#feeling overwhelmed by everything

[kingofthering]

what does it mean when people fighting/arguing at work give you me anxiety

#am I too sensitive or not made for the corporate world #(that I have been a part of for nearly five years) #hate mondays #feeling overwhelmed by everything #and unable to focus on anything #(what’s new)

[skeletoninthemelonland]

"The Exocannis Ressurection"

#been experiencing (seasonal) difficulties to feel satisfied with my art. especially if it's digital #i can't make fanart of other things i enjoy besides fnaf or listen to new music without feeling 'unknown' to it #everything is too much. new stuff becomes overwhelming and discouraging. people might not like it. (IT KEEPS HAPPENING RAGHHH)) #so im breaking the cycle by trying something that i came up with months ago (AGAIN) #as some people might know. the character i drew here is Hunter. and he's my OC #he's from a story i created during the pandemic. it was originally called 'The Other Side' #i got obsessed and started making art. it truly felt like i was part of a huge community. when it was just me in my room #i feel like i said this before. but after Behind The Codes. this story is probably going to be the next thing i'll be working with #starbsart #original character

[hamable]

I hope, however the growing Cassandra plot plays out, that she grows the following and appreciation she deserves. Kristen talks with her cleric Professor about a no one wanting a religion based on uncertainty, but I think that could be massively popular??

Like, a divinity based around the idea that there is no grand plan, nothing is preordained. You are born, you enjoy things, and then you pass on, and what you do with that chunk of time is up to you. No, not all your questions will be answered. How could they be? How comfortable are you with not knowing?

I think a lot of people in Solace would like something like that to pray to and rely on and connect with, even if that connection is “idk either, but I hear you.”

#dimension 20 #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #even as a non magical concept it’s like yeah I’d fuck with that #kristen applebees #but then you also get Magic???? bro you have a line out the door of ppl wanting to sign up #the bad kids entire junior year so far has been ugh uh everything is spiraling out of control what’s going on. and they all feel alone in it #gah like literally every time Kristen was getting overwhelmed and ignoring Cassandra it’s like no bb that’s literally what she’s there for

[cringelordofchaos]

"there's not much to say about Sunny's personality, as he is a silent protagonist-" how about no ?? We literally get to be inside that guy's head. We literally get to be him

#like obviously #its made clear that he is very quiet. imaginative. always daydreaming. shy. has a hard time expressing emotions. “baby of the group” they - #- called him. he feels strongly though. in the sense he is also overwhelmed easily. but is quiet about it. so he probs has trouble communic #ting in general. desoite his outside monotone appearance his inner world is colorful and cute and vibrant. #etc ect #and obvs thats just his persinality #personality is not everything that makes an individual #wahetvs #oretend i never said anything #omori #my top posts

[iknowicanbutwhy]

Oh, so she's kind of trendy? Cool cool

#art #fanart #hi-fi rush #roxanne vandelay #chai hi fi rush #*attempts simple background* it's not working why isn't it WORKING #hi fi rush #hi fi rush spoilers #spoilers #im marking spoilers because well. you dont get to see her colored-in and not made of stone/metal until the end so #I couldn't find any Roxanne pictures on google so i had to scour some cutscenes and make myself a ref #i love her ok? her family makes me think of mine and i just want everything to be okay #I also feel like Chai would be kind of nervous around her to start with. Who wouldn't be a little overwhelmed by a big business lady who #solved a global energy crisis and is also Pep's mom and who is also currently housing Chai more or less for free? #i would. i would be #i left out the thing on her collarbone. looked a little sus. like mind-control sus. i could be wrong #anyways reason 15 why i love peppermint: i love her mom too and i want everything to work out ;-;

