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critifull · 8 months
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Saw the heading on my page so I made this. . here's amy also
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zacksephreunion · 2 years
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Hey. I'm not sure if I've said this already or not, but I just want to thank you for all your comments on like literally every chapter of my fics. It means a lot to me. 💙💙💙
Pshhh there's no need to thank me gah (but thanks bc I constantly worry im being annoyingly repetitive), i just sometimes love a thing so much that i have to ramble in the comments because its my equivalent of shaking the creator by the shoulders 😭😅
Also zackseph as a rarepair (baffling as that is lol) needs more content so its the least i can do to thank yall (when im lucid enough to do so oof)
Also! I manage to write maybe 100 words of fic per year so I literally have to scream (commend) y'all for churning out such amazing content, yall are literally invaluable. My brain literally can't comprehend how you and your stories exist, fr, they're SO PERFECT DUDEEE 😭🥲🥲🥲🥺🥺🥺 you get itttt 😩😩😩
also everyone go read @ryvian's stuff, it's literally the best 🙏🏽
sorry for the spammy reply, its 1am as fuckin always and im loopy 😁
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Lmfao went on that acc n the way they were talkin mad shit with their friend like yall thought....I was mad? You had to make a sub post n cry with ur friend about how I'm crazy cause I said it's weird to romanticize wealth like okay love...hope u realize you'll never be wealthy n u can learn that striving for that is delusional.
Like its funny how dumb ppl r bc if we all fuckin realized this then we'd actually all have a better quality of life but no I guess they dont care about anyone but themselves lol.
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g-xix · 3 months
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🔞Eating Out Headcanons | Beta Squad
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Niko -This man's stubble would graze your thighs and have your flesh BURNING with each step and rub of your thighs the next day -Long ass fingers always working where his mouth isn't, ensuring that he hits every spot imaginable -I think he's a bit of a tease asw- gets you to the edge before pulling away with a sick grin right before you get a release -Bro's nose is so attractive in a weird way, and I feel like it'd nudge against your clit whilst his tongue works which would have knots forming in your stomach and make your head SPIN
George -Ohmyfucking GOD he's so fine and im SICK of ppl not noticing this -My tall lanky, rings n glasses wearing bf frfr -Has you sat on his face OFC -Loves all that pressure and the feeling of your thighs squeezing the fucking life out of his head as though you're tryna crush it -Just like Niko, his beard leaves your inner thighs feeling RAAWWW the next day the way he's so enthusiastic w eating you out -Sloppy with it too, mixes his spit n ur arousal all the same, making such sinfully pornographic noises that'll have your goofy lil head SPINNING at the mere thought of it -And when you've come undone all over his tongue and his arms are the only thing keeping your body upright? -He looks up at you with blown out pupils and a devious grin, glistening lips from your arousal looking so ungodlily corrupted you consider pushing his head back between your thighs again
Chunkz -It's so weird but I just CANNAE imagine Chunkz acc giving head 😭 -100% more receiver than giver vibes -And he's handsy with it, yk? Hand on the back of your head, running through your hair and getting through all those knots before wrapping his hand around the base of your skull and guiding your movements on his cock
AJ Shabeel -AJE AJE AJE! My no1 bf is an absolute DEMON when it comes to head  -It's like he's genuinely racing to have you cum - lapping up and sucking on your clit with no mercy, literally sending you barrelling towards orgasm -And my word he doesn't even stop after that. -Will litr lick your cum back off your thighs and pussy and have you an overstimulated, shaking MESS as he does it -And then has the NERVE to ask to go for another round?  -Such a little cretin, loves looking up with that smirk and seeing how much of an uncontrollably moaning wreck you are when he's using his mouth
King Kenny -I feel like bro would try a MAD position with it... Like, have your back resting against the bed frame of smth - but he's holding you up by your thighs so that you're literally suspended in air? -Leaves hickeys on your thighs bc he just loves the look of them against your skin n knowing that only he can see them... -I just KNOW he's got a long tongue too, like, he's hitting spots that have you legs shaking so that you're literally convulsing in his arms, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you barrel towards that orgasm -And I just know he'd be an aftercare king, esp after putting you through a HARD orgasm
Sharkyyyy -Oh my God of course he'd have Frank Ocean playing in the background and blue or purple or red coloured lights whilst he's giving head -Has you lying back in bed and is soooo intimate-romantic with it... -Like, he's pressing kisses onto your thighs and gently caressing n massaging your quads n muscles... -Sounds sooo dumb cocky when he's giving head too, bc he'll go from sucking your clit and licking you up to asking "That good, yeah?" and "You gonna be loud for me?" - those dumb littel questions that have you whining and being somehow even louder when he's got his head between your thighs
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tbgkaru-woh · 9 days
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hi hi hi!!! since last time u asked for hcs or ideas, and i couldn't come up with any in the moment, I AM HERE TO SHARE (mine) AND ASK UR OPINIONS ON XIANXUAN (WWX X JZX) NOW... 😩
dont even get me started, personally for me, its HARD TO NOT ship two men who have punched each other for at least once in their life. AND WHEN THEY BOTH ACTUALLY HV CONSIDERATION FOR EO DEEP DOWN LIKE from hating each other's guts to punching each other's face to competing to an extent (over one girl literally) to actually having no hard feelings for each other to having consideration deep down for each other to believing in each other (to love the girl genuinely) to wwx accidentally and unintentionally killing jzx to mourning over his death and blaming himself for all of it to living again and taking care of his child...😩 i...ok half of the grief came bcs of shijie but ONE CAN IMAGINE AAAAH.
im sorry for making this long, help. (honestly ure the first ever acc i have found shipping them in one of ur arts so i HAVE to rant omg)
i love their dynamic sm, somehow i want wwx to top jzx at any fucking cost. WHY ?! because he wanna prove he's better and better and BETTER than this fucking peacock and he wanna crush his attitude so bad like...and jzx just tryna keep up with him and this fucker is back with new tricks to put him where he belongs. then ends up putting him under himself. oMG. help. im crazy. bye.
SJSHSKSK MY GOD. looks like im gonna go on a brainrot.
They were some of the most obvious to me too only to find no one talking about them, I guess the whole WangXian tunnel-vision and Jin Zixuan not having a fandom will do that to a dynamic.
I just hoped in canon they'd have...more. I wanted to see their arc, I wanted them to fight side by side, wanted to see Zixuan defend Wei Wuxian in front of the gossipy pricks and his word mattering to them, wanted to see Wei Wuxian punch someone for Jin Zixuan, instead of punching him for Yanli.
Straight Zixuan is also extremely boring to me and him secretly crushing on the brothers, maybe even popping a boner while wwx gets REAL CLOSE to him during a fight and needing to leave RIGHT NOW... He'll be a good bridge between the two, he's quiet, arrogant and loyal to duty as Jiang Cheng is, but wwx is what he wished he could be like in certain aspects, not to say that with their constant teasing and play-fights, some truths will come out sooner rather than later.
And when it comes to smut I love to imagine that something that starts as a hate fuck with neither backing down but both their inexperience starts showing but unlike jzx who's more honestly embarrassed about it, wwx has this fake confidence and "need-to-take-cate-of" impulse that turn it into something a bit clumsy but respectful and with a genuine goal of the other enjoying it. Maybe wwx can keep it as their secret,as jzx parades himself around like the straight guy people think he is afterwards.
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kvtie444 · 4 months
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hey so little rant (sorry) but basically i’m like an extrovert right and i’m kinda that friend who’s always laughing and joking around and stuff so when convos get deep, ppl don’t rlly take me seriously if yk what i mean? like it’s not that i’m immature it’s just that ppl assume that coz i fuck around a lot ppl think i’m like carefree ig? sry idk if this is making sense
also like i used to get complimented on my looks a lot by like girls and stuff but honestly i was super insecure like i would dead ass look in the mirror and like cringe 💀 but at the same time i always had a girl be like ‘aww i wish i looked like u’ ‘ur so pretty i wish i had ur nose’ and it literally made me feel like shit and like coz ppl usually would think someone confident and outgoing wouldn’t be insecure like maybe an introvert but not a loud people person
so when i would express myself to ppl they would literally think i was being attention seeking and compliment fishing and ungrateful when i genuinely just sometimes didn’t like the way i looked and it hurt coz it was ppl close to me
anyway i guess it was a phase probably just some secondary school weird thing but now my issue is different 🥰
like there be girls out there telling me i’m pretty but the GUYS oml
‘she’s bad’ ‘ur leng’ ‘ur hot’
i just wanna be called pretty by a nice guy
he doesn’t have to be chris or matt or even attractive 😭
i genuinely don’t think i’ve ever had guy call me pretty or cute like pls 🤧
anyway rant over sorry for my shit punctuation skills and my complete lack of full stops
feel free to rant as much as u like ml, i used to be extroverted aswel but when no one took me serious when actual deep shit happened to me i became super reserved and held to myself, ts changed me sm.
ik how u feel tho, i had a glow up around 6th form and boys who used to bully me and ignore me (literally got called the ugly bsf) were now tryna chat to me and are in my dms now. it’s so shitty bc it feels like no guy acc wants to know you and just wants to fuck. i’ve litch gave up w boys
and aswell i think a lot of people can be so negative when you feel good about urself/ are actually succeeding if that makes sense - i had a rlly toxic friendship where if i would say smth like “these jeans r flattering” she’d have to criticize it back, like “they look too small for u, blah blah”
but no i could talk about being the “funny friend” for DAYSSSS.
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p1nk-syr1nge · 2 years
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Southern Remedies [PLATONIC](Engineer x Reader)
ok this is kinda a repost bc i was tryna make this a primary acc, so apologies
Engineer and Reader bonding. 
Idk literally just fatherlike engie bc i crave it… + we don't get enough father content of the mercs i think
also this is my first time posting a fic... my apologies if it's not super great, i just wanna practice...
A long hard day of battle. It was finally over, and Engie could finally rest and put his machines away. The clanking of the metal boxes hitting the shelf was rather loud, but never unsatisfying to him. Because then he knew it was done, and he could finally put his feet up for the day.
Though, the knocking on the door that led to his garage told him otherwise. Lifting his goggles to his forehead with a soft sigh, he left his current spot to go see whoever decided to interrupt his moment of tranquility. He was begging, in his mind, that it wasn’t Scout or Soldier, or at the very least a call for dinner. But no… they just had to disturb him, what could possibly be so impo-
Oh.
There you stood, slightly cupping your cheek with a sheepish, and embarrassed face. Blood leaked down your cheek as you tried to stop the bleeding with your hand. The red lined indents from Engineer’s goggles contorted into an expression of concern, worry, and confusion all at once.
Why were you bleeding? Why didn’t you get Medic? Were you ok? Though he said nothing, his hand rushed to your own to reveal the wound. It wasn’t terrible, but you only saw his eyebrows furrow deeper, deeper than you thought possible.
“Sorry, I just wanted to know if you had a first aid kit. Medic’s in a mood right now and I don’t really want to see him right now…” You tried to frantically explain, feeling more ridiculous with every second.
He only let out a sigh in response, with a soft “come on in”. He had grabbed a stool from his workbench and sat it in front of his own, pulling a first aid kit out from one of the drawers.
“Dear, I really think you should be more careful…” he gently scolded, patting your shoulder and walking you over to the stool. “That looks like a nasty cut, what’d ya even do?”
“Oh uh… last minute enemy spy thing, I guess.”
“Mm, those bastards will get ya. Just be glad it was a graze, ‘n didn’t go through your face.”
The visual image was unpleasant, to say the least, but he had a point. Had it been any worse, it probably would have cut right through your cheek.
Delicately, he dabbed away the blood with a dampened cloth. Absent-mindedly, he cleaned and patched you up almost without a word. There wasn’t much to say anyways. Yet, the kind gesture of him helping you made you feel particularly warm and fuzzy inside.
“Alright now, you’re all done. Just don’t scratch at the bandages, get it wet, y’know what to do already,” he said. He hauled you up after getting back on his feet, and led you both out of the garage after giving you a firm pat on the back. “You did great out there today, kid. I’m real proud.”
“Ah, thanks…” You mumbled, slightly embarrassed but not upset. You thanked him and left, after apologizing for “being a hassle”. He only chuckled and ruffled your hair.
Though the interaction felt short, it seemed so genuine. 
So homey.
