#buck studies

[bucktommysupremacy]

the fact that buck genuinely made. what i see as the biggest leap in his relationship/communication maturity with a guy? like everything is going to start falling into place. seriously that scene at the end was probably the first time i saw evan buckley and didn't immediately think "WE NEED TO THERAPIZE THAT MAN"

#IM EMO HES HEALING #HES GROWING #bucktommy #911 spoilers #buck studies

[wikiangela]

we don't know where this is going now (don't be afraid of heights, let me open your heart wide)

bucktommy rating: G words: 5.6k summary: Tommy cuts their first date short, but to his surprise he gets a call from Evan just a few days later. or, 7x05 from Tommy's POV.

[read on Ao3]

It’s honestly a surprise when just a few days later, late in the evening, Tommy’s phone rings, and Evan’s name pops up. His traitorous heart beats a little faster when he answers the call and leans against the kitchen counter, where he’s been finishing up making a late dinner. “Evan?” he asks, confused but trying to play it casually. He’s good at that. He thinks years of pretending, trying to act straight, playing off gay jokes and even joining in to not make anyone suspicious made him way too good at acting cool and unbothered. He’s definitely surprised and excited, though. “Hey.” he smiles to himself. “Uh, hey- hi, Tommy, hey.” Evan stutters, and Tommy can imagine that flustered smile.  “Hi.” Tommy greets him again, grinning now. “Gotta say, I didn’t really expect you to call.” “I- I know, I just- I wanted to talk?” he says it more like a question, then huffs quietly, takes a breath. “I was wondering if you’d like to grab a coffee. With me. Tomorrow morning?” he says, sounding nervous but hopeful. And Tommy- Tommy has had a very hard time trying to say no to Evan, especially when he doesn’t actually want to. Besides, they can be friends, if whatever potential for romance didn’t work out. He’d be fine with that. He’s friends with Eddie, anyway, so he’ll surely have to be around Evan sometimes, and he doesn’t want it to be weird. “If you’re not- if you’re not busy? “Yeah, okay.” Tommy responds, trying to ignore the excitement swirling in his stomach at just the thought of seeing Evan. “I can do morning. What time?” “Uh, how’s nine? There’s this place I usually go to- I can text you the location? Or we can meet somewhere you like, that’s totally-” “Evan.” Tommy interrupts softly, still smiling. Even over the phone, even still this nervous, Evan is just adorable. “I’m sure your pick is fine. Just text me, and I’ll be there. Tomorrow at nine.” he assures. He thinks if Evan wanted to meet right at this second, he’d be there in a heartbeat. Which is a surprising thought. He really didn’t want to get attached this fast, but there’s just something about Evan… “Okay.” Evan breathes out. “So- so I’ll text you.” he repeats. “And I’ll see you tomorrow.” “See you tomorrow.” Tommy says, before Evan stumbles through a goodbye and hangs up, and Tommy just chuckles to himself. He’s curious what Evan wants to talk to him about. But he also needs to be careful, because he can see himself falling for him so fast and deep and easy. He shakes his head at himself. He’s being silly and ridiculous. Evan makes him feel silly and ridiculous and giddy, and Tommy doesn’t remember the last time he felt like this. 

[read on Ao3]

#bucktommy fic #wikiangela writes #911 fic #911 abc #bucktommy #the title is a bit long but idgaf it fit okay lmao #my writing #evan buckley #tommy kinard #buck x tommy #fluff #tevan #kinkley #tuck #911 fanfic #tommy pov 7x05 #911 7x05 coda #911 7x05 #character study #sort of #911 spoilers

[warpedpuppeteer]

If you ever catch yourself thinking 'what more does eddie have to do to make buck believe he cares about him and will not leave him behind and alone?' then congratulations that's exactly how frustrating it is to have abandonment issues. You try so damn hard to not be insecure or seem clingy or needy but you can't help it. And it's not something solved by someone simply assuring you once that they won't leave you. It's a constant thing. You'll seek assurance again and again and again. And then you're scared they will hate you for how much assurance you need, so you don't say anything and hold it all in and you suffer quietly. You get jealous of others getting close to your people because 'jealousy' is actually just worrying that they'll see you for the annoying person you are and think how much easier it is to be with a 'normal' person and leave you behind. Buck has been suffering this since he was a child and only recently started healing and working on it. So yeah, it's definitely going to take so much more assurance for him to actually believe that his family is not going to leave him. It's going to take Eddie telling him again and again and again that he's got his back.