[ninacarstairss]

there is a part of me that will always be a little sad when watching heartstopper. i didn’t really find a supportive group of friends who could watch me go through crushes and heartbreaks and fights and challenges. i don’t really have a little queer family to feel incredibly comfortable with. i never got to have all that in my teenage years, i hardly have it now. but heartstopper is also the reason why i know this is possible, that this kind of love and queer joy and pride exist. so there is a little part of me that will always be sad i didn’t get to live this slice of queer life, but there is a much bigger part of me that is so grateful for this kind of representation, for this kind of love and friendship, this kind of acceptance. there is a huge part of me that can never thank alice enough for creating this world that is now my safest place. there is the biggest part of me who will always turn to heartstopper to find comfort and queer joy

#i am overwhelmed #in the most beautifully and perfectly way possible #this season has been everything i hoped it would be and so much more #i cannot even begin to explain how i’m feeling #heartstopper #heartstopper spoilers #heartstopper tv #heartstopper season 2 #heartstopper s2 #alice oseman

[skyjanquest]

No pressure! 👌 (I luv markus sm)

#dbh #dbh markus #videogame #games #markus rk200 #markus dbh #detroit become meme #detroit become human #markus x north #markus x simon #illustration #When I was playing the game today #I noticed how Markus feels confused and overwhelmed with everything #so i had to draw this in a funny way lol #i love this game so much #drawing #fanart #art #i feel like everytime markus looks away he's got a worried face lol

[sergle]

There's something about like. A certain genre of posts / Online Opinions about insecurity/depression/misery/complaints that are so unhelpful that they wrap right around to being straight up hilarious. and it's the ones that are more or less written to the tone of "Feeling bad? That's gross!" Like, just so you know, don't voice your insecurities/ have low self esteem, because that's offputting! You're gross and weird. Don't be insecure about that, though. That would be stupid if you felt insecure about people disliking you for being insecure. Not attractive. You should be thinking about being as attractive as possible. You shouldn't make comments about suicide, even if you're suicidal! Keep those thoughts entirely to yourself. Make sure nobody around you knows you're thinking about this. It would Make Them Uncomfortable. It's better to keep these thoughts in your head where they can fester. Don't post OR talk to friends with complaints about you feeling miserable or depressed. Tbh people who are sad/upset a lot? Kinda a red flag! You are probably miserable because you're a bad person and you've brought this on yourself. If you don't have friends, it's because you're awful to be around. Easy! Solved the problem for you. And no, there is no nuance to this, got it? So, make sure to feel bad about feeling bad, but don't feel bad about it, because, well, that's just gross. And annoying! You might've wanted your brain rotted thoughts to be Peer Reviewed, you might have just needed to vent- you might've been hoping for some comfort, to get things off your chest. Well, don't! Don't talk about thoughts or feelings that are negative with your friends, you'd be burdening them and that's only meant for THERAPY. #SponsoredbyBetterHelp #MentalHealth like, DAMN. that's so helpful. you're so good at helping. I um really liked the part where these are all hard and fast rules that encourage keeping feelings bottled up and keeping your friends at arm's length. That's really funny of you.

#I FEEL LIKE COMPLAINING RN in the context of this alternate universe these posts live in. that makes me evil rn. I may not even keep #the post up. but I Needed to complain about these bc I hate seeing them #really funny and good because it very much feeds into that part of the brain where you go wait am I stupid? am I horrible? am I annoying? #before you express any kind of personal feelings. from feeling insecure alll the way down the spectrum to feeling like your life is over #before anyone How Dare You Say We Piss On The Poor-s at me YES there is a nuanced version of this #which is. you can make someone feel like shit (A Fellow Sufferer Of The Mental Eelnesses) by using them as your dumping ground #in excess and usually with no regard for how they feel and without Regular conversations inbetween #and in a one-sided way where they can't do the same and complain with you as a sounding board in return #don't tell new friends you hardly know abt THE MOST personal shit you can possibly think of. there are steps being skipped here #right? we know this. we all know it. setting a boundary is a thing. overwhelming a person is a thing #on the other hand there is such a thing as a friend who IS okay to listen and wants to help. and friends who relate. #maybe talking abt personal stuff makes ppl feel closer sometimes. just a thought! maybe not everything is Emotional Labor. maybe just maybe #but like come on. these are almost intentionally unhelpful posts #long post

[tinyangrynerd]

Picked up the game again to finally dip my toes into the recent dlc. And i forget how much of a cluster fuck my 1st savefile is. Not that it's in a bad state, but it's just too much happening, too much everywhere. And i got nowhere to put new stuff. And it made me very stressed and angy.

