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tameodesza · 5 months

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To All the Men Shawn's Ever Loved

Headcanon about Shawn’s dating history in some random AU in my head, lol. Inspired by this post by @piratewithvigor about Shawn and his 5 boyfriends 🤭

Marty: 7 years ―୨୧⋆ ˚

Shawn dated around a lot in his youth, but Marty was his first long-term serious relationship

They met at the start of their careers before teaming together in smaller promotions. Marty chased after Shawn rigorously, the blond being hard to get.

It wasn’t that Shawn didn’t find Marty attractive, but he’d made a promise to his brothers that he’d never date a wrestler. They didn’t have the best track record in relationships, and Shawn’s older brothers didn’t want him to get his heart broken. If only he’d listened.

Marty eventually won Shawn over with how sweet he was, and how interested he seemed to learn about Shawn rather than deducing him to just a pretty face. They took things slow and Shawn finally said yes to the idea of a relationship after Marty had kissed him after leaving a show.

Things were pretty good in the first few years, but the relationship eventually became super toxic, especially around the time Shawn began to gain more popularity and success than Marty.

But they still tried to make it work, Shawn more so than Marty, because of how long they’d been together. Shawn wasn’t willing to give up so easily on a man he considered the love of his life.

But love wasn’t enough to combat their constant relationship problems �� trust issues, jealousy, fighting, cheating, etc.

After another pointless argument, Shawn had enough and asked for a break.

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Kevin: 3 years ―୨୧⋆ ˚

Shawn wasn’t used to being a single man, and after meeting Kevin, his “break” with Marty swiftly turned into an official breakup.

Shawn was attracted to Kevin the moment he saw him on WCW in that ridiculous Oz gimmick. When Kevin came to the WWF, everything just seemed to click between them. They got along well, Kevin didn’t care about the heat Shawn had backstage, and they seemed to have the same sense of humor with Kevin being just as goofy as Shawn.

Kevin had only been there for two weeks before they got together, Shawn determined to scoop him up before someone else could. Being with Kevin was the freest Shawn felt in ages. It was definitely an adjustment to go from his previous relationship to someone who was so laid back, gentle, caring, loving, and protective in a non-possessive way.

Kevin helped to build back up the confidence that Marty had torn down. He was the perfect man for Shawn and it should’ve been a perfect relationship. But in true Shawn Michaels fashion, nothing could ever be that simple.

Despite being with a man that treated him better, Shawn carried over the toxic traits he’d learned from his previous relationship with Marty and basically self-sabotaged his relationship with Kevin. Their problems usually stemmed from Shawn’s lies, jealousy, and trust issues. Which eventually progressed to him picking fights with Kevin just to get a reaction out of the man.

But Kevin was nothing like Marty, and he was too mature and level headed to fall for Shawn’s antics, which only seemed to make Shawn angrier. But Kevin had learned not to feed into the anger, knowing that Shawn would eventually cool off and apologize before crawling into his awaiting arms.

Their relationship reached a boiling point when Kevin told Shawn he was leaving for WCW. Shawn barely registered Kevin’s explanation before he was yelling at the man, saying he was selfish, that he was abandoning him, that Kevin didn’t love him and was only chasing after Scott.

That caused Kevin to lose his cool, his frustrations spilling over as he cursed out Shawn, offended that the blond would question his love for him and insinuate something between him and Scott. The argument ended with Kevin calling Shawn clingy, which was more of an honest observation than an insult, and Shawn telling him to go fuck himself. Who was Kevin to call him clingy? He’d show him clingy, alright.

That night sealed the fate of their relationship when Shawn did the unthinkable and cheated on Kevin with none other than the hitman, Bret Hart.

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Bret: 1 year ―୨୧⋆ ˚

My fav ship, but they don’t have a happy ending in this timeline 😭 (sorry hartbreak fans!)

Marty and Shawn’s relationship walked so Bret and Shawn’s could run, both men being equally as toxic but somewhat addicted to each other.

Their relationship had not-so-humble beginnings that spawned from Shawn’s infidelity. And what started from sex eventually grew into an unhealthy codependent relationship with both men using each other to fill some kind of void, Bret fresh from a divorce and Shawn still heartbroken from Kevin dumping him.

It may have been Shawn’s shortest relationship, but it was hands down the most intense relationship he’d experienced on so many levels.

The love was intense, both men love bombing each other as soon as they were official, quick to let everyone know the other was off limits. Bret specifically made it his mission to show excessive PDA with Shawn whenever Kevin was around, and he continued to do so up until Kevin left for WCW. Shawn was often unaware, just happy to receive Bret’s affection.

Their fights were intense, others often thinking the two would kill each other if someone didn’t step in. They’d gotten kicked out of hotel rooms on multiple occasions due to noise complaints or damage that had been done due to one of them throwing shit around the room. Many of their fights had centered around Kevin, Bret’s jealousy leading him to believe that Shawn was still in love with the man, and Shawn’s annoyance at Bret constantly bringing up his ex.

And best, or worst depending on how you look at it, was that the sex was intense. Shawn had been introduced to so many new kinks, toys, and sex positions because of Bret, and his orgasms were unlike anything he’d ever experienced, the blond often coming multiple times before Bret’s climax. Shawn found that the sex was best when they were mad at each other, thus beginning his unhealthy obsession with riling up Bret, leading to an explosive fight and the most erotic hate sex. It was almost as good as the passionate makeup sex that followed.

Overall, sex was really what kept each other coming back. But beyond their attraction, there wasn’t any substance to the relationship. They hadn’t learned anything important about each other like birthdays, favorite colors, likes/dislikes, etc., which one could say led to many of their arguments because they didn’t really have a good understanding of each other.

Shawn made the mistake many times of comparing Bret to Kevin because, honestly, he’d never gotten over the man. And deep down, he wished to work things out with him, but Kevin had made it very clear that he wanted nothing to do with Shawn after what he’d done.

So he settled for what he could get, but Bret wasn’t Kevin. He didn’t have Kevin’s patience and wasn’t one to tiptoe around his words to protect Shawn’s feelings.

But just like with his relationship with Marty, Shawn was hesitant to rip the band aid off despite how bad things had gotten between them. He’d grown accustomed to dysfunction, and he’d much rather put up with that than being alone.

The relationship only ended when Shawn got a taste of his own medicine. They say you lose him how you get him, and those words were never truer when Shawn found out that Bret had cheated on him with Sunny.

No surprise, the breakup was messy. Bret and Shawn had argued in front of the whole locker room, almost getting into a fight before Hunter and Chyna pulled Shawn away. But Shawn was a spiteful man and wasn’t going to let that be the last of it.

He keyed Bret’s car in the parking lot and threw a brick through the driver’s side window as an added bonus. Bret didn’t find out about it until the end of the show when leaving the arena. He was pissed and this led to him and Shawn actually fighting in the bathroom backstage the next week, Bret ripping out a few strands of Shawn’s hair in the process.

