#dean just cant stop praying to cas because hes so in love

[deancaskiss]

The whole night before the wedding and all throughout the ceremony, Dean prays to Cas. Little thoughts channeled through prayer over and over again because he just can’t stop himself because he’s so freaking in love that it aches in his chest. ‘I love you.’ ‘I can’t wait to marry you.’ ‘You’re going to be my husband tomorrow.’ ‘Wish I could see you right now.’ ‘Castiel Winchester, God that sounds good.’ ‘Cas... you look absolutely breathtaking.’ ‘If I have to wait another 10 minutes before I can kiss you I’m going to lose my mind.’ ‘How did I get so lucky?’ ‘You really are so devastatingly handsome right now.’ ‘I can’t keep my eyes off of you.’ ‘I love you. So goddamn much.’ And as they’re reciting their vows, Dean keeps adding little extra pieces, said only through prayer so that Cas can hear; vows meant only for Cas. And Cas is crying, reaching out to touch Dean’s cheek, and he knows Cas is hearing everything he isn’t saying out loud. As they finally kiss, finally pronounced husband and husband, Cas murmurs, “I heard all your prayers. I love you, Dean.”

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #spn #supernatural #deancas wedding #destiel wedding #spn wedding #supernatural wedding #praying #prayers #dean just cant stop praying to cas because hes so in love #its a little running commentary of things that dean loves about cas #userpris #rambleoncas #tearsofgrace #smiledean #flowersforcastag #bluefirecas

[chocolatecakecas]

First Line Tag Game!

Tagged by the incredibly talented @chaoticdean @achillestiel @one-more-offbeat-anthem thank you guys💖!!!!!

Rules: List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all!). See if there are any patterns. Choose your favorite opening line. Then tag 10 of your favorite authors!

1) Rockin' the Suburbs (fake married case fic+baby!Jack)- "This was all Sam's fault"

2) Baby Blues (s13 widower arc+baby!Jack) "Dean stares at the crib from across the room, and tries not to think about the body laying on the table downstairs"

3) Cas' Top 13 Billy Joel Traxx (ch7 of Baby Blues but can be read as a stand alone)-"It was around 4am when Dean finally pulled into the garage"

4) The Promised Land (Dean's relationship with music+destiel)-"Music had always been one of the only constants in Dean Winchester's life"

5) Not-So-Cold Feet (destiel pre-wedding jitters)- "So far, the day had gone off without any major hiccups, to everyone's complete surprise"

6) An Everlasting Love (destiel wedding part 2)- “The ceremony had gone off without a hitch. Dean thinks back to just a few hours ago, standing in front of their family, while holding the hands of the man he loved more than anything in the world. Staring into his blue eyes as they welled up with tears, Dean trying to hold his own back, while shakily making his way through his vows. Cas dipping him into a passionate kiss on the makeshift alter, in front of every single person they know”

7) Sunday-Funday (destiel mother’s day+baby!Jack)- “Dean was expecting to have a nice, normal Sunday. Hopefully sleep in a bit, then make some pancakes, and later run to the hardware store so he can get some work done on the new bookshelves he’s making Cas. What he wasn’t expecting was to be awoken by the clang of pots and pans hitting the kitchen floor, at six thirty am”

8) Yeah, Should Have Seen That Coming (Saileen Bachelor Party Ficlet)- "Sam had the brilliant idea to have their bachelorette/bachelor parties on the same night. Two separate parties, at least a week before the wedding to avoid any last minute mishaps (learning from the mistakes of Dean and Cas' party last month). They had thought of everything, Sam even remembered to invite Adam this time. They were each going to have a perfect party with no unforeseen issues, because they both deserved a night of fun"

9) Just A Normal Afternoon (baby!jack shenanigans)- "It was just another normal Wednesday afternoon. Sam and Eileen where off on a hunt, but they were supposed to be back before dinner tonight. So Cas had offered to make the run to the grocery store, and Dean prayed (literally, he's prayed to him three times since he had pulled out of the garage) that he wouldn't come back with half the store again"

10) Nephilim Babies, For Dummies (baby!Jack shenanigans and Dean’s exhausted)- “Dean Winchester had dealt with many difficult tasks throughout his life. He had stopped the apocalypse(s), saved the world on occasion, bore the Mark of Cain for like a year, fought God’s sister, and of course, died so many times he was starting to lose count”

11) The Start of Forever (destiel honeymoon)- “Warmth. That was the first thing Dean’s mind registered as he began to wake up. Then, he heard soft breathing, and felt familiar arms wrapped securely around his waist”

12) Hoppy Days Are Here Again (baby!Jack froggy rainboots)- “It had all started with the boots”

13) Married Life (domestic destiel drabble)- “Yeah so, Dean and Cas standing in the hardware store arguing over paint swatches even though Dean claimed he "didn't care", but now they've been fighting over which shade of yellow would match the dining room table for the past 20 minutes, and people are starting to stare”

Tagging: @wormstacheangel @smiledean @shelikestv @you-cant-spell-subtext-without @starrynightdeancas @sinnabonka @slipper007 @sweatercas @icefire149 @misha-moose-dean-burger-lover @seffersonjtarship (no pressure tag💛!!!)

#i am a baby jack truther first and foremost adhaksgfhlsjkf #if you were already tagged im sorry!!! #if you cant tell. the first lines of all my fics are weak adfhajdkajfhahd #i also did not count the amount of people i tagged woops #tag games #bec speaks #i have no idead if i missed things? literally what is wrong with tumblrs tagging

[kyber-kisses]

Through A Mothers Eyes (Part 3)

Dean Winchester x Reader

Wanna start from the beginning? Here is the masterlist!

Warnings: crack, cursing, idiots to lovers trope (that good shit)

Summary: When Mary meets Deans closest and best friend, she cant help but see the chemistry between them. . .but she might be the only one as well.

A/n: Its back! It took me awhile to motivate myself to write the next chapter, but I did it! I hope you enjoy and feedback is greatly appreciated! (gif made by rainbow-motors)

If Mary thought living in a bunker with her two sons and you was chaotic. . . She was definitely not prepared at all for what game night meant. Not. One. Bit.

It was like a fucking war zone.

Halfway through Jenga she almost expected you and Dean to slap on some war paint, she had never seen such competitive people before in her life.

And then you brought out Uno.

“Fuckin demolish him Cas!” You yelled, hands planted firmly on the table as you watched the angel and hunter slap down colored cards furiously. You, Sam, and Mary had all lost already, resulting in you being Cas’s new hype man.

“Y/N, you’re supposed to be on my side!”

“There are no sides in Uno, Dean!”

“Then why the hell are you cheering on Cas?!” Dean slapped down another card. The two were almost running out of cards to play that it hit the point where Sam had to start shuffling the played cards so they could continue. “As your best friend let me just say; I find that insulting.”

“False. Cas is actually my best friend.” You responded bluntly, raising your hand to connect it with the angels in a loud high five.

Dean paused to narrow his eyes in your direction. “. . . Anyways, as your best friend- I’m telling you, you can’t pick sides.”

“Oh and where pray tell did you get that idea from?”

“The best friend rule book.”

You laughed. “Oh yeah, let’s whip that one out and crack it open, I’d love to read it!” You paused, turning to his mother with a soft smile. “I’m so sorry you have to witness this. He’s just a pain in my ass.”

Resting her chin in her hand, Mary returned the smile, still mildly amused at what was playing out in front of her. “I can tell. But I’m pretty sure he’s a pain in everyone’s butt.”

Deans mouth popped open in shock as his lips momentarily failed at trying to form words. “Now you’re taking her side too?!”

“I mean-“ you paused, flicking your hair over your shoulder. “I am fucking amazing. Plus, your mom just knows who the cooler person is out of the two of us-“

“Oh you little-“ dean growled, rolling up his sleeves after slapping his cards down on the table.

“Is this really necessary?” Cas muttered, eyes still on his cards and clearly trying to plan his next move.

“Oh you fuckin know it.”

“Maybe your mom should just adopt me. I could replace you! I am way more fun!” You laughed, backing up as Dean slowly rose from his seat. “Plus, you’re moms way more cool than you.” You joked, eyes lighting up when you looked at Dean and saw him moving towards you. You maneuvered around the table, the two of you moving back and forth as you tried to dodge Dean, trying to keep the table between you.

“You’re such an asshole!”

“You know it baby.” Shooting him a wink you ducked behind Sam's large frame, using him as a shield.

“Oh no- don’t go bringing me into this.” Sam tried, shaking his head as you gripped his shoulders.

“Just hold him off for me will ya?”

“And what do I get in return?”

“. . . the next time its your turn for a supply run, ill do it.”

A pause. “Deal.”

“Sam!”

The younger Winchester shrugged as he held out his arms, stopping Dean from reaching you. “What? Y/Ns more negotiable that you are.”

You let out a cackle before standing on your top toes to press a firm kiss to Sams cheek. “Thanks Samantha!”

You took off down the hallway before Dean could even attempt to move Sam. The younger Winchester continuing to block his brother as he tried to move past him. After a moment Dean gave up, falling back into his seat. “Alright, fine. I admit defeat. . .you can put your arms down..”

“If I do are you gonna go kill her?”

“. . . Maybe.”

“Dean!” Mary hissed, shaking her head at her sons antics.

“What? She’s a pain in the ass!”

Mary only shook her head again. That was until Cas spoke up again. “Am I supposed to say Uno?”

*. *. *. *. *. *.

The rest of the night became much calmer after that, you and Dean were back to your usual shenanigans and held up in the Dean cave watching some old western, Sam had headed off to bed because apparently you and Dean “drain his energy” Or whatever. Cas was for some reason still up cataloging some of the bunkers lore. As for mother Winchester, she found herself seated at the kitchen table, reading a book you had lent her a little over a week ago.

Mary almost didn’t see you walk in at first, with most of the lights still off it was like darkened hallway spit you out. Hands in the pockets of your sweatpants you quietly trudged into the room, pausing at the sight of Mary.

“You liking the book?”

Mary looked up, a small smile gracing her lips at the sight of you. “Yes I am, thank you for lending it to me.”

“No problem. Honestly it was just sitting on my desk collecting dust. I read it and never picked it up again” You admitted with a shrug. Walking past her, you filled your empty glass at the sink before moving back and lowering yourself into the seat across from her. “I’m sorry about earlier. Deans and Is energy can be a little overwhelming at times.”

“You don’t need to apologize. If anything I should be thanking you.” She closed her book, folding her arms over the surface of the table.

“What for?”

Mary let out a sigh. “Even if I haven’t been back for very long, it’s easy to see the effect you have on Dean. He’s happier when you're around, you get him to laugh more than anyone else here.”

“I think you're just seeing his slow decent into insanity.” You chuckled, looking down at your folded hands. “I’m told I have that effect on people.”

“Oh I don’t think that’s true.”

You opened your mouth to answer but stopped when you looked past Mary, eyebrow instantly raising. “What?”

Mary turned in her seat, her eyes finding her oldest son standing in the darkened doorway, your blue blanket wrapped around him. Dean narrowed his eyes at you. “You left me.”

“. . . I’m sorry?”

He stepped down into the kitchen, eyes still glazed over with a slight sleepiness. “It was rude.”

“You were asleep! I didn’t want to wake you up!” You threw your hands in the air, unable to believe the man sinking down into the vacant seat next to you. He yawned, his head falling against your shoulder as he closed his eyes.

“But by your didn’t have to leave me by myself. I woke up and you were gone.”

You rolled your eyes, hand coming up to pat the side of his head. “You poor baby, whatever shall you do now?”

“Mmm haven’t gotten that far yet.”

“Did you really just come in here to fall asleep on me again? Just go to bed Dean.”

“Don’t wanna.” He sighed, wrapping your blanket tighter around him.

“I swear you like a five year old.”

“I am not.”

“You totally are.” You paused. “But seriously Dean, go to bed. I ain’t dragging you down the hallway to your room when you fall asleep on me again.” You gave him another pat before standing up put your now empty glass in the sink, having practically chugged it moments before.

Groaning once more, Dean slowly blinked his eyes open and turned his attention to his mother. “What are you still doing up? I thought you went to bed.”

