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oneshotnewbie · 2 months
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how about an addison montgomery x reader and finding out reader has abusive parents thanks!!!!!
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⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ This one-shot includes the topic of abusive parents. This plot is presented. If this triggers you too easily or you just can´t handle the subject, I urge you NOT to read this work. I am NOT embellishing this topic under any circumstance. Read at your own risk.
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The bright sun shone through the large windows of the waiting room at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital as you paced nervously in the waiting room. The thought of the upcoming check-up with Dr. Addison Montgomery made your heart beat faster even though you repeated this year after year. Despite your fears, you knew it was important to get regular checkups, especially after you noticed some unusual symptoms.
When you were finally called, you followed the nurse through the corridors of the gynecological clinic until you finally stood in front of the door to the treatment room. Once inside, Dr. Montgomery greeted you with a warm smile. "Welcome back, y/n. How are you today?"
You forced a smile, concern for your health and life's obstacles overshadowing your usual demeanor. "Thanks, I'm feeling okay so far. I'm here for a checkup because I've noticed a few symptoms that are worrying me."
Addison nodded understandingly and asked you to take a seat. However, as she began to ask the usual questions, she immediately noticed that something was wrong. Your posture was stiff, your answers were short, and you seemed uncomfortable. Quite the opposite from the last times she had seen you. "Can you tell me about the symptoms you've been noticing lately?" She asked softly and you hesitated for a moment before answering. "Well, I have unusual pulling and pressure in my abdomen. I feel very tired in general but I think that's probably just normal."
The redhead frowned slightly as she began to do the examination. When she gestured with her hand to ask you to sit on the exam chair, you flinched and promptly avoided making eye contact with her. "I´m sorry..." you simply interjected and as you continued to sit on the chair, Addison felt an inexplicable restlessness arise within her.
She watched you carefully as she took swabs and checked to see what was going on. As she did so, she recognized subtle signs of fear and insecurity manifesting in your behavior that she had never seen in you before. It was as if there was something in the air, something unspoken, standing between them and demanding their attention. She could practically feel the tension surrounding you, and her instincts told her that there was more going on here than what seemed like a checkup.
After she had also completed an ultrasound on you, Addison sat down on the lounger next to you and quickly decided to ask carefully. "I want to be honest with you. I noticed some signs during the exams that could indicate something might be wrong. I think it might be helpful if you talked about it." She murmured questioningly, placing a soothing hand on your thigh, making you jump at the touch as well.
You looked at her in surprise, your eyes fixed on her with relief. But only hesitantly did you begin to talk about your concerns, which went far beyond the physical symptoms. "Promise you won't tell anyone?" The person you spoke to nodded at you, giving you time to express yourself. She sensed that there was more here than your body had yet revealed, and she wanted to give you the opportunity to open up when you were ready. "I'm your doctor, y/n. Everything you tell me is confidential."
You swallowed hard before finally finding the courage to say the words you had suppressed for so long. "It's my father," you began hesitantly and the gynecologist listened attentively without interrupting. "Since the pandemic and losing his job, he's... he's not exactly... friendly to me."
The reticence and fear had crumbled as you revealed the truth about your home situation to her. You confessed to the constant insults, humiliation and physical abuse you endured from your father and Addison continued to listen intently, offering you an empathetic embrace of comfort and support as you revealed the painful details of your abuse.
When you finished, an oppressive silence fell across the room. Addison felt the weight of your words on her own shoulders. She felt powerless in the face of the suffering you had to endure at such a young age, an inner anger boiling up towards your parents and at the same time a burning desire deep inside her to help you. "Thank you, y/n, for trusting me," she finally spoke in a quiet voice and rubbed your shoulder reassuringly. This time you didn't flinch. "What has been done to you and continues to happen to you is unacceptable and you deserve to be safe and protected. I will do everything in my power to help you get out of this situation."
The shock of what she had heard was deep within her, but she forced herself to remain calm and empathetic. Her first priority was to reassure you that you were safe and that she would help you. She hugged you gently and held you close to her, giving your tears a place to disappear. "Please believe me when I say that you are safe here," she began to speak to you calmly. "No one will hurt you in front of me and if it happens again, you come straight to me, okay?"
You lowered your gaze, tears glistening in your eyes as you let yourself fall into her embrace, feeling the instant warmth and comfort she offered you. For a moment you felt safe, surrounded by the care of this remarkable woman who was willing to stand up for you. “Thank you, Dr. Montgomery,” you whispered, your voice shaking. "It means so much to me to know I'm not alone."
Addison smiled softly and rubbed your back. "From now on it's Addison. I think we're past the formal part. And of course, I'll help you through the difficult times, and I'll be by your side as long as you need me."
At that moment, you knew you had made the right decision to reach out to her. You felt strengthened by her words and beneath all the vulnerability you showed there was also a spark of hope. Hope that you weren't alone, that there were people who cared about you and were ready to help you when you needed it. You felt relieved that you had confided in someone, and Addison promised to support you every step of the way, whether through further testing, therapy, or any other form of police or court help you needed.
As you left the office, you felt a little more confident with her personal phone number and address. Addison Montgomery, who promised to protect you if your father became abusive again and you needed a place to stay. You knew that from now on you were no longer alone but had found an ally in her in the fight against the darkness that surrounded you.
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In the weeks that followed, Addison Montgomery and you developed a deep bond that went beyond the boundaries of an ordinary doctor-patient relationship. She had given you her personal address and phone number in case you ever had to run away from home and didn't know where to go. The gesture of care had touched you deeply and shown you that you were not just a patient, but now also had a friendship that you could rely on.
The conversations between the two of you became more and more open and intimate as you worked together to come up with a plan to get yourself out of the dangerous situation you found yourself in. And one Saturday morning, after you had escaped from your father's attacks and came to her, Addison offered to take you in and give you a safe haven, away from your parents' abuse and humiliation.
At first you were unsure whether you should accept the offer. The fear of the unknown, the worry of the consequences, and the fear of becoming too much for Addison held you back. But in the end, your trust, the hope for a better life and the love that she conveyed to you every day prevailed.
At midnight on that same warm spring night, you packed your few belongings and made your way to Addison's house. As you opened the door, a feeling of relief and freedom washed over you. The redhead welcomed you with open arms and a warm, loving smile that showed you that you were finally safe and that she would never let anything happen to you again.
Over the coming weeks and months, you began to settle into your new home, helping Addison with Henry while she was at work. Under her loving care, you slowly blossomed, gained self-confidence, and finally found the courage to leave your past behind you.
Addison supported you every step of the way in your healing, whether it was through therapeutic conversations, medical care, or just her unconditional love and support. Together you went through ups and downs, but you always stood by each other, determined to overcome the darkness together and step into the light of a better future. Your connection was strong, characterized by mutual respect, trust and love and you knew that you would be connected forever.
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inlovewithgreta · 3 months
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Hey!! If you’re taking requests, I’d love to request an Addison Montgomery x reader fic, where Addison gets home after a long day and reader lets Addison ‘use her’ for stress relief
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Heyy anon!! I absolutely am taking requests so thank you so so much for stopping by to request this! I am so sorry for the long wait, I’m always busy at work plus haven’t had the motivation to write. I hope you enjoy what I’ve written! Have a nice day!! 🩷
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Use Me — Addison Montgomery x Fem!Reader
Summary: Read request above!
Warnings: degradation, praise, mommy kink, spanking, spreader bar
Word Count: 1.6k
Taglist: @shslbunnylover @bellatrixsbrat @aemilia19 @wandsmxmff @maybe-a-humanbean
© Do not copy, repost, or modify any of my works.
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"What's your safe word?" You were asked by the older woman straddling your hips.
"Pineapple," you shakily responded, slightly squirming your body in anticipation.
"Good. Remember that. Now bend over mommy's lap." She patted her tanned and toned thighs.
You bowed your head in submission before hurling yourself over the redheads lap with your ass lifted ever so slightly.
"What are you going to do to me?"
"You're my little plaything tonight. My little stress reliever. You're going to be my own personal fucktoy until I feel better." Her cold hand found the cheek of your ass, and it took everything in you to deny the shiver that attempted to take over your body.
A hiss escaped your throat when the spanking first started, the sharp sting hitting you every few seconds that was followed by a small soothing rub to ease a bit of the tension.
Addison let out a loud sigh, allowing herself to let all of her stress out on you. Not that you cared, you would do anything for her. Anything for the woman who stole your heart.
You took spank after spank, allowing your body to be in complete submission to the older woman. You knew how much she needed this today. How stressed she was all day at work with little to no time to let herself relax.
That was, until the two of you got home and you told her to take her stress out on you. After all, you would rather it be on you and your body over her sharp words cutting into the brand new interns.
"You can be rougher with me, mommy." You whispered out to her with a small wiggle of your ass that had the redhead squeeze it tighter.
Even though you had a safe word, Addison still made sure to not get too carried away. After all, this wasn't just for her.. she still wanted to make sure it felt good for you. And it definitely did.
"Is that so?" She raised a brow that you couldn't see. "Is my sweet girl ready for me to let it all out on this pretty little body?"
"Yes, mommy. Please.." you tried to urge the woman on, "Use me. Do whatever you want with me. I'm yours.. all yours."
Fingers wrapped in your hair, pulling you up from her lap so you could face her. She admired the way your cheeks were already covered in a blush and she had barely even started with you.
"Then be my good little girl and lay down on the bed. Mommy knows exactly what she's going to do with you." She scrunched her nose with a sadistic smile and gave you a wink before letting you go, watching admirably as you scrambled onto the bed without hesitation.
Your head fell against the plush pillow while your eyes followed the fiery locks of your lover as she made her way to the walk-in closet. The dimly lit room was where the redhead left her special toys.
Toys she loved to use on you. Only you.
And the specific toy she brought out tonight was new. She figured now would be the best time to try it out and test your limits.
Your eyes widened when you realized what she had brought out with her. A spreader bar. A bar that would not only help hold your legs open, but to also keep them from closing. Something you often did when the woman made you come.
"That's right, mommy's got a brand new toy." She ran a hand down the long metal rod in a seductive manner before stopping at the edge of the bed.
You gasped when she pulled you towards the end of the bed by your ankle. She slid one into position, locking it into place on the bar before doing the same to the other.
"Safe word?" She asked once again.
"Pineapple," you answered.
She smiled deviously before pulling on the bar to spread your legs just a notch farther apart. "That's my good girl.. always my good girl." She cooed as she slid the bar again, spreading your legs as far as she knew you could go.
The redhead licked her lips slowly as her eyes scanned the glistening mess between your legs before bringing her lips to place wet kisses in a firm line up your leg.
"So perfect.." she mumbled between kisses, wasting no more time before swirling her tongue around your aching clit.
"Yesss," you whispered out.
Your body was tense as she started, your body unfamiliar with the restricted amount of movement you could make. You were pinned. Spread out. Completely exposed to your lover who lavished your cunt with meticulous strokes.
"Mmm, Addison." Green eyes glanced up at you, completely hooded and glazed over, and you had to force yourself not to buck your hips at the look.
Your fingers found her fiery locks, twisting and curling into her tight waves to keep her close to you. Her speed only increased with your movements, using her lips and tongue to play with your bundle of nerves.
"Close. So close." The redhead chuckled, sending vibrations to your clit that had your free hand clutching desperately at the soft sheets beneath you.
Addison's nails dug into your thighs, leaving crescent shaped indents into your flesh for her to enjoy looking at later.
Your head fell back, eyes nearly rolling to the back of your head as your orgasm ripped through your body. Addison loved hearing every little sound you made, knowing she was the only one who could make those sinful noises come from you.
Once your legs shook and spasmed around her, she knew you were at your most sensitive, and took it upon herself to truly test just how much you could truly take.
"Such a good little toy you're being for mommy, letting me devour this sweet little pussy to make me feel better." She licked her bottom lip that glistened from your wetness.
"But it's not enough, I don't think mommy has had her fill yet," she smirked.
A surprised gasp escaped your throat when her hands returned to the bar and forcefully flipped you over and onto your stomach. Your body wasn't flat for long, as a moment later, your ass lifted high into the air when she bent your knees for you.
Your cheek was warm against the sheet, completely contrasting the colder air your lifted ass felt. But, chills ran through your body when a finger made contact with your upper back, tracing your spine down your body that forced your back to arch at the subtle touch.
"My gorgeous girl," the older woman cooed.
Her hand reached your ass once more, admiring the slightly crimson tint that was left from her previous spanking endeavors.
"Addison!" you whined out when a sharp slap hit the sensitive cheek of your ass.
It wasn't long before each cheek grew a shade darker as she spanked you roughly, each sharp slap burying your face deeper into the mattress and your body to jolt forward.
She was relentless with her movements, eagerly shoving two fingers into your tight cunt and forcing a hearty moan to reverberate off the walls around you.
"Oh, god!"
"You like that, babygirl?"
"Yes, mommy!" Your pussy fluttered around her slender digits that were thrusting dominantly inside of you.
She pressed her thumb against your button, rubbing your sensitive bud that had you screaming out the fiery redhead's name over and over again.
"Don't stop! Please don't stop!"
"Don't worry, little one, mommy didn't plan on it. I need this just as much as you do," she said.
Addison brought her lips to your ass, biting the tender skin that sent a jolt of electricity throughout your body as her teeth pinched into your skin. Your pleas for her to do it again wouldn't dare be denied by your lover as she found a fresh spot on your cheek to leave another mark that was sure to bruise later.
The curve of her fingers and her relentless pounding had you spewing the most obscene phrases as you came around her fingers. Your body quivered, Addison holding you firmly by your hip to keep you from falling over.
"That's it, babygirl. You did so good for me." She cooed as her fingers slowed, your pussy tightening around her fingers making it harder for her to continue moving. "Took my fingers like the good girl I know you are."
You whined when you suddenly felt empty, while Addison sucked her fingers clean and admired the way your ass was covered in the most prettiest shade of crimson she had ever seen.
Your legs nearly buckled when the redhead released you from the spreader bar, the soreness from the longevity of your endeavors becoming prominent as you fell against the mattress.
"Aww, you poor thing." The metal bar clanked as Addison dropped it to the floor to focus solely on you. "Would my sweet girl like a bath?" she asked, pushing your hair away from your face to examine your flushed state.
"Mhm," you mumbled quietly with tired hooded eyes and a blissed out state of mind.
Addison smiled softly in response, her demeanor completely changing from stressed to loving at your tired state. Did she really fuck you that hard? She had never imagined you would take what she gave like a champ.
Of course she worried she would take it too far to cause your safe word to be used, but the adoration on your face as she took care of you in the bath afterwards gave her the comfort she was looking for.