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ssho197 · 9 months
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Modern au xiao brain rot rn can't even anymore.
my pfp and header won’t load in properly and idk why
i wrote this during school and in class so
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I would so kin a high school au xiao bc he’s smart asf but still super creative art-wise AND FUCKIGNFNJNKJD ATTRACTIVE ASF SJFLKKJVEK.
Anyways i think i used to have a list of all the senior subjects he would have but i “lost” the list so imma try to recreate it. Im pretty sure his list of subjects was literally almost the same as my subjects :skull: anyways i think it was, advanced english, advanced maths + extension 1 or 2 maths, sor cant remember how many units, visual arts, chemistry, biology or physics. PLS I CANT REMEMBERRRRRRR. HE WOULD SO LISTEN TO ODETARI. ODETARI XIAO SUPREMACY. Anyways he would not know how to talk to anyone for shi. Prolly acts super cool but either gets super flustered or cold if you were to help him with picking up smth, def DOES NOT get bullied bc hes so cool and way too attractive (also scary) for anyone to do anything mean to him. IM FUCKING TELLING YYOU. GIRLS WOULD DROOOLLLL OVER HIS ASS. (i wouod) AHEM AHEM AHEM. this whole paragraph is me on something. The only thing making it barely readable is google’s autocorrect. NOW THEYRE TELLING ME TO CAPITALISE THE G IN GOOGLE AW HELL NAW. IM HERE TRYNA TALK ABT XIAO. he probably tried to fail religion so he didn;t have to do it but then someone told him its mandatory and him failing RE affects his whole grade soo. Teahcers can’t decide whether to hate him or love him cuz he does the work quietly but he's a sassy little B-I-T-C-H. He also probs gets cautions and detentions bc of his shirt being out but prob rarely gets cautions bc he says to the teachers face that he looks better with it out and most teachers don't have the BALLS to tell him off or give him a caution. Probs only the same teachers giving him cautions anyways but theres always gonna be one girl in his class telling the teacher that xiao does look better with his shirt out. Now, would xiao play video games? Ngl probably not since hes like too busy doing his work. OMG HE SHOULD SKATE HE SHOULD SKATE. YES, OK SO. HE SKATES IN HIS FREETIME AND THATS WHY HES SUPER BEHIND ON SOCIAL MEDIA TRENDS. He does have an instagram but his pfp is still just the plain og grey one. He has no posts but he does post on his story sometimes. He follows you and definitely stalks your acc whenever he gets the chance. He looks through your acc THROUGHLY like he def examines everything, where you are, what you're eating, who your friends are and everything. he srsly doesnt have anything better to do with his time. Theres only so much work you can do before you go out to skate, then theres only so many cuts and scratches your body can take before you have to go home, and there are only so many posts on her instagram you can stalk :( I LOVE XIAO!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS MY FAVOURITE AND I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bro def got forced to go to the counsellor once, he hated it and was very aggressive the whole time but its ok bc hes pretty.
OMG IJOWRFBJKKJLNSFVLJSVKSJKJBSFSKFBBFKJ MAGINE LAWYER XIAO
I CANT EVEN ANYMORE RKLOJEFJKVBELSKLNKLSDKL JUST FUCING QDJFW [K J just imagine xiao in a suit and like lawyer xiao. But then i mean like, all lawyers are old and wrinkly and as old asf so idk if i could do that to my bb xiao
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moonjxsung · 3 months
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u guys piss me off, stop fucking copying other peoples work and then tryna translate it n post it for ur own. Atp im starting to get upset. These stories are made for u for free. If u guys dont like it then simply gtfo, dont judge. nobody cares or give a fuck what u think ab a fic. if u like it great! But if u dont good fucking bye. Dude u guys think its cute copying and translating but this will just make the writers not write it for free no more, insted u guys would have to pay n honestly i think thats the best choice rn bc of how many ppl think its okay to steal other peoples hard work. Look what fkn happened to ems. Look how u guys keep bothering mui 💀!!! u guys are so fkn weird and it shows. Stop bullying ppl online and stealing while being on anon u fucking pussy, show urself insted of being on anon. its getting lame. Go do somethkng with ur fucking life and stop stealing/bullying ppl!! Atp this situation is starting to make me doxx these annoying fucks.. (i dont doxx no more obv) but if anybody continues to bother my fav authors, blogs, or anybody in general, u caused that shit for urself bitch.) Im not evn a writer anymore and i feel their pain. ( p.s Im gonna copy this and send this to multiple writers so those bitches that try to stalk their acc see this bc im not playing no more :3) LOVE YA MWAH
‼️‼️ LIIIIIIKE the fact that people base their entire following on another platform on just STEALING work……. Is so baffling to me 😐 how do you not feel the slightest bit guilty…. And the whole “let me know if you want credit or removal!” It SAYS I don’t allow reposts so what do you think???? So so so beyond annoying. It’s been so frustrating dealing with it like all of January and knowing it’s happening to other authors too. AND the hateful anon messages to some of my favorite authors on here just makes me so upset. I thought we were better as a community than this ☹️ I would’ve hoped we fostered a safer and more accepting community than going on anon to send death threats or something dumb. But to the people who do respect authors and send us such lovely messages and feedback, trust your support does NOT go unnoticed 👼🫶 I love you so much pookie thank you always for your support WE ARE VIRTUALLY HUGGING RN
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starofhisheart · 5 months
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Some updates~
I keep forgetting abt tumblr cause idk I got too used to the ease of twitter after migrating there after the porn ban so even tho im "back" and created whole new acc's here I just havent got into the habit of using them,, so if i have periods of activity and then loads of inactivity thats why lol. Also not currently in a hyperfixation so im just chillin~
Anyway trekkies look what I bought myself for my birthday last month!!!
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I've been getting back into collecting dvds bc the state of streaming atm is awful and I am a Collector at heart and just like having physical copies of media i love. I dont really use my tv much cause its a bit broken so I've just been using my computer to watch em for the time being. Also bought the gay skating anime (yoi) which I've been meaning to buy since 2016 when it graced our screens for the first time lol.
Also I didn't talk abt the ofmd finale bc as an izzy fan I was crushed and even as a fan of the other characters and couples I was just generally disappointed in it. Such a good season and then to end it...like that. Well, lets just say my hyperfixation died with izzy's last breaths. I've moved on from grief and anger to just apathy. Not really interested in a season 3 anymore but still love the cast and crew and what the show inspired in me.
Speaking of s3's gomens amiright?!!!!!!! Cant believe that announcement didnt bring me back to tumblr.
Been trying to watch Neil's Sandman but finding it a bit hard to get thru. Ep 4 picked up tho and I love Gwen as Lucifer. God I'm gay. Also may have fallen for another anti-hero in dark glasses w a chip on his shoulder for his creator....curse u Gaiman!!!
I had a short but intense interest in Top Gun 86 when I stumbled across the movie and fell in love w the chemistry between Tom Cruise and Val Kilmer. I even got back into editing for them...should I post it here? Hmm, might make a post abt it after this.
Tryna go thru tos to screen record some clips for some trek edits but only on ep4 😭 so an edit is a long way away unless i get my act together. My edits r very basic and I like clipping them myself but I enjoy making them so thats what matters.
Anyway not makin any promises but I might be around more...maybe lol.
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feuqueerfire · 1 year
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Beyond Evil Live Blogging
 Starting this instead of uhh doing some homework between my uni classes. I actually probably shouldn’t start this and should just watch something short like She Makes My Heart Flutter instead bc I won’t have the opportunity to watch any eps tmrw and it seems like this show might be difficult to wait to watch but oh well whelp the plans got cancelled due to weather so i suppose i do have time tomorrow
Ep 1: It Appears - 나타나다 (Feb 2)
a rotting corpse (?) in the first minute ah fuck i’m guessing they’re gonna show how we got here
oh 2000? i thought it was present day or is it showing old time after showing future
Dongshik is an older twin of Yoo Yeon by a minute. Is Dongshik a main character ir someone who’s boutta die? it seems like a familiar name in this show’s context
a flip phone
wait is that Lee Do Hyun or just looks like him? okay I checked MDL and it indeed is Do Hyun! ayyy he only seems to appear in like 4 eps but still cool because after being introduced to him in 18 Again, I haven’t wanted to watch anything else he’s been in
damn Dongshik really just called the older girl by name, somehow I’m also irritated on behalf of her lol If my sister calls me by my name during an argument I acc would be flabbergasted
oh Dongshik kinda scary
oh is Yoo Yeon gonna die instead of Dongshik? also they really keep focusing on her red stone ring
girl these viki ads are killing me on my ipad like wtf is 40 second diaper ad and then a 15 sec bedwetting ad
oh the Bang Joo Seon noona that Dongshik was angry at irl also dead and her hands are clutched in the same way as the corpse that we saw at the beginning umm also are her hands missing fingers? i did see a spoiler about there being severed fingers in this show
yep severed fingers akhdjajabs - I realize that was Yeo Yoon’s mother
20 years later October 2020 ah
missing college female student from Munju hmm so not all the bodies were found, is this what they find later on from the beginning scene?
oh omg Yeo Yoon’s family got the fingers but she’s missing whereas we saw Bang Joo Seon’s body with missing fingers and I’m assuming her body was found? and so Yeo Yoon’s brother has been searching for her - if that old man shaving is Dongshik
please not these old ladies fighting and Dongshik in the crossfire
plsss okay I wasn’t expecting it to suddenly become funny but “Dongshik’s gauge has boiled over” so he’s tryna make a case against the women while all the other cops are like let it goooooo and tryna get him to back down and calm the women lmfao
oh lol one of the women did mention that another is married to a sergeant
Lieutenant Han Joo Won - 27 years oldgainst 
Dongshik have something against Joo Won’s dad
Jae Yi so pretty
who is Officier Oh actor he’s cute I like his dimples also he looks slightly familiar
ah it’s hard to remember everyone’s names. the crime squad woman’s name is Ji Hwa or something and the other guy in the room i forgot his name
wait so Dongshik did the case thing so that the women don’t get in trouble with the money or something bc the owner was doing something with him outsiders as well or something idk i only kinda really get it
man this Oh Jihoon character so endearing
did Joo Won do something bad and get sent here as punishment?
lol their first proper encounter and Joo Won very standoffish
(Bromance) lmfao I already get why people are into Dongshik/Joo Won because 1) Dongshik was previously like Joo Won’s not my type 2) Joo Won’s rude to Dongshik and 3) to get over their hatred for each other, they’re forcibly made to team up
fuck I forgot - Dongshik is a sergeant or lietenant? 
so it’s like Dongshik’s “thing” that he has a really good memory, about the law and situations and people
nooooo Joo Seon’s dad is 79 and old and has dementia and is still waiting for her in the reed fields T.T 
It’s interesting to see all the young cops kinda do favours for and want Joo Won’s attention while the two oldest (the Chief and Dongshik) are unimpressed by his status and arrogancy
Ji Hwa’s just got such a cool vibe to her
Dongshik playing a “joke” on Joo Won saying he killed that family’s daughter the maknae but he probably really does feel that?
ohh Joo Won’s got some history of discoveering the dead bodies similar to Joo Seon’s body and also some knowledge of Dongshik
So Joo Won knows: Dongshik was a Lieutenant in Regional Investigation, then got demoted to sergeant after his partner died and he couldn’t explain it, and also was a suspect of  the 2 murders 2 decades ago. So I guess Joo Won took Dongshik’s joke of killing Joo Seon more seriously than he would’ve otherwise - is Joo Won suspicious of Dongshik?
ah Dongshik still has the posters of missing Yoo Yeon put up, though she’d look 2 decades older than her photos now lol
became morning to night in a few minutes drive heh
oh damn we’re getting the very first scene at the end of the first ep; i was wondering if it’d be like Strangers From Hell where we get the first scene in the last ep
Dongshik looking at the hands (with Yoo Yeon’s ring?) and Joo Won looking at Dongshik - gauging his reaction?
oh it’s a different ring that Joo Won knows the owner of
damn Dongshik’s creepy smile - I don’t think Yoo Yeon actually killed her based on his reaction to the corpse and wondering if it’s his sister and also just cuz he’s the main character
Also I avoided nearly all spoilers so far before starting the show except that people love the bromance and it’s about tracking down some serial killer and it’s pretty dark but two mins before I started watching I found out that apparently a father kills his own daughter - that’s scary. also hopefully not too much of a spoiler that gives something away?
Ep 2: To Disappear - 사라지다 (Feb 2)
The bodies have their feet wrapped
There was proof that it was Dongshik who killed Joo Seon at the crime scene? a guitar pick?