“Couldn’t sleep, thought I’d stay up and read instead. Y/N lent me a book to read.”

Turning his head to look between you and his mom he shook it in disbelief. “God, I live with a bunch of nerds.”

“Dean you can’t say anything about that. You're like the biggest nerd out of all of us.”

“. . . Shut up. Plus, you're no better. If anything I'm this way because of you.”

“Sure, Jan. You keep telling yourself that.”

Dean paused when he looked back over to his mom, seeing a soft smile on her features. “What?”

“Just the two of you-“

“What about the two of us?” He questioned, sliding the blanket off of his shoulders as he stood up before folding it and handing it back to its rightful owner.

“I just- I think you two would make a cute couple.”

There was a pause as the two of you looked at each other.

“Me? . . .And her?” Dean threw a thumb over his shoulder in your direction.

“Me and Dean?”

Another pause. And then a light laugh was bubbling up from both of your throats- before quickly turning into full bellied laughter. Dean had his hands planted on his knees and your head was thrown back as you grabbed at you gut. The two of you quickly dissolving into fits of hysteria. It went on for a good minute before starting to fizzle out.

Ahaha! Whew-“ Dean chuckled, wiping the tears from his eyes as he stood up properly again. “That- that was good.”

“Oh god-“ you bent over, hands still on your sides. “My gut hurts- I haven’t laughed like that in awhile.” You panted.

“Yeah, thank you for that mom.” Dean patted his mother’s shoulder as he passed. “That just made my entire day.”

Once you had mostly regained your composure, you took a deep breath. “Okay, well as much fun as that was- I’m gonna go to bed. Goodnight Mary, Dean.” Giving gone last nod you stepped into the hallway along with Dean, the two of you connecting your palms in a loud high five before walking off in separate directions.

Meanwhile Mary sat silently at the table, the only thing running through her mind being what the fuck just happened?

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[godstiel-coded]

Semi-coherent Dean-centric rambles

Okay so a lot of this is non sensical, tangential, and a lot is copy n pasted from my rants in hell so please join me in partaking in shrimp emotions in this dennys

Okay so first off I got thinking abt post purgatory 1.0 bc of a post you can see if you scroll a bit and I mean like its so entirely possible that Cas sat beside Dean while he slept on the ground and kept a hand on him while he slept fitfully (dean couldnt be On him that'd impede cas' defense if monsters arrived) and he probably couldn't stand the thought of sleeping in his dingy motel woth Cas' hand resting on his shoulder as he sots on the other side of the bed, deep in thought because Sammys a smart kid he'd know that Dean wouldn't let anyone else do that he'd know that Dean hadn't slept that well in years like??? He would feel vulnerable and therefore take it out on Cas but Cas would be confused y'know in Heaven he was a soldier so you watch over those who cant fight (none of them sleep but surely theyve been injured) so to him its no big deal of course if it was someone else he'd sit across the room but he hears Deans yearning as prayer and knows the tether to something familiar helps him sleep so of course he would sit beside him while he slept as he always did in purgatory!!

And like yknow from there I cant help thing about how so much of Destiel is "of course" Like its Such a destiel phrase and I can't stop thinking about it because like it almost seems like "I need you to take me for granted so at least I know I belong by your side" vibes. As long as its "of course" that means its recognised as intrinsic as necessary as expected not something they can discard Aaaaa!! *of course* I would do anything for you is permission to expect anything to be done its its this acknowledgement that they don't need to talk about it because the answer is always yes!!

Yknow *of course* cas woukd watch dean sleep after purgatory because thats what they do thats what they had been doing but Dean he'd feel so damn Exposed like anyone could see it on his face that he doesn't have an Excuse now he's topside but Cas he doesn't need an excuse because *of course* he would wait patiently for dean to wake because dean needs his sleep and cas needs dean on the top of his game and dean hates to sleep alone anyways what reason does he have to Not like obviously there is something he can do that is painless thst is easy that comforts and lulls Dean and ensures he is resting deeply (relative) and safely like Cas would watch the world burn for Dean *of course* he would sit on his shitty motel bed, calm and still, hand resting on Dean's shoulder so that the warmth can soothe his subconscious. A few hours is nothing to Cas nothing at all why would he not why would he expect such a strong rejection after everything they've been through this seems like an "of course" to him and he knows Dean he knows ot would help him sleep and Dean knows it too but be knows that if it was anyone else it'd hardly make a difference so he feels vulnerable aaah okay okay I'm talking myself on circles

And yknow what *of course* Dean would grieve like a widow for Cas because Cas deserves to not be forgotten not when no one else even knows him not when theyre the only ones who Can remember him except Sam is pretty much okay but Dean is drowning in the sorrow and Cas will never know that!! Cas will think Dean pushed through it like everything else and why would Dean tell him because *of course* he must know, Cas seems to know everything about him how could he ever think Dean would be okay without him

So naturally, *of course* Dean prays every night and *of course* Cas listens to every word because they have intricate gay rituals and all hell seems to break loose (sometimes literally) the more they deviate from them!!

It just breaks me inside because Mr. Repression and misery himself loves Cas like its the only viable option and even when he panics and rejects him or shuts down *of course* its not really how he feels and Cas loves Dean like he's the only thing worth loving (minus his son) because *of course* he is and Dean cant fathom that because hes one of trillions of humans and aaaahhhh what better success story could there have been than for Dean to learn not o lt that Cas loves him but to see in himself what Cas does and yeah we get a little bit of that in 15x19 but he deserved to Live that Truth with Cas right there beside him

And yknow through all of this its Sam who he's known for being most codependent with and that makes sense because Dean picks Sam first priority because he doesn't know who he is without being Sams Mommy big brother and he mourns Cas like That because without Cas he doesn't know who he wants to be and the MOC lecture about how when Dean destroys all the world Cas will be the one left to watch yknow the past and present have always been Sam but in the future he dares to hope for Sam is safe and sound marrying someone or something, living the life he wants but not unreachable and Cas is the one by his side so yeah he has to choose Sam bc Sam is the basis of who he thinks he is and he just simply can't give up on that part of himself or lose Sam and live knowing he failed him but losing Cas hits like a bag of bricks because he loses his best friend and feels he fails him but he also loses his hope for who he could be the people they could be together the life he craves when he dares to hope for the light at the end of the long series of progressively larger guns the tunnel

He deserved a success story damn it and what bigger success could there be than Dean learning that someone could choose to love him flaws and all I mean from 15x18 to 15x19 we saw Cas words hit home and he finally said he Is more than daddys blunt instrument and he said it to the one who created his fate and thats bc Cas like imagine what could come of a few years to decompress and to *live* the life they earned the life they could build together

They deserved it. We deserved it.

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#destiel #deancas #incoherent heller rambles #i have so much to say please provoke me #god please comment on this and feed my rambles yall

[thegeminisage]

me sighing and rubbing my temples ok if you’re not watching but wanna know, here’s what happened on supernatural. it was a bad episode

sam, dean, and jack are the only people left in the world

dean makes it back to hastings and tells sam and jack that cas died to kill billie and save dean by summoning the empty, but he leaves out the love confession (called this in my fic, thank you)

he didn’t change out of the jacket until a timeskip later

jack cried and prayed to cas but there was no answer

LOTS of pretty horrifying/sexy shots of the world being empty. like, covid pandemic lockdown footage. that chilled me right down to my bones

at some point dean finds a dog and he’s SOOO happy like this one little dog is a win but then chuck shows up and vanishes the dog too

and theyre like ok chuck what do you want us to do kill each other? fine we’ll do it but put the world back and put cas back and chuck was like lol no

so then back at the bunker a few days later dean’s phone rings and it’s CAS’S PHONE and MISHA COLLINS says dean im outside im hurt please let me in and dean RACES to the door and then it’s fucking LUCIFER

who god busted out of the empty (THATS BREAKING CANON GOD ISNT SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT) to come and steal his “death book” - death has a book for everyone telling how they die, god included, and only death can read it. that book COULD kill chuck or at least say how he dies but none of them are death and death just died so lucifer brought a reaper, killed the reaper to make the reaper death, and the reaper opened the book and read it

oh yeah michael survived somehow but adam is dead so it’s just michael in there. they tried to get michael to read the book earlier and he couldnt lol

then lucifer KILLED THE NEW DEATH and took the book so he could take it back to god

and lucifer and michael fought and lucifer called him a cuck twice. yes really. he mightve called cas a cuck i wasnt paying attention

anyway, then michael stabs him, so the book is open, but nobody can read it

sam says he used the book of the damned to find a spell in the book that can kill god, so they go to the side of this extremely beautiful lake which is very sunny and filmed very poorly and do this spell, and chuck shows up and stops them and beats the shit out of them

there’s a long sequence where chuck beats them up and tells them over and over to stay down and they wont do it. they keep helping each other up. on paper this would have made me cry but the execution was a bit awkward. i think of the buildup in swan song and the beautiful music and the camerawork and how tense i felt in a similar sequence when lucifer was killing dean and i just...this sequence REALLY coulda been it, god telling them to stay down and them refusing, but it wasnt

anyway jack shows up! it turns out he’s been absorbing power from everywhere all episode. from plants, from michael and lucifer, and now from god trying to kill the winchesters. so he takes god’s powers and makes god human (also called this in my fic)

and it turns out that the way god will die doesnt matter because one day he’ll simply get sick and die forgotten like other humans. which was admittedly sexier than outright killing him

dean did say “you think we’re gonna kill you well thats not who we are” in a callback to cas’s love confession and i maybe died a little. gotta take my joy where i can get it

then jack put everyone back (called that too) and said he wasn’t coming back to the bunker (also called that ugh my mind) but that humans should believe in themselves instead of him, because he believes in humanity

then there was a montage of all the cast and side characters over the years over some classic rock

THEN we cut to sam and dean in the bunker saying now that chuck is no longer writing their story, theyre free, and the story can go wherever they want. and dean puts his arm around sam and they get up and walk away

with a slow pan to the table they were at, with their initials and mary’s name and jack’s name and CASTIEL’S NAME!!! carved into it

and then the credits

supposedly that was the SEASON finale and the next one is the SERIES finale but ??? i honestly dont know what they could have left to do that would fill 45 whole minutes. i know misha collins isnt coming back (and FUCK them for cas baiting me) so like...aside from sam and eileen getting back together ??? who knows! they literally wasted so much time just saying that chuck had all the power and there was nothing anyone could do and then pulled that outta their asses like. i know every episode cant be swan song but swan song was beautiful and meta and made me feel. this episode made me numb :/

#spn spoilers #personal #liz watches spn

[blueuchan]

List of Supernatural fics that I would write if I had better time management skills

1.-  A sort of fix it final when the meta elements were actually on play: 

Sam takes better the all “we are not real people, we are character in a story thing” and aproach the problem as it looking for inconsistens in the narrative of god. He get at the conclusion that to rebeling the narrative they should go against their characterization and convice all team free will + Eileen that goes in an actual vacation is the best way to rebel.  

All of them reflect on their lives, they discover Castiel deal with the empty and their is Destiel angst. 

The end is a conversation with Chuck about why the hell did he wrothe a insanely amount of books about brothers hunting monster, like that man is not okey. In reallity Chuck based John character in himself, just in his life the fire happen when he was taking care of his two sons because he and Mary were divorcing (because he was the worst) but the baby boy actually dies on the fire, his oldest son and Mary hate Chuck as the result and all his life crumbles. The books are he (badly) coping with everithing. 

2- A 16 season with alt!Sam and alt!Dean as the bad guys. 

I really love the idea that the only worst thing that could happen to Dean and Sam is that their lives didnt happen. What if their spoiled version are more powerfull, dangerous and evil that they? 

They looks really harmless but when a hunt need reinforcement and their alt! versions are the only ones available Dean and Sam realized that the spoiled brats are actually terrific Hunters. Whit a caring guide and time Alt!Sam developed a demon blood serum that he can take without all the secondary effects (it is obtained by very dark metods) and that combined with his natural talent for magic and research make him a death machine. By his part Dean get time to work on himself and become a scholar, as he is not obsesed with cars he focus on ingenier and object design, and while the family bussines growth his father give him the colt at who he rapidly get attachment, he modificated her and started developing weapons for hunting, deadly gatgets that remained real Dean at his time as torture lord. Alt!Dean is also a charming leader and a great liar who goes all the way to protect his family and obtain what he want.

