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kirexa · 6 months
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GUYS WTF!!! /POS
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edgybutnotveryedgy · 1 year
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qqtxt · 1 year
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The boys are gamers this isnt news so here. me. out.
The boys are gaming but reader wants cuddles/attention (could be both *don't look at me im touch starved*) but the boys are busy playing in their pc and so the only compromisable solution is that sitting on their lap at first watching and cheering them on then ending in you sleeping 🥹 AIXBKSBDJS CAN YOU IMAGINE FALLING ASLEEP LIKE THAT, HEAD ON THEIR SHOULDERS THEY LOOK AT YOUR SLEEPING STATE, SMILE ANS KISS YOUR SHOULDER OR SIDE OF YOUR HEAD
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me @ you reading this ask because HOW DARE YOU PUT THIS IMAGERY IN MY HEAD??? i was going to write this out later but i was just HIT with the feels so i wrote something quickly for each of these you ABSOLUTE MONSTER–(jk ily this was fun to explore thank you i hope this hits you in the feels just as you did to me with your ask >:))
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[🌸] close to you w/ txt
✿ pairing: ot5 x reader / fluff 🌸 / idol!txt / non.idol!you ✿ mini-fics with each member for the same situation / less than 400 words for each member / altogether, word count: 1,090 words ✿ in which you decide to be close to them while they play their games (and you fall asleep on them...) [masterlist 🌸] / other members under the cut!
[🐰] soobin  soobin might act like he's annoyed initially but deep down, he's as addicted to your touch as you are with his. he appreciates how you let out small sounds of excitement each time he takes down the enemy and it boosts his ego. the second he feels your head resting on his, tilted back as you sink into his embrace, he knows you've fallen asleep despite the fact he's still playing his game so intensely. he chuckles quietly when there's a two-minute break on the screen before the next round continues and he turns the cheek to see how your jaw is slightly slacked, eyelids fluttered shut but your hands hugging one side of his arm along with the armrest next to it. he shifts his arm a bit closer to you and watches how your hands move along with it. your body grows towards the direction of one side of his arm where you can hold it nearer to you and he doesn't resist the urge to reach for his phone conveniently nearby to take a couple of pictures. when there's a signal in his headphones that the next round is about to begin, he plants a kiss to wherever of you that's closest to him (in this case, in this position, it was your neck) before he resumes his game.
[🦊] yeonjun yeonjun tries his best not to tease you too much even though you can tell he's very pleased knowing that you're willing to sit through with him just to be close to him. his serotonin boosts past the roof whenever you let out praises of how well he's doing and he reciprocates it by squeezing your waist, kissing your shoulder, and saying his tagline: "because i have my lucky charm here with me." somewhere along the line when he feels your weight shifting on him and you turn to rest your cheek on his shoulder, he has an inkling you've fallen asleep with your arms around his waist, resting by your side. he has a clear view of you resting peacefully on him that he doesn't dare move another muscle unless necessary. if that means he'll sacrifice his score in the game, so be it. he'll be very chuffed to have you like this that he'll ignore his game half the time just to look at you. (it ends fairly quickly and you find yourself in bed with him by your side; he'll claim that he was tired but really, he just wants to rest with you in his arms properly)
[🐯] beomgyu  beomgyu is more than willing to have you sit on his lap as he plays his game. he's super enthusiastic about every question you have and even pushes you to try to play the game if you show interest. but when all you admit to him is that you just wanna be close to him and be near him, he'll be a little too cocky for his own good (or the softest marshmallow, there's no in-between). whenever you cheer him on that he's doing well, he won't really respond but deep down, he remembers every single compliment you give him or respond through actions by kissing your shoulder without tearing his gaze from the screen. he notices when you're growing tired as you start to lean back and your head rests on one of his shoulders. he slyly dips down a bit, giving you easier access to rest your head and soon he feels you lulling to sleep as your body grows heavier on top of him, letting go of your conscious. he sneaks a peek at you when his round ends and he smiles widely, leaning in to kiss your cheek and brush your hair back before he continues his game.
[🐿] taehyun  taehyun offers to stop his game but when he sees that you're adamant to let him continue, he gives in with okay, okay, get over here. he does his best to make sure you're comfortable and when you are, that's when he plays his game while trying not to check on you too much. it makes you chuckle with the way he's attentive without looking, that you'd need to keep a hand on his face to make sure he stops turning the cheek and focus on your game, tae. he retaliates by trying to bite your hand and it continues like that for a good moment before he notices your hand isn't by his face anymore and your head is now resting on his shoulder. you shift a little so your face buries against his neck, sitting sideways a little so you can hug him and this boy has literal hearts in his eyes at the sight when he pauses the game to take in your sleeping figure on him. he half-debates bringing you to bed or staying put but quickly makes his decision by staying like that so he doesn't wake you up. he continues playing (even though he might lose a couple of rounds when he keeps turning to look at you) his game, occasionally pressing a kiss to your cheek whenever he feels like it.
[🐧] kai kai is more than welcoming with his arms spread open, putting his plushie to the side so his lap is now free for you to sit on. he's literally walking on cloud nine when he sees you grabbing the plushie to hug as you sit on him to get comfortable that he can't hold back he puts his arms around you. it takes him a good minute of persuading before he gets back to playing when all he wants to do now is hug you. he hooks his chin over your shoulder (a headrest, he calls it) and keeps his hand on the keyboard and mouse to continue playing his game. you chuckle whenever he nuzzles the side of his head against the side of yours and it makes you squeeze the plushie with one hand, the other lapping over one of his arms to soothingly rub shapes on his skin. he knows you've fallen asleep when the grip you have on him loosens and you rest your head against the side of his. he sits back and watches as your body follows him and the slight shift of your body on him lets him know you're deep in sleep. he turns a little, brushing his lips against your temple to press a kiss before he resumes his game; making his mind that once he finishes this game, he'll bring you to bed to sleep more comfortably.
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pedge-stuff · 8 months
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God I just thought about an idea for pedro and reader, reading your last post...
They are in a relationship and live together. The reader is also an actress. She asks pedro to practice her lines with her. In the play, she is having a really long line, breaking up with the person ans leaving them... pedro can't continue... at night in bed they are cuddling and pedro talks about how he hated the feeling or the thought of the reader ever leaving
(changed this slightly, hope that is OK...)
bad acting (pedro pascal x gn/m!reader)
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a/n: same vague universe as “marked,“ per usual.
thanks, as always, for everything.
(also I did that thing where I didn't save this on drafts fast enough and the whole fucking thing deleted so you could say im LIVID sorry if this rewrite felt rushed.)
summary: things get a little... too real.
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"You can't laugh."
"I'm not gonna laugh!"
Pedro hands you his iPad, script loaded on the screen. "I'm serious," you warn him, "you had to stop last time, the acting was so bad."
"Just read the sides, baby."
You know he isn't nervous about the audition— if he was, he sure as shit wouldn't be practicing with you. Those rehearsals are reserved for his coach, or someone who can actually talk him through the scene. This was just a formality, a quick read-through for some anthological TV show about people in failing marriages. Season 2 of Oscar's old Amazon thing. With the audition being on Zoom tomorrow, the whole process feels fairly relaxed.
"Should I read it in a lady voice? Will that set the scene?"
"Please don't."
"Scottish accent?"
"Babe."
"Hmm." You clear your throat loudly, for dramatic effect. Across the room, feet propped on the desk, Pedro rolls his eyes. He's got his cheaters on, but no script— the audition's supposed to be off-book. "From the first page?"
"You're stalling."
"Ugh. Ok. Here we go." Leaning forward, you scroll to the highlighted text on the iPad. "Stop, David. You don't know what you're talking about."
Pedro's posture straightens; ever the professional, it's like watching a switch flip. The humored lines beside his eyes, little crows feet that crinkle when he looks at you, disappear completely. His brow furrows, gaze darkens.
"Of course I do, dammit. I'm done with this, all of this. It's like living in a mausoleum, Emma. I'd rather. Do you remember what love even feels like? Because I look at you, and I just... don't, anymore."
"You don't mean that."
"I do! I'm so tired of this. Life with you is joyless. Every day, I come home from work and just sit in the goddamn driveway because I don't want to come in the house. It's hard to be in the same room as you. I can't bring her back, Emma, and I miss her and I'm sorry she's dead. But it isn't my fucking fault and I wish you'd stop pretending it was."
His voice cracks, just a little. You frown as he grabs the glass of water beside him, pausing to wait, but he motions for you to continue.
"That's cruel," you read, "and you know it. That's not fair."
"None of this is fair!" Pedro exclaims. "That's the whole point. It's not fair that our daughter is dead while the girl who was driving got to walk away clean. Life isn't fucking fair. But it's life. And you've sucked all the light out of mine. I can't stand you, anymore, I'm sorry. I just can't. It's not that we can't make it work, it's that I don't want to make it work. If I never see you again, it'll be too soon. Jesus christ, I hate every part of this."