And to her surprise, you would let her do it again, whenever she needed a bit of stress relief and you wanted a good fucking. It was truly a win-win for both of you.
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adissonswifey · 10 months
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Cover your cough.
Addison Montgomery x f!reader.
Being on Addison's Montgomery service is not an easy job. Especially when you have to look for her all over the hospital. Unfortunately Seattle Grace has a lot of good hiding spots.
"Hey, have you seen Dr. Montgomery?" You asked one of the nurses.
"No, sorry." She replied and rolled her eyes.
"Okay, thanks."
You like most of the nurses, they're really nice and very helpful but some of them are horrible. For example, this one, her name is Bria and she's a pain in the ass. Which makes you sad because you've always been really nice to her, unlike other residents.
You had been looking for her for an hour already, You really thought that Bailey wanting to get rid of you, did not mention that Addison had taken time off. Just when you were really about to give up you walked into one of the one-call rooms. You sat down on the bed that faced the couch and saw pink scrubs you've been looking for.
"There you are, I've been searching for you all day Dr. Montgomery," you mumbled. "Oh, are you okay?"
She didn't look like she was ok. She was sitting leaning on the couch and almost melting.
"Yes, I'm fine. Thank you, y/n," she replied.
You walked up to her and put your hand on her forehead. You had never seen an attending in such a state. Especially her. You've never seen her like that.
"Shit, you're burning up and I'm pretty sure that white paint has more color than your face. You're not okay, Addison. You're sick," you gasped. "Come on, I'll drive you home." You stuck out your hand.
"No, y/n. You have patients, you can't just leave. I'm gonna be fine." She protested trying to get up.
"No, come on. Lay on the bed or you can stay on the couch, whatever you feel comfortable with and I'll go to the chief and tell him that you're sick and that I'm the only one who's going to drive you home. You stay here."
As you said, so you did. You went to the chief and explained to him that you were currently on Addison's service and actually weren't busy at the time. At first he didn't like the idea, but when you started talking about how dangerous it was for her patients to stay, he quickly succumbed. Also, you bought water and a sandwich because she looked like she needed energy.
"Okay, I'm back. Do you want a sandwich? Water?" She nodded her head no. "Addison, drink this at least and don't argue with me." She finally gave in. "Are you in any pain? Anything I could look into?"
"My stomach hurts a little bit," she muttered.
"Lift your shirt up."
"No, y/n. That's fine, I'm fine."
"Stop being so stubborn, please let me help you. You finally have a chance to see how good I am." She smirked. "Now come on, lift your shirt a little bit."
You examined her abdomen and also did an ultrasound to be safe. Everything looked fine. But you could tell she was in pain, and you don't quite know why, but you felt a strange feeling in your chest. When you finally made it to your car you breathed a sigh of relief. You knew that at this point her only option was to go with you. I mean, after all, she was already in the car anyway.
It was the first time you were in the apartment of any attending, well, maybe not counting the fact that Derek practically lived in the house you lived. You climbed the stairs and soon found yourselves in a cozy apartment. You told Addison to sit on the couch and covered her with a blanket right off the bat. She looked innocent, almost like a baby.
"Why are you doing this?" You heard her raspy voice behind you.
"Huh?"
"You're nice to me and you've always been, even when you found out about me and Mark. Even when I was hard on you. I mean, I get that you're a doctor too so you help people, but just... why are you helping me?"
You couldn't hide the fact that you just cared. Fact, Addison did stupid things in life, as we all do, but that didn't make her a bad person. Besides, you started to have a little crush on her from the first time you saw her, and on top of that you became something like friends and she was really close to you. You understood each other.
"I just care about you," you responded and turned around to look at her. "Okay look, this is probably not a very good time to tell you this but... I kinda have a crush on you?" You made a weird face. "I didn't tell you anything because this whole thing with Derek and then Mark was hard on you, but yeah I have a crush on you, maybe something even more than a crush. Also we're friends, really good friends so stop asking me these ridiculous questions," you explained.
"You have a crush on me?" Her eyes widened.
"God, sorry I didn't mean to make you... Look, we don't have to do anything about it. I'll be fine. Just forget it." You smiled awkwardly.
Couple days later...
"You finally told her?" Mer asked and took a bite of her fries, you covered your face with your hands.
"That wasn't the plan but yeah I did. God, I'm so embarrassed." You laughed.
"Was she shocked?" Alex asked.
"Pretty much, yeah."
"You're right, this is dumb. She's practically you're boss." Cristina shrugged her shoulders.
"You're acting like you didn't screwd an attending yourself." You rolled your eyes and she just raised her hands in defense.
You're pager went off. You looked at it. It said 211 which meant that Addison paged you. You looked up at everyone's faces, most of them smirked.
"Is that your lover?" Izzie teased you.
"I hate you all, I have to go." You got up from the table and headed toward Addison's office.
You felt like you was going to throw up. You haven't seen her for a few days, after you left her apartment that day you couldn't go back. You felt stupid. You told her, you told her you felt something and she just sat there looking at you so you left as soon as you could. You didn't want to make things awkward between you, you had already passed that stage when Addison found out that your friend was Meredith.
You stood in front of the door urging yourself to knock, and when you finally worked up the courage you almost ran out of there.
"Hey, you paged me," you said looking into the office.
She was sitting at her desk, looking much better than a few days earlier. Although overall she always looked good which was unfair.
"Can we, ummm... talk about what happened?" She asked looking at you with a slight site of embarrassment in her eyes.
"Oh, sure. Why not?" you said ironically. "So I told you I have a crush and you looked at me like I was crazy, then I felt like I actually was, so I left and been avoiding you since then."
She stood up from the desk and faced you. You both breathed loudly.
"I didn't look at you like you were crazy!"
"You know when was the last time I said I liked someone!?" Now you both raised your voices. "What are you doing?" you asked confused when she came so close that you could feel her breath on your face.
"Would you just stand still?" She asked and came close enough that your lips touched in a kiss.
At that moment you thought you could fly. Your knees bent under you as soon as her hands reached your hair. God she kissed so well. Her lips were softer than anything you've ever known. It was sweet, effortlessly sweet. You wrapped your arms around her waist, her hands were in your hair. You lost yourself in her.
You break the kiss. You felt dizzy. You swear you could still feel her lips on yours. You were breathless for a moment, the silence was now filled only by your breathing.
"You..." you whispered.
"I didn't know what to say, y/n. I've never been with a woman... It's just so confusing because, I would know what I should've done that day, if you were a man but you're not and... I like you, I never even thought about falling in love with a woman. It's just... You're so caring, beautiful, smart... I..." Her eyes were running all over the room.
"Look at me," you breathed. Her blue eyes finally looked straight into yours. "God your eyes are so beautiful." You ran your thumb over her cheek. "We don't have to rush anything. Baby steps, okay?" you asked her and she nodded.
"Baby steps." She bit her lip. "Now, please kiss me." You smirked and pulled her closer to finally put your lips in a long kiss.
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no-phrogs-in-hats · 9 months
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Can I please have an imagine where the reader is the younger twin sister of Meredith Grey and ends up falling in love with Addison Montgomery. The two get together and keep it a secret for awhile (because your twin sister getting with your boyfriends ex wife is kinda weird). But one day the two are caught in an on-call room by everyone. A bit of angst with a lot of fluff please?
In the Shadows and Under the Sheets !!!Light NSFW!!!
Pairing: Addison Montgomery x fem!reader
Warnings: major mommy issues, secret relationship, brief on-call room sex hehe, light angst<3
A/N: first oneshot for McMommy Addison Montgomery hope you enjoy<3
As much as you loved your twin sister, part of you resented her. Your mother had encouraged her to go to med school. Your mother encouraged her to be a surgeon. Your mother encouraged her to be amazing, one of a kind, extraordinary. 
“You’d be more suited as a nurse,” she had said before you applied to every possible pre-med program in the country at seventeen. “Or maybe dermatology.”
Straight A’s since grade school, a perfect 1600 on your SAT, graduated Magna Cum Laude, and you’d only be fit as a nurse? Not that there’s anything wrong with that. Nurses are the backbone of the healthcare system. They leave and everything falls apart.
But to have your mother have so little faith in you–it hurt. It hurt more than you could possibly imagine. Maybe it was because you reminded her too much of your father–too soft, not hardcore enough for a surgeon. 
“Sometimes I wish I listened to my mom’s advice,” you mutter into the darkness of Addison’s bedroom. 
Addison, who lays beside you with her head on your chest, sits up. “What?”
“She–” you clear your throat. “She told me, before applying to med school, that I’d be better suited as a nurse–or in dermatology. That I’m too soft and that I wouldn’t make it as a surgeon.”
Addison brought a hand to your forehead, brushing aside stray hair. “You? Too soft?” When you nodded silently, she flashed a bitter-sweet smile. “Sweetheart…you are an amazing surgeon. Being soft isn’t a weakness. You need to have compassion and empathy if you’re going to be a doctor–especially if you do plan on going into pediatrics.”
The sound of your alarm startles you and press a reassuring kiss to Addison’s lips before getting out of bed and starting your morning routine.
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Addison sighed heavily as she scribbled down details of her most recent patient in their chart. You stare at her from afar, admiring the way her glasses sit, perched on the bridge of her nose, and the way she seems to drown out everything when she concentrates. How her skirt hugs her curves, how her hair is pinned up and exposing her neck…
“You seem stressed,” you murmur, standing beside Addison under the guise of discussing a case. 
She side-eyes you, trying to hold back a smile before going back to filling out her patient’s chart. “I’m…fine.”
“You sure about that?” you ask. “Because I have a very good way to help with stress and I think you’ll want to take me up on this offer…” You take the pen from her hand and grin, clicking it and placing it in the pocket of your white coat. “On-call room three. Five minutes.”
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You giggle as Addison presses kisses to your neck and removes your scrub top. You hold her close, running your hands up and down her body before unbuttoning her blouse and tossing it to the side.
“Still stressed?” you ask.
“I dunno,” she answers lowly. “If I am, do we get to continue?”
You laugh quietly, “We’d continue even if you weren’t stressed.”
Addison presses a firm kiss to your lips and you make your way down her body, placing soft, open-mouth kisses to her navel and nipping at her hips. You slowly drag her skirt down and continue with your kisses down her thighs as you toss it onto the floor.
You smile against her inner thigh and she jolts at your bites before letting out a soft moan. “God, you are gorgeous…”
She takes a deep breath and sighs as you get closer and closer to her aching core, “Don’t stop, please, don’t stop.”
You wrap your arms around her thighs to hold her still, and just as you were about to get started, the worst possible thing happened.
As the on-call room light turns on, you gasp and look up. “Meredith!”
She stands in the doorway with an awkward look on her face before shutting the door quickly. Climbing out of the bed quickly, you pull on your scrub top, “You didn’t lock the door, Addison?”
Before she gets a chance to respond, you rush out the door and find that Meredith is still there–waiting for you. “Mer, I–”
“No,” she says. “Don’t. You gave me crap for sleeping with an attending.”
“I know, and I’m s–”
“I’m not done. You gave me crap about sleeping with Derek and now you’re sleeping with his wife!” 
“Ex-wife,” you mumble. 
“It doesn’t matter!” she snaps. “You’re a hypocrite! How long has this been going on?”
You thought for a moment, counting back the months of seemingly harmless flirting and innocent touches before it turned into…not so innocent touches. “Um…a couple months.”
“I’m your sister! You were the first person I told after I got back together with Derek!” There was a moment’s silence between the pair of you before Meredith spoke up again. “Are you happy?” 
 “What?”
“Does…does she make you happy?” Meredith repeats.
“...Yes,” you respond. “Yeah, she does.”
“Okay…good.”
“Good.”
Answering a page, Meredith leaves you to your own devices and you return to the on-call room. You watch with a grin as Addison buttons up her blouse.
“What?” she says.
“Next time,” you smile, placing a soft kiss on her lips, “lock the damn door.”
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crime-wives · 20 days
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thank you so so much to @thecasualqueer for the tag :DD
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
i have 8 works on ao3 currently and many more in the works :)
2. what's your total ao3 word count?
15,579
3. what fandoms do you write for?
i write mostly for swan queen (emma swan/regina mills), meddison (meredith grey/addison montgomery), and supercorp (lena luthor/kara danvers), but i also have a bunch on rairpair fics in the works :)
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
nobody warns you before the fall - 219 kudos (i was so surprised at the amount of reception this fic got, i really didn't think anyone would read it lol)
nothing worsens, nothing grows - 156 kudos
so you were never a saint, and i loved in shades of wrong - 106 kudos
this house may be haunted (but not ours) - 68 kudos
probably running away (from the feeling i get) - 50 kudos
5. do you respond to comments?
yes, i always respond, although it usually takes me awhile. i love every single person who has ever commented on my fics :)
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
my fic do you think i have forgotten (about you) is probably my angstiest ending. for context, the fic is about addison montgomery and derek shepherd and the breakdown of their marriage so. (the fact that i wrote a het fic is shocking even to me)
7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
this year, to save me from tears, i'll give it to someone special is probably the most optimistic ending for one of my fics.
8. do you get hate on fics?
i haven't so far, i assume i will at some point, but for now everyone has been really positive and encouraging towards me and my writing :)
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?
at the moment i don't write smut, but eventually maybe.
10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you've written?
i haven't yet, but i did have an idea for a swan queen and supercorp crossover so maybe
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
no, i don't believe so.
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
no but i would be honored if anyone ever wanted to translate a fic.
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
no i haven't, but my friend @emily-prentits and i have been working on an idea for a rairpair :D
14. what's your all time favourite ship?
probably swan queen. they never fail to get me in the feels, something about family, and belonging, and finding a place for yourself. also enemies, to reluctant co-parents, to friends, to lovers am i right? they make me so feral (i'm so normal i swear)
15. what's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
my only published wip is so you were never a saint, and i loved in shades of wrong but i sincerely doubt i will ever finish that (it was meant to be a oneshot but i added another chapter and i kinda hate it so)
but because i am actually insane, (i went through my docs and counted for this) i have a grand total of 57 wips, most of which will never be finished, or compounded into other fics.
16. what are your writing strengths?
i think i'm good at characterization, i like to spend a lot of time analysing the characters, and it's very important to me that the characters feel like themselves.
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
one of my weaknesses is description. i am definitely working on it tho. in addition, the amount of time it takes for me to write anything substantial.
18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
i'm not sure, i think maybe if it was extremely necessary, but otherwise i'm not sure.
19. first fandom you wrote for?
meddison - meredith grey/addison montgomery from grey's anatomy.
