived)
— Yao either studies a) business b) politics c) game theory d) a mix of all three (overachiever). I think he’d also take some of those like, quantum math classes and stuff just to ~expand his horizons~ and ends up taking enough to get a minor in that. Also absorbs STEM stuff from other people although he never went that route :\
— Roshan studies art history! They’re wicked at math as well though, I think they’d definitely be interested in studying pure mathematics as either a minor or a fun side hobby.
— Aditya minors in literature/creative writing and regularly waxes poetic about life. He also complains about the school cafeteria food in flowery prose. Yao yells at him to just make food himself if it’s so bad, but it’s too much effort 😔 (this is literally me)
I’m still undecided on what he majors in, but for now I’m stealing your hc that it’s biophysics :>
— Yao’s tried dabbling in stocks as part class project and part personal side hobby; one of his professors probably helps him with this, and somehow he gets a lot of money even though he invests in some very questionable things that look like shitpost material
— Courtesy of talking with @luyous, these three competitively study during midterms/finals season. They hardcore compete to get the best grades, even though they’re in different majors, and literally. the temperature heats up a couple degrees in the dorm when they’re revising because they all want to “beat” the other two 😭
— Literally they’re such bookworms but have a thirst for being The Best 😔
— Yao has a shit sleep schedule and both Aditya and Roshan have called him out on this multiple times; Aditya more often because they share a room and it’s kind of annoying when your roommate’s desk lamp is still on at 3 AM while you’re supposed to be sleeping. He eventually bought an eye mask for this but still has to forcibly drag Yao to bed at least once a week.
— Aditya is the resident boomer and tech hoe (although he fools around on the computer more than he does useful stuff) inspiration from you raunak <3
— Roshan and Aditya once tricked Yao into watering a fake plant they bought from Target for a full five months :) They keep a log of the shenanigans on their respective social medias as proof <3
— Roshan has a windowsill with a line of very cute potted plants! It’s very aesthetic and they show them off to anyone who asks. Don’t touch though because the plants are their babies
— Aditya sings very well! Has perfect pitch and all that. Does karaoke nights with friends, drags Yao along even though all he does there is type away on his laptop (and sometimes glances up to simp for Aditya). Often prank calls acquaintances, occasionally with Roshan, because he’s also pretty good at voice acting
— Out of the three, Aditya’s probably the friendliest if you’re a stranger, but it do be hard trying to build a friendship with any of them 😔 yao’s condescending to strangers and it takes some time to crack him if you don’t come off as quick-witted and smart on the first try, Roshan doesn’t really take people they just met super seriously unless they can impress/charm them, Aditya’s flashy but is kinda flaky and sometimes talks down to you and seems to always have something else to do besides hanging out one on one unless you win his respect. They’re good with each other though, occasional spats are mostly misunderstandings unless there’s Too Much miscommunication going on
— They’re all kinda legends for academic achievements. Roshan probably got a paper published in some vaunted journal about idk, changing methods of making pottery in ancient Iran or something; Yao has his stocks (and is also kinda rich in the first place so he’s “famous” before that) and Aditya probably got an internship or opportunity to do lab work for a cutting edge research thing
— they no-homo each other all the time it’s insane. It doesn’t help that they’re in close quarters (Yao and Aditya being roommates and Roshan right next door) so it’s like, accidentally wearing the other’s clothes, stealing snacks, so much touching and closeness lol classic pining material
— Yao jokes at least once a day that Roshan is just a parasite of his and Aditya’s dorm, with the amount of time they spend in there instead of in their own dorm, but they sniff haughtily and say that at least their dorm is much more organized than whatever indchu have going on (it’s true; Yao believes in organized chaos and pretends his organization system is having No Organization; Aditya just does whatever he wants and “anyways I’ll find it when I need it”, Roshan is the only sane one here)
— Roshan drinks tea religiously (all three of them do, but Yao chugs energy drinks sometimes, Aditya binges coffee when needed, whereas Roshan’s solution is tea)
— They’re kinda chaotic but it’s fine they’ll make it through uni :)
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Zuko for the ask meme! :)
An excellent choice!
1. on a scale of 1-10, how ticklish are they?