Also pls..... the Bars....

#cult of the lamb #cotl shamura #my art #quick doodles #cobaltsona #this was my reaction upon returning and being overwhelmed immediately #until i realized i should maybe just start a new file finally.. #instead of removing everything for a clean slate (......again) #but boy was i tempted... #what i would not give for them to give us an update to let us expand our area for more space #so shit doesn't feel like it's gotta all be on top of each other #like idk where to put all the new structures and i feel like i gotta rearrange everything now #which is... very tedious to do in this game..... #also just... please less bars =__= it's so many #i want to clear all the bars but the followers are too powerful Dx

[buglover77]

ACROSS THE SPIDERVERSE SPOILERS

I cannot get over how Miles is Gwen’s safe person.

Miles is so her safe person that she CANNOT SENSE HIM. Her body physically cannot register him as a threat. Her spider sense does not tell her he’s there when invisible because HER BODY CANNOT BE ON GUARD WITH HIM. GRRRRR.

She can sense him across universes when he’s in danger but she can’t sense him when he’s five feet away because his intentions are so…not malicious. And she feels so safe with him. And trusts him so completely. That she literally can’t sense him.

#whether you ship it romantically or just like the friendship Gwen and Miles are everything to me #she makes so many mistakes over and over and it all just comes from this overwhelming position of being a kid and NOT KNOWING BETTER #Gwen Stacy lost her Peter and wasn’t ready to lose her Miles #and she hasn’t he’s right there #and she CAN’T SENSE HIM #she thinks she is all alone in the world and she’s NOT she ISN’T #her best friend is RIGHT THERE #she just loves him too much to feel him #gwen stacy #miles morales #spider gwen #spiderman #into the spider verse #across the Spiderverse #spoilers #miles and gwen

[ahappydnp]

need a dapg video where it's just like 'what happened behind the scenes of this moment'

wanna hear them talk about the angry bookstore dad or how they genuinely felt after those insane m&g crowds at vidcon/sitc or how much shit they talked after a youtuber event or what were they feeling after the first tatinof show

#like not necessarily the big moments or even private stuff but like the emotions behind the scenes? #idk i was rewatching an old zoella vlog where 7000 fan were surrounding them in london #and she had a moment after where she verbally processed what just happened and how she was feeling about everything #and i cannot fathom dnp ever being that vulnerable ESPECIALLY in that era but now?? #tell me how it actually felt to see thousands of people scream for you or what was the most surprisingly overwhelming moment #or when did the reality of this life actually Hit

[mad--sad--bad]

the emptiness in me has teeth

#bpd #i feel empty #emptiness #mentally ill #overthinking #traumatized #trapped #exhausted #overwhelmed #too much and not enough #i don't belong here #i can't handle this #need another world #hate everything #tired and sad #it hurts #mental breakdown

[zoroshark]

Have a few rauru doodles I've done these past months.

#my art #fan art #artists on tumblr #doodles #tears of the kingdom #tloz #loz #legend of zelda #zonai #the legend of zelda #totk #totk rauru #rauru #king rauru #sorry ive been inactive #im still on the totk and rauru train #just been overwhelmed by everything thats happened so far #along with feeling mixed on my art #its been rough #not sure when posting will be picked back up

[cy-prian]

one thing i love is how attentive will is to james. every time james is in the room, it's like will laser-focuses on the guy. he pays so much attention to the little details, james' micro-expressions.

but at the end of dark heir, there's none of that. will doesn't notice if james' lips are quirking, doesn't notice if james looks and sounds genuine. doesn't notice how james is parroting his every command.

he's so caught up in how it feels to finally, finally, have someone on his side, someone who knows the truth and still chooses to stand by him, to believe in him and the person he could be.

that he just. doesn't see it. doesn't see it at all when any other time, he probably would have. he doesn't see it, and when he finally does, it's too late.