But Shawn got the last laugh in Montreal when Bret was screwed out of the WWF title.

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Undertaker: 4 years ―୨୧⋆ ˚

Shawn was as a broken man after his breakup with Bret, and even more so after the screwjob. Aside from DX, no one in the locker room wanted anything to do with him regardless of him telling people he wasn’t involved in screwing Bret out of the title (a lie no one believed).

It was the loneliest he’d felt in some time and certainly the longest he’d gone being single, which he had a hard time dealing with. Being the third wheel of Hunter and Chyna certainly didn’t help.

Undertaker had gained the same disdain towards Shawn as many of the guys had after the screwjob, steering clear of the blond at all costs. But he was also a professional and was willing to put his pride aside to do his job. So when Vince came to him about a possible feud with Shawn and a casket match, Undertaker agreed to it, albeit begrudgingly.

Ironically, their relationship began after Undertaker had injured Shawn’s back on that casket.

He felt absolutely devastated after hearing of Shawn’s upcoming back surgery that was a result of the casket clipping his back. When the words ‘career-ending injury’ began floating around, he felt sick to his stomach from guilt, blaming himself for the accident.

After Shawn’s surgery, Undertaker sent numerous ‘get well soon’ cards and flowers to Shawn’s hospital room. Shawn initially thought it was from his family or Hunter, but the cards never identified a sender. It wasn’t until Undertaker visited him in the hospital, the only wrestler outside of Shawn’s friends to come see him, that everything came together.

Undertaker was expecting to receive anger, insults, a spew of curses, anything other than the appreciative smile Shawn gave him when he sat at his bedside. The conversation was light, pleasant even, ending with Shawn telling Undertaker not to blame himself for his injury. He didn’t blame him, so the dead man shouldn’t do the same.

The visits became more frequent and once Shawn was released from the hospital, Undertaker had even taken some time off the road to look after Shawn in Texas. It was during that time at Shawn’s home that they officially got together.

Being with Undertaker was vastly different than Shawn’s previous partners. It was almost a bit odd being with a man that was so thoughtful, yet also not afraid to call Shawn out on his shit. Undertaker had a very no-nonsense demeanor that Shawn respected and was drawn to.

At that point in his life, Shawn was done playing games, no longer interested in the drama of relationships. He didn’t want to pick fights or throw hissy fits. He wanted something easy. Simple. And that’s what they had.

During his time with Undertaker, Shawn had matured the most. Undertaker helped him better understand his emotions, reflect on his past, and realize what wanted in life going forward. It may have also helped that Shawn was completely sober due to him taking medication, which Undertaker made sure he wasn’t misusing.

Undertaker was very instrumental in helping Shawn train to go back to the WWF, now WWE, in 2002. A lot had changed in Shawn’s absence, and he was honestly insecure and a little bit scared to return. He didn’t know if the fans would even care about him returning. And he knew a few of the boys backstage wouldn’t be happy. But Undertaker was always there to kiss away his worries, ensuring him that everything would be ok. They would be together, and he wouldn’t let anything bad happen to Shawn.

Shawn didn’t know their relationship could get any stronger, but it surely did after his return to the company. For the first time, Shawn was able to see what it was like to have a healthy relationship on the road. Undertaker didn’t question him of his whereabouts backstage or hover over him at the bar. He trusted Shawn and Shawn trusted him, knowing that they’d always end the night in each other’s arms at the hotel.

They broke up some time in 2004. The breakup was amicable, and there were no cars keyed in the parking lot this time. Shawn wanted to take some time to focus on himself and his career, which Taker completely understood as they’d both been putting their career over their relationship. Undertaker also needed to focus on his own personal issues, especially with his brother Kane. As much as he didn’t want to admit it, it was best for Shawn’s safety for them to be apart for the time being.

As mutual as the decision was, it was still a painful breakup for the two. They really loved each other, and always would, but they had their own paths in life that didn’t seem to involve each other at the moment. They figured if it was meant to be, they’d find each other again.

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Hunter: 2006 - Present ―୨୧⋆ ˚

To be honest Shawn should’ve seen this one coming.

Hunter had been Shawn’s best friend since 1996. He thought Shawn was the most beautiful man he’d ever seen when he first met him, and he’d almost made a move on the blond until he learned that Shawn was dating Kevin. Hunter settled on being good friends with Shawn and began dating Chyna shortly after.

As he and Shawn grew into best friends, his interest in the shorter man never wavered. Unfortunately for him, he never had an opportunity to pursue Shawn in their younger years as either he or Shawn always seemed to be in a relationship while the other was single.

And the one time that they were both single, they weren’t on speaking terms. They’d gotten into a heated argument where Shawn called Hunter a backstabbing friend and accused him of using him to get to the top. Hunter was fed up with taking the brunt of Shawn’s anger and they both didn’t speak to each other for over a year after that.

Surprisingly, it was Kevin that reunited the two, encouraging Hunter to talk to Shawn and hear him out. After hearing about Shawn’s injury and back surgery, Kevin was quick to call the blond, concerned about his well-being. Though they hadn’t ended on good terms, he would always care for him.

They’d kept in touch sparingly since then and through their short conversations, Kevin learned of Shawn’s falling out with Hunter. Shawn was a stubborn man and Kevin knew that no matter how sorry Shawn sounded over the phone, Hunter would need to make the first move to fix their friendship. And after learning how sorry Shawn was, that’s what Hunter did.

He still held a bit of anger towards Shawn, but he missed him. And after a tearful reunion, their friendship was back even stronger, and so was his feelings for the blond. Feelings that had never left. But Hunter soon learned it was too late to pursue anything as Shawn had been dating Undertaker.

So just as he had in 1996, Hunter settled on being a good best friend to Shawn. And he was ok with that. They had so much to catch up on, and Hunter was just happy to have his buddy back.

Shawn and Hunter didn’t get together until 2006 after DX reunited. They’d already been close after rekindling their friendship but being DX once again and constantly being surrounded by each other while also never getting sick of the other really solidified their feelings for one another. That and the kiss Shawn gave Hunter on New Year’s Eve.

For the first time, Shawn felt confident as he went into his relationship with Hunter. He was in a better headspace, had matured, and instead of carrying over toxic traits of past relationships, he carried over the lessons he’d learned over the years, determined to make this relationship last because he not only cared for Hunter as a lover but as a best friend. He’d already built up an immense amount of love for the man, and he didn’t want to ruin their relationship again. Also, Shawn was getting up there in age and was ready to settle down.

Being with Hunter made Shawn wish he’d made the decision sooner. They just got each other. Many times Shawn wouldn’t need to say anything, just give Hunter a look and the man would know what he was thinking.

Hunter was always so tender with him, probably afraid that Shawn would break or revert to his old ways at the slightest hiccup, which Shawn wasn’t going to allow to happen.

