#Sorry not sorry this time for this rant 🙏🏻
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:D both early too BYE
#xue's ranting ༉‧₊˚.#time to save for blade and dan heng 🙏🏻#sorry rie and hana i got gepard 😿😿#i wanted yanqing if i lost the 50/50 🙁🙁#AT LEAST ITS BOTH EARLY#blade has to come home early#because i don't wanna waste 11k stellar jades on him#ESPECIALLY DAN HENG MY GOODNESS#PLEASE COME HOME SOON
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i need a longer blurb of jj teaching reader how to smoke 🙏🏻 possible shotgunning
i was hoping someone would ask teehee ♡
suggestive themes down below, mentions of weed etc
jj cringes at himself as he taps the cracked screen of his iphone, hitting play on the spotify playlist titled simply with the leaf emoji — a subtle and yet juvenile nod to it being his smoking playlist. what kind of nerd actually has a playlist made and ready to hit play when hanging out with a pretty girl, he thinks — cheeks a little red under the dim light. his shitty speaker hiccups and splutters before playing the music smoothly, just as he comes to drop down beside you on the comfy old couch.
“anyway, fuck uh— i don’t remember. it doesn’t matter.” he waves a hand, pushing his heels into the ground to lift up his hips so he can pull the rolled J out his back pocket.
“your concentration is terrible.” you tease with a giggle, legs tucked beneath you. he recalls you looking particularly adorable in that moment, and his brain malfunctions for a second as he looks at you before he forces out a response.
“uh… yeah — i got that letter thing.”
“adhd?”
“thats the one.” he presses his fingers tightly around the compact J before patting his front pockets for a lighter. “you smoke?”
it was the first time you’d had the privilege of hanging out with just JJ alone. you were sarah’s friend, and had tagged along with her to a few pogue hangouts when she’d started dating john b. you all seemed to get on well as a group, and you were pretty meek and shy most of the time — which they found pretty endearing, so they kept you around. you were harmless, and brought an oddly charming sense of innocence to their reckless and vulgar world. you’d started harbouring a little crush on JJ since you’d met, all smiles and doe eyes whenever he was up to his usual nonsense. he was loud and untameable, but always made an effort to behave around you. the special attention made you melt.
“JJ you’re yelling.” pope would accuse and the blonde would hold his hands up.
“sorry.” he’d apologise before turning specifically to you. “sorry. those pretty ears. shouldn’t be hearing that.” he waves it off and continues with whatever rant he was on, but your smile doesn’t go away for like 2 minutes.
his effort didn’t go unnoticed by the pogues, and since you weren’t technically a pogue yourself — and it wouldn’t be breaking any pogue rules, john b and sarah specifically had encouraged the two of you to hang out alone, leaving JJ the keys to the chateau. it made total sense to them, john b desperately wanted jj to be happy (and to get some, from a nice girl.) and sarah was enthralled by the idea of double dates based off ideas she’d tucked into a pinterest board. whilst the blonde was infamous for making bad decisions, he wouldn’t let turning down alone time with a pretty girl be another on his extensive track record.
you eye him where he sits beside you on the small cushy couch, shifting a little — springs clinking beneath you suggesting it may have been a pull out bed. “i’ve never… i haven’t done it before.” you shrug, embarrassed. you envied the pogues in that way, whilst you’d been sheltered your whole life up into adulthood, they’d been able to explore themselves and figure out what they like.
his eyes widen a little and his mouth forms a surprised little ‘o’ shape, before nodding quickly and stuffing the J back into his pocket.
“what are you doing?” your brows furrow.
“don’t wanna make you feel weird, if i smoke ‘n stuff.” he waves a hand dismissively and you shake your head with wide eyes, sitting up a little in your seat.
“oh, no i don’t mind! don’t let me stop you.” you smile as reassuringly as you can. he looks at you for a moment, fixing his hat on his head before pausing a little and turning more toward you.
“totally shoot me down if you don’t wanna but…” he pulls the J back out, slowly and cautiously like it’ll scare you if he moves too fast. “you down to learn? heard i’m quite the teacher.” he smirks, but there’s a friendly twinkle behind his eyes that just makes him so approachable and non-intimidating that you feel completely safe.
“m’kay, yeah, i’ve always wanted to know what it feels like.” your voice is soft behind your wide smile and he wants to slap himself for staring at you for so long.
“alright, that’s the spirit.” he mirrors your grin, tossing his lighter in the air and catching it.
“i didn’t know smoking was something that needed to be taught.” you comment, shuffling a little downward so you can lean against the couch more— getting as comfortable as you can in your sweet little sundress. you were sat so close now you could feel his body heat radiating onto you, and it was doing something crazy to your stomach. that, and the way he looked, manspreading casually on the couch, white tee and black sweatpants, frowning in concentration as he presses the joint between his lips, holding a flame to the end of it until it glows and then shaking out the flame.
registering your words, he sends you a little face of mock offence that makes you giggle. he inhales deep and holds the smoke in his lungs, voice strained when he responds. “nah, this shit is an art form. ‘course it can be taught.” exhale. you find you’re holding your breath too.
“yeah this’ll be good for your first time, asked my guy for somethin’ weaker cos’ i didn’t want you to think i was bein’ a weirdo or whatever, smoking you out with the strong stuff so i can be creepy. i know some guys do that.” he rambles before taking another shorter toke, brows creased as he concentrates on his mini review.
“you bought weed especially for hanging out with me?” you smile kindly and he gapes for a millisecond, holding the J between his fingers and he blinks, caught out.
“yeah.” he shrugs. “s’like buying you flowers. but better.” he shuffles closer to you on the seat. before you have time to overthink the flowers comment, he’s carefully holding the joint to your lips, his own eyes wide and already a little glossy.
“i’m nervous.” you giggle, briefly holding his hovering wrist to stabilise you both.
“hey, you’re in good hands i swear, i’ll look after you.” he promises, free hand cupping your cheek with a teasing but far from unkind expression. “you’re my little baby tonight.” it was made to be a joke but your stomach does a little somersault.
“‘kay.” your lips brush the tip of the J and he has to force himself not to think something inappropriate.