#evan buckley #evan buck buckley #how to get someone like eddie in your life asking for a friend #buddie #eddie diaz #911 abc #character study

[captain-hen]

it's in his kiss

rated T | 2k | canon divergence | character study

Instead, he reaches out and slides a hand into Tommy’s hair, tugging at his curls until Tommy comes willingly, and then his mouth is on Eddie’s. Eddie has never kissed a man before. Eddie has never kissed a man before, and Tommy seems to understand this, because his mouth against Eddie’s is soft at first, yielding and supplicant and gentle. Eddie doesn’t want gentle. Based on that interview where Lou Ferrigno Jr. said that Tommy was supposed to kiss Eddie, instead: a look at an alternate ending to 7x04.

[read here on ao3]

#despite what it says on the tin this is more of a character study fic #because i was curious to explore how eddie would have reacted to the situation— #how his issues surrounding desire/intimacy would have affected it—how his feelings for buck would have influenced his choices #etc #how this fits into 2k words...well #the girlies who get it get it #neethu writes #911 #911 fic

[canonicallyobserving911]

Buck & Eddie: Eddie KNOWS Buck!

The title of episode 7x5 is "You don't know me" (it could change) and when I read it, all I could think about is something I haven't been able to forget since 6x4 aired. It was Buck’s conversation with Connor and IMO, it was weird and superficial for REASONS I might explain in a future post.

Anyway, Buck's overall arc in Season 6 was about him trying to be at ease while not making the same mistakes (which started at the end of 5x18). In 6x1, he wanted to be interim captain, then he went on to search for happiness in 6x2 followed by his decision to be Connor's sperm donor in 6x4 and that led to the comment included in the scene below, "I know those things about you". But the question is, does Connor really know Buck? 🤔

Reminder, based on the things that were shown in CANON in 4x5, Buck and Connor never really knew each other. They were acquaintances who met while they were in Peru and that was after Buck left Hershey when Maddie told him to "Go and be happy". During their conversation while Buck was bartending, Connor "suggested" Buck move to L.A. with him and the guys he knew because they were "kind of like a family". It's important to note that Connor said it after he stopped listening to Buck while he was trying to explain something to him.

Who always listens to Buck? EDDIE!

Now on to Season 7.

In the recent TCA interview, with regards to Buck’s self-discovery journey, OS commented that Buck’s sperm donation for his friends "hasn't necessarily played in any kind of conscious way so far" within the first 5 episodes (see below).

So the question is, could Buck tell Connor, "You don't know me!" in a conversation about the baby in 7x5 and it have something to do with Buck’s self-discovery journey? It's possible since as mentioned above, Connor doesn't really know Buck. Let's be real... when Connor reappeared they hadn't seen each other in three years and the attributes Connor mentioned about why he asked him to be his sperm donor instead of him going to a sperm bank aren't necessarily HEREDITARY.

Reminder, Buck likes to make things about himself and he likes to fix things. Therefore, the way things played out in 6A made it seem like he was making things about himself with the sperm donation too.

Here are a few of the comments that have been said to Buck and about him by his family.

In 3x1 and 3x2 (they replayed some of the scene from the end of 3x1 at the beginning of 3x2), Chris said, "You're going to be ok kid" after Buck told him he hopes he finds a job he likes and somethimg that makes him feel like he matters when he grows up. This happened after Buck quit the 118 but before the Tsunami.

In 3x6, Hen told Bobby, "I think Buck makes everything hard on Buck. The boy has two settings... zero and shut up before I smack you". They were discussing Bobby letting Buck work again after the lawsuit.

In 3x9, Eddie said, "So we're making this about you again?" while they were in the kitchen after Buck apologized for the second time following the lawsuit.

In 3x16 Chimney said, "So it's all about you?" when Buck was telling the team about Red.

In 3x16, Maddie said, "So you don't think this business with Red is hitting a little too close to home? A lonely hero firefighter who's pining for his lost love."

In 4x5, Athena said, "You never give up, that's what being Buck means to me" after he stayed in the warehouse fire against orders.

In 5x4, Eddie said, "You're the guy who likes to fix things" after Maddie and Chimney left.

In 6x11, dead Bobby said, "Aww kid, if what matters to you most is the way people see you... then you haven't learned a damn thing" in Buck’s coma dream.

They all know how Buck likes to make things about himself and at various points, they've said it in some form or another. Family won't hesitate to tell the people they love the truth unlike those who want to get what they can then leave like Connor did. And that's one of the reasons why I think Buck didn't talk to anyone about the sperm donation because if he had, they would have told him the truth. He did talk to Hen and even though she didn't discourage him, she did caution him about the possible ramifications of it except he was adamant about doing it and he wouldn't listen to the universe when it kept screaming at him.

