#even if they're not classified as a fave

[thewolfisawake]

🪢do they have a kink? if so, what is it?

Go on, Ceilidh. Share with the class.

"Hmm, let's assume it's both my reading and what I want...have had on me, okay? We've got sensory deprivation but only hearing and sight, aquaphilia, monsterfucking to which I know we fae are not human to begin with but those that know...know, temperature play, dubcon, just about anything involving speaking, body painting and oh, the teasing with that, and using aspects of nature or I suppose outright powers. I have never encountered one that vibrated at speeds quite that fast nor such...unique restraints."

#{Ceilidh Answers #she almost thought of something to gush with each #and I'm just like #Ceilidh what have you done? #Ceilidh: :) #Ceilidh: >:) #and probably could name more #even if they're not classified as a fave

[r0semultiverse]

Was Celia drunk as fuck or is this something supernatural?? 👀

Who the fuck is Jack?? 👀

Alice is such a delight, I love her!

Oof so one or both of them have trauma involving grandparents then.

I love Samama & Alice so much. 💜 They have a great dynamic!

Oh shit, right, Gwen is probably still getting over Mr. Bonzo too. 👀

"I just… I dunno. When I left the coffee shop, it felt like someone was following me."

Please don't take away Alice, she's one of my faves! I hope this post doesn't age poorly. Watch me have to quote this post very soon.

OH NO, is it that [ERROR] following her??? 😰

"Don’t joke about that, mate. I was dreaming about it all day." Okay, yeah, that's a creature.

Sam & Alice are both about to run into a creature... 👀

"Classifying unspeakable horrors all night for no discernible reason?" @/entities-of-posts & @/which-entity-this-post-serves is that you? :]

Hmm, now why is this episode called "marked?" I assumed Mr. Bonzo was gonna find his mark, but maybe Alice is marked by an entity/creature that was locked in the Magnus Institute?

"giving up the ghost" okay so someone saw an apparition? Honestly not sure what entity this episode is about so far.

It's giving The Corruption ✨🧟‍♀️⚰️ (maybe The Buried)

"It’s just that one of the graves had a body in that was too well-preserved for the age it should have been." 👀👀👀

This thing is about to jump out of the grave & run off, isn't it? 🏃‍♂️

"The back was completely covered in this complicated tattoo of a ship sailing across an open sea towards an open horizon." Peter Lukas?!?!?

Oh 100% The Buried, without a shadow of a doubt.

Lots of tattoo & carvings in walls imagery in this sequel prequel sidequel, isn't there? 👀

Hey wait, that's Ink5oul from episode 2, isn't it? 👀 Ink5oul definitely feels like a conduit or vessel for The Flesh or some other kind of entity.

Okay, there's something weird going on with this place, the salt water & waves near this cemetery are kind of seemingly enticing them to come drown in it's waters. In the very least it's messing with these guys' mental states! Pretty freakkyyyy! 👀🌊

Also the repeated emphasis on dreams is interesting this episode, wonder if that'll play a part in something later on. 👀👀

"If it’s any consolation, he’s with the sea now. The deep will care for his bones." I literally called it!!

I think Gordon Alan Johnson also wants to be with David. 👀🌊🌊

I think Gordon Alan Johnson also wants to be with David. 👀🌊🌊

I don't know, Gordie, I think you did it! Unless Ink5oul is collecting tattoos like an alternate universe version of the Leitner books. Wait yeah, what if the tattoos are like conduits for the entities of this world or even the original one? 🖌

Another way to look at this is asking... Is The Deep a new entity/fear or is it a servant of a fear like The Vast? I stg there was a colossal water monster at some point in The Magnus Archives!

Okay so yeah, there's already a precedent for this. Also feels like The Lonely, The Buried, The Corruption, The Vast, & maybe even The Flesh are all involved in this one though I don't know if Flesh (Ink5oul) is working with or against the other fears at this time.

Gwen, you can tell your coworkers what's wrong, oh my fucking god. Please. Celia, you have me so invested in whatever is going on with you.

Weird unexplained noise at 17:44 too as Celia enters the office. Wonder what that's all about, maybe it'll come up later on.

"He is one of our Externals." Okay; so, there's more of them & they have their own secret hitman title too!

Mr. Bonzo when he was on TV

"And they usually like it." I bet fear creatures do like it when you scream. That makes a lot of sense actually.

Also what's that weird "boowomp" noise as they're talking or is it just the OST? 👀

Is Gwen going to be turned into something not quite human at some point? Just throwing darts at a board with that speculation, but wouldn't that be wild?

Okay; so, these little digitized noises are absolutely important!

I wonder how many times & when people have lied so far throughout this season. 👁️👁️

#someone should draw those two ( sam & alice ) in the style of that show at this rate. I have more questions every week i stg #is mr. bonzo gonna find his mark or is Alice dyer marked by [ERROR] place your bets! #okay so themes of coffins; decay; & rotting things; feels like the corruption or maybe even the buried #I stg if that weirdly aged guy is Peter Lukas somehow I'm gonna scream; it's an AU; anything can happen #Love seeing Ink5oul again; it's cool that they aren't just a one off character & are getting involved in the greater story #leitner tattoos canon??? maybe?? is this the equivalent of jurgen leitner books?? perhaps #the big water monster is giving The Vast energy; a lot of these feel like fear entities collaborating in this world #now I'm curious who the other externals are... is ink5oul one of them? They seemed to delight in reactions. #is this government organization called the magnus institute or what do they call themselves now? also who is mr bonzo after? #I wonder if the black ops guys that showed up to that charity place on hilltop were a counter organization or the government? #mine #op #tmagp liveblog #tmagp 11 #tmagp spoilers #tma spoilers #tma #tmagp #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol

[sailoryooons]

Hali's Ao3 Rec's

Hi hello - in lieu of my Thirsty Thursday reviews that I skipped yesterday, I've compiled a very short list of fics I have read on Ao3 recently that absolutely scrambled my brain, loved them, no notes, want to re-read them again and again. Please make sure you give these authors love, even though some of these stories are old!

Note: These are literally all mem x mem because that's primarily what I use Ao3 to read. These are also in no particular order.

By Any Other Name (halloween 02) by ladypajara

Pairing: Jimin and Namjoon Summary: Namjoon and Jimin are stray demons who have long accepted to ignore their unholy purpose of collecting souls and live life as humans in all its banality. Some few hundred years into it, feelings arise. My reactions: The most lovely character studies, wonderful narrative of two idiots obviously into one another, and probably one of my favorite Namjoons to have ever been written.

