#fuck heroin

[theaddictspoetry]

i think there are times

where you miss the version of yourself

who never knew

what its like to be under the influence,

i know you never meant

to dance with the devil,

but when you're in his grasp

everything seems so free,

i promise you're not free,

not at all,

not until you say NO

thats the hardest part-

to say no, to a beautiful devil.

an evil, masked so beautifully.

@theaddictspoetry

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[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Found out that two of my photos are going to be displayed in a local gallery next month 📷

The theme is personal transformation due to opiate addiction

Here’s the bio I wrote:

Molly has been taking pictures of abandoned properties across New York State since 2008. In 2015, she lost her ”cousin-bestie” Sean to a heroin overdose. Losing him so suddenly and tragically was extremely traumatic. She misses his physical presence in her life and often finds herself looking back on their happy memories, wishing for just one more day together. Taking photographs helps Molly cope with the waves of grief that ebb and flow over her by giving her a creative outlet to express herself emotionally. Getting out and adventuring through these places feeds her soul with restorative energy.

I post my photos on social media but this is the first time my physical prints will be displayed somewhere within my community and I am beyond excited and proud of myself. If ya like my photos, check out my instagram, it’s provided in this post 😁

#photography #abandoned #urbex #urbexphotography #urban exploration #opiate addiction #fuck heroin #recovery #healing #creative inspiration #coping #grief #loss #addiction #new york #moody aesthetic #moodyphotography #abandoned school #abandoned church

[charmznder]

since i’ve last posted , i was addicted to opiates, gotten sober, gotten pregnant, had a daughter, turned my life around, lost nearly every friend, and have had the only three people that understood me in my addiction pass away in the last twelve months. if you haven’t spoken to me in years you don’t know me anymore. if you’ve not been in the hands of the devil through addiction you don’t know me. my best friend and my ex boyfriend passing two weeks apart has changed me forever. 2022 was the best year of good health and sobriety and giving birth to my daughter. 2023 has shown me so much pain. we persevere.

#coming out of the trenches #i need to get shit off my chest #mine #update #sober #fuck heroin #i miss my friends. #both those that are alive and those that have tragically passed at young ages #words #personal

[sporadicphilosophercupcake]

Bottom left are active addiction to IV heroin and meth, the rest are from 5 years of hard work and recovery on my sobriety journey. I don't give myself props often, but I'm really fucking proud of me, I over came alot of terrible trauma not just in addiction, but in my teen years as well, il be , 30 this year and I'm so happy il be enjoying those years sober.

#we do recover #recovering drug addict #heroin addiction #meth addiction #5 years sober #fuck meth #fuck heroin #fuck the drugs #fuck the needles #worth every painful moment #soberAF #im fucking sober! #sobriety #NA #but i still love weed #weed isnt a drug #its a plant #fuck IV drug addiction

[koffeefrkeleven]

Painted my feelings, and the candle I kept burning when a friend succumbed to heroin addiction.  He deserve a lot better than that ending. 

#eleven images #fuck heroin #harm reduction #kill your heroin dealer

[delicatedowner]

I wish I told you I loved you.

Because I did. Once. And if I did once I always will.

Fuck I can't believe you're gone. We just talked over the summer and now you're gone. Jesus Christ I fucking hate heroin.

You were such a cool guy.

I'm so sorry you were hurting. I'm so sorry no one was there with you. I'm so sorry you were so far away. I wish you never left this state. I wish I hit you up when I was there I fucking wish I could have seen you one last time.

You never really know when's the last time I guess.

Rest in peace angel.

