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buckleydiazmp4 · 22 days
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the bucktommy kiss is tattooed on my retinas by now. i have watched so many gifs i can just recreate it in my head frame by frame i don't need a screen i AM the screen
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arsgoeteia · 10 months
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yeah.
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lllivia · 1 month
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◎ Intro ◎
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Socials:
◎ letterboxd ◎ insta ◎ pinterest ◎
About me:
◎ She/her ◎ minor ◎ GMT+1 ◎ too scared to start conversations 90% (100%) of the time ◎ movie/letterboxd enthusiast ◎ I write occasionally (gladly send requests) ◎
Interests:
◎ girls! ◎ dogs (especially mine) ◎ Rachel Sennott ◎ Ayo Edibiri ◎ Britney Broski ◎ Billie Eilish ◎ Michael Cera (I'm his biggest fan) ◎ deftones ◎ trinkets/figures/keychains and other worthless things ◎ reading ◎ drawing ◎ photography ◎ yj ◎ mean girls ◎ bottoms (the movie) ◎ twd ◎ the office ◎ btvs ◎ scream ◎ marvel ◎ dc ◎ scott pilgrim ◎ ahs ◎ asoue ◎ pjo ◎
Dni:
people who don't support Palestine ◎ men ◎ people who chew with their mouth open ◎ people who like math 😰
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IF YOU'VE SENT A REQUEST THEN I'M PRB WORKING ON IT, IT JUST TAKES A WHILE BCS I HAVE TO BALANCE IT BETWEEN SCHOOL, WORK ETC SORRY XX
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ezrasipad · 7 months
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I HAVE AN IDEA!!!
Autism ramble onward I’m so sorry
I am shitty at writing but boy do I have a fucking collection of headcanons for Mr silly plant man!! So I am just going to dump my headcanons here and hope at least one person sees my vision so we both can enjoy the complexity of Lawrence’s character 🤝
Trigger warning btw for suicide, sh, drugs, everything…
I think a lot about Lawrence’s childhood, especially when he drowned in that lake as a child. That must’ve been so traumatizing and on top of that he probably tried to tell his parents about the river and they dismissed him (It’s also probably where his hatred stems from the phrase “What are you?” Because in my humble opinion I think his parents (specifically his mother cough cough mommy issues) caught on quickly onto the abnormal characteristics Lawrence must’ve inherited after drowning that unfateful day so they probably had constant arguments that would result in them insulting Lawrence hence why he gets so upset at that phrase ( + kids at school, his sisters, his crushes, etc) Adding onto the river incident, after that he must’ve experienced some kind of depersonalization/derealization considering how he speaks of how disconnected he feels from his surroundings (bro literally got arm band tattoos to “separate” his arms from his body) so he likely started to attempt to purposefully induce/trigger his maladaptive dreaming to try to regain that stillness and peace he achieved when he drowned in the river. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ADD ON I believe he may have experienced suicide ideation and tried to purposely drown in the same river multiple times before realizing he can’t exactly die and that’s where the addiction to the drugs kick in because it’s the 2nd best thing to cope with his own existence causing him to push his limits and overdo it at times and on occasion he’d drown himself in the tub to cease his own breathing. His parents would constantly find this dude getting himself into dangerous situations (ex. Standing in front of traffic, finding him passed out in the bathtub, overdosing, etc) and found it more embarrassing than concerning so they started to homeschool him in attempts to hide him away from society like some dirty little secret. Due to him being homeschooled and no one really wanting to be this guy’s friend, he had no idea how to interact with people outside his family. His sister, Laurel, was probably the only one nicest to him but was too caught up in her own life to give Lawrence the time of day (or possibly another option where their parents split them up to alienate Lawrence) which often left Lawrence feeling unwanted or unimportant to those around him.
If anyone actually read this, I love you and hope you have an amazing day ^3^
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lemonofthevalley · 6 months
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sorry for going through the oakworthy tag and reblogging basically every post . again.
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aintinacage · 1 year
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Tag: @dramaticwannabe, @wordbunch, @joyfulthingfanmoney, @stranger-opal
Elrond Half-elven
It had been several months since [Y/N] and Elrond had confessed their feelings for each other over a wintry dance. There had been many more dances and many more confessions since that glorious night. Elrond and [Y/N] were what all of Lindon called “love birds.” However, [Y/N] was not quite feeling the love on this particular night.
“Is there anything I may do to serve you while you wait for your friend, milady?” [Y/N] was broken out of her thoughts at the sound of the young maiden’s voice. She had been patiently awaiting the arrival of her friend, hoping that he had just been held up for one reason or another, for it was not uncommon for Gil-galad to give him an assignment with no warning, but tonight was different. She had been waiting beyond the time she allotted for herself, and yet the young Elrond was nowhere to be seen.
“I appreciate the kind offer,” [Y/N] said as she began to arise from her seat. “But I think it is fair to say that my friend will not be joining me this evening.” She thanked the maiden and excused herself from the dining hall. She could not understand why Elrond had not joined her at the appointed time they had agreed upon. On most occasions, if Elrond were to get caught up, he would at least send a servant to deliver the message, but she had heard nothing from the latter.
Upon arriving home, her father was there to greet her with open arms. Celebrimbor always did his best to welcome his daughter, for he loved her dearly, but knew she would not be with him forever. He knew that when the time was right, that his beloved would leave him to join herself to a man. So he made sure to cherish every moment he had left with his baby.
“Welcome home my dear,” Celebrimbor remarked as he embraced [Y/N]. “How was your day?” As he looked into his daughter’s eyes, he could see the pain and anguish that was deep in her soul. “My dear, whatever is the matter? What could be troubling you so deeply?”