Strawberry Dream by ladyddaeng

Pairing: Jimin and Taehyung Summary: Unpresented Taehyung gets his first heat and is assigned a special heat companion. My reactions: WEE WOOO WEE WOOO CALL THE AMBULANCE THIS JIMIN IS LETHAL AND SWEET AND KIND AND CARING AND THEIR DYNAMIC IS WONDERFUL

What Lies Below by Sharleena

Pairing: Jimin and Yoongi Summary: There is a curse that lives in the woods, and a spirit that keeps it at bay. And one sacrifice, born under the right moon. My Reactions: I stayed up until 3:30 am reading this motherfucker. It is beautiful though melancholy at parts, and though it is "horror" in parts, it is a .. gentle, hypnotizing horror, in a way. One of my favorite fics of the year.

The One by nicedress

Pairing: Yoongi and Namjoon Summary: Every stamen lured into Yoongi’s bed leaves him with a new blossom on his skin and a new grave on his property. When he encounters Namjoon, a stamen who refuses to touch any pistil unless it’s his soulmate, all Yoongi sees is someone naive and easy to control. Someone to help around the farm without complaint. Someone to dig holes without realizing they’re graves. Someone Yoongi’s not quite willing to kill—not yet. My Reactions: I read this through and then re-read it because it was so good. It was SO fascinating. There are notes about how the genre of Pistilverse works, but the author does a good job at using the tropes without making it confusing. Also please read the warnings. This made my brain spin for days and I want to do a Pistilverse AU sooo bad after reading it.

Murmuration by fringecity

Pairing: Taegimin Summary: Park Jimin is a rookie detective at the flashiest department in Seoul Metropolitan. When he's tasked to work with Min Yoongi - an apathetic, disgraced cop handling the ineffective cold case division - he doesn't expect the murder case they're working on to turn intensely personal. My Reactions: THIS BROKE ME AND THEN BROKE ME AGAIN AND THEN SCRAMBLED MY BRAIN AND EVERYTHING I BELIEVE IN IS WRONG AND FAILED SO MANY ATTEMPTS AT FIGURING OUT WHERE THIS WAS GOING AND MY BRAINS ARE SCRAMBLED EGGS WITH HOT SAUCE. One of my top fave fics on the year.

Turn Up Your Light by spudcity

Pairing: Jimin and Yoongi Summary: Yoongi needs to secure a marriage to save his people. My Reaction: I've never wanted to smash two character's heads together more and make them kiss than I did in this. The world building is not only fascinating, but these characters are some of my favorites I've ever read. Period.

Forest, Fire by rkiveink

Pairing: Jimin and Jungkook Summary: In a facility creating genetically modified humans for an elite military unit, alpha Jungkook is used to being overlooked. He’s classified as a ‘C-grade’ for his passivity and lack of aggression. When one of the facility’s valuable omegas goes feral, it’s exactly this nature that makes him perfect to try and tame him. But, even the calmest souls catch fire when they have something to fight for. My Reactions: *ripping my hair our* *taking anxiety medication* *crying sobbing screaming* *blood pressure spiking* i love this fic with every ounce of my being. It updates every Sunday and 4/6 chapters are posted currently.

#fic recs #bts fics #bts fanfic #bts mem x mem

[le-panda-chocovore]

Hello, can I ask from this ask game :

https://www.tumblr.com/threecheersforinking/677824836625694720/anime-ask-game?source=share

For fandom : Haikyuu, BNHA, ATLA, and Jujutsu Kaisen.

Thanks 🌻

Sorry I took time but lists and ranking are difficult to me lol, and I had 4 different asks about making a TOP 5 so I kinda lost myself into it 😅

Oh my god there's so many fandoms, you're really trying to kill me damn-

Okay okay Imma try not to write to much (<- will probably fail)

HAIKYUU

Favorite Character: (I absolutely HATE that question, why do I have to choose ?!?) I'd say Bokuto Koutarou but I also have 5 others in mind lol

Favorite Arc/Episode/Scene: The Tokyo Stage during S2 is my fave because my favorite characters get many screentime together, we see so many different people interact, and it's so fun to enjoy matches without the stress of the competition. I get to support anyone and not feel guilty about it !! Also there's Tsukki's character development, and there's my favorite scene in the anime (the Oya Oya Oya), and they all learn and work on new techniques and it's so cool !! (<- already rambling too much)

Character I Think is Underrated: Maybe Gosshiki ? He's such a baby I love him. I believe Tendou is very much loved so not underrated. Tanaka too. I know people love him but I think he deserves so much more. That man participated in EVERY MATCH, he NEVER got replaced and he doesn't have an ultra special attack and he's not the ace but he's sooooo reliable and cool. He's a caring sempai and a good player and an amazing friend and the only straight ally in a gay world lmaooo We don't appreciate him enough.

Character I Think is Overrated: When I'm not rewatching Haikyuu I think that Hinata and Atsumu are kinda overrated because yeah they're cool but they're not the bests and their characters (I know they're different) aren't the ones I love the most and also I think they're selfish. Then when I rewatches the episode for fun I4m so invested in everything and I just cannot not love them. So, no one is overrated actually.

Favorite Ship/Pairing: HAHA I won't answer that- Alright I will but keep it short. Let's say any popular ship that involves Tsukki, Kuroo, Bokuto, Akaashi and Kenma. Yes even the polyships. Yes. Any popular ship.

Something I Love About the Show/Movie: Everything. (<- only short answer I4m able to give)

BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA

Oh it's been a while since I've been in that fandom. I lost my hyperfixation 3 years ago and I don't even read the scans anymore. Let's do it anyway, maybe it'd wake some sparkle in me and I'd be able to finish my fanfictions !

Favorite Character: I used to say Present Mic or Bakugo and I'm not sure now. I think Aizawa-sensei is someone safe to say, he'd never not be in my Top 3.

Favorite Arc/Episode/Scene: It's been so long, I don't really know

Character I Think is Underrated: Hatsune Mei. I love her and I rarely see people talking about her (or maybe I'm not on the good side of the fandom). And Mina (I know she's loved but not enough)

Character I Think is Overrated: All Might, I don't really like him. Mineta of course, he deserves Hell.

Favorite Ship/Pairing: EraserMic. I didn't write 3 fanfics about those dumbass gay teachers to not put them here.

Something I Love About the Show/Movie: The theme is good : how should we build a society where almost everyone has a superpower ? How do you regulate that ? How do you classify people as heroes, vigilantes and villains ? How do childhood trauma and socioeconomic differences, and traditional cultures play on the development of the superpower and the life of a person ?

AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER

This one is easier because I've already did a fan card about it!

Favorite Character: Zuko. Also Toph.