#journal #fuck heroin

[paceparkergirl]

My beautiful boy TJ

#boss #forever 23 #fuck heroin #beautiful boy

[agir1ukn0w]

sorry but snow is such a well written iconic villain and donald sutherland performs him so fucking good it's almost hilarious how i start practically foaming at the mouth every time the man opens his mouth to say something deplorable in those movies, like he's so utterly and despicably wrong about almost every crucial thing from katniss and peeta's relationship to human nature as a whole and yet the second he starts talking about how hope is the only thing stronger than fear and how you have to allow a little hope but control it so its spark doesn't grow into revolution and how it's the things we love the most that destroy us you bet your ass i am on the floor screaming crying throwing up because that is my psychotic mustache-twirling villain RIGHT THERE

#every scene he's in is so delicious and i want it injected into my veins like heroine #as you can tell i'm quite fond of masterfully crafted villains whose monologues leave you breathless #also that part where he just tells seneca 'i like you...be careful' *EPIC CHEF'S KISS*🔥 #'hope...it is the only thing stronger than fear' #'a little hope is effective. a lot of hope is dangerous. the spark is fine as long as it's contained' #he isn't my roman empire but i do dwell on him from time to time and get shivers down my fucking spine #coriolanus snow #president snow #snow #president coriolanus snow #hunger games #the hunger games #the hunger games trilogy #thg #mockingjay #catching fire #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #seneca crane #suzanne collins #donald sutherland

[martitheevans]

Shows from the 60s/70s will always consist of the main characters going through the most insane, life-changing, traumatising experience and then having a shot of them all laughing together at the end and proceeding to never speak of it ever again

#the yapper yaps #'hey jeff remember that time these guys tried to kill you and you spent a whole night in a cold wet well until some tourists found you?' #no i don't shut up remember when you literally died #randall and hopkirk deceased #star trek #the time tunnel #six million dollar man #actually fucking hate six million dollar man but dammit if it doesn't count #m*a*s*h #mash #“hey hutch remember when those guys drugged you with heroin and you got addicted then spent days high and confused and short tempered?” #Starsky do you remember when you got injected with something to kill you in twenty four hours and you just survived with an hour remaining? #starsky and hutch #posts that went crazy viral lowkey

[theaddictspoetry]

It's a weird feeling-

Feeling like you never belong here,

That you're not made for the world

I simply feel too much.

Words pierce at my skin,

People leave, and everything caves in.

Constant wonders,

Of what its like to be normal...

To not have to stay so busy,

Just to be sane...

Whats in my brain? Whats all this pain?

I search everywhere i go, in everyone i meet,

For a cure. An antidote.

Just something to free me,

even for just a second-

Hoping to free myself of my insanities.

@theaddictspoetry

#recovery #drug addiction #addict #recovering #addiction #drug addict #poem #bpd #poet #recovering drug addict #recovering addict #heroin #heroin addict #fuck heroin #opiates #opiate addict #pillhead #fuck drugs #iv drugs #drugs #drug addiction recovery #drug addict problems #im sober #i am sober #methadone #daily poems #writer #sober writer #sober quotes #sober post

[melonkholi]

I'm trying to pick my heart up off the floor. It is so broken. How do people move on? I DO NOT want to be the victim. My short term goal is MOVE ON, find something to challenge myself, make new friends and forget the past and ANY mistakes I may have made. Make new, happiness rules, I am better than all that bullshit.

#heartbreak #lonely girl #fuck heroin

[kugisakiss]

only have 10 options so here's my extremely biased selection <3

#was going to post something else but then saw that i have polls now so obviously i had to do this #i want you to read the last two options in shukichi and kogorou's voices respectively #things i also want you to consider: #rye era akai bagged haibara's sister (somehow) #wait shit he was also dating jodie the fuck #ran may be the heroine but have you considered her hot mother? #have you considered shinichi's hot mother? #vermouth: if evil why hot? #dcmk

[sleevebuscemii]

hollywood execs really spent millions of dollars on a production to find this out when i could’ve told them this for free

#PERSUASION of all fucking books of allllll fucking jane austen heroines you wanna fleabag girlboss badfeministify anne elliot??????? #i will say tho i Am enjoying reading all the scathing reviews #but you know what i’d enjoy more? a good fucking adaptation of this book!! #persuasion #jane austen #dakota johnson #m

[paceparkergirl]

My beautiful boy TJ 7.24.95-1.28.19 forever 23 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜😪🕰️

#beautiful boy #forever 23 #overdose awareness #loss of a child #child loss #fuck heroin #turn it purple #addiction