#but the public may never know

[seokmattchuus]

Stray Kids Reaction to trying your breastmilk

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Chan: “Oh, that’s-” He stared at the bottle in disbelief. “I didn’t think it was gonna be that nice.”

Minho: *Doesn't want to be too forward with how he feels but he really can't deny that it's not bad."

“Would I drink it again? No.” He stopped. “Okay, maybe just another sip but nothing after that.”

Changbin: “But would it be weird if I said,” He blinked at you before clearing his throat. “That I understand why body builders drink this.”

Hyunjin: *Isn't fazed by the taste because it's way too cold to even think about anything else.*

“Did you break the microwave or something?” He shook his head. “Oh, wait..." He trailed off. "I never set the time.” *literally buffering*

Jisung: “Okay, so maybe I already tried it.” He put his hands up in defense. “I got curious, I couldn’t help it.” *totally scared you'll think it's weird.*

Felix: *When he doesn't react, you can't help but stare at him suspiciously.*

“I mean, I don’t know what I was expecting.” He said as he leaned over in thought. “But it was not that.”

Seungmin: “Is it weird that I kinda like it?” He held back a nervous laugh as he tried to find the right words. “Like, it’s kinda tasty?” *literally buffering pt.2*

Jeongin: *Takes it out the microwave and tries it without hesitating.*

“Shit, that’s too hot.” He winced as the liquid hit him. “Wait-” He paused to focus on the taste. “Is it supposed to be this sweet?”

#another episode of 'is this proofread? the world may never know' #also #that moment when you find all your unfinished drafts and shoot yourself in both feet because alL THEY NEEDED WERE GIFS #i'm the worst content creator on tumblr i'm so sorry #i deserve a public execution. sold out show #stray kids #stray kids reactions #stray kids fluff #skz #skz reactions #skz fluff #chan #chan fluff #bang chan fluff #minho #minho fluff #changbin #changbin fluff #hyunjin #hyunjin fluff #jisung #jisung fluff #felix #felix fluff #lee felix fluff #seungmin #seungmin fluff #jeongin #jeongin fluff #kpop

[luck-of-the-drawings]

when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough.... #anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS.. #idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that; #if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME. #THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

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#the miss Americana post got me thinking #that I wonder if the reason it isn’t liked in some circles is because she’s so vulnerable #and it shows her own insecurities and struggles on full display even if it’s kind of between the lines #and they don’t want to admit that some of her struggles are innate and not just attributable to outside forces/people #like taylor does have anxiety and depression and disordered eating and who knows what other kinds of struggles #that will always exist in addition to whatever else happens in her life and who she’s with #sure outside sources may make things worse (hello TTPD ahem) #but the trauma and mental health struggles were kind of brave of her to talk about even if she skirted around them #and maybe people just don’t know what to do with that? #(also I just know— never mind.) #eta: ​I know the activism angle is problematic to some and I think maybe framing it that way in the general public was a misstep #because the movie is more about her finding her voice/herself in general #but the political stuff took centre stage in the press and on social media and obviously people are disappointed #that she didn’t use her platform more publicly or thoughtfully (eg civil rights reproductive rights environmental issues political issues) #but for people to hate it because of that… like yes maybe it’s disappointing on that one point #but as a doc it’s thoughtful and profiles its subject in a general sense well

[dailydegurechaff]

tanya but she is schizophrenic

I’ve been kinda sitting on this ask for a while, unsure how or whether I wanted to answer it and I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to make a joke of a serious mental illness that I don’t have any personal experience with. I’m sure you probably don’t mean this request to be offensive or ableist, but personally it’s something I’m uncomfortable with. Sorry about that;;

Going forward I want to ask that people please don’t send me requests of this nature that are either offensive, or could potentially be hurtful someone. I want DailyDegu to just be a silly fun blog anyone can enjoy, and I don’t want to potentially hurt anyone with it. Thank you! :)