“what i want you to do is breathe in and then hold it, ‘kay?” he instructs and you do so, eyes looking to him for guidance. it burns and tickles your throat at the same time but it’s not awful, you don’t even cough. maybe this is rare, because he grins when you squint— holding it in your chest. “atta girl! see, you’re born for this. breathe out for me.” his voice is closer, and therefore quieter, more intimate. you’re a lightweight by nature, so by your second toke the delay starts to unwind and you start feeling a buzz.
sativa by jhené aiko starts to play through the cheap speaker by the time you’re really feeling it. he’s talking to you the whole time, talking you through it, praising you. your whole body feels hot and you revel in the euphoria of feeling so safe and comfortable in someone’s presence. you lean against his shoulder a little, giggling over a little anecdote he told you about his day with pope.
he’s grinning with pretty pink eyes, turning to look down at you, really look at you close up. his heart stammers because you’re so damn beautiful and he nearly chokes on smoke. that would have been embarrassing.
“you’re cute.” he lifts his cap for a second, running a hand through his hair and you tilt your head, joint still clasped between your fingers.
“really?”
“totally. i’d complain about anyone else getting lipgloss on the joint, but you’re cute so you’re allowed.” he jokes and you’re off again, leaning more into him as you chortle. his arm wraps around your shoulders, pulling you closer until your head rests against him. he looks down at you, a warm smile bordering on chuckle spreading across his face at the way you’re gazing up at him like he hung the moon and stars for you. “y’wanna learn something else?” he offers and you’re slow, but eager— eyes widening hazily and nodding clumsily.
“alright. y’trust me, yeah?” he adjusts his position a little.
“mhm, yeah i do JJ.” you’re all dazed and openly crushing. he seems pretty into it and you’re glad, because someone a little meaner might find it pathetic.
he takes your hand holding the joint and brings your fingers that clasp it to his lips, where he then takes a hit. his palms encase your jaw, pulling your face to his. he pulls ever so slightly, so your mouth gapes before he’s breathing the smoke slowly into your mouth. your heart hammers, and your hands are frozen but you get the hint and inhale, feeling the second hand burn. you open your eyes, not remembering having closed them and he’s staring at you— and you don’t get the chance to pull away because he’s closing the gap again and pressing his lips fully to yours.
you let out a quiet moan at the surprise, the sound from your throat a lot more vulgar than intended and he pulls back after a moment, eyes flickering between yours.
“sorry.”
“dont be. i wanna do it again. can we?”
“the smoking thing or the…” he trails off as you lean in slowly, a curious and sweet expression tainted with a glossy haze of intoxication and lust. you’d never been like this before with anyone, hell— you’d never felt like this.
you press your lips to his, kissing him simply before pulling back. your brows pinch together and be bites back a smile, thumbing at your cheekbone.
“wh’sthe matter?” he whispers.
“there’s more you need to teach me.” you bat your eyelashes at him and he feels himself wake up from the waist down, subtly adjusting himself.
“well we got all night.” he teases before leaning in, this time his mouth taking the lead. the joint is put out and forgotten about as he presses an open mouthed kiss to your swollen lips. “didn’t i say i was a good teacher?”
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Some vox x fem!reader hc's because I'm obsessed with this man 🙏🏻🙏🏻 (not Proof-read)
This man would 100% put you on his lap while he works, it just makes him more relaxed.
One time you fell asleep on his lap and he just picked you up and laid you down on your guys bed then proceeded to take 20 different pictures of you sleeping.
He Definitely has a private file on his computer dedicated to pictures of only you.
He likes to dress you not in a creepy but more of a sweet and caring way.
It took him a while for him to get used to you guys sleeping in the same bed I feel like he's only used to one night stands so he's never shared his bed.
Before you guys become official you were like besties with the vees and it's kinda how you guys got so close.
On your first date with him val and velvet definitely crashed it by sitting one table away and just laughing at vox trying to flirt with you.
You've modeled for velvet once before and right when you came out vox Short-circuited because of the outfit that velvet picked.
When you guys first kissed he zaped you and got so worried that he sat by your side for 2 hours apologizing
If your insecure he will constantly be complimenting you and resuring you
If anyone messes with you they will be dealt with instantly
Will rant to you about Alastor or val all the time so get used to it!
That's it sorry it's short this is my first write and if you have any tips please let me know!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
#hazbin hotel x reader#vox x reader smut#hazbin#hazbin x reader#first post#headcanon#headcanons#hazbin hotel fanfiction#fluff#tv man
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I’m so gay for medic pls 🙏🏻 Medic with a trans guy reader headcanons pls,, how would he help him with his dysphoria?
OK HELLO IM BACK SORRY!!! yes medic is so nghhhh #notgay
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Pair; Medic Tf2 x Trans!Male reader (I am a trans man so yes I do know somewhat about dysphoria)
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You sighed running your fingers through your (h/c) hair as you looked into the mirror, dull lights flicking in the back and nothing but silence filling your ears. "I don't know why it's so difficult for everyone else to understand how I feel." Teary eyes showing in the mirror, You stared even harder at your reflection as you started to lift your shirt up and took a look at your body. "I just wish.. sometimes, that I was a real man." You traced your fingers along the bandages that were binding your chest down and sighed.
"Y/N?" You heard that stupid German accent and immediately knew who it was, you hurried to pull down your shirt as you felt your heart race a bit. How long has he been in the room? You thought and looked over at the thankfully, closed bathroom door.
"Yes?"
"Could ya come out here for a second, ja?"
You rolled your eyes and unlocked the door, you looked over at the noirette and crossed your arms. "Can I help you, Ludwig?" He looked at your eyes and immediately knew something was wrong.
"What's with the tears, liebling?" Medic looked a little worried and walked up to your frame, his large hands intertwining yours as he looked up/down at you. Whatever he was going to talk to you about was completely down the drain, he was now focused on whatever was eating at you.
"Nothing, It's humiliating." You furrowed your brows and looked down at your intertwined hands, his hand was squeezing yours, not too tight to hurt you but tight enough that you could tell he was anxious.
"Please, let me know what's on your mind." The accent lingering around in your ears made it almost impossible for you to decline him a second time, you gave him a slight nod and huffed.
"Fine." You took in your surroundings to make sure the rest of the guys weren't around. You took in a deep breath, trying to hold back any tears that were threatening to fall down. Ludwig gave you a frown and laid his other hand on your cheek, wiping away any tears that snuck past your waterline. "I don't know, It's hard to explain. Sometimes I just wish I was a real guy. Not some wannabe man."
Medic's eyes widen at your harsh words and held your hand close to him, he made a somewhat pout look. Which is abnormal for him to do. "Why are you so mean to yourself, Meine Liebe?" He closed the space between you two and gave you a soft peck on the lips. "To me you are a real man, and always will be."
