#btw thanks for the support on these :) even though i'd make them for myself anyways i'm glad other people are enjoying them

[accirax]

initial thoughts on DCAS episode 9

woah, how strong is Tess/how weak is Aiden? i guess it's probably that Tess is jacked. non-digital art supplies are heavy.

he truly is the worst dad ever. no wonder Fiore constantly faceplanting never raised any alarm bells for him. it does make him being so worried about Fiore being attacked by the scorpion/alone in the dark in S1 all the sweeter, though :) (or all the more fucked up, from his son's perspective.)

WHERE THE FUCK DID YUL GET KAI'S SHIRT FROM SHKHSLKJASLDJASLD. i guess the last time we saw Kai he was shirtless so i guess his shirt must have wound up somewhere???

this makes sense, kind of. although, i maintain that Grett's actual gameplay in S1 was ATROCIOUS. anyways i love supportive Riya!!! just like Alec and Riya, this is a really fun pairing that i hope they expand upon more.

this was just by unabashedly being himself, i imagine? i can't picture Yul supporting Grett being herself, no matter what her true self is. he's too appearance-discriminatory for that.

thank god it's not another split personality plotline; i've had enough of those from other series.

top 10 photos taken seconds before disaster

WHEN WILL YOU LEARN? WHEN WILL YOU LEARN THAT YOUR ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES?!?!?! (/ref)

something about Aiden saying "sexy" really caught me off guard. anyways, woahhhhh whaaaaat oh my godddddd i can't believe Tom's boyfriend was fake!

yeah... because cops never lie 🤨

this really is therapy: the episode, huh? it's fine, i like the character work. also, Trevor's feelings reveal! this was pretty obvious, especially once they showed it in the trailer, so i'm not at all surprised. what i am surprised about is that we didn't see any of Derek and Kristal getting a drink or playing pool this episode. did it just happen off screen, or was it canceled/postponed? i'm sure Kristal's reaction will have some kind of effect on how Derek takes the news whenever Trevor decides to tell him.

Trevor is an honorary member of the Magenta team :) also, i would've thought slip-n-slide was a copyrighted brand name. then again, i have no idea what they'd call it otherwise.

we see later that other people do miss their shots fairly frequently. thus, this is proof that Grett is 100% baller.

mad at her (/j) for this one because my first thought when Tess and Ally wound up on top of each other was "this, too, is yuri."

*adds one tally to the "Yul lines that made me laugh out loud" counter*

maybe they are soulmates

HKSDLKJDLFJSDF GET HIS ASS

THE GIRLIES ARE WORKING TOGETHER AGAIN!!! and for real this time!

mildly disappointing-- with the episode playing out this way, i was kinda hoping that it would have been Aiden instead of Tess. however, for as much as you can argue that Aiden is just an obstacle in the Jake/Tom plot, Tess was pretty much only acting as a counselor in the Gabby/Ellie plot. and, while you could argue that Tess still had more potential to be explored in her relationship with Ally, Aiden still has more potential to be explored in his relationship with Riya. the biggest shame, in my opinion, is that they're favoring Aiden and Riya, who placed 3rd and 2nd, over Tess and Ally, who placed 9th and 6th. i should probably save more of these thoughts for my next power ranking instead, but, these ARE my initial thoughts on the elimination.

and she doesn't even get her gf to see her out? what is this cruel world?! (/j)

this is a really great expression. Tom and Aiden, watch your backs >:)

overall, a really fun episode! we got some nice character check-ins at the beginning, followed by some enthralling strategy at the end. watching Gabby fully and openly devolve into villainhood is a treat. super excited to see where we go next! if you count Gabby in with the villains, we've got 5 villains versus 5 non-villains... will a merge pit the two sides against each other, or will we wait until there are 9 players left to create an even half? until next time!

#disventure camp #dcas #disventure camp spoilers #dcas spoilers #dcas initial thoughts #i thought i was spoiled on this one but it turns out i wasn't! hooray! #btw thanks for the support on these :) even though i'd make them for myself anyways i'm glad other people are enjoying them

[saygoodnight2theworld]

Sorry guys... I don't usually get super personal on here but it's not like I can post on Facebook about this or anywhere really but here and feel safe about it.

I'm supposed to be celebrating 3 months of sobriety.

Woke up to my whatever the Hell he is freaking out on me for sleeping so late.

He's an addict and sleeps for days at times, so he has no place in saying anything about that.

Also. I have cirrhosis. Also. He's 13 years younger than I.

We've been trying to work things out but some days I'm highly doubtful it'll ever work.

Anyway. I'm a single mom so I live with my mom and stepdad. If you're in the bathroom when mom needs to go. She yells and screams at you. And no, there's nothing wrong enough with her physically that she would need to do that. She just acts like she's entitled and the fucking Queen of Hearts.

But I went up, had to pee really bad from waking up and I'm on water pills as well. Knocked on the door and she screamed "What?!" immediately, not even knowing who's knocking, btw.

I told her I had to pee really bad. Was she almost done. She was standing up with a towel on, shaving her legs, btw.

She again screamed "Not really!" at me.

I don't want to get into the BS with my 18 year old daughter. Let's just say she acts just like my mom. And I'm not speaking to her.

Anyway. Just really needed to vent. I'm proud of myself, even if I have people that want to be assholes to me for no reason.

I'm just really upset. Because being treated like this is partly why I had a drinking problem in the first place.

And instead of being supportive they're all acting like this. 😞

I won't do it though. No matter how bad I'd like to. I will not drink.

Fuck them all for making me feel like shit when they should be there for me.

Thank you for being there for me guys 🖤

#me #saygoodnight2theworld #venting #sobriety

[haus-mom]

1, 10, 20, 30 and 40! And 9!

aaaa thank you mar!!!! you better believe i'll ask you back! though when this gets posted the questions will already be on your askbox but anyway

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

AUGH I HAVE. A LOT ACTUALLY but if i had to choose a few hmmmmm

first there's ninten!!! yes that's actually his name. or ken. he's named ken in the novel. any mother/earthbound character would fit but i'm specially attached to ninten because Back Then he used to get characterized as this super silly guy with millions of penguin plushies in his room and he's just. he's a cool dude! his first and only quote in the entire game is at the end, when the adventure is over, he just plops into his bed and falls asleep mid sentence. the penguin thing is kinda canon btw. he loves penguins <3

then there's neku from twewy!!! i'm trying to go chronologically or i'll get irrevocably lost. met him through kingdom hearts and seeing as his game was on the ds i was like "eh why not" (<- this later led to a life changing experience)

he's such an idiot and i actually hate him a lot <3 (affectionate. like, really affectionate) he's the definition of a closed off edgelord but he grows so much and learns so much and dhsbhdabhjhjbhj

there's another reason why he's here though!!! twewy is played with both screens on the ds, neku being on the lower and his game partner on the upper. but i absolutely sucked at keeping track of both screens so my brother would control the partner so when i see him i smile remembering everytime my brother and i almost broke my ds in half trying to beat sho <3 it was christmas too! yay!

the fun part about being a fan of this game is that the only official art that came up when i looked him up were a super close up of his face and a spoiler. so i had to go into the game files and get this pic myself.

anyway.

this is yuuichi mizuoka from re:kinder, he's the last character someone would consider a comfort character, and he basically invented being a princess with a disorder (sort of. heart did it first)

this is also the little guy who went around biting people (like chibita!) and telling you why he's a comfort character would both be extremely spoilery and extremly sad, because i already showed you his introduction and he's just. he's a murder baby, what else do you need? the things that this li'l fella has both gone through and done are unspeakable. he's unfixable. he's also 8 years old.

honestly every parun character (that. that i know of (?) is a comfort character in the sense that if i see them i get all happy and [FLAPS HANDS]

some more than others, like, i can highlight tokimeki, gote, ramu, and if you show me a picture of handa i will actually do the 🥺face irl. does that make topema from henderland no daibouken a comfort character? wait, she actually kinda is, isn't she?

i have some more but this ask would never get actually answered if i listed them all, have the ones from my formative years (11-13 y/o, everyone's formative years, right?) honorable mentions are the second year trio from inago, kasane teto, ryuunosuke naruhodou, minori hanasato, sora kingdomhearts (that's his actual name), takane enomoto... see, this is why we go chronological, otherwise we get confused and forget characters </3

9. which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

neither, actually, i don't like coffee and caffeine makes me sleepy, so i normally don't drink any... i don't like tea either, so i'm team third option: chocomilk :D!