"Are you done? Have you gotten it all off your chest?"
"Don't placate me! This isn't one of your stupid therapy sessions, Emma, you can't fix this with a breathing worksheet and a roleplaying exercise. Be fucking serious. Every day I wake up and I wish I'd never met you. At least then, she wouldn't be dead, because she'd never have existed. And maybe I'd known some goddamn peace."
The page ends there, and you glance up. Pedro has his head in his hands, eyes closed.
"That was good," you offer tentatively, searching for some kind of sign as to what his next move is. He's gracious about work stuff, but you're always a little afraid of mucking up his process.
When he looks up, his eyes are glossy. "Yeah," Pedro says, croakily, clearing his throat quietly before rising from the chair. He takes the iPad back, wordlessly, shuttering the case over the screen.
"Wanna do it again? You were spot-on, Pedge, but we can go over it again if you want to."
"No," he says quickly. "No, I'm good. I'm fine. It's on Zoom, it'll be easy. I'm fine."
Weird. Just a little. Before you can dwell on his sudden cageyness, he's up, headed for the door.
"I'm gonna walk the dogs. We can catch up on Bake-Off, when I get back?"
Pedro leaves before you can answer.
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No sooner have the leashes been hung back by the door, than Pedro is beside you on the couch, all hands and light touches. It's as if he can't bear to lost contact. You allow him to reposition you, reaching a hand around your waist as you reach for the remote.
"Good walk?"
He hums, tugging you against him. Settles, finally, once you're half-reclined, back against his chest, arm around your middle. You fiddle with the edge of his sleeve as the bakers fumble their way through the signature challenge.
It's not that the clinginess bothers you— he's like this sometimes, when he's just returned home, or you've arrived in LA, or met somewhere in the middle. Every separation leaves him want for touch. It's the one thing you can't give him, while you're apart.
But he's been home a couple weeks now, in between reshoots for a new project. Been home all day, in fact, in an orbit around you while you attempted to work from home. (A little too close, frankly, but you can't really complain.)
"You okay?" You whisper, as the timer runs down on the technical bake.
No answer. Just a tightened grip on your waist, and a firm kiss to the top of your head.
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It isn't until later, in bed and half-asleep, that you pinpoint the source of the tension.
You'd have thought he was already asleep, save for the soft carding of his fingers through the baby hairs at the nape of your neck. Deep, even breaths tickle your forehead; he's curled around you, arm draped over your back. Had positioned himself this way silently, looking a little silly brooding in his Muppet-patterned pj pants.
"We're never reading lines again," Pedro whispers into the darkness.
"Was the acting that bad?"
Your attempt for levity falls flat. He is quiet, long enough for you roll backwards slightly, to get a better look at his face. A deep-set frown has taken root.
"No, it..." He tugs you closer again, tucking your head beneath his chin. If he weren't so sad, you'd call uncle for claustrophobia; your nose is squished into his jugular. But you lay still, waiting for him to continue.
"It felt too real," Pedro concedes. He inhales sharply, and you can feel it against your own chest.
The kiss you press to the hollow of his throat, doesn't feel good enough. You wiggle, tilting your head to press one against his toothpaste-tasting lips. Whiskers tickle the corner of your mouth.
"Baby, I know you were... pretending." A thin line between placating him and treading on his professionalism. "If our pretend daughter died in a car crash, I know you wouldn't divorce me for being too sad."
"It's not funny." With a groan, he kisses you again, resting his forehead against yours. "I hated saying that stuff to you. Felt too real."
The bone-crushing spooning is making a little more sense, now.
"I love you, but you're a sap."
"Hmph."
You smile into the next kiss. "A very sweet sap, though."
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nut4shuri · 1 year
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Mkay very random but like college setting where Reader meets her new dorm mate the Princess of Wakanda herself. And starts to fall for her but tries to hide it very horribly because Shuri found out within a week but kept teasing and pushing the reader to see how far she would go, leading to a night of smoking(If ur comfortable with that), shotgunning and the readers loud moaning. Just the dirtiest shit you could ever write 🤌
DORMMATES
(18+)
shuri x You/Reader
Warnings : Smut Smut Smut Dirty Shit Nasty Shit Unholy Shit,Provocative Language,Slight Cringe (some errors most likely because im to lazy to proofread)⚠️
THANKS FOR REQUESTING BAEEESSSS!!💓
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I love yall.
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Smiling lightly you pulled your luggage behind you as you grabbed your ticket from the hands of the perosn behind the desk.
"Room 234"she spoke suddenly and looked up from her computer and smiled at you.
You began to drag your luggage behind you as the lady behind the desk yelped.
"oh and you have a doormate. I know you requested a single but they all where taken up,sorry."
Your smile admittedly dropped,your wasn't no bougie bitch but you knew you needed your privacy,you couldn't do roommates you couldn't even share a room with your siblings let alone a random starnger.
You thought as you pulled your luggage alone up the stairs, and sighed as you walked down the hall.
Just fuck it and go home.
You dont need collage.
232,233,.."234." You said and huffed.
Turning the nob slowly you opened the door up to an empty,clean and quiet dorm.
Their sat boxes on the bed,and electronic like gadgets on the opposite desk from yours. Posters of neatly sketched out figures where on the wall also, and the shower was running.
You didn't know whether to leave or not so you just sat your bags down and began to unpack.
Not accomplishing the whole "unpack" thing you just gave in and flopped on your bed.
Till you heard a ding ans turned over searching for the sound,it was coming from a bracelet laying on your roommates dresser.
It glowed up a little before a voice sounded out.
"Princess shuri you are requested at the palace immediately." The voice sounded out.
You where taken aback at first.
"Am i tripping,maybe its the weed.." You sat and took a step back you didnt even hear the bathroom door open as you bumped into something.
You jumped then turned and their stood the Queen/Princess Of Wakanda herself,THEE black panther stood in your door room in only a towel.
You held your breath for second,and just smiled.
Her wet & curly hair dripped and draped over her face,her skin glowed as water dripped from her body she smirked at you.
"12 seconds in.You checking me out ma?"she said and you didnt know what to say.
"No..." You said as your breath rushed you stepped back and rushed out the dorm.
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Its been 2 days since you've been doormates with Shiri and you had got to know her allot. Its very hard because she's so fine,you love everything about her especially her demeanor,the way she carried herself even the way she talked.
She was sweet,and nice,and had a way with words. She always had a way of teasing you without and you didn't even notice her smile each time,and even though you didnt know she knew you liked her,or felt some kind of way,but she kept teasing you ever chance she got. She loved the way you lit up and the way your body heated up against her.
She would grab your waist from behind and whisper in your ear just to tempt you. When yall studied together she would lightly tap your upper thigh when you got an answer incorrect just because she liked the way you where so reactive towards her.
Would bite her lips while looking at you,just to let you know she was checking you out.
She wanted you in every way possible and you didn't know.
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"Look Dray,i don't want this anymore im tired ok. Im tired of you and your lies and your cheating and hiding.. I don't want it anymore"
"Look Y/N baby i know you don't mean that girl" he said grabbing your waist slightly pulling me you in.
You pushed back as he grabbed you more gripping your ass and agressively kissing you.
Breaking free you smacked him harshly which caused him to stare at you with wide eyes.
"Look y/n baby im sorry i-"
He started to apologize but you just walked away.
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"Hey shuri-"you spoke entering your dorm room a couple hours later as you eyed the girl sitting beside shuri on her bed.
"Hey."she spoke driley,as she groped at the girl's chests and the girl planted kisses on her neck.
The rest of that night shuri was really rude,she had an aggressive toan when speaking to you and even sat and made out with the girl in front of you.
"Uhm shuri did you get the homework for cal-"
"find that shit on your own."she spoke nonchalantly.
After the girl left shuri tried to talk to you but you continued to ignore her.
In the middle of the night you got up and took a long shower,after getting out you pulled a big white shirt and some small black shots on wrapping your damp haur in a smalled white towel.
"I need to smoke" you said as you whipped your hands over your face.
Walked outside the room you looked over at shuirs sleeping body and sighed.
Walking over to your draw you grabbed your rillows and your small black pouch within your bag,taking it and tossing it to your bed as you walked to your door to insure it was closed,lighting an candle and placing it by the door hesitantly.
As you where rolling up you listened to shuris faint groans in her sleep,making you look over at her as her eyes began to flutter open.
You continued to lap at the blunt in your hands tucking it tight and grabbing at your hellow kitty lighter on your dresser.
She just layed their looking at your for a moment,her big btown eyes staring you up and down watching you like a hawk making you heat up inside.
"Y/N.." She began to speak as you placed the blunt to your mouth.
Inhaling slowly an pulling it back.
"Im sorry about earlier...."she slurred out completely.
You took a minute,then repsonded.