There you were choking back sobs again, how embarrassing. "I just want to look like how the other guys look! With their muscular bodies and stuff, it's just not fair!" Your voice cracked a bit at the end and Medic was listening to every bit of your ranting.
"Don't worry about how the other guys look, even if you were a cis male, they've been training for years." Medic looked to the side, letting go of your hand. "I'll tell you what, I'm sure I can figure out some 'crazy' metaphysical experiments for you." Your face lit up and looked into his eyes. How could you forget, he's like the mad scientist! If anything he could be the solution to your problem!
"That's sounds wonderful?!" You grinned and hurried to kiss him, his face flushed at the unexpected contact and kissed you back, grabbing both of your hands this time.
"Even if it doesn't work. You will still always be a man, at least to me. I promise." Ludwig caressed your thumb. "And if anything, you're the most handsome man I've seen in my life." Your face in a posthaste, was flushed.
"You really think so?"
"Ja."
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SORRY if its bad im so tired mimis <333
#tf2 medic#x male reader#tf2#Tf2 x male reader#MALE READERS RISE UP!!!#x trans male reader#x transmasc reader#requests are open
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If requests are open, can you do an insecure but competitive reader that doesn't like to lose but doesn't like when people go easy on them? With Akane (boy), Aoi (girl), Teru, and Kou!
It can be angst or fluff or anything you want, I love your writing, it's very fun!
hii yes my reqs will be always open , and im happy you like my writing >< FINALLY SOMEONE WHO REQUESTS FOR MY LOVE AKANE
; kou :
i feel like kou understeands you more than everyone else. He gets irritaded when he lose but he doesn't want people to think he's weak so they need to go easy on him * cough * teru * cough *. If we're talking about an exam he'll ask you to study togheter , so that if you both get a low grade you can comfort eachother without getting the anger the best of you. Or maybe if it's a sport and someone makes fun of you for losing , he'll have a talk with them .. when you win at something with your own strenght he will praise you sm , he's really proud if you , he doesn't care if you win or lose in anything.
; teru :
uhm if i have to be honest he's not the best with dealing with this kind of situations. He will probably tease you but this could get your anger to raise and will end up with a fight. If we are talking about grades for example , he'll start to tease you showing his score ; just after that he notice that your anger starts to build up and offers his help , but its too late : he already made his move and now you're walking away from him. He'll rant about it with akane , he didn't want to make fun of you of course. The next time you see him slam in his face your new score , that you reached without any help and he'll be so happy for you 💪🏻 he will also apologize for his behaviour and treat you at a bar to celebrate the score. ( if we are talking about sports he'll threaten the person that makes fun of you without you knowing it ).
; akane aoi :
he is not good as kou , but of course for you he tries his best ! He can understeand you too , teru always does remarks on everything he does , so he doesn't want people to look down at him , or them thinking he can't do things nicely. If you get a bad grade he will not try to offer some help , but motivates you to do better instead ; if he sees you giving signs of asking for help without actually saying it , he will do it. If we talk about sports , he'll give you his baseball bat ...
; aoi akane :
uhm let's see. In reality she always goes easy on you , in everything you guys do , but she didn't know that this actually annoys you ; she's at the same level of teru , of course it's hard to beat her if you challenge her. She confronts you an say that her goal isn't to make fun of you in any way , absolutely. She offers many times to help you with your studies , and honestly you can't say no to her. If something or someone makes your blood boil in other activities ... she can't do much about that for her reputation , but she'll give you recommendations on how to take down that something or someone
overall kou's always 🔛🔝
I FEEL LIKE THIS POST IS SO LAME IM SORRY IM JUST A LITTLE BIT TIRED AND MY BRAIN'S DEAD I'LL APOLOGIZE WITH BETTER POSTS 🙏🏻
#anime#jibaku shoujo hanako kun#toilet bound hanako kun#reader insert#tbhk headcanons#x reader#teru minamoto#teru x reader#teru minamoto x reader#kou minamoto#kou x reader#kou minamoto x reader#akane aoi#akane aoi x reader#aoi akane#aoi akane x reader#tbhk x reader
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So im the anon who asked when you'll publish again cuz I missed it and I just wanna say sorry im so late but i jus saw ur post. BESTIE i dont even know where to begin. so first im gonna say i just read the new fermin fic and it was INCREDIBLE. SO CUTE. AND I LOVED IT. second, i want to give you my complete understanding. of course im not a writer but it takes very little empathy to understand why a lack of engagement would make you demotivated to write. im so sorry and im sure others here too that we dont give u the appreciation u deserve. for me personally, its the fact that im afraid to come off on anon and comment with my account, but i realize even i can give feedback through anon. whenever you are ready to come back, even sporadically, i will talk to u more here because u deserve to hear what we think of the fics u so cutely write for us to enjoy. let me just tell you for now that i have never found someone that does non smut in such a mature way. i cant even explain what i am thinking so bare with me i hope you get this. often i just want to read reality and what a real relationship with these boys are like. that's the stuff that makes me kick my feet and giggle fr. but you are one of the only ones that can do that in a way which is perfectly descriptive and realistic. your fic with Gavi for the fight after he waves a sandwich in your face??? BBG. i cant believe i never told u how much i loved that detail. of course it was a shit thing for his character to do but that is the kind of stuff that realistically happens in a relationship fight and leads to a silent treatment and argument -> discussion -> solution like in ur fic. i was reading it with my mouth covered like damn she got it JUST RIGHT. i legit read ur fics over and over they are so SO good and SO well crafted. i really feel like i am in these stories. and i know it wasn't your intent so please dont feel bad for your well deserved post to my anon note, but i feel so embarrassed that i never gave u the credit u deserve. please dont look at this anon and let it pressure u into writing again because that is nowhere near my intention. i just want to say take your time, relax and also GET READY. cz im gonna talk to u more and more like i should and all ur followers should. te queremos!!!!!!!!!!! i even learned some slang from ur culture clash fics
Hello dear anon! I hope you're doing great! :) First of all, I'm truly glad you liked the fermín fic and thank you for taking your time to write this lovely message, it means a lot💖
Thank you for also understanding my point of view, I don't really want to come off as rude or ungrateful, that's not my intention and it will never be. It's just really hard to come, write for hours, wanting to do something enjoyable for others and not get any feedback (I know it is not mandatory but it would be very nice for me and I can take constructive criticism to improve in new writings), but it's also something that it's going to the point where I reblog any ask game or tell you guys that I'm bored and wanna chat with any of you and only two or three asks pop up in my inbox (And I don't even know if those two-three asks are from the same person😭🤷🏻♀️) however when I post that my requests are open, I can assure you that my inbox can be 0 but once I come back +20 asks are in there and it makes me kinda feel like I'm just here to write. write. write. write and write😭
I also understand you, if I wasn't a writer here I would also go to my favorite writers inbox and tell them my thoughts as anon but like you said you're writing on anon, which means I don't know your account (or anyone who writes on anon) you could be also commenting on my post/reblogging/etc and I wouldn't even know it's you! Either way I respect that🙏🏻and I appreciate the fact you'll be on my inbox more often either if it's to rant about your day, talk about a fic or anything, even if I'm not as active with writing as I used to be, you can still sent me an ask and I will gladly answer you!🌻✨
I try my best to do the fics as realistic as possible, obviously I don't know the guys (sadly😭) but I try my best to imagine how they can be outside the pitch and insert that into a real life couple with ups and downs but gurrrllll you even made me go back and read the sandwich fic 😂lol. Anywho, I'm really glad you like my fics and go back to read them again when I'm away for a bit. Slang🇻🇪 is very chevere, hopefully I get to do once again Latina!reader😌 Once again thank you for your message and once more I don't want to be rude or ungrateful. 💜 yu guys too, hope you're having a great day/evening/night!
