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#hope we see more of them soon 😭💕
hwaslayer · 21 days
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project: make you love me (jyh) | nineteen. (final)
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—summary: yunho can’t stand how you’re so wrapped up in the notorious campus fuckboy, park seonghwa. he would gladly love you the way you deserve, despite being shy, awkward and the complete opposite of seonghwa. thus, when he finds himself spending more time with you over literature reviews and random study sessions, he decides to take on the challenge to win you over.
—pairing: jeong yunho x f. reader
—genre: (18+ - minors dni) strangers/friends to lovers, college au | fluff, angst, smut
—word count: 5.5k
—chapter content/warnings:  cussing/mature language, some alcohol consumption, seonghwa (lmao im jk just had to do it one time for the one time - hes not really a warning but he does pop in for a second), oral (f. receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, praising, lots and lots of kisses 
—on rotation: universe - thuy ・complicated - nivea
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—a/n: & we've come to the end 😭 sobbing!! tysm for all your love on this one, i truly appreciate every single one of you that cried, loved and supported this couple from day one!! <33 it truly meant a lot to me. i hope to see you alongside of me on the next journey hehe 💕 find my upcoming works here & lmk if you wanna be on the taglists! if you need something more sad & angsty, here is home. ILYYYY!!
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"Baby! Yeo!" You squeal when you see Yunho lined up with Yeosang amongst the crowd of graduates waiting to pile their way in to the field where the ceremony would be taking place. He waves, tall and proud in his cap and gown, blushing from ear to ear when you rush over for a quick hug.
"Pretty girl." He mumbles against your head before kissing you on the temple. "Go get your seat before it fills up." His hands are on your waist as he looks down at you, brushing the hair away from your face.
"I know, but I just had to see you really quickly." You point to your friends behind you, all holding up cardboard cut outs of Yunho and Yeosang's faces. "Look! We came prepared!" They laugh.
"I'm glad you picked a nice photo of me at least." 
"Oh, we have both cute and funny faces, don't worry." Yeosang rolls his eyes before giving off another chuckle. You slip a water bottle filled halfway with tequila in Yunho's hand, making Yeosang give off a loud laugh when he realizes what you're giving them.
"Babe." Yunho says almost in a scolding manner that makes you giggle.
"You've got a whole 3-4 hours or so of a graduation ceremony, love! What else are you gonna do?!"
"She's right, what are we gonna do?"
"Oh my— go, babe. We're gonna head in soon." You laugh and give him a quick peck on the lips before squeezing his hand.
"Okay, okay. I love you. Enjoy!"
"I love you, too." You wave once more before running off to your friends and heading out onto the lawn. It's a beautiful day out, and the sun is already shining even though it's still early in the morning. You, your friends, your mom and sister, and Yunho's mom and aunt eventually find ways to each other and take place in some seats right by the stage and underneath the shade.
As expected, the ceremony kicks off and it's a long one. The President of the school speaks before other distinguished professors and a special guest speaker take over the mic. Yunho and Yeosang surprisingly do take a few swigs from the water bottle mid-speech, catching other graduates doing the same to keep themselves alive and on the same high they started with this morning. Once they start handing out diplomas to the graduates by school/department, it tacks on another hour or so before they're finally reaching the Computer Science department.
"Oh shit, finally!" Soobin says, fixing his position in his seat and getting his phone ready.
"Are they even going in alphabetical order?" Seungmin stands, stepping aside to make sure he isn't blocking the view.
"Nope. They're going by row, I think." Chaery stands before pointing and grabbing you by the arm. "Wait, wait! Yunho and Yeo are standing now!" You stand and let your family and his family know that it might be time to head closer towards the stage. The entire group makes their way towards the side of the stage that is blocked off solely for family and loved ones to snap photos of their graduates. You sneak your way past a few people, bringing everyone closer in an area where Yunho and Yeosang could see the group clearly as they walk across the stage and off.
The first to walk across the stage is Yeosang; his family roars next to you while you all hold up his boards. You snap a few photos of him just as he walks off and quickly flashes his diploma before waving one last goodbye to get to his seat. At this point, Yunho takes a step onto the stage, waiting for his name to be called. You feel the tears welling in your eyes when you find that Yunho isn't looking at anyone but you. 
"I love you." He mouths out and subtly taps his chest just as they call his name.
"I love you, too." You mouth back before snapping his photos— catching that sparkle in his eye, that beautiful smile on his face. That's your man and you love him so, so much.
"Jeong Yunho!" Chaery yells as you all put up the blown up boards of his face. You all cheer and scream for him as he finally crosses the stage and grabs his diploma, doing a little celebratory dance as he steps down and passes everyone for final photos. Yunho quickly grabs your hand and presses a light kiss to the surface before running off to his seat. "I swear to God, you two are the sweetest." Chaery pokes out her bottom lip before throwing her arm around your shoulder. "That man loves you and adores you to bits, Y/N."
"And I do, too." She squeezes you as you all make your way back to your seats to endure the rest of the graduates getting their diplomas.
"Do you guys have any plans for Yunho and Yeosang tonight?" Your mom leans over to ask and you shake your head.
"No, they didn't wanna do anything besides the lunch thingy we're all going to."
"Oh, really? Not even a party?" You shake your head.
"Nope. I promise you, we tried." Your mom chuckles and nods.
As the rest of the ceremony finally comes to an end, caps are being tossed in the air from all directions while the graduates celebrate in unison one last time. You hurriedly run to the nearest bathroom because your body decides this would be the best time to do so. Luckily, there isn't much of a line or anything so you're able to slip in and out after relieving yourself. But once you head back to the lawn, you find yourself completely lost in a sea full of graduates, their families and loved ones. When you tippy-toe to try and find Yunho, you surprisingly can't find a glimpse of him and it makes you a bit anxious.
"Oops, sorry—"
"Sorry—" You look up. "Seonghwa." You bump into him as you continue to try and navigate your way through the crowd to find Yunho and Yeosang, with Seonghwa also trying to find his family in the sea of people.
"Oh, hey." He looks down at you.
"Congratulations."
"Thank you." He says with a small smile.
"I really do wish you the best." He looks at you before looking down at his feet and nodding.
"I appreciate that, Y/N. I hope senior year treats you well." You give him a toothless smile before you finally spot Yunho over his shoulder. Seonghwa watches as your smile grows, hearing the small squeals leave your lips when you finally spot Yunho with your friends and family.
"Thanks. Good luck!" You bid Seonghwa farewell once and for all before running over to your boyfriend. Of course, Seonghwa keeps his eyes trained on you two for a bit while you swing your arms around Yunho's neck and kiss him so sweetly, so lovingly. Yunho looks down at you like the entire world is handed to him on a gold platter, like you hold the galaxies in your eyes, like every inch of you has been crafted by the stars. 
You are everything to him, and it's clear even for someone like Seonghwa— who isn't sure how to give love, yet is very open to receiving it.  He could've had that, if he wasn't so dumb. You really did believe in him at one point, but he didn't do anything with it. He didn't choose you.
But truthfully, in the end, he's happy you're happy. Even though it took him awhile to fully understand that. He knew he couldn't fully give you what you wanted, and he knows Yunho is way better than he'll ever be. You deserve that, and Seonghwa knows he should've tried harder when he had you. Not after.
Life's a bunch of learning lessons, and he truly gets that now.
"Congrats, baby!" You giggle when Yunho presses repeated kisses against your face, holding you against him.
"Hey! Turn to the camera!" Your mom yells from behind you. "Let me snap some photos of you and the handsome graduate! Hurry! Food's waiting!" Your mom playfully scolds you before snapping a bunch of photos. Everyone is taking their time snapping photos of you and Yunho, you and your friends with Yunho and Yeosang, and it takes a good bit before everyone is satisfied enough to leave. 
Yeosang's family joins everyone for a celebratory meal at the bbq restaurant in the city. It's a late celebratory lunch being that it's a bit past noon, but everyone is happy and still in good spirits despite the long ceremony and warmer weather. It's nice to see everyone you love under one roof, with Yunho and Yeosang rightfully being celebrated for all their hardwork. While your mom and sister sit alongside of Yunho's mom and aunt, your dad calls mid-dinner to congratulate Yunho over Facetime and apologizes for missing the ceremony due to a business trip. Yunho eventually ends up agreeing to a random fishing date with your dad in the coming weeks, making you laugh how cutely [and quickly] he agreed.
"Babe." You look up at him sweetly as everyone exits the restaurant, your hand loosely intertwined with his.
"When you say my name like that, you're always up to no good." You playfully smack him with a gasp.
"Oh my god, not even!" You giggle. "I just wanted to know if you're happy."
"Of course I am."
"Do you wanna do anything else to celebrate?"
"Nah." He shakes his head and boops your nose. "Just wanna spend time with you. Besides, I told you I'd take you somewhere this summer, remember? That'll be a way to celebrate."
"I feel like I wanna do more for you."
"You do a lot for me already. I promise." He squeezes your hand.
"I'm gonna be honest, and it's probably gonna sound lame, but a nap sounds really nice right now." Yeosang says. "We got up way too early for graduation." You laugh.
"Why don't we nap and head to the beach tonight for a chill bonfire?" Soobin suggests with a shrug. "So we can celebrate but also not do too much?"
"That actually sounds amazing." Chaery looks at with a surprised expression. "Way to go, Choi!" She punches him on the arm, earning a small groan in response.
"Yeah, I'm down for that."
"I'll drive us and see if the others wanna come along?" Yeosang and Yunho nod.
"Yay!" You clap before bidding farewell to your mom, sister, Yunho's mom and his aunt. 
As expected, everyone heads their separate ways and gets ready to relax for the early afternoon. Chaery and Seungmin head off to the grocery store to grab a few drinks and snacks for tonight, and some ice for the cooler. After taking a quick shower, you head back to Yunho's— already finding Yeosang's door shut close, while Yunho is also in bed with an arm lazily draped over his face. As you quietly shut the door behind you and walk towards his bed, you hear Yunho's small snores a little clearer. You giggle to yourself as you carefully climb over and take your place on the empty side of the bed, but Yunho is quick to shift in his own position and throw an arm around you as soon as he feels the bed dip. His hand gently squeezes at your side just as he presses up against your back, letting out a soft sigh against the back of your head.
"Sorry baby." He sleepily says. "Tried waiting but I got sleepy."
"That's okay, Yuyu. Go back to sleep." He presses a light kiss to your head before snuggling closer to you. Within a few minutes, you feel your lids getting heavier, breathing more regulated. It's not long before you fall into a deep sleep with Yunho cuddled behind you; also meeting you in your dreams.
Eventually, your slumber comes to an end when you feel Yunho pressing light kisses to your jaw, cheek, neck and head. You giggle as your eyes flutter open, giving your body a tiny, but good stretch in Yunho's arms.
"Awake already?"
"Mm, we slept for like 3 hours." He laughs. "We should eat before we head to the beach."
"What do you wanna eat? I'm too content here." You chuckle.
"I could name a few things." Yunho smirks before gently nibbling on your earlobe and giving your thigh a squeeze.
"You go to sleep for 3 hours and wake up like this?!" You snort.
"Baby." He whines, so you turn to look at him. 
"And here I thought you really wanted to eat."
"I do! I'm just in the mood for a variety of things." 
"Oh?" You let out a loud squeal when Yunho comes for your neck and starts attacking you with more kisses.
"Oy! I can hear you two from out here!" Chaery says from outside the door, causing the both of you to pause and look towards the door.
"When did she get here?" You ask. Yunho snorts as he continues to play around, hand teasing at the edge of your panties. "Yunho!"
"What?" He nips at your neck.
"You lovebirds awake or what? We brought some food over." Seungmin asks right by the door. You can hear both him and Chaery mumbling from behind— something along the lines of:
Should we just knock?
Should we go in?
You think they're still sleeping after hearing her earlier?
What if they're indecent and in compromised positions?