"Its alright its not like you owe me any loyalty anway,your not my girlfriend."
"But i want you to be.."
You stopped inflhllaing before turning over to look at her.
"What?"
"Let me see that" She said standing up her musle shirt tight to her chest and her curls ran crazy over hear head,her hair was more fuller and longer and she had a tatto on her upper arm.
You eyed her as she stood standing over you her hand moving to your chin pulling you in.
"I dont ever wanna see you with that dumb ass nigga again. Do you hear me?" You knew what she was referring to.
"Yes.."
"Yes what?"
"Yes Shuri."
She let out a hmm and smiled at you lightly.
"Who was that girl.." You said turning your head to the side.
"Some girl,agreed to be my study partner the finals. But its clear she just wanted this strap" she replied cheesly.
Making you cringe and roll your eyes.
Shuri has a big ass ego i could tell you that. But boy was she right.
She showed you the strap,teasing you with it,poking you all over your body. Sometimes she would purposely leave it out so you could see.
It was really hard for you to contain yourseld.
"y/n..ive been watching you.."
"Really?"
"Yeah..ever since ive met you."
"yeah.."you added on watching her pull the blunt to your mouth letting you inhale.
"i know you want it just say it baby.."she said whispering in your ear.
your cheeks flashed red as hell as you palmed your knees in your hands
"shuri-"
Placing the blunt down she stood up walking over to her drawn pushing it aside to reveal a button behind it.
You bit your lip in curiosity as she looked back and smiled pushing the button.
The bed mad a creek like latching sound and began to hover to the side a bit and Shuri walked back to the side where it was visible to you.
Pulling out a draw hidden underneath the bed she smiled at your reaction.
"Shuri whats in it.."
"patience,baby."
She opened it smiling at you realving all types of hand cuffs,toys,vibrators,blind folds,bondages...etc.
you then realized the princess of wakanda was a kinky mf.
you sat in silence for a second then stood up walking over and picking up the pink toy from the box..
"Have these been in-"
"Hell no,why on earth would i want to use toys on you that have been in other woman."
"Y-you want to use them on me?"
Shuri smirked lightly.
"Would you let me?"
You stiffened up for a sec you weren't sure if this is what you want.. Or maybe it was the weed.
"Yes."
Shuri smiled.. Walking over to you slowly like a lion getting ready to attack its prey.
She picked you up aggressively pushing you against the wall and pressing her lips against yours,their was no room for you to move as she pushed her body against yours grinding her hips into you and beginning to run her warm hands over your clothed nipples.
You gripped tightly on her hair making her groan and bite your bottom lip,her hand gripped at your figure.
Kissing every part of your body she flicked your nipples and continued to grind against you. As she tossed you on to her bed.
Ripping your clothes from your body she kissed at your neck and massaged your chests,all your sinful moans encouraged her to continue on.
She sucked one of your nipples and massaged the other one,breaking away to give the same attention to the other one.
Moving down slow and teasingly she grabbed both your thighs and spread your legs and continued to move down.
You bit your lip throwing your head back,gripping her hair and trying to forcefully push her down to where you wanted her.
She groaned smacking your hand and landing a harsh slap on your pussy making you whine out.
Walking to the box she pulled out two pairs of hand cuffs.
Unsure of what she was about to do you kept quite and watched as she skillfully cuffed your hands and used the other cuffs to cuff the chain of your already cuffed hands and cuffed the opposite part to a pole on her bed.
She smiled at you and kissed your lips.
"are you comfortable?"
"yes" you croaked out.
"My impatient baby" she said as she looked you in the eyes her hand ran down your body and to your wetness.
She massaged over it and ran her fingers over your clit collecting all your wetness...
Placing her fingers in her mouth she sucked soflty.
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Lapping at your clit she aggressively pushed the vibrating toy in and out of you at a fast pace,causing the vibrations,and sinful sounds to sound out into your bed room.
"please please"
"please what baby" she said as she wrapped her lips around your clit sucking softly loving the feeling of your lit throbbing in her mouth.
"please don't stop sh-shuri"
she began to thrust the toy into you even faster as your high began to approach.
your breath quickened as your eyes rolled back and you let out a moan of relief.
Turning off the toy she pulled the toy out of you and walked over to her dresser pulling a blunt from it and sparking it up.
She leaned against the dresser and smiled at you,walking over she pressed the blunt to your lips allowing you to take a couple puffs as she began to remove her clothing in the slowest way possivle way,taunting you as you whined.
~
Her hands grasped at your sides as you bounced up and down on her lap making her throw her head back and groan.
Her hands massages your nipples softly. Making the sensation much more better.
she groaned and continued to groan and moan after each thrust,the strap twitched inside of you as you bounced upward.
"please y/n baby don't stop"
You held onto her shoulders,aggressively attaching your lips to hers.
You just wished this ecstasy could last forever.
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mmm. this has... HOMO written all over it.😏
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shannon4salacia · 2 months
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WARNING: yelling, slight panicking attack, meanish annabeth?
A/N: i love happy endings. also i have scavenged this entire app for annabeth storys and there is none? so ill just do it myself then
PROMPT: You make me feel so alone/I’ll miss you most.
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My head was lied lightly on her chest as she played with my hair, twirling the locks in her fingers. “You promise to write to me while you’re gone?”
I mumbled in response as I tried to melt deeper into the bed and into Annabeths side, the blanket lying loosely over us. I knew I had to get up but I didn’t really care.
“And you’ll take photos for me to see?”
“Yes, Ans.” I start to wiggle my way out of the bed. “Hey? Where are you going?”
I looked at the girl and pressed a kiss to her chin, “Im going back to my cabin.” My shoes were on the other side of the room so I went to grab them. “But you leave tomorrow, and then we wont see each other for 5 months.”
“I know, thats why I have to go back to my cabin Im leaving so I have to pack up.”
The blonde girl grabbed my wrist, pulling me closer again. “Cant you just stay the night, baby?”
I pulled my arm out of her grip. “Annabeth-“
“Im sorry, I forgot.” She stood up from her bed, pulling me into a hug. She pulled away and held my face in her hands, stroking my cheek. “Why are you being weird now?”
“Im not being weird!” I backed up and started for the door. “Yes you are!” I turned my back towards her as started to fiddle with the broken door handle, trying to get it to open. “Hey! Don’t walk away from me!”
I could feel my heart beating in my chest, my breathing speeding up. It was almost like my hearing had dissapeared and was replaced with a loud ringing sound. “Hey? It’s okay. Your okay. I didn’t mean to yell, Im sorry.”
“No- I-” I backed into the door, pushing it open behind myself.
I stepped out of the cabin, slamming the door behind me. Tears brimmed in my eyes. The blonde girl ran up beside me tugging on my arm, “Im sorry. You know I didn’t-“
— “I don’t care if you meant it or not!” I spoke quietly, tears streaming down my face. “I don’t care. I don’t care if you didn’t mean it or if you are sorry. And I don’t care about what you’re feeling right now.” Her hand traveled from my arm to my hand as I tried to pull away from her touch.
“Baby, I’m sorry.”
“No, okay! I don’t want you to say sorry! You always say you’re sorry and then you do it over and over and over again. You make me feel so alone and I cant do this with you, today.”
Annabeth stopped walking, pressing her lips together. “What is that supposed to mean? You cant do this?” She spoke harshly, as if her words were filled with acid, “No! You don’t get to do that! Stop acting like this entire thing is my fault!”
“It is your fault! Your the one who was yelling.”
She shoved me backwards, “If you feel so alone when you’re with me, then be alone!”
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My blanket felt heavy while it was over me, like a bag of rocks was placed on top of all my limbs. My cheeks were tear stained and damp still.
I knew it wasn’t all her fault, some of it was me, but I had talked to her about it. She knew she can’t yell. It isn’t because I’m making a big deal for no reason. It not like I cry over yelling for no reason. She knew the entire story. I had stayed up late talking to her about it once.
I just wanted to be in her arms again. I missed her warmth and her curly blonde hair. I missed looking into her eyes that looked like they held the entire ocean in them. I missed her sweet laugh and her insanely contagious smile. I missed her soft hands and her bed. But mostly I missed her.
We didn’t break up or anything. But it kind-of felt like it.
That was the first time she looked genuinely mad at me, and I was leaving the next day.
I couldn’t keep my eyes open. I was so tired that when I yawned I cried a little bit. As soon as I finally started to drift off the door to the cabin opened slightly. I pressed my back into the bed, closing my eyes with fear as I heard the door shut behind the person.
“Hi?” My eyes shot open, expecting a monster or something. Not that that was possible with the camp border but you never know.
“Annabeth?” She didn’t smile at me or give me a kiss like she usually did. “Why are you… it’s 2 a.m.”
“Get up.”
“Mkay.” I wiggled out of my bunk, missing the warmth already. I slipped a pair of socks and shoes on and replaced my shorts with a pair of sweatpants.
