#fuckin tell me otherwise

[andthebeanstalk]

Me: hm, I want something to put on the TV as background noise... Huh. Looks like YouTube is recommending something called The Last Unicorn. That's perfect, it's probably some old shitty animation that has aged poorly! I can watch it ironically!

Me, 2 hours later as the credits roll: *crying, cheering, buying the book, composing the songs*

Me, 2 weeks later: So I have compiled all of the quotes from the book that I think could make good tattoos, and also, HOW HAVE I NEVER LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE LAST UNICORN FUCKING SLAPS??? This gay-ass little fairytale fed my soul! Watered my crops! Transed my gender! Can't believe I heard of this story from youtube recommendations, of all places!!

#original #the last unicorn #tlu #peter s beagle #molly gru #schmendrick #schmendrick the magician #two of my favorite characters in anything right there in the center of the story! and I'm glad I saw the film first! #my reading ability has diminished due to trauma disability etc. but it seems like having a visual reference actually really helped! #no wonder i only ever want to read fan fic! turns out reading is not actually Superior to other types of Storytelling. it's just different. #to say otherwise is snobbishness I have been eminently guilty of in my life! #but like it is easier for me to consume tv and movies and that is fine actually. also that's why I'm doing a graphic novel lol #because i wanted to make something i would actually be able to read if i found it at a library. altho the audio book IS gonna be bomb #the audiobook is for visually impaired readers and anyone who wants or needs it! accessible stories for everyone! yeah!! #my gender was already transed but now I've gained an ADDITIONAL gender! which one? I'll never tell 😘 #i am so powerful i have so much fuckin gender. my wife has no gender. and she is equally as powerful. #and also she has STUDIED THE BLADE #mostly zoro's blades from One Piece #normally YouTube recommends me shit movies like idiocracy or smth this is like if every day ur cat brought you a piece of rotten food and #then one day it brings you a BEAUTIFULLY ANIMATED TALE FEATURING MY BELOVED TWINK FUCK-UP WIZARD FRIEND AND MY ALL-TIME HOMEGIRL MOLLY GRU #and also it's soft and beautiful and funny and fucking weird!! i wrote melodies to the songs in the books on my ukulele

[flowercrowngods]

yes yes robin or eddie teaching steve about bisexuality that’s all good but consider!! steve talking to mike and explaining to him that sometimes people just like boys and girls, and that it’s okay. steve coming out to mike, telling him that he’s, like, kinda sorta dating eddie munson, and that that doesn’t mean he never loved nancy.

and then mike — prickly, ten walls around his heart, snarky comment on his tongue even when no one’s around, suppressed, confused, kinda scared, super in love with will — wheeler has a first, very tentative coming out. to steve harrington, of all people. and maybe that’s okay.

update: theres a fic now

#listen i’m just. i have thoughts. THOUGHTS i tell ya!!! #let me just have dinner and a shower and then i’ll write this!!! happy pride month etc etc i just. i need mike to have healthy bisexual rep #and steve’s like ‘yeah man it sucks ass sometimes but it’s also pretty neat. and will called you the heart of your group. #so what if that heart has room for boys and girls dude. just means you have a big fuckin heart.’ #stranger things #this ain’t even a post i’m just hyping myself up for this also otherwise i’ll forget

[asaethiel]

some adam-centric sketch page bits

#the raven cycle #trc #adam parrish #henry cheng #pynch #fanart #digital #may23 #actual art #on first read i was neutral abt henry bc his character does just feel so shoehorned in. and i still agree w that #but this time around i was actually so so endeared by him..!! this obnoxious little high school queer!!! #gets high and watches game walkthroughs on YT. has trouble translating his thoughts into words. fuckin madonna shirt+boxers outfit. #he's perfect #anyway. adam's my fav tho if u couldn't tell. the forest magician imagery rlly got me #+i read opal!! so cute so funny! #opal as their cat who they have to kick out of the room before they get frisky bc otherwise she'll just sit there staring at them like 👁️

[khaotunq]

Things I spend way too much time on: figuring out floor plans of fictional character's living spaces.

#i have a whiteboard on my desk for expressly this purpose #this apartment has confounded me since it was black/white's #it confused me as cher's #and now it's starting to take shape as sandnick (or... snick #as i've written) #but the overarching theme is i still dont fuckin know where the bathroom is #the one shot we have of the doorway of the bathroom has crates and amps around it #but there doesn't appear to be enough space at the end of he hallway between the bedrooms for that #i'm going to build it in the sims to see what the spacing looks like in 3d probably #i do that a lot too #i've been both manic and in pain today #so i've made a massive apple crumble and done this and 17 crosswords #and otherwise spent the past 10 hours rolling around feeling useless #someone put me out of my misery pls #tell me where the bathroom is #make it make senseeee #so it is decreed #adventures in ofts #i guess this goes there

[boffeeceans]

"Billy is a cat" "Eddie is a dog" they're both birds.

