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msc-infinity · 7 months
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A small orange three eyed hedgehog bites Orb's shoe with a squeak.
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"ACK!!"
Orb pointed his crossbow at the creature, it wasnt loaded or anything he was just startled and it was more like a threat than anything
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despairforme · 1 year
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evilwizard · 4 months
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The Lich Who Stole Christmas
Every tumblrina in tumblr liked Christmas a lot.
But the lich, who lived just north of Tumblr, did not!
The lich hated Christmas! The whole Christmas season! Now, please don’t ask why. No one quite knows the reason. It could be his skull wasn’t screwed on quite right. It could be, perhaps, that his skin was too tight.
But I think that the likeliest reason of all… was his heart was encased by a strange lead-lined ball.
“Last year I made something that I thought in would usher
A new age of magic—my prized OrphanCrusher.
But my patents were stolen, and my sweet new invention
Is now being used… with good-ish intentions.
You see, Christmas wishes contain lots of magic;
And my device extracts it through methods so tragic
That I dare not mention them directly here
Though the name might clue in certain readers, I fear.
The Wizard Council, now that they possess this device,
Might use it, this year, to stamp out wizard vice.
Though the process might turn quite a few kids to carrion,
The Wiz Council’s ethics are utilitarian.
So what shall I do? What is to be done?
It seems rather clear that this Christmas can’t come.
But I’ve read a few books, and I know a few tricks
So this year I’ll steal Christmas, while dressed as Saint Nick!”
So the wizard of evil returned to his lair
Stitched a red suit, and did up his hair
Built a sleek sled—and—who among us,
Could hope for a much better Rudolph than Krongus?
They took to the skies, that next Christmas Eve,
And tailgated Santa, whom they hoped to deceive
At every house he left presents, they quickly descended,
And stole the decor and the gifts he’d intended.
And when the dark wizard’s sleigh was full-loaded with gifts,
He tugged at the reigns, and they made for The Rift!
A place where the veil between worlds was thin…
And a brilliant place to dump the gifts in!
“You see,” he told Krongus, as they approached that strange crack,
“Once something goes in, it can never come back!”
“Moreover, it’s perfect,” the wizard did sing,
“For The Rift destroys every part of that thing!”
“Every instance, every atom in all multiverses,
Will be undone as though by my special dark curses.
Not a gram, not a dust speck or mote shall remain,
And no one will even remember their name!”
“But sire,” muttered Krongus, “would it not be more precise,
If you simply put in the OrphanCrusher device?”
The evil wizard thought of this, parking his sleigh in the snow.
He’d made quite a trip, and this seemed quite a blow.
“I do have one here,” he told that weird devil.
“But destroying Christmas seems rather more evil!”
Then, far behind him, and the gifts he had pillaged,
He heard a small noise coming from Tumblr Village.
It was simply a song, of holiday spirit,
But the wizard was utterly shocked just to hear it.
“It came without ribbons! It came without tags!
It came without packages, boxes or bags!”
Then the lich thought of something he hadn’t before.
Could it be Christmas was some kind of contagion or spore?
What happened next? Well, in Tumblr, they say,
The lich’s dead heart exploded that day!
And the combustive force of that villainous blast,
Airlifted the sleigh, and brought it right back,
To the village, where Tumblrinas rejoiced!
Then continued to sing, and lift up their voice.
And back at the rift, the lich, with head in a spin,
At the edge of the rift dropped the OrphanCrusher in.
So Christmas was saved, by accident mostly,
Though performing a good deed turned the bad wizard ghostly.
“Come, Krongus—we must now return to my tower,
While I wait several months to return to full power.”
And at Wizard Council HQ, certain strategist seers,
Saw all this occur through the orbs that they peered.
They smiled, and high-fived, and struck up the band,
Pleased that these events had gone just as planned.
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forbidden-sunlight · 4 months
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yandere!carcel escalante with ines!reader scenario
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Warning: OOC, obsessive behavior, implied violence, language, mention of death, possible spoilers for latest chapters on the manhwa.
There may be possible triggers in this story.
If you do not feel comfortable venturing any further, please hit the 'back' button on your device or computer and read something much more pleasant than a possible series of unfortunate events.
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Hey guys, hope you have all been well! I'd like to thank @ceeesxy-blog for providing honest feedback on the earlier drafts on this story!
For those who are wondering, I am still revising/editing the other headcanons I had written for Carcel Escalante. When they are ready, they will be posted.
With that being said, sit back, relax, and let's dive into world of romance and second chances. Or maybe four :)
The Spirit was glaring heatedly at your back again. She seemed to be doing that a lot more lately than critiquing your posture or whispering the names of the nobility in your ear to make sure you did not mispronounce it when they approached you at teeth-grinding social functions. It made you wonder what you did to upset her for the nth time behind the polite smile you gave to the blonde-haired child sitting across from you. 
For the record, it had not been your intention to possess the body of Ines Valeztena de Perez  in the first place. You simply woke up and found her soul occupying the same space. Two souls in one meatsack, to put it so crudely; impossible in theory, yet here is the miracle. Note the sarcasm. 
Where this is her fourth reincarnation, it was your first, and you had retained the knowledge of this reality where it was the backdrop of a novel based on her life. The title? The Broken Ring, This Marriage Will Fail Anyway. Not only did include the details of her life in this timeline, but also her marriages to both the future Emperor and the painter Emiliano. One was a nightmare where she took her own life, and the second was to get away from her responsibilities and be happy for once. Her brother killed Emiliano and the child she had with him, dragging her back to the duchy she had tried to escape from. 
In this life, she has already secured an engagement with Carcel Escalante on the basis that he is the best-looking young man. Her father approved because he loved his only daughter. That worked in her favor because she did not want to get involved with the imperial family again, and already had a plan in the works. This plan involved treating Carcel coldly for seventeen years and he would have numerous affairs, before and after their marriage. Once she gives birth to a child, she will divorce him and attain true freedom. But now, Ines has become a lingering Spirit which only you could see. You are occupying the Body. You are the main driver behind it. And by God, her plan is utter bullshit. 
Make a child who has yet to understand communication and very much innocent in the way of how an adult’s mind works hate you by being a cold-hearted bitch? Absolutely not! That is not how you treat someone, even if you do remember that Carcel Escalante was a playboy in a previous lifetime. This is the present, do not put so much emphasis on the past. 
You have told the Spirit many times when the room was empty and you were visiting her in your mindscape; the backdrop of a library and seated in a plush chair with a table that held two steaming cups of coffee that you couldn’t taste. You did not know if she or you had created it, but this was where she had closed herself off most of the time and where you would see her as soon as you drifted off to sleep. Whether she actually listened to you during these therapy sessions or just put up with your company because you were in her body is another question entirely. 
“Ines?”
Jolting slightly, you looked up from the rim of  your teacup and nodded at the flustered Carcel Escalante. “Yes?” Cerulean orbs twinkled beneath the chandelier’s light as he stared at you, cradling his own cup and looking…frustrated? You furrowed your brow in concern, carefully placing it back down on the saucer that sat on the table. “Is everything all right, Carcel?”
“Why?” He answered your question with a question. You played along, asking him what he meant. 
“Do you really want to marry me because of my good looks?”
Oh, dear. Suppose this was a conversation bond to be brought up. You thought warily. Not even a minute has passed and already you could feel the Spirit’s menacing glare directed at the back of your head. Ines, for God’s sake, trust me. Let me handle this. You hissed in your mind. 
“You cannot ruin this chance.”
Ines, I am fully aware that this is crucial to your plan, thank you. Your very piss-poor plan, I might add. You promised you would give me one chance to prove there is another way to attain happiness. I will deliver. So let me speak or so help me, I will stuff your consciousness in the back of my brain and lock you in there until the day is over. You threatened. That wasn’t a threat either. It was a promise because you had done it before, unintentionally, when the world was spinning and her nagging was not helping. You couldn’t allow her access to the Body for nearly two days. 
She went silent, and the heat on the back of your head subsided slightly, but you could see her from the corner of your eye. Folding your hands neatly in your lap and straightening the curve of your spine, you spoke to Carcel with your eyes directly locked onto his own. 
“Yes. You are very handsome by the Empire’s standards, Carcel. But that isn’t the only reason.”
“It…isn’t?”
“Correct.”
“Then, why?”
“To avoid being married into the imperial family. Your cousin, the crown prince, Oscar is…a twit. Emotionally immature, rude, I could go on. You recall how he arrived at my home without any notice nor any requests to visit, and I told him that I did not like him, yes? You were there, dragged by him because he can do that.” 
Carcel’s face paled. “You could get punished for speaking like that about him. He is the future of our Empire.”
“And what a bleak future that will be.” You sniffed. 
“Ines!”
“The Empress wouldn’t risk angering one of the founding families of this country. Without our support, they would not be standing where they are right now, the pinnacle of high society and power, so I am not afraid to criticize how her son has no regard for the consequences of his actions because he believes his status gives him an excuse to do anything he wants to do.” You squeezed your hands together. “I also believe you are much more agreeable and level-headed than him. Your good looks are a bonus…but I would like to get to know you more. Your likes, your dislikes, anything, really, that you are comfortable with sharing. Believe it or not, Carcel Escalante, I do want us to get along. Not just for appearance's sake.”
You watched his eyes widen in disbelief, his face pinken with embarrassment before he stuttered. “R-Really?”
“Yes.”
“A-And you won’t…be mean? Or ignore me?”
You shook your head. “I will not.” You said. “If I am cruel in your eyes, I would rather you say it to my face then keep silent. I will not understand how you feel if you do not say anything. Though…if the imperial family is watching us, I might have to act out of character. Not just to protect myself and my family from their interference, but yours. Do you understand?”
“I-I suppose.” Carcel swallowed. “But…will you inform me…if you have to act like that?”
“I shall.” 
You answered Carcel’s questions as honestly as you could to a six-year-old child, even when you were roughly the same age as him. He seemed to believe you, as his stiffened posture loosened, and his smile was a little less forced. Eventually it was time for him to leave the estate and return to the Escalante duchy. You walked him to the door alongside the servants, and bade him farewell. When his carriage faded in the distance, growing smaller and smaller, the Spirit wasted no time in materializing, scolding you for making such promises right until it was time for bed. 
But this was a positive change, you emphasized, not a negative one. Would she rather hate the two of you for saying that you liked him and then say you don’t care if he has an affair because your feelings change? That made absolutely no sense. Yes, feelings change with time, this is true, but it is still cruel in your perspective and you will not subject Carcel to such treatment. 
When you received an invitation to attend the Empress’ annual tea party, a letter from the Escalante duchy was delivered to your desk the very next day. Carcel asked if he would have the honor to be your escort. You replied that you would be delighted; you were looking forward to seeing him there, and do not mind if you were acting coldly towards him if the Empress or the crowned prince were within feet of either of you. 
You kept your word to him. Now, and for the following seventeen years. 
If neither of your schedules were not booked with various lessons and social functions, Carcel would make an effort to visit you or invite you to spend an afternoon doing something together. He would offer flowers, and you thanked him. You idly chatted over lunch at a cafe after a shopping trip, all expenses paid by Carcel at his insistence, even when your monthly allowance was more than enough to purchase jewelry, dresses, or anything that piqued your interest during the outing. 
When he was invited to a friendly hunting trip at the Valeztena estate, Carcel had been stunned into silence as you handled the recoil of the hunting rifle in your hands without so much as a sound. 
The Spirit had drilled the basics of gun safety and aiming into your brain until she was confident that no one would think the wiser in the unlikely event that the two of you had to exchange control over the Body. Moreover, it put her at ease knowing she could protect herself from the crown prince. She will not allow Oscar to get the upper hand in this lifetime. Never again. 
You agreed wholeheartedly with her reasoning. Now if she actually lifted some damned weights between target practice and sipping tea with her peers, that would be great. You did not want the time and effort you have put into toning your arms from swinging a practice sword in the knight’s training arena to go to waste. 
Securing a competent tutor who would willingly teach a woman the fundamentals of swordsmanship, even if it’s a fucking rapier and not a broadsword like you initially wanted to learn how to use, had been difficult. If the Spirit was going to use a weapon to protect herself, then so are you. 
End of discussion. 
Carcel eventually became of age and was forced to enlist in the naval academy as his forefathers had done. It was the first step towards becoming the duke of the Escalante estate. Although you were a little sad to see him go, you promised to write him letters. If you were allowed to visit him at the base or a port that wasn’t too far from the Empire’s shores, you swore that you would try, weather permitting of course. 
However…if you or the Spirit had known the weight of these promises…would you have known just how madly in love Carcel Escalante de Esposa was with you? Would he? 
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Carcel hated his time at the naval academy. As invigorating and stressful it was to learn everything about a ship’s vessel to the areas where the enemies of the Empire have attacked in recent years and even swordsmanship or rifle training, there were days when he wanted to throw everything away and just run off from Meldoza. 
Never looking back,  becoming a free man who could do as he pleased without the obligations. 
The soldiers in his fleet understood his frustration and have offered more than once to take him to the ports and have a bit of fun with some lovely ladies, on their tap. Yet for all his ranting and grumbling, it took a single letter from his dear Ines to keep the young duke grounded. 
She informed him of the events occurring in the Empire’s polite society, highlighting gossip and any exploits pertaining to his cousin, aggravated that she still cannot swing her sword at the right angle just yet even after her tutor went over the lesson several times, amongst other topics of discussion including what she has been doing since he’s been at sea. She reminded him to stay strong, keep his wits sharp, and never forget that she is here, waiting for him to return. Before he ventured out to sea for his duties, he would always keep a letter folded against his breast pocket. A reminder of why he is here. 
Contrary to the rumors circulating around him, he did not elect to remain in the military for an additional five years because he was avoiding getting married at the tender age of eighteen. He wanted to prove to his future father-in-law that he is worthy to be the husband of his only daughter. 
Just because he may be lacking in some areas, that does not mean he should be switched out for someone higher up or of equal ranking in the hierarchy. Or with a gentleman whom Duke Valeztena would much prefer to have as a son-in-law than him. That will never happen so long as he, Carcel Escalante de Esposa, lives. 
He is a man who will get jealous if anyone would dare to approach his future wife with the intention of bedding her once he, her husband, had gotten tired of her. An absolutely foolish notion, because Carcel will remain faithful to Ines. 
It would take a lot of self-control to not gut those fools right on the spot, because Ines would hate getting blood on the floor. Furthermore, he would never have a mistress before or after he exchanged his vows. Women might line up outside his door because adultery is encouraged in the Ortega Empire. Flowers and love letters might decorate every square inch of his office. Temptation will lurk around every corner, and he will burn them in his fireplace. The ladies? Well, he’d tell them to politely sod off and never darken his doorstep again. 