20. favorite fic you've written?
oh god wow i'm not sure. i think i'd have to say either do you think i have forgotten (about you) or probably running away (from the feelings i get) are probably my best fics.
no pressure tags :) @emily-prentits @flyingpotstickers @peridotglimmer @horsetailcurlers2 @hummingbirdswords @nostradamus0
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shivroyspantsuit · 11 months
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characters I’m going to write for!!!
(please keep in mind that I will only write female or nonmen readers, I will also write smut (It wont be a masterpiece though) fluff and angst, i’ll also write drabbles, oneshots, series and probably whatever else there is)
succession
Shiv Roy
Tom Wambsgans
Gerri Kellman
Stewy Hosseini
Kendall Roy
Roman Roy
+ most other characters
Greys Anatomy
Cristina Yang
Izzie Stevens
Callie Torres
Lexie Grey
Alex Karev
Addison Montgomery
Mark Sloan
Glee
•Quinn Fabray
•Mike Chang
•Tina Cohen-Chang
•Sam Evans
•Mercedes Jones
•Rachel Berry
Its always sunny
Dee Reynolds
Dennis Reynolds
Charlie Kelly
Misc
Jason Todd
Roy Harper
Dick Grayson
Bruce Wayne
Dina Lance
Diana Prince
Star fire
Wally West <3!
I might also write some star wars fics (the og 6 movies) so request those if u want!!!
also please keep in mind that I may not be the best writer as I am only just starting :)!
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littletayyswriting · 3 years
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Author: LittleTayy
Rating: Explicit/R
Characters: Addison Montgomery, Mark Sloan
Summary: Mark and Addison have a steamy encounter. // The moment the door opens she’s on him, her bag and coat hastily dropped in the entranceway. She can sense Mark’s surprise but to his credit he kisses her back eagerly, tongue slipping between her lips and an arm wrapping around her waist, pulling her flush against his hard body.
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ssa-montgomery · 4 years
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Say You’ll Stay With Me
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Summary: Addison and Meredith talk about their shared past and Addison tried to convince her to move away from the past and into a shared future in L.A.
Characters: Meredith x Addison
Warnings: Heavily implied smut, talk of past major character death, angst
A/N: Hey everyone! This is my first MerAdd one shot and I know it's pretty short compared to my usual stuff but I will definitely be posting some more one-shots in the future (as well as the next chapter of my current multichapter story, it's coming I promise)! I know this one is a little vague about the timeline/the relationships but I came up with this idea and just had to write it. This is definitely angst heavy but I hope you enjoy anyway! Also, the lyrics at the beginning and end are from Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood. The song was my inspiration for sort of the vibe of this one-shot but I did move away from that a bit but I hope they still fit anyway.As always my requests are open if you would like to see me write anything in particular in the future.
Feedback is what motivates me to work so please let me know what you think! Reblogs are also greatly appreciated.
Taglist is open!
Masterlist
I hate the beach
But I'll stand in California with my toes in the sand
Use the sleeves of my sweater
Let's have an adventure
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Addison slowly opened her eyes and blinked at the ceiling, letting her eyes adjust to the darkness of the room. When she moved she could the weight of the duvet wrapped around her, it must have been pulled up in the middle of the night because when she had fallen asleep it was still at the bottom of the bed.  She rolled over onto her side expecting to feel the warmth of another body next to her, but instead, the bed was empty. She sighed. She couldn't deny the disappointment that washe over her settling like a pit in her stomach.  She willed herself to sit up and take in the state of her bedroom. A wine glass - her expensive ones that she only took out for important dinners, or when she wanted to impress someone - on each nightstand and an empty bottle of pricey wine on her side. Clothes were scattered across the hardwood floors. Addison's heels kicked off next to the bedroom door.
Only now that Addison had sat up, holding the duvet close to her chest with one hand, did she feel the cold breeze on the exposed skin of her arms. Her eyes landed on the balcony door which had been thrown open and she finally saw her, a silhouette against the bright light of the moon shining down onto the balcony.
Addison reached across the floor and grabbed the oversized sweater that had been discarded there earlier in the night and stood slipping it on over her head, the chilled bite to the air still hitting her legs with the material stopping halfway down her thighs. She moved across the room and crept out onto the balcony. Instinctively she slipped her arms around her waist lightly tracing shapes across her sides with the tips of her fingers.
"Meredith." She mumbled. "What are you doing out here?"
"It's so peaceful," Meredith whispered. She had taken the bedsheet with her and it was now wrapped around her body, bunched in her hands where she held it in place. Addison slowly moved her hands up her sides and let Meredith slide her hands in the sleeves of her sweater. "The sound of the waves is so soothing and it's all just outside your back door."
"I know." Addison nodded resting her head on Meredith's shoulder. She was right, the sound of the waves crashing against the shore had always been soothing to Addison and she had lost count of how many times she had drifted off to sleep with the doors open wide on a warm night so she could listen to it. "If I didn't have to work I would just spend all day out there."
"You really have everything here. I mean you have your friends, the practice, surgeries at St. Ambrose, and this incredible house." Meredith sighed.
"I don't have you here." Addison said honestly.
"I wish I could live somewhere like this. I mean Seattle is my home but we don't have beaches in Seattle, we have ferryboats." Meredith laughed gently.
"I did always love a good ferryboat back in Seattle." Addison chuckled. "And everyone always says that when they come here. Bailey said the practice was like a spa, she was waiting for her champagne. Mark almost moved here too."
"I didn't know Mark thought about moving out here. When did that happen?" Meredith asked turning her head to watch Addison as she spoke.
"When Sloan was pregnant and they flew out here for the surgery. Mark kept talking about the possibility of having three parents for the baby, he wanted it to be our second chance. The chance to be parents that we never got." Meredith watched the expression on Addison's face change. There was something sad about the way her gaze drifted back to the water but she didn't explain and Meredith didn't push. "But anyway, he was just heartbroken and wanted Lexie, not me. Him going back to Seattle was better for both of us."
For a moment they both stood in silence, content with simply being this close to one another. Meredith leaned back into Addison and gently kissed her cheek.
"I miss Mark." Addison said when she finally spoke again.
When Meredith had first arrived in L.A. it had immediately felt like a different world to her, somewhere that felt so disconnected from the hard memories and everything she had been through back in Seattle. So much so that she had almost forgotten the plane crash was yet another event in her shared past with Addison. Addison had lost someone she loved that day too.
"I miss Lexie." Meredith nodded. "If I'm being honest so much has happened recently that Seattle and the memories there just feel like the past, but here, it feels different. It feels like I can finally escape it all."
"You could escape it all," Addison said then. She turned Meredith in her arms until her back was resting against the balcony railing and she was face to face with her. "Let Seattle be your past. Start over here, with me. You could work at the practice, do surgeries at St. Ambrose, you are an incredibly gifted surgeon and Charlotte would be lucky to have you. You could live here."
"Addison." Meredith's tone was somewhere between a pleading and a warning. "You know I have - I have responsibilities in Seattle."
"But you're unhappy there Meredith. We both know it. Just please think about it Mer."
Meredith couldn't bear the hurt in Addison's voice, or the way it cracked on the nickname. That was the first time she had ever called her Mer.
"Okay." She nodded leaning forward to press a kiss to Addison's shoulder. She pulled Addison closer to her and rested her forehead against hers. "I promise I'll find a way to be with you. Always."
"Okay," Addison whispered.
Meredith reached her hand up to brush away the tears that were now spilling down Addison's cheeks. She leaned into the contact and let out a shuddering breath.
"For now will you at least come back to bed with me? It's freezing out here."
~~~
She knows what I think about
And what I think about
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us
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galaxysupreme17 · 3 years
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Things I will Write
Tv Shows: Grey’s Anatomy, Law and Order SVU, Glee, Criminal Minds, Gilmore Girls, American Horror Story, Ratched, Studio 60 on the sunset strip, Stranger Things, Super Girl, Private Practice, Station 19, Agents Of Shield, Younger, Bunheads, Good Witch, The people v. OJ Simpson, Supernatural, Fuller House, Full House, Wandavision, Steven Universe, Mrs. America, Scream Queens, Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist, Friends, SMASH, The Addams Family.
Movies: The Prom, Mamma Mia, The Conjuring 1, 2, and 3, The Good Witch Movies, The Avengers, Suicide Squad, Blue Jay, Mamma Mia Here We Go Again, Ocean’s 8, The Devil Wears Prada, Twister, The Addams Family, Little Women, Harley Quinn Birds of Pray, Harry Potter, Heathers, Frozen 1&2, Casper, Beetlejuice, Star Wars, Descendants, Marry Poppins, The Hunger Games, Twilight.
Generally I will write anything as long as you ask! I write character x reader or character x daughter reader. I can write preference and oneshots. I will also write character x character stories! 
I can try to write smut stories but I don’t know how well I can write those. I prefer to write fluff stories as they make me most comfortable. Like my first story I can write stuff with anxiety/depression/suicide. I will usually write those if I am feeling really down or am really anxious.
 If I write those out of the blue it will probably involve Olivia Benson, Cordelia Goode, Sarah Paulson, Mariska Hargitay, Ellen Pompeo, Jen Aniston, Kate Walsh, Cate Blanchett, Sandra Bullock, Meredith Grey, Lexie Grey, Addison Montgomery, or Natasha Romanoff as they are my comfort people/characters.
Like I said if yall have any request just send them in!  
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bobbiejelly · 4 years
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Link to the list itself, on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/25033117/chapters/60630871
 Author’s Note:
Wait, but this isn’t the next chapter of the story, is it!?
Umm, no, not yet. Apologies.
That was all just a teaser for this.
But more on that in the final author’s notes.
Enjoy this!
bobbiejelly
    An Ongoing Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery Fanfiction Location List  
  This is a list so far of places to find MerAdd & meddison content. Contribute in the comments if you know of more. Thanks!
 Chapter 1: July 2, 2020, so far!
  Thank you to many other authors/readers who have made this all possible!
 In no particular order…
Ao3, Archive Of Our Own:
 Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery, sexual/romantic/more tag:
  https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Meredith%20Grey*s*Addison%20Montgomery/works
 Meredith Grey & Addison Montgomery, platonic tag:
  https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Meredith%20Grey%20*a*%20Addison%20Montgomery/works
    Fanfiction:
 Addison Montgomery, Meredith Grey in Grey’s Anatomy, filtered to include both characters and all ratings.
  https://www.fanfiction.net/tv/Grey-s-Anatomy/?&srt=1&r=10&c1=6752&c2=6767
 [Addison Montgomery + Meredith Grey], in Grey’s Anatomy, filtered to include both characters as a pairing with all ratings, and to exclude MerDer as a pairing:
  https://www.fanfiction.net/tv/Grey-s-Anatomy/?&srt=1&r=10&c1=6752&c2=6767&_c1=6758&_c2=6767&pm=1&_pm=1
 Meddison community:
  https://www.fanfiction.net/community/To-all-my-Meredith-Addison-lovers/123438/99/0/1/0/0/0/0/
   Wattpad:
 MerAdd tag:
  https://www.wattpad.com/stories/meradd
 Meddison tag:
  https://www.wattpad.com/stories/meddison/hot
 Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery tag:
  https://www.wattpad.com/search/meredith%20grey%2Faddison%20montgomery
  LiveJournal:
 GA-Fanfic with the Meredith/Addison shipper, from the most recent:
  https://ga-fanfic.livejournal.com/?skip=110&tag=shipper%3A%20addison%2Fmeredith
 GA-Fanfic with the Meredith/Addison shipper, from the oldest:
  https://ga-fanfic.livejournal.com/?skip=110&tag=shipper%3A%20addison%2Fmeredith
 meredithaddison:
  https://meredithaddison.livejournal.com/profile
pp-fic with the Meredith/Addison shipper:
  https://pp-fic.livejournal.com/tag/ship%3A%20addison%2Fmeredith
 Grey’s Girlslash (they don’t have ship tags yet so this is a whole lot of everything):
  https://greysgirlslash.livejournal.com/
 Grey’s 100 (also no ship tags, so good luck…):
  https://greys100.livejournal.com/tag/
   Dreamwidth:
 Okay, so I really didn’t want to shout out individual authors but I don’t know how to navigate this site better than that… So here are a few that I know.
 Scurvyknavery,
  https://scurvyknavery.dreamwidth.org/?tag=ga:+meredith/addison
 Mammothluv:
  https://mammothluv.dreamwidth.org/tag/grey%27s+anatomy
   Tumblr:
 Meddison tag:
  https://www.tumblr.com/search/meddison
 MerAdd tag:
  https://www.tumblr.com/search/meradd
 Meredith x Addison tag:
  https://www.tumblr.com/search/meredith+x+addison
 Addison x Meredith tag:
  https://www.tumblr.com/search/addison+x+meredith
 Umm, so if you use the search bar it’s pretty easy to DIY and you can save tags as favorites, so I’ll leave you all to that one on your own now…
   Ficbook:
 Search Tag: Addison Montgomery
 There’s a MerAdd work on there in Russian I swear.
  https://ficbook.net/pairings/%D0%AD%D0%B4%D0%B4%D0%B8%D1%81%D0%BE%D0%BD%20%D0%9C%D0%BE%D0%BD%D1%82%D0%B3%D0%BE%D0%BC%D0%B5%D1%80%D0%B8
 Or just search it yourself in indexed searching through ficbook fanfiction:
  https://ficbook.net/fanfiction
   Ralst/Passion & Perfection:
 All the GA stories are here, all F/F parirings, and there are a bunch of MerAdds, notably “The Domino Effect” by The Raven.
  http://www.ralst.com/storiesGA.html
   Realm Of The Shadow:
 Umm, okay so there’s actually no current Grey’s Anatomy fanfiction on here heads up. 
But there could be someday, or maybe you like another fandom too, so here goes:
  https://www.realmoftheshadow.com/
   Twitter:
 Searched tag, MerAdd:
  https://twitter.com/search?q=meradd&src=typed_query
 Searched tag, Meddison:
  https://twitter.com/search?q=meddison&src=typed_query
 Searched tag, Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery:
https://twitter.com/search?q=meredith%20grey%2Faddison%20montgomery&src=typed_query
 Okay, so as this is similar to Tumblr, I’m gonna leave you to your own searching now.
 Okay, so that’s all I got for the moment!
 It took me over a year to learn all the intricacies of all these sites and I still have not mastered any, much less all, of them and I’m sure there are more.
 Shoutout in particular to LordOfLezzies and waltzmatildah who I specifically have asked for more sources of MerAdd fanfiction, and whom have been able to help me out over the past little while, and also LarisUSB, Luthorslena, for the Twitter hashtag tweets and ThatWinchesterGirl for some Tumblr chats. Plus a whole bunch of other fanfic authors/writers/comments who have made my day recently! There would be eons of shoutout but I just don’t want to leave people out. So there you have it. If you were tagged in this on Ao3, you’ve personally gotten me into Grey’s/PP femslash and I thank you for that.