#ask #anonymous #not a daily post #even if im being as polite as possible i feel bad to post a public condemnation of something someone sent me. like i dont wanna be mean ykn #unfortunately it was sent anon so i cant privately answer it #i guess i couldve just deleted it but i dont really like doing that i feel people at least deserve a response #especially if they may not know theyve done anything wrong. like ive never put up ask rules anywhere so how would they know right #anyway the ask box has like 40 messages in it so im trying to work on cleaning it out #hopefully youll see more responses posted over the next few days #if u dont that means i failed

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

alexis said morally gray yan!gojo and now my brain is . Poisoned

#I DONT WVEN REALLY LIKE YAN!CONTENT BUT ;;;;;;;;; #i am. thinking abt him #may or may not have started writing something #may or may not be a little obsessed w him #just . yan!gojo who truly treasures you … who knows he’s a little ill…….. who would never cage you in #so he just . bends the world into a kinder shape for u instead #alexis mentioned him threatening ur prof’s family to get u an a because ur classes have been stressing u out and IM JUST ;;;;; (i need him) #like he really truly does want u to be happy above all else its SO important to him its what he lives for #he’d never ever hurt u i dont think he’d hurt anyone u care abt either bc that would stress u out #so he limits killings to ppl u meet in passing. murders youll never learn abt #like some guy catcalls you in public and you flinch and look nervous and the moment the two of you make it to the restaurant he booked #he excuses himself to go to the “restroom” and when he comes back there’s a shine in his eyes that wasnt there before #YK?????? #alexis if u see this . when i catch u….. #like i legitimately am not a huge yan fan cuz im squeamish lol BUT ill make an exception for yan!gojo he could do no wrong <3333 #ari noises ✩

[frances-baby-houseman]

Happy Whatever Day It Is, Babes, new pictures of Paul Mescal have dropped.

#Idk if it's my algorithm or actual reality but the publicity for this movie is RELENTLESS #May it never stop #all the people who matter (girls and gays) are so so happy #these two could be promoting this film in 4 years and I would still be happy about it #another buzzfeed how well do we know each other quiz don't mind if I do #paul mescal

[aj-lenoire]

apparently the reason may december is being snubbed during awards season is because a lot of actors REALLY didn’t like what it had to say about actors who take on the roles of real people, and the idea that a bunch of former theatre kids might be sensitive about criticism of the industry they work in is, to me, just so shocking

#hey guess what every industry has problems but the answer is not to ignore and snub people who comment on them #also #it almost seems wilful because for me the main takeaway was uhhh abusing kids is bad?? #a white woman was able to continue abusing a boy/man of colour by infantilising herself to him and the entire world #like the natalie portman as an actress thing seemed more the catalyst of other things in the film than the main point #the whole media circus and the desire of the public to know every detail is kind of secondary to watching this young man #—​who in so many ways still behaves and thinks of himself like a child—come to terms with the fact he’s been lied to and failed #just utterly failed by everyone who supposedly is there to protect him #idk i really liked it and charles melton deserves an oscar for that performance #reggie from riverdale held his own against julianne moore and natalie portman like holy shit #something something charles melton’s character never had his own voice as a child and now as a grown man still doesn’t #he is spoken over by his wife/abuser and by the media who document/frame/characterise his history and now by natalie portman’s film #may december #aj abstractions

[tediousdelusion]

my controversial(ish, maybe, idk) take on steddy hands is that two semi-apparently contradictory things have to happen first and they are both along the stizzy axis: 1) stede and izzy have to each recognize the other as competent. this takes more growth in stede’s part bc... look my dears, my loves, perhaps even my beloveds. as endearing as stede is, he still ends s1 as an incompetent pirate. he’s never taken a single ship and he has spent his entire life in the lap of luxury. (for his fuckery, he lets the danish board their ship. they live, but they don’t take any property - which is the entire fucking point of piracy). the boy needs to face a material hardship. it builds character, much like working customer service.

and 2.) izzy needs to accept some mild hedonism. pleasure for the sake of pleasure is gooooooood. anyone who tells you different is selling something. this is the one that takes growth on izzy’s part - he doesn’t see value in pleasure alone and like, god, my man perhaps i wish i vibed with you less but...

