#but now i gotta go look at birds

[system-of-a-feather]

Options you have when you get a deranged anon

Take it seriously and be offended and serious

Take it with a LARGE giraffe length stick of humor and invite an opportunity for not only yourself but everyone who reads it to feel free to clown and have fun with it

#2 but you also use it to promote your chicken propaganda and overall evil totalitarian bird agenda

#alter: riku #shitpost #anon hate #anyways imma go on my daily walk and look at birds #seriously not joking #i literally was about to do that before getting that anon #had to pause and reply #but now i gotta go look at birds #everyone have fun clowning on that anon if you like #have some shits and giggles at a very very confused dumbass who watches too much tv #and try not to take it too seriously or personally #dumbasses will always exist #this is just one guy #try not to catastrophize that most people think that way cause nah they dont #only people with -2 brain cells and who roll a nat 1 on critical thinking and analysis of media think that way #life is fine and ok even with stupid people in the world #chicken posting #bird posting

[kedreeva]

(disclaimer: I am not saying this from a place of hostility to geese)

how did 3-year old you survive feeding geese :( when I was 4 I was feeding ducks and geese (which I was about the same height as at the time) at a local pond and they chased me and tried to bite me until my parents picked me up and ran. I didn't try to scare them and I was a generally quiet child, do I just have Bad Vibes to them or something? or is it something to do with their past experiences/socialization as Pond Ducks/Geese? nowadays whenever a goose or swan so much as starts staring at me I'm like "ok time to go :)"

Without knowing more about the situation, I can't say what particular thing you did, but I can say that geese don't chase people for no reason at all. It's possible you got too close rather than letting them come to you, it's possible you were just plain too close to their nesting site, it's possible you performed a movement that (in goose) suggested your desire to start a dispute. It's possible you were feeding them from your hands and they associated your hands with food, and were simply looking for more food, or attempting to chase you away from the food.

And to be clear, I'm definitely not advocating for people letting small children feed geese, honestly no one should be feeding wild animals, mostly because it familiarizes wildlife with humans and that can be bad, but also because it opens too many opportunities for humans to do the wrong things and end up hurt or scared. As a 4yo, it wasn't your responsibility to know how to interact with geese- it was your parents' job to monitor your actions, the actions and reactions of the geese, and remove you from the situation before it became a problem (or not put you in that position in the first place). The geese are blameless for acting like geese and you are blameless by reason of being 4 years old.

I ALSO want to be clear that being SCARED of something DOES NOT equal HATING something. Hate can stem from fear, and fear can stem from hate, but they are not the same thing. There are PLENTY of people, for example, who are terrified of spiders but who will either remove them from a place with a cup and paper, or fetch someone to do so, to prevent a spider from dying for the crime of being small. You (general) can be afraid of something and still treat it with respect. You do not have to hate the things you are afraid of.

#geese #be afraid of them all you want #it's the people acting like geese are the villains in their origin story that are my problem #asks #anon asks #we always mind our business around waterfowl and other wild birds #I had a group of geese in the street with their babies once #and I needed to leave work to go home #and instead of trying to chase them out of the road #I gave them some of the bird-safe treats in my car and then walks into the grass #and they followed me looking for more #So i tossed some into the grass and left via the now-clear road with no conflict #you just gotta ask them not tell them #and again..... they literally cannot chase you if you don't run #and they're more bark than bite they do not actually want to fight you #unlike swans who DO want to fight you

[just-a-girl-with-a-pistol]

The bird is ready, distraction has been placed

#library of ruina #project moon #lor #roland #roland lor #chesed #binah #punishment bird #look at him sit there #all nasty and stuff #he will steal the tea now #ok i gotta dip university time #uhhh #SEE YA #go drink water stay hydrated