 So, dear readers, I hope that was semi-helpful and maybe you learned something!
 If you have more sources please cite them in the comments it would be appreciated!
Potentially more of the “   Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery: A Learning Library” story to come, and potentially also an interview AMA with yours truly, bobbiejelly, in another chapter if you’re interested in that.
 See you around in the comments, folks!
  Have a good one,
Also, yeah I'm still working at Lost & Found , Bubble , and Falling Apart, Barely Breathing, albeit extremely slowly. Oops!
bobbiejelly
  Okay, pps. If you wanted more from me in particular, bobbiejelly, here's my current list of places to read my fanfictions:
 bobbiejelly
 Hello from bobbiejelly :D.
MerAdd. meddison. F/F. Grey's Anatomy Fan !!! Writing mostly for Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery on Grey's Anatomy & Private Practice, as well as Station 19. Have also written for: Killing Eve, Orange Is The New Black, 13 Reasons Why & Weeds. Taking Prompt Requests :)
 Ao3: bobbiejelly
https://archiveofourown.org/users/bobbiejelly/works
 Wattpad: Bobbiejelly https://www.wattpad.com/user/Bobbiejelly
 Fanfiction. net: bobbiejelly https://www.fanfiction.net/u/7410749/
 Tumblr: bobbiejelly https://bobbiejelly.tumblr.com/
 LiveJournal: bobbiejelly https://bobbiejelly.livejournal.com/profile
 Dreamwidth: bobbiejelly https://bobbiejelly.dreamwidth.org/
 Twitter: bobbiejelly1 https://twitter.com/bobbiejelly1
 Ficbook: bobbiejelly1 https://ficbook.net/authors/4474694
 THANK YOU!
 bobbiejelly
  Alright, well, that's it for now folks!
 As a special request, please if you want to participte, post your 6 of favorite fanfictions in the comments, with an example of the following! Feel free to overlap or not. Or just post as little or as many MerAdd fanfictions as you want so we all feel the meddison joy. The only restriction is that the fanfiction has to actually contain Meredith Grey and Addison Montgomery...
 1. Your favorite "Recent" fanfiction (ie. in the past little while, and the author is still active probly):
 2. Your favorite "Legacy" fanfiction (ie. from any time period especially if you think it's one of those WIP's that will never ever be updated or maybe it's complete):
 3. One of your "Best of All Time's" (ie. if you high-key might have a favorite, or maybe even just a favorite author):
 4. A shoutout because you want to congratulate the author (ie. because we all like to do that!)
 5. If you have any, and if you want to, shamelessly promote your favorite of your own Meredith/Addison works. Because we all wanna read that. And it's fun to see what the author's actual favorite is!
 6. A rare find other people might not have seen yet.
 Have fun with that I can't wait! Another rule is no bashing other people's choices! You can say thanks and chat about favorites all you want, but I don't want this to be about competition or harsh feelings or about complains. We want this to be great!
  Here's bobbiejelly's first crack at it, but I might DIY this again and again in the comments :D.
 1. Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now, by lespians, on Ao3
 https://archiveofourown.org/works/14151828/chapters/32616750
 2. Sex & Caring in Seattle, by Bluefall, on Ao3:
 https://archiveofourown.org/works/157220/chapters/226527
 3. MerAdd One-Shots by LezBeDaizy, on Wattpad:
 https://www.wattpad.com/story/135562009-meradd-oneshots
 4. A Lot Can Happen In A City, by iamkellylouise, on Fanfiction:
 https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1583315/iamkellylouise
 5. Falling Apart, Barely Breathing, bobbiejelly, on Ao3, Fanfiction, & Wattpad, and first chapter on LiveJournal & Dreamwidth & Tumblr:
 https://archiveofourown.org/works/23434480/chapters/56169448
 6. Not What You Came Here For, by flipflop_diva, for safertohateher, on LiveJournal
 https://flipflop-diva.livejournal.com/25130.html?view=692266#t692266
  See you all in the comments!
 THANK YOU!
 bobbiejelly
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oneshotnewbie · 7 months
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Hey! Hope you're okay! I wonder if you could do an addison montgomery x reader where she finds out you self harm? And maybe even a Rafa Barba/Alex Cabot one? Don't worry if it's too triggering. Keep being amazing ❤️
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The sun was slowly dipping towards the horizon as Addison made her way to your house. She had not seen her best friend in a week, and that made her spontaneously stop by to check on you, her concern growing with each passing day without contact. The redhead knew you had been under a lot of stress lately, often withdrawn and thoughtful and she just wanted to make sure you were okay.
When she reached your well-kept house, she rang the doorbell and waited patiently. But even after the second ring and subsequent knock, she did not hear any footsteps or a key being inserted into the lock to open the door. It was quiet. Too quiet for her liking.
A little uneasy, she stumbled down the terrace and shuffled around the house, hoping that she would find you there. When the certified gynecologist entered your garden and walked towards the terrace, she could already see you from afar. You sat on one of the lawn chairs, staring at the ground.
Your hair, which had once been so soft and shiny, seemed dull and unkempt. They lay disheveled on your head like a bird's nest. She could clearly see that you did not look well - your eyes were puffy, with deep circles under your eyes while your skin had taken on a pale tone. You seemed absent, not even noticing her, your vision was clouded and your eyes had a shadow that the redhead had never seen in you before.
“Y/n?” Addison called out quietly so as not to scare you. Still, you jumped and turned your head to look at her, nervously tugging at the sleeves of your sweater. Your eyes seemed empty but you still tried to force a smile at her. "Addy. What are you doing here?"
Addison Montgomery walked closer to you, sat down on one of the comfortable lawn chairs and placed her bag in her lap. "I am worried about you, sweetie. You do not look well. How are you?" she asked carefully, reaching out her hand. She carefully took your cold fingers and intertwined them with hers, the redheads thumbs twirling tender circles over the pale skin.
The gynecologist felt her heart beat faster as she looked at you and was met with total physical coldness. You sighed deeply and looked past her into the distance to avoid her gaze. She noticed that you were acting strangely, you were usually like an open book to her, but now you seemed to be hiding something. "I am fine."
With a short tug, you pulled your hand away from her and for a brief moment your sleeve, which you had previously placed above your upper knuckles, slipped up. Fine red lines decorated your wrist and Addison swallowed hard. Her heart sank when she realized what was going on and how bad you were feeling. Some of them were still quite fresh while others had already turned a purple color and were trying to close up in order to heal.
With shaking hands, she grasped your hand again, pulled it towards her and stared at it for a moment before gently pulling the material up and seeing the full extent of your feelings. She stared at you, stunned. She could not believe what she was seeing. "Oh darling.. You could have spoken to me. I am here to listen to you and help you when you need me."
You finally let the tears you had held back for weeks flow and let out all the emotions you had suppressed for so long. "Your job is so stressful and your relationship with Derek is at a dead end. I did not want to be an unnecessary burden on you." you whispered and Addison immediately jumped up from her seat and hugged you tightly as she rocked you back and forth.
"I am here for you. We will get through this together," she whispered soothingly and you sniffled loudly, trying to calm yourself down. She sensed the eerie tension in the air, but still encouraged you to continue. You hesitated for a moment before you continued speaking with a hiccup between each word, all your worries and fears flowing out of your system. "I feel like I have lost myself."
Addy smiled softly and stroked your hair lightly, listening to you carefully and reassuring you that she would stand by you. She struggled for the right words when she saw how fragile and vulnerable you seemed and was afraid of saying the wrong thing. "You are not lost. You just went astray and we will find the right path again. We will find a way to deal with this."
You nodded, your tears not stopping falling. You sat in silence on the terrace for a while, holding each other in your arms and feeling your friendship grow even stronger. The evening sun bathed the place in warm light and painted a sad picture on the white wall of the house. "Thank you, Addy."
Addison knew it would be a long journey to bring you out of your darkness, but she was determined to be there for you and support you through this difficult time. She had discovered that her best friend had been in a moment of despair, and she knew that together you could overcome any challenge because your friendship was strong enough to overcome anything while finding your way back to the light together.
This was just the beginning of a long and painful process, but together you were able to overcome it. Albeit with a lot of time.
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Bratty Behavior - Addison Montgomery x Fem!Reader
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Synopsis: After giving Addison attitude all day, she comes up with a plan so it never happens again.
Warnings: dom!addy, brat!reader, mommy kink, spanking, pussy slapping, fingering, choking, degradation kink, praise kink, voyeurism, thigh riding, and I think that's it??
Word Count: 4.4k
A/n: this honestly took me forever to write but I’m lowkey happy with how it turned out! thank you for being patient with my slow writing but I have plenty of wips I can start pushing forward that I can’t wait to share with y’all!
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"...and Y/l/n, you're with Montgomery. Special request." Bailey stated, after assigning you and the rest of your fellow interns to the Attending you'd each be helping out for the day.
You let out a sigh of relief, glad to be on Addison's service. The two of you had kept your 'relationship' private. Well at least you considered it one, as you two were only seeing each other and had spent numerous hours in each other's arms in bed any chance you could get. You two only had eyes for each other, and you were ready to come out to the Chief, but Addison on the other hand wasn't, and she never told you why.
You were happy to be working on the Pediatric floor for the day, as the vibe was more uplifting and calming compared to any other floor of the hospital. Work went as it usually did, you checked up on patients, ran labs, and did everything you were supposed to do, and did it the most efficient way you could. To any doctor, they should be thrilled they had an intern who did what they were told, and did it well. But nobody seemed to notice, not even Addison.
As today was hectic, Addison started piling you with work that had quickly turned your mood sour when you had multiple patients getting that had forced you to change your scrubs on numerous occasions while Addison completely disregarded you. She barely even glanced in your direction when you called out to her as she walked past you, which only fueled your negative mood.
"Seriously?" You called out, turning on your feet to face Addison who now turned to face you at the raise of your voice.
"What is it, Y/l/n? I have things to do." The redhead crossed her arms.
"Addison, I called out to you and you straight up ignored me."
"Dr. Montgomery," She simply stated.
"W-what?" You asked, with a confused face.
"It's Dr. Montgomery to you, Y/l/n. In case you forgot, we are at work, and I am your boss."
"In case you forgot, I have your patients lab results, along with their scans that you need to check out. I've never seen anything like it before."
Addison's tongue swiped at her upper teeth at the sass you were giving her, along with backtalk that you had never used with her before, and she didn't like it. The redhead had to hold her composure, snatching the labs from your hands and running her eyes over the pages.
"Schedule her for surgery, we need to take care of this now."
"Can I scrub in?" You hopefully asked.
"No."
"Seriously?"
"Seriously."
"Why not? Dr. Montgomery, I've been running around doing her labs all day–"
"You haven't earned it," she stated. "Now go schedule the surgery."
"But–"
Addison cut you off with a finger to your lips as she took a threatening step closer, her body only mere inches from yours. Heat radiated off her body as she let out a small huff.
"No buts, you're talking back, you're sassy, and you're being a brat. Tell me why I should let you in on this surgery when you have an attitude."
You slightly rolled your eyes, annoyed that you had put in the work but didn't get the reward for it, and didn't even get the chance to speak with her finger blocking your lips from moving. In this moment, you didn't care about the eye roll, but for Addison, it only added fuel to the fire you would have to deal with later.
"That's what I thought, now go." She forced the labs back into your hands with a stern expression.
You huffed and did as you were told, unaware of the fact that Addison was now thinking of a way to knock the sassiness out of you. Normally, just her stern look alone would have you on your knees in submission, but today was different. You were being a brat, and Addison was not about to let you get away with it.
Hours later, as Addison was making her way to your locker room, Mark pulled Addison aside and claimed that you were being sassy towards him all day, but Mark being Mark, he was enjoying this new side of you. After he filled her in, her trimmed brows couldn't help but raise as she licked her lips, excusing herself to drag you immediately home.
The ride home was quiet, with you just staring out the window and Addison watching the road. After work, you had mainly found yourself at her place, it immediately became a routine that you would stay with her on days you weren't on call. As you entered the house, Addison's gaze never left your back as she noted the way you threw your bag on the floor, and the way you didn't hesitate to nearly rip your clothes off to rid yourself of your dirty work clothes.
"What's with the attitude today, hmm?" She questioned, making her way over to you after setting her own stuff aside.
"I don't have an attitude, Addy." You huffed when she blocked you from leaving the bedroom.
She nodded her head and puckered her red stained lips, knowing you weren't going to admit it with the bratty behavior you've had all day.
"Fine, get on the bed."
"What?"
She took a step closer, her slightly taller figure looming over you as her gaze turned dark with desire.
"Get on the bed."
"Addy, I'm not–" You went to talk back, but before you could, Addison lifted your face with a slender finger under your chin, closing your mouth in the process, while her nail ever so slightly dug into your sensitive skin.
"I'm going to fuck this attitude out of you until my little princess decides to rejoin me." She sternly stated, slowly guiding you back towards the bed. "Now sit."
You felt your knees hit the back of the bed, and they couldn't help but buckle at her words. Your nearly bare ass met with the soft duvet behind you as Addison couldn't help the wicked smirk that formed along her reddened lips at you listening to her command.
"See, it's not that hard to be good for me, now is it?"
The rose colored blush that crept onto your cheeks didn't go unnoticed by the redhead as she towered over you.
"But you haven't been good, have you?"
When you don't answer her immediately, Addison grabs your face, fingers digging into your flushed cheeks with a stern grip as she lowers her face down to yours.
"Have you?"
"No–" You whimpered.
"That's right, you haven't. You've been sassy and bratty towards me all day, and for what? Was mommy not giving you enough attention?" She let her bottom lip fall in a fake pout, lowering herself even closer so her lips just barely grazed yours. "Well it looks now like you have to wait even longer.." She smirked before standing back up straight, a small whine escaping past your lips as she moved herself backwards.
"But–"
"You see, good girls get rewarded when they prove just how good they really are. However, you've been bad, and deserve to be punished for the way you acted today, which leads me to have to make some crucial decisions." Her hands slipped behind her back, gliding the zipper down her back to let her dark dress fall smoothly to the floor. She left herself in her maroon undergarments that complimented her silky skin perfectly.
She had moved the small chair from the corner of the room to just a few feet in front of you before sitting herself down, with dark eyes trained solely on you. She looked elegant in her seated position. You couldn't tear your eyes off her, and you desperately wanted to touch her, but when you lifted a hand, Addison swatted it away.
"Tsk tsk," she shook her head in disapproval.