If there were gifts from Ines, however, he would keep him. 
Ines is his sun. The light of his life. No one else would even compare to the woman who is waiting for him to return from these treacherous waters. Until it was his time to leave this world, he would show Ines just how much he loved her. He would buy her anything she wanted, make her life as comfortable as possible even if she told him a thousand times that she does not need anything. 
Just never leave his side. Never fall in love with another man who wasn’t him, because he cannot conceive a universe without you. 
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chrollosbm · 5 months
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Satoru Gojo is into Some Weird Roleplay (Christmas Smut)
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hey idk what this is LMAOO. i thought of this randomly bc gojo reminds me of a certain christmas character so i just ran with it! he's one of my three husbands who i love so much so i wanted to write about him. i'm so feral for him it's not even funny. anyways, i hope you enjoy and don't take it too seriously, unless you want to idc! mdni.
domestic gojo, husband gojo, dad gojo
female reader, no description of her features but i’m black so
warnings: piv sex, unprotected sex, breeding kink, satoru won't shut up, dom gojo
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wc: 1500+
“Satoru,” You surprised yourself in the way you were able to let out a single word with his unrelenting thrusts. “Baby. P-please slow down.” 
The man who was currently plummeting into you from behind let out a click of his tongue, ignoring your request and instead opted with a loud and hard smack to your ass, his pace somehow getting faster and harder. His hips were ruthless against the fat of your ass, creating clapping noises throughout the large bedroom.
“What was that? Couldn’t hear you.” He let out breathlessly, his tone as playful as ever, waiting for you to address him the right way.
You wanted to reach back and knock some sense into him, tell him to slow his thrusts before he knocked the wind out of you and woke up the children. His deep and powerful thrusts prohibited you from saying much though, with his fat cock reaching your g-spot so effortlessly that you were seeing stars.
If you could roll your eyes right now you would, but your body seemed to forget how to function, only capable of following the orders of your ridiculous but gorgeous husband behind you. “Saint Nick…please.” It would’ve sounded ridiculous to you if you weren’t being plummeted to Neptune with each touch of your gummy spot deep within you, but you were being fucked so stupid that you would call him God if he asked. “You don’t wanna wake up the little elves do you?” You played along as you continued panting, fingers grasping the silk sheets tightly, tears in your eyes from the intense pleasure.
You thought he was ignoring you again, with his long fingers digging deeper into your hips before he slowed his pace, deciding on an unhurried, rough one, sliding in and out of those warm, wet walls of yours with a long and drawn out “fuuuuuck,” leaving his mouth. “The elves are fast asleep, baby. Don’t worry about them, just take Santa’s dick, mmkay’?” His voice was jolly as ever, just like Santa Claus himself, and you would’ve laughed if his cock wasn’t basically touching your brain at this point. You could only let out small whimpers as he arched your back further, reaching only a place he could.
Why you agreed on letting your dear husband roleplay as Santa was beyond you, but Satoru had a way with words. All he had to do was promise to make you feel good, make you cum all night long, pretty please baby, in that convincing, deep voice of his, a pout on his features, those bright blue eyes begging, so how could you say no? 
You should have made some more conditions, one being to say no to the bells he had attached to the bed frame, with them ringing with each jerk of his hips, creating an impossibly loud jingle. He said it would get the two of you in the “Christmas spirit,” with the bed decorated in lights and ringing balls, sounding like a real sleigh everytime the bed hit the wall in full force. 
Your thoughts were interrupted by Satoru pulling himself out of you, leaving you empty and missing him already, causing a whine to leave your lips as he flipped you over as if you weighed nothing, before settling in between your legs again. You were faced with the beautiful man you were so grateful to call yours, his cerulean orbs were darkened somehow as they stared into yours, looking dazed and drunk off your pussy, his pupils slightly dilated. His pretty white follicles were tucked into a red santa hat, the puffy ball tossed on the side, sweat trickling from his temples from wrecking your insides. He had that adorable, innocent smile on his face, as if he wasn’t guilty of talking you into this comical predicament in the first place. 
“Will Mrs. Claus let me put the beard on again?” He let out, a pout forming on his pink lips, glossy from sweat and saliva.
“No, don’t ask again!” You almost yelled, your face scrunched in annoyance and he let out a booming laugh at your immediate response. 
Satoru did have a cheap, plastic beard that matched his white hair perfectly, but you made him take it off for a couple reasons. One being it looked terrible. As beautiful as the man above you was as he was staring down at you, shallow breaths coming from his perfectly shaped, rock hard abdomen, and his rosy cheeks, the beard made him look…creepy. Two being it was damn itchy. He had been going down on you when he had it on, but it was impossible for you to focus on his holy tongue work and perfect movements of his fingers, curving into you, hitting that spot that had you crying out his name for the night (fucking Saint Nick.) Once it began scratching your legs painfully, you’d forced him to take it off, which he did with a whine, throwing the damp, shitty excuse for a beard across the bedroom floor, before making you cum from his tongue alone, more than once.
Your husband’s wide grin was replaced with something immodest as he gripped your thighs, pulling you forward, and slipped inside torturously slow, earning a gasp from the both of you. His head was thrown back and his lip was caught in his teeth, causing your pussy to throb from both the feeling of warmth and fullness again, and Satoru’s effortless way of making you feel hot inside just by simple facial expressions, subsequently making a groan escape his lips before sinking into you completely, touching your gummy spot immediately with the angle he entered.
He kept your legs apart as he thrust into you forcefully and fast-paced again, with you giving no complaints this time about the commotion the jingling bed frame was causing. You didn’t care, for he was taking you to heaven in this position, goosebumps erupting from your skin and seeing black dots in your vision with each time he reached a new depth inside you. Your cunt was competing with the loud noises of those stupid fucking bells as it made sloshing noises throughout the room, and when you looked down, you could see your juices dripping onto his pretty, pale, absolutely perfect cock. 
As if he could read your mind, he spoke for you. “You’re so fucking wet, baby. My god.” His head was no longer tilted back, but also looking down as your tight, slippery cunt sucked in his dick, a feral look on his features, absolutely enamored by the sight. His pace never let up, his hips moving at the speed of light almost as he used one hand to press on your lower stomach, making it feel better than you thought possible. “You feel me in there? You feel Santa’s cock abusing this perfect little cunt?” His goofy grin returned and you couldn’t do anything but let out a loud moan of approval, face twisted up, still entertaining his mess because this just felt too fucking good. 
His hand moved from your tummy to focus on your clit, fingers rubbing small, soft circles, completely catching you off guard. Your legs began to tremble from the insane pleasure you were feeling, hands clenching the sheets so hard again you were surprised they didn’t come off the corners of the bed. 
“Can I make you a mommy again? Put another little helper in this belly?” That feral look was in his eyes again, tone as light as ever, as he slowed down, choosing a rough ram motion, causing your tits to jiggle at the change of pace, making Satoru groan at the sight, mouth halfway open. You didn’t know if it was the mind fog you felt from him fucking you brainless, but you nodded vigorously as tears fell down your cheeks, that white hot feeling in your veins approaching, mind so numb you would probably agree to having ten more of his white-haired, blue-eyed children. The two of your already had four, three you’d birthed and one you adopted, but you didn’t care right now, you felt like he had seriously taken you to the North Pole with the way his cock was basically fucking your guts.
His infamous smile returned before leaning down to place his lips on yours, barely kissing you, just sticking his minty tongue in your mouth and panting, speaking incoherent sentences along the lines of you being a “good girl,” and “taking his load so well.” You couldn’t comprehend a thing anyway, as your body began convulsing, washing over with relief as your orgasm was drawn out of you, long and bone shattering, with your back arching off the bed with a squeal that was hard to keep inside your body.
Satoru wasn’t too far behind you, with his eyes closed tightly, as his hips began twitching, the first time all night they didn’t have a consistent rhythm and he groaned out loudly, spurting long, hot ropes of his cum inside you.
His eyes opened soon after, those beautiful blue orbs staring at you adoringly with his signature wide grin on his face, in which you returned, panting heavily, so thankful for this beautiful, insane, goofy husband of yours. He grabbed the comforter and placed it over the two of you, kissing your lips softly, his breath heavy as the two of you exchanged small “i love you’s” back and forth.
“Mommy?” A small voice came from the corner of the room and your heart dropped, recognizing it as your three year old daughter’s, afraid of what she might’ve seen. Satoru hid under the covers, his hat coming off in the process and you had a full view of her now, with her candy cane nightgown and teddy bear in her arms, her lip quivering with tears in her eyes.
“What’s wrong, baby?” You asked, ready to get up and comfort your youngest, afraid something happened as it was past midnight on Christmas Eve. God, did the bells wake her up?
She stomped out the room before you could get up, wailing and yelling for her older brother. “Megumi! Mommy was kissing Santa!” Her cries could be heard throughout the entire house and you knew everyone would be awake by now.
Satoru’s loud laugh could also be heard throughout the entire house, its jollyness rivaling Saint Nick himself. 
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cursingtoji · 9 months
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“Oh my, to what do I own the pleasure?” you become aware of the finger messing with your clit before you open your eyes, you arch your back meeting the erect clothed cock behind you.
“Huh?” his nuzzles your neck. The room was silent, you know it’s morning already, your curtains are still closed but sunshine peeks from the bottom and top giving the room enough light for Toji to get turned on by the simple sight of you sleeping next to him.
“I haven’t woken up with you by my side for weeks now, baby” you caress his arm and mewl at the slow circle movements he has on your clit, his other arm comes up and wiggles his away under your head until you’re pretty much using his shoulder as your pillow and he’s sneaking his hand into the collar of your t-shirt to feel your soft mound “Is this your day off?” you ask closing your eyes and becoming relaxed in his hold.
Toji nods slowly, “The next days should be easier too” he looks down at you with his gorgeous green orbs and starts to grind on your ass, “gotta get you used to awaking up with me again.”
“If I knew today was you day off… I would’ve made something special” you murmur between sighs of pleasure.
“Oh yeah?” his raspy voice against your ear gives you goosebumps, “Like what?”
“Mm I would’ve changed the sheets to that silk one you like…” your hand rub his bicep, “would’ve bought bacon to make you for breakfast” you turn your head slightly to kiss his jaw.
“What else?” he kisses the side of your mouth and you peck his lips in return.
“Maybe worn a more sexy camisole” he laughs tugging your old ass sleeping shirt from Disneyland, the princess print on it had faded a long time ago, toji called her ‘cursed spirit’ since her face was pretty much gone.
“You’re sexy no matter what” he presses the morning wood against you harder, the fabric of his boxers already had a patch of precum “But yeah this thing is ugly as fuck” he pushes your shirt up, hiding the print and exposing your tits to the cold bedroom.
“Also I would’ve bought more condoms” you whisper and Toji backs away a few inches to look you straight in the face.
“We’re out of condoms?” he asks in disbelief.
“I told you at least three times to get some on your way back!”
“Princess, I barely have the strength to shower when I get home, I ain’t stopping at a fucking drugstore. You should’ve gotten it” he attempts to retrieve his hand from you but you grab it back.
“Toji~” you whine looking up at him “You know…” you reach back to rub your palm against his bulge, breasts still out and nipples hard “We could go without them” his eyebrows rise at your suggestion, even his dick twitch against your hand.
“Y’wanna go raw?” he confirms.
“I mean… you’ll have to pull out—“
He snorts “Please” your hand is taken from his bulge so he can shove his underwear down and put yours to side squeezing his dick between your thighs “If I’m fucking you raw I’m coming inside” his length rubs your puffy lips, you look down to see his tip peaking from the front of your underwear as he thrusts slowly, finding comfort between your warm thighs and wet cunt.
“Are you sure about this?” you murmur carefully but yelp as he pinches one of your nipples.
“You tell me, doll, sure you ready to have my cum filling you up? ‘Cause I don’t think I will stop after the first time” he angles his hip to hit your clit with every shallow thrust of his hips.
“I’m o-okay with that” you arch your back more, pushing your breasts into his palm as he closes it around one.
Toji pushes in slowly, having played with your clit before you woken up made you pretty wet already, he drops his head to your neck stopping once he’s halfway in, your gummy walls around his cock are enough to make him cum on the spot but that’s would be too soon.
“Toji~” you whine his name wiggling your hips before he grabs it hard.
“Stay still, doll, gimme a second” his hot breath fans over your sweet spot, you cry his name again and he leaves the comfort of your tits to push two fingers in your mouth, which you take gladly sucking and swirling your tongue around, “Yer killing me” he confesses bringing you closer to him and pushing the rest of his length in.
So far you had only used condoms with each other, so the burning sensation of his dick stretching you out with no lube except your own arousal was enough for you to get lost in the sensation, Toji was no stranger to the feeling, but feeling it with you was a new aphrodisiac to him, so warm and so wet…
He pops his fingers off your mouth, turning your head to the side so he can have a taste of you while bringing the wet digits down to your clit. You moan on his lips, pushing your panties all the way down so he can have more space to touch you.
“So… full” he drinks your sounds pressing your little nub and holding it there to tease you into try to wiggle out of the stimulation.
it’s unusual for Toji to take his time like this, of course he never leaves you unsatisfied even if he has to fuck you through his own orgasm at an animalistic pace. But this morning he’s too pussy drunk to go at his normal pace, now he just wants to nibble at your ear whispering how good you feel and how gorgeous you are while having your pussy gripping him hard when he’s pulling out.
“Relax, kid, I’m not going anywhere” he lets go of your clit to hook his hand on the back of your knees raising your leg to hold it over his own, you look down and can’t stop the curse leaving your lips when you see his thick glossy cock parting you, “Take this out, will you?” he tugs at your shirt and you giggle while discarding the item.
Toji pulls out and softly pushes your hips so you’re laying on your stomach, “That’s it, good girl” he praises finding his way back inside you. With this new position his entire body weight is on top of you, he tries put some weight on his arm to not crush you.
The older man kisses your shoulder blades while moving his hips and flexing his glutes to fuck his swollen cock back into your needy hole. The air is hot and smells of sex, you can practically feel Toji’s navel against your asscheeks. With his whole torso pressing you into the mattress it’s difficult for you to touch him and he senses that, lacing your fingers with his and giving your palm a comforting squeeze.
He keeps pounding, even though he’s going light, the bed still hits the wall, a squeaking sound echoing through the dark room.
“Toji, I’m close” you press you face into the pillow, your walls have a tight hold on him.
“Doll, how am I supposed to use a condom again after getting a taste of this?” he punctuates with his hand cupping your cunt after his palm creep in between your body and mattress, feeling how it stretches to take him into your warm cave.