[keeps-ache]

everyday there's somethin goin on. like the day. or somethin like that

#just me hi #[squinting] there's always something going on #but also ?? what's been happening lol ?? i am only like 34% sure things happened recently #not like i forgot things (i did but-) it feels like nothin is happening. but also there's always Something hbsh #//anyway. my software is being funky again lol :) #kind of wanna do stuff but blaaahahahah #blaaaaaaaah #no motivation really. so sads #GASP but wait i wanted to work on Hid's natural form cuz i want it to be a lil less human-looking #trying to figure how i'll do that though. hmm :^ #cuz see he may have wings but he didn't originally. this is due to Fate stuff but that means he won't have bird legs or summin lol #/MAN and i should digitize Fate asap when my puter gets back lol #i think i've mentioned her like twice but Ough. i gotta draw her ehehegh :33 #/but yea i dunno what angle i wanna try for hid lol !! #something........ sooooomething....... #/cannot WAIT til i've finished the little world stuff i was writing !! boop has all my files tho so until then... #condensing information is my passion hdvhs #//speaking of i gotta make new refs for everyone HH #i just made those new ones last year i think and i Do still like them but aoh. they're inaccurate now hfvsh #like oath's hair changed as did kira's and also i'm redesigning hid So :^ :>> #//man. anywhoogh #i'm gonna skedaddle rn n see if i can get somethin done lol :3 #toodles man !! [skitters away]

[unproduciblesmackdown]

you've heard of renee from michigan, now it's commenter rena from connecticut

also i do think it's so fun they're in a cast together and have been going "it's just like the time corbin went to bmc & they took a pic & i was like 'omg so fun. imagine if they were in a cast together'"

#hell yes the bird of paradise shorts i love that #also was just going ''corbin's gotta be around the same age right like. maybe a few yrs older but idk his fun facts'' #not only born the same year but all of like two weeks apart...looked it up like 5 min ago but think it was feb 21 1989 for corbin #mar 5 1989 for will....by my exhaustive calculations counting on my fingers just now that's thirteen days. anyways v same age lol #summer stock #bmc #will roland #and i do just Know they're gonna write corbin's role more charming in the text as well lol. you Absolutely may as well #prophecies fulfilled.... #eta i've recalled feb only has 29 days in leap years; which '89 was not. so they were born twelve days apart

[skrunksthatwunk]

god goromi really fucked my gender didn't she

#anyway i painted the world's shittiest stubble on myself today and wore the fanciest most hostess-esque dresses i have and GRGXZGRGRHZZGZXX #if i wasnt living in one of the US' finest transphobic hell states i would go out and i would get so many bitches like that i look SO GOOD #and it's so gender. god. t4t relationship WHEN!!!!! SOON I HOPE #someone come dote on this gnc emo boy please she's withering away without his proper care like a sickly tomodachi gf #when i get to college i could do little dorm dates n shit. maybe host drag practice nights or smth <33 #that's the dream baby #god. goromi wasnt my genderfluid awakening character but she came right after i figured it out and i latched on SO HARD #shes literally THE pillar of my gender representation. load bearing one-off gag 80% of the fandom KNOWS is More Than A Gag (me included) #god she's so genderrrrr. i need to be her STAT #when i say thats the dream the dream is actually getting to present like that openly and unafraid regularly but uh (: not. not now #but someday. and i am confident in that #if not me then someone like me #but i still hope i can wrangle up some college queers to be funny and gay with yknow. tis only a few months away!! #i gotta take it off before i go downstairs again bc frankly im not ready for my family to realize Oh It's For Real. Like You'll Act On It #she's a fragile baby bird atm and frankly i dont want them to know yet #(they know im gfluid just. i dont talk about it with my mom and she still uses she/her only. i dont think ive had the pronoun talk with her #yet though so thats not even her fault really. but i didnt wanna come out to her when i did!!! so im taking my sweet time with this) #so im stalling a bit even though i REALLY need to do work and it's gotta be downstairs </3 #anyway if people could just univerally decide to use he/she for majima interchangeably all the time so i could do that unchallenged thatd #be so cool thanks #like i know theres merit in other interpretations and i love them but what about ME #anyway. mwah i love gender sure hope nothing bad happens to it #i need to be someone's girlfriend boyfriend so badly you dont understand. ggrgrgrgrggrgrgrggrgrdbzvxzvzvzhsdhf #sorry for yearning. I'll hold it off as long as i can

[prijune]