Shawn loved that Hunter was very affectionate, always touching him in some kind of way whether it’s holding his hand, hugging him every chance he got, playing with his hair, or tugging on his pocket to bring him closer.

Their fights were minimal, or at least they fought the least out of any of Shawn’s relationships. But when they did fight, it wasn’t the usual screaming matches Shawn was accustomed to. They talked to each other calmly with level heads, both hearing each other out before making a point. And they’d always end the conversation with a hug and an ‘I love you.’

Shawn’s sure Hunter’s the one after the man gets injured in 2007. Seeing Hunter in the hospital in so much pain and not being able to do anything about it broke Shawn.

He took time off the road to help Hunter with his injury, much like Undertaker had done for him. Being with Hunter every day so close in such an intimate setting of Hunter’s Connecticut home made Shawn realize he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him. And any man that could make Shawn endure the cold Connecticut winters deserved his heart.

The proposal was impromptu, Shawn whipping out the ring after Hunter’s physical therapy session. It was bittersweet, more sweet than bitter, since Hunter wanted to be the one to propose first. He’d been planning on doing it and would have done it sooner had it not been for his injury.

But as he looked into Shawn’s beautiful teary blue eyes, he said yes, of course, and they were married on New Year’s Eve of that year, sharing the same kiss that started their relationship.

Looking back on the past, as painful as it was, Shawn wished he could thank all of the men he’d ever loved for teaching him how to love and helping him grow into the husband he was today.

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seahydra · 2 months

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🐍 cybergoth summary post 🦇

I'm not kidding when I say this is long. This is all just early relationship backstory for the most part. Sorry for any cringe. I love you.

LAZARUS, strange thing that she is, is abruptly sent to Hell one morning. Not dead yet; it was because she had apparently "applied" to be part of an "exchange program" at an academy full of demons. She does not recall ever applying to this in the first place, and certainly doesn't want to go back to school again, but she figures it's best not to object for now.

He has the details explained to him a bit less in-detail than he would like and is sent to the house where he'll be living in for the rest of the year until the program is over. He has. Six roommates. He's so fucking mad.

While the demon assigned to be her "guardian" (Mammon) is in the middle of talking about something she's not really paying attention to, they're both interrupted by another person entering the room, clearly already pissed off. This is Leviathan. Seeing Lazarus seems to give him an idea 💡 (bad) - and he promptly drags her off to his room.

Now, in her room... Lazarus is absolutely fascinated by it. It's aquatic. There's a bathtub full of blankets in there- her bed? She has a computer with 4 monitors. There is so much anime merch and some of it is of series that he recognizes and loves dearly.

Levi's room makes her feel a little bit hopeful. She'd been worried about not being able to adjust to a new place, about being friendless and needing to hide her interests, as usual... but there was a fellow nerd right here! Perhaps she could at least connect with one person?

So he thinks, anyway. But when he mentions also being into the same things Levi is, she immediately shuts that down.

"Yeah, right. Don't try and relate to me, you liar. I know how you normies work- you want to try and act like you're best friends with the weird outcast so you can use everything I tell you against me later!"

And, well, it's not like Lazarus doesn't understand that fear. That's literally happened to her. But the sting of rejection and the anger at an implication that she's some kind of poser causes her to storm out of his room without another word. Levi never gets to tell her what his plan for her was.*

The relationship between those two was strained for weeks afterwards. Whenever one would enter a room, the other would get up and leave. Only interacting with each other if they were somehow required to. Clearly, they don't care for each other very much.

...Even so, Lazarus feels a strange pull whenever he thinks about Levi. Despite his disdain for her and her gatekeeping, he still feels some desire to try and at least understand her a little more. He's not sure why. Maybe it's just because he stubbornly doesn't want to give up on his initial hope of being friends with her... but regardless.

She remembers a bunch of books on Levi's shelf that'd caught her eye the first (and last) time she'd been in his room. Some 138-volume fantasy series: The Tale of the Seven Lords (further referred to as TSL because I'm Not Typing All That). Being no stranger to long fantasy stories with convoluted lore, she decides to get into it.

It's a good series. He likes it a lot. Like, a lot. Seriously. She finishes reading the entire series (+ watches the movies, the animated series, even the god-awful theatrical version) in near record time. It's when he's rereading one of the novels in the living room that Levi catches him and is, well, kind of mad about it.

"Is that-? No way, you CAN'T be... you have to be trying to suck up to me or something, right? Or maybe you're doing this to spite me.. yeah, that sounds more like you. You're probably not even actually READING it-"

"This is my second read through the series."

"Liar."

Lazarus is irritated that he still refuses to believe her, but this interaction was also the most he's spoken to her since their first meeting, so she'll take it. Actually, she wants to take it a bit further: since it seems like he takes anyone liking the same things he does as a personal threat, she figures she'll give him a real one.

So, she challenges him to a trivia contest.

It's a terribly irresponsible idea and he knows it. But, Lazarus hopes there's even the slightest chance that this could all result in loser girl recognizing him as a kindred spirit and them becoming something like friends. NOT like he cares about that anymore, though. It's just no good being on such tense terms with someone you live with. That's all!

Day of the trivia contest. I will be honest. As much as she loved TSL, Lazarus knows she doesn't even come CLOSE to having the same level of investment in it that Levi does. So, she had to pull... a few strings, by asking one of her fellow students for help. That is to say- the match is rigged it's fucking rigged she pulls out a super rare one-of-a-kind piece of merch that Levi doesn't have.

And he's PISSED about it.

"The idea that someone like YOU could be a bigger TSL fan than me, it's- No... no, I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIIIIS!"

The room dissolves into chaos. Several hours later, in the guest bedroom- his bedroom- Lazarus reflects back on everything. Leviathan had just tried to kill him. Shifted into her demon form and everything. It was terrifying.

But she was so... So cuuuuuuuute!

She KNOWS she shouldn't feel that way, but! Once she'd had time to recover from the initial shock of it all, she realizes that perhaps Levi was a lot more interesting than she'd originally thought. The passion! His super cool horns that kind of looked like antlers- no, coral maybe? Anyway, she's kind of left in awe. And then she gets a text message.

Leviathan asks him to meet her in the planetarium. Quickly hiding any evidence of the fact that he was just kicking his feet giggling, he makes his way over. Levi gives him a (very half-hearted, but at least she tried) apology for the incident, and Lazarus speaks without thinking.

"I was impressed by you. Back there, I mean. I'd like to get to know you a little better- why not be my friend?"

"What?! Did you say friends? You and me...?! A-A-Are you... Are you out of your mind?! You know I just tried to attack you, right?"

He knows.

"And if Lucifer hadn't intervened, you'd be dead right now. You realize that, right? I mean, that literally JUST happened."

Yeah, he knows.

"Also... be my friend? Seriously? What are we, on the playground or something? Are you 5?! Who actually walks up to someone and asks them that? Could you BE any lamer?!"