(Bromance) “Do you like me that much? You even did a background check on me.”
oh interesting, the Chief’s like Dongshik’s doing all this and giving his testimony now so that later on, when/if they ask him about anything again, he’ll just say he already did it and ask if they have a warrant 
insane scene at the beef broth restaurant - so I guess the general public continue to think Yoo Yeon was killed by her brother? 
when I was reading the ep 1 thoughts on reddit’s on-air thread of ep 1 and 2, someone mentioned they think the supermarket owner did it and had a ton of upvotes - which makes me think it’s true and people upvoted it after it was revealed. but if so, then they made the character who stutters a murderer?
Min Jeong the supermarket owner’s daughter isn’t coming home. based on the spoiler that a father kills his daughter + the theory that the supermarket owner is the murderer... 
Is she the mayor or something? also she reminds me of the mom from Midnight (After looking up on MDL, yes she is. 2 actors I didn’t know were in here but I managed to recognize; her and Lee Do Hyun)
Park Jeong Je - is the this guy from Jae Yi’s restaurant that I couldn’t remember the name or face of? Oh I see, yes it’s him. the chief said he was part of the Munju police and the son of the Munju City councilwoman - so I guess she’s his mom
(Bromance) lmfao wtf this scene where they help the guy in the rain and Joo Won starts being nicer after seeing Dongshik be kind and then this slow-mo of Joo Won staring at smiling Dongshik
I should start tagging things like (Bromance) to find these things again
So Joo Won’s dad was the chief at Manyang 20 years ago and closed this case. lol Joo Won tryna do what idk throw off his dad or something but instead gave him an idea about how to close this case too with the mentions of a copycat. Although, he did know the dead girl, I wonder if some of what he said was true like with the bait and stuff
“The day her identity is revealed, you and I both die” wtf did Joo Won and his dad do/hide? 
(Confusion) Wait, what were the timelines? Bang Joo Seon was killed a year before Yoo Yeon’s disappearance? They seemed from the same night?
The Nam Sang Bae chief currently was the detective of Yoo Yeon’s disappearance case back then
ah yeah, Dongshik’s really feels for people who go ‘missing’ like Joo Seon’s father with dementia and the lost in the rain guy. +Min Jeong who runs away/goes missing occasionally
damn, Dongshik’s father froze to death while waiting for Yoo Yeon to come home
Dongshik’s right upper leg hurts sometimes, is it from when his partner at the Regional Investigation Unit died?
Joo Won was investigating ‘an illegal immigrant who only killed women.’
Wild that Joo Won just knows the identity of the recently found dead body but won’t say so
okay whew Kang Min Jeong isn’t dead (yet?)
omg I recognize 3 people. Min Jeong is True Beauty Im Jugyeong’s short haired friend whose name I can’t remember - not Kang Soo jin. Oh it’s Choi Soo Ah/Sua
ah so the supermarket’s owner was an orphan raised by Dongshik’s parents and also helped him open the supermarket - so that’s why he spoke like that at the hospital calling her Eomma and stuff. Min Jeong is like Dongshik’s niece kinda
wait a minute... okay if the supermarket owner is the killer and his daughter’s mother/woman he loved left 20 years ago... well did he make her disappear?
Dongshik knows Joo Won suspects him of the murder(s) and loves working him up about it and acting as if he did it 
ah fuck okay Min Jeong seemed happy when she saw who it was, so possibly it’s her supermarket owner father? how long ago was she captured and when did everybody gather around for the meat? would there have been enough time/would the show even care about that
insane shot from Min Jeong to the meat cutting
did Dongshik see something? or like what happened? Why is he acting so shaken? Does he just have some instinct that Min Jeong got fucked up?
So did Dongshik take the files of Yoo Yeon/Soo Jeon?
Joo Won isn’t here while they’re having dinner. Min Jeong’s father is though
(Bromance) Joo Won wants to move to the street and neighbourhood as Dongshik because he suspects him lol they keep asking “What is it about me that you like so much?”
wait what, Dongshik placed Min Jeong’s fingers on the stone? Is this his imagination? Also, was he wearing leather shoes when showing this ending scene the way Jeong Je mentioned when he’d gone to his house?
Someone on the on-air thread linked to their twitter thread that Dongshik found the fingers elsewhere and brought them there because he’d be the suspect otherwise - this seems plausible. Another person said he wasn’t the killer 20 years ago but maybe is the copycat killer now to get the attention back on this cast - not impossible but hmm. Someone mentioned the Joo Won might actually be trying to uncover something his father did here rather than only being here for Dongshik, which would make sense because that seems like their dynamic and they allude to them both or the father having done something bad.
Ep 3: Smile (lit: to laugh) - 웃다 (Feb 3)
Ah everybody in the town sad for Min Jeong
Dongshik doing something to the documents hmmm what and why shouldn’t Jeong Je be there when he does it? Also, Jeong Je also questioning Dongshik - despite the family vibes full of trust, there’s still suspicion from some people
Joo Won’s right that it’s interesting that people cope for Dongshik so hard when he used to be a suspect and is a running thread among many of the murder/disappearances - acting as if they’re a “family” instead of witnesses/suspects/whatever. There’s something fishy about the current chief (past detective on the case) as well
Joo Won a dumbass if he didn’t see Dongshik turning around and providing the same doubts about Joo Won; such as where are his alibis during the time Min Jeong disappeared? He also came around the time the body was found. He’s also a cop and knows things outsiders wouldn’t know. Just like Dongshik, he was there when both the body skeleton (who he knows the identity of) and the fingers were discovered
“Han Joo Won, you act rational and practical yet so emotional and thoughtless. Can’t you tell that psycho is a hundred times more rational than you?” - his dad
Joo Won wants CCTV from in front of the archives basement 
Dongshik putting up a camera in his basement and cleaning it + there being some blood uh
scene at 20mins where 
i’m gonna fucking die why the fucking fuck did my comments of the next 10 mins disappear
(Fave) scene at 20mins where Dongshik’s talking about mistaking someone for Yoo Yeon, her being dead for sure, the fucker not letting anybody find Min Jeong’s body, etc
Jeong Je is a bit suspicious of Dongshik now and Ji Hwa’s wondering if he was suspicious of Dongshik back then. she’s saying she’s never been suspicious of Dongshik
Woman with the ring who was killed was doing something for Joo Won (’go for a massage’) and texted him 1s the the day she died, meaning she met Dongshik 
ah Dongshik did return the two girls’ case files
Jeong Je being accused of being an accomplice of Dongshik - brining back memories of back then when he was Dongshik’s alibi. oh did Jeong Je come forward as the alibi way later after people were convinced Dongshik was the prime suspect? That’s why the detective reacted like that + Ji Hwa asked why it took Jeong Je so long to come
oh damn the detective didn’t have enough evidence back then but literally beat Dongshik to get a confession? Did dongshik confess or was it an attempt?
ah they found the burner phone that the woman with the ring used to text Joo Won 1s but why did it have Min Jeong’s scent
the assistant Kwon guy who hangs off of Joo Won’s father and gave Joo Won some files in ep 1 seems so smarmy
4th person I recognize: Squid Game gangster mans
the DNA of the woman came out in that phone, as expected
I don’t even get what the solo sting that Joo Won was doing is and why the suspect for that was also Dongshik. 
Joo Won’s team was investigating illegal immigrants of massage parlours - ah so it was literally ‘send 1 if dongshik is a customer of a massage’
Also what exactly is the issue with Joo Won’s investigation that he wanted to find something from this solo sting operation and triumph vs why him now apparently knowing her would be such a problem. like is it because he knew she was an illegal immigrant massage giver but didn’t make anybody else aware or whatever?
Joo Won’s seemingly becoming more unstable and losing control of his emotions
so the phone wasn't in the reed fields where her body was found?
on the day that the woman with the ring died and sent 1s after seeing Dongshik, he was seen on the dashcam where near where said phone was found
damn, Joo Won fr just searching Dongshik’s basement and Dongshik can see it because he has a camera there
bruv, what even happened - Ji Hwa’s here to arrest Dongshik for kidnapping and murdering Min Jeong
also lol funny that Joo Won was just breaking into Dongshik’s house but can just get out all casually and leave without raising suspicion among all the cops there (or was he the one who called them in? like how’d they find out?)
I see on reddit that there’s the theory that someone had actually left the fingers on Dongshik’s basement table with the blood and so he set up the cameras etc and other stuff to get people to actually investigate the murder, even if he’s the one who’s seemingly at fault at first? 
I don’t know what exactly is going on but it seems like Dongshik knows something that other people don’t and also that he’s planning something like he literally put up the camera, cleaned but left that specific drop of blood untouched, didn’t stop joo won from investigating his basement, etc
Ep 4: To Cry - 울다 (Feb 3)
Dongshik throwing off his blanket was expected, I’d half expected him to just make a run for it when just one guy was transferring him from the car lol
so it wasn’t blood on Dongshik’s table? or was it that there’s only that speck of blood and absolutely nothing else?
my goodness this ramen talk is killing me
oh so Dongshik went to the mountain just the other day, not around the day of when the woman with the ring was killed - I didn’t catch the date of the video but I certainly should have
Jae Yi’s flashbacks to this butchershop and something about her mother running away? while the cops search and investigate that place currently
bro I hope no Joo Won/Jae Yi romance plot appears - I’m just nervous whenever a woman and man of similar age interact in these shows even though this interaction was full of anger and it didn’t lean towards any romantic angle 
Joo Won funny as hell for acting all “oh you must be living an easy life” with Jae Yi, so it was satisfying to see Joo Won get that thrown back to him with both her and the chief
actually i’m not super against Jae Yi and Oh Jihoon though, they’re cute
damn Jihoon’s “you provoked them” with the harsh expression no smile
Han Jeong Im hmm 52, missing would that be Jae Yi’s mom I don’t know their surnames though
Kwon’s really gonna come to fuck up Joo Won at some crucial time isn’t e lol not that Joo Won really needs help fucking up thus far. He’s got gusto and he’s got connections, so he can get his dad to push for an arrest without his dad, and get Kwon to grant the confiscation warrant; he’s decided the culprit without enough proof and instead of gathering proof himself slowly, he’s escalating everything
(Bromance) lmfao at 28 mins when Joo won goes to Dongshik’s cell and he’s like “왜 이렇게 늦었어? 파트넌데.” straight up reminded me of “Hong Dae Young, 왜 이제 왔어? 기다렸잖아” from 18 Again
ah okay they heavily hinted at this before but I was like hmm what’s he planning but I guess when they said bait, they really did mean Joo Won really did sent the woman with the ring as a bait/trap to see if he’d be killed; specifically whether Dongshik would kill her
Okay if we’re assuming based on spoilers that it really is the supermarket owner Jin Mook who is Min Jeong’s father and adopted brother of Dongshik: does Dongshik suspect him? Know that it’s him? latter probably not but maybe former? He seems suspicious of Jin Mook when he’s around their mother though but he seems touched by the beef now? with Jin Mook visiting him?
Did Park Jeong Je really confess to doing the same thing now as he did 20 years ago? Back then, he’d said he had drunk with Dongshik till dawn and now he’s also saying Dongshik was with him the night Min Jeong went missing 
but this could count for like 20 mins when he was at Dongshik’s home right? so he’s lying this time that he slept at Dongshik’s home... but the next morning Joo Won was there to see Dongshik leave his house, won’t he be like hmm I didn’t see Jeong Je there
So does that mean Jeong Je also lied when he said that he and Dongshik were drinking together that night? And he in fact hadn’t been with Dongshik? these small towns where everybody’s so involved with each other is just wild
why’s all this happening just a few hours before 48, just hold Dongshik for 48 hours and continue on tf - cover the bases in case he’s the culprit but also don’t twist things to keep him after 48 hours
construction company CEO: development might be halted like 20 years ago with these murder cases and he’ll face huge loss; council woman: wants to become mayor and these crimes and possible cancellation of redevelopment hurts her chances; Joo Won’s father: Joo Won’s wrapped up in this murder case with the phone
Joo Won seeing Dongshik and Jeong Je walk off, who he suspected were accomplices; did he hear Dongshik say that Jeong Je lied or was he too far away?
was that Seventeen on Knowing Bros on the TV?
ah the construction ceo really is smearing min jeong on the TV. sucks that people’s sympathy and well wishes for a missing and likely murdered girl goes down if they find out she parties and was possibly a sex worker and that this defamation is a tactic that they can use
Joo Won really isn’t thinking or what? why’d you go in and accuse Dongshik again and also pull out your gun
damn mans is having a panic attack
oh why did Oh Jihoon release the info about the arrest without warrant; is he with or against Dongshik; what did he see the night Min Jeong disappeared because he saw her walking but toward what we can’t see
bro Joo Won is king of escalating things fr - he’s talking to reporters but I guess that’s good? now people will be forced to connect these and less likely to be swayed by “oh the missing girl was a slut and a whore so who cares if she’s dead” and the cops will be forced to investigate rather than just shut them down like they did 20 years ago?