Dude, just tell them the food is outside, they'll come when they're ready.
You laugh to yourself amidst Yunho's kisses, internally shaking your head at your roommates for almost acting on their thoughts. You return your attention back to your boyfriend, who is looking at you adoringly even as his fingers continue to trace the material of your panties.
"Food is outside when you two are done!" Seungmin says, followed by an 'ow' afterwards.
"Yunho, what are you up to?"
"I'll be quick." He laughs. "Just wanna please you."
"Everyone is outside!"
"You can be quiet though, right?" He lowers himself under the blankets, taking his position in between your thighs. You bite onto your bottom lip, feeling Yunho tug your panties down before slipping in two digits. You let out a quiet, breathy moan, twitching when you suddenly feel him latch onto your clit— tongue working magic around your core. 
"Oh shit—" Your moan gets louder and Yunho gives your thigh a squeeze to warn you. You feel the pleasure quickly building in your gut, slowly working your hips against his mouth; hands gripping his hair with good pressure. You feel him pick up the pace, pumping into you faster before he focuses on your clit alone, letting you grind your hips against him. He groans against you, pressing his hips deeper into the mattress to feel some kind of friction, to relieve himself in any way possible.  "Yunho, fuck—" Sooner or later, your orgasm washes over you and completely takes over your senses. You tremble against him, back arching off of the mattress as the aftershocks trickle through you. "Jesus, babe."
"Mhm, but you feel good, don't you?" He pokes out of the covers, laughing with rose-tinted cheeks.
"What about you?"
"I'm good." He leans in to kiss you. "That's all I needed."
"You're crazy."
"I love you, too." He kisses you again. "Ready to actually eat?"
"Shouldn't I be asking you that?" You laugh, letting Yunho get up and fix himself first. You throw on some sweats, also following suit to make sure you look decent enough for your friends. 
"Wow, finally." Chaery says when she sees Yunho ski-daddle to the bathroom with a quick wave, you plopping yourself down onto the living room floor next to her. "You good?" She teases, nudging you in the arm.
"Mm, thanks for bring the food."
"Course."
"Who else is tagging along?"
"Hyunjin. Yeonjun. Jongho. Minnie. Someone else, I forgot though." Soobin says. "They're riding with Jongho."
"I'm surprised they're still around. Usually, they're all quick to dip as soon as finals are over." Chaery adds. "Eat up, replenish your stamina." She hands Yunho a plate when he plops onto the floor next to you.
"Thank you." He flashes her a bright, playful smile. "Did you guys get everything for tonight?"
"Mhm!" 
"You should've told us. We could've chipped in." Yeosang nods in agreement.
"Um, this is for you guys. Why on earth would I do that?" She laughs. "No, absolutely not. I just want you guys to have fun and enjoy tonight."
"Thank you." Yeosang repeats with a small smile. Everyone finishes up eating in the living room before Yeosang and Soobin are hauling the cooler into his car for tonight's festivities. As soon as the sun sets, the group piles into the car, squeezing into the back to fit [as safely as possible]. The beach Soobin picks isn't the usual, popular beach that everyone tends to go to. He decides it's best to go to the smaller one that's tucked off to the side so it isn't bombarded with people on a beautiful night like tonight. It takes a quick 10-min drive down the highway, along with tackling a curvy, winding road before Soobin is driving down a small, quiet residential area and pulling up at a dead-end. 
"Jongho and them are here already." He says, pulling up behind their car along the side of the street near the dead-end sign. Everyone hops out and grabs what they can to haul it over to the beach, having to walk down the path in order to reach the sand. Jongho and the rest of the group already have a huge fire going, chairs situated around the fire with a few snacks and the bluetooth speakers softly playing music laying around.
"Finally!" Jongho says with his arms wide open. "Congrats Yunho and Yeo!"
"Thanks, my guy!" Yunho responds with a laugh, greeting your friends with a hug and thanking them for hanging out to celebrate. Everyone gets started with rounds of shots before dancing around in the sand and splashing in the water. Yunho's happily singing along to the songs even as you two walk into the water and try to playfully splash each other. At once, he carries you and attempts to throw you into the water, laughing away as you chase him and scold him for even trying.
When you finally settle back onto the chair and start roasting some marshmallows for smores, Yunho plops onto the chair next to you— gently nudging you on the arm before kissing you on the cheek.
"Making some smores?" You giggle and nod.
"Want one?"
"Sure." You throw a marshmallow onto another stick, keeping it near the fire. While waiting for it to be perfectly roasted, you look up and admire the stars strung across the velvety sky.
The moon.
"Yunho."
"Yeah?"
"It's a full moon." He looks at you with a small smile before kissing you on the temple, helping you arrange his smores on a plate.
"It is, and I want you to remember this one and the next ones to come."
"Why?"
"Just cause." He gives you a small smile, happy to have made the moon something you two could share, something that will always serve as a reminder of the love you two hold for each other. "It's our thing, isn't it?"
"Yeah, it is our thing." You giggle, resting your head on his shoulders while you continue to watch your friends fool around on the sand and enjoy themselves under the clear, night sky. "I'm proud of you, you know that right? Incredibly proud of you."
"I know."
"I'll be the support you every step of the way."
"Thank you, love. And I'll be here, too. I'm here."
♣︎ SUMMER
You splashed in the clearest, bluest waters you've ever seen, Yunho coming behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist. You give off a tiny scream when he surprises you from behind, lifting you and dropping you back into the water.
"Jeong Yunho!" You laugh mid-scold, wiping the water from your face.
"I like it when you say my name." He smirks, followed by a deep laugh. "Sorry, baby. I had to."
"You're lucky I like you." He smiles, hands resting on your waist to pull you close.
"That's a shame, I thought you loved me, too." He teases while you wrap your arms around his neck.
"You're lucky I love you."
"Ah, that's better." He licks his lips, water droplets slowly falling down his face from his wet hair. "Mind if I kiss you, pretty girl?"
"Not at all." You bite onto your bottom lip before Yunho leans forward for a kiss, holding it for as long as he possibly can before he's pulling back. He presses one, two, three repeated kisses before giving your hips a squeeze.
"Wanna head back to the room?"
"Yeah, actually. I'm kinda pooped from splashing in the water all day."
"Same." He laces his fingers with yours as you both walk out of the water and back towards the resort. 
"What do you want for dinner tonight?"
"Um, I don't know. Let me figure that out. You just relax." He gives you a small smile. The sand feels warm but soft beneath your feet, and the sun is still shining even though it's getting ready to set soon. Thankfully, it isn't nearly as bright and hot as it was earlier in the day anymore. You grab your things from the beach chair, washing off your feet under the water spout before slipping back into your slippers and following the trail back into the resort. 
When you step back into the room, Yunho is quick to start a hot shower for you, claiming he'll take care of dinner. So, you hop in and take your time underneath the hot water; letting it ease the slight soreness that came from swimming and playing in the water most of the day. Yunho makes a quick trip down the street to pick up some food, laying everything out on the balcony table so that you two could enjoy it during a peaceful night.
"Aw, babe! When did you go out and grab this?" You say as you walk out to the balcony in your cute grey shorts and matching hoodie. 
"When you were swimming in the shower." You laugh and playfully punch him on the bicep.
"I did not take that long. But, thank you." You tippytoe to give him a peck.
"Let me take a quick shower. I'll be out soon." He tips your chin upwards before smiling down at you.
"Okay." You settle onto the balcony chair and scroll through your phone, texting your friends while you patiently wait for Yunho to shower and get comfy for dinner. You look out at the view, admiring the way the moonlight shines down onto the surface of the water, illuminating everything near its path. It's quiet with the occasional sound of waves crashing against the sand, the occasional chatter of other families passing by to get to their rooms. It's peaceful, but it feels extra special being away from home with Yunho.
When it hits close to 20 minutes, Yunho's finally joining you in the balcony, running a hand through his damp hair as he sits in the chair next to you. The both of you begin to dig in and talk about your day, planning what else you should do tomorrow and the following day before you're having to leave and head back home. Of course, in typical Yunho fashion, he jokes around and plays around mid-meal, just wanting to hear you laugh and giggle next to him. When you both feel satisfied, he sits back and takes his turn to admire the view, his hand laced with yours as he presses kisses onto the surface.
"Baby." He says softly, his thumb caressing the surface of your hand.
"Hm?"
"Do you see the full moon?" He points upwards.
"I do." You smile at him, remembering the days when you used to walk with Yunho and look at the moon.
"Can you do me a favor then?"
"Of course."
"Keep your eyes on it for me, please?"
"What're you up to, Jeong Yunho?" You giggle, doing as asked by keeping your gaze on the full moon ahead. You don't even see Yunho move, nor do you hear him fiddle around, but you are stuck on the moon nonetheless. It's beautiful, it's bright, it's dreamy.
"Nothing." He laughs. "Tell me what you see, love."
"Yunho, I—" You turn to look at him, but before you can even say, do, anything, your eyes immediately shift to the center of the table, causing you to pause mid-sentence.
On the table is an opened small, black box with a ring inside. A simple, but beautifully chic rose gold ring that blended seamlessly into an infinity-shape near the center, a small heart-shaped diamond sitting in the middle cushioned in between smaller diamonds. It's beautiful, it's bright, it's dreamy.
"Y-Yunho." You say his name softly. Your heart is beating out of your chest because although you'd love to do this with Yunho, you aren't sure if you're entirely ready. But luckily for you, Yunho knows you well.
Very well.
And he understands. He knows the feeling all too well, too.
"I— it's a promise ring. Because as much as I want to say fuck it right now, I know we're both waiting until we're absolutely ready to build a life together. I just want you to know that I'm yours. No matter what. I'm yours and nothing's gonna change that. I'm here."
"Babe." The tears well up in your eyes as you admire the ring sitting in the box before looking back up at him. He's right, and it's what you love the most about him. He's never one to rush or pressure you into anything, he's the one who thinks logically and rationally. But, he never fails to show you just how much you mean to him, how much this relationship means to him. There was always this cloud above the both of you after that night you two talked about building a life together and doing the crazy shit grownups do. Because even though you truly love Yunho and you know he's the one you wanna be with, you still have a whole year of school ahead of you, more dance competitions ahead of you; plus, whatever else post-grad will bring for you. Yunho is still navigating his own life after graduation and even though he might be in a slightly better place than you right now, you know he's also trying to be there for his mom and aunt more. Things are still unsettled and it wouldn't be the time for you two to think about engagements, marriages, what kind of home you want, kids— even if that's the end goal.
Whatever the combination looked like.
But having Yunho do this, to give you a promise ring that shows you the want, the need, the dedication he has to be there for you every step of the way and vice versa. It means more than anything, and it's all you could've ever asked for. You're happy to know he is yours, just as you are his.
"I love it. Thank you."
"Can I?" He licks his lips, taking the ring from the box in order to slip it on your finger. You simply nod as the tears stream down your cheeks, fingers slightly shaking at the overflowing love and happiness you feel being here, being with Yunho. "Baby, why are you crying?" He chuckles a bit, leaning over to wipe the tears from your cheeks.
"I just.. I don't know. I just love you. Sometimes, it still feels so unreal." He subtly bites onto his bottom lip to prevent himself from smiling even more. But, he thinks you're so cute right now. So pretty, so beautiful. So.. his.
"Come here, love." He gestures to his lap. You silently walk over and straddle his lap, arms lazily wrapped around his neck. He leans in for a kiss, large hands resting on your hips while he indulges in the sweetness of your lips, the way you feel resting on him, your scent.
Everything.
The kiss intensifies quick, and you find yourself slowly grinding on Yunho— feeling how hard he is beneath you. It's a slow grind, one where you drag your clothed core over his length ever so nicely, just to feel every bit of him against you. 
"Fuck." He hisses.
"Let's go inside, babe."