*throws oc art at you* LOOK AT THEM

#prijune art #my ocs #treasure #idk what is with ladia's colors I'm just going wild here and but I want her clothes so bad #ladia looks like a macaw bird I am not complaining #These are from a big file I have where I'm refining(???) their outfits and designs so I guess I went off with Ladia #because the place where she lives in does a lot of dying so I just went #stacy on the other hand I'm still debating color placement and such but she's almost done also she big on just blasting people with magic #RIP everyone who gets in her way while she's getting her diamonds bro #also RIP Kettle may he be remembered #also I'm normal about Claudio and Ladia's relationship- I say like a liar :) #also on other news my brain is telling me to scrap my og idea and just make this a HM style thing because my brain says I should #and also it's one of the other directions/ideas I had with this dang cast of ocs #which means I gotta start over sort of but that's fine it's not like it can't go into the idea recycle bin #and it's not like I don't have 10 bazillion more ideas and projects stewing in my brain but eh we'll get there #at least I hvae a new system when I write ideas now where if while I'm working on something and a new idea that may or may not be related #comes up I just go down a line draw a star write 'BONUS IDEA' and jot whatever it is down and then get back to whatever I was doing #it's a life saver a wonderful cluttered minds blessing

[orcelito]

Honestly I find it hilarious that I've accidentally made it a thing of Vash being a horse girl (gender neutral) bc I'm writing his tomas as a weird horse

Chica the tomas was an accident. She was unplanned. I just tossed her in on a whim, realized I loved her, realized VASH loves her, & now a bunch of readers love her too

I've also gotten a few comments like "man I hope nothing bad happens to her!" And I'm over here just Sweating bc like

Objectively? That Bird Cannot Stay In The Story. If Vash keeps her, she will die. There is no WAY a normal mount would survive the utter chaos of his life in the coming months. Either he gets rid of her, or she dies. There's really no middle ground.

Which makes me sad :( I love Chica the tomas and itnl Vash loves her too

#speculation nation #itnl shit #ive so far answered the question about her fate with 'haha (nervous sweating)' or about that equivalent #bc like. genuinely. ive thought about a lot of things. #even beyond the abject chaos of his life. the destruction of cities. the Explosions. the EVERYTHING that could kill a bird. #imagine for one moment. that Legato catches wind of how much Vash loves his emotional support tomas. #that bird would be dead. Legato would kill her in a Heartbeat. easily. GLEEFULLY. she would not live. #and i thought about doing this bc Objectively if Legato is wanting to break Vash's spirit (he does want to) it'd be a quick way to do it #but Vash is not dumb. he's aware of the risks. and as much as he wants to keep her with him. he doesnt want her to die. #he's unwilling to let her die even if it means letting her go. #and to be fair. the time he truly needed her is over. he can pass her onto a place where she can be happy and peaceful #and he'll be okay. bc he has his friends back. he can go without his emotional support tomas. #she was so good for his mental health during his years of solitude. giving him company and cuddles during long lonely nights. #but he's okay now. he's ready to move on. and she can be happy elsewhere. #this will of course be addressed in the story but I ASSURE U READERS. i do not want to kill Chica 😭😭😭😭 #i did damn think about it but it made me sad :( so i decided not to lol #she Will have a happy home for sweet toma. vash will make SURE of it. #i have smth in mind. i gotta look into this thing. for now just know she will be okay in the end. #animal death ment/ #also horse girl (gender neutral) vash is such a great concept that i am More than happy to uphold #considering how on point his rein handling in tristamp is perhaps it has some basis. i like the headcanon tbh.

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#my big mouth+total lack of self control is going to get me hatecrimed lmao. #anytime anyone is weird about my mask i just tell them that its actually for everyone else bc IM sick #&i havent said w covid yet but i have said: bird flu swine flu&sars lmao. &i guess if im going to insist on doing this #instead of the smart thing&not responding than i could probably NOT say an illness that #will directly remind these ppl that im on of those dirty aSiAnS but also i like to see how far bigots can jump #bc suddenly the threat of illness is real for THEM lmao. #i always say im joking but i somehow think that does little to comfort these ppl #they dont look comforted anyway lmao but we ALL gotta share this public space until we dont #&im not going to be the only one feeling uncomfortable bc someone obviously doesnt respect me lmao fuck that. #we ALL get to squirm now in this stupid grocery line where im the only one wearing a goddamn mask.