Gonna grant him some mercy & say it’s a 9 instead of a full 10
2. where is their most ticklish spot(s)?
It always changes for me based on my mood but I think it’s probably tied with his belly & underarms
3. which spots are they not ticklish?
Not many places, probably like his head/face?
4. what is their laugh like?
Super giggly & boyish. Just pure joy, it sounds like the embodiment of happiness & sunshine. It can get all squeaky & hiccuppy too! It’s adorable!
5. do they enjoy tickling? if yes, is it a fun platonic/familial thing, or kinky thing to them, or can it be both depending on the circumstance?
He does, & it’s 100% a platonic thing. He was never shown a lot of familial love, so that’s something he craves. Tickling makes him feel happy for a moment & like he actually matters to someone because they’re making an effort to make him laugh
6. are they more often a lee or ler, generally?
LEEEEEE. Poor dude can’t catch a break!
7. who is someone in their life that they tickle often?
After joining the gaang, Sokka & Aang are his most frequent targets
8. who is someone in their life that they get tickled by often?
Uncle Iroh. He just wants his nephew to be able to act like the kid he is because it pains him that he had to go through so much at such a young age
9. does the word “tickle” or any variation of embarrass them?
You best bet! If anyone brings it up he goes all quiet & still & if they continue to talk about it he blushes like mad! I headcanon that when in relation to himself, he can’t say the word. If he’s talking about someone else tho he can manage to say it, but he can’t bring himself to say it when talking about himself. He instead uses phrases like “I’m sensitive” or “that felt weird/funny”
10. are they embarrassed about their ticklishness, and do they try to deny/hide it?
YEEEEES! He’s in such denial about his own ticklishness & insists it isn’t that bad. He’s super embarrassed by it because he’s a prince damnit! Respect him & don’t reduce him to a giggly puddle! He goes out of his way to try to hide it
11. would gentle tickling or rough tickling affect them more?
Depends what your goal is. If you wanna wreck him then rough tickles are the way to go. But if you want to slowly break him & make him all giggly & squirmy then gentle would be more effective
12. is there a specific spot that they enjoy being tickled, either exclusively or more than other spots? what is it?
I feel like he would really appreciate soft back tickles. He just needs the affection
13. is there a spot that they can’t stand to be tickled, either because it’s just too sensitive, or it’s uncomfortable/painful/etc? what is it?
Probably his burned ear because it’s scar tissue & it’s more sensitive, but it mostly stems from the trauma associated with the scar more than anything
14. would they ever purposefully bug a friend/partner/sibling into tickling them, and if so, how would they go about it?
He’d rather die than ask for it, so totally! & we all underestimate his ability to be an annoying lil shit so he definitely would. But not with Azula tho, since they’ve gotten older he refuses to let her touch him like that. (Because she’s a little too mean & competitive & it quickly turns into her hurting him)
15. does teasing affect them?
ABAOLUTELY! It’s super effective on him, especially since he’s not teased often. It takes him by surprise
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oh ivy doin the meme as well, ... so :^) um Ginjo
Favorite thing about them
You. I mean, I went back to him and re-evaluated my stand with his character because I liked your Ginjo and what you did with him. Idk if it’s a good or a bad thing it came to remind me of my father but it only added to good things since. So now I love and appreciate his chara more than ever and it keeps growing cuz damn, he.is.right. I love him for the terrible man that he is and for the good man that is mixed in all that rage. Maybe the fact that that was his reaction to being lied to and betrayed is telling his core wasn’t good and pure from the beginning. And he would have continued to act like a good person only in a favorable environment. But that is one of the reasons that makes him such a good villain. I like that his malice may stem from something latent and got activated by something that can be considered reasonable (maybe he was like this before too, but it was directed towards other enemies, hollows, idk). I like his sadistic, manipulative, sassy ass. I like his sadness. I like how nice he can be sometimes, like towards his fellow fullbringers. I love how he makes his own way, and pushes through like a feral man cutting a path in the jungle where everything is against him or out to get him.