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Hi Gina... I need to rant 😠 lmfao
As a life-long Chiefs fan and KC native all I can say is this T*ylor shit is fucking annoying. I know you talk to a LOT of people in the fandom, so you may not remember, but I'm a fellow Sw*ftie hater (maybe that's too harsh but idgaf) and I didn't think it was possible to get more annoyed with this woman than I've been since I stopped being a fan in 2018. Boy, was I WRONG. I'm a die-hard Chiefs fan. I loved my team even when we sucked and couldn't make it to the playoffs (before Patrick Mahomes), so to see EVERYONE make the game on Sunday about her is beyond frustrating. People (Sw*fties) are seriously saying she's the only reason we won. Like we haven't won multiple AFC championships and two Super Bowls in the past three years. Maybe I'm just taking it too seriously, but when our boys played a kick ass game on Sunday after such a shitty season opener (that we lost), it was so nice to see that we're getting our mojo back but I literally can't look at any post, tweet, article, tv segment, etc that doesn't make the game about her.
God, please don't let her be around for the rest of the season 🙏🏻
Also, I'm not saying they're not hooking up, but this is 100% for PR. I've personally never seen them pan to a celebrity so many times during the game. I've never seen "candid" photos of Travis Kelce, Patrick Mahomes, or any of the other popular Chiefs' players leaving Arrowhead Stadium after a game like we just got with Travis & T*ylor, or "candid" photos & videos of any of the popular players driving through the city, which is so sus. And then what really sealed the deal for me was that T*ylor announced earlier today that her concert film will be shown internationally. She was also named as an entertainer of the year for entertainment weekly and is on the cover. Not to mention, she has a new re-recording coming out in a month and continues to announce new versions of the 1989 re-recording. "Someone" must not be happy enough that she's already broke records with the Speak Now sales, is selling the most number of albums overall, but she must be aiming to break those Speak Now records with the 1989 re-recording sales bc she's releasing new versions quite often. I mean, how greedy can one person be. Like you haven't sold enough albums? You don't have enough publicity? You don't have enough money? It's just gross to me.
Also, I personally just found her reactions over the top for someone who isn't even a fan, especially whatever that head shake thing is at the end. But maybe that's just because I find everything she does annoying and cringe.
https://www.instagram.com/reel/CxmAHqjrACL/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
Plus, the stats around Travis and the Chiefs have skyrocketed. So they're absolutely getting a lot out of this as well as the NFL like someone mentioned earlier.
I'll attach an article but here are some numbers:
Travis' jersey sales went up almost 400%
Stubhub ticket sales for Chiefs' home games increased threefold in just 24 hrs
Travis gained 325k new ig followers - more than he gained after winning the last Super Bowl
Sunday's Chiefs' game was the most watched NFL game on any network last week
It was also the most watched game among girls and women 12 to 49 yrs old
https://www.axios.com/2023/09/26/taylor-swift-travis-kelce-merch-sales-up-chiefs-kansas-city
And yes, I know I know a lot about her for someone who doesn't like her. But she's inescapable even when I have muted everything related to her... And now she's taking over my everything related to my favorite football team and my city 🤢 Where's Pete Davidson when you need him? 😂
Ok, sorry for that rant. I know I probably sound ridiculous, but I prefer my life T*ylor free just like I prefer my life Ol*via free, and I thought you might understand 😂 Anyways, feel free not to post if you don't want to discuss her anymore.
I hope you're having a good night, Gina. Lots of love.
She really is a horrendous actress. Everything she did at that game was so embarrassingly fake. But clearly people want to believe it because it’s everywhere.
That’s bananas how much his stats already went up and just shows why it’s worth it to do this kind of nonsense, even to someone who’s already really famous.
I’m not interested in football at all, but I’m so sorry she’s contaminating your safe space. 😩
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Hey Dove, could I please request Law x reader(fem please) with an s/o who is always scared of showing their weak/sad side to them?
Like his s/o is afraid of crying in front of him because she fears of being judged by him? And when Law found out about it he immediately comforted her and reassured her (please put some cause my love languages are; physical touch, and words of affirmation. This is also kinda based on me cause some people I know says that I’m not allowed to show my weak side to anyone cause they say that I’ll just be a burden them and that I’m annoying when I vent too much so I mostly cry alone at night when no one’s around so yeah sorry for ranting though 🙏🏻). Thank you!!
Solace - Part 2
(Part 1) (Part 2)
(SFW)
Warning: mention of being sad, mention of depression, mention of negative thoughts
Summary: You thought sharing your feelings to your boyfriend, Law, was the biggest hurdle you had to face. However overwhelmed with emotions he finds you crying, not realising how fearful of showing this side you were.
Word Count: 1,200
“You’re out here again?”