[svtskneecaps]

yknow as a wee bab i always kinda assumed i'd be the range type of video game fighter yknow keep to the background, wait for a chance, preferred weapon is a bow or whatever

nah. "sprint in and mash the attack button until it stops moving"

#my point here is my botw playstyle as it turns out #equip a sword and hit it more than it hits you that's my motto #anyway i've explored all of hyrule castle now + gotten every memory + finally purchased the fucking ancient set except for the helmet #bc 1) shit's ugly 2) i had 1944 money and it was 2000 YES i was angry #found the spring of courage (i feel so stupid); defeated the camel blight; killed two moldugas; killed a blue lynel; #killed the white lynel in gatehouse two (PANICK); finished the darkness trial; found an ENTIRE FUCKING STABLE I SOMEHOW MISSED; #finally found it within me to shoot farosh in the face twice; set up a system to shoot both naydra and dinraal in the face every night; #stalled a blood moon in hyrule castle so that was a weird month for the citizens; finished tarrey town; filled out more of the compendium #(while trying to find a FUCKING stealthfin trout to upgrade the sheikah set bc NO i am NOT looking it up >:(( ) #actually used urbosa's fury on purpose; accidentally used urbosa's fury while trying to stasis launch a slab of rock; accidentally #used mipha's grace against the lynel (i swear that guy was white maned but the wiki says blue?? literally checked w camera before charging) #still have used revali's gale. twice. ever. #yea so anyway fuck that bird i guess like at this point i'm gonna beat ganon and like. i am only going to have used his shit. two times. #my ass sprinting up the mountainside: NAYDRA'S COMING I GOTTA GET ABOVE HER FOR THE BEST SHOT RN HOLY SHIT #THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO GAIN ALTITUDE #not kpop #shut up vic #shoutout to my homie recommending i use revali's gale to evade guardians unfortunately for us i'm fucking dumb #i think about it constantly EXCEPT when i open the game i am being completely serious

[allpromarlo]

do i go back to the cinema to watch my favorite bird man get thrown around a second time or do i save the money for something better? much to think about

#i'm gonna go back to the cinema #i'll have to look WHEN tho bc black panther is next week and i also gotta test going on and i don't wanna go on back2back days #probably much later when the films been out for a MINUTE #but i'm definitely gonna go back. gotta inject it again #the first time i cared about the entire plot now i only care about man with bird #i'm almost not gonna do it because they violated him so BAD in this goddamn #my boy was getting manhandled by a 6'5 samoan demigod bruh they didn't give him a minute of rest #my poor little meow meow... #movies #black adam #hawkman #the brainrot continues

[ciaoteamo]

Milk and Water (Pt. I)

pairings: doppelgänger!Milkman x fem!Reader

summary: One of the newest residents’ very first doppelgänger comes in, trying to sway you into to letting them in. Will you..?

pt.II

art credit (twt: loafuu_chii)

warning: 18+ content

“…what’s the story behind your um… ears(?)” You ask the doppelgänger before you. It was a clone of one of your favorite neighbors actually, her name was Maria.

A woman around your age that you became really close friends with over the few months of you working here.

“@&! !$?&” The doppelgänger let out a series of sounds.

“right, so give me one second” You press the bright red button next to the window and the steel blinds shut with a blaring alarm sound.

You call D.D.D. and they clean up their mess per usual. You once again, you were just thankful you didn’t have to work on that side of the glass.

You check your wrist watch, and happily sigh at the fact that you only had one more hour left to work.

“ mmm, someone’s eager to go home i see” A familiar voice speaks up.

“oh, Mr. Francis” You give the man a polite grin. He gave you a sly one in return. You knew it wasn’t him off the bat. Francis was usually shy towards you, making you want to tease him into blushing whenever you saw him.