10. would you slaughter the rich?

not realistically, because i'm hilariously weak (physically), but i'd gladly watch others slaughter the rich! i'd feel bad doing nothing so i can offer emotional support! i can even dress as a cheerleader. or the cheer squad from osu tatakae ouendan. hell yeah.

20. do you say soda or pop?

les digo FANTA y COCACOLA porque creo que aparte de "bebidas gaseosas" no tenemos ninguna palabra así cortita para definirla, así que en españa (no sé si en alguna parte de latinoamérica tenéis alguna) siempre les decimos como las marcas. creo que rebloggeé hace poco un post sobre marcas teniendo que ceder derechos porque la gente empieza a decirle a los productos como las marcas y me resulta hilarante

when speaking in english i say soda because, despite my (british) teacher's best efforts, i was raised by american youtubers and that cannot be undone. pop is a hilarious word to me because it is what it is. it goes "pop!" when you open it, so it's called pop!

30. is there dishes in your room?

there were two (2) dishes in my room when you sent this ask, but i decided to be a responsible adult and wash them before having dinner. there's a cup here though. from dinner. because i don't feel like leaving it in the sink just yet.

40. did you have any snacks today?

uhhhh, do chewable fruit candies count? when it's exam season i usually have a bag of snacks nearby because the sugar does wonder to my concentration ✨ might be placebo, might be me doing better because i get to have A Little Treat, who knows

(these candies have the flavour written in portuguese, i think, and i was so confused like 'what the fuck is a mirtilo 😭'

cuando vi el limón, que pues, es literalmente limão, quedé como así

#alma answers #i went to this sort of private english academy and we had english (as in the nationality) teachers #one of them laughed at one of my puns and (bless his soul) from that day onward every time i saw a pun chance i'd seize it #he had a bear background and it's actually really surprising how many puns you can make with the word 'bear' #him crying: please say aubergine #me who had been playing kid icarus uprising on loop (in english bc the spanish translation SUUUUUUUUUCKS): eggplant :D #alma rambles #next in line: alma's very extensive list of comfort characters #(in chronological order) #if this got in the tags i'm SOOOO sorry

[askthefamous8]

Update!

Mostly to the Patreon but there's some more general stuff about my schedule and how much time I have to draw, so I'm linking it here as well.

Read here!

If you don't wanna open the link, I'll post the text below. But yeah it's basically the same.

Copied directly from the Patreon post:

Update!

Hey fellas. Sorry I've been less active since like..July? There's various reasons like the Awdry event at the Talyllyn and the week of preparation I did for that, then I got the flu for two weeks, and some other things happened that I don't even remember now, but then I actually got some freelance work! It's for sure through October, but then after that it's a bit up in the air whether or not there will be more work for me. In any case, because it's freelance I can set my own hours and I like to make Wednesday a half day, so I should hopefully have some more time to draw and work on things (like, idk, the wedding???). I'd like to still keep the asks light just to let myself rest and focus on other things, though. Still can't believe I actually posted an ask every week for like.. 5 months. For my ADHD riddled brain that's a HUGE deal. But anyway...

The Changes!

I'm changing a couple things for my Patreon. Namely I'm removing the livestream reward tier, since I'm actually working now I don't always have something lined up to work on and I was planning on reducing those anyway as the days get shorter and I have less energy. I'd like to still do them occasionally but they might be public ones on Discord.

Another change is I'm getting rid of the monthly content polls, for basically the same reason as above. Less time and energy and I don't want to make promises I can't keep. 

I've also added a new reward to tier 2 and 3, that being unused/old content. I want to differentiate between unused/old and behind the scenes, the former being stuff I never finished or posted, and behind the scenes being stuff relating to something I've posted recently. Now that I have a way to use Paint Tool SAI on my mac (not for drawing, just to open files), I can actually see what these files are and I've found a lot of goodies. 

Look at this one for example.

I posted the Edward/James drawing yeah, but the Henry one? I had no recollection of that until I actually opened the file. This is what it's referencing btw https://www.youtube.com/shorts/bInbxIgL3BY 

So yeah, if you're interested in that, tier 2/Really Useful and up will have that. Tier one is still just for early access.

If you're currently a Super Useful Engine and don't utilize the monthly drawing reward, I'd recommend switching to tier 2 since that's now the main/biggest perk of tier 3. Of course if you want to keep supporting me at that level anyway, that's perfectly fine too. Just thought I'd let you know so you know what you're paying for.

I thiiiiink that's it? The part-time useful engine tier will be brought back as a tip tier since I'm removing the poll. So if I'm not active enough for you but you'd still like to show some support you can always go that route.

As always, thank you very much for the support and patience!

#we also have a new kitten and she's very cute #sleepy speaks

[thinkatoryprocess]

I just binge read all your Roman fics and god am I in love with your writing. You kickstarted my Roman Roy hyperfixation and made me fall in love with romelukas. You also did the impossible of making me invested in Roman and Mencken. I was very hesitant to read any sort of long fic about a serious relationship with them because. Mencken. But you nailed it for me with ykw. Even with all the sweet stuff, Mencken's fascism haunted the narrative and he wasn't let off the hook. (1/2)

(2/2) I love how you handled it. Though, as an angst lover, I am left thinking about Roman and Mencken getting together only to be torn apart because Mencken chose to cling to fascism and how Roman could recover from it and maybe find support in Matsson. That's something I'd love to read or even write myself if I had the time. Anyway, I'm super excited for more Roman content! I know that things have been rough for you and I'm glad you seem to be doing better, but do remember to take it easy. ❤

--

First of all, thank you <3 <3 I'm so happy I got you into this stuff! It especially means a lot when people who aren't already inclined towards my pairings/characters meet me here, so aaaaa <3

I'm especially grateful whenever anyone gives YKW a chance, too, considering that I was pretty brutal about letting the fascism (as you say) haunt the narrative. Thank you for giving me a chance!

Solid (Lukas/)Roman/Mencken idea, btw.

Thanks for your kindness and your message <3

#asks #my fic #ykwniverse #prompts

[ryoceann]

Hi. Itk here. Believe me, don't, doesn't matter. Thought I'd drop (after you summoned ha) by given the chaos and try to enlighten the ones who choose to believe me, as much as I'm capable of.

The first thing I wanna say is: stop trying to figure out their relationship. You most likely never will. Fans are stuck on both extremes, when the actuality of it is far more in the middle (perhaps even up or down and all around ha). It's complex and strange and not at all "normal" (as normal as they could be, anyways).