You were again finding solace out on the deck, knowing the weather would once again discourage the rest of the crew to come and check on you. That was expect Law. Once he noticed your absence he instinctively knew where you had got to; distancing yourself from the rest of the crew. It had become a routine for you to be out here but this time it was different, he could feel it was different. There was something about you that quickened his heart in panic; knowing you were far from okay.
You ignored Law’s comment, looking away from him, hiding your face in the sleeve of your sweater. Struggling to catch your shaking breath, a terrible sniffle encouraging him to step to you. His steps were light, cautious not to startle you in the midst of your sorrow.
“Are you crying?”
Once again you stayed quiet; too choked up with tears to properly answer him. You could feel his body inch closer, his frame radiating off your back.
“(Y/n)?”
He turned you to him, his strong grip on your arms turning your body in his direction. His frame was much larger than you, making the task seem almost too easy for him; his strength overpowering you. His hands rose to your cheeks, cupping your face to get a better look at you, fanning over the streams of tears that wet your face. He let out a disheartened sigh, furrowing his face into concern; knowing from your state you had been crying a while.
“Do you do this a lot?”
You hesitated, not knowing whether to speak. You didn’t wish to tell him more of your struggles. It was baring enough to express your fears and mind-numbing ideas of feeling alone and being a burden; you didn’t wish for him to have to deal with this too.
“(Y/n), answer me please. I’m not mad at you. I just want to know you’re okay”
You nodded weakly, shutting your eyes, not knowing which part you were exactly confirming. You did this a lot, that was true. But you also wanted to conceal the part of you that wasn’t okay. You didn’t want him to build this image of you being sad constantly. You wanted to seem content and happy with life, to not feel a burden on his emotions as well. You couldn’t drag him down with you like that.
“Why don’t you come back inside” he insisted, his hand sliding down to your shoulder, pulling you close. His voice was low and concerned, revealing no hint of anger or disappointment aimed at you. As usual he was calm and collected, ready to safely fix whatever problems you faced.
You stayed quiet, letting him walk you back, basking in the comfortable warmth of his body. His sturdy arm snapped snug around you, holding you close as he ushered you back through the hall and down to your room. He wanted to take you away quickly, not wishing anyone else to see you like this; knowing how much more upset it would make you.
Cautiously, he sat you both down onto the bed, letting you find some comfort in the presence of your room. It was dark and warm, a soothing whisper of the creaking ship guiding you to relax. He sat opposite you, watching your small shaking body curl into itself. Unamused by his lack of affection towards you, he lovingly pulling you into his lap, letting his body drape around you to keep you close. He wanted to have you close to him, feeling it would somehow help to ease your pain even for a moment.
“You know why I love you?”
You shook your head, burying it in his chest, your hands clawing at his shirt to keep him close to you.
“You’re so resistant… and I know the world can be so cruel sometimes but you’re better than that. I see how hard you fight to stay above it all; to hide the pain you’ve been feeling”.
“I knew you would feel that way…”
“Hmm?”
“I knew you wouldn’t want me to do this…” your voice snapped “to be so sad all the time; to show how upset I truely am. I knew crying in front of you would get this sort of response… I don’t want you to be disappointed in me”
He sighed, taking in a long breath. He has to rethink his words, knowing how hopeless he was wording himself; only wishing to comfort you. He didn’t wish for you to feel worse. He wanted you to feel supported with how you felt not judged or defensive over your emotions. He wanted you to know you had him always, no matter what you felt.
“I would never be disappointed in you, (y/n), it’s also okay to let it out sometimes. It doesn’t mean you’re weak or you don’t deserve to feel emotions. We all have emotions. Even me; your stoic, monotoned boyfriend.”
He paused, letting you release a small giggle into his chest at his comment. His hands came up towards your back, gently swirling around in calming broken patterns.
“I also love you for how brave you are to show you emotions. It takes more courage to be vulnerable with people, especially those who love and care for you as I do”
“Life was never made to be easy and sometimes you just take the force of it all and it can be too much. I hate seeing you in so much pain and I can’t do anything to physically help you. I wish I could. I want to be able to take away all your suffering, but I can’t. All I can do is be here for you and help you the best I can. And it’s okay if you cry. It’s okay if you cry for a few minutes or a few hours; whatever helps you to feel the pressure lighten even if it’s just a little bit”
His hand came back around to your face, lifting your head up to look at him again, ignoring the harsh sting in your eyes. “You shouldn’t feel embarrassed to cry in front of me, (y/n). I have and will continue to love you unconditionally despite all the pent up fears you have created in your head. I’m not going anywhere. Your feelings don’t change us; how much I love you. You are allowed to cry”.
Leaning backwards, he pulled you both onto his back, letting you rest into his chest. Your body snuggled deep into him, silent tears wetting his shirt as you continued to cry. His arms stayed wrapped around you, breathing deeply to guide you to relax. He couldn’t stop you from feeling this way, knowing he could only assist you to calm down. Being the opposite of you made this task easy for him, knowing his flat expressions wouldn’t heighten your panic or fear.
He didn’t know how long he would hold you. There wasn’t a correct amount of time to cry; how much you were hiding. But he knew he would always hold you this way, soothing you in his arms, making sure you would always be alright with him. You would always be safe with him; and that’s all he could ever hope for.
#doves requests#one piece#one piece x reader#one piece imagine#one piece scenario#one piece x you#one piece x y/n#law#law x reader#law x you#law x y/n#law scenario#law imagine#trafalgar law#trafalgar law x reader#trafalgar law x you#trafalgar law x y/n#trafalgar law scenario#trafalgar law imagine
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random question, what skk ts songs do you think they would be by their age every year?? like, fifteen is fifteen!skk, how abt 16,17,18 and so forth until 22?? also sb!skk, beast!skk and darkera?? ddjskdks i just wanted to see if most of the songs are like the ones i've thought off with others, thanks!! 🙏🏻
OK OK OK WAIT UMM I haven’t read anything besides the og manga so I’m just gonna do that!! (Sorry I just saw this 😭)
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ok so 16 skk is definitely giving me Beautiful Ghosts?? Idrk why? But it’s mostly these lyrics
“Follow me home, if you dare to. I wouldn't know where to lead you. Should I take chances when no one took chances on me? So, I watch from the dark, wait for my life to start with no beauty in my memory”
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In my heart Blank Space is 17 skk. I GOT A BLANK SPACE BABEEE AND ILL WRITE YOUR NAME
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18 skk to me is Cardigan and if you don’t see it don’t fight me. LIKE?? “To kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed. You drew stars around my scars, but now I'm bleedin'” ?? AND AND “Cause I knew you, steppin' on the last train, marked me like a bloodstain, I, I knew you, tried to change the ending, peter losing Wendy, I”
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So this one could just be me, but I always think of Afterglow with 19 skk. Specifically the lyrics “Fighting with a true love is boxing with no gloves, Chemistry 'til it blows up, 'til there's no us, Why'd I have to break what I love so much? It's on your face and I'm to blame” because it’s right after Dazai left and shit
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20 skk is superrrr August to me, esp “But I can see us lost in the memory, August slipped away into a moment in time.” Or maybe Call it what you want ??