“We’re going on a walk.” she spoke lightly as we made our way out of the cabin. She closed the door softly behind me. “Where are we walking to?”
“Nowhere specifically, I just needed to talk to you.”
For the first time since our fight, she touched me. All she did was hold my hand and interlock our fingers, but it was enough for a small smile to creep over my face. The gravel path turned to sticks as we made it into the woods, “Im really sorry, Ans.”
“No. You don’t need to be sorry, okay?” She stopped walking and took both of my hands in hers. “I shouldn’t have yelled at you.” I pulled Annabeth into a hug, wrapping my arms around her neck.
“You know I didn’t mean what I said, right?” I choked out, crying lightly. “I know.”
“What am I supposed to do when we’re apart?” I took her face in my hands, I could see that tears were threatening to fall. Her hands rested loosely over my hips, her thumb drawing on my waist lightly. “I can always visit you…” she giggled out.
“You better visit me. And we can call every night.”
Annabeth took one of her hands away from my body, holding it up between us. “Promise?” I smiled at her and locked our pinky fingers together like we were little kids.
“Im gonna miss you, Ans.”
She smiled at me and pulled my hips against hers so our foreheads were touching. Her fingers traced my spine, leaving a warmth behind. I leaned up towards her, locking our lips together. Her lips were soft and sweet, just like her touch.
“I’ll miss you more, always.”
“Sure… but you know I’ll miss you the most.”
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cl0udsbl0g · 1 year
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The pretty encounter
3rd person pov
She closed her eyes but her heart was still thumping out of her chest the doc rushed into the room and checked "she lost too much blood her face have gotten pale take her to emergency room before its too late!! " the nurses rushed and took her half dead body to emergency room
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They all slept around her grabbing her hands or some sleeping on her lap, She slowly opened her eyes to see "what happened? "  they all woke up and looked at "Did anyone did anything to you?! Why did you- how did you lost this much blood?! " katsuki asked y/n cupping her face she began to sob slowly tears rolling down her face, everyone became worried they gave her time to ans it and so she did " it was my family.... " everyone looked at her with sadness and questions on their face "honey, finish it say what happened, who did you what!? " kiri asked her slightly loud, she kinda flinched " kiri calm tf down" katsuki spoke in a low voice, everyone looked at y/n  "i was mentally torchered by my parents and the family and it led me to cut myself and bleed the pain away… looks down crying” they were all shocked and y/n went inside the covers and started sobbing softly until kiri grabbed her arm and took her into a warm hug " look at me baby shark she looks you are with us now, noone can hurt you noone hugs her even tighter you are safe with me now baby, you can come to me these arms are always open for you no matter what situation we are in, look at me she looks, eyes filled with tears i love you okay? and noone can hurt you not now not ever, we are here for you-" they all comforted her and keeps reminding her how much they love her, she soon enough felt safe and slept
in the morning
eijiro: heyy pebble good morning
y/n: g-good morning
izuku: aha what’s with that weird nickname
eijiro: it’s not that bad is it pebble~
y/n: um well-
shoto: you guys expected her to act normal after we literally kidnapped her yesterday ahaha
izuku: oh right, dol- puppy you don’t need to be afraid of us we kidnapped you for your own safety and i promise i’ll keep you safer than ever i promise love
y/n walked back to her room without responding back
katsuki: i’ll go talk to her katsuki walked behind her just to see she was having a breakdown, he rushed back in the room to update the others , all of them grew worried and rushed to y/n. “y/n? luv? are you okay my love” asked shoto, “i’m more than just fine don’t worry” y/n replied with a smile yet crying state which made everyone a little less concerned “these are just happy tears because i never thought i could ever have someone like u and just the thought of u guys returning back to me made me so much happy im glad im very thankful, thank you” y/n chimed, “oh my dear, u made us all worried for a moment come here luv get a hug” katsuki opened his arms for her to get in.
y/n pov
he asked me for a hug and that’s everything i would ever want, his love for me is more than enough for me i would fight on the world rather see them sad i’ve loved them since the beginning i’m very thankful for these people i don’t know what i did for me to be treated this well i wish we met a bit earlier so incould give them everything i still can but idk i feel like i don’t deserve this but i know they won’t like it when i get these bad thoughts i’m gonna talk about this with them later- “are u okay whatca thinking ~” katsuki broke into my thoughts, he was so close to my face i felt my cheeks burning a bit but i shrugged it off saying just a little tired
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pictures-of-wilbur · 1 year
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you don't have to post this but I figured you would find this funny.
im a system. i just had like a whole hour long conversation with our wilbur factive about how much he wants to dom ben shapiro. not because he's sexually attracted to him but because "for the money" (assuming he's getting paid ???) and "because it would be funny"
like just a whole tired about.how he could fix him or something ans like. At one point "I want to fuck him so hard he's left wanting more" and like. "I want him questioning his sexuality" was said. i feel like im going insane. "I could make him a liberal."
but he's not gay.and he's not sexually attracted to ben shapiro.
there was also a whole sidebar about how he would Absolutely be sexually attracted to ben shapiro if he was a trans woman. <-????? (has context its just slightly personal but still ???????)
and then a whole like. "I would say 'Let's say for the sake of argument' and he would be already creaming himself."
i feel like i am in the mirror dimension.
I love getting system asks actually. We r the funniest motherfuckers on earth. Many do not realize the untapped comedic potential of having multiple guys in one body holds.
Anyways this made me giggle n shit thank you :)
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what-if-nct · 9 months
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yooo i have been dead all summer and not really doing anything for wayyy too long but the thing that brings me back to tumblr was a dream i had last night which was all over the place but basically i was a freshman in high school again and haechan was this one classmate i had that was sooo damn annoying but he followed me around to all my classes and literally everywhere? like even my closet at home (probably a gay euphemism from my mind lmao) and i had to take the act again so i got really stressed so i went to a classroom where my friend told me "the hugger" was (apparently there was an official position where someone was just paid to hug stressed people) ane there was johnny?? but completely purple and weirdly skinny and tall and he hugged me and then i woke up :(( johnny hugs sound wayyy too good for me not to have them 😭 now im slightly sad because i want to hug johnny and i cant 😭😭 what the fuck is my brain even trying to get at with this 😭 anyways joyce!!! how are you!! how's life going for you?? sending lots of love💞💞💞
Hii! Good to hear from you! And that sounds so much like Haechan, clingy and annoying. You're his new Renjun. Alien Johnny being paid to give out hugs is also pretty on brand for him. Him using the alien filter is forever in my brain. He's just a goofy little guy. And I've been doing fine. I'm not sure if I want to see the Barbie movie in theater again or wait till I can just rent it from Amazon or YouTube. But then I remember how uncomfy the seats were. I fell like if my friends and I spread out more it would have been better cause I just wanted to sit criss cross applesauce so badly cause of how uncomfy the seats were. Since it was my birthday we planned to get a treat after, I didn't even want something sweet I just wanted a Popeyes biscuit for some reason. But we were all too tired. After saying all of that I think I'm just gonna wait to rent it. I liked the movie I just wish the end was different and it focused more on Barbie's journey through self discovery. I think Ken's part could have been nixed or different like him just being a supportive bumbling but sweet himbo boyfriend. I know there was a message I just wanted more Barbie. Though I found out from the barbie movie Instagram. Me and Stereotypical Barbie both have Leo Sun and Pisces Moon. And Ken is a Pisces and Hyunjin is a Pisces. But I would let Hyunjin live in my dream house. We can even share a bed like Midge and Allan does. I send you so much love and happiness🩷🩷🩷
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dale-b-cooper-fbi · 1 year
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Special Agent Dale Cooper here, lover of coffee and cherry pie.
I am constantly plagued by very vivid dreams.
Currently residing in the small woodsy town of Twin Peaks! It's full of lush green trees, and home a lovely diner home to some damn fine coffee and cherry pie.
Happily working on a few cases here in Twin Peaks, with the local Sheriff Harry Truman.
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⚠️!This is a twin peaks RP blog, and Ask Blog!⚠️
18+ just due to occasional things, unreality, murder, and overall Twin Peaks things.
This is also a sideblog I apologize, I cannot follow you back on here.
🌟*about blog runner/owner below and any issues with hiatus and more*🌟
Hey! Michael here, I put a little divider aince I didn't wanna bug eveyone too much with adding a personal note for thus blog.
Some facts or things you should know about me:
Im Michael! This is a side blog, and I try to keep it up and running almost daily.
I do misspell things and often don't notice them ever if at all, ans when I do it's too late, I apologize for this(spellchecke my beloved)...
I'm only 19! I'll be 20 soon, but keep that in mind when sending any "Risky" ask, but it's dale cooper, I hope no one is horny for him...least not here please.
I've been suffering heath issues for 3 years now. We don't know what it is, but it gets worse with weather changes, and lots of activity.