It's not as simple as "oh they're just a closeted couple who engage in bearding and have kids and behind closed doors they're just a regular, old married couple and a big, happy rainbow family".

Doesn't sound like itk info, believe me, I get that but observing the fandom I'd say it almost is because most fans simply hang on extreme simplistic ideas of what their relationship is.

Second thing I'd like to say and unfortunately seems like it's not at all obvious but: do not believe anything they share publicly. Not saying they're lying compulsively, but they are public figures and they have a lot at stake to just casually drop the actual truth of any given situation.

Just don't. The same salt you have regarding itks, have towards them. It'd do you some good...Believe me. Unless you are involved in the entertainment or political life, you cannot even begin to fathom what it's really like, the level of manipulation, falsehood and well, overall deviation of it. It's quite disturbing tbh. So just always take whatever's said and shown with a good amount of salt. With public people hardly anything is accidental or casual.

I think the most prominent question now is...Why? Why would they do something like that? Regardless if you have the ingenuity to believe the little scene they made or not...Still, the question lingers.

With my level of "in the knowness" I cannot for sure say the real reason, yet from the pieces I've collected so far, seems to be a multiple gain scheme. It was a high risk, they were well aware, and it paid out in the way they were expecting, minus small bumps here and there. But overall it seemed to have worked in their favor. How in the hell, one would ask?

Believe me, I used my best sneaky capabilities to find out exactly why but they were smart enough to keep this one locked tight, minus a few loose lips. And from those all I've heard was that "whatever the purpose was, it worked out".

As weird as it may sound to the innocent mind, it's actually not at all, given that even leaked nudes are not at all leaked or accidental, and those tend to (at least in the past) get immense amount of backlash. It's not the first time famous folks fake a fight, surely won't be the last.

A lot goes into public image, it's not black and white as "well but it looked bad on Jensen", "it looked bad on the prequel", etc. You'd be surprised as how little this truly matters given the level of manipulation they are able to pull on the public. And well, even with them...It happens all the time. Both made mistakes far worse than just "not telling my bestie about my new project" and fans would eventually let that go and put them back on the pedestal.

So just remember, always: not in the industry? then don't judge anything because you simply do not understand how it works.

Another piece of itk information I can give besides "this was planned and it worked" is: they are fine. From what I've heard they are not fighting over it or going through anything more dramatic than what they usually have been going through ever since they met haha.

So just sit back and chill out. Breathe, read fanfiction and remember that we will never truly get answers, because even what comes out of their mouths are most of the time carefully thought out and directed to have a specific meaning and effect (why do you think Jared mumbles and rambles so much?).

Another interesting piece of itk: you know how they always say they never fight? Even though that sounds insanely hard to believe even if they were just friends because who knows someone for that long and is constantly together and never fights? Unlikely, right? Yes, as obvious as that was. But unfortunately a lot of you seem to believe that, given the level of shock you had for this little twitter feud (as fake as it was). Yeah. They fight. A lot.

They fight as much as individuals in their situation would. Like I said, not at all what most people absentmindedly seem to think it is. They go through a lot. Way more than anyone who isn't in a similar situation would understand. It's messy, although they try their best to make it simpler in the ways they can.

On top of being in a very complex situation, they both have strong personalities and one of them is quite hard to "pin down". So altercations happen a lot, but they know how to deal, and they are exceptionally good at making sure that doesn't interfere in their work (oh well, at least not any work that doesn't benefit from intense emotional exchanges, anyways 😉...chemistry isn't something random, you know? haha).

I find it quite...interesting (to put it nicely) that a lot of hats easily believe they are a couple that lies constantly about almost every aspect of their lives, yet, they cannot believe they would fake a social media narrative. It makes no sense whatsoever.

It'd do you all good to be a little less tendentious and look at them as, you know...Humans? They are not what they seem to be, just as you guys also take in different versions of yourselves in different situations, they do too. And don't be so hopelessly naive to actually believe they see fans as "hashtag family". This is their work. And as grateful as they are for supporters, they certainly do not consider them family. To the point of never lying and trusting you with their life.

I'm sure they love their fans, but come on, saying they would never lie because that's mean to fans is just beyond naive. They've been doing it all along and oh, another interesting info? They don't think they're doing anything wrong.

Yeah, sounds weird, you'd think they'd feel guilty. But again, unless you were media trained, you'd never get it.

From years now if there's one consistent info I've gotten was this: they don't feel obligated to tell you anything. They believe they are doing "what they are supposed to do, the right thing for everyone involved".

So. Yeah. And hell, they are right about not being obligated to say anything about anything, I guess.

Well, I hope that was helpful or at least entertaining. It's hard to share info without accidentally making it obvious who I am for the lurkers (sure you guys were well aware that they lurk around the fandom). But it's safe because as long as I don't provide evidence, I'm fine. Just walking a thin line between sharing and not sharing something too specific that would be easy fir them to know who has that info and although they can't do anything against itks, they can manage to cut us off somehow and I enjoy having access lol, so that'd be a bummer.

Anyways, take itks and J2 themselves with a ton of salt haha! You are lovely, btw, you seem very kind and I enjoy your blog very much! much love!

itk anon everything you said was <333 and i agree with like almost all of it. very nice analysis and ask thank you ! i don't always believe everything j2 put out but the whole stunt being a false narrative just seems wrong so idk what to make of it. regardless i myself can sometimes get carried away in my star-struck love of j2. and i am a tinhat so well :) and now they look to be really good and taking a break from here was well worth it <3

''You are lovely, btw, you seem very kind and I enjoy your blog very much! much love!'' i love u so much hope u have a great day !

#anon ask #this was long jfc #ily anon <3 #j2 tinhat #prequel gate

[writing-imagines]

I see you have your ships open! If it's ok, I'd like to request one! :3

So this one is for Stranger Things specifically, because I've finished ST4 and rewatched the entire show all over again, just in the middle - or a little over the middle - of ST3. Anyways, here is the info;

My name is Michelle. I am Latina, though I was born in Texas, really close to the beach. I am 4'10" (1.47m) with a hourglass-ish figure? I'm atheltic, as in I lift weights, and I used to do sports (not so much anymore considering I've been injured a lot). I have curly long brown hair, maybe a few inches above my belly button, with fair-ish skin? I'm not like tan caramel, but I'm not an ivory white if that makes sense. I have a lot of beauty marks/birthmarks speckled through out my body, and freckles mostly on my hips. I have an ethnic nose, which I'm deeply insecure about, but there's nothing I can do to change it without it costing money so. I also have dark brown eyes, under the sun they're a honey color. I have 2 piercings on my ear but I want a septum, and I want tattoos! I forgot to mention, I'm 18 and just graduated highschool, which isn't all that important but I figured I had to say it ahah. Oh! I also have a genetic mutation that gives me elf ears.

As for my personality, I'm very shy when you first meet me - unless I'm like okay, you have to talk to this person, just do it stop being a baby. But once you get to know me, I'm very talkative and people have said I bring the personality to conversations. While I am shy, I'm not gonna let my people get shit talked. I will defend those who I love, even if I can't stand up for myself. I love to make people laugh, and just happy. Jokingly, I would say my career was gonna be a comedian, but it's actually gonna be a Forensic Scientist. Which, btw, I'm very studious. I was always the "good student". Would get my work done first. Have good grades. One friend group thought I was really innocent, LOL. Also, my clothing style is like grunge-y, but I also have my pretty princess moments ;3!