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21 skk is Betty do you see my vision??
“But if I just showed up at your party, would you have me? Would you want me? Would you tell me to go fuck myself, or lead me to the garden? In the garden would you trust me if I told you it was just a summer thing? I'm only 17(21), I don't know anything but I know I miss you”
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22 skk… could it be 22 🥺 /j but like seriously Cornelia Street I have a vision
“And I hope I never lose you, hope it never ends, I'd never walk Cornelia Street again, That's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend, I'd never walk Cornelia Street again”
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I went into more depth about the songs here! Basically just and excuse for me to rant about skk lmao
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Omg this is perfect timing but I’m watching girls incarcerated on Netflix and they’re at bible study and this woman who is the teacher?? Idk what it’s called
Anyway she’s like saying being gay is a sin your going to hell and god didn’t make women for women and if you don’t want to marry a man you should just be a single mother and single wife. Don’t know what single wife is but yknow
This just makes me so mad cuz I just don’t understand how people can truely believe that. Me eating pussy ain’t gonna affect your life
Maybe this is wrong of me to say because I don’t believe anyway but it just baffles me like. There are so many like amazing Christians and like I think the few people who genuinely believe that being gay is a sin is kinda what gives people the perception that all Christians believe that and it’s just not true. Doesn’t it say somewhere in the bible that god loves all like
I’m sorry this has turned into a weird rant but I don’t get people like that woman
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it does say that people just decide to overlook it and look only at the part where it doesn’t even specifically say being gay is a sin
one of the ten commandments is literally “love thy neighbor as thyself” like bffr. it doesn’t matter how gay or weird your neighbor is you love them because that’s what christians are called to do
people like that woman are ANNOYING. like please 🙏🏻 heavy on that how does who i like affect you leave me alone please
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Why do I always see Hazbin Hotel on my (following) feed?
WARNING: Hi, @oliis-drawing how are you doing? I’m very sorry for mentioning you here and try to post this but there’s something I want to say and I promise that I’ll be nice since you’re my good friend but Hazbin Hotel is the show that I’m not interested with and pls don’t get angry after reading the whole draft because not everybody hates this cartoon and I do not like it. And you should know that this post does not contain violent rants and capitalized words that make people feel hurt or being a victim of this. Your opinion is respected if you love Hazbin Hotel. You don’t have to read this if you are not brave enough to not be offended.
Listen followers and the people who enjoys Hazbin Hotel, (I don’t want to get mad or yell at you because this will be very offensive to you guys if you love Hazbin Hotel so I want to be calm instead of being mean and I know what will happen if I did, you guys will blacklist me after I’m ranting this in a violent way) when I came back on this site after I’m being inactive for hours, I can’t believe why Hazbin Hotel was involved in this.
If you know me, Hazbin Hotel is my least favorite show and I’m not a big fan of that cartoon. I never enjoy this show but why do I see those things on my feed? Am I the only one who doesn’t enjoy this show but many people are…? I’m not suspicious at all I might say 🤷♀️
I hate to mention my followers and being rude behind their back but some person followed me but they actually love Hazbin Hotel and it’s kinda weird. It’s so bothersome every time I see this but I don’t want to comment or reblog to stop posting (and I don’t want to say ‘crap’) them because it’s their opinion and it’s actually disrespectful.
So I feel like I wanted to unfollow and block someone if they love this show. I’m actually worried that if they check out my blog and see my list, I’m pretty sure they will get mad at me for this but it’s just my opinion, okay? So don’t take this too seriously. ✋🏻😐🤚🏻
Listen @oliis-drawing, I want to talk to you about something in a good way, not angrily of course, I understand that you like Hazbin Hotel if that’s true to you and I’m sorry for ranting this in front of you so please don’t get mad at me because I’m just peacefully ranting about this stuff and I hate being rude to you or everyone else but I feel kind of weird about checking out Hazbin Hotel stuff so pls respect my opinion and don’t take this too seriously! Forgive me for talking about that. 🥺🙏🏻
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Hi! I sent the anon about the travel and where you’d not really want to go and if I could get prayer I’d be really grateful because if I’m being honest, it’s kind of embarrassing but I feel like I’ve been seeing a lot of people on social media who tbh I don’t even know or who make out like they’re in paradise / doing all this cool stuff in places and I could be so at peace and focused on growing with God but then I start feeling like I should be doing all that stuff. It’s weird too because half the time it’s like I don’t have an interest in those kinds of travel things anyway but it makes me feel like I should etc (sorry for the long rant) but in particular places people on socials post and say about Thailand and such and all the partying, beaches and temples (which ofc I’m Christian and don’t even want to do that anyway) but it’s like in the moment I’m like oh but maybe I should be doing that?!!! Okay anyway yeah I’m so sorry for sounding crazy probably but idk if it’s like a tactic or distraction from the enemy
You don't sound crazy and I don't mind at all!! I'll definitely be praying for you, anon. 🙏🏻 Fomo and social media can be terrible to deal with
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do you think that those who are in denial about the tae’s situation is actually kinda /disappointed/ with taehyung? i mean bcs we can see that tae is someone who REALLY values his privacy and if its true about him dating her i think its kinda weird that he would freely went out with her in public, knowing & ALLOWING the paparazzi taking photos of them freely :// i get it that if they want to go public, but i think a simple statement could just be made & whatever mess that is happening rn in the fandom could be stopped.
and i admit that jn is hot & pretty, but tbh she doesnt looks like tae’s type lol i always picture him dating a woman who is more elegant/classy/chic and i think the situation will be different if he dates someone else (bcs these two fandoms are always at each other throats lols)
however, i know that we owe both of them nothing & should be respectful of their private life. and tbvh i dislike how ppl always trying to relate & connect whatever things that both of them do in their life to each other just bcs they are in a r/s, both of them are their own person first and foremost i feel like now ppl will only discredit their own hardwork bcs of their relationship ://
sorry for the long rant tho hope you have a nice day!