Example: It hurricanes and stormes in my area a lot, so the rain and build up to said storm I'll be in agony and unable to be awake for long. Mix of sever lethargicness, and taking meds that make me sleepy.
Another is: if I walk around or do too much or a lot, I'll limp and be in a lot of pain, so I won't want to really play on my phone, which is how I answer ask/make post.
Third note of pain: I am FtM, suffering from horrible horrible cycles. All this means is sometimes ill be more lethargic, the issue her ebeing they are irregular, and even then I just get into a lot of pain, and really funky feeling when they hit...
So I suffer pain, a lot, and I can't help it sadly, but try to answer all my asks in a day, and make least 3 Diane entries.
Do I slightly self project onto Cooper? Yes, 100%....but I also feel FBI work, and well his life and the black lodge, and whatever supernatural things he's faced has left a toll on him, and also he's older and people tend to get mild joint issues when their older, even if they're active and healthy.
(I also severely very very much self project onto Sam Stanley but that's for my fics not a rp blog or anything.)
You can ask all sorts of questions tho. Again, all twin peaks related, send one to me and ask about me or how I started this, just all sorts I don't mind!!!
That's all! I'm Michael, ftm, Chronic pain and always tired, this is a side blog, send in your asks and remember eveyone!
Stay groovy, stay kind, and remember to simply vibe with life!!
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dsksjshaoibskkahb · 7 months
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sitting in my mothers kitchen, shirt staind and snacking on pretzeps beside her. i am seven years old. my shirt and pants are big, and im tired and not really concious anymore. she is seen shaking jer head in dissapointmemt. already the shadow of my brother.
i do not know what dissasociation feels like. i am in my body but looking on as if it was fading away from me. low droning noise. i am sevrn snd i am 18 and i am 30, happy, far away. wishing that i didnt come with all these defaults that separate me from my brother.
i am seven but already i am loved, just not loved the same as my brother. quiet babysitter. rain. silence. i am at peace. my mother thinks i do not know how she is dissapointed in me.
the lesser brother. the sister. the rooms i was never alloaed to be in. a cold, soft bubble of the creek behind us, the pleasent rush of a waterfall behind. cold, cold river. the air is brisk. the house is red. crisp fall leaves on old, woody walking trails. through fields, through woods, over bridges. i am seven. i am seven.
i am ceying. my mother is cryinf. she thinks she failed me. i know she hates me. she hates ans is sick of who i am. she cries when she thinks im not looking. when she thinks shes out of earshot. she hates me. my dad calls. he spesks to me lile im a startled animal. or a dying friend he lost touch with.
ultimately what i want in a girlfriend or a wife. someone who i can trust to be 7 around. someone who can ocassionally put up caring for me like a toddler once every month or two. even less. someone who lets me quietly follow her around, someone ewho opens juice cups for me, someone who lulls me to sleep at night. but who can also still can find romantic interest in me.
i know that this is a tall order. a burden. we wouldnt have to partske in this child thing all the time. omce a monthr. or five. everh other hear. ill takr whatever i csn get.
i am 8. new jersey parks. it is just past the end of summer, wtih nippy cold days in between slightly less chilly weather. pleasant fall. colourful leaves on the ground. cold enough i almost dread the ice cream truck that runs through. new jersey is cold. i miss being 6, walking the dog with my uncle and my brother. watching them talk in silence, though i ocadsionally talk to the dog. i am freezing, hands and fsce numb. i mjss the old paths we used to take.
i need a cat. i need a dog. i need a woodburning fireplace. big windoed snd calm silence. the river. pumpkins on the doorstep. crying again. last few trips to stories before it closed for thr winter. all anyone expects me to do is folllow. i just want to follow.
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ranhaitanisgf · 3 years
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idk really if your requests are open- bUT CAN I REQUEST CHIFUYU WITH A GIRLFRIEND ANS EVENTUALLY FIGURE OUT SHWS FROM ANOTJERBGANGG?????
❝ by your side ❞ chifuyu matsuno x reader
[𖤐] THANK YOU FOR THIS REQUEST AND IGNORE HOW IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO FORMAT THESE MF POSTS ;; and (g/n) means gang name btw because i couldn’t think of another gang without it making the plot kinda messy OOPS
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a low sigh escaped your lips as you slurped on the last of your milkshake, your head in your hand as you tried to think of a way out of your dilemma. 
you had known when you first started getting closer with chifuyu that he was a part of the tokyo manji gang, and it wasn’t exactly a big deal to you. he had seemed really nervous that you would want to distance yourself from him, since from his perspective, you were somebody who got decent grades in their classes and was a part of the newspaper club. 
you felt horrible for not telling him that you were also a part of (g/n) before you started dating, but it felt like it was too late to tell him now. what if he got mad at you for deceiving him and broke up with you? it would be a valid reason, but the thought still hurt your heart. 
“guhh...my brain is too fried to think of a solution…” you ordered another milkshake, unconsciously furrowing your eyebrows as you thought of different scenarios of chifuyu breaking up with you. the next milkshake arrived, marking your sixth milkshake since you had started thinking about this. 
“(y/n)?” looking up, you almost knocked over your glass at the familiar face. 
“oh! uh, chifuyu, what’re you doing here?” you hoped that he didn’t notice anything off about you; you were definitely not ready to tell him yet. 
“i met up with takemitchy earlier, so i came here to get something to eat-” he leaned down, taking a sip of your milkshake, “-and found you here instead.” the smile he sent your way instantly shot your heart, and you had to resist the urge to just tell him everything. 
“oh, that’s nice!” chifuyu paused for a moment, raising an eyebrow at you before sitting across from you in the booth. if he had any concerns, he didn’t say them out loud, which you were grateful for. 
your eyes wandered off to the side, looking out a nearby window. it was starting to rain a little bit outside, and you couldn’t help but to think that it sort of matched your mood. the silence that hung over you and chifuyu felt odd; there was always a sort of comfortable atmosphere with him, so you weren’t sure why it had suddenly changed. 
were you ruining-?
“(y/n), is there something wrong?” you looked over to chifuyu, who had a concerned look on his face. it didn’t exactly take a rocket scientist to figure out that something was up with you; it was hard to hide your emotions when it came to him. 
“i’m alright, just tired is all. what did you do with takemichi?” he looked at you a little suspiciously, but he started to tell you about his time with takemichi anyways. 
“-he also made me third-wheel with him and hina-chan, which was kinda boring, so i’m glad i ran into you. i’m pretty sure that if-” his sentence got cut off by a small ping! noise from your phone. 
“oh, sorry about that, you don’t mind, do you?” he waved his hand at you, shaking his head. 
“take your time.” as soon as you saw the message on your home screen, you started to panic. 
kiji: where tf are u
“ah, actually, i have to go right now, my mom is asking me to help her out with something. i’m sorry chifuyu, can we do this another time?” he seemed slightly taken aback by it, but he just smiled and nodded. 
“yeah sure, i’ll swing by your place later. i wanted to drop something off for you anyways, so i’ll see you then!” you slid the rest of your milkshake over to him and left some cash on the table. 
“you want me to walk you home?” 
“um! no it’s alright, but thank you for asking! okay bye!” you left the scene quickly, cringing at your “cover-up”. you were so obvious; there was no way he didn’t know that something was up. 
there was no point in trying to think a lot about it now, since you had to hurry up to meet with kiji, (as well as some of the people in your division). 
when you arrived, you were glad that nobody really noticed it. kiji and the rest had acknowledged you and had greeted you, then moved on with whatever they were discussing. in all honesty, you just wanted to go home and scream into your pillow. 
good thing this decision has literally nothing to do with me…
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evening came a lot sooner than expected, leaving you with just yourself and your thoughts, in the same spot you had been in since you had arrived. everybody else had left a couple minutes ago, and it felt like you could finally get some peace to try and actually think for once. the feeling of your head leaning back over the edge of the bench you were on made it feel like you were floating. 
feeling a flick on your forehead, your eyes flew open, muttering about your annoyance to who you assumed was kiji. to your horror, you saw the image of an upside down chifuyu, looking down at you from above. 
“c-chifuyu!? how long have you been here!?” you suddenly stood up, backing away a few steps from him. he sighs, his hands shoved inside of his pockets. 
“i’ve been here for a while.” you’re not even sure what to say to him, so you just look off to the side awkwardly, trying to come up with some sort of excuse that would buy you some more time. 
no, that’s not going to work… 
your mouth opened and closed a couple of times as you tried to figure out what to say. 
come on (y/n)!!
“uhh, so...surprise?” as soon as the words left your mouth, you internally started beating yourself up. 
what’s wrong with you!? he finds out you’re in another gang and all you can say is surprise!?
“ah...i mean, uh, i’m…” your brain was scrambled, trying to find words to put together in a sentence that was not completely idiotic and stupid. 
when you looked at him, there was a small smile on his face, although you could tell that he was relieved in some sort of way. 