My favorite band/singer as of rn is Ozzy Osbourne, and Metallica! :D

If you need any more info, please tell me! Thank you!

Thank you for requesting! Sorry it took a minute, but I hope you like it 💕

I ship you with: Eddie Munson

•Your relationship started when Eddie bumped into you and made you drop your cassette tapes

•When he saw the Metallica cassette, Eddie instantly liked you

•You two started hanging out nearly every day and started catching feelings for each other

•Your first date was having dinner at the bar his band just played at

•It was unconventional, but you liked Eddie so you went along with it

•Your height difference is adorable

•When Eddie hugs your head rests against his chest

•Since you have similar styles, you steal Eddie’s clothes

•Eddie loves seeing you in his clothes and always says you look better in them than he does

•But when you have to dress up, Eddie can’t keep his eyes or hands off you

•Since you two love to make people laugh, you constantly try to outdo one another with funny jokes

•Eddie is a supportive boyfriend and wants you to follow whatever career path you want

•But he likes telling people his girlfriend is going to be solving crimes some day

#ships #Eddie munson #Eddie munson x reader #Eddie munson x female reader

[fireolin]

God, this was a hard choice. Honestly, I wouldn't mind choice or combo here, and I am excited whatever choices or/& combos win this vote and to see it (or if you can't do the first preferences vote, then the 2nd one(s)) written out by you; I am really excited honestly.

I feel bad though, because I feel like I am making Killua and Gon (esp. Killua) suffer even more than they already have, because my votes makes it so not only did they not completely get rid of Feitan (though he does have severe disadvantages though), but now Killua and Gon (esp. Killua, lol, will be going through emotionally turmoil/chaos.

Thanks for posting this new chapter!

Very excited and nervous to hear this is a story turning point!

Also, loved the art u linked of trashsketch of this fic; makes me want to commission them someday (or just hope someone does it, or refine my art skills and get enough space on my iPad again to download Ibis Paint because I prefer digital and do it myself) when the fic gets to the point where we see Killua's full Fae form; I bet it is so beautiful.

Anyways, great update as always. Since I want to interact w/ you more this time around, I decided to copy and paste my thoughts and comments that you can leave in the chapter vote polls, as an ask to you as well; hope you don't mind.

How u doing btw?

(Re: The Wishing Hunt Chapter 13 and vote) Hey @chatxkilluaxnoir, thanks for sending this, and it's fine to post this here. Sometimes I wish I could respond to people's comments on the vote form, but I have no way of doing so, so this is great!

I'm glad you're excited - so am I. Don't feel bad for making Killua and Gon suffer - it'll be worth it in the end. Suffering can test who they truly are, and force them to grow (just like Killua has in this last chapter as he realises how he's lied to himself about living). And I think they need to go through emotional turmoil, lol. I'm really looking forward to where they go next.

Ahh yes - @trashsketch's art is so beautiful! I'm so thrilled and happy - it was a really generous gift from @autumnxsunflower. If you ever decide to paint Killua in this fic, I'd be so excited to see. I love seeing everyone's interpretations and visions of them. And honestly, yes, Killua's true Fae form will be breathtaking. I can't wait for Gon to see him for real.

Thank you so much for your kind words. I'm doing fine, personally, though I had to deal with a flare up of my chronic nerve condition (symptoms of Thoracic Outlet Syndrome - TOS). The rain here that flooded half my state meant I couldn't get out to exercise, and that caught up with me. But I've been able to get back into it now the rain has stopped, and my TOS has mostly settled down again. It's a fine balance sometimes, as it can cripple my hands, and means I can't spend too long at my lap top (or playing games). Which can be really frustrating, as it slows my output, but at least I do know how to manage it now. I'm incredibly grateful I've got to this point.

I hope you're doing okay too. Thanks heaps for your support for this fic, and for sending your ask!

#asks for me #chatxkilluaxnoir #the wishing hunt #it's really kind of you to send this

[koishua]

hi, vienna! im a new reader of yours and i absolutely find comfort skimming thru your pieces and even you energy you give off yourself sm 😔 as a succesful writer here on tumblr would u mind me asking what can u advice for ppl like me who's just starting to showcase our works? (help to i sound to formal at that part 💀) answer just when u feel like it tho!

and have a nice day/night btw!

hi piper!! i can't thank you enough for your vv kind words omg :( i'd just like to say that i can't consider myself to be a "successful writer" or any of the sorts, bc i just... idk it's hard to explain but i just write these little drabbles in my own little writing bubble haha (im very grateful for the support and encouragements though!!) so im not sure what sort of advices i should give you 🤧🤧

dw about sounding too formal haha it's very endearing imo :') anyways, moving on!! i saw that you were an enhypen writer btw and that's cool bc there are a lot of engenes on this site and there has been a drastic rise since the past few comebacks whoop whoop!! so you actually have a pretty wide audience to cater to now ☝️my biggest tips (i guess) would be creating a nice social circle. get to know people and let them know that you've arrived and you're here, in a sense. it'll make your blog more seen and you'll probably get more support on what you do if you interact (that's just how it usually goes)

most people here are very nice and easy to get along with, so im sure that won't be much of a problem 😽 it's best to be genuine, tho!! another thing i'd recommend is having creative, nice formats for your posts/works/fics or whatever you like calling them. your theme is super cute btw :(( ppl tend to gravitate to certain fics with layouts that appeal to their eyes! even im guilty of that 😔 we judge a lot based on the cover, you could say </3

also another point that i want to add is that you shouldn't overdo it and write too much in too little time :( that'll burn you out and you might eventually become unhappy with the results </3 just take it in a pace you're comfortable and okay with! i used to post stuff every single day for a while and now i haven't been able to properly write for months now (dealing with a very harsh writer's block rn everyone pray for my brain and motivation ;-;)

so yeah, that's the gist of it. everything will come in time and i hope you enjoy it here!! you have a great day/night as well <3

#ii. ( pt ) —! asks

[aresrl]

I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

#genshin request #genshin matchups #genshin #genshin impact

[veralovemail]

Hi! I would love myself a matchup if it's ok 👉👈

I'm female and pan, I'd prefer one of the males tho, Survivors please!

So uhhhh I differ in my personality a lot depending on the situation! I'm more of a loner around strangers IRL— shy, quiet, I don't like interacting and prefer to stay by the sidelines since being in the middle makes me uncomfy.

I try to be as polite as I can, even keeping in my opinions and pain a lot as to not Hurt anyone. I also tend to blame myself a lot for bad situations I'm a part in unless I know I absolutely didn't do anything!

Also I'm quite hot headed and have a bad temper, though I'm working on it! I have quite the problem with guilt and it comes to me fairly quickly when I do something bad.

Ah yeah I'm really forgetful and also really impatient KNRKS

Now- online!!

I'm a lot more open and chaotic. I like to tease my friends and jokingly make fun of them, etc. I try and stop when they tell me to, but I might understand it as them just joking too if they write it that way in my eyes-

I try to look on the positive side for them and their situations and am always willing to make someone happy even without words since it makes me happy too. I'd say I'm caring to a fault- I don't let loose until they finally do something healthy that they've been avoiding and I do get rather angry if I'm not taken seriously with that, causing me to maybe lash out at someone unwillingly,,- and then guilt pops in like "hi there 😍" KDHDJDJ

Anyway,

I encourage anyone to vent, though I'm not the best at giving advice. I'm more of a person who likes to listen and give support if they need it. Oh yeah- my attention span is REALLY short (as short as me good ol' 5'1 me aNENSJJSJD) so I get distracted pretty easily and procrastinate then.