Least favorite thing about them
I just said I love the worst about him, so what do I love the least?? idk. I’ll just pass the microphone to Aisha…
“You’re a rude ass bitch father and your hair looks stoopid”
Favorite line
I actually have a few
"All throughout history, be it royals or samurai or whatever, this world has always been ruled by minorities! You're not the ones in the wrong. It's this world that's become too lenient towards idiots. It's time we changed all that. This time, we're gonna be the ones at the top of the food chain."
"I fully intend to crush the Shinigami for betraying me as they did. I thought you would try to convince me that was wrong. And yet, you don't even bother? Why? Those eyes... They're the eyes of a man who's trying to understand me. Of a man putting himself in my shoes, treating me as an equal. Are you trying to say you already understand why I'm doing this, and choose to deny me regardless?"
"Time will try to constantly try to catch up with you. And with a roar, it will overcome you. Do not look ahead. Hope only lies within the unforeseeable current that will close in from behind."
Why do I feel like he got some of the best lines in Bleach…. he got depth and rage and wisdom in there, I love
brOTP
Tsukishima i guess. He got a nice thing going on with the rest of fullbringers and he’s nice to Riruka, they’re fun
OTP
Nothing canon. I like what he got with Mu’s oc Nobu
nOTP
None
Random HC
Unfortunately all I got is that he's got a bastard daughter out there. And that in the Xcution hideout there's a cupboard full of instant ramen. And when I say full I mean if you open it you'll be hit by a tsunami of ramen packages. This man is a kitchen disaster, can't cook something right to save his life.
Unpopular opinion
He is actually one of the best villains ever. His character is amazing and has depth, and style cuz Kubo just knows how to draw his men. He and the whole fullbring arc is worthy of way more love and attention than is given.
Song I associate with them
Endure the Silence by Myrath
After Dark by Tito & Tarantula
Favorite picture of them
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he looks so sad in the second one, and so beautifully drawn I'm 💕
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the week is not over yet but you, Sibi, have given us a heartbreaking chapter, the news of a possible sequel and today a smut chapter.... I always wish you have a soft bed to sleep in ❤ You are our queen!
I just read the warnings and I had to reread a sentence several times: "he wants her to bite his dick" what the fuck???!!!???!!!
now I'm curious to read the chapter even more 🥳🥵
Honestly I'm like mc 😭 because I thought Yoongi was afraid to reveal his chest because he had, I don't know, scars, but I didn't think it was because of the idea that she didn't like him 🥺😭 my baby needs to much love 💔
however i don't know if it's intentional or just my observation but sometimes i think mc uses emotional manipulation on yoongi for example in this chapter she says she will admire his body as if it were her greatest treasure since she doesn't will see him 👀😏 and there are other phrases in previous chapters. If it's really that honestly I'm on y/n's side because I want this couple happy and together 😌
the intimacy scenes between these I will never get tired of them. There is no need for sex for two people to be intimate, not, just two souls in love.
"It is such a nice memory, one that will stay with you in the months of distance and keep you warm while making you ache for his quick return" i like the way mc thinks 😏
"His chuckle cuts off abruptly" this part made me laugh and this meme comes to mind https://images.app.goo.gl/ykLoXj5DgptA5Pgp6
I read everything in religious silence. not a thought in my head. There was nothing 😶 and then I got to the bite part and it changed everything. My life has been revolutionized. After this scene I decided to do another degree course, to go to the gym.... Sibi you are one of the best smut writers, really!
"I wanna goddamn fucking pound you stupid" again, no thought. "I'm resurrected again." Me when i see BTS
While they are fucking like wild animals Jungkook and Taehyung are out the door like this 👂🏻👂🏻🧍🏻‍♂️👀🧍🏻‍♂️👀👂🏻👂🏻
I love that this string of phrases they say "come back soon" "I'll be fast "because theirs is not goodbye but just see you soon 🥺🥺🥺
Can I make an observation? As much as I love TaeTae and mc's relationship, I realize that the intimacy she and Yoongi have is different; their relationship is deeper. I do not mean that there is no intimacy between Tae and her, but perhaps they have not yet managed to explode it. What do you think about it?