“is this your big secret that you’ve been hiding (y/n)? you really had me worried, i thought that was something seriously wrong.” 
...huh?
he walked up to you and started pinching your cheeks, pulling them out with a somewhat annoyed face, (it was really cute though). 
“oww…”
“i thought that you were going to do something hard without asking for help! i thought that something bad had seriously happened! don’t worry me like that again, alright? just tell me whatever’s on your mind or what’s troubling you!” 
he let go of your cheeks, and instead just held your face between his hands. 
“hell, i could care less if you’re in another gang (y/n), i just...you need to be careful!! and, if you need help, just ask me, alright?” 
you couldn’t even get a word in while he was talking. relief had washed over you, and it felt like a burden had been lifted off your shoulders. 
“yeah...i’ll do that. definitely.” chifuyu’s face relaxed at your words, and he ruffled up your hair a bit, giving you a grin. 
“you can talk to me about anything, i promise i’ll believe you.” there was a certain seriousness behind his words that comforted you and made you really believe in him. it was probably dumb of you to think that he would break up with you about something like this, especially when he’s a part of toman itself. even so, his reassurance made you feel a lot better. 
“now c’mon!! i said i had something i needed to drop off at your house, right? i’ll walk you back.” you smiled a bit, linking your arm around his. 
“yeah…”
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it’s 2am when i’m writing this so please excuse any grammar mistakes jlkdfjgh -- probably gonna edit this later because i feel like it kinda sucks but oh well LMAO I TRIED 
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eeveedel · 3 years
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Oooo im so curious about what you would to fix harry's image?
Like I know what I would do to fix louis's but i struggle to think of where even to start with harry's sometimes
i hope u dont mind me asking!! theres no need for an ans if u'd rather not share im just curious lol
hope ur days good! :)
okay so last week I posted that I have general idea of what I think Harry's image needs right now and I literally had such a hard/annoying week at work I am just now getting to answering this question BUT here are my (slightly mean because I'm tired and hungry) ideas (keep in mind I'm not a PR expert, or someone in the music industry, I'm literally not an expert in anything I'm talking about I'm just TIRED okay):
1) Sort out the tour shit. Either cancel it flat out and refund everyone, or say "hey. we don't know when the tour is going to happen. we don't know who the opening acts are. we're not sure of anything. you can keep your tickets or refund them, it's up to you, but we do not know what's going on." be honest. be transparent.
2) Do a charity livestream show. I have no idea why he has not done this before. Do a fucking livestream. Give the fans something. Give to charity. Let people see you perform again, in a safe and affordable environment.
3) Get rid of TPWK. Throw it out. This is maybe a hot take or whatever, but I think the TPWK motto is hurting Harry more than it's helping. Literally the people that use it most just use it as justification to be mean/squash criticism. Also, people are sick of the wishy washy activism that TPWK embodies. Monetizing it is worse. Let the song be the end of TPWK. come up with something else.
4) Post more on social media. Let it be authentic. I don't care if an assistant does it, I don't care if it's basic. Post pictures of your morning coffee, pictures of your closet, pictures of your bathtub. Post a dumb tweet like "just ordered Indian food :)" Hell, if we're being really creative, post a little video of you singing your favorite Fleetwood Mac song while you do the dishes. I don't care. Make me see Harry Styles TM as a person.
5) Do some more honest interviews. Choose some interviewers/platforms you feel comfortable with, and talk honestly about music, your mental health, what it's like to have been famous for almost half your life. I would rather have a couple real interviews than a bunch of wishy washy print bullshit.
6) Stop acting. Literally just...stop it. For a year. I'm tired. Both of his recent projects are PR disasters. He has to stop.
7) Cut off the stunt. This is obvious. I'm tired.
8) Disappear. Literally just get out of the public eye. Make us miss you. Make us curious. Figure your shit out. Create. Come back better and more honest. Make me feel like I'm a fan of a person. Because whoever I'm a fan of right now, I don't think I like him anymore
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taechaos · 3 years
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I was totally not stalking your blog :D, and caem across this drabble of the notebook were Oc is insecure about her body ans how jk would react, and it was so ummm good?, amazing?, fantastic? and now im kinda wondering how that same situation would go but with Tae from the idea series, only if it is okay
oh thank you so much :DD ALSO I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED BC THIS IS RLY EXCITING 😫😫 love me a stalker tho
ps not proofread cuz its 5 am lOLLoL
Nights are dreadful. You've been having trouble sleeping for some time now, each day going to sleep a little later than the day before, and normally you'd be worried about your sleep schedule for when you eventually go off to college, but you're not. You dread the night because not only do you toss and turn until the sun rises, but because of the overthinking that comes with.
Your hormones are toying with you, from the self-deprecating thoughts to breaking out. If the blemishes and the scars aren't enough, you feel heavier. Normally, you wouldn't care so much for these factors because it's the cycle of life and mother nature, and usually there's no one around to judge you; but Taehyung is in your bed every night, and he sees you every day.
Now, you didn't use to care so much about Taehyung's thoughts about your appearance because he's your step-brother. That was until you began harboring some feelings for him due to a few turn of events, and well, now you're insecure and care about what he thinks. And he's around you all the time, so he's destined to judge you at some point.
These thoughts, along with the fact that you don't like yourself so much right now, are not helping. They're haunting, if anything, and you turn on your side in the dead of the night with Taehyung sleeping on the other end of the bed.
At least you thought he was until he smacked your hip over the blanket with a grumble. "Stop fucking moving, damn." He doesn't sound like he just woke up, instead his tone is alert and slightly irritated. Nights with you have been disastrous because he can't cuddle you from how many times you switch positions and the way you refuse affection. He's stopped himself from slapping you multiple times for whacking his hand away or your witty remarks. Such a bitch.
"Go to your own room then," you huff in a hushed voice and roll your eyes. Your back no longer faces him when he pulls on your shoulder, prompting you to look up at him with crossed arms. He's not impressed with his empty gaze; clearly tired after a busy day and still up at 4 AM. He props his elbow to lean his cheek on his fist.
"Are you afraid I'm going to fuck you in your sleep or something? That was a one time thing– okay, maybe more than once," he rolls his eyes when you look at him sarcastically with high brows and low lids, "but it's not like I'll do it again! I respect women and consent and all that good stuff now, so with this reassurance, let's fucking sleep already." He taps your cheek before throwing his arm over your chest and snuggling his face into your shoulder, his figure practically covering half of you. You don't move as he blows out a deep breath through his nose, clearly relaxed while you still have your eyes open.
A moment of silence passes, and Taehyung whose sense of time is greatly flawed, peeks an eye open to see if you're asleep after twenty seconds of waiting. "Are you awake?"
"No, Tae, I sleep with my eyes open," you spit and he immediately flicks your forehead with his finger. You whine at the sting. The sibling energy irks you when you think about his impact on your sleep schedule, and so on...
"No wonder you always look like a zombie nowadays," he sighs with a shake of his head before joking, "Ugly."
The only sensible reason as to why tears well up in your eyes instantly is that your period is approaching. That must be it, you convince yourself and purse your lips to stop the gradual trembling. It simply isn't the best time to joke about your appearance, because lately your heart intends to take everything so seriously. You hate your current sensitivity, but you can't exactly lower it on a scale.
So you just hold it in.
Taehyung waits for a response for a whole minute before squinting at your side profile. He can see another layer building up on your eye, and he holds himself up by his palm to get a closer look. "Are you good?"
When someone tries really hard to hold back tears, it's so easy for them to break down just by hearing the question: "Are you okay?" Taehyung isn't so empathetic in his approach, but the result is the same when you blink. It's 4 AM for God's sake, people play truth or dare after midnight for a reason. It feels just so intimate at this time, and you can't help the one sob that slips past your lips.
Your step-brother stares wide-eyed at you before bursting out in laughter. "Oh my God, don't tell me you're crying because I called you ugly?"
"Shut up," you demand with a wavering voice. Not the best time to be mocked either.
"Princess, I was kidding," he straddles you by sitting on your thighs to lean down, hands palming your flushed cheeks as he chuckles. "You cry so easily."
Taehyung is arguably either the worst or the best consolation by how he makes your sadness feel so out of place; stupid and worthless.
"I know I look like shit, okay?" you hiccup and slap his hands away to wipe your tears. "You don't have to be around me all the time if you find me so ugly. You know I'm insecure. Wh-why would you say that?"
He clicks his tongue and brushes away the hair strands sticking to your face. "Because I didn't know you'd be so offended by it. Princess, take a joke; I was just commenting on your eyebags. You look like a fucking raccoon."
Your cries get a little more heartwretching when you struggle to breathe over your hiccups and sobs. "You're so mean!" you cover the top of your face in shame. "Do you enjoy watching me cr-cry?"
