#getting comfy is hard

[exclusivelyhomosexual]

Reasons why my neurodivergent ass will not get up for a very long time even when I *really* have to pee:

1. There are more “important” things to do (like blogging about neurodivergence on tumblr - thanks executive dysfunction)

2. Using the bathroom takes wayyyy too many steps???

3. I have to wait till my brain collects enough dopamine to actually get up off the couch and tackle such a task

4. It probably took me at least 15 minutes to get comfortable because of all my sensory issues and weird neck and joint pains and having to pee isn’t quite uncomfortable enough to motivate me to undo all the hard work I did just to be comfy while I scroll

5. I may have just plain forgot that I had to pee in the first place

(Also if my cat is snuggling with me, I will not be moving for the next 3-5 business days or until she leaves, at which point I will probably suddenly realize how uncomfortable I am and get up immediately)

#so far haven’t gotten a uti from it #knock on wood #all this talk about having to pee is making me have to pee #but y’all know I won’t be getting up anytime soon #getting comfy is hard #attending to my bodily needs is at best inconvenient and can be very difficult #this is also just my own nd experience and I’m no expert so please don’t use this to self diagnose #neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #adhd #adhd brain #adult adhd #actually autistic #autistic adult #executive dysfunction #procrastination #self diagnosed autism #adult autism #autism #sensory issues #cats

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[wardingshout]

Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one... #I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat. #it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl...... #I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense.... #if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

[unexpectedbrickattack]

heehee (pepstavo under the cut)

#arts #mine #saucy #pepstavo #easing everyone in w the cute shit first #can u believe i forgot about this???? CAN U BELIEVE IT ??? #this is like one of the first things i drew back in like April i think #i still love it tho #recently i have been drawing them doing some heehee shit instead of the cutesy shit so i need this to stay humble #remember my roots… #anyway if ur still reading this hooray u get bonus stuff like usual w my tags #giving him a huge praise kink. he is doing SUCH a good job he is doing the best job EVER #this would be a bit further in their relationship (pending™️) where the intimacy walls are slowly being worn down #so hes seeking out touch and affection and all that goodness instead of reflexively flinching away #and gus SEES this so hes trying so hard to encourage him like BLEASE….i did not dick around for months for this to NOT pay off #he is a patient man but theres only so much patience one Can have #and that patience IS rewarded #its funny bc i write gus as like. a top. a general Dom bc he is both patient and assertive #and hes met someone he GENUINELY w his WHOLE chest wants to bottom for and he cant do it bc this bigass dude is a lil princess™️ #and so for now he is being the big boy but hes like counting down in his head when theyre able to get to a space comfy enough for him #where he gets to get his back blown out (its soon) #i hope that doesnt make it seem like hes only being nice to get dicked down bc he is actually always this nice #and full of love bursting at the seams #which results in endless praise and pdas and being a bit more playful than usual (bc he is a silly lil joyous gnome; its built in his dna) #so peppino will simply have this forever :) #okay mwah #i will slowly upload my stuffs since twitter is exploding and anyone who isnt niceys about this will be obliterated #like for reals

[negativecity]

wasteland queens

#im back with more of this genderswap au thing goin on #it was so hard to come up with a design for nern but i LOVE how she turned out... #tbh i WAS gonna just keep her and olan shirtless but its just a lot more fun to come up with something else #plus i plan on posting this on ig and dont want to get reported for posting '''''female nipples'''' bro im already shadowbanned on there... #so pls dont be mad at me for changing them a lot...i cooked hard on this #also i wanted to make her outfit more comfy since shes like the grandma of the group #meanwhile for Terry i basically just kept her the same as her regular design #artblr #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #illustration #small artist #character art #lisa the painful #brad armstrong #nern guan #olan hoyt #terry hintz #lisa the painful genderswap #rule 63 #lisa rpg

[ufolane]

after not touching the site for six years, i'm back to playing flight rising and it has me in a CHOKE HOLD. HOLY SHIT dragons are hard to draw but im having lots of fun pushing my limits and testing new stuff

here's two of my not-exactly-living bogsneak boyos, benji and blight!

#flight rising #bogsneak #flight rising art #fr art #fr bogsneak #OUGH dragons are so hard to draw... but im having sooo much fun holy shit #i've.... written so much lore and dressed up so many dragons #and basically completely reworked my entire lair/clan #considering taking fr commissions or maybe doing art trades once i get better/more comfy drawing dragons #im sorry to anyone who followed me for undertale art #im still rotating utdr in my brain constantly i'm just having a hard time coming up with art ideas for them rn #ugh i really should overhaul my blog here... whatever #crop circles

[hashileio]

figuring this out a little more

also here’s ya man @lady-of-disdain :3c

#hashiart #not having to color OR clean up my lines saves me so much time omg #like this is game changing kjfdhsjfsg #sorry for the wait all my posts are basically queued so it goes to the end of the line skjfhskf #i draw too much in too little time and this is how i end up burning out for 3 years HAHA #but im having too much fun to stop now #so fuck it we ball #undertale au #killer sans #killer!sans #i guess also #mafia!killer sans #now thats a fucking tag lmaoo #two versions cause while black on brown is hard to see black on white also hurts my eyes so now you get to choose which one to look at : ) #in other news my work recently got the same kind of chair hes sitting on and they are SO comfy #yall are in for a treat cuz nightmare is next again in the queue :)

[thefanciestborrower]