"Or.. I can take you right here, right now. Let everyone see what you do to me." He presses a kiss to your jaw. "How you make me feel." He looks up at you just as he presses another kiss to your chin. "Hm, baby? Should I just selfishly keep you to myself?" He hums, hands squeezing your hips a little harder as you continue to slowly rock against him. You let out a soft, whiny moan and it shoots straight down to Yunho's dick. After his 'lil bits of teasing, he knows at the end of the day, he just wants you to himself. No one else.
No one, nothing, in between.
So, he swiftly carries you in one motion, hurrying into the room before slamming the balcony door shut. He drops you onto the bed, immediately latching his lips onto yours in a hungry, heated kiss. He crawls in between your lap as you lay back, Yunho's hands immediately squeezing your inner thighs. He lowers himself just enough to tease your core with his clothed, hardened member. That contact alone sends tingles down your spine, enough for a moan to slip from your lips in between kisses. Yunho doesn't waste any time shedding off your clothes, admiring every inch of your body with trails of kisses, gentle touches. 
"Need you." He says in your ear. "Can I have you?" You nod hastily, helping Yunho out of his shirt. 
"You have me, Yunho." He pauses and looks at you for a moment, and for the first time ever, you aren't sure what it means. You aren't sure what he's feeling. But, his expression softens, his eyes are holding onto the stars, the moon, the sun, that he sees in your own. Because he has you. 
He has you.
He doesn't say anything before locking his lips with yours, the need, want, desire, so evident in every move he makes. He takes a few moments to slip in two digits, just to get a feel for how wet you are. He groans against you when you arch your back upwards, too hungry, too eager, to feel you wrapped around him. He starts to pump himself a few times, spreading your wetness across his length before lining himself up at your entrance. 
"Ready for me?" You nod, gasping at him pushing into you until he bottoms out to the hilt. The both of you adjust to the feeling before he begins to work you at a steady pace. But, Yunho keeps himself close to you— skin to skin, hand tightly locked with yours. It's slow and steady, intimate.
Tonight feels so much more different. So much more intense. 
So much more special.
Yunho continues to whisper praises against your skin, slightly picking up his pace and making you whimper in response. He finds that he wants to feel more of you, so he sits back onto his knees and holds you flush against him while he gives you control. You start to roll your hips, hands tugging at the ends of his hair when you pick up your pace. The position has you feeling every inch of him inside of you, only wanting more— to be closer, if ever possible.
"Oh, babe—" You mewl and tilt your head back in pleasure. He takes the opportunity to nibble at your neck, tongue swiping across the surface.
"Oh shit, baby." He moans breathily. "Just like that. You're so good to me." He repeats. "So good to me." The grip on your hips gets a little stronger while Yunho guides you. He pushes you to ride him faster, clit rubbing against him so deliciously it pushes you to the edge— right where he needs you to be.
"Oh god— god Yunho." You moan loudly. "I'm gonna cum—"
"That's it. That's my good girl." He coos, holding you against him tightly. "Let me feel you." He feels your walls pulsing against him, squeezing his length tightly in all the right places. He lets out another moan as he adjusts his position and fucks up into you to chase his own high. You wrap your arms around him, whining from the sensitivity until you hear him mumble curses against your neck; groaning when he releases and fills you up. The both of you don't move from your positions for awhile, only indulging in more slow, sweet kisses despite being a sweaty mess.
"I love you so much, Y/N. You literally have no idea how much I adore you." Yunho brushes the hair away from your face. "I can't wait to see what the future holds for the both of us. Cause I'm here. I don't wanna go anywhere if it's not with you." He repeats, kissing you gently.
"I love you too, Yunho. I'm yours." You caress his cheek, taking him in; everything about him. He smiles sweetly at you, carrying you and holding you close while making his way to the bathroom.
"Time for another shower?" You laugh loudly, letting Yunho take care of you for the rest of the night in many ways.
In the end, those literature assignments would always mean something to you two. Those nights when he found you in the parking lot. The random McDonalds trips. The walks underneath the full moon. The single rose. The fight over Seonghwa and those bumps in the road.
Those will always mean something to you two because in the end, no matter the chaos, the background noise, the extra baggage, it all brought you closer together. 
In the end, it blessed you with Yunho.
In the end, it blessed you with the greatest love you've ever known.
In the end, it will always be you and Yunho against the world.
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m4tthewmurd0ck · 4 months
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Tom Blyth x Actress!Reader
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i try to avoid descriptors but i do use she/her! click [HERE] for my tom blyth masterlist :)
you post a meme, but of course the internet takes it too far. set a few days after the vogue interviews, so tbosas has been out just over a month. we’ll just say december 22 since it came out november 17. also i changed the ending for the film because eventually you’ll be working on the sequel hehshsdb
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yourname me trying to sneak into theaters so i can see people’s reactions to tbosas but i don’t want them to know it’s me. alternatively; coriolanus walking around knowing damn well what he did to sejanus and lucy gray 🤬
username excuse me i’m wheezing 😭
↳ username she really tagged ewan snsjdhxjsushxa
rachelzegler 😂😂😂😂
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username she better avenge her boyfriend in the sequel!!!!
↳ username has a sequel been confirmed already???
↳ username not officially but with how things ended there better be one. talk about a cliffhanger!
↳ username can anyone spoil it for me how does it end??
↳ justiceforsejanus well since you asked!! after the cabin fight scene with nova may and coryo, he does manage to knock the gun out of her hand and attempt to choke her to death BUT my gworl makes an escape and goes who knows where. cut to coriolanus with his 3rd hairstyle of the movie and he looks out before it cuts to black and then the quote from future him “it’s the things we love most that destroy us”. you think it’s over right but NO MID CREDIT SCENE!!!! he knocks on a door and nova may answers. she’s obviously shocked and all he does is that stupid grin (🥵) and say “we’re gonna make a deal”. THEN the screen cuts to black and… that’s all we get. definitely potential for a sequel
↳ username waaaait that means yourname and tomblyth will work together again! and this time their characters might interact more!
username why does she always post ewan when she’s dating tom?
↳ yournamefan relax becky it’s a meme.
↳ username just saying i wouldn’t appreciate that.
↳ yourname good thing i’m dating tom and not you then isn’t it 🤭 also i love you yournamefan 💕
ewanmitchell if i had a dollar for every time you used this screenshot 😩
↳ yourname omg it’s lucerys killer aaaahhhh!!!!
↳ ewanmitchell i hate you 😩😩
enews uh-oh! yourname posting about her on screen boyfriend and not tomblyth? 👀
↳ yourname please take several seats
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↳ username right. yourname isn’t even that pretty he could do so much better!
↳ username 👏👏👏👏
↳ username i hope he leaves her soon.
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Tom Blyth x Actress!Reader taglist — if you requested to be tagged and don’t see your user, I wasn’t able to tag you! if you’d like to be added, let me know!
@daenerysqueenofhearts | @coconut-dreamz | @spencerstits | @callsignwidow | @inf4ntdeath | @upsidedownjill | @toeoffrog | @bada-lee-ily | @sassyangel16 | @or-was-it-just-a-dream | @jolleluvsyou | @ennycutie | @ashcosmo
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barbiiecams · 15 days
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expect the unexpected
drew starkey x model!reader
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yourinstagram: thank you spain for being so kind to me! i hope to return <3
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hallebailey: woww 😍
yourinstagram: miss u mama!
kaliuchis: it’s time we go out for a girls trip !
yourinstagram: yes it is indeed!
randomuserr_: did anyone peep that drew starkey likes this? 😭
iheartttyouu: i came here to say this omg.
yourmomsinstagram: 😘😘
yourinstagram: i love you mommy 💕
y/nfannn: SHES SO PRETTY OMG
starkeyfan245: omgg drew actually liked this?
thegirljt: my sisss
yourinstagram: 😩 let’s go out
y/nnn82: when will you come to jamaica!?
yourinstagram: soon i hope! i miss it there :(
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madelyncline: bros living the dream
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rudypankow: where was my invite
drewstarkey: i told you guys to come
brooke_starkey: miss u big bro 😞
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y/nfannn: HE WAS IN SPAIN TOO??
user567: why were they there together ?
amazinnrandom: right i didn’t even know they knew each other
jonathandavissofficial: he loves to leave randomly
drewstarkey: you knew about this for a month
user123: did he see y/n at all??
ilovedrewww: who is y/n and why are people talking about her?
↪️ y/nfannn: she’s a model and she was in spain this past week as well
drewsssfann: omgg he posted something for once !
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yourinstagram: YOU ATE DOWNNN WITH THESE PICTURES
brooke_starkey: it’s easy photographing a goddess !
madisonbailey: the lighting the background her just ughh!
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y/nloverr: OMGG
random4455: not her being with the family too!!
user300: i’m suspicious cus this can’t be a coincidence now 😭
mackayla_davila: i’m making my way home NOW.
brooke_starkey: GIRLS NIGHT !
drewstarkey: nice
starkeyfann: OMG??
trolluserrrr: yup he definitely hit that 😭
userrr667: i don’t think they’re together but if they are that’s so random it just happened out of nowhere 😭
y/nfannn: you don’t know them lmao they could’ve been together for months
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victoriassecret: celebrate love with @yourinstagram and @drewstarkey 💘. new collection out now
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yourinstagram: hope you all enjoy this !!
y/nfannn: HELLOOOO?? YOU CANT JUST SAY THIS
madelyncline: MOM AND DAD!!
carlaciagrant: this is too cute 🥹
madisonbailey: about time !!!
austinnorth55: YESSIRRR STARKEY
jonathandavissofficial: he’s locked in 💯
user654: OMG?? WHAT
seekerrratten: this is so random what 😭
starkeyyfann: she’s so pretty they look good together
adrianalima: ❤️❤️❤️
yourinstagram: my second mom ily
haterrr123: ew what lmao drew can do better 🤢
y/nnfannn: you’re literally broke lmao go somewhere
starkeyonlyluvrrr: imma still scream REAL DELULU YELLIN OUT MY MANNN !!!
bigggfan: i thought he was dating someone else but i like this !
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drewstarkey: wow, 6 months of watching our love grow. i love you beautiful.
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yourinstagram: i’m in love guys nobody talk to me.
drewstarkey: ‼️‼️
yourinstagram: 🥹 my baby forevaaaa
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yourinstagram: i love you so much
drewstarkey: i love u more baby
yourinstagram: spain was in fact our baecation
drewstarkey: the best baecation at that
madelyncline: when am i getting adopted
yourmomsinstagram: 🤗🤗💕 beautiful
drewstarkey: future mother in law ❤️
↪️ y/nfannn: THATS SO CUTEEEE
internetperson6: THIS HAPPENED OUT OF NOWHERE DID I MISS SOMETHING
user889: they definitely know how to keep a secret 😭
obx: rafe’s new love interest
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elameeeee: finally got himself a baddie
drewstarkey: ikr
rudypankow: omg finally i didn’t know how long it was gonna take until i accidentally said something
starkeyfann: 6 MONTHS? WHAT?
urnewestuserrr: no way 😭😭 the internet investigators failed this one
iliketoocommentt6: literally everyone knew too that’s why it’s so crazy
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sh0tanzz · 3 months
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hello I hope you are having a great day ☺️, i really like your readings hehe, please do Anton as your boyfriend reading soon, I am looking forward on your other readings of the other groups as well.
rest well and take care 💕💕
you are sooo sweet omg but here we go !!
Anton as your boyfriend based on Astrology
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(reminder that this for fun and astrology is something I study for a hobby, these are all inferences based off of observations and not exact fact unless I knew him myself !!)
warnings: small mention of suggestive innuendo but nothing extremely graphic I'll only do NSFW asks if requested.