Thanks Sibi for this wonderful chapter 😭🥳💗❤
"he wants her to bite his dick" what the fuck???!!!???!!!
mE that was me when I wrote that part, I was just like "i created my biggest dream man fuck." and then just cried because Yoongi is so hot 🥴🥴
the intimacy scenes between these I will never get tired of them. There is no need for sex for two people to be intimate, not, just two souls in love.
PLEASE I'M GONNA CRY THIS IS SO :( I LOVE THEM SO MUCH :( THEY ARE THE ONE :( I SAID WHAT I SAID :(
HAHAHAHAHHAH THE MEME OMFG BYE I QUOTE THIS WAY TOO OFTEN HAHAHAH WHY WAS THIS ACTUALLY YOONGI IN THAT SCENE? 😩😂😂😂😂
emotional manipulation because she soothed his worries by telling him that she will cherish this view as if it was her greatest treasure becasue she knows how big of a deal getting naked is for Yoongi so she wanted to genuinely compliment him by letting him that it was truly precious to her?? anonie I am so sorry but where the hell did you pull that observation out of? 😩😂🥴💗 the last thing she does is emotionally manipulate people; sorry but idk where you got that idea from jsjsjs. But what she WILL use is acting cute to get what she wants, so in that aspect yes she does manipulate him but he is very aware that she does and finds it more endearing than annoying. Her sweet words and praises however always - ALWAYS - stem out of honest and pure love for him.
I read everything in religious silence. not a thought in my head. There was nothing 😶 and then I got to the bite part and it changed everything. My life has been revolutionized. After this scene I decided to do another degree course, to go to the gym.... Sibi you are one of the best smut writers, really!
jfadfkasjf thANK YOU OMFG I LOVE YOU 🥺💜 OAFMGM THAT PART RUINED ME TOO NGNGNGN JUST TO IMAGINE THE CREATOR OF VAMPIRES (aka the og biters) HAVING A MAJOR BITING KINK JUST SENDS ME OVER THE EDGE MGMMMG
Legit though, what are Jungkook and Taehyung doing? ohohooh there may be answers about that hidden somewhere on this blog 👁👁
Can I make an observation? As much as I love TaeTae and mc's relationship, I realize that the intimacy she and Yoongi have is different; their relationship is deeper. I do not mean that there is no intimacy between Tae and her, but perhaps they have not yet managed to explode it. What do you think about it?
No but, I totally get you? omfg I always feel so bad because I don't wanna make people feel as if I'm shitting on Tae and the relationship he has with her. But I also really feel as if the connection between Yoongi and OC feels so....deep? Or right? Just like she said. They feel so right. I am saying it again, they went from "you're so freaking annoying" to "holy fuck I'd stop the stars for you" and it's just so :( Yoongi is closing his eyes next to her, lets her sleep in his bed, gets naked in front of her, cries & laughs. Like idk if you guys are even aware of just how big of a deal those little things are for Yoongi and she just...accepts them as something awesome and precious and I am just so *starts crying violently*
Thank you so much for message anonie hehe, I'm so, so happy that you loved it! And I love you hehe 🥺💜💗
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would you class percy as a morally grey character? i’m really interested to hear your input
Anon 2: Would u class percy as an Morally Gray character?
Hey there! Let me write that essay for you about morally gray Percy ^^
It’s not about whether Percy is a morally gray character or not, it’s about he has to be otherwise the story doesn’t make any sense. At least for me it wouldn’t.
Ashley (@gr33kg0ds) said in the tags of my dark!Percy post something along the line of people diminishing Percy’s character because they need him to be pure and fluffy and I wholeheartedly agree with that!
Just because Percy’s twelve doesn’t mean he’s pure and didn’t do unproblematic things. I’ll mostly refer to The Lightning Thief because that book is the Magnus Opus for Riordan and perfectly stands for Percy as a morally gray character from the very beginning of the saga. (Also the only book I’ve recently re-read)
As much as I love fanon with all the amazing artworks, debates, memes and jokes, analysis, cool edits and wonderful fanfics, projecting your version of Percy doesn’t make the image in your head real. Percy in canon is not the fun and fluffy boy you imagine him to be or which social media sites (Reddit, Twitter, Instagram and yes, also Tumblr) tend to make him to be. He’s a scrawny little sarcastic twerp that was the unpopular kid. He isn’t that cringy dude Tony Lopez doing that fucking weird TikTok dance (side note: I don’t even know who this person is and I don't care, I saw the video and immediately wanted to delete every social media app on my phone, so thanks Tony?), kissing his Yeezys goodnight, vibing to our lord and gay icon Taylord “T. Swizzle” Swift song and flexing them iPhone 11 Max Pros. Percy literally said that going to Burger King with his mother once in a while would be considered a luxury. He’s a poor bastard in literal sense.