Sam and Dean discovers that Hunter Corps was more a world domination institution  that a provider of hunter services, that thier counter parts and theitr father controled the Heaven and Hell of their dimension and that all this time alt! winchesters were trying to found his father to do the same in this dimension. 

At the end Jack (god) had alt!John trapped in a dimensional jail and alt!Dean trick him to let him go free just to discover that alt!John is actually the vessel of alt!Cas, alt!John said yes the night Mary died at the promise of vengance. Hunting Azazel is nothing for alt!Castiel who get in charge of the babies Winchesters by Heaven orders. Alt! Castiel obviously developed feelings for their sons and betrayed heaven much earlier. Hunter corps actual job is deliver every monster soul to the Winchesters to make their father stronger. When Crowley apparead and proposed a deal to alt!Castiel the boys convenced him to betrayed Crowley so they take control over hell and all its souls. So Alt!Cas could kills his brothers and became an arcangel. 

Im not shure how Team free will would won but they would. And also Destiel and Saileen happen. 

3.- A happy ending fix it 

Sam and Eileen started a more cohesive and organized red of hunters with the bunker as central base. While Dean is spiraling in alcohol and depresion. Sam confronted his brother and get him cleaned and get him profesional help. Dean is better but very fragil. 

In the red of hunter they discover a convent of witches that are trying a dark ritual to defeat the new god, luckily the wayward sisters stopped them on time just to discover that the ritual included killed the most powerfull witch of the convent who is a small child. Claire let the kid to Sam and she ended hidden at Dean’s house as the Hunters found all the fugitives witches. 

The events catalyzes Dean’s recovery and he started a house for orphans kids linked to Sam´s hunter red. When Sam goes to saw his brother the place (the old Bobby´s house) is changed and in the entrace its read “eternal thursday afternoon” (because im a sap). Dean get in charge of the little Witch girl, two brothers sons of hunters who died and one of that babies who turns into canibal insects at thirty. The house is decorating with bees and angels and Sam realized that Dean is not over Castiel´s death.

At the same time we had Jack dealing with his god responsabilies and avoiding go and talk with the empty, because he is conviced that the empty would used Castiel to broke him. 

At the end the empty appared in front of Dean trying to kill him, because it is tired of his constat prays to the death angel that kept them both awake. As soon as the empty apeared in earth Jack is summon too and fight the empty trapping him away. Dean and Jack are transported at the empty space that is uncontroled and they didnt know what to do. Jack summon Sam and he get the idea to named a new empty lord, they juggler names until they summnon Crowley. 

Meanwhile Dean igonerd all of it to go and found Castiel. 

Crowley accepted the charge and transformed the empty in a likely heaven/hell for demonds and angels. It could be something sily as a beach resort for the heaven and a terrible airport line for hell. As well as a regular eternal dream for the real dangerous ones. 

Dean gets Castiel out and they are both happy and together adopting and caring of orphans. 

4. - A shorter fix it

When Jack become God he transformed Sam, Dean, Castiel and Eileen in the new four arcangels to help him. Everyone is happy and there is world peace and love. 

5 . - Undeterminated fix it

The ending didnt happen, Jack kills Chuck, but Amara survives. Jack give up his angel powers so Amara can became god and he become human. 

However Sam gets badly hurt in a hunt, there is no time for ambulance and Castiel powers are to weak to do something. Jack is in the buncker being the base of operation. Dean and Castiel try to found a solution and Dean offered his soul to help boosting Cas, but Cas said that he hadn’t enought energy to touch Dean souls. They managament to add 2 to 2 and realized that the demon deals are the demons taking souls. So Dean sale his soul to Castiel in exchange of his brother healt. The important part is that they kiss. 

After a while the three of them are called in front of Amara and Rowena (Queens of heaven and hell respectivily) and they are scolted because they just bend the rules, again. Dean cant aged because his soul is tied to Castiel and the angel wouldn´t  take his life or send his soul to heaven or hell and while Castiel had Dean soul the healt of Sam is perfect because of the deal. So the brothers are virtually inmortal beings. Dean didnt aged and Sam healt didnt deteriored by anything. 

I dont know were this is going to go but it would go somewhere. 

#supernatural #fanfic

[dapper-wings]

SPN 15x09 “The Trap”

My reaction to this ep. Spoilers below!

Chuck you ass how dare you 

Don’t touch my boy!

DAMMIT CHUCK

YAS CASSSSSS @ Dean “Stop being stupid”

YAS EILEEEEEEEEEN @ chuck “You’re pathetic”

DAMN YOU CHUCK

wtf no dramatic entrance into purgatory why I’ve been anticipating that!!!!

Purgatory angst and Cas taking the lead I am HERE FOR IT

Shoshanah’s sulky walk tho SO IN CHARACTER FOR EILEEN HAHAHA

YES SAM BEING A BADASS 

STOP HURTING MY BOY

OH MY GOD I AM HAVING SAM FEELS SO MANY SAM FEELS UGH I HATE IT STOP HURTING HIM HE IS THE LIGHT AND SOUL OF THE SHOW DAMMIT LOOKIT HIM STANDING UP TO CHUCK LIKE THAT AND LOOK AT HIM BEING KIND WHILE BEING TORTURED AND KEEPING HIS HEAD THIS BOY IS A GIFT AND HES GORGEOUS AND BRILLIANT AND I LOVE HIM

DONT YOU DARE BREAK HIM CHUCK HES STRONGER THAN YOU ANYDAY

Aw Benny no :( 

Florida man lol we really do have a reference for everything

THIS FAMILY DYNAMIC IS EVERYTHING

CLAIRE NOOOOO WTF

THIS HURTS

LIKE A LOT

NO HE DOESNT WANT TO SEE YOUR FUTURE BACK OFF CHUCK

CAS YASSSSSSSS STANDING UP FOR HIMSELF

I AM HERE FOR THIS DISCUSSION

I LEFT BUT YOU DIDNT STOP ME 

SAM NOO DONT LOOK INTO THE FUTURE

I. AM. IN. PAIIIIIIIIN. 

ARE THEY IMPLYING CAS DIES AW HELLLLL NO I AM SCREAMING EJDHDHDHDHDJHDHDHDHDHSHEHWHSHAHAGGS GAS GDVSHDBDBDBDBDJDJDHDHDHDHDHHDDHHDHDHDHDHDDHHDHDDHDHDHDHDHDHDHDDHSHSHSHHAHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHS

DONT BELEIVE IT SAM YOU KNOW CHUCK LIES

OK but one shot would not take Dean out and are you telling me Cas didn’t notice the angel trap because he had to have.

NOT EVE TOO UGG THIS EP IS REALLY DRAGGING UP ALL THESE HATED MONSTERS THEN ALRIGHT FINE

AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

DEAN HAS TO BURY CAS IM LOST AND JODY AND DONNA NO AND EILEEN MOTHER THIS HURTS LIKE A BITCH I CANT

I AM SOBBING

THIS HURTS TO HEAR DEAN NO 

“THE DEAN WHO RAISED ME” OH MY GOD I AM IN PAIN

that ‘no service’ cell on the phone in purgatory tho lol Sam ain’t there so no WiFi

HES PRAYING AHAHHAGAGAGAGAGGSGSGSGSGSGSGSGSGGSGSGSGSGSGSGSGSGSGSGGS

YOURE MY BEST FRIEND BUT I JUST LET YOU GO AHHHHHHHHEHEGGGSGSGSGSGS

THE MUSIC

DEAN IS CRYING BABY OH 

AGAFSFFSFSFS FSFSFSFSFSFFSFSFSFSFSFSFSFSFSFSFFSFSFSFSFFSFSFSFSFSFFSFSFSFSFSFSFSFFSFSFSGSGSGSFSGSGSGGSGSGSGSGSFSGSGSGSGSGSGGSFSGSFSFSGSGSFSGSGSGSGSGSGSGGSFSGSGSGSGSGSFSGSGSFSG

I FORGIVE YOU AND IM SO SORRY 

okay but does omniscient chuck mean that he knew what was gonna happen in all the seasons like he knew in season 1 about season 15

DONT DO IT SAM

DEC 9 2022 AW HELL NAW

I HATE THIS I CANNOT TYPE HOW MUCH I HATE THIS AHHHSHHSHSGS FFS SGSGSGGSSGGSGSGSGGSGSGSGSGSGS

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

HUG

YOU DID IT CAS

I NEED TO SAY SOME THING YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY I HEARD YOUR PRAYER

OWWWWWWW

THEY HAVE VAMPIRE TEETH OH MY FHRHDHHDHSHSHDHDHDHDHHDHDHDHDHDHDHDHDHDHDH THEYRE THE MONETERS NO NO NO NO NO NO BTHATBWASBNOTBEUOOSOEEBTONHWOORJBJORUBJOTBEJEJEJEJJEHEUEHRHRHDHDHDHDHDHDHDUDHDHDHDHDHDHDHDHDHHHD

CHUCK CAN GO DIE IN A SH*THOLE

WHAT THE ACTUEL EVER LIVING F*CK

Sams lil smirk tho

I HAVE NOT BEEN PHSYICALLY ASSAULTED BY A SHOW LIKE THIS SINCE SWAN SONG

THE MARK ?!?!?? OH HELL NO CAS NOOOOOO

“YOU KNOW I HAD TO” SUCH BOYS

SAMMY BABY NO

“NOT THIS SAM” HELL YEAH DEAN STICKING UP FOR HIM

HELL YEAH DEAN THAT STAREDOWN THO

OH MY GOD SOMEONE GIVE SAM A HUG I DID NOT NEED THIS PSYCHOLIGICAL TORMENT OWWWWWWW

SAILEEN KISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW THAT WAS REAL AUGH

NO DONT GO EILEEN 

STOP WITH THE SAM WHUMP

SPN writers be like “roll a die if it’s a number between 1 and 6 then Sam angst”

So that Drowning trailer was really all just this ep huh

What! That’s good enough for me is not what I thought dean would say and that’s some good character growth

Yes to supporting sammy at all costs

JACKKKKK

BILLYYYYYYY

AGHSHDHSHDHDHDHDH

I AM HURT I AM VERY MUCH HURT

#spn #supernatural #supernatural season 15 #spn 15x09 #15x09 #spoilers for supernatural

[fiftyshadesgrl]

He saved me/ part 4

Summary: reader is in a abusive relationship. When things take a turn for the worst she finds help in the winchesters.

Warning: there will be ssmut, violence, torture, abuse and language. If you triggered by any of this i suggest you not read.

Feed back is always appreciated.

A few hours later it was completely dark. Sam laid in the back seat as best he could with his headphones in sound asleep. Dean had ac/dc playing on the radio and i started singing along to my favorite song. 'You shook me all night long.' Dean looked over at me and smiled at my off key singing. Instead of poking fun at me he joined in.

After the song ended he spoke, "i didnt think you were a classic rock kind of girl."

"What kind of music did you think i liked?"

He shrugged, "that rap crap. Ya know bass blaring kinda stuff."

I laughed, "i like all kinds of music but you cant beat the classics."

"Hell yeah!" He fist bumped into the air. I couldnt hellp but smile. His carefree side was something for sure. My heart raced just by looking at him. His lips looked so soft and i wanted to kiss them. My eyes traveled down his body, i remembered his abs and chest so toned. My eyes rested on his crotch, from the outline i saw earlier he had to be huge.

"Darlin' if you dont stop looking at me that way..." he said in a raspy voice.

I whipped my head around so fast it made me dizzy. I shrank as close to the door as i could, keeping my eyes fixed on my hands. "Im so sorry. Please....i didnt..."

His hand grabbed mine and he intertwined our fingers. "Dont be sorry. I love the way you look at me, but right now youre in no condition to do what im wanting to do."

I blushed at his words, but felt a tinge of horror in my heart. "Why would you want me? Im a nobody, im worthless." I whispered.