Favorite Arc/Episode/Scene: The Boiling Rock episodes.

Character I Think is Underrated: I don't think there's one ? I just think Avatar Kyoshi is a bit misinterpreted because the fans love exaggerating, but nothing actually bad.

Character I Think is Overrated: Jet maybe. I just feel nothing about him outside the context of him

Favorite Ship/Pairing: Zukka Nation

Something I Love About the Show/Movie : It's just perfect ? Perfect representation of everything ? It shows so many delicate subjects (people -kids- involved in war, sexism, racism, denial, terrorism, propaganda, redemption, trauma) and it's just GOOD. Zuko returns to his abusive family and makes more mistakes. Sokka looks down on women despite living years of his life surrounded by them. Katara steals something because her ego is hurt. Aang hides something to his friends because he has abandonment issues. Toph is.... Toph. And it's so well written and perfect and good.

JUJUTSU KAISEN

I've done this one too but it's still hard to me lmaooo

Favorite Character: Geto Suguru and Gojo Satoru and Choso and Itadori Yuuji and-

Favorite Arc/Episode/Scene: Hidden Inventory Arc. The story should have stopped here. We don't need anything more come on it's fine. Everyone's happy and it's fine (episodes 4 and 5 don't exist)

Character I Think is Underrated: Ino Takuma. Protect him.

Character I Think is Overrated: That fucking Naoya Bitch. I learned his in the TOP 20 popularity poll ??? HOW THE FUCK ??????? I literally cannot see his face, it gives me nausea. I hate him so sincerely, I don't even want to think about him.

Favorite Ship/Pairing: You know, I know, we know. The strongest. The one and only. The curse me a little at the end. They're known by many names. Satosugu, Gego, Sugusato, Goge, SaltSugar, whatever you want.

Something I Love About the Show/Movie: It's literally a story about love. It is not a romance anime, but it is about love. The theme comes back so often. Suguru loved his friends and it doomed him. Satoru loved Suguru and became a teacher. Yuuta loved Rika and cursed her. Geto's family loved him. It's all about love and no one could convince me otherwise.

#answering asks #anon ask #jjk #atla #haikyuu #mha #bnha #avatar the last airbender #jujutsu kaisen #listing #my hero academia #rambling

[96percentdone]

actually like for real is "morally grey" just being used as a stand-in term for 'character who is well written and interesting and nuanced' as opposed to like a character whose morals and actions are too messy to be classified as either black or white? because if that's true i hate it here. like i really do.

there have been 10000 posts about how people can't be normal about fictional women, and that's true. often you see fictional girls talked about like they're the devil for like being mildly sassy at the fan favorite the one time, but truly like evil or actually morally grey women get fuckin morally whitewashed by so many of their fans like they also can't bear the idea she might suck shit.

that's not like a strictly fictional woman phenomenon, evil/morally grey men get this shit all the time, because i think on some level people can't like. cope with the idea their faves suck. i feel like a lot of people want to feel like the characters they like are good because they fear its a reflection of their own morals if they're not. and it's not. the things you like in fiction are not an indicator of your morality; they just are things you like in fiction.

but that said i find the phenomenon more interesting when it comes to ethically dubious/bankrupt women because truly for a website constantly screaming about how they want well written women in villainous roles, you guys do not know what to do with them at all even when you like them! When you are given the thing you've been clamoring for forever, you either want her to die or you're scrambling desperately to make her less what she is, and in the process desecrating the things that made her interesting and unique. often it just ends up dovetailing back into classic misogyny where if she's not perfect and pure then she's not worth it, but i just kinda don't think fictional women have to be 'good' or even 'not evil' to be worthy of attention, praise, and adoration.

#hope.txt #ik i said i would kill shigure tokiko myself in the tags of my last post #but to be completely clear #i think shigure tokiko is extremely compelling and she lives rent free in my brain #i just also can't stand her and spend every minute of her time on screen yelling 'shut up!' #really she belongs in her own category of 'favorite characters that i hate' #it makes sense i promise #i will sooner die before saying i like shigure tokiko because its not true #i have to stop myself from skipping her dialogue my beef with her ideology is that strong #but she is extremely fascinating and fun to ruminate on #she's fun to use in creative contexts! #she's a very well crafted character and i love well crafted characters but if shigure was a real person i'd get a murder charge #you understand

[dairy-farmer]

Not my boy Timmy single handily repopulating the kryptonians. Iconic baby trapping is one of my faves. I know people are punching and screaming fighting the air

Also him teaching Clark feelings kinda fucked that he never had them reminds me of a sociopath

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you know he is😩😩!!!!!!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️

clark definitely was not about to let tim go not when he had him feeling all kinds of ways. he definitely doesn't care who knows, in fact he wants people to know so everyone knows that tim is his now. people were definitely throwing up and crying at the news 😔 smh some definitely fell to their knees in a kfc parking lot when they got the text that tim was having clark's baby 😔.

and yes!! you got it!!! if clark was raised in kryptonian society he would definitely be classified as whatever they call a 'sociopath'. but clark was raised as a human among humans but despite that what humans call 'sociopathic behavior' doesn't fit him exactly though there is significant overlap.

clark in this au has a very difficult time feeling empathy. when people cry he doesn't feel sad along with them, he gets annoyed- upset and angry even because it's an unpleasant noise. his brain doesn't provide him with the proper or correct chemicals to be able to emotionally react in the way humans can. and clark, being so young and not quite aware that there's something wrong with him because he can't feel the way others do, evades suspicion because he's a baby and he just...copies what the other babies do. clark is smarter than the average baby enough to know, from the tv shows martha and jonathon put on to keep him distracted while they finish up tasks, that he's supposed to cry when he's hungry, uncomfortable, gassy, needs a fresh diaper. clark hasn't felt a genuine emotion...ever. he gets...glimpses. fear, shock, surprise.

but emotions that last? that linger? how's he supposed to know what that feelings. all he knows is he has to laugh and cry and yell like this. clark doesn't feel love and happiness he feels slightly less awkward and uncomfortable with some people which is why he married lois.

but what tim gives him is recognition. acknowledgment of this struggle he's facing and seeing how clark has these dark thought he can't shake off, these curious feelings. what clark's 'dark thoughts' and desires basically are is intrusive thoughts. they're the only thing that lingers in his mind.

unlike humans though, kryptonian sociopathy can be 'treated' 'unlearned' in some ways. kryptonian's with clark's affliction can't process, recognize, or feel their own emotions so what do they need? they need someone at their side, a partner, a companion, on krypton they probably had a kind of 'seeing eye dog' animal for this job.

that's what tim is. he helps clark develop. feel.

the first thing tim helps clark feel is interest, and that's just by being able to acknowledge that clark is in this constant rut and struggle.

clark's a little dark from basically an entire life without sympathy, empathy, or emotion. so yes he's selfish, cruel even. he's pushy, and demanding, and he tramples over boundaries.

but that's because tim is providing him with something he's literally never experienced so he's holding onto that feeling. and on the day their baby is born clark feels some tug inside him, a pull. he's crying. his eyes are stinging with emtion and he's crying because he's so happy.

