#freedom of riding a bike

[a-punk-academic-asexual-poet]

I have so much to say

1.) The first dream I've remembered in ages has presented me with a new book idea. It provided two and a half characters, a vivid setting, and a horse that died. Not how I wanted to wake up Monday morning.

2.) I haven't showered in five days. I feel unclean but am in no mood to get in the shower. I should probably wash my hair.

3.) I absolutely despise JK Rowling. Why? Well, she's a hypocritical, discriminative bitch. Fucking transphobe can leave me the fuck alone.

4.) I love the Harry Potter books. I have started tons of FanFiction, never finished any, and am very excited for the TV show to come out. Because of JK Rowling and myself being genderfluid, I really, really, really wish I could just restrict myself from Harry Potter but I can't. (Please don't come at me with the, "Oh, you're just not trying hard enough." Fuck off, if that's your thought process.)

5.) I desperately want to go to my favorite restaurant, but they're never open when I can go. I grew up there. Daniella, René, and Sabrina are like family to me and Aidan may as well be my brother.

6.) I have to get up early tomorrow morning. I do not want to, but that's how the game is played I guess. Get up early for conditioning, wait, wait, wait until practice in the evening. Then play my tournament this weekend and repeat the process.

7.) My mental health is getting worse. Like, it could be so much worse, but this is probably one of the worst it has been in my lifetime. Though, that isn't really saying too much. I'm either not eating enough healthy and too much unhealthy or more or less not eating at all. I'm dehydrated too and have absolutely not motivation to do anything I don't have to, and even then it is a bit touch and go.

8.) I got my bike tires aired up and have been riding that a lot. Waiting until I can go further than just down the street and back. Riding the bike is freeing. I'm so focused on pedaling and the strokes of my feet that I completely forget to actually think; it's nice.

9.) I got another freedom taken away from me today because I wanted to listen to music outside of the house. It's incredibly frustrating when all I was trying to do was cope with my mental health issues. My mom and dad just don't seem to understand.

10.) I am writing this on borrowed time. Because I had my previous freedom taken away, it's only a matter of time before this disappears too. Wish me luck, I suppose.

11.) I feel very ungrateful for writing this. Like, I know I shouldn't because everyone deserves to vent. But I do feel guilty. I feel ungrateful and guilty and like I should be better than this. Part of the issue I suppose.

12.) I have a new OTP. Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes. Very sweet, and I love them both. Let's just say that my dirty af mind has come up with some interesting situations. And that's saying the least. I guess it's just writer's brain. I really, really, really wish there was a different ending to Avengers: Endgame because it would've fit his character arch so much better. I mean, come on, going back to see a woman that he saw die and then dated her niece? Pretty sure that doesn't fit Cap at all. But coming back, running up to Bucky and pulling him in for a hug (and a kiss*wink wink*) seems to fit Steven Grant "Even when I had nothing, I had Bucky" Rogers pretty well. Prove me wrong.

13.) I hope everyone has a better day then I am having today!

(yes, I stopped at 13 on purpose)

#i have so much to say #harry potter #jkrowling #mental health problems #have a good day honeyloves #stucky #steve rogers x bucky barnes #freedom of riding a bike #leave me alone #please no homophobia/transphobia etc #let me be me

[boanerges20]

Built For Speed Ducati 996

#motorcycle #ducati #996 #sport bike #racing #motorsports #classic motorcycle #ride hard or go home #built for speed #experience speed #freedom #wild #please reblog #moto love #lifestyle

[viridian-pickle]

#photography #luxury #aesthetic #beautiful #lifestyle #adventure #summer #triumph #motorbike #motorcycle #53 #classic #bike #ride #speed #freedom #biker

[downfalldestiny]

I know but one freedom and that is the freedom of the mind 🌄 !.

#Life #Vibes #Saying #Free #Freedom #Bike #Ride #bike riding #Riding #downfalldestiny #downfall #life #magic destinations #magical world #magic moments

[figuringthengsout]

The further north they went, the less traffic they had to contend with, and Jean could worry less about getting mutilated in a crash and more about the world unfurling all around him.

Oh, he thought. It’s so big.