Dongshik is probably glad that the connections of the murders and the case is all known to the public now, right? If his plan had been to draw attention to the whole thing so that it’s forced to be investigated?
“Who killed them? Who are you protecting?” so Joo Won’s suspicion has gone down from Dongshik being the killer to thinking Dongshik knows who did it? 
Ep 5: To Be Deceived - 속다 (Feb 4)
Lee Geum Hwa - name of the woman with the ring that Joo Won sent
I actually hate that Joo Min supermarket owner is most likely the killer because hearing Dongshik’s say “Park Jeong Je” as the person he’s protecting would’ve had my heart racing
Dongshik didn’t say the supermarket owner’s name out of the people he listed to possibly be protecting
lol Joo Won’s father throwing him under the bus during a conference for Joo Won’s hasty/inaccurate but important reveal of the serial killer
Jeong Je’s really obsessed with that deer
aw Jae Yi :<
scene of the supermarket owner watching the news about Joo Won’s interview then his father’s conference and lying down, ignoring the call from the councilwoman
omg 5th person I’ve recognized: the Im Gyu Seok from JSB reporter is the same person as Shinwoo from Light On Me - a BL actor appearance! He’s the one who looks the most different and I was the least certain about recognizing
“It’s because they’re Manyang people. When they’re together, they want to eat each other alive. When an enemy comes from the outside, they band together to work against him”
So Joo Won now thinks it wasn’t Dongshik but rather somebody else from that photo at the dinner that he showed Geum Hwa - the supermarket owner isn’t there though I don’t think
damn they really had the supermarket owner giving a conference in favour of the redevelopment
okay i don’t get why there can’t be redevelopment? like what does this case have to do with building buildings and installing CCTV
“do you want me to kill her?” dongshik my guy you’re giving me a headache
ohh Dongshik told Jeong Je’s mother that it’s not me who’s holding onto Jeong Je but Jeong Je childing to me
this public might kinda dumb lmfao so silly let’s be serious
damn Joo Won’s father is cold toward Joo Won but also so dumb to let Kwon have that much effect over his son “push joo won down so he won’t be able to return for a while” dumbassery
(Bromance) lmfao sorry it kills me that when Joo Won saw Min Jeong and Dongshik interact he was like is she his gf and now that Dongshik’s telling Ji Hwa to not meet her ex-husband construction CEO, Joo Won’s like “are you being jealous?” lmfao and then Ji Hwa being like “you guys are a comedian couple. You should move in together”
Joo Won understanding now that Dongshik doesn’t just lose control and do dumb wild things but rather makes it seem that way to achieve his goals. While Dongshik’s pushing to see if Joo Won would throw away his principles and laws to get to the bottom of this murder case
damn flashbacks to Dongshik’s previous partner who died
is Kwon’s advice right now for Joo Won to fess up about having contact with the woman a bad advice that’s supposed to “keep him down” or whatever
Jeong Je walked Min Jeong home (where her killer supermarket owner father is? oof) that night - as seen by Jihoon... and Jeong Je is also Joo Won’s next target. I wonder what we’ll uncover about him, even if it’s that he killed Min Jeong
plsss seeing Joo Won standing like that beside Dongshik’s house and watching Jihoon leave reminded me so much of Moonjo watching Jongwoo and the new kid while leaning against the wall
damn, someone on reddit was talking about the book where some guy (nearly?) ran over a kid who was wearing deer antlers and this reveal that Jeong Je was an alcoholic (thus why Dongshik was worried about his drinking recently) and was at a psychiatric hospital for 4 years and that he claimed a deer/a human who looked like a deer
(Bromance) Joo Won talking next to Dongshik’s ear - Dongshik says “Dang. I was going to let it go since you’re cute but I guess I can’t”
Joo Won’s running on hunches and keeps accusing Dongshik and Dongshik keeps reminding Joo Won of Geum Hwa and Joo Won’s role in her death
damn, okay so they’re showing us that the supermarket owner father saw Jeong Je meet Min Jeong that night
I saw like 1 second of the next ep preview but it seems like maybe they’ll actually reveal that it was the supermarket owner who killed Min Jeong :0 I hope it’s true, because then I’ll know a spoiler revealed in ep 6 rather than ep 15 or something
Ep 6: To Deceive - 속이다 (Feb 4)
I’m supposed to be studying and doing homework right now but this ep is my reward for going driving I guess 
lol this intense music while the supermarket owner’s preparing kimchi 
Jin Mook going around giving the cops kimchi ah I don’t think I saw the cannibalism tag otherwise I would’ve been like hm is he feeding them his daughter
oh okay so they really do have him just speaking without stuttering and calling people dumbasses and saying “Min Jeong, you’ll have to live with me forever” - so I guess we do know that he killed Min Jeong but we don’t know if he killed the other people or not
Oh we’re gonna see day of Min Jeong’s disappearence - Oct 23
damn Min Jeong really said that her dad gives her the creeps
they showed him faking his shyness and stuttering and his face when Min Jeong’s captured hm ah 
Once again the question remains: does Dongshik know Jin Mook did it? Does he suspect but not know? Is the reason he’s not telling Joo Won because he wants him to be able to figure it out on his own? Because he thinks Joo Won won’t believe him? tbh it could be that Dongshik doesn’t know but just continues making Joo Won think that he does
Also I wanna know when the timeline of everything happens; when did Jin Mook capture Min Jeong? Before or after dinner? Was Dongshik so frazzled because he’d already found the fingers or cuz of his leg pain flaring up again? 
Timeline from Jin Mook’s perspective at 25mins
Jae Yi is so fucking beautiful it’s unbelievable. I don’t really care for her and Joo Won’s future romance maybe that I’ve been kinda sensing since the egg incident but oh well
damn Joo Won’s dad’s threats and comments toward Kwon were insane, compared to how he’d been behaving toward Kwon so far especially
ah I think I need to just watch the show without playing Solitaire on the side because I’ve been doing that this episode and getting confused.
What dashcam footage was the councilwoman talking about 
(Confusion) Girl I’m confused as to what happened with the Chief deleting the footage of Dongshik going to the archives - why’d he do it? did he do something else and use this deletion as an excuse as well? what’s happening like Dongshik was like I didn’t ask you to delete it and then said something about asking him to delete it like huh?
lmfaooo this is actually wild the councilwoman really was like okay lemme do this dashcam footage of Oh Jihoon being seen near Min Jeong’s house but literally his own son was seen with Min Jeong with that dashcam footage (now deleted I suppose) but also Jihoon has seen Jeong Je with her straight up
It’s interesting how entangled all these people are and Joo Won is correct to be worried that they’re protecting each other. like Ji Hwa full on knew that Jihoon saw Min Jeong and also saw her with Jeong Je but since one’s her brother and the other’s her trusted friend, she didn’t tell anybody else even though they’re investigating her murder/disappearence
ahh Ji Hwa being shaky, being upset that she hopes that Jeong Je’s the culprit so that it’s not her brother who is
bruvvvvvvv what the fuck is “appa, let me out” getting texted to Jin Mook’s phone. did he send that to himself? People on reddit pointed out it seems like Dongshik sent that and so after rewatching that part, it does seem like it. Dongshik checks that drawer in the alleyway - Min Jeong’s phone is on - Dongshik returns and Jin Mook checks his phone text - Min Jeong’s phone has been turned off
Ep 7: To Catch - 낚다 (Feb 5)
Can’t quite remember when I finished up ep 6 last night but I think it was 6-8pm and now it’s 4pm so it’s been like 20 hours :0 I lasted not watching this ep longer than expected but I think last ep’s cliffhangers wasn’t too bad for me
Dongshik and his old partner Sang Yeob were staking out on a guy suspected to have killed 3 women and Sang Yeob died after chasing that guy and getting shot
woahh Dongshik getting revenge for Sang Yeob by capturing the guy, almost shooting him, going for the handcuffs instead, fucker gets cocky and says “heh it was self defense” and that’s how he’ll get out of being responsible for Sang Yeob’s death, so Dongshik just bashes the guy’s skull against the concrete over and over till he dies I’m guessing
ah I did notice Dongshik looking at Min Jeong putting in her password 
Day of Min Jeong’s disappearance again - this time I think we’ll get more of Dongshik’s involvement I guess? how he had the fingers and the phone
so at around 8pm - people are at the meat shop, Jin Mook’s subducing Min Jeong, Jihoon is boutta come to the supermarket but Dongshik is there before him to return Min Jeong’s keychain
hmmm Dongshik puts on his hoodie and runs away when seeing that the supermarket was closed hm - oh I see he actually went on a run I guess?
oh fucking fuck okay so Jin Mook had already cut off her fingers (why does he hate those nails so bad - even was like “Wench. and look at those nails”) /probably killed her and hid her body in the time it took for Jihoon to get to the supermarket
 it makes sense that Dongshik was soooo out of it when he went to go get barbeque. he really found Min Jeong’s fingers and found out Jin Mook had done it and also mans was saying that Min Jeong was sleeping like a corpse
also that table... did Dongshik somehow drag it to his house or what
Dongshik found the burner phone Geum Hwa that used to text Joo Won - so Jin Mook def killed more than just Min Jeong - but did he also kill the girls from 20 years ago and was there anybody other than him
ah this compilation of all the missing girls and their family’s suffering because they’re just gone, no trace of them left and so by korea’s law there’s no prosecution because there’s no corpse
Jin Mook must know that somebody fully knows that he’s killed Min Jeong, what with the missing fingers and Dongshik fucking up that whole room while searching for Min Jeong’s body - I assume he has a strong guess that it’s Dongshik?
It’s November 4, so 12 days after Oct 23 Min Jeong’s death
oh Dongshik’s visiting his mother’s room?
no way Jin Mook just was like oh Jae Yi wasn’t there for an hour the night Min Jeong disappeared
...does Jae Yi know it’s Jin Mook 
girl Jeong Je turned himself in?! oh just for seeing Min Jeong last, I see
please why does this show become funny sometimes like the “Fine, thank you다 이 새끼야. Didn’t go to America, what’s with the English?” "If you knew you could’ve told me. It was tiring to me to mix English into my vocabulary.” lol also I though Dongshik knew about the hospitalization from Jeong Je but I guess he knew in a different way or Joo Won really did expose Jeong Je’s hospitalization 
damn Dongshik’s just telling Jeong Je that he sent the text
did Jin Mook find the phone and send a new text to himself? Why does he want the cops to search the reed fields now?
oh, Jae Yi’s the one who got the phone
damn, so Jae Yi had a strong suspicion that it was Jin Mook doing that to everybody... so Jin Mook did make Dongshik’s sister disappear and he knew it this whole time?
nooo I’ll become a villain if anything at all happens to Jae Yi by the way
oof rip Jihoon if he’s saying “Family can’t suspect each other” like you’re correct Jae Yi didn’t kill Min Jeong... but if you’re saying family can’t, then whelp gl when you find out
oof Joo Won just found out that it took a while before Dongshik came to the restaurant the night Min Jeong died
please the construction CEO right when he’s like smh this is why you shouldn’t have kids cuz his partner councilwoman’s son Jeong Je walked into the cell and his partner deputy chief’s son Joo Won is causing a ruckus in general
are these fuckers gonna frame someone as the murderer?
ohhhh confusion clear up. so the CCTV caught Dongshik putting the fingers there but he got the Chief to delete that footage - and when the Chief was talking about ‘covering up’ something by deleting the archive footage, this deletion footage is what he was referring to. but ummm so does the Chief know that Dongshik put the fingers there?
(Confusion) Actually, I still don’t know when exactly Dongshik put the fingers on the supermarket porch. after jeong je left? bc apparently he came to his home wearing leather shoes but he was wearing sneakers when he put the fingers there?