“It is nothing Father,” [Y/N] lied. “I am all right.” She prayed to the Valar that her father would believe her, knowing full well it was a futile prayer. Her father was the most observant man she had ever met. She could hide nothing from him. “Elrond was supposed to meet me for a meal.”
“Oh? Was he?” Celebrimbor raised his eyebrow in surprise.
“Yes. We agreed upon a time, a place, and I was there and I waited…” [Y/N] stopped in the middle of her thought. She could not understand why her father looked so confused. It was not unknown that her and Elrond had meals together, spent time together. She began to wonder if she said something wrong. “Father?” [Y/N] began to question.
“Elrond… was here. He left shortly before you arrived home,” Celebrimbor remarked.
“What in Lindon was he doing here?” [Y/N] was in utter disbelief. She did not understand.
“He came by to finish the project we were working on. We were nearing the deadline and growing short on time,” he began to explain. “My dear, I am terribly sorry. If I had known, I would have remedied the situation.”
[Y/N] was devastated. How could Elrond just forget about their meal? “It is not your fault father. You did not know. Please excuse me.” She swiftly moved towards her quarters. She would not allow herself to cry in front of her father. She was strong, but not as strong as she would have liked.
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[Y/N] confidently walked up to Elrond’s quarters, but the closer she got, the more nervous she became. She had somewhat avoided him after he had missed their meal, and never said a word about it. She also knew that holding anger and resentment towards Elrond would result in the end of a beautiful relationship, and she was not about to let that happen. After waiting a couple days to compose herself, she decided to go talk to him.
She knocked on the door very gently, so gently that it would have been imperceptible to the human ear, but that was not the case on Lindon. Before she could think twice about her decision, the door swung open, and [Y/N] was greeted by the charming smile that belonged to her best friend. “[Y/N], it is wonderful to see you. Please, make yourself welcome.” [Y/N] accepted his invitation and sat herself down upon the sofa.
“Elrond, do you still love me?” [Y/N] remarked before she could think. She did not mean to sound so desperate, but in all honesty, she kind of was.
Elrond could see her desperation, but he was confused. He wondered why she would question his love for her. He had no memory of hurting her in any way. “[Y/N] why would you ask that of me? Of course I still love you. Nothing can change that. What would make you think any other way? Have I done something to hurt you?”
“We were supposed to share a meal together. Three evenings ago. We had agreed upon a time and place, and I was there but you were with my father. Why did you not tell me you had previous engagements? We could have planned accordingly.” She kept her gaze upon Elrond, but he could not keep the contact. He was upset with himself for forgetting, and he could not bare to look her in the eye, to see her disappointment.
“[Y/N] I… I apologize. I never meant to hurt you. I just got so caught up with the project and…” Elrond stopped short of completing the thought. He realized that all he was doing was making excuses when there were none to make that would ever cover his mistake. He took a step back and recollected his thoughts. “[Y/N],” he began as he looked her in the eyes, “I was wrong. I can be a bit forgetful at times, but that is no excuse. I apologize for hurting you. I promise you, it was never my intent, and I would very much like to make it up to you, if you will allow me.”
[Y/N] leapt off of the sofa and trapped Elrond in her embrace. They spent the rest of the evening together, going to all of their favorite places on Lindon. At the end of the night, they found themselves under the stars, dancing the night away, like the lovely night they first met.
“[Y/N] my dear, if I am ever forgetful again, come and get me. You have my permission to pull me away from whatever distraction has my attention. You are far more important to me.”
“Well, if you were not so distracted, my dear Elrond, I would not have to,” [Y/N] teased as she laid her head onto his chest. She was completely lost in her lover’s presence, and there was no place else she would rather be.
Thank you everyone for reading. If you would like to be tagged on the next chapter, let me know.
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plushiehamuko · 7 months
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TIME FOR SOME SQUISHY MITSUHAM LORE ok so married mitsuham has TWO cats: clementine and crunch. and clementine is a big fluffy white cat with blue eyes who is very elegant and a tiny bit snooty but she is also a big lazy cuddle bug who loves attention. and crunch is a tiny skrunkly black cat with eyes and paws too big for his tiny body so he kinda looks a bit funny. and he loves to play and has so much energies and he also bites people hence the name. and both of their cats are from the shelter. smiles
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siddmunson55 · 7 months
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Scars.
To my Eddie,
Do you still love me even though I'm scarred? Would you still love me, knowing that I put those ugly scars on my flesh?
I love you, and will always love your scars.
Would you do the same for me?
Yours,
Stevie.
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Am I still
A convenience to you
That trophy on your wall
Or have you seen
The markings down my thighs
Eternal chaos in my mind
Is it shivers
Or do I still give you butterflies
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p3rson27 · 4 months
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Somebody should take my phone away from me tbh
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arcadian-muse · 8 months
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no I’m not jealous, why are you asking me that? (you just watched me tear out her heart because she looked at you too long)
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bloodcoveredgf · 1 year
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sorry for saying things that all the smart beautiful incredible tumblrinas have been saying but when i say it its just not as articulate and not as beautiful but ultimately still true
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mintmatcha · 1 year
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girl it’s april fools day not emo angst day
oopsie daisy
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taohun · 1 year
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hi
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normaljustaintforme · 10 months
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"We're not speaking and I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me."
I just want you to reply. Something, anything. I miss you but I know we'll never be the same. We want 2 different things that we are unwilling to compromise. It's breaking my heart tonight. I still love you. 😭💔
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theslitherer · 8 months
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its nice going to bed later bc i always wake up in the middle of my slumber for some undetermined amnt of time but if i go to bed late (1 or 2 am) it wont be at 3am when i midslumber wake, its more like 5a which is not so scary bc its not the scary witching hour
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