"(Y/N) look at me." I kept my eyes on our hands. "Look. At. Me" he said more forcefully this time. I slowly turned my head and lifted my eyes to meet his. "Do not ever, and i mean ever let me hear those words come out of your mouth again. You are not worthless. You are somebody to me. Dont you ever second guess it again. Do you understand me?"

His eyes shown truth in his words. I have never had someone say that to me. I nodded in agreement but yet parkers words still sounded in my head.

'No man will ever want you after what ive done to you. You will disgust them. Just look at you, if i was any less of a man i would be disgusted. Youre fat and ugly. Your pussy isnt going to look or feel the same after this. No man will ever want to touch you again.'

"(Y/N)." Deans voice pulled me out of my thoughts. Our hands still twined together, i pulled away thinking parker was right. Dean was just being nice after what i went through. After i healed hed throw me to the curb just like everyone else did.

"You hungry? Im gonna fill up, theres a deli inside that makes subs. Want one?" Dean asked. I shook my head and turned towards the window before he could see the tears that slipped out from beneath my lashes.

He slowly got out of the car and finally i was in silence, except for sams light snoring. Dean is an amazing man, he could have any girl he wanted. He wont want a broken shell of a woman like me. I shouldve just let parker kill me. The world would be better off, dean and sam would be better off too. They wouldnt have to worry about taking care of me and have me be a burden to them.

Dean got back in the car a few minutes later holding three bags. "I figured since you liked pizza youd like this. They had pizza subs in there, i got you a drink too. I expect you to eat every bite. No arguments." He handed me the bag and i had to admit it smelled amazing. My stomach growled at the smell and he smiled and pointed to the bag.

I gave in and unwrapped it and took a bite. I havent had food this good since before i got with parker. I was lucky to have a can of cat food to eat even then i had to make it last a week, while parker on the other hand would fix himself whatever he wanted. He wanted me to lose weight.

The thoughts about me being over weight claimed my appetite and i put the sub back in the wrapper and placed it beside dean. "Thanks but im still full from earlier."

He pulled the car over on the side of the road, he turned to me quickly. "I know what youre thinking and dont do it. Eat it or i will force feed you right here right now."

Tears pooled in my eyes and he sighed, "look, im sorry im not trying to force you but you need to eat. If you dont youre not going to get better. Im just trying to take care of you." He grabbed my hand "(Y/N), what is keeping you from eating?"

I inhaled and the words just tumbled out. "Im fat, parker told me. I can see it myself. My stomach is to big, my thighs touch. Im ugly. I shouldnt eat so much. Parker only gave me a can of food a week."

Deans grip on the steering wheel tightend, i saw his knuckles turn white. "I swear that fucker is going to suffer for what hes done to you." I tried to pull my hand away but his grip tightend. "Dont pull away. I know its hard for you to realize this now but i am not parker. Youre beautiful and youre not fat. In my eyes youre the most beautiful woman i have ever seen. So no one elses opinion matters but mine."

I shook my head "dean youre just being nice because of everything that happened."

He rubbed his hand over his face in frustration, "no im not. Im telling you the truth. Now eat. We will sit here until you do." Just to prove his point he turned the key and the cars engine shut off. I sighed in defeat and started eating again.

He smiled seemingly pleased with himself. Soon we were back on the road. After i finished my sub i placed the wrapper in the bag and leaned my head over on the window. "Here." Dean said and i looked over towards him. He held his jacket out to me, i smiled "thank you." I waded it up and used it as a pillow. A pillow that smelled just like him. Soon enough i was asleep.

I woke up in a bed but this time it wasnt a hospital bed. It was softer and the covers were a bit scratchy but i was comfortable. The pillows smelled familiar, like dean. I looked around and only saw a dresser and a table with a lamp on it. I must be in his room at their house.

The door was open, i moved my leg to see if it still hurt. "Damn it!" The pain seared through my leg and i knew there was no way i could put weight on it. I sighed because i couldnt do anything for myself. I hated feeling helpless.

"You okay?" I heard deans rough voice from the doorway. I looked up and he was leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed. My god he looked good. I shook my head, "i hate this. I have to depend on you for everything. Im a burden to you and sam."

He walked over and kneeled beside the bed, "you are not a burden. I take care of you because i want to."

I smiled at his kind words. Ive been doing alot of smiling lately thanks to dean. Hes got such a wonderful soul and heart. He looks rough on the outside but hes really a very caring person.

"Thank you dean. I cant tell you how much i really appreciate what you and your brother done for me. I just wish i could help out in some way, but i cant do anything because of my leg." I placed my hand on his cheek and he actually leaned into my touch. I cant explain whats going on between my heart and dean but i liked it.

He looked up into my eyes with such adoration it hurt. What is it about him?

"I actually have a friend that can help you, if you want to." Dean said cautiously.

"How can they help me? Are they a doctor?"

He shook his head, "i know this is gonna sound strange. Cas...hes an angel. He can heal you in a matter of seconds and make everything go away."

I raised my eyebrow at him. He just waited patiently as i thought it over. Demons are real and i did pray that god gave me strength when i was with parker. So why cant angels be real? I looked into his eyes and nodded.

He let out a breath i didnt realize he was holding. He bent his head "cas, i need you."

I heard a big flutter of wings and there was a man standing in the doorway wearing a trenchcoat. Not the way i pictured an angel looking.

"Hello dean." Cas said in a raspy voice.

"Hey cas, this is (Y/N). She needs you to heal her." Dean said sitting on the edge of the bed beside me.

Cas walked over to me, "hello (Y/N). My name is castiel. All i will have to do is place my hand on your head."

"Thats it?" I asked.

Cas nodded and then i nodded and i shut my eyes. I felt his hand on my forehead and a warm sensation filled me. A few seconds later i felt amazing. I opened my eyes and dean was smiling at me.

"You look even more beautiful than before." He said touching my cheek. I leaned into his touch just as he did mine earlier. I looked up at cas he was standing there awkwardly.

"Thank you cas." I said shyly and he nodded. With a flutter he was gone. I looked around the room but he wasnt there.

"He does that alot." Dean said. "Now would you like to get a shower?"

I closed my eyes at the thought, "oh yes that would be amazing." I moaned, i felt dean shift on the bed. He was turned to the side with his eyes closed.

I put my hand on his shoulder, "dean?" He took a deep breath and turned towards me. He smiled and stood up and held out his hand.

I took it and stood up, and it felt amazing to be able to stand up and move without hurting. I chuckled and moved my leg and bent it. Im sure i had the most ridiculous smile on my face, but i was geniuenly thankful for everything.

"Everything feel alright?"

"Everything feels great. Thank you so much." Before i could stop myself i stood on my tiptoes and kissed his cheek.

He flinched a little and looked down at me. "Im so sorry...i didnt..im sorry." I said faster than i wanted to. I tried to turn away but he grabbed my wrist and turned me back to face him. He crashed his lips into mine and growled. His fingers tangled in my hair and pulled lightly. I bit his lower lip and moaned into his mouth.

I ran my hand up his flannel shirt and went to unbutton it when he grabbed my hands and pulled away from me. "No, i cant."

I backed away casting my eyes down to the floor, fiddling with the drawstring on my borrowed sweat pants. "No, im sorry. It was stupid of me to even think..."

He opened his mouth to speak but i just shook my head, "its okay dean you dont have to explain. I get it. Can you please show me where i can freshen up? I dont have any clothes so if its not to much trouble can i borrow these again?"

He walked over to his dresser and pulled out a pair of shorts and a shirt. "You can wear anything of mine you want until we can get you some clothes."

I nodded and took the clothes from him. He walked me down the hallway to the bathroom and showed me where the towels and wash cloths were before shutting the door.

After a nice long hot shower i felt even better my hair wasnt all frizzy anymore, my black tresses were perfectly combed and straight. I hardly recognized myself in the mirror without the bruises and cuts.

I was in deans clothes and they were a little baggy on me but i was a curvy woman so it wasnt to bad. I walked out of the bathroom but had no idea where to go. The only place i actually knew was deans bedroom.

I walked down the hallway and passed more doors. They were all closed so i didnt dare to open them. After all this wasnt my house, i had no business snooping. I heard sam and dean talking on down the hall so i followed their voices.

I turned the corner into a big library of some sort. Sam sat at the table reading from a book dean sat in a arm chair across from him eating a sandwhich. He smiled at me and i couldnt help but giggle at his cheeks stuffed full with food. He was so cute.

"There she is. Feel better?" He said around the food in his mouth.

"Very much, thank you. Both of you." I said looking down. "I dont really know what to do around here. Ill try to be helpful while im here. I promise i will find a place soon and be out of your hair."

Sam looked up with a furrowed brow. "No one said you have to leave. Youre more than welcome here."

I nodded and smiled shyly at sam. He went back to whatever he was doing as i paced back and forth.

Dean walked up to me and grabbed my hands. "Hey, dont feel out of place here. If youre hungry get you something to eat. If youre bored sammy has plenty of books and we have netflix. I want you to make yourself at home."

Dean was tracing circles on my hand with his thumb, my breathing hitched and i could feel, something between us. Dean seemed to notice and let go of my hands.

"Sam, you got anything on where these demons are?" Dean asked sam.

Sam shrugged, "not a hundred percent sure at the moment. Parker is for sure the leader though. It seems like its a recruitment thing. Bobbys looking into it for us."

Dean throws his hands up, "now what?"

"We wait." Sam said impatiently.

@an-unhealthy-obsession

#dean x reader #dean winchester #deanwinchester #supernatural

[ain-t-bovvered]

14x10 Commentary

Zeta and Giuls scream together, and then die.

Me & Zeta will watch together season 14′s episodes as they come out and we’ll do our commentary while watching.

1 2  3  4  5  6  7  8  9

14x10 Nihilism 

-I did not want to see Jack like that again thanks

Zeta: true

- And there was a need for some wings there honestly .

[ comes back crawling]

HERE

Zeta:  the bar sceeeene

-.....THAT’S A DAMN SQUIRREL WITH A AVIATOR CAP ON ( also I re wrote squirrel four times before getting it right) 

- MOOSE!!! 

-......The Moose has a tag with “FAMILY BUSINESS” written on it----lol Jensen

Zeta: What’s her name

- PAMELAAAAAAAA . Damn woman I went a bit Bi there

Zeta: OH YES.

- [Music: and I’m searching for a rainbow] .....WOW

-[on the counter] Daphne loves Fred.

 my monkey dirty brain: Daddy loves tips. 

-hot. want that.

Zeta: the tequila or the bartender?

Bitch please . both.

- D: “ What are we, savages?”

Zeta: Oh the lips

-Cosmic Cowboy. *chokes*

-FB

-why is it always a ghoul case?

-Lol but who’s the drunk guy tho

Zeta: Bitch, look at her biceps

- some Bi slippage there too I see. FOCUS

Zeta: also indeed. Who is he?

-D:”I’ve never had anything this nice”

Also....I would be like Dean if I had a bar. One for the costumer and one for me! woohoo .

- D: “How come you always have a boyfriend?”

  P: “How come you always want what you can’t have?”

[looks into the camera like in the office]

- D: “This is my dream” 

I kinda see it tho....old grumpy Dean Winchester being the Bobby while running a bar like that. Yes....I like it.

- I knew it . I wanna see someone closed behind that “closet” *wink wink*

Zeta: Oh oh

Zeta: the slo mo.

-NICE .You are welcome for this gif where I let you enjoy the full over the count jump. Nice healthy middle age man over the fence jump ( nevermind this is an italian oil ad ).

-The blood. So cute

Zeta: I’m famous

- mmm

Zeta: shit

-Hello M boi, I missed you fam

Zeta: Changed clothes

- OMFG are you saying that the Archangel Michael macVanity von DramaQueen really just angel mojo changed into his Peaky Blinder wanna be in front of them?

He’s so flamboyant , I love him .

Zeta: The close up

- M making three men kneel with so much as lift his hands.  WHAT A MOOD. WHERE CAN I GET THAT? I WANT 10.

- M : “ I saw everything”  Yeah no shit we kinda see that coming too

-DoN ‘T IntERrUPt mE 

Zeta: Don’t interrupt me

-I’m-

I’m so bothered right now. Dom Michael for the win

-OH WOW

- Sam just “assbutted” Michael lol.