“Toji” you warn.
“Cum for me, doll, lemme feel you” he spreads your cheeks, cock hitting even deeper as your toes dig into the mattress. Toji squeezes your ass hard enough to leave a mark “That’s right, fuck—“ he groans with his face on your hair, his thrusts become sloppy and before you realize he’s also climaxing. Hot stripes of cum fill your insides to the point you feel like orgasming again, “Fuck… me” he lets out a breathy moan, his hand is still laced with yours, you bring it closer to your face kissing his veins while coming down from your high.
Toji groans when he pulls out, delicately rolling you over as he sits on his knees taking both your legs and spreading them to shamelessly stare at your oozing hole.
“Toji, that’s too—“ you try to close your legs but his grip is firm.
“Relax, just admiring my artwork” his eyes are glued to your pussy, he scoops the cum running down and pushes back in.
“Baby, too much~” he watches your toes curl in the air.
“Too much? I told I wasn’t stopping after the first time” he kisses your ankle, dark hooded eyes devouring his small flustered girlfriend.
“Can we at least get breakfast first?” you propose.
“Of course” he looks around the bed looking for the red fabric of your underwear and taking it, leading your feet in and delicately moving until it covers you, he gives your pussy light taps “Keep it in for me, will you?”
“I can’t, gotta pee” his dark eyes turn playful.
“And you waited until I put your panties back to tell me that?” he pushes your legs off him as he looks for his own clothes.
“Can you gimme my shirt?” you point to the ‘cursed spirit’ shirt on the floor.
“No” he takes it and makes a ball, throwing at the dirty laundry basket across the room.
“Toji! I like that shirt” you whine sitting up covering your chest with your arm.
“Shut it, brat” he opens a drawer, taking a band shirt of his and throwing at you. You bite down on a smile, noticing it was one of his personal favourite shirts.
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bumblinv · 1 year
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I desperately need baby daddy Neteyam with twins. DESPERATELY
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--- papa of two ☆゚.*・。゚
neteyam x f!metkayinan!mate!reader
your journey of raising your two little twins together. reader and teyam both on their early 20s
a/n ; love this man sm i got carried away writing this, hope you enjoy reading this the same as how much i love writing this piece!!
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your stomach is a little crowded, dear sister
what do you mean? 
maybe it was the way you tilt your head to the side, or your clueless gaze into his cloudy orbs, or the way you look so innocently curios. what ever it was, it made honäk burst into laughter
his previous loving, gentle clicks to inspect your belly turned to a streak of high-pitched whines. you grumbled. both your biological and spirit brother, both take joy at mocking you
oh, my sweet sister, and her tsiki-sized brain
stop, brother, i am no fool
you are, he chuckles, how come you not notice your two younglings inside?
you coughed,
bubbles erupting from your mouth so violently you swam to the surface. instinctively rubbing your face from utter disbelieve as water came prickling down your braids. you phant loudly. honäk's teasing whines echoed even from the depths, laughing at your mate as he joined you soon after
"we... two, two babies... twins..."
his breathless, uncomprehend whispers of joy shook you back to reality
oh dear mother,
you've got two
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“morning, my childrens”, neteyam breathes out,
“good morning, dad”
the man let out a chuckle againts your belly, his warm breath tickling your skin made you giggle in return
soft mornings like this really made you fall in love for him all over again. you couldn’t blame yourself, he was so loving
his voice was hoarse and eyes half-lidden, yet every morning, no matter how tired he was, talking to his children were the first thing on his list
“how did you slept?”, you asked him. voice high, mimicking the cheerful voice of a child. it never failed to make neteyam grin lopsidedly, it was like as if he was communicating to his child through you
“your momma and i had a hard time sleeping, sweeties” he sighs, acting like a disappointed father, yet a smile had crept on his lips, “but it’s nothing to worry about, since you two seemed to cannot wait to meet us, hm?”
a gentle kick, 
it made him laugh 
“i know you are excited to meet us, sweeties, but please understand,” he kissed your belly, hands stroking yours, “kicking around and keeping your momma awake at night isn’t too nice. she needs her energy to carry you two around, okay? 
another kick, 
he looks up to you, smiling so happily, “i think they understand” 
“this one’s more energetic than the other,”, you giggle as you touch the spot where your baby had kicked, “reminds me so much of ao’nung and lo’ak”  
“no, they’re just like their momma” 
“oh, teyam”, you giggled as his hand went up, cupping your cheek with his warm hand ever so lovingly. his gaze soft on yours
“i’m being serious, love”, he kissed your temple, a soft smile crept through his lips, “they’re just like their mother, a bundle of energy who loves to cause a little bit of trouble”
you rolled your eyes, scoffing playfully, “at least i’m not the person taking the olo’eyktan’s daughter ikran-riding to a quiet beach” 
“its great for field research”  
“field research? at night?”, you raise an eyebrow to him, giggling as he bites down his lips. his smart remarks died down, wich you found amusing
“sorry babies, your tough papa’s just avoiding your grammpa tonowari, he’s afraid he would get his butt whipped” 
“children, don’t listen to her. i was fifteen” he sighs, shaking his head like a disappointed father, eyes turned to you,
“they aren’t even born yet and you’ve ruined my image” 
you giggle at his words, looking up as his ears shot down, “oh, teyam”, you grab his hand, intertwining them on yours. your attention now back to your belly, smiling softly as you place the man’s hand on your warm skin, 
“but the moment your dad went through his rite of passage,” you started, guiding his hand to rub on your stomach, “when he got home on his first ever tsurak, the first thing he did was to invite my parents to have dinner with us” 
“olo’eyktan tonowari and tsahik ronal, i ask for your permission to mate with your daughter”, neteyam says proudly, a wide smile on his lips
your gaze soften. you recognize that smile
it was the same, determined and sure smile he gave to your parents the moment he said those very words, two years ago
“and that, children, was how i became you papa” 
                                                ˚ · • . ° .
aside from your fluffy and soft mornings of waking next to him, some mornings left you dumbfounded
like this morning,
it was the first time in a few months you awaken to the throaty gawks of seagulls by your window. usually they won’t show up for another hour or 5,
and the warmth radiated from the sun, you weren’t used to it. usually, the first thing that greets you the moment you wake was the silver and dimmed light of the moon
but the thought that bothered you the most was how peaceful your sleep was
it was too peaceful that it felt....
off
there were no crying, no wailing. no dirty diapers to clean. it was a quiet night, except the faint cry you heard between your sleep
your brows scrunched,
a faint cry you barely heard
quickly to turn your head to the side, and oh...
oh dear eywa,
your heart dropped
“teyam? neteyam!” 
you jumped, scrambling clumsily to your feet as you frantically called for your mate. every single drop of sleepiness, all died as you hurriedly slide off the layers of blanket and pillows littering your empty bed,
“neteyam! the babies’ gone!” 
you cannot think straight, your mind was spinning. causing all sort of thought flooding in, 
awa’atlu was quiet. but there could be a chance that there were a kidnapper running around, or maybe it was a hungry tsurak (you admitted you really did think too far), or the thought of the past few years were a mere lucid dream, 
that you were just dreaming of marrying the love of your life, having beautiful little twins together. and this morning were the moment when you had finally waken up from that dream,
and thank eywa,
it wasn’t
pay and Ììum were very much real, who turned out to be sleeping peacefully on the hands of their father
you gaze to your sleeping mate, dumbfounded
it was a peculiar morning indeed
you face palmed yourself mentally, of course you hadn’t notice them, neteyam had slept on the floor of the darkest corner of your marui, completely wasted. his face looking up, his neck stretching in an awkward position so that his head could rest on the marui’s thin walls
“mawey… mawey ma’itan”
he blabbered as soon as Ììum cooed in his sleep,
you couldn’t help but chuckle as neteyam began reciting in what you think was supposed to be an omaticayan lulluaby, wich he always sang his children to sleep
it was barely recognizable, all the lyrics were jumbled up together with no melody whatsoever. he sang it out of pure instinct
you sit down next to him, after quietly cleaning up his successful attempt to comfort his babies. empty milk bottles, fluffy blankets, all littered around his feet
ever so gently, you remove pay from his left arm. and just like you thought, she remained asleep
once you get her all comfortable in your hold, with your right hand, you move your lover’s head to rest on your shoulder. you couldn’t bear having his neck hurting by sleeping in that way
“Ììum cried all night”, neteyam blabbers, “pay did too, cause he was cyin’ too loud and disturbin her sleep” 
you smile dearly, kissing your lover on his forehead
“thanks for helping me, teyam”
“anythin for you, yawne”
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gamergirl929 · 8 days
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Bumpin' And Grindin' (Ashley Sanchez x Reader)
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You knew your teammates had something planned for your 25th birthday, and that something lead to you being blindfolded and tied to a chair, but who dropped down into your lap was someone you didn't expect, and that someone was Ashley Sanchez.
What happened next was something you didn't count on, the mid-fielder becoming aware of the appendage between your legs, something you'd done literally anything and everything to hide.
Now that your secret was out, how would that change the relationship between the two of you?
Disclaimer: This fic contains smut, specifically g!p smut, feel free to skip it if it's not your thing, anyway, I hope you enjoy, let me know what you think! ❤️❤️❤️
You knew your teammates had something planned, it was your 25th birthday after all, and according to them, it was a big deal.  
And apparently, the plan led you to being sat in a chair in the middle of the room, blindfolded with your hands tied behind your back.  
“Seriously guys, what are you doing?” You ask as you attempt to move, quickly realizing you were trapped considering your hands were tied behind the chair.  
Why you’d agreed to allow your teammates to do this, you didn’t know.  
“Come on.” You grunt, jerking against your restraints.  
“Seriously what’s-- 
You fall silent as a sensual beat fills the room, the women around you beginning to cheer.  
“What’s going on?” You growl, your eyes widening behind your blindfold when you hear someone coming your way.  
“Just lean back and relax." You hear Emily Sonnett snicker and your brows furrow.  
A second later your breath catches in your throat when your waist is straddled, your hands clenching into fists as whoever it is grinds down into your lap.  
The women around you cheer as the person, a woman you suspect, rolls her hips before moving to her feet, the woman rubbing her ass against the front of your pants.  
“Goddamn it.” You sigh, your hips arching slightly, thankfully unseen by those around you.  
They drop back down into your lap, a soft moan leaving your lips, the hips of the person in your lap stuttering momentarily.  
It’s only after that stutter that you realize you’re growing hard, the woman’s core grinding down against the protrusion in your pants.  
She swivels her hips, and you whimper, the owner of those hips' breath hitching.  
You grimace when the blindfold is removed, revealing a pair of brown orbs belonging to Ashley Sanchez, her lips parted as she breathes heavily.  
“Hey! You’re supposed to keep that on!” Trinity chastises her friend, completely unaware of what’s currently going on between the two of you, your member resting against the woman’s core.  
Her cheeks flush as she shifts, your breath hitching when she brushes against your hard cock.  
“I-I-I don’t feel so good.” You stammer, leaping to your feet when Ashley is out of your lap and you've jerked your hands free.
You glance over your shoulder at the blonde who’s staring at the appendage between your legs, the woman, thankfully, being the only one who notices before you sprint away.  
“Jesus, I didn’t think your dancing was THAT bad.” Trinity snorts as she slips an arm around Ashley, the woman staring at the door you’d disappeared behind.  
"What was that about?” Kelley asks, turning to the former Washington Spirit player who shakes her head.  
“I don’t know.”  
In reality, she DID know, it was because there was something between your legs that she hadn’t expected to feel, and something you must’ve been hoping she didn't feel either.
************************************************************************You weren’t sure how long you ran, but eventually, your hotel room door is slamming shut behind you, your heart racing.  
She wasn't supposed to find out, no one was, but now here you were, your biggest secret revealed to the one woman you’d rather not know it.  
You hadn’t been with the USWNT long, which meant you in no way trusted anyone with the fact that you were intersex, several of your teammates from the NWSL knew, but no one on the USWNT knew and you had hoped to keep it that way.  
Unfortunately for you, that was no longer the case, because Ashley Sanchez knew.  
You bury your face in your hands, hoping that the blonde hadn’t decided to tell those around her about what she felt when she was straddling you.  
You can feel tears slipping down your cheeks as every worst-case scenario runs through your mind.  
What if you were kicked off the team?  
What if Ashley told someone?  
What if the media found out? 
You were trembling, outlandish scenarios playing in your mind until a sudden knock pulls you out of your thoughts, your feet moving of their own accord, carrying you towards the door before you tug it open.  
You knew opening the door without looking at who it was, was a mistake, especially since Ashley Sanchez was standing before you, the woman’s brown orbs locking with your Y/E/C’s.  
“Can I come in?” She asks, her voice barely above a whisper, the nervousness in it making you pause.  
You shuffle from foot to foot for a moment before stepping to the side and waving her in, the woman slowly shuffling inside.  
You swallow hard, your back turned towards the woman as you look through the open door, tempted to sprint from the room and disappear into the night.  
You knew you couldn’t do that, not to your team, and not to the woman sitting on the bed behind you, so with much reluctance, you push the door shut and turn towards her.  
Her brown orbs are downcast, staring at her intertwined fingers as she wiggles in her place at the end of the bed.  
“H-Hey.” You stutter, slipping your hands into your pockets, unwilling to look her in the eye.  
She clears her throat, which leads you to picking up your gaze the woman patting the bed beside her.  
Reluctantly, you make your way towards her, staring down at your feet for a moment before you decide to sit down.  
You continue staring downwards, your gaze locked on your feet as the bed shifts beside you.  
Your breath hitches when a tan hand settles on top of yours, which are intertwined and resting in your lap.  
She gives your hands a squeeze.  
“It doesn’t change anything.” She whispers and your throat bobs as you turn towards her, tears in your Y/E/C orbs.  
“It changes EVERYTHING Ash!” You sniffle, pulling your hand away from hers as you move to your feet.  
“No, it doesn’t Y/N.” She says as she too moves to her feet, the blonde approaching you, your back to her as you rest your forehead against the wall.  
“It doesn’t change anything between us, I still feel the same way I did about you before I found out.” She says, her hand resting on your upper back.  
“You and I both know you’ll never be able to look at me the same way again.” You sniffle, tears slipping down your cheeks.  
“I’ll look at you the same way as I've always looked at you.” She whispers, grabbing your wrist and turning you around until your Y/E/C orbs meet hers.  
Your breath hitches in your throat when she cups your cheeks, pushing herself up on her tiptoes so her forehead can rest against your own.  
“Nothing could ever stop me from looking at you the same way I always have.” She whispers, caressing your tanned skin, your eyes fluttering shut.  