#anonymous #asks #answered asks

[lihikainanea]

With all your yummy food posts I got to thinking of Tiger trying to cook Bill a surprise bday dinner but failing. She wants to cook his fave Swedish dishes he's always making for her and maybe something his dad made growing up. Stellen sent the recipe. Bill has been missing Sweden some lately especially around his bdy or the holidays? He walks in from being away filming or a photo shoot to find rhe house a mess and Smokey and a small yet angry Tiger. I can't help it ... everything makes me think of these 2 🤷😁🖤

ohhhh HOW I LOVE THIS.

And like, the thing is, tiger is a good cook, you know? Bill loves her cooking (and her cookies). But this is a whole other ball game because it's just ingredients that tiger has never worked with, and has no idea what to do with.

Maybe they're away somewhere--somewhere in the southern United States or something. This whole zombie virus has actually worked in tiger's favour because now she just permanently works from home, which means she can work from wherever Bill needs to be--so now she just kind of follows him from set to set. But Bill s not really a southern United States kind of guy. Don't get me wrong--they start to enjoy some things. They try fried alligator bites together. They're both fond of the dirty, run down no-name bars with peanut shells on the floor and whiskey strong enough to take your nail polish off. In fact, they often head there on a random Tuesday night to enjoy--or at least choke down--some strong brown liquor in a place where Bill knows ain't no one gonna recognize him. Tiger discovered what a hush puppy was, and how great fried green tomatoes were. Bill eats his body weight's worth of deep fried Oreos. There are good things to the Deep South--namely, the pleasure of watching Bill eat a ripe peach as juice drips down his chin and he makes that very familiar sucking noise.

But after a few weeks, he's homesick. It's around midsummer in Sweden, which is always his favourite time of year, and tiger wants to surprise him. She has Gustaf send her some stuff, and Papa S send her some recipes. And one day when Bill has a real long shoot but he's off for a few days after, tiger gets to work.

But look, it's doomed from the get go. It's chaos the minute she tries to stab open the can of surstromming--and promptly can't stop gagging from the smell. How anybody can even be in the same ROOM as this stuff let alone willingly ingest it, tiger has no idea. She can't stop gagging even once she flings the can outside, because the smell just lingers.

and like, tiger has been to Sweden. She knows they pickle everything. She knows there's just random blobs of roe on most foods. She's cool with it.

But this is something else entirely. Maybe she decides that like, to get the stench of rotting fish out of the rented house, she'll start making dessert--princess cake. Bill's favourite, and her favourite too. Something about the delicious marzipan and the absolute pillow of almond cream, and the spongey, soft cake and the jammy layer is just...perfection.

So she sets about making the elements. But like, this fucking cake man--it takes forever. You have to dye the marzipan. You have to make the cream. You have to bake the cake. And by the time tiger tries to pile the almond cream onto the cake in the perfect dome, it's horrendously lumpy and lopsided but she's thinking the marzipan will even it out.

Spoiler alert: it doesn't. The result is a lumpy, puckered, disgusting mess that's oozing everywhere.

She shoves it in the fridge and refuses to look at it.

The boiled potatoes are a gummy, starchy mess and the gloopy dill cream sauce on top is not only remarkably off-putting, but it's barely classified as a sauce by the consistency. It's more of a....paste. The salmon gravlax is disturbingly mushy and alarmingly under-cured. Tiger doesn't fucking know what falukorv even is but the word flaccid is all that comes to mind when she looks at it.

It's a disaster. Bill arrives home to a weird stench in the house--and that's really the only word for it--it all just stinks of burnt and dill and bad potatoes and failure. He can hear stuff boiling over from the kitchen, but of more concern, he can hear tiger's desperate wail of frustration. He kicks off his shoes and crosses the hallway quickly, heading to the scene of the crime, and my god--it does look like a crime scene. It's a mess. Pots everywhere, chopping boards everywhere else, he briefly registers some seagulls amassing on the gallery and fighting over something. Tiger has a knife in her hand, she's wide-eyed and frantic looking.

"Okay," he says calmly, "Wow."

Tiger wails again.

"Put the knife down," he says slowly. She does.

"I wanted to do something nice for you," she mumbles.

"By summoning a hurricane to storm through the kitchen?"

"Bill," she wails. He chuckles a bit.

"Kid what the hell happened?" he asks, moving towards her. He shuts a few dials on the stove, moving an overflowing pot into the sink.

"I wanted to make you a swedish feast," she mutters, "But fuck swedish food."

A loud, angry caw from the balcony makes both of them jump. Bill points to the window, his brows raised in an unspoken question.

"Rotting fucking herring because Sweden is disgusting," she snaps. Bill can't help but smile. This is a mess- an absolute fucking catastrophe--but damn her heart was in the right place.

"Tiger you're a goof," he smiles, "Come here."

He opens his arms and she just kind of falls into them, another frustrated wail escaping her lips.

"I know how homesick you are," she mumbles pitifully, "And I wanted to do something nice for you."

"Oh sweet girl," he kisses her hair, "Thank you."

"It didn't work," she mutters into his chest.

"I see that."

She sighs, and he hugs her closer.

"Pizza?" he asks, and she chuckles into him.

"Yep," she says, "But at least the dessert is salvageable."

She breaks away from him, opening the door to the fridge.

"I made you princess cake," she says excitedly. But then she pulls out this gloopy, unidentifiable mess--the green marzipan melting everywhere, the top all uneven and dimpled, the pink rose droopy and sagging. Cream runs off the plate. Tiger's face falls at the exact same time as Bill's eyes widen, his lips pressed together in a barely-contained gut laugh.

Tiger sighs, defeated.

"Pizza and dessert?" Bill asks, pulling out his phone.

"And beer," tiger sighs.

#bill skarsgard #bill skarsgard drabble #BFF!Bill #bill skarsgard fanfiction #bill skarsgard fanfic #bill skarsgard fiction #bill skarsgard fic

[dwarrowdams]

🥺, 🧐, and ✅?

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

The moment where a relationship is deepening/changing (oftentimes from something platonic to something romantic) and the characters aren't outwardly admitting their feelings are different, but their actions are telling on them.