Well, you suppose you could kill two birds with one stone. Flirt with the doppelgänger of your crush, and have some entertainment.

“how are you pretty girl” He asks, sliding an I.D. and sheet through the slot.

You examine the documents and identification and beam a smile up at him.

“the date on the I.D. is a little expired hun” You declare. He lets out a small chuckle and leans a little toward the glass.

“mmm, been busy with the milk business, love. must’ve slipped my mind to renew it” He replied. His eyes were low but he still held his sly grin. You leaned back in your chair, with a bored look on your face.

“you’re not like my Francis” You huff and tilt your head with a disappointed look.

His grin faltered and he stepped closer. His breathing had quickened a bit and he took off his hat. “who knows, i could be better” He suggests.

Now that his confidence had depleted a little, you were growing bored of him. You checked the time again and you had 45 minutes left.

“well i’ve gotta get you moving now. it was nice to see such a handsome face though, so thank you” You beam and reach for the button

“you don’t want to do this, trust me” He states with a warning tone. This wasn’t unusual, getting threats after realizing they’re doppelgängers, but being that this one was this aware… they must be evolving.

“and why would i trust you?” You ask out of curiosity.

“i mean look at me” He smirks, one arm leaned against the top of the window. His irises turned from their chocolate brown and into an empty pure white.

“hm” You nod and press the button.

“(Y/N)!” He roared with what you assume was his fist banging the glass.

You call D.D.D. and wait for them to clean their mess, again.

The steel blind begins to lift and you sit back in your seat, checking your watch again but noticed the new pink lighting that shone in.

You furrow your eyebrows and look up in horror as you see blood streaks on the window in thick, and dripping amounts. You jump out of your chair and put your back against the wall.

About 5 D.D.D. workers were piled up, bloody and battered in the corner of the room, and there the doppelgänger was.

Staring at you.

His eyes were low, his shirt was torn, revealing his pecs and the start of his abdomen. He was panting with his (surprisingly still) neat hair and an almost psychotic expression.

“oh no…” He starts with a laugh, still breathing heavily.

“what did you do..?” You cover your mouth with your hand.

“it’s what you did. you got me all riled up.”

He looks down for a brief moment and you swear you hear a zip. He holds his tie and the end of his tattered shirt in his mouth and looks up at you with knitted eyebrows.

His breath fogging up the window as he asks you. Looking like a poor starving puppy. “will you let me in now…? I need your help…” He slightly groaned.

“…what. the. fuck.”

#milkman #milkman x reader #francis mosses #francis mosses x reader #ciaoteamo #x reader #imagine #smut #fem dom reader #thats not my neighbor #milkman smut #milk the man

[mammonsrockstargf]

It starts small. You honestly don't think much of it. Crows begin leaving you gifts in your window frame. It's pretty rocks. It's a small screw. It's coins and grimm, it's a button from a shirt, it's shiny beads.

You bring it up to Mammon randomly one day. He stares at you wide-eyed. "What, you mean crowns leave ya gifts? Sound ridiculous," he says and you shrug.

"I mean, I've heard about crows leaving gifts for humans before. It's not that unusual, but usually, the humans give something to the crows in return," you say, thinking aloud. "That's the part that confuses me. I haven't given anything to the crows, so why do they like me so much?" Mammon's cheeks are bright red by now, the blush going all the way down his neck. Your brows furrow with concern.

"Hey, are you okay?" you ask and he nods quickly. "Yeah, 'm fine, gotta-go-see-ya! " he stutters and quickly leaves you, practically running away. You look after him in confusion. Weren't you both just supposed to be headed home?

The gifts continue. You get a single earring. At one point you get a small bone and at another time you get a tooth which leaves you a bit unsettled but also intrigued. You treasure every single gift, keeping it in a small box by your desk. You begin to leave the crows gifts in return. You find that they like peanuts and berries. One time you experimentally leave a big piece of watermelon, only to find it devoured within minutes.

The next day there's a pretty locket with what looks like a flower engraved in it. You gape at the locket and instantly put it on, proudly wearing it around your neck. You make sure to leave the crows a feast that day.