...T.T wtf is that meat and what did Jin Mook put in there/find
oh? is the object Jin Moon found the clip that Jae Yi’s mother is wearing in that photo?
oh my fucking god I was dying that he was gonna try to do something to Jae Yi but Jin Mook fucker left her mom’s clip and also the location of her grave?! Why’s he doing that? Is it because he suspects that she suspects him/knows it’s him? He used the same wording for “please let mom out” as Dongshik used to text him as Min Jeong - does Jin Mook think that Jae Yi did that as well and that’s also why he told Joo Won that Jae Yi wasn’t there for an hour?
anyway pls pls pls I hope Jae Yi takes Dongshik or someone there when she goes to find the body
Dongshik’s breaking expression as Joo Won’s talking about the CCTV and him being the finger returner
brooo Dongshik just tell Joo Won that Jae Yi’s in danger and that he can come too instead of yelling you’re wasting precious seconds!!
pls let those car lights toward Jae Yi be Dongshik
okayyyyy whewww okay so Dongshik took Joo Won to arrest Jin Mook and they caught him redhanded so it’s not like he’s being framed (also I didn’t realize that the room where he’s storing the kimchi and also the bodies was open roof - can see from outside
and Dongshik sent Jeong Je and the cops to find Jae Yi
(Fave) How the last few minutes played out: from the moment Jiin Mook finds something in the meat and Jae Yi’s going through the photo album to Jin Mook came to Jae Yi’s shop to the interweaving of her story of her mom with Joo Won and Dongshik till the end. also the background music here ahh epic
Suchh a good episode but we’re like 44% into the show... 9 eps left... what’s gonna happen omg You know in romance shows, when the couple is together and happy in like ep 9 out of 12, it’s like oh fucking fuck agh something’s gonna go wrong and that’s how it feels for this show. Catching the killer red handed in ep 7 why the fuck? What’s gonna happen for the other 56% of the show?
I hope it reaches new heights and murders my brain and doesn’t become repetitive because unlike Strangers From Hell where the repetitiveness was part of the horror, it’ll just become bland here
Ep 8: To Be Caught - 낚이다 (Feb 5)
pls Not Me ep 12 flashbacks of Sean and Black when Joo Won handcuffs Dongshik and himself together and Dongshik punches him lol
“Nobody’s going to die... from today” well considering we’re on episode 8, I wonder how true that’ll be
ah there are still mysteries such as why did Guem Hwa send those 1s that day. did she really see Dongshik or did she just send that in a panic 
lol Kwon and the audience both grumbling that Joo Won’s father only wants Han Joo Won’s name to be out and public and get special treatment about the arrest (1 joo won name revealed 2 details of case and suspect not revealed 3 lee dongshik’s name not revealed)
bro i’m gonna throw up, Min Jeong was alive when the fucker cut her fingers and put her in the pot
oh my godddd she was alive while Dongshik searched for her above that’s so fucked up that’s so fucked up he dug up the cabbage but not her
oh i’ve never seen a Korean funeral other than like the cremating in Squid Game I guess. I didn’t know this is how their cremation took place; I’m used to seeing Hindu cremations on TV as a child
ah fuck 25 mins getting to see that fucker kill the 4 of them T.T
ah he cut off their fingers because they pointed at him? the first girl, Yoo Yeon. did Min Jeong point her finger?
(Bromance) lol Dongshik disappeared and Joo Won’s on a vacation cut to Dongshik having followed Joo Won as he searches the passage parlours for someone who knows Geum Hwa I’m guessing. And Dongshik figuring out and teasing that Joo Won now has emotions for the people, including Dongshik (that’s why he’s letting Dongshik walk around free with a promise of turning himself in for crimes such as not telling about Jin Mook earlier - even though why would you trust a criminal to turn themselves in etc)
ohhh Joo Won’s looking for Yoon Hye Mi/Mi Hye - Min Jeong’s mother, who Jin Mook was possibly searching for in Busan parlours
ohhhh?! this motherfucker really went through all the women who got caught in the massage parlour bust and killed them all? because he didn’t want them to tell her than he was looking for her because he wanted to kill her my god
oh Hye Mi was going by Cherry and died last year by traffic but I’m assuming that’s not gonna be true?
oh yeah they didn’t talk about finding Jae Yi’s mom so I guess Jin Mook told her to go there and knew that cops would probably go there and not find him digging up Min Jeong’s body or something? 
it’s sooo fucked up that Jin Mook buried the bodies in other people’s backyards and stuff when they got him to do stuff around their house. Jae Yi looking everywhere for her mother but she’s buried right there in the butcher shop backyard
wtf Jin Mook escaped and said “Dongshik-ah, not Yoo Yeon” ? oh just kidding my bad he hung himself I think okay fucker really killed himself tf 
Someone on reddit said Yoo Yeon was the only one who we didn’t see get actually killed - so somebody else killed Yoo Yeon? and did the finger thing? but Jin Mook specifically had the finger thing hm maybe he cut her fingers and kept her alive the same way he did to Min Jeong but she escaped and then was killed like hit by Jeong Je or something or other
omgggggg I nearly spoiled myself very big again because I searched up Beyond Evil on pannchoa and one of the comments had a spoilered comment like “the reveal of where yoo yeon’s body was hidden blah blah” and I nearly read it but thankfully I didn’t. TODO there are two posts’ comments I wanna read on pannchoa after I’ve finished watching
Ep 9: To Float - 떠오르다 (Feb 6)
oh Joo Won confessed his sting with Geum Hwa
damn Dongshik watching videos of his mom and Jin Mook 20 years ago where she mentioned Jin Mook renovating his house and trying to break apart his floor to see if he hid Yoo Yeon there ah
ah ep 9, starting the second half of the story in a callback to the first ep where Dongshik catches the aunties and grandmas gambling
Joo Won looked quite cute and pretty as he appeared for duty again heh
ohh Around the time Kang Jin Mook was discovered to be dead in his cell by suicide, Jae Yi was trying to get to the cell to kill him but couldn’t - she voluntarily tells this to the Munju police because she received an email that a dashcam video will be sent to the cops otherwise
wait omg Joo Won just referred to Jae Yi as noona when talking to his father - I didn’t realize she was his noona but heh that’s nice if they do go in a romantic direction
Joo Won really just went to smile and piss off his father
someone from the cops is working as an informant for councilwoman? agh. is it the chief?
Jae Yi saying nobody knew that she was at the station that night Jin Mook died but the chief seems suspicious... as if he knew... and he’d previously deleted CCTV footage, so did he do the same now about the CCTV near Jin Mook’s cell
heh Ji Hwa, Dongshik, Jeong Je are a fun trio 
ah and so the cops and the councilwoman, construction CEO etc become more entangled. 
also does this mean Dongshik and Jeong Je really were together that night when Yoo Yeon died? I thought there was a strong suggestion that he’d lied
and that place is right beside the deer farm that Jeong Je’s family owns ah
Joo Won looks pretty with his pretty coat and pretty smile
ah Joo Won’s desperate “you promised me that you’d turn yourself in”
ah, I feel like they’d be the roots of a tree or a different corpse? damn Oh Jihoon keeps finding corpses, first Geum Hwa and now this
in the ep 7-8 reddit on-air thread, people mentioned Jeong Je’s family owning a deer farm so I thought maybe Yoo Yeon’d be hidden there but turns out literally wayyyy too many dead bodies are buried there but likely not Yoo Yeon
(Bromance) okay listen, Joo Won and Dongshik had really good interactions and dynamics before this ep but now that the killer had been found and has died, I’m noticing things like oh Joo Won very beautiful and oh the Joo Won/Dongshik dynamics even more delicious than the haha bromance before. like Dongshik coming to Jin Mook’s house and hearing a video of Jin Mook’s voice to Dongshik is eerie and it’s so good to reveal that Joo Won has been listening to those. Joo Won’s arrogance not as pointed toward finding Dongshik suspicious even if it is to annoy Dongshik. Them calling each other cute wtf
jk Joo Won still suspicious of Dongshik - now for killing Jin Mook and not actually trying to find Yoo Yeon
ah so Jin Mook got the autopsy report of Hye Mi’s death so he had no more reason to live 
Jin Mook really fuckin meant it when he said I returned Yoo Yeon to you - she was in the fucking basement furnace walls that Jin Mook put up even though Dongshik’s mom said not to do construction there
right so the chief ha been hiding something because why did he help with Jin Mook’s suicide - what does that fucker know that the chief doesn’t want to get out? did he kill Yoo Yeon? and try to pin it on Dongshik 20 years ago? what is his arrest going to unconver, ah
I don’t get Joo Won (?) inside the office or what’s happening
This is the first episode where I started actually shipping Dongshik and Joo Won beyond just “oh I like these two characters’ dynamic” and more as a “fuck I wish they had a romantic storyline” I even read 2 fics on AO3 released before ep 10 so that I don’t get spoiled oof  kilmer by SerpentineJ is mindboggling i liked the fuckedupness 
Ep 10: To Sink - 가라앉다 (Feb 6)
December 2020 ooh we’re going 2 months back from present - it’s 1 month after Kang Jin Mook’s death
What does it mean that Kwon is using unnie to refer to Jae Yi
Kwon talking about booksmart Joo Won getting used by crazy Dongshik - this was mentioned in the fic kilmer where Joo Won knew he was being used by Dongshik
ohhh that was cool because I’ve been like oh so far it’s like ep 9′s Joo Won who is smiley hasn’t started existing yet because it’s 2 months before ep 9 and it’s true, seems like this is when he decided to be reborn after the convo with Kwon
oh lol there really was an almost reunion of Jae Yi, Chief, and Joo Won at Busan
ah Joo Won found the dashcam footage using a PI
oh did Joo Won not request the arrest without a warrant for Chief? so somebody else knows?
"how many times have people from manyang station been arrested?” no like fr lmfao 
Dongshik’s breakdown as he talks about how he imagined finding Yoo Yeon alive to her body to her skeleton to her ashes and yet not imaging her in his fucking basement and crying 
Chief’s office had the autopsy report and fishing line? damn, that’d just make me think that it’s not him and somebody’s setting him up wtf
naurr Dongshik to Chief “Do I have to see something bad happen to you?”
oh lmfao Joo Won learned from Dongshik to fabricate evidence and even smiled at the CCTV - unlike Dongshik who had the footage deleted with Chief’s help
oh please Joo Won is sooo annoying with his smile and teasing hehe “ah that reminds me! ‘is that it? did you come all the way here because of that?’” throwing Dongshik’s words back at him. oh he’s memorized every fucking thing Dongshik had said to him or what?
Jeong Je’s going through it oof he was the last person to see Yoo Yeon that night and he was also the last person to see Min Jeong that night rip him fr
so Jeong Je’s deers look like people right? Who did that last deer look like? Yoo Yeon?
Dongshik knows Jae Yi saw Chief the night Jin Mook killed himself. ah Chief also knows it’s Joo Won who put him in that cell and Joo Won’s tryna what? bug the Chief’s wallet to be able to overhead convo? track him?
lol the photo taking with the Chief in a cell with a peace sign
bro too much is happening so Dongshik was in front of the what? deer farm thing or what idk and Chief was going there too but saw him and left. Joo Wonwas tailing him there and then to the main office where 2 other people from the substation were there too for some reason and then intercepted by his father and we learn his mother died
Joo Won was at the city as a child and was sent to the Uk at either, I wonder when his mother died? Was it while they were in Manyang? killed by Jin Mook? and then his father sent him away? or is that a coincidence
damn councilwoman wants to tranquilize Jeong Je 
ah so Yoo Yeon really wasn’t killed by Jin Mook but somebody ran her over Multiple times <- Jeong Je? idk
somebody with black gloves killed the chief (the chief also wanted to kill them bc he came here with a gun) - is this the person who helped Jin Mook die?