My fave manifestation of this is a "stay" moment (where one character is leaving [often after sex] and the other asks them to stay), but things like cuddling or sharing big, emotional stuff also turn me into a melty pile of goo.

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

Sometimes. There are times when I vaguely explain things away with magic and/or technology, but I usually research even throwaway lines because I have a deep-seated need to be Right.

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

Somehow, I always write about a lot of nontraditional family structures (single parents, one or both birth parents being dead or awful people [or dead and awful people], people who aren't biologically related acting as a parent or otherwise involved relative). I have very few characters who were part of a traditional nuclear family where both parents survived past the character's 18th birthday.

Upon thinking about it, I also write a lot of deeply emotional women (or nonbinary people who'd be cool with being classified as women for the purposes of statistical analysis), whether they're angry (Liv) or sad (Eden) or both (Eadgyd), or sometimes just joyful (Frida). I think that's my way of pushing back against the idea that women being emotional/showing strong feelings is "un-feminist."

I write about queer and disabled/neurodiverse people on purpose, and that's because we deserve love stories where we're not a cheap plot device and our existence is celebrated instead of seen as tragic.

Ask Me About My Fic!

#thank you!! #asks #these are all really good questions

[mooifyourecows]

moo i’m gonna need a list of your favorite kpop songs and groups because now i’m invested since i know you have good taste

Hmm well get ready for a long list then because I've got lots. I'll bold the songs (and artists) that are my TOP faves from the whole thing (because I know it's gonna be a daunting list) and put an asterisk (*) next to the songs that have amazing mvs on youtube that make the listening experience even better 🤌

Obviously I love all of mamamoo, but some notable ones that I listen to a lot by them are 'I Miss You', 'Taller than you', 'Diamond', and 'Hip*'

'Maria*' and 'I'm bad too (feat DPR LIVE)' by Hwa Sa

'bboom bboom' by momoland

'MUSE (feat Paloalto)' by Hannah Jang

'Cause I'm God girl', 'Flower Shower', 'Follow me (feat Wooseok)' and 'Red' by HyunA

'Gucci' and 'zoom' by Jessi

I like most of (g)i-dle's songs but some of my faves are 'oh my god', 'hann', 'latata', and 'senorita'

'Swim- virus edit' by youra

'A.M.A.F.' by saay

'Dont hang up' by suran (feat ph-1)

'Eight*' by IU

I pretty much love all of BTS but here are my all time faves from them: 'black swan*', 'mama', 'lie', 'friends', 'jamais vu', 'spring day*', 'so 4 more/2nd grade', 'trivia: seesaw', 'singularity*', 'answer: Love myself', 'outro: tear', 'anpanman', 'don't leave me', 'pied piper', 'first love', 'look here'

okay I will stop with BTS because I'm a bit biased toward them considering they were the group that introduced me to kpop in the first place lmao

Okay I lied I'm not stopping because now for the solo albums from bts members:

'tokyo', 'badbye', 'everythingoes', 'do you', and 'change' by RM

'Hangsang', 'daydream', 'blue side' by J-Hope

'People', 'so far away (feat Suran)', 'give it to me', 'the last', and 'interlude: set me free' by Agust D

And they're not on Spotify UNFORTUNATELY, but also: 'promise' by jimin and '4 o'clock' by V and RM

'If you' and 'fxxk it' by bigbang

'Zutter*' by gdragon and t.o.p.

'DOOM DADA' and 'Turn it up' by t.o.p.

'Whisper*' by VIXX LR (very homo mv for this one fellas)

'Hoodie', 'Tuxedo*', 'Damnra', 'Leopard (feat Solar)', and 'Brag' by Ravi (Ravi is also a big mint chocolate chip fan and even remixed one of his songs and turned it into a Mint choco anthem so he gets TRIPLE my respect for that)(also his voice is just so sexy that I told my partner that if his voice turned into a person I would happily cheat on him with it. He is okay with it)(literally the two Koreans I'm legit in love with are Hwa sa and Ravi and they've both been called "unattractive" by Korean standards so I guess I just have GREAT taste)

'HALA HALA' and 'pirate king' by ATEEZ

'Back Door*', 'Gods Menu*', 'Red Lights*', 'Thunderous*', and 'Maniac*' by Stray Kids (best way to consume stray kids music is by watching their MVs because WOW they're so good like wow WOW)

'Shine', 'Naughty Boy', and 'Do it for fun' by Pentagon

'Want*', 'Advice*', and 'Criminal*' by Taemin

'Nillili Mambo*' and 'Mental Breaker' by Block B

'Ko ko bop' by exo

'Love scenario' and 'rhythm ta' by iKON

'Clap', 'oh my', and 'call call call' by seventeen

'Hello', 'air', 'everyday' and 'fool' by WINNER

'Just right' by got7

'HOLUP!*' by bobby

'The 7th Sense*' and 'Baby Don't Stop' by NCT

'Any song', 'Daredevil', 'One-man show (feat Sik-K)', and 'Summer Hate' by ZICO

'Hocus pocus' by PLT

'Part time lover', 'OOO', 'Then', 'Stay here', and 'lost my way' by Gaho

'Manitto' by Villain

'Face' and 'lazy' by woosung

'Instagram*' by dean

'Fiance' by mino

On top of listening to kpop, I'm also really into k-hiphop and k-indie, so I'll give some recs for those too if you're interested in giving them a try

K-Indie (or R&B or however they would classify these types of songs that I feel don't exactly fit into kpop. If im wrong then shhhh im just going off vibes okay):

'Dancing in the Rain', 'EXIT', 'Cloud', and 'Say Hello Inner Child' by Rad Museum

'Comes and Goes', 'Settled down', 'Big Bird', 'Die Alone', 'Wi Ing Wi Ing', and 'Love ya!' by HYUKOH (literally all their songs are so good though, oh hyuk has a BEAUTIFUL voice)

'Its you', 'SEATTLE', 'MAMA DONT WORRY', and 'NO SENSE' by Sam Kim

'Your dog loves you' and 'Poem (shhh)' by Colde

'No one told me why' by ALEPH

'hawaii in seoul', 'lost in seoul', and 'Waves' by DNYDK

For K-hiphop:

'J2B' by YUMDDA (feat DEEPLFLOW, paloalto, The Quiett, and Simon Dominic)

'Siren remix (feat uneducated kid and Paul Blanco)' by HOMIES (Paul blanco's verse in this song literally MURDERS me every time)

'Feedback', 'Let's disco dance', 'Memoir (orchestral version)', 'Raw (feat Seungmin Kim)', and 'Rambo' by Gwangil Jo

'fine! (feat kid milli)' by punchnello

'vv 2' by GIRIBOY feat CHOILB, Hayake, Kid Milli, and Seungmin Kim

'115 (feat pH-1)', 'under the ground (feat dean)', and 'Wu' by nafla

'business boy (feat nongmill kim and BLOO)' by Huh!