"Kind of," he scratches the back of his head with a sheepish grin. Your sudden temporary silence makes him sweatdrop and avoid eye contact. "Okay, listen, no, I just don't feel bad about it. I mean I would be mad if someone else made you cry, but you're crying over a joke–"
"Just leave," you cut in with a sniffle. You stare at the ceiling as your lips fall into a hard line. Though you know you'll change your mind later, right now he's more toxic than you can bear. Every word he says cuts deep. "You're making it all worse."
"Okay, wait," he holds up his hand with a sigh. "Tell me what you're insecure about. Your body? I'm the only one who'll ever see it, so who gives a–"
"You called me ugly."
"You are gorgeous, okay?" he emphasizes each word and closes in on your face. "There is nothing I don't love about you. Ugh," he shivers, "didn't mean to sound romantic."
You're growing sleepy as the aftermaths of your breakdown, and you can only muster a chuckle at his genuine distress.
"Well, I already started, so I'll go full simp mode, your body is a temple, queen. Scratch that, you're my fucking goddess. I want to worship you, but someone's been too busy crying and staying up to notice my sexual frustration for the past week."
A laugh escapes you at his antics that you only get a glimpse of every now and then. You know he doesn't know how to comfort you or take care of you when you cry, but his humor works in his favor.
"By the way, I can't believe you didn't let me touch you," he scoffs. "I was going to start doing it in your sleep again, but you wouldn't even do that! Then you go around, bitching and whining about being ugly like a stupid girl."
"Stupid? I–"
He cuts you off by pressing his index finger on your lips. "Don't talk. You're pretty and sexy, especially when you cry. Let me do the thinking for you, stupid girl. Do one thing right and go to sleep, I'll take care of the rest."
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zuffer-weird-girl · 4 years
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Would you be willing to write a scenario about Kai's s/o going in to labor and the delivery? Maybe just Kaito?
Lets give plague doctor more heart attacks :D
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Honestly? You deserved at minimun a pat on your back, because carrying a child is not easy... and aparently carrying a Chisaki inside you was equal to hell.
Deadly cramps, torturous nauseas and dear lord even comenting the word 'peas' left you wanting to pull all of your stomach out.... all of this for exactly seven months and a half already.
The baby was surely a fighter. His kicks were dead ass strong and ever time it was a bad one, you would wince in pain while supporting yourself on somewhere.
This baby was going to knock you out at some point...
Ever time Kai notice that this was happening he would place his entire gloved and scold his unborn child.
'Not even in here and are already causing trouble brat? Be good to your mother or we might have trouble.'
It was always in that same no emotions present tone of voice of his but you could see the genuine adoration in those usual cold golden eyes.
Although today you were feeling quite... normal.
No deadly kicks, neither the urge to puke ans surprisingly your feets weren't sore!
What a great day!
You got up from your chair to grab something to eat as you carresed slightly your belly on the way.
Although when you were already half the hall you started to feel dizzy and had to support yourself omwith one hand on the wall.
"Woah not looking great there miss. You good?" You heard Mimic's voice but when you looked down you just saw a black blur.
"Y-Yeah..." you took a shaky step "I guess."
"You guess?" Mimic spoke in sarcasm while Chrono coincidentally entered. Irinaka pointed to you for Kurono to see as he also made a slightly concerned face.
Before the man could ask what was going on, you felt as if a hammer had hit you in the gut while you howled in pain, no longer holding back the discomfort or the recent, unbearable pain.
Chrono and Mimic were immediately on your side when you almost fell to the ground. In your mind passes a thought that scared you to no ends and just to confirm you lowered your hand lower to push it back to see that your terrors were true.
Blood and other fluid... your water bag broke... The baby was coming earlier.
You let out a bloody scream at seing this and another joilt of pain came into you.
"ShIT ShE'S DyInG?!"
"Of course fucking not Irinaka! Shut up!" Chrono went to lend you a shoulder but you stopped him.
"K-Kurono... P-Please... K-Kai.. H-Here." You said between breaths, trying to stal calm since you knew this was going to stress the fuck out of everyone... especially Chisaki.
Hari didn't even objected and ran looking for Chisaki as Irinaka came back into his human form to at least see if it helps.
"Breath chick, you're a fucking fighter to carry that little shit."
"MIMIC!" you shouted and the man apologized at seing the anger in your eyes.
~
Chisaki was currently looking at the medicals exams of his unborn son along with the first ultrasound picture. The boy was going to be here soon and after a very long time he felt anxious.
He flinched at the way the door of his office hitted the wall as Chrono shouted his name.
"What the hell Chrono? Lost your manners?" He said darkly while placing the documents inside of his drawer.
"(Y/N)." He said while pointing at your direction "She's bleeding."
In one blink of Kurono's eyes Chisaki was already running through the house while placing his mask up.
Shit. What had happened?! Were you okay?!
"Angel." He called, ignoring his horror at seing the state you were in, and kneeled on the floor.
"Baby... coming." You breath out while jolting in pain again.
Damn those contractions
He cringed at your whines but ignored his own discomfort and scooped you up in his arms in bridal style as he shouted for a precept to clean ths mess as long for Chrono to get the fuck in the car.
Mimic swore he saw the walls trembling.
~
"Count to ten angel." He said monoustly but the way his hands tremble slightly and the hint of desperation in his eyes told everthing.
You screamed as the car suddenly roughly spun aside, the last drop of patience on your husband completely gone.
"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT CHRONO?!"
"IM SORRY BUT A GUY ALMOST HITTED THE FUCKING CAR AND COULD HAVE KILLED US YOU KNOW?!" Poor Hari was consumed by both you and Overhaul's desperation.
"Oh my god both oF YOU SHUT UP!" You shouted causing both of them to be completly silent all the ride to the hospital.
He was going to talk to you about that later, but maybe it was a understatement since you were giving birth at this point.
~
Kurono had to hold back Chisaki when a bunch of nurses just pulled you out of Kai's arms and a doctor told him to wait outside.
His wife was giving birth to his soon son and he was supposed to wait OUTSIDE YOU FILFH UNPROFESSIONAL BASTARD?!
When a nurse came to Chrono, asking for him to get out of the room since only it was allowed the father, he arched one eyebrow at her and pointed with his palm at a very furious Chisaki, silently saying 'Im the one keeping the beast calm, you sure about that?'.
The nurse just gave him a apologetic look before, with the nerves on their skin of talking to a dangerous man of the yakusa, calling Overhaul.
The way Chisaki looked at them could be described as murderous and if he had a laser vision quirk the poor nurse would be already dead on the spot.
"I-I'm sorry! But you can enter now." She bowed apologetically while indicating the door for Chisaki.
He didn't even acknowledge her as he entered the room abruptly, ignoring many looks of the doctors and just making a bee line at you.
Despite your eyebags and squirming in pain figurine, you still manage to look angelic... just incredible.
"Angel, it's almost over." He said monoustly, a mix of pain and relief at seing the way you opened your eyes.
"Kai..." you whispered while crying... your hand desperately hilding the bed sheets as you cried out...
"Dad hold her hand!" A male nurse suggested and you almost laughed if it wasn't for the torturous pain you were in.
Someone was trying to give others to Chisaki? Your Chisaki Kai? Great joke.
Chisaki narrowed his eyes at the man befofe cringing at seing you crying again... you were in so much pain but yet refused to just grab his hand because you knew him.
He suddenly left to a quick bathroom and picked a hand sanitizer and a handkerchief.... the scene was almost comic to the doctors and nurses. A soon to be father wipping his wife's hand before holding it onto his gloved one.
"You don't change do you?" You whispered while smilling at him, pure appreciation and love on your eyes as you looked into those beautiful golden ones that you had fallen with.
"Why should I?" He said monotonously but you could see the hints of a smile behind that black face mask of his.
His hand suddenly cracked at your strenght as you turned your head away from him to muffle your screams.
...ouch.
The doctors were surprised because they LISTENED to his hand cracking and he was just... there. He suddenly glared at them with pire hate as his words spilled from his kouth like venom.
"Bunch of incompetents, my wife is having a kid and you just stand there without doing nothing? Move and help her before I lose my pacience bunch of filfh." They flinched before returning to their activities whiel Kai scoffed 'sicks' under his breath.
Your screams had stopped and your grip on his hand released, putting the pieces together he looked up and saw a tiny creature on the arms of one nurse.
"You did it." He amused out loud while you only let out a sleep deprived 'yay' before closing your eyes as you tried to catch your breath.
He picked the handkerchief and wiped your forehead gently before looking down at you.
"You're sweaty..."
"No shit sherlock I just gave birth." You said between breaths and giggles receiving a pinch on your arm along with a scoff of his.
"W-Why isn't he crying?" You suddenly breath out.
Shit. Is true. He haven't heard his son cries. He looked uo already with anger before he saw the doctor bringing a white blanket and handing rubbing the face of your new born to you.