Aries Sun: Many people are "surprised" that Anton is an aries since the stereotype is that they're hyper and aggressive but aries men can be pretty shy + to themselves initially and don't expose their extroverted behavior till they're comfortable. Aries is cardinal, they enjoy starting things and once they master it will move on to the next task (Anton went from swimming to instruments, to producing, to being an idol what bigger example do you need 😭) before the relationship actually starts he'd try to approach but wouldn't just straight up flirt he'd want to begin a friendship or some form of banter/rapport with you. Since there's no water supporting his sun in his big six it shows he wouldn't be a super sappy "my heart bleeds for you" type of boyfriend but would still be passionate and serious when it comes to you as his partner. If you had a rocky past he'd try to have you focus on the "now" of everything and help you not loath. Has his random moments of boldness but they go as fast as they came LMAOO so savor them when you can.
Aries Moon: Many people view Anton as very timid and though he is on a surface level he is most definitely capable of boldness and quickly acting on his wants, yes he is a contained individual but when he wants something he'll shamelessly go after it. So yes ! he is 100% capable of initiating things whether its physical affection or if he wants to see you. If he wants you he wants you, plus, in a video he claimed that if it was just him and the person of his affection one on one he'd express himself more freely. Which makes me think if it were you two one on one he'd be super real about his feelings and his guard wouldn't be as far up.
Aries Mercury: Yes. the headcanons that anton would spam your phone with tiktoks and memes are true. He wouldn't be afraid of hitting you up frequently and seeming "needy" like he loves you duh ofc he's gonna text you literally at any given opportunity. Would probably have your post notifs on and would be the FIRSTTT person to like your post and story. He'd be very honest and straightforward when communicating so you wouldn't have to worry about reading in between the lines or having to guess about what's going on between you two.
Taurus Venus: He could have short lived phases of being possessive and literally viewing you as "his person". He wouldn't want the relationship to continuously rush into new bases he'd want it to have a natural flow and wouldn't rush you into anything but would still want to know where you stood on certain things and be in the know (his aries stellium influence, he welcomes change and newness but, as said before, wants it to come naturally and at a certain pace). He'd be sure to be someone you could rely and depend on and would be as patient as possible with you. Would express his love through physical touch such as cuddling, resting his head on your shoulder, napping together and through spoiling you like paying for your meal, sending/bringing food and random valuable gifts at whatever time. HE JUST WANTS TO TREAT YOU RIGHHTT. Also would be very sentimental like he'd have photos, songs, posts and things saved or kept from when you two first met or started dating. He'd make the relationship so domestic oml. Ngl due to taurus venuses need for natural build up and the childish friendly nature of his aries placements he's probably a sucker for the friends to lover trope me thinks 😭
Gemini Mars: Oh he'd just love having one on one talks with you about anything interesting under the sun none of the convos would be surface level or shallow. He'd also flirt SM THROUGH TEXT every gemini mars dude I've known gets so flirty otp. Plus you wouldn't have to worry about the relationship having an air of monotony either. People claim that gemini mars people can be hot and cold but I don't think that's the case I think they're just aware that sometimes for a healthy relationship space is properly needed, so he'd let you have time to yourself/himself but with his taurus venus during these periods you wouldn't feel alone or abandoned because he'd still be there for you. Similar to Wonbin he could find your voice very attractive or a turn on. Gemini rules the hands, arms and shoulders so he may kiss you there or like to have some physical contact with them. Gemini also rules the lungs and nervous system so he might try to 'take your breath away'...take that as you will LOL.
Other Aspects:
Moon/Neptune Sextile: He is hyperaware of the feelings and emotions of those around him no matter how subtle they seem and also uses music as a vice so he'd use it to connect with you.
Venus trine Jupiter: He's naturally a giver and wouldn't be overly forceful, He honestly would nurture the relationship as much as he possibly could.
Potential Toxicity: (reminder that any/everyone is capable of having toxic or negative traits, these could be POTENTIALLY true)
Venus/Square Neptune: Is willing to go LENGTHS for a partner/people he loves but may take things a bit too far or do "too much" and once you try to explain that though you appreciate his efforts it's a bit much he may take it the wrong way and feel unappreciated or used.
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super late but i’m hoping you’re feeling way better now 🥺🥺 anon forgot to cover themselves up so i put up an ss of the ask instead mwuahaha 🤓 ANYWAYS damnnn everybody loves kitty lizzie huh?? AS WE ALL SHOULD!!
also i’m obsessed with these pics i love her silly catgirl ass sm my jiwonnn 😭💞💞
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as much as i want to think if jiwon could be a bratty kitty just to spice things up… i really can’t see it! 😭 she’s just too much of a good girl to be capable of doing anything that might even remotely upset her mommy :(( and you’re always so good to her anyway so she never has any reason to act out even if she wanted to! the most she’ll do as an act of rebellion is pouting and pretending not to hear you when you’re scolding her… as soon as your tone drops to a scarier one, she folds quickly though :(( not wanting to upset you even more bcs she hates seeing that look on your face, esp if it’s bcs of her! 🥺
could definitely top you if she doesn’t get so flustered every time you do anything with her 👀 it’s very possible bcs come on… you’re just as whipped for her as she is for you and if the day comes where she just decides to take what she wants from you without warning or permission… well fuck, who are you to not give her everything?? 😵‍💫 it’s too bad she’s so polite! you’d have to tease her so much just to push her patience even a little bit… but you don’t mind 🫣 the sight of her riding your thigh desperately, begging for your touch with teary eyes and a cute pout, her ears twitching on her head… feeling her little claws dig into your shoulder as she kept herself steady while she chased after her climax on her own… so, so beautiful that you basically had it engraved in your brain 🫠
willingly offers her spit as lube?? willingly offers her spit as lube!! jiwon really doesn’t give a fuck if she looks ridiculous sucking on your strap like it was a real cock—it turned you on, it turned her on so whatever! 🤤 that look on your face while she slowly rides you?? hooded eyes raking all over her body before finally piercing into her own?? only getting darker when you decide to take matters into your own hands and fuck her silly like she always wants you to?? yeah, jiwon fucking lives for that look on your face 😚 she especially loves being underneath you while you fuck her with your strap bcs you would hold her so close, making sure to hit all the right spots and telling her how much of a good job she’s doing taking mommy’s cock like a good kitty :((
it all gets even better when jiwonie sucks on your fingers instead! she’s so unhealthily obsessed with your hands 😵‍💫 once in a while you’d find her absentmindedly giving your hands little kisses or just playing with them while you’re both watching something on the tv 🥺💕 other times she would be drooling all over them, making sure they’re nice and wet so you wouldn’t have any trouble fucking her with them 😋 sometimes she would even just take your hands and put them on her chest just to prompt you to do something… and it works every time bcs how can you say no to her??
in conclusion, you could never ask for a better, cuter and more obedient kitty than jiwon! 🥺
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vex91 · 17 days
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Pyramid game characters comforting you when you have a mental break down(i have so many ideas after the pyramid game first fate thoughts also you should write a fic of museum date with do ah😝‼️)
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Atp I love seeing you in my inbox too much because I always get so many good Pyramid Game thoughts from you <3
Suji would be surprised when she found you in that state, her heart breaking seeing you. Probably felt guilty for not noticing anything earlier 😔 Will hold you tightly as she whispers reassuring words into your ear. She may seem cold but behind closed doors she's incredibly soft and sweet for you and when she's seeing you in so much mental pain she just can't leave you alone like that.
I can just imagine Harin walking in on you having a mental breakdown and just looking at you confused at first 😭 Listen girlie loves you but showing and receiving love and comfort was still new to her so you need to understand her. Will quickly hug you though when her brain processes the situation but it would still be a little awkward (Girl is trying, we love the effort) and she wouldn't say much because she didn't know what to say. Would bring you to sleep at her house because she didn't wanted to leave you alone 💕
Honestly I feel like Jaeun would join you in crying 😭 Like your pain is her pain so seeing you cry would make her cry too. Would immediately hug you as she tried to be strong for you but it was just you and her crying in each other's arms. Would help you breathe if you had problems with it and generally would stay by your side. 100% she's gonna sleep at your house to stay by your side and help you if you needed her.
Yerim is the sweetest of them all. Immediately hugs you and helps you calm down, keeps her cool and patiently waits until you calm down in your own time. Reassures you the whole time that she wouldn't want to be anywhere else other than with you and that she's completely fine with staying with you. Wipes your tears with tissue that she carries in case you needed them. Later when you're up to it, she treats you out to your favorite food <3
Jaehyung would take this so seriously like she never took anything as seriously as this. Hugs you the whole time and let's you let all your feelings out while still making sure you're safe and sound. Asks you so many questions about what you need and want and is just so sweet about everything. At some point she even slapped her hand on her mouth in case she bothered you so it turns into both of you comforting and reassuring each other 😭
Eunjung is always really protective of you and in that moment her protectiveness increased tenfolds. Is immediately by your side and helps you steady your breathing if you have problem with that. Will make sure you are okay with her touching you and hug you tightly. Asks you about what happened but will understand if you didn't wanted to talk about it, she just wants her gf to feel good 😔 Won't leave your side for at least next few hours but honestly if she was to decide then she would stay with you the whole night.
Doah would be so shocked to see you like that, her heart would just break. Would slowly help you sit down and hug you into her chest while playing with your hair. It would be mostly silent as she holds you until she asks about what happened. Super understanding about everything and reassures you as much as she can. Best girlfriend periodt 👏👏
First thought going through Dayeon's head would be killing anyone who got you into this state but soon she would remember that you were more important in that moment and would approach you gently. Dayeon wasn't the one to show you much affection but in that moment she would hug you tightly hoping her feelings would reach you 💔 Honestly she also tears up seeing you like that but tries to hide it by focusing on comforting you. Another one who will spend the night at your house to keep an eye on you and make sure you're safe.
Wooyi will be immediately hugging you tightly. Wave of sweet words would leave her lips as she cursed everyone on the planet for your pain in that moment, knowing that if she ever found out that someone caused you to be in that state then she would go on a killing spree. Caresses your cheek all the time as she listens to you carefully. Will not leave your side at all and glare at every person approaching. Makes sure you will spend the night at her house where she makes you a nice meal and generally will take care of you <333
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heartsforvin · 14 days
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Heyyy loveee!!!🫶🏻
All your latest stories have been so beautiful and interesting, I love them!!😮‍💨
dad!Vinnie lives free in my head forever was so beautiful😭🫶🏻 If it's not too much trouble you could do another one where it's Vinnie and the Reader's daughter (or son) first day of school As if it were her first day in life and they take her to class and everything becomes emotional because her baby has grown quite a bit🥹💕
I hope you can do it if you want obviously, I send you all my love and I hope the work becomes less burdensome 💌🫂
ALL GROWN UP
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this is sooo cute 🥹
thank you for the request !!!!
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pairing; vinnie hacker x fem!reader
warnings; a bit sad, crying, use of pet names, pure fluff otherwise !!
summary; it’s your son’s first day of school and you can’t help but be an emotional wreck at the fact your baby’s growing up
ever since your son was born you dreaded the day he started his first day of school. he was a pretty easy newborn and toddler, so you figured the first days of school would go smoothly, right?
wrong. well, it went smoothly for your son and husband, but for you not so much.
you woke up to vinnie peppering kisses all over your face as he whispers for you to get up.
“c’mon, baby, i got wes all ready.” he told you as you slowly sit up and rub your eyes.
yawning, vinnie slowly drags you out of the bed. you slip on your slippers as you and vinnie make your way to the kitchen.
“mama!” your five year old son exclaims as he sees you enter the kitchen with his father.
you smile and ruffle his hair as he finishes up his breakfast. “what’cha got there, bubba?” you ask him.
“dad made me french toast with strawberries,” he replies with a smile. “said i need a good breakfast for today.”
you smile and nod. “first day of school, you excited?” you ask as you take a seat next to your son.
meanwhile, your husband is plating up more french toast with strawberries just for you. he hands them to you and kisses your head.
wesley nodded as he finished chewing his food. “so excited!” he exclaims.
he soon finishes his breakfast and vinnie goes to help him brush his teeth. you finish up breakfast yourself and decide to get dressed.
about ten minutes later the three of you were finally ready to leave. you helped your son slip on his shoes and vinnie helped him with his backpack before you headed out the door.