#dark heir #dark heir spoilers #will kempen #james st clair #will x james #what is their ship name anyway #also as always im in love with cs pacat and his writing #what an amazing writer #to make it a point to skip over all of will's usual observations to just focus everything on how he's feeling #as a way to show the audience how completely overwhelming it all is for will #my fave fr #mine

[quickhacked]

Mikhail and Vitali were inseparable; when they weren’t studying or getting into fights, they would hang out at Mikhail’s place to smoke and get drunk on cheap rum and vodka, to then pass out in each other’s arms and sleep most of the next day away. They promised each other— no matter what would happen— they would never leave each other’s side. Yet after starting university and college respectively, they did not see each other for a little over six years, leaving them both heartbroken and wondering what went wrong.

by lucas expedidor // catch me if you can; eden // clementine von radics, from 'courtney love prays to oregon' // sam sax, cruising: a broken tiara // 'ceramic home' by heavensghost; quote from john murillo // 'something's changed' by laiikastears // i don't want to watch the world end with someone else; clinton kane // fortesa latifi, from 'the truth about grief' // audre lorde, the evening news // frank o'hara, biotherm (for bill berkson) // heading home; ruben // 'preface to a dream' by alessandra casini // tokyo; caroline kole // langston hughes, poem // haruki murakami, norwegian wood // julie buntin, marlena // by lute // by aleksandr popov // anyway; noah kahan // christa wolf, cassandra: a novel and four essays

#cp2077 #edit:mikhail #edit:vitali #nuclearocs #nuclearedits #happy birthday to my two boys :^) yes they share the same birthday what about it. it's essential to their whole. thing #whatever it is. they're like soulmates but also they are NOT dating. i need you to understand that. because it makes everything funnier #you guys remember when i first introduced them here and people thought they were together. good times honestly #but yeah no vitali is officially dating vincent and mikhail is just their eternal third wheel. their relationship can't be defined #they also reunite of course but i LOVE emphasizing their grief. they didn't know they'd ever see each other again #and they've known each other since around age 12. imagine spending almost every day with someone who CHOSE you #and then suddenly not seeing them or talking to them for YEARS. what do you do with that grief. that pain #sure they've found each other back but what do you do with that. where do you put it. it makes me insane!!! #they both were so lonely in their own way. vitali getting lost in vices and crowds but ending up all by himself at the end of the day #and mikhail drowning himself in studying and pushing himself far over his limits just to distract himself from the hole in his chest #night city in my head is much more massive than what it feels like in game. like yeah it feels big but not. BIG big #and i think mikhail and vitali's story and them losing contact while only a district apart really emphasizes how like #how HUGE this city is not only in terms of actual land it covers but also just. how overwhelming it is. how it can swallow you whole #anyway if you've read all of this hi. wanna make out

[caffeinefire]

Smack dab in the middle of this horrible, horrible fight and as soon as they get a second to exchange words they’re straight into comfortable banter.

The previous few chapters were heavy and violent and everything has been slowly spiraling out of control… and then Vash shows up. And Wolfwood can’t even wrap his head around why he would, but he does. He’s there and these two pages feel like finally breathing again.

And the rest of it doesn’t get any less heavy and violent and everything still spirals to tragedy. But Wolfwood has a friend and his friend is there and it does feel less horrible.

I went looking for that post I reblogged earlier today just because of this. Here:

…Vash being there did save the kids though. And that’s what Wolfwood would have wanted anyway.

#it reminds me of my sister #doesn’t matter what horrible end-of-the-world overwhelming thing is happening #if she’s there to poke fun at me during it then everything feels ok #no I am not sobbing into my phone typing this as I think about the fact that Vash LOSES that #I am invested in this story and these characters a perfectly normal amount #trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigunbookclub #trigun spoilers #trimax spoilers #trimax volume 10