Come on man you had to critique the word choice too?? But Levi's very obviously flustered, which means maybe he doesn't hate the idea THAT much?

"So, is that a no?"

"Whaaaaa-?! Are you even listening to me? Of course it's a no! I... Hey, wait, don't just leave!!!"

Hesitantly, groaning and complaining about it every other sentence in an attempt to seem like the mere idea of making a friend physically pains her, Levi agrees to put their past gripes with each other aside.

"BUT! This doesn't mean we're, like, comrades, though! So don't go getting the wrong idea. It's not like I'm gonna start hanging out with you every day or anything."

So they actually do end up hanging out every day lol. Lmao even.

It takes a minute for Levi to warm up to her, as he's never really had a true friend before. Plus, well... His self-loathing makes it a difficult to believe that anyone could really like him.

But Lazarus is persistent. He's annoyingly persistent. Yet, it makes her so happy... she can't explain these weird feelings she starts to get about him, this desire to somehow be even closer to the one she already calls her best friend- without actually dating him, because that's not what she wants.

It's only when Lazarus off-handedly compares the two of them to a pair of characters in TSL one day that Levi finally starts to understand his actual feelings.

"Hey. Don't you think we're kind of a lot like Henry and the Lord of Shadow?"

"Huuuh?! I mean, I see the individual similarities, but do you mean... relationship-wise?"

"Mhm. You yourself are always going off about their intimate and unbreakable bond. That's kind of what we have, isn't it?"

"I guess so? Their relationship is sorta weird... Like, I wouldn't say they're in love exactly, but they're still kind of... ugh, I dunno. Their scenes just feel different. Something beyond."

"I get it. Henry is friends with all the other lords, too... but his friendships with them aren't anywhere close to the thing he has going on with the Lord of Shadow."

"Right! You get it! We're totally on the same page!"

Lazarus smiles a little.

"That we are. I'm happy to be friends with you, Levi."

* - It's because of this that Lazarus doesn't get to form a pact with Mammon. Actually she doesn't have pacts with anyone except for Levi (which she doesn't get immediately after the competition either. That comes some time later. When they trust each other more)

I have another OC (who's a relative of his. My special boy) that takes care of the pact-making. But Lazarus is still the one that gets into the attic yes.

Anyway it takes a bit of further soul searching, googling, and finding exactly one astonishingly well written QPR Henry/Lord of Shadow fanfic for Levi to learn the specific term for what she's experiencing but. There's that! I don't think they ever ask each other to be partners it just kind of naturally happens.

Also I have playlists.

🎵 [General ship playlist] + [Levi's POV] + [Laz's POV]

#❥ the prince and the little mermaid #first divider cr to cafekitsune :]#Its weird writing a fic thats like not really a fic. Or something. So I feel like this is a bit awkwardly written but ITS OK its ok 👍#you can reblog only if you promise to be really niceys.#cg lore

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pinkvaquita · 3 months

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The sad moon

♡ Pairing: Sea Fairy x Moonlight

♡ Flavor: Angst

♡ Warning: None <3

♡ Author’s note: Let's FUCKINGGO LESBIANS

♡ Aqui tienes la version en español

Do you want to hear a story?

They say that the ice tower in the middle of the sea, no matter how hard the waves hit it, has never melted even a little. She has always stood tall. Although I think you already knew that, right?

The people who spend their days and nights at this site have heard at least once in their lives a version of the story behind the mysterious tower in the middle of the sea. I have sometimes heard sailors tell it on nights when the tide is calm, nights where between boredom and the lullaby of the tide, that story as old as they are returns to their minds.

But I think almost no one has ever heard what the story was like for her.

No, I'm not talking about the woman at the top of the tower. I mean who she wanted to reach.

I don't blame them, the moon is almost always too far away to be able to tell how she felt the night this tragedy occurred. It's brutally ironic. That same remoteness was what led the events to happen as they did.

Even when you see the tower from afar, some swear they can feel it. Feel the agonizing loneliness. The unbearable need to achieve something that was impossible even for someone outside of mortals. Those who see her at high points even swear they can feel what she felt when that cruel twist of fate occurred. Oh she was so close to touching the stars, and just when she had the sky at her fingertips, the cold invaded her without letting her escape.

Can people when they travel through the sky feel in their hearts what the moon suffered while it passed before them?

The confusion of seeing a tiny dot in the sea stir, becoming more defined at an unimaginable speed. Understanding that she was that woman of the sea who looked at her from a distance every night with melancholic longing. Her surprise at seeing so much conviction in one person.

And the sadness, the horror of seeing her petrify. Without being able to do anything but be stuck in heaven as a witness of what someone was capable of doing when they went crazy with love.

How could something as beautiful as love cause so much pain? It was no longer just the pain in his heart from the day she lost her in life. It was that those glances into the distance ended up turning the almighty sea into someone who only lived and existed for the bright moon above her. Nothing else existed for her.

It is also not known how sad the moon was when it saw the havoc that remained from a romance that never was. Seeing how the inhabitants of what was once the almighty sea fell one after another, how entire cities crumbled before their eyes. Knowing that there was only one culprit behind that, and that that culprit was made into a statue for who knows how much longer.

Neither mermaids, nor fish, nor sailors or any other being that should be under her protection. Nothing was more important. She let all of that fall by the wayside because of being madly in love with someone who could barely even look back at her.

And for what? What good did that do for her? Now she is trapped and her people who knows how many years ago perished thanks to it.

No one ever heard the guilt of the moon. The guilt that she carries and carries on her every night, and will continue to carry until she feels like she has paid for the crime that was falling in love.

That is why she is the loyal trust of ships lost at sea. That is why its light pierces the crystalline waters and illuminates everything it can beneath them.

And that's why the tower in the middle of the sea has that special glow every night for as long as we can remember. She watches over her from the clouds, waiting with her same patience and characteristic wisdom for the day when someone will free her beloved from the prison that they themselves unintentionally caused.

#let's admit it people #SEA FAIRY IS SUCH A FUCKING RECKLESS SIMP #We love patetic lesbians that destroyed whole kingdoms because they were in love #seamoon is sucj a tragedy and I love it #seamoon #sea fairy cookie #sea fairy x moonlight #moonlight cookie #crk fanfic #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #crk #cr kingdom #dividers by cafekitsune

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qsmpbutua · 9 months

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Шпигував за Роєром і Целбітом

Максо розповів йому про ситуацію з Кукуручо

Виступив з промовою на передвиборчій вечері

Розповів Целбіту, Максо і Роєру про зникнення Пака і Майка.

Обговорив з Максо ЕлКвакіті

Запропонував Максо допомогу

🔵| Целбіт

З'ясував все, що відбувалося на острові за його відсутності

Боровся проти кодів

Зіткнувся з ЕлКвакіті

Почув розмову Максо та ЕлКвакіті

Дізнався про зникнення Пака і Майка

Допитав Фуліша

Знайшов повідомлення з координатами

🔵| ТейзерКрафт

Готувався до вечері.