#1. i love her #2. let's talk about how jean _oh_ moment is for freedom #3. i KNEW he would ride a bike #i KNEWWEW #aftg #tfc #reading tsc #tsc #jean moreau #cat alvarez

[motocrunch]

Photo credit: Dean Bradshaw

#moto photography #ride #enjoy the ride #moto love #motorcycle #motorbike #lifestyle #moto adventure #classic bike #moto life #freedom

[blackswaneuroparedux]

What could I say? Maybe this: the man hunched over his motorcycle can focus only on the present instant of his flight; he is caught in a fragment of time cut off from both the past and the future; he is wrenched from the continuity of time; he is outside time; in other words, he is in a state of ecstasy; in that state he is unaware of his age, his wife, his children, his worries, and so he has no fear, because the source of fear is in the future, and a person freed of the future has nothing to fear.

- Milan Kundera, Slowness    

#kundera #milan kundera #quote #motorcycle #motorbikes #riding #freedom #open road #adventure #adrenaline rush #miss biking on the open road #speed #need for speed

[albertayebisackey]

Friday 8th December 2023 - "Riding a motorcycle is not just a journey; it's a dance with freedom on two wheels."

#riding #motorcycle #motor #bike #journey #journal #artist #art #albert sackey art #albertsackeyart #life #albertayebisackey #sketchbook #art journal #journaling #journals #free #freedom #wisdom #quote #quotes #rider #motorbike #bikes #journals of tumblr #journals of the world #albert sacket art #fine art #scrapbook #black metal

[not-your-pussikat]

I dipped into my savings and bought an e-bike (pedelec). You guys, have you any idea how much freedom this means for someone with chronic pain? I rode to my brother's and back today, something that would normally cause me a lot of pain and total exhaustion, ending in 2-3 hours of having to lie down afterwards. Do you want to know how long I lay down? 10 minutes. If that. "Excited" doesn't even begin to cover it. 🤩

#chronically ill #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #muscle pain #fibromyalgia #more freedom #let's ride #e-bike

[allthedesiredusernamesaretaken]

... filling up the batteries ...

#riding my bike #ride a bike #bike #biker #biker girl #merida bike #merida crossway #cycling #bicycle #first swim of the season #power of nature #freedom #energy

[iwishyouhear]

#easyriders #dennis hopper #peter fonda #jack nicholson #american movie #freedom #vintage #motocycle #liberté #cowboycore #on the road #ride #flying #bike #bikers #american landscape #canyon #wild things #wild #movie scenes #american icon #road trip #liberty #wildnerness

[blueboy1103]

#motobike #moto girl #bike #biker girl #born to ride #freedom

[boanerges20]

Motolove

#motorcycle #biker girl #wild n sexy #freedom #sport bike #racing #motorsports #ride hard or go home #built for speed #experience speed #explore #escape #please reblog #moto love #lifestyle

[viridian-pickle]

#photography #luxury #aesthetic #beautiful #lifestyle #adventure #summer #bike #motorbike #motorcycle #biker #ducati #ride #freedom #speed

[stanjames-world-3]

#bikelife #lifestyle #kustom kulture #bike girl #bike woman #double life #biker women #free spirit #freedom #free ride

[merrilark]

I want to do so many things lately with friends but have had almost 0 social battery. I wish I could do things adjacent to other people, like... I wanna play a game while sitting next to someone while they play their own game, or read a book with my legs in someone's lap or vice versa!!

Parallel hobby-ing where we're both doing our own thing, but are around enough to idly comment on what we're doing without having to fully engage the entire time.

I want to do that! And maybe share tea.

#i miss having an apartment and a roommate. #admittedly i would get stressed out being in such close quarters with people 24/7 #but it would be nice to have again if we had the ''astronaut time'' policy. yk from the post? #ohhhhh i miss having floor time with my roommates actually too. #lying on the floor in quiet. occasionally SIGHING and venting whatever is stressing us. no obligation to comment. just existing. #something about floor time with a friend when stressed is really good. #the. LOL. the big sigh from one of us followed by the pat pat of silent solidarity. #i don't miss college bc a lot of it did an insane number on my mental health that i'm still working through. but. #i miss having a close social circle and independence. and the freedom to just go out if i wanted. #i could!!! ride my bike to the store!!! or walk! and i didn't have to get permission!!! it was fantastic. #anyway. ahhh. man. maybe again one day. #merri mumbles