"Addy, please–"
"Begging already? Such a pathetic little slut.." Addison slowly opened her legs, revealing the dampened patch along her lace thong. "You craved my attention so bad, yet when I gave it to you, I got a brat in return. So, bend over my lap."
"W-what? Why?"
"For the first part of your punishment of course. Now come."
You shakily stood to your feet as you did what you were told, Addison wasting no time in pulling you across her lap with your ass lifted into the air. Without warning, a sharp smack to your cheek had you cry out at the sudden flash of pain until she used her hand to soothe the small ache.
"For each spank, I want you to apologize. I want to hear how sorry you are for being a bad girl today. Can you do that for me?"
You nodded your head, which only caused Addison to send her hand flying back down to your bottom.
"Use your words."
"Y-yes, mommy! I can do it!" You whimpered out as you adjusted your body to be more comfortable, unsure of how long you would be left like this.
"That's all I needed to hear.."
Her palm hit your ass with a sharp smack, almost surging you forward that had you holding yourself as steady as you could.
"I'm so sorry, mommy! I just wanted you so bad.."
Another smack, to the opposite cheek this time.
"Please, I'll be so good for you!"
Her hand smoothed down her next spot of choice before the next slap to your ass left a reddened spot along your bare skin.
"I-I won't be a brat anymore. I'll be your good girl. No more sas, I swear! I'm sorry!"
After Addison gave your ass a red tint, she let up her harshness, but she still wasn't satisfied with your begging. Her eyes glanced between your legs, noticing a prominent wet patch against your lace panties. She didn't think you'd be turned on as much as you were with this punishment, but she sure was glad you were, which only made her not want to stop just yet, forcing her hand down again with another smack.
"What are you sorry for?" She deliberately questioned, curious if you would apologize for every action.
"I'm sorry for talking back to you at work, and for being sassy towards you and everyone else all day. I won't do it again!"
Her hand forced its way down, smacking your ass cheek one last time before easing you to your feet. Your legs were shaking as you stood, face completely flushed, and eyes so dilated that Addison could barely see any color left.
"Not good enough. Sit back down."
You whined, but did as you were told, Addison eyeing your shaky legs with a heavy smirk. As you sat back down, you couldn't help but wince at the pain that shot up your spine from the soreness that now covered your ass. Eyes prickled with tears as you forced yourself to sit through the pain.
"My bad little slut forgot one very important detail in that apology, which I find to be the most naughty action of all.."
Your eyebrows knitted as you ran your head through the day, unsure of what you did that you could have possibly forgotten to apologize for. Addison spreading her legs in the chair tore your thoughts away as she slid a hand down her chest. Your mouth fell agape as she cupped her covered pussy with a quiet moan.
"Since you seemed to forget what it was.. You rolled your eyes at me, remember that?"
Your eyes widened when you knew exactly what she was talking about. You had never rolled your eyes at her before, and now you were about to get punished once again for being a brat towards the redhead who had started playing with herself through her wet fabric.
"I-I didn't mean to.."
"Oh, but you so did," she toyed with you, fingers moving her panties to the side to reveal her glistening pussy coated in her arousal. Your mouth watered at the sight, her legs spread wide open with her fingers gliding along her folds. She knew you were already wet, and she could only imagine how soaked you were at the fact that she was playing with herself right in front of you.
You couldn't help but squeeze your thighs together when the redhead let out her first moan as she easily slid two fingers past her entrance. She had only just started and you were already in dire need to touch her. It took everything in you not to move from your seat, as it would only make things worse for you. So you sat, and watched as Addison's mouth fell agape while sinful moans filled your ears.
"Mmm, you look so pretty sitting over there, it's a shame..."
Addison's free hand found her tit, pushing the thin lace out of the way for her fingers to pull at her nipple. You couldn't help but let out a small whine when Addison picked up her pace, the wetness between her thighs mixing with her moans was almost too much for you to handle. You were aching to do more than just sit and watch, but Addison took pleasure in watching you squirm.
"Addy please," your fingers grasped at the duvet below you to keep you from pouncing at her. "Let me help you. I want you so bad.."
The redhead casually ignored your plea as she played with her pussy, fingers easing out of her to rub her clit. Her hips just slightly bucked at the new sensation, feeling herself growing closer to her release.
"Mommy... I'm your good girl, please. I won't roll my eyes anymore. I won't be sassy. Just please- please let me taste you."
Addison wanted to make you wait longer, but the knot in her abdomen and the fact that you were being good, had her rethinking her decision. She loved the way you made her feel, the way you would treat her like a queen, and make her body fall apart with your skillful tongue.
"Fuck, come here.." she growled, you instantly falling to your knees to sit face to face with her dripping cunt. You didn't waste a second to bring your mouth to her core, lapping up the sweet juices along her folds before devouring her.
"You taste so good, mommy." You slightly pulled away to meet her gaze with your compliment.
Her manicured nails grabbed at your hair, wrapping her fingers lazily around your strands and pulled you back to her cunt. She desperately needed your mouth on her, tasting her, and fucking her until she came along your tongue.
Your hands grabbed at her inner thighs, forcing her legs to remain open, nails slightly digging into her smooth skin to leave crescent marks in their wake.
"Faster, princess.." You listened to her instantaneously, the consistency of her moans picking up letting you know you were doing it right. "Just like that! Fuck, I'm so close, don't stop."
You couldn't help but take in the sight before you, Addison's messy curls cascading over her face as her gaze was looking at you and only you, her free hand that continued to pull and twist at her nipple, and her perfectly toned stomach that rose and fell quickly as you felt her tighten around you.
"So close.." She hummed.
She bit her bottom lip in anticipation, feeling herself getting worked up to the point where she was about to be in shambles. Her hand gripped your hair tightly, guiding the movement of your head to help her reach that peak she was desperately chasing after.
Addison's eyes rolled to the back of her head, her vision going dark as she came with a hearty moan. Her hips threatened to buck from sensitivity, but your hands firmly held them still as you helped the redhead ride out her high for as long as possible. Addison whispered a plethora of expletives as you lapped up her release, taking your time in relishing the moment to lick her clean of her orgasm.
"You taste so good, mommy." You purred.
Addison let out a heavy sigh of relief as she caught her breath. You winced slightly as  she pulled you up by your hair, fixing her position in the chair to pull you on top of her to straddle her waist. Her plump lips engulfed yours in a heated kiss, the woman humming at the taste of herself along your tongue.
Her slender fingers delicately slid from your hair to roam your body, fingernails skimming over your chest to continue their path down the curvature of your body to reach the spot she was wanting the most.
You gasped into the kiss at the sound of fabric ripping, Addison not bothering to slide the garment down your legs, but instead ripped it off your body to give her access to your center. The cool air hitting your dampened cunt sent a chill up your spine, eliciting a small shiver from you. Her fingers dipped between your thighs, and your hips couldn't help but surge forward, begging for fingers to fill you.
A whine left your lips, forcing you to break from the kiss when Addison slapped your cunt, sending a wave of pleasurable shock throughout your body. "You didn't think I'd give in that easily, now did you?" She teased with a heavy smirk.
Your bottom lip formed into a small pout. All you wanted was for her to relieve you of the tension you've been building while watching the woman pleasure herself.
"What's wrong, little one? Is mommy not giving you what you want?"
You shook your head no as you lowered your gaze from hers, only fueling Addison to send another sharp smack to your cunt, this time hitting just the right spot that caused a small moan to escape past your parted lips.
A firm hand wrapping around your throat, just barely below your jawline forced your gaze back to the darkened eyes of Addison.
"Words. Use your words."
"I'm sorry, mommy."
Another slap to your pussy had your back arching at a deeper angle, pushing your breasts further towards the redhead. The hand around your throat squeezed ever so slightly tighter.
"God, I love hearing you beg. That sweet innocent little voice of yours begging for mommy's touch. Isn't that right, baby? You want me to touch you?"
"Fuck—" you nearly choked out, desperately in need of her. "Yes, please.." you begged, "Please touch me, mommy. Fill me with your fingers. Fuck me until I'm a shaking little mess."
"That can be arranged, sweet thing. Will you start being good for me?" Addison had pulled you in by your neck to engulf you in a heated kiss. A squeeze to your neck opened your mouth with a moan that allowed the woman access to slip her tongue into your mouth.
You mumbled into the kiss in response to her question, Addison not able to make out what you said but knowing you, that was a yes. She took it upon herself to not slap your cunt this time, but to run her fingers along your soaked folds dripping with arousal.
Your hips moved, in desperate need of more than just her small touch. Addison was messy with the kiss, leaving her stained lipstick across your own lips and across your jawline and she kissed her way across your face.
"Fuck me, please.." you begged, tilting your head to the side to allow Addison more access to your flesh. Her free hand gripped at your jaw, holding your head steadily to the side to keep you still as she marked her territory.
She smirked into your neck, two fingers sliding easily past your entrance. Your moans started off more quiet and inconsistent, gradually growing as Addison's fingers worked a steady pace between your thighs.
"That feels so good," your fingers raked through her messy curls, pushing away the few strands that fell in her face.
She sucked and nibbled across your bare neck, leaving fresh love bites in their wake as she marked you across your neck as much as she could.
The redhead made her way down your neck, placing bites along your collarbone. Her fingers curled delicately, hitting the soft spongy spot that had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
"Mmm," you moaned out, grinding your hips with the movements of her fingers.
"Oh, I see," she purred, "You want to ride mommy's fingers, don't you sweet thing?"
"Yes, god yes! Please..."
The hand around your neck left to skim down your body to rest along the curve of your hip, guiding your body down as she rested her other hand to allow you to take control.
"Go ahead, baby."
Your hips jolted forward, eager to ride the fingers that curved deliciously inside you. Arousal dripped down her slender fingers, Addison gripping at your hip to keep you steady.
Your clit slid against her palm, only adding to the pleasure you were receiving from the woman beneath you. Fingers curled in her maroon locks as she found your chest, placing small kisses along the upper swell of your breast.
"Fuck, you feel so good inside me," you moaned out.
Her tongue flicked against your nipple, swirling around the hardened bud in a slow and skillful manner. Her lust-filled eyes glanced up at you as she pulled your tit in her mouth.
Your hips grew frantic with each passing second, eagerly chasing the orgasm you have been not-so-patiently waiting for.
"God, that feels so good!"
Her teeth grazed your nipple, sending a shiver down your spine. Your pace was desperate, and Addison's grip along your hip tightened, nails gently digging into your skin.
"You're so close, baby. I can feel it. Come around mommy's fingers like my good girl."
Your pace was relentless, fingers pulling Addison's hair gently as you chased your first orgasm.
"Fuck— I'm gonna—"
Addison's lips met with yours in a short but sweet kiss, your breathing momentarily stopping as your orgasm ripped through you. The redhead cooed and talked you through your first high as she kept her fingers still beneath you as your riding slowed down.
She sent small kisses along your cheek and jawline, surprised that your pace never faltered, yet began to pick up again once you came down from your high and chased after another.
Your hand dipped between your legs, taking her hand from your cunt so you can lower yourself down on her thigh. You didn't let go of her hand, but instead swiped your tongue along her slender fingers before dipping them inside your mouth.
"Such a needy little thing.."
Addison's gaze grew dark, watching intently as you sucked your orgasm from her fingers. You couldn't help but hum and moan as your slick pussy slid across her thigh with ease.
The friction gave you the pleasure you were looking for, your gaze not leaving hers as you sucked her fingers clean and let them go with a small ‘pop’.
She went to move her hand but you guided it back to your throat, wanting her to keep some kind of control over you. Her eyes flicked to your lips as you let out a deep moan when her fingers tightened around your throat.
Your breathing was heavy, hips grinding against the thickness of her thigh that had you a moaning mess. Addison felt herself growing wetter at your sounds. Your growing moans were heaven to her, and she loved hearing those sinful sounds coming from beyond your lips.
“Do you want to come, baby?”
“Mhm..” you nodded your head frantically, juices sliding down Addison’s thigh as you grind against her.
“Then come for me. Come along mommy’s thighs. Let me see that pretty face of yours as you unravel in front of me.”
You bit your bottom lip, trying to suppress the needy moans that were threatening to grow louder as you felt the familiar pit in your stomach.
Your orgasm ripped through you, legs quickly beginning to shake around Addison’s thigh as your hips continued to move back and forth as you rode out your high for as long as possible.
Addison wanted to savor this moment, eyes memorizing every feature and gesture you made as you came. She admired your face, the way your eyebrows were knitted tightly, cheeks completely flushed, and lips spread wide open as you moaned out.
You had to reposition yourself, allowing your legs to tightly close as your head fell in the nape of Addison’s neck. Your breathing was fast and heavy, small whines leaving your lips as you pressed your thighs tightly together.
“You did so good for me, princess.”
Addison kissed the top of your head, hand soothingly running up and down your back as you attempted to catch your breath.
It took you a few minutes to return back to normal, but your shaky legs hadn’t gone away, knowing they would be like jello if you tried to stand.
Exhaustion was quick to find you, the long day and multiple orgasms hitting you like a truck. The small yawn you involuntarily let out alerted Addison of your exhaustion. Her hand dipped to your chin, lifting your face so she could get a look at you.
Your eyes were freshly glazed over and it was clear you were done for the day.
“Let’s get you cleaned up and in bed, baby. Does that sound good?”
You nodded your head with a small smile, Addison pressing her plump lips against yours in a sweet and tender kiss. She lifted you up, carrying you in her arms to your side of the bed to set you down gently.
She gave you a quick peck to your forehead as she left for the bathroom, tidying herself up, and getting out a fresh rag to clean you up. As she returned, she couldn't help but playfully roll her eyes with a massive smile that spread across her face when she saw you with your eyes closed and now on her side of the bed.
Addison couldn't help but laugh to herself that she was actually successful with fucking the attitude out of you.
She was gentle and careful with cleaning you, before settling herself in the bed behind you, pulling you flush against her chest as she got herself comfortable to sleep the night away with you in her arms.
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Grey's Pack: The Most Wanted
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy Summary: Alex is pissed when he gets pulled out of the first surgery he's gotten in weeks, but his priorities change in an instant once he gets to the hospital room with the patient asking for him. Warnings: Graphic birth, mentions of miscarriage, A/B/O dynamics Word Count: 4,247 Ship(s): Alex Karev/George O'Malley
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A/N: George and Alex finally get a baby! I originally had a smut oneshot planned to post today but while it was fun to write, I don't really think that it fits because it's not super pertinent to the story as a whole. Maybe one day I'll upload it when I've run out of actual story to post in this series, but for now it's going to remain in the dark. I really liked writing this birth scene since they had already had their angst and big moment of drama, so it was just a nice birth scene where everything went right. I hope that you can all enjoy it! Stay sissy and bitchy everyone! <3
Alex shifted back and forth to try and keep the blood flowing through his legs. He had been in surgery for almost four hours already and was just barely beginning to cramp up. He listened to the attending surgeon that he was helping as she told him what else he was supposed to be doing. His mind kept trying to go elsewhere, mostly back to worrying about whether or not his omega was okay, but he brought it back every time. He kept telling himself that George was a fully grown omega and a doctor, so he'd be able to take care of himself to keep his mind on the patient open on the table.