As for hobbies: I love to draw! (As you might know-)Music is my life (especially Jazz) and video games are, too. Though mostly singleplayer Games since I only really like multiplayer with friends-

What else can I write..

Maybe like- I'm an ISFP-T And I think it was 5w6 that I was given by another test

I also got Philophobia, the fear of falling in love because of bad experiences but I'm tryna work on it!!

I guess I can also write about my appearance? I've got short, curly but chaotic black hair that's p much swept to the side- I'm definitely not that skinny lmao- and as I've said before, I'm 5'1! I usually wear casual clothes (hoodies, e.g!! They're so comfy...) I also got brown eyes and glasses!

I think that should be it.. ah yeah! In your introduction, you should prolly add your ID for others to add you because name search doesn't work! :0

Ok that's really it now- take your time, don't rush yourself and stay safe and hydrated!! 💕💕 Hope your blog takes off!

Sorry for my English by the way- I'm German so I might've messed up on a few things!

OH MY LORD I DID NOT KNOW THAT I HAD TO PUT IN MY ID... oml... thank u for telling me that. and don't worry about it, i can see how it'd be difficult (i actually studied german for my gcses :], it was very fun) but anyways! tysm for sending in btw!! i loved writing this, i hope u enjoy - mod vera ♡

i match you with ... naib subedar!

he kinda takes on to your quiet personality, unlike some of the other people around the manor. it's relaxing to be around somebody who doesn't talk much.

you two most likely met when robbie came over to the survivors' side of the mansion, jokingly demanding sweets... but it most likely sounded authentic. and oh god, is that an axe-

you two accidentally locked eyes but you both had a " ah shit, here we go again " face. it just kinda went from there.

at first, he's a tough nut to crack, but if you try hard enough, within a month or so you gain his trust and he .. deems you a friend?

you both kinda start falling for eachother after a period of time, but naib is great at hiding it BUT SIKE, so are you! it's like a game of who can pine for the other in the most subtle way possible.

however, if you tell him about your own troubles with falling in love, he may just open up a little too about his own troubles.

it's takes a while for you two to build a relationship, but eventually (after a lot of rescues, late night hangouts and just being near eachother) you make it!

when he learns about your more chaotic side, naib tries to keep up with you as best he can, he may just need a little tug to do so.

he loves your smile, especially the one you have when you're talking about your passions.

he also tries to help with your temper, but he's just as bad as you are.

however, he's there whenever you have a bad day - he can almost instantly tell, even if you try keep it to yourself. it could be the way you look at him, try to smile or talk, he does notice the change in your aura.

since your shorter than him, he likes holding you. it makes him feel like he's just protecting you from anything and anything, especially on one of your bad days.

he likes your optimism, looking on the good side of every situation. he once saw you trying to comfort robbie when he started crying about not finding any sweets around and you told him "look on a brightside robbie! now we know for next time to stash some away for you before we eat it all!" AND OH GOD, IS THAT AN AXE?

naib gets frequent nightmares about his time being a hired merc, so sometimes you may get woken up at 3 am because he's a bit distressed and needs a bit of comfort.

other times, he just finds holding you while you're fast asleep enough to put him back in a coma for the next 2 hours.

naib also encourages you to talk to him about stuff. whether it be what made you mad, how much of a bitch vera can be, ect. he's there for you and that man is never gonna let you carry your burdens alone.

saying that, you also have to remind him that he can't carry his own burdens sometimes and when you encourage him to talk to you about what's upsetting him, he'll most likely tell, depending on how bad it is.

he also grounds you a lot!! if you tell him about your forgetfulness, he's most likely going to try and remind you.

" hey, [ name ], you did bring [ item ] into the match, right? "

" um... "

" goddamnit [ name ], i thought i reminded you "

naib takes it upon himself to rescue you, or keep you within his general vicinity if you're in a match with him. he does know you can kite very well though! he just wants you near him for a bit of reassurance.

he can be mean sometimes, but he means it in the most endearing way possible since most of it is sarcasm.

you two kinda have " stab as a warning " vibes so nobody really opposes the two of you. even norton. not even freddy dares to oppose you because the last time he did, aesop almost had to prepare his equipment to embalm the poor fella.

when you lash out at someone, naib is there almost immediately to take you away to calm down and comfort you when your guilt kicks the door down and goes " Hey girlie! Hold still 😎 "

sometimes you have to do the same for him because you both have a tendency to lash out.. but.. never at eachother? you two kinda agree on the same things, there isn't much to exactly disagree on.

please draw him!! watch him while he's training in the garden and draw him, or just a few silly doodles of him.

he likes looking at your drawings, it kinds boosts his ego knowing that he's worthy enough to be drawn.

if he finds out that you like music, he'll tell you about nepalese music, or at least what he knew of it - if you both get engrossed in it, he may try and get you some records to play.

teach him how to dance, if you can. it'd make listening to music together way more fun.

he's very content with you!! he likes kissing you out of nowhere, too. you could just be chilling and naib would come up to you, turn you around and give you a smooch outta nowhere. but only in private.

i feel like neither of you would be big on pda, you just stick to holding hands around the manor.

if this were in a modern setting, you two could probably play a game like phasmaphobia together just for funsies.

all in all, your relationship with naib is mutually beneficial and robbie has learned to never ask for sweets again.

i hope you enjoy this <3 it's my first time writing naib too so i apologise if it's not very good </3

#idv x reader #idv #identity v #idv imagines #idv writing #naib subedar #idv mercenary #identity v mercenary #idv naib #matchup

[tarotnoob]

Hello! Thank you so much for your answer :) So, since the beginning of quarantine, I was studying to apply to college. Partly bc of covid, my life during this time was pretty boring. My study motivation was mostly "hey, once I'm IN college, I will start finally living cool stuff again - I will find new, supportive and strong connections and learn about subjects that I love!". It's also worth mentioning that I never had much freedom to go out (alone or with friends) before when i was a minor. So, to summarize, I had high expectations of college: I would make new connections, socialize a lot, and (later, when the pandemic situation decrease and we're all vaccinated) conquer my independence by moving to another city to take face-to-face classes.

So, I was accepted into my chosen college and I was mostly relieved that this waiting time was finally OVER. No more daydreaming, my best life starts now!!!!! Right?

Wrong 🤭

I mean, jokes aside, it's not really bad. I met (online, of course) cool people and I'm doing well in all my classes. But... yeah. It's just not as "good" as expected - everything is a little bit shallow. But I know that, as you said, lots of people are going through the same; things will get better eventually and this is just impatience taking over. It's just that it is a lit bit frustrating feeling exactly like 6 months ago, just doing my studying and wishing I could skip to the part where things **finally** get really exciting

So, thank you so much for the advice! It's really easy for me to get focused on dissatisfaction, even though, like you said, this is a pretty stable moment. Nothing bad is going on, but I still find it hard to just focus and live in the present, day after day. Btw, you mentioned that I can "change what's inside" and I think that really applies here - I should take this "waiting time" to improve and take better care of myself. Maybe it's also a lesson of some type.

Other than that, your *edit* actually made me jump lol See, my university said that we're only going back to face-to-face classes once things are safe. Our state government is pressuring them to do it by the end of next month, when all adults should be vaccinated. So, while I'm excited to move to another place and start fresh, I don't feel THAT ready to do it so soon as in September...........

Anyway, thank you so much again for your time, advice, and energy. Take care and keep being so talented!!!!