Perks of having a naga as your bestie means you can slack off in his tum and ain’t no one gonna know

#comfy cowboy and his noodle lol #this is such an old drawing that I don’t think I ever posted for some reason so here! #take some news¡es nonsense #this was a fun doodle cause I remember spending hours looking at old pictures from the time to try and get the background right #fun thing bout noodle Davey is that his tail tends to wrap around the nearest object when he gets flustered or embarrassed #so that lamp post is gonna be just a little bent once he lets go rip #Jack is just snoozing #what a slacker #soft vore #safe vore #uhhhh #half size vore #? #hard to tell with nagas lol #vore art #arts #fandom vore #news¡es vore #naga vore

[bluesidedown]

Gratitude time

#today im doing it because it's easy and im overflowing with thankful things #very often i do it because it's hard #probably good to remember it CAN be easy #anyway #thankful for my team im gonna be travelling with and the enciuragement they are #its good to remember i am not on this ceazy ride alone #thankful for a genuinely good rich fulfilling day of class/prep #and the stories of God’s amazing provision from an incredible middle eastern guy who shared with us #and for the moroccan lady i met who now somehow is cooking us lunch tomorrow so now i get to try moroccan food #and her hospitality #and for a good comfy bed and the gift of a private room this qeek #and wifi cuz hey that's a bonus (not to be taken for granted this next month) #and a remarkable number of solutions for dumb lil problems #and for the fact that my goodby with The Boy tonight (the big goodbye. for 8 months) #which both of us were dreading because yknow the Big Sad #didnt actually hit either of us emotionally while we were together #which was such a gift. we got to spend 3 hours together just being peaceful and present and having good conversations #and thinking about how to do dating well this year #and praying together #and it was just. so good #and i am so so glad i get to date him this year and share this crazy thing with him even though itvis gonna be really really hard sometimes #and he made me a bracelet to take with me 🥺

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

*lays on floor*

mmm....... sleepy Foul Legacy snuggles.............. yeah..... <33

#hush n shush wifi #i almost dropped off to sleep multiple times today adskdnjksdn #world hard and cold moth warm and comfy #i want him to hug meeeeeee #i wanna wake up to warm sleepy moth when everything outside is freezing cold #we're supposed to get ice tomorrow that should be fun #keep small Foul Legacy in your scarf to keep warm *nodnod* #apologies i am rambling hehe :> #oh i FINALLY did Zhongli's story quest and oh my god #that cutscene in the second act is giving me ideas...... :)

[kkyos]

Back to post cosplay content around, hehe

#yall have no idea how hard is to move my arm #LIKE P WTF #dont get me started on his stockings #tough the vest and all are rather comfy #lies of p #lop #cosplay #cosplayer #liesofpcosplay

[little-slime-puppy]

walks in late to the party already fucked all the way up

#succession #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #tomgreg #cousin greg #i cant draw tom bt i wanna b able to #so heres a bunch of pics of me trying to get comfy drawin them #stylizing real ppl is so hard y dz my brain insist on making me do this #i cnt keep drawing white men i simply cant #*continues to draw white men* #mine

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

I bought the gayest lil boots from the thrift store for just $5 oh my GOOOODDD 😭❤️

#roadie rambles #listen y’all let me just ramble about how phenomenal of a find this was #it’s so hard for me to find rain boots that aren’t too hot or too huge-looking especially for my wide ass feet #and the fact that it has a wedge heel?? and it’s COMFY?? and it’s REEEDDD!!! that’s a godsend #in and of itself #I’m 5’4 I’ll take all the extra inches I can get 😭 #it’s not even my size!!! it’s a size up but I figured why not try em on since they’re so cute #but somehow it fits like a glove?? #and then the fact that it was $5 after discounts…holy shit. #holy shiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttt!!!! #okay thanks for listening I’m very happy with these 🥰

[togepies]

Ok phew, moved.

#first hard part is done #next hard part is getting comfy here #and building a new routine! #but in time

[laitoslittlemacaron]

Bed update bc of the 3 new pillows so i had to rearranged everything on there( ´ ▽ ` ")ﾉ💚 Atm, there are 18 Laito pillows, two blankets (folded on the right) and my two plushies!💖[Wall & shrine update soon´･ω･`川]

#its too comfy making it rly hard to get up at all #i luv it #diabolik lovers #diahell #dialovers #laito sakamaki #sakamaki laito #merch #laito appreciation #plush laito #逆巻ライト #ディアラバ #ディアボリックラヴァーズ

[red-hemlock]

(-Whispers- SoOoOo-.... Is any good Samaritan out there with a Switch able to tell me the difference between a normal, an OLED, and a Lite?)

#Outof'Lock #TBD #(Still have a bunch of Target gift cards from Xmas hanging around so I have enough 'fun money' to put towards finally getting one. 8P <3) #(Next month. After bills and stuff haha. I was lucky and insurance will be paying a comfy chunk of the wisdom teeth issue in May! 8'D;;;;;) #(BUT the normal/OLED will still be a bit more expensive. But if it will last longer/it's better to invest in then-... Yeah.) #(The only difference I'm really seeing is the Lite won't play on the TV and that it's harder to change the sticks if they drift.) #(I don't really care for the TV thing but if it's TOO hard to fix the Lite sticks and it happens to also have crap lasting power then uggh. #(I miss when you just had ONE console choice aside from colors. Shit's like buying a car or a house nowadays. Dx;;;;;)