A tear streams down your cheek but it doesn’t go far before it’s swiped away by the mid-fielder's thumb. 
You shake your head, attempting to steady your breathing. 
“What if everyone finds out...?” You ask, the blonde shaking her head.  
“They won’t, and if they do, it’ll be when you’re ready.” She smiles softly and you swallow hard.  
Silence envelopes the two of you before you find your voice.  
“What did you mean?” You ask, nervously, the woman’s brown orbs widening.  
“About what?” She asks, her voice soft, barely intelligible. 
“How is it that you look at me...?” You ask, your watery Y/E/C orbs darting from her lips to her brown orbs and back.  
She takes a deep breath, the woman’s eyes fluttering shut before she leans in, your eyes nearly bulging from your skull when her lips meet yours.  
You stay stock still, your lips unmoving as her lips move against yours, the blonde pulling back abruptly.  
“I’m so sorry, I thought...”  
She gasps softly when you lean in, your lips meeting hers again, though this time, you’re kissing back.  
She sighs into the kiss, her fingers tangling in your hair as your lips meet again and again.  
It doesn’t take long for the kisses to grow heated, your tongue slithering into the mid-fielder's open mouth, the blonde moaning.  
You knew you were getting hard, but you didn’t care, the woman’s kisses intoxicating.  
Her breath hitches when you lift her into the air and pin her against a nearby wall, her legs wrapping around your middle.  
Ashley’s hands slide up the back of your shirt, her fingers prodding into your back as you kiss hungrily.  
She lets out a squeak when you carry her to the bed before placing her gently on its surface and climbing on top of her, reconnecting your lips.  
You kiss wildly, moaning into each other's mouths as your tongues tangle, teasing each other.  
You stiffen when Ashley’s hips roll, brushing the erect member between your legs, a groan crawling up your throat.  
You roll off the blonde in embarrassment, shuffling backwards putting distance between yourself and the woman.  
“I-I’m sorry...” You stutter, unable to look at the mid-fielder who slowly shakes her head, crawling up the bed towards you.  
“You have nothing to be sorry about.”  She smiles, your eyes widening as she starts to shift.  
“Ash...?” You watch as the woman slips behind you, her back meeting the headboard before she pulls you back between her spread legs.  
“It’s a part of you, Y/N...” She whispers in your ear, gently kissing your jawline.  
"And I really, REALLY care about you.” She says her throat bobbing as she eyes you hungrily.  
“Every single part of you.” She says softly, kissing your jawline, smiling against the curve of your jaw when you lean back into her.  
Ashley licks her lips, her heart hammering in her chest as she gathers the courage to make the next move. 
“Including this.” She says, your brows knitting in confusion, that is until her hand settles on the front of your pants, covering your hard member.  
“Ash....?” You sigh, whimpering when the woman’s hand shifts, rubbing you gently.  
“Y-You don’t have to.” You say, moaning when she puts a bit more pressure behind her touch.  
“I’m the reason you’re hard.” She whispers in your ear, giving your ear lobe a gentle nip.  
“Now let me take care of you.” She purrs, your Y/E/C orbs watching intently as she palms you through your pants.  
She gauges your reaction as her hand starts moving, rubbing the hard appendage between your legs.  
You whimper, the sound making Ashley moan in response, a sound that makes you whine.  
“Fuck.” You say as her strokes increase in speed, your heels digging into the bed as your hips arch upward.  
“Like that?” Ashley asks and you groan, your brows furrowed, your bottom lip trapped between your teeth.  
“Just like that.” You groan, Ashley’s breath hitching when you grasp her thigh.  
The base of your cock begins to pulse, a telltale sign to you that you were already close.  
“Mmmm.” You whine, Ashley kissing your neck as you begin to shiver.  
“Are you going to come?” She asks and you nod rapidly, the blonde watching as you stiffen, a groan tearing its way up your throat as you shudder.  
Ashley watches as the front of the sweats you were wearing darken, your release filling your bottoms as she continues to rub you, aiding you through your orgasm.  
“F-F-Fuck.” You croak, twitching as you come down from your high.  
Ashley hums, kissing your neck over and over again as you pant heavily, a satisfied smirk stretching across your face.  
“God.” You say, turning in Ashley’s hold before your lips tenderly meet hers.  
Her arms hanging loosely around your neck as you kiss languidly, the blonde smiling against your lips.  
Eventually, you reluctantly part, your forehead resting against hers.  
“I-I just wanted you to know...” You start, swallowing hard.  
“I REALLY, really care about you too.” You confess, the woman smiling as she surges in, gently kissing your lips.  
“Does that mean I get to touch you more often?” She whispers and you chuckle, the woman hugging you to her chest.  
“Ye-Yeah, it does, as long as you want to.” You say and she giggles.  
“Oh, trust me, I want to.” She says and you hum, kissing her lips again. 
“D-Do I get to touch you...?” You ask and she smiles.  
“Yeah, but tonight was about you.” She says, kissing your forehead, your cheeks flushing.  
“Are you sure?” You ask, the blonde nodding, nonetheless, she whines when you roll out of bed.  
“Hey, one of us has come in their pants, and it’s not you.” You jest, wandering to the bathroom before coming back a few minutes later in a crisp pair of boxers and clean pajama pants. 
You immediately take your place back between Ashley’s legs, the woman hugging you to her chest, your face buried in the crook of her neck.  
The room falls silent for a moment before Ashley giggles. 
“I’m really glad our idiot friends talked me into giving you a lap dance.” She confesses and you chuckle, your words slurring as you whisper.  
“Me too.” You hum, snuggling closer.  
It isn’t long after that, that Ashley realizes you’re asleep, the woman smiling as she turns her head, kissing your forehead.  
She simply watches you sleep for a moment, her heart skipping a beat when she realizes the feelings she had for you were returned.  
She leans back in, kissing your forehead again, smiling lovingly as you smile in your sleep.  
“Happy Birthday, Y/N.” She slurs softly before she too falls asleep, for once, thankful for her teammate's ridiculous and crazy antics, antics that eventually led you to where you were now, a year older and the arms of the girl you were hopelessly in love with wrapped around you.
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jeannineee · 8 months
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Closure (Ⅴ)
Azriel x Reader
a/n: final part. Couldn’t wait until tomorrow to post so here it is :) This part is a lil short compared to the others. I hope you guys enjoyed this series as much as I did!!
Requests are open!!
warnings: angst, and then FINALLY some fluff
One month passed, and Azriel followed through with his promise to give you space and time.
That didn’t stop him from trying to win your favor back in other ways, though.
The first gift? A bouquet of your favorite flowers, sitting on your nightstand when you returned home after a day of training.
The second? A stack of books. New books, that Azriel recalled you showing interest in.
The third? He gifted you a basket of muffins. Poorly baked as they were, you did appreciate the effort.
Most recently, though? A necklace, with a gemstone matching the cobalt-blue of his siphons. He’d left it on your bed that morning. You’d yet to put it on.
Despite your better judgment, you tugged on the bond. An uncertain, nervous gesture.
Are you there? An unspoken question.
You felt a pull in response, sending warmth throughout your chest.
I’m here, it seemed to say.
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“Still on the outs with Az?” Feyre questioned from her vanity, where she applied her makeup for the coming Starfall celebration.
“Yes,” you said quickly, before clearing your throat. “No. I don’t know.”
Feyre laughed. “I know how you feel.”
You supposed your situation was rather similar to what Feyre went through with Rhys.
“How did…” you trailed off, trying to find the words. “How did you forgive him?”
With amusement twinkling in her eyes, Feyre answered without hesitation, “I forgave him because I love him, and I understood why Rhys did what he chose to do. I still give him shit for it, as a friendly reminder, every so often.”
You nodded, and toyed with the sleeves of your dress, swallowing thickly. “I love Azriel, you know.”
That much, you knew to be true. You loved him so much it made your soul ache, so much it pained you to be away from him, no matter how much he upset you. You loved him. Needed him.
Feyre smiled gently, understandingly. “I know.”
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From where you stood on the balcony of Feyre and Rhys’s townhouse, Azriel looked beautiful.
The dark blue shirt he wore had a few buttons undone, revealing the chiseled chest beneath. His tousled hair looked so soft you wanted to reach out and touch it.
Unsurprisingly, the Shadowsinger caught you staring. He offered you a small smile.
You gave him a smile in return.
It took several more moments before you realized he wouldn’t approach you. He was waiting for your lead.
So you took a steady, calming breath, and made your way to him, the sound of celebration drowning out behind you.
Azriel gulped—gulped—as he took in your form. You made a mental note to thank Nesta for buying this dress.
“Hi, Az,” you greeted.
Azriel smiled again. “Hi, y/n.”
You opened your mouth to speak, but all that left you was a gasp as the spirits of Starfall began migrating above you.
Bright, glowing orbs of blue, green, and purple loomed about. You watched in awe, as you did every year.
“Do you ever wonder where they go?” You asked Azriel, not tearing your gaze from the sight above.
“Somewhere better, I suppose.”
It was then that you turned to see Azriel’s reaction to the spirits, only to find that he was already staring at you.
Despite yourself, you blushed. “You’re missing the show,” you murmured, playfully shoving his shoulder.
Azriel froze for a moment, and then grinned. Your heart swooned at the gesture, and you realized then, that was the first time you’d touched him in weeks.
“I have a much better view right here,” Azriel mused as his eyes raked over you for a second time.
You watched the spirits for a few moments longer, before turning to Azriel once again. “We should—“
Azriel cleared his throat. “Yes, we should—“
“Talk,” the two of you said in unison, before sharing a laugh.
You sighed, before reaching into the pocket of your dress, pulling out the necklace Azriel gifted you. You fidgeted with it as you spoke. “I wasn’t sure, before. What to say to you. How to…go about what happened.”
Azriel’s throat bobbed. “And now?”
“Now…” you paused, swiping your thumb over the gemstone in your hands. “Now, I’m sure. Of a few things, I’m sure. I…I know I said it already. But you did hurt me, Azriel. Very much.”
You loosed another sigh. “But, I know that you were scared. You were scared of what the bond meant, scared of allowing yourself to be vulnerable with me.”
“I was scared,” Azriel admitted. “I still am, in truth. I’m afraid of failing you—I’ve already failed you. I—“
You shook your head, silencing him with by placing your hand on his chest, over his thundering heart. “I also know that I love you. With every bone in my body, with every breath I draw, I love you.”
For the first time in the centuries you’d known him, you watched as a tear slipped down Azriel’s cheek.
At the sight of it, your own tears began forming.
“I love you,” Azriel breathed. “I love you so much. I’m sorry I didn’t admit it sooner.”
You studied him for a moment, as though it was your first time ever doing so. You took in every bit of his features, down to the freckles that painted his tanned skin, the tiny, barely-there scar on his jaw, the tears brimming his eyes.
And you let your love for him flow through the bond, warm and inviting and all-consuming.
Your breath hitched as Azriel did the same, the feeling unlike anything you’d ever experienced.
A simple tether, connecting your soul to another’s.
Your mate.
Azriel glanced at the necklace you still held in your hand, and then met your eyes. “May I?”
You remembered what you sneered at him, all those weeks ago.
Do not presume to touch me. Ever again.
You regretted the words—you’d regret them for the rest of your life.
So you turned away from Azriel, and moved your hair over your shoulder, baring your neck to him.
He slipped the necklace around you, pressing a kiss to the crook of you neck as he clasped it. When you turned to face him, fresh tears streamed down his face.
You once again reached your hand into your pocket, cringing at what you revealed.
“It’s not much, but I figured this could be the final task to your retribution,” you said to Azriel, handing him one of the muffins he’d baked for you.
Azriel chuckled. “I’ll eat them for the rest of my life, if it makes you happy.”
“Don’t tempt me,” you teased as he took the muffin from you, and began to choke it down.
You giggled at the sight, brushing your lips against his once he finished.
“I love you,” you whispered to him once again. “My mate,” you added, almost to yourself.
Azriel’s eyes fluttered shut as you spoke. You found yourself wondering how often he’d heard those three words.
You’d be sure to tell him every day.
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biibini · 4 months
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Hiii! I love your hcs! Can I request a scenario of going on a date to an arcade with Mizu? (and possibly winning her a Snoopy plushie??)
fluff modern!mizu x reader at an arcade date (request)
tags: fluff, arcade date, modern!mizu, reader & mizu are already dating, date nights, snoopy reference, sweet kisses, author loves love, author wishes that was her with mizu,
a/n: thank YOU for reading my hcs! that one mizu & snoopy post is so adorable i just want my girl to be happy :,) also i’m starting school AGAIN i can never catch a break w this damned quarter system
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modern!mizu & u are already dating in this scenario
but every other week would be a date night
it didn’t matter if it was a simple or extravagant date
it was always a designated time to catch up, spend quality time together, and experience new things
even with the busyness of college and classes and homework, it was still a night to look forward to
this upcoming friday was a night at the arcade
u had been there with friends before but it had been a couple months since ur last visit
it wss also mizu’s first time going to the arcade w u as a date
u had already talked ab the games u wanted to try together such as the mario kart, a few shooting games, airhockey
modern!mizu would def let her competitive side come out with some games
she already gets competitive with taigen when it comes to sports
she totally doesnt rock his shit in basketball
if she’s against you, she’ll go easy on you
doesn’t mean she won’t back down from a fight
You and Mizu were hand in hand, checking out the games available at the arcade. Going down one of the aisles, you found yourselves at the some of the newer arcade games. Skimming at some of them, you hear a familiar sound.
Hadoken!
It was soon followed with a grunt and fighting groans. You turn back to find a Super Street Fighter game, patiently waiting to be played. Your eyes widen as they found the perfect challenge.
You playfully tugged at Mizu’s hand, pointing at the retro machine.
“I bet I can beat you at the Street Fighter.” you said, lightly jabbing at her competitive spirit. You knew she would put her all in it. However, you wondered of its limit.
Mizu glanced at you, and then looked back to spot the machine. Her eyes ignited, seeing the challenge put right in front of her by her
“You in?” you say, defying her in a playful tone.
“You bet.”
so um
turns out that was the WORSE POSSIBLE GAME YOU COULD CHALLENGE MIZU TO
u played a little bit with friends and family but mizu was on another level
how exactly did mizu beat ur ass for 5 rounds straight???
old man eiji.
he was a retro arcade go-er during his prime
even had the game console to continue his practice at home
if he wasn’t welding or fixing up someone’s bike, he was definitely spending his time grinding on the game
so modern!mizu end up playing games with him bc he got sick and tired of the computer bots
Player 2 Wins blinks again on the screen while her character, Ryu, celebrates another round of victory. You slowly turn to face Mizu to find a grin forming on her face.