Satan is the first brother to notice it when it slips out from the collar of your uniform one day. "Is that new?" he asks. "Oh yeah, I've befriended a bunch of crows." Satan stops in his tracks and stares at you.

"You've befriended crows?" He repeats and you nod. "Yes. Why is everyone so weird about this?" A knowing smile creeps onto his face and he shakes his head.

"Why do you think the crows like you so much?" he asks. You hum, considering it for a second. Eventually, you have to draw a blank and look at Satan in defeat. His smile only grows wider.

"Ask Mammon. He might know."

You find Mammon in his room, lying in his bed. He smiles when he sees you and pats the bed, motioning you to come over. "Come here," he says and you do, lying down next to him. He huffs and pulls at you so you're lying on his chest. You can feel his heart beating and you look up at him through your lashes.

"Hey, Mamms," you say and he runs his hand down your back, rubbing circles into it. "Hey, treasure," he says and grins.

"Satan says you might know the cause of my new friendships." His cheeks turn crimson in an instant and he lets out something akin to a nervous laugh. "Oh, the crows, you mean?" you huff and playfully roll your eyes. "Come on, big guy, spill the beans," you say and Mammon sighs.

"So, the crows like you, because, well, I told them about you," he says and a grin spreads across your face. "Go on," you say.

"Okay, I have crow familiars, you know what a familiar is, right?" he says and looks at you expectantly. You rake your brain, remembering briefly having about it in one of your classes. "Yeah, it's like witches with black cats, right?" you say and Mammon hums.

"Yeah, kind of, but anyone can have a familiar and it can be any animal. The whole black cat thing is just something the catholic church made up." You nod in understanding while Mammon continues to rub patterns into your back. The beating of his heart seems to have become louder underneath you. "So what you're saying is you can't shut up about how awesome I am and now a bunch of crows are obsessed with me?" you say and Mammon hides his face in his hands. You giggle and pry his hands away, smiling at him adoringly.

"Please don't make fun of me," he huffs and you pout at his antics. "I could never tease my lovely little bird boy," you coo and Mammon groans while pushing you off him. He turns his back to you and you laugh manically. "Come on, Mamms, It's cute," you say and press soft kisses to the nape of his neck. "you're cute," you say and throw an arm and a leg over him, attempting to spoon him. You feel him instantly melting to your touch, completely unable to keep his resolve. It's almost too easy when he turns around again to face you. You smile at his pink face.

"I really like the gifts the crows gave me," you reassure him because you genuinely do. It's become something you look forward to when you open your window.

"You do?"

"Yeah, absolutely," you affirm and he smiles sheepishly. "I once tried to train them to steal money for me, but it didn't work."

a/n: thanks for reading! find my other stuff here <3

#bird boy go brrr #i love bullying men #they make it too easy #obey me mammon #obey me #obey me mammon fluff #perse fics #obey me x you #obey me x reader #obey me x mc #mammon #mammon x mc #mammon x reader #obey me shall we date #obey me fluff #obey me fic #om! mammon #obey me headcanon #perse fluff

[chisatowo]

Itd be so sick if I could look cooler but alas my ugly colored bndori t-shirts that cannot be abandoned calls

#rat rambles #also if I dont wear a tshirt I will simply die #cant even wear too many bracelets without my brain screaming at me the cruelty 😔 #I dont actually care tho I like how I look I just find it funny how much my brain sabotages my gut instict fashion desires #like theres a world where I could look like a super cool punk lesbian but this aint it because alas neurodivergence #like the most I could do is like. wear a black tshirt and shorts with like patches on it and thatd just look silly dhdjydj #idk I guess I have my skull bracelet. thats gotta count for the tiniest smth right #rly what I actually need is aro clothes I have my ace bracelet but I have no aro fashion to wear #also rings I so so wish I had rings to wear but Im soooo bad at not losing rings dhjdydjdg #but honestly now that I think abt it I would like to get a black ring at some point #even if thatd mean risking losing it dhjdyjd #also I just had a thought but imagine like spiked bracelets but the spikes are bird skulls. thatd be so so sick #those probably exist somewhere but probably not for very cheap dhdkxgjdh #I dont have enough rn to go buying a bunch of accessories tho unfortinately 😔 #some day <3