Майк розповів Фіту свій секрет

Показав ЕлКвакіті будинок Волтера Вайта [з серіалу "Пуститися берега"]

Майк знову зустрівся зі своїм братом Слаймом

Майк виступив з промовою на передвиборчій вечері

Бачив, як з'явилися коди

Майк поміняв Джеіден імідж

Його заарештували

🔵 | Французька!

🔵| Етоілс

Виступив з промовою на передвиборчій вечері

Був загнаний у кут кодами та боровся з ними разом з Філзою та Бедом

Пояснив Слайму, що таке “Sweeping Edge bug”… на жаль

Ненавмисно спостерігав за зустріччю Ордену Масок

🔵| Ейп'єр

Прийшов на передвиборчу вечерю і пригостив всіх вином

Поставив свою машину біля місця проведення заходу і випустив купу ґеґів під час Ґеґової промови

Показав Слайму свою статую Ґеґа та генератор ґеґів

Поговорив з Бедом про зв'язки Фуліша з Федерацією

🔵 | Іспанська!

🔵 | Роєр

З Целбітом підслухав цікаву розмову

З Целбітом поїхав за книгами

Пішов на нові координати з Целбітом та Річасом, щоб знайти більше книг

🔵 | Максо

Відвідав Кукуручо

Поділився з Роєром своїм досвідом перебування у в'язниці

ЕлКвакіті зробив йому невимушене попередження про напад у Gordinho Gostosinho…

Зізнався у всьому ЕлКвакіті посварившись з ним…

🔵 | ЕлКвакіті

Відвідали Красті-Краба та інші споруди ТейзерКрафта

Розпитав Maксо про те, що сталося на співбесіді

Розповів Слаймсіклу свої секрети та попросив його про допомогу

Вислухав зізнання Максо посварившись

🔵 | Англійська!

🔵 | Бед

Відвідав передвиборчу вечерю

Створював теорії з Максо про Федерацію та Фуліша

Спілкувалися та проводили час з Фулішем

Боровся з кодами

🔵 | Слайм

Відвідав передвиборчу вечерю

Боровся з кодами та був серйозно поранений

Розкрив товаришам своє секретне ім'я

Сказав ЕлКвакіті, що Ґеґа більше немає

Ейп’єр показав йому статую Ґеґа

Відвідав офіс Целбіта, щоб послухати допит

🔵 | Філза

Досліджував деякі підземелля, використовуючи нову зброю.

Проводив час з Фітом, Етоілсом та Ейп’єром

Побував у в'язниці.

Бився з кодами

Розповів яйцям історії перед сном

🔵 | Фіт

Привітав Пака з днем народження

Пак і Майк показали йому нові конструкції Арени

Зробив новий, багато потужніший щит

Відвідав передвиборчу вечерю

Бився з кодами

🔵 | Фуліш

Відвідав передвиборчу вечерю

Кукуручо дав йому завдання заарештувати Пака і Майка.

Був на допиті Целбіта

Розповів Джейден, що сталося з Кукуручо

Виконував завдання Лео

#qsmp #QSMP українською #Переклад #cr dividers: cafekitsune #quackity smp

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dandellien · 8 months

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intro.

Dandellien ; she/her ; 21

Currently into:

paradox live (cozmez/akyr), enstars (knights/alkakurei), ikemen series (ikepri/ikevamp), genshin, love and deepspace, jjk.

Other things I like:

diabolik lovers, hypmic (fling posse), hsr, kpop (txt, ateez, sunmi).

‎ ༘⋆LIGHT SHINE DOWN UPON ME!☆彡

ao3 link ; characters & ships

+info.

- asks are open for whoever wants to interact!

- this blog isn't spoiler free nor nsfw free but both things will be properly tagged

- I'm not into proship and would rather avoid it

- sometimes I write for fun

#pinned post #dividers cr: cafekitsune

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tqavaaas · 5 months

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༊·˚ 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐃, 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍…

⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ava. fifteen . sundays girl by day, jing yuans at heart ‹𝟹

꒰ 🪽 ꒱ؘ ࿐ m.list┆ rules┆events┆ ᮫ ⠀͡꒱

this is a sfw account that does have spoilers . honkai star rail writing blog . asks closed . no longer writing jjk !!

…𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐍 ༊·˚

#divider cr: cafekitsune #divider cr: animatedglittergraphics-n-more #🌆.goldenhour #⚜️.organizer

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bscotchpie · 9 months

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hi there !! i'm star, but everyone calls me hero. i'm yer resident ghostie demon guy / gal !!

i'm 18, and go by any pronouns. mediamates are more than welcome !! doubles are iffy, but are mostly fine to interact !!

dni if proship/anti-anti, nsfw, exclus, rad-inclus, endo/demo sys & supporters. ty!

main — @sparklingstonez !!

#alterhuman #fictionkin #kin #kinblog #hero.txt #do not reblog #intro #divider cr ; cafekitsune

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ihoneyl · 10 months

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꒰⁠⑅ tagging system...꒱⁠˖⁠♡

꒰⁠⑅ og works...꒱⁠˖⁠♡

∷ myfics

∷ ongoing

∷ oneshot

∷ drabble

꒰⁠⑅ reblogs...꒱⁠˖⁠♡

∷ gen → general inspo

∷ ♡: → ship

∷ fic: → finished fics

∷ wip: → wips

↳ ꒰⁠⑅ by ship...꒱⁠˖⁠♡ [adding slowly]

∷ cf → chanlix

∷ f8 → ot8

↳ ꒰⁠⑅ by fic...꒱⁠˖⁠♡ [adding slowly]

∷ ltbh → let there be hope

↳ ꒰⁠⑅ by wip...꒱⁠˖⁠♡ [adding slowly]

∷ aia → and i ache

∷ catr → carnage at the rooftop

∷ af8 → astray fate

#banner & divider cr: cafekitsune

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chaotic-iguana · 7 months

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desperate | billy butcher x reader

a little something in spirit of kinktober and my delirium. lmk what you think. nsfw below the cut. mostly denial/teasing.

“fuckin’ look at you, doll.” butcher flashes you a shit-eating grin before reaching up to pinch your nipples between his thumb and forefingers harshly, rumbling a chuckle at the whimper it draws from you. you’re all splayed out for him with your hands tied to headboard above, thighs wrenched open by his shoulders; skin hot and flushed under his touch. he’s told you to stay still twice already but you can’t, not when he’s been leaving featherlight brushes on your skin for hours and cruelly laughing at every sound that comes from your mouth, smiling at the way your hips buck in his hold-

and then he’s leaning in just to press hot, open-mouthed kisses to your sternum, beard stinging against your sensitive skin, jaw working to nip and bite until your tears are falling and he’s pulling back with a mocking tut, eyes twinkling.

“all these pretty tears just f’me, love?” your frantic nod makes him raise a brow, hand coming down to swat the inside of your thigh - the impact shooting straight to your poor, neglected cunt.