Does Connor know Buck? NO!

The person who does know Buck is EDDIE!

Eddie not only knows him, HE SEES HIM! He also listens to him, he takes care of him and he's the one who's been there for him. In 6x1, he helped Buck see another side to Bobby's decision about interim captain. In 6x6, Eddie was the one who reassured him that Karen would be fine without a spleen. The list goes on and on but 9-1-1 made it a point in Season 6 to show the GA that NO ONE knows Buck like Eddie does and that continued even in 6x15 when Buck said that BS about ND seeing him.

No one believed it and it's possible Buck didn't believe it either.

The point of this post is that Buck’s breakdown may finally happen in Season 7 and it might have something to do with the sperm donation 👀.

Reminder, he didn't have one in season 6 even though he died and I think all of these things are related and could lead to it.

If Buck does have a breakdown, who's going to be by his side? EDDIE!

The same way Buck was by Eddie’s side after Eddie’s breakdown.

I said I wasn't going to speculate and I hadn't planned on it but I have so many thoughts about what could trigger Buck’s breakdown and I've been debating whether I'll post them. But I just might now that everything seems to be pointing in that direction.

Will Buck finally breakdown in season 7? Only the showrunner, writers and producers know the answer to that question.

#buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 abc #911 on abc #911 meta #911 spoilers #911 speculation #911 season 7 #911 season 7 speculation #911 season 6 speculation #buck's breakdown 911 #evan buckley character study 911 #anti connor and kameron #oliver stark #ryan guzman

[peggingeddiediaz]

Tommy really smelled the bottom energy from Eddie, like, he invited him to a sold out fight in Vegas and took him there via helicopter, took him to a karaoke bar trivia night in the middle of the week (just the two of them, that could've easily be an outing for more than 2 people) "muay thai sparred" with him at Tommy's garage, showed him how to fix cars and drove him to the basketball game. All of that while having Marisol and Buck watch Christopher. This show is a comedy really.

Tommy was sugar daddying him so hard, and Eddie was loving it. I need all the fics where BuckTommy toss Eddie around like a frisbee.

I sound like a broken record but Eddie was loving getting wooed to hell and back while having Buck be a little jealous.

Now Eddie is topless while Buck and Tommy take turns railing each other.

#911 abc #there's still time #get eddie pregnant 2024 #bucktommy #breed that twink #eddie diaz #tommy kinard #evan buckley #bottom eddie rights #verse tommy rights #verse buck rights #i'm going insane #don't look at me #i need to study eddie like a bug

[bibuck-saved-me]

#wanted to share this here too #because. evan buckley brain rot #911 #911 abc #911 on abc #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #buddie #character introspection #character study #911 spoilers #911 7x04

[wildlife4life]

Fuck-It Friday

Tagged by @fortheloveofbuddie @exhuastedpigeon @rogerzsteven @disasterbuckdiaz @tizniz @daffi-990 @diazsdimples @lemonzestywrites @wikiangela @evanbegins @buck-coded @devirnis @glorious-spoon @thekristen999 and @theotherbuckley Thank you all so much! Excited for all your upcoming works!

Seeing a lot of Fuck's in fuck-it Fridays today, so I'm joining. Here is a somewhat spicy snippet from NFL Buck, which is a continuation from this post I shared a long while back. Hope you all enjoy! (Everything NFL Buck)

Eddie tosses his phone away, uncaring of where it lands and more concerned with Buck's hand stripping his cock. Apparently his conversation with Chimney had him flagging a bit and Buck saw the need to remedy that real quick. Thank god the surprise phone call did not have the same affect on Evan. His cock had stayed pressed deep in Eddie's ass and is still hard as rock. The edging pleasure begins to build once again with each stroke of Buck's hand and the rocking of his hips making his cock brush Eddie's prostate periodically. "Still need an answer Eds." Buck murmurs in his ear, mouthing the delicate skin before leaning away. Eddie whines and pants, squirming in Buck's lap. He had the perfect answer earlier, one that would very much please his torturous boyfriend and allow Eddie to finally tip over into the throws of orgasmic ecstasy. He is going to murder Chimney next shift. That lost edge is in reach and Eddie does his damndest to lift his hips to try and fuck himself on Buck's cock at a pace and physicality he so desperately needed. He doesn't even get an inch upwards. The hand jerking Eddie off disappears and joins the free hand that had been resting his thigh, to clutch Eddie's waist and hold his ass tight to Buck's pelvis. Eddie cries out at the loss of not only the grip on his dick, but also the orgasm that was just at his finger tips. All of Evan's movements come to a stop and Eddie can't hold back his frustrated shout, "Buck please!" "Two high safeties. Five man rush. What should I call?" Buck growls deepening his grasp. Somehow, in recess of Eddie's pleasure soaked mind, an answer springs forwards. "Four verticals out of 2 by 2!" He sobs. The hand on his right hip releases, and Eddie barely hears the scratch of Buck writing the play note in his binder. "Perfect. You're so damn smart baby." Buck purrs and Eddie can't help the shiver of warmth at the praise. He loves knowing when he's been helpful for his boyfriend. Buck turns off the film before giving his full attention the trembling mess that is Eddie. "So... my hand or my cock as your reward?"