Castiel : Sam....did you just molotov my brother with holy fire?

Sam: uh ....No?

- HE ANGRY

- Dean’s not home right now...

Zeta: Please leave a message

*giggling* I love him

Zeta: His voice GOD DAMN

-yes

- Castiel hair tho.

Zeta: Do you? Cocky much

-but needs to play it cool. Can’t risk to mess up the pomaded hair.

- S:” We the angel cuffs on , Michael is under control”

 M: “Keep telling yourself that “  ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)

I *clap* LOVE *clap* HIM *clap*

- S: “Dump him in the trunk of the Impala” ... DUMP HIM .ahahahahaah

-Garth is in the trunk

Zeta: it’s a big trunk

-M: “ It’s a party!”

- J: “ It’s not like any of us can fly”

 M : “ Well one of us can”

 S: “ STFU”

- J:” Sam, are we gonna die here?” ... wow Jack...babe...stfu

-Yes OMG I forgot about the stalky reaper

Zeta: You mess up so many things

- it ain’t wrong

- [in john Mulaney’s Trump voice] we locked Death away and enslaved the reapers

Zeta: Poor Cas

- ok but WHO....death? Michael is asking himself that too.

-Yes , put him in the dungeon. HOT

Zeta: shit

-I can hear you

Zeta: Shit

-Ahahahahahaahah

Zeta: SHIT

-I’m loving this

Zeta: Bring back Crowley.

Zeta: We left Garth in the trunk looool

- that....everytime we don’t see a character for long that’s it...they are in the trunk.

Zeta: Castiel

-CASTIEL . so strange, I love him, he’s such a sarcastic asshole.

- M: “Yes, uh, put a chair against the door”

Zeta: This pretty smile as I rip you apart

-I’M SHAKING. YAS.

Zeta: Control yourself

- S: “Cass this is all we’ve got”

Zeta: Again?

- well it is a loop.

-MORE SHOTS.  (me)

Zeta: The only thing missing is “heat of the moment”

- what if the woman is his conscience trying to get him out and if he sign he’s out? ...like....testing his resolution?

-Little insulting

Zeta: you’re nothing

Zeta: Why is he so perfect in this?

- J: “Dean---is strong”

  M *disgusted face*: “ Is a gnat “ . WOW

-OH SHUT UP OOOOH

Zeta: Emotional abuse.

- M: “ he was not happy, but he didn’t care-- Cause you are not Sam, you are not Cass.” 

[ me looking smiling to the Castiel/Misha hateclub]

-M: “You are a weak helpless thing”

- Jack , babe ....get away tho 

Zeta: LISTEN TO YOUR DAD

- M: “no I’m not and I can still hear you”

Zeta: Prick

- Love that prick..... literally 

- I care so little for the others I swear

- M: “Look at you, play nursemaind for a nephilim”

-C: “You are confusing loyalty and compassion for weakness”

Zeta: Damn what am I watching?

- [looks into the camera like in the office] Sexual tension

Zeta: so done. this. Close up

- M “and now...that I’m in here, I know why” 

-CHUCK

Zeta: He churn our draft after draft

- M speaks like he’s singing and mocking you at the same time. He has this musicality in his speak and I love it

- C: “Why would he do that?”

 M: “BECAUSE HE DOESN’T CARE!”

- good lord I swear all the angels are just brats throwing temper tantrum because they have a trash dad.

- M: “But now , I just want to burn every one of his little worlds until I catch up to the Old man”

Zeta: Even god can die.

- oh ok....overachiever much

Zeta: Hurt Jack

- No no Jack babe...keep your fucking soul .

Zeta: Cool science project

- Michael’s mind: if you mess up my perfectly combed hair Cass I swear-

- M: “ I give it a solid B- .....uh oooh”

 me nervously: .....wtf lol 

- M: *snorts* Oh Cass, I believe in you.

So rude...so nasty 

- j: “ What should I do?”

Zeta: Pray

-Thanks Cas, that’s-......that’s great

Zeta: You are all mine

- ..... YESSIR TAKE ME

Zeta: Dean’s mind.

- ..... if it was a funny episode they could have made so many jokes about being empty lol.

- me looking around haters mind ^

Zeta: This is what you are gonna become

-omg

- THAT WAS DEAN IN HELL.

- Dean’ “NOOOO “ at Castiel death is vibrating into my bones.

- S: “Dean is strong”

- C: “Sam, we’ve been through a lot and Dean is more than strong”

- S: “Dean thrive on trauma.” 

WE’VE BEEN KNEW

Zeta: Smart moose

- Somebody has been reading some meta tumblr posts

- P: “You really know how to talk to a lady don’t you?”

 me already at Castiel’s feet : wha

- That’s us fans watching 14 seasons of supernatural ^

-Bloody Cass is 100. *licks lips*

- P: “get me a shot. With your braaaain”

Zeta: Well hello.

- C:” That was- that....DeAN ThAt WaS An ACcidENT”

Zeta: Babyyyy

- them baby faces

- C:” WE NEED YOU TO COME BACK”

- S:”POUGHKEEPSIE”

- Dean’s mind : [ old modem sounds]

-M [Slow clap it out.] : Hey Fellas

-AND THE HAT IS BACK

Zeta: I’m you

Zeta: He gripped you tight and raised you from perdition

-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH I’M DYING SO BAD.

-BITCH I’M DEAD AND GIGGLING I CAN’T.

-but also....but the fuck is Mary at?... like wow.

- also....everything that Micheal is saying right now is causing me actual fucking pain.

- Ok and both Sam and Cas faces? well thanks

Zeta: He’s buying time

-WOW. Slow smile, oooooH

-S: “So in here, you are all talk”

- oh that’s why he doesn’t use his powers. Serviceable .

Zeta: So happy. Fuck

Zeta:��Prove it

- Um...yes hello 911? 

Michael getting his hands dirty is too hot for me.

-Fucking Tiger man.

-Come on baby 

Zeta: Jack will do something “stupid”

- Well he is his parents’ son *shrug*

Zeta: that

- D:” Then we don’t kick him out, we keep him in”

-oooooh M goes in the closet, lol

Zeta: Oh my god.

- ....Well that was stupid AHAHAHAAH 

- I can’t stop laughing .

- M [ROAR] 

  me: ....

Zeta: I’m the cage.

-HE IS THE CAGE. That doesn’t seem right tho...come on.

Zeta: So now Dean has Michael locked up

-ooooh the magic hurt him. Forgot about that. My baby.

Zeta: Concerned Dad.

- The way Cass say : “you understand?” killed me....so soft...so worried...

- The little smile! Kill me now.

Zeta: He’s not ok.

-Dean is not ok.

Zeta: [henley alert]

-He’s like....naked. ( still has another tshirt under it tho)

-Oh he’s mad 

- I’M CRYING . HE LOOKS LIKE MY CAT WHEN I REFUSE TO LET HIM OUT .

amazing.

( Sorry for the not that clear gifs but I wanted to cut and past all the bits of that because it’s amazing)

Zeta: He’s suffering so much.

-That troat

- That door is not that sturdy tho

Zeta: Oh hell no

- oh hello death . 

-Aw hell naw.

- Death :” Except one”

-AW HELL NAW

Zeta: Which one?

- UGH

Zeta: No

-NO

Zeta: NOOO so much hurt

-OH FUCK

Zeta: Actual literal pain in my chest

YA KNOW WHAT?....I DON’T LIKE THAT LOOK .

NOT ONE BIT.

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- lol I don’t even wanna look at tumblr now

Zeta: well you know me....I have

- of course you did

post gifs comment: I didn’t do my crack gifs for now, but they will be done in a separate post.

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[markpellegrinoimagines]

Ruined fun?

Pairing: Lucifer x reader

Warning: kidnapping, frenzied!Lucifer, smut,

-if your tired of the smut, sorry, but it's a smut series, and theres gonna be few without it, you can just skip it if you like-

%@^#

For the last few weeks y/n and Lucifer had made a home in an abandoned small hotel. Lucifer had fixed it up cleaned all the rooms and made sure everything was modern and fit for his mate.

He had even removed several of the rooms to replace them with a library, the kitchen was up to date and many rooms were tuned into activity rooms and many on the first floor were removed and made into a living room.

The hotel had been refurbished and in its place a beautiful home filled with his mates favorite colors and designs.

When y/n had first been shown around she was amazed. She spent hours thanking him and staying attached to his side. The master bedroom was previously the presidential sweet and the room next to it was turned into a nursery, for the little future arrival.

Present time-

You were lounging in your shared room snacking and rubbing your belly whispering little praises and love to it. You rocked slightly and started to hum, a random tune with no name, but sweet and calming.

This is the site that met Lucifer when he walked in to check up on you. You looked so serene and beautiful, no angel had ever compared to you in his eyes. Your h/l h/c hair, contrasted against your skin and your eyes such a rare shade of e/c. He was lucky to have a goddess such as you.

When you feel his weight settle in behind you, his cool skin pressed against your own heated flesh. His lips press light kisses into your neck as he lays you down, and begins a trail of them down your torso to your heated core.

Hooking his fingers into the elastic of your shorts he slides them down panties and all. The cool air of his breathe against your wet lips send shivers throughout your body. He swipes his fingers along your slit, once then twice before sitting up on his knees and undoing his belt. With baby bump in the way he cant lay across you like before but this position will work just as well.

He runs his hands under your knees and and angles his hips slush against yours, he pushes the head of his cock lightly against you entrance before sliding in. Th drag of him inside you was still as euphoric as the first time.

His pace is controlled and slow; his hands are firm against your thighs. Each thrust is met with a grunt and a moan.

"Lucifer...you feel so good." Your eyes shine up at him with love, his eyes mirrored yours, this wasnt about lust.

"Shh...let me worship your beautiful body mate, just lay back and relax, this is all about you tonight." His hips pick up a faster pace his eyes search her expression for what she likes and what feel the best to her. When she suddenly arches her back with a loud moan he knows he hit that special spot, angling his hips he thrust in harder hitting it over and over until her wet heat clamps down on his length and his hips stutter filling her with his cool seed.

He pulls out their shared juices running down her thighs as he rolls onto his side and pulls her into his chest.

"Sleep little mate, the little one could be here any day now, you need rest."

Your responding laugh cause a smile on his face, "alright alright, I'll rest more my protective angel."

Only when your body relaxes and your breaths even out does he allow himself to follow you into sleep.

-your pov-

A feeling of unease and discomfort arouses you from your sleep. As your senses return to your there is an ache in you back and you cant move your hands or feet.

Looking around you, your surroundings are unfamiliar. It's an old warehouse, the light through the windows is hazy at best, and there dangling hooks covered in what you presume to be dried blood.

On the floor next to you is a man with his eyes burned out, and across from you a woman was slumped against a wall, blood covered cracks formed in the wall behind her. She had been thrown into it. Hushed whispers grab your attention, turning your head your met with twonken you've never seen before, but the overwhelming stench of sulphur gives you the idea of them being demons. Staying silent you listen in to there conversation.

"How are we supposed to use her against Lucifer if we cant even get with 10 ft of her without being smited."

"I dont know, but asmodeus will have our heads if we cant get ahold of Lucifer, hes been more violent then usual since gabriel got away and nearly killed him."

You were shocked, 'asmodeus is still alive.'

"..maybe we can give her to asmodeus instead, look at her, shes pregnant with obviously a nephilim, maybe he could use that things grace instead."

Hearing this pissed you off. No one threatens my baby! Scanning your surroundings once again you notice the room doesnt have any warding put up, probably because they were attempting to lure Lucifer. You begin praying to your angel, hoping he can hear you.

Lucifer pov-

He had woken hours ago, not seeing his mate anywere set him off, searching the entire area of their home, he couldnt find her anywhere. Panic was starting to take over.

"Y/N. MATE!" He began flying to all her favorite cafes and parks nearby, but she wasnt there either. Sending out his grace, he couldnt feel her soul, the only thing telling him she was alive was he could still feel the bond. He was so panicked that the sky was beginning to darken, lighting flashed and rain pelted the earth, "Y/N!!"

He spent hours looking everywhere, even slammed himself through the warding of the bunker, and checked everyone of its rooms, only when he couldnt find her there either did he crumple to the floor in their library.