“use y’words, chatterbox.”

his tone makes you want to curl in on yourself, because he knows you’re too far gone to form words right now, too far gone to think about anything beyond the fact that you need him and that you might actually die if he stops touching you. but you know butcher, and you know how mean he really is - he’ll keep you writhing on the bed for hours to fix your attitude if he doesn’t hear an answer now; uncaring of the fact that you’re barely grasping at thoughts and completely fucking gone. and like the devil, you he starts rubbing circles into the juncture of your thighs while you struggle to answer him.

“y-yes, da-butcher. ‘m cr-crying for y-you.” he hums, and suddenly runs a knuckle through your folds, making you keen, tears sticking to your lashes.

“yes, who?” bastard. he knows you can never bring yourself to say it - not even if it rests on the tip of your tongue every time - and despite yourself, you bite your tongue and shake your head, hiccuping.

“oh we’re being shy now? fuck me, honey, where was this when i had my cock in your ass?” his hands rest just above where you need him now, thumbs stroking your abdomen in careful, downward brushes. your back arches into the touch, hips chasing him even when he pulls his hands away, and then you’re sobbing in earnest.

another tut, dripping with condescension. “no more cryin’. tell me what you want, baby.” and you’re gasping another breath and gulping air, wrists straining against the rope before stammering out another response, too delirious with your need to register what you were saying.

“need you to t-touch me, d-daddy, please.” he shuffles up, gripping your chin to turn it towards him before capturing your lips in his, his tongue sweeping into your mouth. his thumb presses gently on your buzzing clit, making you jolt with surprise. you blink at him, frowning. he’d never cave this quickly.

until- he’s reaching down to plant a kiss to your forehead, smoothing over your hair before nuzzling against your cheek.

“gotta give my pretty girl what she needs, don’t i?

masterlist

taglist: @bastardmandennis and @amanitacowboy (no one else would be into the boys i think) love u both @imherefordeanandbones

@cafekitsune’s divider.

#billy butcher fanfic #billy butcher x reader smut #billy butcher smut #billy butcher x reader #billy butcher #billy butcher imagine #billy butcher x you #butcher x reader #the boys x you #the boys fanfic #the boys tv #the boys amazon #the boys rp #karl urban

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dxwnstxr · 8 months

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Slut

Fandom: Bungou stray dogs

Characters: bottom Dazai x dom fem!reader

Genre: Smut, headcanons

Warnings: degrading, nipple play, overstimulation, pain kink, finger sucking, begging, mommy kink, teasing, cum play, sensory deprivation, choking

A/n: I need him so bad

Dazai getting his cute pink nipple flicked and sucked on is so appealing to watch. Seeing him twitch every time your fingers graze his nub is just to die for. Hearing his little whimpers while his hands are tied around his back is like music to your ears.

Dazai having a blind fold over his eyes as you slap his dick. His tip slapped right against his abdomen, smearing precum on his pale skin. His tip was bright cherry red, like it was about to burst any second. After a long while of this teasing you put him through, even the outline of veins are starting to show.

Dazai sucking on your cum covers fingers as he humps against your thigh. Even after just cumming, he still isn't satisfied. Feeling his hardened cock rub against your thigh while you watched him suck your fingers dry almost made you cum on the spot.

Dazai loves getting choked by you. He adores the feeling of your fingers wrapping around his neck and squeezing it just so he sees stars. Just choking him makes his dick twitch in delight.

Dazai is just as much of a sucker for overstimulation as he is choking. He'll whine that it's too much, cumming again only seconds after.

"Ah~, mommy t-too much"

Though his pleas and whine don't stop you from stroking him hard from the base, up.

Dazai mewling and moaning as he orgasms for the 4th time. Spurts of cum flying from his slit, as his head flies back and his back arches. Seeing his cum hit his stomach and start to drip down made you reach your hand out too it. Smearing it around his ribs and stomach, you savored some on your fingers, swiping it onto your breast.

"Clean it up Osamu"

And just like that, he clung onto you, sucking harshly at your hardened nipple. Swirling his tongue around it, just to lightly bite it caught you by surprise. Though, you made sure to not let him get ahead of himself. Bringing your hand down to his, once again, bright red cock, gently swirling your thumb on his mushroom tip.

The sight was truly magnificent. Dazai sucking on your breasts, almost as if he's trying to milk them, as you, quickly, stroke his dick.

"Look at you sucking on my breast while I jerk you off. Such a slutty boy"

It didn't take much after that for him to cum right into your palm.

Divider cr: @cafekitsune

#xreader #bungo stray dogs #bsd dazai #genshin impact #smut #dazai x reader #dazai x y/n #dazai smut #smut smut smut #smut headcanons #bungou stray dogs smut #bungo stray dogs dazai #dazai bsd #dazai

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tameodesza · 9 months

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Masterlist: Househusband AU

synopsis: Shawn is a stay-at-home husband to one of the greatest wrestlers of all time - Bret Hart. This is a collection of short stories and headcanons showcasing their love for each other as they navigate the trials and tribulations of marriage.

pairing: Bret Hart x Shawn Michaels

status: ongoing

a/n: There's no particular order to read this au, so please feel free to skip around if you'd like!

Headcanon 1

Addresses their likes/dislikes, cooking habits, common interests, bonding activities, and character quirks

Headcanon 2

A NSFW headcanon addressing various details of their sex life

Headcanon 3

Addresses their romance, friendship/family dynamics, thoughts on kids, etc.

Home's Where the Hart Is Pt.1

Bret’s welcome home gift consisted of a lecture from Shawn and a promise to nurse him back to health

Home's Where the Hart Is Pt.2

Bret and Shawn take turns caring for each other

A New Friend

Shawn gets invited to a Slammy Awards after party and meets a fellow househusband by the name of Goldust.

Warmth

Shawn visits Calgary for the first time on a cold, snowy day

Best Man

Bret and Shawn argue over who will be the best man at their wedding

Humble Beginnings Pt.1

An extensive background story on Shawn, his close friendship with Hunter, and his life before and after he met Bret Hart

Humble Beginnings Pt.2

The unusual story of how Bret and Shawn officially met

Humble Beginnings Pt.3

All it took was one night to change Shawn’s life for many years to come

Birthday Boy

Bret takes care of a drunk Shawn on his birthday

Unlikely Meeting

How Shawn’s first time staying home alone turned into him accidentally meeting Bret’s mom for the first time

The Proposal

Shawn has doubts about marriage, which leads to a ruined proposal

Comfort Zone

Shawn comforts Hunter after his messy breakup

Jingle Belle

Shawn and Bret prepare for their annual Christmas cards and gain an unexpected furry addition to the family.