"You, intern," the attending said as she pointed towards the person she was talking about. "Tell me why we're using this suture and not another one."
The excited beta nodded and peeked over Alex's shoulder to be able to see what they were doing. They pointed towards the incision and began to explain what he was doing and why.
The door to the OR opened as someone poked their head in. Addison called, "I need Karev. Can you spare him?"
"Why?" Alex asked as he turned to look at the member of his pack standing by the door while holding a mask over her face. She was dressed in her scrubs with her hair pulled back into a bun. He bit back a growl as he looked back at the patient and tried to continue his work.
"I have a patient that I need you to help me with," she replied.
"I'm kind of in the middle of something!" he called back to her, beginning to get irritated. He didn't get in fights with the alphas in his pack since the dynamics had all been decided through their work, friendships, and how long they had been in the pack, but he was beginning to want to.
The attending growled low in her throat, "I don't need you making my OR a toxic area, Karev. You'll go with Dr. Montgomery now."
He looked up at the other alpha and moved to the side so that the intern could move over and hold what he had been doing until they got further instructions. He stripped off his gloves as he turned around and walked out of the OR after Addison. He removed the blue surgical gown and scrub cap, stuffing them into the bin to go to the laundry. "What the Hell was that about? This was the first time that I actually got to scrub in on something in a month. Ever since George went to term everyone has been acting like I'm going to snap and kill someone."
"You did just growl at an attending," she shrugged as they walked out of the scrub room and into the hallway.
"What, you? You're a member of my pack, it's different," he snorted.
She rolled her eyes a little bit. "Well, I have a patient that I need your help with."
Alex bit back another growl. He reached into the pocket of his scrubs and replaced his scent blocker since the other one was wearing out due to the surgery. "You already said that. Why the fuck am I back on the gynie squad? I didn't think I had done anything to piss you off."
She hummed slightly. "I think that you'll be fairly interested in this case."
He jammed his finger into the button of the elevator once they had gotten inside. "Why couldn't it wait until I had finished the surgery that I was in? I would have preferred that you had given it to Cristina no matter how cool."
"I think that you're going to change your tune once we actually see it," she replied.
The rest of the trip down to the floor that she was bringing them to was silent. Alex was trying his best to breathe and try to calm himself down so that he didn't upset a patient. He might yell at Addison more later when they were home, but he knew that he couldn't upset a potentially pregnant or terrified patient. The doors to the elevator opened up and they walked out into the hallway.
She paused when they got to the doorway, giving him a look before she opened the door and let him in. His brows furrowed together as he watched her while taking the step through the doorway. 
Alex turned towards the patient and then felt his heart leap into his throat. "George?" he rushed over to the bed where the omega was. Izzie was already in the room with him since she had been home with him that day. Ever since the omega had hit thirty six weeks they had been scheduling their shifts so that someone was home with him at all times when he wasn't in the hospital working.
"Hey, you finally made it," he smiled. He was standing at the side of the hospital with his arms out in front of him to support himself on the mattress. He was slightly bent at the waist while rocking back and forth. Alex immediately recognized what he was doing from all of the false contractions that he had had during his pregnancy. He rushed over to his omega's side and began to rub small circles just over his hips while he rocked.
He relaxed after a moment and held his hand out to the side. Alex grabbed it and helped him stand up. He took the omega's other arm and moved him around so that he was sitting on the bed again. "How long have you been in labor?"
"Not super long," he shook his head. "I was having some cramping and energy today and when I was having Izzie help me rearrange stuff in the nursery my water broke. My contractions aren't even ten minutes apart yet."
"Good, that means I didn't miss much," he pressed a kiss to George's cheek. "I'm going to go take my scent blocker off, but I'll be back in a second."
"You better bring me an applesauce from my locker as payment for leaving again," the omega teased.
Alex laughed, "I will. You should eat to keep your strength up anyway."
"You sound like Addy," he brought their lips together in a quick kiss before he let his mate leave.
Alex wasn't gone for long. He went to the resident lounge and stripped off his scent blocker. He waited for a moment to let the pent up angry scent drop off of him so that it wouldn’t affect George when he went back. He changed into the clothes that he had come in with that day and shoved his scrubs into the laundry bin. Before he left he stopped by his mate's locker and grabbed some of the applesauce cups as well as a couple of the chalky candy sticks that he had been eating for a couple months now. 
He had just left the lounge and was on his way to the elevator so that he could go down to the labor and delivery floor when another member of his pack called out to him. "Alex!" Derek called.
"Yeah?" he asked impatiently as he turned halfway around to face the omega. 
"Do you want to scrub in on my craniotomy? I was going to have Meredith do it but she fell asleep in the on-call room and I don't want to wake her. George also mentioned that you haven't scrubbed in in a while," he smiled.
"Can't," he shook his head.
"Feel like telling me why?"
"George is having our baby. There's no way in Hell that I'm going to miss even a second of that, even if that means skipping out on the surgery," he answered as he stepped into the elevator as soon as the doors opened.
Derek beamed, "George is in labor? I'll let the rest of the pack know. Keep us updated, yeah?"
"I'll let Addison handle that. All of my attention is going to my mate and pup," Alex snorted. "We lost three babies, we're a little nervous about the delivery of this one."
"Everything will be fine, Alex," Derek reassured the alpha as the doors to the elevator began to close. "I'll go tell the Chief why you're not working."
Nervousness bubbled up in his gut as he began to think about all of the things that could go wrong with this delivery. Nightmares about postpartum hemorrhage and placental abruptions had been keeping him awake for the last three months, ever since the false contractions had started. He took a couple deep breaths to calm himself down when the doors to the elevator opened up again to let him onto the labor and delivery floor. He didn't want to stress his laboring mate out by having a less than ideal scent. 
Almost all of his worries melted away when he saw the smiling face of his omega. "Hey, lovely," Alex beamed as he quickly crossed the space between the two of them. "How are you feeling?"
"Achy, but so ready to meet our pup," he smiled as he took the applesauce from his mate. "Come and sit with me?"
He leaned down and pecked his cheek. "Do you want me to sit behind you and rub your back or just sit beside you?"
He thought for a moment as he opened up the applesauce that he had been given. He then said, "Behind. My hips have been killing me."
"As you wish, my love," he pressed a kiss to his temple. George inched forward on the bed with some help from his mate. Alex was able to slip onto the bed behind him without knocking any of the IVs out of the way or displacing the monitors. He helped his mate move in between his legs. George leaned back against him while drinking the applesauce from the container. "Let me know if you need to move around," the alpha murmured against the back of his head.
"I will," George sighed. He finished his food and handed the container to Izzie so that she could throw it away. Alex sat behind him the entire time that the omega wanted him to be there. He rubbed the spots in his back and hips that hurt with each contraction. Things were slow moving but they were progressing steadily, as Addison told them every time that she came in to check on them.
Izzie ended up napping after an hour or two of minimal progress. George drifted in and out of sleep with each contraction that he went through, letting the sound of the show that was playing on the television lull him into a zen state. Alex was unable to sleep the entire time that his omega was in his arms. Every time that he closed his eyes to try and get some rest like Addison suggested, he saw his mate pale and limp after something horrendous had happened. He had already lost so much in his life, he couldn't also lose his omega.
"Alex," the soft voice of his omega brought him out of his panic-induced spiral. George had been in labor for the better part of the day when he woke up and began to feel restless. His contractions were coming at six minutes apart and lasting for about forty five seconds. 
"Yeah?" the alpha immediately replied. One of his hands was resting on the large bump that his mate was sporting and the other was still working on some of the knots in his lover's muscles.
George shifted a little bit, his eyes clenching shut. "I want to change positions. Can we get up and walk around the room a little bit?"
"Let me page Addison to see if we can walk you up and down the hall instead. That way you can have a little more space," Alex kissed his cheek. He carefully moved them around so that he was up and out of the bed. He shook Izzie awake, "Can you go ask Addy if George can do some walking? I don't want to leave his side."
Izzie yawned but nodded, "Yeah, I can do that. I'll give an update to the rest of the pack and get you some coffee too. I know that you didn't sleep at all."
"Thanks Iz, you're the best," the alpha smiled. He turned back to the bed as the blond left the room to do as she had said. Alex helped his mate off of the bed. George moved around so that they were face to face. "You wanna try swaying?" he murmured, brushing some of the shaggy hair away from his face.
"Yes, please," he pleaded. The alpha moved them around so that George's arms were resting on his shoulders and hooked behind his neck. He placed his own hands on the pregnant omega's hips. George rested his forehead on his lover's collarbone and began to sway back and forth slightly. Alex rubbed his cheek over the soft hair on his lover's head, releasing his scent to cover his mate in the smell of wheat in the summer to try and help ease any worries. 
"Love you," George mumbled. He began to purr, the sound emitting from low in his chest.
Alex let his own purr come and join the omega's. "I love you more," he whispered, giving the top of his head another peck. "You're doing so well, omega. I'm so proud of you, so proud. You're so strong."
"Shh, I wanna hear your purr," George mumbled as he shifted his head a little bit. The alpha listened and stopped praising him for the time being so that the only sounds in the room were their purrs and the beeping from the monitors.
There was a gentle knock on the doorframe as Addison walked in. She had a bit of concern on her face when she saw some shapes moving in the dark of the room but it completely melted off when she saw them. "Hey George," she said softly as she walked over to the laboring omega. She was used to dealing with people in his condition, since she worked with high risk cases a lot, but he was part of her pack so she wanted to be extra cautious to make sure that he had a pleasant birthing experience. "Iz said that you wanted to walk around a bit. We can unhook you from some of the monitors if you still do or you can just stay here with Alex."
"Think I wanna stay here for a bit," he mumbled after a moment of silence. "He makes me feel safe."
"Alright," Addison reached out and rubbed his back comfortingly. "Let me know if you need anything else. You're doing a very good job."
"Mm just swaying. Not doing anything hard yet," George mumbled into his alpha's shoulder.
Alex chuckled a little, "You've been doing the hardest thing in the world for the last nine months, Bambi. You're creating another life."
"Mm, shh," the omega yawned and continued his motions. Addison eventually left them alone to try and get some more sleep before she was pulled into another surgery or delivery. 
Izzie eventually came back after updating the pack on what happened. She had a gentle smile on her face as she walked over and handed the coffee to Alex. "No, no, get it out of the room," George gagged when the smell finally hit his nose. 
"Okay, okay," the alpha immediately set it down on the table next to the bed. "Why don't you have Iz help you with this for a couple minutes while I chug this and then I'll come back, okay?"
"Just get it out," he nodded as he carefully detached himself from his mate. He moved so that he was being supported by the other omega. He was beginning to let out pained whines with every contraction that built up. Alex grabbed his coffee and ducked out into the hallway. It had taken Izzie long enough to get everyone to stop bothering her that it wasn't really hot anymore, so he was able to toss back the entire cup in a couple of minutes.
When he got back into the room, George had transitioned to a yoga ball while keeping his hands on the side of the hospital bed to be able to support himself. "I just want this baby to be here already. Why does this have to take so long?"
"I don't know, Bambi, but you're doing a great job. I'm so proud of you," Alex said as he rushed over to his mate's side. "Is there anything that you want me to get you?"
"Could you put a washcloth on my neck, please? I'm really hot," he said after a moment of thinking. The alpha nodded and got the washcloth wet in the bathroom attached to the birthing suite. He wrung it out so that it was damp instead of soaking wet before he returned back to his mate. He placed it carefully around his neck. "That okay?"
"Yeah, thanks babe," George mumbled. He placed his forearms on the bed and then placed his forehead on top of them. "Baby, baby, please just come," he groaned as he got another contraction.
Unfortunately, his pleading didn't seem to work. It was another three hours before he finally, finally got to ten centimeters and totally effaced. Addison beamed at him as she finished checking him. "You're ready to start pushing, George. How would you like to do it?"
The omega thought for a moment, his face pinched as the pain and pressure of the contraction erupted through his stomach and hips again. When it finally passed he was able to answer, "I think I want to squat when we start."
"You can always change if that doesn't feel right. Just let us know so that we can help you and you aren't moving all by yourself," the attending said, keeping her voice low and calm so that he could keep in that zen place he had gotten to.
Alex helped his lover move so that he was squatting on the hospital bed with the squat bar that Izzie had helped Addison install. The blond omega had taken up residence on his left side while Alex stayed on his right. He used the washcloth from earlier to mop the sweat off of his skin as he pushed with each contraction. George would groan and clench his eyes shut while his chin slowly drifted down to rest on his chest.
"Good, good, that's so good," Alex praised as he continued to mop the sweat off of his skin. "You've got this, you're so strong."
"It burns," he grunted as he kept pushing.
"That's good, because I can see the head. You're already beginning to crown, George. This isn't going to take long," Addison chuckled.
"I wanna move," he suddenly said, his chest gasping for air as he started to get anxious about this. 
Alex immediately caught on as his instincts began to go haywire to keep his mate happy. "Alright, baby, tell us how you want to move," he whispered.
"Want you behind me and pushing me up," he grunted as he tried his best not to push. Addison shot the other alpha a look to let him know that the panicking wasn't a good sign. He shot into motion immediately. He got onto the bed like he had when he first came into the birthing suite. Izzie grabbed George's hands to support him while Addison removed the bar from the bed. The omega was lowered back so that his head was on his mate's shoulder and his back was pressed to Alex's chest. The alpha reached down and grabbed his hands so that George had something to hold onto.
"Okay, we're here now, you gotta push so that we can meet our pup," Alex said into his hair. Izzie took over what he had been doing with the washcloth while the omega nodded. 
"Yeah, yeah, gotta meet our pup," he mumbled, halfway between panicked and in his omegaspace. He grunted as he pushed again like he had been before in the other position.
Addison was between his legs and coaching him on. George was doing all of the work, but they were all there to support him. Izzie gave him encouraging words and made sure that he was as comfortable as possible. She mopped up the sweat beads forming on his forehead and fed him some of the ice chips that they had gotten earlier. Alex scented him to keep him calm and focused on the baby and pushing while murmuring praises into his hair. 
"There's the head, you've got one more big push and then the baby will be here," Addison encouraged. 