'bodega' and 'UFO' by 99 God

'BESIDE', 'Dressroom', 'not ok (feat ski dash)', and 'IZZEN' by H!GHLY BASS (definitely an underappreciated artist and he deserves more attention)

'SUPERBEEWHY' by SUPERBEE (feat BewhY)

'to all the uneducated kids too' by Olltii

'DOKI DOKI', 'YESSIR', and 'MAMA (feat bangkokboy)' by Ski Dash

'Wet (feat Jessi)', 'Bbung', '1 Week', 'Kari', and 'Yah, Nuh' by Flowsik

Aaaaand let's end it there 👌 hope you find something you like! I know a lot of these recs are pretty popular but there are some lesser known ones too that I think deserve way more love and attention 🖤

[burr-ell]

Yeah, this whole situation is messed up and the fact that these scumbags think it's okay to abuse and harass someone for stating an otherwise harmless opinion that wasn't even about their fave and then cry about being the oppressed by the "tumblr clout chasers" as they called us really makes them worse than the Voltron fandom.

honestly i'm reluctant to classify almost any fandom as being worse than the voltron fandom (simply because for all the nasty things they've done, i've not heard of any fe3h fans blackmailing intsys or koei to get them to declare crimson flower the One True Route or whatever; and for its faults, 3h is not nearly the tire fire that vld became), but it's definitely up there.

like, it's not enough that edelstans have their own spaces; they have to have everyone else's spaces, too. it's so childish and privileged. and honestly, i think most people were perfectly content to let them have their own blogs and their own subreddit; the only time anyone's really put their foot down has been when they've actively been trying to hurt real people, almost like a well-adjusted adult knows that real human beings are more important than pngs.

(also like. Very Incheresting that the only people they're willing to go after with this level of intensity are the people who identify as male. boy howdy shucks golly gee, it's almost as if they know they'd look bad for harassing the many, many women and people of color and lgbtq people who think the same things and have said them just as loudly. or perhaps they don't think any of those people could ever really hold those opinions without being brainwashed? either way, as far as i'm concerned, it's just bigotry in a funny hat.)

#gods i feel like being in vld qualifies me for a veterans' discount. especially shipping a rarepair #one time i was asked to give a longform explanation of vld discourse and took like an hour to write it #i broke discord character limit multiple times #i feel like i'm still typing it to this day #edelgard discourse #edelgard critical #fe3h discourse #asks

[which-star]

kdkdkdk I just saw Ella's post on the dash and forgot I had this in the drafts for forever 😭😭 anyways tagged by both @lesbiansayaishii and @trevervaenic to do 5 comfort characters!!

This is kinda hard bc I don't really classify any of the characters I like as comfort characters 😭 I just think they're cool and I like them. Here I stuck to faves of some media I reread/rewatch or just really like in no particular order!

Cindy Moon (SILK) 🫶 - I am a silk blog after all, rereading her comics are always fun and there are. So. many new blorbos I have bc of her mwah

Mai (atla) - my original fave! Literally who does it like her

Alex Huang (poat) - the whole poat book tbh, I fell back in love with it rereading earlier this year! It's like a book as a whole, but if I had to choose my fave it's her.

Carter Kane (kc) - the original guy 🫶! shjdjd the amount of times I reread kc and also specifically the SoN in the hoo series as a kid is insane. Not that Carter is in SoN, but I reread both, like, equally!

Ghosts Among the Wildflowers - wow what a webtoon. It's so good and fun!!! Such a high recc I can't even choose a character because I was enjoying reading it so much.

#tag game #I always say to myself I'll do the tag later and never do it 😭

[septembersghost]

"i've got someone rightfully upset about ts discourse and someone else rightfully upset about spn discourse in here" both fandoms have been rancid lately 😭

i know it, what's in the water? what's happening? do we need better enrichment? problem one, people on tiktok (and often twitter) apparently have no boundaries or regard for human decency or frailties, and no nuance in examining situations. they're making insane demands as if they're entitled to her, or (as with a different topic that i feel nothing but frustration about and can't fix 😔) ignoring reality for rage clicks. i don't understand that app, that's the one i would classify as a mistake. :/ meanwhile, i'm so sorry but i cannot engage with bad takes about that show anymore, even when it comes from the actors. it is the only decision that has given me freedom. i don't have to think they matter unless it's funny or something i agree with, but mostly i avoid them altogether. the life preserver of my sanity!

me gathering all my beloved musicians and cute little fave people and all my dear fictional characters into a group: babies get behind meeeee

#anonymous #letterbox #i don't want anyone to feel bad!!! it was simply quite a lot to unpack in one day

[twd-obsessed-bitch]

OKAY

REUNION THOUGHTS

UNCLE DARYL and both Judith and RJ full sprinting at him and him picking them both up, my heart I love them, the little family

Maggie and Hershel Jr being adorable

Carol asking Maggie "is this all" referring to the cut on her cheek

Carol and Daryl's hug I wouldn't even classify as a hug really? This isn't me shitting on the ship, it's just like they barely touched each other, it was so gentle

Lydia being heartbroken at hearing that Negan left, it's okay girlie I have abandonment issues too

OKAY NOW ON TO MY FAVE PART

DARYL AND CONNIE

OH MY FUCKING GOD

Him dropping the apples the moment he sees her and RUNNING

The HUG!

The "do you want an apple" and then he steps on the apples cause he fucking dropped them

Him SIGNING WITHOUT HESITATION

Her pushing him after their hug

"I have so many questions for you"

"for me?"

"yea."

I adore them so much I'm so happy they're back together holy shit

Lastly dog eating an apple was adorable

#mads watches #twd #the walking dead #daryl dixon #connie twd #twd lydia #maggie greene #maggie rhee

[storiesofsvu]

10, 15, 20, 4 & 9 (randomly chosen) for the writer asks!

10. top three fave fic tropes?

not sure if they're "tropes" per-say, but I enjoy writing the following:

-secret relationship

-the "we fucked on a one night stand and it turns out you're the new kid at work the next morning" trope

and

-the "we've been dating and head over heels in love/fwb/whatever and it turns out you're related to/work for/used to date my ex/parent/sibling/boss"

15. what's your favorite plotless fic you have written?

hmmm.... You Can & You Will w/Rita. or Christmas Bonus with Calex x reader

20. do you work on a single project or many at the same time? how does that work for you?

oof. okay. so in the past, I have worked on 2-3 series at the same time, and done my best to rotate writing/posting. like, I had a time where Cabot/Barba/Rita were on rotate with their series. i also used to write a fic/chapter, an immediately post it, like, there was no queuing, I had no "wips" per-say.