if these don’t both happen, i can enjoy it, but i can’t believe it, if you feel me. stede is a man who is insecure bc he doesn’t think that he deserves what he has... and up to this point this has lowkey been true. and izzy is fixated on being needed to the point where imo being wanted doesn’t occur to him. (ed is a whole ‘nother bag of worms and this post is toooooo Fucking Long)

but in the end, they need all need to both want and need each other. i think need comes first, but want shouldn’t be short to follow. the want has staying power.

also you can’t dom someone while also being a total incompetent i didn’t say that yes i did (guess im drunk enough)

#ofmd #our flag means death #steddy hands #steddyhands #izzy hands #im trying to tag this properly so do or dont come for me izzy anon #i guess #weve tangoed once before and you are not to be forgotten #guess im drunk enough to post this #may delete or edit in the morn #but anyone my point is.... #my point is that i love polyamory and the far points of this ship could balance each other #do i think it will happen in canon no of course not i am a realist #but also i like the idea of even the quote end quote villain getting a happy ending #bc lets be real izzy is barely even a villain #hes an antagonist by the definition that he opposes the protagonists #but despite my fondness for the izzy is from black sails takes #like the boy would not survive a true gritty drama #he would never ever survive black sails #(i know not all of you have watched it but insubordination is punished by public flogging at a minimum) #(not... more chores. homeboy would lose at the game of politically motivated public murder) #(even my most innocent black sails loves do things beyond the moral event horizon of ofmd) #anyone the point is... #the point is that they should all come together and work it out

[thenighttrain]

daily i hate m/tty crappy post, i hate him a million times more now.

#ive seen many lgbt malaysians saying his actions will make things worse for them #i hate white people commenting on this they don’t understand Malaysia is a very religious conservative country #especially in recent years #idk a single out malaysian like i know lots who are lgbt but they'd never be public about it #if he wanted to actually help he could’ve idk done something that wouldn’t cancel the whole festival #and now the media and everyone are mad #like idk what does he achieve? there are no consequences for him but there may be for ppl who actually live there #if he wanted to educate couldnt he do it in a way that didn’t put all eyes on a vulnerable part of the population #and make it look like kissing his band mate is the way to equality #he leaves a mess everywhere he goes

[idrawgaystffs]

Vee’s inner-monologue is likely him questioning why he lets this idiot live.

So! @css10987 (I seem to not be able to tag you),

Here’s your gift from me to you as per the TssSecretSanta contract! Some villain Ro and questionably sided Virgil (I imagine he’s a good vigil-ante :) There’s a bit of tag lore for the heck of it vv

Oh and have a nice wintery season!

Tagging @sanderssidesgiftxchange as well, thanks for setting this all up and modding!

[Click for quality and reblogs are appreciated!]

#my art stff #sanders sides #Virgil sanders #ts Virgil #roman sanders #ts roman #tss art #prinxiety #sanderssidesgiftxchange2022 #sanders sides au #since your second request is a bit of a work in progress I may never post but I’ll let you know somehow if I do finish it! #Ro’s power may be his charisma #or rather the ability to mimic faces since there would be no need to fear showing off in public #Virgil is very unhappy about that though #I spent too long on their faces to cover them in masks #next time maybe #enjoy! #my art

[theneighborhoodwatch]

gonna be another couple of slow days around here; have a bunch of stuff to do for college. things might pick up again around uhhhh monday? but i got the queue going in the meantime.

#why did i take two condensed summer course? the world may never know #public notice

[caracello]

does anybody esle think it's kind of fucked up they just let this guy walk about in public with NO repercussions. like it's fucked up right ???

#i say that like he's not one of the golden boys of suffering repercussions. #gush:{🌃} #i just thin k he should have more i think they should only let out controlled videos of him and never let him appear in public. #for fear of what the masses may do if they get their wrathful hands upon him. you know?

[ikyw-t]

y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....

#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol.......... #no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget #however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all #except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever #and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc) #to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and #even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him. #we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled #and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf. #also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years. #where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist. #was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school. #i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary. #anyway. i ended up ranting anyway #it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life #bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point. #i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do. #anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.

[llycaons]

I can and have xed out of fics that make lwj speak too much. in fact I just did. stop giving that man paragraphs!!