George groaned as he pushed again. He kept going longer than he had with any of the other pushes. Their baby was finally so close to being in his arms that he couldn't stop now. He gasped for air when the shoulders finally slipped out of him and he was left with an overwhelming sense of relief. He collapsed back against his mate, beaming as he saw the wrinkly pink baby that he had just worked so hard to deliver.
"That's our baby, you did it, that's our baby," Alex whispered as Izzie helped the nurse get George's hospital gown unbuttoned so that his chest was exposed. The baby was placed down on his chest a moment later.
The omega dropped his mate's hands as he reached up to hold the baby. "Hey," he whispered, tears already racing down his face. He let out a happy sob as the newborn took in a deep breath and began to scream. "Oh, you've got such big lungs. You're so beautiful," he sobbed.
"Would you like to cut the cord, Dad?" Addison asked Alex, smirking when she saw the tears in his eyes as well. She worked to tie off the cord while George scented his baby despite the grime still covering the pup.
"Of course I would," he nodded as he took the scissors from her and cut where she pointed to. He had delivered his fair share of babies, but he was reeling from the rush of becoming a parent and the lack of sleep over the past couple weeks.
Izzie pet George's head as she leaned close to him. "Hey, can the nurse take the baby to get him all cleaned up? I'll be right by his side the entire time and he'll be back in your arms before you know it."
"I- okay," George conceded. The instinctual part of his mind didn't want the baby to be anywhere other than where he was right now, but the logical part of his mind knew that the staff were going to take good care of him and had some things they needed to do.
The next half an hour was a whirl of exhaustion. George delivered the afterbirth and was checked out to make sure that everything was functioning as it should. He had a couple of stitches but was mostly fine. He had also changed into the clothes that they had brought from home for his recovery so that he would be more comfortable. He was moved into the recovery part of the floor just as the baby, who had been cleaned, weighed, measured, and vaccinated, was returned back to him. "You have a very healthy beta, congratulations you two," Addison smiled as she picked the baby up from the clear bassinet he had been wheeled in and handed him over to his mother.
"A beta, huh? Mer won't be the only one in our pack now," he chuckled. He took his baby from his packmate and undid the tie of his shirt so that his pup would be able to access his chest. It took a second or two for the newborn to get the hang of it, but soon he was happily suckling away.
"I bet she'll be delighted to hear that," Alex laughed as well. He looked over his mate's shoulder to be able to see the beautiful face of their son. He was red and squished, as all newborns were, but he was the most beautiful thing that they had ever seen simply because he was theirs. "Welcome to the world, Naomi."
"It fits him, huh? Naomi Harold O'Malley-Karev," George tried out the full name for the first time with his son bundled against his chest, eagerly getting his first meal. "We love you so much, baby. Never forget that. We may not be perfect parents, but we love you and we wanted you more than anything in the entire world. We fought for two long years to be able to get you and we couldn't be happier with you here in our arms now."
Alex sniffled a little as he tried to resist crying. He brushed the tips of his fingers over his pup's downey hair. "I can't wait to bring you home. I can't believe we're actually parents now."
"I know, it feels surreal," the omega looked up at his alpha with tears shining in his eyes and a grin splitting across his face. "But we are. We finally had a baby, alpha."
"We did," Alex beamed back before he leaned down and pressed a loving kiss to his mate's lips.
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oneshotnewbie · 1 month
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Could you do me a favor and write an Addison Montgomery x Reader fanfiction where Reader is a bit more drunk than addison (Addy had one glass of wine, Reader a bit more) and Reader tells her that she can't do it any longer and Addison doesn't know what she means and then it gets all angsty? You can decide why and what. Thank you, ily ❤️
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𝐴𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒: 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 "𝐻𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑂𝑛" 𝑏𝑦 𝐶ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑂𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑑𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐴𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛'𝑠 𝑝𝑟𝑜-𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑣𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑐𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑎 𝑔𝑦𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑝𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎��𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙.
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A warm spring breeze washed over the beach in Los Angeles, while the setting sun painted the atmosphere in a warm golden light and bathed the sky in a kaleidoscopic play of colors. Addison Montgomery sat on one of the empty loungers in front of her house, her gaze fixed on the gentle rolling of the waves. The salty breeze played with her reddish curls, ruffled by the wind, as she played barefoot with the fine sand beneath her feet, deep in thought.
You sat next to her, your gaze also focused on the ocean, but your thoughts seemed even further away than her own. Your posture was tense, shoulders hunched slightly forward as if they were about to crush under the weight of your own thoughts.
The silence between you two was oppressive, with only the gentle sound of the waves and the occasional squawk of a seagull breaking the silence. But despite the silence that lay around you and the shackles of the red wine that sparkled between you in a slim glass and was supposed to loosen you up, the redhead felt the tension that hung between you like a concrete wall that separated you from each other.
A sigh escaped Addison's lips, her brow furrowed as she tried to figure out what was going on in your head. But no matter how hard she thought about it, the right ideas eluded her, and so she remained silent, her gaze still fixed on the endless blue of the ocean.
It wasn't until you turned your head to the side and your eyes met hers that your eyes seemed to communicate for a fleeting moment what your silence couldn't express. A hint of desperation hung like a haze in your vision, mixed with a stab of hope that Addison could understand what was going on inside you.
"I can't do any of this anymore," you gasped, heavy and sombre as you scratched at the wine glass with your fingernails, your words swallowed by the wind as you continued to look at her. You seemed significantly more drunk than Addy, your movements slow and slightly wobbly and yet the words came clearly as day from your mouth.
The redhead frowned, her blue-gray eyes full of concern as she tried to process the words. She couldn't fully understand or contextualize the meaning behind the words, could only feel the heavy weight of desperation that resonated within them.
"What do you mean by that?" she asked, her voice laced with a hint of fear. But before you could answer, a more oppressive silence fell between you than before, the thoughts of the gynecologist and your best friend deep as the dark waves rolling gently onto the shore.
"The living and the fighting, the constant accusation and denial," you finally murmured, your words ponderous and laden with a weight that didn't just come from the effects of the wine. Your voice was broken by the weight of your own thoughts and you shook your head as if you were trying to clear the mess inside of it.
Addison felt a lump in her throat, tears threatening to well up in her eyes as she realized the truth behind the words, and she knew that you were caught in a dark web of fear and despair. She wanted to say something, something comforting, but the words got stuck in her throat as she endured your desperate look. "I can't imagine a world with you gone," she spoke, her words a desperate whisper in the night, trying to hide the chill in her bones from the shock. "The joy and the chaos, the demons we're fighting.."
The night grew darker, the shadows longer, when you suddenly burst into tears, your shoulders shaking with suppressed sobs. Addison immediately stood up, bridging the inches that separated her from you and wrapping her shaking arms around your body as the cold breath of fear blew between you.
Tears were streaming freely down her cheeks now too, her own despair mixing with yours and for a fleeting moment you were two lost souls who wanted to change the world but held on to each other in the darkness. "I'd be so lost if you left me alone, y/n." She continued, the redhead's heart clenching mightily as she gave you a look full of empathy and warmth.
You sighed, the inner struggles raging in your chest. You looked away, unable to bear Addison's helplessness and overwhelming fear of losing you. Addison, on the other hand, struggled to understand, your words resonating deep in her own heart. She knew the feeling of being tossed back and forth by the currents of life, of losing one's identity in the vortex of change.
But she couldn't understand why exactly you, a confident, smart and more self-assured woman who only seemed to defy with inner strength, were staring at one of the deepest abysses imaginable. The worrier, at least that's how she described herself, was caught up in thoughts about what would happen next and the fear for your life was now more pronounced than she was fearing for her own life since the beginning of her mission to give woman a choice about their own bodies.
"Please don't leave me,“ she spoke again in a hoarse whisper before lowering her gaze, unable to control the intensity of her racing thoughts revolving around you and the words you just said. The silence between you stretched, an invisible bond that trapped the two of you in an embrace. „Hold on, I will always need you.“
And as the sun slowly disappeared behind the horizon and the darkness completely took over the sky, Addison worried about how to get you out of the deep hole of selflessness and self-destructive thoughts before it was too late. It was a long endless highway and she was helplessly praying that the light in your soul wasn't fading.
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oneshotnewbie · 10 days
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hi!! i was wondering if i could request an addison x reader fic where the reader’s on her period and feels really crappy while on a shift, and then addison takes her home or something? just a fluffy and comforty fic ^^ a oneshot would be awesome but i’m happy with a drabble/hcs if that’s easier!
i hope you’re having a nice day/night 🫶
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Authors note: Since I have a lot to do at the moment and I'm not feeling well physically, I sometimes don't get to post and especially not write. So forgive me for the lack of posted stories 🙏
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You walked through the entrance of the busy doctor's office that you and your colleagues had built with so much dedication and professionalism. As one of the outstanding doctors in this well-coordinated team of medical professionals, you were used to starting each morning with an aura of serenity that calmed your colleagues and patients alike. But there was an unusual tension in the air that day.
The office was buzzing with activity, the phone lines humming in a constant crescendo as the waiting room expanded into a sea of impatient patients, crammed in anticipation of their appointments.
A soft sigh escaped your lips as you made your way with persistent steps down the busy hallway, past Naomi and Cooper as they scurried from room to room in a frantic ballet. As a highly respected doctor, whose dedication and commitment were widely known, you were usually able to handle even the most difficult situations with a calm composure. But even you couldn't deny the pressure of this particularly hectic day, settling like an invisible weight on your shoulders.
As you took your steps further to your office, a sharp pain shot through your abdomen, causing deep wrinkles on your forehead as you looked around in confusion. At first you tried to ignore the unpleasant feeling, but as the pain increased in intensity and your eyes fell on your stomach, you could no longer deny the unpleasant truth. An unexpectedly heavy menstrual flow made its way unwaveringly through your body, and you felt the unpleasant air of reality slowly settling over you.
A rush of panic shot through you as you realized that in the middle of this hectic day you were dealing with pain. Despite the mounting pressure, you forced yourself to remain outwardly calm, fighting to suppress the pain as you continued to rush towards your office, determined to fulfill your duties even if it meant neglecting your own discomfort.
You finally reached your office and closed the door gently behind you, longing for a moment of privacy. Another stab shot through your insides, more intense than before. You gritted your teeth, suppressed a rising sound of pain, and forced yourself to concentrate. You couldn't allow yourself to be weak today - you knew that all too well.
With shaky hands, you reached for a bottle of water and some painkillers that you pulled out of your desk drawer. The pills slid heavily over your tongue before you swallowed them, and you sat back, already exhausted so early in the morning, staring at the cool glass as you waited for the medicine to take effect.
In that moment, you realized that this day was not only a test of your medical skills, but also a challenge to your own strength and endurance. As you focused on the cathartic feeling of pain relief, you vowed to get through this day, no matter the cost. No matter how overwhelming the demands, you knew deep down that you were a doctor - a doctor used to facing life's stormy waves with determination and courage. And today you wouldn't do anything else.
You withstood the pain with a brave fighting spirit as you walked through the hallways of the office. A forced smile graced your lips as you greeted your patients, and you made an effort to ease their worries and suffering as you examined them.
But despite your best efforts to concentrate on your tasks, the pain was making it increasingly difficult. Every step felt like a knife was piercing your muscles, and every fibre of your body was shot through with a stabbing pain.
With iron willpower, you forced yourself to compose yourself as you rushed from room to room tending to your patients and using your medical expertise to bring them relief. But the harder you tried, the more inescapable the challenge of overcoming the pain became.
Your hands began to shake as you tried to insert a needle, and your mind felt like it was shrouded in an impenetrable fog. Despite your tireless efforts and unwavering determination, you felt your concentration slipping and your ability to make clear decisions fading.
When you finally returned to your office, you were gasping for breath and your body was covered in sweat. You sank into the chair with a muffled sigh, trying to regain your composure as you fought the sharp pain in your abdomen. The painkillers had no effect.
With each passing moment the pain seemed to increase in intensity and you couldn't help but wonder how much longer you could muster the strength to stand firm.
As you retreated to your office, Addison Montgomery, one of your closest colleagues and best friend, noticed that something was wrong with you. Concern was reflected on her face as she watched you go on with your day, obviously in pain.
Addison didn't hesitate for a moment and immediately made her way to you. She reached the office just in time to stop you from leaving, pushing you back with gentle firmness. "Y/n, are you okay?" the redhead asked worriedly, her arms on her hips as she looked at you carefully.
A timid smile tried to form on your lips, but the pain in your eyes betrayed your torment. "It's nothing, Addy. Just my period, it'll be okay."
Addison shook her head firmly. "This doesn't look like 'just a bit of pain'. You look like you're going to collapse at any given moment. You need to take a break and lie down. I can see how much you're suffering." Her words were full of concern and determination as she looked at you firmly, ready to stand by you no matter what it took.
Another sharp pain shot through your body and you forced yourself to press your lips together to keep yourself from groaning in pain. It was as if your body was constantly telling you that a break was urgently needed, that you couldn't ignore your own needs any longer.
“Please, sweetheart,” Addison pleaded, her voice full of concern and compassion. "You're an outstanding doctor, but even doctors need help sometimes. Let me help you."
You hesitantly raised your gaze and met her eyes, in which you could read both uncertainty and care. You didn't want to neglect your duties, you didn't want to abandon your patients, but the thought of a much-needed rest was irresistible and you finally gave in, giving a weak nod of agreement. "Alright, Addy. I'm going to rest."
A relieved smile spread across her face as she helped you to your feet. Together you left the office and went to one of the unused examination rooms, which was secluded and offered more privacy to give you the rest and relaxation you so desperately needed.
As you lay down on the soft lounger and slowly closed your eyes, you felt a wave of relief wash over you. The tension in your muscles eased and you were finally able to get some rest that you so desperately needed.
Addison stayed by your side for a moment, lovingly handed you a blanket and sat down on a chair next to the lounger. Her hand rested reassuringly on yours, a warm smile playing on her lips. “Rest, y/n,” she whispered softly. "I'll be outside if you need me. You don't have to go through everything alone."
In that moment, surrounded by your colleague's loving care and kindness, you finally allowed yourself to let go and relax.
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While you were resting on the lounger, the doctor's office did not remain idle. Addison and the other colleagues worked hand in hand to share the burden of patient care and ensure that each of your patients also received the best possible care.
Addison took on much of your responsibility and led the team with quiet determination. She coordinated scheduling, carefully reviewed patient records, and ensured all medical requests were addressed promptly. Her professionalism and commitment were evident, and she worked tirelessly to ensure that the practice ran smoothly, even in your absence.