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your foot anxiously shook against the car as the three of you were on your way to the school. vinnie held your hand, squeezing it occasionally to try and calm you down.
“you’re more nervous than wes,” vinnie lightly chuckled as he took a quick glance at you. “he’s gonna be fine, babe.” he reassured.
you smiled at vinnie then took a glance at your son in the backseat. he was kicking his feet while looking out the window.
you knew he was going to be fine. he’s never had a problem with other kids, and was honestly the most extroverted five year old you’ve seen.
ten minutes later you arrive to the school. vinnie parks the car and the two of you unbuckle and turn to face your son.
“you ready, bubba?” vinnie asks wesley as you watch your son grab his backpack.
the boy gives you both a smile and basically out of the car before he can respond. you and vinnie smile to each other before getting out of the car.
vinnie grabs wesley’s hand as you hold your hand in his, the three of you making it to the entrance of the school.
once inside and guided to the classroom, you can see the smile on your son’s face widen at your excitement.
you’re excited for him, proud of him, but a little bit of you is sad at this milestone. it’s a bittersweet moment to watch your son grow up, learn new things, experience life. part of you wishes you could just hold onto him forever.
rounding the corner, vinnie notifies you that the room you’re looking for is the second door to your left.
the three of you stoped a few inches from the classroom to say one last goodbye to your son before the end of the day.
you and vinnie crouched down to wesley’s height and smiled up at him. “you’re gonna do great, wes. mama and i wanna hear all about your day when we pick you up, okay?” vinnie says.
wesley smiles as he tugs on his backpack straps, ready to go into the room and finally start his first day.
he turns his gaze to you and sees that you’re crying. “don’t cry, mama.” he says as he hugs you tightly.
you hug him tightly even if the backpack on him is in the way. you laugh lightly before you kiss his head.
“i’m just so proud of you, baby,” you inform your son as you hold his face in your hands. “you’re gonna do great and meet some great friends, you got it?”
wesley smiles and hugs both you and vinnie. “i got it,” he smiles. “can i go now?”
you chuckle softly and ruffle his hair before you and vinnie tell him you love him. before you know it your son is in the classroom and the door is shut.
you and vinnie look into the window as he hugs you, kissing your cheek as he reassures you your son will be okay.
as the two of you walk back to the car hand in hand. its quiet for a minute before vinnie speaks up.
“you know what this means,” vinnie speaks. you already know where this is going, you playfully roll your eyes at him but let him continue. “now we have more time for ourselves.”
you laugh and hit his chest. “you’re insufferable,” you tell him. “you’re lucky i love you.”
vinnie laughs as he holds you tighter, the two of you getting into the car quickly after.
“as much as i love him, im glad it’ll just be us for a few hours now.” vinnie says as he starts up the engine.
you laugh again. “that sounds terrible, vin,” you tell him. “but i’m glad we do too.” you smile before kissing him.
you knew your boy would be just fine at school, that he’d make good friends and learn good things. you knew you’d be fine, too. you just might need a little more time than others.
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hiii !!! i loved writing this , it was so cute !!! i hope you all enjoyed reading it !!!
oh also !! for some reason tumblr isn’t showing some of your guys’ users that are on my taglist. so i swear im not forgetting you, it just won’t let me tag you for some reason 🥲
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dstxrgirl · 1 year
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heyy, could you do a social media au where the reader and charles have been soft launching their relationship for a long time so by the time they post a photo of them together making it official, no one is surprised?
SURPRISED, BUT NOT SURPRISED | CL16
social media au. charles leclerc x fem!reader
fluff. no warnings.
author’s note: thank you so much for the request, anon! really really love this suggestion :)) i hope you enjoy reading it!
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@charles_leclerc
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Miami
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vroomvroom16 what is charles doing here??
leclercloverrrr what if 🤭
yourbestiesuser ahhhh you and me in miami soon?
y/n.l/n definitely! looking forward to it 💋💋
carlossainz55 Can’t wait to see you around in the paddock again!
ferrarigirl4ever CARLOS WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE??!!!!
user1655 what is going on?!&@^*\$=+_€
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charles_leclerc Always doing better when you're around ❤️ Very motivated for the next race. We'll keep pushing like always.
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leclercccc mystery girl reveal when? 😭
vroomvroom16 THE CAPTION OMG 🥹
leclercloverr y/n, what are you doing here?
playerhater why yalls assuming they're dating or something?? y/n could literally just be a fan of charles. yalls delusional asf
y/nismother y/n if you really are the girl in the picture, please, let's talk about this. the kids miss you.
user1655 imagine if the girl wasn't y/n though. what would the real girl be feeling rn 😭💔💀
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y/n.l/n one year with you has been a blast, my sharl lecler! am very grateful for all the laughs, the hugs, the kisses, and most of all, i’m so very grateful for you. you always know how to brighten up my day and make me happy. you always know the right words to say to make me feel oh so loved. looking forward to more years with you and me together. happy anniversary, mon amour! i love you so much @charles_leclerc 💗
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charles_leclerc Je t’aime, mon cheri ❤️ Happy anniversary!
y/n.l/n i love youuuu
charles_leclerc i love you moreeee
carlossainz55 Wow, a year already! Happy anniversary you two ❤️
y/n.l/n thank you, carlos 💕
yourbestiesusername the cutest! happy anniversary love birds!! 💖
y/n.l/n thank you babes <33
arthur_leclerc happy anniversary you two!! looking forward to more dumb and dumber moments from the both of you!
y/n.l/n thank you, arthur! 💖 yes yes, more dumb and dumber to come!
leclerccc OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ITS OFFICIAL!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ❤️
l/n.leclerc THEYVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A YEAR 🥹
vroomvroom16 WE WERE RIGHT!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 💗💗💗
y/nismother happy anniversary mom and dad! ADOPT ME PLEASE 🙇‍♀️
playerhater y/n was in fact, not just a fan. i take it back yall ✌️
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charles_leclerc An appreciation post for the sweetest, kindest, smartest, and most beautiful woman that I love so much. I really am the luckiest man on the world for having the opportunity to be with someone as amazing as you. Happy one year to us, mon amour. Je t’aime @y/n.l/n ❤️
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y/n.l/n i love you so much, charlessss 🥹 happy 1st birthday to our relationship 💗 many more to come!
charles_leclerc Definitely lots more to come! I love you, ma belle ❤️
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alister312 · 27 days
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Recently, some official South Park merch was released in claw machines across Japan! Since one of the designated machine locations was relatively near where I live, I made a weekend trip of it and thought it would be fun to share a bit of it with y’all 🥰 This will mostly focus on the info about the plushies but also touch a bit on the place I went to to get them. Read on if you’re interested!
Thanks to a tip from my good pal @allymumu, I learned about two different South Park claw machine merch drops happening in March. First were these plastic cases:
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As well as these plushie keychains:
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None of the machines carrying the plastic cases were anywhere near me, however one machine with the plushie keychains was! So I decided to head over to AruAru City (a 6 floor mall devoted entirely to anime/manga/games that houses the Kitakyushu Manga Museum) in Kokura to try my hand at winning these guys.
Once there, the claw machine was actually incredibly difficult to locate. I searched around for a while along with my friend who joined me on this trip. Eventually, we had to ask an employee where the machine was.
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As you can see, it definitely needed to be pointed out!
Claw machines in Japan aren’t usually stuffed with prizes so when we got to it, there were only 3 of the 4 plushies available to win at a time, with employees restocking whenever the machine ran out.
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This was actually perfectly fine for me because I hadn’t been planning on trying to win Towelie. Sorry to all the Towelie stans out there but I don’t care that much for him 😅 Crane games are just as much about luck as they are skill so I didn’t want to waste any more money than necessary. Plus, the claw machine was small and close to the ground, so it was kind of uncomfortable crouching down and playing at it for an extended period of time.
Surprisingly, getting Kenny and Stan was relatively easy! Probably 5-6 tries each.
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Which, at ¥100 (~$0.66 USD) a try, is a reasonable amount to spend.
Butters, however… well, he lived up to his name and kept slipping out of the claw every time I got a grip on him. I’d prefer not to specify exactly how much I spent trying to get him but let’s just say it was a lot 😭 My friend was able to win him for herself though so I do have a picture of all the boys!
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They’re very soft and well made, perfectly palm sized 🥰 The elastic feels a little short sometimes if you plan on looping the entire plush through it to attach it to something (I did this with my belt loop to carry them around with me) but with some squishing they get through just fine.
Since going on a trip just to win some plushies seems a bit crazy, my friend and I visited some other cool places in Kokura the next day! Of course, the plushies came with us. ケニーちゃんはかわいいプリンセスだから, I of course brought him to Kokura Castle.
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Then basically right down the street is the TOTO Museum, a museum dedicated to the company TOTO. However, since TOTO specializes in toilets, this place is more colloquially known as the Toilet Museum. Considering Stan’s last season trauma surrounding Japanese toilets, I thought it would help give him closure or something to learn their history.
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All in all, a very fun and rewarding trip! I really hope there’s more claw machine merch drops relatively soon. If there are and I can go, I promise to share the info with y’all just like this! Hope you enjoyed 💕
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missmielyhoran · 1 year
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After this Harry deleted story I was wondering if you would make an Instagram where he posts a picture of him and y/n together and then deletes it. Y/n can be someone outside the media, like she can be a student, she goes to college
Thank you for requesting! I hope this was good enough♡
A/N- Here, the timeline of things are how I made them to be
Face Claim- Victoria Pedretti
A/N- I want Victoria Pedretti to step on me like full-on chomp on me with 7-inch platform heels
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HSupdates Harry just posted and deleted this story
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Harryfan1 He has a girlfriend?!!?
Harryfan2 What do you mean Harry has a girlfriend who he's looking for house with?
Harryfan3 Istg I will run off the cliff I'm driving rn
Harryfan4 He meant to post it on his close friends😭there are so many stories we have not seen
Harryfan1 I will give my first born to be in his close friends
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Yourclassmate The girl Harry posted on his story is my classmate in college. We go to the same classes, and her name is Y/N.
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Harryfan4 She won't accept my request😭
Harryfan2 Stop it guys!! She had a private account for reason
Harryfan1 People do anything for bunch of likes. I hope your pillow is warm on both sides
Harryfan3 She's so pretty omg🥲
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Yourinstagram Should have posted this instead babe
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Yourbestfriend I told you he's a dumbass but no you were in love
harrystyles I thought we were friends :(
Yourinstagram stop being mean to him!
Yourbestfriend tell me him to stop being a dumbass
harrystyles I'm sorry babe
Yourinstagram I will smack you in head if you say sorry one more time
harrystyles what about the girl?
Yourinstagram blocked that bitch and will see what dean does with my complaint🤷🏻‍♀️
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Harryfan3 Y/N accidentally accepted my follow requests and look at these pics!
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Harryfan2 Alexa tell me the definition of privacy
Harryfan1 She was the girl on yatch all those years back???
Harryfan3 That's LHH how long have they been dating?
Harryfan4 the pic of them kissing🥺
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harryfan2 You guys are the reason Y/N had to delete her Instagram account, and then you ask why Harry keeps his relationships private.
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Harryfan2 I feel bad for her :(
Harryfan4 I just know Harry is mad at us.
Harryfan3 I feel like a child who just disappointed their father
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A week later-
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DailyNews 'As it was' singer, Harry Styles has just bought a house in LA with his long-time girlfriend. Our sources have found that the couple have been in a relationship for almost 6 years. It's also rumored that the couple have gotten engaged and are getting married soon
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Harryfan1 He hid his relationship for 6 years??!
Harryfan2 You're telling me all those mystery woman were just one?