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

Actually the chicory thing could be a thingy with James?? The flowers are obviously not a specific breed but it's a neat parallel!! Also I was intending for James to stay with Ollie lmao, maybe he could be a distraction of sorts? Either if Ollie has to Fuck Off post haste or to distract the person the flower is stalking. Also. I didn't actually realise point was the flower fukase was holding bxfsgtrfvcz rip them ig -🌟

oli can go thru hell and back but as long as he still has james w/ him it will be okay 😌

yes distraction bird 😩✌️ slay. honestly i get distracted by birds all the time so i FEEL that

and kjhHSDKJGN YEAH ITS NOT SUPER NOTICEABLE BUT YE... rip pillsbury dough boy lookin creachure 😔🙏 if anything maybe flowerized!fuka just lets point walk around and, given the flower attached and covering their face, if anyone picks this little creachure up you're gonna get sprayed with spores or smthn, rip

#ask #flower hivemind au #IM SCARED OF THE SUGGESTED TAGS THAT SHOWED UP FOR THIS?? WE'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT THAT TUMBLR #anyways. birds. slay. ughhg i really gotta draw the rest of the peeps flowerized at some point i wanna seeee what they'd look like.. 👁️👁️ #i have some ideas design-wise; generally for all the flowerized designs i have like imaginary guidelines in my head but it'll still b fun #doing the rest of em at some point... grrr why does art take so long sobs #EVEN SHITPOSTS TAKE ME FOREVER UGLY CRIES. now's not the time to cry abt that tho. ive got so much going on my gosh #point is an important little creachure to fukase i like to think... ik in official art he mostly seems to get ignored but #creachure!!! obsessed. love that their only official description is basically “weird thing that sometimes hangs off fuka's cane” #james is also very important. i love when they give vocas little companions #NOTHING will ever beat yohio's many cubes tho esp LONG CUBE. its so fucking funny. christ hio how come you get so many #ollie the star anon

[inkskinned]

we were drunk off mezcal and my dog had his paws crossed like he was fancy and we were giggling about it and i told you that with the sun coming back i can feel my fingers again and you grabbed my wrist and jokingly shook my limp hands while saying i have you i got you and i wanted to tell you i love you in that moment but it's actually just that it's spring and love actually seems like something that i can afford once in a while so long as i'm not overwhelmed by the crushing weight of having to do my laundry

i don't get so sad on sundays anymore and part of that is you but also part of it is that i've been watching a bird melodrama in the tree outside my window - first the robins had the run of it, then the doves. most recently a family of sparrows came through. the sky was pink today like a kiss, and i felt the pastel wrap in a warm piebald snake around my chest and hum herself into my bones

thank god for every person that forgives me for the depressive spirals i go on every winter without-fail like i swear there are absolutes in this world and it's stuff like. stoats go white in winter. the sun comes over the east. when it gets cold all parts of my soul go numb and the light can't pass through my iris without a tattoo gun. how many times can i tell a friend i'm sorry i wasn't talking to you, i truly wasn't talking to anyone

thank god i can feel my skin right now and you hold my weak little hand in your hand and then you flip it over so you can read my palm and you're smiling while you run fingertips over lines and read out my fate like it says here you like a good grillcheese sandwich and admit it you make salads by buying the pre-made spring mix and i have all your astrology shit memorized and i read your horoscope first when i'm checking my own even-though-i-don't-believe-in-it (but just in case) and i want to kiss you just to watch the blush spread in a tulip from under your freckles in that way it does, how you pull back and wrinkle your nose in laughter

thank god but today for the first time in a month i finally texted my friends back and actually made plans to hang out (how's that! barring disaster!) and i let my dog put his big muddy paws on my nice sweater and yeah actually when it's bad i always think i can't do that again. i can't crawl back up that mountain

but the sun touched me on the face this morning and we had a nice long talk about it and i said i gotta go the long way again huh and she nodded and shook back her solarflare hair and looked over to her moon girlfriend and she said you can do it. better things on the horizon.

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