Part of the problem with the distinction of Percy’s character and his motives stem from the fact that Percy is a sneaky unreliable narrator and we as the audience (especially if you’re younger) don’t question most of his behavior if you even question some (pretty sure that most of us only picked up weird stuff as adults). Everything seems plausible to you. But does it mean that his behavior is necessarily good? Something that would paint his character as good?
Like I’ve said, let’s take a look at TLT. The very beginning of everything and the wonderful line that gets quoted everywhere: “Look, I didn't want to be a half-blood”. 
The very first line that quoted everywhere or used as in moodboard and edits but its meaning and significance get brushed off for the most part. It immediately sets the tone and the atmosphere for the book and for Percy as a character. A(n in my opinion) morally gray character. The very first thing we hear from Percy is that he doesn’t want to be in this world. He’s an involuntary participant who has been (upon further reading) blackmailed and forced into this world and is only cooperating to get his mother back and said in regards to his father (who also stands for the Greek pantheon) ”well yeah, would be nice to know about my dad but I’ve survived without him the past twelve years so I don’t know, he wouldn’t be missed necessarily I guess?“ That pretty much tells you, it foreshadows, that we will be dealing with someone with grit, someone that fights back, someone that went through shit, someone that isn’t a goody two-shoed character. Does it mean he’s a terrible (in the sense of evil or bad) character from the get go? Not really, but it tells you in nuances that he won’t be the white shining knight you might expect from a fairy tale.
There is so much that little Perseus Jackson has to offer you directly in the first book. So much that paints him as a morally gray character. From the illegal candy stash all the way to tricking Procrustes into his own trap. He knows right from wrong and isn’t innocent by any means. He wants you to think he’s innocent. Yes, he hunts monsters and the book also tells you that some adults (Gabe) can also be monsters, but Percy’s personality is so interesting and full of facets which I love! He’s misleading you on purpose. Deflects, plays events down. He lies in front of you to others but you don’t really doubt it. Instead of questioning it, you understand it.
What distinguishes Percy from other male protagonists in that notion that the author doesn’t try to paint him as particularly good (the reader connects the dots, in reality) is pretty much that. Percy is neither inherently good or bad. He’s in the middle. He does lots of questionable things and his personality adds to it. Something that immediately comes to my mind is his lack of fear of consequences. He thinks in the short term and not in the long term. Of course, he’s caring about those that are close and important to him (Grover, Annabeth and his mother of course. And well. The world not getting destroyed by his weird father and fucking crazy uncle would be a plus). But Percy isn’t really a strategist (yet). Look at the Medusa head thingy. Annabeth and Grover warn him, that he’s gonna get his ass beat and he doesn’t care. That these gods could squish him in the end didn’t matter to him.
The Olympian gods are painted as these unpenetrable huge mighty force and some fuzzy annoyed twelve year old dipshit sends them the severed head of a monster - but not any monster, the monster his father had a role in creating (well, Athena for the most part, but you know what I mean). (Also, I know this kinda reckless behavior gets sorta rewarded but at first, everyone was like ‘NO, NO, NO!’ before Percy was glorious with his attempt). Percy essentially tells these ancient forces that drive the way of his new cosmos how shit‘s gonna work from now on.
Percy isn’t fear riddled and doesn’t think about the possible outcome. He manipulates, he lies, he persuades and all of this as soon as he hits twelve. But probably earlier. Pretty sure he had to become a believable lier in order to trick (survive being around) Gabe. Perseus is angry, he’s agitated. Had Riordan written Percy as a soft spoken, frightened, goody two-shoed kid, almost nothing in TLT and the follow-ups would have made sense. He’s the outcast, but slowly blossoms into the strength and muscles of the group. Of the entire camp. Someone that outsmarts opponents and wins battles. But he didn’t do that by playing nice and being a bootlicker.