NOW...I've decided to change things up. I'll start something, and if I feel like I don't want to finish it, I'll leave it be in word and start something else. Or like, if i'm writing something that's going to be smut, but i don't feel like writing the smut right away, I'll pause and move onto something else. I've also gone through and outlined the current fics I have been writing/posting (nanny and peach) so i know where they're going and I'm trying to have more stuff written before posting, so i actually have wips in word, and more ability to edit/alter as i haven't posted it yet.

i like to have a variety at all times, it helps swapping genres, or straight passing vs wlw relationships, or even ships vs reader inserts. and fandoms. like, jumping around helps me stay focused and stimulated (i will tell ya right now. i'm pretty fucking rita'd out....i could barely even get through a couple of her eps i tried watching the other day...like...not that i'm over her, i just need a lil break)...

4. Do you have any OC's? do you have a story for them?

okay, so earlier on, no. or at least, not really. like, occasionally a sister or parent shows up that we haven't met in canon, so we technically do have Cynthia Calhoun: Rita's toxic af mother.

Natasha will be an upcoming OC, but ya'll have met her in the version of yn in Classified Affairs/Bruised Peach, so you know that backstory already. and more of it will be coming out later, though the story she's in won't focus on her.

9.Thoughts on cliffhangers?

oh i fucking love them. let it be dramatic. i love leaving a bit of mystery in shit. like, i LOVED SSS with y'all trying to piece together who the wife was, and CA trying to figure out the foreshadowing and how things were going to end up with Heather. i love shit like that. and i do my best to not have a cliffhanger and not have the next ch started so it isnt too long between updates.

thanks for playing!!

Yet Another Writing ask.

[rappaccini]

I promise this wasn't my ONLY takeaway from your very interesting post about teenagers in fandom, but - would you classify TUA as a found family story?

hmmm..... i know the writers on social media have definitely been referring to tua as such, and i think there's merit to it.

granted, 'found family' is one of those terms that's just kind of hot right now. it has lots of clout. everyone wants to say their story has a found family, same way everyone wants to say their fave couple is enemies-to-lovers. the definition's too diluted now, so i think i should break it down real quick: 'found family' can have a few different rings to it, but they always involve:

an outcast (or several outcasts)

who was alienated, rejected or abused by their birth family, or may be without one entirely

who starts the story alone and vulnerable

who joins (or forms) a group of people, also outcasts (or who feel like outcasts)

and over the course of the story, they develop a powerful unbreakable bond greater than the one they had with their birth family. (there can be romances/hookups included within that group dynamic, but they can't be the only dynamic at play)

through that bond they find acceptance, support, love (platonic always, romantic not always, but possible) and they help each other conquer their personal issues as they deal with the greater plot

and they ultimately decide to call themselves a family, even though they aren't legally or biologically one. they can legitimize via adoption/marriage/having kids, depending on the specific dynamic, or they can not. they can call each other brother/sister/mother/father or not. there can be romantic bonds or not. what matters is how they choose to feel about each other, above all else. what matters is they belong together.

further clarity: a found family dynamic* =/= a found family** =/= a found family story.***

*dynamic = one intercharacter bond between two people within a larger group that doesn't necessarily fit that mold. ex: in the last of us, joel and ellie are a found family, but the town of jackson, wy, isn't one.

**family = a family that bonded in the ffs way, but doesn't necessarily exist in a story about that dynamic. ex: the grisha are a found family, but the grisha trilogy isn't a found family story.

***found family story = the plot is explicitly about the formation of that family. ex: the witcher is about geralt, yennefer and ciri becoming the found family they never had.

there's a lot of variance. found families can consist of two people (especially if they're an adult and child), or a dozen. the bonds formed can be sibling-like, parent-and-child-like, purely platonic friendships, or there can be romances threaded through the group. they can know each other before the plot begins (as long as they're not too close) or be total strangers. some members of the found family can even be biologically related, as long as most of the group isn't.

regardless, the big change consists of going from alone, vulnerable and outcast to together, accepted and loved.

found family stories are not

stories about two people who fall in love and get together (or 2+ people who form an exclusively romantic/sexual entanglement). that's just romance.

stories about a close friend group, where all the friends come from loving, accepting backgrounds they'll return to when the story's up, and where the friend group never supplants the family bond (or romantic entanglements with people outside the group) in importance. that's just a friendship story.

stories about abusive dysfunctional families that stay abusive and dysfunctional until the end. that's an abusive dysfunctional family story.

stories about biological family having an falling-out and resolving it (or even being separated and returning to each other). they were already bonded before the plot started. that's a family story.

stories about stepsiblings or adopted siblings (in conventional family settings, not extraordinary circumstances; a distinction we must make because it's fiction) learning to accept each other as True Family, because legally, they are whether they want it or not.

stories about a group who are already together and bonded before the plot started. maybe they're a found family, but they aren't in a found family story.

stories about an orphan deciding to move into the abandoned house of a dead family she spent a few days with, stealing their shit and their last name, and deciding she's now one of them, apparently. that's the rise of skywalker.

so. now that that's out of the way.

with tua, the issue is that almost all of the dynamic fits the found family to a t:

the hargreeves are all lonely outcasts

they come from isolated, abusive family backgrounds****

they start the story alone

they come together with said fellow outcasts, but only to solve the plot (Who Killed Dad/saving the world) and not out of fondness

they then end up bonding

they (will hopefully) help each other grow and recover from their trauma

and if the story stays on its rails, they'll form that loving bond they never had as they choose what kind of family they want to be (which includes a mix of platonic and romantic connections).

but.

****they already know each other before the story started: they grew up together and are legally siblings, even though they were raised in a boarding school environment where they were discouraged from forming healthy bonds.

they pay lip service to that by calling themselves brothers, sisters, mother, father-- a family-- and then proceed to look into the camera and go ~but not really~ as they play out dynamics that just aren't familial.... granted, they're doing that Found Family Narrative tenet of deciding for themselves what kind of relationships they want with each other.

but it's confusing. especially to the teens this show is aimed at, who aren't good at picking up on anything deeper than the surface-level labels.

i think it qualifies, because it does hit all seven main points pretty accurately, but it's a very strange outlier. and shouldn't be used as an example of one for someone who isn't familiar with the trope, because it'd just confuse them.