“Wanna go again, baby?”, she taunts, hugging your hips closer to her.
You blankly stare into her eyes, your orbs empty from defeat. Mizu already knew your answer.
“Let’s find one we can both do.”, she said as she gave you a quick peck on the cheek. Her arm wrapped around your shoulder, beginning your hunt for the next game to win together.
modern!mizu would def try to win u a prize
actually no not one
all of them. yes she will try.
do not let her in a round1
iykyk
that is plushie heaven and credit/debit hell
her poor card will be spent trying to win u a prize
she wouldn’t outright announce her achievements
but she would attempt to sneak away from u, hoping to get lucky and win a plushie or two
u loved and appreciated the sweet thought
but
there was no room on the bed, the bookshelves, the desk, the couch
mizu even brought a couple plushies back home but her old man started to complain about mizu and u coming by just to drop off plushies and not see him
(he likes the plushies but bro is alone with his craft and misses his girl sometimes)
if u eyed any specific prize, modern!mizu would stop for nothing to earn it for u
at the arcade, u eyed a snoopy plushie, stuck in a claw game (for a little too long) and pouted at how cute it was
like cmon it was rlly cute
he had a puffer and a lil hat
mizu immediately saw ur reaction and locked in
Mizu’s arm slides off your shoulder. You look back, hoping to find the missing arm. No arm, no Mizu.
Instead, you find her striding over to the claw machine you just stared at with a goal in mind. Snoopy was coming with you, one way or another. The thought of Snoopy being in your arms was nice, but there was no way she was going to get it.
First off, your bedroom was already filled with plushies. Peace and love to all of them. They were practically your babies. However, every flat surface or shelf had a plushie. Every. Single. Surface.
The bed was crowded as well. No way there would be space for another plushie. There was also no way that she would go back home to drop off more plushies. Eiji was at his limit with the amount she dropped off during the last time.
Secondly, she had already spent so much money trying to get twinning plushies for the both of you. Her poor credit card was taking hit after hit after hit. Mizu drastically failed after every attempt and you had to basically pull her away from the machine after her 11th time.
Third of all, the both of you were getting ready to leave the arcade for dinner. After getting demolished by Mizu 5 rounds in a row at Super Street Fighter, you didn't have much energy in you to play more games.
But once Mizu gets set on something, it's hard to pull her away from it. It was already difficult separating her from her failed claw games earlier. You just decided to accept the outcomes of this claw machine this time around.
On the other hand, Mizu was in the zone. She studied the position of the plushie, focusing on how far back Snoopy sat. She slid the arcade card, starting her future attempts to retrieve the plushie. She bit the inside of her cheek as her hand carefully held the joystick. The machine jingled, starting its countdown.
0:30
Mizu took a deep breath, closing her eyes.
Focus Mizu.
0:29
You can get this for Y/N.
0:28
Mizu opens her eyes, pushing the joystick to the right in hopes of aligning the claw with Snoopy. She then pushes the joystick forward, nudging it as it gains proximity to the dog plushie.
0:23
The claw seemed right above Snoopy. Although it made you satisfied, Mizu couldn't agree. Something felt off.
0:21
She nudged the joystick to the left once.
0:20
Still unsatisfied, she pushed the claw back. Her eyes squinted, hoping to gain a clearer view of the claw and its alignment.
0:18
She continues to stare at the placement, studying it. Almost watching it like prey.
You watch from behind as you hear the faint sounds of laughing and other arcade games being played go off. In front of you is complete silence and concentration.
0:10
Mizu nudges the joystick forward.
0:09
She gets closer to the game. At this point, her face is practically smudging her view.
0:07
She nudges the joystick to the right once again. She sees the claw fully aligned with the plushie.
0:06
Should I press the button?
0:05
Mizu's eyes glance up and down, hoping to draw the line between the claw and your future prize.
0:04
You watch as her right hand is sitting on top of the collect button. Her fingers are so close to pushing it, practically edging the top of the button. They're ready to take the chance yet her hands refuse to commit.
0:02
"Drop it, Mizu."
0:01
She nudges the joystick one more time, bringing it slightly forward.
0:00
You come up next to her, watching the claw machine slowly descend down to the gigantic pile of plushies, a mix of Snoopy merchandise. Yet only one got your heart.
The claw extends, closing in on the plushie you stared at earlier. Its thin, metal arms wrap around Snoopy's head. It tightened its grip, securing Snoopy in the arm.
You watch the plushie slowly ascend. The both of you carefully watch the claw bring the prize. As the claw continued its journey to the drop-off corner, it slightly swung back and forth. You grab Mizu's right hand, holding it in anticipation and fear. She squeezes it once.
You look up to meet her gaze only to find a reassuring smile. You mirror her, giving her one back. You hear a small thud below. Mizu bends down to find your beloved Snoopy, handing him to you.
Your eyes widen. Snoopy was much cuter up close, especially with his little hat and baby blue puffer jacket. Looking up, you spot a proud Mizu. You simply get closer to her and give her a sweet kiss on the lips.
"Thank you, baby."
"Of course," she answers. "Anything for you, my dear."
She backs away and extends her hand out: an invitation to lunch.
You smile, accepting the invitation. With intertwined hands, you leave the arcade with another plushie in hand.
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despairforme · 11 months
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Ordered something cool and expensive online, wrote the wrong address. Never gets his cool stuff.
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luvmist · 1 year
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Hey can I request a aonung x reader
Where Aonung gives a necklace made of shell to the reader who is a Sully. The next day one of her brothers wonders why she has a new necklace.
Thank you and have a great day!!
GRAVE (1.6k) part two.
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ao’nung x f! na’vi reader.
COMPENDIUM: when thick tension turns to potent love, can it truly stay hidden?
WARNINGS: suggestive flirting, kissing, strong language, fluff and humor mostly, a bit of angst, shifts between flash backs and flash forwards, sully fam being nosy
LOLA SAYS: i liked this request sm i may have gotten carried away lol. apologies. but either way i hope u enjoy anon. still tryna explore ao’nungs character plus still extremely new to writing. so i hope this is acceptable. also ik the title sounds grimey but this fic is p lighthearted. drew inspo from a poem as well as a song. as always, please mutilate me with criticism and correction so i can improve
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you’re not entirely sure how it happened. misted vision prevailed over timeline and verity. however, it is safe to say that if someone had told you upon your initial arrival to the reef, that no less than four months later you’d be sneaking around with the olo'eyktan’s indisputably insufferable son, your incredulity would’ve been comical.
wistfully recalling the first time you’d seen him — hard eyes. firm and arrogant. guard up, unsmiling. stunning. holding tight onto kiri’s hand, your own eyes acknowledged the gradual gathering of the metkayina clan around your family. regardless, your sight was consumingly preoccupied with him. he stared back. the blue of his irises were fervid. at the time, you dismissed it as anger. a reaction to your family’s invasion and unfamiliarity. it was not that. but in the moment, you remained ignorant. a twisting enthral of unknown sentiments travelled through your stomach as you stubbornly kept his intense gaze. butterflies. you clutched your sisters hand tighter.
cerulean water engulfed your waist. an hour had passed since olo'eyktan tonowari and thasìk ronal had granted your family uturu. learning the metkayina’s craft and method seemed to be laced with under tones of compelling urgency. around you stood your siblings, and infront of you, three na’vi. rotxo, a calm and charming boy. tsireya, an unfathomably pure spirit. and him. you tried to listen attentively, but how could you? his stare was vivid. you mustn’t look, but you do. and oh, how the thrill of the sapphire orbs that you’re met with is worth the missed explanations you’re being fed by an eager tsireya. slowly, the side of his mouth curves upwards. not into a smile, but rather a smirk. smug. turning your head defiantly, you keep your focus on his sister. although, you weren’t sure if you were defying his pomposity or the ever present glittering feeling inside your own chest.
days passed, and tension thickened. you were quick to learn the boys’ name. you were quick to learn the boys’ ways. ao’nung had a knack for coming up with a snarky remark in any given situation. ao’nung was fiercely loyal to his friends, and rejected change. ao’nung enjoyed teasing people. ao’nung felt comfortable in positions of dominance. ao’nung was sly, strategic and innovative. yet often acted on impulse. and above all, ao’nung was an exceptionally determined man. once he had centred his desire, not one thing could deter his aim.
in short, ao’nung had chosen you. pridefully, you had rejected his advances. wanting to make him feel just as refused as he had made your family feel. your sister. but this only fuelled his combative love for a challenge. and thus, he began pursuing you. you didn’t deny yourself any conscious apprehension, you were attracted to him. and yes, he did have an effect on you, and yes, there was a blatant connection. but no, you absolutely would not allow yourself to be swooned. yet unfortunately unlike ao’nung, your determination falls flaccid when your riveting heart begins to enchant your spirit with an unexplainable and irrevocable emotion.
ao’nung decorated the next month and a half of your life. he would flirt, rather blatantly. staring, so much staring. he liked when you would look away. putting his broad chest against your back and whispering to you. he knew he made you nervous. but soon, the boyish smirk that remained plastered to his face, changed. it became a smile. a real, true smile. one he reserved only for you. and his eyes, cold and stern, became tender. bright. and only then did your indignant resistance finally cease. only then did you allow yourself to fall. and fall you did. you recall the moment you stopped running, it was a simple moment. all you remember was him, the waves, and his voice. he said your name. just your name. you liked how he said your name. like you, really liked it.
within a week your mind was mush. he invaded every sense, thought and moment. sitting next to him on the peer, legs swinging from the wooden dock as the fish swam below your feet. glowing coral and treasures.
“will you let me take you out, already?” he started.
“and be seen in public with you? no way.” you respond. smile evident in your voice. it wasn’t entirely a joke. after you accepted your desire, the principal reason you had avoided taking ao’nung up on his suggestions and invites (or rather pleas and desperate whining), was because of your family. it was terrifying, not knowing what they would think if they found out you had grown a feverish affection for the same boy who almost got your brother killed. the same boy who tormented your sister. your kiri. the thought of their disapproval and anguished disappointment paralysed you. he knew.
“ma yn” he spoke. a vocation, telling you to look at him. once you did, “we don’t have to tell them, for now. just please. open your heart to me—” he was crying. shit. he was really crying. he pulled you roughly into his chest, his face in your neck “it was a hunt before, i see that. but now, it’s no longer your infernal presence that tortures me. i have taken your soul into mine, and through you i have become a man.” he became quiet. “just please. fuck. please. please.” his lashes were wet against your skin. he was so desperate. aching to give you the love his hands, spirit and mind implored him to encase you in. begging. begging you to let him take care of you. you finally answered him, “we have to take this to the grave.” he only nodded in response, and with an open mouth he wrote his name on your throat. by the end of it, you were shivering.
he walked you to your marui afterwards. both of you in fits of laughter, tears long forgotten. “you’re gonna come see me ride tomorrow. my first tsurak.” he stated. he was staring at the sand. “and why would i do that, ao’nung?” he took his time responding. usually, his pace was rapid. his wit conjuring responses faster than he could process them. “cause you’re my girl.” he finally looked up.
instantly, everything ao’nung had been saying made sense. all that talk about man and woman, torture and growth. it had aligned itself in you like a constellation. you understood now. looking at him, he was grand. vast and big. towering over you. his hands, just as large and calloused as they were amatory. strong arms. thick neck. jaw clenched. deep, vehement voice. it’s like you were suddenly becoming aware of the fact that he was male. powerful. protective. tender. your mouth fell slightly ajar, his muscular arms wrapped despairingly around your waist. you felt it most then. all that man. how much he made you feel like a woman. you let out a shaky breath. only three words in all existence could express your present notion. “i see you.” it was barley audible, yet it was more than enough. and with that, he kissed you.
the deal was simple — tell no one. in public, you were mere acquaintances. yet behind closed doors, you were vigorously infatuated with one an other. he’d stare in a group setting til you were tugging him away when no one was looking. stealing kisses. part of the routine. secret whispered nothings in your ear. date nights, after eclipse. he’d take you swimming, or to the spirit tree. he quickly became your life source. your oxygen. as if you were holding your breath all day and his kisses were the only thing that could finally ease your burning lungs.
“let’s take it to the grave” you’d say
hours spent craving each other. loving words, he’d spill them while you traced patterns on his chest.
“they’ll never find out how bad we behave” he’d assure
on his lap, with his lips on your neck as you told him about your day. breathing in his musk, feeling him mumble into your throat. “i made you something” you manage to make out his muffled words. “you did, ma nung?” you say, giggling already. his grip on your waist tightens. “yeah.” he smiles into your warm skin. one of his hands leave your waist and begin rummaging around in his burlap satchel he had lazily chucked on the sand. you hear clinking before you’re presented with a necklace. a very pretty necklace. “ao’nung” you whisper, one hand flying up to cover your mouth. it’s a shell necklace, traditional metkayina ornamentation. a halitosis rests in the center with smaller trinkets circling the remaining space. he raises his eyebrows, smirking already. “you like it?” you look at him. “it’s perfect. thank you.” “let’s see it on then, turn around.”
later, sitting cross legged in your marui, you face a mindlessly unprecedented challenge. “what’s that?” asks your brother, plopping down next to you. “what are you on about.” you deadpan. “that necklace, where’d you get it?” you look up at neteyam. “huh? what are you guys talking about.” lo’ak chips in. lo’ak, who had been with you all afternoon and had not noticed the necklace, whereas neteyam pointed it out within minutes of being back. typical.
“uh, i made it.” you answer. trying your hardest to sound nonchalant. “that’s nonsense. you can’t bead jewellery for shit.” lo’ak stated. “well i managed didn’t i?” you shoot back. “yn.” neteyam, this time. “you realize you always hide your thumbs when you lie?” he continues. you sharply look down and sure enough, he was right. you were clenching your thumbs tight in your hands. when did you start doing that? indignantly you look back up at an amused neteyam. opening your mouth, only to find yourself speechless.
could you really take this to the grave?
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psalacanthea · 1 year
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Are we going to talk about how scary being the Inquisitor is for a Lavellan or…?
I mean, the more and more I have played this game, the more the Chantry shit is terrifying. Over and over again, you see painful and irrefutable evidence about the shit humans did to elves in the name of the Maker. The Exalted Plains is an obvious example.  (I consistently call it Dirthavaren you don’t like it fight me bitch) 
Like I think the entire fandom can agree on fuck that bitch sister Amity. The Chantry crusades destroyed what was left of the elves, destroyed them. Culture, body and spirit. Like be honest, there aren’t many Dalish clans left and each time a new game/book comes around, another one bites the dust. It’s so easy to lose your clan in Inquisiton and even easier to accidentally kill off Marethari’s. Hell, you can choose to kill Zathrian’s. 