Exempla one:

#eddie: *shows even the slightest bit of affection* #billy: *fuckin bites you* #eddie munson #billy hargrove #mungrove #its them #cant tell me otherwise #dont have any more examples... but yknow

[snivyartjpeg]

subtle servan redesign doodles so that looking at him doesn't piss me off. also. fursona blast 💥

#rain code #raincode #mdarc #master detective archives: rain code #master detectives archives #mda:rc #servan rain code #why the donut lips like it's so easy not to #being a black fan of anime and anime adjacent media is so fuckin trying sometimes #bc otherwise!! i like this guy!! he's a little silly wit it #dominic makes me sad too bc his design slaps and then they just gave him no personality #anyway #can yall tell i discovered impact font is in the sai2 text library months ago and am still obsessed with it

[lethal-raindrop]

Ooh that's... got a li'l kick to it! 😅

#If that bitch-ass label wants to get rid of my edits they better have someone come to my house and s***t me in the fuckin' face after #I’m not gonna stop making these unless THE LADS THEMSELVES tell me to. Otherwise I'll continue until I and ONLY I want to stop. 🖕🏼 #They can take our works; bUt ThEy cAn'T tAke OuR fREeDoM! #sorry about the rant there but like. today is quite bullshit for some artists right now #Sleep Token #Sleep Token IV #IV Sleep Token #video #edits #video edits #mine #my edits #funny #Kajiandhisbullshit

[posallys]

POSEIDON LOVED SALLY AND PERCY AND THE ONLY REASON HE LEFT WAS BECAUSE SALLY TOLD HIM TO HE WOULDN'T HAVE LEFT ON HIS OWN ACCORD BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS TO RUN INTO ONE OF SALLY'S LIVES AGAIN AND HE FINALLY FOUND HER AND HE COULDN'T HELP BUT FALL IN LOVE WITH HER AGAIN AND WITH EACH TIME HE MEETS HER MORE AND MORE OF HIM BECOMES MORTAL HE LOVED HER SO MUCH THAT HE WAS BECOMING A HUMAN SO THAT HE COULD STAY WITH HER BECAUSE HE COULDN'T STAND THE IDEA OF BEING APART FROM HER AND HE OFFERED TO TAKE HER WITH HIM UNDER THE SEA BECAUSE HE DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE BUT HE KNEW THAT SHE WOULDN'T LET HIM STAY BECAUSE SHE ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT HE WAS A GOD AND SHE WAS A MORTAL AND THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP SHOULDN'T EVEN EXIST BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE HER AGAIN SO HE ASKED IN VAIN FOR HER TO COME WITH HIM BUT SHE WAS ALWAYS GOING TO SAY NO AND HE KNEW THAT SHE WAS ALWAYS GOING TO SAY NO BUT HE STILL ASKED AND HE LOVED HER SO MUCH THAT HE LEFT BECAUSE THAT WAS WHAT SHE ASKED HIM TO DO

#DO YOU UNDERSTAND??? #don't come to me with that 'he's a bad dad he left them' NO #SHE FUCKIN TOLD HIM TO OKAY #'he thought he could solve all of my problems with a wave of his hand' #'if my life is going to mean anything i have to live it myself' #those two lines are from the mouth of sally jackson. read them and tell me that she didn't TELL him to leave #BECAUSE HE WOULDN'T HAVE LEFT OTHERWISE. #GOD. #DO YOU UNDERSTAND #posally #sally jackson #poseidon #pjo poseidon #pjo

[queercodedvillains]

I firmly believe kishimoto made deidara say "I'm not into S&M" because he KNEW everyone clocked his bratty bottom vibe off the bat and he needed to make a canon occurrence to point at to disprove it but the thing is he doesn't know Deidara like I do!! he has noooo idea he accidentally created a queer icon. But I do. And no posthumous editorialization will ever overshadow that.

#deidara #my beloved #i am so sorry kishimoto did you so dirty #he has no idea.... the power couple he created.... #theyre man and brat its canon #i dont fuckin care what he says theyre confiscated #helloooooo like... not to be a godless queer heathen but i AM #and so are sasodei #i stand by it no one can tell me otherwise #and i will explore it at length in my fic #claires au #he calls sasori my man. master even. #and master is also informal for husband #and sasori always calls him brat??? #hellloooooo #do yall think kishimoto knows how fuckin gay that is #[taking off hoops] kishi baby i just wanna talk i swear #anyways #unreasonably heated about that today

[sidsthekid]

being this pretty doesn't keep you out of the box, apparently!!! very rude behavior from the refs if you ask me ://

#he can do no wrong #refs cant tell me otherwise theyre just fuckin wack #evgeni malkin #pittsburgh penguins #nhl #hockey #pens lb

[rantceratops]

Listen, I am on the drawing struggle bus to do proper art for these two, so just have a doodle for right now. I want to contribute to the Huntlow nation, damnit!