You know, not that I pay attention to news anymore - I mean I REALLY stopped watching news bc of Donald Trump - but no one seems to really talk about the affect covid had on people going to high school college during that time where they're missing out on that social interaction everyone else got to have pre-covid. And it's fine to say "eveRYone is BEing AFFected" but like it's okay and valid for each person to say it sucked for them. Losing a year or two out of my life is pretty shit bc I'd like to, I dunno, meet someone, which is pretty hard to do when you can't go out and hate dating apps.

I have a niece who was born about four months before covid and she is so under socialized that she doesn't like to be held by family.

I think it's easy to have had expectations and over the past two years for them to not be met - but the good news is I think it can really get better from here out. Even after I got (and my family got) vaccinated, we still wore our masks, specifically me bc I like to rub stuff in people's faces when they aren't wearing them... but one day I was like fuck this and I don't usually wear mine and even though I'm still adjusting to being in public and not glaring at anyone that comes within a few feet of me... it's better. I don't fully remember exactly what it was like to NOT think about covid but... I mean it's better. It's a small improvement, and your situation will improve little by little until a few years from now you won't even remember what it felt like to be so isolated... I don't want to say it's unfortunate that you haven't been given room to do whatever bc... I dunno... it's not a good feeling but it's common and it's to keep you safe ig which when you're used to being "sheltered" ofc it's going to be weird when you actually have to move and take care of yourself. I cried the day my parents dropped me off and I didn't even like living at home and I was about 4 hours away, in another state. You get used to anything, humans are so good at adapting to stuff. I was looking at the meanings of 7 of cups and 3 of p according to that guidebook and it was kind of like... well obviously head in the clouds expectations and 3 of p is just working on skills and stuff so I guess that makes sense and just shows your dissatisfaction and then I eventually - after i posted - clarified the king of p and it was like ace of swords which ironically has a fist that looks like the one I was obsessed about in 7 of cups. Ofc I have no thoughts on what it means... I guess it could be freedom, stability, inspiration, epiphanies... but I mean I think the tarot are a weird psychological tool that can stir up things we already know so we can sort of analyze what's going on...

but i think if stagnancy doesn't feel so great, that change will be like a breath of fresh air and change is sort of... essential anyway, you can't really fight it and it brings new things and growth is probably better than just sitting there and being 40% dissatisfied.

I think you'll do well and like the freedom though be careful bc all of the people i knew who were sort of "sheltered" in high school went nutso in college lol. I mean as in tried a bit of everything they weren't allowed >.> keep an open mind. I think it'll be really great after the awkwardness of adjustment... it's better than sitting in your house with fam tho haha. thanks for providing feedback!

#feedback

[whimsywit]

Hey, it's me again! ^.^ I was wondering if I could order a red velvet truffle this time. As a reminder, here's the info from the previous request (with new info that I forgot to mention on the other one 😅):

I'm a 5'4" tall, straight Virgo girl with brown eyes, glasses (I only need them for distance since my eyes can't focus all too well). My hair color is currently blonde, but I'm dying it platinum blonde (dying it from dark auburn so the color rn is kinda a caramel color). I'm pretty chubby, but I guess not that chubby since I'm not obese but not exactly healthy either....

Let's see... I'm pretty shy at first when meeting knew people, and tend to talk so fast I trip over my words from time to time and get tongue tied (This gets worse around a guy I like and it frustrates me). The more someone gets to know me, the more talkative I become (which doesn't mean I wanna talk all the time, I'd be happy listening to him talk more than me, but I do tend to go into an excited rant like Midoriya if someone brings up something I really like [aka MHA 🤣]). I'm sweet, caring, loyal to a fault but I can be stubborn when I wanna be and insecure (boy with me must have extreme patience)...

I love listening to music, singing (I haven't sang in front of a huge crowd before), reading, writing (though my brain jumps back and forth between ideas, so I haven't exactly finished writing a fanfic yet 😅). I get flustered easily when complimented, so....

Dislikes include bullies (I was bullied myself, so I hate it when other people do it) cheaters (been cheated on in a relationship, no way do I wanna go through it again), alcoholics and drug addicts (I would explain why but I don't wanna get into something that might trigger someone, so I won't get into the details, just know that my biological Dad was one and I've seen what alchohol and drugs can do to someone... It's not pretty)

Talents: I know for sure that singing is one of them (which is one of my hobbies XD) and I'm told I'm a talented writer (writing is also one of my hobbies :3), but given the fact that I have a brain that keeps switching focus on ideas for different fandoms I haven't finished anything yet 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

Fears: The list could go on forever.... I have a slight stage fright (I shake a bit until I start singing, but I don't freeze up, never ask me to public speak thou...). I'm insecure as well, so my biggest fear is not being good enough (I can't remember if I already told you if I'm insecure and the boy paired with me is gonne have to be super duper patient 😅)

Aspirations: I really wanna be a singer one day (I'm actually doing voice lessons so I'm on my way there! ^.^) I'm good at writing lyrics but composing music? Not so much XD Oh, I do eventually wanna have a family, just later down the road with the right guy ^.^

I admire someone who is brave, compassionate, loyal to a fault (as loyal as I am ^.^ and I don't mind if he gets a bit protective of me XD)...

But, since I got dragged into too much drama during high school, I hate people who spread rumors for attention, players (people who date multiple people), and I usually stay away from people who are arrogant beyond belief (believing in urself is important, but it becomes a problem if you're over confident, know what I mean?) and people who are conceited (not to say that loving yourself isn't important, it is! I just don't like it when people are obsessed with themselves.... If that made any sense XD)

Anyways, thank you for even reading this and I hope you enjoy the rest of your day!

OKAY GIRL FIRST OF ALLLLL tysm for all the likes on my stuff, it means so much that you like and support my blog even tho this took forever for me to get to (i really appreciate you for waiting so long btw) 🥺💖💗 Now, for your patiently awaited matchup, I thought you’d be best with...

Izuku Midoriya!

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OOH back to back protag boyfriends, lucky you ;0 It actually took me a while to land on him but I have no idea why, you guys are so similar it hurts in the best way possible oml—

First off, he’s ecstatic to find someone that doesn’t mind his muttering and rambling, even more so when he discovers you do it too! You’re both naturally shy and easily flustered (which makes for some very entertaining scenes when you’re both pining for each other and get all stuttery and flushed, people have full on brought out snacks and watched 👀👀) but it also means you understand one another well, able to comfort and assure the other with ease.