The Dalish are dying out, any way you slice it.
Then suddenly a hole rips open in the sky and everybody thinks Lavellan did it. It destroys the Conclave…don’t tell me for one second that the humans didn’t immediately start developing an ‘elves and vengeance and antiMaker’ conspiracy theory. The ‘remain silent’ dialogue option in that first interaction isn’t a stoic ‘I don’t give a fuck’ to me, it’s more of a ‘whatever I say doesn’t matter I’m already dead’ for a Dalish Inquisitor. 
The true horror is knowing that they wont just kill you, they’ll call for a bloodbath on elves across Thedas.
“For the elves were guilty of the greatest sin, of turning from the Maker.”
You’ve damned them all and you can’t even remember how or why. For a First, it must be terrifying to realize even if you try to diplomatically talk your way out of it, they’ll never believe you. As a hunter or warrior, you know it’s hopeless. All you can do is throw yourself forward as the villain, claim that whatever happens you acted alone and take as many of these shems out with you as you can.  As a mage you know if they take pity on you, you’re condemned to their mage-slavery prisons.
“Whatever you think I did, I’m innocent!”
But then they believe you (barely, like thank the Creators the Lavellan clan taught you how to talk to humans civilly and not panic) but it’s basically a hostage situation. There’s one other elf with you and even if he’s not Dalish thank Mythal because shit you were scared and you’re still scared but at least it’s something. His name is ‘Pride’. You take it as a sign from the Creators that it’s not time to give up yet. Suledin, you think.
There is an orb, a weapon that caused this. Solas tells you it’s elven and your heart sinks.
“Eventually, the humans will find a way to blame elves…”
You become Inquisitor and things are a little better but the humans call you Herald of Andraste. You don’t believe in their Maker but none of them care. You know your clan would feel betrayed, think you’ve given up your gods. You haven’t of course but the terror is there…what if the gods think you’ve given up them? You talk to Cassandra and Leliana, trying to understand the human chantry and maybe figure out a way for your two beliefs to coexist. 
 But no.
You realize it wont help. Cassandra talks about spreading the Maker’s word to all corners of Thedas…you remember the lonely howls of the wolves across Dirthavaren. You know what ‘spreading the Makers word’ means. Leliana at least acknowledges what the Chantry did, but she dismisses it with words. All those lives and hopes and dreams dismissed with the words ‘that hate won’t just go away if you dissolve the Chantry’. You understand what she really means, though. 
She’s saying that the hate will never go away, not until the elves are just like humans. The Chantry will never stop.  She says she wants elves to be part of the chantry so they survive and you try not to taste bile in the back of your throat when you think of what that means.
“My father says humans are like weeds that choke out the grass…”’
Slowly, slowly, slowly...they consume you.
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ponder-the-orb · 3 months
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Just as you are
Pairing: Fem Tav/Gale
Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Post-Canon, Fluff and angst
Word count: 5K
Summary:
It’s the quieter moments that are the worst. When Waterdeep itself sleeps in peaceful reverie and the pain yells for attention, he can hear the ticking of that clock. There’s such fleeting time to make something of himself again - now free of the expectation of his peers or his goddess, just himself.
He runs a hand down his face, a cold smile tugging at his lips.
It’s just another push to his own folly if saving the world from illithid invasion somehow doesn’t feel like enough anymore. ***
Even with the orb gone the pain still lingers, reminding Gale of everything he left behind before he became its exhausted caretaker.
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Gale was never one to believe in destiny. He’d always thought that chalking love or success up to a predestined path was the jealous man’s excuse. It scrubbed away the effort he’d so carefully put into his own choices, as if even his hardest work was merely window dressing for a play long since written. There’s order to life and death. Even magic has its causes, precise manipulations of the weave needed to bring wonders anew- things his hands had been trained to do for as long he can remember.
Right now however, it all feels so irrelevant. Alone atop the sinews of the Netherbrain’s stem, he can’t fathom a word that tastes right other than destiny. 
The landscape writhes with a mess of tendons and grey matter, the air thick and cloying with each of his measured breaths. The sky aches an angry red, smoking like one he’d witnessed while crashing through the hells those weeks ago. 
He smirks. It’s funny how that handful of days feels like a lifetime and how much his plans had pivoted since then. He’s no longer waiting for some kind soul to pull him free and humour his mistakes. 
He cradles the knife pressed to his chest like an old comfort. What he’d give for another handful. Just a few more precious hours to feel parchment in his hands and grass under his boots. Perhaps just one more conversation. He isn’t sure if he can even recall the last words he spoke before heaving himself up here. He likes to think a few of his turns of phrase will linger in happier anecdotes, maybe even sung in the ballads of this journey amongst drinks and firelight.
It’s a warm thought, but one he knows not to dwell on. In a few seconds it will all be gone, he’ll be gone. His debt finally repaid.
The fire between his ribs flashes harder with each passing second like the magic itself knows the cage holding it back is ready to break. He had always wondered what it might look like when it was unleashed. He’d seen various ends in his dreams, ranging from screaming maelstroms to near silent puffs of magic swallowing everything in its wake. 
However it looks, he only hopes those he’d spirited to safety could find some comfort in it. One last gale to end it all.
The orb brightens as he quietly exhales, allowing himself one final prayer before he presses down.
“When your sky dims, I’ll be there. Waiting.”
He winces. He waits. And his hands just won’t move any further.
He looks down and his own wide eyes stare back in the reflection of the unmoving blade. He tries again but the tip stops as it touches skin. He squeezes the handle until his palms burn raw but the knife stays where it is, shaking and misty with sweat. 
A louder explosion ripples through the sky in front of him and an army of nautaloids blink in existence around the brain.
Something jagged lodges in his throat as he watches. He can’t do it. Time has run out and his body won’t let him do it. The blasts around him fade into a muffled thrum as white hot panic melts into his hands. 
It was supposed to be easy, like resetting a bone or pulling a splinter. One flash of pain and then the world will be free of both the invasion and the apocalypse still pulsing inside of him. He can see the logic and his promise, but both sit so quietly in his mind compared to another thought. The one now screaming like a hurricane between his ears.
Why do I have to die?
It’s such a petulant question. Six words against the fate of the world. But six words that are growing in strength with each passing second. Six words hammering over and over in his thoughts until he can feel his heartbeat mimicking that hard hot rhythm.
His thoughts scatter like rats from sunlight. Yes, his borrowed time should have run dry months ago but does that mean he has to be content with his fate? To let go with a smile and misguided pride?
His muscles seize and shake as he thinks. His breaths come faster, more desperate as his blurry reflection loses colour. The fear he’d kept so tightly boarded behind his resolve has no trouble working its way free now. It floods through his veins and tugs at the threads of his plan until they unspool. He almost drops the knife as his promise dissolves and he sees the void he’s already plunged one foot into.
His surroundings blur into a bruise-coloured mess.
Gale tries to swallow. This isn’t right. He’d always wanted to end it on his own terms and save the people he loves. What is he if not bound to honour that? 
His hands finally still, a realisation blooming like a chilled breath under his skin.
These aren’t his own terms. They never were. It’s a death warrant painted the colour of salvation. The easiest way for Mystra to rid herself of two problems at once and he’d been all too ready to march to the gallows.  
Fingers suddenly clamp over his with biting pressure. He tries to jerk back but they hold him firm, the touch ghostly familiar. The face of his goddess meets his as he looks up. Her eyes, once lit by the glow of the weave itself, now watch him coldly like shards of glass. 
He stops pulling, pinned under her dispassionate gaze. He searches for any hint of gratitude or grace, one suggestion that this act will actually mean something.
He twists his hand to touch hers. It’s a caress once so familiar to both of them, one final plea as he leans forward. 
“Please.”
She stays silent and pushes the knife in with one sharp thrust. 
The reaction is immediate. The flood of Netherese magic seeps out and scorches through him with blinding pressure. He staggers back as she presses the knife to the hilt, the pain finally roaring to life and eclipsing everything in a supernova of heat and magic.
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The dream swims away all too slowly as he jolts awake. It catches around his eyes and in his throat, drawing down to a familiar throbbing ache in his chest. He throws one hand against it in a crude shield, the other blindly reaching out to grab something, anything to quell the hunger. His fingers slam into a bedside table and he hears a few things softly roll to the floor in the dark.
The dark. 
He looks at his hand. There’s no glow under his palm and his skin is clean of those swirling purple lines. He rubs his smarting fingers, trying to steady his thoughts as the remnants of that nightmare swim away.
The orb is gone. He’s safe. He’s home.
The bedroom in his tower is blue and still, near silent save for the rain washing against window panes and his own stuttered breathing. He runs his hand down his face, wiping away the sheen of sweat that’s beaded there. The pain flares as he moves, pulsing bluntly like he’s being kicked apart from the inside out. He doubles over and fists the bedsheet. It hasn’t been this bad in a while, dashing away his fragile hope that these bouts would disappear with enough time and rest. 
He waits for this wave to pass, silently grateful that at least he’s at home this time. Stumbling in the street is not a good look for any respected wizard and he’s forever grateful that Tav had quick enough reflexes to grab him before he ended up with a face full of cobblestones.
He looks over, glad that his little outburst hadn’t disturbed her. She’d rolled to the very edge of the mattress and buried herself in ninety per cent of the blanket, her face a relaxed curve. His hand hovers over her visible sliver of shoulder for a few moments but he pulls away, folding it back against his chest and slipping out of the room.
He scrubs himself with water hot enough to melt glass and lies on the washroom floor until the pain settles into a more familiar rhythm. In and out. In and out. Sometimes he pictures it as a light flashing or a warning signal, ‘catastrophe incoming.’ 
He closes his eyes, reminding himself. The wound isn’t real. Not really. He’d seen that orb crushed between divine hands as easily as an eggshell - his final time standing before his goddess. She’d called it her forgiveness for relinquishing the Crown of Karsus into her care.
Forgiveness. He scoffs towards the ceiling. The word tastes sour now. It was something so easy for her to give and yet it took every fibre of his being to earn. The years may have passed but the memories are still there- forever eating at him like the orb’s phantom hunger in his chest. How many nights had he lost to begging after she’d cast him away? Praying until his knees were raw and his throat arid - sure that if he hurt enough, pleaded enough, that if his devotion was painful enough she’d finally appear again. And yet his heavens remained silent. Only when he felt the first flicker of happiness after a year of solitude did the road to that forgiveness have a form, one not even granted to him by her own lips.
Oblivion. 
He almost hates himself for truly believing at one point that it was a fair trade.
He lies until the exhaustion feels a little less heavy in his bones before padding up to the balcony of his library. The sea beyond is wine-dark, the boats dancing in a maddening pattern in the harbour. It almost feels like an echo of the ache behind his sternum. Tara’s usual spot on the bench is vacant, but he’s not so cruel as to wake her from whichever corner she’s made her bed for these colder nights.
He rotates between several spells as he sits: fire, ice, rot, light. They all flutter between his palms with ease, the balcony a shifting glow of different colours as he repeats the pattern again and again and again. It’s a new habit. The familiar motions are a small reminder that he’s still in control, even if his body might try to tell him otherwise. 
He dismisses the embers in his hand and leans back against the cool stone wall. It doesn’t help.
Before, it had been easier. It turns out world-ending catastrophes are a fairly good distraction. He may have spent his nights sleeping on dirt and staring at the sky wondering if these were his last few hours alive, but he had a purpose -  a goal, a use. Save the world or die trying… so here he is now- the next chapter sitting squarely in front of him, wide and unwritten. It’s not as if he expected to pick up exactly where he left off before he became the orb’s exhausted warden. That time is forever lost and there’s no use trying to reach back to such heights. Ink cannot unsoak itself from parchment, rain cannot fall back uphill during the storm.
Except they could. He could make it so if he wanted. What were the laws of nature if not to be bent and remoulded under an archmage’s fingertips? 
His chest cramps again and he digs his fingers into the bench until he’s sure they’ve bruised. 
The mess of his old work still sits like a dusty museum exhibit in his study. He’d stopped trying to sort through it all a few weeks back, when the frustration started to crease deeper than the lines growing on his face. He recognises his own hand but it almost hurts to read now, like relearning another language. The words are clunky on his tongue - not quite useless but not enough anymore. If he stares too long he can feel that great chasm where his talent was once devoured even more acutely- some great maw open and waiting.
It’s the quieter moments that are the worst. When Waterdeep itself sleeps in peaceful reverie and the pain yells for attention, he can hear the ticking of that clock. There’s such fleeting time to make something of himself again - now free of the expectation of his peers or his goddess, just himself. 
He runs a hand down his face, a cold smile tugging at his lips.
It’s just another push to his own folly if saving the world from illithid invasion somehow doesn’t feel like enough anymore.
“It’s hurting again, isn’t it?”
His thoughts stop wandering as he turns towards the voice. Tav stands in the doorway, her posture drooping with sleep. She’d forgone their blanket for a smaller robe, but it’s doing little to hide the shivers wracking her body. Her eyes furrow with an old concern as they drift to his chest then back to his face. 
He swallows a pang of guilt as she shivers again. “I’m afraid so.” He lights one of the table lanterns with a snap of his fingers, casting the whole balcony a soft orange. “Did I wake you?”
“No but you should have,” she murmurs, wrapping her arms more tightly around herself. 
The shadows under her eyes are deeper than his own, a testament to her nights spent looking for an answer to this.
“I thought at least one of us deserved some unbroken rest.” He means it. Any hack with a necromancy tome can fix a body, living or dead. The brain is an entirely different matter. He’d seen other wizards claw themselves to madness trying to unwind their own minds looking for knowledge or memories hidden in those dark corners. She shouldn’t need to follow in those footsteps.
“Do you want to go back inside?” She asks, taking a step forward.
He shakes his head and brushes the spot next to him. “Come. Sit with me for a while.”
The tension bleeds from his torso as little as she curls against him, her hand resting over his chest with a familiar weight. He gently guides it over the space where it hurts the most-  half on the man, half on the mistake.
“You know what I was thinking about?” she says as she settles, her bottom lip soft against his shoulder.
“Tell me.”
“Dame Aylin snapping that wizard’s spine over her leg like a twig.”
“Lorroaken?”
She nods. “That’s the one.”
Of all the horrors they’d witnessed during their turbulent adventure, he knows that image will be permanently stained into his memory- how the violence of that wizard’s own making had come back to break him with a full, sickening crunch. 
“Any particular reason you’ve been dwelling on such violent memories this evening?” He asks, stroking a tangled piece of her hair.
Her gaze drifts to some random spot across the sea. “I was just wondering if I’m damned because I didn’t feel any shock when that happened. All I could think was how he completely deserved it. It was almost… funny in  a way.” 