I'm sorry it took me so long to answer this. I've been in a weird place this past week. Everything's been a blur.
Anyway! Thank you for being patient 🙏🏻
Firstly, I'm not gonna speak for majority of people bc everyone is different, not everyone is sad or mad or happy. That being said, I would hope people aren't disappointed in him, although some might be, I can't say bc I don't know 🤷🏻♀️ everything i say here is solely my opinion and in no way an attempt to lump anyone into a group.
And speaking of, in my opinion, neither of them has done anything wrong and there's no reason to be disappointed in Tae himself as if he's done something he shouldn't have. But that's me! I can't stop people from feeling what they feel.
Who knows, maybe he doesn't gaf anymore, y'know? Idols are constantly being stalked and ruined by paparazzi, it's sick and inevitable. Maybe they just wanted it to be on their terms? I'm sure they knew they'd be on camera, but I'm not them so I don't know that either. All I can say is if they did know and wanted it on their terms so they said "fuck it" then I say SLAY. It's about time idols feel like they have some say in their own lives even if all hell breaks loose bc of it.
I don't think a statement would have been much different tbh. People will be angry if they want to be angry, people will be happy if they want to be happy, and people will be hurt if they are hurt. A statement might have made it more clear instantly, but I think it's pretty clear already imo. And I think people still would choose to wonder if it's say, a promotion scheme thing, like they have already. People like to make conspiracies if they don't like the truth about something.
Fandoms are constantly a mess for one reason or another honestly 😭 idc we can all fight it out as long as tae is happy and the army's that are genuinely hurting are not attacked just bc it would be easy to point fingers at them. I'll stick up for our artists and I'll stick up for the army's and blinks that are hurting 🤙🏻💕
Jennie is so much more than hot and pretty, though. I've been a blink for almost as long as I've been an army. I found bts in 2017 and blackpink just a few months later. Yes, they are beautiful and talented. But they are also sweet, and kind, and so funny. Jennie has gotten so much shit that she never deserved. It's easy to hate people when we don't know them and when we're behind a screen. I personally love her, I don't know her in real life, but from what I've seen of her, she is so loving and kind and funny and protective and just all around an amazing human being. It doesn't matter what I think, but in my opinion it makes sense for those two. They're both amazing souls that are full of goodness. And if that ever changes or is proven different for either of them, then I guess I was wrong. But that's how I feel rn.
As for the ideal type thing. I've got a few things to say about that.
First of all, we don't know them. Their ideal types could be the exact opposite of what we think or imagined. There's never a way to know.
When they say stuff about their ideal types, its usually when they're newer in the industry and younger. And they are more than likely feeling pressured about answering so they either pick general things, or what they think then, and it probably changed lol. I doubt anyone's ideal type stays the exact same forever.
Besides. What if his ideal type was the opposite of Jennie, and then he met her and fell for her anyway bc he's not shallow? Seems like that happens a lot to people that aren't immature.
You might not have meant any harm with that comment, but I think you should think about it some more. It's offensive to Jennie to say she's hot and pretty and end it there, like that's all she has to offer, and also offensive to Tae to say it's weird he ended up with her bc armys imagined it differently and to think he'd pick someone solely based on their looks. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks, he likes her and that's that.
And let's be honest. Asking a teenage boy what he likes in a gf/bf is stupid. Firstly, it doesn't fucking matter and who knows why tf they do it. But also, teenage boys are most likely gonna be shallow. They are gonna focus solely on looks, especially in a society that normalizes that.
And then they'll be labeled with that even as they grow and begin to mature in their thoughts and words and as they realize it's not okay to label people as needing to be a certain height or weight or to shove them in a box to fit their "type".
It doesn't matter if it was someone else, like I said people will be mad if they want. Its an excuse to hate on someone who they have already chosen to hate without good reason.
Fan wars are stupid. I'm just gonna say it. They're stupid and immature and literally pointless. It has been such a ridiculous journey being both an army and a blink. It's honestly disappointing that fans feel like they can validate the war between BTS and Blackpink. There is no war between them and never was lol. Just the fans that can't grow up. Like damn. Hasn't anyone learned? Can't we love our boys and girls by showing them love in ways that aren't solely on votes and views? Fans start attacking their own for not streaming. Ridiculous.
Nonnie, I hope that you don't think I've attacked you personally in any way in my answer. I know it might not be how you think or perhaps something was worded in a way that you did not mean. I think the word 'disappointed' triggered something in me and brought me back to years ago when Jungkookie apologized to army for the dating accusations and said he wouldn't disappoint us. That still fucking hurts me so badly to think he'd give up on something just to keep fans happy. As if they won't someday grow up and marry and leave him wondering his own worth in the end. It kills me inside when they feel like them being human is a disappointment.
Tae could never disappoint me unless he did something unforgivable, and that certainly wouldn't be dating someone.
I hope that no one feels like that about him, but they will feel what they want and I can't stop that. I also hope people won't be judging their accomplishments bc of their relationship.
You don't have to apologize for sending long asks guys, I don't mind at all and there's nothing to be sorry for!
Love you nonnie, and again I hope I didn't hurt you with my answer. It is to a lot of people, not just you 💚
ILY 💜
-chip
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Ooh, Omega and Cade for Blorbo Bingo?
two blorbos to discuss??? YES LETS \o/
Omega first!!