#hunter toh #willow toh #willow park #huntlow #the owl house #fanart #hunter noceda #ranty draws #ranty's art #the golden guard #look at these fuckin nerds #the nerd-jocks #well hunter is more nerd-jock #and willow is more jock-nerd #it makes sense to me #flyer derby power nerd couple of the century for Hexside and you can't tell me otherwise #okay done rambling

[butwhatifidothis]

Radiant Dawn is dope af because Micaiah will come up as a boss with the exact same inventory as you last had her with when using her but also I am glad af that the map she's a boss on is just a survive chapter because I sure as hell ain't got much that can handle this monster lmao

#not 3h #she also has 9 movement btw <3 #mind you tho she absolutely NEEDED to be this busted because otherwise the fog of war map beforehand would be impossible for me lmao #Sothe was NOT able to hold his own at all so Micaiah had to RESCUE HIM (he randomized into Mist LOL) and fight for her fuckin' life #literally everyone else would Just Die if I'd deployed them because they all kinda suck ngl lmao rip my luck #so she had to go solo (+ eventual Black Knight) AND handicapped #this randomizer has been a ride lemme tell ya

[peribirb]

you ever catch feelings for somebody but you've spent your entire life convinced/convincing yourself that you're fundamentally unattractive and broken in a way that makes you unlovable and unsuited to any sort of relationship, and so instead of just enjoying that extra dopamine burst of seeing them around you just make yourself feel miserable for even daring to feel that way in the first place? or is that just me?

#hhhh i hope this doesn't come across as some sort of “ohhhhh you have to come fix me and save me” bullshit cus that's not it. it's just #i'm sick of my brain acting like this and i wish i could process my emotions in a healthier way #one that doesn't feel like i'm just using them to mentally selfharm you know #or at the very least in a way where i don't immediately think i'm being some sort of creep for daring to find somebody attractive #i just. don't have the self-esteem for it and my brain immediately sabotages even just idle fantasy scenarios #some sort of long-term relationship? god i'm so distant and easily distracted i'd just hurt them by inadvertently ignoring them #something short-term and low-key? well i'll still forget to check in or i'll fuck up some other way and feelings will get hurt #just fuckin? god i hate my body so much i. cannot convince myself that i'm desirable in any way #even if i literally know people who would tell me otherwise and mean it. it's just so deep-seated i think #i think i just have a lot of problems to work on. and i don't really know how to go through that process yet #anyway. this isn't like helpful processing of emotions or anything it's just venting lol #this doesn't even cover the “am i aroace or not” confusion spiral that i've got going on... #it was a therapy day so my brain is already primed to Dig In Deep to everything that hurts #:thumbsup: #vent #delete later

[idrinkwetcementasproteinshakes]

i would be such a good boyfriend honestly

#I would get her gifts frequently #and have a trash can in my bathroom #ya know for periods and allat #speaking of periods #I would always have a box of pads or tampons under the bathroom sink if she forgets to bring some or whatever #and I would also be EXTRA nice to her and buy her chocolate on her period #and I would make sure to compliment her and tell her how much I love her everyday #like I would always make sure she knows she’s a wonderful fabulous gorgeous talented amazing perfect woman #I would also use a bunch of dumb pick up lines while we’re together #and some of the pickup lines would just be from songs she likes #if she likes Tyler the creator? “They should call you sugar cause you’re just so sweet” #if she likes MCR? “I just wanted you to know that the world is ugly but you’re beautiful to me” #etc #and everything she’s insecure of? #I would try my best to make sure she loves them #she has a bigger belly? #girl don’t be insecure of that it’s fuckin gorgeous and if anyone ever tells you otherwise then just call me up so I can bitch slap their #dumbass #I’m not even lying though #girls with bigger stomachs are so cute istg #or if she thinks she’s too tall? #more hight just means more skirt to twirl sister #but ima cis straight girl so idk

[gxlden-angels]

I finally found the little ✨Dream Girl✨ passage in the Faithgirlz! Bible that made me realize I might just be gay