Joo Won followed the Chief and realized somebody hit him, Dongshik realized something happened by calling the Chief and him finally picking up but just breathing
 oh noooo Joo Won saying the same stuff that Dongshik’s old partner said but he dieddd
my god Dongshik repeatedly telling Joo Won to be careful and Joo Won saying he’ll be waiting. him telling the cops to track joo won and saying he’s his partner
damn bruv okay so Jeong Je and Dongshik got to the scene too late and the chief for sure dead and oof rip
dongshik in joo won’s arms hm
I feel like alksdfj because for multiple eps, since the ep where we saw Jin Mook at the end scene (ep 5) onwards, we’ve been getting answers - whether it be who is the murder, why, how, where the bodies of other victims are, where’s Yoo Yeon, etc. but this ep, we found out a bit like Yoo Yeon wasn’t killed by Jin Mook but by being run over and had a billion questions raised like who killed Yoo Yeon, why? how did Jin Mook get hold of her body? What did Chief know? Who helped Jin Mook die? Who killed Chief? etc
Ep 11: To Tighten - 조이다 (Feb 7)
It’s the break between my Tuesday classes and I’m spending that time starting another episode. I’m not even watching Never Let Me Go episode from today (read a few spoilers about it though) and instead watching this ah, I’m a bad student
Also, I’ve started listening to the OSTs since last night and it’s so good TODO listen to the songs and add some like The Night (+ instrumental) to my spotify
This show really does show everything rather than tell. People have been saying so on the reddit on-air threads for a while but we’re at the 2003 flashback with Chief and yeah, this show is big on just showing what happened and less exposition
Lee Dohyun my loveeee
ah parallels of Chief and Dongshik attending his father’s funeral vs Dongshik and Joo Won attending Chief’s funeral ah
naurr this grief is fucking me up fr like Dongshik going through the chief’s house, the flashback to Chief bringing the jjigae and their chant
Joo Won even drinking from the shared utensils
Joo Won and Jae Yi convo with his apologizing and thanking her hm
okay so i guess Jo Gil Goo and Hwang Gwang Yeong are starting to play more of a role since last ep after having not been there much for the first half of the show. would it really be one of them who killed Chief? they did say Gil Goo knew Chief for 21 years hm that’s when the original deaths happened
It’s curious that Joo Won and Dongshik are telling literally everybody that he saw those two at the Seoul agency - that makes it seem like there’s less weight to the suspicions
please I wish Jae Yi and Jihoon were a thing, her driving with him in the back of the motorcycle <3 i love het couples who are gay4gay
lol I too was thinking Hwang Gwang Yeong would be here to try for some job opportunity, makes sense
Gil Goo called Han Joo Won’s father deputy whatever that night hm
oh Jeong Je throwing away his medication <- the one councilwoman was using tranquilizer in or whatever? so that his visions/flashbacks continue
Gil Goo did something during the Yoo Yeong missing case 21 years ago that he thoughts was the order of the chief back then (ie. current Deputy whatever Joo Won’s father) ahh
and then the Chief came in to see the deputy chief? asking about Jo Gil Goo? omg and analysis report? wtf is happening girl 
anyway i don’t believe for a second that Deputy Chief doesn’t have any idea about what’s going on. he’s the one who closed the case after 4 months back in 2000 after all and he’s shady throughout this whole show. doesn’t know about the analysis report and doesn’t know about what he ordered Gil Goo hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 
Gil Goo visited the chief in the holding cell
ohhh wtf wtf okay so there was a guitar pick beside the body in 2000, Gil Goo gave it to the forensics team and got the analysis report, that report had nothing that there were no prints on the analysis report oof - so it wasn’t actually Dongshik’s guitar pick the way I originally thought it was. I’d thought maybe he left it there when he was visiting her restaurant or whatever
oh the pick was Dongshik’s but there were no fingerprints on it - so I’m guessing there were Dongshik’s and somebody else’s? 
man i should think of guesses right now ig because the reveals might be coming soon but idek like somebody pretended to give orders based on being Chief Han, who could do that? Am I supposed to be suspicious of Ji Hwa’s partner? would it be councilwoman because Jeong Je’s fingerprints would also be on the pick?
ah it’s true i guess that one person really did kill 3 people: yoo yeon, jin mook, chief name sang bae. a serial killer based on hiding yoo yeon’s killer
okay who is this guy again? chief of some other substation? of the violent crimes thing? he’s been at some of the interrogations
oh his name Cheol Moon - didn’t Gil Goo call him too? before calling the deputy chief? i guess it’s because cheol moon had been acting as if chief Han had ordered for the faking and disappearance of the analysis report
ah so Cheol Moon and Chief had gone to Jin Mook’s cell
bruv Jin Mook had ripped off his fingers to write on the wall w blood
ah it’s the construction CEO - somebody had mentioned that in the reddit on-air threads. someone sent him the CCTV from jin mook’s cells hmm also he owns the deer farm where the bodies are found <- will we get to hear more about this? were they killed like Jin Mook’s victims choking? like car accidents?
is CEO construction also faking his physical disability that’s so annoying of this fucking show
is councilwoman’s number the burner phone number than gil goo called?
my goodness 
last 15 min rewatched: still so </3
I feel feral; it’s been a few hours since I watched this (I had to watch the last few minutes on such a time crunch cuz I had to get to my next class and time was running out but I was too close to the end to just stop and watch the rest later lol) and I’m just klajdsf about the ending. so Jeong Je ran over Yoo Yeon (poor girl, she was so happy to see the car lights), then councilwoman and the constructor CEO were also there and probably helped cover it up. does Jeong Je actually know he ran her over or is he so drugged up by his mom that he doesn’t know or that his visions/hallucinations make him think that was not real and he instead hit a deer? poor dongshik who somehow learned jeong je ran over yoo yeon. Also, did Yoo Yeon have her fingers or no? How did she escape Jin Mook? also how is Cheol Moon involved hmm and was it joo won who sent CEO the CCTV clip or someone else? ah fuck i’m mad that I have like 4 more hours of stuff to do before I can watch the next ep
Ep 12: To Loosen - 풀다 (Feb 8)
I'm so fucking stupid and only watched 1 ep yesterday because last night i was supposed to do some homework then watch ep 12 of beyond evil but i kept procrastinating for hours upon hours, so i only just finished the work at 12:30 and couldn’t watch another ep. ahh it’s even more annoying that i didn’t even procrastinate by watching an episode because i kept thinking i can’t start an 1h ep, i’ll be starting my work in like 5 minutes! 3 hours later i hadn’t started work nor watched an ep
Also I kept having to leave the G/T rated fics I tried reading because I was afraid that I’d get spoiled so I was like well if I read an explicit fic how much can porn really spoil? Well turns out Dongshik goes to prison for a year in the end maybe, it can spoil that
Who is Secretary Jang that Construction CEO Jin Lee is calling
ohhhh so Dongshik didn’t know that Jeong Je hit his sister but that Jeong Je must have recognized councilwoman’s burner phone from Gil Goo’s call log but didn’t mention it
and Jeong Je can’t remember that he actually hit Yoo Yeon that night or what happened that night; though he does know that the number what the burner phone his mom used 20 years ago
As I was about to start the ep, I was like oh it’d be fun if this ep’s title is 풀다 cuz I know that word already and it was :)
(Bromance) “Are you worried about me right now, Lieutenant Han Joo Won?” “Do you think I’m crazy?” lmfaoo
i wish i knew everybody’s names cuz who tf is HKH is this Deputy Chief Han
how much does Deputy Chief CEO Han know ah like he’s been in cahoots with councilwoman and Jin LEe CEO but he claims to not know wtf is going on and also he wasn’t seen in the flashback to the night of Yoo Yeong’s death
pls why are Joo Won and Dongshik so cute >.< Dongshik once again being like “ooh was i there?” and joo won instead of taking it as a confession, he’s like don’t joke about it >:((
okay they quickly learned that Jin Lee was at the restaurant last night
so who sent Jin Lee the CCTV vid hmm it doesn’t seem like Joo Won Dongshik etc I wonder if it could be Gil Goo trying to right his wrongs from before or Park Jeong Je in a similar vein
fuck did I forget something? What was in Chief Nam Sang Bae’s safe? the guitar pick analysis report? did Joo Won take that? or somebody else? also interesting that Gil Goo just straight up knows that councilwoman had a hand in killing Chief and just isn’t saying anything
what did councilwoman use that burner hone for 21 years ago? 
also okay so Yoo Yeon’s body, catatonic Park Jeong Je, his mother councilwoman, and Jin Lee Construction CEO were all gathered there that night and Jin Lee was supposed to take care of Yoo Yeon’s body (he got Jin Mook to cover it up I suppose (in exchange for what? getting to bury people in the deer farm that Jin Lee bought from councilwoman?) and councilwoman tried to cover up everything Jeong Je was involved in (the guitar pick that was found and used for Dongshik’s capture whad Jeong Je’s fingerprints - I feel like that was guessable based on the fact that Jeong and Dongshik were friends and since finding out about councilwoman’s involvement, it’d make sense that she’d get rid of the paper because Jeong Je was her son and she’s protecting him ofc ofc but we still don’t know why the guitar pick was there that day. ig we’ll learn once Jeong Je’s memory comes back) 
ooh Joo Won character growth of not just arresting Jeong Je without a warrant for having killed Yoo Yeon because he learned after doing that stuff to Dongshik 
who is So Nyeo again? this pregnant lady ah her name is familiar but who are you? the forsenics department person? oh she’s telling them how Yoo Yeon probably was hit by the car 
damn girl, Jo Gil Goo’s wife also involved with the councilwoman, Cheol Moon, and construction CEO?
so now Dongshik knows that Do Hae Won has been paying Gil Goo for 20 years because he switched out the guitar pick analysis report and the original fingerprints were Jeong Je’s
no like why are we also being like yesh Jeong Je’s meds hm like just 1 person takes meds and it’s seen as bad thing to cover up bad thing they did like pls this showwwwwww let’s spread a little less ableist ideas
ohh I’d assumed Dongshik had texted Yoo Yeon that night but it was Jeong Je - which makes sense now if we think that that’s her boyfriend
ah fuck was i supposed to fucking remember the burner phone numbers? did jeong je use the same phone to text yoo yeon that his mother later has used as her burner phone number
wait hold on wtf so Yoo Yeon was already fallen on the ground by the time Jeong Je ran over her? but also whoooo are these people like the outfit isn’t the same? or is it? or what’s happening? it wasn’t the outfit of the other girl whose body was near the guitar pick either
oh just kidding Yoo Yeon was indeed wearing that outfit but her yellow jacket was not to be found when Jeong Je ran her over
oh insane I was like Dongshik for sure not killing Jeong Je with that hammer lol but I also didn’t expect him to tell Joo Won of the confession but to aslo let Jeong Je just go home and kinda use him as bait to find out more about his mother councilwoman and also about who’s behind Chief’s murder etc and also I wonder if he realizes that something’s weird about Jeong Je saying Yoo Yeon was already on the ground when he ran over her, because a car hit her on the knees first
oh is this a hint that Han Joo Won’s deputy chief/commisioner father did indeed do something bad all thought years ago - this show keeps making him suspicious and then be like hm no he doesn’t know anything but then suspicious again
ah of course Han Joo Won’s father hit Yoo Yeon first and then just left her there I guess and then drunk out of his mind ran over Jeong Je her fallen body. did dongshik somehow already know of the father’s involvement bc why did he speak to joo won like that about his loyalty to family and whether dongshik can trust him if his father does something bad
Poor Yoo Yeon for real; she escaped the car while Jin Mook was dragging the other girl’s body and still got run over so many times and left for dead
we got a glimpse last episode of Yoo Yeong’s death so I thought we know most of the things but they seem to have endless tricks up their sleeves
When did Jeong’s mother and Jin Lee appear? did he call her? Jeong Je’s guitar pick fell when he went to Yoo Yeon, how come it was near the other girl? 