Hehehehe. A stressed Buck can be a bit... teasing.

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#fuck it friday #tag game #my wip #911 abc #911 on abc #911 show #911 fic #buddie #buddie fic #nfl #evan buckley #eddie diaz #quarterback buck #firefighter eddie #secret relationship #smut #buck is a tease #but he is also stressed #eddie has a praise kink too sort of #football fim study #minor cockblock by chimney

[localratwithcowboyhat]

You’ve got the eyes of a deer in the headlights

#art #my art #digital art #photo study #wierd art #pray tumblr doesn’t fuck up the quality #buck #original art #artist on tumblr #disabled artist #creepy art

[queerbuckleys]

you ever remember that this man right here in this moments holds a piece of knowledge that would greatly affect Buck and his perspective in this moment, and he chooses to save it- knowing it could come to an even more critical point?

#i want to study him like a bug #eddie diaz #buddie #911 #aj rambles #it's also that he is giving buck a chance with his parents #not because he thinks what they did ws right #but to let buck come to that conclusion himself #let buck process it himself

[bucktommysupremacy]

one dose of this look is powerful enough to kill a fully grown man

#my gifs #buck #buck studies #911 spoilers #911 7x04

[mazzystar24]

Thinking a lot about wants vs needs and had some thoughts:

Eddie goes for what he needs (or thinks he needs) in his exes but not what he wants

Buck goes for what he wants in his exes but not what he needs

Am I making sense?

#yes I’m up to the Maslow’s hierarchy of needs part of my revision #SHUT UP RIGHT NOW I KNOW IM ANNOYING AND YOU GUYS CAN SEE HOW MANY TIMES I GET DISTRACTED WHILE STUDYING #exams are kicking my arse and it’s not even may yet #like I haven’t had a single one yet but I’m just DYING #fr tho #like think about it it makes sense like Eddie thinks he needs a wife and surrogate mother and goes for that #buck goes for who he wants but he doesn’t really consider things like if it’s what he needs with the issues he has #my version of the needs to be chosen needs to choose tbh #911 #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc #911 fox #evan buck buckley #911onfox

[deer-a-day]

004

deer are so cool heeheehee

#004 #deer #with ref #red deer #buck #these are very much also becoming ways for me to improve my art and just mess around with style #deer hooves are covered by grass alot.. ill need to study them separately #starting to feel a little better after getting covid :D

[fionaswhvre]

Buck always thought that not all parents are meant to love you unconditionally and that there must be something wrong with him because he never got that kind of love from his parents.

Until he met Christopher Diaz and he realized how easy unconditional love comes is supposed to come to you when you have a kid. And that there is no way it will ever happen that Chris will be out there somewhere and Buck wouldn't care about where he is or what he's doing.

Buck didn't know parents are supposed to love you unconditionally until he met Bobby Nash, who taught him to cook, to dress, to become a man, a person of his own. Who forgave Buck even when Buck unleashed his worst on him (re: the lawsuit). Who never looks at him with that hint of disappointment or with the suggestion that Buck has failed him.

Buck never grew up with the parental love he deserved until he met Bobby who taught him the real definition of being a parent and until he met Chris, who, Buck swore, will never feel unloved as long as him and Eddie are alive.

#evan buck buckley #character study #bobby nash #Christoph diaz #bobby is buck's dad #buck is christopher’s other dad #911 abc

[benzatthanin]

AEW DYNAMITE — 05/19/21

#aewedit #aew #julia hart #matt jackson #young bucks #wrestlingedit #* #i present the case study for letting julia mist the entire elite

[forgottenfrenchfryunit]

trying to get over art block, so have an atsushi study

ref under the cut

#atsushi sakurai #study #buck tick