#PAIN ONLY PAIN

[movielosophy]

My Journey To You | unwilling

#pain only pain #🤭 #My Journey To You #cdrama #tian jia rui #character: gong yuan zhi #cheng lei #character: gong shang jue

[kafi-farigh-yusra]

Not to be suicidal but Karachi mai garmiyan laut ayi hain. :''(

#average karachiette #karachi #karachi ki garmi #pain only pain #dard no disco #pakistani tumblr #boycott sooraj #dhoop #desi tumblr #just desi things #desi larki #life of a desi girl #desi academia #pakistan #desi culture #desi core #desi problems #desi people #desi life #desiblr #desi tag #desi pakistani #desi shit posting #desi side of tumblr #desi struggles

[bookishjules]

there's something about ghost!livvy deferring to the actions and emotions of others, putting others before herself but in a way that's almost forgetful, dismissive..

"He was there" / "We were there" "He wanted to come see you" / "We wanted to come see you" "Isn't that funny?" / "...I thought it was funny" "...Ty froze" / "...I almost froze" "there was no more reason to stay..." / "Maybe there was a reason"

she's losing herself, and for someone like livvy who was once full of confidence and admirable leadership qualities, who knew what she wanted and where she was going... this is the life being drained out of her by a level of dependence she never asked for, and whether she can feel the change or not, all we can do is watch as the livvy we admire and adore slips further and further out of reach

#pain only pain #sobh #secrets of blackthorn hall #livvy blackthorn

[the-himawari-otome]

[Shuuen no Virche] Premier anniversaire - Lucas Proust

<Original post here>

･ﾟ･:,｡★ translation under the cut ★,｡･:･ﾟ

...To think I am able to spend this precious 1 year of my limited 23 with you, my beloved—why, I am a lucky man, am I not?

A sinner such as myself should never receive such happiness... I understand that.

...I understand that well.

...However, I must apologize.

...I want to....

...Be happy with you and Nadia.

For this one year... I’ve become unable to give up no matter what the cost.

Please, until this foolish wish of mine is severed by my lifespan, stay by my side as a part of our family—.

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[DO NOT USE OR REPOST MY WORK W/O PERMISSION, THANK YOU]

#shuuen no virche #lucas proust #shuuen no virche translation #PAIN ONLY PAIN #CRYING THROUGH IT ALL #this made me so sad i had to tl it #((coping until the fd)) #((coping hard)) #please let lucas finally be happy please #🥹

[boredfangirl16]

Somedays I wish that characters like Alastair Carstairs could see the future and that in a hundred years the consul will be a gay man married to warlock who is also a man of color, but then I realize it would probably hurt. It would hurt to know you were born in such a crappy point in history and that you weren’t lucky enough to probably ever be that open about who you are. 

#alastair carstairs #tlh #the last hours #why do i do this to myself #pain only pain

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[phantom-of-the-501st]

Remember that this is not the proof that they love each other

That was a last-ditch attempt from Crowley to get Aziraphale to stay

This is the proof that they love each other

Their love wasn't just made real because they kissed

It always existed

#i will argue this point til my dying breath #they always loved each other #if you think the kiss was the only proof #then i adviae you to reexamine the relationship #the kiss wasn't romantic anyway #it was desperate and painful #it was a last ditch effort from crowley because he loves aziraphale so much #but it was not the confession #he'd already confessed his feelings #the kiss was never necessary to do that #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale #good omens spoilers #go2 spoilers

[noknowshame]

why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?

#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins #don’t say it (I’m gonna say it) #The Child is The Price #but i mean come on #as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck #i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in #its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity #time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him #and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent #not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions #regardless of whether there is a god #for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name #atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of #and all on his and your behalf #you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too #and what's more dangerous than that?

[caffstrink]

Comic about something that happened in 2019

#he was ok btw they reattached his 2 fingers back #he also said it didn't hurt at all due to shock and the pain only started after the fingers were put back #original #me

[srapsodia]

"Right now, you're useless to me."

#p5 #persona 5 #makoto niijima #p5 fanart #my art #it's only been like. a month?? since her sister told her she wouldnt be eating with her again #she might've had a persona awakening but hearing something so similar again must've brought back some painful memories

[beepborpdoodledorp]

it may be trash but it is our trash

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf security breach #security breach #people who only started liking it after ruin released get out you don't know our pain /lh

[movielosophy]

Tiger and Crane | the breakup

#pain only pain #Tiger and Crane #cdrama #zhang ling he #character: qi xiao xuan #jiang long #character: hu zi

[jay-wasstuff]

Nobody, absolutely nobody:

This motherfucker:

#i remember when everyone was like “what is the point of him?” then realised it was to be an absolute pain in our asses #even in the movie he was only there to be a menace. 10/10 best written character in fnaf. #fnaf movie spoilers #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #coryxkenshin #balloon boy #halloween #mike schmidt #josh hutcherson #spooky season

[armageddidnt]

I’ve been reading so much Ineffable Husbands fanfic on AO3 lately I thought it was time to put this bad boy together. Hope you can find something entertaining/relatable here XD

#fanfiction #fandom #ao3 #archive of our own #ineffable husbands #ao3 reader #ao3 writer #ao3 culture #this is the culmination of years of fanfic reading on ao3 #I can’t be the only one who feels this pain

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using

#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for? #open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer) #maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel #once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs #i respected their commitment to the theme #but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities #dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton #ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered #i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it #aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment #honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet #letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already. #really i've put off my responsibilities long enough #(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings) #(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time) #(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.) #(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)

[khytal]

and there was only one bed (oh my god there was only one bed)

extra:

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #khyt.art #I love putting stupid spins on tropes :] #this is specifically 98 because trimax ww would not do this sndhsndhs #and also bc I believe trimax vw are a lot more hesitant with touch. and it takes them a lot longer #but we are not here for pain and longing we are here for *looks under the read more* not that #anyway. enjoy day 5 (only 1 bed) lmao #I think the most impressive thing about this week so far is that I haven’t had to draw vash’s coat once #it would’ve been yesterday but I was busy/needed to let my hand rest x)