When he doesn’t immediately respond she drops her face to her knees. “I know. It sounds awful. Gods, what does that even say about me?”
He puts his hand on the back of her head in a clumsy attempt to stop her own thoughts from spinning out as spectacularly as his had been.“Well if his ego was that self-inflated it was going to come crashing down around him eventually. Nothing good ever came from mortals trying to push themselves into the divine without thinking- consequences be damned. No matter how good their intentions.”
The parallel between that fool and himself isn’t subtle. She looks up as he says it, a tiny crease knit between her brows. “You know that’s not what I’m getting at.”
“I know. But I am. And if you think you’re damned then I am too. Because he did deserve it. If not by Aylin’s hand then someone’s.” Who that someone may have been for himself is something Gale had spent countless hours considering. Mostly he wondered if his own fall would have been so visceral and pathetic.
She holds his look for a long moment before resting her head back against his shoulder. “He had such a weasley face too. Almost exceedingly punchable.” 
He huffs out his first genuine laugh of the night. A small thing, but warm. “I would have to agree.”
She reaches out and laces his free hand with hers. “You made your choice, Gale. A good one.”
“With some help if I recall correctly.” He presses her palm flatter against his chest, his thumb brushing the crest of her knuckles. It’s one of a few things they’d tried over the past few weeks that seems to help, the pressure easing the worst bite of the pain. 
He twists to kiss the crown of her head, her eyelids fluttering at the soft touch.
“Do you ever regret surrendering all that power?” She asks as he pulls away.
He looks down, a little taken aback. “That’s quite the question.”
“I know,” she answers, her eyes focussed back out to the horizon. “But, do you?”
“Do you think that I do?”
“No. I mean, perhaps a little? Not that I think you’re upset about it but…” She leans away, waving her hands as if trying to pluck the right words from thin air. He sits back and waits for her to collect her thoughts, an eyebrow raised. 
“It’s not that I think you’d rather have made that choice, but it would be impossible for you not to wonder. And I really don’t think it makes you a bad person if you do.” She gulps air like a drowning woman as she finishes, avoiding his eyes. There’s a splinter of uncertainty in her voice, something taking this question beyond the hypothetical. 
He takes her hand again, making sure to softly enunciate every word of his answer. “No, I don’t regret it.”
“That’s it?” Her frown deepens when he nods. “Gale. You have never given me a one sentence answer to anything and I think this probably deserves one.” She tucks her knees under herself and turns towards him fully. “I need to know that’s not why it’s hurting.”
Ah. Now he understands. Pain born of unquelled ambition is not an unfair assumption of him, he thinks. He’d even spent a few nights considering it as well, but one reason quickly presented itself as to why it couldn’t possibly be the case. 
He tilts her chin up with his thumb. Her eyes shine in the candlelight, as deep as an ocean but there’s nothing hidden in those sweet depths. What he’d give to lose himself in that tenderness right now, a reminder that for as much as he doesn’t want her to- he’s worth being worried for.
“That is not the reason. Trust me,” he starts, gently closing his hands over her shoulders. “Yes, I have considered it a few times and that’s all too mortal of me to admit. However, not once have I thought that choosing Godly power would have brought me more than I have right now. I could talk until dawn about why surrendering the crown was the right choice, waxing poetic about the greater good and whatnot- but in the end there’s only one reason that really matters. It’s the same reason I didn’t heed Mystra’s command at Moonrise.” He leans down so each word brushes warm and sure against her skin. “It’s because you asked me to.”
Of course he wonders what would have happened had she not been there, about just how far his certainty could have taken him. When the crown sat in his hands he could feel the pull- a future draped in gold and silver as the true incarnation of the Karsite weave. He’d seen it for both of them too as gods side by side. Untouchable and beyond. 
And all she’d had to do was say please. Such a simple thing and yet it managed to dismantle all the ambition that had taken root so deep inside him. 
She keeps her head pressed to his for a long comfortable second before the hands on his chest loop around his neck to pull him closer.
“Sometimes I forget that my words mean more to you than that of a goddess,” she whispers against his temple, the taut curve of her spine relaxing under his touch.
He smiles. “I don’t have regrets. Not anymore. I fear when we met, that’s all I was- just a mess of poor choices stitched together with whatever vestiges of my magic hadn’t been eaten away. And even then you saw me as so much more. There was never going to be another choice.” 
He leans back, feeling his grin sharpen slightly as he caresses the tip of her ear. “And whether you see yourself as divine or not, you know I’m all too happy to get on my knees for you.”
He chases her answering blush with his mouth, following that pink spill to her forehead.
She playfully pushes him away as he kisses her nose, brushing a few escaped strands of hair back behind her ears. “So, what exactly is troubling you then? And don’t say nothing.” She pokes the crease between his eyebrows. “I can see it’s something other than the pain.”
He exhales and presses her hand back to his chest.
“I don’t think I know who I am anymore,” he confesses quietly.
The words hang in the air. It feels like such a trivial thing to say out loud but each word presses heavily on his tongue, sour and shameful.
She doesn’t say anything in response. The tell me is written plainly in her eyes and the hands softly brushing his skin.
“It’s strange,” he continues slowly. “After everything, I didn’t think that the bravado of Gale of Waterdeep would be something I missed, but the journey to find who I am now I’ve done away with him is proving harder than I expected.” 
He remembers when that first became his designation- when wizards from near and far knew the power of Mystra’s chosen. It came with pride and definitely a dash of arrogance but also tight boiling pressure. Year on year, he’d plan and write and cast, finding new ways to live up to that station. There’s a lightness now the expectations of those titles are gone, but maybe too much- like he could just disappear into the air.
Tav brushes her chin. “Well we can workshop some new ideas if you like. The Netherbrain Slayer. Or how about Master of the Worm.” She chuckles and spreads her fingers like she’s throwing the names into the air. “I’ve got a lot more.”
“I’m not sure I’d call those a marked improvement, love. Nor could I take all the credit for that victory.” He strokes her cheek, wincing as his chest seizes. “I know my previous title was a touch pompous but it’s who I was for some of my highest achievements… and my lowest moments I suppose. But it’s who I was when I met you. Finding something to replace that, or even having the need to replace it is a lot to think on.” He’s sure that if he has something else then perhaps he can finally wrap up that name and put it away. Something to prove that he's more than his renown, something other than Mystra’s discarded plaything.
“How about professor?” She offers.
He shrugs. The offer from Blackstaff Academy still rests atop his desk, the parchment curling further in on itself each day he ignores it. “I’m still considering it, though I’m not sure I can imagine myself a teacher.”
“You taught me.”
He smiles and tucks her closer. “That I did.”
That lesson in the weave feels like a lifetime ago. He can still see it if he closes his eyes- how for a brief few minutes, the sins of his previous desires weighed a little lighter. Having real, mortal hands so close and tentative to his own was a new kind of warmth, something bright and yellow that had only burned hotter when she’d used that magic to show him exactly what she’d wanted. That image had stayed with him for days afterwards: her hands in his hair, her body against his, kissing him gently and then with a fervour he wasn't sure he’d ever felt.
It’s the first night in a year he’d considered whether the risk of an explosion was worth following a feeling. A feeling that burrowed its way so thoroughly into his heart he can still feel it there, soft and red and eternal.
She presses her lips to his cheek. “And you really seemed to like it when I called you that last night, sir.” It’s her turn to chase the heat that blooms over his face, twisting her body over his until she’s sitting squarely in his lap.
Something stronger sets in her expression as the moment cools. She cups his face, pinning his gaze down with hers. “I need you to listen to me very carefully, Gale Dekarios,” she says. Her words are gentle but he knows a tidal wave could form behind her and he still wouldn’t be able to look away. 
“You know that I loved who you were. But that doesn’t change the fact that I also love who you are now. Neither of us are going to be the same person next week or a year from now or after whatever our next adventure may be. That’s just life. That’s mortality.” She guides his hand over her breast until he can feel her heart thrumming under his palm. “You’ll always have the whole of my heart, so it’ll be my privilege to know every version of you that comes to pass, even if you don’t know who that will be. And in the meantime- just be Gale. This Gale. Right in front of me.” She leans forward and presses her forehead to his, her fingers a warm cradle for his own. “Because he’s everything.”
She kisses him again as she finishes. It’s a gentle press, but she lightly parts her lips until he can almost feel her drawing out all the doubt in his mind and whispering it away. He winds his arms around her middle and tugs her until they’re flush together, letting himself drink in the comfort of her nearness. 
“Just Gale,” he murmurs as they pull apart with swollen lips and slightly hazy eyes. “Well if you’re already so enamoured with him, then I can certainly work with that.”
He strokes the length of her hand, turning it carefully between them like she’s holding his beating heart in her palm. He smiles again, thinking there could be no one better as its caretaker. 
It’s still a new feeling to have someone know him so intimately, body and mind. Even without the tadpole’s influence he’d shown her those deeper corners, the things he adores and the pains he wants to forget. And she didn’t wait to open for him, baring the things she so freely shows the world and those that will only ever be for him: the scent of her hair in the morning, the taste of her skin, the deep flush of her pleasure as she arches underneath him- each a gift. So he won’t stop giving in return. Giving and giving and giving as there will never be repayment enough for the way she looks at him. It’s a devotion worthy of the divine but as a man. As someone who’s more than just the sum of his talents or his mistakes. 
His gaze stops on the jagged scar by her mouth, a souvenir from the Netherbrain’s last desperate effort to stay alive.
He rubs his chest as he remembers. He didn’t have to fight it alone, even when he’d offered the orb up as the best course of action. Once he’d thought it a privilege to have someone to die for. How quickly that had changed when he was gifted something so much better. Someone to wake for, rest for, enjoy every sip of a glass of wine for. Someone to grab him by the shoulders, call him a fool and yell at him to live. 
“Perhaps one day I’ll discover what exactly I did to deserve you,” he whispers, his voice thick and raw with feeling.
She ducks down and kisses his chest, lingering against the spot where orb’s mark once rested. “You didn’t have to earn the right to love me, you know,” she murmurs, kissing there again before working her way up his neck and back to his lips.
Gale knows that he most certainly did but he’ll keep that thought to himself for now.
The ache flashes again, quieter this time. His hands dig into her waist a little harder. “Will you stay with me?” 
She shifts off of his lap and rests more comfortably against him, her head pillowed on his shoulder. “I’m not going anywhere until you do.”
They sit until the pain finally subsides and dawn spreads like a pink veil above the sea. Once upon a time he’d thought he’d never see this view again, only to be conjured while lost in the grips of the shadow curse. 
He looks down at Tav, now fast asleep in an awkward bundle against his arm. He’d never thought he could show her either but she’d given him the strength to try and so much more. Hope. Hope enough to defy the words of his goddess and choose her, choose life, choose a happiness he hadn’t felt worthy of in a year.
He murmurs the same assent against her hair as he rouses her from her daze, ready to return them both to bed.
“You’re enough. This is enough. Always.”
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I cannot believe this took me a month to edit. This may be the the most self-indulgent thing I've ever written.
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Mavs Kinktober
Dark! Daemon Targaryen x Targaryen! Reader
“You look good with my hand around your throat.”
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Warnings: This is a Dark! story, so 18+ only. Noncon. Incest (Uncle/Niece.) Age gap. Pervy Daemon. Creepy men. Forced touching. Grouping. Unwanted touching. Manipulation. Choking. Unprotected sex (Wrap it before you tap it.) Damaging someone’s reputation (On purpose.) Talks of forced marriage. 
AN: 3rd time posting because it just wont show up in the tags :/ Anyway stay tuned for more Daemon and the rest of my kinktober stories!
Word Count: 3,838
It’s tiering sometimes being a princess. Of course, you try not to complain, not wanting to burden anyone with your selfish thoughts, you definitely don't have it as your sister Rhaenyra, the heir to the iron thrown, but it’s still tiering. Having to constantly be regal and poised, having to converse with people that want nothing more than to use you to up their own status in court, having to entertain the hoards of Lords that want to marry you, only for power and your body. 
Rhaenyra and you have always been close, only 2 years between the two of you, and you know far more Lords tried to gain her favor than you, but usually, when they would strike out with her, most of them would crawl to your side and try for the other princess. 
Despite your closeness, you are very different. The main one being you’ve never understood the whispers of the dragons rage, not having experienced it like the rest of your blood, but watching your sister next to you, you only hoped you never would. 
Your sisters rage only seemed to intensify when her betrothal to your cousin, Laenor, was announced by king father. She stormed out of the council meeting and you swear you could see actual smoke coming off of her. She protested, loudly, screamed and cried at your father. She didn't want to marry him, the only man she wanted to marry was the prince of the city, your uncle, Deamon Targaryen. 
Rhaenyra had always sort of been infatuated with him. You could understand why, he was handsome, had that adventurous spirit your sister also carried, and was not a poised member of the court, something your sister loathed of all her other suitors. 
She seemed to always over looked how controlling Daemon seemed to be. How dark his gaze was, the demons within his eyes always sending shivers down your spine when his purple orbs connected with yours. 
Unlike your sister, you always tried to avoid him, which also always seemed to be hard task. Where you were, Daemon seemed to follow. If you were in the gardens, enjoying a nice walk, he would soon appear by your side, offering you his arm and taking the walk with you, no matter how much you protested wanting to be alone. If you were in the library, reading a book in the quiet, he seemed to know, seeking you out and ruining the silence with his deep voice. 
Daemon just aways seemed to rub you the wrong way, his lingering eyes, his far too sweet touch. The rumors about him didn't help. The stories of his anger, his temper, only heightened your fear. You never understood Rhaenyra’s true fascination. 
If you’re going to be wed to a Lord, you hope it will be someone kind, someone you can for a friendship with. Your sister did not seem to have the same sentiment. 
Sadly, your sister did not get her wish. Your uncle, who's wife died a 4 moon turns ago, declined the offer to marry your sister, something that shocked everyone, aside from your father however, who seemed highly pleased with his answer. 
If you were brave enough, you would have questioned him about why he would do such a thing, but instead, you gently excused yourself to follow your sister out, allowing her to cry on your shoulder while you tried consoling her heartbreak. 
Two moon turns later, your sister, still forlorn, was dressed to the nines for her wedding. You complimented her dress and hair, trying to get a smile on her face, but her mood did not rise. Not while getting ready, not at the ceremony, and not even at the celebration feast afterwards. 
You watched her most of the night from where you sat at the head table, her gaze locked on your uncle, who seemed keen on ignoring her completely. Calling out her name when she seemed to have enough of the festivities in her honor, you chose not to follow as she left the hall, instead sending a sympathetic smile to Laenor as he followed his now wife. 