In more ways than one, if you really think about it. Both of you have a history of bullying, a tendency for low self-esteem, daddy issues, gosh your relationship is so mutualistic both of you always know what to say to lift the other up 🥺 On top of all that you also greatly admire each other—Izuku’s the bravest and sweetest guy you know by far, while he thinks you’re incredibly talented in turn. You constantly support each other with your goals, heroism and stardom respectively, fighting back whenever insecurities and doubts start to bleed through because you just care for the other so so deeply, and I’m def starting to sound like a broken record so lemme move onto the zodiac portion asjfakshswajdb

Izuku is a Cancer, a bit more of an emotional sign than Virgos tend to be, but that doesn’t make you guys any less close! The relationship is a very sincere, secure, and down-to-earth one, as along with everything else you have near-identical beliefs and domestic desires (which will make his mom very happy, she’s always wanted grandkids ûwû) so no matter what hiccups you may face, you guys always power through it ^w^

There’s not much else to say lmao, you guys are practically inseparable. All your nights are spent reading together and discussing your writings, yours being stories while his were hero notes, listening to music all the while, until it gets turned down in favor of your voice that sings him to sleep. He much prefers it anyway, and will for the rest of his life〜

#order up: red velvet truffle! #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha #mha #bnha x reader #mha x reader #bnha matchup #mha matchup #anime matchup #izuku midoriya #midoriya izuku #midoriya bnha #midoriya mha #izuku bnha #izuku mha #deku bnha #deku mha

[relish-the-freezing-silence]

Hello! May I ask for a matchup, please? I'm female, bi, german, Aquarius. I'm 1,59 m tall, long, blonde hair, grey-blue eyes and wear glasses, I'm chubby. I’m reserved, introverted, really shy, anxious, low self-esteem and have depression. I don’t like crowds. I can be distant and very quiet. It’s not easy to get close to me. I’m very cautious around others. I choose my friends carefully. Once I’m with friends I joke around a lot more. Chaotic neutral. I’m probably the weird one in my friend group, though I’m rather calm. I daydream a lot. I like to tease my friends and flirt with them playfully. I curse sometimes, but not much. I also sometimes say perverted things and nobody expects it, because I do look very innocent. I tend to be sarcastic, ironic, kind of blunt. My sense of humor is dark, dry and often silly or exaggerated.

I keep my opinions to myself, but if something important needs to be said, I will say the truth, even if it hurts. I need time for myself to recharge. I hate to be late and hate to wait, am mostly organised. I like to watch movies (often horror, but I can get a bit spooked), read books, listen to music and game occasionally. I also want to try out doing macrame. I love animals, especially cats. I also love sweets and fruits (and eating in general). I'm interested in the medical field, philosophy and anthropology. It might happen that I might just tell someone random facts, if talked about topics I find interesting. My love language is quality time and physical touch. I'd appreciate someone, who is patient and understanding. Someone I can trust, but also mess around with, someone who can make me laugh. Thank you! Stay healthy, happy and hydrated! 💕

Hi, sure you can have a matchup!

A/N: Sorry this took so long btw! I’ve been a little busy for the past few days and was sick yesterday…

Anyway, I match you with…Tokoyami Fumikage!

-        This relationship would be very slow to start off with because of both your tendencies to be reserved and quiet. On the other hand, Tokoyami isn’t afraid to talk to strangers, he just seems aloof and cool. So, he’s probably the one to start a conversation between the two of you.

-        You two most likely bonded over being the weird but calm one in your friend groups and your dark sense of humour.

-        He likes how you’re unpredictable as to what you’re going to say next, and often joins in with you when saying perverted things to surprise everyone around you. He loves seeing people off-guard, and sometimes overdoes it a little bit to see them like that.

-        He’s introverted as well, so he doesn’t mind that you need to recharge your social batteries; he needs to do that as well.

-        He’s fairly cautious about who he befriends as well, and he’ll be very, very happy once you start talking to him as a friend and joking around with him.

-        He doesn’t mind that you’re shy, and he’ll respect your boundaries and won’t cross them until he’s welcome to.

-        He’s very mindful of the people around him and is perceptive to the point where he can virtually tell what they’re feeling. So, if you’re not having one of the best days, he’ll come over to you and just let you pat Dark Shadow, or just let you lean on his shoulder despite you actually being taller.

-        He’s not the jealous type, so he wouldn’t particularly care if you flirt with other people, just as long as you aren’t serious about any of it.

-        He likes that you’re not super energetic, but still fun to hang out with.

-        He really admires how you’re so honest and will say the truth no matter how it hurts someone. I feel like he values the truth a lot, and will be the one to look for the truth, not just wait for it to come to him.

-        He’ll watch horror movies a lot, and if you get scared, he’ll just wrap one arm around you, and pull a blanket over the two of you. He won’t let go until he’s sure that you’re okay. He won’t make fun of you for your feelings, he’ll just try to help you with them.

-        I feel like that would really help with your depression, anxiety and low self-esteem as well. He never says that your feelings and worries are invalid. Ever. And he will be very patient as he tries to help you see how amazing you are.

-        He’ll try to get you into reading dark, fantasy books, and will be thrilled if you do, but he’ll understand if that’s not your cup of tea.

-        OOOOOooooo and he’ll love listening to music with you. Not even dancing or anything, he’ll just sit there, eyes closed, with his bird head bopping/swaying to the beat.

-        He thinks it’s adorable that you love animals, and loves it when you stroke the feathers on his head.

-        He’s a little weary around cats, but if he meets an especially friendly one, I’m sure that he’ll be a little more open-minded about how cats do not always attack birds.

-        He absolutely supports your want of trying out macramé, but he’ll really want you to make one for him as well *^*

-        Hehe, I feel like Tokoyami is really good at making pies for some reason? So, he’ll make you fruit pies and everything :)

-        He’ll love that you’re so well-informed about certain topics, and will sometimes add his own two-cents to a topic of an interest he shares.

-        YAASSSSSSSSS, he’ll absolutely love talking about philosophy with you. You guys will probably get into really deep conversations and they’ll last hours. Well, at least, Tokoyami will want them to go for hours because he just wants to stare at you because you’re so beautiful he can spend any amount of time getting into the deeper aspects of life.

-        Oh my gosh, I can imagine him loving anthropology as well; he likes studying human behaviour and seeing what exactly makes us human. It probably stems from the fact that he has a bird head.

-        One of his love languages is quality time, so he’ll find any opportunity just to be in your presence, no matter how awkward it could potentially be.

-        You relationship might not have your idea of ‘messing around’, but Tokoyami knows how to relax and just be weird with people :)

A quote I think your relationship would match:

“‘I trust you’ is better than ‘I love you’ because you may not always trust the person you love but you can always love the person you trust."

I hope you like your matchup~

#bnha matchups #mha matchup #chance plays matchmaker #tokoyami fumikage #matchups

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Mighty Thor in Thor: Love and Thunder rant

Seeing Natalie Portman returning to reprise her role as Jane Foster, nevertheless wielding Mjolnir, finally getting the treatment this character deserves, was surreal to say the least. I had just started reading Lords of Midgard, the 8th issue of Mighty Thor (2015 - 2018), and had fallen in love already. But I didn't suspect at all that Taika Waititi would pull this card in Thor: Love and Thunder, considering Jane was barely mentioned in Ragnarok. The news about my favorite actress portraying one of my favorite characters coming out of the blue - you can imagine the excitement. Alas, I quickly remembered what the fandom thought of that comic (at least on tumblr) and imagined it now growing tenfold, cuz not everyone in the MCU fandom reads comics but pretty much everyone wants to watch another Thor movie. And yes, many fans weren't ready for this step, still recovering from Sam Wilson getting the shield in Endgame. Which is completely fine. We're not obligated to like everything Marvel throws in our faces, we're allowed to criticize and express our opinion on the internet or wherever. What is not okay is mindlessly hating, and even worse - using false facts to support said opinion.