Harryfan4 Damn he's good
Harryfan3 I mean he hid it for a reason...look what happened when it came out
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Harryfan4 Look at Y/N when Harry was accepting his grammy😭
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Harryfan1 This called me single in 3000 languages
Harryfan3 I want someone who looks at me the way Y/N and Harry look at each other
Harryfan2 The matching suit had me on floor😩Y/N in suit was gay panic at finest
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harrystyles Grammys, February 2023
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Harryfan1 People died🫠
Annetwist Proud of you baby❤️
Harryfan3 the saga for Harry being shirtless on grammys goes on
Yourinstagram So proud of you H!!!💕
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harrystyles wouldn't have done it without you my muse❤️
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Please Like, Comment and Reblog!
You can talk to me here♡
REQUESTS ARE CLOSED!
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lulu-tutu · 11 months
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Oopsie 💕 Kai (Ninjago)
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A/N: first actual post in a while and it’s something I made like,, a year or so ago lol Ninjago has infected my brain again so expect more of these for the next few months, and yes, I’ve seen all the requests in my inbox and I promise you all, I will get to them! It just takes time to get motivated but I swear I’ll get them all out eventually. For now, enjoy this little read (and if you have more Ninjago requests - please send them I beg 🙏)
Desperate need for Ninjago mutuals 😭 Dragons Rising has me hooked all over again.
Pairing(s): Kai x Fem!Reader
Warning(s): mild language, fluff overdose, pretty tame and somewhat short and sweet.
Word Count: 868
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"Are you absolutely sure it's on?"
It was a sunny Sunday, and thankfully the theives in Ninjago City seem to be non-existent, giving the Ninja a day to finally kick back and relax with their loved ones.
A few moments ago, you had your little girl in your arms, swaying her side to side as you tickled her stomach. As her laughter slowed down, she started to gurgle and you were shocked at the fact that she was trying to speak.
Recently she had turned the age of two, which excited both her parents. Soon, she would be saying her first words, which she was close to.
You had the magnificent idea of making your daughters first words her favourite animal, frog. Wanting that moment to be special and remembered, you got your husband, Kai to film the event.
"Yes, (Y/n)! It's rolling! See! The red light is on!" Kai leans away from the camera slightly to point at the glowing red light.
"Okay, good. We don't want to miss a single detail." Biting your lip in excitement, you motioned to the lounge area. "She's playing right now, come on."
As you lead Kai to the lounge, you could finally see your daughter on camera. In one hand was a pink tea cup and in the other was a Kermit toy.
"Amaya, darling." You coo and kneel down in front of the young girl. Amaya glances up from her tea party, her eyes widening now that you were here in front of her.
Amaya was a gorgous girl and Kai always said that she was going to break every guys heart when she grows up. While that was his opinion, he was most likely right, if she was anything like her father. She had her fathers hair, attitude and his freckles from when he was a child. You hoped that the freckles would be permanent, unlike how Kai only had his as a kid.
She also had your eyes, nose and curiosity. She was almost always up to mischief, which sometimes gave you and Kai heart attacks.
"Sweetheart," You start and grab her chubby hands as she reaches out for you, "Mama heard that you could almost talk!"
Amaya lets out a giggle and nods her head, most likely not even knowing exactly what you said.
"Can you try again? How about you try saying 'frog'. Can you say that?" You made sure to say each word slowly, wanting Amaya to understand what you needed her to say.
"F-F..." The small girls fumbles with the first letter, her eyes downcast as she concentrates.
While you stared at your girl in adoration, Kai made sure to zoom in to your loving gaze then over to Amaya, watching as she touched her own lips. He had to choke down a chuckle.
"That's it! F-r-o-g." You tried to help her by saying each letter slowly and a bit slurred. Amaya stared at you for a moment, her eyes trained on your lips as you say each letter.
You watch as she gasps, almost like she had had the greatest idea in the entire world. She bounced on her feet a little, her eyes wide as she opened her mouth, "F-fuck!"
"Maya!" You shriek as a hand comes up to clasp your agape mouth, your face having shock and horror all over it.
While you stared mortified at your daughter, Kai was laughing himself dead on the other side of the camera, a free hand on his stomach as he laughs.
"W-Who taught you that!?" You look down to your daughter who was laughing as well at her father.
While little giggles leave her lips, she points a finger to her father. "Fuck!" She laughs out and ends up falling down on her rear end.
With wide eyes and a scowl, your head turns slowly towards your husband, "Kai Smith! Look at what you did to our daughter! Her first words! This is-"
"Hilarious!" Kai snorts out and with shaky hands, he zooms the camera in to capture the look of horror and pure rage on your face.
"You're so dead!" You yell out before standing up from your crouching posistion and sprinting at the laughing man.
Kai immediately halts his laughing, "Oh crap." He curses before sprinting off and away from the hands of his blood thirsty wife, the camera recording every bit of the situation.
While the two lovebirds fought in the kitchen, Amaya went back to playing with her frog. She picked him up and hugged him close to her chest, "Kermy." She mumbles with a giggle.
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suddenlybambi · 11 months
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as long as you stay here [13] ♥ kyle broflovski
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pairing : kyle broflovski x reader
college AU - 18+
tags : strangers to friends to lovers, slow burn, fluff, angst, alcohol, afab reader, she/her pronouns, eventual smut
words : 2.2k
chapter 13
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a/n - sorry for no update yesterday my sweets 😭 been preoccupied as of late! need to catch up on writing 💕
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y/n 💕 : girlies
y/n 💕 : I need help
y/n 💕 : kyle wants to take me to this place called starks pond?
y/n 💕 : I need outfit vibes 😬
bebe 💋 : omg he’s finally going to man up and ask you out 🤭
y/n 💕 : I don’t want to get my hopes up
wendy 💜 : literally everyone has their first kiss at starks pond
wendy 💜 : he’s definitely going to kiss you tonight!!! 🥰
y/n 💕 : god I really hope you’re right
y/n 💕 : seriously, what do I wear to something like this?
y/n 💕 : I didn’t bring date clothes but also its a pond so its not like we’re going out for dinner
bebe 💋 : you can borrow one of my dresses?
y/n 💕 : the last two times I borrowed your dresses I flashed him 😶
bebe 💋 : exactly!
bebe 💋 : you wanna get lucky or not? 😏
wendy 💜 : bebe! 😒
wendy 💜 : y/n ignore her
wendy 💜 : do you have that cute skirt that makes your waist look good?
y/n 💕 : the black one?
y/n 💕 : I do have that with me
bebe 💋 : that and a red top with red lipstick so he will look at your lips you will look so hot
wendy 💜 : no, wear green thats kyle’s favourite color
bebe 💋 : hello?
bebe 💋 : i’m the one doing a degree in fashion 🙄
y/n 💕 : bebe i love you but red makes me look bitchy
y/n 💕 : green it is
y/n 💕 : love you guys so much 💕
wendy 💜 : tell us all about it after!!! 💜
bebe 💋 : we want ALL of the details 😘
Y/N put her phone down and dug through the small suitcase of clothes she had packed to find the skirt and top she knew she had packed. Relief flooded through her when she found them at the bottom of the bag.
She darted to the bathroom to get changed, fixing her hair so it looked presentable. She considered lipstick but knew it would make for a nicer first kiss if she stuck to just lip balm. She wanted it to be as perfect as possible.
“Ready to go?” Kyle asked once she emerged. He always looked handsome, but something about the way he looked at that moment was special. He had let his hair run a little more on the wild side than usual. She wondered if it was because she had told him she liked it like that. His top two buttons were undone, whereas he would usually only unbutton the first. She had to snap herself out of admiring him for too long, or she would seem creepy.
“Ready!” She confirmed, realising he was waiting for an answer. She held out her arm, and he linked it with his own. They ignored the kissing noises Ike was making as they walked out the door.
“Are you okay with walking?” Kyle asked. “It’s only down the road.”
Y/N looked nervously down at her shoes, realising it was probably a bad idea to have worn heels, but decided to push past it. “I’m happy to walk!”
Those words haunted her after just five minutes of walking. They were apparently halfway there, but she was already struggling. She did her best to hide her discomfort from Kyle, but he picked up on it as he had slowed down significantly to accommodate her.
By the time they made it to Stark’s Pond, she had to flop down on the nearest bench as soon as possible.
“This is why I don’t wear heels,” She groaned, kicking the demon shoes off. “They’re a torture device and not the fun kind.”
“Fun torture?” Kyle was confused for a second, but the realisation hit him right after. “Oh! Right… Yeah…”
“Sorry,” Y/N laughed a little awkwardly. “I guess you’re not into all that?”
“I guess I’ve just….” He tried not to let his thoughts linger on the idea for too long, not out of discomfort but because the idea turned him on a little more than he anticipated. Even though it was 7pm and the sun had mostly set, there was still a hint of light, and he couldn’t risk her seeing a tent in his pants and being weirded out by it. “Never thought of it.”
“Ducks!” Y/N suddenly gasped, pointing at the birds. “Oh! I wish we had something to feed them!”
“Who says we don’t?” Kyle grinned as she looked at him in pure excitement. “And before you say it, no, it’s not bread because I know that’s not good for them.” Looking through the satchel he brought with him, he found the bag of frozen peas he had snuck out from under his mom’s nose in preparation. There were always ducks at Stark’s Pond, and Y/N had talked about how she always loved feeding the ducks back at home and educated him on what was safe to feed them. He wanted her to know that he had listened and cared about what she said.
Kyle felt his heart almost leapt out of his chest when she flung her arms around him in a hug that left him breathless, both because of how tight it was and because it was paired with a kiss to the cheek. He reminded himself again that kisses on the cheek were normal for Y/N. She did them all of the time with her friends. They were friends.
When she switched and kissed him on the other cheek as well, his hands instantly tensed around her as he hugged her back. Two kisses. Very good friends.
“Come on!” Y/N stood up, her shoes abandoned by the bench, not caring about how muddy it was around the pond as she tried to pull Kyle up with her. She almost fell over when he did get up, not expecting the sudden change in force required, but he managed to catch her just in time. She didn’t seem phased, just laughed at the situation.
Her laugh echoed through his mind and heart. He could listen to it on repeat for the rest of his life and never get tired of the sound.
The ducks loved the frozen peas, and watching Y/N’s joy when they went crazy for them was unlike anything he had ever seen. In his head, he had already planned a future for them where they bought a house in the countryside and raised ducks together. He couldn’t comprehend how he had so quickly become absolutely smitten with her, but he wasn’t upset by it.
As they threw the last handful of peas into the pond, Kyle looked down at Y/N beside him just as she looked up at him, a breathtaking smile on her face. He knew exactly what he needed to do, what he had planned their whole evening around.
All he had to do was lean down and kiss her.
He knew she could sense it. Her smile softened, eyes fluttered half closed as he leaned in and… pulled her in for a hug.
Something in his brain short-circuited. He froze at the last second, head moving to the side to avoid the collision. 
“I really value our friendship,” The words left his lips before he could stop them. They were the wrong ones. He was supposed to say that he felt more than friendship for her, but the words were gone, and the moment had slipped from his grip.
“Me too,” The disappointment in her voice was evident. He could feel it over the disappointment he felt in himself for being a coward and not saying the right thing, not doing the right thing.
“We should get back before it gets too late,” He sighed, looking up as the moon started to peek through the trees.
“Right,” She nodded, looking over at the bench where her shoes lay. “Give me a second…” She walked over and started to put them back on. Kyle could still salvage the evening. He had to. He owed her that much.
With ease, he lifted her up bridal style, just like he had two weeks before on Halloween. She squealed in surprise, her hands wrapping around the back of his neck for support. Her laughter echoed in his ear, returning a fraction of the joy they had shared before he ruined the moment.