"See mommy? Your baby is fine." He felt butterflies forming inside his stomach at seing the little boy face in contact with yours... you smilling tiredly but still manage to open your eyes to look at your son.
"Kaito... is so nice to meet you.." you teared up at seing your baby for the first time... he had his father looks.
He punched his chest to prevent any hints of despicable tears fron falling from his eyes but it was really damn difficult... Luckily he managed to stay with his stoic face at least.
The moment though he saw you closing your eyes he internally panicked.
"Angel." He grabbed your face and shook slightly, checking your pulse with his other hand and sighing in relief at feeling your heartbeat on his fingers.
"She is just tired, will come back as soon as she recuperates... would you like to hold your son mister?"
He eyed the doctor in suspicion before choosing to only look at his son, eyes secretly telling how much he was willing to do for this little one already.
"Place him on the crib for now. I want my wife to see the scene, she wouldn't leave me alone after knowing that I holded my son without her seing it." He spoke crudely amd coldly at the doctor bit they didn't seemed to mind at first.
The doctor nodded in understatement before placing the kid carefilly down on the crib, right besides Kai as he sitted on the edge of the bed... holding your hand in his gloved ones.
He took a glance at his sleeping son and decided to just carres the tip of his thumb on the chubby cheek.
He swore the kid just smiled at the contact... a simple contact... but it was rather a nice feeling.
"I made this brat..." he mused out loud for himself before smirking down at his son and bringing your freahly washed head to rest on him instead of the pillows of the hospital.
"Welcome to this world... Chisaki Kaito."
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hazbinextgeneration · 3 years
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Into The Casino Ch8
A silence fell onto the three in the car. Those seemingly glowing red eyes calmly met her own worry filled purple ones. The fact that he was so calm in his reply was scary enough as it is but that's not what scared her most, it's the fact his answer was that nothing down there was free. Which meant he wanted something from her- He leaned forward slightly and held out a hand to her. "How about a story in exchange?" She stared back...Well, wasn't expecting that. He chuckled at the confusion on her face. "Oh come now. You can't blame me for being the tiniest bit curious, after all you only gave a small drabble to the entire tale?" "...E-Excatly what story?" She got a bad gut feeling at his laugh.
"Yours of course. I can't help but wonder how a pure little thing like you could possible anger a Goddess so much that you'd end up in a chaotic place like this." His smile widened as he saw the suspicious look on her face. "You can't blame me for asking. I have to know everything about the ones I employ, as an employer you should know that the ones I hire also reflect on my company." Her suspicious look faltered a bit. I mean, technically that was true. You wouldn't want to come back somewhere where you didn't like the people working there, and it didn't sound like he was anything but curious. Then again you could never know with things like this. Would something bad happen if she didn't say anything? Would it be unwise to say anything at all? Try to change the subject? Looking back to those blood red eyes, she decided to play It safe and go for something in the middle. "W-What's there to know?" She straightened up and attempted to brush it off like her death wasn't really anything important with a shrug. "My stupid consort killed the beloved pet of a God, he lost everything and I being the oh so engaged lady at the time got d-dragged into it all!" Whoops! Mistake one. Showing emotions. That last few words seemed to get some emotion into her. Because right now she was staring at the floor and it almost looked like she was about to cry. His brow rose and he hummed at the mixture of anger and sorrow in her features, well this was a surprise turn of events. Now wasn't it? It was interesting to see something other than just intimidation or fear on those little features. Don't get him wrong. It was glorious to see such traits he could mold to his use, but it would get tiring if he couldn't get some resistance out of her after all. Where would the fun be then or the glory? An easy win was nice but a rewarding one was much better satisfying.~ He calmly hummed and leaned back into his seat. A fake uninterest coming over him with a shrug. "Lots of lovers doom their spouses down here. It's a sad but common story amongst the crowd...but of course-" His eyes flashed an underlining tone. "Not many people can clam the tragity of the romantic tale gone wrong. Most go on with their new strengths gained from it." "I don't have anything like that." Mistake number two. Admitting you're weak in the presence of a stronger demon. She had just unintentionally admitted she wasn't very strong willed or at least didn't have much magic to begin with. Which was exactly what he was hoping she would say. Internally he smiled, but on the outside he gave a very convincing surprised look. To which cyber smiled and rolled her eyes at as she silently continued to watch play out. Oh Lou, such the actor. "On come now. Surely you must be mistaken. A thing like you must have some remarkable talent if you survived this long down here." Without looking up she just shrugged and leaned back into the seat. "Not really. All I can do is teleport and explode when Im scared enough, not like it's even useful." His smile slowly returned. "But...It has killed before? Right?" She shrugged again. "Only a few times, haven't been out long enough to keep count." Mistake number three. She had unintentionally made herself the target of another demon's sights. Whether or not dangerous doesn't matter. His smile came back in full swing. OH! What a naïve little delight this was, and WHAT a convenience for him. He would have to remember to thank whatever good luck sent this opportunity his way because this was more delicious than any drug he could possibly eat! Cyber must've been reading his thoughts because she smiled along with the obvious thought plastered all over his face. POWER!! He could gain control over the entire neighborhood with this new tool by his side, all those angry faces of the ones who dared to ever threaten him, turning into ones of fear. Begging for mercy before they would be forever be turned into piles of DUST!! "Lou?" His attention was snapped back to the smaller demon next to him who was nudging him in his side. Cyber nodded her head towards the open car door and he realized they had stopped driving. "We're home." ******************************************************************************* Music blared about around the club and idiots danced and partied to it. He never really did like the whole setting of drunken morons dancing or the flashy lights, or the shady looking people in the corner who would stop and stare you down if you even looked like if you were eaves dropping on your conversations. But the pay was good and his husband worked here. So in some ways the pros outweighed the cons in his opinion, but being Rita's little errand runner all the time definitely wasn't what he signed up for when he agreed to this whole manager position. And he also ran into his most hated person in hell so now that made his day a million times worse. They carried the bags through the tight nit crowd and towards the employee's only door behind the bar. The door was pushed open and the two made their way in. "It's about time you two showed up. What took you so long?" "Shut up, Jasper! I had enough of today as it is." He growled to the lazy demon laying on the lounge's couch and headed towards the table in the corner. Throwing the bags onto it and heading to the employee's fridge above it. His partner being more cool headed watched with a raised brow as Charles helped himself to the canned ice tea in the back. At least he wouldn't have to worry about him getting drunk and angry today. "What crawled up your skull and died this time?" "Can it, Jasper. He's not in the mood." The demon mumbled 'When is he ever' but sank back down into the couch, rolling his eyes, he glanced back to Charles who was downing one of the tea cans. "Babe. Take it easy on those. Last time you spit some out of your eye socket." The can was slammed back to the table and the ghost skeleton slumped onto the table. "I can't help it. You know what I think about him. I don't care what Rita says, Im going to kill him one of these days." He rolled his eyes and sighed. "Him who? He paused and looked around. Ans smiled. "Well speak of the demoness. Hiya Bosslady." The small lady standing there gave them both a raised brow and he shrugged and leaned back onto the table. "Got your stuff. Don't mind the 'extra baggage' we brought along." Rita smiled amused at him and sashayed her way over to his side, grabbing one of the bags as she did and bringing it down to peer inside. "I trust there wasn't any trouble?" "No." "Yes!" She peered back up at Charles with a questioning look and he gave a small growl. "Horrible wilted leaf." "Oh, it's just Lou again." She tutted and looked back to the bag in her grip. Honestly Charles could be such a drama queen about the whole thing. Even just mentioning the plant demon around him was enough to- excuse the term- rattle his bones for the rest of the week. Which happened fairly often if she wasn't mistaken. "Don't you have anything better to do with your time than just mope on him?" "She's right. Cheer up, Baby." He gave the skeleton a playful shove which earned him an annoyed glare. "Oh come on.~ Don't be like that. Could be worse. You could've ended up with a furry fetish like plant boy." That one earned him a couple chuckles from his husband finally, making him smile wider. "See! I knew you could do it." "Furry fetish?" Rita gave him a questioning look before chuckling and pulling one of the more expensive looking clothes out of her bag. "So he finally convinced...oh what's her name- Midnight to fall for him. Heh. Ever persistant." "No actually...Well I don't know, but that's not what I was talking about." Rita giving him a 'What do you mean' look made him shrug before continuing. "Looks like he got a new toy ta mess with. Don't know what he's gonna do this time though. Mostly horse around. hehe." "Really?" Interest peeked in her voice. Well of course this wasn't any of her business, the opportunity to snoop around and get a leg up on her frenemy-.....rival was always too good to pass up. Besides, it was always fun to tease him and get under his skin given the chance. A smile curled on her lips. "Oh. Well he wanted an answer from me anyways. Maybe it's time I do a little wellness check on his place." "Are you sure it's just not to see the lovebug-" "SHUT UP, JASPER!!"
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