Ep 13: To Ask - 묻다 (Feb 8)
Oof, no wonder all 3 of the councilwoman, Jin Lee, and Han Chief all ended up seeing Yoo Yeon’s body, they were all together and drinkingright before that. Makes more sense than them all stumbling upon her on their own
so Dongshik did catch the fact that Yoo Yeon can’t have been lying down
ya going back to how Han Gi Hwan closed the case just 4 months after Yoo Yeon’s disappearence
Oh I just realized person and deer are similar in Korean  사슴 사람
Did Jeong Je tell Dongshik abut Jin Lee also being there at the crime site or no because he seems to remember that. oh he did, okay
dang his mother breaking down like you’re not remembering it right because you’re the one who killed Yoo Yeon! when Jeong Je was asking who killed Yoo Yeon
no it’s like crazy that Han Gi Hwan ran over Yoo Yeon and left and then so many people worked to cover up Yoo Yeon’s death cuz of Jeong Je that Han Gi Hwan didn’t even have to do anything except close the case 4 months later and not worry about it for 20 years
lol but also this coverup meant the case been unsolved for 2 decades when, if Jeong Je had been arrested, everybody would’ve thought he killed her by himself and Han Gi Hwan wouldn’t have had to worry at all despite having run her over first 
ohh Han Gi Hwan gave Jin Lee the orders to kill Kang Jin Mook and pulled the CCTV strings (which reminds me - who send Jin Lee the CCTV footage? that’s why he’s been hounding Han Gi Hwan no?) - that was the secret they were hiding (presumably because the two more aboutthe Yoo Yeon incident than councilwoman who only knows about Jeong Je and Jin Lee’s cleanup)
damn Han Gi Hwan and Cheol Moon really just decided to frame Nam Sang Bae “if something goes wrong” but also why did Jin Lee then kill Nam Sang Bae? Han Gi Hwan knew that Nam Sang Bae would visit
“Catch all the rotten bastards” girl Han Gi Hwan talking bout himself or what
ah somebody on reddit on-air said that Jae Yi’s talk about how Jeong Je must receive punishment is also about how he shouldn’t kill himself to escape like Kang Jin Mook
Han Gi Hwan foiling Han Joo Won’s plan about him knowing about bribe-taker Cheol Moon because Joo Won already told his father he’d do something about it if he didn’t deal with Cheol Moon but Cheol Moon has blackmail material on Han Gi Hwan such as him being involved with Kang Jin Mook’s death
girl what the fuck is happeningggggg  okay is this Joo Won and Dongshik’s plan  and that’s why Joo Won decided to come here to this commissioner thing (Kwon saying oh Joo Won you came here for this little thing? talking about the bribery scandal but he’s here to cause an even bigger scandal?) or is Dongshik going fucking balls to the wall wild again ahhhhhhhh scream 
ohh Joo Won didn’t knowwww fuckkkkk what’s going on fucking hell 
Girl I have immense amount of work to do because I’ve been procrastinating too much but... should I just procastinate for another 1.5 hours and watch the next ep wtf
This show has ended up so different from the first half where we had a loose serial killer but now it’s like laws and corrupt officials and bribery but it still keeps my attention and curiosity
Ep 14: To Answer - 답하다 (Feb 8)
nooooooo my poor Joo Won T.T his mom tried to kill herself and his dad sent his mom to a psych ward 
they’re showing the arrest again and now that i’m not sooo focused on the ‘wtf is happening’ i’m like yknow what they both look hot 
ohhh okay good it was in fact Joo Won’s idea whewwwwww 
plsss Dongshik’s faceeee as Joo Won is confessing during the questioning even though Dongshik made him promise that he’ll use his right to remain silent
oh yeah i totally forgot that Han Joo Won had previously confessed and then they’d done nothing about it and he hadn’t been punished despite being wanting it 
ohhh Joo Won being like fuck you for breaking your promise to turn yourself in for not calling as soon as you found out Jin Mook was guilty and we might’ve saved Min Jeong. I’ll thus break my proise to not take the punishment and instead admit my crimes
oh the punishment is just a suspension? or it says ‘until disciplinary meeting’ so maybe something more will come
damn not Kwan getting slapped by Han Gi Hwan and spoken to lowly. i kept thinking he’s gonna betray Joo Won in order to do something for his father but hmmmm I mean he could betray them both lol there’s 3 more hours left
pls not Joo Won appearing to a) lie to his father about not knowing about getting arrested (thus the show about what are you doing rn? during the arrest ig) and b) annoying his father
naur Joo Won’s father telling him to get out and him actually taking it to heart fr this time. it’s okay my guy your father will hopefully be in prison for hit and run soon
oh Kang Jin Mook just found Yoo Yeon, he and Jin Lee weren’t working together. that’s good i don’t think it would’ve made sense if Jin Lee just knew of a serial killer running around lowering their chance of redevelopment and didn’t do anything to stop it
Councilwoman’s secret girl there are so many things it could be about so idek
why is Jin Lee so funny just “if everybody knows it, would it be a secret?” and his heart eyes for Jihwa
aw Jihwa telling Jeong Je “good work” T.T
i love Jae Yi <3 also idk I like when Jae Yi treats Joo Won with the lightest layer of disdain but still is cordial towards him and I’d like it if they were friends but not romantically involved 
ohoho all this talks about not being on the same team, alright guys
yaas Jae Yi chasing Han Gi Hwan
oh i’m a dumbass obviously Cheol Moon sent Jin Lee the CCTV footage
girl i keep getting confused and being like ohh dongshik joo won kiss <3 like wtf do you mean by ‘i promise i’ll contact you’ ‘i’ll be waiting, Han Joo Won’
ah so Han Gi Hwan did get caught by Jin Lee and that’s why it’s so interesting that he was called about the same girl again by the councilwoman 
 oof Joo Won bugged his dad’s car and gets to hear about how his father ordered Jin Lee to kill Jin Mook
I hope Joo Won is recording this he’s getting confessions of Jin Mook and Nam Sang BAe’s murders almost and kinda planning of Cheol Moon’s
not Joo Won’s brain and heart fucking breaking as he gets confirmation that his dad caused the accident that killed Yoo Yeon
naurrr not Dongshik checking his phone like a lover waiting for a text wtf 
ah poor Joo Won at the end, just like the beginning. what’s he gonna do with that golf club in the rain
Ep 15: To Let Go - 놓다 (Feb 9)
noo poor Joo Won learning that not only did his father kill Yoo Yeon but he’s badmouthing Joo Won and didn’t even clearly say he won’t kill his own son
oh yeah it’s interesting how Joo Won came to the town convinved Dongshik killed Geum Hwa and Yoo Yeon but indeed it comes back to Joo Woon and his family
ooh Kang Jin Mook and chairwoman Do Hae Won know the secret mentioned in the last ep but Jin Lee doesn’t know. does Han Gi Hwan?
damn Joo Won being like i’ll set a trap, be the bait, become a monster, and drag Han Gi Hwan into hell with me and that’s how i’ll apologize to you Dongshik
(Fave) D: not the kneeling in front of Dongshik. My bad for reading that post-canon explicit fic that slightly mentioned Dongshik thinking of this moment because now I’m looking at it with that in mind 
(Fave) but kneeling in front of someone and saying “I will go to hell” as you beg them to let you drag your father down for killing their sister is actually such aklsfjalksdfj (Edit: I’m reblogging every single gifset with this scene or with Joo Won/Dongshik hands gifsets where they talk about Joo Won atoning by going to hell ah)
 damn the interaction between Jeong Je and his mom where she’s like... outwardly evil is wild
not them going on a meal date right now 
pls Joo Won being like “sniveling? i never cried” like okay my guy
damn Han Gi Hwan knuckle bloody from punching the phone
ahhh Joo Won being like stop getting stabbed in the back by bastards you need to get rid of and hold my hand, thus using han gi hwan’s own words to point the accomplices as enemies and showing him that joo won can hold out his hand first
 lmfao councilwoman’s approval rating for becoming mayor is last place? girl at least han gi hwan is literally nominated to become commissioner but she’s doing all these insane things for what? esp if she doesn’t even gaf about her son for real
damn Dongshik coming in at the perfect moment to stop Jin Lee from murdering Jeong Cheol Moon in broad daylight 
I love it when I don’t know anything like for the past several episodes, we’ve known more than Dongshik or Joo Won have known but now, I don’t know what they’re planning exactly beyond just taking down Han Gi Hwan, so this is fun
you know Dongshik and Joo Won give me perfect ‘pretend enemies while lovers’ like Pat/Pran
pls Jin Lee being like okay I enjoyed the show, you’re trying to show me that your relationship is pretty bad right now. Am I close? like plssss maybe he’s my favourite character, who knows
ah Jin Lee said that night Han Gi Hwan came just to ask him to reject his wife’s construction company’s bid (a lie bc they were supposed to work together)
oof Jin Lee pointedly brining up the part when commissioner Han Gi Hwan was like a murderer shouldn’t get a mic into his mic
ah Jin Lee working to make it seem like Do Hae Won ran over Yoo Yeon + talking about how the bodies found in the Deer Farm killed by Kang Jin Mook was on his property but it was still Do Hae Won who had access to it and is suggesting she worked with Kan Jin Mook 
tbh we still don’t know why Jeong Je’s guitar pick thing appeared beside the other girl
Park Jeong Je in a mental hospital
Joo Won was expecting his father to do something about Cheol Moon but instead he promoted him right hm
girl what’s happening agh fuck 50m in i can’t rn i have class soon, guess i’ll just have to watch this later T.T
okay time to finish watching the last 15 mins or so
does Prosecutor Kwan now know Lee Dongshik’s number even though he technically doesn’t know whose number it is he can probably guess
Joo Won seeing Jeong Cheol Moon text Dongshik about meeting alone and so taking his phone...
Did Joo Won’s behaviors seem weird to Dongshik - ah he’s realized Joo Won took his phone
girl what the fuckkkkk Joo Won what?!
Is this what Joo Won meant by “I will become a monster” like what’s happening what did Joo Won do? Why did Cheol Moon wanna meet Dongshik? girl there’s 1 ep left wtf???
Ah okay I will have a guess that: Jeong Cheol Moon turning off his lights immediately after going home was strange. Maybe he was waiting for Dongshik in the darkness or maybe somebody else was there and turned it off? acc idek what guess I have beyond I doubt Joo Won actually killed him, thus the ‘it seems like... i killed him’ so either somebody else killed Cheol Moon and was trying to frame Dongshik perhaps. or maybe Joo Won is gonna have Cheol Moon in hiding not dead - that’ll get him out of Han Gi Hwan’s hair for the time being. idkidk Also Joo Won and Dongshik stared at each other for sooo long in that last scene, what were you communicating?! tell meeee
Ep 16: To Catch/Hold - 잡다 (Feb 9)
Badmouthing somebody and then calling them and having the phone ringing from your shower is so horrific lmfao
Whose phones is Jin Lee trying to frame
Okay, I was confused about the timeline of the text but it makes more sense now. Jin Lee texted Dongshik with an unknown number (JCM is used by Jin Lee or the father and that was in the text) before Cheol Moon arrived home and that’s he was killed and Jin Lee put the phone that texted Dongshik on the sink to show that Dongshik was brought there and then killed him. Wonder what the other phone is for though
Dongshik talking about Joo Won like that’s his lover
naurrrr Joo Won’s Lady Macbeth type washing the blood from his hands
“I don’t like other people in my home” “You don’t like other people in your home but you entered mine so boldly?”
So Jin Lee left his cellphone that he used to text Nam Sang Bae, which he also used to text Dongshik to come to JCM’s house, along with Nam Sang Bae’s phone.
ah they’re framing it as Cheol Moon killing Nam Sang Bae and committing suicide and also previously tried to frame it like Dongshik killed Cheol Moon, they’re really tryna get as many birds with one stone huh
6179 was the number of Han Gi Hwan’s cellphone after speaking with Jin Lee, are we supposed to remember it?
girl Jin Lee had a whole wife and kid when he married Ji Hwa?!