#also when all his dialogue is unconditional support for praise of and validation of wwx #bores me to tears. he has OPINIONS and STANCES of his own and his relationship w wwx is a PARTNERSHIP #I talk a lot abt unconditional support but thats like. public stuff. emotional support. #not backing up every single one of his decisions w effusive praise but rather walking down a path alongisde him #lwj having his own principles and moral compass is what makes his support of wwx MATTER im so frustrated w bl fans #a partner that never challenges or questions you makes for a stale partnership. there is only one person really there #when there should be two. as a team #also wwx doesnt NEED validation abt the things he did or his inherent self-worth #he may have regrets but hes coming to terms w them on his own and hed be far more reassured by lwj #deliberately siding w him and defending him in public and making sure he knows hes worth it #rather than soothing any inherent qualms he has abt his appearance or value as a cultivator. theres a difference #finally lwj isnt hc lmao #ficblogging

[seilon]

i usually dont comment on these kinds of things because they shouldnt be treated with the level of weird parasocial interest they tend to be on social media generally but. claire (lil tay) was so fucking young. it doesnt take knowing her personally to feel just how jarring and genuinely tragic her sudden death is. like shit. she was only 14. she didnt even get to live her own life. sorry if this is pointless and theres no call to action or anything here but. jesus.

#kibumblabs #cw death #havent looked too deep into it because im still conflicted over it feeling voyeuristic and disrespectful to do so or not but #from what i have heard it seems sketchy re: her brother and idk i dont want to accuse anyone of anything without proper basis especially #when that someone also passed away but. considering his history of controlling behavior over her image and how it put her in some #serious danger at worst - situations a child should not be in at best... if he did have any part in this i. well i dont know. #cant exactly say he needs to see justice considering its a bit late for that but. i dont know #depending on the circumstances one of her parents may need to answer to some neglect charges. but anyway it all feels so trivial when its #already too late. #you know what. what i think i can say for sure is that i hope she's properly remembered and honored for who she actually was and not as #'lil tay the worlds youngest flexer'. a persona her brother made up that put her in dangerous situation for the sake of clout. by no means #is the public entitled to anything but if anything more is put out there in memorium i hope its something #letting the world know who she was as a real teenage girl with her own interests and personality and favorite songs and teenage obsessions #she looked like such a sweet girl. i hope her friends and family who actually knew her are haunted as little as possible by her #bastardized image on the internet. i hope they– as well as anyone else really– can separate that character from the innocent young girl #who actually existed and who's life was cut so. so fucking short. #i know i said i didnt want to comment too much about this but idk man. it really got to me. maybe because its such a novel situation thats #never exactly happened before- the way her image was on in the internet and how this case will inevitably be treated on the internet #how young she was and how little say she had in how she'd be portrayed on line– much less now how she'd be REMEMBERED. #its disturbing. and deeply deeply tragic. #2009. she was born in 2009. fuck. thats just. wrong

[alexjcrowley]

Coffeeshop au but the couple fistfight on the counter because the barista didn't give the client the essential small glass of water next to the espresso

#feel like only italians will understand #only south italians #the small glass of water is fundemental it's the last remnant of civilisation #it seprates us from animals #the small glass of water means an appreciation for art culture and their rituals #it represents fraternity and respect #never I have put foor twice in such barbaric establishment that did not show me the common courtesy of a small glass of water #next to my espresso #is there a sadder sight than an espresso served alone? #you might as well throw it in my face good sir #for you have clearly shown a carelessness for manners #my heart weeps for those who haven't known the ritual of the small glass of water #you may have learned of coffee as nothing more than shot on adrenaline through your vein not to enjoy but to inject #anywhere anytime you take it on the way to work in your car in public places with no shame no knowledge of the small glass of water #oh water divine that cleans and refresh will they know your soothing power for the tired tongue #will they know when to drink you once they've been faced woth two liquids an espresso and small glass of you #will they think it's a choice red pill blue pill or will they realise one serves the other #water is there to make you appreciate the coffee so might think of her as a handmaid to him #but coffee himself is made of water. So water serves herself. #Water to water ashes to ashes dust to dust #till everything come back in the breath of the universe #coffeshop au #ship prompts #ship