With your sister and her new husband gone, definitely not enjoying their marital bed, you are left alone, without a shield from the Lords visiting, and with Rhaenyra officially off the market, it will only be that more exhausting to try and fend them off.
Which is how you ended up here, trying to discreetly get out of a conversation with Lord Jason Lannister, the absolute bane of your existence. He is an egotistical man, but then again, most of them are. Lord Lannister just seems to always know how to trap you in conversation with him for far too long. 
Just as you are trying, again, to excuse yourself, a voice from behind you seems to do it for you, “Lord Lannister, would you mind giving me a moment with my dear niece.” It was phrased as a question, but everyone knew it wasn’t one. Prince Daemon doesn't ask questions, only gives orders. You don’t hear what Lord Lannister says to him, turning around to face your uncle. He’s closer than you thought, or is appropriate, but that also doesn't surprise you. 
Daemon is anything but appropriate. 
“Uncle.” You greet, your voice coming out as more of a whisper when his purple gaze meets yours. This is the closest you've been to him since he returned to the castle, having been away for awhile. You've been successful in avoiding him, having your hand in a lot of the preparations for your sisters wedding, trying to make sure that despite her not wanting it, it would still be a day fit for the future queen. 
Daemon returns your greeting with your name falling from his lips, almost in a mocking whisper to match yours. You take in his appearance. His pink lips painted with a smirk, his white hair now cut short and pushed back, a few stray strands falling in front. He is handsome, something everyone has always known, even you.
Just as you took him in, Daemon seems to have taken you in as well. His eyes, dark and enticing, trailing up and down your body, with a deep hunger, his tongue poking out to wet his lips, his hand reaching out to curl a strand of your hair behind your ear, his warm, callused hand resting a few moments longer on your soft skin than is proper, as he speaks your families mother language, “Ao jurnegon gevie, riñītsos.” Your heart speeds up a little at his words, You look beautiful, little girl,  But he doesn't stop there, “Se olvie gevie riña isse se dārion.” The most beautiful girl in the kingdom. 
You clear your throat, briefly blinking away from his stare before gaining the courage to look back at him, “I think that is insensitive to say, considering this is the future queens wedding.” 
“And yet,” Daemon smirks, stepping closer to you, “It doesn't stop it from being true.” 
When you were younger, you, like your sister, admired your uncle. He was always fun to be around, entertaining you with stories of his life, taking you on a ride with Caraxes before you were allowed to ride your own dragon, giving you gifts from his many travels all around. It wasn’t until you grew into womanhood when you started to drift away, being taught by your Septa after your first bleed that some men are not good men, even if they are good around you. You learned how to properly read people, how to know which rumors are true and which are not, and that is how you learned that your uncle, has never been who you thought he was. 
Daemon Targaryen is a Dragon, through and through. 
“It seems the feast has tired me out more than I believed, surely I should retire.” You find yourself trying to excuse yourself from the man, much like you do with the other men of the court that give off the warning bells in your head, “Sȳz bantis, kepus.” Goodnight, uncle.
Though, your escape is in vain, “I shall escort you to your chambers then.” Daemon offers you his arm. You open your mouth to protest, stating your guard can escort you, only for Daemon to intervene, “Who better to protect you than your warrior uncle, dear niece?” You didn't have an answer for that, making you be on a quiet walk down the halls of the castle, your uncle by your side. The walk to your chambers seemed longer tonight, a small chill in the air as you move, and you think your uncle is walking slower than normal to prolong the journey. A thought you let leave your mind the moment it enters, Why would he do that? It’s not like you’re even conversing. 
Reaching your doors, you are surprised to see the entry way empty of a guards presence, making your frown. There is always a guard in front of your chambers, your father all but demanding it, over protective, especially after your mother died and your sisters adventurous ways. 
“It would be very reckless of me to leave you unguarded.” Your uncle voices, drawing you back from the wandering thoughts of where your guard could be. 
You send a small, forced smile up at him, “I am sure I will be fine until they return.” “Then I will stay until then.” Daemon responds, and you should have known he always gets what he wants. With a sigh, you walk into your chambers, only for your uncle to follow you in as well, you turn to face him, “Uncle?” “You don’t expect the Prince to wait outside, do you, dear niece?” He questioned sarcastically, walking past you and further into the room, over towards your fireplace, making himself comfortable on the couch in front of it. 
“What if someone sees you leave my chambers?” You don't want people getting any sort of ideas to spread rumors and tarnish your reputation. 
Daemon quells your worries with a hearty laugh, “Is it a crime to want to spend time with my niece, who I have missed dearly on my travels?”
When you didn't move from your stunned spot by the door, he turns his head to you, brow raised, “Kessa ao daor join aōha kepa, gevie riña?” Will you not join your uncle, pretty girl?
You feel yourself flustered from his outward flirting, not used to such blatant compliments. Sure, you get the occasional one, but most are worried of being inappropriate and taken wrong, offending you, a princess, but obviously the city prince is not worried about such things. 
“You enjoy reading, don’t you?” Daemon gestures to your stacks of books among the wall when you sit on the couch with him, keeping a good distance between the both of you. His question is not one you expected, but it leads you into a nice conversation with him about the things you've learned, making you relax the longer you are in his presence, not even noticing Daemon nearing you as the conversation goes on. 
It’s not until he interrupts one of your retellings of Dragon History: Targaryen Riders, that you see how close you've gotten. Your shoulder brushing his, making you falter and tense up, “Your dress is very lovely.” His eyes are scrutinizing as he studies the layers of red and gold cloth adorning you. “Thank you,” You falter, not knowing if he actually means it, it’s always hard to tell with him. If he’s mocking you or being serious. 9 times out of 10 it’s the former, “It’s one of my favorites.”
“Mmm.” Daemon hums, eyes slowly moving from up to your eyes, “I can see why. Though, I am sure the corset is dreadful to wear for so long.” You laugh lightly, he’s not wrong, “I have had plenty of practice.” 
“Well, in the comfort of your own chambers, I am sure you can enjoy being out of the confines of such a foundation.” 
His suggestion catches you off guard, making your eyes widen. Surely he knows how improper his insinuation is, even, and especially being, behind closed doors. But judging by how his eyes are glued to your covered chest, moving up and down more rapidly with every passing minute by the bubbling anxiety in your veins, he is completely aware. Your mouth goes dry, as you feel his warm hand gently caressing your skin, up your arm, over your clothed shoulder, to your back, where the laces of your corset sit. 
“Daemon—“ You start, only to gasp as he skillfully undoes them. It shouldn't surprise you, you suppose, you’ve heard all of the rumors of him, he probably has plenty of experience with untying a woman’s corset. 
“Just trying to get you more comfortable.” Daemon remarks, as if this is a normal situation. Granted, it is for him. 
He doesn't give you time to reject, using both of his hands to unlace your corset, and the top of your skirt, forcing you to throw both of your hands up to hold your top in place, keeping your dignity, or whats left of it now.
“Stand up.” Daemon demands, making you shake your head, his voice growing more impatient, “Stand up.”
You do as your told, afraid of the repercussions if he were to be angered further, swallowing thickly as he uses his hands on your waist to turn you to face him, your skirt lowering slightly from you standing, being pushed down more and falling to your knees. You hear him hum as he grabs your wrists, forcing them down with tight grips, and making your corset fall the same way.
You feel embarrassed, not being able to look the prince in the eyes as he takes in your body lustfully. Your not bare to him, thankfully, but the small slip  you wear under your dresses to keep from the laces rubbing your skin raw is as thin as one of your sleep dresses. Still, you’ve never been this exposed to a man. It’s indecent, and if someone were to know, were to find out, your character would be seriously tarnished. Ruined. 
“Iā drēje jurnegon.” Daemon says, one of his hands letting go of your wrist to reach out to the slip, rubbing the silk between his fingers. A true sight.
You gasp as he pulls you forward closer to him, between his spread knees. You try to remain standing, but with another harsh pull, you fall on his lap, “Iā jaesa, drējī.” A Goddess, truly. 
“Daemon—” You try to move off of his lap, his tight grip on your hips making you stay in place with a wince, a warning given no doubt. 
“Let me enjoy the beauty in front of me.” He orders, his hands roaming your body. You jolt in shock as one of his thumbs rubs over your breast, your nipple hardening as he does it again. You feel tears pricing your eyes, but don’t try to pull away again, the bruises forming already from his angry hands keeping you complacent. “You have grown into such a beautiful lady over the years, forced me to watch you from afar. Teased me for too long.” A whimper leaves your lips and the first of the tears falls from your eyes when you feel the softest of caresses from Daemon’s lips touch your neck. The sound seemed to have broke any resolve he was holding back, if there was any to begin with, and your world spins as he flips you onto your back, him above you, making a home between your legs. The darkness in his eyes has you terrified as he looks down at you, but your reputation has you pleading with him, “Please uncle, Daemon— stop this.” 
“Such a sweet voice,” He ignores your words, “Such a sweet girl.” He reconnects his lips to your neck, much harsher than the caress from earlier, “You taste just as sweet.”
You use your hands to push on his shoulders, but he drops all of his weight onto you, making your effort futile. You have no doubt that he is sucking and biting marks onto your neck, marks that you wont be able to hide or conceal, marks that will have rumors about your innocence roaming the halls of every castle in the seven realms. 
“Stop.” You try again, but with the crack in your voice, sniffle of your nose, it is so pathetic. 
Daemon listens to you however, tearing his lips from your neck to glare down at your face, moving one of his roaming hands to your throat, squeezing tightly, “You do not give me orders.” The sneer of his lips you've seen before, something he gives to his enemies, and somehow, that includes you now.
How you are the foe in this situation, baffles you. 
More tears fall from your eyes as you wrap your hands around his wrist, trying and failing to pry it from your throat. His eyes zero in on his hand, contracting around your neck more, cutting off your airway completely. The sneer turns into a smug smirk, the glint in his eyes growing darker if possible, “You look good with my hand around your throat.”  He draws his face closer, forcing a kiss upon your lips, teeth nipping at your bottom lip, as he huskily says between them, “You were made to wear my hand. Made for me to use.”
He removes his hand, having you draw in gasps of air, not realizing the tearing sound you hear is your slip until you feel Daemon’s tongue on your exposed breasts. 
His sucking and biting borders on painful, but it doesn't stop the sounds from falling from your mouth, embarrassingly loud. The groan that follows from Daemon is sinful, as is the shock you receive when he grounds his hips into yours. 
“Lvestragī nyke rȳbagon aōha dōna sounds arlī, ñuha jorrāelagon.” Daemon demands, Let me hear your sweet sounds again, my love, Grounding his hips against yours over and over, pulling the sounds from you, no matter how hard you try to hid them. 
You whimper when he finally pulls away, out of relief or distress you aren't sure, but Daemon doesn’t completely get off you, instead undoing his trousers and pulling his cock free, you start to panic again. 
“Daemon, don’t do this.” Tears falling freely down your face as you watch the prince run his hand up and down his hard, red cock. You’ve never seen one, and wonder briefly if all of them are this big, but you don’t get to have anymore thoughts as his cock brushes against the lips of your cunt, “Please don’t!” You try to sit up, only for one of his hands to find home around your neck again, squeezing enough to caution you into not moving again. 
“Don’t play so innocent.” Daemon stares at his cock, running through your lips and gathering your wetness, “If you didn't want this, you wouldn't be so soaked for me.” He groans as he moves his cock to your opening, his head sinking in slowly, as his gaze moves to your tear stained face, “You want me as much as I want you, princess. Crave me as I crave you.” 
Your sobs of pain and dread don’t discourage him as he continues to sink into you until his his naked hips are flesh against yours. The small shake of your head doesn’t stop him from believing in his words.
“How you've deprived me too long of your soft walls and sweet flesh. I’ll teach you everything about pleasure, eventually. ” Daemon waits only a second before pulling out and pushing back in, your legs wide around him, his eyes staring at yours, his hair framing his face, his hand still securely around your throat, “But tonight, I’ve waited too long. You’re mine. From tonight on I will not be deprived again.”
He moans louder as he speeds up his thrusts dropping his head down to your neck. You feel sick at the feel of him inside you, his hot breath on your skin, his moans in your ear. But what makes you feel the most ailing, is how good it starts to feel, your body betraying you the most in this affair. 
“I feel you squeezing me.” Daemon groans, letting go of your throat to grope your breast instead, kissing up you jaw, “Let me hear you.” He murmurs, “Lvestragī nyke rȳbagon mirre lī gevie elēni.” Let me hear all those beautiful sounds. 
His whispering in your ear and the skillful assault of his hands and hips has you whimpering. You can feel every inch of him inside you, a disgustingly pleasing thought as you allow for the pleasure to take over you, not having the strength to continue fighting. You don’t know how long you whimper underneath him until you’re crying out, reaching your peak, and coming around him, squeezing his cock as tight as he squeezed your throat earlier. 
The action makes Daemon growl, “That’s it, love. Let me feel you. Feels good doesn't it?” He speeds up his thrusts, angling your hips to go deeper and harder against you, “My cock feels so good inside you, made to be inside you. We were made for each other.” 
His lips crash against yours firmly, bruising-ly, his hips stuttering as you feel his cock throb against your walls, his cum coating your insides as he drops onto of you completely, chest heaving up and down. 
The kiss turns soft as he seems to come down from his own high, pulling away to ogle you beneath him, spent from his intrusions. He peppers your face with soft pecks, not caring for the taste of salt as you continue to cry lightly. You whine as he pulls out of you, sore, but you're too exhausted to care about anything else. You feel yourself be lifted from the couch and moved to a soft mattress, your tired brain supplying it’s probably your bed. You hear the sound of clothes rustling, and someone stoking the fire, before the mattress and blankets seem to move, hands grabbing at your aching body and pulling you towards them. 
“We’ll tell them in the morning.” You feel Daemon murmur against your temple, placing more soft caresses against you, “We’ll tell them your mine and marry you to me, as it’s always meant to be. Your reputation renewed.” 
You whine, something that doesn't make sense. There are so many things you should say, that need to be done, your reputation completely tarnished now, innocence taken, even with talks of trying to fix it with marriage, a marriage you've never wanted with him.
A marriage he’s seemed too keen to have regardless. 
“Shh, it’s alright,”Daemon whispers in your ear as he curls around your worn out form, you feel something hard probing your oversensitive area, but your exhaustion seems to only grow heavier, “Just going to keep me warm, nothing else. I’ll let you rest. I’m sure your guard is back from the errand he was running for me and your sounds are only for my ears right now."
You don’t protest his words, allowing darkness to consume you completely. Not as if you could protest. Daemon Targaryen is a dragon, through and through, and he always gets what he wants.
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