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The atmosphere between them had changed, but it wasn’t exactly a pleasant change for either one of them. It wasn’t the change Kyle hoped to have returned home with that evening. Few words were exchanged as they settled in for the night, Y/N on the bed, Kyle on the air mattress. Each faced one another, but they were on their phones.
kyle 📗 : I choked
kenny 😘 : kinky 💦
kyle 📗 : Not like that 😑
stan 🎸 : shit dude what happened?
kyle 📗 :  I just froze up and forgot everything I had planned to say
cartman 😡 : HA
cartman 😡 : KENNY U OWE ME $20
kenny 😘 : FUCK U DUDE
kyle 📗 : You assholes placed a bet?
cartman 😡 : easy money brah
cartman 😡 : knew ur too much of a pussy to do it
kyle 📗 : I hate you so much
kyle 📗 : I think I totally blew my chances
stan 🎸 : dude I puked on wendy like 7 times
stan 🎸 : you can’t have done worse than that
kyle 📗 : went in for a kiss, chickened out and went for a hug, told her that I value our friendship
kenny 😘 : YOU FRIENDZONED HER 🤣🤣🤣
stan 🎸 : I spoke too soon lol
kyle 📗 : Don’t lol at that!
cartman 😡 : LMFAO
kyle 📗 : I’m going to crawl in a hole and die now
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bebe 💋 : spill babe spill 
bebe 💋 : did you kiss?
bebe 💋 : did you fuck? 😏
bebe 💋 : is he as big as the rumours from the locker room suggested? 🍆
wendy 💜 : BEBE
wendy 💜 : but also
wendy 💜 : tell us everything
wendy 💜 : especially if the rumours are true 😘
y/n 💕 : well I wouldn’t know 😒
y/n 💕 : I think he was going to kiss me but decided against it at the last second
bebe 💋 : omg
wendy 💜 : why???
y/n 💕 : I wish I had the answer
y/n 💕 : so I could know what I did wrong lol
bebe 💋 : babe you absolutely did nothing wrong
wendy 💜 : maybe he was just worried his breath stank 😶
y/n 💕 : we had mints on the way there 🥲
y/n 💕 : he bought them with him
y/n 💕 : he was prepared for that 
y/n 💕 : like he was definitely going to kiss me but he just didn’t
wendy 💜 : there has to be a reason
wendy 💜 : the way he looks at you is like straight out of the movies
wendy 💜 : he is head over heels for you babe
y/n 💕 : well maybe we’ve misread the situation
y/n 💕 : or he changed his mind about me or something
y/n 💕 : he hugged me and said he values our friendship
bebe 💋 : oh god
bebe 💋 : that is bad
bebe 💋 : i love you but that is awful
bebe 💋 : like the worst thing a guy you’re interested in could say
wendy 💜 : bebe you’re not helping babe
wendy 💜 : but yeah thats really bad
wendy 💜 : sorry y/n 💔
y/n 💕 : but he carried me home because I wore heels 🥲
y/n 💕 : I don’t know how to deal with these mixed messages
wendy 💜 : I’ll talk to stan and see if he knows anything
y/n 💕 : please don’t!
y/n 💕 : I don’t need to drag other people in my embarrassment 🥲
y/n 💕 : I’m gonna try and sleep this off and hope things are normal again tomorrow
y/n 💕 : love you girls 💕
wendy 💜 : love you 💜
bebe 💋 : love you bby 😘
Y/N sighed and turned off her phone. They would be driving to her mother’s house the next day. She was worried the situation would just make things worse. Her mother’s presence tended to do that. She wanted to fix things between them before they were ruined for good.
“It’s cold,” Y/N whispered, snuggling under the covers as she watched Kyle turn his phone off as well and meet her gaze. Concern flooded his face.
“Do you want some more blankets?” He asked, sitting up in preparation to grab some blankets from the closet.
“No,” She shook her head, feeling bold. “You’re warmer.”
“I’m what?” He looked up at her from his lower position on the air mattress on the floor. “Do you want me to…?” She didn’t say anything, just lifted up the covers so he could join her. It was his bed, after all. It made more sense for him to sleep in it than on the air mattress. 
Slightly hesitantly, he got up and slipped into bed next to her, his body stiffening when her arms wrapped around him. It only took him a few seconds to relax into the position, his arm reaching over her in return. It was the same way they had slept the night before.
“Goodnight, Ky,” She whispered. His heart skipped a beat at the new nickname. Maybe he hadn’t fucked up his confession as much as he thought?
“Goodnight, Y/N.”
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purrsonaimagines · 1 year
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Hello again! I hope you're doing well💕 I had another request? No rush! I'm in an angsty mood, could i please request prompt 7 "Do you still even love me?" With Ryujis girlfriend getting worried over how close he and Ann are? (I love Ann,not hating on her lol) like his girlfriend becomes distant and takes frustration out on shadows? Thank you😭💕
omg of course!! i love ryuji requests sm tysm for requesting!! :) <3
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It started small, that tiny ugly inkling of jealousy. You were fully justified, or at least you thought you were.
It scared you, his relationship with Ann. How much they knew about each other, how long they’ve been friends. To put it simply, you were completely jealous of them.
How couldn’t you be? Ann was the perfect girl in the eyes of society. She was a model, had blonde hair, blue eyes, perfect body. She was a whole package.
You knew that Ryuji wouldn’t leave you for her, or at least you thought you did. The mere thought made your mouth run dry, and heart speed up.
‘Why wouldn’t he leave her for me?’ You thought bitterly. Your thoughts egged on your negativity more and more.
She’s cuter than you are.
I bet he had a crush on her before you.
What if you’re a rebound?
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Your weapon smashed directly through a Pyro-Jack, chrushing it intl withering pieces.
You gave a satisfied smile as you took a large gulp of air, turning to smiling Futaba.
“You are on fire, dude!” She cheered.
“Ah really? Thanks.” You smiled, rubbing at the nape of your neck.
“You haven’t used any boosts, either? You seem.. Stronger today.” Haru hummed.
“Not that you were weak at all before, though.” Makoto completed, curious as well.
“I uh.. I guess I’m just getting a better hang on things.” You shrugged, looking around at all the eyes on you.
“Well keep it up. We’re clearing these fights in record time.” Futaba stayed, turning to your leader.
“We’ll take one last fight, and then head back. Everyone assume your prior positions.” Akira ordered, crouching by a corner to wait.
As he leaped out and perled the mask from the shadow, you followed quickly.
It was then it struck you, a sudden attack from the newly recovered shadow.
You were tossed backwards, landing on one of the railroad tracks with a grunt. You lifted yourself up, eyeing the shadow.
Bicorns, Pyro-Jacks.. But this was different.
Your vision began to swirl, twisting the world around you. You lifted a hand to your eyes, swiping it around to see if the situation was really happening.
“[Code Name]? Your stats are going haywire, what’s going on?” Futaba ordered over your communications.
Your muscles were tight, aching miserably. You pushed yourself up to kneel, jaw clenched tightly.
“[Code Name]? What’s goin’ on?” Ryuji asked quickly, jogging over to help you up.
“[Code Name]’s been inflicted with despair!” Futaba confirmed, causing everyone to turn.
“We need to leave, Joker!” Ryuji demanded, putting his arms over your shoulders.
You couldn’t help but stare at the ground, hands clenched around your weapon.
“Babe, we’re gonna get you to a safe room and—“
“We’re all going to die here.” You whimpered, clutching at the ground of Mementos.
“Ah jeez, this seems bad.” Futaba groaned, watching you from nearby.
“It’ll wear off soon enough, but we need to make sure they don’t get themselves hurt..” Akira ordered, gesturing for the others to follow.
Your weapon slid against the ground as you stood up, your back slouching.
“[Codename]!” Ryuji yelled, dashing over again.
“I-I can still..” You start, stumbling forwards back to your knees again.
“We can’t fight right now! We gotta get you to safety.” Ryuji interjected, taking you in his arms.
“It’s so dark.” You whined, fingers curling into his jacket.
“I know, I know. It’s alright, I’m here.” Ryuji soothed, lifting you up gently.
You leaned against him, letting him carry you to Mona. You flopped over against him, breathing labored and weak.
“Are you gonna leave me?”
Ryuji’s eyes shot open, and he felt his breath hitch.
“W-What..?” He croaked out, eyes wide beneath his mask.
“I’m so scared you’ll.. You..” You trailed off, tears pooling in your eyes.
“Skull, come on!” Futaba urged,
“Babe, you still with me?” He checked in, putting his gloved hand against your cheek.
His mask disappeared now, showing the cocnern rooted in his brown eyes.
“Ryuji.” You breathed out, brows furrowing through sweat.
“Yeah, it’s me. You finally comin’ back to us?” He smiled gently.
“Y-Yeah.” You swallowed. “Give me a second.”
Your head rested against his chest, listening to his heart beat. Your thoughts slowed for the first time that day, and you quelled your worries.
“Sorry for the scare.” You said softly, hardly meeting his eyes.
“Just glad you’re alright.” Ryuji admitted, kissing your head.
You smile tiredly, body still shuddering from the spell effect.
“What got ya so shaken up?” Ryuji asked softly, lifting your head.
“Nothing important.” You denied, looking away.
“Well can I ask ya somethin’ if you’re feelin’ alright?” Ryuji hummed, leaning back against the seat to make sure the others had turned away.
“Go for it.” You yawned, closing your eyes.
“What’s been botherin’ you lately?”
What’s been bothering you..?
‘Oh nothing, Ryuji! I’m just full of self-doubt, enough to get jealous over one of my closest friends. I keep thinking you’ll leave me for her, even if it isn’t true. I can’t even admit it out loud because I don’t want to mess anything up.’
But you couldn’t say that.
“I can already tell you’re about to tell me nothin’, but you zonin’ out like that’s enough for me.” Ryuji interjected, leaning to catch your eye.
“You can tell me anything, babe. I’m always here for you.” Ryuji comforted, laying a hand on your shoulder.
“Can we not talk about this in front of everyone..” You mumbled into your hand, blinking back your tears.
“Guys?” Ryuji announced suddenly, and suddenly Akira nodded in understanding.
Mona stopped, and everyone gets off the bus to stand on the platform. They disappear to wherever, to hopefully give the two of your privacy.
“I meant out of Mementos—“
Ryuji cut you off with a sigh. “Babe, c’mon.”
You dropped your stare to your shoes, and you gulp down your nerves. “I’m scared I’m going to lose you.”
“I know it’s not true, but I see you with her every day and I think about how I haven’t know you as long.” You whispered.
“I don’t get you in the way she does, and I can’t pretend it doesn’t bother me when I feel like I’m never going to be as close as either of you.”
Your eyes stung, and you brought a hand up to wipe at them.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa. Who’s ‘her?’” Ryuji asked, tilting his head.
“Ann.” You cried, a tears sliding down your cheeks.
“And I know you wouldn’t but I get scared that maybe you’ll realize you don’t love me.. Or I’m not good enough for you, and that I was a rebound for Ann.” You ranted, grabbing at your head.
“Do you even still love me?”
Ryuji stiffened, and he looked downwards at a loss of words. “[Name]..” He trailed off, stepping forwards to hold your arms.
“Of course I still love you, and I’m sorry I made you doubt that.” He whispered, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“You didn’t. It was me.” You sobbed, sniffling loudly.
Ryuji shook his head, pulling you against him. “I would never leave you, and definitely not for Ann.”
“She may have known me longer, but she definitely doesn’t know me as well as you do.” Ryuji encouraged.
“We both changed since middle school.” He explained. “Like if I asked her what I order with my ramen, do you think she’d be able to name it all?”
You shook your head against his jacket.
“And what if I asked her to buy me a pair of shoes? Would she buy me something I’d like, or some weird tacky fashion piece?”
You smirked at that, looking up at his face. He grinned too, relieved to see you brightening up.
“See? No one knows me better than you do, babe.” He laughed c kissing your nose.
“I love you more than anything, you know?” He soothed. “You mean more to me than any treasure or artifact we’d ever find in this place.”
“‘Yuji.” You chuckled, face burning at the praise.
“I mean it!” He exclaimed, hugging you tightly. “And all week I’m gonna prove it to ya!”
“Nonstop lovin’ from Ryuji Sakamoto!” Ryuji cheered, pecking your lips briefly before spinning you around.