TLT would’ve been a perfect standalone book that would have emphasized that Percy is an involuntary person sive) if you skip Kronos, leave a little bit foreshadowing with the prophecy out, tweak the talks with the gods and Annabeth’s first meeting and skip Luke and the scorpion at the end. The ending would’ve been “and so Percy had a first awesome summer vacation and found a group of friends for life” or so (aka PJO movie 1 in less shitty and more cohesive).
The morally gray character shrinks a little bit in the SOM because there lie straighter dangers ahead which dive more into the bigger picture and Percy grows more into the character who takes care of friends and but he does come back with TTC, and definitely BOTL and the St. Helens explosion.
Consequences of Percy’s interactions had people partially dying. There is doubt, there is guilt. But the show must go on. There are battles that have to be won. There is no big giving up, no big overturn for the bad guys.
Also... isn’t it interesting that we start with Percy saying ”look, I don’t want to be in this world“ in TLT and it ends with TLO where he says ”for once I didn’t look back“? The full circle? The way that accepting his fate took five books? To change Percy from being an involuntary participant to becoming voluntary? He didn’t want to be a half-blood, he didn’t want to be the kid in the prophecy, but he actively chose to be in the end. He went from a darker shade of gray to a mayhaps lighter, if you want to say so.
To conclude, I repeat myself again: it’s not about whether Percy is a morally gray character or not, it’s that he has to be.
Thanks for asking me about some meta stuff I really do like diving into these things here and there. Tumblr’s sorta glitchy, I do get notifications but I really don’t see asks, so I’m sorry if my response is mad late ^^
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lunannex · 3 years
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for the character ask meme, how about one of the mcu midtown kids? (excluding peter, sorry peter lmao.) whichever of them you feel you've made the most content with/about! (- starkravinghazelnoots)
Hiii!!❤
Next to Peter, MJ's the Midtown kid I've made the most content about but I can't get Ned out of my mind right now so...Ned Leeds my beloved!!!!! I have SO many Thoughts about him (and about the rest of the Midtown kids tbh) that I've never gotten to talk about!! :D
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One thing I came up with for them that turned out to be kinda canon or at least has canon evidence to support it
He sees May as a second mom! May loves having him over! They bond over crochet and soap operas!!
He's also just as smart as Peter. This is canon. He wouldn't be going to Midtown, a literal STEM school, if he wasn't. I'll throw hands with anyone who refuses to acknowledge that.
One thing I came up with for them that I refuse to change no matter how OOC it may seem
This is purely self-projection but Ned watches telenovelas. He thinks they're ridiculous but he's thoroughly invested.
Not really OOC because Ned is a sweetie but…Ned and Flash are besties. It's what they deserve. It only really happens after the Blip but they end up bonding a lot eventually!
Obligatory Interwebs HC: They were each other's first kiss! Ned figured that it'd be better if it was with someone he already knew so they just...decided to do it when Peter came over to Ned's place one day.
Their government assigned theme song
Two by Sleeping at Last!
Something about them barely explored in canon that I expanded on
I've never really explored this unfortunately BUT:
Ned internalizes a lot of his issues because he feels like his problems aren't as big as those of his friends. After Peter becomes Spiderman, Ned sometimes feels like he's putting more effort into their relationship than Peter is, but they eventually get better at communicating their feelings to one another.
3 characters from another media that helped inspire my shaping of them
None, I feel like? That's not really how I go about shaping characters alskdk. But I guess Ned in my mind resembles Hunk Garrett from Voltron to an extent since I see a lot of Ned in him.
Did I permanently remove any unfavourable canon elements from their character/setting
I've forgotten most of canon because it Does Not Matter so...idk help- But Ned deserves to be more than Peter's "sidekick"/best friend. He deserves to have a life outside of him, and I desperately want to see more of what his personal life is like. 
Send me a character I have been known to draw/have several headcanons about/who I do AU stuff with and I will tell you
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