The winchesters and several Angel's as well as God and amara, who had been visiting, followed him around trying g to get him to speak. Finally dean yells.

"What the fuck do you want asshole!"

"Not here...shes not here...y/n..."his body shakes and then he breaks, they all look upon him in shock as the great Lucifer begins to sob into the floor. "My mate...shes gone...I need her.."

Gabriel and sam are the first to react, "what do you mean she/y/n is gone!!"

"I woke up this morning and she was just gone. I looked everywhere, I cant feel her soul...only our bond...was she tired of me??"

Chuck was worried for his son, this behavior was not like him, "no she hasn't left you son...I made her for you...please calm down so we can think of a way to help her something is obviously not right with this."

Michael snorts, "father is correct. Now stop acting like a fledging and get off the floor, my rebellious little brother does not cry like a child. He rips apart the people who dare take his things away."

Everyone gathers in the war room and they start planning, they have been talking for hours when Lucifer receives it...a prayer.

"Y/n! Shes praying....." they group watches as his relief turns into anger and hatred.."asmodeus!"

Sam was confused, "what about him, gabriel turned his ass to dust"

"Apparently not, now come on let move. I will not wait to find her any longer." Before any of them could make an argument there surroundings had changed and they were now, in a falling apart warehouse. Two demons were mid argument and they could see y/n strapped to a metal chair, her belly rounder than ever.

The demons notice there presence first and attempt to escape their vessels but castiel and balthazar are quick to react and grab them.

Gabriel and lucifer make there way to y/n and begin untieing her. "Its ok mate..Ive got you"

"Bout time luce, my back was getting sore," her smile filled him with relief.

"They didnt hurt you did they, they pay if they have."

"No, I am fine, jack is strong, he smited anyone that got to close."

Everyone looks upon her in confusion, "jack??"

You just giggle, "call it mothers intuition, its totally a boy." Lucifer face lights up and he picks her up out of the chair. He is ready to lead her out of the ware house when you freeze midstep.

...

"Lucifer..."

"Hmmm..what is it"

"My water just broke" every one in the room looks at me in horror and Lucifer goes into a full panic.

'What!? Now...no.." he leans down to her belly, "you cant come put now, y/n cant you just hold it."

"It doesnt work that WAY! NOW GET ME OUT OF HERE" Lucifer quickly lifts her in his arms and flys her to the bunker, everyone else follows suite cas bringing the winchesters.

When the others arrive, chuck and Lucifer had already entered your old room with you, they can here you yell and curse Luce out through the door.

They spend the next half hour waiting in the war room for any sort of news.

%#^#

Aaand cliffy.

Next installment might be the last.

-alex

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[missjackil]

My 14x07 Opinion

Unhuman Nature Ok, WOW!! Not gonna lie, I really liked this one a lot. Now Ive seen a lot of you bitching about it already, but I think if it wasnt a Bucklemming episode, you wouldnt be bitching, because it was just damn good. Also, if you all would have listened to me after the season 13 finale, when I said “Lucifer will be back” you wouldnt be pissed off that hes back (or will be) Common sense would tell you, a show about the Supernatural world, and the constant battle between good and evil, isnt gonna kill Satan before theres even an established end date, if they kill him at all.  But enough of that.... on with the review. Ill start by saying that there wasnt enough Sam, and if there had been more, this might make my top 10, but even though there wasnt, Its making my top 25.  Jack was breaking my heart the whole time. It was strange to have them actually take him to a hospital, that doesnt happen very often, so when it does, it always seems more real, or more intense, or serious. I liked the panic in the boys, and Sam being the one keeping a level head, while also seeing that it was tearing him up inside. I had thought they might go with Winchester, being Jack’s last name, but Kline makes more sense really. I mean, he IS Kelly Kline’s son, I dont really want her to be errased.  Dean is taking it hard, as he should I guess. Not trying to be Dean negative but its nice to know he regrets how hard he was on Jack at first. I had worried kinda that Dean would take Jack out partying, maybe get him laid, and that would cheapen the relationship to more of a buddy thing, than a parental thing. Teaching Jack how to drive was nice, bold and maybe a little OOC but nice anyway. I liked Jack “I drive... no really Im a driver” that was freakin adorable.  Sam has a ton on his shoulders now eh? Though I noticed no AU people were milling around. Maybe they dont live there now, and just meet?? Or theyre all out hunting, IDK... Im glad theyre not all hanging around all the time. But now Sam is still worried about Dean, and now even more worried about Jack than he was. My boy is due for a meltdown soon.  So whats wrong with Dean? Why the dizzy spells? I may speculate that its Michael stirring around. Remember when Gadreel posessed Sam, Sam started getting extra tired after a while? Maybe the same thing.  Cas is batting a whopping 0 on the healing front since he came back to life.  So Nick huh?? WTF?? That was so dark and so creepy that I almost forgot what show I was watching!! I like him being evil and twisted. Now when Lucifer comes back, I hope hes more like that, than the annoying entitled teenager he has been. I had forgotten how scary Mark P can be.  Overall I loved this episode. I was glued to each story. Its gonna lose a point for not having enough Sam, but I hope next week we get some good Sam/Jack moments, as I see from the promo pics, Sam is sitting vigil at Jack’s bedside... possibly praying? But, I think y’all should stop judging episodes by who wrote them. 14x06 sucked unless you like episodes that Sam and Dean play supporting roles seperate from each other, and that was written by Yockey, someone most of you rave about.  So on a scale of Bloodlines to Who We Are, Im giving this one an 8. I cant wait to watch it with my daughter when she gets home from work.

#spn 14x07 spoilers #unhuman nature spoilers #my opinion #good job y'all #im down with scary nick/lucifer

[gh0stgurl]

Revenge is Calling: Part 2

Summary: Y/N found her case, but its not a normal one. She calls an old friend for back up. Things go wrong, when she goes in alone. While Dean is back at the bunker. Hes going crazy trying to find her, where could she have gone?

Characters: Dean X Reader, Sam, Bobby, Castiel

Word Count: 1678

Series WARNING:Angst, Language, Violence, Torture, PTSD, fluff

Series Masterlist / Tumblr Masterlist

A/N:This is Part 2 of a 6 part series. I dont feel like I wrote Bobby properly. I'm still new at this so. Also if you want to be tagged send me an ask and i will gladly add you.

Sam walked into the war room. He saw 2 folded papers on the center of the table. One said Dean and the other Sam. He stopped a few feet before the table, not wanting to read the letter. Reluctantly he walked to the table, grabbed the letter and read it.

Sam,

I know this isn’t the best way to do this, but this is how it had to be. I know you and Dean too well to try to tell you in person. I need time way from the bunker and Dean. I can’t keep fighting with him all the time. So I’m going on a hunt, hopefully the time away will help me think. It should be a few days, a week max.

I’m sorry I’m leaving a mess for you to clean up. This isn’t your problem to deal with, it’s mine and Dean’s. I will make it up to you I promise. Please makes sure Dean doesn’t loose his head over this. I know it’s going to be like trying to contain an atomic bomb, but if anyone can do it, it’s you.

Keep him safe for me,

Y/n

Sam sat down rereading the letter. Trying to think of ways to keep Dean from going batshit crazy. Y/N owes him big time.

Dean’s P.O.V

Why is she so stubborn? I should talk to her. Try to make her understand that I cant loose her. I thought while walking into the war room. God, I miss her.

“Sammy? What are you doing?” he turned around and looked at me like a deer caught in the headlights.

“Dean, uh I didn’t expect to see you up so early.”

“Dude, its almost noon. How long have you been sitting here?”

“I don’t know, since 6 maybe?”

“Ok never mind, is Y/n up yet? I need to talk to her.” As soon as I mentioned y/n, he looked at a piece of paper that was in his hands. I hadn’t noticed it till now. It had Sam on it, written in your handwriting. He looked up at me with a slightly pained look in his eyes.

“Dean, She’s gone.”

Rapid City, South Dakota

You found a case that was close enough to someone, to where you didn’t feel alone. It was also far enough away where you wouldn’t run into Dean every 5 seconds. You just hope he didn’t find this case.

This case was super unusual. It might even be 2 different cases. There was cattle mutilations on one side of town. On the other side of town 3 women have gone missing from a local bar. They turned up 2 to 3 days later, hearts missing. You were confused as hell, you called up the closest hunter that you could actually be around.

“Hello”

“Hey Bobby, I need your help if your free.”

“What happened to Dean and Sam? Are they not helping you?”

“No, I’m on my own right now and I’m confused as hell right now.”

“Wow, I’m surprised Dean's not with you. He never wants to leave your side on a hunt.” You stayed quite for a few second. “ He doesn’t know you on a case does he?”

“Well, technically no. I left him a note.”

“Idjit, that boy is going to kill you once he finds you.”

“He’ll be fine.”

“He’ll be….. This is Dean we are talking about. He flipped out when you twisted your ankle last year. Where are you?”

“Rapid City.”

“Okay I will be there soon, but you owe me an explanation.”

“Yeah I will explain everything when you get here. Bobby please don’t tell them I called you.”

“Fine”

Dean’s P.O.V

“What do you mean she’s gone?” I crossed my arms and just starred him down.

“I mean she left, here.” Sam turned around grabbing a paper from the table before turning back to hand it to me. “Read it.”

I looked down at my hand, seeing my name written on the outside. I was dreading what it said but I opened it and started reading.

Dean,

By the time you read this I will be long gone, but I had to do it this way or you would try to stop me. I know I took the cowards way out, by leaving in the middle of the night. I’m sorry I need time away. I cant handle all the fighting anymore. I think that the time away will be good for both of us.. I’m just letting you know, I’m working a case. I will be back in a few days, a week tops. I promise I will be careful. If I need help I will call someone.

Please don’t worry about me. I know that you will even with me telling you not too, just don’t worry too much. I love you. I will be home soon.

Love,

Y/N

“Damn It!” I ran my hands down my face, before pulling my phone out of my pocket. I call y/n, but she doesn’t answer. I keep calling until it starts going straight to voicemail. Either your phone died or you turned it off.

Cas! Get down here! I “prayed” to Cas. He popped in seconds later.

“Cas I need you to find Y/N.”

“I can’t Dean”

“What do you mean you can’t! You didn’t even try! Now do it!”

“I can’t! I already tried earlier when Sam prayed. She warded herself. I cant find her.”

Reader

You were waiting at the diner for Bobby, when your phone started ringing.

Dean

“Well I guess he found the note.” You clicked ignore, not even 5 seconds later his face popped up again. You set your phone off the side, trying to ignore the ringing. By the 10th time you couldn���t handle it, so you shut your phone off.

Not long after that Bobby walked through the door. He came over to you with a big smile on his face. You got up and gave him a hug before sitting back down with him.

“Hey kid, you owe me that explanation now.”

You let out a big sigh, before telling him everything.

“I know its stupid but I had to get out before one of us took it too far.”

“Yeah, you’re both idjits. Tell me something I don’t know.” He gave you a sympathetic look. “So the case?”

“Okay, so here’s the thing, it might be 2 different cases but I’m not totally convinced. On one side of town, there are cattle mutilations. Which sound like a Vampire. On the other side, 3 girls have went missing. They turned up a few days later with their hearts ripped out. Which tells me werewolf. I went to the ME's office yesterday , and there were fang marks on all 3 girls.”

“Well You sure know how to pick them. Do you have a description of the girls? Where they were taken from? We can start there.

“Yeah” you hand Bobby everything you have. “They were taken from the bar down the street. The girls are late 20s to early 30s. Long y/h/C hair, around 5’8”….” You start starring at your hands once Bobby realized where You were going with this.

“Kid I don’t think this is a good idea” concern written all over his face. “We don’t even know which one it is, or if its both of them yet.”

“I have to do something.”

“Dean will kill both of us if something happens to you.”

“He will be fine, he’s already pissed off at me so nothing new there.”

“That may be true but that doesn’t mean that you should throw yourself in before we figure this out.”

“I’m going to do this, one way or another. Either its with your help or I go by myself. I’m not going to wait for someone else to get snatched.”

Your conversation was interrupted when Bobby’s phone started ringing.