I have seen some people using the argument that it is one of Marvel's worst selling comics. Which has already been proven wrong by multiple sites, including Comichron, just Google it, as I did myself. I read multiple posts, ones saying how good Jane is doing as Thor in sales, others disproving this, so I checked for myself the numbers at the site mentioned above month by month to be sure. The comic truly had its downfalls as the story progressed but in my opinion it's normal for the 1st issue to have more sales than the 21st. If we compare it to Unworthy Thor, which started running a bit later and followed the now unworthy Odinson, the data shows the latter had more sales. But then again, while Might Thor was at its 17th issue, Unworthy Thor was at its 2nd. Also, they later crossed paths, shared comic issues, it's fair to say they go hand in hand and Jason Aaron, the author, probably doesn't want us to compare them, as they complete and compliment each other's stories. Still I decided to check the comic that made Thor unworthy in the first place - Thor: God of Thunder (2012 - 2014), which seemed to me more "comparable" to Might Thor (2015 - 2018). *I keep putting the years it was being released so as to not be confused with previous Mighty Thor issues, whole Odinson was still Thor, please bear with me* So yes, the numbers were pretty close, but from what I saw, Mighty Thor had the upper hand if we compare first issue to first issue and so on. (In defense of Odinson, we have to take into account that this data is only from the US and does not include digital sales. Also, he's been around since the 50s. We could argue Jane was a breath of fresh air that some Marvel fans were indeed ready for. As a non-American, and also a person without a hint of knowledge in economics I cannot take into account inflation and whatever else has prevented or enabled Americans to get their hands on the comics or has affected prizes through the years. Bear that in mind.) Moreover, from what I saw on Comichron, both comics had much competition - God of thunder was released along with Avengers vs the X-men, the Uncanny X-men, pretty popular at the time, and the Goddess of Thunder faced Civil War 2 and DC Universe Rebirth (yes, DC is in the game too), also dominating with tremendous sales for the longest time. Yet I stick with my original statement - both Thors are valid and shouldn't be put against one another regardless of profit. Because at the end of the day what will matter the most is the story. And boy, what a story it is.

Now, I haven't read the Thor: God of Thunder, but as I was doing research I found one very well written summary and explanation of Thor's arc and his becoming unworthy and I will post a link below, because I honestly feel I wouldn't be doing this comic a favor by describing it without having read it. Which I plan to do in the future, tbh. It's a fantastic prelude to the Mighty Thor (2015 - 2018) that I've come to love. First, I'd like to ask you all to stop hating on the comic without having read it first. It doesn't make any sense and being petty for the sake of being petty won't benefit neither you, nor anyone, really. Now, about the comic itself - the art is magnificent. It's just gorgeous. Mighty Thor isn't , thank all the gods, sexualized, she is pretty buffed and generally looks like a warrior. As it is with the other characters, I dare say. The background truly captures the essence of every world Jane finds herself on. Action scenes are just the right amount and balanced with dialogue well. On a side note, it's pretty funny to read/listen to in your head the Shakespearean English cursive in which Jane talks as Thor. The plot line branches beyond this comic, starting from Thor: God of Thunder and leading to the War of Realms. And it is elaborately built in every issue. You don't know what to expect, yet it makes sense when it happens. Which leads me to the characterizations. My God, what a treat Loki is in this. Clearly, my opinion is kinda biased, since he's my favorite character, but you never know which side he's on. What his motivations are. And it just feels so... Loki. His writing is brilliant. Almost makes me forget what the MCU did to him. Also, he gets some daddy time with Laufey (not as kinky as I make it sound). Frigga/Freyja is just as awesome as in the MCU, even more, at least in the comics she calls Odin out on his shit, who btw is I guess an asshole in every version and universe. Malekith, the main villain, is unbearably despicable, I want to tear every page he is on. He really was mishandled in the Dark World, if you want some true action with the dark elves, you are welcome to enjoy. I saved the best for the end - Jane Foster/ Might Thor. Now, if you think Dr. Foster spends her time boasting about her worthiness and how Odinson is just called Thor, but she is Mighty Thor, you are horribly wrong. She just... does her job. Because the hammer chose her. Because there's no one else to do so. That's it. If you think there's some feminism involved, yes, there sure is, but it certainly isn't the reason Jane became Thor in the first place. It was not the creators going SJW because it's trendy, as such a mindset is honestly offensive to any descent creator with any self respect, but a well thought out story arc, which, I repeat, you have to read the comic to understand. Jane is not at all whiny about the hate she gets in-universe, not only from foes like Odin and who-not, but from Shield and generally people whose asses she's saving. Her having cancer is not something they pulled to provoke sympathy and make her look like a victim - on the contrary, she is a damn hero and a victor. I don't want to give out spoilers, but her being Thor is actually a giant sacrifice that no one really appreciates (both in-universe and in the fandom). She is not Thor to prove she can be, or just to prove "women can be heroes" - she doesn't have to. She is simply needed by the realms and so she does her job, even though she is called a thief, persecuted and generally hated. All that matters is that the hammer finds her worthy - the beauty and simplicity of that fact you will find out, for the last time, if you read the comic.

I'm not making you read the comic or watch Thor: Love and Thunder. I myself don't know what to make of this film yet because there's barely any information about it. I only know it will be based on the comic so that's a reason for my hopes to be up already. On the other hand, since I didn't like Loki's characterization in Ragnarok, I'm not sure what to expect from Taika. There are valid reasons to not like the idea of Jane returning to the MCU as Thor, which you are entitled to. However, reasons such as "why does everything have to be political these days" are not. Because if I had to make a list of everything politically related in the MCU, it would take forever. Steve Rogers kills nazis is the most blatant example. Make of it what you want. But I think we're far enough into the 21st century to realize art and real life are not that separable. It's undeniable that art affects people and that is to say, people everywhere. And they all have different opinions and aren't gonna like everything media is offering to them. And I wish I could simply tell you not to watch the movie but I'm a Marvel fan too and I understand that I can't just take away Thor from you because I want Mighty Thor as well. But none of us can stop Marvel from producing it. So, to quote an image I saw recently, I don't know how to explain to you that you should care about other people. Let the rest of the fandom enjoy what they want to enjoy. Yes, ik I can play around with the tags and avoid posts that unnerve me but, for example, I'm looking up Mighty Thor fanart, which obviously isn't anti-Mighty Thor, yet I get attacked in the comics for anticipating a movie that doesn't even have a full cast yet. Ik I'm not asking for too much when I wish to get the same internet experience (not only tumblr, but also insta, YouTube, Twitter, any site) as the Thor Odison fans, for example. I'm aware I cannot stop all the toxic fans and the trolls but I hope this post has inspired those of you who simply can't envision Jane as Thor, or don't like Natalie Portman in the role, or whatever eles personal preference that doesn't involve political issues and isn't harmful to the community, not to attack every post on your dash with hate. The movie is called LOVE and Thunder, for God's sake. (on a side note, is a franchise that is too afraid to show LGBT characters for more than 1 minute so as to not lose profit from China, THAT politically correct)

Anyway, that was a veeeery long rant, sorry to whoever reads this but, like, please, I put effort into this, hoping this time around I won't be the only positive reviewer of a movie, like I was with Solo: a Star Wars story (yes, I'm still bitter about this), which was boycotted for no apparent reason but was a decent film in reality, and I'm only bringing it up because it has a similar experience to Love and Thunder for getting hate before even being released. I'm not defending a billion dollar company that flopped in box office once, I'm defending the viewer's right to media they are interested in. If you don't like the character, remember - that's your opinion, not a fact that the character sucks. Kudos.

Not very easy to navigate, I advice you to do the research month by month individually for comics you'd like to compare. Also, if you happen to find more reliable data, pls say so in the comments.

Here you have the summary and explanation of the greatness of Thor: God of Thunder, Jesus, I'll go bankrupt if I buy this one too.

Yes, I want to end the sales dispute once and for all, I'm tired of seeing it on my dash. This guy probably explains it better than I did.

@awesomejenlawrence you said you'd like to read this and I delivered

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