#divider cr: @jbarneswilson #divider cr: @cafekitsune #househusband!au #masterlist #bretshawn #bret hart x shawn michaels #shawn michaels #bret hart #wwf #wwe fanfiction #alternate universe #hartbreak

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pinkvaquita · 3 months

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She deserves the better

♡ Pairing: Smoked Cheese x Mozzarella

♡ Flavor: Comfort//hurt. I still don't fucking know how to call it.

♡ Warning: Major death character <3

♡ Author’s note: SECOND SHOT OF THE NIGHT. This was ironicaly the first I wrote from all todays colections. Anyways, I fucking LOVE this two.

♡ Aqui tienes la version en español

He always believed she deserved better. She deserved so much better than him.

Every time he saw her face and got lost in those blue eyes that always smiled at him so calmly, he couldn't help but think one thing. Mozzarella deserved better.

He thought about it when she greeted him from the betting balcony at the coliseum, always finding a way to convince him to put aside his work there and instead keep her company.

He always thought about it every time she sent one of the marzipans with notes. Playful messages just like her. And inevitably she managed to get a slight smile out of him with each one.

He also thought about it when at the parties for the bureaucracy they escaped to a less crowded place. And they looked from afar at the luxury that they could enjoy in those lands.

He thought about it every time she stopped him from doing something crazy that he would regret later. Because she never seemed to even startle or fear him in those outbursts of anger that possessed him from time to time.

He thought about it every time she had to reason and mediate on his behalf, saving him from unnecessary fights.

He thought about it every time she spoke enthusiastically about something curious or funny that she saw, that she heard, that she discovered. Every time he could hear her voice speak with such intelligence.

He thought about it every time he woke up and the first thing he saw was her. So much perfection being what started his days.

And he thought about it today too. And he would have thought about it tomorrow too.

She deserved better than him. Mozzarella deserved someone who was as eloquent, as focused, as enthusiastic, as honest and loyal as she was. She deserved everything good a person could be.

She deserved someone better than the mess of self-centeredness, anger, and pettiness that he was. Since they met, Mozzarella has done nothing but make his life better. Without her, he wouldn't know what would have been to him...

He never understood why she was happy with him. He did not feel capable of giving her the same happiness that she gives him with her mere existence.

He couldn't care for her, couldn't encourage her, couldn't do anything for her in the same way.

He couldn't even protect her.

He gave his all to stop Dark Enchantress, but nothing helped...

She deserved someone who could have stopped this tragedy.

“Mozzie…” — He tried to talk to her despite how painful it was to say a word, making the effort even though more jam than words came out every time he opened his mouth.

As soon as she heard his voice, she reacted. With effort she raised her head to find the image of her beloved husband crawling through the sand and the puddle of his own jam. Her exhausted eyes, even though they should have closed by now, refused to do so. She refused to leave this world without first hearing one last word from him.

It felt like the most tortuous eternity in those short seconds. Smoked was dying between the pain of his wounds from a lost battle and the scraping of sand against his body. His hands gripped the ground as if he were clinging to the little life he had left.

But he knew it was all worth it when he was able to drop down next to her. Her face was the last thing he wanted to see, and her voice the last thing he wanted to hear. And between the tears of pain, disappointment, fear and relief...

“Mozzie…” — He called her one last time.

"Yeah?... "

"... I'm sorry"

There was a short silence, in which she seemed to process his words. And he seemed to feel that the only thing left for him was to wait for the cold of death to reach him.

“W-why are you… asking me for f-forgiveness?”— Her voice for the first time sounded confused and immersed in sadness.

When he didn't answer, Mozzarella felt her own body move on its own. She rolled slightly to get closer and speak to him face to face.

“Smoked…?”

If she had had the strength, she would have shaken her husband's limp body. She would have begged and screamed at the witches up there for a second longer. Just one more second.

Her tears began to fall when she knew the reality. She cried knowing that he was gone, that she was never able to tell him one last time, as she always did whenever those doubts and insecurities attacked him.

“... Smoked, you w-were the best thing that happened to me”

#YESSS ANGST #I'm a firm believer that Smoked Cheese is a narcist with self-steem and self-value problems #smokedmozza #smoked cheese x mozzarella #smoked cheese cookie #mozzarella cookie #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #crk #cr kingdom #crk fanfic #dividers by cafekitsune #fanfic made by pinkvaquita

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qsmpbutua · 9 months

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✨ QSMP, день 126✨

Яєчнастатистика:

🔵| Португальська!

🔵| ТейзерКрафт

Говорили про напади на кандидатів

Майк і Річарлісон підготували для Пака сюрприз

Майк і Річарлісон відвідали музей

Майк написав рекомендаційний лист для Фіта

Майк провів для Фіта та Філзи екскурсію новою ареною

🔵| Французька!

🔵| Багера

Досліджувала значення книги Беда і знайшла

Взяла деяких селян для замку

Написала рекомендаційний лист для Фіта на роботу двірником

Показала Фіт свою слідчу кімнату

Шукала Пана Гірчицю з Бедом і Фулішем

🔵| Іспанська!

🔵| Максо

Відвідав музей

Відвідав могилу Трампа з Даппером

Знайшов дивне місце з Даппером після того, як блискавка спалахнула

Знищив статую Кукуручо за допомогою Даппера

Почав перебудовувати сцену Гордіньо Гостозіньо з Фулішем, Бедом і Поммі

🔵| Англійська!

🔵 | Бед

Дізнався про зникнення Пана Гірчиці

Пішов з Фулішем, Багерою, Волтером Бобом і яйцями шукати підказки навколо острова

Показав Фулішу Музей Яйця

🔵 | Фуліш

Будував Титана

Бився з Бедом майже 3 години

Проводив час з Поммі, Максо, Бедом і Лео

🔵 | Філза

Піклувався про Поммі і Таллулу

Кукуручо відвідав його і поставив кілька запитань

Відвідую нову арену, яку побудували Пак і Майк

Працював в ботанічному саду Таллули

🔵 | Фіт

Разом з Рамоном викликав Кукуручо

Кукуручо повів його в офіс федерації і запропонував роботу

Виконував місії Рамона

#qsmp #QSMP українською #Переклад #cr dividers: cafekitsune

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hoonshouse · 9 months

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Heyy, can u pls write jay or heeseung ff hurt comfort? Maybe the reader having an argument with them and they give them the silent treatment but they make it up for them later, fluffy ending pls, thank u sm 🫶🏻

this is mostly angst w a little fluff at the end i hope that’s ok ♡

“Heeseung—“

You’re quiet for the first time in an hour, just staring at him in disbelief. You knew this argument wasn’t anywhere close to being resolved, but something about the way he said don’t you think you’re being a little bit immature stung you. He doesn’t usually talk so harshly to you. Sure, he could’ve said worse, but that doesn’t change that what he did say was making your heart ache and not in the happy, lovesick kind of way.

“I’m going to take a walk. I need some space.”

Heeseung’s eyes are all over you, scanning your face and body language to see what just happened—what just went wrong. He starts to say your name, but he lets it die down on his tongue and he lets you walk out the door.