“Speak of the devil.” He turned the phone to show you Dean’s name on his screen. Bobby flipped it back to himself and answered it.

“Hello”

“ Bobby have you heard from y/n lately? She took off in the middle of the night. She’s not answering my calls or texts. I actually think she turned her phone off. She even warded herself from Cas.”

Bobby looked at the corner of the table where your phone sat, then looked at you before he answered. “No, the last time I heard from her was about a week ago. She was looking for a hunt. What did you do? She wouldn’t just go off the grid like that.”

“ I don’t have time to talk about it. I need to find her before she gets herself killed.”

“She’s smarter than that. I’m sure she’s fine.”

“Please if she calls you or drops by, Call me.”

“Yeah, will do.”

They hang up, Bobby looks at you. “you need to call him or text him, saying your okay or something.”

“No, because he will just try to convince me to come home or tell him where I am. I’m not ready yet.”

“Alright” he. Put his hand up in surrender “where do you want to start?”

Bobby went to the bar where the girls were taken from. He interviewed employees and the owners. They all said the same thing they don’t remember seeing them. So it was time for plan “B”.

You put on a mint thigh black t-shirt dresses with one of Dean’s flannel tight around your waist. You put on some boots and headed to the bar. Bobby was waiting outside the bar watching you from his car. You walked into the Bar and ordered a beer. You spoke out the place, kind of just people watching. You notice a girl just starring at you, but you kept looking around like you didn’t see her.

Eventually you got up and started walking to the bathroom walking right past her. As soon as you got into the bathroom, you went to grab your phone. Your heard the door open behind you.

Then everything went black.

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[justawriterbeinglonley]

Im Never Leaving Your Side Again

Author: @dylobrienlover

Characters: jack kline×reader, dean, sam, and mentions of cas

Warnings: slight angst, severe injury, swearing

Notes: Jack is the cutest. Hes so protective and adorable. Let me know what you thought of it! Enjoy!

"BEEP. BEEP."

You woke up to your alarm beeping at you, and a warm, strong arm wrapped around your waist. You slammed the snooze button, and rolled over into a warm body.

"Morning, sunshine," Jack hummed sleepily before kissing your forehead.

You and Jack had been dating for a few weeks now, and everything was pure bliss. Jack was the sweetest, most kind person you've ever met, and you were absolutely head over heels in love with him; as was he to you.

"Get your asses up," Dean yelled as he slammed open your door, startling you and Jack. "We're leaving in ten." Dean said quickly before leaving the doorway.

You leaned over and kissed Jack softly before getting out of bed to get dressed.

~

A few days later you were leaving your hotel room to follow a lead on your case. Jack offered to stay behind to research a little more.

"Be careful," Jack said as he stood by you next to the door. "If you find the monster, let me know so I can help you."

You sighed and looked up at Jack's bright blue eyes that were filled with worry. "Ill be fine, sweetheart. Dont worry."

"I just dont want you to be hurt. If something happens to you, I dont know what I'd do," Jack said as he pulled you close to him.

"Ill be fine. I love you, baby," you say as you kiss him.

"I love you too."

You kissed Jack goodbye once more, before going outside and climbing in Baby.

A few hours later, you found yourself in the sewer system trying to track down a werewolf. A flashlight was in one hand, while a gun loaded with silver bullets was in the other.

"Come out already asshat," you whispered to yourself, annoyed.

All of a sudden you were knocked off your feet, and your gun and flashlight flew away from you.

You looked up at the thing that knocked you over, and saw the werewolf you were trying to find. The werewolf lifted his hand, and brought it down to slit your throat, but you managed to kick him in the face before his hand reached you.

You stood up and punched him in the stomach, making him double over. Then you slammed your knee into his nose causing him to scream out in pain and topple over.

"Y/N!" Sam and Dean called as they entered the end of the sewer.

The werewolf managed to lift up his arm, and slice his claws down your back, leaving four giant slashes from your shoulder blades to your lower back. You let out a screech of pain, and fell over.

Dean and Sam ran down the tunnel shooting wildly at the shifter. Eventually, the werewolf was killed and Sam and Dean were by your side. You were sobbing as the pain became so great.

You were drifting in and out of consciousness as Dean lifted you up, took you to the car, and held you as Sam drove to the hotel.

Once you were there, Dean raced you into the hotel, and laid you gently on your stomach on the bed. You were bleeding heavily, and still drifting.

"What happened?" Jack asked panicked.

"Werewolf," Sam said as Dean got out the first aid kit, and ripped your shirt off to reach your wounds.

Jack sat next to you on the bed and grabbed your face. Tears slide down his face as he prayed to Cas to come and save you.

Dean and Sam worked feverishly as Jack sat back helplessly.

"Cant you use your powers to help," Dean yelled.

"I dont know how to heal," Jack said quietly as he held back a sob.

"I'm so sorry, baby," Jack cried. "I should have been there. Im so sorry." Jack sobbed as he held onto your limp hand.

The boys managed to stitch you up and stop your bleeding, but you still couldn't remain conscious for very long because of the blood loss. Jack never left your side. He was terrified that you would die if he left you. He was always there to aid you in everything. For a whole day you were in and out of consciousness, and Jack was there. He held your hand, changed your bandages, gave you water and food when you were awake enough to have it, and talked to you constantly. He mostly just apologized and blamed himself for everything that happened to you, but you didnt have the energy to tell him it wasn't his fault.

Cas finally arrived to heal you.

Once you were healed, you sat next to Jack on the bed, and talked with him.

"Y/N, it was all my fault. I should have been there," Jack said softly.

"It is NOT your fault," you said as you grabbed Jack's hands and looked into his eyes. "Even if you were there, you wouldn't have been able to change anything."

You kissed Jack softly before cuddling into his chest.

"I'm never leaving your side again," Jack said softly before kissing you on the head, causing you to smile.

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13x01 - Episode Review Part 1

In which Dean just about held it together... and I did not. 

This review will be in several parts. I have separated it into several sections that I wish to talk about because hot damn. What an episode! This Part 1 focuses on Dean’s grief and Destiel and saying goodbye to Castiel. 

Firstly, an introduction

As I sit here, surrounded by three friends who I met on tumblr, BECAUSE of this show, I am amazed at how far I have come. I did not think that when I joined this fandom I would ever get to this moment, but my gosh what an amazing feeling this is. To all of you out there – reach out to people, you really won’t regret what you find. 

I adored this episode. I screamed, I even shed a single man tear whilst holding on to @amwritingmeta quite tightly… sorry Annelie if I hurt you at all. @tinkdw, @margarittet and @amwritingmeta you guys are wonderful and I am so glad that I have been able to flail and scream along to this awesome episode with you. Thank you for sharing this crazy obsession with me.

Part 1 - Love, Grief and Saying Goodbye

THEY USED METALLICA’S NOTHING ELSE MATTERS AS THE OPENING SONG! We were two seconds in and @margarittet had to pause because we all collectively SCREAMED that they chose to use this as the open song AS WELL! @tinkdw said that she wanted to try and guess what the opening song was this season but I don’t think ANY OF US considered that they would reuse “Nothing Else Matters” because its just so on the nose isn’t it? Nothing else matters? Nothing else matters than what exactly?

Well once again the “Then” sequence ends on Dean kneeling over Cas’s body.

The answer is Castiel. Nothing else matters than CASTIEL. This is repeated CONSTANTLY throughout the episode. You are not allowed to forget about him for a SINGLE SECOND and this opening song drums that home. Seriously if there are any Cas fans out there still bitter about Cas I dunno what show you are watching because it certainly ISN’T the show I watched yesterday.

It hurts to think about. What even was this episode? From the opening song “Nothing Else Matters” to the “Goodbye Cas” at the funeral pyre, this episode was chocablock full of moments that prove unequivocally that for Dean, Cas truly is his guiding light, his hope. Even if you don’t see their relationship as romantic you cannot possibly deny after 13x01 that Dean and Cas have an extraordinary connection and a deep and profound love that has now transferred to an even deeper excruciating grief in Dean.

Choosing to use this song as the season opener though? The season opener always reflects the tones of the season, the main themes. To have THIS song as the season opening? Wow. Just wow. This is a song that comes up first if you google “Metallica Love Song” by the way. In case you were wondering if it was indeed a love song. Because it is. James Hetfield confirmed it was written for a girlfriend. Interestingly though it has been debated over the years as the lyrics themselves are not conventionally romantic lyrics. Nevertheless, this is now fact: Supernatural used a Love Song called “Nothing Else Matters” to set the tone and theme of season 13, lingering over shots of Dean looking down at Castiel’s dead body. This isn’t even arguable. This is where we are.

(and what a wonderful place to be my friends)

Dean’s grief was beautifully portrayed by the superb acting skills of Jensen Ackles. In my season 13 wishlist I said this:

“It probably goes without saying but MAN PAIN OVER CAS – I mean, I reckon we are gonna get a good helping of this. Maybe not immediate tears but its gonna be pretty damn angsty – if the promo’s are anything to go by. I basically want it to be UNDENIABLE in canon that CAS is the reason that Dean is so broken up and that BOTH brothers are seriously struggling with his death. It has to be OBVIOUS how important Cas was to them and how his death has affected them”

I think we can tick this one off. :)

Continues under the cut.

The grief was so intense, it left me with a constant ache in my heart that still hasn’t shifted as I write this. From the first moment, Dean’s face in this episode brought me both intense pain and also intense joy. Bless Jensen for being such an amazing actor.

LOOK AT THIS FACE

There was a lot of speculation over the summer that Dean would just snap, pull out his gun, and go to shoot Jack once it sunk in that Cas was actually dead, and that is EXACTLY what he does. But that isn’t what broke me, what broke me is just how OFTEN the audience is reminded that ultimately, even though others died as well, for Dean, it is ALL ABOUT CAS. (Nothing Else Matters after all).

In the now famous sneak peek car scene Dean can’t even say the words when it comes to Cas SPECIFICALLY. He can admit that Crowley is dead, that Kelly is Dead and that mom is gone, but Cas? Nope. He chokes on his words:

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Sam IS able to say the words. He can ask “Is Cas really dead?” Dean just growls “you know he is” and drives on. It is HEARTBREAKING.

The next moment we get that textualises the huge difference between Cas’s death and the other deaths for Dean is the moment during the fight with Miriam the angel when this wonderful exchange takes place:

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Now we don’t actually know what was going through Dean’s head at this moment, but Miriam calls him out on it anyway - whether or not she was able to read his mind or she just went for the obvious assumption we don’t know. But Miriam doesn’t mention Mary, she doesn’t mention Crowley. She only mentions Castiel. This is in contrast to Sam’s discussion with Jack about reopening the portal, which is easily interpreted as Sam thinking of ways to use Jack to get Mary back, because we can understand that OF COURSE that would be Sam’s primary motivation right now. Sam still has hope. Dean doesn’t - except for the split second in this scene when he does. He falls for Miriam’s words, and it makes her “Oh sweety” so much worse.

The angels are usually exposition for Cas’s feelings for Dean, but in this scene, in a somewhat similar way to the scene in 8x19 with Naomi, they are exposition of Dean’s feelings for Cas, in a theme that is constantly running throughout this episode.

Finally once all the action is over and the boys head back to the cottage with Jack we get ten minutes of the emotional, poignant and touching moments that this show has ever given us. Enough that once I started sobbing, I couldn’t stop. 

I love Sam’s careful questioning to Dean:

“Are you sure about this Dean? I mean its Cas. Ya know? Maybe we can bring him back? Like you said?”

“No we Cant”

“Chuck did, um God did, remember that? So maybe if, I dunno, if we prayed to him or…”

“You don’t think I’ve tried that?”

Before I even get into the beauty of Dean’s prayer, THIS right here is ONCE AGAIN proving HOW differently the brothers view Cas. Sam is asking these questions, rather than telling Dean. Because he know that Dean is the authority on all things Cas. He knows that whatever Dean decides, he is going to go along with it. We have had this same theme running throughout seasons 11 and 12. Sam always accepts Dean’s decision when it comes to Cas. Always.