You squealed in surprise, but didn’t get to react as it was over quickly.
“You’re such a dork.” You laughed, nudging his shoulder lightly.
“I’m your dork.” Ryuji smiled.
“Mm.. Yeah, you are.”
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simpforchuchu · 1 year
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Oh how about Fujio with Sachio’s sister??
Fujio x Sachio's Sister
a/n: Hii! Here is your request. I hope you like it 💕🥰
Sorry for the grammer or spelling mistakes.English is not my main language so...
Thank you and love you 🥰
Warnings: usual hnl violence
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• We know that Sachio is a very protective big brother.
•  He is kind hearted, calm and cold
•  Considering Yui, I believe he is very attached to his family and will do anything to protect them.
•  But he won't teach his sister to fight unless she wants to. He doesn't want to force her.
•  He will always be there to protect her
•  A sister 1 year older than Yui and 1 year younger than Sachio
•  She would probably be someone in the middle of the these two's personalities
•  She is calm but more friendly, kind-hearted but can be rude when necessary.
•  I imagine she is very attached to her older brother so she can be a scary person sometimes
•  Sachio definitely doesn't want her fighting but she's strong enough to defend herself
•  I think she will meet Fujio at the temple on that hill.
•  She knows how stressed Sachio is dealing with their family, and that's why she's quite worried. She had gone up the hill to get some relaxing time, and there was another person on that hill who was dying to befriend her that day.
•  I think Fujio's aim at first was just friendship.  Yes y/n is quite a pretty girl but he just wanted to cheer her up in that moment.
•  I think Y/n would be pretty cold to him at first.  Her brother strictly warned her not to trust men.
•  But I'm sure Fujio's silliness will eventually make her smile
•  "Wow you have a beautiful smile!"
•  LIKE HER ONII-CHAN 😭
•  Y/n will tell him that day about her brother for a while, not knowing that he already knows her brother.  How much she loved him, how hard he was struggling, and how she wanted to protect him.
•  Fujio listens quietly and then plays a few more jokes to make her smile and they leave after sunset.
•  Neither of them thought they would see each other again :')
•  After Sachio's return with the big fight, Fujio will come again while y/n and Sachio are spending time on the hill again.And yes that chaotic encounter will happen
•  "OI YOU ARE THAT IDIOT LAST TIME!"
•  Fujio will be taken off and probably pouting.  Of course, Sachio will watch the two fight for a while in surprise.
•  Eventually they'll talk about how they met and Sachio will smile when he sees how ridiculous they both are.
•  I think the duo will meet often and get closer after that day.
•  They're both aware of their feelings but won't show it.
•  Fujio will be careful as she is Sachio's sister
•  I think y/n would feel comfortable talking about this with her brother.Sachio trusts Fujio.Instead of hiding it like Yui, she'll want to get ideas from him
•  I even think that at first y/n will think her feelings are one sided so she will be pretty upset talking to her brother
•  "It's okay Nii-chan. I love him and that's all" He doesn't believe what she said with a bitter smile.
•  But I feel Sachio is a good observer.  So I think it would be easy to realize that actually Fujio likes her too
•  An unexpected and sudden confession, I think they'll both end up grinning stupidly and that confession will be on that hill again
•  Maybe for a little while no one will know, but there is no attempt to hide it.
•  Fujio is too clingy but y/n doesn't trust anyone so I think he'll be careful. 
• Doesn't want to bore her
•  I think Sachio will soon find out.  Y/n probably will tell and he's happy that his sister is happy
•  But he will still make them feel that he is a big brother
•  "If you upset my sister, I will break your every bone in your body."
•  I really think Fujio is a boyfriend material.
•  He will always make her happy, and definitely knows how to have fun
•  And when she's sad, I imagine he'll wrap her in the blanket and hold her tight in his lap
•  He is not very knowledgeable but does everything to make her feel loved
•  He's not very rich, so someone to collect and gift her flowers.
•  Maybe someone who will make a crown of flowers and put it on her head (I'm sure he's  watched a lot of videos for this)
•  He'll introduce her to all of his friends, he wants her to get to know his family 🥺
•  I think he'll be visiting Housen often.  Y/n doesn't need to be there, he likes to spend time with Sachio and tell him how happy they are
•  They are like friends with his mother, so he will definitely tell her about his girlfriend.  Maybe he will never shut up...
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dian-mian · 1 year
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⚠️ Spoiler for Earthspark ⚠️
I just finished watching the newest episodes and I can't wait for the rest of them! The show continues to exceed my expectations with how well written all the main characters are shown, especially the Malto family, as well as the plot of each episode that are so engaging to watch, the fight scenes, all it was just MUAH 🥰🥰 (My comments don't go in an order of episodes lmfao)
They've tackled a number of topics normally I wouldn't see it being addressed like racism, xenophobia, generation related trauma (Thrash being upset that the new generation of Terrans are "facing problems caused by the previous generation and the expectations to clean up their messes"), gender identity (how alt modes are very tied to their identity) and omfg they include some other messed up shit like bots fighting in the arena to get energon (Sounds very familiar hmmm) and hint hint of Mandroid becoming more mechanical??? ALSO GHOST IS GROWING EVEN MORE SUS ESPECIALLY WITH AGENT CROFT I HATE HER ALR I WANNA KILL HER
I fucking love Megatron in this show, my god he just usurp Optimus' role as the father here (Or grandpa in this case). I mean, HE TOOK THE MALTOBOTS TO THE WAR MEMORIAL TO TELL EM OLD STORIES ABOUT THE WAR TO TEACH THEM TO NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES AS THE PREVIOUS GENERATION AND I 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (THE FLOWERS BEING A REFERENCE TO IDW WHERE EACH PETAL OF THE FLOWERS REPRESENT A LIFE LOST JUST KILLED ME RIGHT THERE)
AND NIGHTSHADE AND TARANTULAS,,, bunch of science nerds can relate ifhkdnksj,, I would die happy if Tarantulas can make a comeback to see Nightshade again and be his second papa like how Wheeljack is second papa to Twitch 🥺🥺❣️💕
My boy Jawbreaker,, I really love how he wasn't forced to choose an altmode so soon and it just going to get a lot more impactful when he finally scans an altmode that he feels is right for him! He so autistic coded and I luv it when Megatron and Elita explained to him how they got their alt modes and what it meant for them (ELITA SOFTIE MOMENT IS JUST 😭😭💞💕💞💕💞)
God, the dynamic of the Malto bots is just so super wholesome and so tightly knitted, but Twitch grew up too fast,, They all need fucking therapy, especially Hashtag my poor girl 😭
I fucking hate Mandroid with a passion, he's so hateable and punchable and killable
I wont be talking about that mutatued horror of a bear also is that fucking allowed in a kids show???
I dont know how, but Bumblebee dangling and restrained while his energon is drained is... Making me feel something. Also, he and Breakdown...
I cried and eyed so hard at that slowed down scene where Breakdown through Bumblebee and they both starin at each other like... 👁👁🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈?
ALSO, FIRST MEGATRON GOT RESTRAINED AND ALMOST GOT HIS ARM CUT OFF, NEXT BUMBLEBEE IS RESTRAINED WHILE BEING DRAINED OF ENERGON TO FUEL THE MACHINES, WHO THE FUCK IS NEXT???
Now....
I am a huge Optimus stan, so I have a bit of bitterness at the fact that throughout 11-18, he was barely involved. Like
WHERE DID YOU GO???
WHERE WERE YOU???
DID YOU SUDDENLY RUN OFF TO FIND MILK???
God, I love Optimus as a whole, even in this show but he seems so... Distant? I mean, I'm not hating the writers and animators for the lack of Optimus screentime, it's just me being a bit salty (Though I am a Megatron simp too at this point so my thirst has been at least quenched by him). I really hope there's more screentime of him (Especially him and Megatron becuz first few episodes the both were lowkey 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈) and we get a bigger picture of his role in the show in the future episodes. He barely talks to the Maltos and the Terrans, he's barely seen anywhere in the recent episodes, hell where the hell was he when the jailbreak happened???
Tldr; Love the show so much, but where's fucking Optimus
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((Oh shoot I was mid-ask and pushed the wrong thing and I’m not sure it sent so starting over 😅))
Anywho hello hi there I really hope you don’t mind the like spamming (and interactions in general from nsfw blogs); I just really couldn’t help myself bc I’m resonating so much with your content and tags and you seem like a genuinely lovely human with absolutely adorable artwork so I wanted to show you some appreciation 🥺💗 It immediately comes across how much you love and care for your OCs via the lore you’ve created and the utmost tender way you talk about them and the way they interact with each other ?? 😭 it’s impossible not to fall in love with them too. I also hope you’ve heard copious amount of feedback about how brilliant your writing is - so detailed, so warm, so intimate…it’s extremely flustering and endlessly endearing and I’m so grateful you share your gift with all of us on here! In particular, I’m positively fascinated with Avery’s backstory and anatomy and am loving discovering the depth of the layers of thought that you put into composing him. Excited to learn more 🥰
((((I’m also approaching my third decade of life next year and it’s always nice seeing rep for folks my age in the community who are still enjoying and exploring their relationship with this “kink”(using this term lightly bc I know everyone may not consider themselves to fall under that umbrella). I too met my partner on here, and it’s beautiful to hear that things can work out in the long run so thank you for that tidbit of reassurance 💗 sending wishes of happiness for you both!!))))
Sorry again for this long winded ramble I was just inspired and wanted to send the warm vibes I received while perusing your awesome blog back your way!!! Hope you have a lovely day 💕
-🐰
Anon... my god! 😭💙 /very positive
Crying into my tea on a Sunday morning... god, I am so touched by this, I'm just falling apart...
Let me respond to this sequentially, so I don't just get flooded with emotion (and if you've been watching how I post, you already know this is going to be long as fuck... Sorry! 🥲)
1. I am absolutely okay with NSFW blogs interacting with me, and spam interactions don't bother me at all! The only interactions I don't want are from minors and dickheads, haha. No worries on this, peach.
2. Fewer people interact with my fic than with my art, but when I tell you I treasure every single thing people say about my fic... god, there's just nothing like it. My fic is so, so close to my heart. I've been a writer much longer than I've been an artist, so I feel like I can really express myself through writing in a way I can't with art... I'm trying, but I'm not quite there yet! God, thank you so much for your kind words... I am so grateful that the warmth and love I feel when I'm writing is felt by others, too. I really try to capture the very essence of how these characters and their emotions feel in my mind and heart.
And you like the lore, too? 🥺 My long-winded rambling? My wordy expositions? God, my heart! 😭💙
3. I am so happy to know you met your partner in this community, too! I am really wishing the best for you, and yes, it absolutely can work out! My spouse and I are very different from each other, but we are still best friends after six years, and I don't see that changing any time soon.
4. I feel like this community tends to be younger, especially here on Tumblr, so it's kind of refreshing to hear from someone in the same phase of life as me. If there's anything I didn't expect, it's that I would still be exploring my feelings about tickling (and, well, intimacy as a whole) well into adulthood. It's funny how things come back around, though... I was making tickling doodles in my diary when I was just a kid, but I stopped (and, stopped drawing altogether, really) after high school. Had to work through a ton of shame, religious trauma, and just a metric fuckton of other shit, all to come right back around to doing tickling doodles again, haha! I was delighted to find that, at 30 (and with a whole lot of new experiences and context), it still makes me just as giddy now as it did then.
All of this is to say... There may be common threads throughout one's life, but we aren't really set in stone the way people think. You can absolutely discover, and rediscover, yourself and what brings you joy over and over again as you grow and have new experiences. If I can give any advice on this, it's this: Don't close yourself off. You only have this one life, so use it to experience all you can. Even if you're shy, like me... do your best to lend a kind word, an ear, or a hand as often as possible. You never know who, or what, is gonna set your soul on fire.
Anon, thank you so much for this ask... And if you ever want to chat, I'd be more than delighted. 💙
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