#asks #tua #tua tv #meta

[kyunsies]

hello hello mädchen <3 i hope you're doing good today and it is lovely where you are

i am slowly feeling better thank you - i'm still have trouble with sleep but i hope that it gets better soon. 😢😢😢 your words. you are super amazing too and so kind. i feel we have very similar tendencies too and it's a really good thing sometimes but can also be a not so good thing. idk if you've tried this but i'm trying to try less hard? not that like i don't want to work hard but it feels like sometimes i cross that line where it's too much and it actually makes it worse? like to let go enough to be able to appreciate my work as opposed to try and kill myself over it? idk i don't know if it will work but i want to try? i've just moved to a new agent/rep that will hopefully be better for my mental health just cause they seem nicer and will stress me out less.

your job sounds really thorough though. do you enjoy it? i 100% agree with you though! i like to buy good quality clothes too, but that's probably because i really don't buy loads either so each piece feels like an investment? what did you get? is it warm where you are? or have you been investing in more wintry stuff? i so so rarely get multiple versions of albums! i always really to but then i wonder if i;m going overboard and if i end up looking at the photobooks? i got the comma and xiesta photobooks last year and now i'm not sure if i wanna sell them on to a monbebe that will appreciate them more? hmm just me overthinking probably? leather platform shoes sound AMAZING. hahah i do the same though if i know i want to spend some money so i usually wait for the following month sometimes even though i know i'm gonna get the thing anyway? haha.

i'm back to heaven as my fave now!! i'm so so so looking forward to mx eng2 but i agree with you. like these careers are so so so short i'm sure they're aware of this and just want to live their career to their full.

ahhhhh 😢😢😢i love you lots and honestly i was so scared my last year of uni too. i don't think older generations get how much harder it is for people our age when we leave uni and stuff to just start a live that is nice and happy and fulfilling. so you're not alone and honestly even now i feel the same way just after i left uni. BUT you know you have the ability and that means you'll always be able to find a way. i was gonna buy five versions of an album today so i am deffo not the most responsible haha XD but thank you and also know that being insecure means that you're human and not an asshole because honestly all the people that were so overconfident that i've ever known (and i don't mean like - putting it on to help them get through stuff or performing but legit thought they were all that) have all been assholes. so it means you have a good heart and you will always find a way. i don't deserve being looked up to honestly but i'm honored you think i am <3 i'll always keep working hard - i wish i could give you a hug in person and let you know that things will be okay! please always feel ok to tell me your troubles and anything as well. am always here for anything you need too <3

love you lots and lots and lots xxxxx 🦢

babe i am finallyyyyyyyyyy answering this now ;___; i'm so sorry i kept u waiting but i wanted to answer this with all of my attention and not when i was busy bc that wouldn't have been fair to u :( so i hope u have been well and thank u so much for being patient !!! also u used my full name ........ what if i loved u with my whole heart <3

have u finally been able to get the rest you need ? i know work can keep our anxieties on high alert, which makes us even more inclined to burn out :( i hope u are able to rest well soon and not worry too much about work in the future ;____; but like i always say i'm really proud of u for pushing thru anything bubbie like u could easily just give up or have a mental block but if there's one thing i know both of us pride ourselves in it's always finding a way to handle stress no matter what the cost it does to our mental heath etc ....... which could be a bad thing but also there's lots to be said about how our work ethic is right ?? also LDSKFJS not trying hard .......... i think u mean like not stressing myself over every little thing right? there's a saying "don't cry over spilled milk" like CHILL it's okay it's just a mistake just clean it up and move on :') i really wish i can learn this mentality in the future ...... i just don't have those types of ppl around me in nursing school bc all of us are always on edge so i think i'm missing ppl like that in my life (besides my family but to an extent they can be classified as type A personalities too skjflfj) but anyways; u said u moved onto a new agency?? i hope that works well for u and they are able to allow u to grow and create things freely <3 good luck !!!

my job is just okay !! i won't be doing this in the future but it's nice to know that for a fact i don't think i could work in an office setting like this for the rest of my life HHH but it's okay, i don't mind organizing things for other ppl esp if it will help the company in the long run !!! and about my clothes SLKDFJ i totally agree !!! like we said we don't like our bank account hitting below a certain number so everything i buy is like an "investment" like u said hehe so most of the things i buy for example jeans are over $70 for me but i know i'll probably go a whole year not buying another pair and wearing those most likely everyday lol u know ? it's very warm where i am (most days lol) so i've been buying some light weight clothing !!! i don't like wearing jean shorts or anything like that, my fav material to wear in the summer is linen and cotton so i've been buying a lot of flowy linen pants <3 i got a pair from the store madewell, and bc i was on holiday this week i went to this one swimsuit store called everything but water and they sell pricier swimwear but i get so fed up trying to go to cheaper stores to look for swim tops bc i have bigger boobs hhhh and nothing makes me feel comfortable in my own skin so i don't mind spending money on something i feel comfortable in !! anyways i bought a bathing suit from there and then i think that's it ?? i was going to buy some jo malone perfume but it's so expensive so i didn't ;____;

U ARE BACK ON THE HEAVEN TRAIN WOO HOO <3 lol it is such a good song ....... i told u it's in my top 3 comfort songs <3 and about the eng album !!! yes i totally agree, i think they're aware of how much they're doing and honestly i think they should take advantage at every opportunity that comes their way as long as they feel that have control of the situation :)

and ALL OF THIS LAST MESSAGE MADE ME CRY WHEN I READ THIS :((( i tell my mom about all my anons lololol and she knows about u and ur work and i read this last part to her and she thought it was so sweet of u to say ;_____; it's kinda comforting knowing i am not the only one who has these doubts about the last year of uni :( i don't get much feedback from my family (besides my mom and grandparents) about if they're proud of me or not , i don't think they really get how hard it is for me being a nursing student but i just want to do well at whatever i do :( i want to be able to look at myself and go "hey u know what ur doing and ur doing really well".... i just hope i get there someday ;____; i have so many anxieties and maybe i need to talk to someone about them bc i think they hinder my nursing performance rather than help me but just knowing someone like u cares out there ........ i mean u know me but we have never met and u are so sure about my abilities and i can't tell u how thankful i am for someone like u <3 truly brings tears to me eyes <3 i want to give u a hug too :( thank u for ur kind words always i could cry right now ;_____;

#asks #💥 anon #angel thank u so much for being patient i know i kept u waiting for a little while #i love u and thank u for always being here for me :( i love u like no other :( #pls take care of yourself this week for me okay? i'll be here if u need it !!!! love u !!!!!!!