Dongshik telling Do Hae Won about Jeong Je not really being the culprit
no what was councilwoman tryna say about Kang Jin Mook D: 
bruh Dongshik and Joo Won really bet on the fact that Jeong Je would be moved and swooped in to take him away. my cool Jae Yi
okay finally we’re gonna learn bout the location of the guitar pick around Bang Joo Seon
ah Jin Mook put the guitar pick there on purpose to make them think Jeong Je killed both Yoo Yeon and Joo Seon
damn this whole time Ho Dae Won knew that the serial killer was Jin Mook and gave him the deer farm to store his victims ah
damn the Jin Mook and Ho Dae Won convo is wild
oof they left Do HaE Won out and tried to make it seem like she killed Yoo Yeon Jin Mook etc but she came out and said it was the other two oof
damn okay Prosecuter Kwon has been giving sleezy vibes this whole time (budget Kang Jin Mook who just evades some laws instead of a serial murderer) but I guess he listened to what Joo Won said
“Do you only entertain Lee Dongshik’s calls? Are you two dating?” Bro I should drop the (Bromance) and just do (Romance) like wtf
ah so I guess Dongshik got the confession that it was Han Gi Hwan from Jin Lee’s mouth
oh no Joo Won’s mother committed suicide at the hospital and his rascal father said that’s the worst escape a weak person can choose
damn Joo Won learned from Dongshik to do this ‘face the gun’ and taunt type thing but Dongshik knew you wouldn’t fucking kill him Joo Won. your father however...
the way Joo Won went to block Dongshik with his body and keep his eyes lowered is killing me so bad, my beautiful boy I wanna read about you getting [redacted]
I love Dongshik’s face every time Joo Won surprises him, like the gun shooting at the roof
About being arrested by Joo Won for messing with Min Jeong’s murder scene, Dongshik’s like “If you don’t do it, I won’t turn myself in.” like broooo why are they so special to each other ah
Joo Won’s arrest of Dongshik being so different now than previously
Linguistics: The handholding and “Joo Won-ah” and Joo Won’s tears I’m gonna crawl into a hole 
(Fave) Joo Won’s crying on Dongshik’s hands that are in handcuffs while Dongshik smiles on what if I cried and died what would this show do then
yknow I’m used to looking into things like ah yes these girl besties are definitely in love and these guys are litteraly soulmates etc but now... are they tryna tell me these two are in love like idek
girl Feb 5 2021 for a second my heart skipped a beat like oh this is Feb 3 2021 I’m watching it close to the date but like uhhh it’s 2023 get your head on straight miss boy
Joo Won coming to his mother’s grave ah
if this was a BL, the choahamnida by Joo Won after the jjigae would’ve been a moment of “oh? what does he choa? could it be Lee Dongshik?”
the “Joo Won ah” instead of “Liutenant Joo Won” or “Han Joo W on-ssi” from Dongshik kills me so bad. but then Joo Won being like don’t use banmal with me lee dongshik-ssi
Joo Won going around finding people who are lost in mountains and stuff, the way Dongshik did to that girl’s father ah. that’s good but why are you guys walking awayyyyy what do you mean Joo Won didn’t visit him in prison 
I wonder how I would’ve felt if I didn’t know from 2 different Explicit fics that Dongshik was in prison for a year at the end lol
I wish the ending was juuust a bit more drawn out or not given us an ‘1 year later’ because I need either a bit more of all of them together and Dongshik/Joo Won or I need none of it so that I am solely responsible for my imagination. Like to go from such such such deep emotions during Joo Won arresting Dongshik to this casual, almost detached feeling even though they clearly still care for one another is too much for me. 
Overall:
Ah, 17-ish hours passed with this story and characters. 
Interesting how I started the show for one reason (serial killer, who-dun-it) but after Kang Jin Mook’s capture and death, the show seemed to be like a new season but with the same overarching Yoo Yeon plot and became more about politicians and legalities. Yet, it kept me engaged.
The writing of this show was really good, I thought the unravelling was quite good and even when we were a few steps ahead of the main characters as the audience, it didn’t lose the edge and also the characters caught up quickly enough. There may be plot holes but nothing sticks out to me and that’s what’s important. The characters were also really well written and given depth. The acting is great, the directing was soooo good in some places like congrats on this cinematography and directing choices, and the music was good too. 
Also, it’s director and scriptwriter are both women, which is great, especially for this type of series that focuses so much on female victims
I’ve not been feeling romance for the past few weeks but Dongshik/Joo Won did manage to give me intense brain worms. Especially because in the first half, I was more worried about the girls and catching the killer etc and they had an interesting enough dynamic then with the antagonizing but after there wasn’t An Imminent Threat in the 2nd half is when we started getting more of their dynamics and such. They seemed so fucking gay in the text, not subtext, in the last few eps, esp the last episode. I will often look at same gendered friends and be like ah they are madly in love but did this show specifically want me to think of them that way because it sure seemed like it at the end, though I will choose to believe that they will continue to be very close after the show ends and not see each other’s face once a year or something.
Very good, I think I’ll rewatch this sometime and also gonna go read fics. Rewatching will for sure be interesting as I get to see more things, like even at the very first scene, young Kang Jin Mook is seen being asked to move things
Rating: 8/10 
Tiktoks
Joo Won holding Dongshik at Chielf Nam Sang Bae’s body (bg: Chandelier - Sia)
Dongshik Edit (bg: hey mickey you’re so fine)
Min Jeong T.T (bg: Yellow - Coldplay)
Jae Yi <333 
Joo Won “i don’t like touching people’s hands” vs clutching at Dongshik 
Juwoon Dongshik parallels (twt: bfufilm)
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gugugagacodons · 2 years
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✨logic behind law of assumption/manifestation✨
okay so, my blog is not totally abt manifestation/LOA/the universal powers or whatever/however u like to refer to it but to all the people who think this is non sense coz it doesn't have logic in it, i wanted to try and give u the scientific approach towards it that i find believable.
i'm a science student a person of logic naturally, so i too, looked for the logic and reason behind this.
i began my manifestation journey in 2019 end/2020 start. back then i used to refer to it as the 'power of the subconscious mind'. as i said, i'm a science student and the brain is truly a wonderful organ. it works in mysterious ways.
there are two parts of the brain acc to the kind of thinking (idk how to explain this term sjkjdjd u'll get it in a bit) one is the active thinking and one is the passive or the subconscious thinking.
active thinking, as the name says, involves the thoughts u have on your mind right at the moment, for eg. u're reading this, so analysing and comprehending it currently is what u're actively thinking about right now. it's the main thoughts that u have on any given moment.
passive or subconscious thinking involves thoughts that u know already, and have labelled in your head as a fact or a universal truth, or simply as smth that can't be changed. it also involves muscle memory. basically the things that are carved deep down into your memory, for example when u're singing your fav song, u don't actively have to think what words or lines come next bc its like, ur brain alr knows what comes next bc u have it memorised, or when u're typing u don't really have to search where the letter s or letter e is bc u're so used to it that u always hit the right ones when u're typing.
your subconscious mind is the mind of ultimate knowledge. ur subconscious mind already knows everyth it needs to, u just have to learn to tame it.
idk if this ever happened with u but like the singing a song ex i gave, sometimes when i'm singing a song w/o thinking much abt it, the lyrics come right out my mouth but sometimes when i actively think abt it i go "??????? what was next" and thas bc ur subconscious mind knows better than u ever will!!!
what i interpret, when u try to tame ur brain in a certain way, u urself start acting in a way that will help u achieve it. for example, if i constantly keep thinking abt wanting to score well in a specific exam, and i keep telling myself that i HAVE TO SCORE WELL then i automatically get trained to work towards the exam. ik this is a lot different from the theories y'all might've come across, stuff like u don't have to do anyth when u're manifesting... well technically here too, u don't really have to do anyth bc u wont be doing it actively, it will be a slow and gradual process and u'll eventually bring changes into ur life that will help u get good marks w/o realising it.
because w the subcon mind, u never realise its happening in real time. u only realise it when u look back in time and compare the times before u manifested smth and after u started manifesting.
i'm not saying that this is the ultimate theory, different things work for different ppl. however i feel this is a somewhat logical explanation of the LOA and manifesting powers. manifesting can sometimes take yrs and sometimes take just a few seconds, altho u dont have to worry abt it. whenever u see urself getting worried abt it just try to divert ur mind from the negative thoughts; learn to tame your mind to believe what u tell it.
as i said, ur brain is the MOST POWERFUL ORGAN. tryna understand what i'm saying here, but the brain doesn't have a brain of its own, it simply believes what u tell it. u meet a person named taehyung, ur brain believes and remembers that person as taehyung bc u told it so. so u just have to tell ur brain the things that u technically alr have, and live like it. don't overthink it or stress it too much, whenever u feel like u getting negative thoughts regarding it then divert ur mind to affirm again!! that will help u to avoid slipping into the pessimism. simply believe and create ur reality it's that simple.
u are ur own boss. u got this!!!<3
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aw 🥹 their first convo, wasn’t that cute? totally not gonna acknowledge the fact that he used his private acc to talk to her nd not his main?? 🫠 haha totally not gonna come back nd bite him in the ass later on nd cause unnecessary angst, nope, no way. everything is going to be fiiine. 💜 anyways, joon 🤭 4? 4 sugar babies?? you tryna get a 5th or…? is there an application i can fill out? i totally wanna get paid to go on dates nd talk on the phone nd maybe let your frustrations out on me when the mrs gets you upset?? 😇 do i need to have an interview w your wife abt it? shiiiit i can cater to her when you get on her nerves too! win win for everyone 😂actually, mr yoongi can i be your sugar baby? 😭 i know i can’t compete w vmin but still!! lmao i literally love everyone in this au they’re all so funny. hobi… im a lil sus of you but you’re being cute abt it so im willing to turn a blind eye to it. only bc you’re cute! not bc it’s wrong nd gonna for sure blow up in your face later on, only bc you’re cute.
lmaooo yeah you're right it won't come back to bite him in the ass ., esp with how we know he loves to go to her shows nd seeing her in person - all while setting up this sugar daddy thing w her in disguise 🤡 everything is going to go exactly as plannedddd !
namjoon is on some different shit fr like?? how he manages to keep his wife happy ., keep up with four different girls aND run a whole company is beyond me . must skip out on sleeping or some shit . nd you know for a fact you've got to pass the vibe check with his wife - bc if you're gonna be spending time with her man ., she needs to make sure you're not on some shit .
dude the way yoongi is the only one out of his friends now that refuses to get a sugar baby . he said this money is for me nd for me only !! good luck to him when he starts fucking around with vmin bc you can tell they're expensive just by looking at them 😭
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fatwh0relmao · 2 years
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I haven’t eaten in like around 20 hours and im feeling like super good abt it. My weights dropped down to 133 but I’m sure that’s just water weight so nothing to be proud of yet. I’ve been drinking a lot of water but it’s getting rlly annoying having to piss every 5 seconds. But anyways here are some things I did the past 20 hours to not eat:
Played val for like 6 hours with my friend: great distraction, very fun
Sort of walked around in circles around my room for an hour cause I refuse to go outside it’s so fucking hot and my treadmill is broken
called with another friend that’s on vacation for like an hour, then called again with her for another hour later and watched her get high
Slept for 5 hours, showered, did my makeup and made some tiktoks so I wouldn’t eat
The rest of the time idk what I did probably just chilled in bed lmao. Speaking of my tiktok, I’m sort of using my account as motivation for losing weight as well. I really do care abt my following and likes and stuff and I feel like if I get skinnier it will grow. Def not gonna share my acc on here tho lmao im not tryna get cancelled for “promoting” eds. another thing I using for motivation not to eat the past 20 hours is that the guy I likeee and am hooking up with is coming over in like 2 hours and im tryna look skinny for him ykkk. However whenever he comes over he comes for like 8-10 hours and he gets hungry and since he’s fucking normal he eats. I feel like he’s already suspicious I have an ed but that’s BAD bc his ex had one and he like kinda talked shit abt it to me. I think if I only eat a few bites of whatever we eat and leave the rest he wont notice but Ik im still gonna feel like shit for it. I have to fucking piss again now. Peace.
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flwrz4maxx · 9 months
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my parents: "why dont u tell us anything anymore"
vent !!
uhh maybe cuz u literally say that im lazy, threaten u beat me if i dont do what u say a literal SECOND after u say it, u yell at me which js makes me more scared of u, u say that my mental health isnt real and that im js faking it, u compared me 2 my DOG when u FORCED ME 2 COME OUT, u blame me 4 everything, when i actually do something when u dont ask me to do u say that im tryna get something outta u and that i want something that ur gonna say no 2, my own MOTHER called me a fucking liar when i said that my dad sa's me and stuff when tho he literally does it in fucking front of her, u trash my room looking 4 things that i 'stole" when i didnt fucking steal shit, u blame me everytime something in the house goes missing, u compare me 2 my sisters even tho they are all in there fucking 30s-40s and im literally a fucking teenager, u said that its my fault when my bird died OF FUCKING OLD AGE, u go through my netflix & youtube acc 2 see what i watch, u invade my space, u made me clean out my whole fucking closet bc u thought that i was hiding something from u when i js fucking cleaned it, u say that i cry when u yell at me bc i dont wanna talk abt the thing ur yelling at me abt, and many other fucking stuff? idk js a guess tho
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ig i set my fake bday on my alt to 12/31 for some reason when i made it and i was uber confused last night (logged in after midnight) when i kept hearing the word for birthday come out of isaac's mouth on the home screen.. mind you, i somehow managed to snag little red riding hood isaac from the free gacha pulls they're doing atm, so i thought maybe it had been a bday picnic kinda card for him and then when i went to the other cards screen and they were all mentioning birthdays i was like "but it's not my.... ooohhh unless??" and looked up the bday on the account and then it all clicked lmao. i was mindlessly doing my logins/stamina spending just before i crashed for bed so that was one hell of a mindfuck i went through. just wish that card woulda come home on my main acc instead bc i love isaac too 😭 spent so many diamonds tryna get his autumn fashion card,,
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