baby girl got a bingo! 😁
I think next to Hunter, she gets the worst fandom opinions. even over Crosshair. she unfortunately has the curse of being both a child AND a girl, so yeah. certain people need to get over themselves 🙄
also I highlighted the "unwilling" one because, honestly, I went into the show expecting to dislike her. it just felt random to shove a child into a show like this, but then 1) I remembered this is SW and pairing orphaned children with an unwilling adult is their forte, and 2) I completely fell in love with her from the moment she opened her mouth OMG. she has since become one of my favorite characters EVER and, although it's understandable, I continue to kick myself for ever thinking I wouldn't like her 🥺
oh, and like the boys, I wanna see more of her past! I wanna know what Nala Se was making her do on Kamino! I WANNA SEE HER INTERACTING WITH THE BABY BATCH SO BADLY. PLEEEEEEASE 😩🙏🏻
alright now for the next one. at first I thought you misspelled "Cade" for Cad Bane, but the "e" made me realize it was for Cayde from Destiny (unless I'm wrong LOL)
anyway! MY ROBO HUBBY 😍
another bingo yay!! \o/
GOSH I could talk all day about him fr. like Tech, I will continue to judge the writers for doing what they did to him. although this one was WAY worse than Tech. like this is Loki in Infinity War levels of unnecessary and stupid character deaths. I know everyone praises Forsaken for being the "best" of the DLCs, but this dadgum thing had me in one of the worst depressive times of my LIFE, and I'm most likely only alive today because I was (thankfully) seeing a therapist at the time it came out. I wish I was joking about all this. Bungie owes me compensation for therapy bills 😤
and I'm SURE people will judge me for highlighting the "not enough canon" thing considering he's one of the most developed characters in the entire game but LISTEN. LISTEN. I NEED MORE. you can't just drop all that Exo lore in Beyond Light and then not expect me to want more lore about the main Exo character in that game!! COME ON
I could honestly go on, but I've ranted enough, and I'm not sorry. he's one of my favorite characters of all time and one of my top comfort characters, and I absolutely hate the treatment he was given in canon. leave my robo cowboy husband alone dadgummit 😫
#I really hope you meant Cayde and not Cad Bane#cause I'll gladly do Cad Bane too if that's what you meant haha#my tiny sunshine daughter#CAYDE WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS#star warz#DESTINY HOGWASH#heyclickadee#ask
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I want to express my own opinions about the whole Carmen thing dear Steppy. It is gonna be a little long so bare with me 😅
As someone who has been diagnosed with epilepsy, I can tell you it sucks. I am a little bit lucky also because I only had two seizure in almost 6 years (thanks to proper diagnosis and proper medication) BUT even then I could not leave the bed for at least 3 days because when it happens especially your muscles experience contractions due to it and that leaves you exhausted. You want to constantly sleep because of it. And another thing that is most effected when you experience seizures is your jaw. Like you can't open it properly, sometimes you bite your tongue during the seizure. I could not eat properly when it happened. I only consumed soups for like 3 days straight. I am NO WAY saying that she is lying but I believe that some level of exaggeration might be involved if she is well enough to travel long distance. Because when this happens you go through blood tests, MRI, a scanning called EEG to basically monitor the activity on your brain and even some genetic test are involved if your family has history of seizures. If she is bad as she claims to be, she would not be allowed to leave the hospital until the source of this is found. Even if the source is discovered they would give her rest for a while. For example, my doctor who is a very well-kown neurology professor in the city that I live in advised me to lower the amount of screen-time I spend on my phone, computer and all other electronic devices, eat very well and have a very healthy and regular sleep pattern. So I am pretty sure travelling long distance with possible jet-lag is so not okay for someone in her situation at the moment. And also if she is having this episodes back to back very frequently she should be doing NOTHING but lying in her bed because it is very dangerous due to the fact that you never know the next one is coming. (Some long-term patients can feel it coming and it is called an aoura and basically you taste blood-like metallic on your tongue) For me when it first happened, I fell onto my back and hit the concrete floor and suffered back aches for the next 3 to 4 months. It was THAT bad. And also the length of the seizure is very important as well. If it is back to back and longer than 5 minutes, it is alarming. Of course if she is properly diagnosed and started using her prescripted medication, after a week or two rest, she can continue doing anything and everything and get back to her normal day-to-day life.
I am sorry this got out of hand a little but health is no joke. The only reason i decided to write this long rant is to paint a vivid picture about things that have been mentioned before in this blog about this topic. And lastly, everyone who will be reading this please do not take this as hate towards Carmen and an anon basically saying she is lying (on the contrary I like her very much she is the only wag that I follow on insta I love an unproblematic and doing on her own thing without causing any harm to anyone type of person) I hope she gets well very soon 🙏🏻
Don’t worry nonnie! I understand where this is coming from and you’re not doing anything wrong. Thank you for sharing and I hope you’re okay! ❤️
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8 days before holidays~
I'll try to not end up at the hospital for xmas like last year 🙏🏻
I'm actually doing the STRICT minimum at work to not be like last year...and I think my colleagues are little bit bitter about it ? Like....I was not SO invested for making the 24 christmas presents of the kids (because my colleague choose a gift that take US SOOOOO MANY TIME to make). I'm just preparing for a parent meeting, a photo album of a kid...and that's all. I don't care...i'm trying to survive here 🥲.
Also almost no one know that but I'm gonna share it on Tumblr (you should feel privileged 😂😂)....I'm gonna have my 1ST TATTOO next week 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 I'm SOOOO EXCITED but also scared 🥲! It's like a....reward because I survived this year which was one of the shittiest one of all my life. The meaning behind is not that deep but the hidden meaning behind it is....kpop related. Atiny would look at it and be like "OH !!!!" But if you don't know about the reference you would never guess its about kpop (also if you don't know me 🤣🤣). I've decided to make it quite subtle for non-kpop people but the symbol is VERY STRONG in the fandom.
Also my concerts plan for 2023 is growing slowly and i'm getting excited as well !!!!
January:
• 15th: Jackson in Paris with Franzi
• 25th: The Rose in Zürich with Franzi
February:
• 14th (♡): Ateez in Berlin with Franzi & Jess
• 15th: Epik High in Frankfurt with Franzi
•18th: Ateez in Brussels with Manon
July:
•16th: Muse in Bern
Also i'm going to Italy, Firenze for the first time during the 1st week of january with my mother ♡ it's been like....4 years I didn't go to Italy so I really miss it !
I don't want to be this person who complain about her year but I had a whole year with [rant time, sorry]
- 2 knees operations because of a very rare infection
- 2 weeks hospitalized and they discovered my hospital roomate got covid the day I had to be discharged...3 more days hospitalized
- My appartment got robbed while I got hospitalized
- Had to cancel all my Dubai flights and my skz ticket concert because of that shit
- A cyst operation (because it was 8cm and could be cancer (thx god it was not))
- A bladder infection because of the operation
- Crutches for 5 months, antibiotics for 2 months, physical therapist for 6 months
- No work for 5 months, being depressed on my sofa, crying every day
- my fancall with Yongguk didnt get through my cellphone....I watched him calling me and me not being able to answer
- my grandpa got covid and died
- we received my grandpa's will and he desherited me and my sis
- the big mess with lawyers and my aunt/uncle started (it ended up fast and well)
SO YEAH....i'm kinda done
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