He hasn’t stopped calling and texting you since. You’ve been ignoring him, and you know that’s not the “mature” thing to do, especially when you can tell he’s worried by the tone of his messages, but the larger part of you doesn’t care. You’re too hurt to stop yourself from causing more.

I’m so sorry, y/n.

I never should have said that.

I didn’t mean to hurt you.

Please just tell me you’re safe.

All unanswered.

You take your time making it back to your apartment, entering it silently and walking past a pale-faced Heeseung to your bedroom where you plan to go right to sleep. “Y/n,” Heeseung calls softly as he pads towards your room with you, his voice sounding dejected. “Y/n, please just look at me, baby.”

You chew on the inside of your cheek before begrudgingly turning to look at Heeseung. His eyes are round, pleading, and his pretty lips are parted like he’s witnessing his life instead of living it. He’s watching the crash.

When Heeseung realizes you’re not going to just turn your back to him again—that you’re actually giving him a chance—he drops to his knees, taking your hands in his. You sit down on the edge of the bed, looking into the eyes of someone that loves you so much they’re willing to quite literally put you above themselves.

“Baby, I’m so, so sorry.” He kisses the mess of your hands in his palm and holds them to his cheek as if they might disappear any second. “I should have been more careful with my words. I never want to hurt you.” He sighs and presses many more kisses to your hands.

“Heeseung, you know how much it hurts me when it feels like you’re discrediting my feelings.”

“I know, baby. I know.” He frowns and moves your entanglement of hands until one hand of fingers is laced through yours. His eyes are genuine as they stare into yours and the sadness reflected back to you makes you feel sorry for him and for you. “I got frustrated and I was careless. I hurt you and I’m so sorry.”

You wipe away the single tear that pricks your eye and exhale heavily, free hand finding Heeseung’s soft hair. “I love you, Hee. I know you would never hurt me on purpose.”

The pretty stars are back in his eyes, easily outshining the pain that was there before. Heeseung wraps his arms around your waist and pulls, head resting on your thighs as he hugs you to himself. “Never, baby. I promise.” He turns his head till his lips are on you, innocently littering your thighs with kiss after kiss in thanks.

You can’t help but giggle at his display of gratitude, laughing even harder when his hair tickles the smallest bit of exposed skin and when he nuzzles his head playfully against you.

The next time he looks back up at you, he’s grinning from ear to ear, eyes soft and adoring. You can’t help but think that that look tells you more about his heart than a few frustrated words ever could.

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Why Kai/Pixie is afraid of People (Live instances)

CW: People being gross towards Pixie when she is a minor, mentions of death, home invasion, fans being aggresive

Dividers cr: @cafekitsune

Taglist: @mynameisnotlaura, @palindrome969

2018 interview incident with a Male Fan (Knowing Brothers)

Px: (Laughing when Seungmin teased I.N on the stage)

Kb1: Pixie! We have some questions for you that the crowd would like to ask!

Px: (looks surprised) Really? Go ahead then (she smiles cutely, causing some of her members to coo at her. The crowd awed at her dimpled smile)

Kb2: (he smiles back and hands the microphone to an older, male fan)

MF: You're sixteen, correct? (He asks innocently)

Px: Yes, I am sixteen. I'm turning seventeen soon, though.

MF1: How long was your training period?

Px: Almost nine years. I was nine when I came to Korea (The audience cheered when she said that. She laughed at their enthusiasm)

MF1: Does that mean you're still inexperienced?

Px: (visibly confused) what do you mean?

MF1: You're not corrupted? Have you ever been touched?

Px: (eyes widened as she become uncomfortable.) I- uhm- hu-huh?

Bc: (sees this and comes to sit beside her, he gave the guy a small glare) We don't have time for anymore questions, thank you.

2018 solo V-Live

Px: I'm not going to dance to a Kesha song! (She leans in close to the camera, whispering to it) We'll get copyright striked (she snickered)

(Comments flew by)

Px: Do a backflip? Okay! (She stood up before realizing she had a skirt on. She scoffed at her choice of outfit and sat back down) Sorry guys, Can't. (She looks through a few more comments before one stood out)

C: Sure you can, make sure you give the camera a show 😜😉

Px: (she shifts uncomfortably, looking up towards her manager for help. He signals that she should stop) Sorry guys, I think that's all we have for the live today (she puts on her fake smile and says goodbye, ending the live.)

2019 world tour concert in Chicago

Px: (sitting innocently near the edge while chatting with a security guard. She laughs at one of his jokes before standing up.)

FF1: (yells and tries to get on stage. The security guard stops her but it still spooked Pixie, who jumped)

Px: (awkwardly laughs, before quickly rejoining her group, Upset )

2019 concert Random male MC

Px: (breathing heavily and laughs when Hyunjin makes fun of her breathing. She sits on the stool provided for them)

FSM: (brings out a blanket to cover her legs. She as wearing a tight leather skirt that came to her mid thigh)

Px: (thanks the female staff member)

MC: (makes a sound of disappointment.) Take that away. I'm sure the male fans would hate for her to be covered.

Px: (laughs dryly into the mic, looking visibly upset)

Han: (looks at the MC, baffled, before sitting on her lap for extra security)

Px: (laughs loudly, hugging Han close. Her members are giving the MC death glares)

Live Incident in 2021, her being alone in the dorm

Px: Don't you DARE tell on me to Chan. He's not my mother! (She laughs after she did another unhinged thing. She stared intently at the comments)

C: Are you alone?

Px: I'm with you guys. How could I be alone? (She winks, smiling softly)

A few minutes go by

C: I can see you

Px: I sure hope you can (She made a finger heart, trying to ignore the hair standing up on the back of her neck)

Another few minutes

C: Your door is unlocked

Px: (She looks up, alarmed. She shifts uncomfortably before locking eyes with her manager) Stop joking like that (She tries to smile it off)

C: Cute bedspread ;)

Px: Okay, whoever is commenting that, please knock it off. (She frowns, rubbing her arm to try and quell the goosebumps) It's not funny anymore

A large bang sounded throughout the apartment, making her scream and drop the phone with the live on it. She rushed off frame, and an audible struggle ensued. The intruder was soon taken away when her manager called for security.

She's okay in the end, not visibly hurt. She is now never alone in the dorms, or else she will have a panic attack.

2023 fanmeet

Px: (smiles softly at the female fan who sat in front of her)

Ff2: (shoves the other female fan out of the seat and sits down)

Px: (looks at the fan baffled, watching the girl put the sign down aggressively. Security quick took the fan away)

Paris Lollapalooza incident

The crowd goes silent when the nine walk on stage, suddenly, a voice yells, directed at Kai

OT8 Fan: Parent killer!!

Px: (acts like she didn't hear them, but you could see she was trying to hold back tears)

(After finishing the performance, you could see Pixie being taken off stage as she started to cry. Thankfully, it was the last performance she needed to be a part of)

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