#You can't tell me this doesn't sound like a lil 11 year old getting a crush on their best friend #mostly because I 100% agreed with this passage and turns out I just had a crush on my best friend #I was like 13-14 I think #But emotionally and developmentally behind a bit because ya know #The Whole Cult Thing #so I never recognized childhood crushes until high school when I fell Hard for my bestie #who luckily no longer has tumblr lol #this is literally what my first crushes felt like even before I recognized them #I love a good childhood friendship between young girls that lasts and allows for growth #but also this is so fuckin gay this is so fuckin gsa blushing kicking my feet doodling their name gay #it's so cute #sucks that it's a passage for girls in a bible #otherwise it would be a great way to talk about having a crush on a girl and how to reconcile with that in our current society #I'm reading it again and it's really so so gay in a way only a repressed christian who refuses to believe they could be gay can write #and I know #because I used to be that repressed lil gay kid #ex christian #religious trauma

[potatoes-tomatoes]

apologies if this is out of left field at all but do you have any thoughts or headcanons about lucy and schroeder? 😭 they’ve been on my mind sm lately

omg I’m so sorry nonny ;A; this is so late

Charlie Brown listens to Schroeder’s complaints about Lucy barging in, and asks why he doesn’t lock the front door. It’s the surest way to keep her out. Schroder half-heartedly shrugs, admitting it’s crossed his mind before, and says nothing else. That’s all the answer Charlie Brown needs, really.

Lucy doesn’t always lean against the piano– whenever Schroeder’s practicing instead of performing, (never. NEVER. interrupt a musician while they’re practicing) Lucy takes the opportunity to practice playing house, and she’s damn good at it. She can never seem to make a good cup of coffee though…

Schroeder never shuts down Lucy’s nuptial hypotheticals. Lucy’s got an active imagination, and. well, they're kids, so she comes up with funny problems. and Schroeder likes a good brain puzzle, so he’ll slow down on his playing to really think on a good solution.

Lucy’s not a big fan of Beethoven, or any classical music really, but she’s very fond of Sonata no. 8 in C minor, Op. 13 “Pathetique”: II. She walks in some days asking for Schroeoder to “play that lovely Pathetic song”

Lucy finds out that Beethoven was hopelessly in love, and rubs it in Schorder’s face that if he truly wants to follow in the footsteps of his idol, he needs to find a gal to pine after.

Schroeder’s the Piano Guy at gatherings and parties, unfortunately. He likes sneaking in sonatas every other pop song or so, and everyone around him groans. Then, quickly shut up. Because Lucy is death glaring every person in the room. No one dares telling Schroeder to skip his song. If Schroeder wants to play his boring ass sonatas he will play them, thus sayeth the fussbudget.

Schroeder will never. ever. EVER. admit it but… he secretly likes being doted on. Lucy gives him undivided attention and listens to his lengthy talks about music (though she’s always making faces at whatever he’s saying) and Schroeder’s never had a captive audience quite like her before. She’s an audience that responds (see: nags), and the reciprocity inspires his playing.

Lucy believes in Schroeder more than anything. She assuages Schroeder’s anxiety when he has to face a new piece, or worse, when he’s been stuck on a section of a piece for a longer period than he’d like. All she has to do is smile as he plays. He knows that face is genuine, and suddenly he finds he’s unclenched his jaw long ago. Hey, that section suddenly isn’t so hard….

Because of Schroder’s position in the sidelines, he’s able to see when Lucy’s at the cusp of spiraling, doing that Thing where she spreads herself thin for everyone and gets angry, insisting things be done her way. He knows when to step in and remind her that in order to take care of others, she has to take care of herself.

umm as for my thoughts, the only cohesive one I have rn is that I think they were absolutely adorable in "It's the Small Things, Charlie Brown"!! All Lucy has to do is call for Schroeder and he comes a-runnin, ready to play. I have no idea I needed that for their dynamic. Oh! and Schroeder being the one to point out what Lucy's afraid of in "Lucy's School"? His straight to the point delivery, acting as the final nail in the coffin? It's rly important that it was HIM who delivered that line to me for obvi reasons. Just. Yes. yesssss I'm so happy how Wildbrain is handling these two, so delicious.

#peanuts #cel speaks #nony you awakened a dormant beast #now i'm compelled to watch peanuts stuff again and just fall back into them #ah... the solitude of being gone for these two :') #more thoughts: Linus practically falls to his feet in gratitude when Schroeder tells Lucy to Chill Out #like. no one else is willing to face her wrath except for Schroeder bc he's just. no-nonsense like that #i mean he is scared of her its fuckin Lucy Van Pelt but he's not too scared where he can't tell it like it is #so Linus is quietly hoping for Schroeder to be his brother in law #yes he wants his sister to be happy yada yada but... that means HE wont have to deal with Lucy when she gets Lucy. he's rooting for em 100% #lolol not me adding 50s-ism to my hc's ghjfkd #Lucy's forever mad that she can never make a good coffee but cooks fine otherwise. Schroeder literally doesnt care. because he prefers tea. #lucy and schroeder