And yet we still don’t textually have a reason for this. Dean continues to refer to Cas like his and Sam’s third brother. So why are the two not treated equally? Yet again we have been shown the difference between the brotherly love between Sam and Cas and the ??? love between Dean and Cas. One is not the same as the other.

DEAN’S PRAYER

This is where I started to tear up. Honestly…

FULL PRAYER: “Ok Chuck. Or God or whatever. I, I need your help. You see you left us. You left us. You went off… You said, you said the earth would be fine because it had me and it had Sam but it’s not.  And we’re not. We’ve lost everything. And now you’re gonna bring him back. You’re gonna bring back Cas, you’re gonna bring back mum your gonna bring em all back. All of em. Even Crowley. Because after everything that you’ve done you owe us you son of a bitch so you get your ass down here and you make this right. Right here. And Right now.”

“Please. Please help us.”

Now, see this is where I squeal because he said “We’ve lost Everything. And now you’re gonna bring him back.” Because this CLEARLY reads as Dean saying that Cas is EVERYTHING (which fits in nicely with the theme of “Nothing Else Matters” to Dean) and I know there has been some debate over whether it was actually “him” or whether it was “em” that he said, but since the official CW subtitles caption it as “him” I’m gonna assume they are correct. And anyway, it says a lot when the official PR team use this specific interpretation – almost like they wanted to make sure we knew exactly what Dean was saying. Hmmmm… I wonder why.

The fact that we then get the pause where he turns away from the camera, waiting for a sign, anything, and it feels almost like we are interfering. Dean is hiding from the camera in his moment of anguish, and we are made to feel hopeless in light of his pain.

To then see Dean smash up the sign on the door (which I will talk about more in my Signs, Symbols, Ships and Handprints part of the review), and just finally show the extent of his emotional anguish and grief is again so fantastic for anyone still doubting Dean’s absolute love and adoration for Castiel:

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This is a man who only prays in the most DIRE situations. Look at the desperation on his face. REVEL IN IT!

Moving on and honestly I didn’t think the episode could get more emotional than that prayer BUT I WAS WRONG. (Oh how much I underestimated Dabb when writing my wishlist!)

The way that Dean stands in that room, the high angle shot and the cinematography/lighting which makes it gloomy and almost sepia toned like all the colour has been drained out of Dean’s world. The way he looks both too small and too big for the room. Its sombre. Its silent. The atmosphere is drenched in sorrow. Its beautifully done.

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The way he removes the shroud and takes one last look. His own private way of saying goodbye. Its Dean’s micro expressions both here and throughout the episode that I ADORE because you can tell so easily that he IS fighting back tears almost constantly. It’s the jaw clenching, the swallowing down his pain, I was half expecting a Darcy hand clench to appear.

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His pain is so raw, so real, and so fucking heartbreaking. This is pain and grief for someone you deeply love on a whole other level. This is the pain of a lost spouse. Words can not describe how beautifully Jensen delivered these scenes. I don’t think I will ever be over just how intense this was to watch. I don’t think I will ever be able to watch it without crying.

We talked at our premier party about the significance of Dean wrapping Cas’s body. About how this is the first time such a thing has ever been shown (usually the show just cuts straight to the pyre). It’s a mark of serious respect to Castiel, as a beloved character on the show, and also, a nod to traditional ceremony’s in Jewish and Islamic cultures of the closest family members to the deceased preparing the body for burial. The fact that Dean does this on his own, without Sam, is also to highlight the difference in their relationships.

I stress again that Sam DOES see Cas as his brother. Because regardless of ridiculous arguments that try to state otherwise, Sam is not an asshole and made it clear last season that he too loved Cas deeply. So why is Dean doing all the work? Because Dean is not Cas’s brother. He is his freaking husband. He’s acting like a widow throughout this entire episode.  He is playing the dutiful spouse. In deep mourning, fighting back tears whilst he says goodbye to the love of his life.

(I’m crying again FYI)

But then even all THAT isn’t enough for Andrew Dabb. Oh no. He had to hit us with even FURTHER angst with the pyre scene and Sam’s heart breaking speech of goodbye:

“Thank you. You say thank you. And you say you’re sorry. You hope they’re somewhere without sadness and pain. You hope they’re somewhere better. You say goodbye.”

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And in that moment Sam Winchester stomped all over my already beaten heart

Because this really was a send of to Cas. Yes Sam was talking about all of them, and we lost A LOT of great characters in season 12, and this was the writers way of paying respect to all those characters, but ultimately, like how he was at the forefront of Dean’s mind the entire episode, he was so very present throughout all of this, and the respect and love shown to Cas in this episode by the characters, the writers, the show creators... I’m in utter awe. It’s so much more than I could ever have asked for.

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“Goodbye Cas”

And Dean just put in the final blow.

Once again though Cas is at the forefront of Dean’s mind. He comes first. That makes three times in this episode that Dean has listed out their fallen family. Every time though, Cas is separated from the others. Cas’s loss is on a different level to Mary and Crowley and Kelly.

Kelly was a victim, but her loss wouldn’t gravely hurt Dean

Crowley was an ally/nemesis who was sometimes something more. His loss gave Dean conflicted feelings.

Mary was their mother and that one would have hurt deeply. But Mary’s death was already an old wound, a new person in their lives who they didn’t really know. They were only starting to know her. Their grief over her will be strong indeed, but its not the same.

Cas was the loss that buried deep. Cas’s loss has broken Dean. Dabb has made it absolutely undeniably clear that Cas’s death is the focus of this episode, even when not directly mentioned (more on that later). And that Dean’s love for Cas is the very central theme of this entire season. Nothing Else Matters after all. Not for Dean. Not any more.

Thanks for reading! In part 2 I will explore the introduction of Jack and the narrative mirrors surrounding him in the premier. Watch this space.

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[atruewinchesterlife]

Winchester sister.

You never really felt like a proper sister to sam and dean, they never treat you the same as they do each other. They patch each other up, they put them selfs in danger to protect the other. Hell they would even die for each other and they have several times but not for you, you always seem to be sat in back ground forgotten about, left to patch you self up after hunts, to watch them sacrifice them selfs for each other. You always wonder if its because of something you did one day, maybe it was because they blamed your dads death on you, or maybe just because you were born from a different women to them, breaking what little they had left of a normal family. But you never felt more alone and hurt than you do now, you are currently left laying on the floor of a dirty basement alone, in pain, bleeding and slipping in and out of consciousness.

*2 hours earlier* You, Sam and Dean are now in the basement that you tracked the nest of vampires that you were hunting to. There is about five or six of them that you know of but there are four in the nest now. Sam is fighting of one of them, Dean another, when you see one come charging at you, you try fighting back but another creeps up behind you and hits you in the head. After pulling your self back up of the floor one of them throws you across the room into a beam causing a great pain. You can see Dean had cut of the head of the one he was struggling with but instead of helping you with the two vamps that were closing in on you again he went over to help Sam. Before you could shout for help you felt one stepping on your wrist the other on your ankle, slowly adding more pressure so you can feel you bones starting to crack under it. Letting out the loudest scream you ever thought possible, hoping that it would at least get your brothers attention but they don’t even look at you, you can see then finish of the last vampsand then leave the basement with out you, patting each other on the back for doing well, leaving you behind.

*2 hours after* You’re not sure how you you’ve been laid here but after you saw your brothers leaving you behind, one more vampire returned and bit you drinking some of your blood causing you to pass out. When you came round they weren’t there anymore, they probably thought they’d done enough to kill you. You’re starting to think they might have done, you can feel yourself getting weaker. Knowing that you left your phone behind in the impala, so that it wouldn’t get broken. You don’t know what else to do, you never liked asking for help, it made you feel weak, but what else can you do right now. With tears running down your face, even that causing you pain, you start praying for cas. Just when you feel the darkness taking over you again you see cas, here to help you.

Before you know it you at in the bunker, in cas’s arms he moves you over to the big comfy chair, just after healing you your brothers turn up. “Hey cas.” They both greet the angel. Castiel can feel the anger start to rise in him even more, how could they just ignore you like that. “Hey! Are you kidding me! Do you not see your sister she is in so much pain i can feel it from her! That is after i have healed her, she was dying When she called begging me for help, i found her on the brink of death!! Do you want to know what injuries she had, she had a broken ankle and wrist and ribs, almost a broken back! Along with a large wound to her head which she was bleeding out from! Oh and them vampires drank her blood! And you just left her there, what makes you think that you can do this to your sister!!” He can see they guilty look on the brothers face, but at this point, guilt wasn’t enough. “We didn’t realise, we were caught up in the adrenaline from the hunt. I feel awful now.” Sam says to the angel, while dean just stands there silent, with a straight look on his face, making castiel start talking again. “To right you should feel bad. What about you dean, do you just not care about her at all, because thats what she thinks, what did she ever do to you. Do you know what she thinks, she thinks that you hate her for been born, for having the same dad as you. She thinks that her very existence ruined your lives and you hate for it.” “I dont hate her.” Dean whispers finally making eye contact with angel. “Well maybe you can show that some times. Im going to take her to her bed and let her rest while i go check whats happening in heaven. Do you think, for the next few hours till i come back you can keep checking thats shes still alive, you know, if you don’t forget.” Castiel tells them before leaving to your room while carrying you. The brothers have never heard cas talk to them, or anyone, like that before but they knew they deserved it.

When you wake you, you find your self in your bed still in pain but nowhere near as much as before. Taking note to thank cas later, you start thinking about what to do now, deciding that its best for every on if you left, you start packing your bag. They probably wont even notice your gone, let alone miss you, but it will hurt you less if your not near them just for them to ignore you. The winchesters have always said family came first and with your dad that was true, but with your brothers not so much , its just them. You’ve always heard your brother tell people ‘family don’t end in blood and doesn’t start there either’ to everyone he tried welcoming into your family, even the king of hell. But with you thats obviously not the case because you are blood but clearly not family to them. Just like your other brother Adam, you’ve never been able to forget about him, he was your third big brother, but you were just a kid there was nothing you could do to help him. They just forgot about him, another sibling they never think about, as long as they have each other no one else matters. You’re just about finished packing up your stuff, not that its much, just enough to fill one bag. When your thoughts are interrupted by someone opening the door. Not even bothering to hide your bag you zip it up and get your jacket. “Hey, what are you doing.” You hear sams soft voice ask, making a familiar comfort come over you, almost make your change your mind. You turn to look at him dean stood beside him blocking the door way. you feel the tears build up in your eyes, not wanting to leave, but knowing you have to. “What does it look like, I’m leaving, you don’t even notice I’m here most of time. And based on whats happened today, you clearly wont miss me.” “Thats not true Y/N, yes we get too caught up in thinking about each other, it was always just me and sam thats how we were brought up. But that’s no excuse your our little sister, dad wouldn’t want you going of by your self. Your our family.” Dean almost pleads with you. “Your right dad wouldn’t want me going of by myself, but he also wouldn’t want you treating me like this. Making me sit by while you two die over and over again for each other and then leaving me to die alone! So don’t you dare tell me what dad would want! I am only your sister when you want me to be, when you need my help getting stitched up or to help on a difficult hunt. Do you know how many times before today that I’ve needed your help and you haven’t been there! Just like you weren’t for Adam.” You start letting all your feelings out. “You’ve hated me since i was born for ruining what you had left of a family, So just forget about me completely, just like you have him.” Your cry unable to stop you sobs anymore. Your brothers have tears running down there faces to, a very rare sight. You try walking past them but Sam pulls you into his arms hugging you and not letting go. “Im so sorry Y/N, we both are we love you. Please dont leave, i know what we’ve done should never be forgiven. And we do still think about Adam but there is nothing we can do to help him, I’m so sorry. We don’t hate you at all you are our little sister and we are so sorry we treated you like this. I know dad would be so disappointed in us and we don’t deserve to be forgiven but please try, please. We would both end up dead without you here.” You hear sam sobbing, unsure of when Dean joined the hug, you can feel both there tears on you shoulder “Please Y/N ,one more chance, please. We promise. Please” dean begs, which is something you’ve never heard before, not even when sam left for college. “Okay one more, but if you break those promises i am gone because i cant keep living like this” you give in still wanting to stay in the safety of your brothers company again.

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Sorry if this is bad, this my first time posting my own writing.

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