The atmosphere in the practice was one of a sense of collaboration and mutual respect as the team strived to overcome the day's challenges together. Everyone did their part to keep things running and despite the unexpected circumstances, they managed to keep everything running smoothly and ensure that patients continued to receive the best possible care.
Despite her best efforts, Addison couldn't stop worrying about you. When she saw you come out of the exam room to continue your work an hour later, she immediately knew from the color of your face that you weren't feeling any better.
“Y/n, I see you’re still not feeling well,” Addison said worriedly, stepping closer to you, her cool hand gently touching your cheek. "I really think it would be best if I took you home. You desperately need some rest and relaxation to fully recover."
You wanted to protest, but you knew she was right. You hesitated for a moment, but then nodded slowly. The exhaustion in your own body was obvious, and you knew you couldn't ignore it any longer. You needed your colleague’s support. “Thank you, Addison,” you said quietly, reaching for her hand. "I think that's a good idea. I can really use your help."
A reassuring smile crossed Addison's lips as she squeezed your hand and helped you to your feet again. She put an arm around your shoulders and led you out of the office. "Of course, y/n. I'll make sure you get home safely." Her words were full of compassion and determination as she reached out to support you during this difficult time.
You left the practice together and made your way to your apartment. You didn't talk much on the way, but the silence wasn't uncomfortable. Addison was just grateful that she could be there for you when you needed her. You leaned exhaustedly against the window pane and let your gaze wander outside while the redhead concentrated on the street in front of her.
When you finally got to your apartment, Addison helped you out of the car and walked you to the door. She stopped and looked at you seriously. “I’ll make sure you have everything you need,” she assured you. "And if you need anything, I'm just a phone call away."
You smiled gratefully and hugged her tightly. "Thanks, Addy. You really are a great friend. I really appreciate your help." Addison returned the hug and squeezed you gently. "Take care of yourself, y/n. Rest and recover. I'll check on you after closing time and call every now and then to make sure you're okay."
With one last smile, Addison opened the door to your apartment and let you in. She waited patiently until you were safely inside before turning around and slowly walking back to the car.
As she drove back to the office, Addison thought about how important it was to be there for each other and support each other, especially during difficult times. She knew that she would be there for you as long as you needed her, just like you had always been there for her.
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Jealousy — Addison Montgomery x Fem!Reader
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Synopsis: You get jealous over McSteamy’s antics and decide to take it out on Addison in more ways than one.
Warnings: Semi-public sex, praise, overstimulation, cunnilingus, fingering, etc…
Word Count: 2.7k
© Do not copy, repost, or modify any of my works.
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Working at a hospital, you could never walk into work knowing what your day was going to be like. Each day was different, but your favorite days were slow days. The days where nothing major happened and all you had to do was check on patients and fill out paperwork.
Specializing in the pediatric division of Seattle Grace was always interesting to say the least. You worked with a plethora of kids who each had their own personality, and you couldn't help but love each and every one of them.
At first, your emotions became a problem with your cases, as you got too attached, but the longer you were at the job, the easier it got to control. Although, every once in a while, you found yourself slipping, and Addison had to help remind you to keep your head on your shoulders.
Although she was your boss, Addison had taken a liking to you the moment she saw you. The moment your eyes met hers for the first time, she knew you were going to be hers.
As you were finishing your rounds, a familiar high-pitched laugh brought your attention over to the Nurses' Station just down the hallway. Addison was seen speaking with a smirking Mark. Knowing their past, Addison assured you that what they had was over, but it wasn't her you didn't trust, it was him.
Mark was a player and a jokester.
And he repeatedly got on your nerves.
Ever since you started your relationship with Addison, Mark had seemed to make it his job to purposely set you off. He knew how jealous you got when he even looked in Addison's direction, let alone stood mere inches from her making her laugh.
Even you knew he was purposely trying to make you jealous, but you couldn't help it. Just the mere thought of him even laying a finger on her made your blood boil. You had a love for Addison, and although you had yet to tell her, both Mark and Addison knew and made a bet with how long it would take you to admit it.
You couldn't help but stop in your tracks and gaze at the duo talking excitedly to each other. Mark saw you over Addison's shoulder faking to distract yourself even though your eyes were glued to her back.
Your cheeks had already flushed, and when Mark purposely laid a hand on her shoulder to pull her into a hug, a tight smirk spread across his lips when his eyes landed on you. He noticed the way you instantly tensed with the slight flair of your nostrils when you huffed. It was obvious you immediately grew jealous at their contact while Addison had no idea of your presence.
He had you right where he wanted you.
Usually, Addison would catch onto his ploys, but as your presence was unknown to her, she had failed to realize what the man was actually doing.
When Mark finally pulled away from the hug, you took that as your opportunity to stride up to the Nurses' Station just beside Addison and hand one of the women behind the desk your files.
The second Addison heard your voice as you thanked the nurse, her eyes immediately darted from you over to Mark who stood with his arms crossed and a cocky smirk spread across his face.
"Addie, do you mind helping me with something?" You immediately spoke out just as Mark opened his mouth the speak.
"Of course, darling, with what?"
"You see, I've got this annoying rash. . ." You glare over at Mark, "and it is being a pain in my ass, would you help me get rid of it?" You attempt to lie, but to the two of them, it was clear what you wanted.
"What a coincidence! I have one too, just under my shirt here, maybe I should take it off and have Addie here take a look at it." Mark toys, only adding fuel to the fire he saw in your eyes.
"Mark, that's enough—" Addison goes to stop the conversation but you are quick to cut her off.
"No, Mark, go ahead and take your shirt off. I've always wondered what old man physique you had hiding under there."
"Don't tempt me with a good time, sweetheart." His smirk only grew when he noticed your eye roll. He knew you hated when he called you that, which made him say it as often as he could.
"The only sweetheart here is Addie, isn't that right, darling?" You slide a hand possessively around her waist.
Mark attempted to cut Addison's next words off with another one of his annoying lines, but you had grown tired of his antics and walked both you and Addison away from the grey-haired man who eyed the two of you walking off with a curious brow.
"Aww c'mon, Y/N, let's just hug it out!" Mark called out, eliciting a heavy eye roll from you.
"If he so lays a finger on me, I'll break it."
"I don't doubt that one bit, love. Where are we going?" Addison asked curiously, when she noticed you had led her to the more emptier part of the patient area.
"I want to show you something."
Your eyes scan every room until you walk past one that is completely empty, and nearly push Addison inside and close the door behind the two of you.
Addison's back is instantly pressed against the cold mahogany door as your hands make home upon her hips, and your lips hungrily press against hers.
Addison was quick to reciprocate the kiss, a small hum eliciting from her throat as her hands made way to your cheeks, pulling you as close to her as possible.
"What did Mark say that was so funny?" You nonchalantly asked, sending small kisses along her slim jawline.
"Is that what this is about? Mark?" Addison softly laughed. She didn't think you were being serious, which caused you to gently nip at her neck, earning a small whimper from her.
"He still wants you." You say in between kisses as you make your way back up to her soft lips.
"I don't think so—"
"You don't think he does, but I know he does." Your eyes bore straight into hers, before purposely darting to her lips as if you were about to kiss her again. To her dismay, you hovered just mere centimeters from her face, a smirk toying at your lips when she attempts to close the distance, and you having to rest a gentle finger along her lips to stop her.
"But," You continue, starting to walk the two of you towards the empty bed, "that's too bad because you are mine. And I'm going to prove it to you. . . Right. Now." Your finger leaves her lips to slide down to her chest and gently pushing her down onto the bed.
Addison already knew what to do, as she didn't say a word and immediately unbuttoned her top, revealing her royal purple laced bra that tightly held her breasts. You crawled on top of her just after she kicked her shoes off, mouth instantly making contact with her tanned skin. You nibbled and sucked along her collarbone, leaving fresh love marks that only you got the pleasure of seeing. . .
At least that's what Addison thought, until she seen what you were doing next.
You had made a small mark on her neckline that was sure to be seen by anyone who paid enough attention, and you knew exactly who that person was going to be.
"Wait, everyone is going to see that one." She mumbled.
"That's the plan, Addie."
Addison let out a sigh, knowing she would have to explain that one later. You slowly kissed down her body, eyes fixated on her bright green ones that dilated as you inched your way down her stomach.
Heat rushed through Addison's cheeks as her gaze failed to leave your own as you tucked your fingers below her waistband to pull her pink scrubs down her slender legs, revealing her matching purple panties.
"Wet for me already, I see."
Her hips jolted towards your touch, "Does that surprise you?" She breathed out.
"Not at all." You smirked, knowing exactly how she reacts to you, and you alone.
You hook your teeth under her panties to glide them down her legs and off her body.
You waste no time in spreading her thick thighs, your hands laying on the inner flesh of her thighs to keep them in place. Once her panties were off, your bring your lips to kiss a small trail up her tanned legs.
Her hand flew to yours in attempts to get you to do something, "Come on..." You could tell she was getting impatient, but you needed her to feel some frustrations like you did.
You tsked, "That's not how to get what you want, and you know that." You responded with a bite to her thigh.
Your action pulled a whimper from the redhead, knowing that you were right.
"Please..." She corrected.
You looked at her with a small smirk, you couldn't restrain yourself anymore. You wanted her just as bad as she wanted you, so you caved.
Addison writhed slightly at the coolness of your flattened tongue along her folds. Small hums elicited from the redhead at the newfound pleasure between her legs.
Her head fell back along the plush pillow, hips begging for more as they bucked forward ever so slightly. Bringing two fingers to her center only increased the numerous noises coming from Addison's red lips.
"How does this feel, love?" Your curved fingers glide at a steady pace.
"So good. . ."
Addison's hips bucked as your tongue flicked against her sensitive clit. Her chest rose and fell with each pleasurable passing second. She was at your complete mercy. Body and mind both hyper-fixating on you and only you.
"You look so beautiful like this. How did I ever get so lucky?" Feather-like kisses were placed across her skin, trailing up her body back to her rounded breasts. Your mouth attached to her nipple trapped behind the thin layer of lace covering her chest.
You knew she would finish if you had her directly in her mouth, but wanted her to last longer, building up the pressure little by little.
"More. Please." Addison couldn't help her pleas as you teased her breasts. Her freshly manicured hand roamed your locks, fingers tightly gripping the hair at your scalp.
As much as you wanted to make her wait, the fiery look in her glazed over emerald eyes were too hard to ignore. Your ears were blessed with a low moan as you added a third finger, bringing your movements to a halt as you let her adjust.
The grinding of her hips allowed you to restart your pace, your mouth kissing along her lace covered breast before moving back up to her neck, adding more love marks to the opposite side you never touched earlier.
"So close—" Addison whimpered, the feeling of your palm pressing against her clit had her legs beginning to shake. "Fuck, I'm so close." She tugged at your hair, pulling your face up to hers so her lips could connect with yours in a needy kiss.
"Let go, my sweet Addie." You encouraged against her lips.
Luck was still on your side, as your beautiful Addie came with a scream of your name, a certain someone had walked by the patient room by chance. Mark had stopped briefly as he heard the unmistakable sounds of sex, he knew them well, but was caught off guard as a familiar voice screamed your name. Once the shock wore off, he scoffed with amusement before continuing on with what he was doing before his curiosity took ahold of him.
Addison quivered as she came. Thighs attempted to close around your hand, but your body pressing flushed against hers made it impossible for them to close.
Sweet moans echoed off the bare hospital walls, your movements never faltering from her orgasm. Addison's brows knitted while she watched a smirk slowly creep along your face that was now moving back between her legs.
Her legs trembled, a small whimper eliciting from her when you replaced your fingers with your tongue. You carelessly wiped your fingers clean of her orgasm along your pants, watching her every twitch and wiggle as you never eased up on the pleasure.
"Since you wanted this so bad, let's see if we can get another one out of you, hmm?"
Your tongue lapped up her release, sliding across her folds and up to her clit, lips wrapping around the bud and adding gentle suction.
"I can't!" Addison cried out, her free hand holding a death grip along the bedsheets. Tears welled at the corner of her eyes, pleasure and overstimulation clouding her senses.
"You can, my love. You're always so good for me. Just one more. You can do it." You encouraged her.
Her head nodded frantically, the uncomfortableness of the overstimulation slowly returning back to pleasure. Hips threatened to buck against your face, expletives forcing themselves from her mouth.
She loved when you got jealous. It showed in the way you pleasured her. Your usual one and done attitude always disappearing as you attempted to show her just how good she had it with you. You were the only one who ever made her feel this way, and you knew that, but still made it a point to prove it to her each and every time.
Her thighs wrapped tightly around your head as she came for the second time. Her orgasm hit her harder this time around, cries of pleasure sounding like music to your ears.
You hummed as you lapped her up after she came, hands pulling her thighs from your head, allowing air to enter your lungs after she had temporarily cut you off.
"Oh fuck..." She brought her arm up to her face to wipe away the sweat that formed on her features from your ministrations.
You just smirked as you peppered kisses all across her body until you came face to face to her once more.
"Maybe I need to make you jealous more often."
Your smirk lessened as your features darkened slightly, "If you do, I can promise that next time won't be so enjoyable for you." You accentuated your point by pressing your knee to her overstimulated core, causing a slightly pained whimper to come from her.
"But we both know you're my good girl, and you wouldn't do such a thing, right?" You give her a pointed look.
She nodded, "Right."
A sweet smile replaced your previous look, "Excellent! Now, I'm sure someone has probably notice the top two attendings' absence in this hospital. So, it's best we get back to work."
Addison sighed, knowing you'd both have to go back to your professionalism when you returned to work. You lifted from the bed, offering your copper-haired girlfriend a hand.
You smirked to yourself when she stood, the slight quivering of her legs still very prominent from her intense orgasms. It only took a minute for you to help her redress, and run your fingers through her bedhead to calm the frizz in attempts to remove the look of sex from her.
Addison attempted to calm her breathing, feet sliding back into her work shoes. You gave her a quick peck against her forehead, taking her stray hairs between your fingers and tucking it behind her pierced ears as you looked lovingly into her eyes.
"Ready?" You questioned.
"Mhm, you go first and I'll follow after a few seconds in case of any wandering eyes."
You agreed, unlocking the door and poking your head out to look both ways, and letting out a sigh of relief at the empty hallway, completely unaware that a certain grey-haired man was waiting back at the Nurse's Station with a quizzical brow.
You took quick strides from the room, Addison following suit just a few feet behind you, attempting to tame her shaking legs. When your eyes met with Mark's, Addison was quick to turn the other way, clearing her throat and fixing her hair as she walked past the two of you.
You knew the antics that would come from Mark but you wordlessly responded to them all with a smirk, Addison found it nearly impossible to clear her dirty thoughts that wandered through her mind as she attempted to return her focus back to work for the rest of her shift.
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